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May 18, 2023

1-2 pm
We were playing cards. Cards that will get you drunk but we’re not drinking. Nasa
school tayo ngayon at kahit na nagdala ako ng ganitong card ay hindi pwedeng
magdala ng alak at mga baraha. I’m such a bad influence to you but you still like
me. This is the last time that I will get to enjoy being with you. With all of our
classmates. Kaya nga ako um-order kaninang lunch ng mga pizza para sa lahat. I just
want to them to remember me, all of my classmates and most especially you. You
should remember me the most as a human being that loved you so much. Malapit na ang
graduation namin at tinatapos nalang namin ang mga lessons, st’s, pt’s, at ang
clearance namin. Anyways, balik tayo sa paglalaro namin ng cards. Ikaw, ako, grace,
at larick ang naglalaro dito sa gilid sa pwesto ko. Nagstart kaming maglaro
pagkapakita ko sa cards sa kanila dahil wala naman gagawin ay yun na nga naglaro na
kami at may kwentuhan din kami na siyang mas napapalapit tayo sa isa’t isa. I was
after you since you’re in front of me holding your phone while we’re playing. And I
was also transferring photos in grace’s laptop to my phone and it is taking so
long. But it is worth the wait because we were laughing and sharing our lives.
Hindi ko nga rin alam kung bakit ganun ang mga questions at kung meron man kaming
alak ngayon ay lasing na kaming apat. Hindi pa namin inoopen ang pizza dahil
mamayang uwian pa. Skl, ang dahilan kung bakit ako nagpapizza ay dahil sa teacher
ko. Ang daming nangyari sa gc na hindi ko alam ay ako na pala ang topic nila.
Chinat ni maam na kung magmemessage ang kaklase naminna tahimik ay magpapapizza
ako. At yun na nga nagreply siya kaya kahit na wala akong sinasabi na manlilibre
ako ng pizza ay nilibre ko sila. A promise is a promise even if it’s not me who
promise that. Back to the story again, I can’t get used to you looking at me, in my
eyes like you knew what’s in my mind and my feelings. Kaya minsan ay hindi kita
tinititigan. Naka eyeglass ka eh kaya alam kong alam mo na tumitingin ako sayo
dahil sa reflection ng eyeglass mo sa gilid. That one hour was cut short because it
is now time for the mass. Kaya pumunta ka na sa upuan mo at kahit na nakatalikod ka
ay naaalala ko ang mukha mo. We’ve a picture that was captured by the person who’s
fault that I ordered the pizza and I’m so thankful at her because she took a
picture that was definitely the best because now we’re together.

3:55 pm
Kainan na at ayun na nga binigay ko na sa mga kaklase ko yung mga pizza at sinabing
makipaghati hati sila sa mga sinabi ko. Kasi may mga iba na hindi ko nabigyan pero
okay na dahil hindi ko siya gustong bigyan kaya sinabi ko ay may nagmamay ari na ng
pizza na mga hawak ko. Ilang minuto pagkatapos akong magdistribute ng mga pizza ay
hinanap kita hawak hawak ang gusto mong pizza. “(Your name), yung pizza mo oh.”
Sabi ko sa kanya kaya pumunta na siya sa side ko at binigay ko sa kanya yung isang
carton ng pizza. “Bat ang dami naman nito para sa akin.” Sabi niya.” Tirhan mo ako
diyan tas kila julia at larick pa yung mga iba diyan. Kuha ka lang kahit ilan.”
Sabi ko bago ko inopen ang inumin. “Sino may gusto ng pepsi?” Tanong ko sa lahat at
sumagot naman sila na oo. Kaya kumuha na sila ng cups at linagyan ko na ng pepsi
ang kanilang cups. Habang linalagyan ko ng inumin ang iba ay tumingin ako sayo
dahil nakita kitang nakatayo na kumakain kaya tinawag ko ang pangalan mo at
sinabing,” upo ka muna diyan. “ sabi ko sa kanya at umupo siya habang nakikipag
usap kila julia at larick. Nang matapos na akong magbigay ng inumin ay huli kong
binigyan sila larick, julia, at ikaw. “Thank you, (my name).” Sabi mo at ngumiti
nalang ako. “Ano gusto niyo next? Cake gusto niyo?” Tanong ko at nagulat pa sila na
akala nila ay may cake ako ngayon. “Sige ba, gusto ko yung chocolate cake.” Sabi mo
habang sabi naman ni julia ay, “ahy gusto ko yung mocha cake ang sarap nun. “ sige
sige next time cake naman.” Sabi ko at napatawa kaming lahat. I will give what I
can give and this is this. Because I care and love you.

May 22, 2023

11:23 am
At the CDC
Hannah and I were talking some things while I am eating junkfoods. Talking about
things that I do and how’s my life is. Magkagrupo kasi kami nila Hannah at ikaw
pero may gagawin ka ngayon. You’re in sport photography club which is the louisian
eye. Ikaw ang president doon at ngayon ay awarding ng mga nanalo sa intrams at mga
picture taking para sa gawad. This week is the last week that we will get to see
each other again. In our classsroom where we get to learn and study while having
fun talking with you and to our classmates. Back to the main topic, kaya kami
nandito sa bio lab ay dahil para sa pt namin sa chemistry. Video making at kanina
ay meron ka pero may duty ka na kaya hindi ka makakapunta dito. Habang nag-uusap
kami ni Hannah sa gilid at kumakain ay nakita kita sa baba dahil nasa 3rd floor nga
kami at hindi ko inakala na makikita mo rin ako. Sabi nila the right one will be in
front of you if I’m sure that you’re the one. And it is the feeling that I’m
feeling right now. You saw me eating and I was smiling at you because knowing you
is the best thing that has ever happened in my life. I waved atyou and you were
saying something but I didn’t hear it clearly so I just waved my hand to you then
you’re also waving back to me. After that, you walked away and I was just smiling
like an idiot and even hannah knows what our relationship is.