The narrator, suffering from a nervous condition, is confined to a room with disturbing yellow wallpaper by her husband, John, who is a physician. She feels misunderstood and oppressed by his dismissive attitude towards her mental health, leading her to become increasingly obsessed with the wallpaper's chaotic pattern. As her isolation deepens, she begins to perceive a figure trapped within the wallpaper, symbolizing her own confinement and struggle for freedom.
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The Yellow Wallpaper
The narrator, suffering from a nervous condition, is confined to a room with disturbing yellow wallpaper by her husband, John, who is a physician. She feels misunderstood and oppressed by his dismissive attitude towards her mental health, leading her to become increasingly obsessed with the wallpaper's chaotic pattern. As her isolation deepens, she begins to perceive a figure trapped within the wallpaper, symbolizing her own confinement and struggle for freedom.
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1 am ting bythe Window in is Avoca Mane
THE YELLOW WALL-PAPER.
"T is very seldom
that mere ordi-
nary prople like
John and myself
Secure ancestral
halls for the
‘A colonial man-
sion, a hereditary
estate, TL would
say a haunted
house, and reach the height of romantic
felicity—but that would be asking too
rmiuch of fate!
Still I will proudly declare that there is
something queer about it
By Charlot Perkins Stetson.
Ele, why should it be let so cheaply?
And why have stood so long untenanted?
John laughs at me, of course, but one
expects that in marriage.
John is practical in the extreme. He
has no patience with faith, an intense
horror of superstition, and he scofls
‘openly at any talk of things not to be felt
and seen and put dovn in figures.
John isa physician, and ferhaps— (I
would not say it toa living soul, of
course, but this is dead paper and a
great relief to my mind —) perhaps that
is one reason I do not get well faster
You see he does not believe T am sick !
And what ean one do?64s.
Ifa physician of high standing, and
one's own husband, asses fiends and
felatves that theres really nothing the
Ihatter with obe but temporary nenous
‘depression —a alight hysterical tendency
Ahwhat is one to do?
My brother is slso a physician, and
also of high standing, and he says the
‘same thing. i
So 1 take phosphates or phosphites—
whichever it fy and fonicy and Journeys,
nd ain and exereke, and’ am absolutely
forbidden to “work” ontit Cam well again
Personally, 1 disagree with thet ideas
Personally, I believe that congenial
work, withexclement and change, would
40 me good.
‘Bit what i one to do?
1'did write for’ a while in spite of
them; bat it doer exhaust me a good
deal —having #0 be 30 aly about it, oF
tke meet with heavy opposition.
T sometimes fancy that in my condi-
tion if T had less opposition and more
Society and stimulus “bet John says the
wery wont thing T can dois to think
bout my. condition, and. confess it
always makes me fel bad
‘So T will let it alone and talk about
the house.
The most beautifel place! Te i quite
alone, standing well back from the roa,
Gute’ thre les ftom the village. TE
Toakes'me think of English places that
you read about, for there are hedges nd
alle and. gates that lock, and lots of
Separate litle houses for the ganteners
aid people.
‘There fa delicous garde
saw sich a” garden Large and shady
fll of box-bordered paths and lined with
Jong grape-covered atbors with seatsunder
them.
"There were greenhouses, 100, but they
axe al broken now.
“There was some Tegal trouble, E be-
live, something about the heirs and 6o-
heim; anyhow, the place has been empty
for years.
"That spoils my ghostness, Iam fad,
but Tedon't care—there fs something
strange about the house 1 ean feel
Teven si so to John one moonlight
evening, but he said what Tf was.
rangi, and shut the window.
THE YELLOW WALL~PAPER.
I get unreasonably angry with John
sometimes. I'm sure I never used to be
so sensitive, I think it is due to this
nervous condition,
‘But John says if I feel so, I shall neglect
proper self-control ; so 1 take pains to
‘control myself — before him, at least, and.
that makes me very tired.
T don’t like our room a bit, I wanted.
one downstairs that opened on the piazza
‘and had roses all over the window, and
such pretty old-fashioned. chintz_ hang.
ings! but John would not hear of i
He said there was only one window
and not room for two beds, and no near
room for him if he took another.
He is very careful and loving, and
hardly lets me stir without special direc
tion.
T have a schedule prescription for each
hour in the day; he takes all care from
ame and so I feel basely ungrateful not to
He said we came here solely on my
account, that I was to have perfect rest
and all the air I could get. Your ex-
ercise depends on your strength, my
dear,” said he, “and your food somewhat
fon your appetite; but air you can al
sorb all the time.” So we took the nur-
sery at the top of the house.
It is a big, airy room, the whole floor
nearly, with windows that look all ways,
and air and sunshine galore. It was
nursery first and then playroom and
gymnasium, I should judge ; for the win-
dows are barred for little children, and
there are rings and things in the walls,
‘The paint and paper look as if a boys’
school had used it. It is stripped off —
the paper—in great patches all around
the head of my bed, about as far as T can
reach, and in a great place on the other
side of the room low down, I never saw
a worse paper in my life.
‘One of those sprawling flamboyant
patterns committing every artistic sin.
tis dull enough to. confuse the eye in
following, pronounced enough to con
stantly irritate and provoke study, and
when’ you follow the lame uncertain
‘curves for a little distance they suddenly
‘commit suicide —phinge off at outrage-
fous angles, destroy themselves in un
heard of contradictions.THE YELLOW
The color is repellant, almost revolt-
ing; a smouldering unclean yellow,
strangely faded by the slow-turning sun”
Tight.
Te is a dull yet lurid orange in some
places, a sickly sulphur tint in others.
'No wonder the children hated it! I
should hate it myself if I had to live in
this room long.
‘There comes John, and I must put this
away,—he hates to have me write a
word,
We have been here two weeks, and I
haven't felt like writing before, since that
first day.
Tam sitting by the window now, up in
this atrocious nursery, and there is noth-
ing to hinder my writing as much as T
please, save lack of strength.
John is away all day, and even some
nights when his eases ate serious.
Tam glad my case is not serious!
But these nervous troubles are dread.
filly depressing.
Jobn does not know how much I really
suifer. He knows there is no reason to
suffer, and that satisfies him.
‘Ofcourse itis only nervousness. It does
weigh on me so not to do my duty in
any way |
T meant to be such a help to John,
‘such a real rest and comfort, and here T
am a comparative burden already !
‘Nobody would believe what an effort it
is to do what little I am able, — to dress
and entertain, and order things.
Te is fortunate Mary is so good with
the baby. Such a dear baby !
‘And yet I canto? be with him, it makes
L suppose John never was nervous in
his lif. He laughs at me so about this
wwall-paper !
‘At first he meant to repaper the room,
but afterwards he said that I was letting
it get the better of me, and that nothing
was worse for a nervous patient than to
give way to such fancies.
He said that after the wall-paper was
‘changed it would be the heavy bedstead,
and then the barred windows, and then
‘that gate at the head of the stairs, and so
“You know the place is doing you
WALL-PAPER.
49
good," he said, “and really, dear, I don't
fare to renovate the house just for a
‘three months! rental
“Then do let us go downstairs,” 1
said, “ there are such pretty rooms there.””
‘Then he took me in his arms and
called me a blessed little goose, and said
he would go down cellar, if I wished, and
have it whitewashed into the bargain,
But he is right enough about the beds
and windows and things.
tis an airy and comfortable room as
any one need wish, and, of course, I would
not be so silly as to make him uncomfort-
able just for & whim,
T'm really getting quite fond of the
big room, all but that horrid paper.
‘Out of one window I can sce the
garden, those mysterious deep-shaded
arbors, the riotous old-fashioned flowers,
and bushes and gnarly trees.
‘Out of another T get a lovely view of
the bay and a little private wharf be
longing to the estate. ‘There is a beauti-
fal shaded lane that runs down there
from the house. I always fancy 1 see
people walking in these numerous paths
‘and arbors, but John has cautioned me
not to give way to fancy in the least. He
says that with my imaginative power and
Ihabit of story-making, a nervous weak-
ress like mine is sure to lead to all man-
ner of excited fancies, and that I ought
to use my will and good sense to check
the tendency. So I try.
1 think sometimes that if I were only
well enough to write-a little it would re-
lieve the press of ideas and rest me.
But I find I get pretty tired when I try.
It is s0 discouraging not to have any
advice and companionship about my
work. When I get really well, Jobn says
‘we will ask Cousin Henry and Julia down
for a long visit; but he says he would as
soon put fireworks in my pillow-case as to
let me have those stimulating people
about now.
I wish Fcould get well faster.
But I must not think about that. ‘This
paper looks to me as if it Anew what a
vicious influence it had !
There is a recurrent spot where the
pattern loll like a broken neck and two
Dulbous eyes stare at you upside down.
T get positively angry with the imperti650
rence of it and the everlastingness. Up
and down and sideways they crawl, and
those absurd, unblinking eyes are every-
where. There is one place where two
breaths didn't match, and the eyes go all
up and down the line, one a little higher
than the other.
T never saw so much expression in an
inanimate thing before, and we all know
how much expression they have! I
used to lie awake as a child and get more
entertainment and terror out of blank
walls and plain furniture than most chil-
dren could find in a toy-store.
T remember what 2 kindiy wink the
knobs of our big, old bureau used to
have, and there was one chair that always
seemed like a strong friend
used to feel that if any of the other
things looked too fierce T could always
hhop into that chair and be safe
“Phe furniture in this room is no worse
than inharmonious, however, for we had
to bring it all from downstairs. I sup-
pose when this was used as a playroom
they had to take the nursery things out,
and no wonder! I never saw such
ravages as the children have made here.
‘The wall-paper, as I said before is torn
off in spots, and it sticketh closer than a
brother —they must have had persever-
ance as well as hatred.
"Then the floor is scratched and gouged
and splintered, the plaster itself is dug
fut here and there, and this great heavy
bed which is all we found in the room,
looks as if it had been through the wars.
“But I don't mind it a bit—only the
Paper.
"There comes John's sister. Such a
dear girl as she is, and so careful of me!
T must not let her find me writing.
She is a perfect and enthusiastic house-
‘keeper, and hopes for no better profes-
sion. I verily believe she thinks itis the
‘writing which made me sick !
‘But T can write when she is out, and
see her a long way off from these windows.
‘There is one that commands the road,
lovely shaded winding road, and one
that just looks off over the country. A
lovely country, too, fall of great elms and
velvet meadows.
‘This wallpaper has a kind of sub-
pattern in a different shade, « particularly
THE YELLOW WALL-PAPER.
tating one, for you can only see it in
certain lights, and not clearly then,
But in the places where it isn't faded
and where the sun is just so—T can see a
strange, provoking, formless sort of figure,
that seems to skulk about behind that silly
and conspicuous front design.
"There's sister on the stairs!
Well, the Fourth of July is over! ‘The
people are alll gone and I am tired out,
John thought it might do me good to see
alittle company, so we just had mother
and Nelie and the chilren down for
(Of course I didn't do a thing
sees to everything now.
at it tired me all the same.
John says if T don't pick up faster he
shall send me to Weir Mitchell in the fll.
‘But I don't want to go there at all. I
had a friend who was in his hands once,
and she says he is just like John and my
brother, only more so !
Besides, it is such an undertaking to
10 50 far.
T don’t feel as if it was worth while to
turn my hand over for anything, and I'm.
getting dreadfully fretful and querulous.
[ ery at nothing, and ery most of the
‘Of course I don't when John is here,
‘or anybody else, but when I'am alone.
And Tam alone a good deal just now.
John is kept in town very often by serious
‘eases, and Jennie is good and lets me
alone when I want her to.
So I walk a little in the garden or
down that lovely lane, sit on the porch.
under the roses, and lie down up here a
deal.
Tm getting really fond of the room in
spite of the wallpaper. Perhaps because
of the wallpaper.
It dwells in'my mind so!
lie here on this great immovable hed
— it is nailed down, I believe — and fol
low that pattern about by the hour. Tt it
as good as gymnastics, I assure you. T
start, well say, at the bottom, down in
the comer over there where it has Os
Deen touched, and I determine for the
thousandth time that I wii! follow that
pointless pattern to some sort of a cone
clusion.
JennieTHE YELLOW
I know a little of the principle of
design, and I know this thing was not
arranged on any laws of radiation, or
alternation, or repetition, or symmetry, oF
anything else that I ever heard of.
Tt is repeated, of course,
breadths, but not otherwise
Looked at in one way each breadth
stands alone, the bloated curves and
flourishes —a kind
of * debased Roma-
nnesque” with deli-
rium tremens —g0
waddling up and
down in isolated
‘columns of fatity..
But, on the other
hand, they connect,
diagonally, and the
by the
sprawling outlines
runoff in great
slanting waves of
‘optic horror, like
lot of wallowing sea:
weeds in fall chase.
‘The whole thing
goes horizontally,
too, at least it see
so, and I exhaust
myself in trying to
distinguish the order
of its going in that
direction
‘They have used 2
horizontal breadth
for a frieze, and that
adds wonderfully to
the confusion,
There is one end
of the room where
it is almost intact,
and there, when the
crosslights fade and the low sun shines
directly upon it, I ean almost fancy radia
tion after all, the interminable gro.
tesque seem to form around a common
centre and rush off in headlong plunges
‘of equal distraction.
Tt makes me tired to follow it.
take a nap T guess.
Iwill
don't know why I should write this.
T don't want to.
I don’t feel able.
And I know John would think it
WALL~PAPER. 651
absurd. But I must say what I feel
fand think in some way—it is such a
relief!
But the effort is getting to be greater
than the relief
Half the time now I am awfully lazy,
and lie down ever so much.
John says T mustn't lose my strength,
and has me take cod liver oil and lots of
a’
tonics and things, to say nothing of ale
and wine and rare meat.
Dear John! He loves me very dearly,
and hates to have me sick. I tried to
have a real earnest reasonable talk with
hhim the other day, and tell him how I
wish he would let me go and make a visit
to Cousin Henry and Julia,
But he said 1 wasi’t able to go, nor
able to stand it after I got there ; and
did not make out a very good case for
nye for T mas crying before T had fine652
tis getting to be a great effort for me
to think straight. Just this nervous weak-
snes I suppose.
"And dear John gathered me up in his
farms, and just carried me upstairs and
laid me on the bed, and sat by me and
read to me till it tired my head.
He said I was his darling and his com-
fort and all he bad, and that I must take
-eare of myself for his sake, and keep
well.
He says no one but myself can help
‘me out of it, that I must use my will and
self-control and not let any silly fancies
run away with me,
‘There's one comfort, the baby is well
and happy, and does not have to occupy
‘this nursery with the horrid wallpaper.
Tf we had not used it, that blessed
cchild would have! What & fortunate es-
‘cape! Why, wouldn't have a child of
‘mine, an impressionable little thing, live
in such a room for worlds,
[ never thought of it before, but it is
lucky that John kept me here after all, T
‘can stand it so much easier than a baby,
‘you see.
‘Of course T never mention it to them
any more —I am too wise, —but I keep
‘watch of it all the same.
“There are things in that paper that
nobody knows but me, or ever will.
Behind that outside pattern the dim
shapes get clearer every day.
tis always the same shape, only very
And jt is like a woman stooping down
and creeping about behind that pattern,
I don’t like it a bit. 1 wonder—I be-
gin to think—T wish John would take
sme away from here !
It is so hard to talk with John about
my case, because he is so wise, and be-
‘cause he loves me 80.
‘Bat I tried it last night.
It was moonlight. The moon shines
in all around just as the sun does.
hate to see it sometimes, it ereeps s0
slowly, and always comes in by one win-
dow or another.
John was asleep and I hated to waken
» $0 T kept still and watched the
‘moonlight on that undulating wallpaper
Aill I felt creepy.
THE YELLOW WALL~PAPER.
‘The faint figure behind seemed to
shake the pattern, just as if she wanted
to get out.
T'got up softly and went to feel and see
if the paper did move, and when T came
‘back John was awake.
“What is it, litte girl?” he said.
“Don't go walking about like the
you'll get cold.”
TT thought it was a good time to talk,
s0 I told him that I really was not gai
ing here, and that I wished he would
take me away.
“Why, darling !" said he, “our lease
il be up in three weeks, and I can’t see
how to leave before.
“The repairs are notdone at home, and
T cannot possibly leave town just now,
Of course if you were in any danger, T
could and would, but you really are bet~
ter, dear, whether you can see it or not,
Tam a doctor, dear, and I know. You
are gaining flesh and color, your appetite is.
bette, I feel really much easier about you.”
“1 'don't weigh a bit more,” said T,
“nor as much; and my appetite may be
better in the evening when you are here,
but it is worse in the morning when you
are away!"
“Bless her little heart!” said he with
a big hug, “she shall be as sick as she
But now let's improve the shin=
Jeep, and talk
pleases 1
ing hours by going to
about it in the morning !
“And you won't go away?” I asked
gloornily.
“Why, how can I, dear? It is only
three weeks more and then we will take
a nice little tip of a few days while
Jennie is getting the house ready. Really
dear you are better!"
“Better in body perhaps—" I began,
and stopped short, for he sat up straight
and looked at me with such a stern, re=
proachful look that I could not’ say
another word,
“My darling,” said he, “I beg of you,
for my sake and for our child’s sake, as
well as for your owa, that you will never
for one instant let that idea enter your
mind ‘There is nothing so dangerous,
so fascinating, to a temperament like
yours. It isa false and foolish fancy.
‘Can you not trust me as physician when
Teli you so?”THE YELLOW WALL-PAPER.
So of course I said no more on that
score, and we went to sleep before long.
Hee thought I was asleep first, but I
veasn't, and lay there for hous trying to
decide whether that front pattern and the
back pattern really did’ move together oF
separately.
‘On a pattern like this, by daylight,
there isa lack of sequence, a defance of
Jaw, that is a constant irritant to a nor-
smal min.
“The color is hideous enough, and un-
reliable enough, and infuriating enough,
Dut the pattern is torturing.
‘You think you have mastered it, but
just as you get well underway in following,
tums a buck-somersault and there you
are, It slaps you in the face, knocks
you down, and tramples upon you. Tt is
Tike a bad dream.
The outside pattern is a florid ara-
Desque, reminding one of fungus. If
you ean imagine a toadstool in joints an
interminable string of toadstool budding
and sprouting in endless convolutions —
why, that is something like it.
That is, sometimes !
‘There is one marked peculiarity about
this paper, a thing nobody seems to
notice bt myself, and that is that it
changes as the light changes.
When the sun shoots in through the
cast window —I always watch for that
first long, straight ray —it_ changes. 30
quickly that I never ean quite believe it
“That is why T watch it always.
By moonlight—-the moon shines in all
night when there is a moon —I wouldn't
know it was the same paper.
‘AU night in any kind of light, in
light, candlelight, lamplight, and worstof
all by moonlight, it becomes bars! ‘The
fotside pattern | mean, and the woman
behind itis as plain as can be.
T didn't realize for a long time what
the thing was that showed behind, that
dim sub-pattern, but now I am quite sure
iis a woman,
By daylight she is subdued, quiet. 1
fancy its the pattern that keeps het 50
stil” “Te is so puzzling, It keeps me
‘uit by the hour,
Tie down ever so much now. John says
itis good for me, and to sleep all can,
658.
Indeed he started the habit by making
sme lie down for an hour after each meal.
Tt is a very bad habit I am convinced,
for you see I don't sleep.
‘And that cultivates deceit, for I don't
tell them I'm awake —O noi
‘The fact is Tam getting a litle afraid
of John.
He seems very queer sometimes, and
ceven Jennie has an inexplicable look,
It Strikes me occasionally, just as 2
scientific hypothesis,— that perhaps it is
the paper!
T have watched John when he did not
Know I was looking, and come into the
room suddenly on the most innocent ex-
‘uses, and I've caught him several times
looking at the paper! And Jennie too. T
caught Jennie with her hand on it once.
She didn't know Twas in the room,
and when I asked her in a quiet, a very
quiet voice, with the most restrained man-
ner possible, what she was doing with the
paper —she turned around as if she had
been caught stealing, and looked quite
angry asked me why T should frighten,
‘Then she said that the paper stained
everything it touched, that she had found
yellow smooches on ‘ll my clothes and
John’s, and she wished we would be more
careful!
Did not that sound innocent? But T
know she was studying that pattern, and
Tam determined that nobody shall find
it out but myself!
Life is very much more exciting now
than it used to be. You see T have some-
thing more to expect, to look forward to,
to watch. I really do eat better, and am
‘more quiet than T was,
Joh is so pleased to see me improve !
He laughed a little the other day, and
stid I seemed to be flourishing in ‘spite
of my wall-paper.
T turned it off with a laugh. I had no
intention of telling him it was Because of
the wall-paper—he would make fun of
me. He might even want to take me away.
T don’t want to leave now until 1 have
found it out. ‘There is a week more, and
I think that will be enough.
T’m feeling ever so much better! I54 THE YELLOW
don’t sleep much at night, for it is so in-
teresting to watch developments; but I
sleep a good deal in the daytime.
In the daytime it is tiresome and per-
plexing.
‘There are always new shoots on the
fungus, and new shades of yellow all over
it, I cannot keep count of them, though
‘Thave tried conscientiously.
It is the strangest yellow, that wall
‘paper! It makes me think of all the
‘yellow things I ever saw — not beautiful
‘ones like buttercups, but old foul, bad yel-
low things.
‘But there is something else about that
aper—the smell! I noticed it the mo-
‘ment we came into the room, but with 0
‘much air and sun it was not bad. Now
swe have had a week of fog and rain, and
‘whether the windows are open or not, the
‘smell is here,
It creeps all over the house.
Tfind it hovering in the dining-room,
‘skulking in the parlor, hiding in the hall,
lying in wait for me on the stairs.
Te gets into my hair.
Even when I go to ride, if I tum my
hhead suddenly and surprise it — there is
‘that smell!
Such a peculiar odor, too! I have
‘spent hours in trying to analyze it, to find
‘what it smelled like.
Tt ig not bad—at first, and very
_gentle, but quite the subtlest, most endur-
ng odor I ever met.
‘in this damp weather it is awful, 1
‘wake up in the night and find it hanging
Te used to disturb me at first. 1
thought seriously of burning the house —
to reach the smell
But now I am’ used to it. The only
‘hing [Link] think of that it is like is the
color of the paper! A yellow smell
‘There is a very funny mark on this
wall, low down, near the mopboard. A
‘streak that runs round the room. It goes
behind every piece of furitnre, except
‘the bed, a long, straight, even smooch, as
if it had been rubbed over and over.
Twonder how it was done and who did
it, and what they did it for. Round and
round and round — round and round and
round —it makes me dizzy !
WALL-PAPER.
I really have discovered something at
last.
“Through watching so much at night,
when it chaniges so, [have finally found out.
“The front pattern does move — and no
wonder! ‘The woman behind shakes it!
Sometimes I think there are a great
‘many women behind, and sometimes
fone, and she crawls around fast, and her
crawling shakes it all over.
“Then in the very: bright spots she
keeps still, and in the very shady spots
she just takes hold of the bars and shakes
them hard.
‘And she is all the time trying to climb
through.» But nobody could climb through
that pattern —it strangles so; I think
that is why it has so many heads.
‘They get through, and then the pat
tern strangles them’ off and tums them
upside down, and makes their eyes white !
If those heads were covered or taken
off it would not be half so bad.
I
that woman gets out in the
daytime |
‘And I'l tell you why— privately —
Tve seen her!
ean see her out of every one of my
windows |
tis the same woman, I know, for she
is always creeping, and’ most women do
not creep by daylight
T see her in that long shaded lane,
creeping up and down. I sce her in
those dark grape arbors, creeping. all
around the garden.
TTsee her on that long road under the
trees, creeping along, and when a car~
riage comes she hides under the black-
berry vines.
T don't blame her a Dit. It must be
very humiliating to be caught creeping by
daylight
T always lock the door when I creep
by daylight. Tean't do it at night, for 1
know John would suspect something at
‘And John is so queer now, that T don’t
want t6 irritate him, I wish he would
take another room! Besides, I don't
want anybody to get that woman out at
night but myself,
Toften wonder if I could see her out
of all the windows at once.THE YELLOW WALL~PAPER,
But, turn as fast as I can, I can only
see out of one at one time.
‘And though I always see her, she may
be able to efeep faster than T ean turn!
T have watched her sometimes away
off in the open country, creeping as fast
asa cloud shadow in a high wind.
Ifonly that top pattern could be got-
ten off from the under one! I mean to
try it, litle by little.
Thave found out another fanny thing,
but I shan't tell it this time! It does
not do to trust people too much.
‘There are only two more days to get
this paper off, and I believe John is
beginning to notice, I don't like the
Took in his eyes.
And I heard’ him ask Jennie a lot of
professional questions about me. She
had a very good report to give.
She said’ I slept a good deal in the
daytime.
John knows I don’t sleep very well at
night, for all I'm 0 quiet!
He asked me all sorts of questions, too,
and pretended to be very loving’ and
kind.
As if I coulda see through him !
Still, Idon’t wonder he acts so, sleep-
ing unter this paper for three months.
It only interests me, but I feel sure
Jobn and Jennie are secretly affected by it.
Hurrah ! ‘This is the last day, but it
is enough. John to stay in town over
night, and won't be out until this evening.
Jennie wanted to sleep with me—the
sly thing! but T told her T should un-
doubtedly rest better for a night all
alone.
That was clever, for really I wasn't
alone a bit! AS soon as it was moon:
light and that poor thing began to crawl
and shake the pattern, I got up and ran
to help her.
T pulled and she shook, I shook and
she pulled, and before morning we had,
peeled off yards of that paper.
strip about as high as my head and
half around the room.
‘And then when the sun came and that
wil pattern began to laugh at me, T de-
clared T would finish it to-day !
We go away to-morrow, and they are
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moving all my furniture down again to
leave things as they were before-
“Jennie looked at the wall in amaze-
rent, but Itokd her merrily that T did i
Out of pure spite at the vicious thing
‘She laughed and said she wouldn't
rind doing it herself, but I must not get
tied,
How she betrayed herself that time !
But Tam here, and no- person touches
this paper but me,—not alice!
‘She ted to get me out of the room —
it was too patent! But T sid it was so
quiet and empty and clean now that 1 be-
Tleved T would fie down again and sleep
all could j and not to wake me even for
dinner —1 would call when I woke.
$0 now she ls gone, and the servants
are gone, and the things are gone, and
dere is nothing le but that great bed-
stead nailed down, with the canvas mat
tress we found on it
We shall sleep downstairs to-night, and
take the boat home to-morrow.
T quite enjoy the room, now i
again
How those children did tear about
here!
‘This bedstead is fairly gnawed !
But I must get to work
T have locked the door and thrown the
key down into the front path,
1 don't want to go out, and I don't
want tohave anybody come in, tll John
T want to astonish him.
I've gota rope up here that even Jen-
nie did’ not find. "If that woman does
et out, and tries to. get away, T can tie
fer!
‘But I forgot I could not reach far with-
cout anything to stand on!
This bed will no move |
I tied to lit and” push it until T was
lame, and then I got so angry I bit off a
lite’ piece at one comer—~but it hurt
ay teeth
“Then T pected off ll the paper T could
reach standing on the floor. It sticks
ory and the pattern just enjoys it!
AAI those. strangled. heads and bulbous
eyes and waddling Sungus growths just
shriek with derision
‘Tam getting angry enough to do some-
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window would be admirable exercise, but
the bars are too strong even to try.
Besides I wouldn't do it. Of course
not. I know well enough that a step like
thit is improper and might be miscon-
stew
T don't like to dook out of the windows
even — there are so many of those ereep-
ing women, and they creep s0 fast.
‘L wonder if they all come out of that
wall-paper as I did?
But Lam securely fastened now by my
well-hidden rope — you don't get me out
in the road there !
I suppose I shall have to get back be-
hhind the pattern when it comes night,
and that is hard !
tis s0 pleasant to be out in this great
room and creep around as I please !
T don’t want to go outside. I won't,
ceven if Jennie asks me to.
For outside you have to creep on the
ground, and everything is green instead
of yellow.
But here T can creep smoothly on the
floor, and my shoulder just fits in that
Jong’ smooch around the wall, so I cannot
lose my wa
‘Why there's John at the door!
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Itisno use, youngman,youcan’topenit t
How he does call and pound !
Now he's crying for an axe.
It would be a shame to break down
that beautiful door !
“John dear!" said I in the gentlest
voice, “the key is down by the front
steps, under a plaintain leaf!
That silenced him for a few moments.
‘Then he said—very quietly indeed,
“Open the door, my darling
“Tean',” said I. “The key is down
by the front door under a plantain leat!”
nd then I said it again, several times,
very gently and slowly, and said it so
often that he had to go and see, and he
{got it of course, and came in. He stop-
ped short by the door.
“What is the matter?" he cried. « For
God's sake, what are you doing 1”
T kept on creeping just the same, but I
looked at him over my shoulder.
“ Lve got out at last," said 1, “in spite
of youand Jane? And I've pulled off most
of the paper, so you can't put me back!”
Now why shotld that man have fainted ?
But he did, and right across my path by
the wall, so that T had to ereep over him
every time!