January 11, this date reminds me of that day, when you proposed to be my boyfriend.
My heart
was filled with joy and the butterflies on my stomach were lively. I waited for that day, the day
that we will be together, officially.
It's still vivid in my memories, how you said I was all you wanted and more. How you promised
to love me and only me. It happened last year, today is the exact same day. January 11.
I miss you hun, namimiss kita palagi. Maybe di mo napapansin minsan pero mahal kita palagi. It
did not change for worse, I have loved you the way I know. I always love you, always will.
You have a part of my heart that will never fade. Kahit pa siguro paghiwalayin tayo ng tadhana
balang araw maaalala parin kita.
You are the best that has happened to me in a while.
Love alam ko na sawa ka na marinig to at ginagawa mo lahat para maging better. Pero masakit
parin, it's still here. I can't say na nabubuhay ako sa nakaraan, it's just that na habang pinipilit ko
siya na kalimutan mas lalo ko siya naaalala. I'm coping up with it, I'm battling with my own
thoughts every day.
Sorry kung minsan sumosobra na pag ooverthink ko at nagiging sanhi yun ng pag-aaway natin.
I sincerely apologize for being hard-headed. Kung minsan o madalas pinapairal ko yung pride
ko, pasensya na po. Sorry kung minsan nararamdaman mo na hindi ka sapat at walang silbi
ginagawa mo. I appreciate you, love, I do. I love how you love me, may mga oras lang talaga na
hindi tayo okay.
Love, salamat sa lahat ng ginawa mo. Sa lahat ng sakripisyo at pagpupuyat, sa lahat ng gastos,
salamat po babi. I am trying to keep up with you so I can keep you. You know, I love you so
much, so much that it hurts sometimes.
But it's not love if it doesn't hurt right? I'm willing to be in pain.
It's the best when I'm with you, I'm at my peak. It's like I always reach myself when I'm with you.
Sobrang komportable ko na sayo mal, I can be ugly with you nga e.
I'm holding on to the dreams we made.
Pinili ko na hindi na muna makipagbalikan sayo kasi pakiramdam ko mas okay na na wala
tayong label kasi pag nag-away tayo wala akong masisira. Wala akong hihiwalayan at hindi kita
masasaktan. But I am wrong, kahit pala ano ang meron tayo parehong sakit parin.
Love, let's start again. Perhaps now you don't want me as much as before but, I'm ready. I'm
ready to fight again. Sorry for making you wait that long. Sorry for breaking your heart that day
not so long after our monthsary. Love, love me again.
Happy Anniversary tesoro, mahal na mahal kita.
