The Courtship
The Courtship
dvs
Summary:
x-posted to lj & dw
Notes:
For nel_ani.
This is a meme fill written for tawabids, for the following prompt:
Erik learns he is the last surviving heir to an enormous Lenscherr fortune, hidden by his
third-cousin-twice-removed before the war. To claim it he must marry a stipulated noble
before his 30th birthday, only a month away. If he doesn't claim it, the money will go to the
German (and human) government, which Erik doesn't want.
Luckily he happens to have a noble on hand who fits the requirements and is a mutant... the
last descendent of the House of Xavier! (Alternatively, a lawyer tracks down the only noble-
blooded mutant in the USA and Charles and Erik meet for the first time at their engagement
party).
Much fun was had writing this, god, was it had, so thanks, Tawabids, for such a fun prompt. I
will miss writing this heaps. Thanks to everyone who read this and gave such lovely feedback
too :) Anyone who wants to prequel, sequel, or add to the universe is free to do so. And big
thanks to my pal Nel for cheerleading and reading (and have another birthday fic, why don't
you? ;) Until next time! [saloots]
Chapter 1
Chapter Text
One hundred years after static-filled first contact with the extra-terrestrials.
And ten years into the global fixation with puritan fashion...
A Lehmanbot stood in Erik Lehnsherr's New York office, his telescreen head showing the
face of a lawyer who was just ending the reading of a will with the words, "and if you fail to
marry a mutant of noble blood before your thirtieth year, the estate and funds will be awarded
to the German government."
Erik was sitting with his back to the Lehmanbot, staring out of the window and watching the
shuttle traffic in the air above the high buildings. His assistant Emma Frost took this quiet
moment of contemplation to stick her face in front of Erik's.
"Is this the same Uncle Henry you hate and whose money you have no interest in?" Erik
sullenly turned his gaze to Emma. She nodded, "I guess he just made it really interesting."
Erik turned back towards the Lehmanbot. "I turn thirty next month. I need more time."
"Forgive me, Mr. Lehnsherr, but your uncle was very clear on the matter. He feared that
perhaps the most important of the mutant houses would be lost to a human/mutant union
without some kind of intervention. I'm sure you can see why we must preserve the House of
Magneto."
Erik gritted his teeth and the Lehmanbot's head crumpled like paper, sending out sparks. He
swallowed, trying to keep his anger down as the doors to his office opened and a second
Lehmanbot wheeled itself in, its telescreen head flickering to life with a very bored looking
lawyer.
"He picked someone out for you?" Emma asked with a surprised laugh.
Erik stood up, scowling at the telescreen as the Lehmanbot adjusted its head to keep it in line
with Erik's height. "He picked someone?"
"Yes, your uncle did have a preference. However, if you find a mutant of noble blood, as in
ascended from the blood of the first wave mutants, you will still fulfil the conditions of the
will. To a degree. Only losing a portion of the allotted fortune."
Erik silently glared until the lawyer faded out of existence. Erik and Emma could still hear
him
clearing his throat though.
Erik turned his back on the Lehmanbot and scowled at the window instead. He wasn't ready
for marriage. To human, mutant or extra-terrestrial for that matter. Now he was being
cornered into a union with someone he'd never even met. It appeared the popular cultural
commentators had been right. A lot of archaic institutions were raising their unwelcome little
heads again, arranged marriage being on top of the pile, especially popular amongst the
mutant population.
Erik glared at the world outside the window and muttered, “Who did he pick?”
It was the return voyage of the Beagle XXIV from its expedition to Mars and though happy
to be returning to Earth, Charles was completely miserable. He vomited, dry-heaved,
shuddered and flopped down on the bed. One hand clutching the edge of the bed as if he fully
expected to be flung off. He shut his eyes tight and pushed his face against the sheets, hearing
the discreet sound of cleaning up being done near the bed.
A moment later his uncle, confidante, supplier of contraband and childhood nanny, who in
recent years to save red-faces had been upgraded to the position of P.A., said, "I have to say,
Charles, I'm not entirely sure space sickness is in fact a real thing."
Charles blearily looked up at the older man who was bald, thin and bore a great resemblance
to earlier ageing Xaviers. "I think I'm dying."
His uncle peered a little closer. "No, but you are spectacularly green. Why don't I ask the
good captain if he can steer the shuttle a little more gently? That way we can pretend you
didn't drink your own weight in home-grown Martian ale."
Charles closed his eyes and clutched the sheets, planting his face against them as the bile
began to rise again. The bed dipped and Charles could feel his uncle taking his fisted hand. A
moment later he could feel his uncle's temple against his fingertips. Charles jerked as a
memory of green grass and rolling hills sucked him in. He was inside it with his uncle who
was a living repository of random memories of many Xaviers before him, their memories like
files in his atoms, perfectly retained down to the smallest detail.
In the distance Charles could see a man in a wheelchair opposite a man with a billowing cape
and helmet. They were so close, yet the hard lines of their body suggested a great distance.
But somehow, even from here, yards away and years away, Charles could feel a bond
between them.
His uncle shrugged. "I haven't a clue. I think he was being spied on by a family member apt
at shielding their presence. I'm rather glad they didn't know he or she was there. Look at
them. The strangest of enemies. The strangest of friends."
Charles watched as Magneto stood, face angled down at the Professor in his chair. The whole
day had a quietness about it, as if even the trees and grass and sky wanted to be privy to the
conversation of these two men.
Charles smiled, feeling the cool breeze on his face. "Thank you, Uncle Louis."
Charles could have kissed the ground when they finally touched down on Earth. A shuttle
was waiting to take him and Louis back to the mansion, which was quiet these days, his
divorced parents having parted ways to different ends of the globe during his childhood,
leaving Charles in the charge of boarding schools and Louis. These days if his parents were
in the house at the same time, it usually meant someone had died.
So it was less a surprise and more a terror to find both Charles Claude Xavier and his ex-wife
Tabitha Rose Constantine standing in the middle of the library shouting at each other. Charles
immediately turned back around to leave, only to be blocked by Louis and be turned right
back around again.
"Claude, Tabitha. How lovely," Louis said, walking towards his brother and ex sister-in-law
with open arms. Tabitha greeted him with a smile and kiss under Claude's glare. Louis then
turned to embrace his brother. He looked back at Charles. "Charles? You remember your
parents, don't you?"
This earned Louis a glare from Tabitha and Claude. Suddenly he was back at being found
charming only by Charles. Charles stepped closer to the trio with a small smile, offering a
half-hearted wave.
Tabitha shook her head and went to hug him. "Oh, darling. You are a strange boy."
His father neared with a smile on his flushed face, his figure looking as though it had
prospered from its stay in Venice. He patted Charles on the shoulder. "Look at you."
Charles smiled at them both before he couldn't help himself and had to blurt out, "Is someone
dead?"
Tabitha placed an elegant cigarette holder in her mouth, touching the tip of her finger to the
end of the cigarette to light it with a small burst of flame. She then took Charles by the hand
and all but dragged him to a sofa.
"Darling, we have news. Wonderful news. Your father and I have been proposed to for your
hand in marriage. Isn't it delightful?"
Charles stared at her and looked at Louis. Louis most cunningly said, "I'll arrange for tea,"
and then promptly marched out.
"It's the done thing, son," Claude said, taking a seat opposite. "Alliances between the oldest
mutant houses. And well, this proposal is somewhat special. It comes from the House of
Magneto."
Charles frowned. "You want me to marry someone I've never met so we can be ever so
special by having double-barrel names that hark back to our glorious ancestry?"
"Didn't I say he'd understand?" Tabitha smiled. She stroked Charles' cheek and said, "Oh, my
little Francine."
"Mother," Charles snapped. "You know how much I dislike it when you call me that. My
name is not Francine."
Tabitha sighed. "I know. It's just, when you were a baby you were so pretty and I so wanted a
little girl. Oh, at least I had that for those first five years. I've kept the little dresses you know,
they're
absolutely darling."
"Louis!" Charles called out, sounding panicked even to his own ears.
"Son, you've gone green," his father said, peering at Charles in a way which suggested he
would be peering further than just Charles' face in a moment. "You're not experimenting
again, are you? We all know how that first time ended."
"Louis!" Charles called out, the urge to force a little compliance onto his parents growing
strong.
Louis, being a miracle worker, arrived rushing into the room with a cordial smile and the
announcement that, "Tea's on its way. Dear boy, a word?" He grabbed Charles by his arm and
hauled him out of the library. "Go. I'll speak with them."
Charles sighed with relief, nodding tiredly. He ignored the flurry of words reaching him from
the library as he somehow forced his body up the stairs. It would be much later that the words
'House of Magneto' would wake him from his sleep and etch a frown of curiosity onto his
face.
“Are you kidding me? Preservation of the species, Charles. Mutant birth rates are at an all
time low, which makes sense, if you think about it. Who wants to have kids who are going to
get the full might of the government's encouragement to hire them into the police, army,
navy, air force, space guard just because they might be better at not getting killed? How about
they get jobs behind the closed doors of cushy offices where they get to send humans out to
do the dirty work? And that's not all we're fighting against, Charles. Have you read the news
feeds lately? One hundred deaths in England from some mysterious flu that only kills
mutants. And if you're lucky enough to survive, there's a sixty-five percent chance it damages
the X gene for good. I heard Canada's covering up their cases of MU1. We could be dropping
like flies tomorrow. And, do you realise how few mutants are left that can be traced straight
back to the first wave? There's nothing wrong with preserving a legacy. Especially yours,
Charles. Not after everything he did for us.”
Charles blinked at the woman sitting at the end of the dinner table, her blue face very very
serious, amber eyes pinning him in his seat. Charles turned to the man on his left, blue, furry
and not at all interested in anything but his dinner. He whispered, “I can't remember what I
actually said. I think your wife is quite mad, Hank.”
This elicited a laugh from his friend. “She's your best friend. Deal with it.”
Charles scowled irritably in his best friend's direction. “Raven, all I said was, I'm not sure if
this arranged marriage thing is for me. Whatever the reasoning behind it. What do you think,
Hank? You agree, don't you?”
Hank opened his mouth to speak. Then he turned to look at Raven who had the most heated
eyes on the globe and could still deliver the coldest of stares. Predictably, Hank said, “Maybe
you should think about it. I mean, what's the problem here? You have your eyes on a
human?”
“No,” Charles said, a bit too defensively. “I just... let's just say that experience tells me it's not
something I would rule out. I mean, I like humans. I have many human friends and I've had
human lovers. What's wrong with marrying one?”
“Oh nothing. Besides a history of oppression and injustice, nothing at all,” Raven said
sweetly with a flutter of her eyelashes.
Charles put his fork down with a sigh. “I don't think I'm enjoying these dinners very much
anymore.”
Raven and Charles both avoided each other's gazes for a moment. After a while Raven, very
politely said, “I just... we worked hard to be accepted Charles, and even today we're not. Not
really. Not when you walk down the street and someone thinks its okay to call you a blue
mutant bitch. I just don't think we should help the humans by wiping ourselves out. That's all
I'm saying.”
“And I understand,” Charles said softly. “Some of us have the so-called luxury of hiding who
we are, if we have to, and some of us have to be prepared to fight every day whether we want
to or not, because who we are is written all over us. But it won't always be a fight. It gets
better, Raven. I know it does. There's good and bad in all of us, human and mutant.” He
smiled at her when she rolled her eyes. “I suppose I just have the Xavier disease of not giving
up on humanity quite yet.”
Raven smiled at him, beautiful with her bright grin against her dark skin and fiery eyes.
Charles felt like rifling through the pages of her mind to find the latest human to offend her,
offer an education on etiquette perhaps. But he did nothing. Sometimes, the best thing was to
do nothing and wait for the right time to make a noise, make a fist.
A large pie thumped down in the middle of the dinner table, a little charred around the edges
and dangerously bubbling in the middle. Hank was eyeing it with suspicion, before he
frowned at Charles.
Hank threw down the oven gloves he had bought especially for his old world iron stove that
used real logs and possibly small animals. “Let's go out for ice cream.”
“Let's,” Raven said as Charles got up and smiled happily at the prospect of ice cream. “And
you can tell us about your soon to be ball and chain.”
*
Erik sat bored as the conference room emptied out, sinking a little lower in his seat at the
head of the long table. He was severely lacking in energy, every passing moment a reminder
that he was going to lose a small and insignificant fortune to a significant thorn in the side of
the family if he didn't agree to tying himself to the last eligible Xavier.
Emma popped into view near Erik, aided by his other invaluable employee, Azazel. Erik
swivelled his chair around to look at them. Emma was smiling at him in that way she always
smiled, as if the very next thing out of her mouth would be blush-worthy, even if it often
wasn't.
“Well?” Erik asked her. “What was your reading on, Hollsworth?”
“He was thinking about his mistress the whole time. In vivid detail.” Emma frowned as if to
give the matter great thought. “FYI, I think she's faking.” Azazel smirked behind Emma.
“Also, someone from the Defence Secretary's office called. Again. They're very eager to talk
about potential military applications of the Lehmanbot.”
“I'm working on it. I'm sure there's a polite equivalent to 'go fuck yourselves', boss,” Emma
said with an arched brow.
Emma looked at Azazel as Erik headed past them and towards the door. “This is why all the
money is in public relations.” She caught up with Erik, falling into step next to him. “There's
also another pressing matter, bosscakes.” Erik smirked at her. “The Xaviers are throwing a
little shindig and your presence is officially requested in consideration of your proposal.”
Erik stopped by the elevator and turned to stare at her. “What proposal?”
Emma blinked at him and then turned to look at Azazel who did the wise thing and
disappeared from view. “The proposal your aunt sent to the parents of your intended?”
Erik continued staring, his mouth feeling a little dry. “Anna sent a proposal?”
Emma nodded. “You didn't know? Wow. That Aunt Anna's sneaky. It's why I like her.” Erik
glared at Emma. She shrugged it off and said, “I admire that in a person. It's why I let you
give me this job.”
Erik ignored Emma and stared at the glass elevator. His proposal had been made. What if
Xavier said no? What if he said yes? He couldn't even send Emma to mind-bomb them all.
The Xaviers were notorious for a plethora of strange and varied telepathic abilities. One of
them was probably listening in on Erik's thoughts even right now.
Erik shook his head. “Think of something, to get around this damned stipulation.”
“I have one idea,” Emma said, as Erik jabbed a button to open the elevator doors.
“I don't follow.”
“Sweetie,” Emma said, making it sound more like, 'dummy'. “Give the insane idea a chance.
It might work. Let's face it, aside from me and Azazel, not a lot of people really get your
sunny demeanour. Marrying someone who doesn't know you might actually be a blessing in
disguise.”
The Xavier fortune was vast, funding many enterprises to nurture the development, education
and rights of mutants. The Xavier line though seemed to have come to a stop at Charles,
having otherwise diverted and migrated in many other double-barrel destinations. With the
name came the responsibility of being the last real Xavier who could have an influence on the
future of mutants, not to mention mutant-human relations.
So from an office in the Xavier Research Foundation compound, Charles looked through
grants for funding, plans for research and reports from business ventures. Not that anything
was sinking in. He swiped his finger across the screen mounted on his desk, blinking at page
after page, a dozen simulations and a dozen more recordings. In the end he went back to look
at the recordings from the last Mars expedition, going over his many meetings with XRF's
research team. The bumpy ride not withstanding, he kind of wished he was back on Mars.
“Arranged marriage,” he muttered. He scowled at the screen. “It's ridiculous. I mean, just,
ridiculous... Display latest news articles on Lehnsherr Corp. please.”
The screen went white before results began to trickle down. In the last three years Lehnsherr
Corp. had swallowed up two big competitors, the price of their shares had rocketed so high
they could be seen from Jupiter and their premier feat of engineering, the intuitive and
intelligent house helper, the Lehmanbot, had become a common feature in the homes of many
who could afford such a luxury.
“The Lehmanbot?” Charles leaned closed to the screen, groaning with terrible
disappointment. He hated the damn things. They were like mini tanks with a metal torso and
a telescreen for a head. And speaking of the little devils, the doors to Charles' office opened
and a XRF Lehmanbot slid across the floor, stopping by the desk. Charles gave the creepy
thing an uncomfortable look, its telescreen showing Louis.
“We have some uninvited guests, Charles. They say they're from Homeland Security, which
is interesting because I'm not sure I feel very secure,” Louis said with a smile.
“Send them in. Thank you, Louis,” Charles said, getting up only to get in the way of the
Lehmanbot and spend the next minute doing an awkward little dance with it until he finally
just gave up and stood still, waiting for it to leave.
Two men in high collared black suits and no personalities walked in. Charles shook their
gloved hands and directed them to the couches in the corner of his office, the windows
behind them looking onto the extensive grounds of the complex.
“Homeland Security,” Charles said, taking a seat opposite the two men, both dark haired and
of a similar build. “Should I be worried?”
“Not at all, Mr. Xavier,” nondescript humanoid number one said with an incredibly
meaningless smile. “We're here regarding the matter of a rumour that's been circulating in
regards to you.”
Nondescript humanoid number two said, “Actually, it's of some concern. As you must be
well aware, arranged marriages are prevalent in the mutant community and though the
government would never interfere in personal matters as an act of cultural sensitivity, the
prospect of a forced marriage still has to be investigated.”
Charles stared at the two men. “I'm sorry. You think I'm being forced into a marriage? I am a
Class 4 mutant. There's not much that can force me into anything. Besides, you'd be ill
advised to act on a silly rumour.”
Both his guests bristled at this. Charles didn't need to read their minds. He could feel their
resentment like pinpricks on his skin.
The first one smiled his creepy and completely fabricated smile. “Of course. We were under
the impression it was a baseless rumour, but even so, it's our duty to investigate.”
“Why? I mean, it's really none of your business why people get married and to whom, is it?
Not unless they're breaking your door down to be saved. And what does it have to do with
your department?” Charles asked bluntly. The second one straightened up in his seat a little,
eyeing Charles with clear suspicion. Charles frowned at him and said, “You think I'm reading
your mind.”
The man smiled, and it was a real smile. It was as if he was hoping Charles was doing exactly
that. “Are you, sir?”
“We're both aware that uninvited penetration of another's mind is a prosecutable offence,”
Charles said. “Unlike that part of my ability which can't help but sense that you are keeping
something from me.”
“Well, sir,” the first one said in an annoying salt of the earth fashion, like some wholesome
farm boy. “I'll just come out and say it, because as a law abiding citizen, I'm sure you'll
understand. As you say, you're a Class 4 mutant. Now, according to our records, Mr.
Lehnsherr is a Class 4 mutant too. There is naturally a concern that a union between the two
of you could be problematic.”
Charles stared, dumbstruck. “Problematic.”
“Don't get me wrong, I think people should marry who they want to marry. What a lot of
people would not appreciate is mocking the fine institution of marriage for ulterior motives,
like strengthening a business relationship-”
“Please,” Charles said. “You can dispense with the bullshit. You're here because your organ
grinder is afraid of two powerful mutants getting the silly idea to create something using both
their genetic material. Your people are afraid of two strong mutants forming a union, being
twice as strong. Most of all, you're afraid because it's a Xavier and a Lehnsherr. It may be
five hundred years too late, but there are mutants out there who would still take it as a victory
and finally break down the few remaining walls that weaken our causes. And Homeland
Security does love its walls.”
Charles received two matching gormless smiles and gormless humanoid one said, “I think
we've offended you somehow, Mr. Xavier, and perhaps you've misunderstood our
intentions.”
“It's Doctor Xavier, and I think I completely understand,” Charles said, getting up. “If that's
all, I have a lot of work to be getting on with.”
“Of course. Doctor,” the first one said, both rising from the sofa together. He stuck his hand
out and said, “Thank for your time.”
Charles gave the man a cold look, mutely ignoring his hand. He got the message and left with
his colleague, not without a parting smile. Once they were gone, Charles sank back down on
the sofa, feeling hot and sweaty, heart beating a little too fast. Just when it looked as though
the world was moving forward, something always happened to yank it back a dozen or so
steps. God, fear made humans so stupid.
“What's happened?” Louis asked as he walked in. He stopped in front of Charles, worry
apparent on his face. “Charles?”
Charles looked up at Louis and said, “I think I want to meet Erik Lehnsherr for myself.”
Erik stood in front of the mirror, smoothing down his three quarter-length coat and
straightening the high collar. He smoothed his hair back for good measure, though it certainly
didn't require it. He could see Emma behind him, perched on the end of his bed, legs crossed
elegantly, her white suit tailored to perfection.
“I don't need this money,” Erik muttered. “Or the damn estate. Why am I doing this?”
“Because you don't want to be the guy who made Magneto turn in his grave?” Emma asked.
“And you don't want to make Anna sad?”
Erik sighed, frowning at his reflection. “No. It seems I don't.” He turned to look at Emma,
holding out a hand, which she got up and accepted. “Well?”
“I'd say yes,” Emma said approvingly. “Just remember not to talk too much. That's where you
usually strike out.” Erik blinked at her. She pointed at his face and said, “Oh and do that.”
Before Erik could ask what that was, Azazel arrived and said, “Your aunt is waiting
downstairs. She hit me with her purse. Twice.”
Erik nodded and headed to the door and flatly responded, “She likes you.”
As he jogged down the stairs, he could see his aunt arching a rather judgemental brow at a
painting over the fireplace. He could tell she didn't like it. Maybe it was because Erik was the
only one in the family who didn't feel the need to decorate his life with images of the great
Magneto.
She turned to look at him, stunning in her full length kimono style dress, her brown hair
which was refusing to grey, pinned up in a complicated bun. She was all sharp angles, her
features striking. In her sixties, Erik still found her to be as remarkable as she had been
during his childhood years.
“That's a terrible suit,” she said. Her statement was good news in the respect that she only
ever slipped into German with Erik if she was angry or wanted to remind him that to her he
was still the little boy she took into her home after his parents died and loved like her own
son.
Anna gave him a look and appeared to struggle with remaining stern and then opted to reach
up and affectionately tap his cheek in imitation of a slap. “So you are not angry now.”
Erik considered the question. “At having my hand forced? For land or money I never wanted,
from a man I wished I never knew? All for a man who died hundreds of years ago. I think I
am a little angry.”
Anna took his hand, in hers. “You're right, you don't need the land, or the money. So give it
away. Give it to a poor man. Give it to a cause. But not to a government. Not to any
government. They will happily fill their coffers, but never give anything in return. People lost
their homes in the global mutant hunts. Had their assets frozen. Was any of it returned when
the world stopped being mad? It is not just for a man who died hundreds of years ago, my
darling. It's because I understand what that man felt.”
Erik swallowed, nodding mutely. Somehow she had the ability to do this. To make him feel
young and naïve. Before he could say anything, she smiled, pulling him into a tight embrace,
her hand patting his back as if he were still a child who needed consoling. Maybe he did.
When she pulled away, she stroked his cheek. Erik took her hand, bringing it to his mouth to
kiss it.
“Now, come. A union between the Lehnsherr's and Xavier's is quite overdue,” she said.
Erik smirked at her. “You seem very sure this is going to end happy. Have you considered
that this Xavier and I might hate each other? ”
“Your parents couldn't stand each other when they first met,” Anna said with a smile. “Your
father only had to open his mouth and my sister saw red. And when they fell in love, well,
you couldn't convince them they might have ever had a terrible word to say about each
other.”
Erik, whose gaze had been fixed on his aunt as she spoke, looked away, straightening the
shirt cuff peeking out of the sleeve of his coat. Anna pulled his fingers away from his
momentary distraction.
Erik nodded, still holding her hand as Azazel deposited them at the steps of the Xavier
mansion.
The one time Xavier mansion turned academy turned museum turned war time HQ turned
mansion again was hosting a modest soiree for friends and family. There was no official
reason, even if the official reason was to get Erik Lehnsherr and Charles Xavier acquainted.
Charles stood by the buffet table, drink in hand, Hank and Raven either side of him. He said,
“This is amazing.”
“I have no idea who these people are are,” Charles said, frowning at the number of cliques
spread out from room to room.
“Of course you don't. Isn't that the whole point of having money? You know lots of important
people you don't know,” Hank commented.
“Oh, hold on, that's Auntie Imogen over there,” Charles said, relieved he knew someone.
Then he remembered her old habit of cheek pinching. “I should probably hide.”
“Hey, have you seen Leo?” Raven asked, putting down her drink. “He's disappeared again.”
Hank sighed. “I'll go look for him. That kid's going to drive me crazy.”
Charles watched Hank and Raven move off in different directions. He finished off his drink
and discreetly moved around the room, looking out for familiar faces. There were a few aged
Xaviers, not all in name, but certainly in blood. There were close friends and ties. There were
his parents in discussion with a woman he didn't recognise. His mother saw him watching
and of course, didn't give him the opportunity to approach, bringing the group to him before
he could escape.
“Darling, there you are,” Tabitha said. “Anna, this is Charles. Charles, this Erik's aunt.”
Anna held his hand in both of hers, smiling all the way up to her bright blue eyes. “It's
wonderful to finally meet you.” She looked around the room. “Erik was here a moment ago. I
don't know where he's disappeared to.”
“Oh, I'm sure he'll turn up. Why don't you get to know Charles here?” Claude said, clapping a
hand on Charles' shoulder.
Erik walked along the long corridor, looking at the numerous portraits that adorned the walls.
Judging by the hairlines, many of them must have been Xaviers. Judging by everything else,
many of them must have married into the Xaviers.
“Hi.”
Erik frowned at the portrait in front of him. Then he looked down to find a little blue boy
with curious and round yellow eyes. Erik held his hand out. “Hello.”
The boy shook Erik's hand. Well, yanked on a couple of fingers. “I'm Leo.”
“I'm Erik. Do you live here?” Leo shook his head. “Are you breaking in?”
Leo burst into laughter, grinning. “No. I'm not breaking in. I was in the big room and it was
too loud so I came to play here. Uncle Charles said he used to play here when he wanted to
hide from the grown ups.”
“Uh huh,” Leo said with a nod. “Are you hiding too?”
Leo seemed to think over the information. Then he said, “Do you like ice cream?”
“I know where we can get some,” Leo said. “But I need help reaching it.”
“And so until he was five, he was my precious little Francine,” Tabitha said, smiling and
reaching out to stroke Charles' face.
Charles blinked at her, stuck his hand in the way and then downed his fresh drink. Anna
watched him do it, possibly marvelling at his ability to hold his breath for so long.
“Tabitha, I think you're embarrassing the boy,” Claude said with a chuckle.
“Oh do stop looking so sour, Charles. You'll understand when you have children. Tell me,
Anna, you must have had a nickname for your darling nephew, one he now hates. All parents
give their children nicknames. It's quite normal.”
Tabitha and Claude blinked at her, both wearing matching frowns after years of disagreeing
on everything else. Tabitha said, “Well, it is a rather nice name.”
“Yes yes. A strong name,” Claude agreed. “Like the great man himself.”
“Though there's nothing wrong with Francine either. It was my grandmother's name,” Tabitha
said, aiming a smile at Charles.
“Thank you, Mother,” Charles said, placing his glass on the tray of a passing waiter. He felt a
tug on his trousers then and looked down. “Leo. Where have you been? Your mother's been
looking for you everywhere.”
“It can't be everywhere because she would have found me,” Leo said with a forceful little
frown. “And I was helping.”
“I was helping Erik. He was lost,” Leo said, rolling his yellow little eyes as if he was
speaking to the dumbest person alive.
Charles looked past Leo to see a man moving close to Anna. Tall, angular and looking far too
amused, Charles presumed this was Erik Lehnsherr. And he had clearly heard the wonderful
tale of his mother's occasional madness during Charles' childhood.
“Erik,” Anna said, “this is Charles Xavier.” Her tone suggested that good behaviour was
expected. Charles wasn't sure how this was possible since the first words Erik Lehnsherr had
said to him were 'Hello Francine.'
Erik gave Charles a polite nod and Charles said, “These are my parents. Charles Xavier
senior. Tabitha Rose Constantine. Oh and, one second.”
Charles waved to catch Louis' attention, stopping him in mid-walk. Louis quickly joined
them, his first act to ruffle Leo's hair. “Ah, I see we're all here.”
“This is my Uncle-” Charles started.
Louis, always the social butterfly, thrust his hand out to take Anna's hand, very gallantly
kissing the back of it. “Enchanted. You must be young Erik's aunt. Charles Louis Xavier, at
your service.”
If Charles wasn't mistaken, Anna might have been blushing ever so slightly. “Anna Stern.
Delighted to meet you.”
Louis turned to Erik, giving him a sturdy handshake. “Honoured, dear boy.”
“Likewise.” Erik nodded at Louis. He then looked at the men in the group and said, “You're
all called Charles.” Anna seemed to go very still and close her eyes for a split-second.
“Our father was quite mad,” Louis explained with a polite smile. “The tradition has always
been to call the eldest son Charles, but I'm quite sure if we had a sister, she would have been
called Charles too.”
The group laughed, Erik nodding, while Charles wondered exactly how Louis had managed
to enchant everyone within seconds. Maybe there was more to his abilities than he let on.
“If all goes to plan, you can call me Uncle Louis,” Louis said, clapping a hand on Erik's arm.
“I've always found Charles to be a rather crusty old name.”
Erik nodded mutely. Charles could see he was having a time trying to figure this clan of mad
people out. Understanding seemed to dawn on his face as he turned to Charles' father and
said, “And you go by Claude.”
Claude beamed. “Precisely. Once the big brother goes around using his middle name, it
stands to reason the younger one has to do something similar.”
Erik turned to Charles with a nod and twitching mouth that suggested he was about to annoy
Charles. “And you go by Francine.”
“No. I do not go by Francine. It's Charles Francis Xavier,” Charles said firmly.
He started to move towards a passing waiter and Louis expertly stepped in his way, putting
an arm around his shoulders. “Well, is this not a momentous occasion? So many times the
paths of these families have crossed, but too much like ships that pass in the night. And here
we are today.”
The mood turned somewhat reflective. Anna's eyes were bright and Claude was thoughtfully
nodding, Tabitha reaching out to squeeze his hand. Louis appeared filled to the brim with joy.
Then Charles looked at Erik and found the other man watching him, amusement still playing
around the corners of his mouth.
Charles would have liked to read Erik's thoughts just then, but telepaths were bound by a
constantly changing code of what constituted as the acceptable reading of another's mind. So
he tried to read the surface of his face, the depth of his eyes, the straight lines of his body. He
wasn't a man who wanted to be read. Erik looked away, Anna's hand patting his.
Leo, ignored long enough, pulled on Erik's sleeve, asking him, “Do you want some more ice
cream?”
Sadly for Leo, there was to be no more ice cream. Raven had gone to great pains to imprint
on Charles' mind what happened if little Leo was fed ice cream after a certain hour. It wasn't
all true, but it had been convincing. Also, now that he had Leo, he had an excuse to leave the
party and spend the evening walking in circles and avoiding Raven and Hank, whilst
pretending to search for them.
He was barely out of the room where the festivities were mainly being held when Louis
called after him and said, “Charles, I see Raven. You couldn't run to the kitchen and let Hank
know, could you? Leave Leo with me.”
Charles nodded. Even better. Hank was a much better listener than Raven. Hank didn't judge.
He just zoned out the noise when it got boring and let the babbler babble on. Leaving Leo
with Louis, he changed directions and went back through the party crowd and through the
smaller rooms that led all the way to the kitchen.
“Hank,” he said, opening the door to find Erik seated at the table with two cups of coffee, one
in front of him and the other in front of the chair adjacent to him. “Not Hank.”
Erik smiled. “Your uncle said you wanted to talk to me alone. He was clearly lying, but it
seemed like a good opportunity. For more ice cream.” Charles let out a huff of a laugh. Erik
nodded towards the steaming cups. “Or coffee.”
Charles nodded, making his way to the table and dragging the seat out from under it, slowly
sitting down. “Thank you. I think I could do with it actually.”
Erik took a measured sip of his, placing the cup down before saying, “Your family. They
seem like interesting people.”
Charles nodded. “Thank you for not using the word mad. That was very polite of you.”
Erik grinned and it seemed to lift his serious features in a most unexpected manner. A very
pleasing manner in fact. Charles picked up his cup and drank, focusing on his burning tongue
rather than how Erik had very quickly gone from Erik Lehnsherr to very pleasing.
“I wanted to talk to you about this proposal.” Erik said, a soft wave of apprehension from him
brushing past Charles.
Erik straightened up, his eyes on Charles. “My uncle, Anna's brother, died last month. He's
left me his land and money, both of which I don't need or want. He was an arrogant and
controlling man and we never really saw eye to eye. I'm not sure he even liked me that much,
to be quite honest.”
“He must have felt something for you. I mean, he wouldn't just leave everything to someone
he didn't care about,” Charles said.
Erik smiled, but there was something sad and heavy about it. “He was a manipulative man.
He left me everything on the condition that I marry before I turn thirty. Marry a mutant of his
choosing. If I fail to do so, then everything is left to the Euro-Fund.”
“Yes,” Erik said. “I refused to go along with it at first, but my uncle knew I would eventually
do it his way. We've had to fight for every liberty we have and even now we have to prove
ourselves over and over every day, yet when something goes wrong, governments are happy
to let everyone point fingers at us for everything that's wrong. They should be the last people
who get something for nothing. So, I have a proposal for you, Charles. Marry me and I'll
donate my inheritance to the Xavier Research Foundation.”
“Your foundation does good work, but the benefactors aren't exactly lining up. I've read the
reports. Charitable donations are falling as well as government funding, what little there was
to begin with. If you marry me, your foundation gets a boost, not just from the inheritance,
but from the name Lehensherr Corp as a business partner.”
Charles was still staring at Erik. At the back of his mind this evening was always going to
end with a 'no' for an answer. Erik had just made things complicated. He presented Charles
with an opportunity to do more and now he was in the unenviable position of choosing
between himself and others who depended on his organisation.
“Next month.” Erik smiled. Charles arched a brow at Erik. “Power nap?”
“Those don't work on me and more importantly, this is an insane idea. I mean, marriage. It's...
marriage, Erik. It's not business.”
Erik nodded. “I understand. It's why I'll respect your decision. Coincidentally, have you at all
tried to find out anything about my company's annual profit, not to mention my business
contacts who will fall over each other trying to make me happy?”
Eric nodded thoughtfully. “Marriage hasn't always been about love, Charles. It's been a way
to build ties. Make allies. The civilised human world likes to pretend it's always been above
these things. But, I'm openly giving you the choice to enter into an arrangement your
foundation will benefit from. An arrangement you can terminate whenever you wish after one
year of legal marriage. Charles, I'm not doing this for greed. I'm doing this because that
inheritance can be put to a better use. Humans don't really care about mutants. They read the
right news feeds, they repeat the right things, but deep down, they don't know a damn thing.
So here we are, with a chance to do more.”
Charles felt his mouth go a little dry. Not many images had survived of Magneto and none of
the young man who became Magneto. The photographs Charles had seen always obscured
the great man's face with that metal cage. One image had survived without the helmet, but
that was of a white-haired old man, bowed with grief at his old friend's funeral. But as
Charles looked at Erik, he imagined seeing him through the spaces and curves of an old
helmet and there was something utterly familiar about that mouth and those determined eyes.
The Lehnsherr spirit was alive and well in this man.
“I had a visit from Homeland Security,” Charles said quietly. “They appeared to be very
worried about the possibility of us marrying.”
Erik's mouth twisted in distaste. “You and I marrying, it'll mean too much to too many
people. Of course you had a visit from Homeland Security.”
Charles looked at Erik, idly scratching under his lip. “When they left my office, I was quite
certain I was going to marry you just out of pure spite.”
Erik shook his head. “You don't seem the type to act out of spite.”
Erik tilted his head, looking somewhere between puzzled and intrigued. Then he smiled.
“Someone who would do anything for a good enough reason.” Erik frowned, his eyes
roaming across Charles' face. “You look like him. The Professor. It's...”
Erik looked at his coffee cup, a soft smile pulling at the corners of his mouth. “Strange.”
“I can imagine,” Charles said, silly thoughts about the dead, bouncing around in his head.
“We should return to the party.”
“No no,” Charles said, getting up too. “I just think we should tell everyone the good news
before they get too drunk. The Xavier side of the family's always had a slight problem
holding their drink. Well, not so much holding it as putting it down.”
Charles nodded. “I do. Wait, that's later, isn't it? I mean, yes, I accept your proposal. And I
especially accept your black book of business contacts.” Charles held out his hand.
Erik took Charles hand, slowly shaking it and still looking bewildered. “Just like that?”
Charles nodded. “I've had a fair amount to drink tonight. We should make the most of it.”
Heads turned when Charles and Erik walked back together, side by side. Charles felt a wave
of something else too, a strange emotion he couldn't quite define.
“There you two are,” Claude said. “We were all wondering where you'd disappeared to.”
“Is everything okay?” Anna asked, looking at Erik. He nodded at her, which made her then
look a Charles.
“Oh my God,” Tabitha said, her hands covering her mouth. Charles could see Louis sidling
up next to Claude.
Charles looked at Erik, whose face was unreadable. He may as well have been wearing a
helmet, Charles thought. “It appears we're getting married.”
Louis lunged at Charles before Tabitha even had a chance. He kissed Charles on one cheek
and then the other. Turning to Erik, he did the same with a soft exclamation of, “Dear boy.”
The next few minutes were spent in a flurry of hugs and congratulations and champagne
corks popping. Charles was quite relieved when his parents dragged Anna and Erik off for
introductions. He floated back towards the back of the room, reaching out for a drink as he
went, his eyes on the activity. He felt in a bit of daze. Too fast, this was happening too fast,
whatever the reasons. However good the reasons. Charles had no qualms about mocking the
sanctity of marriage. Most married people spent their entire lives doing that. No, his qualms
were different.
People would be watching Charles and Erik with interest. Questioning their motives.
Bringing out hundreds of years of history and examining every microsecond that was spent
by the Xaviers and the Lehnsherrs in digging up the idealogical corpses of Magneto and the
Professor just to make a point. Both families had done much good, but they had both done
damage too, and everyone loved raking up the damage again and again.
The band had started to play, something old and jaunty. Charles wondered if it was to hark
back to the good old days when Magneto and the Professor were young men and had their
whole lives ahead of them. Louis was pulling Anna into a slow dance, both of them dancing
with perfect posture and respectable distance.
“Wow. Not only does he make robots, but he dances like one too.” Charles turned to see
Raven grinning at him. “Did I just hear you're getting married?”
Charles blinked hard, scratching his eyebrow before laughing. “I think so. I've really got to
start watching my drink.”
Raven stepped forward and hugged him hard. When she pulled back, she continued holding
on to him, her eyes locking him in place. “I have a good feeling about this.”
Charles peered at her, half-smiling. “Okay. Fine. You're mad, but fine.” He put an arm
around her shoulders and drew her close. “Where's that husband of yours?”
“He's keeping an eye on Leo. They were both getting cranky and tired,” Raven said.
“Seriously, though, two left feet.”
She grabbed his chin and pushed it in the right direction so he could see Erik and Tabitha in a
slow dance. Erik was far from having two left feet, but he was holding himself so stiffly it
made Charles' muscles hurt. He had that strange expression on his face, the one that said he
was possibly slightly amused and paying enough attention to comment and converse, but
otherwise was quite happy, if he felt any kind of emotion that is, to talk about something
completely different. And there was Charles' mother regaling him with who knew what awful
stor--
“Oh, shit,” Charles said, pushing his glass in Raven's direction. “I've got to go.”
“This I have to see,” Raven said, drinking up the contents of the glass entrusted to her.
Charles half-jogged, fast-walked and possibly skipped a little at the end before positively
jumping in front of Erik and Tabitha with, “Hello! Could I possibly cut in?”
Tabitha beamed at him. Then when Erik took her hand, bowed to kiss it and stepped back,
she beamed at him. Charles reached out towards her for a dance and a quiet word about
humiliating grown up offspring. Tabitha grabbed his arm and shoved him bodily towards
Erik. Oh, Charles thought, of course. So that was drinking and advanced planning he'd have
to think over in the morning.
He bumped into Erik hard enough to dislodge him from his spot, where he probably could
have stood like a rock for the rest of the evening if he wanted. Even so, he was the one to
grab Charles to steady to him as he wobbled for a moment, threatening to trip.
Charles gave Erik an embarrassed smile and pointed in his retreating mother's direction. “She
has a lot of blackmail material.”
Erik's mouth stretched into a smile that wasn't just polite, amused or patient. He held out a
hand towards Charles. Charles put his hands up, prepared to lead, but then remembered the
age old rule of height trumping all factors when deciding to lead in a dance and readjusted
himself.
Erik had very warm hands, firm with a strong grip. Charles stopped staring at them when he
realised he was staring at them. Up close, Erik was as impassive looking as he was from any
distance. Here was a man with a mind that seemed worth rooting around in. And maybe while
he was in there he could help the man loosen up. He was far from having two left feet, but
Erik was so rigidly obeying the rules of stepping, holding and poise, he was probably in
danger of snapping a few tendons.
Charles opened his mouth to tell Erik something, anything to put him at ease when he heard a
commotion that seemed to come from the front of the house. He could see his parents were
already making their way out of the room to check, telling guests to stay put. Charles broke
away from Erik and followed, his fingers going up to his temple as he searched for voices,
thoughts and clues. He was at the front entrance of the house when he saw his mother coming
back in.
“Charles, I don't want you to see this,” she was saying, far too serious for Tabitha Rose
Constantine.
Charles was surprised to see Erik walk right on ahead and out of the door as Tabitha blocked
Charles' path. “What is it?”
Now Claude was coming back in, looking red-faced and furious. “I'll call the police.”
Charles took his mother by her arms and gently moved her aside. “I'm not a child. I'm sure I
can handle whatever this is.”
He left Claude comforting Tabitha and stepped outside, seeing the spectacle immediately.
Erik was standing half-way down the steps as if transfixed. Two dummies dressed up like
Magneto and the Professor, complete in wheelchair, had been left to burn in front of the
mansion. Charles slowly descended the steps so he was standing next to Erik, who stood
there with a small frown on his face.
Charles stared at the burning mess, blocking out the alarmed voices and thoughts that began
to surround him and Erik.
Erik tapped the bright screen of his datapad and kept tapping until he found the page he
wanted, the one where Charles Xavier spoke in his autobiography of the San Francisco riots
where effigies of the most renowned mutants were burnt. He had written about his dismay at
seeing the humans behave in the way Magneto had always expected them to behave.
How the great Magneto must have been smug with satisfaction, many remarked. But I knew
him and I knew there was no satisfaction here for him. He had not been waiting to be proved
right. He had asserted that he was right all along and there was nothing in these riots that
made him happy or sad. What a terrible thing that he had simply felt nothing. It is what it is,
he had said to me, as if it didn't matter at all.
But, I could hardly blame him for thinking that. Not with the effigies that burned on my very
own doorstep.
Erik tapped the datapad off, putting it aside as he heard the elevator doors to the apartment
slide open. Emma appeared a moment later, crossing the expanse of the apartment to the
dining table where Erik sat, pouring a second cup of coffee from a steaming silver pot. Emma
took up a seat, pulling the cup towards herself with a sigh.
“I had to walk, can you believe it?” Emma asked, clearly not believing it herself.
“I don't know. Wherever he is though he's being all 'I work for Erik, not for you' about it,”
Emma said, reaching for some toast. Erik pushed the toast rack in her direction.
“He's an uptight--”
“I don't care,” Erik said flatly. Emma aimed a sulky look at him. Erik gave her a look of
warning and said, “Behave. Both of you.”
Emma rolled her eyes, spreading some butter on her toast before taking a large bite, complete
with moan of satisfaction. When she was three bites in she said, “I don't suppose you've seen
the news yet.”
Erik shook his head as Emma pulled out her datapad, tapping a buttery finger onto the screen
and leaving a smudge. “You made first page on the NY Times feed.”
Emma held up the datapad for Erik to see. Secret Lehnsherr/Xavier engagement ends in
tears read the headline. He took the datapad and wiped away the smudge covering a portion
of the picture featured under the headline. It was a small recording of both Erik and Charles,
taken from somewhere behind them. They were both watching the burning mess, with Erik
turning to look at Charles who was wiping something from his eye. Over and over that image
replayed.
Erik opened his mouth to speak and Emma held up a hand. “Been there, done it. The video
and story was submitted by an anonymo. No, I can't meet the editor in person to talk about it
and sure, we can go ahead and get the lawyers on this if it's that time of year again where you
dump a wad of cash dragging people into a courtroom for pissing you off.”
Erik took a discreetly deep breath. The cutlery on the table still rattled as if it might fly up
and out of the room. Emma reached out and took the butter knife with a smile. “Just in case.”
“Get me a call to the Xavier mansion. Then get me Azazel. Then drop everything you're
doing and get that editor,” Erik said, standing up. “I want to find out everything there is to
know about him.”
“Emma.” She looked up, brows raised in question. “Finish breakfast first.”
Emma nodded, giving Erik a quick salute. Erik turned around and headed for the stairs,
wondering how Charles was going to take being on the front page of the city's most widely
read news rag and being forwarded to the rest of the world's news sites.
Charles stood looking at the huge satellite dish in the distance. It was an old piece of
technology no longer in use, but there was a small story about it, more like a rumour,
probably not even true, that kept it preserved. There was no reason to believe that Magneto
hadn't moved it once to face him, everyone knew how powerful a mutant he had been. But
the story about the Professor, the way he simply handed Magneto the ability to control his
power. Charles wasn't sure he entirely believed it.
Charles rubbed his forehead and groaned. His head and stomach still felt rather bruised and
fragile from the night before, not to mention the morning's expulsions of the contents of the
night before. He decided to get back inside, find a nice dark corner to catch forty winks. Far
from the excitement of Louis and his parents.
He turned to find Erik and another man suddenly appearing in front of him. Erik nodded to
the red man with him and, poof, he was gone, leaving behind Erik who said, “Louis said you
were here.”
Charles shook his head. “Avoided it, to be honest. I take it the impromptu bonfire made some
corner of the news pages.”
Erik reached into his long black coat and retrieved a datapad. He tapped it twice before
showing Charles the display. Charles rolled his eyes at the headline. Then he saw the
accompanying video, grabbing the datapad to blink at it. “I had something in my eye!”
When he looked up, Erik had a strange little quizzical look on his face. He said, “Charles,
that recording was taken by someone at the party last night.”
Charles looked back at the display. His heart sank a little. Someone had been welcomed into
his home and they did this. He wondered if it was possible the whole stunt was down to one
infiltrator. More bitterly than he intended, Charles said, “We're not even married yet.”
Erik gently extracted the datapad from Charles' hand. He was watching Charles closely when
he said, “I assume there will be more attempts to frighten us off the idea.”
Charles glared at the datapad in Erik's hand. “Well, they picked the wrong people. Like hell
anyone's stopping this wedding. How dare they. How bloody dare they.”
Charles marched past Erik and towards the house. There were things to be done, people to be
called. Erik caught up with Charles falling into step with him. “Charles? Where are you
going?”
“Confirming our engagement,” Charles said, stopping and facing Erik. “Unless you've had a
change of heart.”
Charles gave Erik a pat on the arm. “Good. I think the first order of the day is to contact the
NY Reporter and send them a photograph of the happy couple along with a terribly sugary
statement of how utterly in love we are and just can't wait to get married.”
Erik smiled, nodding approvingly. “I like the way you think, Francine.”
Charles rolled his eyes and continued walking. “Use that name again, Erik, and you can
forget about the whole thing.”
Raven could hear Hank laughing. He was trying to keep it quiet, but failing. She rolled her
eyes and turned onto her back to see him sitting up in bed and reading the morning news,
laughing at the screen in his hand.
Hank looked down at her, mouth turning down guiltily. “Sorry. I tried to keep quiet. But...
well, take a look.”
Raven took the datapad from Hank's hand, her face already expressing disinterest and
irritation at being awake way earlier than she was supposed to be. Then she saw the screen.
She saw it, gasped and sat up, eyes wide and grinning.
There it was, an awful picture of Erik Lehnsherr and Charles Xavier in front of a fireplace.
Erik looked as unfriendly as he always looked in photographs and Charles looked as
ridiculously amiable as he always did. Or perhaps, on second look, maybe Erik looked a little
defiant, challenging and Charles looked a bit smug and satisfied. Either way, it made Raven
laugh.
“See?” Hank said, grinning wide. Raven grinned back as Hank shook his head and said,
“Seriously, does you friend know what he's doing?”
Raven thought back to two nights ago and the not so polite happy engagement message left
burning at the foot of the Xavier mansion. She reached out for Hank's hand, squeezing it
tight. “I hope so.”
Erik leaned back in his chair, letting it swing left to right ever so slightly. His hands were
resting behind his neck, fingers linked together, eyes on the large screen on his desk. Another
news site was using that photograph, even though it was just to illustrate an article on
marriage in general.
He frowned at the screen, remembering when they had the photograph taken. Any
apprehension or doubts about the marriage seemed to have flown Charles' head. He was so
focused on making a point, on not backing down. Xaviers and their causes.
Maybe nothing ever really changed. Sitting here, Erik knew he was thinking exactly what
many Lehnsherr's before him had thought. He had nothing to prove and certainly felt no
compulsion to explain his actions.
“Whatcha doin'?” Erik turned around in his chair to find Azazel frowning at the screen, head
tilted. Next to him was Emma, smiling at Erik. The screen behind Erik switched off
immediately. Emma pouted. “You're no fun.”
“Sorry, Azazel took a wrong turn,” Emma said with a shrug, reaching past Erik to switch the
screen back on. Erik grabbed her hand, making a slapping sound which made Emma gasp and
then wink at him. He gently pushed her hand back, receiving a smile. “Don't you have work
you should be doing?”
Emma straightened up and smoothed down the front of her pristine white blazer. She glanced
at Azazel and he gave her a small nod before disappearing from view. She took two steps
towards Erik's desk to perch herself on the edge of it as he followed in his chair, swivelling to
look up at her.
She made a face. “You're not going to like this.” Erik nodded. “It's started. People making
calls, asking questions.”
“Well, on this morning's Elevensies, the hosts were asking the audience if they think you
wear boxers or briefs,” Emma said, most seriously. Erik started to turn his chair away, but
Emma grabbed the armrest and kept him facing her. “If only they knew.”
Erik rolled his eyes and pushed away from the desk to get up. He shoved his hands into his
pockets, strolling over the window and looking down at the city below.
“It probably will get nasty, you know, what with people not liking you very much,” Emma
said, making Erik snort out a laugh against his will. “Anything I should know about that you
wouldn't want the press to dig up? Should probably tell me now. You know how I like to fix
things before they break.”
Emma snorted. “Right. I also know you're pretty damn good at blocking me when you want.”
“You know everything.” He turned to look at her in the eyes, open and truthful.
She nodded and said, “Then you've got nothing to worry about.” She hopped off the desk. “I
got a date with an editor. His wife doesn't know. She doesn't know a lot actually. Luckily
they don't have kids so their divorce is only mostly going to hurt him.”
Erik watched her striding off towards the door, throwing out random comments. He called
out, “Emma.”
“Charles,” Erik said, not quite sure about what he wanted to say. Charles didn't need anyone's
protection. He didn't need Erik looking out for him. He knew people would be gunning for
them both. Even so, he said, “Watch him.”
Emma smirked at Erik. “Like I'd let anything anything happen to that cutie.” Erik glared. “Oh
come on, we all saw the photograph. He's hot.”
Erik blinked at her and the datapad from his desk went flying. Emma flashed, becoming
diamond clear, the datapad smashing into her and then onto the floor in pieces. When she
turned back to flesh, she grinned, wagging a finger at Erik before leaving with a smile. Erik
didn't spare a thought of worry for anyone who had Emma coming after them. In all fairness,
they would have done something to deserve the visit.
It was hard concentrating on lecturing students when every time Raven spotted Charles at the
back of the auditorium, she thought of the engagement picture which had been analysed a
million times in the last forty-eight hours. So far, the consensus appeared to be that Erik and
Charles were deeply in love, extremely uncomfortable with each other, cynical businessmen
and just another example of the odd mutant community with its strange ways and customs.
Everyone had an opinion. Especially experts of the human variety.
“When the Neo-Nazi uprisings in Russia finally kicked off the trigger event that would start
the Third World War, the U.S. Government was still more concerned with implementing
mutant registration, and as the world went to war, this country was seeing the passing of the
Mutant Identification Bill and the mobilisation of the Mutant Response Division. But times
have changed. Now we're lucky enough to have the Mutant Protection Bill, which, you know,
totally different. I know I feel safe,” Raven said with a grin. The students responded with
snorts, laughter and thoughtful silence. “Okay, seminars throughout Friday and Monday. I
will not be in my office tomorrow. For next time, chapters eighteen to twenty-six of
Warren's, A Hundred Years of American-Mutant History, volume one. Thank you.”
Raven turned to shut down the large video screen as students began to filter out of the exits.
She fielded questions for a few moments, Charles not far from her sights as he discreetly
emerged from the back of the auditorium towards the lecture podium.
He was shaking his head at her when he stopped by the podium, looking up at her from two
steps below. “I must confess you are incredibly fetching when you're all educational, with
that touch of terrifying cynicism thrown into the mix.”
“Yes, but I'm an idiot who appears to have held onto his hair longer than most Xaviers, and
that includes the women. So,” Charles said, finishing the sentence with shrug and smile.
“Ugh, you have become so annoying since you got engaged,” Raven said, packing up her
things into her satchel. “And considering it's only been two days, that says a lot about you,
Charles.”
Charles gave her a wounded look. “Why can't people just forget a man's wild youth?”
“Point made, well done, Professor. Now, could we please go and eat lunch?” Charles said,
hopping up on the podium.
Raven slipped the strap of her bag over her shoulder and smiled. “And talk about your robot
fiancé?”
“Did you have to charge him up before putting him in the picture? His batteries looked a little
low,” Raven said.
Charles rolled his eyes and turned around, jumping off the podium and making for the
entrance. “I'm not doing this with you.”
Raven followed, catching up with him and grabbing his arm. “Uh, yeah, remember when I
married Hank? We're doing this.”
To his credit, Charles let her tease him all the way up to the point where the bill for lunch had
to be paid, and at that point, Raven wisely stopped.
Charles was indulging himself by looking at the research papers from the Mars expedition.
He had plenty of work to do with the foundation, but post lunch he had been left with very
little concentration. Not to mention the fact that a certain photograph doing the rounds had
people calling every five minutes to either congratulate him or to ask him if he was serious.
He was finishing a call when Louis walked in with a grim expression. Charles frowned at him
and said, “Louis, if Erik wasn't a Lehnsherr and I was marrying him, what would you say to
that?”
Louis blinked, brows rising as he thought about it. He looked back at Charles and very
politely said, “I'd say congratulations on bagging a rather successful and attractive young
man.”
Charles narrowed his eyes at Louis. “Let me rephrase the question. What's wrong with Erik
Lehnsherr?”
Louis sighed. “Nothing as far as I know. Nobody likes a private successful man who hates the
press. There are also murmurings of less than legal behaviour on occasion, but come on, who
hasn't?”
Charles shook his head. “Just when I think I know you, there's a whole new horrifying side I
had no idea about.”
“You're an Xavier. Get use to it,” Louis said. “Now, I have some news for you.”
Louis smiled, visibly amused. “Not everything's about your wonderful fiancé.” This earned
him a filthy look from Charles. “This is about the fundraiser on Friday. Our sponsor just
pulled out.”
Louis shrugged. “Icarus say they want to explore other avenues for sponsorship. They could
be right. I mean, what self-respecting mutant needs sportswear? Or branded water for that
matter? Besides, it's not like we don't have money-”
“Louis, please,” Charles said, rubbing his forehead. “People see their logo, wear their clothes,
buy their health products. We needed them. We needed someone visibly supporting our
causes. And now people will notice that they don't.”
“We'll find someone else,” Louis said. “This foundation's been here a long time. If your
grandmother was unable to drive it into the ground. I doubt you will.”
“Even so, come Friday, we'll be holding a fundraiser and expecting people to part with their
money while the main sponsor has pulled out altogether.”
“Not by Friday,” Charles said, sitting back, sinking into thought. “We need help.”
Louis stared. “Charles. No. I forbid it. It's... what will he think?” Louis sighed. “What will his
aunt think?”
Charles frowned at the forlorn look on Louis' face. Louis returned a shifty look and quickly
left.
Charles opened the door to reveal Erik, dressed very smartly in black shirt and pants, holding
up a bottle of wine. Charles smiled, taking the bottle and reaching out to take Erik's arm,
pulling him into the house.
“Erik, you shouldn't have,” Charles said, looking over the bottle just as Louis arrived, dressed
for an evening out.
“Ah, dear boy,” Louis said, embracing Erik warmly, giving him a hearty pat on the arm when
he pulled away. Louis saw the bottle in Charles' hands and took it from him, looking very
shocked. “Erik, you're too generous, I think.”
Erik nodded towards the bottle. “I'm not much of a wine drinker and it was just collecting
dust.”
“The dust is what makes it valuable,” Louis said, showing the bottle to Charles.
Charles nodded. “Yes, absolutely. I mean, that's... quite, very vintagey. Extraordinarily
dusty.”
Louis narrowed his eyes at Charles and shook his head. “It's all just plonk to you, isn't it?”
Louis shook his head. “Well, I hope you both enjoy dinner. And, try not to inhale that wine,
Charles. You may want to let it breathe for at least half a second.”
“Goodnight, Louis,” Charles called out as he ushered Erik through the house and out to the
back where a table had been laid out under the stars, glass lanterns lighting up the evening. “I
thought we should make the most of the fresh air while we still have the weather.”
Charles cast an eye over the aged label of the wine bottle as Erik stood looking across the
grounds, hands in pockets. “Really, Erik, this thing is quite old. Are you sure you want to
drink it?”
Erik pulled out a chair from the dining table and sat down, descending slowly to allow
Charles to seat himself at the same time. Charles suddenly felt a little guilty for inviting him
to dinner for reasons that had nothing to do with even attempting to get to know the man he
was going to marry. How easy it was to treat this all like a business. Charles looked away
from Erik, staring at the ridiculous satellite dish in the distance.
“About Icarus?” Erik asked. When Charles looked at him, Erik was straightening the cutlery
laid out in front of him. He looked up at Charles who was quietly staring. “I heard they pulled
their sponsorship from some of your events.”
Charles shrugged, laughing quietly. “Erik, running a business is one thing, but running the
kinds of schemes the Xavier Research Foundation runs, we need visible support. We need to
associate ourselves with businesses people know. Successful businesses. The Xavier fortune
is not inexhaustible.”
Erik was still frowning. He leaned back, the frown easing. “I thought perhaps you invited me
to dinner because you wanted my help.”
Erik's brow was furrowed, his eyes peering at Charles as if trying to read him. “You're
worried because you thought I might refuse?”
Charles shook his head, smiling. “I was worried about how to broach the subject. I think I
quite foolishly underestimated you. I thought I'd have to court your advice. Charm you into
sharing your business acumen.”
Erik was shaking his head. “None of those things are necessary. We'll soon be in a
partnership and that affords you many privileges.”
Erik smiled back. “Of course. Access to the CEO of Lehnsherr Corp. Free business advice.
Not to mention that the creators of the ridiculously named Lehmanbot would be very happy
to sponsor the events out of which Icarus have dropped out.”
Charles stared. “I was rather hoping you might push a contact or two in my direction. I
couldn't ask you to-”
“When Lehnsherr Corp gives you its support, the contacts will come your way without your
asking,” Erik said.
Charles felt waves of solid certainty coming off of Erik, without an ounce of doubt. Such
confidence. It was a giddying feeling to sit there and let Erik's fearlessness wash over him.
“I must say, I feel as though I'm the one who will be gaining much more from this marriage,
Erik,” Charles said quietly, pushing at the fork in front of him with his finger.
When he pulled his hand back, he watched it straighten itself out, and then Erik's face, his
gaze the only thing pointed at the piece of cutlery. Erik's eyes flicked up to look at Charles
and they quietly held each other's gaze for a moment.
“I think that wine's had enough time to breathe,” Charles said, getting up and turning away
from the table to go to the stone wall running low around the house, the grounds stretching
out quietly beyond it.
Erik joined him at his side as Charles poured wine into the glasses, though his gaze was on
the satellite and not the drinks. Charles waited for Erik to say something, but instead he just
stood blinking at the now non-functioning monument. Charles held up the glasses of wine,
smiling when Erik took his.
They clinked glasses and drank. Charles swallowed, gulped and shut his eyes before
squinting at Erik. “I think it might be dusty on the inside too.”
“Oh that? That's my grandmother, Beatrice Xavier,” Charles said, holding up his glass of
Scotch at the portrait on the wall. Erik nodded, blinking slowly like he had to concentrate. “It
was her mother who built the south wing a hundred years ago, just after the war. You see,
before the war, this place was a museum and she thought the new wing could continue being
a museum.”
“Bad year for mutants. The last people she wanted in this house were human tourists looking
at the family jewels, if you know what I mean.”
Erik blinked at the bottle in Charles' hand and nodded, holding out his glass. “It's good.”
“Seventy years old, my friend. Trumps dusty wine any old day,” Charles said, filling Erik's
glass and then his own, before pointing at the next portrait. “That's Victoria Xavier, more
popularly known as Victor Xavier. He ran off with the neighbour's chauffeur and started a
vineyard in Burgundy.”
“Yes,” Charles said nodding. “He was played by some very popular chap at the time. You
know, from that acting family. Erik, are you sure you're not hungry?”
Erik was nodding, but his eyes were fixed on another portrait. He seemed to drift towards it
and Charles followed Erik. “The Professor?”
Charles looked at the painting of the young man seated in his wheelchair, his hands on the
armrests and his gaze on the viewer. He seemed unshakable, the way he held himself.
Remarkable.
Charles blinked at Erik, hearing that thought all too loud and clear. He had suspected it, but
now Erik's loudly projected thought seemed to confirm it. “You're able to shield yourself
from me. Is that part of your ability?”
Erik turned from the portrait to look at Charles. He seemed unlike himself, a little unsteady, a
little ruffled, face flushed. “You look just like him.”
Charles nodded. “Apparently so. Could I penetrate your mind at all if I tried?”
Charles thought about Erik's response and then started to laugh. “Let me guess. You're an old
fashioned sort. You want to wait?”
Now Erik was laughing. After the laughter died down between them, Erik smiled and tapped
his temple. “Go ahead.”
“Really?” Charles asked as Erik nodded. He peered at Erik, compelled to press his fingers to
his own temple to focus. He could make out echoes, like residual feelings. He could sense
that Erik was rather fantastically drunk, but, he couldn't penetrate the surface of his thoughts.
When he tried it was like hearing screeching inside his head. “Your head makes my ears
hurt.”
Erik nodded. “I could always do it. Keep out telepaths. Let them in.”
“You know I'd heard that Magneto trained himself to block telepaths, but here you are doing
it naturally. Amazing. Your glass is empty, Erik, here.” Erik watched his glass being refilled,
looking startled when Charles suddenly gasped. “Do you want to see his room? Old
Magneto's room?
Charles nodded back. “During the restoration of the house, they somehow figured out which
was his bedroom, and since then, it's been kept just as it would have been when he was here.”
Charles leaned in and whispered. “I'm not quite sure. The Professor's room too. I don't like to
go in there, you know, very odd. Do you want to see?”
“Please,” Erik said, not drunk enough to stop being polite, Charles noted as he topped up his
drink, using the bottle to point the way.
They were both quietly sitting in the small bedroom, on the edge of the bed, staring at the
window, bottle of Scotch finished.
“You thought it would be bigger?” Charles asked. Erik nodded. “Well, he was a larger than
life figure.”
Charles frowned at Erik's profile. He wasn't so poised, so rigid. He was relaxed, flagging a
bit. “You think so?”
“I know,” Erik said, his eyes on the bright white moon outside the window.
Charles bumped his shoulder against Erik's, prompting Erik to look at him with a half-smile
of interest. “Do you want to see the Professor's room? It's right across the hall.”
Charles nodded. “Oh yes. Magneto would just saunter across the hall and they'd play chess,
drink, talk. That sort of thing. The Professor wrote, those few moments I will treasure until
the end of my days. Chapter five. My favourite chapter.” Charles patted Erik's arm, leaning
close. “I don't really like going in there. Very odd.” Erik nodded with a look of
understanding. “Let's play chess instead.”
Erik picked up his empty glass from the bed and stared at it, while teetering where he sat.
“We'll need more drink.”
Charles patted his shoulder. “You're a man after my own heart, Erik. Let's get ourselves a
small drink, shall we?”
Charles moved the piece slowly across the board before lifting his finger off and sitting back
to give Erik a challenging look. Erik frowned. “That's not allowed. They can't move
diagonally.”
Charles squinted at the piece. “Are you sure? I'm fairly certain the horses can move how they
bloody well like.”
“You're thinking about the queen. These aren't horses. They're knights.”
Charles stared at Erik who looked far too amused. They both burst out laughing. Charles said,
“I think I remember why I hate this game. I mean, they look like horses. Call them horses.”
Erik lifted up a black knight and nodded. “For you, Francine, I will call them horses.”
“Don't, Erik. We'll come to blows over that name,” Charles said with a grimace.
Erik beckoned Charles closer. He leaned in until they could both smell the scotch on each
other's breath. “My middle name? Maximilian. Hate it.”
Charles nodded thoughtfully. “Rather farty old name. I suppose Francine's not so bad.”
Erik nodded. “I like it. Why do you hate the Professor's room?”
Charles scratched his head, shaking it afterwards. “The pressure, you know? Every Xavier
has to live up to him. No wonder half of them went mad or died young. How do you live up
to them? Those remarkable men who came before you. Sometimes... I feel crushed by the
weight of this place.”
A loud thump signalled that Erik had stopped listening. Charles looked at him lying on the
couch, face planted on a cushion. Charles rubbed his eye and nodded. “It is getting a bit late
isn't it?”
“What's this?” Charles looked up to find Louis in the doorway, staring at Erik. “What did you
do to him?”
Charles stared at Louis. “Nothing. He's just had a bit too much to drink. Actually, we both
drank about the same, but I don't feel so bad.”
“Of course you don't. Thanks to generations of Xaviers dousing their livers with alcohol, we
don't actually need that organ anymore. He on the other hand is probably dying of alcohol
poisoning.”
“I am merely worried about the impression this is going to make on his dear aunt if she finds
out. She's not like us. She's a sensitive and sophisticated woman,” Louis said, his words
faltering a little as his gaze shifted to nowhere in particular.
“I think you're worrying about nothing,” Charles said, waving his hand and getting up, and
then waving bodily for a moment.
“Well, of course you're going to say that,” Louis said, casting Erik's slumped form worrying
looks.
“Because I'm not a sensitive and sophisticated woman?” Charles asked slowly.
“Oh I know what I mean,” Louis said as Charles rolled his eyes. “Now help me get him up
the stairs and into bed. He's not leaving until he's sober enough to tell Anna we're not as
debauched as almost all the Xavier biographies are suggesting these days.”
“I don't know. I think the one on Matilda Xavier was rather on the money.”
Louis walked into the room and grabbed Erik from under his arms, waiting for Charles to
hoist up the other end. They both shuffled up the stairs and into one of the guest bedrooms
after Charles had managed to drop Erik's feet several times. Then they carefully lay Erik
down, Charles doubling over afterwards to get his breath back as Louis removed Erik's shoes.
“Thank god,” Charles coughed. “I think I'll get some sleep too.” He turned to go, finding
himself being roughly pulled back by his elbow, Louis glaring at him again. “This is about
not being a sophisticated woman, isn't it?”
Louis pointed to the bed. “Stay here. He's your fiancé. It's doesn't behoove--”
“Behoove?”
“Behoove you to get him drunk and then run off for a good night's sleep. He might wake up
and need an explanation as to where he is. I want Anna to be sure that we're looking after him
as we would a member of our own family.”
“She's become a good friend, that's all,” Louis said instantly. Charles folded his arms and
shook his head. “I'm going to bed now.”
Charles nodded, narrowing his eyes at Louis. “Sweet dreams. About Anna apparently.”
Louis walked off, as poised and dignified as possible in the shadow of his epic schoolboy
crush as Charles turned towards the bed where Erik was blissfully passed out. Charles sighed,
slumping onto the edge of the bed and removing his shoes. He lay down next to Erik,
watching him closely until he also fell asleep.
Charles awoke with a start, feeling hot and bothered. He had the intense feeling that someone
had been watching him, standing there in the doorway opposite the bed. He slowly crawled
out of bed, walking out into the corridor, just for a quick look. He hadn't expected to see
anything, but there it was, a shadow at the end of the corridor. A figure retreating.
Charles ran after the figure, which was always the thing to do in a big creepy dark house in
the middle of the night. Charles rounded the corner and ran up a flight of stairs, rushing down
another corridor. And then he abruptly stopped.
There at the end of the corridor stood a man, framed by a window which was being beaten by
rain. He was a dark shape in front of the window, lit up every time lighting struck outside,
colouring everything around him.
Charles took cautious steps forward, watching as the man began to slowly turn. When
Charles made out the cape and the curve of a metal helmet, his feet automatically rooted
themselves to the floor and this time he knew he wouldn't move again.
The other man was coming closer and closer, his steps slow and measured. It made Charles'
heart speed up, thump loud in his chest, right up into his head. He tried to see the man's face,
but all he got was a flash of bright eyes shrouded by shadow, even as the man stood so close
that Charles could have reached out and touched him.
The man was completely still, a shadow looking right through Charles. He lifted up his hand,
upturned as if offering something. He held it aloft with elegance and promise. Charles shook
his head. He didn't understand. He stumbled backwards until the back of his legs hit
something. Then he turned around and saw the figure in the wheelchair.
For a moment it was like looking in the mirror, but Charles took in the set of the mouth, the
odd sad serenity of the gaze, and he knew this was the Professor. Charles watched both men
as they stared at each other silently in the middle of this dark night. Magneto with his
outstretched hand and the Professor as frozen as a sculpture until he very slowly shook his
head.
Magneto stepped closer and strands of moonlight manage to penetrate the shadows long
enough for Charles to see part of a face through the opening of the helmet. A defiant line of a
mouth. Watery ice cold eyes. They wore the same sheen as the Professor's eyes. Charles felt
his head spinning and his guts were in his mouth as he wobbled where he stood, reaching out
for support. When he looked up again it was to see Magneto tilting his head at Charles,
observing him closely before whipping around and striding away. Charles looked down at
himself, seated in the Professor's wheelchair. His hands were shaking on the armrests and
there was grief and pain and... he felt so alone. Even in this house filling to the brim with
mutants, he felt so alone.
“Erik!” Charles called out, lurching forward and reaching out to grab someone who wasn't
there.
He desperately tried to reach for the fading shadow in front of him until the corridor was
gone and instead he was looking at the door. He was on his knees in the middle of the bed,
half-crawling towards the edge. He looked around at the room and remembered what he was
doing here and the fact that he had been rather bad at it since Erik was missing.
The strip of light under the bathroom door said Erik was probably still close by. This was
confirmed by the retching noises from inside. There was silence for a moment and then
coughing. More silence. And then more retching. Charles climbed off the bed and tried
opening the door. Thankfully, it was locked. There really was nothing as bad as having a
hangover in the presence of someone being quite violently sick.
“Erik? Can I get you anything?” Charles asked, knocking on the door. The reply was another
prolonged sound of vomiting. “Erik, I am so sorry.”
Once his body was no longer attempting to rid itself of bile and vital organs, Erik got off the
floor of the bathroom, flushed, and rinsed his mouth out with mouthwash and then water. He
opened the door and palmed off the light, stepping back into the bedroom. Charles had
migrated to the side of the bed Erik had woken up on and he was lying on his back with one
leg hanging onto the ground, one hand on stomach, the other shoved under the back of his
head. He appeared to have fallen asleep waiting.
Shaking his head, Erik stripped off his shirt and trousers, hanging them both over the back of
a chair and turned the bedroom light off, walking around the bed to lie down on the other
side. Charles made a small startled sound as Erik sat down and the bed dipped. He slowed his
descent, lying down as quietly as possible.
It was when he shut his eyes and felt himself floating back towards sleep, Charles said, “So...
do you still want to marry me?”
Erik opened his eyes, grinning up at the ceiling. “Go to sleep, Charles.”
Erik awoke early next morning, no matter how much his body protested. He needed to get
home, shower and then maybe fall into a coma for the next twenty-four hours. His head felt
like there was a mutant parade going on inside and his stomach felt as though someone had
spent the night punching it. He also had a chess piece in his trouser pocket, which he had no
recollection of stealing.
He left Charles hugging a pillow and made his way downstairs. Azazel would be appearing at
any moment and Erik figured it was best to slip out of the front door without disturbing
anyone. Until Louis yelled half-way down a corridor and ushered Erik back into the house
and the kitchen.
“You really ought to eat something,” Louis said, pulling out a chair at the breakfast table.
Erik smiled and sat down. “It'll help with that slightly green pallor.”
Louis smiled obligingly, filling a cup with coffee for Erik and taking a seat at the table. “I
hope you got some sleep last night. I sensed a bit of a commotion.”
Erik thought back to the night before. He'd woken up terrified and then the next thing he
knew he was emptying out the contents of his stomach. He couldn't remember his dream, but
something didn't sit right about it. It had felt all wrong, like the fear he felt wasn't his own.
Erik smiled, lifting his coffee cup to his mouth and then thinking better of it when a wave of
nausea rolled through him.
“I slept fine.”
“And Charles?” Louis asked. “I thought I heard him walking around. He used to have night
terrors as a child. We'd find him wandering the corridors scared out of his mind. We'd all
wake up feeling quite scared out of our minds. You see, in heightened states of brain activity,
some telepaths are prone to, well, an emotional leakage of sorts.”
Erik smiled. “I was a little preoccupied last night. Seventy year old Scotch doesn't come out
as great as it goes in.”
“I am. Thank you,” Erik got up, pushing his chair back under the table. “Tell Charles I
enjoyed myself. And I'll call him about the fundraiser to smooth out the details. I should go.
Azazel should be arriving any minute.”
Louis got up, embracing Erik as he stood there rather dumbly. “Yes, of course. I'll see you
soon, I hope.”
“Of course,” Erik said, walking along with Louis as they made their way back through the
house and to the front door, where Louis held the door open with a smile. Erik nodded to him
and walked out, seeing Azazel already patiently waiting.
“Azazel,” Erik said, receiving a nod as the other man extended an arm towards Erik. “Straight
to the bathroom if you don't mind.” He took a deep breath through his nose, clenching his jaw
tight.
Azazel arched a brow and then smiled, clearly amused. He clasped Erik's wrist and within a
blink of an eye Erik stood in the middle of his bathroom, the short and fast trip giddying
enough to make him grateful for the proximity of the toilet bowl.
*
Hank was talking. He had been talking for a while. It was the day for monthly meetings with
heads of divisions, which was ironic because Charles felt as if his own head was at this
moment in the process of division. It didn't help that little Leo was in the corner of the office
having a loud conversation with his imaginary friend. Charles frowned at the boy who was
now laughing at something particularly funny.
“You already asked that question,” Hank said with a sigh. “Suspected MU1 outbreak at his
school? They sent all the kids home.”
“Run every test. He's fine. You know, except for the talking to imaginary people part,” Hank
said with a nod.
“Excellent. Are we about done here?” Charles asked, squinting at the datapad in front of him,
his eyes feeling as if they were bleeding rather than seeing. Hank was staring at him. “Oh
god, we've barely begun.”
Hank poked his own datapad and both his and Charles' screens switched off. “You look like
crap that's been crapped on.”
“Don't be silly,” Charles said, slipping further down in his chair. “I don't feel anywhere near
that good.”
“I was. I did. I expect to be hearing about his impending marriage to someone else very
soon,” Charles said. “There he was helping us out of our rut with the fundraiser and I
somehow managed to get him drunk out of his skull. I've never heard someone throw up so
much, which is amazing considering I'm friends with your wife.”
Hank looked appalled, rightly so. “Makes sense why you're still single.”
“We're not all early bloomers like you and Raven,” Charles said, letting his head drop back as
he closed his eyes. “I had one of those awful dreams again.”
“Yes. I saw the Professor and Magneto. Magneto was asking the Professor for something, but
the Professor refused and Magneto left and... I woke up terrified.”
“Of what?”
Charles opened his eyes, turning his head to look at Hank. “I have no idea. Maybe I wasn't
terrified at all. Maybe he was.”
“Have you told Louis?”
Charles shook his head. “He'll worry and start bolting down all the windows.”
“We could do more tests,” Hank said. “Considering your uncle's ability, it makes sense your
abilities extend in a similar direction.”
“Wonderful. He has access to generations of Xavier memories and I'm somehow able to tune
into the depressed echoes of the departed in that bloody house. We should celebrate,” Charles
said, forcing a smile to soften the bitterness in his voice.
Hank was nodding thoughtfully. “Imagine if that is what you're doing. I mean, sure, maybe
you're having dreams about things you've heard way too many times, or maybe you actually
have the ability to somehow fine tune these fading telepathic signals in your dreams.
Professor X was a very powerful telepath. There's no telling what he's left floating around
that house. You're a class 4. If anyone's going to pick up a signal, its going be you.”
Hank turned the datapads back on with a small smile. “I don't think you realise how lucky.”
Charles thought back to the nightmare of watching Magneto turning away and disappearing
into the dark. Maybe Charles was lucky after all. Lucky enough to not be the man who
wanted to join Magneto so many times.
Erik turned onto his back and aimed a sour look at Emma who was lying next to him on his
bed, propped up on one elbow and looking amused. He grabbed her hand and practically
slapped it onto his forehead, closing his eyes. He could feel Emma's fingers pressing gently
against his forehead. After a moment he opened his eyes and frowned at her.
“You need more water. Not a telepath,” Emma said, slapping his forehead lightly. Erik jerked
his head away with a scowl, pushing her hand back. “Aren't you working today? You're not
even married and already the business is suffering.”
Erik propped himself up on both elbows and gave Emma a thoughtful look. “I want you to do
something for me.” Emma looked Erik up and down with open appreciation, arching a perfect
brow. Erik rolled his eyes and said, “Icarus. Find out what's going on with them.”
“Find out? No need. A little bird told me the new CEO is thinking about a re-branding. They
want to do a little rising from the ashes. Sales are down and frankly they're boring. They're
hoping a new image change might attract investors, not to mention customers.”
“What did they do? Upset your cute little mutant sensibilities?” Emma asked smoothly.
Emma frowned at him for a second. Then she got up from the bed, wrapping her coat around
her and tying it up with an elegant bow. “Water, plenty of it. And eat something, will you?
You're making me hungry.”
Erik flopped back down on the bed as he watched her leave. A few minutes later, she was
sticking her head around the door and grinning. “You have a visitor.”
Erik kept his rude suggestion to himself and sat up, nodding to Emma. “I'll be right out.”
He threw off the clothes he had been lying around in for most of the morning, quickly pulling
on a pair of black sweat pants and sweatshirt, pushing up the sleeves and not bothering with
the few buttons it had. He dashed into the bathroom, splashed his face with water, wiping it
quickly and finally left his bedroom. From the stairs he could see Charles standing by the
fireplace and looking at the painting above it, his hands stuffed into the pockets of his
khakhis. His white shirt seemed crumpled, like maybe he had spent a portion of the day
horizontal too.
Smoothing his hair back, Erik hurried down the stairs. “Charles.”
Charles turned to smile at Erik. “Erik, hello. Sorry for the impromptu visit. I hope you don't
mind.”
Erik shook his head. “Of course not. Is everything all right?”
Charles looked a little embarrassed. “I tried to call you at the office and was told you
wouldn't be in today. I wondered it was possibly my fault.”
Erik smiled, gesturing with his head for Charles to follow him into the kitchen. “Coffee?”
“Tea?” Charles asked, taking a seat behind the large counter, Erik on the other side, running
his fingers across the buttons of the shining black wall unit.
“No tea,” Erik muttered. “We'll do it the old fashioned way.” He went to the other end of the
kitchen, opening a cabinet and retrieving a copper kettle. He filled it with water and put it on
the black cooking pane next to the wall unit before opening another cabinet and taking out a
large metal container, from which he took out a handful of tea leaves that went into the kettle.
“Thank you,” Charles said as Erik turned around to face him, his hands resting lightly on the
edge of his side of the counter.
“God, yes, please,” Charles said. He waved at his stomach. “It's been that kind of a day.”
They ate their tea and toast on the balcony, Charles leaning over the edge and looking down
at the street below, Erik behind him, seated at the black iron table.
“You have a wonderful view,” Charles said, taking a bite of his toast.
Erik glanced at Charles, his short hair being ruffled by the breeze, his body flush with the
balcony wall as he leaned against it. Erik looked away at his teacup instead, watching the
steam rise from the cup until Charles pulled up a chair opposite.
“Did you catch up on your sleep?” Erik asked, looking at Charles whose eyes were still a
little pink tinged. “Louis seemed to think you were suffering from night terrors.”
Charles pulled a face. “Yes. I used to get them much more often as a child. This one wasn't
too bad. Fell back to sleep quick enough afterwards.”
“You think something might have caused it? Stress?” Erik asked.
Charles nodded thoughtfully. “It's possible. Things have been rather hectic of late.” He
clamped his mouth shut then, reaching for his tea. Erik could almost sense how much Charles
wanted to add something else.
Charles smiled, not looking at Erik. “My friend has a theory. He seems to think these aren't
dreams, at all but rather I'm picking up echoes of events that have happened in that house. He
thinks that somehow sleep allows me to magnify these echoes that are always there, but
usually blocked by too much other activity.”
Charles looked up finally. He seemed tired. “I think the Xaviers have made it their life's work
to obsess over one man. Maybe it would be more strange to not dream about him.”
Charles grinned, shaking his head. He sighed. “I'm sorry. I forgot who I was talking to. I'm
sure it hasn't been easy being descended from the great Magneto, looking just like him.”
Erik frowned. “Why do you say that?”
“What?”
Charles was frowning, as if unsure himself. “Well, you look of a similar build. I suppose,
working backwards from the pictures we've seen of him as an old man.” Erik waited quietly
and then Charles said. “He looks like you in my dreams. As much of him as I've ever seen. I
think I'd forgotten until last night. You look remarkably like him.”
Erik leaned forward and covered Charles' hand, which had fisted itself against the table.
“Stress. Probably not helped by my throwing up seventy year old Scotch.”
Charles laughed, pulling his hand away, his forehead creasing with something like regret. “I
think it's time I got going.”
“Do you have to be somewhere?” Charles shook his head. Erik shrugged and said, “Stay.
Stay for dinner.”
Charles made a show of pretending to think it over and replied, “Why not?”
They spent most of the afternoon on the balcony, conversation naturally moving towards the
impending fundraiser. When the rain started somewhere around early evening, they quickly
ducked inside and took up on the couches in front of the fireplace, Erik making another round
of tea and toast. He stood waiting for the kettle to boil, watching Charles sitting on the couch,
one arm resting along the back, the other squeezing the bridge of his nose. He looked like a
young man with the burden of an old soul.
Whatever was troubling Charles vanished from his expression as Erik set down the tea and
toast. “Ah, thank you.”
Erik nodded, handing Charles his plate and then sitting down on the opposite couch with a
sigh. He picked up his own plate and bit into a slice of toast. No more headache. No more
tender stomach. No more nausea. The day was finally looking up and opposite him, Charles
was quietly laughing.
Charles shook his head. “It's nothing. I just don't think I've ever sensed so much satisfaction
coming off of a man eating toast.”
Erik nodded. “I thought we could both do without the pressure of over thinking it this early.”
Charles was nodding in agreement. “I'm not sure I want to think about it at all. But, it has to
be done. And there's also the matter of our co-habitation afterwards.”
“Small.”
“Venue?”
“My family will try to convince you it should be on the grounds of the mansion.”
“I accept,” Erik said. “Would you like to live here with me, or have me live with you, or
should we start looking at an apartment or house that would be convenient and acceptable to
both of us?”
“Yes. And I thought the mansion might not be yours,” Charles said, screwing up his face.
Erik leaned forward and said, “Charles, after a year we can go our separate ways. For a year,
living in your house won't be a hardship. I spend most of my time working anyway.”
Charles nodded slowly, as if some realisation was dawning on him. “Yes, I do see your logic.
So, small private ceremony, followed by you moving into the mansion. You'd be fine with
that?”
Charles was nodding, clearly impressed. Then he shook his head with a quizzical expression.
“What the hell do people need wedding planners for exactly?”
Forty-eight hours before Friday came the news of Lehnsherr Corp extending its charity work
to sponsoring some of the Xavier Research Foundation events. Charles wasn't surprised by
the media commentary that followed. It was all part of a continued mutant takeover, one pro-
Human League spokesman proclaimed. Another commented on the significance of Erik's gift
to Charles. It was almost like an old fashioned wedding ring, she had snorted on the morning
news. Others questioned the motive of XRF departing with Icarus in favour of greener
pastures, especially as reports over the last few days were revealing the extent of the
company's troubles. How typical that a mutant had sided with a mutant rather than a failing
human company.
“I'm sorry, could you possibly change the channels?” Charles politely asked the barman who
nodded, turned around, keying in a new set of channels, this time all sport.
The fundraiser was in full swing, the sound of music and merriment almost drowning out all
other sounds. His opening duties done, Charles had taken up a stool at the bar which was
discreetly hidden in the curves of the large hall.
The barman placed a drink before Charles, which he picked up with a happy sigh. “To
learning lessons badly.”
“To your amazing constitution,” Erik said, raising his Martini glass for Charles to clink
against.
“Of course,” Erik said, smiling as he lifted his glass for a sip.
Charles found himself trying to think of a way he could thank Erik for his involvement on
this night. He had released news of his support without fanfare. He had turned up with his
assistant in tow, posing for photographs under her direction and delivering a short and sharp
speech on the importance of backing great causes. Even Louis had been lost for words.
As Erik had stood on the podium, revealing on the large telescreen the sizeable amount of the
first donation of the night, his donation, Louis had stood next to Charles, clapping his hands
along with everyone as he told Charles, “I'm beginning to think he's one of his Lehmanbots.
Programmed for perfection, just like it says on all the advertising.”
Charles had looked up at the podium, smiling as he shook his head. “He's admittedly rather
remarkable.”
Remarkable or not, around strangers Erik was still being the rather prickly and stand-offish
man Charles had read about in the news. It didn't take a mind reader to see Erik had little time
for people who spoke to him as if they were friends and had only known him for seconds. He
was very polite with them, painfully so. But here, as they sat at the bar, Erik was a man
Charles had gotten drunk with, a man he spent a rainy afternoon with, talking business, eating
toast. The man who was fast becoming a friend. It seemed almost too easy, the way Erik's
presence in his life made sense, seemed right. The speed at which it had become so welcome
alarmed Charles a little.
“You're frowning, Francine,” Erik said, placing his glass on the bar.
Erik inclined his head towards the crowd behind them. “By the end of the night, these terribly
egotistical people are going to cough up enough money to make them feel important and for
you to put into your foundation. It's a good night. Stop worrying.”
“They're not all here for ego, Erik. Some people care.” Erik had a wry smile on his face.
Charles let out a small huff of laughter. “At least, I hope they do.”
No sooner had Charles felt himself finally relaxing, the klaxon blare of the fire alarm went
off, making people freeze where they stood. “Brilliant,” Charles said, getting up. “Just what
we need.”
Erik was up too, following close behind as Charles yelled over the crowd, directing those
closest to him towards the nearest exit. For a moment it became difficult to move, too many
people packed into one space as they slowly shuffled out. Charles was jostled a few times. He
hissed when someone's jewellery scratched across his hand, before he was moving slowly
again until they all spilled out into the grounds.
Charles stood looking up at the building, another product of an obsession with ancient
designs. It was almost grimly Gothic. Charles was trying to latch onto any stray thoughts he
could find, something to pinpoint the actual fire, if there was one. Someone grabbed his arm,
pulling him away from the building.
Charles scowled. It was hard to get a fix with other mutants in the vicinity, but there was no
panic within the building, no sense of fear or urgency. At closer inspection, seeing through
the eyes of those inside, there was no fire to be found. Charles sighed and looked down at the
pressure around his forearm to find Erik holding his arm, the other man's gaze directed up at
the building. That was when Erik's two most trusted colleagues appeared in a burst of
swirling red.
“False alarm,” Emma told Erik, before turning to smile and wink at Charles. She looked
down at Erik's hand on Charles' arm, telling him, “He said yes, sweetie, you don't have to
hold on so tight.”
Erik promptly let go, giving her a filthy look. “Are you sure it's a false alarm?”
“There are a few heat-seekers in the crowd. They're adamant there is no fire in that building,”
Emma said. “There's probably a glitch in the system. We zapped into security and none of the
alarm-cams show an alarm being activated.”
“Yes, well, we still can't go back inside until the fire marshals decide it's safe and by then the
party mood is definitely going to be dead,” Charles said. He caught sight of Louis stopping to
talk to a couple. It took seconds for the anxious looks on their faces to fade as Louis stood
there smiling. “Louis!”
Louis looked up and excused himself, moving through the crowd to come to Charles with a
thoroughly unimpressed look. “I take it you know it's a false alarm.”
Charles nodded. “I do. But we're stuck here until someone turns that bloody thing off and
says it's all right to go back inside.”
Something about Erik shifted in such a sharp way, that Charles turned to look at him. Not just
Charles, but Emma and Louis too, Azazel eyeing them all with interest. Erik was simply
looking at the building rather serenely. The alarm silenced.
Erik looked at him and shrugged. “It wasn't working properly anyway.”
Charles rolled his eyes, shaking his head. Then he sighed. “Well, I suppose it's not like you
broke the thing.”
It was forty minutes before anyone was allowed back into the building and a further twenty
before Charles and Louis joined the guests, after a rigorous question and answer session with
the building manager. The atmosphere wasn't too bad inside the hall, in fact, some people
were rather amused by the momentary panic and now happily indulging in drinks, listening to
the band play, dancing, and talking.
Charles found his way to a flute of champagne and an empty seat from where he watched
couples in a slow dance to a slow song. Charles could see Emma and Azazel in more of an
embrace than a dance, he all red and black, she ice white. For all her suggestive smiles, what
Emma really wanted was quite evident.
“Doctor Xavier, hello,” a man said, blocking the view by dragging out a chair to sit opposite
Charles. He was a rather overly perfect looking figure. Not a hair out of place. Teeth that
were far too white. Skin that was far too unwrinkled for a man of his age. “Andy. Andy
Raines. I'm with The Globe. Your office was kind enough to include us in this wonderful
event here.”
Charles nodded. “It's a pleasure. We're keen to spread the word about the foundation's work.”
“Well, I have to say, it's going to be hard not spreading the word. It's quite a shindig you've
thrown tonight. Think you'll raise a lot of money?” Andy asked with a smile.
Charles smiled back. “Yes, I do. There are a lot of generous people here.”
“Did you know about your fiancé’s donation? Or was that a surprise?” Andy asked.
Charles felt his face contort through a series of expressions. “It was not planned, if that's what
you're asking.”
“Oh, I would not even suggest that,” Andy said. “I could see the surprise on your face,
Doctor. I think everyone could.”
Charles stared at Andy, feeling a sudden loss of humour and patience. “Mr. Raines, I think
you have all the story you need for tonight.”
Andy leaned in, as if he was about to divulge a great secret. “Well, that's the rub, Doctor. I
have a great little article on your good work and the success of this event here, but I'm just a
writer. My editor's going to see this little thing here and he's just going to shove it down at the
end of the page under a bunch of links and no one will know about all this good work you're
doing.”
Charles arched a brow. “And how would you remedy this situation?”
“You and Mr. Lehnsherr, you're kind of top page material right now. Only snag is, your
fiancé’s not really news friendly. I heard he punched out some guy's tooth once. Right about
the time he stopped using doors to go in and out of buildings,” Andy said, glancing back at
Azazel. “Now, if I could maybe sit down with the two of you, get a tiny little interview about
this happy occasion and the upcoming happy occasion of your marriage, we could give this
great cause here a little exposure. Know what I mean?”
“I think we know exactly what you mean,” Erik said, appearing next to Charles.
Andy was looking up at Erik looming over him and he suddenly didn't seem so sure of
himself. Erik took Charles' drink from his hand and put it aside, before pulling Charles up so
they were side by side, Erik's arm sliding around his waist. Erik pointed at Andy. “Take a
picture.”
“I said, take a picture,” Erik said quietly, while Charles watched him with a frown.
“It's all right, Charles,” Erik said as Andy held up a recorder pen, aiming it at Erik and
Charles. “Go ahead, take a picture.”
Andy snapped off a few pictures and lowered his pen, frowning. “Thank you, Mr.
Lehnsherr.”
Erik pointed at the pen. “Keep recording. I think Charles' foundation does a tremendous job
helping mutant causes and I think it's a great honour to be a part of it here today. We're both
delighted by the success of the evening. On a personal note, we couldn't be happier and are
very much looking forward to married life. Get all that?” Andy nodded mutely. “Get that to
the top of the page, maybe you'll get an invite to the wedding reception.”
Andy continued nodding as Erik pulled Charles away from the table and towards the dance
floor. He was looking for something inside his pockets, pulling out a white silk handkerchief
after a moment, handing it to Charles. “Your hand's bleeding.”
Charles looked at the back of his right hand where a small cut had made a big bloody mess.
He made a face, wrapping the handkerchief around his hand. “Thank you, Erik. You could
have just said nothing, you know. Did you really punch someone in the face?”
Erik stopped, holding out his hands for Charles to take. “Actually, his face punched me in the
hand.”
Charles smiled, placing his hands in Erik's. “What a novel way of looking at it.”
“Sometimes the world just makes better sense backwards,” Erik said.
Charles laughed quietly before peering up at Erik in open curiosity. “I don't quite understand
you, Erik. Why do you let people believe the most awful things about you? There's so much
more to you.” Charles stilled, feeling himself falter. At the back of his mind he could hear an
echo of something long gone.
Charles nodded, finding the discreet rhythm of the dance again. “I just... there used to be this
old saying about feeling as though someone just walked over your grave. I think I just found
out what they meant by it.”
Erik's forehead was creased with worry lines, his eyes watching Charles with concern.
Charles smiled at Erik. “Your dancing appears to have improved. What happened?”
Charles huffed out a laugh and smacked his head against Erik's shoulder. “Your aunt is going
to hate me forever.”
There was pressure. All over. Pain. But the anger was worse. It managed to eclipse
everything else. Even the fact that air was escaping from his lungs and it was getting harder
and harder to hold on.
Erik gasped, sitting up as his heart stuttered inside his chest. “Damn it.”
His hand was gripping the back of the couch and his neck was hurting from where the
armrest must have been digging in the whole time he slept. He swung his legs off the couch
and smoothed his hair back from his forehead, stopping mid-way when he saw Emma's
reflection on the glass coffee table. She was seated in one of the armchairs opposite him, legs
elegantly crossed and a smile on her face.
“Since never.” He looked at his watch. He still had enough time to wake himself up properly
before his next meeting.
“Okay,” Emma said so normally and unobtrusively, it actually made Erik feel awkward.
“Amiable? Let me guess. Your cutie put a mind whammy on this guy,” Emma said, holding
up the datapad.
“There was no need,” Erik said, leaning back and crossing his legs, stretching his arms out
across the back of the couch.
“But you do agree that he's your cutie,” Emma said with a grin that left Erik staring at her.
She clamped her mouth shut and diverted her attention to the datapad, tapping into it before
holding it up again. “Seen these?”
Erik hadn't. He shook his head as Emma got up and walked around the table to join him at his
side, scrolling through a batch of photographs under an article by the NY Reporter. One
picture had him and Charles at the bar, smiling. Another had Erik just behind Charles, his
hand on Charles' back as they moved into the crowd to leave the hall. Another was from
outside the hall, Erik pulling Charles along. And finally, Erik and Charles dancing.
“If anyone still had doubts about the motivations behind this marriage, they were dispelled
last night at the annual XRF fundraiser where both Charles Xavier and Erik Lehnsherr
appeared to be very much in love,” Emma said, reading the last few lines of the article.
Erik frowned at the pictures and then looked up to see Emma's eyes on him, a strange little
smile pulling up the corner of her mouth.
“What do you think? Convincing, huh?” Erik leaned back and stared at her in confusion.
“Let's just say I brought a date with me last night and when we left he was convinced he had
quite the scoop.”
“I did. I've got quite the eye, don't you think?” Erik held back exactly what he thought.
“You're angry. Why?”
Erik blinked at her. She was right. He didn't know Charles. Not really. But, somehow he
knew Charles wouldn't want these innocent moments to be manipulated just for playing
games with the press.
It was a remarkable picture taken from the perfect angle. It looked like an awfully intimate
moment, as if Charles was resting his head on Erik's shoulder, rather than planting his face on
Erik's shoulder in embarrassment. He scrolled back to the first one at the bar. Erik was so at
ease, so not the same man Charles had seen in other press photos. A completely unguarded
moment. Erik couldn't be happy about this. He could never appreciate a private moment like
this being exploited.
Charles grimaced and went ahead with pressing the call button on his desk. Erik answered
within seconds with, “Charles.”
Charles cleared his throat, the last few nights beginning to catch up with him. “Hello, Erik. I
take it you've seen the more popular news feeds by now.”
“The photographs from the fundraiser. Yes. Emma took them. She thought it would be a good
counter to all the speculation about the legitimacy of our engagement,” Erik said, as if
carefully choosing his words.
Charles chuckled. “You mean it doesn't as sound romantic the way you just put it?”
Erik was quiet for a moment, but there was the small sound of a huff, a laugh maybe. “I didn't
know she was going do this. I hope you're not offended.”
“I've been in worse,” Charles said. “I can't say I like it, but it's probably not any better than us
staging our happy couple photograph. At least these are truthful in the respect that we're both
friends.” Erik was very quiet. “I mean, we are friends, aren't we?”
A beat and then, a tone of voice which Charles knew held a smile. “Of course we're friends.”
Charles smiled. “I take it you wouldn't have found Ms. Frost's actions completely
objectionable if we weren't both involved.”
“I'd have to say she's quite brilliant,” Erik said, clearly fond of Emma. “But if it's all the
same, I think I'd prefer to stay out of the news feeds.”
“I couldn't agree more,” Charles said. “I'm sure we can keep a low profile until the big day, if
we try.”
“How adorably naive, Francine,” Erik said and Charles knew Erik was probably sitting there
quite amused at Charles' expense.
“Don't be so cynical, Erik,” Charles chided. “You can do anything if you put your mind to it.”
“You make it so easy, Charles,” Erik said. Another quiet pause followed. Charles wondered if
this new found ease they had with each other also played on Erik's mind. Erik broke the
silence by saying, “Anna has invited us to dinner.”
Charles made a face. “Mother's back in England. Father's in Venice. I could bring Louis. In
fact, I'm quite certain he might come along even if I don't ask.”
More silence before Erik said, “I'll send Azazel, around seven.”
“Thank you,” Charles said, compelled to say more for some reason, but unable to do so.
After another too long pause, Erik said, “I'll see you on Wednesday.”
“Goodbye.”
“Bye.”
The call went dead, Charles' eyes sliding back to the datapad and the image of him and Erik.
A flash of his nightmare momentarily prodded his mind, of Magneto forever reaching out and
the Professor forever wishing he could close the gap between them, holding back because it
was the right thing to do. He wondered if out there somewhere there were two old souls still
reaching out towards each other, the way they did in his dreams.
“It's not a very attractive house. I told him it was though. I didn't want to hurt his feelings.”
“Lying is wrong.”
“You did.”
“I did. I did a bad thing. Although, you see, I liked his balcony, so I wasn't completely lying.”
“Is it funny?”
“When I told Mom Erik likes vanilla, she laughed and said, I bet he does.”
Leo shoved a fireman figurine into Charles' hands and ran off, disappearing much in the
manner that he had appeared. Charles put the figurine in his pocket and got up from the
couch, leaving the living room to go down the hall and into the kitchen where Hank was
preparing dinner.
Hank gave Charles a sharp grin and continued stirring a pot on his vintage oven. “What can I
say? She's happiest when she has material to torment you, Charles.”
“Yes. She's getting a lot of mileage out of this wedding business,” Charles said, peering at the
dark rich broth in the pan Hank was stirring. “You know, I've been feeling a little off today.
Maybe I ought to have something light.”
Hank might have growled a little. Luckily, just then Charles heard the front door open,
followed by the sound of belongings being dumped on the floor and then the thump thump of
shoes being discarded.
“That sounds like the organised arrival of the lady of the house,” Charles said.
“It's good,” Hank assured her. She turned around and widened her eyes at Charles, grabbing
his hand and pulling him to the table. “Sit sit. So. Hi, Mr. Xavier-Lenhsherr.”
Charles pulled his hand from her grasp. “We're not getting married in the dark ages, Raven.”
“The news tells it differently. From all the stuff I've been reading, and trust me, I have been
reading all the stuff, this guy is wooing you and some.”
“What?” Charles asked, his voice a notch higher than usual. “He is not.”
“Come on. The sponsorship. The donation. Those pretty pictures?” Raven lay her hand on her
chest and sighed. “It's beautiful. I might cry. Hold me?” Charles folded his arms across his
chest and glared. “Too much?”
Charles sat back. “Louis and I are having dinner with his aunt on Wednesday.” Raven smiled.
“Oh, for heaven's sake.”
“It was the way you didn't say it,” Charles accused. He sighed and said, “It's all getting rather
surreal.”
“Second thoughts?” Hank asked, wiping his hands on a towel and pulling up a seat.
“Why?” Raven asked. “I thought you were okay with the whole arranged marriage thing. And
Mr. Lehmanbot's not so bad, is he?”
Charles stared at Raven. “No. Mr Lehmanbot's not bad at all actually.” He frowned. “Please
don't call him that.”
Hank and Raven looked at each other and then they looked at Charles with matching bright
smiles. Charles continued to frown at them and they just continued to grin.
Hank's cooking still heavy in Charles' stomach, he returned to the mansion in an unusually
reflective mood, wandering around the dimly lit corridors. The Xavier estate had changed
much over the years, extending outwards, upwards and downwards. The X-Men underground
facility was still there, corridors of metal, empty and filled with echoes. The main heart of the
mansion was still the same with the Professor's study kept as he would have kept it, his
bedroom as if he might sleep in it.
“What do you think he was thinking?” Charles asked, knowing Louis was standing close,
looking at the same portrait.
“We can only guess,” Louis said. “No one will ever really know.”
Louis stepped closer, looking at the painting and then at Charles. “What makes you say that?”
“This was painted a year after he lost the use of his legs. After he and Magneto parted ways
for whatever reasons,” Charles said, almost unable to tear his eyes away from the Professor's
hypnotic gaze. “He looks angry.”
Louis put his hand on Charles' shoulder, gently pulling him around. “You know you couldn't
possibly know that.”
Charles smiled, feeling oddly giddy. “Just a wild stab in the dark.”
Charles nodded, patting his uncle's hand. “I'm fine. Just unusually morose about the departed.
Can't be helped I suppose, living in a mausoleum.”
Louis barked out, “Ha! I see you've decided to revisit your teenage rebellion.”
Charles snorted. “Hardly. I'm just tired and cranky and probably need to be burped.”
Louis chuckled, embracing Charles with one arm. “It's been rather hectic. I don't blame you if
you are a little morose. The Xavier mansion like the Xavier name can be a heavy burden to
bear at the best of times. You ought to get some sleep. You look tired.”
“I'm fine,” Charles said. “You know Hank's cooking. It can be rather exhausting to digest.”
Louis nodded with an amused smile. “I think I will go to bed actually. It's been a long day.”
“Goodnight, Uncle Louis,” Charles said with a small smile, walking away from the eyes
watching him in the portrait.
Sleep didn't come easy. In fact, for weeks now, dreams that had plagued him as a teenager
were once again assaulting his mind. Even when there was nothing frightening in the dream,
he awoke feeling such terror. Tonight he was stuck in a dark maze, navigating using his
hands which felt along endless walls. He was searching for something important, but it was
out of his reach. When the dark walls fell he was blinded by white light and he reached out to
block the sun, though it spilled between the fingers of his outstretched hand.
Erik, please.
Erik lurched up from the couch making a strangled sound. He stilled and looked around the
living room. He'd fallen asleep for mere minutes and now half of Anna's belongings were
embedded in the ceiling. He looked up at them, his mouth open as he stared.
“Everything all right?” Anna asked from the doorway, one eyebrow arched at him.
Anna pointed up at the ceiling. “That is not fine, Erik. This is an antique candelabra in the
middle of my ceiling.”
Everything slowly floated back down as Erik felt his breathing return to normal. “Sorry.”
Anna gave him a cross look and began to replace some of the objects to their original spots,
eyeing the mess on the floor from her pierced ceiling. “How long have you been having the
bad dreams again?”
“I haven't,” Erik said, sullenly. Anna gave him a rather hard stare. Erik returned it in kind.
“I'm fine.”
“Last time you had these nightmares, you were sick,” she said. “Not sleeping, not eating. It's
not fine.”
“Last time I had these dreams I was a boy,” Erik said, sitting back down on the couch with a
sigh.
“So you are having them then,” Anna said. She frowned. “What is it? Is something troubling
you?”
Anna gave him a very stern look and Erik grinned at her until she turned and went back to
worrying about making her house presentable for her guests. Erik let his grin fade and sat
back, trying to wash away the taste of memories that didn't feel like his own.
“How do I look? Is it too much?” Charles sat on Louis' bed watching him standing in front of
his full-length mirror, smoothing down his long tailored jacket. He was currently mournfully
looking at his hairless head. He sighed. “So many advances in science and they still haven't
found a cure for baldness.”
Charles started to laugh, coughing when Louis gave him a sour look. He grinned and got up,
joining Louis and throwing an arm around his shoulders. “You look very dashing.”
Louis frowned, eyeing Charles. “You couldn't find a newer suit to wear?”
“Afraid not, Mother,” Charles said, looking in the mirror at the all black ensemble. “Besides.
I like this one.”
Louis nodded and looked at his watch. “Right. Well, looks like we have some time.”
“Excellent. I'll open a bottle...” Louis glared at Charles. “Of tea. I was going to say tea. A
bottle of tea. No? Suit yourself.”
Azazel deposited Louis and Charles in a wide hallway with a tiled floor. The three of them
stood there silently for a moment, looking at each other. Azazel rolled his eyes and then
brought his fisted hand to his mouth, coughing loudly. This prompted Anna to stick her head
into the hall with a pleased smile. Louis appeared to become instantly useless. Charles looked
at Azazel who smiled at him in amusement. Then he was gone, leaving behind a pretty
parting signature.
“Louis, Charles, hello,” Anna said, both arms outstretched. Louis took her hands, leaning in
to kiss her on both cheeks, full of charm. Charles hid his smile when she came to him.
“Anna,” he said, kissing her cheek before offering her the bottle of wine in his hands. “A
little something.”
“Wine,” Erik said, entering the hallway with a small smile. “How thoughtful of you,
Charles.”
“Louis assures me it's very dusty,” Charles told Erik, smiling as Louis and Anna both eyed
him and Erik who was grinning.
Anna ushered them all into a spacious sitting room. It was all rather different from what
Charles expected. He had envisioned a home that was either like the Xavier mansion or like
Erik's very modern apartment. Foolishly, he hadn't considered that Anna's home would be
independent of other people's legacies or lifestyles.
Her home was a spacious three storey house in a quiet street on a slope that headed down
towards woodland. It was large rectangular block, layered like a cake, its interior dark and
warm using soft and muted colours, as if someone had brought the woodland inside. It was a
home without memories of great men and women. Just a home.
“Charles?” Anna asked, as if maybe she'd called him a few times perhaps. Charles looked
away from the greenery through the window and back at her, no idea what question was
being asked.
Charles smiled at Anna. “Oh, please. I was just admiring your home. It's quite beautiful.”
Anna gave him a curious little look, smiling. “Thank you, Charles. Erik, why don't you show
Charles around?”
Erik nodded as Anna walked past him with a smile, affectionately patting his hand as she left
the room. Charles looked at Louis who was watching Anna depart.
Quite predictably he said, “Why don't I leave you young people alone?”
Erik's mouth twitched despite the fact that he was standing there as stiff as a toy soldier. They
both watched Louis straightening to his full height and taking a deep breath as he left the
living room. Then Erik and Charles looked at each other, unable to keep a straight face any
longer and promptly burst out laughing.
“And those are just the bedrooms,” Erik said as they stood on the landing of the second floor.
“Which is yours?” Charles asked, straining to peer up at the doors up on the next floor.
“Stop being so literal, Erik,” Charles said, already climbing the stairs. “You know exactly
what I mean. And I thought this was a tour of the house.”
Behind him Erik was quiet, but Charles did feel a strange warm wave of something like
comfort, a strange serene pleasure. He looked back to frown at Erik whose brow creased in
reply.
Charles smiled and jogged up ahead, regretting it when his chest objected and he found
himself coughing and wheezing in a rather unpleasant manner, all the way into Erik's
childhood bedroom. Erik was watching him like he was contagious.
“Actually, I was looking at you like a man who drinks too much and wheezes up two flights
of stairs,” Erik said.
“It's awfully lucky I've said yes to this arrangement. I can't imagine anyone actually wanting
to marry you,” Charles said with a smile, clearing his throat.
Erik laughed and went to lean against a dresser as Charles looked around the room. It was
clean and bare. There was a bed, a wardrobe, a dresser, a desk and chair. Charles turned to
aim a very unimpressed look at Erik. Erik smiled and shrugged.
Erik pulled a face, looking away at the ground. “There's nothing particularly interesting about
the young Erik Lehnsherr.”
“That's your opinion,” Charles said. “I'd quite like to know the boy who lived here and turned
into this rather annoying man in front of me.”
Erik huffed out a laugh. He looked around the room, as if trying to remember. Then he
frowned and looked at Charles. “If you really must see, I suppose I can show you.”
Charles looked at the bare room and then at Erik. Erik held up a hand and wiggled his fingers
next to his head, a gesture which left Charles staring at him as if Erik had just pulled out a
gun. Erik noticed, stepping forward.
Charles rolled his eyes, going to sit down on the bed, Erik following and sitting down next to
him. “I'm fine. I think I have a head cold or something. So, you grew up here.”
Erik nodded. “After my parents died, I stayed with Anna for a while and then with my
grandfather in New York. He was never able to persuade my father to join the family
business and hoped I might take an interest. Which I did. We both agreed that for all my
parents' good intentions, they achieved very little as historians of mutant social evolution.”
“You don't really believe that do you?” Charles asked quietly, looking at Erik's unreadable
face.
“They used to leave me with my grandfather so they could dig up more pieces of that fortress
on Genosha. They knew Genosha was disputed land. They knew humans didn't want our kind
going there, and they went. They died in the attacks, for what?” Erik asked quietly. “Mutant
pride?”
Charles gave Erik a small smile. “For what they believed perhaps.”
Erik laughed, though it sounded hollow. “Maybe the Lehnsherrs are just cursed. There hasn't
been a happy family for generations.”
“No such thing as a happy family, my friend,” Charles said. “My parents spent most of my
childhood drinking and hating each other and I spent most of my time bouncing back and
forth between New York and England, all the while having it impressed upon me what an
honour it was to be descended from the great Professor X. If he could see us now. His
descendants, mostly drunks and deviants, with the exception of a few almost normal people,
Louis being one of them and even about him I have some serious doubts on occasion.”
Erik frowned. “What do you think it will mean for us if Louis and Anna decide to marry?”
Charles thought it over and nodded. “Well, since I'm marrying you, and Anna is your aunt,
that makes her my aunt, which would then make Louis my uncle.”
Erik nodded back with a very serious look as Charles gave him a pleased smile. “What a
novel way of looking at it.”
“Sometimes the world just makes better sense backwards, Maximilian,” Charles said, smiling
at the way Erik closed his eyes, his mouth opening in a silent little laugh of surprise.
Erik sighed then, giving Charles a put upon look. He leaned forward, his hand disappearing
under the bed and when it reappeared, it was pulling out a large leather trunk which made
Charles move aside to accommodate its presence.
Erik knocked on the trunk and then held out his hand towards Charles. “Anna put everything
in here for safekeeping.”
Charles looked at the trunk and said, “Erik, I do believe I want to agree to your marriage
proposal all over again. Please tell me this contains embarrassing photographs.”
Erik flopped back on the bed and shot Charles a look of annoyance, which was easily
deflected with a satisfied smile. While Erik lay on his childhood bed, fingers linked behind
his head and legs crossed at the ankles, Charles opened the trunk and carefully looked at the
items that caught his eye. There were worn out paper books, a worn and torn sweater which
surprised Erik by its continued existence, a few school discs, a few datapads of varying age.
Buried under countless items was a wooden box with chess squares on its surface. When he
shook it, he couldn't hear the sound of pieces. There was something else inside it.
“What's this?” Charles asked, getting out of his crouch on the floor to sit on the bed, next to
where Erik lay.
Erik took the box with a frown, opening it. Inside it was a black photo album, its screen dusty
and scratched. He held it in both hands, blinking at it, dull waves of grief flowing off him. “It
belonged to my parents.”
Erik appeared to think it over, before inching away from Charles slightly. “I haven't seen it in
a while.”
Charles nodded, lying down next to Erik and propping himself up on an elbow to better look
at the screen. Erik pressed a button and it flickered to life. A woman was walking along a
dusty path, pointing at something in the distance. She turned to laugh at whoever was behind
the camera, showing sharp features and bright grin.
“My mother,” Erik said, pressing the screen, skipping through blank files to another image,
this time his mother talking to a young man who without a doubt was Erik's father.
This time it was her in a simple white summer dress and him in a black suit with white shirt
and black tie. They were dancing, paper lanterns hanging in the background. Both were
completely unaware of anyone else. Erik let out a small laugh.
Erik nodded, skipping more blank spaces until his father appeared, holding a toddler,
encouraging him to wave at the camera. The child didn't wave, kicking his feet instead. Anna
came into view, young and grinning, waving at the camera before taking it. Erik's mother
then joined his father, stroking the child's head and taking his hand, teaching him to wave.
Charles looked down at Erik's face. His mind was closed, giving off no more than its quiet
hum. All Charles was really getting from Erik was a faded dull ache. All the same, it made
Charles want to soothe away the remnants of Erik's grief. He reached out and pressed his
thumb over Erik's, holding it down on the button until the album switched off. Erik was
blinking at Charles' hand for a moment before he turned to face Charles, looking up at him,
his eyes pale and wide.
Erik lowered the album so it lay on his stomach and Charles felt Erik's thumb slip from under
his to slide on top and ever so lightly slide down, over his knuckle, and down until it came to
a stop at his wrist bone. His forefinger then lightly stroked the inside of Charles' wrist, so
light that the touch was barely there. Erik's hand slowly moved to circle Charles' wrist. All
the while his eyes roamed across Charles' face, lashes lowering as his gaze moved to Charles'
mouth. Charles inched close.
“Erik, there's a call for you! It's Emma!” Anna called up.
Erik stilled, loudly exhaling from his nose. He glared somewhere past Charles' ear for a
moment before abruptly sitting up. He tossed the album into the trunk and leapt off the bed,
right over Charles, striding towards the door. Then he stopped by the door to turn and look at
the trunk. Charles watched the trunk shut itself and disappear back under the bed, Erik
smirking at Charles as he left.
Emma frowned and then pouted. “Well, that sounds like you're not pleased to see me. Did I
interrupt something important?” Erik glared silently. “Maybe I'll just have to give you the
good news about your piece of Icarus pie later then.”
Erik arched a brow at her. Then he smiled and said, “You have my undivided attention.”
As Charles made his way down the stairs, he could hear Erik from behind a closed door, in
quiet conversation with his assistant. He stopped at the bottom of stairs, clutching the
bannister as a wave of dizziness hit. His legs were trembling and he had broken out into a
sweat, his face feeling hot.
There was something else too, something he couldn't quite pin down. The way his head was
increasingly feeling as though it was stuffed, all his thoughts muffled. Louis' presence felt so
much further than Charles knew it to be. Charles took a deep shuddering breath, coughing
when his lungs didn't quite manage the intake.
By the time the cough subsided, Erik was opening the door and stepping out, smiling when he
saw Charles. The smile turned to a frown quickly. “Charles, I think you may have more than
just a head cold.”
Charles pointed to the front door at the end of the hallway. “Fresh air actually. It's a bit warm
in here.”
Another worried look from Erik. But he said nothing, nodding and walking on ahead to open
the door. They both stepped outside onto the street. The breeze was crisp and cold, carrying
over the smell of grass and greenery from the woods. Charles closed his eyes and sighed,
feeling a little relief.
“You ought to see a doctor,” Erik said. “You're beginning to look grey.”
“I bet you just have the best bedside manner,” Charles said, eliciting a quiet laugh from Erik.
“Okay. I think we can go back in.”
Charles turned to go, but Erik was suddenly in front of him. He was unsure about something.
A little scared perhaps. He looked everywhere but at Charles, before finally meeting his gaze.
The thought was left unfinished. Charles had closed his eyes, everything spinning around. He
stumbled in an effort to gain some equilibrium. Erik was holding him, his arm grabbing him
around his waist while Charles was sinking with leaden limbs. Erik was calling him from
somewhere under water, from inside bubbles and Charles was sinking further down.
Maybe the Xaviers were as cursed as the Lehnsherrs, he thought as everything turned black.
*
Raven was in her study when the door opened a crack. She frowned at the lack of footsteps or
announcement. When she turned in her chair, Hank was standing there in the doorway,
looking at her blankly.
“What is it? What's wrong?” Raven asked, looking past Hank to catch a glimpse or sound of
Leo.
“Louis just called,” Hank said. “Charles is in the hospital. They think it's MU1.”
Raven stared at Hank before turning back around, reaching for her main computer screen,
tapping it to life. A few seconds later she had the most recent news feeds running. There was
a single image playing on all of them. A picture from an obviously hidden recorder, a room
on the other side of a window and Charles unconscious in bed. This was cut short by a shout,
the man or woman behind the recorder turning to see a furious Erik Lehnsherr stalking
forward.
Louis stepped in front of Erik, clearly calling out for someone else while putting a placating
hand on Erik's chest. A moment later a woman and man appeared. The woman reached out
and took Erik's wrist, while the man simply placed a hand on Erik's shoulder and all four
vanished from view, leaving no more than a few swirls of red. The picture went dead.
Raven switched off the screen and got up. “Can you stay with Leo? We can't take him to the
hospital.”
“Of course,” Hank said as Raven walked out, past him and into the corridor. He turned and
grabbed her arm, pulling her back and telling her, “He'll be fine.”
Raven nodded blankly. She smiled, though her eyes prickled. “I know. It's just... it's Charles.”
“You're not the only one who loves him,” Hank said. She nodded and stepped into his
embrace, letting him hold her tight.
Erik was standing in front of Charles' room, silently looking through the glass window into
the large sterile white space. Inside there was a small plastic enclosure which housed Charles'
bed, along with machines and monitors.
“So, that pretty much makes you the major shareholder in Icarus stock,” Emma was telling
him quietly, without any real enthusiasm. “I told them we'll set up a meeting to finalise the
details when we're ready. Erik? You listening there?”
Emma was quiet for a while. Erik knew that behind him she was probably sharing a look with
Azazel, carrying out Anna's instructions to not let Erik out of his sight, especially after what
happened with the filming intruder.
To her credit, Emma refrained from saying anything and all Erik could hear of her was the
sound of her footsteps as she walked away, leaving Azazel to stand guard over Erik, as he
stood guard over Charles.
In the distance, Louis was talking, heading back up the corridor to join Erik in watching
Charles. He was telling someone, “Azazel came immediately and we were here within
seconds. The very first thing they tested for was MU1. Myself, Erik and Anna tested
negative. I can't say any of us really jumped for joy at the news. Not with Charles so sick. But
they've got us on the medication as a preventative measure.”
“I knew he wasn't feeling well,” a woman told Louis. “I just never imagined it would be
this.”
“I don't think any of us did,” Louis said, stepping close to Erik and gently laying a hand on
his arm. “Erik, this is Raven. Charles' very best friend. They've known each other since, well,
since they were children.”
Erik turned to look at a blue woman whom he didn't know, but found to be familiar. Her gaze
was distracted by the window into Charles' room. For a while they all just stood and watched
Charles in his plastic enclosure.
“Anyone know what happened to that guy who was filming?” Raven asked.
“The hospital's taking him to court,” Louis said. “Not that it matters. He's using his five
minutes of fame to spout rubbish about how terrified he was of Erik when he got caught
filming. It's got all the other big mouths pressing for mutant neutralising tasers again.”
“Might is right,” Raven said absently. “Only when it comes to dealing with mutants though.”
She turned around then to look at Erik, her yellow eyes reading him carefully. After a
moment, she said, “He's going to be okay. Trust me. I know him. He's really stubborn.”
Erik nodded, looking into the room, feeling utterly helpless for the first time in years.
Charles sat up with a gasp. He was shaking all over, the cool night air from the open window
pricking his skin with goose pimples. He blinked until his eyes adjusted to the darkness in his
bedroom.
“Charles. What is it?” Charles looked beside him where Erik was slowly sitting up to peer at
him. “Are you all right?”
“Bad dream.”
Erik moved closer, his hand cupping the back of Charles neck. Erik kissed his jaw and
whispered in his ear, “Come on, back to sleep.”
Charles pulled away, shaking his head. “I can't sleep. I just... I have the strangest feeling.”
Erik was quiet for a moment. Then the bedside lamp suddenly switched on, lighting Erik up
in a warm glow, making his eyes seem ridiculously pale. Charles found he could do almost
nothing but stare at Erik who seemed so perfect here, next to Charles in this bed.
Erik frowned, his mouth widening into a smile. “Where else could we be?”
Charles shook his head. There was something terrible in his chest. Something like a black
secret, tied up and struggling to leak into his mind. It was something that made him want to
hold Erik so tight Erik would never be able to leave.
Erik appeared to realise that not all was well. Charles could see he was thinking over options,
making minor plans, never one to sit passively and wait. Finally, he grabbed a handful of the
blankets and pushed them away before straddling Charles and slowly pushing him back
down. He slowly to came to rest over Charles, propping himself up on one elbow.
Charles stared up at Erik, Erik who was watching him calmly. “We don't have to sleep. We
can talk.”
Erik nodded with an amused smile. “Then no talking.” He leaned down and pressed a kiss to
the corner of Charles' mouth.
What a strange kiss it was. Without the heat of someone's breath. Without the touch of lips.
Charles lurched up against Erik in inexplicable panic. Everything became dark. He heard the
sound of heavy cloth flapping in the wind, he thought he saw the glint of red metal.
Everything was terrifyingly silent and his hand felt like it was on fire.
The machines gave out a panicked wail in Charles' room and within seconds there was a
flurry of activity, white coats all headed in there. Erik, Louis and Raven all jumped up from
their seats, unable to cross the threshold of the room, helplessly looking at Charles who was
obscured by the people surrounding his bed.
When Erik looked across at Louis, it didn't fill him with hope, the other man standing there
with his hand covering his mouth. Erik looked back at the window, his hands fisted by his
sides. For all his money and all his ability, he couldn't do a single thing. He could only stand
here and watch, waiting for someone else to save Charles.
He didn't realise how deep his fingernails were digging into his palms until he felt Raven's
cool touch, her hand wrapping around his until he had to open his hand, letting hers slip into
it. Erik looked down at her hand and then at her. There was something so familiar about her,
something so comforting that Erik felt slightly undone.
The wailing stopped and Erik looked back up at the window. Raven's grip on his hand
tightened and he knew why. Had the panic stopped because the emergency was over or had it
stopped because there was no longer anyone to panic about?
They could all see the doctor emerging from the plastic enclosure and back towards the
corridor. She stepped outside and lowered her mask, peeling off her gloves and depositing
them in a bin by the door before putting her hands under an anti-bacterial scanner and
cleaner.
Calero held up a hand and said, “Mr. Xavier, it's still the same prognosis. Your nephew is
very sick, but we're doing the best we can. MU1 effects different people in very different
ways and unfortunately Charles seems to have been effected by a particularly aggressive
strain. We're trying to counter it with similarly aggressive treatments and there's no reason he
can't fight it. But, it'll take time before it starts getting better.” She gave Louis a small smile.
“If it means anything, he's putting up a really good fight.”
Louis nodded. “Can we go inside?” She didn't seem pleased by the idea. Louis said, “We've
all be tested and we're all taking your drugs as a precautionary measure. Charles is inside that
thing. We'll just be in the room. So he knows he's not alone.”
Calero stared at him, clearly not appreciating the tone of his voice. She nodded. “Fine. Make
sure you follow the contamination guidelines and stay out of the quarantined area. Two at a
time only.”
Louis was nodding. “Of course. Thank you, you've been very helpful.”
The room was emptying of the nurses and another doctor, all of them following Calero who
was issuing them with further instructions. Louis immediately went inside. Raven looked at
Erik, inclining her head towards the room.
Raven nodded and went inside, joining Louis at his side by the bed, as close as they could get
to the plastic wall between them and Charles. Erik returned to the window, looking at the
enclosure that hid Charles from view, hoping the telepath knew he wasn't alone.
Charles looked at the pieces. He seemed to be well and truly pinned down, his king so well
protected that his pieces had nowhere to go, while Erik's pieces were now spread out and
ready to attack
“I think,” Charles said carefully. “This is some kind of hallucination. And I'm fairly certain
I've had this realisation before. I've certainly played this game before.”
Erik tilted his head slightly at Charles, clearly intrigued. “Did I win?”
Charles looked at the chess board. He frowned when he saw that his king was lying on its
side, even though the game wasn't over. “I don't think either of us won.”
“Yes. It does, doesn't it?” Charles said, watching his fallen piece as if it might do something
miraculous.
“Here,” Erik said, reaching out and taking Charles' king, standing it upright once again. “This
game's gone on long enough. Let's start a new one.”
Charles watched Erik reset the chess pieces on the board. Erik finished and held out a hand
for Charles to make the first move. Charles deliberated for a moment and then finally made
his first move. Erik caught Charles' hand just as it pulled away from his piece. He was
rubbing the back of Charles' hand with his thumb, as if trying to rub something out.
Charles looked and after a while he finally saw the blue and yellow mottling on his skin and
at the centre of it was a small red cut pulling at his skin painfully. Even as he stared at his
hand, he saw the blue and yellow spreading to his wrist. Erik let go.
Erik opened his eyes. Though instantly awake, his head and body felt heavy, his skin too
warm. In front of him Azazel was standing by the observation window of Charles' room,
quietly peering inside.
Azazel turned to look at Erik, appearing very unimpressed. “Raven said she will be back in
the morning. Louis has gone to call Xavier's parents.”
Erik scowled and stood up. “Why didn't you wake me?”
“You're not my mother,” Erik said, looking at the lonely little enclosure that housed Charles.
“No, but I am your friend,” Azazel said. When Erik gave him an annoyed look he added,
“You think I put up with you for the money?” Azazel shook his head and snorted.
Erik turned his gaze away from Azazel, looking into the room. “I'm out of my depth here. I
don't know what to do.”
“You can't control everything,” Azazel said. “I know you Lehnsherrs find that hard to accept,
but some things are out of your hands.”
Erik frowned, something suddenly scratching at the back of his mind. He walked past Azazel
and into the room, going to Charles' bed. He looked awful inside that plastic tent, breathing
through a mask, wired up to machines, almost as pale as the sheet covering him. This wasn't
something Erik had wanted to see, not when he knew how vibrant this man could be, how full
of mirth and life.
Erik let his eyes run over Charles, finally settling on the back of his right hand. There it was.
The cut still hadn't quite healed, the skin red and pulling around the dark scab. The skin had a
strange blue tinge, almost hidden by the shadows.
Louis had come back looking frustrated by his call to Charles' parents. He also looked as
worn out as Erik felt. So maybe it wasn't the best time for conspiracy theories. Erik went
ahead anyway and Louis was shaking his head within seconds of hearing what Erik had to
say.
“Wait. You think the cut on his hand has something to do with his being sick,” Louis said.
“Erik, he has MU1. It's a mutant virus.”
Erik nodded. “And there's no proof that this is an airborne virus or even transferable through
contact. Nobody knows what causes it.”
“My point being that the night of the fundraiser, Charles somehow cut himself and days later
he's sick and fighting for his life.”
Louis was clenching his jaw and giving Erik the hardest of stares. “And? So? Even if what
you're suggesting is true, how does it help Charles now?”
Erik opened his mouth to reply, but no words came out. He had no answer to this. How
would knowing that someone had done this to Charles deliberately help in saving his life?
“I don't know,” Erik said. “I just have a feeling that someone is behind this.”
“Damn it, boy! Not everything is a conspiracy against mutants!” Louis snapped. Erik stared
silently as Louis turned away, rubbing his forehead. When he turned back, he quietly said,
“You have every right to be here, Erik, but please, please go home and get some sleep.
Charles' parents are on their way. I don't think there need to be four of us here.”
“Erik,” Louis said, starting what sounded like the beginning of an apology.
He felt a hand clasp his arm and a moment later the hospital disappeared from view, showing
him instead his dimly lit apartment. Azazel let go of his arm and came to stand in front of
him, his expression thankfully as pitiless as ever.
“I need you and Emma to do something,” Erik said, quietly. Azazel nodded. “I want all the
security footage from the fundraiser. I want to know about everyone who got close to Charles
that night. If someone's responsible for this, I want to know who it is.”
The lights flickered across the apartment and Azazel looked up warily. “What are you going
to do now?”
Azazel's head turned towards the sound of twisting metal somewhere it couldn't be seen. He
nodded and promptly vanished. Erik closed his eyes and tried to breathe calm into the
mounting anger he was feeling, but after that first sound of all the lights shattering around
him, everything was just white noise and all he could do was try and contain the anger
between his own four walls.
Charles walked into the kitchen. It was in the Xavier mansion, but it looked positively
ancient. He turned several times, unsure of what exactly he was seeing. When he stopped
turning, he saw the blue girl grinning at him.
She was smiling at... no, right through him. He was seeing her, but she was seeing someone
entirely different and she was so young. She was so the Raven Charles had known, yet... this
was... real. This had happened. Had it?
Charles grimaced, his head clouding with pain. When he looked at his wrist, the blue and
yellow had climbed as far as the crook of his arm.
And then, everything was blue and yellow flickering inside his head.
*
The buzzer sounded, announcing the elevator's arrival and rousing Erik from his restless
sleep of barely an hour. He got up from the couch and made his way down the steps from the
living room and into the hall. The elevator doors opened and revealed Azazel smiling widely.
“You're not Azazel,” Erik said as Azazel's brows climbed up into his hair innocently. Erik
sighed and said, “He doesn't use the elevator.”
In the blink of an eye, red skin turned blue and the body shrunk and reshaped into the figure
of Raven. She gave him a sheepish look and said, “I was worried I wouldn't be allowed up
here.”
He went back into the living room, surveying the damage from the night before. Everything
that could twist and shatter was littered around the apartment, rendered useless and smashed
to pieces.
“Wow. Someone start world war five in here?” Raven asked from behind Erik.
He turned and gave her an impatient look. “What do you want, Raven? I'm busy.”
“I talked to Louis this morning. He told me what happened last night. I thought you should
know he feels pretty bad about what he said to you,” Raven said.
Erik picked up burnt out datapad from the floor. Totally useless. He dropped it right back
where he had found it. “Doesn't matter. He had the right.”
“Which is why you came home and threw a giant tantrum?” Raven asked. Erik turned to stare
at her. She instantly grimaced apologetically. “That's not... that came out wrong.”
She sighed, looking at the debris strewn across the floor. Then she looked up at him, arms
open at her sides. “I like you.”
“What Louis said, you're wrong. He had no right to say that,” Raven said quietly. “I saw the
way you were looking at Charles at the hospital. Like you wanted to shake him until he had
no choice but to wake up. So... I like you.” She looked around the apartment and smiled.
“And this kind of makes me like you a little more. Of course, if Hank ever trashed the place
because I was sick, he'd be in a lot of trouble.”
Erik found a smile somehow creep onto his face. “I don't think he'd mind.”
Raven cleared her throat, blinking away any evidence of the emotion that was probably
creeping around the eyes of everyone who cared about Charles.
“So,” she said. “You think someone might have deliberately poisoned him with MU1.”
She nodded back and said, “Okay, let's talk about that. You want a hand with all this first?”
Erik shook his head, scrubbing a hand over his face. Watching him, Raven walked over to
Erik, bits of broken glass crunching under her shoes, before she leaned forward and put her
arms around his waist. Erik stood there frozen for a moment, but after a while he tentatively
put his arms around Raven and they stood there in comfortable silence.
Frowning over her cup of coffee, Raven shook her head. “I can't believe someone would do
this.” She snorted then. “Actually, maybe I can.”
Erik turned away from the balcony edge to see her seated at the table where he had sat with
Charles not so long ago. Raven was watching him with that strange worried look again. It
unnerved Erik somewhat.
“So, what happens if and when you find whoever did this?” she asked him.
“We'll find out exactly what's in Charles' system instead of the doctors treating him for every
strain of MU1,” Erik said.
“I guess we'll also find out why this is happening,” Raven said.
Erik barked out a bitter laugh. “He's Charles Xavier, that's why this is happening. The golden
boy of mutant causes and cordial relations with humans. Money, success and moral fortitude
– it sticks in people's throats.”
The table at which Raven sat shook ever so slightly, humming and vibrating. Erik looked at
it, calming himself down. He turned his back to Raven and looked over the balcony at the
city below. Why didn't humans understand? If all mutants joined forces, they could have it
all. But all they wanted was equality. What would it take for humans to understand this?
“Nothing's changed,” Erik said quietly. “So many people sacrificed so much, and nothing's
changed.” Raven said nothing. She was quiet for so long that Erik had to turn around, just to
look at her. She sat there staring at him, uncertainty and confusion written across her face.
“Raven?”
She shook her head and smiled at him. “Sorry. I was listening. I just... I think you managed to
scare me somehow. That's rare.”
“I'm sorry. That wasn't my intention,” Erik said, running his fingers through his hair as he
blew out a measured breath. “How is Louis?”
She shook her head. “He's looked better. Charles' parents were at the hospital this morning.
They didn't exactly have a calming effect. Not to mention he kind of wishes you were there. I
think he thinks you're not coming back.” Raven gave Erik a careful look. “He's wrong,
right?”
Erik looked back at her, straight in the eyes. “What do you think?”
Raven smiled. “I think Charles needs to wake up and marry the hell out of you.”
Erik smiled and sank down in the chair opposite Raven, picking up his coffee. It was
blissfully strong, enough to make him grimace. Just as he set his cup down, Azazel
materialised in the living room with Emma on his arm. They promptly came out onto the
balcony. Azazel nodded at Raven, pulling out a seat for Emma and then taking up the seat
opposite her.
“Are we interrupting?” Emma asked, reaching for Erik's coffee and taking a sip before
pulling a face and putting it back.
Erik shook his head. “Raven, you know Azazel. This is Emma.”
Emma held out her hand and Raven shook it with a smile. “Hi Emma.”
Emma smiled, nodding. “Of course, sweetie.” Erik glared. It changed nothing. “We've got the
security recordings like you wanted.”
“And?”
“And it's going to take some time,” Emma said. “You have any idea how many people your
little cupcake shook hands with on that day?”
“Well, if you need any help, I'd be more than happy,” Raven said.
“Here's the thing,” Emma said, placing both hands on the table and looking at both Raven
and Erik. “Azazel has come up with a really good idea, which I think might help us to narrow
down what we need to look for on the recordings.”
All eyes turned to Azazel. He blinked at them, no intention of being a tool of exposition. Erik
and Raven turned back to look at Emma who was rolling her eyes at them all.
“On that night, there was one person who was practically glued to Charles. If anyone saw
something, it was him,” Emma said.
Emma shook her head slowly and smiled before turning to look at Erik. She leaned towards
Raven and held up a hand, whispering behind it, “I think it's kind of cute.”
Despite all the emotions whirling inside him, Erik felt his face flush for all to see. “Get to the
point.”
“It's simple,” Emma said, lifting two fingers to her temple and then aiming an over the top
stare in his direction.
“You're a telepath,” Raven said, catching on. Emma nodded, still sitting there with both
fingers glued to her temple, arching a brow at Erik who finally smiled at her antics.
“Well?” Emma asked Erik. “You going to let me poke around in there?”
Erik leaned forward and grabbed her wrist, pulling it down to the table. He nodded. “Yes. I
am.”
“Wow.” Emma stared, looking a little startled. She looked at Raven. “I've been trying to get
in there for years. He must have it bad.”
Raven, Emma and Azazel all grinned. It was enough to make Erik want to jump off the
balcony. But that would have to wait until Charles was awake and suitably punished for all
this.
Charles was watching the news on the telescreen behind the bar and he was talking about
something. Erik was only half listening. He was more interested in Charles' profile. The easy
relaxed way he was leaning on the bar, the slight flush high on his cheeks, his hair freshly cut
and making him look far too young for that suit.
Erik frowned and turned to look at Emma who stood in a flowing white evening dress, long
gloves that went up beyond her elbows and her pinned back elegant hairdo. He stared at her
in confusion.
“I'm in your head,” she said, as if it wasn't the first time she'd said this. “Remember?”
“I didn't like the dress I was wearing that night,” she said, looking at him like he was an idiot.
“Did you actually hear a word he was saying that night or did you spend all of it just
undressing him with your eyes?”
“This is pointless,” Erik said, the memories moving on around him, speeding up as Emma
watched closely.
“I wouldn't bet on it,” Emma said. “There's a reason we keep the memories we keep. There's
a reason why this is still sticking in your mind. There's something you don't like about this
memory.”
“How can you tell?” Erik asked. He wasn't sure if he was aware of his like or dislike for this
memory. It seemed strange that someone else could know.
“Telepath,” Emma said. “When we look into someone else's head, we don't just see the
memories. We see the horrible sticky stuff on the other side of the memories too. Even if you
don't know its there.”
Suddenly they were part of a moving crowd and Erik was behind Charles, reaching out to
place his hand on the small of Charles' back, gently guiding him away from people who were
happily jostling everyone in their way. Emma looked at Erik with an expression he'd never
seen on her face before. Something soft and surprised. He looked at her, expecting her to say
something. She reached out and held his arm, letting Charles move on forward.
Erik and Emma both moved through the frozen crowd, stopping behind Charles. He and a
woman appeared to be mid-collision. It was hard to see between them, where the memory
lacked information, but over Charles' shoulder they could both see the eyes of the woman,
slanted downwards instead of towards the exits. Charles was holding himself strangely, his
arm at an angle, perhaps as if something had made contact and surprised him.
Erik fisted his hands by his sides. He remembered the night so well. He remembered Charles
with his inexhaustible patience and hospitality. Someone had come here to do this and now,
Charles was –
The room exploded into light and noise. Erik was holding up his hand, blocking out the sun.
He had a strange feeling that he could lift up the Earth in the palm of his hand if he wanted to.
He could move a mountain, hold aloft the biggest creatures in the seas. And somehow,
Charles was a part of it. There was a burning bright light inside of Erik and Charles was the
one who had lit it and now Erik knew how to make fire.
“Erik, damn it, wake up!” Raven said, shaking him by his shoulders.
Erik jerked awake, staring up at her. Somewhere, Emma made a sound like relief. Erik sat up
slowly to see Azazel holding Emma up as she knelt on the ground by the couch where Erik
lay. There was blood on her shirt. When she looked up at him, dazed, there was blood
running from her nose and down her mouth and chin. Erik sat up, rising to his feet as Azazel
helped Emma to the couch, Raven taking a seat next to her, rubbing circles on her back.
Azazel looked at Erik, worry and guilt mixed into one.
“You could give a girl a warning, you know?” Emma said sounding breathless. “Let me
guess, that's never happened to you before. It's a first right?”
“Stop joking for once,” Azazel said sternly. “Are you okay?”
“Peachy keen, honey,” Emma said, still shaking. She looked at Raven. “I could really do with
a drink.”
Raven nodded and got up to go. “I'll get you some water.”
Emma grabbed her hand, pulling her back. “I could really do with a drink.” Raven looked at
her for a second and then smiled, nodding. Emma turned to Azazel and made a face. “And I
might need to change. Bloody's not really my colour.”
After a moment's deliberation, Azazel disappeared. Erik took a few tentative steps before
sitting down next to Emma, watching her carefully. She looked back at him, all the
playfulness gone.
“Baby, that's some real sticky stuff in there.” Erik nodded, looking down at his hands. “Want
to tell me what the hell that was?”
“I've been having some of them again,” he said, wanting to move away from the subject
entirely. “I'm sorry. I put you at risk.”
“It wasn't your idea,” Emma said. “Blame Azazel. He gives great guilt gifts.”
Erik didn't find the situation humorous, nodding mutely. She bumped her knee against his,
smiling. “Lighten up, boss. We've got bigger fish to fry.”
“I do,” she said. “I know what our woman looks like now, so Azazel and I will go over the
recordings and see if we can pull an image. You get back to your honey. It's where you want
to be.”
Erik shook his head, laughing quietly. When he looked back at her she was watching him
with a familiar expression. That strange soft look he had seen in the midst if his memories.
“What?” he said.
“Does he know?” Emma asked him softly. “About how you feel.”
“I am talking about how terribly in love you are with him,” Emma said plainly. “You're not
falling for him at all. You're way past fallen, Erik. What I felt inside your mind, the things
you feel for Charles Xavier... it's like being hit by a tornado.”
It was a hard thing to deny. It was as difficult to confirm, especially considering that he hadn't
even admitted it to himself. Erik looked at Emma and said. “Bloody really isn't your colour.”
Emma groaned, falling against Erik. He put his arm around her, resting his cheek against the
crown of her head. They stayed there like that until the others returned.
*
Azazel deposited Raven at her house and then Erik at the hospital, before returning to Emma.
Louis was exactly where Erik had seen him the last time, outside Charles' room, looking in
with a forlorn expression. He turned towards Erik just as he arrived. Erik nodded in greeting.
“Erik,” Louis said, looking both relieved and tired. He stepped closer, taking Erik's forearm
in his grasp. “I am so sorry.”
“No,” Louis said. “Please, hear me out. I need to say this. I didn't send you away because you
don't belong here. I was... I was-”
“Frustrated because you can't do anything,” Erik said flatly. “Besides stand here and wait for
him to either live, or die. For all our abilities, we're at the mercy of things we can't control.
Like I was saying, you don't have to explain.”
Louis' eyes glittered with unspent emotion as he nodded. He gave Erik a shaky smile. “I'm
glad you're here.”
“Where else would I be? After all, we're family now,” Erik said quietly. “Aren't we?”
Louis embraced Erik tightly, giving him a firm pat on the arm. He smiled at Erik with
something like pride perhaps. “We most certainly are.”
“I'm inclined to agree with that.” Erik frowned and turned to see Anna behind him, holding
two coffee cups. She gave him a look and said, “There other ways to travel besides Azazel.”
Erik smiled, moving to the window of Charles' room. Anna and Louis fell into quiet
conversation behind him as he stood there watching Charles, still locked away in his plastic
prison. Erik had an intense feeling of there being nothing but walls between him and Charles
and that maybe it would take an eternity to knock every single one down.
“You can go inside, you know,” Anna said, Louis watching Erik from her side. “I'm going to
see if I can persuade Louis to get some fresh air. You stay with Charles.”
Erik watched Anna and Louis walking away down the corridor. His brows climbed up a little
when Louis took Anna's hand in his, as if this was how it had always been for them. As if
they'd always been together. For a moment, Erik couldn't tear his eyes away from them. He
turned back towards the room, pushing open the door and walking in. Erik dragged one of the
seats up close to the bed and sat down in it.
He looked at the plastic veil that separated him from Charles. Then he watched the metal
fastenings on the outside snap, one, two and three. He leaned forward and reached for
Charles.
*
Charles opened his eyes. That smell could only mean one thing. He was in a hospital. There
was a reason he was lying in a too small bed in a too white room, too warm, too bright. He
couldn't figure out how any of these things could possibly contribute to his well being. He
looked down at himself, white sheets, a white hospital gown. In some cultures, white was a
colour of mourning, wasn't it? He couldn't remember. Memories, dreams, realities – they
were all bleeding into each other in his mind. He thought of a cocktail, before all the clouds
of colour were mercilessly mixed together.
“Charles?”
He slowly turned his head to see Hank who was watching him with worry. “Where's Raven?”
Hank frowned. “You don't remember?” Charles blinked sleepily, shaking his head. “She left
with Erik.”
“Erik?” Charles asked, something hurting hard in his chest, pushing up behind his eyeballs.
Charles shut his eyes and tried to think. Why would Raven be with Erik? He opened his eyes,
looked around the room. Hank was gone too. Charles had enough and sat up. An unexpected
cry of pain escaped his mouth and he almost toppled to the side, his hand flailing out to
restore some kind of balance. He stared wide-eyed at the motionless shapes under the white
sheet. The shapes that would be legs if he could feel them. But all he felt was pain above a
space where he felt nothing. He grabbed the sheet and flung it away.
It floated up and back down slowly, like a falling white sky that sounded like the flapping of
wings. Suddenly, it was completely snatched away from him and Charles was looking up at
Erik. Erik was watching him, his forehead creased with worry. Charles rubbed his eyes and
remained lying in bed, blearily blinking up at Erik.
Charles rolled onto his side and looked at the window pane. It seemed strange, malleable
instead of hard. Like it might wobble if he touched it.
“I thought I was awake,” Charles said quietly. He rolled back towards Erik, finding him
seated next to the bed, silently staring at Charles. Charles frowned. Everything was so
muddled.
Charles looked at his hand and then his arm and then all the way to his shoulder where his
skin had taken on a strange scaly blue appearance. Such a rich blue and the patterns were so
organised, so efficient in their symmetry. Charles looked at his skin and whispered,
“Remarkable.”
Erik leaned forward, reaching out for Charles. His warm fingers closed around Charles' hand.
Charles looked at their hands. Erik's grip was firm, his skin warm. His thumb was idly
moving across Charles' skin. When Charles looked back at Erik they were back in his
childhood bedroom on that narrow bed under the window.
The sun was sinking outside and the light was dimming inside, slowly turning everything into
shades of gray. Except for Erik's eyes which seemed to hold a light all of their own. Erik's
grip around Charles' wrist was light, almost teasing. Charles felt his breathing becoming
shallow as he inched closer to Erik's face.
Charles closed his eyes and chastely pressed his mouth to Erik's, holding onto the feel of
Erik's hand.
Erik's lips changed beneath Charles', stretching into a smile and he moved closer, eliminating
the breathing space between them, opening his mouth and drawing a kiss from Charles. It felt
as real as the touch of his hand.
At noon the doctor came and everyone was left waiting again. Calero drew the curtains this
time, spending thirty minutes inside while Anna sat with Louis, never pulling her hand away
from his. Erik stood leaning by the wall, arms folded over his chest, head heavy with
exhaustion and the echo of nightmares. Damn you, Charles Xavier, he thought, before
brooding on the ridiculous familiarity of the thought, unable to remember damning anyone in
recent years.
The doctor finally emerged, her entourage following and hurrying off. Louis was up on his
feet, eager for news, Anna hovering protectively as Erik pushed away from the wall and
stepped closer.
“There hasn't been any change, I'm afraid,” Calero said. “But, things haven't gotten any
worse.”
“You were in there quite a while,” Louis said. “I was worried something was wrong.”
Calero shook her head. “We decided to take the skin sample. If what you said is true, about
the cut on Charles' hand, then maybe we'll find traces of the original chemical used in the
tissue around the cut. It may match up to something on the MU1 database. Having said that,
the chance of that will have declined each day since he was brought in. Still, it's worth
investigating.”
“Yes,” Louis said. “I thought she ought to know. It might help somehow.”
Louis gave Erik a small smile and went back into the room, taking up his post by Charles'
bed. Anna meanwhile was watching Erik closely. “Charles' parents were asking after your
health,” she said. “They will be back later. You should-”
“No,” Erik said curtly. Anna frowned at him in question. He added thoughtfully, “I don't
think I can offer them any comfort.”
Anna kept watching him, as if uncertain about something, but after a few seconds the creases
of her forehead smoothed out in some quiet realisation and she nodded, reaching out to
squeeze his hand in hers. “Then I will,” she said, while Erik nodded mutely. “You don't have
to.”
Erik nodded, pulling his hand away, fisting it by his side as he turned towards the window to
Charles' room once again. Louis was sitting in the seat recently vacated by Erik. He was
frowning at the plastic tent in concentration. Erik peered at Louis with interest.
“Louis' trying to coax Charles into one of his memories,” Anna said. “Trying to talk to him.”
“No,” Anna said. “He says he's finding it hard to reach Charles. Claude tried too before.
Tried to reach into Charles' mind, but he said it was like trying to climb a wall that just keeps
getting higher.”
Erik watched as Louis leaned forward in his seat, frowning at the prone figure inside the
enclosure. After a few moments, he sat back looking dejected. Louis then turned to see Erik
on the side of the window. He offered what Erik expected was a smile for his benefit. How
typical of the Xaviers, Erik thought rather angrily.
Raven leaned against the kitchen counter, eyeing the call-screen on the wall. She quickly
went towards it and stopped, taking a step back. Then she reached out and hit 'call' anyway,
quickly tapping in Emma Frost's calling card. The call load graphics spun for a while before a
small circle expanded to reveal Emma wearing a quizzical expression.
Emma frowned, looked away and nodded at someone. She looked back at Raven and said,
“Send me your location coordinates?”
Raven sent off a message to Emma and a minute later she and Azazel appeared in Raven's
kitchen, both holding datapads in their hands. Raven waved at them, remembering they
travelled faster than most. Emma threw her white coat over the back of a chair before she
slumped onto it, putting her datapad on the kitchen table, while Azazel took up a place next
to her.
“I take it it's going slowly,” Raven said, looking at Emma. She pointed at the drinks unit.
“Coffee?”
Emma nodded, closing her eyes. Azazel looked at her and smiled, telling Raven, “Please.”
Raven fixed three cups while Azazel said, “We've made a little progress.”
Raven stilled, halfway through placing the coffees on a tray, blinking at Azazel from behind
the kitchen counter. “Really?”
Emma angled her head to look at Raven blearily. “Really. You have a little girl's room?”
Raven pointed to the stairs just outside the kitchen door. “Straight up, second on the right.”
Emma nodded, slowly getting up and making her way upstairs while Raven brought the
coffees to the table and sat down opposite Azazel. “Is she okay?”
Azazel was still looking at the stairs. “I think she's still hurting from this morning.”
“She hasn't said,” Azazel said. He picked up his datapad, “She did find this though.”
Raven took the datapad and looked at it. It was a collage of images, all different angles of one
moment. A woman passing close to Charles, their bodies looking as though they might press
together for a moment. In some images, Charles was obscuring her face. In others, her hair
hid most of her face. The most they seemed to have of this woman was a glimpse of bright
eyes, a straight nose and her curled blonde hair.
Azazel nodded, taking the datapad and tapping the screen a few times. “This was picked up
from one of the security cameras over the catering entrance. She's the closest we could find to
the composite image pulled from the angles we could get. It hasn't matched with anyone on
the guest list yet.”
Raven looked at the woman in her fine black dress with her bouncy hair and light make up.
She seemed so utterly harmless and there she was just striding in, playing with a ring on her
finger. Raven shook her head. “Who is she?”
Azazel shrugged. “No idea. We have half of the guest list left to sift through, but most guests
don't enter through the back door.”
Raven frowned at the datapad and wondered why this woman would want Charles Xavier
dead.
Charles stopped walking, looking down at his feet as his toes curled into the sand. He
couldn't remember how he got here, but here he was. The sky was bright, the sun in his eyes
no matter where he looked, shining off the waves in the sea. He turned around to look at the
rest of the beach, finding it curving away from him. Looking down he saw he had left no
footprints. Just two straight lines that disappeared into the distance.
The sound of something flapping loudly behind him made him turn. He stumbled backwards
when he saw the figure before him. The brightness of the sun made the figure into a
featureless dark shadow, the world behind him perfectly yellow and blue. Not that his identity
mattered. Charles could make out the shine and curve of a helmet. He could see the cloak
billowing away from the other man.
Charles shut his eyes as the glare of the sun entered his head, sharp and bright. He held his
hand to his head, pushing his fingers against his temple. When he opened them again he was
no longer on the beach, but in a large spherical room. He was sitting down, contained by a
neat suit, framed by a wheelchair. Up ahead stood the man in the cloak, shoulders squared,
his figure imposing.
“Why are you helping us?” Charles asked, the words foreign in his mouth, spoken by another.
“I'm not,” was the reply. “I'm helping you. You'll find them and give them sanctuary.”
“The sanctuary we offer isn't just for them,” Charles said, the pain of longing under those
words so strong, it made him gasp. Charles was falling forward, out of the wheelchair and
onto sand, onto knees that could feel the grit beneath them.
Charles clutched his head. There was no birdsong. The waves crashed against the land in
silence. The strong breeze pushed against him unannounced. His head pounded and all he
could hear was his own heart as he sank downwards, down into cold water and dark, his arms
reaching out to anchor himself to something.
Erik lurched forward in the chair. He tried to fight between gulping in air and breathing
deeply to control the bile rising up towards his mouth. He was shaking, as if someone had
just pulled him out freezing cold water, shivering. It a took a moment to realise the lights had
been dimmed low in Charles' room and that Anna's coat had been covering Erik like a
blanket, before he threw it onto the floor on waking. He picked up the coat, slowly rising to
his feet and looking at the prone figure in the bed.
Weeks ago, Erik's life consisted of sitting in his office and making money, or sitting in
someone else's office, being courted and still making money. On a very good day, he
wouldn't have to speak to anyone, see anyone or hear anyone – the money would simply get
made. It was the way to be noticed in the human world. Money was power. When you flashed
your wealth, people stopped to listen, even if they didn't care. Some hated that power in the
hands of a mutant. It was good motivation to continue making money.
Yet, here he stood, hoping Charles would open his eyes and utter a single word. Any word. It
didn't matter. Here Erik stood, despite knowing he could do nothing to fix this situation.
Usually all it took was throwing money at the right person. He stepped close to the plastic
enclosure.
“Charles.” Nothing, of course. Erik sighed. “Come on, Francine,” he whispered. “Stop being
so stubborn.” Still nothing. Erik backed away, turning towards the small window.
After a moment, the door to the room opened and Anna said, “You're awake.”
Erik turned to see her. He walked across the room and handed over the coat he had woken up
with. “Why did you let me fall asleep?”
“I have something against sleep in uncomfortable hospital chairs,” Erik answered, moving
past her and into the corridor where it was somewhat brighter and there was more breathing
space.
She followed him out. “I hope you're going home tonight. Your not sleeping or eating isn't
going to make Charles wake up any sooner.”
Erik rolled his eyes and said, “I'm fine. You don't need to worry about me.”
He turned to leave, intending to call Emma and find out how the search was going. Anna put
a hand on his arm and gently pulled him about. “I am worried.”
Anna looked as though she could do with a good night's sleep too. Instead she was here
worrying about Erik. He said, “Is Louis still here?”
Anna nodded. “I'm going to see him home in a minute. As soon as Charles' parents get here.”
Erik stared at the door to Charles' room. It was strange how he wanted to be in there and yet
he wanted to be as far away as possible from seeing Charles lying there like he was already
entombed. He had no desire to see the faces of Charles' parents as they sat there and hoped
they wouldn't have to bury their son.
Erik doubted there would be much rest, but it would give him a chance to return in the
morning, better equipped to believe that it might be the day Charles would wake up.
Raven was in the bathroom when she heard Hank arrive. She quickly finished up, hoping she
could get down before... oh, too late, she thought as she heard-
“Raven? Are you in the kitchen? Oh. Hello... sorry, who are you?”
Raven jogged down the stairs and into the kitchen, reaching for Hank's waist as she walked
around him and leaned up for a kiss. “Hey.”
“Hey. Hello.” Hank frowned and then gave her a polite look before nodding towards Emma
who had a computer projection taking up the whole dining table and Azazel who was peering
silently at a datapad. “Guests?”
“Hank, this is Emma and that's Azazel. They're friends of Erik's,” Raven explained.
“Not exactly Mr. Sunshine,” Emma said absently, reaching out and touching a projected
image from the fundraiser guest list. “Not that he ever has been.”
Raven shook her head. “Louis said it's pretty much the same. Brainwave readings are a little
erratic, but it's not like anyone has an idea what a telepath's brain is supposed to be doing on a
good day.”
Hank gave a nod of understanding and looked at the mess of datapads and overlapping
projections on the table. “What's all this?”
Raven pulled out a chair and nodded towards it. Hank gave her a pensive look and sat down,
watching her take the seat next to him. “We think someone infected Charles with MU1.”
“What? On purpose?” Hank stared at her, an incredulous expression on his face. Azazel
pushed a datapad towards Hank, pointing at the screen. Raven watched as Hank eyed all the
images. He shook his head. “This isn't much to go on.”
“Charles' hand has a cut,” Emma said. “It wasn't there at the beginning of the night. You want
to take the chance it was just someone copping a feel and taking a memento?”
Hank stared at Emma. “Of course not. But you need more than this. We need to find out what
strain of MU1 this is and if we can counter it, or reverse whatever damage it might be
causing. You think you can get all this from half-hidden faces?”
“No. But we can from this.” Emma smiled, taking his datapad and reloading it to show him a
composite image next to one of their number one suspect.
“No,” Raven said. “We've spent the whole day looking at the guest identification badges. She
doesn't match. Not that we thought she would.”
Emma snorted at Hank. “Yeah, and exactly where do we start looking for Madam Assassin?
She could be anyone.”
“Sure,” Hank said. “But she might be a someone of interest. Someone who's on a file
somewhere.”
Raven was frowning at Hank. Her eyes widened and she said, “The IFRD?”
Emma was nodding, and not looking impressed. “The IFRD. International facial recognition
database. Yeah, great idea, but no good. You need top level security clearance for access to
that. Even the cop squad don't have that. We'd need someone in the Bureau to get into that
and they're not really mutant friendly.”
“More explanation please,” Azazel said. “What is so wonderful about this database?”
Raven explained, “It's a database of persons of interest to the state. Basically? People the
government think might cause problems. Of course, they get to define what the word problem
means which lets them add writers, journalists, doctors, teachers, you know, anyone with an
opinion that doesn't fit in the NY Reporter, alongside actual criminals. ”
Azazel nodded with understanding. “There's a good chance we could find this woman?”
Hank said, “A very good chance. The Bureau would have every member of the population in
that database if they could do it, criminal or not. Everyone's proclivities, abilities and politics
available at a glance from a single image of a face.”
Raven was nodding. She looked at Azazel and Emma. “Think you guys can find a way to
access the IFRD?”
Emma scrunched up her face in an expression that did not project confidence. “Not without a
man on the inside.”
Hank nervously cleared his throat. Raven blinked at him as he said, “I... I might know a man
on the inside.”
Raven stared. “You might?”
“Me.” He sighed and shook his head. “Charles made me promise not to say anything, but he
never said anything about getting sick and hospitalised either.”
Hank leaned forward and quietly said, “The IFRD database is linked to a secondary database.
One that's used for only profiling mutants, whether they're a threat or not. The government
won't force us to register anymore, so instead they have the Bureau fishing for information in
other ways and then storing it under the pretence of national security.”
“Yeah, well, that still doesn't explain why you have an in, sweetie,” Emma said.
“I don't. Not technically.” Hank grimaced. “Not legally.” Everyone's expressions eased with
some form of understanding. “Charles thinks the IFRD and its offshoot are both dangerous.
There are things on those databases the Bureau doesn't need to know. Between us, we kind of
hacked it.”
Hank took a deep breath and nodded. “We might have introduced a few programmes that
routinely cause data loss and irreparable software damage. Not to mention some liberal
weeding and editing of records. It's easily done once you've got access.”
Emma blinked at Hank in open awe. “How can you be sure you won't get caught?”
Hank shrugged. “I'm a genius. Kind of runs in the family. Probably why I was on the
database.”
“With all the rallies you've been to? Yeah, pretty much,” Hank said before giving a sharp nod
and adding, “But, not anymore.”
Azazel laughed quietly. “Charles Xavier. Engaging in illegal behaviour. I like it.”
“He's not doing it for kicks,” Hank said. “He's doing it to protect people like you and me.”
Azazel gave him a polite smile. “I didn't mean to offend. I admire a man who would push
boundaries for his principles.”
“Look, I'll run the image through the programme,” Hank said. “See if we can find something
on this woman.”
Hank nodded and got up. “Okay. Well, there's no time like the present and not to mention
there''s really no time to waste.”
Emma was up and swinging her coat around her shoulders as Azazel got up and walked into
the middle of the kitchen, waiting for his travelling companions.
Emma put her hand in Azazel's, grabbing Hank's in her other hand and looked at Raven.
“Coming?”
Raven nodded firmly and reached for Azazel's hand. “Let's go.”
Emma grinned and winked at Raven. “We can still hold hands, right?”
Erik was drenched by the time he stepped into his apartment. The night time rain had
provided suitable cover from people who might have otherwise turned to look in his direction
and the cold had provided a jolt that countered his exhaustion. He peeled off his jacket and
threw it onto the couch, wiping the rain from his face with the back of his arm, the shirt
sleeve too wet to absorb anything. Wet and cold, Erik poured himself a tumbler of Scotch,
downing it one go, grateful for the quick heated burn of the liquid as it went down.
It was slow progress up the stairs to his bedroom, as he thought of Anna with Louis, Emma
with Azazel and Raven with her family. Even Charles, trapped in his plastic prison, stuck
somewhere in his mind, had his parents watching over him. Wearily he stripped off his shirt,
before unzipping his boots and ridding himself of his trousers, his skin damp underneath. He
could have left the clothes where they lay on the floor, but the comfort of habit made him
pick them up and throw them into the laundry chute in the bathroom.
He stood under the hot spray of the shower for an eternity, eyes closed with his face angled
up. Somewhere from the recesses of his mind, a memory floated up near the surface and Erik
could almost feel the presence of arms closing slowly around him, a body pressing in behind
and the whisper of his name in his ear. Right into his mind perhaps. Erik let his head fall
forward and opened his eyes, staring at the black tiles on the other side of the stream of water.
There was a memory, something from his dreams. He blinked, trying to remember it. His
hand went to his ribs, cupping the curve of bone under flesh. There was a memory there.
But that was the way with all dreams, whether they were made of euphoric substance or dark
terrors. They all seemed real. They all seemed like memories. Erik turned off the shower,
grabbing a towel from the rail on the wall and wrapping it around his waist. He dimmed the
lights in the bedroom before throwing back the covers of his bed and getting in. The
telescreen on the wall opposite was blinking with unread messages. Erik ignored them and
aimed the remote control at the screen, instantly bringing up a news feed direct from the same
corporation that owned the NY Reporter. It was usually a good idea to follow the opinions of
the people you disagreed with the most.
He sat back, craving a distraction. He was tired, but as Anna had guessed, he wasn't much for
sleep. Erik opened up the bedside draw, pulling out a small silver case from which he
extracted a single dark brown cigarillo. Replacing the case he felt around for the lighter.
When he didn't find it, he brought his hand out and waited for the light to come flying into his
palm. Lighting up, he took a drag and let himself slip down the bed a little, not enough to lie
down, but enough to comfortably watch the screen through the haze of smoke in front of his
eyes. It wasn't long before he half-lay there with heavy-lidded eyes, on the edge of sleep,
even as he brought the cigarillo to his mouth.
Then the news item changed and his eyes widened a little with interest. It was a shot of the
exterior of Grey Memorial Hospital, the hospital where Charles was cocooned away. A
reporter stood outside, sometime earlier in the day, far too cheerful looking for the story.
“Any news at all on Professor, I'm sorry, I mean of course, Doctor Xavier,” asked the in-
studio news anchor.
“Not as yet,” the reporter chirped back in response. “All we know at this stage is that he is
still in critical condition as he has been for some days now. We've tried to contact the Xavier
family as well as representatives of Erik Lehnsherr, who of course everyone must know by
now is Charles Xavier's fiancé, but as yet no one has made any further statements. We will
bring an update as soon as we have one. Not a happy time for the Xaviers, Ken.”
Back in the studio the irritating anchor Ken was half-smiling as he commented on what a
month it had been for Charles Xavier. Enough excitement for a lifetime, he said. Erik peered
at the screen through narrowed eyes, grateful for the white mist of the cigarillo smoke. He
really didn't need to remember that man's face.
Erik let his head fall back, blowing out smoke, watching it escape and disappear completely.
On the telescreen they were still discussing Charles, his work, his family and now his
possible future with Lehnsherr Corp. Not Erik, but Lehnsherr Corp. Clearly, for some people,
this was nothing more than mutant money making more mutant money. Erik allowed himself
a very small smile, even though it was tinged with bitterness.
Eyes back on the screen, the thought struck Erik that he wasn't the only one watching this.
There was someone out there waiting for Charles to die. Someone was out there watching this
and waiting to become a confirmed killer. Erik took another drag and filed the thought away
for later.
Raven looked at the others in the study. Emma and Azazel looked baffled and Hank was
watching Raven for a reaction. She said, “Are you sure?”
“Raven, you saw me run the analysis three times. I'll do it again, but I don't think it'll be any
use,” Hank said.
“This doesn't make any sense,” Emma said. She pointed at the screen. “That is her. That's the
woman. Right? I mean, you can all see that, right?”
“Then how can the records say this is a woman who died three years ago? Clearly she's not
dead,” Emma asked. She arched a brow at Hank. “Maybe this is some of your creative editing
gone wrong.”
“She's from the main database,” Hank said. “Sandra Rifkin, human, activist. We wouldn't
have altered her record.”
“Oh,” Raven said quietly, shutting her eyes tight. “I don't believe this.”
“What?” Hank asked, pushing away from the desk and getting up, moving closer to Raven
where she sat on the edge of his desk.
Raven was nodding at the screen. “That is our woman. That's exactly who we saw on the
security recordings.”
“She looks good for a three year old corpse,” Emma said.
Raven gave Emma a look and then with a blink of an eye covered herself in another skin.
Done right, she would look just like the woman on the computer projection. From the looks
on everyone's faces, she had made her point very clearly.
“The Sandra Rifkin on the database probably did die three years ago. The Sandra Rifkin on
the recording, was probably not human,” Raven said quietly. “It was probably someone like
me.”
She returned to her own skin, with relief, remaining quiet as the implication set in for the
others. Hank was visibly incensed by the idea. “A mutant? No. It has to be something else.”
“Oh please,” Emma snapped. “Like what? A twin? A clone? A ghost? What? Face it, big guy,
this was done by one of our own.”
“We just have to find out which one of our own and for what reason,” Azazel said quietly
enough that Raven found it more troubling than Emma or Hank's outbursts.
The looks on Emma, Hank and Azazel's faces said that their plans most definitely did not
involve sitting down and talking.
Charles shook his head, eyes shut tight, head pounding and his ears feeling as they were filled
with blood. “I can't.”
There was warmth spreading across his hand. The tightening of fingers, the heat of someone
else's skin. Charles opened his eyes blinking at the pieces. His hands were on his knees and
nothing appeared to exist past the translucent board and pieces.
Charles reached out and moved a knight. His pieces drained of colour, once again in play.
Raven sat at the kitchen counter, one eye on her datapad, the other on her breakfast. In the
background she could hear the morning news. People fighting for the ownership of the moon,
countries laying claim to a barely settled Mars, fights of independence breaking out in the
United States of Asia. Raven figured the word 'mutant' would eventually turn up in
conjunction with either mad-looking loud people, criminal activity, moral deviance or the
latest takeover bid of some poor defenceless human owned company.
She snorted and continued reading her latest mail until she heard Hank's footsteps on the
stairs. Turning around on her seat, she caught him padding down the hall and then back
again, stepping into the kitchen, dark blue bathrobe over lighter blue skin, his fur still looking
a little damp from the shower.
She smiled and waited. He smiled back and said, “Not that I don't encourage you making new
friends instead of scaring our old ones, but why are Emma and Azazel passed out on our
couch, Raven?”
He sighed, reaching out for Raven. She hopped off the stool and took his hand, pulling him
close. He held her and said. “I'll pick Leo up from Panther's house. You... you do what you
have to do.”
Raven pressed her cheek against Hank's chest. “What about you?”
Hank said, “I might work from home. The labs can do without me for a day or two.”
Raven reached up and pressed a kiss to Hank's mouth, holding onto him a little longer before
she let him go and sat back down, watching him go about making his breakfast.
“So, did you and your new friends actually find anything?” he asked, peering at some empty
unwashed glasses. “Besides the liquor cabinet?”
Raven grimaced. “Well, we have a little more on Sarah Rifkin. Died three years ago in a
collision, aged thirty-two. Worked as an information specialist with City Hall, which is
maybe something we can follow up. Her name shows up on a lot of petitions, mostly ones
that were designed to make our lives harder.”
Hank placed a pan on his beloved old stove and turned to look at Raven with a frown.
“Someone wants to make it look like the mutant hater's not dead?”
“I have no idea. If this is someone who can change their appearance, then we really need to
figure out why they would pick Rifkin and not someone alive.”
Hank was nodding thoughtfully. “So a good place to start would be mutants who might have
had a vested interest in the activities of Ms. Rifkin and an enduring grudge.”
“Or we could go and find the registered mutants on the Bureau's cute little database,” Emma
said from the doorway, white clothes crumpled, hair pulled back into a tight ponytail.
Emma nodded. “Sure. But, not if you take away all the people we're not looking for. All the
mutants registered on the Bureau's database have their class, ability and current known
location categorised. Want to know how many mutants there are in New York who have an
ability that includes altering their appearance?”
“Twenty-three, of which nine are registered members of the criminati,” Emma said. She
smiled rather triumphantly and added, “I say we figure out how they're connected with Rifkin
first.”
“And if none of them are the one we're looking for?” Hank asked.
“We come up with a better idea.” Emma shrugged and then pointed in the general direction
of the living room. “I should wake Azazel. We need to swing by and check in with the boss.”
Erik was viewing the latest data logs on his screen with great interest when Azazel and Emma
appeared on the other side of his desk. Both looked tired and slightly bemused.
“What?” Erik asked, switching of the computer display with single jab of the forefinger.
“What would you have me do?” Erik asked quietly. “Play the grieving widow?”
“He's not dead yet,” Emma said. “And, by the way, if this is some new coping strategy, I
suggest you drop it before you start. Really not doing anything for your already too fluffy
personality, boss.”
Erik gave a her long measured look, keeping his mouth shut. When he realised he had no
words to offer other than bitter and frustrated ones, he looked away, swivelling around in his
seat to stare at the New York skyline. It was a particularly miserable and cold day out there
today, everything smudged into shades of gray.
“I can't do anything at the hospital,” Erik said. “Besides watch and wait.” He swivelled back
to look at Emma. “And I appear to be of little or no comfort to everyone else there.”
Emma looked a little guilty. It didn't suit her very much. She knew it too, because the next
thing she said was, “I could wear something really skimpy if it helps.” Erik smiled as she
turned to earn a glare from Azazel. She shrugged and said, “What? Like it doesn't benefit you
at the same time?”
Azazel sighed and rolled his eyes, sullenly looking away. Erik said, “Maybe later. I was
hoping for now you could just give me some good news. Find anything from the security
footage?”
“Working on it,” Emma said, while Azazel was most certainly paying too much attention to
his shoes.
Both Azazel and Emma were staring at him. Emma's expression changed first and she
decided not to hide her annoyance. “God, you're an asshole.” She turned to Azazel. “He's
been monitoring our datapads.”
Azazel blinked at Erik. He didn't seem so much offended as he did disappointed. “You don't
trust us?”
“I trust you implicitly,” Erik said, directing his gaze at Emma. “Even when you lie.
Especially when you lie, Ms. Frost.”
Emma rolled her eyes. “We have the name of a dead woman and a bunch of mutants who
may or may not not be involved. We didn't want to get your hopes up, so sue us.”
“A mutant did this?” Erik asked, the words sticking in his throat.
“We 're not sure,” Emma said. She looked up at Erik. “Glad you know now?”
Erik got up slowly, turning his back on Emma and Azazel as he stared at the window. He
could make out his own reflection, a dark shadow staring right back. A mutant wanting to kill
Charles of all people. It made Erik' stomach turn.
“She's dead. Has been for three years. Worked at City Hall. Human.” Erik frowned, shaking
his head at Azazel. “Raven has theorised that a mutant impersonated Rifkin.”
Emma shrugged and said, “She has quite the record in anti-mutant petitioning. Five years ago
she was involved in campaigning for the police being allowed the discretion of using ability
neutralising stun guns.”
“A pity she didn't live to see the bill go through,” Azazel said.
Erik shoved his hands into his pockets as he paced a while before sitting down on the edge of
his desk. He frowned at Emma. “How did you get your list of mutants?”
“Hank McCoy helped,” Emma said. When Erik's frown deepened, she added, “Raven's
partner. We were camped out at their place last night. Hank seems to have provided the
Xavier Research Foundation with access to the IFRD.”
Erik was impressed and it must have showed because Emma said, “You can't steal employees
from your fiancé. That's pretty low. Even for us.”
Erik went back to his chair, sitting back and swivelling to face Emma. “How many mutants
do we have?”
Erik gave Emma a nod. For the first time in over a week he was feeling something other than
helpless. “Continue.”
*
Everything was spinning around. Charles stumbled in an effort to gain some equilibrium.
Erik was holding him, his hands gripping Charles tight around the arms while Charles was
sinking with leaden limbs. Erik was calling him from somewhere under water, from inside
bubbles and Charles was sinking further down until... pop, like a bubble, like a dream.
“Charles?”
Charles looked at his hands gripping Erik's arms which were holding him up. He blinked a
few times and said, “What happened?”
“I don't know,” Erik said quietly, getting a better hold of Charles. “I thought you were about
to pass out.”
“Inside,” Erik said, all but dragging Charles back into the house and straight to the living
room.
“What's the matter?” Louis asked as he watched Charles being gingerly deposited on the
couch. “Is everything all right?”
“I think we ought to leave dinner to another day,” Erik said. “Charles isn't feeling very well.”
Charles glared and turned his attention to Anna. “I'm so sorry, I appear to have made a mess
of what looks like was going to be a very lovely evening.”
Anna smiled. “Another time. You need to rest. Get better.” Her voice seemed strange, like an
echo underwater for a moment. She was still smiling as she said, “Especially for your uncle.
He's sick with worry, you know.”
Charles looked at Louis who was standing with his back to the room, looking out of the
window. There it was again, that warmth on Charles' hand, that tight insistent grip. He looked
down to find Erik's hand, squeezing his fingers.
Charles watched Erik's hand withdraw itself, his own remaining motionless on his knee. He
slowly brought it up to his head, his fingers pressing against his temple as he focused his
concentration.
He listened quietly, for anything, for the smallest passing thought available.
Erik found himself in a large homely living room filled with sunshine streaming from a large
window. Behind him was a medium sized telescreen and opposite him was a large very
comfortable looking couch, a dark brown blanket rumpled at one end of it and cushions piled
at the other. The coffee table had an empty plate with crumbs next two a cup of half-finished
coffee.
Emma poked Erik in the arm and said, “We'll let you know if we have anything.”
Erik nodded, feeling a shift in the air as Azazel and Emma left him alone in the room. Not for
the first time, Erik wondered if it would have been a better idea to arrive on the other side of
the front door to the house, rather than right here in the privacy of someone's home.
Especially when he saw the tall and lean blue man standing in the doorway, frowning.
Erik opened his mouth to speak, but the man held up a hand and said, “Don't. I'm getting used
to it now.” He walked all the way in and held out his hand. “Hank McCoy. We haven't
officially met.”
Erik nodded. “I saw you at the Xavier Mansion. I spoke to Leo. Bright boy.”
Hank seemed to warm to that remark, smiling and nodding for Erik to follow. “You dropped
by at a good time. I've been running some checks on the database again. I take it Emma and
Azazel told you?”
“They did,” Erik said, following Hank down the stairs into a dimly lit but spacious room
lined with shelves of rare books and disc boxes. “I was a little surprised that Charles would
sanction such a thing, much less be a part of it.”
Hank pulled out a chair for Erik, smiling with clear amusement as he sat down opposite.
“Charles is very clear about what constitutes as good and bad in his book. I think it allows
him to cross a lot of lines people wouldn't expect.”
“A while. Some years ago he read a paper of mine and called me up in the middle of the
night,” Hank said with a grin. “He was so excited, babbling on about potential and
possibilities and I was half-asleep and thought someone was crank calling me. He turned up
the next day to apologise and offer me a job. Within a year I had my own lab, I'd met Raven
and I had Charles as a mentor and a friend.”
Hank stopped there, clamping his mouth shut, sad eyes turning to look at the screen on his
desk rather than Erik. Erik was almost grateful the other man was taking the time to handle
his own grief. It was a selfish thing to think, but what words could Erik offer to the people
who had loved Charles much longer than... well, much longer.
Hank blew out a breath and gave Erik a sidelong look. “So, how are you holding up in all
this?” Erik looked at the data streaming down the screen near him. He found himself at a loss
for words, surprised when Hank said, “Don't answer that. I think I can guess.”
Erik pointed at the screen. “This tapped into the IFRD right now?”
Hank shook his head. “Right now it's cross-referencing a number of databases. What we
really want is anything and everything on Sarah Rifkin and the kind of psychotic... person she
might have annoyed. Someone who might have a grudge against Charles.”
“What do you think the chances are that we'll find anything?” Erik asked.
Hank was blinking at the screen, chewing on his bottom lip before gave Erik a straight look
and said, “Slim. Whoever did this could be gone by now, along with whatever strain of MU1
they used. Our best bet right now is for the hospital to find out what strain they're dealing
with and helping Charles to fight this thing off.”
Hank was nodding. “Better. I've got the full resources of the Xavier Research Foundation
working with the hospital. We've had people working on MU1 ever since we heard the first
reports. We will find something. Not to mention that people have survived MU1. The
survivors outnumber the fatalities, but you just don't hear about it on the news. The longer
Charles hangs on, the more likely it is he'll pull through.”
Erik sat back and looked at Hank, wondering how much of what he was saying was for his
own benefit. “The doctor I spoke to said the chemical compound used to poison Charles will
have broken down in the body within hours.”
“The tissue samples we have from the hospital are undergoing rigorous analysis. Yes, it
would have been better if we'd done this on day one, but... it's not over yet.”
Erik looked up at the stairs, Hank already on his feet. “Be right back.”
Erik nodded, watching Hank jog up the stairs. In the meantime, he took out his datapad,
pressing a call for Azazel who answered almost immediately, listening quietly as Erik said,
“Find our mutant later. I need you to do something else first.”
Charles lowered his fingers from his temple, resting his arm on the table before him. His
glass was empty. Again. His hand was stinging, the cut feeling more like an insect bite than
anything else. He unwrapped the silk handkerchief, now ruined, and looked at the back of his
hand. There was swelling around the small cut, the skin pink and tender. The cut itself had
clotted and stopped bleeding. Charles wrapped the handkerchief back around his hand, the
tightness proving somewhat comforting.
The hall was empty now, all the guests gone, the cleaners beginning pick up the mess. Louis
was off in the distance, still arguing with the manager. And there, by the doors to the foyer,
there was Erik. He was with Emma and Azazel. Emma was saying something with a smirk on
her face, something Erik was trying very hard not to find funny. In the end, he gave both his
companions a stern look and turned away from them, allowing himself a small smile out of
sight.
Charles waved at him as he neared, watching Erik swipe two glasses from a forgotten tray
and a half-full bottle of Champagne from a table. He placed one glass in front of Charles,
filling it before sitting down and pouring himself a drink. He was leaning back in his chair
and smiling at Charles. It was a smile Charles had taken to bed that night.
Erik leaned forward and said. “A successful evening, don't you think?”
Charles nodded, holding up his glass. Erik picked up his own and promptly clinked glasses
with Charles. “Thanks to you.”
Erik shook his head. “Those people were here for you, Charles.”
Charles covered his face, wondering why his hand trembled. His chest shuddered as he
breathed out and managed to say, “Okay. We're not here.”
Erik was suddenly pulling him to his feet, taking him by his arm and towards a dance floor
full of people, the tables once again full of guests and chatter. Charles looked around,
unsteady on his feet.
They danced and Erik had an easy smile softened by drink and Charles' head swum with
Champagne. Charles moved closer and Erik had closed the gap between them and later
Charles ran the scene through his mind until he fell asleep.
Charles was alone, stranded, arms hanging down by his side. Blood dripped from his hand,
the drips making the only sound in the hall.
Her eyes were on him as she walked the ribbed circumference of the dance floor. In her
gloved hand was a glint of silver that shone into Charles' eyes, renewing the pain in his hand.
“What did you do?” Charles gasped as he fell to his knees, cradling his hand close. He looked
up at her, his head heavy. Her mind didn't match her face. She was leaving even as Charles
shuddered on the floor and shouted after her, “What did you do to me?”
“What did he tell you?” Raven asked Hank as she put away a box of groceries.
“Nothing. Besides, it's too early. I doubt Emma or Azazel will have found our mutant yet,”
Hank said.
Raven gave Hank a long thoughtful look. “I figured he'd be out there with them. He doesn't
seem the type to sit around and wait.” Hank nodded, shoving one hand in pocket, the other
idly scratching the back of his head. Raven had to ask, “What?”
“There's something no one's brought up yet,” he said tentatively. Raven had an idea what he
was about to suggest. “The police. We have a suspect, or at least, we have a face. Why are we
sitting on this?”
“No point,” Erik said appearing in the doorway. Hank and Raven both turned to look at him,
Raven feeling a little caught out. “We only found the images because of Emma's little trip
into my head, which would be completely dismissed. In the meantime, the media will catch
wind of it and before we know it the politicians will be calling to tag all mutants like common
pets. However, if the tests on Charles' tissue samples can prove he was poisoned, then maybe
someone will sit up and look at those images, which might somehow find themselves in the
hands of interested media outlets. Don't get me wrong. The police are perfectly capable of
doing their jobs. When you apply the right pressure.”
Something beeped in Erik's pocket and he turned to Hank, telling him, “I'll have something
for you in a moment actually.”
That was when Azazel appeared in the kitchen with Louis who looked rather tired and a little
bewildered. Erik asked him, “Did you get my message?”
“Yes, Erik,” Raven asked with a little annoyance as she took in Louis' dark circles and tired
eyes. “What is all this?”
“Yes, of course. He has an awful habit of just stuffing things back into the closet. I found this
in the pocket.” Louis reached into his pocket and pulled out a handkerchief with blood stains
that had now turned brown. He handed it to Erik. “This is what you wanted, yes?”
Erik nodded. “Yes.”
“Good,” Louis said. “Now tell me what the bloody hell is going on.”
Erik turned to Hank, holding out the handkerchief. “That night? I gave Charles this when I
saw his hand was bleeding. He had it wrapped around his hand the whole night and it looks
like its been in his coat ever since. Do you think-?”
Hank snatched the handkerchief. “The fibres might have traces, yes. This is, this is good. This
is really good.” He looked at Azazel. “Um, it would be really good if I could get down to the
lab. I mean, right now.”
Azazel gave Erik a rather stern look and then turned to Hank, holding out his hand. Before he
could go, Louis said, “I do hope you're not expecting me to make my own way back, young
man.”
Azazel clapped a hand on Louis's shoulder and then in a swirl of red they were all gone,
leaving Erik by the door and Raven behind the counter. She smiled at Erik who gave her a
bemused look.
“You had lunch?” she asked. Erik shook his head. She rapped her knuckles on the counter
top. “We'll have lunch then.”
Erik gave the counter a look before slowly shrugging out of his black jacket and neatly
hanging it over the back of a chair. He took up a place at the counter, looking up at her.
Raven grimaced and said, “I know. It's kind of disgusting. One week old laundry, right?”
The corner of Erik's mouth twitched up into a smile. “It's very disgusting.”
Raven was laughing quietly. “But, you can't help loving the guy regardless, right?”
Erik tilted his head at her, squinting in thought. For a moment she thought he might just say
something worth holding over his head once this was all over and they had the luxury of
happiness again. He just smiled and said, “What's lunch?”
“Good.” Raven nodded back. “It's pretty much all I can cook. They're not very good.”
Erik got up and walked around the counter. She stood next to him, frowning as he looked
around the kitchen and found a pan, placing it on the stove. He saw her questioning look and
shrugged. “I make good eggs.”
Raven smiled, nodding. She pointed at the refrigerator. “I'll get them for you.”
*
Charles sat up, shaking his head clear before getting to his feet and looking around.
Frowning, Charles walked off the empty dance floor, passing a table with an open champagne
bottle. Picking it up, he took a swig and then walked on, shouting, “Louis? Louis!”
No response. Not even a spark of Louis' thoughts. It was Erik and not his uncle who emerged
from the shadows, his coat missing, the front of his white shirt unlaced to show a generous
expanse of chest. Erik looked down at it and then back at Charles, arching a brow.
“Yes,” Charles said slowly. “You're right, no time for all that now.”
When he looked at Erik again, he was once again dressed impeccably respectable. What a
shame, thought Charles.
“It is,” Charles said with a nod. He looked down at his hand, pulling up his coat and shirt
sleeves. The blue tone of his skin had faded somewhat. “I suspect it's connected to this.
Whatever this is.”
He turned to frown at the dance floor where he had woken up. He'd seen something there,
hadn't he? A woman... it was already fading from his memory. He turned and pointed at Erik.
“I'm dreaming. Or hallucinating. Or both. The good news is, you feature heavily in both
cases, which makes it somewhat more bearable.”
But there was something else smeared onto the back of this dream, hallucination, whatever it
was. He focused on it until something hard appeared in his fisted hand. Charles frowned,
bringing up his fist and slowly opening it. A silver coin. Both sides looked smooth, though
Charles' fingers could clearly feel a raised pattern. His heart beat in a strange panicked
rhythm as he stared at the coin.
“You'll need to concentrate harder,” Erik said, voicing Charles' thoughts. Charles shook his
head. The coin wouldn't be smooth if he was meant to see the pattern. “Go ahead.”
Tempted, he thought about it for a second. A sharp pain lanced through his head and he
immediately dropped the coin, stepping away from it as if it might turn into a sea of acid and
consume him. His hand stung and Charles brought it up to his face, seeing it once again
wrapped in a handkerchief. Images flashed through his mind in a quick succession. The
woman. Her look. The sharp pain. Someone else's fleeting thoughts.
“Charles?” Erik said as they slowly swayed to the music, snapped back into a comforting
memory.
Charles nodded thoughtfully, looking at his bandaged hand on Erik's shoulder, concentrating
as hard as he could.
Raven folded her arms and sighed as she watched Calero inside Charles' room. Louis was
next to her, his anxiety quite palpable.
“They just keep going in there, doing more tests,” he said.
Raven nodded. “Calero said it could take up to forty-eight hours before we see a change. If
they identified the right strain.”
Louis said, “Two weeks he's been lying there. People are talking about him like he's already
dead.”
“He's going to be okay. I know he is.” Raven firmly told Louis. “Have you seen Erik?”
Louis nodded. “Every night. I caught him this morning too. He said he was dropping by on
his way to work, but I expect he's still obsessed with looking for this poisoner.”
“Emma and Azazel are chasing down everyone on their list. Erik's pretty much living in my
basement.”
“What's it going to achieve?” Louis asked. “We'll find out one of our own did this to Charles
of all people. I'm not sure I want to know.”
“Why not?” Raven said. “Someone tried to kill Charles. They shouldn't get away with it.
Human or mutant.”
Louis shook his head, but said nothing, his attention soon turning to Calero who was leaving
the room and stepping out into the corridor. “Doctor.”
She smiled at Louis and Raven. “The next batch of tests should have something. They're
going down to the lab right now and considering the Xavier Foundation just gave us a tonne
of data from their findings, we should have the results soon.”
“But you can't tell us anything now,” Louis said, disappointment evident in his tone.
Calero looked back at the room, frowning a little. “His readings are levelling out, that's
positive. We're still not sure what to make of his brain activity, but like I said before, there's
not a lot of research on the inner workings of a telepath's brain. They're a particularly cagey
bunch when it comes to sharing.”
“You have no idea,” Raven said with a smile. She looked at Louis who seemed exhausted as
if he hadn't been allowing himself the benefit of fatigue until the moment Calero had uttered
the word 'positive'. Raven reached out and took Louis' hand, squeezing it hard. He looked at
her and nodded.
“Thank you, Doctor Calero,” Louis said. She smiled and left them both outside Charles'
room. Louis patted Raven's hand and gave a firm nod. “He's going to be fine. You're right.
You're quite right, Raven.”
Raven smiled, looking at the figure in the plastic enclosure. He looked pale and frozen, a
million miles away, but Raven told herself he was coming back.
*
Erik hit sync and felt the datapad in his pocket vibrate as the information from Hank's
terminal transferred over. His eyes were itching, his vision beginning to swim from so much
fixed staring and now Hank was stomping down the stairs of the basement too loud for Erik's
liking.
“What a surprise,” Hank said. “You know, I see you more than I see my wife and son.”
Erik said, “I asked you to provide with me access, you said no. I have no other choice-”
“But to break into my house and use my things, yeah,” Hank said with a nod and sigh.
“Having Azazel teleport you here does not make it legal entry,” Hank said, falling into the
chair opposite Erik. “For that you would need to knock.”
Erik pointed at the computer terminal behind him. “You could just give me access.”
“It's bad enough you know I have this, let alone giving you free reign,” Hank said. “Charles
would have my head.” Erik scratched his stubbly cheek, not remarking anything in return.
Hank nodded. “You still think he's not going to wake up.”
“You didn't have to. It's why you're still here looking for someone to pin the blame on,” Hank
said.
“I'm here because whoever did this might be on the database,” Erik said. He pointed at Hank
and added, “Someone who might like to do this again.”
“Someone who took a shot, missed, and probably won't risk it again,” Hank countered. He
shook his head. “Have you seen this morning's news?”
“Just a picture of you leaving the hospital, looking like you've been sleeping rough,” Hank
said with a frown. “I'm surprised you let yourself get snapped, what, like three times this
week? You strike me as more careful.”
Hank was peering at Erik with something like suspicion. “You know, if you wanted to share
what's on your mind, I could actually be of help to you.”
Erik pondered on the remark as he eyed the computer on Hank's desk, still filled with endless
and tiring lines of information. Erik nodded and said, “Plan B.”
“Plan B? For?”
If he concentrated hard enough, focused, he could navigate his own dreams, reach out beyond
whatever it was that had him locked inside his own head.
Immediately, as the thought took shape, Charles was flipped onto his back and pinned to the
bed. He looked up in surprise, finding Erik smiling at him. "But wouldn't you rather stay
here?"
Charles narrowed his eyes at Erik. "But here isn't real, is it?"
Erik ground down against Charles, making him squirm. "Isn't it?"
Charles let out a strained breath. "I'm quite sure it isn't. Pity."
Erik sat back, straddling Charles' thighs as he smoothed his own hair back with both hands.
He looked as disappointed as Charles would have him look in this situation. Charles felt a
strange pull inside his chest, looking up at Erik who was so close yet felt so far away. Charles
reached out to stroke Erik's thigh, feeling no real warmth there.
Erik took Charles' hand, blinking at it, inspecting the tops of Charles' fingers. Charles looked
at his hand, the blue fading still, the way the fog in his mind seemed to be clearing. At that
thought, for just a moment, Erik's head appeared to be encased in a metal helmet. It flashed
bright in Charles eyes, as if he was being blinded by sunlight. He pulled his hand from Erik's
touch as if he'd been burned.
Erik stared at Charles in silence before quietly asking, "Dreams within dreams?"
He reached out and grabbed Erik's hand, pulling him down until Erik was blanketing Charles'
body. "I'm not. Sometimes I think I'm remembering."
"I think I wanted it to," Charles said, and there was that strange pain in his chest. Like
something heavy. Something twisting. The pain of terrible unfulfilled longing. "I thought
about it."
Erik pulled back and met Charles' gaze. "When did you think about it?"
Charles swallowed hard. "I... I don't know. This is someone else's dream. Isn't it?"
Charles blinked up at the ceiling which turned to clouds and sky as the bed turned to sand. He
kept the image in his mind, forcing it to clear, to make sense. Erik held him all the while.
Erik sat still in front of the counter, perched on a stool while Emma, Azazel and Raven stared
at him from Hank and Raven's kitchen table. Hank was somewhere behind Erik, busying
himself making sandwiches and mostly just making noise.
Erik wasn't sure exactly why Emma, Azazel and Raven were looking at him like he'd just
suggested making a human sacrifice. They only shifted their gaze when after a lot of banging,
something crashed loudly upstairs. Everyone looked at the ceiling.
Raven closed her eyes and sighed before getting up. “I'll be right back.”
This left Azazel and Emma looking at Erik with tired and annoyed eyes. Erik scratched his
jaw and said, “Is anyone going to say something?”
“We've been looking for our poisoner for days,” Emma said. “Days.”
Erik opened his mouth to speak, but Azazel cut in, holding up a hand. “We almost got
arrested for impersonating police officers.”
Erik heard Hank stop his chopping. “Were you impersonating police officers?”
“That is beside the point,” Azazel said. “I haven't slept in three days.”
“No one's slept in three days,” Emma said, her voice sounding slightly brittle. Erik looked
away, suitably guilt-ridden. “Also, are you living here now?”
Emma nodded. “Okay. Because you have an office, remember? A whole building actually.
It's part of your business. Remember that? The days we used to break into places to help you
make more money? The good old days when we could actually find you when we needed to
talk to you?”
“Wait... what... you really did that? You broke into-” Hank started.
“No,” Erik said to Hank who was now hovering instead of chopping. Erik could feel a stare
of judgement poking him between his shoulder blades. He said, “You have illegal access to a
highly confidential database.”
Hank was quiet for a moment. Then he very wisely said, “It's a valid point.”
“Thank you,” Erik said. To Emma he said, “I take it you don't like the new plan.”
“Babycakes, I love the new plan. The new plan is my best friend. Couldn't you have come up
with the new plan before the old plan?” she asked.
“This is why you've been courting the press,” Raven said, leaning against the door frame,
looking squarely at Erik. Erik looked at her mutely. “The elusive Mr. Lehnsherr's been caught
leaving the hospital looking unnaturally dishevelled. I thought something didn't seem right.”
“Whoever did this is watching too,” Erik said. “Waiting to hear that Charles is dead. If the
press find out he's made a recovery-”
“So does our poisoner,” Raven said with a nod. “And then?”
“We wait,” Erik said. “We wait for the job to be finished.”
Hank appeared from behind the counter, placing sandwiches on the table. “And you want
Raven to pretend to be Charles long enough for the press to get a picture.”
“What's to stop them?” Erik asked. “There's been no mention of foul play to the press or the
police. Everyone thinks Charles just has a straight forward case of mutant flu. No reason to
be careful.”
Everyone stared at him as if he had planned it this way all along. Erik remained calmly
seated, facing the mixed looks of surprise.
“And then what?” Raven asked. “We hand over whoever it was to the police?”
Erik hadn't thought past finding the perpetrator. All he knew was, he was looking for
someone and he had to succeed in finding them. “You're not the only one who cares about
Charles,” Raven said, making Erik look up into a challenging hot gaze. “You don't get to be
judge, jury and executioner, Erik.”
Erik nodded thoughtfully. If Charles lived through this, there would be no need to be
anyone's judge, jury and executioner.
If he didn't. Well, that was something Erik was trying not to think about.
*
The beach again and him, the one who wore the helmet, watching Charles. He wore that
yellow and blue suit. That metal helmet. He was not the Magneto everyone knew.
When he raised his arm and opened his fist, it made Charles stare in terror. He watched
something rise up from Magneto's hand, something metal.
Then he spent an eternity, watching a coin float towards him, someone else's terror nestling
inside his mind.
Raven peered out of the window. If anyone was watching her, it was being done very
discreetly. Erik stepped close to her and looked outside before gently pulling Raven away and
closing the blinds. He stepped back and looked at her, his eyes moving from her head to toe.
There was a flicker of something other than calm in Erik's gaze. Raven immediately changed
her skin back to her natural blue from the image of Charles.
Erik looked at the window and nodded. “They know Charles is in this room.”
“I hate to think how,” Raven said with a sigh, falling into the chair by Charles' bed. She took
a good look at him. “I've never gone this long without talking to him.” Erik was silent behind
Raven, still. “Can't imagine... if he.”
Raven laughed quietly at herself, shaking her head. She pressed her fingertip to the corner of
her eye, rubbing the wetness into her skin before it could form into anything else. She needed
Charles to tell her everything would be okay, but here she was alone.
Or at least, that was what she thought until she felt the firm pressure of a hand squeezing her
shoulder. She turned to look at Erik's hand, the comfort there as subtle a presence as the man
himself. She pressed her cheek to the back of his hand for a moment before standing up and
facing Erik, transforming once again into Charles.
“Feel like taking a little walk with your fiancé?” she asked, holding out her hand.
Erik looked at her, the corner of his mouth turning up slightly. He nodded and placed his
hand in hers.
Charles felt his breath get shorter, his skin begin to burn. Tears obscured his vision, but he
could still see Erik before him, hidden away inside that helmet.
They were looking into each other's eyes. When the cool metal touched the skin of Charles'
forehead, they were still locked together in each other's gaze.
And as Charles willed himself to wake up, he was still caught up in the colour of Erik's cold
and hungry stare.
And he screamed.
For the first time this evening, someone walked into Charles' darkened room. She was
looking at the tent with curiosity, her hand going to the pocket of her white coat. She reached
in and pulled out a syringe, one hand yanking open a flap on the tent. Then she stopped,
stepping back when she realised that nothing lay within the tent but a plastic dummy. When
she turned towards the door, Erik was there, stepping into the room.
“Is everything all right, Doctor?” Erik asked. Calero blinked at him. She mustered a smile
and nodded. Erik stepped towards her, his eyes on the syringe in her hand. “Were you
looking for Charles? He's been moved upstairs. As you know.”
“Erik?” Raven was on the threshold of the doorway behind Erik, no longer hidden in the
shadows of the room across the hall.
“It's Doctor Calero,” Erik said quietly, not moving his eyes from the woman in front of him
for a second. “She seems to have forgotten where Charles is.”
Calero suddenly lunged forward, aiming the syringe at Erik. Erik watched it whip out of
Calero's hand, drawn to him by his will rather than her intent. He opened his hand and let it
float into his palm, Calero stopping in her tracks and staring at Erik.
Looking at the syringe Erik asked, “Is this what you used the first time?”
Calero was watching him with wary eyes now. Erik reached out slowly, spreading his fingers.
He could feel metal on her, though he couldn't see it. He turned his hand, willing the metal to
move to her throat. Moving and wrapping. Tightening bit by bit. Calero's hands were at her
throat, her eyes wide as she choked.
“Erik, what are you doing?” Raven asked. Tighter, he thought, tighter. “Erik!”
And then it happened, the illusion broke. It was as if Calero had never been there. Instead
there was a man dressed in dark browns, his black hair floppy and his brown eyes red and
watering. He was pulling at a chain wrapped around his throat, the metal tags peeking
through his fingers. Erik brought his hand away and a moment later the man dropped to his
knees, gasping for breath.
“Who are you?” Raven now came to stand next to Erik, staring at the man. He was massaging
his throat, coughing and trying to breathe as he looked up at Raven. She pointed at Erik. “Or
maybe you want him to ask all the questions.”
“Drake,” he gasped, his head hanging down for a moment. “Drake Nestor.”
“Why are you trying to kill Charles?” she asked him.
“I don't know what you're talking about,” Drake said, standing up unsteadily. Erik looked at
the chain around his neck, watched it as it tightened around the liar's neck, this time very
lightly. It was enough to make him flinch.
Erik told Raven. “Get Emma. She'll get him to answer our questions.”
Erik smiled and answered, “Because our friend would prefer you stayed. I seem to have made
a bad impression.”
Raven glared at Erik, but turned to go, telling him, “Don't do anything stupid.”
“I wouldn't dream of it,” Erik told her with a probably far too pleasant smile.
He waited a few minutes before he shut the door with a simple thought, letting the syringe
float from his hand, moving ahead of him as he stepped towards Drake. The syringe stopped
first, right in front of Drake's forehead, the mechanisms inside it dying for Erik to tell them
what to do.
“This is probably where I'm supposed to say I won't hurt you. You don't have to be afraid,”
Erik said, standing inches in front and above Drake. “But as you may have gathered, you
should be very afraid.”
“What the hell do you want?” Drake asked, unable to keep a tremor from his voice.
“I want you to talk. Why did you try to kill Charles?” Erik asked. He could see he was about
to get a reply filled with bravado. “Think before you speak. I'm not in a humorous mood.”
“I don't know what you're talking about. I'm in the wrong room.”
Erik nodded. “Look at your hand. Careful, you wouldn't want to slip on the syringe. I
assume.”
Drake's eyes flicked down to look at his left hand. He was seeing the nail of his thumb slowly
changing, atom by atom turning to something cold and hard and metal.
“What are you doing?” Drake whispered. Erik stopped, leaving the nail looking strange and
unreal.
“You have a choice, Mr. Nestor. You can talk. Or you can watch me turn you into a lump of
metal. Piece by piece,” Erik said softly. Drake's eyes were wide, unbelieving. “Don't tempt
me to prove myself.”
The man swallowed. “Look, some guy paid me, okay? I got nothing against your friend. I
needed the money. I got a kid-”
“Someone paid you to do this?” Erik cut off his sob story. “Why as Sarah Rifkin?”
“Who?”
“The woman whose face you wore when you poisoned Charles,” Erik said.
“He never gave me a name. He just walked up to my table and said he had a proposition. He
said he'd call me when he needed me.”
“Not good enough,” Erik said, and the syringe pressed a little closer.
“No! Wait. Wait wait. I, uh, my buddy tailed him, okay?” Drake said breathlessly, his eyes
turned up at the syringe waiting at his forehead. “I know where you can find him and I can
tell you what he looks like. That's as good as a name, right? Right? Come on, get that thing
away from me.”
Erik reached into his jacket and retrieved his datapad, holding it up for Drake to see. “First,
the address.”
Drake shakily reached up and tapped the details onto the screen. When Erik looked at the
datapad, it was already searching out the location.
“It's an antiques place. I think he owns it,” Drake said. “He's always around. You can't miss
him. He's got this birthmark on his forehead. And, and he has this patch of white hair, right
on the back of his head.”
Erik nodded and put the datapad back into his pocket. He held his hand out for the syringe,
letting it float down into his palm. Drake sighed, his chest shuddering with relief, face
covered in a sheen of sweat. He gave Erik a wary look. “What are you going to do with me?”
Erik shrugged. “That depends entirely on whether Charles Xavier lives or dies. For your sake,
let's hope it's the former and not the latter.”
Drake opened his mouth to say something, stopping when Raven, Emma and Azazel
appeared in the room. They looked at Erik. He stepped away from Drake and held the syringe
out towards Azazel. “Get that to McCoy. Might prove useful.”
Erik nodded. “He did. And tomorrow afternoon, after some severe reflection, Mr. Nestor is
going to go to the police and confess everything.” Erik looked at Emma. “He's going to be
thorough. He's going to do his utmost to help the police find everyone involved in this. Is that
clear?”
Emma's mouth turned up in a smile. She turned to look at Drake who rightly looked very
suspicious. “Crystal, boss.”
“Someone paid him to kill Charles,” Erik said. “He doesn't know the name of the man. But he
knows enough to lead the police to him.”
“We hope the police can catch who's behind this without someone having to draw them a
diagram,” Erik said.
Erik shrugged and said, “You're too smart for your own good?”
“Or I know... I feel like I know you,” Raven said quietly, as if asking herself rather than
telling him. “The way I know Charles.”
“Too smart for your own good.” Erik turned from her, opening the door and waiting for her
to step into into the corridor before they started to walk away from the now deserted room.
“Want to come with me to see Charles?” Raven asked. “His folks left about an hour ago.”
Erik thought about the address on his datapad scratching the inside of his jacket and urging
him to go and find this man, but then Raven linked her arm with his and he thought about
sitting with her, waiting for Charles to wake up. Something about it appealed to him – a night
spent with someone other than just himself.
Besides, the best time to buy antiques was early in the morning.
Raven almost always slept the sleep of the dead. She slept deeply and dreamed rarely. But
curled up in the uncomfortable chair near Charles' bed, she slept fitfully, dreaming all manner
of nonsensical things. Things about Charles, about Erik, herself. When she woke, her head
ached as if she had been gritting her teeth throughout her sleep.
She stretched out of the impossibly uncomfortable position she had curled up in. Everything
hurt, the worst of it her neck and back. She turned to look at the chair next to her, staring at it
and sighing. Of course Erik was gone. He probably left the moment her eyes closed. Hell, the
moment she turned her back on him he had probably slipped away.
It was true that she didn't know Erik, but she had recognised a spark of obsession in him. He
wouldn't be able to leave this to the police. Whatever his intentions, he was going to go and
find the man who had set this all in motion. Raven got up and went to Charles' bedside. Erik,
out of curiosity or a misplaced sensed of revenge, was going after the man who had done this.
“He won't do anything stupid. I know. I mean, I don't know, but... he's not that stupid. Right?
Right?” Charles lay as still and as comatose as he had for two weeks.
“Um.” Raven turned to look at the doorway where Hank stood, hand raised in greeting.
“It's Erik,” she said. “I think he's about to do something really stupid.”
Hank nodded slowly, frowning at Charles' protective enclosure. “Is this what happens when
rich and famous people get engaged?”
“Hank.”
Hank held up his hands. “Right. Okay, what do you want to do?”
Raven left Charles' side and went to Hank. “Emma. She'll know where he's headed.”
Erik lifted his cup of coffee, drinking it far too hot. All the while he kept his eyes on the large
shop across the street. It was a corner building with a white brick façade, harking back to a
more classical age of design. The long thin windows were tinted enough to glimpse inside.
The lights came on eventually, half an hour after Erik arrived and ordered his coffee. Bit by
bit light flickered inside until the outlines behind the glass became sharper and clear. Erik put
his cup down when he saw movement, a figure inside the shop. Erik couldn't make out the
man's features, but someone was inside now and the doors were about to open.
Erik stood up, leaving his coffee unfinished and exiting the café. He jogged across two lanes
of morning traffic as he made his way across the street. As he stepped inside, he took a good
look at the objects displayed in the cool airy space. Some were encased in glass units and
others mounted on small plinths.
His eye was drawn to a glass unit holding a large volume, aged but in almost pristine
condition. He went to it, looking at the cover which announced it as the Memoirs of Magneto.
Erik heard footsteps, but didn't turn, allowing whoever it was to make their approach.
“A rare edition of five hundred pages on why mutants can only find freedom through
fighting,” a voice said from behind Erik. “The perfect counter-balance to the Professor's six
hundred pages of peace, love and understanding. You know what intrigues me about both
books?”
Erik turned around and saw the man who was speaking to him. He was of a fractionally
smaller build, his hair a dark brown, a too self-satisfying smile on his face and a birthmark on
his forehead, telling Erik everything he really needed to know.
“We still don't know a damn thing about these two men. Everyone knows about Magneto and
the Professor, about what they wanted and where they thought the other one failed. But we
still have no idea about exactly why they fell out, or even how they met or what the hell
Magneto was doing at Xavier's mansion all the time he was there. But, I suppose you're
already familiar with those grievances, Mr. Lehnsherr.”
The man held out his hand and smiled a bright and wide smile, one that Erik didn't trust. Erik
offered a brief and curt handshake. “Sebastian Shaw at your service. Tell me, Mr. Lehnsherr,
there's a been a rumour for years that Magneto's memoirs were written from a number of
journals, some of which might still exist. Do you think an admirer of the House of Magneto
might allow himself to be a little excited?”
“I would always recommend that you not base your business decisions on rumours, Mr.
Shaw,” Erik replied.
“I like it.” Shaw grinned, pointing at Erik. “What can I do for you, Mr. Lehnsherr? I would
have thought you're a man who already has everything he wants.”
Erik stepped around Shaw to look at a painting instead of the other man's irritating smile.
“Not everything.”
Erik stared so hard at the painting it became nothing more than a nonsensical collection of
colour. What was he looking for? He looked at the open door of the shop and the people
walking by outside. Somewhere in the corner an assistant was cleaning one of the units. He
turned his head in Shaw's direction, not bothering to look at him.
First a thoughtful silence and then, “Of course. I'll be right back and then we can go to my
office.”
Erik turned around and nodded, receiving an amiable smile. Shaw turned to walk away and
Erik saw the small patch of white at the back of his head, just like Nestor had mentioned. Erik
would have liked to throttle Shaw without asking any questions, but the man's body was
devoid of any metal and even Erik had reservations about wrapping something valuable
around Shaw's throat.
Shaw went to his assistant first, quietly telling him something, pointing at a few cases as he
did so before going to the back of the shop and disappearing through a door. Shaw probably
knew why Erik was here and maybe now he was running. Erik followed, going through the
same door. In the small corridor on the other side was another door, slowly closing. Erik
could hear Shaw's receding footsteps and followed.
He found himself at the top of a staircase that led down to some kind of store room. He could
see shelves and tables overflowing with boxes and unwrapped valuables. He couldn't see
Shaw though. Erik slowly and quietly made his way down into the basement, keeping his
senses wide open to catch Shaw, but then something threw him off balance. The door to the
basement clicked shut and as it did he felt a shudder run through his body.
He descended the stairs, looking at the various objects in the dense basement. There were
metal objects here. Objects he could see, but couldn't feel. He opened his palm to bring
something to him, anything, it didn't matter. But nothing came. Erik shut his eyes, gritting his
teeth.
Erik heard a sound, a shuffle, and quickly turned around, just in time to catch Shaw lunging
at him. Erik threw his arms around Shaw's waist, tackling him to the ground before smashing
his fist into Shaw's face. Still, Shaw managed to twist Erik off and even as Erik recovered,
Shaw bodily threw himself at Erik, sending him crashing into the side of a metal table, face
first.
As he rebounded, he fell to the floor where Shaw laid into him with a barrage of kicks. Just
when Erik thought he could make a grab for Shaw, the other man was bringing something
down. It connected with Erik's brow, hard and wooden, narrowly missing his eye. Erik
slumped on the floor, overcome by the taste and smell of blood. His vision was blurred,
bloody in one eye.
Shaw used the flat of his foot to turn Erik onto his back with a hard shove. He was standing
over Erik, a deep cut on the bridge of his nose and blood running out of both nostrils. He was
breathing hard from the exertion of his assault, limping away to lean against a table. Erik
blinked up at him, dazed.
“I knew you'd come,” Shaw was saying. “Today, tomorrow. Next year. Doesn't matter. What
matters is, I knew we'd finally meet. And look at you, here you are. Here we both are, as fate
decreed.”
Erik coughed, spitting blood and eyeing Shaw from where he lay.
“Have you ever heard of Colby Grey, Erik? Grey was a scientist. A mutant. He came up with
an interesting theory that mutants have the ability to preserve themselves beyond the scope of
human genetics. He suggested we might have the ability to save and transfer ourselves down
our own bloodline, allowing us to regenerate into new vessels, complete with access to the
memories of our dead selves. Reborn as our own great great great grandchildren. He called it
Mutant Regeneration Theory, but I think you can guess what he was really talking about.”
Erik gave Shaw a hard stare, pushing himself up to his feet slowly. His ribs flared in pain and
his head spun as he reached out to steady himself against a shelf. Shaw watched him with
interest the whole time.
“Reincarnation,” Shaw said. “He was re-writing the rules of reincarnation. People called him
crazy, but there were mutants who knew what he was talking about.”
“What does any of this have to do with you trying to kill Charles?” Erik grated out.
Shaw's expression grew lax. He almost seemed in a daze for a moment, utterly lost in thought
as he aimed his gaze at Erik, staring at him as if he wasn't using his own eyes at all. As if he
was looking at Erik from somewhere completely new.
“Colby had a follower. A new age oracle. She predicted the return of the first wave mutants.
She said they'd all rise again, that Magneto would return and take his rightful place in the war
against humans.” Shaw tilted his head at Erik. “She said it would all happen again. Magneto
and the Professor.”
Erik's head snapped up to stare at Shaw. “What are you talking about?”
Shaw stepped close to where Erik was standing, barely holding himself up. “I knew your face
before I even saw it on a screen. I knew your face in dreams I had as a boy. This face. You
don't believe me? I'll show you.”
Shaw turned around and hurriedly limped away to a cluttered desk. Erik looked around the
room, flexed his fingers as he urged metal to come to him. Nothing. There was a bronze
statuette in an opened crate nearby. Maybe enough to knock Shaw out if he got the chance.
Erik took a few steps to get him closer to the crate before he was forced to reach out for the
edge of the table nearby, gripping it hard.
Shaw was returning with a large book which he threw in front of Erik. “Open it.”
Erik tentatively opened it with blood stained fingers. The book contained sketches that were
dated back to decades ago. Each one was an image of him and yet, not him. It was his face,
yes, but there was a strange severity to the features that Erik had never seen in his own
reflection. Even his hair was as angular as the stern lines of his face.
And there were countless sketches of eyes. Piercing sharp gazes, pale and cold. Sometimes in
colour, sometimes in hurried dark pencil which had ripped the paper. Erik's eyes, staring so
hard and so hungrily. Erik shook his head and shoved the book away, staring at Shaw who
had never taken his eyes off Erik.
“I did those. All of them. Some of them probably when you were a boy. I knew your face
before you even grew into it,” Shaw said quietly. Erik frowned at him as Shaw's hand came
up slowly to reach for Erik, gently stroking the back of his head. “Tell me you remember.
Tell me you know my face.”
Erik stared at Shaw. Something about the way Shaw seemed to be staring right into Erik's
soul terrified him, but no, he did not know this face and he was glad. He pulled away from
Shaw, shaking his head. Shaw looked at him, smiled and drew back, slowly stepping away.
He opened up his arms towards Erik.
“Doesn't matter. What matters is you're here and you know you have a role to play,” Shaw
said with a happy smile. “You, Magneto, will help the mutants rise and you'll start by getting
rid of the most traitorous mutants. The Xaviers. And I will have helped put you on that path,”
Erik shook his head, giving Shaw a disbelieving look. “You're insane.”
“I also have you locked in a room where you can't use your abilities. I'd ask you to remember
your manners, Erik.” Erik didn't ask the obvious question. He couldn't care less. Shaw went
ahead and elaborated with a bitter smile. “I had to level the playing field. Just in case. See, a
few years after it manifested, I completely lost the use of my ability. A defective gene. Runs
in the family.”
Erik snorted in disgust. “About what? Killing Charles? Your reincarnation fantasies?”
Saw reached inside his white jacket and pulled out a black metal pistol, holding it up for Erik
to look at. “Twentieth century. Still works. Can you imagine a time when people were afraid
of small metal projectiles? This little thing here.”
Shaw took out a bullet from his pocket and loaded it into the chamber, snapping it shut when
he was done. He pointed the gun at Erik.
“Do you dream?” Shaw asked quietly. Erik stared at the gun, feeling an unnatural panic rise
in his chest, his gut twisting. It's all right, everything's all right, he found himself thinking.
“I'm waiting for an answer, Erik.”
“Night terrors?” Shaw asked quietly. “Dreams that feel like memories. And when you wake
up you feel like this is the dream.”
“When did they start? Twelve? Thirteen?” Shaw asked. “Did you ever lose control of your
powers while you were dreaming?”
“I dream about Magneto,” Shaw said. “Not the white-haired hero of the mutant masses.
When he was you. Young. Angry. He's watched me in all my dreams. And you don't even
know my face.”
Erik violently swept everything in front of him off the table, ignoring the several points of
pain that flared at the movement. Shaw's book fell back open on the floor, sketches scattering
out, Erik's own face staring back at him. He blinked down at the images, tremors running
through his body. He could hear a faint vibration of metal somewhere, his anger somehow
bleeding past Shaw's defences and the presence of metal creeping up Erik's spine like a low
buzz.
The lights in the basement switched off, the air conditioning cutting off too with a loud
clunking sound. Erik could hear the door opening, aggressive shouts and footsteps
descending. Somewhere in the dark Shaw still had his gun and Erik held his hand up, feeling
for it. He felt nothing when the gun fired, the bullet hitting something that smashed on
impact.
“Weapon on the floor, now!” someone shouted, focusing a thin beam of light on Shaw. “On
your knees, asshole!”
A light was similarly shone in Erik's direction as he was commanded, “On your knees! Hands
above your head. Do it!”
But Shaw wasn't prepared to go easily. With a yell he darted towards Erik, something glinting
in his hand. Erik willed the weapon away as Shaw collided into him, throwing him on the
ground and crushing his already abused ribs.
“Tell me I was there,” Shaw hissed, gripping the front of Erik's jacket as two men struggled
to pry him off. “I was there. I was a part of it. You said I made you into a weapon. I made
Magneto.”
“Fucking asshole's crazy,” someone grunted, finally pulling Shaw off as the lights in the
basement came back on.
Rough hands grabbed Erik and turned him over, pushing him down hard against the concrete
floor. His vision swam from the pain. He was being cuffed, thin partially-metallic fibres
tightening around his wrists.
“He's a mutant.”
Something cold touched the back of Erik's neck and then there was a jolt of heat slowly
spreading under his skin, followed by complete blackness.
Chapter 2
Chapter Text
Raven left for the first precinct as soon as the news feeds started overloading with one story
about a police raid on an antiques shop. The as yet unconfirmed rumour was that business
tycoon Erik Lehnsherr had been arrested along with antiques dealer Sebastian Shaw.
Out of breath, she was at the station thirty minutes after the news broke, breaking through a
crowd of hungry reporters. Somehow she managed to navigate her way through the crowd
and into the building and main incident room. There were officers milling around and paying
no attention to the raised voices in a corridor at the end of the room.
“Don't due process me, bub,” a gruff voice snapped. “Tranquillisers are only to be used when
mutants present a visible threat. From where I'm standing, your officers are a little confused
about how threatening Mr. Lehnsherr was acting.”
“Look,” a man snapped back. “Your guy was found in suspicious circumstances and my men
had to make a decision. We treated Lehnsherr the way we would have treated anyone else in
that situation. He doesn't get special treatment just because he's a rich mutant.”
“No. He just gets the special treatment reserved for most mutants.” Raven moved towards the
corridor when she heard Emma's voice.
At the same time a woman rushed past Raven so quickly they both almost collided. Raven
watched her knock on the door and disappear into the office when she was gruffly told to
come in.
Raven moved towards the opposite wall to look through the slim gap between the door and
frame. Through it she saw Emma looking pale and angry and next to her a man with a very
familiar intense stare. Another man was with them, wide-shouldered, thick-haired and in a
suit that fit neatly over a lean body.
She could just about see the woman who had walked in, MacTaggert, slender of build and
brown haired. She said, “Sir, you'll want to see this. It just came in from the hundredth
precinct. It's... you should read it.”
There was silence for a moment before Raven heard, “Do the press have wind of this yet?”
“I will gladly answer them in the courtroom. Your man's free to go. Take him before I change
my mind. MacTaggert, get them out of my office.”
Raven saw the door open and MacTaggert walking out and waiting for the others. One of the
men with Emma stepped towards the door but then turned back for some final words for the
chief.
“I'll be seeing you in the courtroom, Chief,” he said with a smile that was laced with
contempt. “Buy a nice suit.”
“MacTaggert!” the Chief exploded.
She grimaced and shut the door, glaring at the man before walking on. Emma and the two
men followed, completely ignoring Raven until she called out for Emma who turned and
frowned at her. Raven looked down at herself, seeing her pale hands. Of course. Police
stations and their mutation inhibitors.
Emma stared at Raven. She looked visibly annoyed. “I prefer you blue. And him, red.” She
pointed to the man with the intense eyes.
“Azazel?” Raven stared at the pale-skinned, light-haired man. He gave her a mute nod. Raven
sighed and asked Emma, “Have you seen Erik yet? Is he under arrest?”
Emma shook her head and took Raven's hand, pulling her along. “No. He's in custody. For
his own good apparently.”
“I'm sorry, who are you?” MacTaggert asked, holding up a hand before Raven could go
further.
“Family,” Azazel and Emma's friend answered before Raven could. MacTaggert looked at
them with suspicion and continued leading on, allowing them to follow. The man held out his
hand to Raven and said, “Logan.”
Raven shook his hand. “Raven. You guys have any idea what's going on?”
Emma shook her head. “All we know is that someone placed an anonymous call to the cops
about some suspicious mutant activity at Shaw's place. Which is pretty lucky if you think
about it. Can you imagine what would have happened if they had told the police a mutant was
possibly in danger? They'd all still be out to lunch.”
MacTaggert said over her shoulder. “How could you possibly know about that call?”
Emma shrugged. “You know how it is, us mutants. There's just no telling what we can do.
Are you going to arrest me now?”
MacTaggert shook her head. “You know, you hate humans for thinking all mutants are the
same, but where do you get off thinking all humans are the same? We're not all out to get
you.”
“That's sweet,” Logan said. “I feel a mutant human group hug coming on.”
MacTaggert snorted, marching on. They all followed in silence until they reached a quiet
underground level. She made them wait at the main desk under the scrutiny of an officer who
was looking at them with open suspicion, amongst other hard to conceal emotions. It was
over ten minutes later that the door opened again and Erik could be seen coming up the
corridor. MacTaggert was hovering, ready to give support and Erik was almost shaking with
his stubbornness to keep upright unaided.
When he reached them, Emma and Azazel immediately went to him, taking up a place under
each arm. Erik's fingers fisted the coat material at Emma's shoulder as he looked at her and
nodded in some silent communication. Logan was staring at him with quiet fury before he
turned his gaze on MacTaggert who at least had the decency to look ashamed.
Raven frowned, her stomach tying into a knot as she stared at Erik. There was dry blood
down one side of his face and even in his hair. There was a bloody and painful cut at the top
of his lip, extending upwards. Still, he looked across at Raven with clear and bright eyes that
made her smile for him.
He scrolled through his datapad and said, “We're still waiting for the medic.”
“You're still waiting for the medic?” Logan asked, voice low. “He can barely stand.”
Powell glared at Logan. “I don't appreciate that tone, sir. I think you should calm down.”
Logan grinned, looking rather manic. “Sweetheart, I'm calm. You'd know if I wasn't calm.”
“Logan.” Erik said, his voice low, but stern. “We're done here.”
“Your friend would have looked worse if our guys didn't turn up. So how about you check
the attitude?” Powell snapped.
“Officer,” MacTaggert snapped. “How about we let these people leave before you get
slapped with another court order.”
MacTaggert looked at Emma. “Take your friend home. If things were handled badly here, its
your prerogative to ask questions and get answers. But now's not the time.”
“Erik!” Raven gasped as he seemed to slump forward, hanging like a rag doll.
Logan exchanged places with Emma. She went to peer at Erik's face, lightly slapping his
cheek. He mumbled something incoherently, which made Emma laugh a little, though when
she turned away from him, her eyes were glassy. Raven bit her lip.
They all followed MacTaggert up towards the back of the building and into the deliveries
loading bay. Between one step and the next, Azazel was once again himself and when Raven
looked at her hands they were blue.
Azazel reached out for Raven and Emma took Logan's free hand. They all gladly left
MacTaggert alone, appearing in Erik's bedroom a second later.
Raven frowned, watching Logan and Azazel laying Erik out on top of the bed-covers. Erik
was blinking slowly, forehead creased with confusion or perhaps pain.
Emma knelt down beside him on the bed and placed her hand gently against his face as she
told him, “Sleep.”
Logan was taking off his jacket and rolling up his shirt sleeves, sitting down next to a
sleeping Erik. Azazel came to Raven's side and gave her what appeared to be a reassuring
nod. She watched Logan nod to Emma who then pressed her hand against Erik's forehead and
closed her eyes. Her face twitched in discomfort until she jolted, her eyes snapping open.
Logan nodded, reaching towards Erik's shirt and shoving it up his torso. Everyone grimaced
at the livid bruising over Erik's left ribs. Logan pressed his hand against them and his face
took on a look of deep concentration. They watched him for what seemed like forever, but
couldn't have been more than a minute.
“Fuck,” Logan mumbled before his eyes rolled back into his head and he toppled backwards
off the bed, falling on the floor with a thump.
Raven stared at him and looked at Emma who was running her hands over Erik's ribs, now
bruise free. When she looked up she was smiling.
She caught Raven's look and then spotted Logan on the floor, completely unconscious. She
waved a hand. “Oh, don't worry about him. He'll be fine. That's his thing, healing and
regenerative abilities. Though, the former is limited. As you can see.”
Raven gave her an incredulous look. “We couldn't just go to the hospital?”
“He doesn't like them. Or doctors.” When Raven frowned, Emma added, “But apparently, he
makes an exception for comatose Xaviers.”
Raven looked at Erik, his face still an obscene mess. She shook her head. “What happened?”
“After you called, we put in an anonymous call to the police,” Azazel said, “I have a feeling
they got there just in time.”
Emma snorted. “In time for what? Getting off on arresting the richest mutant in the city?”
“In time to find him alive. The news feeds are filled with Shaw's affiliations with extremist
mutant groups. I hate to think about what he wanted from Erik,” Azazel said flatly.
Raven sighed before Logan caught her eye again. “Are we just going to leave him there?”
Images were flickering through Erik's mind quicker than he could catch them. The only thing
he could see was one image underneath them all. The face of Sebastian Shaw, the wide grin
on his face drowning under bright blue light.
Erik awoke with a quiet gasp, his eyes snapping open to find himself staring up at his
bedroom ceiling. He was in pain, but not as much as he had expected. He felt his ribs, finding
his shirt missing and only a very dull ache. Erik made a tentative effort to sit up.
Erik turned back to see Logan occupying the other side of his bed. He was sitting there with a
datapad on his lap and Erik's cigarillo box open on the bedside table. Erik pulled himself up,
swinging his legs off the side of the bed, turning his back to Logan completely. Someone had
kindly taken Erik's trousers too, leaving him in his shorts and allowing him to see bruises he
hadn't realised he had sustained.
Erik shook his head, turning away. He started to say Logan shouldn't have, but found himself
abandoning the argument before it could begin. Instead he made an attempt to get up on his
feet.
“I don't think that's a good idea,” Logan said, just as Erik stood. The world seemed strange
for a minute, as if everything might turn to water, but it settled and Erik remained stable on
his feet. “You should probably sleep the sedatives off.”
Erik ignored Logan, heading for the bathroom. He relieved himself first before taking off the
shorts and stepping into the shower. The water stung mostly over parts of his face, but the
heat was already driving away the aches in his body.
“Hey, think you can tell me what happen down there?” Logan asked from the doorway after
Erik had been in there a while. Erik shook his head, putting his palm against the wall and
leaning. “Okay, you're done here.”
Logan turned off the spray, holding out Erik's dressing gown, but making no move to be
helpful. Erik took the gown and pulled it on. He caught his reflection in the mirror. A huge
bruise had bloomed around his right eye and a cut was visible on his brow. On the left side of
his face was a similarly ugly cut on his top lip. Erik stared at the injuries, but all he could see
was Shaw's face and that manic smile.
Erik turned to Logan and said, “Drake Nestor. Did the others fill you in?”
Logan frowned at Erik. “Yeah. The guy who went for Xavier.”
“Any news on him?” Erik asked, moving past Logan, back into his bedroom to get dressed.
Logan was quiet enough that Erik turned away from his closet to look back at the other man.
“What?”
“It's serious, isn't it? You and Xavier,” Logan said, his voice low and thoughtful. Erik
frowned at him and turned back to the closet, pulling out a shirt and pair of trousers.
He was still dressing when Emma walked in and said with surprise, “He's up.”
Logan gave her a sour look and headed for the door. “About time. I'm done babysitting.”
Emma frowned at him as he left and then at Erik. “You guys have a fight?”
“It's just Logan being Logan,” Erik said, buttoning his shirt. He grabbed a pair of socks and
boots, sitting down on the edge of his bed under Emma's gaze.
“About?” Erik focused on his socks, on the fastening of his boots and then smoothing down
his clothes as he stood up.
“About?” Emma said icily. “About you telling me and Azazel to send off Nestor while you
went after Shaw. What the hell were you going to do? Kill him? Why did you need to go
there at all?”
“I don't know!” Erik snapped. He calmed his breathing when he heard the rattle of objects
around the bedroom. “I just needed to see him.”
“What happened, Erik?” Emma walked up to him, her eyes on the dark red cuts on his face as
he shook his head. “Erik.”
Erik grabbed her hand, pulling it to his temple, holding it there and inviting her in to all his
thoughts, every word he had exchanged with Shaw. Words he wished he could forget. She
snatched her hand away as if she'd been burned, staring at Erik with an odd sheen over her
eyes as she swallowed.
“We're all sitting around with our destinies planned out? Flesh puppets waiting around for the
assholes who blew it the first time around? I don't think so, honey,” Emma said quietly. “He's
just an insane little man.”
“Erik,” Azazel said, walking into the room and stopping when he saw Emma and Erik,
standing there locked in each other's gazes. “Anna just arrived. She's downstairs and she's
angry.”
Emma smiled at Azazel, the effort looking painful. “And the good news is?”
Azazel gave them both a nod and replied, “Raven called from the hospital. The groom just
woke up.”
Raven stood watching on the other side of the window to Charles' room. Calero was in there
with a nurse, both of them putting Charles through new tests. The tent from around his bed
was gone and she could now see that over two weeks of being cocooned had left Charles
looking pale and sickly. He still seemed to have little mobility, lying still as Calero spoke to
him and ran diagnostic rods across his body, but the way his fingers twitched said he couldn't
wait to sprint out of the hospital.
“Raven,” Louis said as he joined her at her side with a smile. It was amazing how the
tiredness and strain of waiting had simply vanished from his face.
“I just put them in a shuttle,” Louis said. “They're going back to the mansion. I suspect they'll
remain here until Charles is back on his feet. Did you call Erik?”
Raven couldn't help but mimic the look on Louis' face. “He looked bad.”
“Anna was furious when she saw the news,” Louis said. “I tried to calm her down, but I don't
think it did much good. Why would it, I suppose? Erik's like a son to her.”
Raven smiled, seeing the soft look on Louis' face as he looked at Charles through the
window. Charles noticed, raising his hand ever so slightly in a wave of sorts. They both
waved back.
Louis sighed, quietly telling Raven, “What a strange experience this has been.”
“Erik has turned out be... he's an extraordinary young man,” Louis said thoughtfully. “There
were times when I looked at the way he was sitting there by Charles' bed, I could have sworn
they'd been together for years and not days. He's certainly the Lehnsherr who's going to
succeed where others failed. He and Charles are finally going to bring the Houses of Magneto
and Xavier together in peace.”
“Why, the blink of an eye, my dear,” Louis said. The door to the room opened, Calero and
the nurse stepping out. Calero nodded to her colleague and he left swiftly. “Doctor, how's the
patient?”
Calero smiled, evidently pleased. “Your nephew is doing remarkably well for a man who just
spent over two weeks in a coma.”
Calero nodded. “The drugs are working and combating the virus very nicely. He should be
going home very soon at this rate. He's tired and a little weak at the moment, so I would let
him get as much rest as possible. Not too many visitors.” She smiled and turned to leave.
“Oh, uh, Doctor?” Raven called out. Calero turned, brows raised. Raven said, “Highly
inappropriate, but-” She stepped forward and hugged the doctor, tight but brief, eliciting a
laugh from the other woman. “Thank you. For everything.”
Calero smiled and said, “Ms. Darkholme, not that we didn't try our utmost best, but if Doctor
McCoy hadn't given us the lab results from the fibers identifying the poison, the prognosis
could have been very different.”
“Well, thank you for not ruling anything out,” Raven said.
“Thank you,” Louis said, watching her depart. He took Raven's hand and pulled her into
Charles' room, smiling at his nephew.
Charles smiled at them both. Raven pulled away from Louis, letting him take a seat as she
hopped onto the edge of Charles' bed, fitting herself along his side.
“You are not allowed to do that again,” Raven said, poking his arm.
Charles nodded, putting on a very serious face before answering with an incredibly rusty
voice. “Never.”
She took in the exhaustion around his eyes, his pale skin with an almost blueish tinge to it,
making the flushed colour of his cheeks and irritated rims of his eyes stark in comparison.
“Two weeks?” Charles said, his voice sounding unused and painful.
“Two weeks and three days,” Raven said. Charles gave her an incredulous look, blinking at
her rather comically. “What's the last thing you remember?”
“I think... Anna's wallpaper. She has actual and wonderful wallpaper in her home.” Charles
frowned, squinting until he almost had one eye closed. “And Erik's childhood room. I'm fairly
sure he was being very difficult about letting me see it.”
Both Louis and Raven laughed. She looked at Louis, catching his gaze. No doubt he was
thinking about the Erik they had gotten to know recently, just like her.
Raven smiled at Charles and started to fill him in on two weeks of waiting.
“What were you thinking?” Anna snapped, her words square and angular with anger.
Erik remained seated on the couch, one leg crossed over the other, the fingers of one hand
tapping the armrest. Somewhere in the kitchen Logan, Emma and Azazel were being as
discreet as a black spot on a white wall, deathly silent and clearly listening.
Anna gave him a frustrated look. “This man, he could have killed you. Why did you need to
go to him if you already had him incriminated?”
“Damn it, Erik!” Anna said angrily. “You have a reputation to think of, a name.”
Erik nodded. “Of course. The House of Magneto. All of us paragons of virtue. What was I
thinking of, sullying such a great name?”
Something or someone seemed to fall over in the kitchen, the sound loud and screeching.
Erik could hear Logan remark, “Smooth.”
Anna didn't appear to notice, her gaze fixed on Erik. She frowned at him and he had to look
away, in no mood for indulging her disappointment in him. But then she sat down next to
him, taking his hand, covering his bruised knuckles with her fingers.
“Erik, you are the best of the Lehnsherrs,” she said simply. “It's your name you have to
protect. The reputation that you've made for yourself. You've become the man your parents
wanted to see. Don't let anger put you on a different path. This man, Shaw? He is nothing.”
Erik looked at her and she smiled. “Charles is awake and well. This man is under arrest. So
let it be now.” Anna leaned close and kissed Erik on the forehead, while he sat mildly
bewildered.
When she pulled back with a pat on his hand, Erik looked away from her. “I wanted to see
who could hate Charles so much. All I found was a madman.”
Anna said, “What if something had happened to you? What would I do, Erik?”
“I dunno. Seeing you yell at him never really gets old,” Logan said, emerging from the
kitchen, Emma and Azazel close behind.
Anna got up, giving Logan a look. “Azazel, please take me to Louis. He'll be at the hospital.”
She looked down at Erik, holding out her hand which he took. “See Charles in the morning.
Sleep tonight, please.”
Erik gave her hand an assenting squeeze and let it go. She smiled at him and went to Azazel,
putting her arm through his and giving him an elegant nod before they both disappeared. Erik
stood up from the couch slowly, drained.
Emma was shaking her head at the empty space where Anna and Azazel had stood. “Dame's
got class.”
“Another time, maybe,” Emma said, “when I have enough stamina for your kind of dropping
off, which as I recall involves hitting every bar in this town before you literally do just drop.”
“We're not all trying to pickle our brains, honey,” Emma said, crossing the room and heading
towards the corridor. Erik tried not to glare at her for deserting him, receiving a wink from
her. As she stepped into the elevator, she called out just before the doors closed, “You two
play nice now.”
Logan pulled one of his many faces of irritation and nodded at Erik. “Emma and Azazel gave
me the run down on everything up to you running off to get tranqued by the cops. We still
need to sit down and run through what happened between you and Shaw.”
Erik tiredly ran a hand over his aching face. “There's not a lot to tell.”
“Then it shouldn't take too long.” Erik looked at Logan, hoping he was clearly projecting his
lack of enthusiasm, whilst furiously trying to block out the images of Shaw's sketches. Logan
frowned at him before his expression relaxed and he held up a hand. “Or, we could do it
tomorrow. When you're not full of government sanctioned narcotics.”
Erik nodded as Logan picked up his jacket from the nearby armchair, along with a too full
leather satchel which he slung over his shoulder. He rifled through his jacket pockets until he
found what he was looking for, lighting up a cigarillo, blowing out his first breath with great
relief.
Erik grabbed Logan's arm just as he took a step to leave. Logan frowned at the hand gripping
his forearm. Erik said, “Shaw and Nestor. I don't want them to walk away from this.”
Erik found himself under Logan's scrutinizing gaze, his eyes narrowing as he read Erik's face,
very obviously travelling over the cuts and bruises. He gave a slow nod, blowing smoke from
the corner of his mouth.
“They won't.” Erik withdrew his hand. Logan gestured with his head towards Erik's face.
“Want me to take care of that?”
Erik thought about Charles seeing this colourful palette of crazed violence. Erik could visit
later, leave while Charles would be sleeping, just to satisfy himself that Charles was alive and
well. Erik had felt he had been manhandled enough to last a while.
Logan nodded, taking another smoke of his cigarillo, this time thinking nothing of making
Erik the recipient of his smoke. When he drew the cigarillo out of his mouth, he used it to
point at Erik. “I need a drink. Get some sleep. You look like crap.”
Logan walked away, striding down the corridor towards the elevator, leaving Erik alone in
the apartment seconds later.
Charles was awake, Erik thought as he went to the windows to look at the New York skyline
which was slowly being blanketed by evening. Alive, well and awake. Despite the best
efforts of Shaw and Nestor, both Erik and Charles were still here. Erik stared at the windows,
watching the sun set, orange and fiery.
He could make out his barely visible reflection in the glass, tilting his head, looking for that
hateful gaze. That gaze which Shaw had drawn over and over. Wide glass eyes, watching
something entrancing. Something unmissable. Erik touched the edge of the reflection,
reaching out for his own face. He could still hear the hiss of Shaw's voice, insistent and sure.
Charles was drifting asleep, his mind running over the events of the day. He had woken up
out of a black fog, or perhaps, maybe it was more like rising up from a tar pit, weighed down
and fighting for clarity. Someone had yelled at him and the most likely candidate was Raven.
Doctors and prodding followed. Then family, friends and hugging followed. Then it was
evening and Louis and Anna were ushered away from his bedside, instructed to return in the
morning. Charles was to rest, despite him pointing out that he hadn't spent almost three weeks
sprinting around the hospital.
Yet, despite not sprinting around the hospital for almost three weeks, he felt tired. His body
felt tired and his mind felt as if stuffed with cloth, all the way out into his ear canals. It was
almost like being under water, sinking one moment and bobbing back up the next. He
couldn't wait for the drugs to be out of his system and for his senses to be back online the
way evolution had intended.
He continued to drift towards sleep with his thoughts rotating in his mind and though deep
sleep would come easily, a whisper of cloth had him instantly awake. Still, he kept his eyes
closed. He could hear light footfalls, someone trying very hard to be quiet. They stopped, far
from the bed, remaining still for a long time. Then finally, another sound of movement, a
twisting against fabric and the slightest squeak of shoes on the tiled floor.
Charles opened his eyes and though the lights were at their dimmest, Erik's tapered frame
was easy to identify even under the long black coat as he attempted to leave the room.
Charles allowed himself a small chuckle and Erik stopped in his tracks. He half-turned about,
his face looking severely sharp, half in shadows. The corner of his mouth was turned up in
amusement.
“You're taking strong and silent to ridiculous heights,” Charles said, his voice still unsteady
from lack of use.
Erik turned completely around, amusement loitering around his mouth. “I didn't want to wake
you.”
“I think I've slept enough for a lifetime,” Charles said quietly as he watched Erik step closer,
his face finally coming into full view when he sat down in the chair by Charles' bed.
A quarter of his face was coloured purple/blue and an inch from the end of his brow was a
dark vertical cut, deep and painful looking. In the opposite quarter of his face was a cut that
ran up from his lip, the surface around it looking painful and bruised. Erik sat there watching
Charles as if he had no more than a scratch.
“I hear you've been busy. Solving mysteries. Fighting crime,” Charles said, smiling at Erik,
who frowned. “Raven. Can't keep a secret to save her life. She said if you hadn't asked Louis
to rifle through my dirty laundry, the situation could have been rather different.”
Erik's mouth twitched, half a smile for half a second. “I had help.”
Erik looked at his hands which lay linked together in his lap. “We all had quite the
incentive.”
Charles let his head loll to the side as he sighed and looked at Erik's bruises. “You're not
going to say a thing about the state of your face, are you?” Erik's answer was to slowly shake
his head. “This Shaw. Why-”
“He took me by surprise,” Erik said, very seriously, which prompted a laugh out of Charles.
“I believe you, completely,” Charles said. They both chuckled quietly, until Charles felt
compelled to look away from Erik's terribly pale eyes for a moment, before he was drawn
back to the colour of his bruises. “I hope you didn't lose too much sleep because of me.”
Erik gave Charles a long thoughtful look, his eyes somehow picking up even the dim light,
looking as if they were glowing ever so slightly. Quietly, he said, “No, not too much.”
“Good,” Charles said, voice falling to a whisper as he recognised the lie. “I would hate that.”
Erik's face seemed to soften, despite the harsh colouring of his bruises. “How are you?”
“The doctor said I could be going home in the next few days.”
Charles gave Erik a long look, letting Erik see he was being closely observed. “You should
go. Sleep in a proper bed instead of these awful hospital chairs.” Erik frowned at him and
Charles elaborated, “One of the nurses told me that a particular visitor has been keeping me
company at night. She described him as handsome, but rather prickly.”
Erik arched a brow at Charles, smiling. Somewhere under the weight of drugs and
exhaustion, Charles felt a string being pulled inside his chest, followed by a bloom of warmth
that went all the way up to his cheeks and all the way down to his knees. Selfishly, it made
him want to reach into Erik's mind and leaf through anything labelled 'Charles Xavier'. But
his mind was blurred with drugs and illness, everything out of reach. It made his head hurt.
Charles let his eyes shut for a second, easing some pressure.
He meant to wake, to keep talking to Erik. Though Charles felt as if he had fallen
unconscious barely a day ago, waking to find out weeks had passed, it felt different with Erik.
It felt like an eternity had passed since they had spoken to each other. Since they had lay on
the bed by the window in Anna's house. Too long. Charles forced an eye to open as he felt
himself precariously approaching the edge of sleep.
Erik was sitting there, head hanging to one side, a furious frown marring his forehead and
eyes shut. His mouth was slightly open, as if it might purse around a word any moment. Or
maybe he'd been thinking to say something when he fell asleep. Charles blinked at him
slowly, extending tendrils of his mind to coax Erik open a little, to feel a little of what he was
feeling.
Nothing. Just the noise of Charles' own mind and the empty dull sounds of the hospital,
heartless echoes of the night and irritating whispers of people. Even with the drugs, there
should have been something surely, errant thoughts curling into emotions.
Charles could feel himself falling asleep, wearing the same frown as Erik.
It was a tap on his shoulder that had woken Erik. He turned his head to see Azazel waiting by
his chair, looking tired enough to make Erik feel extremely guilty. He stood up immediately,
giving Charles a quick parting look, finding him asleep. Turning to Azazel, he nodded,
promptly feeling a hand clapping him on his shoulder. They arrived by the foot of Erik's bed,
where Azazel gave Erik a light shove. Erik sat down with a frown.
“Orders from your aunt. But I stop at tucking you in,” Azazel said.
Azazel gave Erik a parting two-fingered sloppy salute and disappeared. For once, Erik felt
too tired for his neat and regulated existence which required a man to sleep in clothes meant
for sleep and required a man to tidy away his things before he slept. For once, Erik fell asleep
in his bed without removing even his shoes.
It was no surprise to wake and find Logan staring at him as if he'd metamorphosed into an
insect. Well, it was a surprise to find Logan there so early, but the look on his face wasn't
anything that needed explaining.
“What time is it?” Erik croaked somewhat embarrassingly, lifting his head up to look at
Logan. “What are you doing here?”
Logan's expression was somewhere between unbelieving and annoyed. “Almost seven.
MacTaggert's coming down to see you today. No idea about what. Could be an apology,
could be a prettier pair of cuffs. We need to get your story straight before she gets here.”
Erik sat up and said, “Like I said before. There's not much to tell.”
“Yeah, well, like I said, it shouldn't take long,” Logan said. Erik grit his teeth, annoyed with
the prospect of having to visit the ugly situation all over again. “Hey. If there's something
going on here that could get you into deep shit, I need to know now, bub. You got that?”
Erik looked up at Logan and slowly told him, “I'm not an imbecile.”
“Well, stop acting like one then,” Logan said. “I'll wait for you downstairs. Let's get this out
of the way.”
Charles watched another nurse walk past his room. He could hear the sound of the nurse's
shoes on the floor. He could hear her talking to the man she was accompanying. He could
hear voices and noises beyond them. He could hear the noises in his own room. He hadn't
realised the world was this noisy all the time, each noise harsh and abrupt, ugly unlike the
soft and wispy nature of people's thoughts and emotions. It was almost as unbearable as the
first bloom of telepathy in his youth, that uninvited barrage of other people's thoughts.
Louis stepped into the room, his appearance unannounced. Louis usually felt like well-being
and warmth and something Charles had once felt during a stormy night, Louis next to him on
the couch, telling him dreadful stories that wouldn't scare a toddler. Charles couldn't sense
any of it. Louis was just a body and face and words and actions. That silent part of him which
spoke to Charles so naturally was absent.
“Charles, there's a police officer here to see you,” Louis said. “I told her I'd make sure you
were up to it first.”
Charles nodded, sitting up in his bed. The people around him were only forthcoming in terms
of gossip, not the actual reality of the fact that someone had wanted to kill him and done a
very good job trying. “I'm fine, Louis.”
Louis frowned at Charles and said, “Are you sure? You seem off.”
Charles forced a smile. “I'm fine. Besides the whole coma thing. I want to meet this officer.
You and Raven have been absolutely useless as informants.”
Louis smiled, nodding and leaving the room. He returned with a mousy haired woman in a
black uniform, pistol strapped to her thigh. Her hair was pulled back in a tight pony-tail and
her appearance was meticulous in its seriousness and neatness. She had clever eyes. But then,
Charles was guessing. It was all guesswork now.
She stepped close to the bed and held out a gloved hand. “Doctor Xavier. Officer
MacTaggert.”
MacTaggert looked at Louis with some apprehension. Charles followed her gaze. Maybe this
was something Louis could do without hearing. “Louis, I think I could have that sandwich
now, if you don't mind.”
Louis gave Charles a worried look, before aiming an altogether different kind of look at
MacTaggert. Clearly he was ignorant of the fact that his silent warnings were no real match
for the loaded pistol she was carrying. “Of course not. I'll be right back.”
He left, slowly, shutting the door behind him under Charles and MacTaggert's joint gaze.
When he was gone, she turned to Charles and said. “Doctor, you're aware the hospital filed an
official report with the police on your case?”
She nodded. “Yesterday a man by the name of Drake Nestor gave himself up at the hundredth
precinct, confessing to attempted murder. He's signed a statement in which he admits to using
his mutation for illegal purposes, impersonation in this case, damaging public property, the
fire alarm system in the building where you held your fundraiser, and finally, poisoning you
with an illegally obtained strain of the MU1 virus.”
“We'll be liaising with the hospital for blood and tissue samples they took from you, to match
with vials of chemicals that were found at Mr. Nestor's residence. Nestor also named a
second man in his statement, a Mr. Sebastian Shaw.”
“Yes, I saw his arrest on the news. Several times actually,” Charles said.
“Mr. Nestor pointed the finger at Mr. Shaw as the man who paid him to kill you. Mr. Shaw,
as you may be well aware, is also under investigation for attacking your fiancé. What I'm
curious about is how Mr. Lehnsherr found out about Shaw's hand in all this. I mean, it's pretty
obvious why he went to see him, I just can't figure out how he knew to go there.”
“How do you suggest Erik could have found out about Mr. Shaw's involvement?” Charles
asked politely.
“I don't know,” MacTaggert said with a smile. “I was hoping you might know.”
Charles smiled back and said, “You wouldn't be implying telepathic intervention, now would
you? The police do still love a good spot of entrapment.”
“I'm not implying anything, but I will remind you that telepathic intervention is a criminal
offence. Nestor's statement as backed up as it is with evidence, is too perfect. And if any
amount of tampering comes to light, evidence or no evidence, he'll walk from this. And he
shouldn't.”
“It's a comfort to know that an insignificant thing such as evidence still holds no water
against mutant interference. In any case, you're barking up the wrong telepath. I appear to
have lost the use of my abilities. My doctor can confirm this,” Charles said.
“The MU1 virus can incapacitate abilities,” Charles said. “It's widely documented.”
MacTaggert looked away for a moment. Charles couldn't tell if it was out of sympathy or
good old professional detachment. But then she looked at him and said, “I'm sorry.”
He smiled at her, shrugging. “It's hardly your fault. Tell me, is there any chance the news
outlets might have reason to stop implying Erik is in cahoots with a mad mutant
fundamentalist? It's all getting bit tiring.”
MacTaggert replied, “I'm sure a statement will be made soon enough. There's no doubt about
what your fiancé was doing at Shaw's. At least, not in my mind. What's highly problematic is
how he knew to go there. For his sake I hope he doesn't have a telepath in his employ.
Especially if you want to see Shaw and Nestor get what's coming to them.”
Charles tilted his head at her. “Why, Officer, that almost seems like you're trying to be
helpful.”
MacTaggert said, “I like the law. I like the way it's meant for everyone, human or mutant.
Your fiancé was just too rich, arrogant and mutant for some people's liking and he got a raw
deal because of it when they brought him in. That's not how the law should work.”
Charles gave a quiet laugh. “An honest officer. Miracles in this day and age, who would have
thought it?”
MacTaggert gave him a wry smile, straightening out her jacket. “I'll let you rest. Thank you
for your time, Doctor.”
MacTaggert opened the door and left. Not half a second had passed and Louis walked in
looking incredibly distraught. He was staring at Charles as if he had just found out Charles
was dying. Again. Charles shut his eyes and sighed.
“Damn it, Louis,” he muttered. Louis had moved closer when Charles opened his eyes,
hovering by the bed. “You were listening.”
“Of course I was listening,” Louis said. “I knew you were keeping something from me.”
Charles shook his head. “I was going to tell you. I... I was still hoping I was wrong. I was
hoping that perhaps tomorrow morning I'd wake up and everything would be normal.”
“Not even a drip,” Charles said, regretting his forced smile which only faltered when he
displayed it for Louis' benefit, his eyes stinging. “I can't feel anyone. Not a soul.”
“She said there's no guarantee I'll ever get the use of my abilities back,” Charles said. “It's
rare in these cases.”
“It's too early, Charles,” Louis said, squeezing his hand. “You mustn't think this written in
stone.”
“I know,” Charles said quietly. “But I have to deal with the possibility that I may be like this
for good.”
“It doesn't matter,” Louis said. “It's no one's business but your own.”
“It's a part of the mutant registry as we speak,” Charles said, swallowing hard. “As soon as it
went on my medical record in fact.”
“So what?” Louis asked. “That's privileged information. The press have no freedom there.”
“If Erik and I were to marry, his lawyer would have access to the registry,” Charles said.
“To make sure I'm the man Erik's uncle wanted him to marry,” Charles answered. “Charles
Xavier. Mutant.” Louis was frowning, his grip around Charles' hand loosening. “It was his
uncle's dying wish that Erik marry into the House of Xavier. That he marry a mutant. Erik
stands to lose his inheritance if he doesn't comply.”
“And you think... you think he'll turn his back on you?” Louis asked, looking like he couldn't
believe what he was hearing.
“I think Erik would never break a promise,” Charles said. “And I won't have him throwing
away his inheritance just to keep it.”
Louis stared at Charles. “I take it you're going to discuss this with him before you make an
idiotic decision.”
Charles looked away, scratching at the corner of his eye, realising his decision was quite
obvious. “He's done enough for me. I can't expect more.”
Erik picked up his coffee and took a good long sip, while he thought about Logan's question.
What was he supposed to tell Logan? Shaw's ridiculous theory? His ranting at Erik for not
recognising Magneto's supposed maker? Where the hell could he even begin?
“Today, if you don't mind,” Logan said, tapping his stylus on his datapad.
Erik lowered his coffee, staring at the remnants of the breakfast Logan had prepared. “He
started ranting. About mutant wars. About me being Magneto.”
“Yeah, right. Quit playing around.” Logan said, after he barked out a laugh. Erik looked at
Logan quietly, feeling a strange rage simmering under his skin. Logan stared at him. “You're
not kidding.”
“He thinks we're all empty vessels waiting for the return of the first wave mutants, carrying
them in our DNA like genetic time bombs. He thinks one day these time bombs will go off
and they'll just step in and take over and he wanted to help, by killing Charles.” Logan was
listening quietly, as shocked as he could ever look. Erik turned his gaze away and said, “Then
he pointed a gun at me and then the police arrived and they pointed some guns at me. You
know the rest.”
Erik finished his coffee while Logan remained silent for a while before his stylus went back
to its tapping and scratching. After a while, Erik had to ask, “Have you heard of it,
Regeneration Theory?”
“Yeah,” Logan said flatly. “I've heard of it. Smells like crap, if you ask me.”
Erik mustered a smile and said, “You're not afraid you're suddenly going to spring-”
“I'm not that guy,” Logan said, looking at Erik without his usual hardness or defiance. “That
guy had his shot. They all did. No one should get to fuck up and have another chance.” When
Erik didn't say anything, Logan said, “Right?”
Erik nodded mutely, aware that Logan was watching Erik with a look that almost seemed like
concern. “He got in your head. Doesn't mean you have to keep him there.”
Logan looked at the datapad and nodded. “Just one more thing. We can't tell the cops you
cornered Nestor and got Shaw's location out of him, so what are our options?”
Logan was mid-scowl when they both heard a noise from the direction of the kitchen. A
moment later Azazel walked out downing a glass of water. He placed the empty glass on the
table and nodded at Erik.
“I just took Anna back to the hospital,” he said. “Saw Officer MacTaggert.”
“Any idea what she was doing there?” Logan asked. Azazel shook his head and Logan turned
to look at Erik, thoughtfully scratching his chin. “Maybe she's there to grill Xavier on what
the hell you were doing at Shaw's place. What does he know?”
Erik thought about Raven and then couldn't help but smile. “I expect he knows everything.”
Logan mimicked his smile and said, “Well, ain't that just grand? Okay, so he knows you're
the asshole who couldn't leave well enough alone and went for Shaw. And he probably
knows how you found Shaw too.”
“I don't think Xavier would be inclined to reveal any of what he knows,” Azazel said, earning
a glare from Logan. “I do think the police would be obliged to inform him of Drake Nestor's
confession. Which he will have made yesterday.”
Logan was nodding. “Which means Shaw should be up to his neck in crap by now. That just
leaves one thing. Why the hell you went to see Shaw.”
“May I?” Azazel asked, receiving a frown from Logan. Azazel pulled a small old-fashioned
business card from his pocket, handing it to Erik. One side had Shaw's business details and
the other had a date, time and the name 'Charles Xavier' scrawled on the back. “For you, I
believe.”
Logan got up and snatched the card from Erik, reading it and then giving Azazel another
frown. “What is it?”
“It was left for Erik at the hospital. I think the police will recognise it as Nestor's handwriting
and ascertain that he acted upon Shaw's instructions to deliver this, inviting Erik to meet with
Shaw.”
Logan's brow raised as he turned the card over in his hand. He looked at Erik and said, “You
should be real glad Frost likes you, bub. She's dangerous.”
Raven sat back in her chair, watching the news on her desk screen. Morning lectures were
finished and the afternoon comprised of grading, reading and more grading. Which was why
she was sitting back and doing nothing at all, a forgotten book open on her lap, feet up on the
edge of the desk. The media seemed to be experiencing a mass orgasm over Erik's so-called
arrest. They all wanted to know what his dealings with Shaw were. They were all delving into
Shaw's past. They were all asking about the silence of the police and Erik's representatives.
The word of the day was conspiracy.
“Jerk-offs,” Raven sighed and muttered. Someone gave her door a lazy knock. Raven sighed
and looked back at the door. “Come in.”
She was surprised when the door opened and Emma walked in looking like the least likely
person to step onto campus in her elegant white coat, long white leather boots and furry white
hat. Raven presumed that Emma had left a wake of appreciative looks on her way down to
the dungeon offices.
“Hey,” Raven said with a smile. “What are you doing here? Is everything okay? Is Erik-”
Emma held up a hand, rolling her eyes. “I'm sure he's fine. I was just passing by and thought I
might drop by, say hello. Hello.”
“Really?”
Emma walked into the office, Raven twisting around in her chair to follow her, watching her
falling back on the beat up sofa. “Well, actually, this is kind of embarrassing.”
Emma very plainly said, “It occurs to me I don't have a lot of girlfriends. Unless you count
Logan. And sometimes Erik, when he's menstrual. I think both those guys are seriously
synchronised or something. Anyway, I find you extremely tolerable, so here I am.”
“Wow. Thank you, I think. And I honestly have no idea why you would have a lack of
girlfriends.” Emma smiled, but past the smile, there was a strange tightness around her eyes,
a strain about her mouth. She was every bit the liar her friend Erik Lehnsherr. “So, what did
you want to do? Braid each other's hair? Talk clothes? Talk clichés?”
Emma's mouth remained a slight and stiff smile. She frowned at Raven and said, “You know,
I was pretty comfortable. I had no reason to come down here and work for a pay cheque. But
I did it anyway, because I didn't want to be just another genetic addition to the House of the
White Queen. I did it because I wanted to choose my own path.”
Raven nodded slowly. She understood completely. Anyone who could trace their family back
to the first wave carried a strange burden. An obligation to preserve a history of pain and
anger.
“But what if there's no getting away? No such thing as a path of our own?” Emma asked, her
eyes on the books that lined Raven's shelf of rarities.
Raven frowned at her. “But there is. We're on it right now. Aren't we?”
“Right.” When Emma looked at Raven, she seemed afraid, though she was nodding in
agreement. Raven gave Emma a long look, trying to read her expression. Emma smiled at
her, clearly aware of Raven's thoughts. “Don't waste your time, sweetie.”
Raven laughed quietly. “Okay. Then just tell me. I mean, we're girlfriends. Right?”
“So,” Emma said slowly. “Erik showed me his little exchange with Shaw. Let me tell you,
honey, that is one special snowflake.”
“What did you see?” Raven asked quietly, trying not to think of Erik's dazed state at the
police station.
“Sticky stuff.” Emma's jaw twitched before she manufactured a smile. Raven didn't question
her. She felt a compulsion to not go any further. Emma continued. “He's a devoted follower
of Regeneration Theory. The theory that all mutants carry a genetic copy of a past self or
selves. One that can be triggered into taking over. Like some kind of disease in waiting.”
Raven knew the theory and it instantly made her bristle. She snorted and said, “It's about as
plausible as most human reincarnation theories.”
Emma smiled at her. “But we're not human. Our evolved little bodies are so much smarter. So
much more rabid about survival. Humans fall over and die. We fall and we adapt to falling
just so we can fall over and over again.”
“Okay, if you want to see it that way. But there's another way. One more theory that gets
more human support than mutant. Why? So they can keep fearing us as unnatural monsters.
Almost like we're some kind of supernatural demons with powers that extend beyond death.
We're not. We're just people living our lives. I don't care about where my bloodline's been. I
am here now and I'm living the life I want to live.”
It was true, Raven told herself. There was nothing in her life that felt incomplete. She was
who she was and it was what she wanted. She nodded and said, “Yeah. I get to be me. That's
all that matters. Screw that half-assed pseudo scientific crap.”
Emma looked past Raven's shoulder and Raven followed her gaze to a demonstration poster
stuck on the wall. Mutant and Proud it yelled, a fist of defiance under the lettering, against a
backdrop of blues and yellow. Raven turned away from the poster to look at Emma who
seemed a little amused.
Emma frowned and said, “Logan and Erik make really crappy girlfriends.”
Emma looked down at her nails and smiled. “Well, he's a different kind of girl entirely.”
“Great,” Erik heard Logan as the elevator doors opened. He walked across the living room to
look down the corridor to the elevator. There stood Officer MacTaggert.
Erik couldn't see Logan's face, but he felt the arch of his brow. He said, “Change of plan.”
MacTaggert smiled and left him to scowl at the back of her head. She gave Erik a firm nod as
she came up the small corridor and into the living room. “Mr. Lehnsherr.”
“What can I do for you?” Erik asked. Behind MacTaggert, Logan was making his way back
in, taking a seat on the armrest of the couch near him.
“Nothing, you'll be happy to hear,” she said. “I've just been to inform Doctor Xavier about
the arrest of a man called Drake Nestor. He's confessed to his and Sebastian Shaw's
involvement in trying to take Doctor Xavier's life. As for the matter concerning you
yesterday-”
“You mean the illegal arrest?” Logan asked.
MacTaggert turned to look at Logan and said, “Mr. Lehnsherr was never arrested. He was
taken into custody, pending an investigation into the circumstances of-”
MacTaggert said, “Mr. Shaw has admitted to attacking you, but you might be required to give
evidence at some point about the exchange between you two, not to mention the purpose of
your visit.”
MacTaggert didn't acknowledge the remark. She just gave Erik a stern look and said,
“Whatever your reason for going down there, I hope you'll keep in mind for the future that
you can't take the law into your own hands. I don't care how much you pay your jackass
lawyer.”
Erik twisted his mouth into the best smile he could muster under the circumstances. He
doubted it came off as anything close to a smile. “Thank you for your advice. Will that be
all?”
With slight hesitation, MacTaggert said, “The investigating team found a portfolio of
sketches in Mr. Shaw's establishment. I assume you've seen the contents.” Erik gave her nod.
“We found more, in his house. Sketches, paintings, printouts.”
“Yeah yeah, and under the law you have to give full disclosure on any material concerning
parties involved,” Logan said. “We get that. You can copy whatever you found to me. I'm his
lawyer, I've got full authority on this.”
MacTaggert nodded, not breaking away from Erik's gaze as she quietly said, “That's a good
idea, Mr. Lehnsherr.”
“Do you have them with you?” Erik asked. She nodded and Erik held out a hand. “I want to
see.”
“Why?” Logan asked. “The guy's insane. You really want him in your head?”
“I need to see.” Erik gave Logan a look and turned back to MacTaggert. “Show me.”
MacTaggert had a grim look about her as she took her datapad from her pocket. She tapped
the screen a few times before handing it to Erik. He took it, turning his back on the other two
to look. More sketches, pinned to a large wall. Sketches, printouts of articles and screenshots
from video footage. Pictures of Erik that had been taken at official events, pictures of him on
the street, in cafés and restaurants and a whole mixture of other places. Swipe after swipe of
the screen, pictures of Erik over the years. He froze upon seeing a particular one.
“What is it?” Logan asked, coming up next to him. He saw the picture Erik was looking at, a
sketch of Erik where his eyes had been scribbled out. When Erik went to the next image, it
similarly had his eyes blacked out. More images, all the same.
“Enough,” Logan said quietly. He pulled the datapad away from Erik's grip, handing it back
to MacTaggert and telling her, “Like I said, send me a copy.”
Erik frowned, foolishly blinking at the rug beneath his feet. He could feel MacTaggert
hovering closer, just before she asked him, “Are you all right?”
“Will there be anything else?” Erik asked. He didn't need worry or sympathy from agents of
the so-called law. When she shook her head in reply, he told her, “Then thank you for your
visit.”
MacTaggert said, “Thank you for your time. I'll let myself out.”
Erik watched her turning and almost marching out of the living room. She was pointedly
staring ahead when she got into the elevator, her eyes turning to Erik just as the doors shut.
“Weren't you leaving too?” Erik asked Logan, his skin crawling from the way he knew Logan
was standing there behind him, watching him like he was some kind of ticking time bomb.
“I still am. Just a different destination,” Logan said. Erik turned, frowning in question at
Logan. “I'm going to head down to the hospital. Find out what Xavier and MacTaggert talked
about.”
Logan's expression was incredulous. “Yeah, there is. I'm not sitting around with half a story
so I can get spanked in court. I need to know what he's told her.”
“No,” Logan said resolutely. “And if that's not good enough, get yourself another dancing
monkey, because, sweetheart, I am done with this crap. I am not Azazel and I am not Frost.”
Erik ran a hand through his hair, clutching it at the back of his head for a few painful seconds
as he turned away from Logan. He thought about Shaw, how his madness spanned years, as
evident in the much more youthful images of Erik. How it spanned layers of insanity, visible
in the way Erik's eyes were blacked, painted, scratched, burned and ripped from various
images.
A ripple of metallic vibrations sounded throughout the apartment, almost in time with his
heartbeat. One-two, one-two, one-two, one-two. Erik closed his eyes, brow creased with
concentration. Shaw was meaningless. He was just one man. A man who had meant nothing,
meant nothing even now and would never mean anything to Erik.
He felt Logan's hand cupping the back of his neck, squeezing slow and firm. Erik narrowed
his focus to the song of metal in Logan's blood, an ever so slight hum of adamantium. A
reminder that mutants of all the old houses came with their own bloody histories. Erik was
nothing special.
Metal objects clattered to the ground throughout the apartment. Logan's hand pulled away.
Quietly, almost gently, he asked, “What are you so afraid of?”
Erik felt a thrum of energy within him, something that was never quite in control, something
that had always been yearning to break free, yearning to tear through metal, turn it to water,
turn it to air. It was wrapped around a ball of rage and anger that came too easily, an anger
Erik didn't quite understand or recognise.
“Me.”
Raven sank down into the tub full of water with relieved sigh, watching the screen on the
wall. The media was in fresh frenzy now the police had released details of Nestor and Shaw's
arrests. Mutants trying to kill mutants and the poor humans stuck in the middle of the
violence. Raven shook her head in dismay.
She felt a hand stroke the back of her head, looking up to find Hank, who was perching
himself on the edge of the bath. “Looks like there's a new circus in town.”
She watched the screen where the channel was once again running the footage of officers
storming Shaw's shop, a helpful picture of Erik in the corner of the screen, looking his
arrogant best. “Same circus,” Raven said. “Just a few new acts.”
Hank leaned down, kissing the top of her head. “Dinner's almost ready.”
Raven nodded, her eyes remaining on the screen as a segment started up on the chequered
histories of the oldest mutant houses. Five hundred years later, and the Xavier Institute was
still at the top of the list as the place where it all started to go wrong.
Charles was watching the telescreen high up on the wall when Erik arrived at the hospital.
Erik saw him sitting in bed, transfixed, almost as pale as the sheets. When he walked in, he
appeared to startle Charles whose face went through a range of emotions. First he seemed
surprised, then pleased and then something made his smile falter before he forced it back in
place.
“Hello, Erik,” he said. Erik gave him a nod in greeting before eyeing the utterly predictable
news displayed on the telescreen. He stood by Charles' bed, watching in silence as Charles
quietly said. “I'm sorry they're so fixated on you.”
Erik shrugged. “Every story needs a villain.”
“Patience eventually defeats ignorance. At least I think that's how the Professor put it.”
“Never thought I'd hear an Xavier quoting the great Magneto,” Erik said quietly. Charles
looked down at his legs under the bedsheets, his forefinger idly tapping the spot beside his
thigh. “Something's bothering you.”
Charles looked up at Erik. He seemed to be bracing himself for something. Then his face took
on an odd serenity, as if between one breath and the next, he had made a decision. “Your
proposal.”
Erik stilled for a moment as the realisation dawned on him. Then he thought, ah, of course.
“My proposal.”
“I...” Charles said. “The timing is...” He stopped, squeezing the bridge of his nose. He shook
his head and looked at Erik. “It's not going to work. Erik, I'm so sorry.”
Erik was quiet, letting it sink in, listening to the news chatter. He looked at the telescreen for
a moment, nodding. “I should go.”
“That's not necessary. I told you before, I would respect your decision.” Charles stared at
Erik and after a while Erik found it impossible to stand before him so impassive, all
Lehnsherr poise and control. He turned away, telling Charles, “I have to go.”
Logan was frowning at him, like he could sniff diseases of the heart from miles away.
“You're leaving?”
“Just get what you need from Charles,” Erik said. He nodded to Azazel, who thankfully
without question yanked him away from Logan's curious gaze and no doubt from Charles'
prying mind.
“And the Charles Xavier, Erik Lehnsherr story takes another twist. There are rumours that
the engaged couple may be splitting under the recent strain of an attempt made on Mr.
Xavier's life. Our correspondent Remy LeBeau reports. Remy.”
The spoon from Raven's hand clattered down into her bowl as she stared at the screen, Hank
going very still next to her on the couch, half-way to taking a bite of toast. They both looked
at each other for a second.
Raven grit her teeth and said, “Really? This is how we're finding out what's happening to our
friends now? Remy freaking LeBeau?”
“Yeah. Good old Remy. I thought he was in prison.” Raven sat back and glared at the screen.
Hank very carefully said, “Look, Charles only just got out of hospital yesterday. Please don't
be the reason he goes back in.”
Raven held up her hands. “It's okay. Really, it is. I'm not mad.”
“No, I'm not,” she reaffirmed. “It's not my business. They're grown men. There's probably
logic at work here. It's not even my business.”
“I mean, Charles can keep screwing around until he turns into Louis and I'm sure Erik will
find someone who's always wanted to marry an uptight Prussian Tsar,” Raven said with a
nod, while Hank arched a brow at her. “Why should we care?”
Hank was quiet for a moment. He then sighed and said, “We're sticking our noses in this,
aren't we?”
Raven threw up her hands. “Someone has to! I can't believe Louis didn't say anything. God,
after everything that's happened.”
Hank scratched his chin, watching the news report. “Maybe it all just got too much. The press
have been on them from day one and then all that stuff with Charles. I dunno, I can kind of
believe it.”
Raven sighed, leaning into Hank's touch as he stroked the back of her head. “Well, it's all
wrong.”
Hank shrugged. “Sometimes things just don't work out. That's life. Maybe they're just not
meant to be.”
“I don't believe in meant to be. I believe in make it happen.” Raven shook her head and
snorted. Hank seemed to go very still and silent. She frowned and turned her head to look at
him, finding herself the recipient of a very intense gaze. “What?”
Hank flung his toast aside and all but fell upon Raven, making her yelp and then sigh. “Okay.
Maybe we'll make it happen later.”
She wrapped her arms around his shoulders, kissing him and forgetting everyone else for the
moment.
“The stipulation's clear. You either marry Xavier and you keep everything, or you marry
another blue blooded mutant and you lose twenty percent. There's no get out,” Logan said,
sitting on the other side of Erik's desk. Erik wasn't really listening. He was watching three
metal spheres suspended in the air, spinning as they orbited an invisible body. Round and
round they went. “Xavier's out of hospital, by the way.”
Erik expected that Logan was waiting for the spheres to drop out of the air as if Charles had
that kind of power over Erik. Erik opened his hand and let them serenely float down into his
palm, closing his fingers around them. He said, “We don't need a get out.”
“I'm done with this Scheiße,” he quietly told Logan. “To hell with the inheritance.”
“That's mutant money, bub. Mutant money you're handing over to greedy, selfish, mutant-
hating humans,” Logan said. Erik opened and closed his hand around the small metal spheres
before setting them into motion in his palm. “You'll have Magneto spinning in his expensive
tomb if you walk away from that treasure chest.”
“Good.” Erik looked up at Logan, hearing a pleasing hum from the spheres as Logan stared at
him, dumbstruck. He let them hover out of his hand. “Let him spin.”
Logan gave him a slow nod, looking too sympathetic for Erik's liking. “What about Anna?”
“I tried it her way,” Erik said, getting up. He held his hand out, the spheres following, his
hand closing when they were in his palm. Standing by the large window behind his desk, he
cast his eyes down at the city. “Now we move on.”
Erik tapped the window, eyeing one of the tallest structures in the distance. “The mayoral
election will be upon us soon.”
“Sorry, sweetheart, I don't see the folks in this town voting you in for anything but a ticket
out of here” Logan said. Erik turned around, back against the window, smiling at Logan.
“And, just to be clear, I'm not breaking into jack-shit for you.”
“Stryker Tower's still in trouble,” Erik said. Logan shrugged. “I think we should help.”
Logan frowned, clearly confused, possibly a little disgusted. “They built that place to honour
a guy who wanted all mutants dead. You should be first in line to tear it down, not save it.”
Erik wagged a finger at Logan. “The mayor is going to save it. We're just going to be the
helpful mutants safeguarding a human legacy, ensuring the mayor a second term.”
“And pissing off a whole bunch of people. Can't you find a better way to make this guy your
bitch?” When Erik smiled, Logan said, “Right. You don't want to find another way. You want
some advice?”
“Not especially,” Erik said, shoving his hands into his pockets.
“Find a different way to get over Xavier,” Logan said. “One that doesn't involve being a pain
in everyone's ass.”
“I'm not under him, that I need to get over him,” Erik said slowly. “We had an arrangement.
One that he decided to terminate. The chance of that happening was always there. Deals go
sour. It happens in business all the time.”
Logan was smiling. “Bet you really got him hot under the collar with that attitude.”
Erik sat down in his chair, ignoring the stupid expression on Logan's face. “It's better this
way. He's still alive this way.”
“Shaw went after Charles because of me,” Erik said, nipping this argument in the bud. “We
both know that. Doesn't matter if it's my fault or not, I'm still the reason Charles almost died.”
“So I suppose if Xavier turns up here tomorrow and he's changed his mind again, you'll have
no problem turning him away, you know, to keep him safe and all,” Logan said. “Right?”
Erik looked at Logan for the longest time and then with great irritation, he answered, “I think
it's time you left. Unless you'd like to leave through the window.”
“Touched a nerve, buddy?” Erik slowly aimed two fingers at Logan, turning them slightly.
Logan's chair very slowly moved around so he was now facing away from the desk. He got
up and turned to arch a brow at Erik. “Yeah. The whole not being under Xavier thing. Good
luck with that. Don't tell me how it goes.”
Erik tilted his head at Logan, imitating an expression of patience and tolerance until Logan
gave him a roll of the eyes and swiftly left, muttering under his breath. Erik opened his palm,
watching the small marble-like spheres spin up into the air. He sat back and watched them
spin round and round, until he finally couldn't help but think of Charles and only Charles. He
closed his eyes. The spheres dropped onto the desk with a clatter, rolling off and onto the
floor where they rolled away from Erik's interest and attention.
Charles was annoyed the moment he stepped into the kitchen and found Louis watching the
telescreen. It was the same damn news articles on rotation. Again and again they showed a
pallid looking Charles failing to adequately sneak out of the hospital. He looked dazed, being
guided into a shuttle. Louis and Raven looking grim as they got in afterwards.
Where was Erik Lehnsherr in all this, the reporters wanted to know. Lehnsherr, who of recent
appeared to have been nothing but grand gestures was now intriguingly out of the picture,
certain mudslingers commented. The way the story had been spun was alarming in its
creativity. Suddenly the histories were coming out to catch all the typifying features of these
spawn of the first mutant houses. The human friendly Xavier and the human hating
Lehnsherr, predictably parting ways.
The news footage on the screen switched to an image of Erik. He was inside a building,
behind a glass wall, shaking hands with another man and looking very sullen. Charles could
see Azazel and Emma with him. All three seemed unaware of being filmed, until Emma
patted Erik on the arm and said something. Erik looked past the wall of windows and
promptly turned his back on it, continuing his conversation before Azazel whisked them all
away. All the while, the reporter droned on about Shaw, Nestor and the breakup of the year.
“They're making him out to be the villain in this whole thing,” Charles said with dismay.
“Despite everything with Shaw and Nestor.”
“Well, I suppose, if the helmet fits,” Louis said with a shrug. Charles stared at him. “Not my
words. Of course, you could probably put an end to this, you know.”
“Please, don't start,” Charles said with a grimace. It wasn't even noon and already his head
was throbbing. He rubbed his forehead, trying to ignore the telescreen's constant chatter.
“Headache?” Louis asked, receiving a nod. “You have to stop pushing yourself, Charles.
Doctor Calero said you can't force your abilities to return.”
Charles shook his head. “I can't think like this. My head feels like it's going to explode.”
Louis gave him a kind look. “That's what you said when your abilities manifested.
Remember? Other people's thoughts in your head, their emotions. But you learned to control
it.”
“This is different. I'm not the one in control here.” Charles blankly stared at the kitchen table.
People might as well have been cups and plates to him, slabs of unthinking concrete. He
pulled a face at his own thoughts.
They sat silently for a while, listening to the so-called news, until Louis broached a subject he
couldn't leave alone. “You should talk to him,” he said. “Tell him what's happened.”
Charles rubbed the back of his neck. “And then what? Watch him lose his inheritance when
his uncle's lawyers find out I'm not as mutant as they'd like me to be? Or have Erik tell me
that-” He stopped, not quite sure how he'd even entertained the thought.
“What?” Louis asked very gently. “Have him tell you that you're not quite mutant enough for
him?”
Charles stared at Louis, swallowing the lump in his throat. He felt like a stupid little boy
thinking ridiculous things because he was too scared to think straight.
“You were willing to marry him if it meant more support for the foundation, but when it
comes to your own happiness, you can't wait to throw it away.” Louis leaned back and
smiled. “Well done. You're every inch an Xavier.”
Charles gave Louis a scathing look. “I've made my decision. If Erik can accept it, you can
too.”
“I suppose. I mean, according to the news he's already moved on.” When Charles frowned,
Louis nodded to the screen.
Charles looked at the top left corner of the split screen. Another long distance shot of Erik in
a foyer with a man, both peering at the same datapad. The man being fixated on by the
cameras was standing close to Erik, his hand on Erik's back as they both talked.
“Ah,” Louis said. “So someone he knows and trusts. Makes sense.”
Charles stared at Louis. “Nothing about what you just said makes sense.” Louis shrugged so
nonchalantly it was the opposite of nonchalant. Charles shook his head. “You're ridiculous.”
“Am I?” Louis asked. “Or am I being quite perceptive in noticing that this lawyer fellow is
rather protective of Erik and that perhaps there's an underlying reason?”
“Do you mean a reason besides being paid to protect his client?” Charles asked.
Louis's expression soured considerably. “Get back to me when Erik sends you the invitation
to his nuptials with this Logan fellow.”
“If that were to happen, I would be nothing but happy for Erik,” Charles said firmly.
“Oh really?”
“Yes, really.”
“Really?”
“Yes.”
“Fine!” Charles said. “Clearly I won't be as thrilled as you, but I'd be glad Erik was happy. I
should think he deserves it.”
“And what about you, Charles?” Louis asked. “Don't you deserve to be happy?”
Charles threw his hands up and laughed, shaking his head. “Have you known any of the
Xaviers to be happy?”
Charles took a shuddering breath, trying to retain some semblance of calm. “I just want to
move on. People break up all the time. Xaviers break up all the time. It's not the end of
anything. It's just life.”
“Yes,” Louis said. “But you forget, it doesn't have to be. It can be different. You can make it
different. We can't all be sacrificial lambs like the good Professor. It's why the world isn't
peopled with heroes. Someone, on occasion, has to be selfish and do what's best for them.”
Charles nodded and stood up. “Well, on that note, I'll do what's best for me and go sit
elsewhere. Preferably where I don't have to put up with this particular brand of motivational
speaking.”
“You do that,” Louis said with a nod and smile as Charles gave him a filthy look and turned
to leave.
Two steps into the corridor and there stood a familiar face. A familiar, albeit rather angry
face. Charles looked back at the kitchen, wondering if he could still find an ally in Louis.
Deciding he'd rather jump into shark infested waters than go back to Louis for any assistance,
he faced his friend.
“Raven,” he said. She glared at him. He smiled and very foolishly asked, “How are things?”
Erik was lying on the couch in his office, looking through messages on his datapad when
Emma sauntered in, eyed his empty chair, spotted him on the couch and then promptly
walked over, shoving his legs off the couch to sit down with a sigh.
“Wouldn't be the first time.” Erik made a face at her. She rolled her eyes and said, “His
parents are in town. I have to make like I don't exist. Apparently, I'm not exactly what they
have in mind for their baby. Talking of precious little boys, how are you sweetie?”
“Still in charge of paying your wages,” Erik said. Emma pouted as Erik put his feet up on the
coffee table, crossing his legs at the ankles and folding his arms over his chest.
“You know, you look pretty good for someone who's not getting laid.” Erik ignored the
remark. “Finally sleeping now you're not up all night watching over your cutie pie, huh?”
Erik gave her a quiet look, one without warning or irritation. He hoped she would see it for a
simple request to leave this subject alone. She looked back at him with regret dampening her
smile. Somehow having Emma feel sorry for him was worse than her teasing. He turned
away, only to have her elbow him in the ribs.
Emma was quiet for a moment, frowning. “How often were you having them?”
Erik thought about it, all those times he closed his eyes and he was suddenly sinking into
terrors that belonged to his childhood. “Most nights.”
Emma stared. “Why didn't you say something? I could have helped you.”
“Remember the last time you were in my head?” Erik asked her. “Remember what
happened?”
“Sticky stuff,” she said quietly, falling into silent contemplation. After a moment she asked
him, “How long?”
Erik shrugged. “A few weeks. It started the night I stayed at the Xavier mansion. I woke up
dreaming of things I hadn't dreamt about since I was twelve.”
“And now they're gone,” Emma said. Erik nodded. “You've been under stress. Now you don't
care about the inheritance, Charles is well and there's no wedding. No stress. No nightmares.
Clear and healthy skin.”
Emma watched him for a while before asking, “So how come you look so miserable?”
“I look the way I always look.” Erik picked up his datapad, touching the screen and bringing
it back to life. Emma made a strange little thoughtful sound, a 'hmm' of interest before she
leaned in and took his arm in a hug of sorts, sighing while Erik just frowned in confusion.
“What?”
“I've seen you look different. Want me to tell you when?” She was blinking at him, armed
with the truth. Mutely, he shook his head. She shrugged and said, “Exactly.”
“Remy. LeBeau,” Raven said, holding up her hands and staring open-mouthed at Charles,
still somewhere between shocked and disgusted. “That's how I heard about you and Erik.
From LeBeau.”
“God lord, when did he get out of prison?” Louis asked with a pleased smile. Raven stared at
Louis who was comfortably sitting in an armchair, while Charles sat miserable in the corner
of a couch, favouring the fireside. “I should give him a call. Where did you meet him?”
Raven shook her head. “I didn't. He's got a spot on some news rag of a show and of course
they've got him covering this.”
Louis pulled a face. “Oh dear. I expect he's still a little angry with Charles. That was a rather
untidy break up if I recall correctly.”
Charles closed his eyes, letting his head drop into his hand, while Raven made a face and
said, “How do these people even know?”
Charles sighed, looking at her tiredly and waving a hand. “I haven't a clue. No one's said
anything and I doubt Erik has. Do you honestly think we'd be making press statements before
telling you?”
Raven's shoulders slumped. Charles looked awful, exhausted and still too pale. She went and
sat down next to him. “What happened? Is it really over?”
“Raven, it never really started,” Charles said. “When we agreed to marry, circumstances were
different and now it doesn't seem like a very good idea anymore.”
Charles' eyes were roaming over her face. There was something different about his look,
something missing from his gaze. He looked away and said, “I did.”
“My mutation. It doesn't work anymore,” Charles said with a firm nod, giving her a steady
look, as if it was all par for the course. “Mutant lite, as I heard someone call it at the hospital.
Doesn't sound so awful when you put it that way, I suppose.”
Raven swiftly leaned forward and encompassed him in a hug, quietening him in the process.
“Charles, you idiot. Why didn't you tell me?”
Charles cleared his throat and spoke into her shoulder. “I thought I could pretend it wasn't
true. Just for a little while.”
When she pulled back, Charles' face was flushed, his eyes dry but red rimmed. She took his
hand, giving it a squeeze and shake. “MU1?” Charles nodded. “I heard in some cases abilities
become dormant for weeks, maybe even months, but they eventually manifest again. It could
happen to you. I mean, you're a Class 4.”
Charles gave her smile. She could see it was all for her benefit, after all, she wasn't the one
missing a piece of herself. “I suppose we'll just wait and see.”
“And why isn't Erik waiting with you?” Raven asked quietly.
“I'm pretty smart,” Raven said. “I'm sure I can handle it.”
“Raven,” Louis said, his voice sounding a little thick. “Why don't we leave it for now? How
about some tea? We'll talk about something else.”
Charles was pointedly staring at the fireplace, his jaw clenched. Raven nodded at Louis.
“Yeah. Sure.”
Charles got up quickly. “Tell you what, I need a drink, so I'll get the tea while I'm at it. You
two talk.” He gave Louis a stern look and said, “About something else.”
Charles left looking grateful while Louis slowly got up, walking across the room to take a
seat next to Raven. She immediately said, “Everything. Spill. Now.”
“He doesn't think he's mutant enough for Erik. Oh and if Erik marries non-mutant, or I
suppose non-manifesting mutant in this case, he doesn't get his inheritance from some evil
uncle or something. I don't have all the details,” Louis said, sitting back.
Raven stared at him. “I totally get why Charles spent our whole childhoods keeping secrets
from you.”
“Secrets be damned,” Louis scoffed. “All I know is, my nephew is miserable and I want it to
go away. Do you understand me, Raven?”
Raven arched a brow. “I'm sorry, do I look like some crazy person who's just going to march
into Lehnsherr Corp and yell at Erik until he gets back together with Charles?” Louis
frowned, raising a finger to say something, but Raven was up on her feet. “Because that is
what I'm going to do. Seriously, dumping someone because they can't use their abilities
anymore? Why doesn't he just go the whole way and wear a cape and helmet too?”
“Later,” Raven said, already half-way across the room as Louis trailed behind her. “I thought
he was different. Turns out, he's a Lehnsherr through and through.”
Raven turned around in the corridor, bringing Louis to a halt. “You want Charles to be happy,
right?”
Louis wore a pained expression, his face awash with conflicting emotions. Then he stepped
forward and gave her a hug, pulling back to tell her, “I'll just say in advance, please don't kill
me. I probably should look into doing a better job of keeping secrets. It's almost certainly
why a lot of people think I'm not a Xavier at all. That and not being an alcoholic and having
had many women-”
“Too much,” Raven said, turning around and resuming her course. “I'll be back.”
She thought she might have heard Louis mutter, “That's what I'm afraid of.”
Erik sat back in his chair, fingers linked over his stomach as he sleepily watching the skies
darkening over New York. He could see lights blinking out, leaving black spots on tall
buildings, people having ended their day to go home.
“Hey, I'm making tracks,” Emma called out from the door to his office. “Come on. You're
buying me a drink.”
Erik eyed the blinking beacon on top of Stryker tower. Blinking away hopefully despite the
building forever on the verge of closure or demolition. How he hated that red light in the
distance. Often, he wondered if he could reach out from here and pull it all apart.
“Coming,” Erik said. A long moment of quiet followed before he heard Emma actually leave.
Erik let his head fall back as he closed his eyes. There were so many things spinning around
in his head, he didn't know what to tamp down first. Behind him, the door slid open again. “I
said I was coming.”
The lack of a response or movement made Erik stand and turn, finding Raven by the door.
Emma slipped in behind her, looking at Erik for a cue. He gave her a shake of the head and
she retreated back outside into her own office.
He stepped towards Raven, reading the stillness of her face, the intensity of her gaze. That
she was annoyed was plainly clear. About what, Erik was probably going to find out soon
enough. He said, “What is it, Raven?”
“You,” she said, unhelpfully. Erik frowned, unable to respond in any other way. “I don't get
you, Erik.”
Erik found himself smiling, though without any real humour. “What is it exactly that you
don't get?”
“The way you were when it looked like Charles was dying,” Raven said. “I thought you cared
about him.”
Raven snorted. “Unless he's not a mutant anymore, right? I guess then you'd have to think
about it. Magneto would have been proud, seeing you turn your back on Charles in the worst
way possible. Typical. You can stop counting on a Lehnsherr once you stop being the perfect
mutant.”
Raven stopped, looking away from Erik. She appeared a little stunned by the choice of her
own words. Not as stunned as Erik felt, standing there as he was once again shoved back
under the shadow of a man he had never wanted to emulate.
“He rejected my proposal,” Erik said flatly, watching as Raven frowned at him. “He said it
wouldn't work. I didn't stay to hear his reasoning.”
Erik walked past her to the coat stand, taking his coat and slowly pulling it on as he went over
the words Raven had thrown at him. “Clearly your friend is of the same opinion as you, that a
Lehnsherr will never accept a less than perfect mutant for his partner.”
Raven grabbed his arm hard, just as he made to leave the office. “Erik-”
“I'm tired, Raven, go home,” Erik said. She shook her head. “What do you want?”
“Charles can't use his abilities anymore,” she said quietly. “Don't you care?”
“Your friend almost died because some psychopath thought Charles was in my way,” Erik
said, pulling his arm out of her grasp. “It's because I care I walked away.”
“You said you'd be by his side in a moment if he needed you. Well, he needs you.”
Erik gave her a hard look. “I'm the last person he needs.”
Erik stalked out of the office, Raven following him into the outer office where Emma sat
waiting on the edge of her desk. She hopped off as Erik walked right past, ignoring her.
“Hey! I thought you were buying me a drink!”
Erik didn't respond, stepping out into the corridor and ignoring the last few office lingerers
who were bidding him goodnight as he strode past them and into the elevator. The glass
doors closed and on the other side Raven stepped into view with Emma at her side, both of
them watching him as he descended, Raven's words still echoing in his ears.
Charles walked down the long portrait gallery of a corridor. When he was a young boy, he
would walk past these portraits and give his ancestors all fitting names. With the exception of
the Professor who stared at him with serious eyes and a mouth that though smiling appeared
to have no real knowledge of happiness.
“I suppose we're both more similar than I would have liked,” Charles mumbled, staring at the
portrait as he stood there with his hands in his pockets. “Crippled in one way or another.”
A whisper at the end of the corridor drew Charles away from the maudlin portrait. He
frowned, walking towards the noise.
“Hello? Louis?” he called out. No one replied, not Louis or any of the staff.
Charles swiftly turned about, eyes wide open. The corridor was empty, but the words could
have been whispered into his ear. Charles concentrated hard, trying to search out the smallest
inkling of a feeling or a thought, but his blasted mind was shut off from everything. Pain shot
through his forehead, right into his left eye. Charles grimaced, holding his hand to his head,
his body feeling chilled all over. Something ran down his lips and when he touched his
fingers to his mouth, he found them stained with blood.
“Wonderful,” Charles muttered, holding his hand to his nose as he searched his pockets for a
handkerchief.
He walked away from the portraits, his head throbbing. By the time he reached the living
room, his nose had stopped bleeding, his handkerchief now covered in unpleasant splotches.
He crumpled it up and shoved it into his pocket, his attention turning to voices behind the
living room door. Raven was back after having disappeared and left a tight-lipped and shifty
Louis.
“You think you two might be the reason your friend's still single?” That was Emma Frost.
Charles had been about to open the door, but now his hand was pulling back from the
doorknob. It went very quiet inside, and then Emma said, “Okay, I'm a telepath. I know
you're out there.”
Charles rolled his eyes and stepped inside, finding Raven and Louis standing in the middle of
the room, both scowling. Emma was sitting in an armchair with Azazel stood behind, silent
and observant. Possibly bored. Charles really didn't blame him.
Louis glared at her and then turned to Charles, giving him a sheepish smile. “We may have
another Remy-like cross-communication situation.”
Charles stared at him and then turned to stare at Raven before, with great concern, asking
them, “What have you both done?”
“Your uncle told Raven about your mutant malfunction and Raven here called Erik a giant
ass for bailing on you. Actually, she might as well have just called him Mr. Magneto,” Emma
said with a smile.
“Honey, you told the man Magneto would have been proud of him. History tells us that's only
a compliment half of the time.”
Raven dropped her hands and sighed in Charles' direction. “I am so sorry. I thought he
walked away because... you know.”
“Raven, I'm afraid you've just made a complete buffoon of yourself, not to mention me,”
Charles said. He turned away from her with a sigh, falling into the nearest chair. Louis was
looking at him as if he would speak. Charles said, “Don't. Not even a word. I'm disowning
you both.”
Everyone fell silent. Raven and Louis were both shooting each other accusing looks and
Azazel was quite wisely looking at his watch, no doubt wondering what he was still doing
here. Emma was looking around the room with interest.
“So, this is the Professor's mansion. I always thought it would be more creepy.”
“Well, there's been a lot of remodelling,” Louis explained. “Although, we still have a fair
amount of creepy corners left. I could show you-”
Louis smiled sheepishly at Emma. “Perhaps another time. We still appear to have a situation
right now.”
Azazel sighed, long and laboured, before looking at Charles. “There is no situation. Erik
knows why you did what you did, which is of no consequence now because he has washed
his hands of the inheritance. Which also changes nothing as he feels it would be safer for you
both to remain apart. Which I am sure will make no difference, as with the people you have
in your life, Mr. Xavier, I am sure you'll never be quite safe.”
Charles stood slowly, taking a step towards Azazel, frowning. “Safer apart? What does that
mean?”
Emma was wearing a rather enigmatic smile. It was clear she had no intention of offering an
explanation and Azazel had stiffened as if he was suddenly a guard on duty.
It was Raven who said, “He thinks it's his fault you almost died.”
“We've all told him that. He's not a great listener,” Emma said.
Charles rubbed his hand over his mouth, scratching his jaw. “And the inheritance? He's just
going to let it go to waste, is he? All that money just going to some government bodies who
won't do a damn thing with it to help mutants. Did you try to talk him out of it at all?”
Emma shrugged. “Once he's made up his mind, that's pretty much it.”
Charles rubbed at his forehead. There was no cushion of mingling emotions, no buffer of
thoughts overlapping each other. Things that had once made Charles feel insane were now
the missing buffer between him and the sharpness of words and faces. It was almost too much
to bear.
“You're right,” Emma told Raven. “They're both kind of like peas in a really twisted pod.
Charles had very little time to grasp the situation or ask what the hell was happening because
suddenly Azazel was behind him, clapping a hand on his shoulder, there was a burst of red
and then it was immediately darker and colder.
Charles turned and frowned at Azazel who responded by pointing past him and saying,
“Behind you.”
Charles blinked stupidly, finding a forest before him and to the left of him. To the right of
him was a large lake and finally, behind him was a very sturdy looking wood cabin. Charles
headed towards it, not really a man comfortable with nature or things with sharp teeth that
perhaps lived in nature, doing whatever it was they did in the woods this late in the evening.
The door was shut, but unlocked. Opening it, he peeked around it before walking in. It was
spacious inside, despite it all really just being one room which encompassed a small kitchen
on the left and a living room on the right. There was a narrow staircase between the kitchen
and living room that headed up towards the bedroom or rooms. It was all very old world.
Charles wasn't sure he could see a modern appliance. There was a large stove in the kitchen,
the kind for which Hank would go mad, all black and dark. The sink was large and clunky.
The kitchen cupboards were made of chunky wood and the fridge was large and obtrusive. In
the middle of this all was a dark wood table with four chairs around it.
The living room portion was no more than a large beaten up couch with a coffee table in front
of it, facing a large fireplace with an armchair to its left. Charles searched for a light switch or
panel on the wall. He finally found a switch by the staircase, pushing it down until it clicked.
The lights flickered indecisively for a moment before the room was slowly filled with a low
glow. The light as low as it was brought the warm colours of the woodwork as well as the
couch and red/brown striped rug to life. Charles could also now see that under the window of
the wall on the right side of the room was a bookshelf with paper books in varying states of
tatter.
“-think you're doing?” Charles turned towards the door at the sudden exclamation. There was
silence for a moment. It sounded like confusion. “Why did you bring me here?”
No no no, Charles thought, realisation dawning on him. He lunged towards the door, running
out, just in time to see Erik shout, “Azazel!”
Azazel was gone and Erik was standing there in the small clearing outside the cabin,
breathing hard and looking furious. After a few angry breaths, he turned around and looked at
the cabin, his expression instantly morphing from anger to surprise as he saw Charles
standing on the small porch, watching him in silence.
It was chilly, yet Charles felt himself warming considerably, his face burning. He was glad
the sun's light had faded, greying out the tell-tale signs of how good it felt to see Erik again.
Even with the muted colours of evening, Charles could see Erik's bruises were all but gone,
the remainders left behind like fading smudges. He seemed quite pale and unreal standing
there surrounded by the dark of the forest, the black of the lake.
Erik stood watching him stiffly. His smile was small, controlled. “Charles.”
Looking around at his surroundings, Erik stopped when he saw the lake, his gaze lingering
for a moment. When he turned to face Charles, he seemed to have found his annoyance again.
Charles watched him approach the cabin, walking up the steps only to stop on the third one,
leaving his eyes level with Charles' nose.
Erik's gaze flicked up to look Charles' in the eyes. He gave a small nod and said, “You look
good. Well.”
“So do you,” Charles said, eyeing the line above Erik's mouth which had been been a gash
only days before. The bruising around his eye had faded considerably. Charles opened his
mouth to say more, but Erik was moving past him and into the cabin. Charles silently
followed.
Closing the door behind him, Charles leaned against it to watch Erik walking around the
cabin, his eyes roaming over everything. A few seconds later he was running up the stairs.
Charles craned his neck up to look at the ceiling, hearing the noise of things opening,
shutting, falling. When Erik returned, his steps were heavy with defeat, his expression sullen.
He frowned at Charles and said, “Do you have a datapad, communicator? Anything?”
Erik sighed, scratching his neck absently. “No. Azazel grabbed me right after I emptied my
pockets.”
Erik's eyes were looking over the kitchen cabinets, but his thoughts seemed elsewhere
completely. He walked off towards the kitchen, opening the cupboards and rummaging
around. When he was done, he sighed and walked across the width of the cabin to fall on the
couch. Charles stared at him as he sat there, both arms stretched out across the back of the
couch cushions.
Erik looked up at Charles and gave him a rather irritated smile, waving one of his hands
towards the armchair. “Make yourself comfortable. We'll be here a while.”
“Logan's cabin. No communication ports unless he's put some in since I was here last. No
shuttle ports nearby. No communication exchange. It takes half a day just to ride to the
nearest grocery store.” Erik's jaw clenched before he said, “We're stuck here until Azazel
comes back for us. Which I suppose is the point of this whole exercise.”
Charles stared at the sour look on Erik's face for a while before he finally did go and sit
down, falling back into the armchair. There was of course a huge subject sitting in the room,
waving its trunk about and prodding both of them to start talking. Charles almost felt crushed
by the need to get it out of the way, now they were here.
Erik was looking at him silently. Who knew what he was thinking or feeling with that
impassive face of his? It could've been the same thing that was on Charles' mind, it could
have been something entirely different.
“I'm sorry about Raven. I take it she made quite a nuisance of herself,” Charles finally said.
Erik's mouth twitched in a smile. “I'm sure you wouldn't have done the same for her.”
“I have a feeling I would be even more embarrassing.” Charles said, grimacing slightly. He
looked about the cabin and said, “Won't Logan mind our being here?”
Erik seemed a little bored. “Probably his idea. He thinks everything can be solved by running
away from civilisation and becoming a Zen master in the mountains.”
Erik stood up with a sigh and headed back to one of the kitchen cupboards. When he
returned, it was with a bottle of Scotch and two small glass tumblers. He handed the bottle to
Charles, placing the glasses on the table before he went to the bookcase, crouching on the
floor and peering past the books into the depth of the shelves.
Charles admired the bottle in his hand and whistled at the date. “Are you sure you want to
open this? I don't think your friend will approve.”
“He should have thought about that before he had Azazel bring us here,” Erik said, pulling
something out from the shelf.
Charles opened the bottle and poured while Erik sat down opposite, opening a small wooden
box, folding it out into a chess board while chess pieces fell from within it, scattering onto the
table. Charles set the bottle aside and rounded up the white pieces, setting them out as Erik
laid out his own side before removing his coat and throwing it over the armrest of the couch.
With the board set and his sleeves rolled up, Erik snapped open the top two buttons of his
white shirt and leaned back, picking up his glass and taking a moderate gulp. He pulled a
face, all squint and teeth, setting the glass down.
“Good?” Charles asked with a laugh. Erik nodded, face still easing out of its scrunch. Charles
picked up his glass and held it out. “To Logan's good health then.”
Erik picked up his glass and clinked it against Charles', before nodding to the chessboard.
“Let's play.”
Let's play indeed, Charles thought, carefully planning his first move.
*
I'm drowning again, Erik thought, I'm drowning again and being pulled apart and I don't even
care. It's not important what happens to this body.
you can't
There was so much to struggle against. The voice in his head, the metal he had latched on to,
now pulling at his limbs. The cold hands of the water slowly but surely tiring his body.
Erik, please
Erik almost flew off the couch as he jerked awake, head snapping forward. He gripped the
armrest to control his shaking body and racing heart. Closing his eyes, Erik swallowed,
waiting until he felt some measure of calm. Opening his eyes, he saw Charles who was
opposite him, slumped asleep in the armchair, neck bent at an uncomfortable angle. Erik
stared at him a while, a voice still echoing uncomfortably in his head.
Brushing his hair back with his hand, Erik got up from the couch gingerly. He wobbled
slightly and looked down at the coffee table to see Logan's Scotch was half gone. The chess
game appeared half finished and he had no recollection of it even getting that far. The light
was still on, the quiet hum of the generator going at the back of the cabin. Erik went and
switched the light off, now that morning was insinuating itself into the cabin, brightening it
up with natural light.
Erik made quick use of the bathroom, before very quietly leaving the cabin, stepping outside
into the stinging sunlight. It was all very idyllic and peaceful, but wood and grass didn't hold
the same attraction as metal did for Erik. These elements of nature didn't sing to him in the
same way and even looking at the lake made his insides cold and heavy with his nightmare
still drawn around him like a cool wet cloak.
Rolling down his sleeves he walked away from the cabin, his feet keeping automatic distance
from the lake. His shirt was half hanging from his trousers, so he pulled the rest of it out with
a sigh as he got down on one knee first and than sat back with a thump. The sun had warmed
the ground, but the breeze was chilly, easily climbing inside his clothes. More importantly,
chasing away the last remnants of sleep.
He turned his head a fraction and looked back at the cabin where Charles was still asleep. It
was his voice, wasn't it, Erik asked himself. That voice in his nightmares.
Charles blinked awake, frowning when he didn't recognise his surroundings immediately. Ah,
yes, the cabin. He peered at the chess board and Scotch, recalling an evening of slow careful
drinking and slow careful playing. Clearly the pace had worn both of them out before they
could finish either drink or game. Feeling rather pathetic, Charles got up and went to the
kitchen, getting himself a glass of water.
Through the window over the sink it was sunny and cheerful, a bright autumn day, still
temperate enough for Erik to be sitting out there in his shirt, frozen there, legs drawn up, arms
balanced on his knees as he twisted grass or a stem of something between his fingers, all
under a focused gaze.
As Charles moved around the cabin, finding the bathroom, nosing around the small neat
bedroom, he thought it was best to leave Erik to his thoughts. Let him sit there, selfishly
keeping his burdens to himself, twisting at pieces of grass. After all, who was Charles to go
and interfere in anyone's business? Who was he to make someone else's decisions?
It was something he asked himself even as he stopped next to Erik and said, “Good morning.”
Charles smiled, scratching the back of his head before taking up a cross-legged position next
to Erik. “We're still here.”
Charles laughed, which provoked a smile out of Erik. Charles tilted his head at Erik and
asked, “Not too awful is it? Being stuck here?”
Erik put a piece of grass between his teeth as he peered at Charles, as though he was giving
Charles' question considerable thought. Chewing on the end of it, he said, “No. Not too
awful.”
Charles leaned back on the palms of his hands with a sigh, turning his face up towards the
warmth of the sun. A shining Zeppelin was drifting by overhead, proudly displaying a large
Stark Industries logo. “Think we could ask them to give us a ride?”
Erik looked up at the sky with a frown, tilting his head a little before reaching out his hand,
spreading his fingers so the sunlight seemed to split between them before falling across
Charles' face.
Charles laughed and lurched forward, grabbing Erik's hand and pulling it back. “Not funny.”
Erik's laugh was something new, something Charles' hadn't heard before. Something that
bubbled out from his chest, matching an ebullient grin. Charles grinned too, looking away
from the brightness of Erik's face. He was still holding Erik's hand, holding onto long fingers
that flexed in his light grasp. Charles let go, fisting his own hand against the ground. When he
looked up at Erik again, he was being watched by pale eyes reflecting the brightest planes of
the sky. Charles dropped his gaze to Erik's hand, splayed over the grassy ground. He very
slowly and gently laid his hand over Erik's, aware that Erik was watching.
Charles looked up and Erik's gaze followed. He reached out, touching Charles' bottom lip
with the pad of this thumb. The touch of his fingertips was light on Charles' neck. Slowly, his
fingers and thumb met to hold Charles' chin, drawing him close. Erik pressed his mouth to
Charles', light and unmoving for a second. When Charles pressed in further, pressuring Erik's
mouth to part, he felt Erik's lips smile against his, accepting and inviting at the same time.
Charles surged towards Erik and should have toppled Erik to the ground, but Erik's arms
slipped either side of him to hold him tight. They both clung to each other, the first kiss
turning into the second, the second into the third and the fourth into another. Charles felt so
greedy he could barely breathe or think, scraping his teeth over Erik's mouth, licking into it to
coax out more kisses.
Between their bodies, Erik's hands scrabbled at Charles' shirt, smoothing his palms over it
before slipping under and then moving down to grip is hips as he tasted Charles' mouth, his
jaw, his neck, only to return to his his mouth again. Charles panted as Erik's hands came
around to the front of his waistband, shaking as they opened the fastening of his trousers. A
moment later, Erik had one arm around Charles' waist, holding him tight as he pushed him
onto his back.
Erik looked down at him with hunger, face flushed and eyes dilated with arousal. He kissed
Charles slowly, moving his mouth from Charles' lips to his chin, down his throat. Charles
closed his eyes against the brightness of the sun, focusing on the feel of Erik moving down
the length of his body until he came to a stop, his breath warm on Charles' bare skin. Charles
reached out across the ground, fingers grabbing at blades of long dry grass, crushing them in
his hold. His other hand reached down finding the soft tufts Erik's hair, running his fingers
through them.
Charles gasped when he felt Erik's mouth close around his cock, all wet heat and soft
pressure. As Erik's mouth slid up Charles' length, Charles grabbed hard at the grass, his
stomach convulsing over and over. A swirl of Erik's tongue made his hips buck, thrusting into
Erik's mouth. Erik made a noise of surprise, but then his hands came up to grab Charles' hips,
pushing them down, holding them in place as he sucked, nestled between Charles' legs.
Charles opened his eyes a crack, ignoring the sun to look down his body at Erik's head
bobbing up and down as he sucked. With a gasp he let his eyes drift shut and his head drop
back, keeping his hand in Erik's hair. A moment later he was arching off the ground, coming
hard with a spasm and jerk, his arm flying up across his eyes, hand fisted tight.
With his body limp and utterly spent, Charles slowly blinked up at the sky finding it
cloudless and calm. The trees seemed silent too, undisturbed by the light breeze, their
branches unmoving, their leaves dying second by second. Everything appeared to have come
to a perfect standstill. Erik coughed and Charles looked down at him, stroking his hair. Erik
moved his head slightly, and Charles could feel the press of Erik's cheek against his thigh as
he lay there breathing hard. Charles could even feel the flutter of eyelashes, eyelids lazily
opening and closing.
“Erik,” Charles said, his voice sounding as if it was being scraped out of his throat, though he
had no recollection of taxing it even a bit. Charles tugged on Erik's hair. “Erik.”
Erik reared his head, his eyes casting Charles an electrifying gaze as he all but slid up
Charles' body. Erik frowned at Charles and Charles realised his hand was still fisted, now
lying by the side of his head where Erik pried it open, freeing blades of grass that had left
dark smudges on his palm, which Erik rubbed into the skin with his thumb. Charles leaned up
to press a kiss to Erik's mouth.
Erik tried to move away. “Don't. I just-”
“I don't care,” Charles said, pulling Erik down for a kiss, tasting himself in Erik's mouth. He
reached down between them to cup Erik's erection through his trousers, hard and straining
against the fabric. “Here, let me.”
Erik gave no resistance as Charles pushed him onto his back, rolling on top of him. He made
quick work of unfastening the opening of Erik's trousers. Flattening his hand, he slipped it
under the soft fabric of underwear and smoothed his fingers down Erik's cock, finding it hard,
the head already wet. Erik's face was flushed with a sheen of sweat, his eyes drifting shut and
then drunkenly drifting back open.
Charles lay there half on Erik, their bodies diverging at the waist. Linking his fingers with
one of Erik's hands, Charles pushed it across the ground until it was level with Erik's head.
Erik gave him a lazy smile and then threw his head back when Charles began to slide his grip
up and down in earnest. He let his head drop forward, forehead resting against Erik's cheek
for a moment, concentrating on the consistent rhythmic movement of his hand, the sound of
Erik's breathing, the sound of more blades of grass being ruthlessly plucked from the ground.
Erik's hand clenched painfully around Charles', his body making a single sharp movement as
he came.
Charles pressed his face into the crook of Erik's neck, closing his eyes. His fingers fingers
sticky with come idly stroked Erik, exploring through wiry curls, soothing his spent prick. He
could make out a heartbeat, strong, loud and finding its natural pace again. Maybe it was his.
Maybe it was Erik's. It was all the same thing now. Charles lifted his head to find Erik
blankly gazing up at the sky. After a moment, his eyes turned Charles' face instead. He leaned
up to brush a chaste kiss against Charles' lips, but Charles pushed back, insinuating his
tongue into Erik's mouth.
When they pulled apart, Erik reached down and covered Charles' hand, for a moment
directing his ministrations, guiding the light strokes as he sleepily gazed at Charles. Charles
nudged Erik's cheek with his nose. Erik's fingers closed around his then and finally pulled
Charles hand away. Charles bumped a kiss against Erik's jaw and rolled onto his back, wiping
his hand off on the grass before reaching down to fix his clothing, while Erik did the same
next to him. They both lay side by side for a while, watching the sky together. The Zeppelin
they had spotted earlier had moved further along, lazily drifting into the distance.
“So, you've decided to throw away your inheritance,” Charles said quietly. Erik slowly rolled
towards Charles, pressing his mouth against Charles' shoulder. Charles reached out and
stroked his fingers through Erik's hair. “You don't have to.”
Charles' mouth twitched, a smile pulling at the corner. “But you're going to anyway.”
“You didn't have to hide losing your abilities,” Erik said. “But you did it anyway.”
Charles squinted, face warming with something like embarrassment perhaps. “So, now
what?”
Erik gave him a thoughtful look, before pulling back and getting to his feet. He nodded
towards the cabin and said, “Breakfast?”
“Don't you mean lunch?” Charles asked, sitting up and holding out a hand.
Erik grabbed his hand, hauling Charles to his feet. Charles pressed a kiss to Erik's mouth,
allowing himself to be led back inside.
“Is this a joke?” Logan's voice was low and dangerous and he looked as though he might leap
across the table in the small booth and strangle both Emma and Raven at the same time.
Raven looked at Emma, directing Logan's attention. “Frost?”
Logan's brow furrowed so hard, it was going to leave a dent in his forehead. “What?”
“You said-”
“I know what I said. How did you take that to mean using my cabin as a couple's retreat?”
“And made twenty-two?” Raven asked with a grin. Emma gave her a reproachful look which
utterly failed when she couldn't hold back her own grin.
“You two think this is funny?” Logan asked with a glare. “Get Azazel up there now.”
“I can't,” Emma said. “He's spending a few days with Ma and Pa and he's incommunicado
until he gets back. His folks might have heard a message I left for his ears only and now he's
keeping everything away from their ears.”
Logan gave her a hard look, leaning back and folding his muscular arms over a chest that was
well defined even under his shirt. He nodded at Emma. “You're really pushing your luck.”
Raven sighed, holding up her hands. “Guys, keep it for couples therapy. How about one of
you tell me what I'm doing here? I already know my best friend's been abducted and taken to
this love shack. You didn't call me here for that.”
Logan and Emma shared a look as Logan said, “We have a plan to save Erik's inheritance.”
Emma looked shocked, staring open-mouthed at Raven. “How could you even-”
Emma's offended expression immediately disappeared as she smiled at Raven, touching her
arm. “It's only a little bit illegal.”
Raven nodded at Emma with a smile and said, “You seriously need some help.”
Emma shot Logan a filthy look and turned to Raven. “Look, for this inheritance to go
through, the lawyers need to establish that your friend can still, you know,” she said,
wiggling her fingers by her head.
Emma smiled and waved at Raven and then as if to be completely clear, she pointed at herself
and said, “He means me.”
Logan leaned in and said, “Henry's lawyers want to see the happy couple today. They're a
little concerned about all the rumours. We need you.”
Raven remembered her momentary charade at the hospital, being looked at by Erik's
wounded eyes. “You want me to pretend to be Charles?”
“That won't be necessary.” Raven turned to see Charles beside her, smiling and waving at her
in a rather goofy manner. “It's good, isn't it? It's a projection. Not as sophisticated as what
you can do, but it'll hold up.”
Voices neared their booth and Emma promptly re-appeared as herself. Raven turned to look
at Logan and said, “You want me to be Erik.”
“What about using the law? You're a lawyer, right? Wait, are you a lawyer?” Raven asked,
her face caving under the incredulity of it all. “You think these people are just going to waltz
in look at our faces and buy it? I doubt it'll be that easy. Something you might know, if you
were a lawyer. Do you know a lawyer?”
“Can it, will you? I've got it all figured out. They've got a telepath on their team, but she's no
match for Frost. Frost'll be able to cover herself and you. If they ask you any tricky questions,
Frost's going to tell you what to say,” Logan said, tapping his temple. “All you both need to
do is play the happy couple for an afternoon. Once we have this in the bag, it's up to the real
couple to decide if they're going to go the whole way or not.”
Raven blinked. “Is this why you got them out of the way? I bet Erik didn't agree to this,
right?”
“Hey, I told you, I had nothing to do with forcing them to mate or whatever the hell's going
on here,” Logan said.
Emma really did look offended this time. “You told me your plan and said, 'all we need to do
now is find a way to get them out of the picture',” she said, imitating Logan and earning
herself an irritated glare from him. “I got them out of the picture. Bub.”
“You're a real pill, you know that?” Logan said, shooting Emma a narrow-eyed look.
“He thinks we're playing matchmaker?” Emma said with a grimace. Raven shook her head in
dismay and Emma pouted in her direction. “It's a white lie.”
“Well, when you ask so sweetly,” Raven replied. “I just hope it's not all for nothing.”
Logan made a face. “The main stipulation in the will was hooking up with Xavier. Everyone
on this planet pretty much knows they're seeing each other. We don't need to convince
anyone you two are Xavier and the groom. We just need to convince them that Xavier's still
firing on all cylinders.”
“Don't worry, darling,” Emma said with Charles' voice, sounding far too indecent. “I'm sure I
can handle it.”
Logan narrowed his eyes at Emma as Raven said, “Okay, you're freaking me out now.”
Erik scooped scrambled eggs out of a pan and onto thick pieces of toast. Putting the pan aside
he picked up the plates and added them to the cups of tea on the kitchen table. Charles looked
up from the tattered paperback he had rescued from the back of Logan's bookshelf while Erik
had insisted on playing host. Charles closed the book and set it aside, looking at his plate with
a small pleased smile that possibly had surprise sitting on its corner.
Charles did exactly that, closing his eyes and moaning around the first bite. Erik shifted in his
seat and concentrated on the contents of his own plate, while Charles said, “I had no idea I
was so hungry.”
Erik sat back, drinking his tea, finding himself smiling behind the cup as he watched Charles
enthusiastically tucking in. Erik replaced his cup and said, “Looks like there's enough food
for a few days. Logan must have stocked up for our stay.”
“You seem to know your way around your lawyer's home very well,” Charles said, reaching
for his tea. Erik smiled at Charles. He couldn't stop it, his cheeks pulling at his mouth in
terrible amusement. Charles coloured slightly, cheeks pinking. “Not that I'm prying.”
“I've been here a few times,” Erik said. “Logan is under the misapprehension that nature is
peaceful.”
“Peace is a state of mind. If you're going to find it, you'll find it anywhere. If you're not going
to find it... Besides, nature lacks what cities are made of.”
Charles raised his brows in question and Erik held up a hand, a knife flying through the air
and slipping between his fingers, twirling its way through them effortlessly. Charles'
expression dimmed somewhat and Erik remembered why. He put the knife on the table as
Charles displayed a plainly forced a smile.
“Sorry...”
“Don't,” Charles said. “A blind man doesn't expect everyone else to gouge out their eyes.”
Erik gave Charles a look and pointed out, “A blind man wouldn't have seen that.”
Erik smiled back, a strange warm pleasure creeping across his face at being chastened by
Charles. Tentatively, he asked, “What's it like? Not being able to use your abilities?”
Charles stared into his teacup, as if transfixed by it. Absently he replied, “I'm not sure it's
sunk in yet. Mostly it's just frustrating. I keep forgetting that I'm not shielding myself, it
really is this silent. When I try to open my mind and nothing happens, that's when it hits. The
reality that something might be quite irrevocably broken. For good.”
Erik felt the mask of impassivity he wore crumble somewhat, his brow creasing, his mouth
clamping shut. Charles saw his face and shook his head. Softly, he said, “Don't make this
your fault, Erik. You didn't do this to me.”
But that was how it felt. There was a great watery weight in Erik's chest. His heart kept
telling him that he had broken Charles. He had hurt him in some terrible way. How could this
not be true? Wasn't it right in front of him?
“Shaw did this because of me,” Erik said, running his finger along knife before him. “If I
hadn't come into your life, you would still have your abilities.”
“Do you think removing yourself from my life now is going to keep me from harm?” Charles
asked, his voice quiet and restrained. “Isn't that a rather stupendous assumption?”
Erik gave a sharp nod. “Yet, you're the one who broke things off.”
“That was different,” Charles said. “If your lawyers find out I'm a non-manifesting mutant
your inheritance is gone. It's a fortune, Erik, one that could help people.”
“And who gave you the right to make that decision? Who gave you the responsibility of
helping every hard done by mutant?” Erik asked, the small amounts of metal in the kitchen
making their presence known, creating a collective sound like the hiss of a snake. Charles
didn't even bat an eyelid. “I would have stayed. No matter what.”
Charles' eyes turned glassy and Erik's anger abated, dampened a little. “Couldn't you have
stayed as my friend?”
Very firmly, so he couldn't be mistaken, Erik replied, “I don't want to be your friend. And
you're a liar if you think that's what you want.”
Charles swallowed, looking down at his cooling breakfast, his finger tracing the edge of the
plate. After a moment he rested his elbow on the table, resting his forehead in the palm of his
hand. Erik realised Charles had said his piece for now. His mouth curling with annoyance,
Erik left Charles where he sat, jogging up the stairs and turning into the bathroom.
His clothes smelled like the grass and dirt from outside, not to mention the lingering smell of
sweat and sex. Erik stood in the doorway, looking down at the stairs. He couldn't hear
anything, though what was he expecting? He unbuttoned his shirt, the water starting to run
behind him. There really wasn't much more to say for now.
Logan was standing by the window behind Erik's desk, eyes on the datapad in his hand, while
Raven sat in Erik's chair, swinging side to side as she watched Emma pacing back and forth,
every inch of her looking like Charles Xavier. It was a strange sight, watching her walk
around the office, silently muttering to herself in concentration, strange little expressions
passing across her face which didn't belong on Charles'.
Logan stared at Raven. No doubt he was having trouble seeing Erik just as Raven was having
trouble seeing Charles. He looked at Emma and said, “Pooling everything she knows about
Xavier.”
Emma turned and put her hands in her pockets, flashing Raven a huge smile. There was a
strange twinkle about her Charles. He seemed to almost glow.
Emma grinned and said, “Would you say I seem almost too perfect?”
Raven nodded slowly, “Yeah. Yeah, I think so. He's actually way more cranky.”
Emma took up a seat in front of Raven, leaning forward conspiratorially. “Guess who sees his
cutie pie like this? Here's a clue, I took a walk through his head recently.”
Raven may have giggled. At the very least, it was certainly interesting to see Charles the way
someone else saw him. Someone who appeared quite smitten. Raven turned her head to grin
at Logan who was eyeing Emma's projection with a bland expression. He didn't seem
particularly moved.
“They should be here soon.” He nodded at Raven. “Remember, listen to Frost. She'll talk you
through the whole thing.”
Logan poked a finger at the corner of Raven's mouth. “He doesn't smile this much.”
Erik sat up, water splashing all around him. His heart was hammering in his chest and he was
shaking, shivering in the middle of the bathtub, staring into the water with wide eyes. Taking
a deep breath, Erik looked around, remembered where he was before he slowly lay back
down and sunk low into the fading warmth of the water, still shivering as he stared up at the
ceiling in silent anguish. His mind wandered to those few days without Charles, those few
nights of dreamless sleep. He closed his eyes against further thought, only opening them
when he heard footsteps stopping on the threshold of the bathroom. Erik pushed himself up a
little and turned his head to find Charles standing in the doorway. Charles held up his hand in
a wave of sorts before leaning against the door frame.
“I cleared away the dishes,” Charles said quietly. “I thought it was the least I could do after
you cooked and didn't even eat a single bite.”
Erik closed his eyes and sighed, letting his head loll back. He was so tired. Everything
seemed harder with Charles around. And yet, this was what he wanted. Charles Xavier by his
side.
“When you went to see Shaw,” Charles spoke after a moment, prompting Erik to open his
eyes. “What happened?”
Erik stared at the wall opposite. He almost felt physically unable to tell Charles, like his jaw
had frozen shut. He felt pathetic asking Charles, “Does it matter?”
“He paid someone to kill me,” Charles said, far too kindly than he needed to. “It matters a
little.”
Images assaulted Erik's mind, images of his blacked out, scratched out, hated eyes. “He
thinks I'm Magneto.”
Charles said nothing. They were both silent for a while, that name taking its time to bounce
off the walls. Erik lowered his gaze down to the fingers of one hand, the skin looking
shrivelled up from too much time in the water.
“He said it would all happen again. Magneto will rise and the most traitorous mutants have to
die. You have to die.” Erik stopped, each word so weighty they felt like rocks in his mouth,
threatening to choke him. He couldn't even blink, his gaze stuck on the wall in front. “He was
talking about regeneration.”
“Ah. That old fairly tale,” Charles said. There was an undercurrent of anger in his tone,
barely there, but noticeable all the same. “Why did he attack you?”
“I'm not the man he was hoping to see,” Erik said. He should have been reassured, but he all
he could feel right now was cold and numb.
Charles didn't respond and Erik finally turned his head to look at the other man. Charles was
stood there watching Erik, face fixed in silent and unreadable contemplation. Finally he said,
“You look like you're freezing. Maybe you should get out.”
Charles pushed away from the door frame and picked up the white towel that was hung close
by. Erik sat up and slowly stood, stepping out of the tub under Charles' unwavering gaze.
Charles met him halfway across the tiny bathroom, bringing the towel up and gently pressing
it under Erik's jaw, his throat, his chest and then sliding it down his stomach until Erik
grabbed his wrist hard. The towel fell to the floor, ignored by both men.
Charles grimaced, his fist tightening in response to the firm grip around his wrist. “Erik.”
“Tell me what you want,” Erik said, skin chilled, but heating in anticipation anyway. “Forget
everything else and just tell me what you want.”
Charles looked up at Erik, brow creased slightly, eyes focused on Erik. “I don't think I want
to be your friend either.”
“And no more inheritance talk,” Erik insisted. All these complications, he wanted them all
gone, every single obstacle.
“No more inheritance talk,” Charles said quietly, pressing the palm of his free hand against'
Erik's chest, turning him, slowly pushing him until Erik's back was against the door frame.
Charles sighed, leaning forward and kissing Erik on his collar bone. “No more talk.”
Erik nodded, something like a knot in his stomach loosening. Placing a hand on Charles'
cheek, he drew up his face, pressing a kiss to Charles' mouth with an almost grateful sigh.
“No more talk.”
Raven was sitting in a large briefing room with a long table that was obviously expensive, but
ultimately so slick it was boring. She sat between Logan and Emma, opposite a team of four
lawyers. The first one was a woman somewhere in her forties, sharp black suit and tight bun.
She was simply known as Ms. Black and she hadn't uttered a word since her arrival, which
explained why her lipstick was pristine. The telepath, Emma had whispered into Raven's
mind.
The second was a man of a nervous disposition, Jay Rollins. Every time he got nervous, he
seemed to fade a little. Mostly it happened whenever Logan open his mouth. The third was a
man in his fifties, quiet and grouchy, Bernard Hayes. He appeared only to be interested in his
datapad. And finally there was the mouthpiece, Janos Quested. He was spending most of his
time arching a brow in Emma's direction and smiling rather lasciviously.
He flicked his well kept mane of black hair back, telling Charles Xavier to, “Please, call me
Janos.”
Nope. He'd look like he was sucking a lemon and insist on being called Doctor.
And if I know Erik, he'd be lunging across the table inviting a law suit right now.
Raven smiled at Janos and said, “Why don't we stick to the formalities?”
Janos frowned at Raven and then at Emma, before looking back and forth between them.
“You're talking to each other. How sweet.” Janos looked at Ms. Black and there was a silent
pause before he looked back at Raven and said, “Mr. Xavier appears to be very protective of
you.”
Raven just glared. She'd seen Erik do it and it worked well enough for him. It was Emma
who said in Charles' smooth tones, “I'm sorry, I was under the impression you were here to
ascertain whether I'm still fully functional after my little MU1 scare. Not if I use my mouth to
speak with my fiancé.”
The corner of Ms. Black's mouth went up a notch as Janos said, “Oh no no. Please, do not be
offended. This is a happy occasion. If there was silence between you two, that would be more
worrying.”
Haynes looked up with a frown, as if someone had just tapped his shoulder. He went still and
then it was Rollins who looked at Black and then at Raven. Raven looked at him and said,
“What?”
Rollins instantly started to fade a little. He said, “Nothing really. Ms. Black just asked me if I
thought something was not quite right with you.”
Raven nodded, envisioning Erik's impassive face and feeling an odd warmth in her head
which Emma assured her was just her presence, shielding Raven and sending distorted
messages to Black. “And?”
Logan snorted. “Different? As in getting married different? Almost getting killed different?
Almost seeing his fiancé die different? Having you geniuses grill the happy couple
different?” Rollins fidgeted while Ms. Black frowned at Logan and then smiled with
curiosity. He smiled back and said, “No point trying, sweetheart. This coconut's not for
telepathic cracking.”
“Yes,” Haynes said, totally ignoring Logan. “I suppose you have been through a rough time,
Erik. Still, I can't tell you how much it pleases me that you're carrying out Henry's wishes.
You are doing something wonderful for our people.”
“Can I ask a question?” Raven asked. Both Emma and Logan looked at her, surprised, maybe
worried. Haynes nodded. “What if Charles' mutation was dormant? What if you couldn't pick
up any telepathic activity from him right now?”
Haynes sighed and said, “Well, then I'm afraid you would have to marry someone else. Or
lose your inheritance.”
“But he's still Charles Xavier. The same Charles Xavier Henry wanted. Isn't he?” Raven
asked.
“It's not just about preserving a name,” Haynes said seriously. “It's about preserving a longer
legacy. If you both decide to have children, which we all hope you do, something amazing
will come from the genetic mixture of these two bloodlines. Your child could be the most
important mutant on this planet.”
“He could also be a fireman,” Emma said. When Raven looked at her, her expression was so
Charles it made Raven smile. “Besides, even if my mutation was dormant, I hardly think it
would affect my children. After all, there was a time when the majority of mutants were born
to humans. Remember?”
“Everything has to begin somewhere, it's a pity we had to begin as humans. Your children
will have an advantage. Being born to a human, you may as well be born broken,” Haynes
said, getting up and giving Emma a nasty little smirk. He nodded at Logan and said, “I'll
transfer the paperwork to you tomorrow morning. As far as we're concerned, it's mazal tov.”
Janos, Black and Rollins followed Haynes, getting up and gathering their things, no time for
niceties, just business. As they reached the doors, Logan surprised Raven by calling out and
asking, “What happens if Xavier's abilities nosedive after they marry?”
Haynes turned around slowly, looking at the seated trio. He had a very disgruntled look on
his pasty face. “Well,” he said, “Then what a waste of time and money this will have been.
Good day, Mr. Logan. Mr. Xavier. Erik, give my regards to your aunt.”
Ms. Black marched out, followed by an almost invisible Rollins, Haynes way ahead of them
in the corridor. Janos looked at Logan, Emma and Raven and shrugged. “Hey, I'm only in it
for the money.”
He winked at Emma and left. Logan was quiet next to Raven, but she felt as if she could
physically touch the wall of anger around him and on her other side, Emma was silent too,
looking like a very angry Charles. Raven looked down at her hands, or rather, Erik's tight-
fisted hands.
The world had narrowed down to the impossible space between Charles' and Erik's sweat-
slicked bodies. Charles lay over Erik, cock deep, his hand hooked under Erik's knee,
encouraging his leg to draw up and let Charles in deeper still. Erik writhed beneath him,
panting hard into the pillow. Charles gripped one of his hands, fingers entwined with his
moments before now curled into a tight fist. When Charles thrust slowly into tight heat, Erik
broke his dignified silence, moaning as though he could no longer bite it back.
Charles smiled, catching a whisper of a curse, whispering back, what was that? into Erik's
ear. Erik shook his head with a huff of frustration as Charles closed his eyes and pressed his
forehead between Erik's damp shoulders, changing pace from slow thrusts to short snaps of
his hips which made Erik gasp into his pillow.
Charles would have said he'd like to stay like this forever, on Erik, in Erik, around Erik, but
words seemed ridiculous. What Charles wanted to do was push into Erik with his mind,
joining the strands of their pleasure into an infinite loop. But no matter how much he tried,
Charles' mind was trapped in his own head. It was with pure frustration that he pressed his
forehead against Erik, his hips thrusting harder than he intended.
Charles lurched up, seeing stars and black spots as he was stopped by Erik's hands on his
shoulders, gently pushing him back down. Charles stared at Erik, eyes wide open, his hand
reaching to grip Erik's arm and anchor himself.
Charles nodded, feeling a little frantic, confused that he was on his back and Erik was
looming over him. Charles reached up to rub his forehead, pain flaring up in his eye. He
stammered, “I... I think I was in your head.”
Erik gave him a confused look, nodding slightly. He held up a hand to indicate Charles
should remain where he lay and climbed off the bed, leaving the room and appearing
moments later with a towel in his hand. Sitting down, Erik pulled Charles' hand away from
his forehead before pressing the towel below is nose.
Charles took over holding the towel, blinking up at Erik. When he couldn't bear the look of
worry creasing Erik's features, Charles turned onto his side, pulling off the rubber still on his
now limp cock. When he turned back, he smiled shakily and said, “Well, that's killed the
mood.”
Erik adjusted his position, drawing his legs up so his toes disappeared under the pillow, his
arms loosely hanging over his knees, one hand over the other wrist. “You said you were in
my head.”
Charles sat up gingerly, pulling the covers over his lap, Erik arching a brow at the action
before the corner of his mouth lifted in amusement. “I heard you. You told me I was in your
head. You didn't feel anything?”
Charles stared at him for a moment and then let out a huff of laughter, looking down at the
covers as he wiped at his face with the towel again. “This. Is absolutely humiliating. I'm so
sorry.”
Erik gave Charles knee a squeeze, watching as the other man sighed, letting his head fall back
against the headboard. “It was so loud and clear. I felt it.” Charles bit the inside of his mouth,
shaking his head. “Maybe I'm going mad.”
“Maybe it's... like a phantom limb,” Erik said quietly. “Gone, but not forgotten.”
“For a telepath, that may as well be madness.” Charles nodded thoughtfully. Looking at Erik,
dejectedly he said, “I don't think I'm going to be able to do this.”
Charles looked away as soon as his eyes stung. This night had already been embarrassing
enough. But then Erik reached out, prodding a knuckle under Charles' chin. He spoke quietly
as though someone else was in the room, spying on their conversation. “There's much more
to you than your abilities, Charles. You are... rather remarkable.”
Charles mustered a smile though he felt as if there was a hard marble stuck in his throat,
forcing itself down into his chest, forcing itself up into his eyes. He swallowed down
whatever awful sound was coiling up in his throat and shook his head. “It's like the whole
world's suddenly shut me out. I don't think I've ever felt this alone.”
Charles stared at Erik, clenching his jaw and forcing his face into composure, just in case it
cracked. Erik moved onto his knees, leaning in close and pressing a kiss to Charles' mouth.
He pulled at the bloodied towel, throwing it aside before closing his arms around Charles and
deepening their kiss. After a moment, it was Charles who gently pushed at Erik until they
were both lying down, Erik on his back and Charles blanketing his body.
Charles kissed Erik's collar bone, reaching between them to rid the portion of the bed covers
that had travelled with him. At the same time, Erik opened his legs, bracketing Charles' body
in between his thighs. He looked down at Erik's face, reaching out and stroking his fingers
from cheek to jaw, to chin, to mouth, dipping his head and gently kissing Erik's bottom lip
before covering his mouth completely.
Raven downed her beer and shook her head. “It's three in the afternoon and I'm sitting here
drinking when I should be grading papers.”
Logan didn't respond, knocking back his whiskey like it was water. On Raven's other side,
Emma took a sip of her wine, replaced the glass on the bar and sighed at her reflection in the
mirror opposite.
Logan now turned to stare at Emma along with Raven. “What's with the accent?”
Emma shrugged. “I rather enjoyed Charles' accent. I may keep it. For a while at least.”
“Gonna need another.” Logan held up a hand to catch the barman's attention. He nodded
towards Raven's beer. “You drinking?”
Raven shook her head. “I'm going home to hug my family and sober up.”
Logan's mouth quirked up in a little smile as he nodded. He leaned forward, past Raven, and
asked Emma, “What about you?”
Emma slipped off her barstool and picked up her coat from the vacant seat next to hers. “I'm
calling Azazel and demanding he comes home and attends to my needs.”
“Hey,” Logan said, pointing at Emma. “Five 'o’clock sharp, my place, you and Azazel.”
Emma's shoulders slumped and she looked honestly disappointed. “Why can't we pick them
up in the morning?”
“I want them out of my cabin,” Logan said, very seriously. “I mean it.”
“God,” Emma muttered, twisting around and marching out of the bar.
Logan frowned at Raven before turning his attention to the end of the bar where a woman
was sat with her drink, her eyes on the view screen suspended behind the bar. She looked
away from it with a frown and then back at Logan, catching his gaze. She smiled politely
from behind unruly red bangs and black reading glasses when he gave her an acknowledging
nod. After that her eyes turned to her datapad on the bar and Logan turned to stare ahead with
a frown.
“What?” Raven asked. “You don't like redheads? I take that personally, you know.”
Logan shot the woman another glance, shaking his head. “I'm just trying to place her. She
looks familiar.”
“Which happens to be the most successful pick up line, trust me, I know. Go,” Raven said,
prodding his shoulder. Logan glared at Raven and then took another discreet look at the
woman, slowly slipping off his seat, finishing his drink in one go. “Oh my god, are you
going?”
Logan froze and turned to look at Raven. “You just told me to.”
“I know, but I had no idea you would.” Logan was staring at her, so Raven nodded and said,
“But you should. She just checked out your ass. That's always a good sign.”
Raven nodded and gave him a thumbs up, watching him turn and stiffly walk to the end of
the bar where he tentatively approached the woman. Raven smiled, watched for a moment
and then with a small sense of satisfaction, turned away and made her way home.
It was night when Charles awoke. Erik had spooned up against him, his hand a limp weight
on Charles' hip, Erik's breath warm on the back of Charles' neck. There was light stealing into
the room, illuminating planes and edges, but it wasn't coming from the window. Charles sat
up slowly, gently moving Erik's hand away as he peered around the room, his eyes falling on
the strip of light under the door.
He carefully got out of bed, pulling on his trousers and shirt before walking towards the door.
At the door, he stopped to look back at Erik who had moved over to Charles' side, wrapping
his arms around the pillow. Charles turned back towards the door and reached for the
doorknob, turning it quietly.
He opened the door and slipped outside into a long corridor. It was so brightly lit Charles
found himself squinting. The ground was smooth and tiled under his feet, like marble. The
ceiling was composed of bright white light panels and the walls were a discreet grey. Charles
stepped into the middle of the corridor and peered towards the end.
There was what appeared to be a large circular metal shield that covered the wall at the end of
the corridor. Charles walked towards it, watching it grow as he neared. On closer inspection
the shield appeared to be engraved with a large X. No, he thought, not a shield, a door.
Charles came to a stop before it, hearing the metal of the door creak, thud and shudder, as if it
was stuck. Charles reached out to touch the door.
“Stop.” Charles snatched his hand away at the harsh command and turned towards the voice
to find Erik who stood glaring, a hard look in his eyes. “Get away from there.”
“What is it?”
Charles was staring at Erik with wide-eyes. He gave a disbelieving laugh and said, “Then we
should open it. Find out what's behind it.” Behind Charles, the door made another noise of
protest. Charles turned towards it and said with a note of realisation in his voice, “Look at it.
It's just sitting here waiting to be unlocked.”
“Charles,” Erik said quietly, hating the desperation he could hear in his own voice.
“You're afraid. Why are you afraid?” Charles was staring at him, frowning with confusion.
Erik looked at the door. He could see a distorted reflection of himself. He seemed coloured in
all wrong. Red. There was so much red.
The corridor began to shake, tiles popping up from the ground, steel girders slicing out of the
ceiling and up from the floor. Charles fell against the wall. Bury the door, Erik thought, just
bury the door.
“Erik! Stop this!” Charles yelled as the corridor began to cave in around them. “Erik, please!
Calm yourself!”
Erik stared at the door as it gleamed threateningly. He shook his head and murmured, “I can't
let you open it.”
“Why?” Charles yelled over the din of flying debris. “What's so important? What are you so
afraid of, Erik?”
A part of the ceiling fell completely, metal girders falling down and embedding themselves in
the ground. The chaos was moving closer and closer towards Charles who watched with wide
unbelieving eyes. Then he looked at Erik and shook his head. His hand shot out, fingers
outstretched and suddenly Erik felt like he was being hit by a wave.
Erik would have yelled out, but he was too busy gasping for air, sucking in a breath as if he
hadn't been breathing for minutes. He lurched forward, trying to scrabble away from the arms
that were holding him tight, wrapped around his middle, a warm and flush body against his
back.
“Erik, it's all right!” Charles said, sounding frantic. “It's a dream. It's not real. It's a dream.
We're awake. It's fine.”
Erik stopped struggling as the words sunk in, though tremors continued running through his
body, his breathing was rapid, still hard to control. As the fog in his mind cleared, he could
hear items in the room falling to the floor. Erik realised there was a harsh breeze coming into
the room and looked up to find the window broken, the daylight on the other side providing
some relief. Then he realised what Charles had just said.
He turned around slowly in Charles' hold to look at him.“What do you mean we're awake?”
Charles' face was flushed and now Erik's senses were clearing, he could see the other man
was breathless and looked as dishevelled as Erik felt. “I was in your dream. I was in your
head.”
“I'm the one who woke you up, Erik,” Charles said as Erik stared silently. Charles took a
deep breath and asked, “What the hell are you keeping in that head of yours?”
Dressed and reasonably more settled, Charles headed down the stairs and grimaced when he
saw the state of the cabin. There was either metal debris everywhere or things that had been
pierced or broken by metal. The living room appeared to have been smashed to pieces thanks
to all the metal in the kitchen and the fridge was on the other side of the room. Well, half of it
was.
“Oh dear,” Charles said, making a face as he stood at the bottom of the stairs, looking at the
carnage. Erik jogged down the stairs, stopping behind Charles, slapping his hands onto
Charles' shoulders and poking his head past Charles to peer at the room. “Erik, it looks like a
bomb hit this place.”
Erik made an uninterested sound and squeezed past Charles to go stand in the middle of the
room, surveying the damage. Charles noticed that unlike him, Erik was no longer in
yesterday's clothes, wearing a bulky black sweater and black jeans. Charles couldn't quite
figure out if they belonged to Logan or if Erik just happened to have clothes lying around in
the cabin. Either way, he felt enough of a seed of jealousy to feel rather happy about the fact
that Logan's iron stove seemed to have exploded and acted much like ancient heavy artillery.
Erik was prodding at something on the floor with the tip of his boot, tilting his head to look at
it before he lost interest and turned to frown at Charles instead. “How can your abilities still
be there, if you can't use them?”
Charles blew out a breath, picking up a toppled chair which had survived the metal attack. “I
don't know. Maybe it's a psychosomatic blockage. Maybe, I can use them, but not
consciously. What else could it be? I mean, how else could I just be walking around inside
your dreams?”
Erik nodded absently. “I'm sorry you didn't have this realisation in a more pleasant manner.”
Charles snorted, picking up a twisted pan and replacing it on the floor when he realised the
sink was no longer in the kitchen. “Don't be. I've had my fair share of nightmares. Though, I
must say I don't envy you. That was quite terrifying.”
Erik frowned, recalling the most recurring nightmares. “No. Not this particular one.”
“Do you think it means something?” Charles asked. When Erik frowned, he shrugged and
said, “It's been a stressful time. For both of us.”
Erik sighed, letting his head fall back as he quietly groaned. He looked back at Charles,
giving him a firm stare. “They all mean something. Something that's ultimately meaningless
usually.”
“So... you're not a man who's keeping secrets in some big subconscious vault?” Charles
teased, smiling at Erik.
Erik grinned at him, walking across the room to close the distance between them. “I'm
saying, Charles, we all have our vaults and I'm happy leaving mine closed, if a little disturbed
that you were so adamant about opening it.”
“I'm not sure any of us know what we're doing in dreams. I suppose I just thought if I opened
the door, you'd stop being so afraid,” Charles said earnestly, looking up at Erik. “But, you're
quite right. It's up to you if you'd rather keep certain doors closed.”
Erik nodded at him, the corner of his mouth lifting in a slight smile. It was strange standing
so close to Erik, allowed to touch, allowed to kiss. Allowed to take him straight back to bed
where Erik would say yes to everything. It made Charles' skin warm all over. It was all so
strange and new, navigating this new territory. Maybe Erik was thinking the same thing,
because he looked away with an amused smile before crouching down in front of Charles.
Charles watched him as he picked up a broken cup, turning it around in his hands. He looked
up at Charles, waving the cup. “Think I'll have to buy him a new one?”
Charles stared for a second before a small laugh burst out of him. “Erik. I think you're going
to have to buy the man a new cabin. Speaking of which, I think your friends have forgotten
about us.”
Erik dropped the cup and stood up, stuffing his hands into the pockets of his jeans with a
shrug. “So? You're not scared of being alone with me, are you, Charles?”
Charles stood there, honestly considering the answer in light of the fact that he could see
behind Erik there was a hole in the wall where there used to be a window. He turned his gaze
down to Erik's mouth, which was close, unmoving and yet utterly inviting, his breath warm
on Charles' face.
Charles looked up at Erik's hooded eyes and said, “I'm quite sure I couldn't be afraid of you if
I tried.”
Erik seemed mildly startled, the playfulness lost from his face as he inched back to look at
Charles with wide pale eyes and a slight amount of wonder written across his face. He gave
Charles a nod, his mouth morphing into half a smile and Charles leaned into Erik, pressing a
kiss against his smiling mouth, feeling Erik's arm close around his shoulders, the other one
finding Charles' hand, squeezing it firmly. New territory it might have been, but Charles
couldn't remember ever having felt so at home.
Charles frowned, mouth half-pursed and on its way into another kiss. He opened an eye, the
one closest to the questioner, letting it slide until three people came into view. Charles
extricated himself from Erik's hold, not easily done as Erik seemed intent on holding on,
thoroughly amused by Charles' sense of propriety, going by the expression on his face.
Charles looked at the faces of their three guests. Well, technically their host and two guests.
There in the middle of the mess that used to be a cabin were Logan, Azazel and Emma. The
two men were staring at the carnage, while Emma was smiling at Erik in a very triumphant
manner. Azazel frowned at a piece of the stove that was embedded in the ceiling and then
took a step back.
“Don't even think about disappearing, bub,” Logan said without looking at him. He turned to
Erik. “A word?”
Erik stepped forward and Charles found himself taking a step with him, blocking his way
with an arm. “I know exactly how this looks, but there's an explanation.”
“Charles, it's fine,” Erik said, pushing down his arm and moving towards the door where
Logan was waiting, looking uninterested in any explanation.
“Bad dreams, sweetie?” Emma asked, turned towards Erik, but looking at Charles as if she
was... the telepath, of course. How strange it felt to be at the mercy of someone else's ability.
She wouldn't be probing his mind, no telepath would do that without good reason, but like a
sponge she would be absorbing everything he couldn't shield. She shrugged at him and said,
“You're broadcasting kind of loud at the moment.”
Charles turned his attention to Logan. “Like your friend said. Bad dreams.”
Logan seemed to sober a little, whereas now Erik's demeanour became more prickly. He gave
Emma a disapproving look before shoving past Logan and walking out of the cabin, Logan
leaving calmer than he had appeared. Azazel was shaking his head in the direction of the
fridge.
“As the heart of the storm, not nearly as bad,” Charles said absently. “Though most of the
bathroom is outside now.”
“See? Told you they'd make it to the bedroom,” Emma said, grinning at Azazel who in turn
smiled in quiet amusement.
Charles rolled his eyes, moving to one of the broken windows to peer outside. Logan was
silently standing there watching Erik who had his back turned to him, one hand on hip and
the other one rubbing the back of his neck. Slowly he turned to look at Logan, his words too
far away to carry over to Charles' ears. He was asking Logan a question, to which Logan
nodded. Erik stared at him unhappily.
“What did they use to say curiosity did to the cat?” Emma asked, stepping in front of Charles
and blocking his view.
“Killed it. But then, when you have eight lives to waste.” Charles scowled at her and tried to
step around her. Emma blocked his path, forcing Charles to ask, “Is something wrong?”
“Besides Logan's beloved cabin being turned into kindling?” Emma asked.
“Don't insult my intelligence,” Charles said. “This isn't about the cabin. It's something else. Is
it something to do with Shaw?”
Emma frowned, quietly asking him, “Why would you say that?”
“You're asking me that even after knowing what Shaw did?” Charles said.
Emma sighed and turned back to look out of the window, letting Charles take up a place
beside her. “It's not Shaw. He's still locked up and should be locked up for a very long time.
Just some business Logan took care of and Erik would have preferred left alone.”
Charles watched Erik pacing for a while before he stopped and pointed at Logan, laying out
what seemed like a list of demands. Logan held up both hands in surrender and said
something before he took on a stance of boredom, scratching at one of his sideburns.
“Is it true you dated Remy LeBeau?” Emma asked, her eyes still on the two men.
Charles frowned. “How do you-?” And then he remembered Louis, worse keeper of secrets
alive. “Oh. Sadly, yes.”
They were quiet for a moment, Azazel shuffling around behind them, presumably compelled
to make an effort in making the place look a little tidier.
Charles smiled and said, “Are you trying to bond with me?”
She shrugged and replied, “I like Erik. I guess it means I have to make nice with his
boyfriend. It's like a rule or something.”
“She's blue and mouthy,” Emma said with a smile. “I'll give you one guess.”
Charles smiled too, watching the conversation between Logan and Erik turn quiet and less
aggressive. “I hated his shiny suits.”
“They made me want to gouge out my eyes,” Emma said. Azazel coughed somewhere behind
them. Emma told him, “Trash talking former lovers is not against the rules.”
Azazel suddenly appeared between Erik and Logan. He quietly said something, which made
the other two men nod in agreement. He then put a hand on Logan's shoulder, disappearing
with him as Erik made his way back to the cabin.
“Damn it, I just drove him into the arms of another man,” Emma said, turning away from the
window to smile at Charles. He laughed quietly, watching for the door to open.
Azazel appeared in front of Charles, startling him. He turned to Emma, pointing at her and
then beckoning her with a finger. She wrinkled her nose at the gesture and took his
outstretched hand, winking at Charles before they disappeared together. The door opened and
Erik walked in, pink-cheeked and pale-skinned from the cold evening air. He looked around
the cabin, smiling when his gaze found Charles.
Erik shook his head. “It's fine. Are you ready to go?”
Charles patted down his shirt and trousers. “I believe I have everything.”
On cue, Azazel appeared between them. He arched a brow at Erik and blew out a breath.
“Tomorrow, we talk about leave.”
Erik smiled, reaching past Azazel to hold his hand out towards Charles. Charles stared at the
proffered hand like an idiot for a moment, before feeling something like a fountain of warmth
spring up in his chest. He pushed away from the kitchen cabinets, or what was left of them,
and reached for Erik's hand, allowing himself to be pulled close. Azazel put a hand each on
both their shoulders and a flash of red later, they all stood inside the front door of the Xavier
mansion.
Erik gave Azazel a nod before turning to Charles. “Walk you in?”
Charles smiled, shrugging nonchalantly. They made their way to the living room where Louis
was most likely to be, walking in silence, hands hanging limp by their sides. This time it was
Charles who looked down at Erik's hand and slyly inserted his fingers into Erik's space. Erik
smiled, looking down at their hands as their fingers played before linking together. They
came to a stop by the living room door which was closed, the sound of the telescreen floating
out into the hall.
Erik put one hand on Charles' hip, the other still twined with Charles' fingers. He used his
hold on Charles to back him up against the wall, stepping close until he was leaning against
Charles, the contours of his body pleasantly pressing against Charles. Erik dipped his head
down and kissed Charles at a slow leisurely pace, licking into his mouth, tasting his lips.
“Business?” Charles asked, receiving a nod. He smiled and said, “Well, in that case, when
might I see you again?”
Charles gave it a good deal of thought and nodded. “You know, I think I am. Dinner
tomorrow? Unless that's unbearably too soon.”
“Tomorrow then,” Charles said, aware that his hands had migrated into the front of Erik's
sweater, reluctant to release him. “You best go before Azazel quits.”
Erik covered Charles' hands, moving in and pressing his lips against Charles' before pulling
away with a mischievous tilt to his mouth. “Goodnight, Francine.”
Charles rolled his eyes as Erik grinned at him, walking away, turning around once to tip an
invisible hat in Charles' direction before he resumed his path. Charles stood in the corridor
for a while, watching Erik leave before he pushed open the door to the living room and
stepped inside.
Erik awoke to the sound of someone turning on the telescreen. The volume wasn't high, but it
was enough to prod at Erik's awareness until sleep was no longer possible. He seemed to have
slept without incident, he thought with some relief, not to mention some remaining
embarrassment over having reeled Charles into his nightmares.
Opening his eyes, Erik found the warmth part of his face was pressed into was a thigh. He
scowled at it and peered up to find Logan watching him thoughtfully, cigarillo in mouth. Erik
jerked back immediately, turning onto his back and blinking against the morning light, ears
being assaulted by more speculation over his impending nuptials.
“Switch it off,” Erik demanded, his voice rusty with sleep. He covered his eyes and sighed.
Logan snorted as the reporting on the news became increasingly flowery and over dramatic.
“That right? You and Xavier exploring ancient rituals to make your vows special?”
Logan grabbed his wrist, pulling Erik's hand away from his face. “Haynes just sent over the
official okay.”
Erik gave Logan a look, yanking his wrist back from Logan's grasp. “We already talked about
this.”
Erik sat up slowly, running a hand through his hair, feeling Logan's eyes on his back as he
hunched over to clear the cobwebs of sleep from his mind. “Charles and I... it isn't a business
proposal. It's not about money. Or mutants, before you start.”
“Do you have any idea about the shit we pulled to make sure Quested had the right telepath
on his team?” Logan was shaking his head when Erik turned to look over his shoulder. He
knew exactly the kind of shit his team had been pulling for years. He smiled slightly, earning
a filthy look from Logan. “I hope Xavier's worth it. And you're a dick.”
Logan scowled at the telescreen as he brought the cigarillo up for another smoke, averting
Erik's gaze as Erik pondered the more pertinent of his words. Charles was worth it, he
thought, worth a loss of fortune. But there was a strange hollow feeling in Erik's chest that he
was the one who would ruin this. He was the one who would ultimately break this thing
between him and Charles.
“Not the first time one of your dreams trashed my place. Which one was it?”
“New,” Erik said quietly, thinking back to that strange and awful dream.
Logan aimed a frown in his direction as Erik reached out a hand, fingers pointing to the
cigarillo. Logan wordlessly passed him it and Erik closed his eyes, taking a drag before
exhaling with a sigh. He moved back to sit up against the pillows, one hand cradling the
elbow of his smoking arm, Logan at his side, quietly watching him.
“You didn't come here to tell me about Haynes giving me his blessing.” Logan's forehead
creased in irritation. Erik took a drag and extracted the cigarillo from his mouth, blowing
smoke out towards Logan whose eyes narrowed. “Well?”
“Got a message from MacTaggert. I saw you were copied into it. She's sent the last of the
visuals they got from Shaw's place,” Logan said, watching Erik closely. “More sketches,
paintings. That kind of thing.”
Erik thought about the images he had already seen, all those variations in the ways his eyes
had been erased. It couldn't be any be worse than that. Despite the thought, a chill ran down
his bare spine. Logan took the cigarillo away before Erik's grip could grow any more lax.
“Nothing worth seeing, if you ask me,” Logan said, his face completely not giving away
whether he was lying or telling the truth. “But it's your choice if you want to look.”
Erik watched the telescreen. The news had finally moved onto some other unlucky persons of
interest, people Erik didn't recognise or care to know about. Wasn't Shaw just another one of
these people? Why did it matter what he did, what he thought of Erik?
“Unless it's about his trial, I don't want to hear about him again.” Erik turned to Logan and
added, “Ever.”
“Suits me just fine.” Logan appeared satisfied with that answer, giving Erik a nod and getting
up. “So... the deal with the inheritance.”
“Is done,” Erik said. Logan rolled his eyes and turned to go, muttering under his breath about
performing monkeys and jackasses. Erik felt for the traces of adamantium in his blood,
watching Logan jerk back as if thin air had pulled on his arm. Logan turned and frowned as
Erik said, “Thank you.”
Logan gave Erik a long thoughtful look, before nodding, even though it came with a
customary scowl. His expression eased somewhat, and then he said, “You're still a dick.”
Erik smiled in amusement as Logan left, reaching towards his bedside table to retrieve a fresh
cigarillo, now that Logan had left a craving behind. Erik's datapad caught his eye. A small
green light was already blinking, alerting him of new messages. His hand ignored the draw he
had been reaching to open and picked up the datapad, tapping it awake. A list of messages
expanded in front of him and there it was, a message from MacTaggert.
Raven sipped her coffee, eyeing Emma over the top of her cup with suspicion. Her friend was
uncharacteristically tight-lipped this morning. Amiable as ever, but not so forthcoming.
"So, have you guys talked to Erik about the meeting with Haynes?" Raven asked.
Emma's eyes slowly travelled to the side and back again. She seemed to be involved in some
kind of private conversation with herself before she answered, "I'm not allowed to say."
Raven frowned. "Excuse me?"
Raven shook her head. "I want your life, just for one minute."
"I had to spend my whole night grading just to catch up with my workload," Raven said, her
tired eyes pulling her head into a definite ache.
Emma smiled, giving Raven a knowing nod. "And by grading you mean?"
Raven pointed at Emma. "Listen, sweetie, if you want girlfriends, you have to obey the
girlfriend code."
"No secrets. Secrets are just things we hide from our partners so they don't worry themselves
into an early grave because we can't help being idiots," Raven explained.
Emma looked thoughtful. "He said he's done with Henry trying to turn him into something
he's not. His uncle was obsessed with Magneto. Spent a lifetime trying to convince Erik he
has some legacy to preserve. This inheritance? It's just old Henry being a manipulative
bastard from the grave and I guess Erik's done with it.”
Emma shrugged. “It meant a lot to Anna. But she knows she can't push him into it a second
time. Once his mind is made up about something, I don't think there's a person who can
change it.”
Raven sat back, mulling the situation over. “Where does Charles fit into all this?”
Emma frowned, looking out of the window into the early morning hustle and bustle of
commuters. For a moment it seemed she was staring at her own reflection. She turned to
Raven and said, “Don't you ever wonder where we all fit into this?”
Raven shook her head. “How do you mean?”
“All of us, tiny rocks orbiting big stars. You, from the House of Mystique. Me, the House of
the White Queen. We all know were Logan hails from. Look at us, all of us with the names of
people who haven't been around for hundreds of years. Doesn't it make you think?”
Raven scrunched up her face. “Have you ever looked in a book of mutant baby names?
Charles, Erik, James, Logan, Scott. Do you have any idea how many of the kids I teach have
those names? I know five Emmas. Three Ravens. I met two Ororos just last week. I've lost
count of how many Jeans I've met since grad school. I hate to say this, but mutants? Not so
adventurous when naming babies.”
Emma gave a nod, but seemed unmoved overall. “Do you ever have nightmares?”
Raven picked up her coffee, evading Emma's gaze. “Why don't you just take a look and find
out?”
“Humans. They dream differently,” she said. “Did you know that?”
“No. How do you know that?” Raven asked with a small smile that encouraged a pull at the
corner of Emma's mouth.
“Their dreams are like transparent film. You can see right through them. Mutant dreams?
You can't see through them at all. Too much-”
“Sticky stuff,” Raven said quietly. She mustered up a smile and said, “Maybe that's just
telepath-vision.”
Emma shrugged. “Mutant-vision. X-ray genes. Who knows? Just one more enviable mutant
trait.”
“Stop,” Raven said softly. “I know what you're thinking about, but regeneration theory?
You're talking about genetic ghosts. Being haunted by our own DNA. It's... too out there. It's
radical mutants clutching at straws, hoping for a return to mythical glory days that never
really existed. This is what matters, the now and the here where we can really make a change.
Where we can be exactly who we want to be. Life is for the living. Not people who died
hundreds of years ago and left us with their names. If we're in anyone's orbit it's because we
gravitate towards our own, people we trust. Not because of some genetic destiny. You need to
let this go, Emma.”
Emma smiled, eyes sparkling with amusement. “Like I said, you're wasted in academia.”
*
Charles sat at Hank's desk, reading over the lab results displayed on the screen before him as
Hank hovered behind. He was looking at the virus that had nearly killed him and had left him
without his abilities. “Where the hell would Shaw get something like this?”
Hank pulled a chair from one of the unused lab terminals behind him and sat down next to
Charles. “With the right money and contacts, you can get anything.”
Charles swivelled to face Hank, pointing at the screen. “And you lifted this from the
handkerchief?”
Hank nodded. “I did. And, just so you know, I was both grateful and disgusted.”
“Noted,” Charles said. “What about the syringe Nestor had with him? Same compound?”
Hank shook his head. “That was a toxin. Looks like they wanted to finish what they started.
And quickly. We're lucky Nestor didn't stab anyone with that thing.”
Charles blinked, sitting back in his chair as he rubbed a hand over his mouth. He pulled a face
at Hank. “What do we know about Shaw?”
“Nothing. Why would we know anything about Shaw?” Hank said, shrugging.
Charles gave Hank a very patient look. “Hank. I'm most certain you didn't spend your time
over the last few days sleeping like a baby.”
Hank huffed out an annoyed breath. “We don't have a lot. Stable family background, no
siblings. Manifested at fourteen, but thanks to a recessive gene, a few years later he
completely lost the use of his abilities. Went to college a few years later, had a breakdown,
spent some time in and out of a few mutant psych wards and then finally took over his
father's antiques business. In recent years, he's been associated with various radical groups.
Personal interests, art and early mutant history. And no, we've never had any dealings with
him. Neither has Lehnsherr Corp. Well, not any officially documented dealings.” Hank
paused. “Or unofficially documented. Do you think your boyfriend will mind I hacked into-”
“I can't hear this.” Charles held up a hand. Hank stopped, stared and then visibly let Charles'
words sink in, nodding slowly. Charles tilted his head to the side and considered thoughtfully.
“I suppose he technically is my boyfriend... Do we know what the situation is with Mr. Shaw
right now?”
“I know he doesn't deserve to be called 'Mister' anymore,” Hank said, looking thoroughly
amused.
Charles smiled. “Of course, I mean it in the loosest sense of the word.”
“I called Darwin,” Hank said. “He knows the investigating officer. Apparently Shaw's being
very cooperative. A gentlemen, was the word he used. Darwin also said he's undergoing a
psych evaluation. Could take some time.”
“I don't suppose we have access to his testimonies,” Charles said.
“We're not that good, Charles,” Hank said. Then he smiled and added, “Yet. Besides, do you
really want get inside this guy's head?”
Charles thought about it, this gentlemen killer. Co-operative, yet cold enough to pay a man to
kill. “No. I don't think I do. And it's not like madness needs a motive. Perhaps it might be
more interesting to see what motivated Mr. Nestor.”
“Well, I suppose it's some comfort that I'm not considered a cheap kill.”
Hank shook his head in dismay, while Charles smiled, though he felt himself sobering rather
quick, realising once again that he wasn't shielding himself from the bombardment of errant
thoughts. No, he would probably never have to do that again, thanks to the efforts of Nestor
and Shaw.
Hank leaned forward and shook Charles' knee, snapping him out of his morose thoughts.
“Charles?”
“Sorry, I was just thinking.” Charles said. Hank looked well aware of what kind of thoughts
must have been occupying Charles' mind. “It's good to be back at work.”
“It's good to have you here. Sticking your nose in the labs where it's not really needed. But
welcome, of course.”
Charles laughed. “Just making sure the place is still standing. A lot can happen while a man's
in a coma.”
Hank nodded in agreement. “Like Mr. Lehnsherr becoming the new owner of Icarus
Industries?”
“Yup. You might think he took it a little personally when they pulled their sponsorship.”
Charles blinked at the thought as Hank leaned forward and frowned. “Your eyes are dilated. I
take it things are good between you and Erik?”
Charles gave Hank a dirty look, but his heart did an embarrassing little flip-flop anyway.
Erik wasn't quite sure what his nerves were about. He hadn't felt like this the first time he met
Charles. In fact, that could have been any business meeting. He knew what he had to offer
and he knew he was in good standing. And now he stood here feeling... yes, nervous. Erik
frowned at the door, his hand feeling a little clammy around the cool bottle of wine. Azazel
cleared his throat and snapped Erik back to attention.
Erik glared at the empty space left by Azazel and pressed the buzzer on the door, ignoring the
snap vibration of the datapad nestled inside his coat, another message demanding his
attention. When the door opened, it revealed a smiling Charles in a crisp white shirt with the
top two buttons undone, tucked into tweedy brown trousers with dark leather boots. He
looked relaxed, pink-cheeked and bright-eyed. Erik felt laughably awkward, all in black, like
a dark cloud hovering on the doorstep.
“Hello, Erik,” Charles said, his eyes flicking up and down the length of Erik's body. Erik
nodded as Charles stepped back to let him inside. He pointed at the wine. “May I?”
Erik handed the wine to Charles, watching him put it on a nearby table without even glancing
at it and then stepping right into Erik's space, reaching for his face and drawing him into a
kiss. Erik immediately wrapped his arms around Charles, bringing their bodies together,
relaxing into the kiss and sinking into it with a contented sigh.
Charles pulled back after a moment and quietly said, “Sorry. It was either this or babbling
incoherently while spending an hour planning a suave way to launch myself at you.”
Erik grinned, in no hurry to let go of Charles. “I'm not sure I could wait an hour.”
Erik gave him a shrug and small smile. This was all so strange and new. Truly new. Entering
into a friendship with Charles had seemed so familiar, so easy. Having Charles here, in his
arms, this truly felt like alien territory. It was almost frightening.
“I know,” Charles whispered, gently pulling away from Erik's hold, but reaching out to tug
on the opening of his coat. “This is all a bit surreal, isn't it?”
Erik nodded in agreement, giving Charles' hand an idle brush of his fingers. “I thought you
couldn't read minds anymore.”
Charles gave him a mock look of suspicion. “I don't know, should you?”
Erik frowned, peering at Charles as if he could see into the other man's mind. He reached out
and pressed two fingers to Charles' temple, closed his eyes and said, “No.”
Charles laughed, pulling down Erik's hand, keeping it in his warm grasp. “It doesn't work that
way. Come on, let's go open this bottle of wine. I see it's another dusty one.”
Erik allowed Charles to step away, rambling on about wine, before yanking him right back.
Charles twisted around to frown at Erik in question. Erik looked at him, really looked at him.
A moment like this demanded words, some affirmation of what Erik felt. But of course, this
was precisely the kind of moment for which there were no words. So he just looked and kept
on looking.
“Aren't you hungry? Dinner's...” Charles trailed off quietly. Erik answered his question
anyway, nodding mutely as his fingers shifted to tighten around Charles'.
Charles looked down at their hands and then pulled Erik towards the stairs.
There's a beach.
And it can't be just her heart breaking. How can any of them stand there unbroken?
“Raven? Raven.” Raven opened her eyes to find Hank leaning over her, shaking her
shoulders gently. She turned towards him, blinking. Her eyes were wet and her chest felt
heavy. “Hey.”
“You were crying,” Hank said softly, smoothing her hair back. “It's just a bad dream.”
Raven stared at him, her mind still clouded by sleep. She couldn't remember the dream, but
she felt like her heart was still breaking. She closed her eyes and covered her face with one
hand, the other fisted against Hank's chest, stifling her sob.
“Hey, hey. Come on,” Hank whispered, kissing the back of her hand when she wouldn't pull
it away from her face.
She took a deep shuddering breath, wiped her face and swallowed against the tight feeling in
her throat. Hank moved next to her, wrapping an arm around her waist and kissing her
shoulder. She stroked the arm that held her.
Raven felt the strange sorrow return in a wave, her face crumbling. She turned onto her side,
nestling against Hank, letting him hold her as she cried.
Charles huffed out a small laugh, dipping down to kiss Erik's mouth before Erik rolled him
onto his back, crushing both their chests together. Charles almost couldn't tell whose limbs
belonged to whom. Erik seemed to begin where Charles ended. At the end of his fingertips
was Erik's warm skin. At the end of his mouth was Erik's kiss. Between his thighs was Erik's
body sliding in. At the end of every gasp that escaped Charles' mouth was Erik ready to
swallow the sound.
Charles clung to Erik, needing to keep him close, fisting his hands against Erik's back as he
drove into Charles with desperate groans, his hand moving down to grip Charles' thigh hard
enough to leave reminders. Charles moved up against Erik, craving friction, achingly hard.
“Erik,” he managed to gasp, shutting his eyes and pressing his forehead against Erik's
shoulder.
Erik let go of his thigh, his hand re-appearing between their bodies and beginning to pump
Charles' cock with purpose and intent. Charles gave up on exclamations, his words only half
making it out of his mouth before they turned to huffs against Erik's sweaty heated skin. He
came with a hard jolt that would make the muscles across his body ache into morning.
Erik pressed his mouth against Charles' temple, his hand, covered with come, going to back
to Charles' thigh, sweeping up to the curve of his buttock. He was moving in and out of
Charles with urgency and greed. Over-sensitised, Charles clenched his jaw, eyes shut tight as
he held onto Erik who was driving into Charles over and over. Charles felt so overwhelmed
with unrelenting pleasure he almost wanted to pull away. Erik was making small sounds, his
face turned into Charles' hair, his body burning like a furnace, trapping Charles between him
and the bed. Charles could have stayed like this forever.
Erik came with a growl, almost a sob, his body going still for an endless moment where
everything was silent except for the sounds of their ragged breathing. His arms appeared to
tremble as he lowered himself completely, stretching out over Charles, his face hidden in the
crook of Charles' neck. Charles swallowed, blinking up at the lighting fixture that now
seemed like a silver spider with blurred orbs at its feet. Biting his lip, he stroked the back of
Erik's neck with a trembling hand.
Erik moved after a moment, almost as if he couldn't lift his weight. He pressed a lazy kiss to
the corner of Charles' mouth as he withdrew from Charles' body. Charles winced and Erik's
eyes turned to him, brow furrowing slightly. Charles smiled at him, nudging his mouth with a
short kiss and Erik reached between them to deal with the annoying business of removing the
now unwanted rubber from his cock, tying it off, his eyes searching for a place to deposit it.
Charles solved the problem by taking it from Erik's hand and flinging it away from bed. Erik
made a face which only made Charles laugh.
Erik lay down on his side, one arm folded under his head, his fingers loosely flexing. The
forefinger of his other hand playfully stroked up Charles' sweaty sternum, to the dip below
his throat, up to his chin and then came to rest on his mouth, worrying his bottom lip. Charles
lazily blinked at Erik, his eyelids feeling heavy.
“We'll call it breakfast.” Charles sighed contentedly, closing his eyes as Erik withdrew his
touch altogether. He could hear Erik laughing quietly and pried his eyes open to frown,
though his mouth was already smiling. “What?”
“No stamina,” Erik teased.
Charles scrunched up his face in objection, letting his eyes shut again. “I spent two weeks in
a coma.”
Erik moved closer, enough that Charles could feel his breath an inch from his own mouth. He
very delicately pressed his mouth against Charles, smiling as he whispered, “If you think I'm
going to let you sleep that easily, you're mistaken, Francine.”
Erik awoke when he felt sunlight forcing his eyes open. He was lying, no, teetering, on the
edge of Charles' more than spacious bed. Charles was lying sprawled in the middle, most of
the sheets wrapped around him and face half-buried in his pillow while one arm was
haphazardly thrown across Erik's stomach. Erik carefully moved out from under Charles'
possessive appendage as Charles simply turned his face away and continued sleeping.
Erik's clothes were draped over the back of a chair, as opposed to Charles' whose clothes lay
where they had fallen. Erik fished out his datapad from his coat and quickly scrolled through
the recent messages. It was still there, the one from MacTaggert, bold and red, urgently
requiring his attention. He couldn't quite bring himself to delete it, though he felt no
compulsion to open it either. In the end, he sent off an alert to Azazel, put the datapad aside
and headed towards the bathroom.
Charles still wasn't awake when he returned from showering. In fact he had now turned onto
his side and curled in on himself, looking nowhere near waking up. Erik sat on the edge of
the bed, watching him after having pulled on his boots. He felt an urge to reach out and poke
Charles awake, but then felt foolishly childish and let him be, venturing out of the bedroom.
Louis was seated at the kitchen table, lifting a cup of coffee to his mouth, when Erik walked
in. He finished taking a sip, replaced the cup and said, “Charles, you've done something
different with your hair.”
“Likewise, my boy, likewise. Sit sit. Coffee? Toast?” Louis asked, getting up and pulling out
a chair for Erik.
“Just coffee, thank you,” Erik said sitting down and eyeing the telescreen. Morning news was
as dismal as ever. Vehicle on fire somewhere. Angry crowd somewhere else. Starving masses
in another place. And elsewhere, the mutant problem. Erik looked away, a bitter taste in his
mouth.
Louis placed a cup of steaming coffee in front of Erik. “Milk, cream, sugar?”
Erik stared at Louis' completely serious and innocent face. He chewed on the inside corner of
his mouth before asking, “You're not going to stop, are you?”
Louis grinned at Erik, looking overjoyed whilst Erik felt slightly doomed. He sighed and
drank his coffee. He could hear a sound in the distance, somewhere outside the house, an
arrival. After a while, there were footsteps on the hardwood floor towards the kitchen.
Erik sighed, slumping as he shook his head at Louis before turning around. “Raven.”
Raven beamed at him. “Erik. What a pleasant surprise. You looked tired.”
Erik pointed at Raven and Louis in turn. “You both need to find better entertainment.”
Raven grinned, fetching herself a cup before she took a seat opposite Erik and poured herself
a coffee from the brass pot on the table. “Are you kidding me? No one's more entertaining
than Charles. So, you stayed the night?”
“Yes, Raven, I stayed the night. And before you ask, yes, we also had sex,” Erik said plainly.
“It was good. We'll probably do it again.”
Raven and Louis stared at him before they both looked completely devastated. Louis sighed
and said, “Why, he's not even slightly bashful.”
“Ugh,” Raven said. “I guess we'll just have to get our kicks from Charles. It's adorable, Erik.
You'll love it.”
“You both make me very sad,” Erik said with a nod. “And Azazel should be here soon, so I
think I'll pass on the entertainment.”
“What?” Raven said, looking distressed. “It doesn't work if you're not here. You're the reason
he's going to go red and squirmy. If it's just me and Louis, it doesn't work.”
Erik shook his head. “I think next time dinner should be at my place.”
Louis snorted, leaning towards Raven and covering her hand. “Like they even ate dinner. I
had to put it all away when I got home last night.”
Raven looked far too scandalised for it to be real. She spoke to Louis while she eyed Erik and
said, “They didn't even get to dinner? Wow.” She leaned towards Erik and confided, “And
we pretty much go on like this for an hour until Charles gets really mad.”
“And you're in charge of young minds?” Erik asked. He lifted his cup in a toast. “The future
just became a lot more frightening.”
“Wake up call for Mr. Lehnsherr!” Emma's voice emanated from one of the rooms at the end
of the corridor.
Seconds later, Emma walked into the kitchen with Azazel in tow. She immediately looked
down at Erik and flashed a big smile, while Azazel stood back as polite as ever, even though
the corners of his mouth carried more amusement than usual. Erik started to get up, but
Emma put a hand on his shoulder and pushed him back down, taking a seat at the head of the
small table.
“What's the rush, sweetie?” Emma asked before looking at Louis. “You know, I ran out
without breakfast this morning. A gal couldn't get some toast could she?”
“My dear, think nothing of it,” Louis said, getting up. “In fact, let's all have a nice hearty
breakfast. Please, Azazel, do sit down. Poor Erik here must be famished, what with missing
dinner last night.”
Erik squeezed the bridge of his nose as Raven turned to Emma and said, “They didn't even
make it to dinner.”
“Oh, honey, that is so cute,” Emma said. Azazel sighed next to her, receiving a swat on the
arm. Erik gave her an impatient look, which she just brushed off. “Considering the pain in the
ass you've been lately, you're going to let us have this, okay?”
Erik sat back and folded his arms. He supposed he owed his friends just the smallest amount
of teasing latitude.
Charles awoke with a yawn and a groan, smiling up at the ceiling and lazily recalling the
night before. Stretching his arms out wide, he could feel the aches and pains popping across
his body. They were pleasant, each ache and each pain laced with a memory of how Erik
placed it on Charles' body. Erik was gone, which made Charles sigh with slight
disappointment, but his coat was still draped over the back of the chair by the window, which
meant he wasn't far.
Which meant he was probably with Louis. Louis, who probably called Raven because they
were both sixteen year old girls. Charles sat up slowly with a groan. He knew exactly what
he'd have to endure the minute he would appear downstairs, with poor Erik made to endure it
with him. Grimacing, Charles got out of bed and dragged himself in and out of the shower.
He picked up his trousers from the night before and pulled them on, along with a long-
sleeved white t-shirt he couldn't recall depositing on top of his dresser.
Towelling his hair, Charles smiled at Erik's black coat, hoping Erik might come up for it,
rather than Charles having to go downstairs and have Louis and Raven lobbing catcalls in his
direction. He turned to look for his shoes, towel coming away from his hair and accidentally
knocking a datapad off the dresser. It was a slim black tablet with a shell design, not one of
Charles. As he picked it up, the screen flashed on at the accidental brush of his thumb.
He turned to put it down with Erik's coat, but a message unfurled on the display. The header
had the name Moira MacTaggert and the preview pane beneath showed the first page of an
attached document. Charles brought the datapad closer and touched the preview pane which
opened the document fully, displaying the first page in full so now Charles could see
completely what he had only seen in part. Where he could only see the top of a helmet, he
now saw the man who wore it.
Charles blinked at the image and touched the screen. An image of Erik, his eyes angrily
painted out in a stripe of red. Charles' hand shook as he touched the screen again. A sketch of
Erik staring right out of the screen, his eyes as cold as ice, shining like glass. Charles touched
the screen. Again and again, all images of Erik. Each image, perfect. Those eyes could have
blinked they were so real, so right.
Except, the next image. Erik's eyes, they weren't really eyes, at least, one of them wasn't. The
right one was a coin, staring out at Charles like an eye. A strange sound escaped from Charles
mouth and his body grew cold as he stumbled backwards.
“Erik,” Charles whispered quietly, the datapad falling from his hand.
The coffee cup slipped from Erik's hand and smashed onto the stone floor. He stared at it, his
heart racing. His felt as if he was burning all of a sudden and his limbs felt like weights. A
searing sharp pain lanced through his skull and he staggered up to his feet, almost blind and
deaf to the voices around him.
“Erik? Are you okay?” Louis was standing beside him, his hand on Erik's back. “Erik?”
Erik looked at the spilt coffee and shattered cup. He managed to mumble an apology, his
mouth feeling rubbery and not quite under his control. He made a move to pick up the pieces,
but Azazel was already helping Louis to clear them away, while Raven went to fetch a cloth
to mop up the spillage.
Emma put her hand on Erik's arm, making him look at her. “What is it? What's wrong?”
Erik shook his head. There it was again, the pain shooting through his head, tremors
threatening to pull apart his body, a deafening sound in his ears.
Erik
Erik turned towards the dark corridor. No, he thought beyond reason and logic, no. He pulled
away from Emma.
He hurried down the corridor, his legs like water and his body feeling as if it might crumble
with the next step. Climbing the stairs was like trying to climb a mountain, every step
creating metallic movement close behind him. He stumbled down a corridor that didn't seem
so long the first time he had walked down it, but now felt like miles as he staggered along
before finally stumbling into Charles' bedroom.
Charles was standing there, his eyes open wide and looking vacant, blood having run from
his nose, over his lips and chin, onto his t-shirt, onto the floor at his feet. His eyes were red-
rimmed and tearful, his face wet, though he wore no expression of grief or sadness.
“Charles,” Erik grated out, trying to ignore the high pitched sound in his ears, cutting through
his brain.
“Erik, what a pleasant surprise. So good to see you again.” Charles said softly, his voice dead
and flat. Erik stepped into the room and Charles' gaze followed him, though it still remained
peculiarly unseeing. “May I ask you something? Why are you on their side?”
“I don't understand,” Erik said, gritting his teeth as he felt another jab of pain behind his eye.
He clutched at his head, grimacing. “Are you doing this, Charles? Are you doing this?”
“Why fight for a doomed race who will hunt us down as soon as they realise their reign is
coming to an end?” Charles asked, his voice dull and flat.
Erik shook his head in frustration. “I don't know what you're saying. I don't understand.”
“I'm sorry for what happened in the camps. I truly am,” Charles held out his hand and spread
his fingers. It was like being hit by a sledgehammer and Erik flew across the room, smashing
into the dresser before he landed on the floor with a hard thump. Charles stepped towards
him, standing over him as he lay there dazed, cuts on his face stinging sharply. “But
everything I did, I did for you, to unlock your power. To make you embrace it.”
Charles reached out towards Erik, frowning as if torn over something. He tilted his head at
Erik and said, “There's so much more to you than you know. Not just pain and anger.” His
expression became unreadable again. “And you're just starting to scratch the surface. Think
how much further we could go. Together.”
“Stop this!” Erik hissed, an ugly black fear in his chest expanding, terrifying because he
didn't know why he was so afraid. Quietly, he begged, “Stop this, Charles.”
“I don't want to hurt you, Erik. I want to help you,” Charles said. “This is our time. Our age.
We are the future of the human race.”
Erik stared at Charles, grabbing the front of Charles' bloodied shirt. “Whatever this is, we can
get through it. You and I, Charles. The two of us, together. But you have to stop this. Please.
Charles.”
Charles swallowed, prying Erik's hand away as fresh tears rolled down his flushed face. He
shuddered and drunkenly stumbled back, grimacing, his hand fisted against his head as his
face became distorted by pain.
“No. Please, Erik. No,” he begged, trapped in some place Erik couldn't see.
“Please, Erik,” Charles said, his expression taken over by pure terror as he began to breathe
harder and harder. His eyes were wide with fear as he blew out a breath and then another and
then finally let go of a blood curdling scream.
Erik's body became rigid and he clutched at his head with both hands, his vision filling with
blinding light. He could hear the smashing and breaking of objects, as if they had
simultaneously exploded. His mind was being assaulted by pain and images, memories that
didn't belong to him even though he saw his own face in them, heard his own tortured
screams, the feelings attached to them curious and gleeful.
Everything stopped.
The room became silent as if it was Erik who could no longer hear. Shaking, he looked up,
tasting blood in his mouth. Charles stood before him, face blank, his arms lifted slightly by
his sides. There was a strange glow to him, his skin tinged bronze, unnatural and eerie, his
pupils blown so wide and black, the blues of his eyes were almost invisible.
Erik lay on the floor, his body almost convulsing, the pain in his head excruciating and his
heartbeat erratic. Charles came towards him and Erik tried to move away, his back colliding
with the dresser. Charles fell to his knees before Erik and leaned down until he was close
enough to kiss Erik. Erik watched a fresh line of blood from Charles' nose roll down his lips
just before he pressed his mouth to Erik's and set the whole world ablaze.
He remembered it all.
“I don't like this, get Logan,” Emma had told Azazel soon after Erik left.
“It's probably nothing,” Raven said, though she had a strange feeling that something was not
quite right.
Emma shook her head, looking more ruffled than Raven had ever seen her. “Something's
wrong. I can feel it.”
“What's the emergency?” Logan asked irritably. Emma put a hand on his arm, fisting the
material of his shirt. Raven could now see she was shaking ever so slightly. Even Logan
looked worried. He covered her hand with his. “Frost?”
She shook her head and when she looked at him, Raven saw tears in her eyes, brow furrowed
in confusion. Her whole body appeared to shimmer momentarily, diamond bright. “I don't
know. It's bad. Really bad.”
There was no time for further questions. The windows of the kitchen blew out like a bomb
had exploded. The noise of smashed objects was coming from all over the house, along with
the rattle, flinging and screech of metal. Everyone in the kitchen stared at the knives that had
flown up into the ceiling.
Logan's gaze turned to the iron candelabra hanging over the kitchen table twisting as if it was
made of metal snakes. “Where's Erik?”
“Upstairs, with Charles,” Emma said from where Azazel was holding her up. Logan gave her
look, Raven recognising the concern in his eyes. Emma nodded. “Go.”
“Azazel,” Logan said, gesturing towards the corridor. He looked at Raven. “Coming?”
She nodded as Azazel helped Emma to a seat, telling Louis, “Please, stay with her.”
Logan, Azazel and Raven ran up the stairs and down the corridor to Charles' bedroom,
coming to a sudden stop at the threshold. They found Erik on the floor, lying on his side, his
arms limp before him. His eyes were half-closed, his gaze fixed ahead, one side of his face
covered in small superficial cuts, blood running out of his nose and colouring his mouth. He
was deathly still.
On his knees at Erik's head was Charles, almost bowed over, as if he might fall. He was
shaking, his hair damp and limp. When he looked up at Raven with bloodshot eyes, she
almost gasped at the state of his wet and flushed face, bloody like Erik's.
Logan was the first to walk into the room, which looked as if a storm had passed through it,
smashing through wood and glass, leaving twisted metal in its wake. He stopped to look out
of the window as if something caught his eye. Raven followed his gaze. The ancient satellite
dish in the distance was slowly turning. Logan turned his back on it and crouched down by
Erik's side, his hand gently settling on the fallen man's shoulder.
Erik remained still and silent, while Charles continued to stare off into the middle of the
room, his fists clenched in his lap. Logan gave Raven a tight-lipped look before turning to
Azazel and nodding. Azazel slowly made his way in, frowning at Erik in his current state.
Then without another word, he put his hand on Logan's shoulder. In the next second, all three
men were gone.
Raven stepped forward, moving to stand before Charles. He finally looked up, his face a map
of devastation. She knelt down before him and covered his fisted hands as he closed his eyes
and shook his head.
Candles flickering one by one – numbers branded onto skin, one by one – pain, so much pain
– anger – loneliness, gaping cavernous loneliness – a grip, a man, pulling him from the
depths of the cold – you're not alone, Erik – I felt your agony – there's more to you than just
pain and anger – killing Shaw won't bring you peace – no, Erik, you did this – I prefer,
Magneto – pain, still pain – anger – loneliness – a man in a chair, still trying to pull him from
the depths of the cold – Are you sneaking around in here, Charles? Whatever are you looking
for? – I'm looking for hope – The war is still coming, Charles. And I intend to fight it, by any
means necessary – And I will always be there, old friend – Charles!
Erik blinked up at the ceiling. Dreams, memories, whatever they were, continued to float in
front of his eyes, wispy one moment, too solid and clear the next. He could see Charles even
now, bronze and golden, almost fiery as his eyes blazed black, tendrils of his thoughts peeling
back the layers of Erik's mind, picking locks, opening doors. Flooding his mind.
He sat up slowly, running his fingers through limp hair. There was an almost finished bottle
of whiskey on the coffee table and a crystal tumbler next to it, woefully empty. He blinked at
the dark liquid, his insides already burning at the thought, but he was sick of lying in a daze,
sick of trying to muffle what had happened.
Erik let his head drop, shutting his eyes, elbows digging into his knees, palms pushed against
his aching eyes. After a moment he got up and padded across the floor, something metal and
gritty digging into the soles of his feet and catching on the bottom of his sweatpants. He
stopped by the window to look down at the city. It was grey and dismal, the rain relentlessly
pouring, smashing against the window pane.
Erik blinked at his reflection in the glass. He looked defiant, but for whom was this defiance?
The man in the reflection? Erik reached out and pressed his finger against the cool pane and
pushed it up, in an arching curve, down, up in an arching curve and then down again, tracing
the lines of a non-existent head-piece.
A flash of numbers, green/blue on cold pale skin, made Erik withdraw his finger from the
glass, as if he'd been burnt. He stared at his reflection, seeing a frightened man before he
looked down at his bare forearm, the sleeves of his sweatshirt rolled up. He ran his fingers
across his skin, all the way to the inside of his wrist. No numbers. No needle had touched this
skin. Still, his fingers trembled and he pulled down his sleeves.
There was a whirring sound at the other end of the apartment, emanating from the hallway.
Someone was coming up in the elevator and thanks to the distinct taste of adamantinium in
the air, Erik could fathom a good guess about the identity of the visitor. He squeezed the
bridge of his nose, getting his wits together before walking across the room. He picked up the
bottle of whiskey and headed for the kitchen.
By the time Logan found him, the whiskey had been put away, Erik had splashed water on
his face to force wakefulness upon himself and the smell of coffee was strong enough to
mask the fact that he had showered days ago and had been drinking steadily ever since. Erik
was sat at the counter, coffee and datapad before him, his eyes skimming past meaningless
story headings as Logan walked in, his eyes scanning the kitchen before they settled on the
white overturned cup in its saucer sitting next to the fresh pot of coffee. He walked in
heavily, looking tired and sulky. Logan turned the empty cup on the counter the right way up
and poured himself some coffee. Then he stood there on the other side of the counter, leaning
with his palms pressed down against the smooth black wood. Erik blankly looked up at him.
Logan shrugged, shaking his head slightly. “So, what? Nothing? You've been holed up here
for almost a week and all I get is a lousy cup of coffee?”
Erik placed his cup back in its saucer after taking a sip and said, “Are you hungry?”
Logan flashed a tight grin. “Funny. Funny guy, especially for someone who looked like a
zombie five days ago.”
Logan slumped a little, looking much less gruff than he seemed to have intended. He gave
Erik a long look and said, “What do think?”
“You haven't left this apartment since... whatever the hell it was happened between you and
Xavier. You look like crap and you smell like a bar. You want to convince me you're fine,
you're sure as hell going the wrong way about it, slim.” Logan leaned forward, his coffee
completely untouched and forgotten. “What happened? What did he do to you?”
Erik flinched. A five hundred year old plea that had fallen on deaf ears rang through his head,
followed by a scream Magneto had never known. The cup in Erik's hand clattered on the
saucer before he could put it down. Logan had gone silent and still, closely watching Erik.
“His abilities,” Erik said, voice feeling gravelly. “They came back. I just happened to
standing in the way.”
Logan frowned, but didn't dispute the explanation. The weight on his brow eased a bit and he
said, “His brain overloaded and fried yours? How do you even know that's what happened?”
Erik looked down into the rich brown of his coffee. “We were connected. I could feel his
telepathy expanding out of control, feel myself being dragged along.”
Logan nodded. “Okay. And why does that have you drinking and hiding?”
Erik saw a fleeting image of light glinting off steel, heard the sound of sharp blades. He saw
Logan and imagined him with a manic grin, the kind a man with no regard for his own life
might have. It made his head hurt, the way these memories, these crystal clear snapshots kept
flickering in front of his eyes.
“More to the point,” Logan said very quietly, “what the hell is that look on your face about?
It's scaring the hell out of me and I don't scare easy.”
Erik let the corner of his mouth twitch in a small bitter smile. “No one died. We're all alive
and well.”
Erik got up, done with the conversation, moving towards the door. Logan darted around the
counter and came up behind, grabbing Erik's arm and pulling him back. Erik sighed, wearily
turning to look at the other man impatiently.
“Everyone's worried,” Logan said. “Whatever it is, either get it out, or get over it.”
Erik pulled at his arm. “I just need some time away from the office. Let the ringing in my
head stop.”
Logan looked suspicious, but he let go of Erik all the same. “And Xavier? You talked to
him?”
“He needs some space,” Erik said after carefully thinking about his answer. Sternly he added.
“You make sure Emma and Azazel know that too.”
“You two sure need a lot of space,” Logan said. “If he's got his abilities back. Shouldn't you
be calling a wedding planner?”
Erik reached for the door, opening it and holding it open, aiming a patient smile at Logan,
one that pulled tight across his face. Logan shook his head in dismay and made his way out,
Erik tailing behind him until they reached the elevator and Logan stepped inside, turning
around to go back to his obvious assessing of Erik's state of being.
“I'll be back,” Logan said, slapping the control panel on the inside of the elevator. He gave
Erik a nod as the door began to slide shut, parting with, “Take a shower, will you? Or at least
get some sleep.”
The door slid shut and the elevator whirred away from the apartment, leaving Erik all alone
again. He stood motionless, eyes fixed ahead, memories spiralling about his ears and at the
corners of his vision. He saw a man fling open his arms, baring his teeth and steel claws
appearing from between his knuckles. He saw a woman glow, eyes blown black and flame
red hair. He saw a man in a wheelchair, so serene it had to be a lie. The world seemed to spin
at a dizzying speed and not for the first time, Erik had no choice but to be dragged along.
*
Charles sat with his back pressed against large bookshelf, a huge tome lain forgotten in his
lap for a while now. Every day there was a new frenzy to search out things newly
remembered. Things the Professor had left in this place, this large tomb of his. One day it was
a milk bottle, buried out on the grounds by a young child. The trees nearby had grown taller,
wider, been chopped down, been replanted and in some cases disappeared altogether, yet
there it was, a milk bottle, buried and forgotten. It contained no more than a favourite marble,
hidden for safe-keeping. The sight of it had been embarrassingly overwhelming and Charles
had been thankful for the cover of a rainstorm.
He reached into his pocket and extracted the marble, bringing it up in front of his eyes. It was
a cloudy little sphere with lines of blue/green running through it and it shone as the bright
sunlight breached the window directly behind it. If Charles closed his eyes, he could feel his
small clumsy hands sealing the bottle with the marble hidden inside. He could feel the dirt on
his hands. His shirt was too thin and it was cold that day. His mother wanted to know what
he'd been up to to get so filthy. The maid, Tilly, helped him wash his hands, cleaned his face
with a flannel. The maid. How did you manufacture the name of a maid?
Charles' eyes snapped open at the sound of the marble hitting the floor and rolling away. He
blinked a few times, swallowing hard and pushing the book out of his lap, letting it fall aside
with a thump. He rubbed his face with both hands, rubbing the exhaustion from his eyes. He'd
been holed up in the old library for three days now, sleeping on the battered couch which had
seen better days. This part of the house had always seemed a novelty, still furnished with
ancient relics, countless shelves with glass doors holding actual books. Not to mention a wall
of shelves archiving all things Professor X, the Xavier Institute, the Brotherhood.
Magneto.
Charles stared at that corner of the room, all those shelves of material on one man. Books
written after he died. Articles written during his life. Pages of love and pages of hate. An
image flared in his mind and he felt himself lying in someone's arms, the bottom half of his
body somewhere between numbness and fading pain. He felt cold even under a bright sun
and he was staring into a pair of shocked eyes, feeling stunned himself as he thought, did you
just do this – what have you done?
Charles shut his eyes, tears he hadn't felt welling up rolling down his cheeks. He sniffed and
quickly wiped them away, looking at the book he had discarded. It had proven useless. He
picked it up and stood on wobbly legs that were numb from sitting too long. Charles replaced
the book on its shelf and closed the glass door, locking it with a tiny key that gleamed
between gold and copper.
“What are you looking for?” Louis asked him quietly, standing by the half-open door.
Charles rubbed his face before he turned to look at Charles. “Nothing in particular.”
Louis nodded, eyeing the shelves. “You're just methodically going through every shelf for the
fun of it.”
“Something like that,” Charles replied, snatching his sweater off the floor and pulling it on as
Louis watched him, tried to get a read on him. It would take so little to breach his thoughts
now, so frighteningly little. “Did you want something?”
“Not really,” Louis said, walking further into the room. “Other than finding out what's going
on in that head of yours.”
Charles gave a small laugh, regretting it when it sounded rather brittle and ragged. He evaded
Louis' gaze and turned to pick up an empty glass from where it sat on top of some priceless
sideboard. “Trust me, you're better off not knowing.”
Charles gripped the glass in his hand for a moment and then finally looked at Louis. “If it's all
the same, I'd rather not talk about this right now.”
Louis gave him a nod and turned towards the window. “They've cleared up the satellite site,
by the way. After it stopped spinning the wretched thing just fell apart. I suppose it's just been
rotting away on the inside all this time.”
Charles joined Louis at his side and looked of the window. The unmistakable blot on the
landscape was missing. It had fallen apart days ago and moments after Emma had called
Raven to let her know Erik had finally woken up. It appeared that more than just memories
had been unlocked.
“I suppose we'll just plant a few more trees,” Louis said absently. “We don't have nearly
enough of the blessed things.”
Charles was supposed to laugh, but Louis had faded away at his side, shrunk away and
hidden at the back of Charles' mind as he found himself standing outside, looking at the
satellite. When he turned his head he saw Erik slowly reaching out, the fingers of his hands
splayed as if he could touch the metal in the distance. Charles could feel the blanket of calm
in his mind, his senses still floating on that moment of peace, that memory which glowed in
the darkest corner of his heart. He could have moved a mountain in that moment and he didn't
even know it.
Charles felt himself rush back to the present and suddenly there was a heavy thump of objects
hitting the floor. He turned to see the room looking as it had done moments ago, but all the
furniture slightly off and out of alignment with each other, a few smaller objects fallen on
their sides, lamps and vases.
Louis sighed and said, “Clearly your telekinesis is not as temporary as we thought. Might I
suggest trying to learn a little control? We're running out of furniture for you to obliterate.”
Louis gave Charles a gentle pat on the back before moving his hand to squeeze Charles'
shoulder, letting his hand remain there. “I won't intrude on this, Charles, you know I won't.
But, to be completely honest, that's mostly a lie to give you a false sense of security, because
given half a chance I'll do a bloody decent job of intruding if it means getting you out of this
gloomy room and telling me exactly what's going on here.”
Charles frowned at Louis and then smiled, nodding. “Well, at least you're honest.”
“The point I'm making is, you're not alone, Charles. You have friends, family.” Quietly he
added, “You have Erik. He doesn't strike me as a man who will be angry at the manner in
which your abilities returned. Not from what I've seen of him.”
Charles swallowed, nodding. “What if when they returned I unlocked memories in his mind
he wanted to keep locked? What if I forced myself into his mind and wrenched those
memories open?”
“You would never do something like that, not intentionally,” Louis said, frowning at
Charles..
“I ripped into his mind and broke down every door I could find,” Charles said flatly.
“Intention's not worth a damn, I should have stopped myself. I should have found a way to
stop it from happening. He didn't want to remember. He fought so hard.”
Charles shook his head. “Believe me when I tell you, you're better off not knowing.”
Louis held Charles' by his wrist, peering at him with stern eyes. “Try me.”
Charles gave him a look, pleading with Louis to let it go, but Louis shook his head, waiting
and before Charles could stop himself, he had reached out to Louis and taken him into his
mind. They both stood in a room. Charles looked around this bedroom, his bedroom. No, this
wasn't his bedroom anymore, was it? It used to be someone else's, a very long time ago.
Charles went to the window and looked outside, his heart skipping a beat when he saw Erik.
There he stood wearing a gray tracksuit, his hair almost sternly combed back. He appeared to
be lost in thought, staring at the satellite dish he had moved earlier in the day. Charles
couldn't remember ever having seen someone look so lonely, so lost. He wanted to reach out
and tell Erik, he wasn't the only one who felt alone. He wasn't the only who had felt adrift for
years, incomplete. Charles watched Erik turn and look up at the window, smiling down at
Erik, raising a hand in a still wave. Erik smiled back, revenge, Shaw and anger all forgotten
for the moment.
“Stop! Stop it,” Louis gasped and there they were in the present, as if they'd never left it.
Charles blinked at Louis who seemed pale and shaken. “Magneto... he looks... Erik looks just
like him. How is that even... how can you-?”
“Have the same faces,” Charles said quietly. He swallowed and said, “It's not something I'm
particularly keen thinking about.”
Louis said nothing, reaching out for the nearby sofa and slowly sitting down as he held his
head in his hands. After a while he looked up and shakily said, “So, regeneration theory. A
bit more than a theory I'd say.”
“Oh my god. Have you read this?” Raven asked Emma, pointing at the datapad in her hand.
“Some guy in Oregon has a secondary mutation which allows him to grow an external pouch
for carrying a foetus to term. After the baby's extracted, the pouch just falls away, like dead
skin. Can you believe this?”
Emma angled her head to look at the datapad as she sipped her coffee. “I'm sure guys will be
queueing up for that genetic modification.”
Raven shook her head, staring at Emma in disbelief. “How does that even happen? For
thousands of years women were squeezing out something the size of a melon out of
something the size of a lemon and it's a guy who develops the better delivery mechanism?
Evolution sucks.”
“Honey, in case you hadn't noticed, inside the city limits, no one has to squeeze anything out
of anything these days,” Emma said, leaning back to look out of the window of their diner
booth. “Also, not sure about the pouch. I don't think it would suit Azazel.”
Raven snorted and put her datapad down, picking up her coffee. “Why aren't you at work?”
“I have an appointment at two. Azazel'll come get me if anything happens before then,”
Emma replied. “I'm surprised you could make it to lunch. Shouldn't you be busy moulding
the minds of the future?”
“No moulding this afternoon. Laundry folding, yes, mind moulding, no. Besides, we haven't
really had an opportunity to talk properly since... well, you know.”
“Since your best friend went nuclear?” Emma asked, her brows raised. Raven grimaced.
Emma just shrugged and said, “Well, he did. I felt it. I thought Erik wasn't going to wake up
after that. I tried to get into his head. He threw me right back out without evening knowing.
Logan? Tried his healing trick and passed right out.”
Emma shook her head. “We didn't. Just when we stopped arguing and agreed we had to take
him to the hospital, he woke up and Anna threw us all out. I saw him the day after. Looked
like a ghost. Felt like a ghost.”
Emma looked at Raven and said, “Erik's always been good at shielding himself, but this time
when I saw him, it was like he wasn't even there. It was like trying to listen to someone from
the other side of a thick metal door.”
“No one would do that unless they were trying to protect something very important from
being discovered,” Emma said. “In your friend's case, I'm guessing he doesn't even know he's
done it.”
“He was pretty out of it when I found him. Stayed with him all night and he didn't say a
single word,” Raven said quietly. When I woke up in the morning, he was lying there next to
me, just staring, with this really sad look. Like... I dunno.”
“Like he's never seen you before,” Emma said. “Like he's seeing you for the very first time.”
Emma sighed, shaking her head. “Erik's still brooding. Which means Anna's pissed with
everyone. Logan's more foul-tempered than usual, which means Azazel's more irritated than
usual, which means it's Martini's at ten for me, once when I wake up and once when I sleep.
If I sleep.”
“Not sleeping?”
“Bad dreams,” Emma said irritably. “They must be infectious or something. What about
Charles? Think he might be in the mood to call his honey some time soon? Kiss and make
up? Gives us all an excuse for a party?”
Raven shrugged. “No idea. He's being annoyingly elusive. Louis says he's become obsessed
with the family archives.”
Emma pulled Raven's datapad across the table, casting an eye on the latest reads as she said,
“He's not the only one rifling through the family closet.”
Several levels below Erik's apartment was a vault hidden away in the sub-basement levels.
For years it existed as a place to keep precious items safe. Now it felt like more of a shelter.
Erik stood on the marble steps near the thick steel doors, looking into the black cavernous
room. All the Lehnsherr treasures were encased in glass cases and a warm glow of dim
lighting.
Erik walked up to a tall glass case. Inside it was a dark mannequin wearing a smooth red
helmet, a dark burgundy suit and a long regal purple cape. The mannequin was lifeless,
featureless and almost a shadow in this room of shadows. Yet, those clothes, that helmet. The
man who wore them was not hard to imagine. The hardest thing about looking at what
remained of the great Magneto was the sudden memory of holding that helmet, the
smoothness of the metal under Erik's touch. He could remember lifting it and putting it on.
The glass Erik had held in his hand dropped and smashed on the floor. He realised his heart
had sped up, the chill gone and replaced by too much heat under his skin as his hands shook.
He took a harsh breath and looked away from the non-existent stare of the mannequin, down
at the too shiny black floor, faced with his own startled reflection, almost as dark as the
mannequin wearing Magneto's apparel.
“Erik?” He slowly turned to see Anna by the doors. She walked down the steps and joined
Erik at his side, eyeing the broken glass by his feet. She pulled him away from the mess and
said, “You'll cut yourself.”
Erik let her pull him away mutely as she took him by his hand and led him back to the steps,
pulling him down to sit next to her. “I couldn't get anything out of your friends. They're very
loyal when they want to be. It's how I usually know things are bad.”
“Well, mostly it was Louis' insisting that just because we have ridiculous nephews, it's no
reason why we can't go ahead and wed,” she said, looking bemused. Erik stared at her for a
moment and then smiled. Ann's eyes shone slightly and she smiled with him. “That's better.
You Lehnsherr's and your sour moods.”
Erik pulled away from her grip so he could wrap his own fingers around her hand, giving it a
gentle squeeze. “Did he say anything about Charles?”
Erik stared at her, hurt by what felt like an accusation, no matter how softly spoken. “Of
course I care. I couldn't stop if I tried.”
“Then speak to him,” Anna said. “He thinks he hurt you. You want him believing that?”
Erik stared down at the floor, looking away when he remembered there was nowhere to run
from the reflective tiles in this damn place. “He didn't mean to. He didn't even know what
was happening until it was too later. I felt it.”
“And what did happen?” Anna asked in a soft coaxing tone. “Tell me.”
“That's what Louis said,” Anna told him. “And I'll tell you, like I told him, you won't know
unless you tell me. Whatever it is, my darling, don't keep it to yourself. Not when you don't
have to.”
Erik looked at her, considering her words before he turned his head to look at the glass case
holding Magneto's apparel. How sad it looked, that dark empty space beneath the helmet,
how hollow. This is what he never had, Erik thought as he squeezed Anna's hand in his, the
kind of love that stopped you from pushing everyone away, embracing loneliness even when
you didn't have to.
You're not alone, someone had once told Magneto, never catching any of the thoughts past
the immediate relief where Magneto had reminded himself, but it's better that I should be.
Had it been better? Erik asked the question and searched for the answer amidst all the hopes,
dreams and disappointments Magneto had left behind in these memories. The answer was
simple and it was enough to make Erik start talking.
Raven had reluctantly made her way home after a long lunch with Emma and somehow
ended up in the local park, sitting on a bench and watching the people who filtered through. It
was November and hardly park weather, but a few people were still braving the crisp cold to
idle around, wrapped in dark long coats and thick scarves. She watched them pass her by,
walking dogs, jogging, taking brisk walks or quietly contemplating like her.
She was still disturbed by the events at Westchester, finding Charles so shattered, his
surroundings even more so. She couldn't stop seeing Erik lying almost lifeless, his face
without expression, yet still making her wonder what horror he'd just seen. There was a
strange scratching at the back of her mind, something that made her heart flutter. She could
only think so much about Erik and Charles before it started up and made her want to distract
her mind.
On this occasion, the moment she felt that flutter she headed home, breathing a sigh of relief
as she stepped into the warmth of her home. She could smell something sweet and bready,
one of Hank's welcome kitchen experiments. Dropping her bags in the hall and hanging her
coat over the bannister, she walked into the kitchen and went to Hank where he was sat at the
table, already pushing away his datapad to turn his face up for a kiss. Raven smiled, sliding
an arm around his shoulders and insinuating herself onto his lap before gently kissing his
mouth, stroking a hand down his cheek. He pulled away and frowned at her before narrowing
his eyes in mock suspicion.
Raven narrowed her eyes right back at him and said, “No.”
“Ah,” he said. “Because if it is, the answer is yes like it is to everything. But I'll warn you
now, I can't think of anything better than seeing a pregnant man to put you off sex for life. As
ideas for contraception go, that's a winner.”
“Didn't put you off sex seeing me look like a beached whale,” Raven said dryly.
Hank smiled, his eyes travelling up and down her body as he shook his head. She gave him a
smirk and a second later her form rippled to display the later stages of her pregnancy with
Leo. She hadn't known a woman could push the word 'curves' to such a limit until Leo. Hank
reached out and smoothed his hand around a bump that wasn't really there.
“You're perfect, Raven,” he said quietly. “You've always been perfect.”
Raven rippled back to her normal state, letting Hank tighten his arms around her waist as she
asked, “Where's Leo?”
“Upstairs, doing his homework,” Hank said, voice muffled somewhere near her throat.
Upstairs the sound of running could be heard before a loud thump put it to an end, followed
by guilty silence. Hank sighed and drew back. “Upstairs, pretending to do his homework.”
Raven grinned. “So he won't go to college. We'll use the money for a cruise.”
“Okay, so a little less perfect than you were a few seconds ago.” Hank raised his brow at her.
Raven pressed a kiss against his temple and got up to pay Leo a visit. Hank called out behind
her, “Hey. You okay?”
Raven looked back and smiled. “Yeah, I'm okay. Everyone has bad dreams, right? Even
you.”
Hank gave her a slight nod, gaze troubled, but mouth reassuringly smiling anyway. “Still not
heard anything from Charles?” She shook her head. “And you're not marching over there to
fix it?”
“Nope,” she said, feeling that familiar flutter, that scratching at the back of her mind. “Not
this time. I think this one's between Erik and Charles. We should probably sit it out.”
Hank flashed back a bright sharp smile that stood out against the blue of his skin and fur
before returning to the datapad on the kitchen table. Raven watched him for a few seconds
before turning away and shutting the door on that scratch at the back of her mind.
There was a man wearing the cape of a dark shadow before Charles, floating above him, his
arms outstretched. Under the helmet, the face was hidden, excluding two pinpricks of ice that
were staring right at Charles. Charles blinked up at him. The new memories were allowing
him to see details his dreams had never possessed, yet surely, he was dreaming even now,
seated behind the eyes of a man in a wheelchair, gripping the armrests with cold hands, heart
torn between loyalty and betrayal, love and sorrow.
“Say something,” Charles whispered to the phantom before him, watching as he angled his
head and the pin pricks narrowed in his direction.
“Not much left to say, old friend.” The voice was heavy with sadness, and stubborn, filled
with grit.
“No. I suppose not,” Charles conceded, feeling a shift inside the Professor's mind, his putting
down the foundation to a new path. “Was that all, Erik?”
The phantom floated closer and Charles felt his heart clench as the sharp lines of Erik's face
were revealed inside the cage of his own making. His mouth was twisted into a bitter smile
one end, sad and unmoving the other.
Charles felt his lips tremble into a smile of their own as he shook his head. “Not to me, Erik.”
The caped man looked at him for a long time and his smile lost its bitterness, his sharp gaze
warming. Wordlessly, he turned away, the sound of his cape like heavy flapping wings.
Charles blinked, slowly and stiffly propping himself up on his elbows as he looked around
the Professor's room. The couch was not five hundred years old, but it was authentically
uncomfortable as the one that had originally occupied this room. How Charles hated knowing
this. He got up and closed the window, the air far too chilled now, ignoring the images from
scenes outside it prodding at his mind.
Shutting the door he took a step to leave, but his eyes became stuck on the door across the
hall. Suddenly that door had become the more frightening to open. No one was behind it, yet
Charles imagined opening it and finding him there. Not his Erik, but a man who had lived
here for a small while a long time ago. A man's whose dreams still haunted this house. Not
his Erik, yet... yet Charles stood there pressing his fingers against the wood of the door.
“Charles?” Damn Louis, following him about the house like a nursemaid. Like Charles
needed watching. “Are you all right?”
Charles turned away from the door and blinked at Louis. “That is by far the most fucking
stupid question I have ever been asked.”
Louis frowned, clearly offended. “I was worried. You were fondling woodwork. Again.”
“Well, I'm fine and I'm clearly not fine, and that's how it's going to be for a while, maybe
forever,” Charles said with a sigh, leaning against the door with a thump. He muttered, “That
bloody bastard. That bloody bloody bastard.”
“Who?” Louis asked as Charles pushed away from the door and started walking off.
“Charles?”
“The saintly Professor, of course,” Charles muttered. “I'd kill him if he wasn't already dead.
And stop following me, I'm not mad.”
“No, you're just muttering mad things like your grandfather used to. Entirely different thing,”
Louis said, trailing behind as they descended the stairs. “Where are you going?”
“No, what you need is supper and sleep,” Louis insisted, following Charles into the living
room and all the way to the drinks cabinet before moving in front of it to obstruct Charles. He
gave Charles a stern look. “I have no idea what you're going through, but I do know that
drinking won't solve anything. It's possible I may be the only Xavier to have worked this out.
I'd always hoped you'd be the other one.”
“I don't know what to do, Louis,” Charles said, shaking his head. “Other than pretend none of
this is happening.”
Louis reached out and squeezed Charles' arm reassuringly, not that it had the desired effect.
Charles still felt compelled to get stinking drunk. Louis looked as though he was about to
drag Charles out of the room, away from the location of the best liquor in the house, but as
luck would have it, the comm-system chimed, alerting them to an incoming call from an
unrecognised caller.
There was a long pause before the voice, which was most unmistakably Erik's, said, “Louis.”
Louis let out a breath and looked at Charles who suddenly felt his legs turn to water at the
sound of Erik's rusty voice, laced with exhaustion and things Charles couldn't bare to think
about.
“Fine,” Erik said, voice too thick and heavy for him to be fine. You liar, Charles thought. “Is
Charles there?”
“I'm here,” Charles said, cutting Louis off even as he opened his mouth to reply. Awful
silence then as he waited for Erik to say something. His throat felt so dry, his voice was a
croak when he said, “Erik?”
“Can I see you?” Erik asked. There was a sound, a brush of something. Charles could almost
see Erik standing there running his fingers through his hair.
Charles nodded before realising Erik couldn't actually see him. “Yes. Tomorrow? Is that too
soon? I mean, whenever you're-”
There was a most perceptible shift in the air, something days ago Charles would have picked
up easily, but not in the way his senses registered it now, the way Azazel's arrival seemed to
alter the whole molecular composition of the room, the way his body had just tunnelled
through time and space to appear. He almost felt breathless as he turned to nod at the other
man.
“Can I see you now? Please?” Erik asked, even though Azazel was right there, already
holding out a hand.
Louis looked like he was going to protest, but Charles shook his head, already reaching for
Azazel.
*
Erik finished his drink and placed the tumbler on top of a glass case that had never really
peaked his interest before. He tilted his head at the contents as he heard Charles offering
Azazel a quiet, “Thank you.”
The vault echoed with Charles' footsteps as he made his way deeper into the room, closer and
closer to Erik. Erik started to turn, but Charles hurriedly said, “Wait. I... could you just stay
there for a moment? I'm not sure I can look at you and say this.”
Erik felt a horrendous tremor move across his face, but he nodded mutely and stayed where
he was, his eyes locked on the glass case before him.
“Erik,” Charles said, sounding winded, breathless, turning the name into one syllable. “I'm
sorry.”
Erik frowned, turning his head slightly towards Charles' voice. “Sorry?”
“These memories, you didn't want any part of them and I... I'm so sorry,” he said quietly. “I
just want you to remember one thing, Erik. These memories don't belong to us. We're not
these people. These men lived their lives and died a long time ago and they do not get to live
out their regrets through us. You're not him This... please don't let this change you.”
Erik smiled slightly, blinking away blurred vision. “Does it feel like there's a part of him
alive in you?”
Charles was quiet. When Erik shifted his vision he could make out Charles' reflection in one
of the many glass cases. He was so still, he looked as though he himself was one of the things
being kept safe, right inside the case that held Magneto's clothes.
“Does it?” Erik probed. “All those regrets and hopes. Doesn't it feel like he's right there, in a
corner of your mind?”
“No?” Erik asked. “I feel like he's here. Magneto. Just behind my shoulder. Pleading and
prodding to talk to his old friend one last time.”
“We're not them,” Charles said quietly, sounding as if he was trying to convince himself.
“These are just genetic memories and we happen to be the poor saps stuck with them.”
Erik reached into the glass case and extracted the artefact from within. He turned around and
looked at Charles who seemed pale and tired, his sweater and trousers looking crumpled and
slept in, hair slightly unruly even for its short length. He had noticed the object in Erik's hand,
his eyes becoming wide, mouth slightly open in shock. As Erik neared, Charles took a step
backwards as though the helmet in Erik's hands might harm him.
Erik stopped inches away from Charles, holding the grey metal helmet before him. “There's
something he desperately wanted to say. Something he wanted to do. Let him finish it. You're
right, we're not these men, but let him finish this anyway.”
Charles grimaced at the helmet and shook his head. Erik ignored the tear that slipped down
his face and landed on the helmet and took a step closer, looking Charles in his pink-tinged
eyes and holding out the helmet. “The man who wore this regretted very little, Charles, but he
did regret one thing and that was hurting the one person he cared for the most and if he could
have gone back and changed it, he would have. He'd have gladly handed this over. I know it's
late, but... forgive him.”
Charles was staring at the helmet Erik couldn't bear to look at anymore. Each glance brought
him memories of slipping it on, shutting out the Professor, shutting out everyone. Shutting
out the world and choosing loneliness when he didn't have to be alone. How he hated it and
how he hated Magneto for cutting out his own heart.
Charles shook his head and stepped further back, looking as if he might bolt, but then froze,
his eyes fixing on something behind Erik. Erik watched as Charles all but floated past him
towards a dark corner of the room with a case that held a blue and yellow bodysuit.
“He kept it,” Charles said, his voice barely a whisper. “He kept it all that time.”
“He was one of the X-Men,” Erik said, catching a scent of sorrow from memories of
removing that suit and clutching it for one last time. “Even if it was just for a brief moment.”
Charles' head dropped and Erik caught the soft sound of a breath inhaled. Charles was
standing there shaking his head. After a moment he said, “I hope that fool didn't go to his
grave thinking the Professor didn't forgive him. He loved him. How could he not forgive
him?”
Erik felt a breath shudder in his chest, a place in his mind cooling as if a breeze had blown
across it. Charles turned around, shoulders sagging and an exhausted look on his face as he
slowly closed the distance between himself and Erik, his eyes turning to the grey helmet. He
looked up at Erik after a moment and smiled a weak watery smile. “I'm telling you right now,
Erik, it's me or the bloody helmet.”
Erik smiled, despite every inch of him feeling brittle. He looked at the helmet in his hands
and uncurled his fingers, letting it fall to the floor with a loud thunk before holding his hand
out to Charles.
“I am Magneto and I will destroy you all. Bam! Bam! Puchhhhh!” Raven grimaced as Leo
lay on his stomach in his room, using a small dinosaur figurine to topple over various robots
and monsters. “Oh no, ruuuuun!”
Raven cleared her throat and Leo instantly threw aside the dinosaur, sitting up in a cross-
legged position and picking up his datapad. Raven shook her head and said, “Yeah. No.”
Leo dropped his datapad in his lap, his whole frame sagging as he pouted. “Can't Panther
come over?”
“No. It's a school night and you two already spend too much time together,” Raven said,
taking a place on the floor in front of Leo. “Plus, his name's Panther.”
“Panther's mom and dad let him do anything,” Leo complained, slapping down an innocent
robot.
“No they do not,” Raven said, picking up the datapad and eyeing the colourful display.
“Now, what are you supposed to be doing here?”
Raven picked up the discarded dinosaur and held it up, wiggling it in front of Leo.
“Magneto?”
Raven blew out a breath, looking at the little ridiculous model in her hand. “That's a big
question. You don't think it matters?”
Leo scrunched up his face, turning his nose up at the question. “Billy Hoover says he was
mean and hated humans and his mom and dad think people should get over him already.”
“Was he mean? Did he hate kids?” Leo asked with a curious frown. “Billy Hoover says
Magneto was a bad guy.”
“Magneto,” Raven said thoughtfully, “was... a man who did a lot of bad things and a lot of
good things. See, when he was around, not all humans liked mutants very much. Some
humans were pretty mean and Magneto was mean back and he made a lot of noise about
humans mistreating mutants. Some of it was bad noise, admittedly... most of it. In any case,
thanks to him and Professor X, some humans finally realised they didn't have to hate mutants
and things started to change. Maybe he was a bad guy, but you know what, you should figure
that out for yourself. Billy Hoover's not exactly a fountain of knowledge.”
Leo was staring at the floor, mouth slightly down-turned, eyes blinking contemplatively.
Then he looked up and asked, “Do you think Magneto was a bad guy?”
Raven blinked. Leo was still a little too young to introduce her own unpopular theories. She
had always felt a little more leniency towards the man than most and it didn't always go down
well. She thought very carefully and said, “I think... I think he was... a guy who did some
unfortunate things.”
Leo frowned at her. “Professor X would never be friends with a bad guy.”
Raven smiled, leaning forward and poking Leo's forehead lightly. “An old fart once said, a
friend is one soul divided between two bodies. So, no, Professor X would never be friends
with a bad guy. See? Now you're thinking.”
“Is it true Magneto rode a dinosaur called Barney?” Leo asked.
Raven sighed. “I really need to check out what they're teaching you at this school.”
“Hey guys, what's going on here?” Hank asked, walking in hands in pockets, smile on face.
“Ah,” Hank said as Leo took his dinosaur from Raven and stood him upright. Hank sat down
next to Raven, picking up a fallen robot while telling her, “I just spoke to Louis.”
“Yeah,” Hank said slowly. “Charles called him from Erik's apartment. Something about not
worrying if he's gone for a day or two. Louis says he has every intention of worrying and
feels better knowing if someone else is worrying too.”
Raven narrowed her eyes at Hank and shook her head. “I think I'll pass on worrying this
time.”
Hank made a face and said, “What if they get themselves into a pouch situation? Like
pregnant guy from Oregon?”
Raven grimaced as Leo quite promptly asked, “Dad, where do babies come from?”
“Oh, um,” Hank stammered, not his usual confident self at all. “Well, um...”
He looked at Raven for support. She jumped to her feet and turned to leave, telling Hank,
“You're on your own.”
“Raven? Don't you dare,” Hank hissed quietly as she left, hearing Hank ask, “Leo, son, why
is that dinosaur wearing a cape?”
Charles awoke to the mother of all headaches. His stomach was somewhere in his mouth and
his skull felt as though his brain and expanded beyond its confines. He had a vague
recollection of the day before. There was drinking. A lot of drinking. In fact, there may have
been a goal attached to it to show Erik how much a person could imbibe alcohol and not die.
There was also drunken laughing and cursing as they both toasted and damned the dead and
after that things got a little hazy.
Fingers carded through his hair and Charles turned to find Erik next to him, looking as
though he had been awake for a while. There was a quiet and thoughtful expression on his
face, serene enough to calm a momentary flutter in Charles' chest.
“Hello,” he replied, giving Charles' hair a gentle and playful tug. Charles hoisted himself up
on his elbows, coughing and clearing the rattle in his chest as he looked around the room,
whilst Erik lay back, linking his fingers behind his head and watching Charles with clear
amusement. “You don't remember a thing, do you?”
“I remember plenty, just not what I need to remember,” Charles said, finally deciding that
this was not his bedroom and not Erik's bedroom and judging by the dreary décor and oddly
dirty cleanliness of the place, this was in fact a motel room. And that was when it all came
back. “Oh my god.”
Erik gave a small huff of a laugh as Charles thumped back down and closed his eyes. “I take
it you remember.”
“Please tell me I didn't really attempt to carry you over the threshold,” Charles said, turning
to look at Erik. Erik's mouth twitched in answer and Charles covered his face with both
hands. “I dropped you.”
Erik laughed and Charles took away his hands to see the bright look on Erik's face. This, he
thought, be like this forever. Erik must have seen something of Charles' thoughts on his face
because he leaned in, tenderly touching his thumb to Charles' jaw and pressing a kiss to his
mouth.
When they pulled apart, Charles shook his head and grinned. “I can't believe we did this. I'll
probably be disowned.” He paused, watching Erik already grinning. “I can't thank you
enough.”
Erik smiled and moved to completely cover Charles' body with his own, propping himself up
on his elbows while Charles took great pleasure in squeezing Erik's biceps appreciatively.
Erik dropped his head down to kiss him and murmur, “You can try.”
Charles grinned, kissing Erik's quietly laughing mouth, telling him, “Oh, I certainly will.”
Erik moved a few blessed inches closer and Charles bracketed Erik's body with his thighs,
rubbing the pads of his feed wherever he found firm warm flesh. Erik hummed with
contentment, beginning a slow thrust against Charles, kissing along his jawline. But, just as
Charles decided to get a little more demanding, someone knocked on the door and stopped
them both in their tracks, both their heads moving in tandem to look in the direction of the
intrusion before they frowned at each other.
“Are we expecting someone?” Charles whispered, receiving a shake of the head. “Azazel?”
“We took the shuttle,” Erik said quietly, already moving from the bed and ducking down to
pick up his trousers. Charles got up too, pulling the sheets with him and holding them around
his waist. Erik pointed at his own temple, before putting on his trousers.
Charles prodded the mind outside the door, seeing a covered tray held by someone with
rather overwhelmingly kind thoughts. Charles said, “A complimentary breakfast for the new
couple. I think we must have been quite vocal about our newly acquired marital status last
night.”
Erik smiled and went to open the door as Charles gave him a narrow-eyed look. A woman
somewhere in her fifties with too blonde hair and wearing a bulky sweater and jeans, badge
reading 'Liz', handed Erik a covered silver tray.
“Compliments of the Howl Inn,” she said with a smile, which immediately made Erik arch a
brow. “We don't usually do this, but I thought I'd make an exception for a pair of newly-
weds.”
Erik was looking at the tray in his hands, something warm and peaceful curling off him and
reaching for Charles. He nodded at Liz and said, “That's very kind of you. Thank you.”
“Well, you don't want to be eating at the diner across the street, not if you're planning on
enjoying the honeymoon. That's a home cooked breakfast right there. You boys eat it up.”
Charles was about to add his thanks when a man appeared from behind Liz, thrust a recorder
into the room and aimed it at Charles before running away shouting, “It's them! It's Xavier
and Lehnsherr!”
Erik stared at the doorway, a stunned expression on his face, bare chested and holding a
breakfast tray. He slowly turned to blink at Charles and for a moment Charles could imagine
the tray in his hand hurtling out of the room and decapitating the man who had just fled with
a story.
It was Liz who spoke, looking from one to the other and asking, “You boys in some kind of
trouble?”
“And tell me, Liz, how does it feel to have two very famous people choose your motel for
their wedding celebrations?”
“Well, I didn't know who they were when they booked the room. I just thought they were a
very nice couple. They even apologised for all the rude reporters camped outside waiting to
pounce on them. To be honest, I don't blame them for running off to get married in the
middle of nowhere. Especially with you people following them around. Haven't you got
anything better to do?”
Hank cleared his throat and then slowly turned his head to look at Raven who sat beside him
in bed, arms folded over her chest. “Any thoughts?”
Raven blinked at the telescreen, that ridiculous picture of Charles in a bed sheet still on
display. “Well, on one hand, I'm going to kill him. On the other hand, that's their life now,
right there. And on the third hand-”
“On the third hand,” Raven said, turning to grin at Hank, “I'm going to kill him, through
laughing. Hard. Really hard.”
“You are a bad friend,” Hank said, grinning and shaking his head. “A bad bad friend, Raven.”
“No, bad friends go and elope without sharing with their best friends,” Raven said, pointing
at Hank. He blinked at her finger and arched a brow. She curled the finger, knocking her
knuckle against Hank's chin. “But I'm still going to hug the hell out of him. Both of them.”
“Now I'm jealous,” Hank said, but Raven took care of that by pulling him down into a kiss.
“Eloping,” Louis said with a shake of his head. Either side of him, Charles' parents were
glaring at both Charles and Erik, while Anna sat quiet and unreadable, Azazel behind her.
Erik wondered if he should have invited Emma and Logan too, just to get everyone's
objections out of the way in one go. Charles elbowed Erik hard and he tuned back into the
Xaviers airing their discontent. “I mean, really. Eloping.”
“I must say, Erik, I'm disappointed,” Claude said. “It's not the way we do things.”
Erik bit his tongue, but Charles appeared to have more trouble. “Actually, it was my idea.
The timing seemed rather perfect and I asked Erik if he would me marry me. Right there and
then. So, if you want to be disappointed in anyone... well, I'm your man.”
Erik looked at Anna, finding that she was already waiting for him to turn and seek out her
reaction. She smiled at him and Erik smiled back, before turning his attention back to his in-
laws. “Charles and I are agreed that we'll throw a reception to make up for this. We had no
intention of cutting anyone out.”
Claude sighed and looked to Tabitha who seemed won over much more quickly. She
shrugged and said, “It's not like we can un-elope them.”
“And besides,” Charles said, aiming a smile at Anna, “It's not like we won't get to see another
wedding. Soon. I hope.”
Louis started to cough, possibly choke, lurching into the middle of the room and demanding,
“Enough, enough. So they eloped, who cares? The important thing is they're happy. Why
don't we drink a toast to the happy couple and talk lavish wedding receptions?”
Everyone seemed in agreement, while Erik leaned in towards Charles and whispered, “Well
played, Francine.”
“I hate you,” Charles said, his smile saying something entirely different.
When Raven reached the mansion, still mid-repairs, there was a definite sound of laughter
and merriment coming from the living room. She and Hank were greeted warmly by Charles'
parents first, receiving warm hugs from Louis, a kiss each from Anna and an extremely
sheepish smile followed by tight embraces from Charles before he led them both away to the
couch, letting the others continue with their conversations. He sat down on the coffee table in
front of them, positively beaming.
“So, how's married life treating you?” Hank asked with a grin.
“The ball and chain not around?” Raven asked, looking around with a frown.
“You're both idiots and you deserve each other,” Charles said. “Drink?”
“Really, Charles, eloping?” Raven asked. “I mean, you've both been jerking around all this
time, you couldn't wait long enough to give everyone a nice day out?”
“Oh, Hank, did you hear about the man in Oregon? We really must to talk to him,” Charles
said, eyes going a little wide.
“Hey,” Raven said, snapping her fingers in front of him, “focus. Why didn't you call me?
You could've said something.”
Charles sighed and looked back at the others momentarily before turning back to his friends.
“It was all very quick, spur of the moment. One minute we were drinking and the next minute
we were in this back of a bar licensed wedding grotto of sorts being married by this grizzly
old fart.” Raven watched as a smile grew on Charles' face, some memory clearly resurfacing.
“We asked him to make it as quick as possible and then practically ran into the motel down
the street.”
Raven was fully aware that next to her Hank was also staring at Charles. Much more tactfully
than Raven, Hank asked, “Where did you get married? An Elmore Leonard novel?”
Raven added, “I feel really sticky after hearing that. Well done on having a story to gross out
your unborn children.”
“Talk about the wedding of the year,” Emma said smoothly, smiling at Erik from where she
sat perched on one edge of his desk, Logan grinning around a cigarillo on the other end. “I
mean, honey, you went all out. The dress was adorable.”
Logan chuckled a little too hard, continuing to smoke up a cloud in front of his face, while
Azazel stood off to the side, coughing and waving away drifts of smoke. Emma meanwhile
held up her datapad and pointed at the photograph of Charles, startled, half-naked and slightly
debauched. Perhaps, more than slightly, if Erik was to be entirely honest with himself. He
tilted his head at the photograph and tried not to smile.
“You know, as wedding photographs go, this is a winner,” she said. “I will never delete this.
Ever.”
Logan barked out a laugh, turning to grin at Emma while Erik threw them both a filthy look.
Logan saw the look and shook his head. “Glare all you like, bub, but you've had this
coming.”
Erik turned his gaze to Azazel, hoping he was effectively communicating a request to get
these clowns out of here. Azazel coughed, sniffed and nodded towards Logan, “He's right.
For once.”
Erik sunk a little lower in his chair and waved a hand. “Continue.”
Charles stopped in the middle of the large hall which was being used as the main space for
the festivities. It had been decorated in a variety of shades of white. Who knew white could
have this many shades? The room appeared to sparkle between the table settings and bits of
drapery that hung over the windows. There was a small stage for a band and a telescreen next
to it for who knew what embarrassments.
Charles sighed, feeling a strange detached bemusement emanating in a quiet corner of his
mind. “Look what they've done to your house, Professor. They've turned it into a cake.”
“I think it looks wonderful,” Louis said, walking in and patting Charles on the back. “I
honestly didn't know the mansion would be up to hosting the reception, but look at this, will
you?”
Charles snorted. “You won't be saying that when the east wing falls on our guests heads in
the middle of your toast.”
“You are a funsucker, aren't you?” Louis said. “Any news from Erik?”
Charles nodded. “He'll be home in time. I think the rest of his things should turn up this
afternoon too.”
Louis was positively beaming. “It'll be wonderful to have more then just the two of us
knocking around this place, won't it? I must say, I'm surprised Erik's not opposed to moving
in. He doesn't seem the type for musty old houses.”
Charles didn't say that the overwhelming feeling that curled off of Erik whenever he stepped
inside the house was home, so achingly strong. He said, “I think he enjoys your company.
Can't imagine why, what with you being a complete old woman.”
Louis barked out a laugh, patting Charles' back. “Ah, and here I was thinking you could
persuade that young man to Mars if you wanted.”
Charles laughed off the comment, his face warming all the same. “Honestly, Louis, have you
just gone and invited everyone you've ever slept with? Seems rather much for what I thought
was going to be an intimate affair.”
“Well, it was, until Claude and Tabitha stuck their oars in,” Louis said. “Not that it matters. If
memory serves me correctly, I've never known you to have lasted more than ten minutes at
any family gathering. As far as you're concerned, the kitchen is well stocked.”
Louis nodded back and looked around the room, frowning. “That is an awful amount of
white, isn't it?”
*
“You know, I didn't put on this monkey suit to come down here,” Logan groused.
“I didn't ask you to come. You invited yourself, remember?” Erik said quietly, following the
officer down the long pale green corridor.
“Why do you want to see him anyway? I thought you were done with the guy,” Logan said.
“Not quite,” Erik said, the officer in front coming to a stop by the door at the end of the
corridor.
“He's through here. You're not to touch the patient. Please stay on your side of the table at all
times. If he gets excited, there's a buzzer under the table. We'll be in as soon as you press it. I
still don't think you should be in there without a member of staff, Mr. Lehnsherr. This place
is wired to suppress mutations. If he goes crazy in there, you could get hurt.”
“I'll be fine. Thank you, Officer.” Erik smiled at the man. The black-clad man gave Erik an
acknowledging nod and opened the door for him. Erik stepped inside and Logan began to
follow. Erik turned, holding up a hand. “I won't be long.”
Logan frowned at him, his expression slowly morphing into an irritating scowl as he stepped
back and asked the officer, “Can I smoke out here?”
“So, that a yes?” Erik heard as the door shut behind him with a loud metallic clunk, the
beauty of its composition slightly blurred by the building's inhibitor's on full blast. Not that
they dulled Erik's abilities even a bit. Not anymore.
Erik turned from the door to look at the man in the spacious room. He sat on the other side of
a white table, in white hospital issue pyjamas, blinking at Erik with a curious smile and eyes
that looked like bruises. Erik could only stare at the scar on his forehead, something twisting
in his chest as he did so. He looked away, unbuttoning his long coat before he pulled out the
chair opposite the patient and sat down, crossing his legs.
“Erik,” Shaw said. “What a lovely surprise. But, shouldn't you be somewhere else? Playing
happy families?”
Erik smiled. “I'm flattered you take such an interest in my personal affairs.”
“Why, Erik. There's no one else worth taking an interest in. I wish you knew that.” Erik said
nothing, keeping his expression bland. Shaw frowned, clever eyes narrowing, face tilting as
he peered at Erik. “You seem different. I like it.”
“Married life?” Shaw asked, smiling with a twist of disgust to his mouth. Erik said nothing,
his eyes flicking down to look at Shaw's hands as they lay clasped on the table. He looked
back up at Shaw's greedily observant eyes. His smile showed teeth this time. “Why are you
here?”
Erik placed his hand flat on the table and leaned forward slightly. “I remember.”
Erik thought about it. What memory to offer Shaw first? Where to start? But then, the easiest
thing to say was, “Everything.”
It didn't appear to click for a moment and Shaw sat staring at him in visible confusion. But
then his eyes widened and he was moving back in his chair as if seeing someone other than
Erik altogether. His hands curled into fists and his eyes took on a glassy sheen as he smiled.
“You remember,” he murmured, closing his eyes and letting his head drop back a bit. Erik
felt his face unable to keep its bland mask in place when Shaw closed his eyes. He could feel
anger and disgust creasing his disguise. He snapped it back in place when Shaw looked at
him again and said, “You're here to tell me everything, aren't you?”
Shaw leaned forward, eager and hungry. “Tell me. Tell me what you remember.”
“I remember him,” Erik said quietly. “Everything he did. Everything he thought. Everyone he
ever cared for. Everyone he ever lost.”
“And everyone who was there with him, right from the beginning to the end. I remember all
of it,” Erik said, seeing elation in Shaw's eyes. “But I don't remember you.”
Shaw's face fell slowly, like he couldn't quite make sense of Erik's remark. “What?”
Erik shrugged. “I have no recollection of your face or your name. I'm very sorry. I know how
much it meant to you. But I'm afraid we can't always have what we want.”
Erik smiled, frowning and shaking his head. “Why would I lie about a thing like that?”
“I don't know! But you're lying!” Shaw shouted before hissing in pain, his hand flying to his
head, right over that scar. It made Erik's breath stick in his chest for a moment. He
swallowed, allowing a weak smile to flicker across his mouth.
“I've upset you,” Erik said, getting up as Shaw stayed there, grimacing and holding his head.
“I should leave.”
Shaw peered at him from where he sat, features twisted between distress and confusion. He's
not the same man, Erik told himself as he turned towards the door, we're not the same men.
But damn it, he couldn't stop hearing the gunshot. Five hundred years had done nothing to
dull its sound. Erik reached into his pocket, his hand closing around a coin.
“I brought you a small token,” Erik said. “A gift for you to remember me by. It's very rare. If
anyone can appreciate an artefact, it's probably you.”
Erik turned and held out his hand, letting the coin float up and towards Shaw where it
hovered in front of his eyes, slowly turning to reveal one side. Shaw stared at the coin,
confusion crossing his features, but not recognition as he reached out and took it, continuing
to frown at it in his hand, a thick tear falling from his eye.
Erik looked at him. He felt unexpected pity and, somewhere in the back of his mind,
something close to peace.
“Goodbye, Mr. Shaw,” Erik said, turning to knock on the door, stepping outside into the
smoky corridor. He walked past Logan, telling him, “We're done here.”
“They do look cute together,” Raven said. “That you must admit.”
Charles watched as Anna and Louis danced, looking the perfect fit. Even though the room
was full of people and noise, they both appeared quite separate and in their own little world.
Charles took a sip of his Champagne and nodded. “I'm inclined to agree. Oh my god, is that
Remy? Who the hell invited him?”
“I think he's someone's plus one,” Raven said as Hank sidled up next to her. “Hey. Did you
check on Leo?”
Hank nodded. “He's doing a fine job of corrupting the other children in attendance.”
“Charles!” Tabitha called from somewhere behind him. He turned to see his mother in a
subtle red dress, expression as sparkly as said dress. He couldn't help but smile as she
approached. “There's a call for you. I've put it through to the kitchen, since it's probably
where you're going to go and hide anyway.”
Charles' smile dropped on the floor with a splat as he sighed and said, “Thank you.”
She smiled and reached up to pinch his cheek before turning to Raven and Hank and
demanding to know, “Why are you both standing here instead of dancing?”
Charles shook his head at all of them and said, “Will you excuse me a moment? Urgent
business in the kitchen.”
Raven turned to Hank as Charles left, telling him, “We're so not going to see him again
tonight.”
Charles ignored the lot of them and left the far too loud room, glad to be out in the quieter
corridor, hoping Erik would turn up soon, though he wasn't running too late yet and... ah.
Charles stopped for a moment, just letting the presence at the other side of the house register
for a moment. He was grinning by the time he reached the kitchen and pushed the door open
to find Erik seated at the kitchen table with an amused little smile on his face. There were two
Champagne flutes on the table, one before Erik and one before the empty chair adjacent to
him. Erik looked up at him from where he sat, quietly waiting. Charles smiled and went to
him as Erik stood to meet Charles halfway, shutting the door with an invisible nudge.
“Hello! Welcome to the Dailies Show, I am your host Darlene Baxter and the huge news is
the big rich mutant wedding! Yesterday, on FX-CNT, Senator J.D Wellington expressed
dismay at the union of two very powerful and influential people. Who happen to be mutants.
Apparently, we can expect to start worrying for our lives pretty soon because you know how
it is. These mutants, getting married, going off on honeymoon, having kids, paying taxes,
arguing about who put the trash in the chute last. Ugh, bastards... Yeah, I know, I got nothing.
Oh except that clip of Wellington gushing when his rich republican banker son married
Senator Wolsey's rich republican media tycoon daughter. Nothing to worry about here, move
along.”
“Now, the MU1 virus essentially turned off your X gene which is widely known for being
responsible for the abilities and appearance of a mutant person. Obviously, it's a shock, life
changing, I imagine.”
“It is, yes. For me it was like losing one of my senses along with my identity.”
“Terrible, terrible.”
“Absolutely, and I sympathise, I really do. But, having said that, is it not easier now that no
one can point you out in a crowd and harass you because you're a mutant? I mean, would you
say the MU1 virus was a blessing in disguise maybe?”
“No. I would never say that. Every person, human or mutant, wants to be accepted for who
they are in their entirety. As for being harassed, the people who knew of my mutant abilities
and saw my appearance and disliked me before I got sick are the same people who dislike me
now. They wouldn't accept me as a human. And they shouldn't. I'm not. I would rather be a
mutant and be hated than be accepted for something I'm not. I may have lost my abilities and
I may look human now, but I am a mutant. And I am still proud to be one.”
"No, no, that's not what I said. You're putting words in my mouth now, Saira."
"Well, what are you saying then? Because it sounds to me that the issue here is very much
the refusal to recognise mutant people as, well, people."
"No, you're twisting my words, Saira. The issue is not the recognition of the work done by
mutant people. The issue is of certain individuals who will marry in order to abuse the legal
benefits of a marital contract. Here we have two extremely wealthy businessmen whose
marriage has come out of the blue. This either points to an ulterior motive for the joining of
these particular two houses, as the mutant community call them, or is more evidence of the
outdated practice of arranged marriage prevalent in certain communities."
"No. Not when certain people present a danger to the wider community."
"By which you mean the majority human population. Is that not a rather skewed view of
mutant human equality?"
"Mutant people live longer, are stronger and those like Charles Xavier and Erik Lehnsherr,
Class 4 mutants, posses terrifying abilities. In what sense have we ever been equal?"
"Despite the four world wars that fall entirely upon humans. One of which saw massive
mutant casualties despite them being, as you say, stronger than humans."
"All wars have casualties. And I think we're drifting far from the issue here, which is the
transparency of mutant activity."
“Protesters expressed dismay at the wedding of two of the most influential members of the
mutant community, entrepreneur Erik Lehnsherr and scientist, philanthropist Charles Xavier.
We heard what a particular man had to say.”
“It is an abomination! God created this earth and Mars for the human race. We were made in
his image and mutants are not human. Their defects are not human. They should not have
legally sanctioned unions. It is not natural. They are turning the world into a place that is less
God-fearing with all that evolution talk. And I am sick of it.”
“Strong words in New York. This is Giles Grey, New York, for the EBC. And, mutant and
proud, as it happens.”
Entertainment Daily
“Yes! Let's. Julian, Erik Lehnsherr. Lehnsherr? Is that how you pronounce it? Doesn't matter,
because his new husband has an equally unpronounceable name, the socialite Charles
Xavier.”
“Erik and Charles. Charles and Erik. On the front of every datapad this week, am I right,
Troy?”
“They are hot stuff, Julian. The happy couple eloped last week, which we think is due to Erik
being much more private and reclusive than Charles, who has been seen falling into taxi-
shuttles many a time after a wild night.”
“Yes, and a source tells me that the reception they held for friends and family was the party
to be at this year. I think my invitation got lost somehow.”
“You wish, Troy, you wish. Now, weren't the newly-weds supposed to go to Mars for their
honeymoon?”
“It's the place to go if you want to get away from prying eyes, especially if you're not single,
Julian, so we think Erik is definitely in the driving seat of this relationship. Let's see a clip of
them at the NY Space Port.”
“Erik!”
- the end