I was IRL streaming Sunday after TwitchCon when I met up with systemzake. At one point, he rested his head on my chest and then proceeded to motor-boat me. After that he said, "Chat look at her face", then grabbed my ass and said "they don't know what happened"
I wasn't going to post about it, but this shit makes me feel absolutely disgusting. I've had this on my mind for 3 days now and just can't forget it. This was all within an hour of meeting each other too. This isn't okay man
Also, in case anybody tries to defend him because I was laughing, no, laughing is one of the biggest defense mechanisms. At that moment I had no clue how to react. I dissociated and went into auto pilot mode. Literally couldn't even believe that shit really happened
On top of this, I'm disappointed in the people who were present in my chat at this time, saying "MY MAN ZAKEY!", "lmao did Zakey just cop a feel?" and "I honestly can't blame him", yes, he committed a crime on my live stream. He did do that.
In all, I'm speaking up because nobody should have to go through this. I trusted this man enough to meet up with him in person and he violated not only my trust, but my boundaries. I'm sorry to other women who've gone through this, this is something shouldn't have to worry about
Hey I just want to say thank you for all of the overwhelming support. Especially during yesterday’s stream. My anxiety was so high, but yall came through for me and had my back, genuinely appreciate it. Also thanks to the people who reached out to me. Means a lot to me as well 💜
