I'm no longer going to play in PL/LAN
TLDR: I have an auto immune disease that causes a lot of pain, and for some reason playing apex causes it to re-surface. I'm not going to play with the pain for the sake of others like I did for past teammates.
After BLGS, I took a long
I'd rather not get into too many details, but life is full of ups and downs. Unfortunately my downside is heavily related to coping with the constant mental battle of my auto immune disease. Running through all these different drugs and the amount of side effects associated is
It hurts. Everything was right, I just can't make the right call at the most important times. Idk how much longer I can be this close to my goal and not achieve it. I want a future, I want a life, I want things outside of Apex and idk how much longer I can sit here and not pursue
LFT as a coach for Y5
-Previous IGL in PL
-Specialize in creating efficient macro
-Played both zone and edge
-Analyze all other teams
-Acute ability to identify problems and find solutions
-Available to sit in scrims, vod review, etc
-Extremely passionate for the game.
it's just never good enough. why'd I have to be injured for a year and a half, why do i have to have an AI disease that causes so much joint pain, why couldn't i get to play the game more. God just wanted to make it as hard as possible for me I guess and I kept trying to push
