Sry ki main raat mein baithkr aisi msgs

kr rhi hoon...
Neend ni aa rhi thi Dimaag ye chiz loop
mein chal rhi thi toh socha ki bol hi
doon..bolne se kya chala Jaata
h...thoda embarrassing h ek dum se
aake confess karna...lekin itna toh bol
hi diya itna interrogation bhi ho hi gaya
toh ye bhi bol skte h...
Tum pucha na ki Pyaar toh ni ho
gaya..aur maine bol bhi diya ki...nhi
lekin ho rhi h...
Jhoot tha ek no ki😅😂...ho gyi h Pyaar
bss main admit karna nhi chahti thi
kyuki mujhe tumhara side se jawab kya
hoga ye pata tha...fir bhi rona aa gyi
thi😂 saali khud ki bzzti ki aaram se

But Haa ho gyi h Pyaar....but main

peeche ni padh jaungi tension naa
le..itna desperate aur irritating bhi nhi
hoon..dumb bhi ni..hain thoda sa
dumb..lekin itna zyada bhi ni... main
regret nhi krti yr tumse baat hui mili
bhut coincidence tha woh...baat ki safe
lagi Comfortable lagi khush feel hui...fir
pata ni tumse dur kahi Jaane ka mann
hi ni kr rhi thi...sach mein wish kr rhi thi
ki tu mujhe rok deta uss din..13th ko..fir
tu drop karne aayi...toh aur achhi
lagi..aisa lagi for the first time in life ki
haaa meri bhi tension lene waala koi
h...jab tum haste ho na full volume mein
230 volts mein..Pagal ho jaati hoon
main😂 mujhe tabhi pata chal gyi thi ki
Haa aisa hi kuch hone wala h...fir bhi
main khud ko
rokh ni paayi kyu jiss din pehle mili ba
terese...uss din se Pyaar Ho rhi thi...fir
tu babe love wagerah bulaa liya toh
achha lagi...tu beech mein Possessive
ho gaya tha...main bhi Possessive ho
gyi thi...tum mujhe pucha ki kya tum
meri ho aur maine bol bhi diya
Haa...tum bhi bola ki main tera
hoon...ye sabh mere liye kaafi badi baat
h...tu old school h..toh main tumse 10
guna zyada old school hoon...toh Haa
aise aise Pyaar Ho gyi...fir Tuesday ko
mili mujhe milna tha..miss krke baitha ni
jaa rha tha merese..aagyi...kiss hua jo
bhi hua..ye sabh mere liye badi baat
h....go with the flow bol skta h..lekin ye
mera pura flow rokne wala chiz h...
Main nhi krti ye sabh...pura zindagi
mein ek hi bande K saath rhi...dusra toh
tum hi h...but Haa main regret toh ni kr
rhi..i love the fact that tumse mili...it
gives me the idea that Haa shayad
achhe log bhi h Iss duniya mein..lekin
tumhare jaise kaha milega...kahi ni
milega! Tu sach mein one piece h...

Fir Tuesday ko baad maine kaafi chize

notice ki khud pe aur tumhara
bhi...mujhe toh samjh mein aagyi ki yr
main toh phss chuki hoon wapas Pyaar
Mein.. aur maine ye bhi notice ki ...ki
tum mujhe babe love wagerah bulaana
band ki...toh bura lag rhi thi...aisa lagi
ki...maine dara diya..maine kuch galat
kiya...shayad main achhi nhi
hoon ..tumko main in reality pasand ni
aaya ya achha ni laga aisa aisa...fir
aagyi main Friday ko...aur pyar ho
gyi...bss 2 min tumko observe kru na!
Pyar ka intensity ×2 speed mein badhti
jaa rhi thi...mujhe bhuttt bolne ka mann
kr rhi thi ki i love you I love you I love
you. Lekin tumhara reaction aur jawab
pata tha toh i didn't want to make a fool
out of myself...

Tu abhi miss you wagerah nhi

bolti...dhang se baat bhi ni kr rhi...sach
mein avoiding hi h ek tareeke se😂😂
kr loo sahi h teek h ye bhi...mujhe pata
h beech mein bhut interrogation se
main tumhara Dimaag kharab kr deti
hoon....so sorry for that...

Tumhe pata h..mujhe bhi ye Pyaar

vyaar mein ni padhna tha...tumne sahi
bola..mujhe almost ek saal ka time mili
move on karne.. aur bhut mehnt se
move on krri h...Jan Feb mein hua
break up...same college...same
work..fest ki team mein...everyone
knew ki ham saath mein the..but I still
had to talk...fir in May he got the idea ki
Haa main sach mein chod rhi hoon...ki I
m actually leaving so he wanted me
back...birthday celebrate karwaya fest
K team K sath..trip ka ek chiz hua..in all
that i had to be like one arm close to
him and then move on..so bhut achhe
se strongly move on hui h...October tak
we were on talking terms...fir i just shut
it all out eventually in October....mujhe
ni pata tha ki mujhe firse aise feelings
kisi aur ke liye aayegi...tumhara kaafi
recent
hua tog Haa obviously.. u need time...
Jo bhi tum Pyaar Se achhe se baat
ki..thoda idhr udhr lines maari flirt type
ka toh ye sabh mujhe pyar ki language
lagti h kyuki main chutiya hoon..main
old school hoon..main aisi hoon... jiss
tareeke se tum mujhe handle kiya
na...Dard ni lagi yr..like u made me feel
happy and excited and nervous and
calm and everything....

Aur ye bhi tum sahi bola...ki main khud

ko handle ni kr payegi...sach hi toh h
woh... darti hoon bhut zyada...Pehle
generally drr lgti thi..abh toh khudse bhi
drne lagi hoon....ki kyu hua Pyaar
mujhe firse ..aur jo milta nhi h ussi se
kyu hota h pyar!? Tumne bola na 3
din...ek mahine contact Mt rkho bhul
jaungi...nhi yr..jab tum bola na ki tum
bhul jaoge bhut zyada buri lagi chup ho
gyi thi. Irritate ho gyi thi..gussa aa gyi
thi..sabh khud pe...utna dumb sa feel
hui na . Aye haye...main tumko pehle hi
boli thi...ki i dont forget anything ...Yaad
rhti h sabh....detail by detail..gndi aadat
h...abh ho gyi toh ho gyi..kr lungi
teek😂😂

Lekin tu mujhe sach mein intentionally

ya unintentionally ye ni pata..lekin avoid
toh kr rha h....bol diyo agar main zyada
ho rhi h toh...main fir msg nhi
krungi....bss kabhi bhi kuch baat karne
ka mann kr vent out karna h zindagi K
upset rant karna h complain krna h ..ek
do gnte ki gyaan dena h
toh i m on this side Chaahe ek friend
maanke chalo aise bhi...

Raat Ki 1 bje baitkr khud ko interrogate

kr rhi hoon main...ro rhi gadhe ki
tarah 😂 lekin Haa ladkiya toh roti rhti
h..ye toh normal h...lekin hamare beech
kabhi bhi kuchi bhi ni ho skta na jisme
kuch future ho....? Answer NO hi
hoga...koi ni dumb toh ban hi gaya abh
kya hi h...agar ni bola na ye sabh toh ek
weight sa feel hoti...aur woh weight Ko
main seh nhi paungi...isliye bola.

Tune bola fur rhio jab parson raat ko

main chod rhi thi Haath toh wapas kyu
pkda. Choda kyu ni...aur tightly kyu
pakda. Aur paas kyu kri mujhe...subah
tak Haath pkdke soya tha tum...jab ham
call pe h aur tumhara koi sur call aata h
toh i put on mute na....fir whisper krke
bolti hoon ki I think I love you 😂😂
Shit abhi neend mein hoo toh likhti jaa
rhi
But Haa i love you lekin teek ho
jaungi...aur kro avoid...aur dur rho...bss
i actually really really love you❤️....loo
teeno ki teeno rang mein...I guess
tumhe pata h main ye colors ko kaise
manti hoon....

Mujhe na lagi ki I deserve your

love...loyal toh yr main kaaafiiii
hoon...jaise tum ladkiyon meij wahi
dhund rha
tha...I have a lot of love to give aur
mujhe lagi ki u deserve to be loved by
me...kyuki ham dono literally same h
Iss maamle mein....kaafi old
school...but teek h..nhi hoga toh ni
hoga..zabardasti thodi kr skti hoon🥲

Shit ye likhte likhte i feel more dumb...ki

why am I doing this? Why am I writing
this paragraphs...why am I like this...

Ye sochkr rahungi ki pura kharab

kharab mein baghwan ne 2 hafte ka
khushi dediye....happiness pill dediye
tumhara form mein...but thank
you....abhi mujhe ye pata h ki how it
feels to be respected...how it feels to be
loved,cared and nurtured...mujhe abh
ye pata ni ki tumhe pyar rho rha tha ya
ni...kuch aisa kuch bhi feel hua ya
ni...lekin everything you did from your
ittu sa blushed wala look aways the first
day i met you to you holding me closer,
it felt like love to me...toh thank you for
that

Bhaaki Haa abh shayad zyada disturb

na kru main.. tabhi mahabharat likh rhi
hoon...😂😂😂 ghar pe Shaadi ka full
on discussions ho rha tha na..maine bol
diya Dimaag kharab hokr ki dhund lo
Haa.. toh ye week mein koi milne aa
rhe h..itna jaldi nhi socha tha . Ghar
wale fast and furious khel rha h mere
saath andrr se fttt rhi ki shitttttt..idhr
pyaar ho rkha h aur Shaadi😂😭
😑😑... tih
tu tension na leeee. Peeche ni padh
jaungi...

Bhaaki kahi bhi ho kisi k bhi saath ho

khush rhna....aur Yaad h tumne bola
tha ki bhul jaunga.. lekin..Yaad rkhna ki
zindagi ki safar mein ek choti si pyari si
bachhi se mila tha😂 aur Haa i miss
you.....like seriously. Sabse zyada tih
tumhara full on volume wala hassi..
tumko observe krna ye sabh miss kr
rhi.. so Haa i miss you...aur kabhi mil lo
normally friends ki tarah. Ghr pe nhi.
Baahar kahi😅😂

Agar disturb ho rhi toh bata denaaa ..i ll

stop texting...agar tumko block krne ka
mann kr rha toh u can..bss bolkr krna
nhi tih main concerned ho jaungi 😂😅
Bhaaki sry ki itna lambi msg h..Neend
Mein hoon so i kept on writing jo bhi h..
I miss you calling me babe and love
and pata ni....