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What would my message to a babble thumper be?

I would ask him where his bible came from. The "cannons" of god? Who wrote them,
who introduced them through the Council of Nicaea in 325 A.D.?

Are they aware that the "holy bible" was written by the Anunnaki in Sumer-Ur
Babylon many thousands of years ago about their journey to invade and replace the
human evolution and can be read in the 130,000 cuneiform clay texts found there
scattered in museums around the world?

That the entire old testament in its first form can be seen carved in stone?

Are they aware that Constantine who founded Christianity and the "bible" was a Holy
Roman leader and devout Occult pagan of the original Babylonian teachings of Ba'al
and the first Pope of the Catholic Church who never defected to Christianity even
on his death bed?

Are they aware that the original Christians who founded the Catholic "Poor Fellow
Soldiers of Christ" still claim that Ba'al is their penultimate god even today
during mass and refer to Jesus as a guy named "Lucifer"?

Do they know who the Council of Nicaea was made up of who canonized the "bible"?
That they were scribes and elders of the Babylonian Mystery religion? And that
their religion was handed to them by 100% alien invader races who landed on Mt.
Ararat overlooking the lands of Babylon and Sumer-Ur in their time craft headed by
the mayor of the capital of Atlantis called Noahasa?

Are they aware that I can prove my claims from the Epic of Gilgamesh that predated
Jesus by 3500 years and can show them pictures of the ruins of Atlantis right now
this minute and give them directions to go visit themselves?

Are they aware that Jesus also states in the "bible" that he was from a race of
scarab beetles incorrectly translated as "worm" and never claimed to be a human?

Are they aware that the story of Jesus came from Babylon and was handed down to
ancient Egypt with a different name?

Are they aware that same story was then handed down to ancient Rome with Jesus
having yet another different name?

Are they aware the first statue of Mother Mary was black? Do they know I can show
them the same statue of the same black Mother Mary from hundreds of civilizations
around the entire world that predate Christianity by thousands of years with the
first baby Jesus as a reptile being suckled by a mother with a lizard's head?

And to this I would get a blank stare and see a deep, burning horror in their
pupils at the mere thought that their entire life had been based on a lie. They
would make up some excuse to leave and wish me a good day, while ignoring the facts
carved in stone to keep their fantasy alive. That one day Jesus would come back and
save them all. "Jesus" is already here and has been here all along since he arrived
to destroy the Angelic Human race 798,000 years ago and 548,000 years later created
his own hybrid race to replace them called the "chosen ones".
I can give you the genetic details about exactly what DNA was included into that
new race of beings. I can tell you the names of every one of their upgraded new
versions down through time. I can give you the first and last names of the ones who
actually placed those genetic markers into petri dishes and test tubes. I have
spoken with a person who was there from the very first moment of the destruction of
the human race perhaps 3 thousand times now. I have lived with a group of team
members of hers for over a year in person, SO FAR, looking over their stasis bodies
to keep them protected when the go to report back to the Council of the IAFW off
planet each day.

No. Babble thumpers do not speak to me, and would never, ever argue even one thing
for fear that I would show them undeniable evidence that would eviscerate
everything they hold dear. I am not here to play games.

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Oct 25, 2018 at 3:19am QuotePost OptionsPost by ML on Oct 25, 2018 at 3:19am
10252018 he tagged Aug and post this message

edit: I might be wrong.. it looks like it was posted by Aug and shared by Avalon.

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Aug Tellez

Hmmm. What should I tell you?

That this is a form of providing fuel? A source of energy?

Then when you participate in this, something happens to your central nervous
system, your limbic system in particular, that is very useful to others.

At the moment, this is not about the eating the meat for the survival of the
organism, which also may be a confusion of biology and other factors as the human
is closer to a spiritual entity beyond the physical than the physical entity we are
taught primarily about now. Just because we are this way now, doesn't mean we won't
be snapped back to the earlier version except with all the sins, extra DNA and so
on only to mutate those who didn't retain a required amount of coherence between
before and after sections of Earth.

So if people are eating meat, it's supposed to be done in a way that's most easiest
for the animal. This is simple, for both the animal and you.

Instead. What I'm talking about, is that just the way children can be abused and
they're blaming it on you and spiritually, 'legally', and artificially loopholeing
themselves and attempting to blame it all on the people and anyone trying to resist
or stop the process?, they're doing this with animals by making the process the
most painful and literally stupid.

Here's the kicker. I haven't used that phrase in a while, it's important.

The people doing it are hosting non human entities.

They thrive by depleting civilizations of their resources through mental and

emotional sabotage while remaining entirely out of view and indirectly involved
until the last moment when they are too big to fail in which case we become the
cows, case in point, get it?

If we survive. We have to answer for all of this. Why this happened. Who did what.
Who didn't stop this. Who participated. That's the goal.

If we don't survive, nothing happens and this reality repeats forever until the
universe 'burns' out and this becomes a freeze frame in a fallen mind of a 'cosmic
deceiver' which is just to say that our species didn't make the universal cut and
we are being erased from time.

They know this, it's natural law. Anyone who just sits around while the flood
waters rise is going to die and they're not just going to go to sleep peacefully
they're going to drown to death after getting hit over the head by debris and
falling semi unconscious retaining just enough awareness to know what is happening
without being able to stop it.

That is nature. That is where we are. No one said there is a magical safe guard. No
one said that you'll come here and if you see all these things happening, and you
do the same thing, that magically it will not happen to you. That may be the case,
but still, no one said that because that's the point, you're not supposed to think
that, because you're not supposed to know that.

If this is too vicious for you, then the requirements of your human existence will
not permit you to continue in a society where the truth is known by those strong
enough to continue on without conforming to the tendency and artificial sweetness
of the delusion.

These things hurt, animals can produce pain. If these are NPC's to you, then this
means that life is manageable on ground level, without higher power or authority
rendering or regulating the occurrence of compassion and free will. That is a
contract with the ones around you to control you in the exact same way, no
compassion or higher authority to render free will necessary, as your diner proves.

Again, not about animals or food, but the idea of causing pain and just going, "oh
woops, haha, just an animal."

Those who do that to people require that they accept some form of mutilation,
unnecessary suffering, insanity, truthlessness, deception, delusion, and so on in
order to enter into the situation. That's the whole point. It's all a show and game
to get to other variables that are actually access points to control people's lives
through their minds through their actions that function as legal agreements in this
social experiment.
irishwomewow, so incredibly sickening. My daughter had become a vegetarian for
almost a year. I think I might have to also. Just unthinkable cruelty.
Barbarathis type of thing really bothers me - it's beyond horrendous - hard to
fathom how it is allowed to go on
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Oct 25, 2018 at 4:20am QuotePost OptionsPost by ML on Oct 25, 2018 at 4:20am
my question minutes ago

You have previously mentioned about the THREE CHRIST.....What does the real
'CHRIST' provided for us? what is the importance?

His answer :

The man known today as the one who walked on water was Jesheua Sananda Melchizedek
and is referred to as "Christ" because he carried the pure 12 strand DNA template
of the Angelic Human embodied in one being standing within the 3rd dimension. That
is 12 dimensional levels of existence, light years ahead of any others trapped
here. That is called the Krystos code, hence Kryst. He came here to impregnate a
few different lines of Angelic Humans to place this pure seed back into the highly
distorted genetic pool of humanity after millions of years of being bioformed by
over 50 different invader race species. That was his big legacy. He did manage to
offer turnstyle ascension to a number of beings ready at that time to ascend, using
the stargate below Cheops in Giza, but his time was cut short here when his twin
flame was mindwashed by the Elohim and ended up marrying the wrong "Kryst".
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Oct 25, 2018 at 4:23am QuotePost OptionsPost by ML on Oct 25, 2018 at 4:23am

This answer is so multi dimension-ally coded....

i am encouraged to say something but cant find the words.......

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Oct 25, 2018 at 4:54am IW likes thisQuotePost OptionsPost by ML on Oct 25, 2018 at
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Care to see a real shapeshifter? Not a low-res video where the pixels are playing
tricks on your eyes?

Humans enter into the Jesuit blood oath contract to become celebrities; presidents
and CEOs of fortune 500 companies, government officials, high ranking military,
politicians, singers, actors, only to find out the actual truth about what must be
paid in order to remain in the spotlight. That's when they are given the ultimatum.

Either they come to black mass every week and take part in sexual depravity and
physically participate in blood ritual sacrifice and drink adrenochrome, or they
will be executed and replaced by a clone. Paul McCartney was replaced many decades
ago. Go look up the photos and testimony from band members for yourself.

Clones are real. They are all around you. I am not guessing or making up anything.
Aug Tellez has spoken about this repeatedly. He is also the only SSP whistleblower
that has ever been authenticated by Council as telling the honest truth, ever. Time
and time again you see celebrities you have loved for years suddenly appearing in
public with different earlobes, different eyebrows, missing tattoos, facial moles
in the wrong spot, and think you are seeing things. You're not. Clones don't come
out 100% identical to the previous actual person.

Look into Donald Marshall and now realize that what he is saying happens to be true
about the cloning centers and death games. Donald himself has never personally been
to a cloning center, as he is under a Mind of God program to function as a
whistelblower by those fighting to get the truth out, but the memories implanted in
his head are just as real as yours are. In the audience at the "games" are more
major celebrities than you can find at the Oscars. Not because they want to be
there most of the time, but because they are being blackmailed to be there. Not
only will they be sacrificed if they don't participate, but their reputations will
be utterly destroyed.

Everything they have sacrificed and struggled for all their lives will be ruined on
the level of Adolf Hitler because upon signing the blood oath contract (which I
give you an actual copy of in the handbook), their first act is to submit to video
of them being sodomized and having sex with children. That video and those photos
then go into "insurance" files in the hard drives of computers across their
network, making it utterly impossible to ever erase. If you fail to perform, those
will be released.

So now they learn, just as Lady Gaga had to the hard way, that the promises made to
them aren't real and they aren't forever. They use these stars for as long as they
are a massive stream of free income, then they discard them while taking a pound of
flesh with them. Of course you don't hear about the unthinkable repercussions paid
by these stars, because they can't say a word about any of it. Gaga did. You might
want to look into her testimony.

When they say they signed a contract with the devil, they mean they signed a Jesuit
blood oath contract with the people who front for the Marduk Satain organization
known as the Luciferian Resistance which is just as real as your Masonic Lodge down
the street or your Catholic church on the corner.

If they refuse to play nice and are still viable (still dragging down huge
incomes), then they are replaced by clones. if they still don't play nice, then
that clone is ritually sacrificed just as the original body was, only this time,
like Bernie Mack, it is for keeps.

Tila Tequila didn't want to play nice, so they released videos of her being a "porn
queen". That still didn't work, so they killed her and replaced her with a clone.
She tells you in her own words. So does Beyonce'. So does Katy Perry. So does Kid
Buu who even gives you the name of the cloning center in Canada where his body was
made, Clonaid. That stuff is all real.

When they replace you with a clone, often one of their reptilian entities enters
into that body to operate it for performances. Those reptilians are the real deal
my friends, and this is not a conspiracy theory. Human pupils don't blink. Ever.
Reptilian pupils do and so does Miley Cyrus'.

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Oct 25, 2018 at 7:10am ML, Henrik, and 1 more like thisQuotePost OptionsPost by IW
on Oct 25, 2018 at 7:10am
Yes, I have seen most of these interviews. Although a lot of them seem Incredible,
I usually can tell these folks are telling the truth as far as they are able.

For all the criticism piled on those like Avalon, or even Wes for asking for
donations or maybe for having an attitude. The truth is that they are trying to
wake the masses up. I don't envy them whatever task they feel burdened to do.

A lot of the videos presented here lately, seem to have that common thread, of LOOK
around, see and listen to the truth- take the blinders off NOTHING is as it seems.

Thanks Miron for sharing and keeping things running here! xx

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Oct 25, 2018 at 7:38am girlscout, krissiee, and 1 more like thisQuotePost
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Oct 25, 2018 at 7:10am IW said:
Yes, I have seen most of these interviews. Although a lot of them seem Incredible,
I usually can tell these folks are telling the truth as far as they are able.

For all the criticism piled on those like Avalon, or even Wes for asking for
donations or maybe for having an attitude. The truth is that they are trying to
wake the masses up. I don't envy them whatever task they feel burdened to do.

A lot of the videos presented here lately, seem to have that common thread, of LOOK
around, see and listen to the truth- take the blinders off NOTHING is as it seems.

Thanks Miron for sharing and keeping things running here! xx

agreed.
I owe a lot from these guys specially Wes.

we should appreciate anyone who has done work that we were able to connect to.

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Oct 29, 2018 at 1:31am kellsbells likes thisQuotePost OptionsPost by ML on Oct 29,
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The man known today as the one who walked on water was Jesheua Sananda Melchizedek
and is referred to as "Christ" because he carried the pure 12 strand DNA template
of the Angelic Human embodied in one being standing within the 3rd dimension. That
is 12 dimensional levels of existence, light years ahead of any others trapped
here.

This 'RESONATES' so much with me.. specially after reading Panella's book.

The CHRIST is not a SAVIOR but an ENABLER.

People have a hard time believing all those 'miracles' that he have performed....
but all those are "CHILD's PLAY" on what he can really do.

HE was a pure SPIRIT manifested in 3d. He has no limiting soul.

He is us in the truest sense.

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Oct 31, 2018 at 7:36pm ML, Henrik, and 2 more like thisQuotePost OptionsPost by
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this was posted on Facebook a few days ago:

WAKING THE MASSES

avalon | decodingthehive.info
10/17/18

"WAKE UP SHEEPLE!!!" "Don't you know this is all a scam?" "BaaAAAaaAH BaaAAaaAH!"

After 15,000 hours of education, 200 articles and 2 now 3 books written, many
thousands of followers and over years of constant yelling, I can't say I think I
ever woke anyone up. I think I provided answers for those already awakened, but so
far, I have never said something, did something or wrote anything that made someone
say, "Oh my god, you're right, those are chemtrails, not contrails!"

You can show someone with their own eyes they have winged nano bots in their mouth
by doing a wine test, swishing cabernet around their mouth and gums and then
discharge it into a clean glass and right there will be at least one or two flying
"insects" at the bottom of the glass, and they still won't be able to admit that
came from their own body. Because to do that, you would have to face something so
unpleasant, you would rather just get hit by a bus instead.

The truth, the actual, real truth, is ugly as hell and there is no way to get
around that, because you have been captured, enslaved, mindwiped and then
mechanically programmed not to remember.

The cognitive dissonance, a term I never even used in over a 1/2 a century of
talking every single day prior to awakening, is so pervasive that its just like the
world is in a hypnotic theta state trance, just as solidly as I was all the way up
to the very moment a few hundred spaceships started dancing for me right in front
of my face on command by my contact. By that time I had already been educated on
100 different secrets, proven as fact they were true, and still I couldn't believe
she literally went into "space" everyday to "a biosphere larger than Urth parked
next to the sun" without a space shuttle.

I had to see her body not breathing, her heart didn't even seem to be beating, I
had to try to move her arms that sprung back into place as if she were in rigger
mortise, pulling back against my hand, feel the resistance personally (this went on
for hours while "she was at council") and witness it all with my own eyes before I
would admit this is all real and not just another grift. I literally could still
not really believe the light show that lasted for 3 1/2 hours to prove she could do
all these things for real and it wasn't all just the most elaborate ruse anyone
ever concocted without also seeing this state of "stasis" for myself as well.
Proof, proof and more proof, otherwise I was NOT buying.

Because I was waaaaaay too smart for that. No Rube here, so move along.

Even after months of her calling me at the same moment I had a thought come into my
mind that I just had to ask her about, only to have her tell me she knew I needed
to talk, calling me to inform me over and over that my body needed lemons or broad
leaf greens or I had to lay out on the ground to let Urth heal something in me
because she was monitoring my health from hundreds of miles away, because even that
could have been bullshit.

To wake someone up, actually wake them up, it takes proof. You have to walk on
water, then turn water into wine in their own glass, then levitate in broad
daylight, give them back their eyesight, make life-long cripples dance and mutes
sing, cure lepers instantly and give hearing back to the deaf in front of everyone
and only THEN will they trust a word you say. And ONLY if all their buddies huddle
together, mumbled for a minute among themselves and come to the collective
conclusion that this was, in fact, a waddling duck.

From Chimera Reality theta sleep, it takes a physical beating that could last for
decades to wake someone up. And we think we can actually do this by saying "there's
a spacecraft that you can see with your own eyes on a global-access civilian
website right now as we speak parked next to the sun that is over a million miles
wide". "!!!". The blank stare coming back is like you just said you were from
Venus, exactly. Riiiiiight. Here's your sign.

In this world, the best way to tell if someone is lying is to watch carefully to
see if their lips are moving. Naturally no one believes anything unless its coming
from the news. The president of the United States himself could go live on every
television in the world and say aliens just landed on the White House lawn and not
one person would buy it without checking to see what Fox news had to say about it
first. Literally. Before anyone would take you to their leader, you would both have
to go there in your spaceship, or you would have to take them by the hand and fly
to the mayor's office together like Peter Pan and Wendy.

What our actions are supposed to do is place into the cellular databank of their
genetic memories the example of living with grace, in harmonic resonance with all
life creatures, standing in authenticity with moral value and non-judgement of your
fellow man, so that one day, perhaps a million years from now, they will see one
thing that will trigger that recollection and think to themselves "that's right,
Rachel would have handled it like this", or "Daniel would have done that". Then
suddenly a tiny light will flicker in the back of their reptilian brain that will
pierce through the veil and for the first time they will begin to see. And over the
next year or decade, begin to remember who they used to be before their abduction
and programming began.

All we can really do is make tiny ripples in the water that can build into a
tsunami over hundreds or thousands of miles of ocean in order to try and save
anyone here. It is a very long road, so we must have our boots laced tight and be
ready to walk if we are going to do anything to bring about change.

Every single time we lose our composure, slap someone or gossip about someone else
behind their back but in front of someone else's face, keep that extra change, deny
that act of kindness, we are destroying a hundred tiny flickers of light that
others have spent lifetimes placing into the back of their minds. We are merely
ripples on the water here and the ocean is vast and deep. What you are doing now is
for the next life in the next world, not this one, so be prepared to keep singing,
keep dancing, painting and placing your grace right there wherever you step. It
will be that little flicker on the ground that will eventually light that flame you
so desperately wish to see.

The "light" that chases darkness back into the closet is actually elegance, dignity
and grace. Be that.

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Nov 2, 2018 at 6:46pm QuotePost OptionsPost by kellsbells on Nov 2, 2018 at 6:46pm

here is another one. He is going by the name "mission guide" now.

mission guide | 10/24/18

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550 million years ago the Turaneusiam 1 Project ended in the Fall of Man War with
the annihilation of all life on Tara Urth. All the humans along with most of the
invader races and innumerable Guardian Alliance members who had come down to defend
that evolution were vaporized in a cataclysm that decimated the planet, reducing it
to a fraction of the size she had been prior to that pure energy war. The planets
in this solar system are all pieces of what once was Tara. They now share one solar
system together to keep Tara’s fractals within harmonic resonance with each other,
something too complex to get into here.

After many millions of years healing, Tara was once again strong enough to begin
hosting life again, only on a far smaller playing field, and no longer hosting the
4th, 5th and 6th dimensions as a 2nd Density host, but had fallen to the 1st
Density and would now host the 1st, 2nd and 3rd dimensions. It was a humble new
beginning. All the beings who had been lost in the Fall of Man by this time had
already spent hundreds of millions of years disembodied, with no hope of ever
coming back into manifest form. Their Spirit Essences were all trapped inside this
Time Matrix forever unless the creators of the Project developed incredibly complex
systems to eventually bring them all back out of that fate. As it was, that
disembodiment was set to last until the 15 Level Time Matrix of Gaia itself reached
the end of its life cycle and returned back to god source. At that time those
awarenesses would cease to exist.

The Oraphim Angelics from Sirius B who had embarked on the creation of this unique
new Avatar we call simply “human” today implemented a plan whereby melding together
the genetic templates of all the original human project beings, the invader races
and the Guardian Alliance soldiers under a new genetic template would have a chance
to reassemble the full 12 strand Template of the original Angelic Human and ascend.
They would all have to work together as a team if any of them would ever make it
out alive. And they did. Most of the Lost Souls of Tara did in fact ascend out of
this dimension a very long time ago. But not all. There were still billions of
souls still trapped when war once again brought a complete end to their journeys
home in another conflict that left no one alive.

With the planet vibrating in a very low, war-torn condition, it was difficult for
Tara to come back yet again to attempt to save the Lost Souls with another rescue
operation, but 250 million years ago The Co-Evolution BioRegenesis Treaty was
created that now added even more invader race genetic codes to another new “Angelic
Human” evolution. This is known as the Turaneusaium 2 Project and had very little
in common with the physical form of those original Turaneusiam 1s. Rather than
having eternal-life Avatars that were breathairians, the new human body would be
parted into different sexes, they would eat and sleep and would only live limited
life spans. If successful, then everyone who reached ascension all the way back to
the Deity Planes would have that original T-1 Avatar.

By now, you know that many invader races have jumped into the enslavement of that
original evolution from ½ billion years ago and are still here today. The journey
for many Lost Souls of Tara has been ongoing continuously this entire time. And
today, mankind is still struggling just to reach the age of 75 before he recycles
yet again. It has been a living hell in real terms. And many of the beings who have
assisted and watched on who are still assisting and watching on today consider
those still here and still fighting to get out, something of heroes to continue on
and on against impossible odds. Yet some of you have not given in to the temptation
to just throw in the towel and join the Luciferian Resistance so at least you could
have some form of a reasonable time between each birth and death. That’s some tough
grit my friends, because you have been doing this for millions of lifetimes. Read
that last sentence again and understand it is not a typo.

Long, long before the Turaneusiam projects began, there were a group of beings who
had chosen to be guardians of civilizations just like yours. They were known as the
Azurite Universal Templar Security Team Guardian Alliance. That organization began
950 billion years ago. When Tara fell, that group changed their name to the
Warriors of the Lost Souls of Tara and began fighting a fight that was considered
then, 550 billion years ago, a suicide mission. Many of them fell in that first
total extinction and lost their physical bodies. Many spent hundreds of millions of
years disembodied for you, the Angelic Human who they swore to fight to the eternal
death to save. Today, you now call them “starseeds”, “magenta children” and many
other names including “Indigos”.

At the time of the creation of the “Third Seeding” or the Turaneusiam 2 project 250
million years ago, these fallen warriors were given new bodies that were unlike
anything they had ever had to work with in the past. They had virtually no real
powers they had become so accustomed to, and woke up inside a prison matrix with 7
individual, impenetrable shields around it that locked them into this kindergarten
level dimension, alone. And their fellow soldiers on the other side of the veil
were unable to come in and help them bring the Lost Souls of Tara home. Easy was
never a word used to describe what they have faced since going down with this ship.

Recycling millions of lifetimes side-by-side the humans they came to save, as well
as the very invader races who had ended their lives in that first monumental war,
they have suffered right there with you, even though they never came here for the
new Angelic Human Krystos “ultra Avatar” that you did. The most advanced biological
life form ever created anywhere in the cosmeias. Most of our team members have
forgotten who they were and why they came, because with each life, their minds were
blank-slated just like yours.

At the end of cosmic “long cycles”, a window opens up for around 10 years, allowing
for outside help to come in under extremely strict and limiting conditions to
assist in what is called a “natural ascension” process that doesn’t require
advanced stargate technologies in order for a Spirit Essence to move on to a higher
dimension. 26 times those tiny windows have opened for us to put into place a
ground crew who would help guide the Azurites to reach the billions of humans and
hybrids now evolving together as a single “species” to wake up and understand there
are higher levels of existence than the one they had come to know from millions of
lifetimes. And ascend. 26 times our team has been taken down by orchestrated
programs by invader races who continually block our efforts. And each time those
warriors went on to face yet another 22,556 years of recycling and waiting for
their next chance to finish the job they started so very long ago.

During this beyond-epic struggle, the 15 Level Time Matrix of Gaia has suffered so
many wounds in the physical construction of this matrix, that it has now chosen to
take starfire return to source. In a short time from now your one sun you have left
will implode, signaling the final breath of Gaia. Before that time, this incredible
and magnificent host planet known as Tara will be escorted away from her Gaia
matrix and delivered to a new matrix where she will finally once again host
dimensions 4th, 5th and 6th and serve out her mission to deliver the Turaneusiam 1
human she set out to host. That matrix is called the Aqueous Sun, which is the very
first time matrix ever created. It is the “Fort Knox” of all time matrices, and to
my knowledge has never once been breached.

Tara and her Antiparticle twin have already physically left the Gaia time matrix
when the peak of this tiny window of organic ascension arrived around the beginning
of this calendar year. You are still seeing signs of Gaia now in the rear-view
mirror, but it is no longer the host platform of Tara. You are in transit.

At the time of final separation, which could be as little as 2-3 years from now, or
as long as 5 or 10, depending on the positive energy that is being emitted by the
lifeforce on Tara toward reaching for a higher way of life, a higher vibration of
existence that is literally fueling this ascension, Tara is heading to one side of
the galaxy and Antiparticle Tara another. You have already had this explained. At
that time, your Particle Tara “you” and your Antiparticle Tara self will decide
which physical planet you will be on. It will come by choice, not by edict or
judgment from some other being. Only you can decide if you wish to embrace the Law
of ONE, or continue in the service-to-self you have been programmed to accept under
“rule of law” as dictated to you by invader races who literally live off of the
ions that your body emits. They have no plans for you to wake up, or ever leave
their system of control. Unlike the previous 26 long cycles however, they know this
is the last time they will ever replay the same game where they pull out all the
stops to keep you from coming out of your comas.

That makes this remaining few years window of organic ascension your very last one
if you make the decision to remain asleep. We will not be coming back to help you
again, because you won’t be within a time matrix we are able to enter. There are no
higher dimensions for you to ascend to where our sister planet is headed and there
are no long cycles of evolution for you to reach. There is just the 3rd dimension
only, and the One World Order is the only program it is designed to support.

These words are being written as one of the final attempts we will ever have to
harmonically connect to the beings who have sacrificed more than ½ billion years to
escort you home to remind you who you are and why you came. And when you felt your
skin crawl from head to toe just now, you will know that your higher self is
telling you it is time to rise and come back to your oaths. I can’t just make that
up, or somehow force your hair to stand on end. It will either come from your
highest self or you will be unable to feel a thing. Meaning if that didn’t happen,
then more than likely you have decided that you are not yet ready to return to us.

To those who did feel it and actually heard the call, then just know that there are
very few opportunities you will have in the days to come to find your way back to
your stations.

It is your job to reach the masses and break through their trances to remind all
those under the Co-Evolution BioRegenesis Treaty that you came here to carve a path
through the darkness for them to finally be free of their eternal bondage. That
will come by action alone. It will not come from your simply standing there
vibrating peace and love while hiding under bed covers. You will stand up, shed
yourselves of all those things that are binding you to this prison matrix and
actually lead if you want to fulfill your contracts you gave allegiance to eons and
eons ago. You came here with 500,000 fellow warriors and your plans were to
assemble that army as a single, unified, informed and fluid machine to clear that
path. It was never for you to cut that path alone. As one, you can save perhaps one
Lost Soul of Tara, but together, you are literally unstoppable by any power that
exist on this plane, and you already have the tools inside your genetic template to
make that happen.

Only when you decide to put down your bat and walk away is that game over. Down
through history it has been shown countless times that the ones who were recorded
as having set the bar for the most homeruns were always the ones who also set the
bar for the most strike outs. They weren’t heroes because they were better than
everyone else, they were heroes because they swung that bat a hell of a lot more
times than anyone else cared to try. We came here to end this game, not walk away
from it. I am still swinging. Are you?

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Nov 6, 2018 at 1:01am QuotePost OptionsPost by kellsbells on Nov 6, 2018 at 1:01am

This is a question and answer to another person's inquiry. Eco Preserve is also
Avalon Sol.

Adarsh Shetty - Why the BioRegenesis Treaty even signed for the Evil Captors to go
off smoothly into Anti Particle Tara with most of the Human slaves?
Why won’t they be punished for all the heinous sins they have been commiting
towards mankind?
Don’t you think it is unfair to let the humans fall prey to these evil Shit holes?
Do you think is it the fault of humans that they are sleeping? These Evil Beings
have manipulated humans to be always sleeping...So why humans have to pay the
price?
I am way too disgusted by the fact that most of the humans would be left behind at
the mercy of their captors and once again the Vicious ?&%%$ing Cycle starts in Full
Flow... These Nanites may be laughing at me as I type this.

Eco Preserve - It is the responsibility of the god who chooses manifestation to

consider all potentialities prior to making a decision. This is called free will.
If they were not allowed to make their own decisions, then the being who they are
being controlled by would then be responsible for their outcome, not the human. But
that wasn't the case. Humans came into this playing field aware of all the dangers
and choose to do so anyway. When things blew up in their face, then they turned to
us to help them out of their situation. When we came down here to do that, they
didn't listen or care what it was we had to say.

Now think about that for just a moment.

We came here after 24 previous attempts to help 2000 years ago to tell you the same
things we are saying now, and instead of hearing, you decided to nail us to the
cross and spit on us.

Now we are here again, and this time are explaining that we will never be able to
return to give people the opportunity to stop their own abuse. Are they listening?
Do they care? No. Like 2000 years ago, that's still not the case.

So you can feel sorry for humans all you want to, but I can promise you this,
Council doesn't. After 550 million years with boots on the ground, sacrificing
continually to offer guidance, healing, answers on how to live long and
healthy/happy lives, they are once again spitting on us.

So you were blank-slated and can't remember who you are or the accomplishments you
achieved in your past lives, and now that fact means that you can justify following
the leader to the torch party? If I told you that before this, you were the creator
god who designed the tapestry of sunsets and made birds sing, would that change
your decision to continue to bow down to the first person who offered to tell you
where to stand? No. You have free will choice, and the choice you have made
(humans, Indigos, people) is to continue sitting with arms folded, waiting for a
saviour who will never arrive in the image that you have in mind.

We are already here. We have already told you what is required to make the
ascension. Our voices have reached everyone on this planet. If you would like more
assistance, then we offer that. If you are too worried that you are being fooled
once again to participate in your own ascension, then what are we left to say?
Because I can tell you that the one rock-solid, stedfast guarantee about ascension
is we will not be taking someone to another dimension they aren't willing to go to
by choice.

You can follow us, or you can remain here, your choice. I won't beg and I won't
drag you kicking and screaming.

As for your captors, karma is waiting. No one escapes the aether, so don't think
for one minute that restitution won't be paid. But at the same time, is it so hard
to understand why they would have chosen to continue your subjugation, seeing as
how people gladly toss their own children into the fire? Can you honestly say that
the sting operation to capture the pedofile in the motel room was a plot to turn
that man into a pedofile? Or was that man going to be in that room with or without
anyone else's assistance? You weren't coerced, you were offered life. You choose to
live that the way you choose, even if you were lied to all along. In the end, that
is you pulling that trigger against the innocent, not your captors.

We all choose whether or not to be service to self or service to others. The world
is full of good people who have no interest in causing you pain. While there are a
handful who do. Instead of standing up for what is right, instead, humans choose
the easy path and the wide road with the lynch mob every time. Are these the beings
you want to see again in the next dimension, or are you personally ready to take a
stand? Because this ascension is no longer about the collective population, this is
about the tiny handful who are ready to end their visit to the rape culture class.
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Nov 6, 2018 at 3:53am kellsbells likes thisQuotePost OptionsPost by IW on Nov 6,

2018 at 3:53am

All this is recent facebook postings, kellsbells?

Sometimes I wonder what sort of energy he is putting out with all these rants.
Yes, you can say he makes his effort to wake the masses up, but he even admits, not
one has actually woken up on his words, on his work.

"After 15,000 hours of education, 200 articles and 2 now 3 books written, many
thousands of followers and over years of constant yelling, I can't say I think I
ever woke anyone up."
"We came here after 24 previous attempts to help 2000 years ago to tell you the
same things we are saying now, and instead of hearing, you decided to nail us to
the cross and spit on us."
Trying to whip people, uh the dumb sheeple, into shape has got to be the worst job
in the world. Knowing that you do nothing to help anyone but it's your job to do it
anyhow sounds even worse.

Sigh. Yes we all choose...

Miron_Langrecent i think
kellsbellsyes, this was a recent one on Facebook
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Nov 6, 2018 at 4:33pm ML, kellsbells, and 2 more like thisQuotePost OptionsPost by
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Elisabeth,

I think he probably knows he HAS woken up people with his work. BUT his perspective
is of having the most difficult and thankless task, so he or they are the most long
suffering, the hardest working, going through this endless painful cycles etc etc.
A lot of it is LOOK at me, LOOK at what I do, LOOK at how difficult MY job is.

So we all determine our own attitude with what we do here, how we free ourselves,
the path we set before ourselves. This is FREE will. Like MY KHAA, lol, I mean Myka
:) says in another post. Have some fun, relax, enjoy life or the game here. It
doesn't HAVE to be painful, though some do choose that!

MykaA new spelling. I like it!

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Elisabeth,

Like MY KHAA, lol, I mean Myka :) says in another post. Have some fun, relax,
enjoy life or the game here. It doesn't HAVE to be painful, though some do choose
that!

Yes we have to be free to breath but remember "we" do not belong here. It's best
not to try and be part of this world. It just might hold us back. -MyKhaa
elisabethSo very true!
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I am just taking it all in with this guy, clearly he is getting very frustrated.
This is a very different tone than was in his book, a very different tone. But
reading it makes me feel UNCOMFORTABLE for some reason; I need to share it, because
it makes me feel so uncomfortable. JVP makes claims and he believes things are
going to be another cycle happening in about two years/ Or we could see it as
another "replay" end of the world scenario's. Which always make me uncomfortable in
the same way this does. Avalon believes this ascension is within a few years time.
Are these one and the same events, I guess is my question? I just have seen so many
"raptures" come and go - I think they are all language for the same thing. We've
all experienced this discomfort I would hazard a guess. So I guess my fear, is what
if they are right? What would it hurt, to change everything I do not do now? I keep
reading, but never really applying any of these concepts, like meditating. I just
can't bring myself to do that? I just can't. And so I just go about my life, hit
reset every day, still go to work and do as little as I have to. And that doesn't
feel good. But I read and read and read. Gathering more info, and not wanting to
believe the end is nigh. But what if it really is? And then I feel foolish even
thinking that, it's I feel like the Ruse is never up. Never cry wolf, but what if
these wolfs are actually telling the truth. Shouldn't there be practice for the big
day!? lol. I guess I don't want to get suckered in again; I always feel like all
this kind of thing is flakey and I'm gullible about everything. I don't know what a
fractual of god source looks or feel like. I just know what it feels like to be me.
It's all and well to read and parrot that "we are more powerful than we realize".
but it sure doesn't feel that way. I don't feel powerful; I just feel like a human.
And I don't know what to believe anymore. It feels pretty overwhelming some days. I
bought some land, I should move to it. start my sanctuary like I always planned,
before I ever done heard of Avalon Sol. Wes was heavy, so is this dude right now.
HenrikI share your sentiments, I feel like this too
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I am just taking it all in with this guy, clearly he is getting very frustrated.
This is a very different tone than was in his book, a very different tone. But
reading it makes me feel UNCOMFORTABLE for some reason; I need to share it, because
it makes me feel so uncomfortable. JVP makes claims and he believes things are
going to be another cycle happening in about two years/ Or we could see it as
another "replay" end of the world scenario's. Which always make me uncomfortable in
the same way this does. Avalon believes this ascension is within a few years time.
Are these one and the same events, I guess is my question? I just have seen so many
"raptures" come and go - I think they are all language for the same thing. We've
all experienced this discomfort I would hazard a guess. So I guess my fear, is what
if they are right? What would it hurt, to change everything I do not do now? I keep
reading, but never really applying any of these concepts, like meditating. I just
can't bring myself to do that? I just can't. And so I just go about my life, hit
reset every day, still go to work and do as little as I have to. And that doesn't
feel good. But I read and read and read. Gathering more info, and not wanting to
believe the end is nigh. But what if it really is? And then I feel foolish even
thinking that, it's I feel like the Ruse is never up. Never cry wolf, but what if
these wolfs are actually telling the truth. Shouldn't there be practice for the big
day!? lol. I guess I don't want to get suckered in again; I always feel like all
this kind of thing is flakey and I'm gullible about everything. I don't know what a
fractual of god source looks or feel like. I just know what it feels like to be me.
It's all and well to read and parrot that "we are more powerful than we realize".
but it sure doesn't feel that way. I don't feel powerful; I just feel like a human.
And I don't know what to believe anymore. It feels pretty overwhelming some days. I
bought some land, I should move to it. start my sanctuary like I always planned,
before I ever done heard of Avalon Sol. Wes was heavy, so is this dude right now.

Hi Kellsbells,

That is a very powerful post to me :)

i just like to say...

'thoughts'

if you are able to control your thoughts then you dont have any problem at all..

now these thoughts are what the 'archons' are very interested in.

the 'you' that is in the upper dimensions or what they call "higher self" always
tries to inform you and reconnect using the father/mother spiritual line.

You have your astral body that always triggers emotions

You have your physical body that always trigger chemical reactions

within all these things.... you will always have that 'feeling' ** I have no other
words for it :( i just cant describe it more accurately.......always grab it when
its there and then you will have the emotions that can truly help you like
inspiration/motivation/happiness/contentment etc

on the other hand you also will always have negative emotions that suddenly kicks
in like loneliness/lazyness/worries/hate/jealousy etc when these kicks in just let
it flow but always do something that you like. something that couls shift your
emotion like listening to your music, playing, breathing :D
within your thoughts do not go for the extreme. everything in moderation. the more
we indulge here in this world the farther we are from our real home.

hope this makes sense to you.

Thanks

EDIT:

pls tell me if you did not laugh after watching this

irishwomeReminds of those family blooper shows I used to watch. Great one Miron!
Miron_LangI think its impossible to not laugh in the 1st 2 videos. LMAO
kellsbellsthanks for the laugh Miron_Lang
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(Yours+Mine+Others).THOUGHTS*RULESofLAW=This.REALITY
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LOVE = JOY = PEACE = PATIENCE = KINDNESS = GOODNESS = FAITH = GENTLENESS =
TEMPERANCE = LIFE ETERNAL

measured, serious, noble, decent, tolerant, controlled/abstained and prudent. All

of these are some, imitative characteristics of Agathon
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Nov 6, 2018 at 4:33pm IW said:
Elisabeth,

Like MY KHAA, lol, I mean Myka :) says in another post. Have some fun, relax,
enjoy life or the game here. It doesn't HAVE to be painful, though some do choose
that!

Yes we have to be free to breath but remember "we" do not belong here. It's best
not to try and be part of this world. It just might hold us back. -MyKhaa

I'm usually too serious, so I was reminding myself to do the breathing, full in and
full out. I agree MyKhaa, holding on to anything (in pleasure or pain), especially
ourselves can hold us back.
I watched one of Wes' Q and A today, there was a question about suicide and I
really liked his response. Suicide is ALL about attachment. If it wasn't then why
be depressed?? He spoke about the really low vibration of a person at death who
kills themselves, and also the low vibration of all those affected by it.

Loads of people just don't get it. Letting go can be so difficult, but just be in
the moment, that's it. Everything goes forth from that.

Thanks MyKhaa :)

ninurta4Irish here is why lettingo go is difficult....are also willing to let go of

everything you read from WPP, JVP, AVALON, ANGELIKI or any other author for that
matter, are you willing to look at yourself in the mirron and tell yourself "
everything you KNOW is wrong....everything you can ever believe or come to a
conclusion about is wrong....KNOWING itself is wrong" are you willing to do that?
are you willing to empty yourself of everything you've ever believed about
relationships, money, health, life, people? and become like an innocent child
again? completely empty anf vulnerable? can you? Thats what letting go is man...and
trust this you cant be willing to do can you? you'll be like whatttttt? so am gonna
stay there beliefless and having no conclusion or understanding about anything? so
yeah you see the resistance in there whether you like to admit or not.... so this
is where the dark night of thr soul comes in.
ninurta4The dark night of the soul is the only thing that can truly purge us and
empty us of all the nonsense we've ever believe either in this lifetime or the
previous but mostly this one....its the only thing that can rid us of all out
traumas from childhood on words...you cant detraumatize yourself at will trust me
because you've identified yourself with the pain....its what unconsciously gives
you this current identity and also hold you back...its what limits you because its
what you use while defining yourself " i am like this because i went through this
and this" and when this pain is being purged out youre going to feel
depressed.....veryyyyyyy depressed because youre gonna have an identity
crisis...youre not going to know who you are anymore....or what you want in life
anymore.
ninurta4Everything will seem lifeless....youre gonna totally lose interest in
anything and everything whatsoever... life will all of a sudden feel meaningless
and theres no point of living....something will feel like its missing but you wont
exactly know what it is....something will feel like missing that was there
previously but now you cant pin down exactly what it is
ninurta4This is what the pheonix analogy means...you die to your old self and while
youre seated in the ashes and dusts of your old beliefs and attachments and
concepts and they all have fallen off from you and youre no longer attached to
them....you rise up again like a little child...very innocent...peaceful and loving
and knowing nothing....like literally nothing except that knowing itsefl it wrong
and limiting... and this is gonna be painful to arrive it...its not a smooth
ride....its a very painful ride....think of it like strippin or pluckinh your limbs
off...youre definately going to feel emotionally and pyschologically
disturbed...even to yhe point of suicide trust me....trsut me thats for sure
hahah.... but at last the divine child is born....not easilt though hahah
ninurta4Now ponder that for a second, do you think letting go is easy? can you
blamed those who its hard for? trust me one truly undertands how hard it to let go
when they're in the middle of it hahah... This about if you lost your house right
now....your Job... a loved one or your kid runs away and you cant find
them....would you sit well with that? thats what letting go is all
about....everything you're so attached to and hold dearest is taken away from you
and youre left naked, comfused, scared, shaken and extremely afraid and
depressed.... depression is a sign of a death inside...a dying of the ego and
losening of its attchments...and you know depression isnt a good feeling indeed
kellsbellsThanks for these words ninurta4, you hit the nail on the head;
articulated it all very well.
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I am just taking it all in with this guy, clearly he is getting very frustrated.
This is a very different tone than was in his book, a very different tone. But
reading it makes me feel UNCOMFORTABLE for some reason; I need to share it, because
it makes me feel so uncomfortable. JVP makes claims and he believes things are
going to be another cycle happening in about two years/ Or we could see it as
another "replay" end of the world scenario's. Which always make me uncomfortable in
the same way this does. Avalon believes this ascension is within a few years time.
Are these one and the same events, I guess is my question? I just have seen so many
"raptures" come and go - I think they are all language for the same thing. We've
all experienced this discomfort I would hazard a guess. So I guess my fear, is what
if they are right? What would it hurt, to change everything I do not do now? I keep
reading, but never really applying any of these concepts, like meditating. I just
can't bring myself to do that? I just can't. And so I just go about my life, hit
reset every day, still go to work and do as little as I have to. And that doesn't
feel good. But I read and read and read. Gathering more info, and not wanting to
believe the end is nigh. But what if it really is? And then I feel foolish even
thinking that, it's I feel like the Ruse is never up. Never cry wolf, but what if
these wolfs are actually telling the truth. Shouldn't there be practice for the big
day!? lol. I guess I don't want to get suckered in again; I always feel like all
this kind of thing is flakey and I'm gullible about everything. I don't know what a
fractual of god source looks or feel like. I just know what it feels like to be me.
It's all and well to read and parrot that "we are more powerful than we realize".
but it sure doesn't feel that way. I don't feel powerful; I just feel like a human.
And I don't know what to believe anymore. It feels pretty overwhelming some days. I
bought some land, I should move to it. start my sanctuary like I always planned,
before I ever done heard of Avalon Sol. Wes was heavy, so is this dude right now.
I AM able to meditate (helped me calm down after losing a pal)... and yet, I too
feel the Pressure of impending ‘something’. Reading Decoding the Hive now, on the
obelisk and ley line frequency fence to keep us in low moods, it just frustrates me
to have such a huge manipulation and tricks surrounding us!

i thought we need some anti tone device to counteract it. Then, no, that’s still
technology. We have to strengthen our minds ourselves. “Self Soothe” as Abraham
Hicks might say. I am able to do this sometimes. I see a higher purpose at work
than just a paycheck by being conscious of a mentoring role with a younger peer
(STO). That keeps me mostly balanced there.

if we’re so busy just keeping our moods up, how do we ever break their hold?
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Nov 7, 2018 at 6:50pm ML likes thisQuotePost OptionsPost by kellsbells on Nov 7,

2018 at 6:50pm
Thank-you all for your insightful replies and observations; it is soothing and
helpful that I am not the only one who feels this way. things are dark everywhere;
they probably always have been. My daughter-in-law's brother died from a drug
overdose the other day and the poor kid wasn't 30 yet; it appeared to be
accidentally on purpose and he definitely suffered from depression. the ripple
effects of a drug overdose / suicide are far and long lasting. And yet it's nothing
compared to all the suffering going on in 3rd world countries. This is a world of
death and destruction that is for sure; the evidence is all around us to "drink it
in". I don't know how we break their hold, but I don't want to just give in
neither. ninurta4 made some very valid points up above in the comments; it does
indeed feel like the dark night of the soul.
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Nov 7, 2018 at 6:54pm Henrik, kellsbells, and 1 more like thisQuotePost OptionsPost
by girlscout on Nov 7, 2018 at 6:54pm
Found this, which seems helpful to me:

Mind Your Own Business

When you wake up to the truth of the world, it often provokes a deep sense of
urgency and responsibility.

After all, people need to wake-up before we create the apocalypse or humanity is
completely enslaved with no way to escape. When time is of the essence, how can we
sit around and wait?

The thing is, it is not your job to convince anyone of anything. The same Source
that woke you up knows how to wake everyone else up, as well.

Just stay committed to your own journey of discovery, align with the truth, take
inspired action and do what is best for you, and you might be surprised that others
are directed in the same way, at the time that is perfect for them - not you.

www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ciencia2/ciencia_consciousuniverse744.htm

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AND:
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Those who "go first" shine the light for others to follow.

I know that it can feel like a burden but it is an honor and a privilege. You may
not remember signing up for this assignment but nonetheless you did, or it would
not be happening.

When others are ready to wake up, you can invite them to embrace, or simply allow
their own process of awakening, but it is not your job to wake anyone up.

Remember, the awakening process is different for everyone.

A couple of years ago, my then 18 year old son, who had awoken, said to me,

"Mom, it must have really sucked when we all thought you were crazy - that must
have been really hard."

"Yes," I said, "It was really (really!) hard."

If I could speak to my past lonely self, I would tell her to be her own best
friend, take the time for even deeper self-reflection and to keep going - it gets
better. In fact, it gets great!

Maybe there is a future-self who is speaking to you now and maybe he/she is saying,

"You are not alone, be strong and empower yourself to one day empower others!"

Do not despair - there is a light at the end of this tunnel - and it is worth any
journey to get there.

One step at a time, and remember to breathe between the steps...

Last Edit: Nov 7, 2018 at 7:01pm by girlscout
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Nov 9, 2018 at 4:57am QuotePost OptionsPost by ninurta4 on Nov 9, 2018 at 4:57am

ninurta4This is what the spiritual path feels like... you're always carrying the
whole weight of the world on your shoulders wherever you go, with only periodic
pauses to take a breath, drink water amd rest a little but pick it up again i.e
feeling elated and high spirited sometimes and then after awhile plunged back into
uneasiness, depression, uncomfortableness, insufficiency....feeling everything
abiut the world is wrong and sadly you are the only one who cares about among all
your friends and family and so this makes you feel alone...you feel tremedous
lonliness...and like a samurai, with nothing else but your sword you move about
life like a lone wold slaying your fears as meet them along the way...alone and
nothing to help you but the inner guidance that it too cant give you enough
consolation or relief but just "courage!!!" "be strong" "keep moving" not even us
here can give you enough consolation you'll always feel alone regardless if we're
here or not...that feeling of loneliness is within not without... on the path
you'll be met by every fear possible....what everyone else fears will definately
come at you full throttle....what is it that everybody else fears? rejection?
betrayal? total failure? disease? a chronic illness? loss of a loved one? financial
crisis? almost crippling poverty? being an outcast? shunned from society? being
seen as crazy? being misunderstood? not loved and accepted by your oen family? not
belonging? ignored? dire poverty? being a lone? insomnia? everything the world
fears....everything everyone on this planet fears will come at you crazy...you're
going to face everything man.
ninurta4Ofcourse in your own unique way as dictated by the F&M... they'll come at
you in different ways and through varying periods of time...over a certain periods
of years with only periodic breaf pauses and you pick on again
ninurta4Because here is the thing in order to be a true transcendental and fully
awakened being and totally free and peaceful and loving you have to face all your
fears....all of them without escaping anyone of them... how do countries and
nations go about seeking for freedom and peace? the fight for it...they fight with
their biggest enemy...their biggest threat...how do revolutions happen? an
underpriviledge majority revolt against their tyrannical bosses who've been
enslaving them for years and keeping them on their knees and obedient to their
tyrannical and dictatorial rule....and so this is what happens to you too... you
have been governed and ruled by your faces all your life...you go about life
avoiding pain, avoiding poverty, loss, rejection, being misunderstood, disease,
abuse, loneliness ( insert anything everybody hates is actively going about their
laugh running from) this is what keeps the majority running and working their ass
off away from...always running.
ninurta4....from their unconscious fears... you tell someone " am not employed
right now" they freak out and worry for you " omg no! get a job get a job!!! now
now...ASAP!" their unconscious fear of being umemployed and running poor kicks
in...but for you you're going to try run away from it and its not going to be
possible... your higher self will engineer conditions and circumstences to inhibit
you and keep you in your fears and have you face them head on...have you look them
in the eye, completely terrified by them but eventually you'll make peace with them
ninurta4The spiritual path is about being a warrior... a very brave and extremely
fearless warrior.
ninurta4everything about you will.be tested....your patience, how much you can
love, your peace of mind... the ultimate lesson? Complete peace of
mind...desirelessness hence no mor suffering because suffering comes from
desiring...desiring absolutely anything even desiring being desireless haha...
unconditional love... strenght and courage....insight and love...clarity.