Bilvavi Exile To Redemption
Bilvavi Exile To Redemption
EXILE TO
REDEMPTION
BEIN HAMITZARIM
When a person cries, the tears fall onto his cheeks, which are called “lechi” – from the word
“Luchos.” This hints to us that that the broken Luchos are the root of all crying.
The saddest part of this whole exile we are in is that we are mixed with the non-Jewish nations of the
world. Not only were we exiled from our home, Jerusalem, but we have been exiled to places that are
not our home, and we are now mixed with them. That is the real meaning of exile.
The Sages say that in Egypt, we didn’t change their language, manner of dress, and our names. That
was the greatness of that generation. Being so long in exile, however, has brought in the non-Jewish
lifestyles into our society.
Being in exile means that we are connected to a place where we don’t belong. The root of all exile
was the sin of Adam, when he ate from the Eitz HaDaas Tov V’Ra (the Tree of Knowledge of Good
and Evil) and subsequently exiled from Gan Eden. Ever since, mankind has been in exile, in a place
where he doesn’t belong.
We have been spread out among the nations, and good and evil has become mixed together in the
world as a result from the first sin; we are amidst that mixture. Good and evil were initially supposed
to be separate, which was the state that existed before the sin. After the sin of Adam, good and evil
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became mixed together, and this paved the way for our dispersal among the nations, where we are
mixed into the giant mixture of good and evil that fills the world.
When we received the Torah at Har Sinai, we were elevated to the level of before the sin. But soon
after that, with the sin of the Golden Calf, we became connected again to evil. Moshe came down
from the mountain and as soon as he saw what had happened, he broke the Luchos. Thus the sin
with the Golden Calf caused about the breaking of the Luchos; thus the breaking of the Luchos has
come to symbolize the root of all tragedies in our history.
A person only sins when he is missing his daas (real mind). The Sages state that “A person does not
sin unless a spirit of folly enters him.” 1 As the End of Days draws closer - the perfected light of
Moshiach, which will bring us to the ultimate closeness with Hashem - things are happening in our
generation which really do not make any sense. All human decency has been broken! There is so
much evil on this world, and people are connected to it, without even thinking that anything is
wrong with this. People are missing their daas, and that is why they sin; as Chazal say, that a person
only sins when a “spirit of folly” enters him. The sins that people do today really don’t make sense;
yet people are sinning anyway - because they have lost their daas.
Today, we are in the “exile of the Erev Rav” (Mixed Multitude).2 The evil force of the Erev Rav is
essentially defined by the fact that they ‘mix’ evil into the Jewish people. One of the meanings of the
word “erev” means “mixture.” All of the evil in the world has been mixed up with all the good, and
this is due to presence of “mixing” power of the Erev Rav.
We do not know when the end of the exile will be; it was never revealed to anyone. It is supposed to
remain a secret. “Liba l’pumei lo galya”, “matters of the heart are not revealed by the mouth.” But we
do know that there is a certain plan that must happen, and we know that there is a general way of
how we can come out of the exile. Evil and good are mixed together, more than ever before – and we
need to disconnect ourselves from this mixture, in order to leave the exile.
1 Sotah 2a
2 See Tefillah #085 – Erev Rav Today; and Chanukah #048 – Greek Influence Today; and Derashos #086 – Exile Of
Past and Present
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Without our ability of daas, we lose connection to the power of good, and we instead connect to
evil. That is what happens when there is no daas: a person leaves the side of good and instead
connects to the side of evil. Without daas, a “spirit of folly” enters a person and he sins; sins which
don’t even make sense.
In our generation, there is a great and terrible mixture that is rampant. In Eretz Yisrael, there is so
much good; there are many people who keep the Torah and mitzvos, and with great dedication. Yet
at the very same time, Eretz Yisrael has become a giant melting pot of countries from all over the
world: Arabs, Africans, and many other nations, all here at once. Good and evil are very mixed
together over here, and we are amidst this huge mixture, connected to all the evil.
If someone wants to leave the exile, he can do it even now. The time for the end of the exile hasn’t
come yet, but in our soul, we can leave the exile! We can leave the exile, right now, in our own soul
– if we make sure to always be connected to Hashem, wherever we are.
These are not ideas; this is rather a great revelation to anyone who truly seeks to grow spiritually.
This is how we can gain back the daas that we need to survive the mixture of good and evil we are
amidst: by connecting ourselves to Hashem, wherever we are.
If a person wants to know if he will merit Mashiach, he can ask himself if he always feels connected
to Hashem wherever he is. If he is, then it can be said of him that he has the coming of ‘Mashiach’ in
his own soul - and he will also merit the coming of Mashiach that will come to the general masses.
May we merit to truly shed even one true tear over this exile: over the fact that we are mixed together
with evil of the world. Through this, may we all merit the redemption.