Xander digs stress...

Well... today's the day. I looked back through my journal and found that I first wrote about the most preliminary ideas for my screenplay, SKIN last August. Now, just over a year later it is going out. The initial list my agent put together shows 36 producers on the list.

Heart in stomach.

Ever since I moved out here to LA, I've said time and again that I just wanted a shot. Well here it is... and it's horrifying. In my job, I've watched the stress writers go through when they're screenplays are out to the town. From as detached a point of view as possible, it's interesting to observe the same emotions in myself. If I had more Zen going on, this would be a fascinating case study in how we are ruled by emotion.

Anyway, if any of you fine folks could take a moment and send some good vibes this way, I'd appreciate it. I need as much good energy as I can get today (and if you had ever told me that I would be saying something as New Age as that...).

Man. I need to investigate decaf.