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A user’s guide to God, Man, & the

Universe

Understanding life, it’s purpose and

meaning – and learning to accept death
with grace and dignity.
HAVE YOU EVER…

Felt that this whole world and system you find yourself in is
somehow not real?

Felt like a stranger in this world? You are aware of your own
conscious intelligence and that you have a body, but it is just
that, a body that is not “you”. You are not the entity of flesh
and blood that is using the body, but that you are the stranger
within that body and merely looking out through the windows
called “eyes”, observing this world.

Have you ever wondered, “is it all a dream, or is this all real?
What if none of this is real?”

Felt that the sky could “crack open” at some time and reveal an
underlying reality that you are sure is just below the visible
threshold of all you see?

Have you ever vaguely felt that there is more going on than you
may have full understanding or knowledge of? Have you ever
felt or suspected that a lot of what has been happening, reported
on, or claimed as fact in this world may all be a con? Have you
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ever really wondered why or marveled about the sheer amount

of disharmony, conflict, confusion, and abuses of all sorts so
prevalent in the world? Are you a little concerned about the
seeming progressive impoverishment and enslavement of the
world’s populations?

THERE IS AN ANSWER TO ANY QUESTION YOU CAN

POSSIBLY ASK. MOST ANSWERS ARE IN HERE.
THEY REALLY ARE, THE REST YOU CAN VERY
SOON ANSWER FOR YOURSELF. THIS IS MY
LEGACY, SOLUTIONS FOR THE IMPONDERABLES.

Bob Maddison Upper Hutt, New Zealand

Name: Bob Maddison Location: Wellington, NZ I was born in

Queensland in 1945 and have lived in New Zealand since 1973.
My life has been enriched by many children and now
grandchildren. I have always sought answers to life's questions,
and finding answers generate more questions. I would like to
share some of these experiences and answers, trusting they may
educate, entertain, or at least amuse or cause one to think, and in
thinking, ask questions. Join the journey of Life, living, and the
richess freely offered. Contact is available at
[email protected]
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Whereas the last book was written for my benefit,

this one is for you.

It would be almost criminal to take the entire

contents of my mind with me when I go.

So here is a small part of it for you.

Second edition. Revised, edited, and additional

materials completed 20 May 2010,
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“Now the guy in the bed next to me is really not well – lung
problems and out of surgery. Restless, rattley etc, moans and
groans. After near a day of it, it is decided it’s back to surgery
for him. He admitted in a trembling voice how scared he was,
and anyone could see that. There was no way he was anywhere
near ready to peacefully depart this world. I got to thinking
how sad it is that we have been failed by Christianity or its
sectarian religions. We have not been taught our place in
eternity, time, or space. We have not been given a full nor true
understanding of our nature or make up. The ritualized
garbage and hollow prayers, words, and creeds of millennia
have failed to prepare this single man to face death with peace
or dignity.” (Bob 4 September 2004)
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More than ever I now question myself. In view of the risks
inherent with open-heart surgery (the valve replacement) and
by-pass, how exactly am I ready if such a thing happens, to
“meet my maker”? How can I accept that the last mortal face I
see may be those in the operating theatre, and the last words
heard be: “I am going to give you the anesthetic now.”
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“Then I woke up or was fully aware – with full awareness of
all the levels referred to. It was SO QUIET. SO peaceful.
Then I knew “this is dead” – but I was fully
awake/aware/alive; but I knew I was dead. Hastily I
‘submerged’ back into the previous level so as to re-emerge to
mortality – DEAD AGAIN. A third time lucky, if you call
access to only 3 – 4 levels lucky. But if association with fellow
mortals is lucky, then I am lucky.” (Bob 4 September 2004)
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With thoughts and experiences such as these, I launched into a

quest to find the answers to all the questions. I wanted to know
everything. This is a record of the quest, and the discoveries
made along the way. It is not completed yet.
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
PART ONE

PREAMBLE. BEGINNING ASKING QUESTIONS 9

A Bad day – Sept ’04 – Ready? – Hospital notes – Meet “IT”

PART TWO

001 – THE FABRIC OF THE UNIVERSE 31

Names – Energy – Information –Time & Space – “God”
Creation – Time begins – Birth & Death
002 – ACCIDENTAL OR INTENTIONAL – ORIGINS 41
Evolution – Intervention – Dogma – Darwin – Missing Link
A Discussion – Domestication, plants, animals - Faulty
INTERLUDE 67
Ankor Wat – Secrovia tree – Brazil Nut
003 – WHICH BODY 70
Dream experience – Dream body, world – Mortal body –
Illusion – Life Cosmic stuff – Death Experience
004 – MIND 82
Awareness – Here & now – Real, imaginary – False memory –
Brainwash – Hypnosis – NOW – Past, future – You as centre –
Learning - Potential
005 – WHY ARE WE? 97
3 essentials – Astral – Brain – Experts – Guru –
Issues to resolve
006 – OTHERS WISDOM 104
Quantum Physics – Illusion – Creation – God – Realities –
Mind – Phenomena - Dimensions
007 – WAKING UP 117
Problems – Embargo – Unified Theory – Hyperspace – Forces –
More issues – Common Cause – Sharing – Theory of all things
008 – HYPERDIMENSIONAL PHYSICS 144
Maxwell – Reimann –Superstrings – Vacuum Energy –
Climate – Physical “reality” – Golden Mean
INTERLUDE 159
A plan – Conspiracy –Thinking – Religion - Finance

PART THREE

201 – WHAT OF GOD 166

Jehovah – Why now? – Universe - Limits
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202 – MOULDING HUMANITY 172

Purpose & reasons – Sons of god – 12000 years ago –
Anunnaki - compliant
203 – THE WAR AGAINST HUMANITY 180
Prehistory – History – Tree of life – Humans – Cohabit –
Solutions – Religion – Corporates – Good & evil - Future
203A – SOMETHING IN THE WATER 203
Fluoride & stupidity - Compliance – Dangers – Dental? –
Nazis - Aspartame
203B – THEY’RE COMING TO TAKE ME AWAY 217
USA – Turkey – USSR – Germany – China – Uganda –
Cambodia – Pakistan – Guatemala – Rwanda – Lessons and
Death by Government
204 – MEET OUR LEADERS 233
Government – Corporations – “persons” – Factory System –
Control – Wars – Global pillage – Terror - Cures
205 – EDUCATION 251
Interfering – Self taught – Compliance – Thinking –
Compulsion – Problems - Ignorance
206 – RELIGION 1 264
Why have? – Guidance – Socially – Bonding - Life purpose –
Comfort - Control
207 – RELIGION 2 293
Religious or spiritual – Paradigms – Confusion – Sinners –
Faults - Witches
INTERLUDE 302
Wise – Grief – “I” - Photograph

PART FOUR

300 – RECLAIMING LIFE 304

Depression – Death – Reality – Choices – Fabric of universe –
Space/time – Understanding – Neutral – “NOW” – Focus –
Fate etc – Applications – Making it work - Examples
INTERLUDE 334
Points to ponder – Religion - Death

SUPPLEMENTARY READING

EPISODE V – THE ANUNNAKI (HISTORY) 339

Role with mankind – chronology – Important issues
GENESIS 376
Analysis of creation accounts – Gold
ANUNNAKI 388
Creation & Sumerian accounts – Reasons – The gods –
Elohim – Jehovah etc.
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ADAM AND EVE 394

More on creation accounts and alternatives
GODS AND GODESSES 399
The plural gods – “Us” etc – Male and female
SPHINX 401
Photographic evidence of water damage
ARCHAEOLOGICAL COVERUPS 406
Brain police – Big lie – Personal attacks – Sphinx – Peru –
Mexico - New Zealand - Control
THE POPULATION CONTROL AGENDA 423
History of population control and culling – War against humanity
809 VACCINES 453
what is in them – mercury etc. - Alzheimers

Quotable wisdom 476

900 LET’S ASK A FEW QUESTIONS 481

Genesis & Exodus – Claims – God family-Moses kill not
Convert – which god – Canaanites – Circumcision – Jacob
Wrestles – Anunnaki – Moses & gold – Longevity – Gods & El
901 EARLY DAYS OF QUESTIONING – Along the way 502
Realization – Power Sources – Axioms, postulations – Spheres
& bubbles – Plants – Attitudes – Past, present, future & NOW –
Alternatives – Conjoined dual nature – Dream body – final word –
Weird experiences.
902 THE ULTIMATE DREAM OR THOUGHT 548
Fabric of Universe & you – Omnific God – Neutral – Our
Intelligence – Why? – Genesis alternatives – Mortal dreams –
Mortality a dream? – Answers.
903 OBSERVERS AND OBSERVATION 554
Quantum physics reality – Mind and quantum reality -
Changes – psychic surgery – Voices – Ghosts – UFO
& phenomena – PK, telepathy – results – potential.

INDEX 563
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“Mortality, life on earth is a deceptive thing.

We think it is “all there is” and absolutely real.
Alas it is not so. It is no more than a dream we have
when we call and deem ourselves “awake”.

It is as real as our other experiences in the dream

world of our sleep.

We are “switched off” (click) from our reception and

perception of this world and dimension when we
go to sleep, and “switched on” (click) into
perceiving and receiving that dream dimension.

We are as though dead to mortality (the “little death”

of sleep) but alive in dreams.

When we awaken, it is merely a change of “stations”,

channels, or programmes, and returned to another
dimension of your same self.

Death is another “click” and a new reality, another

Dimension emerges

It is the one same self that we see is operating across

several, perhaps many dimensions, and only
our “tuning” is adjusted.”

(Bob Maddison 28.3.2008)

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PART ONE – PREAMBLE, BEGINNING

ASKING QUESTIONS.

“Sometimes it is difficult to say for certain if we are merely animals

playing at being gods, or whether we are gods playing at being
animals.” (Bob, January 2009)

At this time it is not necessary to decide that issue, but it

illustrates that generally we do indeed find ourselves in a very
confused, sad, and miserable state. Frankly there are just so
many things going wrong or that could be a lot better, and in so
many areas that directly effect human life on earth that one
could be forgiven for thinking such chaos surely must be
intentional or planned.

Prior to 2003, like a lot of people, I had a vague idea that all was
not right with our species on this earth. There was nothing I
could specifically identify as a universal cause of so many
human problems, troubles, worries, and woes in so many diverse
areas. Many things are not good or could be better. However
like most people (or so it seems) I kept playing the game of
being a compliant little citizen, not thinking to try to look behind
the curtains to identify who was our puppet master and certainly
just accepting of “our lot”. I was accepting of our life of “bread
and circuses”. I was thankful to be born when and where I was
born. Historically speaking they are peaceful and civilized,
enlightened days. Or so it seems at times if one is not in the
hostile zones. Countless others constantly suffer miserably.

Although I had suffered several “small” heart attacks, my life

continued relatively unchanged from day to day. Until one
particular day….

A BAD DAY FOR BOB

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14 May 2003, I was getting ready to get a bus to work as usual

but as I was feeling somewhat different from normal, I decided
to remain home. Things were not “right”.

100 -DAD IN HOSPITAL…..(Colleen, 14/5/2004)(from her

manuscript)

Dad was feeling pain at the level of about 2/10, around quarter
to seven in the morning, so I convinced him to call an
ambulance which arrived 15 minutes later.

He was put into the assesment room at A and E, they ran (word
not readable) a scan everything seemed well it looked as though
dad would be out by mid afternoon after the blood test was
returned. I told dad I would go out for a smoke and bring him
back a cup of tea.

While I was away dad felt intense pain, 9/10 so a nurse went to
get him some morphine.

When I walked into the room with dad’s tea he was having a
cardiac arrest, he was seizuring, frothing at the mouth making
horrible gargling (gagging?) sounds, his heart line was flat and
his face was dark purple blue as though he was dead.
Immediately I began to panic while the doctors cut off his
singlet and began CPR. They shoved a tube down his throat to
open his airway and pump oxygen into him as a last resort they
used one shock on dad to start his heart. Dad made a terrible
gurgling sound and he was sweating profusely and while I held
his hand trying not to cry, it was all clammy. When dad came to
he was scared and disoriented not knowing where he was or
how he got there and his primary worry was contacting work.
Immediately dad was given numerous injections and put on an
IV. As they went to wheel dad to coronary care his last words
were “don’t leave me”. I rang mum and told her to come to the
hospital. The doctors told me to wait in the heart cares living
room till all dads machinery was connected. I waited 30
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minutes when I saw mum, the reason why doctors havent got me
yet was because dad had another cardiac arrest this time it took
15 minutes and 8 electric shocks to resussatate (sic) him.

When I came in to see him he was sweaty, clammy, unable to

speak as that tube was in his throat in case his airway blocked
again. Although doctors said he could hear us speaking to him.
The doctors said they would move him to ICU because he was
so unstable. In the waiting room I broke down hysterically
concerned dad was going to die especially after the heart
specialist told us it didn’t look good and that dad could have
brain damage/personality change/die to lack of oxygen to the
brain. They sedated dad with the tube down his throat and only
after a medical team from Wellington had arrived to assist dad
to the hospital could dad be moved.

While this happened mum and I went home and worried.

Later on we all went to Wellington Hospital to see you in ICU

and mum said you were too groggy to really see but I went in
anyway, you were asleep and looked so vulnerable breathing
heavily with all the tubes in you.

As soon as I touched your hand you opened your eyes and

looked at me slowly you began to wake up more and asked
frantic questions “where am I? Am I dying? Am I going to
die?” with tears I told you, you were getting better and you
were the healthiest looking patient there. You were going to be
sick so I removed your oxygen mask and held a container for
you to spew into (it was blood and phlegm). When I tried to tell
you what happened you fell asleep you were so exhausted, I
came in two hours later at 11pm that night and as I kissed you
on the forehead goodbye for the night you opened your eyes and
seemed really alert. I told you they were taking you out of ICU
the next day and you’d be alright and you went back to sleep.
Then you were transferred back to the Hutt where you seemed
much better but weak and tired. (end of manuscript)
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(addition to above: the next day an angiogram and angioplasty

was done and a stent placed in one coronary artery, another
artery left untreated. The mitral valve condition was untreated.
Cardiac nurse Aline Wilson at Lower Hutt coronary care unit
who was involved in the CPR tells me the CPR lasted more than
45 minutes in total nearly an hour. She confessed it was hard
work indeed, but smiling said it was worth it. Future heart
surgery is needed, a double by-pass and mitral valve
replacement is scheduled, but no date given as yet.)

SEPTEMBER 2004

Time went by and recovery was slow and very painful. I had
discovered that one does NOT know what is happening as one is
dying in this manner, and it is not painful beyond the brief initial
“stab of pain”. The real pain is experienced as one crawls back
to life and resumes existence in a traumatized body. That body
hurts badly.

Some 16 months later it was time for the surgery and the repairs.
During this time I became aware that I was indeed lucky to be
alive at all, and was in effect having a second chance at life. My
entire way of life and thinking was changed. Being aware that
there was no assurance that I would return from surgery I
decided to make notes wherever possible about the experience,
mainly for my own presumed future reference. Those notes
follow:

003 -ARE YOU READY?

As recently as this morning again I went through a mental

checklist of my current status as I see it. On 21 June 2004 I
went to the Wellington Hospital for what they call ‘pre-
assessment’, the blood tests, x-rays, ECG, and interviews etc
prior to the cardiac surgery. Among other things, it is clearly
told to you what exactly will happen to you on a day-by-day
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basis following admission. We will not go into it in any detail, I

started to stop listening after I had mentally counted 8 tubes,
pipes, drains, wires, catheters etc being inserted. I presumed
surgery would follow within days. Not so. Seeing as how a
valve was to be replaced it was needful for me to get a dental
clearance prior to surgery to ensure there is no risk of any
infection from dental problems. Sure enough dental work was
needed, 2 fillings, one extraction, and a de-scaling and this
meant a delay of weeks to both allow it and ensure healing. The
work is done, I am healed and now wait the ‘call up’.

More than ever I now question myself. In view of the risks

inherent with open-heart surgery (the valve replacement) and
by-pass, how exactly am I ready if such a thing happens, to
“meet my maker”? How can I accept that the last mortal face I
see may be those in the operating theatre, and the last words
heard be: “I am going to give you the anesthetic now.”

One is being asked to entrust totally one’s life to the hands of

those he does not know. To total strangers he hopes are having
and going to continue having a good day, and who are at a peak
of alertness and mental fitness. Also to machinery and
computer driven systems that are totally adequate for any
contingency, are thoroughly serviced, free from defect, that will
sustain life in that mortal body of mine for about 8 hours non
stop. (Hopefully not running on “Windows”) Hmmm. A big ask
to accept all this, and one that not only demands a great exercise
of faith, but demonstrates it and puts it to the supreme test.

These are some of the reasons one goes into mental hibernation
at times to search more fully one’s understanding and reasoning
as to “what it is all about”, or maybe, “what it was all about”.
To find peace with the thought that those faces and words in the
theatre may be the last of mortality.
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I recall reading maybe decades ago of an ‘Eastern’ sage who

thought it strange of our western society that it did not teach
people how to die (in peace, or at peace with the world) nor to
be ready for it. Certainly the bulk of western religion offers no
practical help nor philosophy that give deep comfort in the face
of death. Even the western funerals tend to be ritualized beyond
reason, although there emerges a trend to now celebrate the life
of the deceased, but these are seen to be shallow meaningless
obituary style presentations with no “meat” for those attending
to take away and mentally chew on and come to terms with.
Where oh where is the meat??

I had the opportunity to speak at my mother’s funeral on 17 July

2003 and as I was preparing (mostly mentally) for this task I
realized the need to serve ‘meat’ to those attending, so that later
in their lives, there would be something to recall and perchance
supply comfort to them in their hour of need when facing death.

However I do not think the poor mental or spiritual diet we

suffer is only the result of the ritualization of western religion.
We are living under and with a total collapse of society values
and virtue. Almost everything that could be, or could go wrong
has done so. Collectively, as a human species, we have almost
without exception lost the plot. Our species is as a colony – a
huge global colony – of ants running around doing whatsoever
we will, totally immersed and preoccupied with whatsoever it is
that currently occupies our priority. And like that vast ant
colony, totally oblivious to the fact that ‘someone’ or
‘something’ exists outside of their little world and is observing
their hurried existence, and marveling at its lack of awareness.

Society from Government to media exhort us follow the

common path they decree as the ideal. They point us to the way
to achieve status, wealth, possessions, and the subsequent
presumed and often portrayed happiness. We are presented with
a host of supposed celebrities, wealthy and beautiful beyond
reason, to idolize and be our role models. Houses, wealth,
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abundance of cars and possessions, jewelry, designer label

clothing, holidays and trips to places deemed exotic, status to be
envied by those who possess less are shown to us.
Consumerism gone mad, I see a trend now called “multi buy” by
our retailers and supermarkets, you know the jive, buy 4 at a
special price etc. One is probably enough. I see even cell
phones at buy 2 for $x. Yet half the world’s population live in
shacks or worse, barely have food enough to sustain themselves,
and suffer high mortality as a result. We can see millions spent
on saving an animal, extravagant projects that are purely
wasteful, and marvel at the imposed sense of values, maybe.
But what can one person do to change things? Let’s try telling
others of our disapproval of the status of things.

Humanity is not united. Now I do not say if that is good or not.

A vision of utopia often presumes a united world, and for
thousands of years we have been presented with visions of a
utopia. The ancient Greeks presented the vision, and if they had
that vision one is assured that thousand of years before that it
also existed. Seems we will never have a utopia on earth, and
for good reason. As was well pointed out by philosophers
hundreds of years ago, man as an individual of the species is
selfish and self centered by nature, he will fight (war) lie, cheat
and steal if it is to his advantage. He is not afraid to kill to get
his way. He will form alliances, treaties, pacts and governments
if it is to his advantage, but will break them when that is more
advantageous. Such is the portrait of man presented by
philosophers who have devoted the pre-requisite thought and
analysis to such a conclusion before publishing. History would
certainly tend to confirm this conclusion. The same mistakes of
judgment and fact are made with monotonous regularity. The
same human weaknesses and ambitions (eg: to rule the world)
emerge again and again. A similar cycle of saviours, prophets,
and reformers emerges. To what avail? Perhaps you have
already wondered at this endlessly repeating cycle. Later we
will explain why this is so.
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It seems that invariably within a few centuries at most, the

warnings, admonitions, and teachings of all those saviours,
prophets etc (call them what you will) have been turned into a
‘religion’ or ‘sect’, ritualized, become compromised, buried, lost
or turned into esoteric mysteries. Whereas unity was taught, the
end result in many cases result in originally unintended
divisiveness. This emphasizes the nature of man, if he can turn
anything into a personal advantage, gain power, status and
prestige, he will do so, even if it compromises the purity of the
original message.

Logically and surely there is but one ultimate and “top” GOD.
Yet from the state of man, one could be excused for thinking
that there are many. Worse than that, the followers of one
perceived god make war with and kill those that follow a
different perceived god. It’s seen as a case of ‘our god is the
only one, and anyone who dares think differently must be
killed’. Now although that may seem and sound a totally stupid
thought, that is precisely what has been happening on this planet
for millennia, perhaps from the start of man.

But do we know for sure there is a god/GOD?

To find out, I say search your own heart and mind. You
probably will not find the answer to this in conventional
religions. Bear in mind the body is dust of the earth, it is born
of dust, it is sustained by dust or elements of the earth, and there
comes a time when it will return to those same elements, to dust
of the earth. Yet it lives, loves, laughs, begets the next
generation, and thinks. All mankind of all races colours etc are
of the same dust of the earth. The dust of Africa is as it is in
New Zealand, Asia, or Africa. There can be neither doubt nor
dispute that we are, in the flesh, all of one common substance
and heritage. (It is a strange thing that the things we presume to
own or possess, houses, lands, cars etc etc, outlast us, perchance
indicating that those ‘possessions’ actually possessed us)
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I believe it is logically a small step to conclude that if we are all

of one substance in the flesh, and are all equally sustained by the
same substances of the earth (food, water, air, etc) then we are
all following the same course or path. This has been the
message of the reformers. Jesus told us that there is neither Jew
nor Gentile, bond nor free in the kingdom of heaven. Race or
status on earth is an obstacle or stumbling block for us in
mortality on earth only. It is not a reality. It matters not
ultimately if we have brown hair or black hair, or no hair in
mortality. We are the same. We are of the same substance and
of equal status and importance. This is why and how one such
as Jesus (again) states that if we have done something to the
least (esteemed) of men, then we have in fact done it to him, and
equally to yourself.

Something sustains us, turning dust into carrots, cattle and fish,
as well as mortal humans, using solar energy to fuel a self-
sustaining, recycling system. Mortals that pass on are returned
to dust and, yes, the dust recycled. Some 6 billion current
inhabitants of earth created from the few inches of global
topsoil, which provides the sustenance and food source for that
many, generation after generation. Yes I see a hand that I
cannot identify, and I call that ‘GOD’. That GOD sustains all of
us freely and equally. It is man alone that has made any
inequality that has deemed the status of one as more than that of
another. It is man alone that has for selfish greed taken more
than an equitable share, called that inequitable share ‘wealth’
and demanded the adoration of those from whom it was taken.
It is man alone that despises others who dare think differently,
or who look differently to his image of ideal, or control less than
he, thus deemed of supposed lower standing and importance.

But some call this GOD by one name, and others use a different
name. As a child I was subtly taught to mistrust (even secretly
despise) those of another Christian group or sect. It still
happens, regardless of all the talk of Christian unity etc. “We
worship GOD this way, and HE accepts only that manner of
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worship.” “But you at least are better than ‘those’ who worship
that god of a different name in a different (and most absurd)
manner.” It goes on and on doesn’t it? Man made divisions, all
in error.

Yes, I see the hand of GOD in all things. Yes, I see the error of
mankind and of his ways and of his institutions, governments,
religions, his society and values. Yes I understand the vision of
unfulfilled and unfulfilable utopia.

But most importantly, I see what is required of me as an

individual. I must separate myself spiritually from the deception
and error in the earth. I should not fall victim to the false values
esteemed by mankind and blind myself in the pursuit of the
offered values, status, wealth and warmongering. I should hold
fast to the values of the equality of mankind and of his
relationship to his GOD and his species on earth and in eternity.
I put my trust in that GOD, more than I obviously put my faith
and trust in those who will replace my mortal heart valve.

I have seen through it and have seen truth. I do not fear, yes, I
am ready.

NOTES FROM HOSPITAL. (notes made in hospital)

“Death” is a primitive concept. We still have little real

knowledge of what lies on the other side of the line of existence
we call life. It is like different states of matter. Nothing is
destroyed, only changed. You end up facing the universe in a
different guise. Myself, I am somewhat of a romantic. They
were good souls all, your fellow fighters. If they hadn’t been
they wouldn’t have been starfighters. I rather like to think of
them as battling evil in another dimension.” (Grig, from “The
Last Starfighter” p152.)
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Captains log- Wednesday 1 Sept.2004, 1830 hours N.Z. time

though I am a little confused about the day and date. Today
ends day 2 in cardio thoracic ward at Wellington hospital.

I have had an evening meal and am now eating a monstrous

chicken sandwich on whole grain bread, & having a cup of tea.
I will eat a row of salad sandwiches later. I am doing this for
several reasons:

1. All food and fluids become forbidden at midnight and I am

certain to get no foods tomorrow. I am also a pig, and meals
here though marvelously tasty (no kidding – or I really am
humble on diet.) they are small.

2. I am assured by a nurse who shaved my chest, forearms,

inside legs, groins, that I will lose weight over the next several
days. (prophesy sure fulfilled)

3. I am aware of a possibility that it could be, like the

condemned man, the last meal – ever.

Being the day before surgery it has been a day of meetings with
lots of participants in the event and its consequences.

A surgeon, not ‘the’ man, but a surgeon who will obviously be

there, tells me “matter of factly”, and in the interests and
pursuit of full and total disclosure, that there is a 1% chance of
worst case scenario- that the heart just cannot be re-started
once the work is done. In this case one simply just does not
‘wake up’ – not in the mortal life anyway. (my observation: & if
reincarnation is a reality then rebirth as an infant or other life
form will not do much for individuality, memory, nor ego.)

Then there is a 1 to 5% chance of stroke (he continues), or

further heart attack during or immediate post surgery which
increases to up to 15% if one has had past strokes. (I am not
aware of any and I claim that is a natural ‘rugged’ look of
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mine) Now I am not clear if this is combined stroke/heart attack

figures – or per event/item.

Then there is a small risk, about 1% (they love the single digit
don’t they?) of an allergic or bad reaction/shock to the
anesthetic. (it gets hard to remember it all, that’s why I’m
writing it now, but cannot post this writing for weeks yet – if I
survive)

A further risk of almost nil to certain death exists as a result of

blood transfusions, which can be a virtual certainty. ‘Almost nil’
if I get the right stuff. ‘Sure death’ equals a cock up and getting
the wrong stuff incorrectly labeled for me. (YES surgeon is
laying all this on me) Add a very small possibility of rejection
or reaction adversely to the artificial mitral valve.
Complicate this with about once a month (no numbers given)
someone has to come back to check why they do not stop
bleeding – no further information on this.
Now I haven’t done the math’s yet. Nor will I soon, as I don’t
want to get alarmed, nervous or concerned by it, plus, I’m not
sure if stats are per event or together/either %. (But I figure if
you’re a 1% no re-start individual, none else matters.)

But I know this: I have been lucky to survive about 16 months

since the double arrests/resuscitations of May 2003, and at the
rate I am declining I will not survive more than a few years at
most unless some internal alterations or ‘fixes’ are put in place.
The surgeon (THE man) who also I met today with my wife and
last son at home, fully explained the above also, and gave added
value/info on the only alternative, which is ‘no surgery’. Here
is summary: The mitral valve regulates (my simplified
explanation) flow of blood from the lungs into the heart. If
damaged, it allows blood to flow back into lungs – this creates
breathing difficulty, breathlessness etc, and causes it to enlarge.
As it enlarges the valve ‘flaps’ become less of a seal and allow
less blood to effectively pass. The heart has to work harder for
even less effectiveness. (currently my last assessment was about
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52% cardiac efficiency.) It continues to get worse and worse till

death is assured from ‘heart failure’. The condition of my
mitral valve now warrants surgery in itself.

Added to this are the bypasses. (This is the surgeon explaining)

Now I had been told 2, but hey, I can read charts and figures
and do math’s. I saw 3 on his chart, the stent on one, another to
the side which I recognized from angiograms past, and yet
another to the rear of the heart. Then he is also looking to
source veins/arteries to graft. First he will take arteries from
inside the chest cavity, 2nd will be legs, 3rd will be arms, this is
also why I now look like a plucked chicken.

As an aside, I actually do notice the cold against my body now.

So that body, leg, arms chest etc hair that in my case I consider
far from simian, modest even, is sure warming. You gotta lose if
to find out.

But to answer Dirty Harry’s question, “yes I feel lucky.” God I

have seen some sick looking people in this ward that make me
look and feel like an athlete. The guy who was in the bed next to
me had his similar surgery today (By-passes only though) now
he is 6 years older, also has diabetes, is not as robust, and looks
like a vampire’s victim. He survived well. Another older still
guy same room went home today, successful result (later I failed
to recall this) God I would have thought dental work would have
been his undoing. Adrienne’s (my wife) friend has cancer,
diabetes, weighs 60kg, had 2 heart attacks 10 days apart,
discovered an enurism in the heart, had about 5 by-pass jobbies
and survives well. (she later died within 18 months)

Yes I feel lucky, lucky enough anyhow. The surgeon also

apologized – he has never seen anyone who has had or endured
as many surgery postponements as I had.

I mentioned the visit from the razor wielding nurse, a

physiotherapist came to show and demo post operative stuff-
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and an anesthetist also came to burden me.these 5 are all I

recall at the moment and now I am tired.

Some others did their stuff yesterday. An ECG, blood tests. X-

ray, dental check, at least 4 yesterday and I know others are yet
to show up and make my day.

I gotta get medications started tonight, about 9pm. I’m told and
I hear a urine test still to be done. There are a lot of people
involved. I’ve only mentioned the ‘specialists’, not the support
staff at all.

Now to use the words of my early childhood. I believe the next

time I am conscious it will be over….

“Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep.

If I should die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take”
and don’t tell me if the latter is the case when I wake up or the
shock of the bad news may kill me. (Stop groaning please)
Brief final notes 9.45pm Just had final antiseptic scrub down,
supplied urine, and night medications, with ‘3 little pills’ – it
begins.

Oh yes, it was explained why one has difficulty breathing on

bending down- the mitral valve is compressed and if already
operates poorly, then it gets more poorly until it just about
doesn’t work – blood is held in the lungs – no more oxygen
absorbed etc etc. No wonder people drop dead bending down to
pick up the ‘pegs’.

Did I mention clicking? The new valve will have an audible

click of which I will be aware, though I hear it from the ‘inside’
the outside or both cannot be said, but it is said others will also
be able to hear its clicking operation- people will hear me
coming.

Over and Out. Bob.

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NOTES FROM THE EDGE…meet “IT”..

(I am typing this on 21/9/04 for records and posting, and will

try to avoid adding in later or current comments, but re-
produce notes as they are. However some later notes may
appear in brackets.)

Captains Log Friday 3 September 2120 hours.

Well of course it just did not happen. (no surgery done despite
preps and medications)

Saturday 4 September 2004 7.29am:

I have just woken up alive (to this earth) this time. That may
sound strange – but previously I have “woken up” twice and
been dead to this world. I will go clean teeth and get my head
around this thing.

The “other world” incorporates this world, totally entwines it –

but from this side of it (mortality) one cannot full access/express
or explain the full relationship or its reality.

At 1.29am I woke up in severe pain – like a cramp on my left

side chest and arm – severe and nasty. I rang for a nurse and
found my nitro spray – used it and pain subsided totally in a few
minutes. I dozed and dreamed often. Got up at 2.30 for toast
and honey.

In dream to waking state I was having difficulty as in ‘dream’ I

was aware of ‘levels’ up to at least 10, but as I got closer to and
more fully awake, these levels evaporated, no longer available,
and in waking I could only access or know to 4 levels. Somehow
I knew – in waking – I was not “right”, so submerged into
“sleep”, and sure enough – awareness/knowledge of 10-11
levels again. Faded into waking, same evaporation or non
access even full awareness of these levels.
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It was exhaustingly frustrating and I did realize that in ‘waking’

those levels were simply not available, but names and things of
the lowest 4 levels only could be had.

Then I woke up or was fully aware – with full awareness of all

the levels referred to. It was SO QUIET. SO peaceful. Then I
knew “this is dead” – but I was fully awake/aware/alive; but I
knew I was dead. Hastily I ‘submerged’ back into the previous
level so as to re-emerge to mortality – DEAD AGAIN. A third
time lucky, if you call access to only 3 – 4 levels lucky. But if
association with fellow mortals is lucky, then I am lucky.

I have memory of things that are going to be near impossible to

share or explain. I am at peace, a little physically
uncomfortable, but at peace.

Now the guy in the bed next to me is really not well – lung
problems and out of surgery. Restless, rattley etc, moans and
groans. After near a day of it, it is decided It’s back to surgery
for him. He admitted in a trembling voice how scared he was,
and anyone could see that. There was no way he was
anywhere near ready to peacefully depart this world. I got to
thinking how sad it is that we have been failed by Christianity
or its sectarian religions. We have not been taught our place
in eternity, time, or space. We have not been given a full nor
true understanding of our nature or make up. The ritualized
garbage and hollow prayers, words, and creeds of millennia
have failed to prepare this single man to face death with peace
or dignity. (We lack understanding of life and death.)

I am sorry, but that criticism of the supposed official state

religion is factual. And if it failed that one man, then it failed
millions over the centuries. (Countless billions actually.)

Nor has it instilled generally the ethic that underlies the

principle. Society has been failed, families and communities
have been failed and we have been reduced to a society that is
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as Godless as it is without any true concepts of morality or

justice. Even the so called “do-gooders” have been diverted
down endless, mindless, side-tracking, involving trivial rubbish
of no major import what-so-ever, except inasmuch as some of
those tracks may further undermine the integrity and stability of
our crumbled society.

Waiting, waiting, waiting.

Sunday 5 September 2004 7.20am:

Been up for hours now. Yesterday was not a really good day for
me. It started with a waking to severe pain. Temperature rose
to 38 degrees, pulse to 106, blood pressure lower than I have
ever seen mine, 110/76. The day was mostly drifting into and
out of consciousness. I could not eat much. (I suspect much of
this was due to anesthetic procedures that had been commenced
in anticipation of surgery that was postponed)

By 9pm I was fairly much recovered, but all ‘slept out’. A

restless night followed. I tried to ring home but got no answer
as the phone cut immediately to answer phone – I hate that.
Spent a lot of time thinking about man’s condition or state in
this world – about the churches rather than religion. The
concept and theory may be fine, but the implementation is in the
hands of the mighty corporate type bodies with a fierce grip on
a “good thing”. Its run like a huge money sucking racket.
Thought about our relationship and unity with our planet – how
we are part of it. Doubtless if I live longer some of these
thoughts shall emerge in future writings and challenges.

SATURDAY 11 SEPTEMBER 2004

I figure I should write a few things before I forget all things – as
last night my world ended suddenly.
Let’s start ‘back there’ and work forward as, or if, I can.

Surgery was Monday (6 September) know nothing. I A & have

had some interesting difficulties.(??) The family came to see me,
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but that was just as I was told. There is only one vague memory,
vague, waking up and being spoken to: “Do you know where
you are?”…later, “Do you know what happened?” Yes to both.
Wellington Hospital and had surgery – it seemed to satisfy as
the insistence went away. Something in my throat, holding it
open – I cannot close it, nor can I really try. Later I am aware
of a plastic throat tube being pulled out from my throat – sore.
Then blessed unconsciousness takes me away.

TUESDAY, day after surgery.I think it – I know something –

now I know nothing No memories except swirling embracing all
devouring evil. I was devoured. I was hopelessly and forever
trapped in a recycling evil dream of vast unpleasantness.

WEDNESDAY (8th) Again may be one I know something. I

listened to a nightmare of noise and voices – people being asked
if they knew where they were, or what had happened. Some got
it right, Wellington hospital and surgery. Others didn’t have a
clue.
Hallucinations started I think on Wednesday. Blobs. Blots,
intricate spots and such. The mind wandered endlessly as one
insane, and it hurt. I HAD to stay awake or “it” would surely
“get me” – don’t ask – I don’t know. But “it” got me – and hurt
me – messed my whole mind.

THURSDAY (9TH) can’t have been much better (than the day
before) Little to no memories (of events or things of this day) I
was out of intensive care ward and even the step down ward. I
walked to ward 31. Bad dreams – horrible.

FRIDAY (10th) Adrienne and Daniel came – boy was I glad to

see them. (They say my eyes were ‘different’ - like beads)
Going to bed I HAD to keep saying endlessly- and again, ‘this is
Saturday AM – I am here and I am OK. Focus only on those
things I know.
It was while I was tooling around focusing on what is real
(presumed real) that “IT” got me. I was real, Adrienne was
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real, but I also could plainly see that she is and was of the same
substance as me. Daniel is real. But we are also the same, and
while I was thus cataloguing people etc that “IT” bit.

IT WAS SUDDENLY ANNOUNCED THAT I WAS WRONG.

AND ALL MY WORLD WAS TO BE ‘UNDONE’

With a rapidity that would spin heads my world was undone,

unraveled – ended. I fled the room to a light source. I had to
see it did not end and it did not. Now all over again, “I am here
and OK – focus”. Finally with some residue of terror I got to
sleep about 5am.
I know a few days ago I had reality problems, but Friday nite
was kind in comparison. I know in a few days without notes, I’d
probably benefit with no memories of any of this either.
Spots, dots, patterns, everywhere – now I gotta rest some. God,
I listen to what some people got told – there’s some really not
well people in here. Scary.

Oh yes its SATURDAY (11th) and I am losing control of some

things – my memory comes and goes – I don’t think it is really
working at all, or if I am functioning at all. I think I could be
dead and not know it. If I think about it, I should worry, but I
don’t know who to worry to, or even if that is an appropriate
response. I feel my mind is slipping away more and more, but
don’t know why. I have a wife and children somewhere. I am
having serious problems with whats real and not, and don’t
know what to do about it. Does anyone know I am here? I’m
sad. But a nurse just told me its normal.

Did I just have (big curse) heart surgery? I wish someone

would come for me. Why did I have surgery? What happened?
Suddenly I have no idea at all. I just remembered I have no idea
where I am. I see it’s a hospital, but I may as well have had my
brain removed. I don’t think I know where I lived anymore. I
know I had a mother. She died.
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A chap came and rested in my allocated bed this afternoon. I

thought he was just being friendly as I was sitting in the day
chair. Then a lady turns up after an hour or so, claims him and
takes him away. He thanked me for my time speaking to him.
Later I found out he was more lost than I – thought it was his
room and bed & I was the visitor. I thought I had problems

Tea is shit, jelly was shit and the mince pure muck. Mash spuds
like muck. I’ll go for a walk now and hope my confusion ends.

Now as I’m about to go to bed everything is as though covered

by a few feet of swirling clear water. Goodnite at 10.26pm. Its
now extremely grotesque – gone 12.30 (night time) and
EVERYWHERE I focus or look there are zillions of fluorescent
tube like worms, only smaller than cotton, all writhing in a mist,
like little thread worms – all waving into the air. They are not
there of course, and this I can demonstrate (and do so) by
careful close study of a surface. But it gets scary what this
effect can do to one’s face, or clothes, in a mirror. Everything is
alive with colourful waving, flowing worms.

SUNDAY (12th) 7.46am. Now I have it all figured out – we are

all gonna die here. See people only check in and never check
out. Well I’ve been here since 30/8/04 and I have never seen
people, anyone, go home. (yet earlier I note someone gone
home!!) They come in and those left sane, disappear in the
night. Now I gotta be careful who sees this, and I gotta get out
this morning. I waked finally only to find a cold and bleak day
with the laws of physics no longer working. I’m dead or in hell,
so are the others obviously. Last nite I spoke with an Indian
Doctor, one of the surgeons. He knows that some of us see the
walls, floors, etc as moving. Last nite an older lady in the ward
“cracked up” and was wheeled off to an isolated room. We go
insane in here some of us.
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SUNDAY (12th) 7.11pm I have learned that some times it is

necessary to not only ignore things but to “not see them” at
all. It is beyond any powers of denial – it is for survival.
Thus today I determined not to see nor dwell on floors, walls,
clothes or sundry other things as have in the past been ‘alive’.
In consequence my sanity is preserved, but the poor lady
patient wheeled out last nite may have had experience none
would enjoy – not the vilest horror movie sadist even. That lady
did look calmer today, and is wearing an oxygen mask.

MONDAY (13th) 7.57am. Awake- I am getting to be no longer

‘sure’ , if ever one was such, of what was or is “real” and
happened and what is not or did not happen. Sore but well. I
cannot believe I made so many notes. Slept well but it seems in
about 2 sessions. I am losing weight again since the surgery
and find myself amazed I’ve been here OVER two weeks and
that surgery is done.

I believe I had valve repairs, not replaced, as bits were missing

and seems the surgeon was describing a hole in the heart itself,
a leak from one chamber to another. This defect hole between
chambers he repaired and then repaired the ‘flappy valve thing’
also. I feel well and got lots of sleep. Now I am not sure what
was real and what was not – I wonder does it even matter.

TUESDAY (14TH)Slept poorly 2 sessions of about 2 hours each

on Monday nite I went home on Monday 13th. Today went by bus
about 10am to Lower Hutt with Adrienne, exchanged a ‘phone
at Dick Smiths store and went to a clinic for blood test. Went to
a supermarket for a few items and got a bus back home. At
home I sorted out a lot of computer gear. Whereas weeks ago
Adrienne said she would get rid of my excess ‘stuff’ while I was
in hospital and I ranted about ‘no way’, today I determined to
get rid of all excess. (about 12 monitors, 6 keyboards, 6 system
boxes, loads of mother boards and components, 5 printers – all
just ‘collecting dust’) I had a nap and a first shave in weeks, and
yes, I used a razor against advice, with no ‘life threatening’
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endlessing bleeding cuts. (I am now on daily anticoagulant

medications) I have periods when my hand/hands go totally
numb and lose all sense of feeling and also lose all strength. It
only lasts a brief time. Nurse from Lower Hutt Hospital made a
home visit.

WEDNESDAY NITE THURSDAY AM. 15th. Woke 1.50 am.

Noted that sequential dreams in ‘normal’ colour mode and style
have returned and resumed. 1st time noted since surgery. I will
get my chest ‘drain hole’ stitches removed today…

End of notes.
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PART TWO

001-THE FABRIC OF THE UNIVERSE

The evidence is conclusive that a “reality” commonly known as

“the fabric of the universe” exists. In my earlier writings I came
to the conclusion that underlying all things is the ultimate source
of all things, a universal energy field. I named it the “quantum
soup”.

The truth is that mankind has known such a thing for thousands
of years. However any claims for such have been studiously
ignored by science etc. for all this time on the basis that it could
not be proven. Whereas one culture may have given the name
“prana” to the phenomena, other cultures and tongues gave it
other names. No matter the name, the claims and principle
remained the same.

What is remarkably evident is that when one comes to

describing the nature and attributes of this recently proclaimed
and acceptable “fabric of the universe” one cannot help but see
the parallels to what the western world define as the attributes
and nature of the god of their orthodox religions. Some have
simply named this universal force “spirit”, and that of course is
their prerogative. However I avoid using that word as it has too
many narrow connotations in the western world, too many
correlations with over-use of the word in often contradictory
ways by religions. In other words mere use of the word “spirit”
invites confusion, introduces a reader’s preconceived ideas, and
is therefore best avoided. “Fabric of the Universe” or “quantum
soup or sea” isn’t so subject so to immediate mis-understanding.

If one wishes to come to an understanding of time and space,

matter and mass, of the “laws” or principles that govern all that
is or can be, one must come to a basic understanding of this
underlying fabric of the universe, my quantum soup, or “prana”
by whatever name. Once its basics are understood, then one will
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be able to progress intelligently to the subsequent steps, namely

understanding the nature and characteristics of what we call
“god”, and then of our own nature.

ENERGY AND INFORMATION

One may ask or wonder, “how is it, or can it be, that a probable
infinite number of dimensions (or realities etc., call them as you
will) can exist simultaneously, in the same “place” or space?” I
am not yet going to ask or address the issue of “where” all of
this is taking place, of “how big” it all is, nor how much space it
actually occupies. (E.g. Does it indeed occupy the entire
cosmos, and then some.) Indeed I still have a sneaking
suspicion that perhaps none of it is actually “real”. It may be
“just” information existing within the quantum sea and
“vibrating” at a level we can perceive or it may all be simply a
mental construct. Although “who’s mental construct?” would
be a most challenging of questions when I come to consider that
one, and be assured the question is on the agenda when the time
is right. However I understand the very fabric of the universe
itself, that quantum sea, is intelligent. Or is intelligence. I read
an article recently wherein the author likened our reality to a
mere hologram and thought that somewhat appropriate. Other
issues and questions need to be dealt with first.

I recall a comment I heard decades ago to the effect that maybe

all that exists including us, are just thoughts in the mind of
“god”. Interesting thought, and as one learns, one begins to
understand the line of thought which views the entire cosmos as
actually alive, and that it is also one all encompassing single
intelligent entity. Omnipresent, omniscient, and omnific. This is
where one sees the nature of the fabric of the universe confused
with and into our various descriptions of the attributes of a
“god”. The underlying “power” is universally seen.

Oh, the confusing and varied explanations or understanding of

the elusive nature of reality. Consider our 3D reality, this world,
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and all our mortal perceptions. We “see” them because we have

been designed, or are designed so that we are “tuned” to
perceive only a very small faction of all that there is, of the
whole. We perceive only those vibrations or signal levels to
which our organism or mentality is adjusted. (Light, sound, heat
etc.) All else is lost to us, or to most of us, as there are those
who demonstrably have perceptions not common to all our
species. It is also well known that our animal kingdom is tuned
somewhat differently, being able to perceive that which is lost to
man. (“Man” being the species of course) I read that elephants
can discern sound from great distances through the earth via the
medium of their feet. And whereas Elephants can detect sound
from some 10 miles or more away, sea mammals have a range
in the 1000s of kilometers in their watery element, or so I read.
These issues are just to demonstrate the difference in the way
the species are tuned and adjusted. Birds can discern the
“voice” of an individual mate amid the simultaneous confusing
noise of thousands of their species. Simply because we fail to
see, hear, or otherwise detect some event or phenomena does not
remotely imply its non-existence.

Adrienne sat watching t.v. engrossed by a seeming reality, and

reacted as though what was being portrayed was reality. Hey,
it’s a TV show, it has a script. But consider: the environment all
around us is filled with innumerable signals from probably
hundreds of thousands of broadcasting stations, radio and t.v. of
all frequency levels. Add to this the signals to and from
probably of billions of cell phones, all at a slightly different
signal or “vibration” level. Add to these the natural cosmic
radiations and others I have missed. The electromagnetic
signals, vibrations, call them as you will, effectively make our
atmosphere, indeed, space itself, an endless and “solid block” of
vibrating signals. And these signals are carrying information. If
we could actually see all there is, we would find ourselves
swimming effortlessly in a solid sea of electromagnetic waves,
signals and energy. The entire electromagnetic spectra from the
finest of cosmic radiation, through light, radio, sound, heat etc.
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are continuously encasing us. They are always there,

completely filling the space/time within which we believe we
live. We are oblivious to most of them. We are also a
component part of them, vibrating at our own unique
“wavelength”.

However nearly all of us in mortality are tuned into just the

same one single channel, perceive it with different degrees of
clarity, and accept it as a reality, probably as the only and sole
reality. Generally most will not even question the reality of our
picture generated by so few of the existing and available signals,
yet alone question what the other existent information is
channeled into. Just like when watching the one t.v. station,
generally we become oblivious to all the other signals and
information simultaneously existing out there. With a simple
adjustment to the tuning of the receiver set to an alternative
frequency, a new signal, a different new reality emerges from
the chaos of the “atmosphere” with the flick of a switch or the
push of a button. I believe it is really from the “chaos” of
information carried in the fabric of the universe.

Here is a marvel. None of this is linear. Go anywhere, and the

signals can be received. We bathe in a sea of information and
are truly surrounded by it, in fact more than surrounded, for in
reality the signals find us transparent and actually pass through
us as though we do not exist. Certainly we are no barrier to the
signals. We would be hard pressed to determine any source for
it. Every spatial dimension we could name is so filled, and that
simultaneously.

Likewise we bathe in the fabric of the universe, my “quantum

soup” as I called it earlier. That makes the vastness, potential,
and content of the sea of information beyond our imagining,
incorporating the entirety of all that “can” be. This fabric even
fills what we once thought of as “space” within the atoms, and
as space even within the nucleus. We are now told this fabric
exists at those levels, and it vibrates with information.
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Blessed ignorance. We neither perceive or know anything of it.

Perchance we are a congealed lump of energy, imbued with
intelligence, manifest but localized for a short time wherever we
perceive ourselves to be within this entire sea of energy that
obviously functions at many levels. Of potentially billions of
possibilities, our individual energy/intelligence package is tuned
into planet earth, 3D (4D) world, here and now. Or what we
identify as “here and now”. Why? Because our physical mortal
body is of the same frequency and vibration as this mainifest
temporal dimension. Frankly I doubt those words ultimately
will have much meaning. Decades ago I read of the “eastern”
principles of “prana”, and of the western mystic’s “vibration
levels”. No one was really listening to them then, and most are
probably not listening now. But those thoughts are increasingly
validated, and given new names that disassociate the concepts
from the earlier proponents. Gosh, you mean “ectoplasm” may
be a reality? We’d best give it a new name so people won’t
bundle us in with those we all called fruitcakes.

So here we all find ourselves. In this big bowl of quantum soup

wherein there is no such thing as empty space at all. No, not
even squeezed hard against the nucleons. Information and
“signals” are everywhere, omnipresent. Again a confused claim
of an attribute for “god”.

This solid database of universal information of which we are a

small part is ultimately omnific, and as such certainly is the
indisputable ultimate source of all things. Being itself pure
energy, it thus has ability, power and potential to literally
organize or create, then arrange all and any “elemental matter”
into what ever universes, galaxies etc. as it may see fit. If such
language use or implications of “as it may see fit” is appropriate,
for it could be just a mindless engine. N’est ce pas? Could it all
really be purposeless and unguided? (Einstein E=mc2 matter
and energy interchangeable) All the information and the fabric
or “soup” exist in an eternal “now” state, all dimensions equally
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co-exist “now” and it is only their existence that gives the

illusion of time and space. Within that illusion of time and
space, we find our little patch of intelligence congealed into
“matter”, tuned into just this one “station” for the time being.
Be assured, the other “stations” are right here with us “now” and
its just a matter of tuning frequency that keeps us locked into
this channel, just as our t.v. set may be tuned to channel 3.

Is there a source? Where is it all sited? Do those questions have

any meaning? Do we have the capacity to understand the nature
of the questions and locate or understand answers? The trick
will be, or so I believe, to find precisely the right question to ask
in the correct sequence, then understanding will come.

TIME AND SPACE, SIMPLIFIED

This segment will be as simple as I can make it. If you want

more depth for any of the matters touched upon, then you will
have to satisfy that wish elsewhere, as this book is not designed
as a resource or textbook on subject matters that are mentioned.

Energy (e) exists and is manifest throughout all that we can

perceive. It even exists within the space that we once
commonly thought of as empty space, or even as a possible void
within the atom or even perhaps between the component parts of
a nucleus. Simply put, there is no “place” where it does not
exist or is manifest.

This then is the “fabric of the universe” and it exists in an

everlasting or eternal “now” state. In no sense does our concept
of time or space have any application in relation to this universal
energy field.

Einstein revealed to us the mathematics of the phenomena of

matter (m) being converted back into energy, and simple
reasoning allows a formula for energy being converted into
matter. The atomic bomb adequately demonstrates the validity
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of the theory and maths. It is further established that the energy

field, the fabric of the universe can seemingly spontaneously
create matter (and anti-matter) where none previously existed.
This is apparent and true “creation”, but unlike the claimed
“creation” that is so often the subject of ridicule by the wilfully
ignorant, it is not creation of matter “out of nothing”. Matter is
created from energy by conversion of existing energy using a
now understood formula.

Does any of this mean or prove “god” exists?

Interesting question with no simple answer as “god” is not

adequately defined. Therein is the nub of all the problems
associated with trying to validate “religion” using “science”.
The languages are different. Whereas science generally uses a
precise language of mathematics that is unambiguous, religion
uses subjective words and terms that are subject to a myriad of
often opposing translations. However if you define “god” as an
omnific, omnipresent, and omniscient intelligence, the only
omnific source of all things, and that encompasses all things,
then “yes” it establishes such exists and may well be called
“god”. But the very use of the word “god” immediately
introduces confusion and a host of would be exclusive
claimants. Let us not therefore put a single name to such, nor
try to identify such on an individual or even group basis. On the
other hand, if you use the above to establish that the god of the
bible or Christendom is real and exists, then it is “no”.

When a conversion of energy into mass occurs the creation of

this new matter or mass creates a seemingly finite “bubble” of
“space” within which to exist within the field of the underlying
fabric of the universe. Note that it does not displace any part of
the underlying fabric/field but truly becomes another dimension
within the same location. In effect we now have two “things” (2
at least, one of which is “new”) co-existing at the same location.
In point of fact there may well be an infinite number of realities
or dimensions already existing at any given point but all having
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been created in their own time/space dimension. Any occupants

in such “dimensions” would be ignorant or unaware of the other
dimensions at the same “location”.

The appearance of this new “bubble” of matter or mass now

defines a space where no such definable space previously
existed. In reality a “space” has been created at the same time
as the organisation or creation of matter. (I think it of no small
co-incidence that this process of a field of “chaos” giving rise to
the creation of matter finds a remarkable parallel in those early
chapters of Genesis that are so often reviled and ridiculed.)

The appearance of this new “bubble” of matter or mass also

marks the commencement of time (as we commonly
understand it) for this newly created and finite matter or mass.
It matters not whether the matter or mass is of subatomic
particle, human body, planet, star, or galaxy size. Time is the
period for which energy in the form or guise of matter or mass
will be manifest before it rejoins the underlying fabric of the
universe. The matter or mass is finite, and it will have a
beginning and an end. This then is space/time. Ultimately the
measurement and division of such time is purely subjective and
largely irrelevant unless one’s intelligent individual self is
participating in the particular sphere.

By deduction then we see that space is created for the newly

created matter or mass, and this will quite probably be
established as the underlying cause of why we perceive our
known universe as “expanding”. It will also help explain the
universal distribution of matter and galaxies within the universe.
I also believe that this creation of new mass and subsequently of
time/space will correctly replace the “Big Bang” theory as the
cause of the creation and ongoing expansion of the universe.

When the matter or mass (m) is destroyed or reverts to its form

of energy, time and space such as we perceive it in this temporal
state cease to exist. The energy which cannot be destroyed must
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return to the fabric of the universe. In biblical terms, it returns

to the god that gave it. It follows that all that exists does so
because it is a part of the very fabric of the universe, and that
includes every one of us. It also follows that once our time here
ceases and life energy is extinguished or lost, then by doing so it
necessarily returns to the very fabric of the universe. Again all
of this has been known for millennia.

BIRTH AND DEATH

The “event” of birth marks our individual creation and entry into
this space and time of our temporal world and universe. At this
point it is not an issue of if there was any former or prior state or
existence, and that will not be discussed at this time.

The “event” of death marks our individual cessation of life and

extinguishment of existence from this dimension and its time
and space.

Thus we enter this dimension and we leave this dimension.

By reason and logic we may conclude that in entering this

dimension that the underlying “energy” which manifests as us,
or intelligence or call it what you will, came from or “left”
another dimension, certainly it originated from the fabric of the
universe. In like manner we may conclude that in leaving this
mortal dimension we must revert, return, or pass to another
dimension, or at least to the underlying fabric of the universe.
Also let us not forget that for the duration of existence in this
material (made of matter or mass) world and sphere, the very
fabric of the universe still completely fills the very same “space”
we perceive as the domain of our mortal body. In other words at
all times, even the eternal “now”, we are always a part of the
very fabric of the universe. Things only change.

QUESTIONS
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• Is what we do here of any importance?

• Is how long we are here of any importance?
• Is when we are here of any importance?
• Are we in fact of any importance?
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002- ACCIDENTAL OR INTENTIONAL - ORIGINS

I believe it is most reasonable to say that if we are to ask, then

subsequently pursue to discover if there is any meaning or
purpose to life, that we must first establish with some
reasonable degree of conviction and irrefutability the basic facts
regarding the nature of our actual very existence.

Put simply, we need to firmly and convincingly establish

whether we are in fact creatures of chance evolution on this
earth, or are we “manufactured” bio-mechanical devices
organised countless millennia ago in circumstances and events
now unknown, presumably to fulfil some long forgotten
purpose? After all, any question about the meaning or purpose
of life seems to presume some such forgotten purpose. In short,
the alternatives seem to be very few, was it intervention or was
it all chance?

IMPORTANT BASIC FACT TO REMEMBER IN

READING ALL THIS.

Materials presented or quoted, such as the following by Lloyd

Pye, and other materials of Watson or Kaku, are by no means
isolated cases or the sum total of information available on any
subject under discussion. They are merely illustrative examples
on any such given subject generally from a vast amount of
writings from many sources, often freely available on the
internet. My purpose is not to give exhaustive volumes of
evidences (inclusive of all the finest details and known
materials) nor reasons for my conclusions. It is to nudge one in
a specific direction, to give a clue as it were, for establishing
vital evidential materials on specific matters that will directly
effect the outcome of our stated quest. Be assured that for all
cases and illustrations given there will be a vast library of
similar resources for you to find and check up. There is in fact
no bias in my writings.
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Indeed a reader may well know of a better illustration or

example to establish many issues. (If that is so, please feel free
to e-mail me details – e-mail details are in the “my profile” at
the front of the book.)

BACK TO THE MATTER BEING CONSIDERED,

Evolution or intervention? This is a case where the resource

materials are mind numbingly vast and confusing. Evolution is
taught by state institutions such as schools as though firmly
established fact. (Later we will cover why this is so.) To
contradict or dispute it will result in severe censure and incur the
actual wrath and indignation of so called authorities. You will
frankly be mocked and ridiculed as though a complete idiot.
Lucky, as centuries ago you would have been burned at the
stake in the town square as a warning to all others that the
authorities are not to be questioned, but blindly followed.
Today one is not burned with fire, but one is burned
nonetheless.

Evolution theory is severely flawed, and its proponents actually

know that, but still the stick to the “story”. I think there is a
covert reason for this, and even its vociferous proponents may
not be aware of that. The standard “Creation by God” theory is
also severely flawed, frankly not the least bit credible, and
indeed both of the standard model theories can be quickly
demonstrated as quite inadequate and wrong.

Unfortunately the majority of people simply do not think for

themselves, and just accept on face value that which the
majority unquestioningly accept as the established facts on most
matters. “After all,” they may reason, “the teachers, authorities,
and government or even religious leaders would not tell us lies
or lead us astray would they?” A simple review of recent or
long term history will show that “Yes they will, and for a whole
bunch of reasons, mostly bad reasons.” But your
neighbourhood government wants and needs you blindly and
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unquestioningly to follow the standard models. They want it so

badly they need it, and this is why laws and censure are
imposed, to ensure compliance. Reasons for the need for
compliance will be covered later in this series.

Back to the issue of intervention or chance evolution. I have

selected the following copyright material to include, as it is both
well written and full of very relevant and fascinating elements
that probably irreparably shatter evolution theory. Certainly it is
sufficient at this time, and if you want additional material, as I
would expect, then go to the Internet to research to your heart
and mind’s content.

By Lloyd Pye © 2002

E-mail: [email protected]
Website: 15/08/2008

THE ABSURDITIES OF DOGMA

In 1905, a 25-year-old patent clerk named Albert Einstein

demolished the 200-year-old certainty that Isaac Newton knew
all there was to know about basic physics. In a technical paper
only a few pages long, Einstein sent a huge part of his current
"reality" to history's dustbin, where it found good company with
thousands of other discards large and small. In 1905, though,
Newton's discard was about as large as the bin would hold.

Now another grand old "certainty" hovers over history's

dustbin, and it seems only a matter of time before some new
Einstein writes the few (or many) pages that will bring it down
and relegate it to history. And, as was the case in 1905, every
"expert" in the world laughs heartily at any suggestion that their
certainty could be struck down. Yet if facts are any yardstick--
which should always be the case, but frequently isn't--Charles
Darwin's theory of evolution by natural selection is moving
towards extinction.
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Please note this: not everyone who challenges evolution is

automatically a Creationist. Darwinists love to tar all opponents
with that brush because so much of Creationist dogma is
absurd. Creationists mulishly exclude themselves from serious
consideration by refusing to give up fatally flawed parts of their
argument, such as the literal interpretation of "six days of
creation". Of course, some have tried to take a more reasonable
stance, but those few can't be heard over the ranting of the many
who refuse.

Recently a new group has entered the fray, much better

educated than typical Creationists. This group has devised a
theory called "Intelligent Design", which has a wealth of
scientifically established facts on its side. The ID-ers, though,
give away their Creationist roots by insisting that because life at
its most basic level is so incredibly and irreducibly complex, it
could never have simply "come into being" as Darwinists insist.

Actually, the "life somehow assembled itself out of organic

molecules" dogma is every bit as absurd as the "everything was
created in six days" dogma, which the ID-ers understand and
exploit. But they also suggest that everything came into
existence at the hands of God (by whatever name) or "by means
of outside intervention", which makes clear how they're betting.
"Outside intervention" is a transparent euphemism for "You
Know What" (with apologies to J. K. Rowling). [In Rowling's
"Harry Potter" books, the arch villain is so despicable and
dreadful, his name should not even be uttered; thus he is
referred to as "You Know Who". Similarly, the very idea that
humans might have been created by extraterrestrials is so
despicable and dreadful to mainstream science and religion that
no mention of it should be uttered; thus the author refers to it as
"You Know What". Ed.] To Darwinists, Creationists and ID-ers
alike, creation at the hands of You Know What is the most
absurd suggestion of all. Yet it can be shown that You Know
What has the widest array of facts on its side and has the best
chance of being proved correct in the end.
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Virtually every scientist worth their doctorate will insist that

somehow, some way, a form of evolution is at the heart of all life
forms and processes on Earth. By "evolution", they mean the
entire panoply of possible interpretations that might explain
how, over vast stretches of time, simple organisms can and do
transform themselves into more complex organisms. That broad
definition gives science as a whole a great deal of room to bob
and weave its way towards the truth about evolution, which
ostensibly is its goal. However, among individual scientists that
same broadness of coverage means nobody has a "lock" on the
truth, which opens them up to a withering array of internecine
squabbles.

In Darwin's case, those squabbles were initially muted. Rightly

or wrongly, his theory served a much higher purpose than
merely challenging the way science thought about life's
processes. It provided something every scientist desperately
needed: a strong counter to the intellectual nonsense pouring
from pulpits in every church, synagogue and mosque in the
world.

Since well before Charles Darwin was born, men of science

knew full well that God did not create the Earth or anything else
in the universe in six literal days. But to assert that publicly
invited the same kind of censure that erupts today onto anyone
who dares to challenge evolution openly. Dogma is dogma in
any generation.

Darwin's honeymoon with his scientific peers was relatively

brief. It lasted only as long as they needed to understand that all
he had really provided was the outline of a forest of an idea, one
that only in broad terms seemed to account for life's stunningly
wide array. His forest lacked enough verifiable trees. Even so,
once the overarching concept was crystallised as "natural
selection", the term "survival of the fittest" was coined to
explain it to laymen. When the majority of the public became
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convinced that evolution was a legitimate alternative to

Creationism, the scientific gloves came off. In-fighting became
widespread regarding the trees that made up Darwin's forest.

Over time, scientists parsed Darwin's original forest into more

different trees than he could ever have imagined. That parsing
has been wide and deep, and it has taken down countless trees
at the hands of scientists themselves. But despite such thinning,
the forest remains upright and intact. Somehow, some way,
there is a completely natural force at work governing all aspects
of the flow and change of life on Earth. That is the scientific
mantra, which is chanted religiously to counter every
Creationist--and now Intelligent Design--challenge to one or
more of the rotten trees that frequently become obvious.

Even Darwin realised the data of his era did not provide clear-
cut evidence that his theory was correct. Especially troubling
was the absence of "transitional species" in the fossil record.
Those were needed to prove that, over vast amounts of time,
species did in fact gradually transform into other, "higher"
species.

So right out of the chute, the theory of evolution was on the

defensive regarding one of its cornerstones, and more than 140
years later there are still no clear-cut transitional species
apparent in the fossil record.

Because this is the most vulnerable part of Darwin's theory,

Creationists attack it relentlessly, which has forced scientists
periodically to put forth a series of candidates to try to take the
heat off. Unfortunately for them, in every case those "missing
links" have been shown to be outright fakes and frauds. An
excellent account is found in Icons of Evolution by Jonathan
Wells (Regnery, 2000). But scientists are not deterred by such
exposure of their shenanigans. They feel justified because, they
insist, not enough time has passed for them to find what they
need in a grossly incomplete fossil record.
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The truth is that some lengthy fossil timelines are missing, but
many more are well accounted for. Those have been thoroughly
examined in the past 140-plus years, to no avail. In any other
occupation, a 140-year-long trek up a blind alley would indicate
a wrong approach has been taken. But not to scientists. They
blithely continue forward, convinced of the absolute rightness of
their mission and confident their fabled missing link will be
found beneath the next overturned rock. Sooner or later, they
believe, one of their members will uncover it, so they all work in
harmonious concert towards that common goal. Individually,
though, it's every man and woman for themselves.

TWEEDLEDUM AND TWEEDLEDEE

Plants and animals evolve, eh? Alright, how do they evolve?

By gradual but constant changes, influenced by adaptive

pressures in their environment that cause physical modifications
to persist if they are advantageous.

Can you specify the kind of gradual change you're referring to?

In any population of plants or animals, over time, random

genetic mutations will occur. Most will be detrimental, some
will have a neutral effect and some will confer a selective
advantage, however small or seemingly inconsequential it might
appear.

Really? But wouldn't the overall population have a gene pool

deep enough to absorb and dilute even a large change?
Wouldn't a small change rapidly disappear?

Well, yes, it probably would. But not in an isolated segment of

the overall population. An isolated group would have a much
shallower gene pool, so positive mutations would stand a much
better chance of establishing a permanent place in it.
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Really? What if that positive mutation gets established in the

isolated group, then somehow the isolated group gets back
together with the main population? Poof! The mutation will be
absorbed and disappear.

Well, maybe. So let's make sure the isolated population can't get
back with the main group until crossbreeding is no longer
possible.

How would you do that?

Put a mountain range between them, something impossible to

cross.

If it's impossible to cross, how did the isolated group get there
in the first place?

If you're asking me just how isolated is isolated, let me ask you

one. What kind of mutations were you talking about being
absorbed?

Small, absolutely random changes in base pairs at the gene

level.

Really? Why not at the chromosome level? Wouldn't change at

the base pair level be entirely too small to create any significant
change? Wouldn't a mutation almost have to be at the
chromosome level to be noticeable?

Who says? Change at that level would probably be too much,

something the organism couldn't tolerate.

Maybe we're putting too much emphasis on mutations.

Right! What about environmental pressures? What if a species

suddenly found itself having to survive in a significantly
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changed environment?

One where its members must adapt to the new circumstances or

die out?

Exactly! How would they adapt? Could they just will themselves
to grow thicker fur or stronger muscles or larger size?

That sounds like mutations have to play a part.

Mutations, eh? All right, how do they play a part?

This game of intellectual thrust and parry goes on constantly at

levels of minutiae that boggle an average mind. Traditional
Darwinists are one-upped by neo-Darwinists at every turn.
Quantum evolutionists refashion the work of those who support
the theory of peripheral isolates. Mathematicians model
mutation rates and selective forces, which biologists do not
trust. Geneticists have little use for palaeontologists, who return
the favour in spades (pun intended). Cytogenetics labours to
find a niche alongside genetics proper. Population geneticists
utilise mathematical models that challenge palaeontologists and
systematists. Sociobiologists and evolutionary psychologists
struggle to make room for their ideas. All perform a cerebral
dance of elegant form and exquisite symmetry.

Their dance is, ironically, evolution writ large throughout

science as a process. New bits of data are put forth to a peer
group. The new data are discussed, written about, criticised,
written about again, criticised some more. This is gradualism at
work, shaping, reshaping and reshaping again if necessary until
the new data can comfortably fit into the current paradigm in
any field, whatever it is. This is necessary to make it conform as
closely as possible to every concerned scientist's current way of
thinking. To do it any other way is to invite prompt rejection
under a fusillade of withering criticism.
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This system of excruciating "peer review" is how independent

thinkers among scientists have always been kept in line. Darwin
was an outsider until he barged into the club by sheer,
overpowering brilliance. Patent clerk Einstein did the same. On
the other hand, Alfred Wegener was the German meteorologist
who figured out plate tectonics in 1915. Because he dared to
bruise the egos of "authorities" outside his own field, he saw his
brilliant discovery buried under spiteful criticism that held it
down for 50 years. Every scientist in the game knows how it is
played and very few dare to challenge its rules.

The restrictions on scientists are severe, but for a very good

reason. They work at the leading edges of knowledge, from
where the view can be anything from confusing to downright
terrifying. Among those who study the processes of life on Earth,
they must cope with the knowledge that a surprising number of
species have no business being here. In some cases, they can't
even be here. Yet they are, for better or worse, and those worst-
case examples must be hidden or at least obscured from the
general public. But no matter how often facts are twisted, data
are concealed or reality is denied, the truth is out there.

THE EMERGENCE OF DOMESTICATED PLANTS

There are two basic forms of plants and animals: wild and
domesticated. The wild ones far outnumber the domesticated
ones, which may explain why vastly more research is done on
the wild forms. But it could just as easily be that scientists shy
away from the domesticated ones because the things they find
when examining them are so far outside the accepted
evolutionary paradigm.

Nearly all domesticated plants are believed to have appeared

between 10,000 and 5,000 years ago, with different groups
coming to different parts of the world at different times. Initially,
in the so-called Fertile Crescent of modern Iraq, Syria and
Lebanon, came wheat, barley and legumes, among other
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varieties. Later on, in the Far East, came wheat, millet, rice and
yams. Later still, in the New World, came maize (corn), peppers,
beans, squash, tomatoes and potatoes.

Many have "wild" predecessors that were apparently a starting

point for the domesticated variety, but others--like many
common vegetables--have no obvious precursors. But for those
that do, such as wild grasses, grains and cereals, how they
turned into wheat, barley, millet, rice, etc. is a profound
mystery.

No botanist can conclusively explain how wild plants gave rise

to domesticated ones. The emphasis here is on "conclusively".
Botanists have no trouble hypothesising elaborate scenarios in
which Neolithic (New Stone Age) farmers somehow figured out
how to hybridise wild grasses, grains and cereals, not unlike
Gregor Mendel when he cross-bred pea plants to figure out the
mechanics of genetic inheritance. It all sounds so simple and so
logical, almost no one outside scientific circles ever examines it
closely.

Gregor Mendel never bred his pea plants to be anything other

than pea plants. He created short ones, tall ones and different-
coloured ones, but they were always pea plants that produced
peas. (Pea plants are a domesticated species, too, but that is
irrelevant to the point to be made here.) On the other hand,
those New Stone Age farmers who were fresh out of their caves
and only just beginning to turn soil for the first time (as the
"official" scenario goes), somehow managed to transform the
wild grasses, grains and cereals growing around them into their
domesticated "cousins". Is that possible? Only through a course
in miracles!

Actually, it requires countless miracles within two large

categories of miracles. The first was that the wild grasses and
grains and cereals were useless to humans. The seeds and
grains were maddeningly small, like pepper flakes or salt
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crystals, which put them beyond the grasping and handling

capacity of human fingers. They were also hard, like tiny
nutshells, making it impossible to convert them to anything
edible. Lastly, their chemistry was suited to nourishing animals,
not humans.

So wild varieties were entirely too small, entirely too tough and
nutritionally inappropriate for humans. They needed to be
greatly expanded in size, greatly softened in texture and
overhauled at the molecular level--which would be an imposing
challenge for modern botanists, much less Neolithic farmers.

Despite the seeming impossibility of meeting those daunting

objectives, modern botanists are confident the first sodbusters
had all they needed to do it: time and patience. Over hundreds
of generations of selective crossbreeding, they consciously
directed the genetic transformation of the few dozen that would
turn out to be most useful to humans. And how did they do it? By
the astounding feat of doubling, tripling and quadrupling the
number of chromosomes in the wild varieties! In a few cases,
they did better than that. Domestic wheat and oats were
elevated from an ancestor with seven chromosomes to their
current 42--an expansion by a factor of six. Sugar cane was
expanded from a 10-chromosome ancestor to the 80-
chromosome monster it is today--a factor of eight. The
chromosomes of others, like bananas and apples, were only
multiplied by factors of two or three, while peanuts, potatoes,
tobacco and cotton, among others, were expanded by factors of
four. This is not as astounding as it sounds, because many wild
flowering plants and trees have multiple chromosome sets.

But that brings up what Charles Darwin himself called the

"abominable mystery" of flowering plants. The first ones appear
in the fossil record between 150 and 130 million years ago,
primed to multiply into over 200,000 known species. But no one
can explain their presence because there is no connective link to
any form of plants that preceded them. It is as if dare I say it?
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they were brought to Earth by something akin to You Know

What. If so, then it could well be that they were delivered with a
built-in capacity to develop multiple chromosome sets, and
somehow our Neolithic forebears cracked the codes for the ones
most advantageous to humans.

However the codes were cracked, the great expansion of genetic

material in each cell of the domestic varieties caused them to
grow much larger than their wild ancestors. As they grew, their
seeds and grains became large enough to be easily seen and
picked up and manipulated by human fingers. Simultaneously,
the seeds and grains softened to a degree where they could be
milled, cooked and consumed. And at the same time, their
cellular chemistry was altered enough to begin providing
nourishment to humans who ate them. The only word that
remotely equates with that achievement is: miracle.

Of course, "miracle" implies that there was actually a chance

that such complex manipulations of nature could be carried out
by primitive yeomen in eight geographical areas over 5,000
years. This strains credulity because, in each case, in each area,
someone actually had to look at a wild progenitor and imagine
what it could become, or should become, or would become.
Then they somehow had to ensure that their vision would be
carried forward through countless generations that had to
remain committed to planting, harvesting, culling and
crossbreeding wild plants that put no food on their tables during
their lifetimes, but which might feed their descendants in some
remotely distant future.

It is difficult to try to concoct a more unlikely, more absurd,

scenario, yet to modern-day botanists it is a gospel they believe
with a fervour that puts many "six day" Creationists to shame.
Why? Because to confront its towering absurdity would force
them to turn to You Know What for a more logical and plausible
explanation.
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To domesticate a wild plant without using artificial (i.e.,

genetic) manipulation, it must be modified by directed
crossbreeding, which is only possible through the efforts of
humans. So the equation is simple. Firstly, wild ancestors for
many (but not all) domestic plants do seem apparent. Secondly,
most domesticated versions did appear from 10,000 to 5,000
years ago. Thirdly, the humans alive at that time were primitive
barbarians. Fourthly, in the past 5,000 years, no plants have
been domesticated that are nearly as valuable as the dozens that
were "created" by the earliest farmers all around the world. Put
an equal sign after those four factors and it definitely does not
add up to any kind of Darwinian model.

Botanists know they have a serious problem here, but all they
can suggest is that it simply had to have occurred by natural
means because no other intervention--by God or You Know
What--can be considered under any circumstances. That
unwavering stance is maintained by all scientists, not just
botanists, to exclude overwhelming evidence such as the fact
that in 1837 the Botanical Garden in St Petersburg, Russia,
began concerted attempts to cultivate wild rye into a new form
of domestication. They are still trying, because their rye has lost
none of its wild traits, especially the fragility of its stalk and its
small grain. Therein lies the most embarrassing conundrum
botanists face.

To domesticate a wild grass like rye or any wild grain or cereal

(which was done time and again by our Neolithic forebears),
two imposing hurdles must be cleared. These are the problems
of "rachises" and "glumes", which I discuss in my book,
Everything You Know Is Wrong - Book One: Human Origins
(pp. 283-285) (Adamu Press, 1998). Glumes are botany's name
for husks, the thin covers of seeds and grains that must be
removed before humans can digest them. Rachises are the tiny
stems that attach seeds and grains to their stalks.

While growing, glumes and rachises are strong and durable, so

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rain won't knock the seeds and grains off their stalks. At
maturity, they become so brittle that a breeze will shatter them
and release their cargo to propagate. Such a high degree of
brittleness makes it impossible to harvest wild plants because
every grain or seed would be knocked loose during the
harvesting process.

So, in addition to enlarging, softening and nutritionally altering

the seeds and grains of dozens of wild plants, the earliest
farmers also had to figure out how to finely adjust the
brittleness of every plant's glumes and rachises.

That adjustment was of extremely daunting complexity, perhaps

more complex than the transformational process itself. The
rachises had to be toughened enough to hold seeds and grains
to their stalks during harvesting, yet remain brittle enough to be
collected easily by human effort during what has come to be
known as "threshing". Likewise, the glumes had to be made
tough enough to withstand harvesting after full ripeness was
achieved, yet still be brittle enough to shatter during the
threshing process. And--here's the kicker--each wild plant's
glumes and rachises required completely different degrees of
adjustment, and the final amount of each adjustment had to be
perfectly precise! In short, there is not a snowball's chance that
this happened as botanists claim it did.

THE EMERGENCE OF DOMESTICATED ANIMALS

As with plants, animal domestication followed a pattern of

development that extended 10,000 to 5,000 years ago. It also
started in the Fertile Crescent, with the "big four" of cattle,
sheep, goats and pigs, among other animals. Later, in the Far
East, came ducks, chickens and water buffalo, among others.
Later still, in the New World, came llamas and vicuna. This
process was not simplified by expanding the number of
chromosomes. All animals--wild and domesticated--are diploid,
which means they have two sets of chromosomes, one from each
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parent. The number of chromosomes varies as widely as in

plants (humans have 46), but there are always only two sets
(humans have 23 in each).

The only "tools" available to Neolithic herdsmen were those

available to farming kinsmen: time and patience. By the same
crossbreeding techniques apparently utilised by farmers, wild
animals were selectively bred for generation after generation
until enough gradual modifications accumulated to create
domesticated versions of wild ancestors. As with plants, this
process required anywhere from hundreds to thousands of years
in each case, and was also accomplished dozens of times in
widely separated areas around the globe.

Once again, we face the problem of trying to imagine those first

herdsmen with enough vision to imagine a "final model", to start
the breeding process during their own lifetimes and to have it
carried out over centuries until the final model was achieved.
This was much trickier than simply figuring out which animals
had a strong pack or herding instinct that would eventually
allow humans to take over as "leaders" of the herd or pack. For
example, it took unbridled courage to decide to bring a wolf cub
into a campsite with the intention of teaching it to kill and eat
selectively and to earn its keep by barking at intruders (adult
wolves rarely bark). And who could look at the massive,
fearsome, ill-tempered aurochs and visualise a much smaller,
much more amiable cow? Even if somebody could have
visualised it, how could they have hoped to accomplish it? An
aurochs calf (or a wolf cub, for that matter), carefully and
lovingly raised by human "parents", would still grow up to be a
full-bodied adult with hardwired adult instincts.

However it was done, it wasn't by crossbreeding. Entire suites of

genes must be modified to change the physical characteristics of
animals. (In an interesting counterpoint to wild and
domesticated plants, domesticated animals are usually smaller
than their wild progenitors.) But with animals, something more
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something ineffable must be changed to alter their basic natures

from wild to docile. To accomplish it remains beyond modern
abilities, so attributing such capacity to Neolithic humans is an
insult to our intelligence.

All examples of plant and animal "domestication" are incredible

in their own right, but perhaps the most incredible is the
cheetah. There is no question it was one of the first tamed
animals, with a history stretching back to early Egypt, India and
China. As with all such examples, it could only have been
created through selective breeding by Neolithic hunters,
gatherers or early farmers. One of those three must get the
credit.

The cheetah is the most easily tamed and trained of all the big
cats. No reports are on record of a cheetah killing a human. It
seems specifically created for high speeds, with an
aerodynamically designed head and body. Its skeleton is lighter
than other big cats; its legs are long and slim, like the legs of a
greyhound. Its heart, lungs, kidneys and nasal passages are
enlarged, allowing its breathing rate to jump from 60 per
minute at rest to 150 bpm during a chase. Its top speed is 70
miles per hour, while a thoroughbred tops out at around 38
mph. Nothing on a savanna can outrun it. It can be outlasted,
but not outrun.

Cheetahs are unique because they combine physical traits of

two distinctly different animal families: dogs and cats. They
belong to the family of cats, but they look like long-legged dogs.
They sit and hunt like dogs. They can only partially retract their
claws, like dogs instead of cats. Their paw pads are thick and
hard like a dog's, but to climb trees they use the first claw on
their front paws in the same way a cat does. The light-coloured
fur on their body is like the fur of a short-haired dog, but the
black spots on their bodies are inexplicably the texture of cat's
fur. They contract diseases that only dogs suffer from, but they
also get "cat only" diseases.
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There is something even more inexplicable about cheetahs.

Genetic tests have been done on them, and the surprising result
was that in the 50 specimens tested they were all, every one,
genetically identical with each other! This means the skin or
internal organs of any of the thousands of cheetahs in the world
could be switched with the organs of any other cheetah and not
be rejected. The only other place such physical homogeneity is
seen is in rats and other animals that have been genetically
altered in laboratories.
(Cue the music from The Twilight Zone)
Cheetahs stand apart, of course, but all domesticated animals
have traits that are not explainable in terms that stand up to
rigorous scientific scrutiny. Rather than deal with the
embarrassment of confronting such issues, scientists studiously
ignore them and, as with the mysteries of domesticated plants,
explain them away as best they can. For the cheetah, they insist
it simply cannot be some kind of weird genetic hybrid between
cats and dogs, even though the evidence points squarely in that
direction. And why? Because that, too, would move cheetahs
into the forbidden zone occupied by You Know What.

The problem of the cheetahs' genetic uniformity is explained by

something now known as the "bottleneck effect". What it
presumes is that the wild cheetah population--which must have
been as genetically diverse as its long history indicates--at some
recent point in time went into a very steep population decline
that left only a few breeding pairs alive. From that decimation
until now, they have all shared the same restricted gene pool.

Unfortunately, there is no record of any extinction events that

would selectively remove cheetahs and leave every other big cat
to develop its expected genetic variation. So, as unlikely as it
seems, the "bottleneck" theory is accepted as another scientific
gospel.

Here it is appropriate to remind scientists of Carl Sagan's

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famous riposte when dealing with their reviled pseudoscience:

"Extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence." It seems
apparent that Sagan learned that process in-house.

It also leads us, finally, to a discussion of humans, who are so

genetically recent that we, too, have been forced into one of
those "bottleneck effects" that attempt to explain away the
cheetah.

THE ARRIVAL OF HUMANS

Like all plants and animals whether wild or domesticated,
humans are supposed to be the products of slight, gradual
improvements to countless generations spawned by vastly more
primitive forebears. This was firmly believed by most scientists
in the 1980s, when a group of geneticists decided to try to
establish a more accurate date for when humans and
chimpanzees split from their presumed common ancestor.

Palaeontologists used fossilised bones to establish a timeline

that indicated the split came between five and eight million
years ago. That wide bracket could be narrowed, geneticists
believed, by charting mutations in human mitochondrial DNA--
small bits of DNA floating outside the nuclei of our cells. So
they went to work collecting samples from all over the world.

When the results were in, none of the geneticists could believe it.
They had to run their samples through again and again to be
certain. Even then, there was hesitancy about announcing it.
Everyone knew there would be a firestorm of controversy,
starting with the palaeontologists--who would be given the
intellectual equivalent of a black eye and a bloody nose and
their heads dunked into a toilet for good measure! This would
publicly embarrass them in a way that had not happened since
the Piltdown hoax was exposed.

Despite the usual scientific practice of keeping a lid on data that

radically differs from a current paradigm, the importance of this
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new evidence finally outweighed concern for the image and

feelings of palaeontologists. The geneticists gathered their
courage and stepped into the line of fire, announcing that
humans were not anywhere near the official age range of eight
to five million years old. Humans were only about 200,000 years
old. As expected, the howls of protest were deafening.

Time and much more testing of mitochondrial DNA and male Y-

chromosomes now make it beyond doubt that the geneticists
were correct. And the palaeontologists have come to accept it
because geneticists were able to squeeze humans through the
same kind of "bottleneck effect" they used to try to ameliorate
the mystery of cheetahs.

By doing so, they left palaeontologists still able to insist that

humans evolved from primitive forebears walking upright on the
savannas of Africa as long ago as five million years, but that
between 100,000 and 200,000 years ago "something" happened
to destroy nearly all humans alive at the time, forcing them to
reproduce from a small population of survivors.

That this "something" remains wholly unknown is a given,

although Creationists wildly wave their hands like know-it-alls
at the back of a classroom, desperate to suggest it was the Great
Flood. But because they refuse to move away from the biblical
timeline of the event (in the range of 6,000 years ago), nobody
can take them seriously. Still, it seems the two sides might work
together productively on this crucial issue. If only.

Apart from disputes about the date and circumstances of our

origin as a species, there are plenty of other problems with
humans. Like domesticated plants and animals, humans stand
well outside the classic Darwinian paradigm. Darwin himself
made the observation that humans were surprisingly like
domesticated animals. In fact, we are so unusual relative to
other primates that it can be solidly argued that we do not
belong on Earth at all that we are not even from Earth, because
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we do not seem to have developed here.

We are taught that, by every scientific measure, humans are

primates very closely related to all other primates, especially
chimpanzees and gorillas. This is so ingrained in our psyches
that it seems futile even to examine it, much less to challenge it.
But we will.

Bones. Human bones are much lighter than comparable primate

bones. For that matter, our bones are much lighter than the
bones of every "pre-human" ancestor through to Neanderthal.
The ancestor bones look like primate bones; modern human
bones do not.

Muscle. Human muscles are significantly weaker than

comparable muscles in primates. Pound for pound, we are five
to ten times weaker than any other primate. Any pet monkey is
evidence of that. Somehow, getting "better" made us much,
much weaker.

Skin. Human skin is not well adapted to the amount of sunlight

striking Earth. It can be modified to survive extended exposure
by greatly increasing melanin (its dark pigment) at its surface,
which only the black race has achieved. All others must cover
themselves with clothing or frequent shade or both, or sicken
from radiation poisoning.

Body Hair. Primates need not worry about direct exposure to

sunlight because they are covered from head to toe in a
distinctive pattern of long body-hair. Because they are
quadrupeds (move on all fours), the thickest hair is on their
back, the thinnest on the chest and abdomen. Humans have lost
the all-over pelt, and we have completely switched our area of
thickness to the chest and abdomen while wearing the thin part
on our back.

Fat. Humans have ten times as many fat cells attached to the
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underside of their skin as primates. If a primate is wounded by a

gash or tear in the skin, when the bleeding stops the wound's
edges lie flat near each other and can quickly close the wound
by a process called "contracture". In humans, the fat layer is so
thick that it pushes up through wounds and makes contracture
difficult if not impossible. Also, contrary to the propaganda to
try to explain this oddity, the fat under human skin does not
compensate for the body hair we have lost. Only in water is its
insulating capacity useful; in air, it is minimal at best.

Head Hair. All primates have head hair that grows to a certain
length and then stops. Human head hair grows to such lengths
that it could be dangerous in a primitive situation. Thus, we
have been forced to cut our head hair since we became a
species, which may account for some of the sharp flakes of
stones that are considered primitive hominid "tools".

Fingernails and Toenails. All primates have fingernails and

toenails that grow to a certain length and then stop, never
needing paring. Human fingernails and toenails have always
needed paring. Again, maybe those stone "tools" were not only
for butchering animals.

Skulls. The human skull is nothing like the primate skull. There
is hardly any fair morphological comparison to be made, apart
from the general parts being the same. Their design and
assembly are so radically different as to make attempts at
comparison useless.

Brains. The comparison here is even more radical because

human brains are so vastly different. (To say "improved" or
"superior" is unfair and not germane, because primate brains
work perfectly well for what primates have to do to live and
reproduce.)

Locomotion. The comparison here is easily as wide as the

comparison of brains and skulls. Humans are bipedal; primates
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are quadrupeds. That says more than enough.

Speech. Human throats are completely redesigned relative to

primate throats. The larynx has dropped to a much lower
position, so humans can break typical primate sounds into the
tiny pieces of sound (by modulation) that have come to be
human speech.

Sex. Primate females have oestrous cycles and are sexually

receptive only at special times. Human females have no oestrous
cycle in the primate sense. They are continually receptive to sex.
(Unless, of course, they have the proverbial headache!)

Chromosomes. This is the most inexplicable difference of all.

Primates have 48 chromosomes. Humans are considered vastly
superior to them in a wide array of areas, yet somehow we have
only 46 chromosomes! This begs the question of how we could
lose two full chromosomes--which represents a lot of DNA--in
the first place, and in the process become so much better.
Nothing about it makes logical sense.

Genetic Disorders. As with all wild animals (plants, too),

primates have relatively few genetic disorders spread
throughout their gene pools. Albinism is one that is common to
many animal groups as well as humans. But albinism does not
stop an animal with it from growing up and passing the gene for
it into the gene pool. Mostly, though, serious defects are quickly
weeded out in the wild. Often, parents or others in a group will
do the job swiftly and surely, so wild gene pools stay relatively
clear. In contrast, humans have over 4,000 genetic disorders,
and several of those will absolutely kill every victim before
reproduction is possible. This begs the question of how such
defects could possibly get into the human gene pool in the first
place, much less how they remain so widespread.

Genetic Relatedness. A favourite Darwinist statistic is that the

total genome (all the DNA) of humans differs from chimpanzees
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by only 1% and from gorillas by 2%. This makes it seem as if

evolution is indeed correct and that humans and primates are
virtually kissing cousins. However, what they don't stress is that
1% of the human genome's three billion base pairs is 30 million
base pairs--and to any You Know What that can adroitly
manipulate genes, 30 million base pairs can easily add up to a
tremendous amount of difference.

Everything Else. The above are the larger categories at issue in

the discrepancies between primates and humans. There are
dozens more listed as sub-categories below one or more of
these.

To delve deeper into these fascinating mysteries, check The

Scars of Evolution by Elaine Morgan (Oxford University Press,
1990). Her work is remarkable. And for a more in-depth
discussion of the mysteries within our genes and those of
domesticated plants and animals, see Everything You Know Is
Wrong.

BREAKING RANKS
When all of the above is taken together--the inexplicable puzzles
presented by domesticated plants, domesticated animals and
humans--it is clear that Darwin cannot explain it, modern
scientists cannot explain it, not Creationists nor Intelligent
Design proponents. None of them can explain it, because it is
not explainable in only Earthbound terms.

We will not answer these questions with any degree of

satisfaction until our scientists open their minds and squelch
their egos enough to acknowledge that they do not, in fact, know
much about their own backyard. Until that happens, the truth
will remain obscured.

My personal opinion, which is based on a great deal of

independent research in a wide range of disciplines relating to
human origins, is that ultimately Charles Darwin will be best
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known for his observation that humans are essentially like

domesticated animals.

I believe that what Darwin observed with his own eyes and
research is the truth, and that modern scientists would see it as
clearly as he did if only they had the motivation or the courage
to seek it out. But for now, they don't so, until then, we can only
poke and prod at them in the hope of some day getting them to
notice our complaints and address them. In order to poke and
prod successfully, more people have to be alerted to the fact that
another scientific fraud is being perpetrated.

Future editions of Icons of Evolution will discuss the current era

when scientists ridiculed, ignored or simply refused to deal with
a small mountain of direct, compelling evidence that outside
intervention has clearly been at work in the genes of
domesticated plants, animals and humans. You Know What has
left traces of their handiwork all over our bodies, all through
our gene pools. All that will be required for the truth to come
out is for a few "insiders" to break ranks with their brainwashed
peers.

Look to the younger generation. Without mortgages to pay,

families to raise and retirements to prepare for, they can find
the courage to act on strong convictions. Don't expect it of
anyone over forty, possibly even thirty. But somewhere in the
world, the men and women have been born who will take
Darwinism down and replace it with the truth.

The fat lady is nowhere in sight, but that doesn't mean she's not
suiting up.

About the Author:

Lloyd Pye, born in 1946 in Louisiana, USA, is a researcher,
author, novelist and scriptwriter. His independent studies over
more than three decades into all aspects of evolution have
convinced him that humans did not evolve on Earth, or at least
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are the product of extraterrestrial intervention. His book,

Everything You Know Is Wrong - Book One: Human Origins, is
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INTERLUDE
Have you ever looked out of a window on a stormy night, or
day, and been awed, perhaps frightened or even terrified by the
tempestuous and raging world out there, and been somewhat
comforted by the thought that you are somewhat safe within the
confines of your current condition/location? Your world is
violently shaking, the sounds can be terrible, others may be
suffering, but in your “cocoon” you feel safe. In so observing,
have you ever been thankful for your safety from exposure to
such terrible experiences that so obviously are presented to
“those” out there who are not so safe or protected? You are not
vulnerable nor susceptible to the horrors or discomforts that are
obviously there for others, less prepared or less protected
“others”. You know people can perish in such conditions, yet
you know you are “safe”.

Question is: will you go out to help, rescue, or gather others?

Let me share some fascinating real facts about this earth. You
will now know where to find these things when next you want to
refer to them.

1: ANKOR WAT is a site in south east Asia covering about

1,000 km area so far discovered. It is said to be larger in area
than New York, and was once home to over a million people. It
is now an ancient ruin. It seems the cause of its fall and
destruction was that the forests surrounding it were felled and
destroyed. (possibly as a source of fuel, as seems the case of
other ancient sites.) This resulted in a catastrophic change of the
environment (ecology) that resulted in drought and famine.
After that there were (of course) the floods. Seems that the
inhabitants, not understanding the delicate relationship of the
environment to them and their actions caused a disaster.

Lacking trees and forests, the local waterways, after initial

following rains, silted up because of erosion. Forests attract or
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even help cause rains, preserve and maintain top soil; top soil
provides forests: rainfall failed. When the rains finally came
then floods were the result of no forests, silted up waterways….
The civilization failed and now is a ruin. This is not a unique
“one off” scenario.

2: SECROVIA TREE is the name of a tree that is a world of

environmental relationships. It allows ants to live within it. (I
use the word “allows”, but you make your own judgment after
reading all these writings.)

Locusts in their season attack the trees, and of course everything

else that grows. When this happens, the ants go out there and
attack the locusts, biting them on the leg joints. (In human
terms, “knees”, but we have only one “knee” per “leg”. Isn’t
life so varied and interesting?) The locusts will lose and leave
the protected tree because of the unrelenting attacks of endless
and painful ants. However, as a departing gesture, the locusts
deposit and spew out a “glue” intended to trap ants that come
into contact with it. This is obviously designed to kill off the
ants. However, the ants are observed to go on rescue missions
and pull out and save trapped fellow ants.

Sloths also invade this tree, and as annoying as that may be to

the ants, the sloth is impervious to the ants, as is the tree to any
sloth damage.

Seems like each “unintelligent” element of the events has a full

understanding and measure of the others.

And the absolute winner is this.

3. THE BRAZIL NUT.

This nut will not survive without forests. Like most plants it
needs bees to pollinate its flowers. This is the beginning of an
amazing story. Be glad human survival is not so precarious.
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To be an ongoing species bees need to procreate, and here the

strangeness (to humans) begins. The male bee will only mate
with a female bee that has a “certain” smell. That “certain”
smell is only obtained by a female bee that visits and obtains it
from one specific orchid. She must “steal” the orchid’s smell to
get a mate. (to make the next generation of bees, etc.) No forest
= no orchids. No orchid = no smell = no mating. No mate = no
new bees. No bees = no pollinated flowers = no nuts etc etc.

It gets infinitely more complex.

There exists only one type of rodent that can open the nut pods
produced by the brazil nut tree. These pods are formidable. It
took a test human with a saw half an hour to open the nut pod.
The nuts are within the pod, kind of like the segments of a
mandarin within the outer skin of that fruit. Now the rodent
probably can not eat all of the nuts in one or two sessions, so
like rodents (squirrels etc) they know to bury those left over as a
stash for “later”. It seems only those nuts so buried, and
forgotten, by the rodent, end up sprouting and becoming
potential brazil nut trees. (who will be looking for orchid
smelling female bees to promote mating with obsessive male
bees, and as an aside, trusting the local rodents have flourished.)

Now that is a complex relationship. If the forest is disturbed it

can mean end of species.

Ah well, such is life.

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003 -WHICH BODY….

“I can’t do what god does either – but I am learning.” Bob

Maddison 22/5/09

There must be thousands of ways to introduce a subject, and

probably there is no best way. It is difficult to know just how to
lead most effectively into this subject, so let’s start with an event
that my memory recalls as a recent happening.

I was exploring an area to which I had never previously

been, very lush and green with vegetation. It was as
though on a plateau on top of a mountain, like a mesa.
Odd and old ruins of some strange former inhabitants
were seen, but not entered. I reached the edge of the
plateau, and my progress forward came to an end. For
some reason I did not think to go back in the direction
from whence I came, but was compelled to go only
forward, however looking over the precipitous edge, I felt
that might not be possible. Maybe I could find the way
and it occurred to me to check some safety first. I jumped
into the air, knowing or at least trusting that if I could
successfully float above the ground, then I could surely be
safe to step out over the edge and drift down to the valley
below. That worked, and feeling thus reassured, I did step
over the edge, and yes, I was able to successfully and
gently float down gracefully to the valley below.

Now that was an interesting train of thought and decision to

make, and a bold experiment to try, but in retrospect I admire
the intelligence and caution involved in testing an idea before
literally jumping in. At the time of course I had no idea that it
was not “me” involved in that experience or decision, it was a
different manifestation of ‘me’ that appears to come into
existence in my so-called dreams. I wonder if it is all that
simple and tidy though. You see “me” was surely asleep on a
bed, switched off, and dreaming, so thus that other manifestation
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cannot surely be “me” at all, merely a phantom in a dream. Yet

it showed purpose, intelligence, thinking skills, decision making
skills, ability to analyze, observe, and on numerous other
occasions, all the skills, pleasures, joys, tears and fears I would
have thought the exclusive rights and domains of my conscious
waking self. Apparently I was and am mistaken in that
assumption. Not only that but check out this fact: That ‘me’
experiencing a rich life in what I in the waking state consider
was a dream, was seemingly oblivious to what is surely the real
me’s existence. It acted as though it was the sole me in
existence. Perhaps it was, for intelligence and awareness
seemed to have been transferred to it, if not natural to it.

So, as is usual, but perhaps not mandatory – nor a universal

absolute, I woke up, and the phantom me simply vanished and
conscious experience returned to a more physical me of this
earth. Question: if one did not wake up, but died in sleep, what
happens to either manifestation of “me”? I am not going to
address that issue, but raise it here as a matter of interest and to
broaden our thoughts and the implications of them.

SUPER POWERS AND FLYING

A main point in the above is that when one sleeps, a dream body
is experienced, and that dream body can act with intelligence
and function much like one would if one was awake – though it
seems possessed by attributes lacking in the waking state that
remove many limitations of the earthly body. It is innately
possessed of what we may consider ‘super powers’. Different
laws of nature and physics come into operation and apply. It is
not encumbered by a physical body of “gross” elements, and
free from laws connected with such “gross” mortal elements.
Keep in mind the fact that many laws of physics as apply in this
temporal world do not apply in that dream world. Thus in that
dream word into which we enter, certainly we are able to “fly”
at will. It is simply a matter that different laws of physics
operate when in a dimension free of “mortal or physical”
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elements of which this world, this mortal body is a part. In that

dimension it seems that simple will power, or thought, enables
what to us in mortality would be “super powers”.

Does that dream body ever question its existence? Does it ever
ask the classical questions: “who am I”, “what’s it all about?’,
“where did I come from”, “why am I here”, or “where am I
going”. Probably not. In many respects it seems like a ‘dumbed
down’ version of our perceived intelligence and ourselves.
Certainly from the waking state some of its acts etc appear
rather strange if not outrightly stupid. Is that dream body aware
of its true nature? I doubt it because generally we are not
possessed of that knowledge even in a waking state. Is it aware
of its temporary nature, or even its fleshless existence? It does
not need flesh, and functions perfectly in its environment.
Perhaps it would find the concept of ‘flesh’ or the need for such
an encumbrance rather pointless or unintelligible, were it given
to philosophical thoughts. Yet this body came from somewhere
and has its origins. Likewise it will ‘go back’ somewhere, and
yet having gone back, will return again. Probably such thoughts
are quite invalid, as the dream body quite simply is really “us”
operating in a different dimension or manner, without the
physical body.

Our dreams are as factual and eventful as our lives in mortality.

Perhaps more eventful. In mortality, we can form the questions
above: ‘why am I here’, ‘where did I come from’, ‘who am I’,
‘where am I going’. We may confess total ignorance, maybe
have some concepts that are valid, perhaps follow some creed
blindly, kidding ourselves that we fully understand. Perhaps we
just don’t go there, or don’t care.

The situation is that the ‘dream body’ is as a duplicate of the

waking body. Both suffer similar limitations, ignorance, and
diversions. If we rarely, or if ever, consider the nature of the
dream body, and it never seems to consider the nature of a
waking body, then can we expect that we would naturally
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understand the nature of the mortal man, encompassing that

dream body?

BODY OF EARTH
Let’s have a lightning tour of life as we know or experience it.
You may then at your leisure flesh it out and consider its
component elements. You may be surprised how rewarding this
may be.

For all of us it appears to begin with the birth of the individual.

We emerge into this world from the womb naked and helpless.
We are given (freely) a body, a tiny (relatively speaking)
helpless little body, and emerge generally in a state of trauma.
The body is literally of this earth, and can be chemically
analyzed and shown as consisting of the same elements of the
same atomic structure – with the same sub-atomic particles – as
those of which the very earth is composed. Many will be
familiar with some of the facts: the body is about 60% water, It
contains x% of stated chemicals, which I do not propose to list
here, and that if all the ‘space’ were eliminated between
between atoms, and the atomic components the resultant solid
matter would be about the size of a full stop on a printed page.

It follows almost without saying that this mortal earthly body is

thus illusion itself, and about as substantial as the dream body
which functions quite well with a fleshless body. I have heard it
described as a hologram, and that is perhaps appropriate.

This chemical package of a body now begins its existence in a

time and space we call mortality on earth. It breathes elements
of the earth and assimilates some of them. It suckles, later eats,
elements of the earth and likewise assimilates some of them. It
is a separate miracle how elements of the earth are transformed
into, say, a carrot, or an apple, and one that will not be ventured
into at this time. However feel free to take time out to meditate
and ponder on this most marvelous of things. The point here
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and now is this: From its very beginnings the individual is solely
nourished by the elements of the earth. There is nothing I know
of that is assimilated into the body at any time that is not of the
earth. (That is a great and diversified “evolution” to explain isn’t
it?)

We are totally enclosed and in a ‘closed’ and isolated

environment and condition. Everything is of the earth, our
parents being exactly the same. Eventually, as we know 100%,
this body will return to the earth to be buried, burned, eaten,
slowly disintegrate – however you call it, re-cycled. Perhaps it’s
one of those ‘conservation of energy’ points rarely considered.
But die, re-cycle, is an assured future for the physical body.

Now I cannot say that when we emerge in birth that we have

any thoughts, memories, regrets, etc or not. So total is the
isolation of this ‘mortality’, that when we are born we have no
power of speech, possibly little to no sight, and no means of
communication except that which we learn –discovering early
that screaming quite often will get attention. There is obviously
intelligence present, because we learn behavioral patterns from
our environment and speech from listening and observation. In
short time we find ourselves endowed with the ability to recall
past events, a memory. Level of intelligence is perhaps dictated
by the amount of stimulation involved, motivation to remember,
communicate, etc. Point is we started out this life in a blackout,
and started to learn things about this world, this life, this
existence, for it is all we have and know. We accept it and think
of it as our reality, the only reality. But perhaps the reality is
about as substantial as the body of flesh, mostly illusion and as
solid as a full stop.

Lets stop for a moment and look at the human body, or for that
matter almost any other body that shares the experience of life,
and see if we can come to some interesting thoughts.
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The body design and its parts seem dedicated to specific mortal
requirements and functions, but bear in mind that it will not
function without the sum total being present, functioning, and
accounted for. There is however a generous redundancy built
into the system. We find that the ‘body’ is an ultimate gestalt.
The sum total certainly being more than the total of its
components. Now no matter how I address this, nor in what
order or method, some will scream with disagreement, so in
reading the following bear in mind: Yes, I know there are many
ways to present this, I could go according to systems: endocrine,
circulatory etc etc. But, hey, it’s my writing and I will do this
my way, as it is ample for the illustration. If you want it another
way it’s OK, just take time out now and spend the time
contemplating it your way, it doesn’t matter, it’s another road to
Rome. Probably just as good, just as valid, just as interesting,
perhaps more educational. But like the opening lines state, there
must be thousands of ways to present….

So this is for the non-medically or non-specialist trained among

us, and I presume that is the bulk of humanity.

A digestive system, the bulk of the torso, to take elements of the

earth, to absorb ‘earth’ into the body enabling growth and
development, one of the key requirements to get from ‘newborn’
to ‘ready to die’.

A circulatory system, the bulk of the chest, to enable one to suck

in more elements in the form of the atmosphere, and absorb it
into the body to ensure it stays healthy and alive. Blood to
nourish and feed the elements of the body.

Skeletal frame and structure, to carry the whole thing around –

including the nerves muscle and bone.

A brain and nervous system, I guess the head comes mostly to

mind for simplicity, gives us control of input and output,
hearing, sight, control of the body. Seems to be demonstrably
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connected with a lot of ‘intelligence’ functions. Mental activity

stimulates brain areas. Interesting that. It is the mental activity
that stimulates the brain, not brain activity stimulating mental
activity, as in intelligence. I realize ‘purists’ will scream and
point to clinical events that ‘prove’ that when x part of brain is
stimulated, then a certain mental reaction will follow. (A smell,
a sound, a memory etc) I know this and the average reader will
know it. My point is that it is intelligence that is capable of
creating the chain of events that cause brain activity, that cause
reactions that release ‘chemicals’ that cause an effect. Let’s
make a simple example that is idiot proof and understandable to
all. A male thinks of sex. It causes his brain to act, chemicals
are created, released, and he gets physically excited, the chain of
thought to brain activity thence physical action is clear. I think
you see the point. Or on another level, we think of a sad thing,
we cry.

It seems all things about the body are for, and specific to the
physical dimension, this earth, which is as one would expect, for
it is 100% of the earth. This is why, like a beautiful rose, it starts
as a bud, blossoms beautifully, is attractive, develops beautifully
to maturity then wilts and withers. Finally it will fall off and
return to the earth of the ground below. We are as roses,
flowers, and like them we thrive on fertilizer, water, and sun,
also are subject to fungus, disease, and wilful people who go
about cutting roses. And life in society reflects the rose garden.
People see and admire the buds, love and adore the blooming
flower and the mature blossom, and ignore or even fail to see
the wilting rose. I am sure you see the analogy here. I for one
am now largely invisible in this world.

This “mortal” flesh body is created of and for this earth. Thus
it is “gross” elements of the earth and will and does die to this
earth. The dream body dies to its realm as we awaken. But
learn a lesson. Having died, it still lives on to experience
endless new dreams. It “always” exists, surviving countless
“deaths”. The dream body does not need flesh, it is not of the
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physical material earth. It is a manifestation of “us” that

evidences our ability to leave this temporal earth and function in
what is essentially a different dimension, a dimension without
the physical elements of this earth. It begs the question; “does it
also permanently die?”

The baby, all and everywhere, died to its former existence, else
it would not have arrived here. Only mortal flesh is made here.
Earth is a “body” factory.

LIFE GIVEN
The flesh body is made of elements of the earth, “dust of the
earth”, to be populated or inhabited by some manifestation of
intelligence, an individual, that is not a natural component or
property of the materials of the physical earth. Mere meat,
flesh, does not have the property of intelligence nor
consciousness. That intelligence is “cosmic” stuff, not “star
stuff” which is the lifeless chemical elements of the universe,
the byproducts of known material fusion and ejected by stars.
The elemental earth body is a work unit, purpose built
specifically to accommodate the new arrival, the “new to this
earth” individual. If that expected “new arrival” does not arrive
or stay remained encased in the flesh, that body of earth is re-
cycled as dead, or dying matter. Back to the earth that gave it.
There just seems to be no reasonable or logical way one can
consider the “new arrival”, the inhabitant, to be a natural
component, element, by-product or whatever, of the newly made
and readied earth body. Flesh, blood and bone, are lifeless and
totally devoid of intelligence as manifest by “individuals”.

I read once that sleep/dreaming has been known as or called ‘the

little death’ – does this surprise us at all if it is so named? For
surely we lie ourselves down, and shut down, surrendering our
consciousness to whatsoever shall follow, oblivious to the
consequences, occasionally waking with memories of an
existence and experience outside of our mortal experience.
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So we have us ‘dying’ to mortality or more correctly mortal

consciousness, but awaking elsewhere. (In a dream world as
‘real’ as this one) A dream body dying to its sphere, but our
consciousness re-awaking in ‘this’ earthly sphere. A newborn
baby arriving into this earthly sphere. A newly dying person
leaving this world and leaving behind the mortal shell….

Oh yes. The mortal shell. I guarantee many a reader thought

“he lost the plot”, raced ahead of this writing and made their
own similar correlation when I discussed the body just before.
It begs the question: Where in this mortal shell is the
intelligence, the essence of individual identity housed? We can
name where it is not, but we cannot place it. I read, as you may
have, that when taken together every part of a human body
removed has failed to reveal a seat of intelligence unless the
body is rendered dead. It reaches a non-functional state that is
death. The body needs the whole to function and house ‘us’,
which I said at the time. Short pay it and it won’t function.

Seems like we have somewhat of a history and experience of

changing bodies or dimensions or what ever you may choose to
call this phenomena.

DEATH EXPERIENCES

Some may have additional experiences probably common to

mankind, but not often remembered, for strangely it is in our
nature to forget such events and their significance. A death or
near death experience. I have related how on a bad day of 2
cardiac arrests, culminating in almost an hour of
CPR/resuscitation efforts, I was fully restored to mortal
functioning. (previous book, Bob’s Legacy) I also related how
hospital staff could not directly answer my lovely wife when she
asked if I was alive or dead. Later she was told I could be brain
dead, or if not, perhaps severely changed, possibly have no
memory of past events at all. Yet here I am - for a short time
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longer. I think it is me. I have the memories of me. I act and

speak like me. Therefore it must be me. The interesting issue is
this: Where is “me” located? Where was it for nearly an hour as
my body shut down and heartbeats stopped? Where was it as
ribs broke in CPR and staff labored for near an hour? Where
was it, that it could resume habitation so comfortably, and be
complete in (so far) all respects?

I awoke, but I was still in this place.

An individual awoke, but was in a different place, in the body of

a newborn baby.

The baby awoke to find a prison of earthly mortal life – no

escape from its isolation.

The body went to sleep, and awoke in a dream body with

unlimited powers. It was no longer confined to this earth.

The dream body died, as the body woke to find itself still in
mortality.

The mortal individual died, and where did he find himself..?

Where is God in all of this? Is there a god at all? This brings us

back to ‘those’ questions.

Well before one can hope to find or understand God, by

whatever name or concept, one should first discover the self. If
you become able or care to understand and discover yourself,
then you will be able to find and discover god/GOD. The man
Jesus is recorded as saying in effect ‘the truth shall make you
free’, and thousands of cults and goodness knows what use
those words as a door opener to their weird or wonderful ways.
I do not. I just say that the words are a stand alone self-evident
truth, and not subject to one construing ‘truth’ in a unique way.
Truth is reality. Reality is self-evident, elegant, simple, and
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requires no doctorate or theological degree to determine,

explain, or understand. To be exposed to truth means we need
no longer be subject to ignorance, doubts, uncertainties, worries,
fears, limiting thoughts, feelings of inferiority, the dictates and
control of others, flagrant demands of priestcraft, the lists are
endless.

An interesting thing I have noticed is that when one is “awake”

and fully in this world, one has knowledge and awareness of
one’s independent existence in the “dream world”. In contrast,
this awareness of duality is rarely if ever felt or recognized
when in the dreamworld – why is this? I think this is because
when we are awake in the flesh, the self/spirit (or whatever
name one uses) being burdened with a “gross” flesh earther
body, knows it, and recognizing this, can clearly recall and have
awareness of experiences unshackled from this flesh. The
duality of self is known. Thus in the waking conjoined state, one
knows about the fleshless existence and experiences, of and in
that other manifest reality. (Perchance some times we may be
envious of “its” freedom, its powers and ability perhaps as
revealed in the 2nd paragraph of this section.) However, when
“asleep and dreaming”, the self (etc) is not so burdened, it is
“fleshless”. Why should it mentally dwell on a seemingly
inferior state of being?

Truth generates growth and development. Truth has no hidden

mysteries. Truth appeals to no ‘secrets’ of an all-concealing
god, and instead of hidden mysteries or secret initiations, it has a
natural progression of understanding, rather like mathematics.
No secrets, just a progression of understanding, free to all – at
your pace. I love truth, for it makes me free. As a bonus it
gives me understanding in an elegant mentally digestible
manner.

I am sure you will love it too.

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And its free, all you have to do is ask questions, discover the
answers - then question the answers. When you find yourself
answering most of the questions yourself and those answers
raise more questions, chances are you’re onto the right thing.
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004 -MIND..
“Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, it can
achieve” – so I learned in the late 1960’s in early sales
training. (Napoleon Hill or W. Clement Stone.)

That plus a thousand other such motivational phrases can be

dragged out of my memory.

Not only do we as humans live, but we experience self-

awareness. We have a memory of our past, and we can
speculate upon our future. We can contemplate “cause and
effect”, but I can see my cats can also do that. Generally we
deny that others, not of our species, have these inherent rights of
life. Generally we choose to believe that we, the human species
on earth, are unique in the universe. So unique, we alone are
presumed even to have a god that favors us with his divine
providence and ‘blessings’. Alas, generally we fail to see that
all species seem equally to enjoy such divine providence.
Although I do not accept that we as humans are so unique or
“special” (generally I hate the use of that word) it would seem
certain that something beyond our normal mortal perceptions is
going on. That qualifies as something special. Then also
perhaps, all life in all forms share that “something special”.

Let’s see if we can formulate a precise and relevant question.

Once I asked the question: “If the universe really is untold

billions of years old and of an incomprehensible size, why then
would a truly cosmic god of all choose to favour this time and
place to become manifest to such an insignificant life form and
group on a “nowhere” planet for such a (cosmically speaking)
staggeringly brief time?” A fair question I submit, but it is one
that also is bound to raise other questions.

If we as mortals on this earth are indeed “star stuff” as

previously defined, and also “God stuff”, partakers of the
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essence of the “cosmic god” or the very fabric of the universe,

then equally is should be asked: “why should we manifest
ourselves here and now on this puny planet – when there is the
immensity of limitless space and time available?” And having
become manifest on this nowhere planet, why remain for a
lifespan of incomprehensibly brief and short duration, when
measured against the claims made about our true nature, and of
the size and age of the cosmos?

If one understands the equation and question, then I think that

question is a reasonable one to ask. If the concepts of mankind
as a combination of “star stuff” and “god stuff are correct, then
there is some explaining or understanding to be done.

Let’s get to specifics and define the questioning.

1: Is there anything uniquely important about this “here and

now”, or the assumed reality we perceive? No, I doubt it.

2: Is there anything unique or important about the participants,

about each and every one of us? MAYBE, YES. Each of us is a
unique consciousness, and indeed could make a valid claim that
yes, “it is all about me, I am the centre of the entire cosmos, or
at least the cosmos as I uniquely see it.”

Each person is really so much the centre of all that exists, it

could be said that indeed when that person shuffles off from
mortality, then this entire perceivable cosmos would cease to
exist. (This is limited to “this” cosmos as one perceives during
the mortality of that person) That person also blinks out of our,
the survivors, conscious perception and our cosmos.

As a brief aside here, let me add some information. Although

each person may indeed be a unique consciousness, it can be
demonstrated that all of us are mentally “wired” very much the
same as others. Decades ago I watched someone trying to solve
a multiple maze puzzle with almost unlimited alternatives. It
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seemed odd at the time, but each failure was followed by a

different assault on the problem in almost exactly the same order
that I as a spectator was mentally using. Definitely people tend
to think very much the same and along similar lines of thought.

REAL OR IMAGINERY EVENTS?

I should also add a warning here. IT IS ALSO A KEY ISSUE

IN THE UNDERSTANDING OF LITERALLY ALL THINGS.
The mind of man is not able to distinguish real from imaginary
events. The mind will respond to “unreal” or “imaginary”
events as though they were all “real” events and equally valid.

Read that again, it is vital for the understanding of ourselves and

others. Then read it a third time and think what that means and
could mean. The potential inherent in that FACT is totally mind
blowing. The potential exists to enable Individuals to unleash
“powers” normally associated only with the gods. Probably
there may be a fair length of road to be traveled before that will
happen. (Jesus told us that all have the ability to manifest
greater “miracles” than those recorded as being made manifest
by him. You doubt that? Then check your bible. It is there, and
it is unqualified and totally clear.) Thing is that in this mortality
we generally have, relatively speaking, minds and mental
powers such as infants manifest. Generally we just do not have
the understanding, the vision, and certainly not the wisdom to
cope with the potentials. Perhaps most don’t have the desire to
learn or understand, being so engrossed and tied down with a
“grab bag of mortal goodies”. Many remain willingly ignorant.

In truth it means, and can be evidenced, that real and imaginary

events are all the same as far as our reactions and dealing with
them go. To the mind there is no such thing as “real” or
“unreal”, they are simply just ONE reality, regardless of how we
may try to break it down. I once demonstrated this to a group I
was training. It goes thus: Close your eyes and relax. Imagine
you are at a tennis court with a major game in play. You are
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sitting alongside the net in the middle, you have a player to your
right and one to the left. (I am observant, and saw the knowing
looks on many faces as they resolved ‘you won’t catch me out
on this obvious demonstration’. I didn’t have to catch them out,
their own mind did it, let me explain.)

I did the now obvious verbal description of watching a tennis

game, player on left hits to player on right, player on right
returns ball over the net in front of you to player on left. Back
and forth, rapidly describing a long volley hit by hit. Needless
to say, not a single head moved, and later they all sat smugly
looking at me, till I asked one question: “OK, no heads moved,
but hands up if your eyeballs moved back and forth in their
sockets.” Every hand went up. The mind, hearing and
perceiving an imaginary event caused and causes a totally
unnecessary physical reaction, as though it was a “real” event.
You can cause this effect and demonstrate its truth in millions of
ways. It was proven even with dogs, with the aid of a bell I
believe.

It is so powerful a principal that it underlies almost all miracles

of healing, both by faith or by the giving of medical placebos.
Because of this principal people die because of a curse or
voodoo, and in like manner we laugh or cry because of a story
of movie. Yes an obvious fiction can cause reaction as though
real.

How many of us are able to recall a dream? Maybe one dream

stands out and is remembered long term. Imaginary events
stored long term as though, and no different from so called real
events. In those “imaginary” dreams do we not manifest some
rather unusual abilities?

FALSE MEMORY.

I once saw a documentary about “false memory”. Sadly it

related how some have been imprisoned or lost family, friends,
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jobs, status etc. because of false memories induced by and at the

hands of “psychologists” and their genre. Their counseled
“victims” provide memories of abuse etc. at their questioning,
and those “victims” believe in their reality to such an extent that
testimony has convicted and imprisoned innocent people.
Doubtless many have suffered death as a result of equally false
memories. (As opposed to actual false evidence as normally
understood.)

Further it is demonstrated that an individual when made

vulnerable can acquire false memories about the self, and in
consequence can be made to really believe they have done some
things or accept some things that are just not true or real. What
is commonly known as “brain washing” falls within this
category. But the category is far more extensive and its results
far more insidious.

Consider the following quote relating to false memory.

The game we play is let's pretend

and pretend we're not pretending.
We choose to forget who we are
and then forget that we have forgotten.
Who are we really?
(we are) the centre that watches
and runs the show
that chooses which way it will go
the “I AM” consciousness -
that powerful loving perfect reflection
of the cosmos.
But in our attempt to cope with early
situations we chose or were hypnotized
into a passive situation to avoid
punishment - or the loss of love.
We chose to deny our response/ability
pretending that things just happened
or that we were being controlled -
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taken over.
We put ourselves down, and have become
used to this masochistic posture, this
weakness, this indecisiveness...
but we are in reality free,
a centre of cosmic energy.
Your will is your power - don't pretend
you don't have it - or you wont.
(Bernard Gunther)

We should begin to awaken, and begin to see how such things as

“faith healing”, miracles, and much unusual phenomena are now
within the reach of understanding and can and do have a valid
and actual existence. However these things are generally
unmeasurable. No “proof” as credential waving “experts”
demand, is forthcoming, just actual experienced reality. Yes, I
have witnessed so much for which such proof would be asked in
vain.

A final part of the warning: FEAR itself has been defined as

‘False Evidence Appearing Real’. However to continue.

WHY HERE AND NOW?

Why here and now? Is it random? Is it planned or part of some

grand plan?

By way of introducing a concept let me say that so called

“eastern sages” etc. have been saying for as long as our history
itself, that this world and life is all illusion.

If so, then time and space as we understand them in mortality

simply must also be illusion, and not really exist. Wouldn’t that
be a tidy way to dispose of the part of the question that asks
“why here and now?” Do I hear or perceive a veil of ignorance
and misunderstanding beginning to tear wide open?
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Just possibly there is no “here and now”, but just that cosmic
universal “NOW” that the cosmic GOD/entity alone was
presumed to experience, not bound by time and space as it
seems to us “mortals”. It has long been suggested that in fact
there only exists a state called “now”. Perhaps that state of
“now” only appears to change and move to create an illusion of
passage of time. Certainly we can only ever really exist in, and
experience a condition of “now”. Are all other experiences in
the mind? Remember science now understands that in physics,
at sub-atomic levels there does exist a universal “now” that
transcends time and space as we know them.

It is also certain that a “past” or a “future” do not actually exist,

these being constructs of the mind, and one is totally unable to
go to or visit either to dabble with changing things. The
classical “time travel” of fiction and Doctor Who seems
impossible for the want of an actual or real venue. It seems we
stay “here and now”.

I for one have had difficulty coming to grips with “linear time”
and its consequences and paradoxes. One is forced to conclude
and accept that there must of necessity be untold and unlimited
local “now” states. Individuals being separated/distanced by
space, each individual as the centre of his own sphere, have a
unique “now” not experienced by anyone else exactly as he
experiences his “now”. The distances, no matter how small,
mean that all events conveyed by sight or sound experience a
delay in transmission from person to person, caused by the
limiting speeds of light and sound. End result – each person’s
“now” varies. Not a very practical situation it would seem. Or
is there something wrong with that picture and logical
conclusion?

SLEEP AND DREAMS.

Previously we looked at the body we experienced and from

which we operated when asleep, the “dream body”. To us, on
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the waking side of the dream, all of that and the experiences are
illusion. Illusion that evaporates into nothing but perhaps a
memory once we have “passed on” from the sleeping dream
state and entered back into our conscious waking state.
Equally, I am sure, when we are in the sleep/dream state, that
side is deemed the reality, and perhaps our waking state is not
even known about, acknowledged as existent, nor considered as
any form of recognizable reality. It begins to appear that
generally each state is largely unaware and ignorant of the other
state. They are as strangers each to the other. How absolutely
fascinating that is, and what potentials could exist when the two
states meet and merge each with the powers and abilities of the
other. Each state is of course a manifestation of the same
Individual. A fractured and fragmented Individual.

Sitting here firmly rooted into the waking conscious mortal state
with its perceptions of reality and linear time, there is something
unsettling about this evident lack of cohesive consistency of
experiences and yet of us having a body form and experiences
that are demonstrably illusion when awake or conscious. At the
same time also being able to know that we have in reality a
second form or manifestation (the dream body and experiences)
seemingly independent of the other. Yet such certainly seems to
be the reality of the situation. Are we beginning to see much
strangeness in this situation? Do we begin to see some flaws
appearing in our understanding of what we generally and
unhesitatingly accept as ourselves? Are time and space as
“we” understand it, a reality? In fact, are even “we” a
reality?

All matter is mostly space between its sub-atomic parts. An

atom is like a galaxy, SEEMINGLY mostly unoccupied empty
space. The actual solid matter in an atom is as a grain of sand in
a house. The actual “matter” in a human body is about the size
of a typewritten full stop, relatively speaking.
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So here we sit. Uncomfortably close to the brink of provable (?

Prove that) non-existence, yet we actually exist. WE EXIST.

Science would have me submit “proof” that we exist. It would

further require “proof” that I have intelligence. It would require
untold “proofs” that I can have a language and speak – enough.
When will one submit “proof” that science is as religion, and all
bound in eternally self-replicating mental and intelligence
constipation.

There are infinitely more significant questions to address. Here

come some of them.

If we accept/consider mortality is, as claimed, on a level equal

to ‘what we experience as dreams’ then what are we? I, for one,
of mortals, scream for help and understanding, because all of
this implies that nothing much about me, or my world, is in fact
REAL. Have I seen it all in the movie, “The Matrix”, and if so,
missed something?

So here is what we need to come to grips with: when awake we

believe the dream body and state is all “unreal” and “illusion”.
Our mind tells us that. When we are asleep and in the dream
world, we are generally oblivious to any other form of “reality”
or existence. In waking conscious state we can by use of logic,
reason, and with understanding of science/physics, give ample
evidence that in fact we have no real form or substance and that
all is “empty space and energy”, therefore we should not even
exist.

It brings one to an awful reality. Time and space as we have

been led to understand them most likely do not have actual
existence or meaning. Everything seems to be illusion
perceived by “our” mind and ultimately of no real substance.
Even “our” own minds are really much the same as almost all
others. We are as bits of shattered glass all originating from
the one original sheet of glass, just separated by an “event”.
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That “event” is our arrival into this state and place we call “life
on earth, mortality here and now”. Just as each fragment or chip
of glass has no memory or concept of its origin in the larger
pane, so we have no memory or concept of our true source or
origin.

YOU ARE THE CENTRE OF THE COSMOS.

One cold sobering thought seems certain, without each

individual’s continued existence within this state, then probably
all of this state is lost and would cease to exist in his cosmos.
Thus each individual is indeed the centre of “his” entire cosmos,
and yes, it IS all about that individual. Each of the rest of us are
merely bit players with a minor or even no role in his cosmos.
Thus as each leaves this cosmos by mortal death, so ends the
entire illusion, including all the bit players, yes even us. Each
Individual’s perceptions and experiences are the only valid
reality for that person. But then I have experienced dreams
wherein other known mortals appear, and if I have experienced
such, then so surely must everyone. Indeed in dreams even
those known to be dead in mortality appear and take an active
role. But all these appearances are surely illusions, mere
phantoms. I hope.

Now that raises yet another question that needs to be asked and
hopefully understood. I think that is a sure sign that logic has
not failed, when progress is still able to be made without coming
to an impassable "brick wall”, or sinking to religion’s trick of
dismissing issues as a “mystery of god”, or science’s trick of
dismissal as a “missing link” or a not yet found/discovered
secret.

The question is: Why does it all seemingly continue as linear

time, with the illusion being carried over from generation to
generation? Surely illusion should come to an end. Surely it
should not perpetuate, outlasting those who create or participate
in it. What of accountability? What of purpose? The dream
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ends as does the movie or the novel, and we are able to see the
distinction between those and what we consider to be the “real”.
Where is the distinguishing line between what I suspect is
illusion and that which passes as reality? Is it really seamless?

The dream goes on. The illusion continues. I live and exist
within my own purpose created life and cosmos. All else are
“props”. Everyone is the same. Thus billions of cosmic
individual’s bubbles exist, some overlapping, often enclosing
complete bubbles that are not our own individual ones. As one
bubble is extinguished others come into existence, sometimes at
the same time, sometimes sharing only a piece of time,
sometimes one never experiencing the other.

Each bubble inhabitant has his own “illusion” life, world, and
cosmos. Each shares his illusion, his individual reality with
others that co-exist. Each shares his experiences, his beliefs,
values, perceptions with others. We share our perceived
universe and we accept the thoughts and perceptions of others,
from numerous sources, even ancient records. We accept these
as valid and thus perceive all that is so presented to us as actual
and factual reality – we imprint it into our “mind” and it
becomes our ongoing reality. Thus we participate in shared
“communal” illusions. But are “facts” (perceptions,
interpretations mostly) presented to us necessarily actual or
factual? “It aint necessarily so.” For example, there exist
numerous alternative perceptions as to who built the ancient
pyramids of Egypt, of why and when. In short there are
different realities to different people for the same data. We have
all heard of, and probably experienced “differences of opinion”
from other people. This is a simple case of the same
information or data being interpreted differently with the result
that their “facts” are somewhat different from our acceptable
“facts”.

But perhaps there really is only an eternal “now”, and changes

in our perceptions and “now” state, being interpreted as, or
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seeming as linear time, confuse us. The illusion does not

“continue”- it just “is”.

Having accepted some of our perceptions and those obtained

from outside ourselves as the only acceptable reality, we then
share it and even bequeath it to others, deemed as “the next
generation”, too carry on and continue the illusions we held.
We accord it historical importance to ensure the legend
continues for presumed millennia of this earth. But was it
reality? We have heard that only the victors have the privilege
of writing the history. But if we have not had the “history”
presented or shared with us – then we do not perceive it at all,
and thus it has NO reality to us. Kind of like the noise of the
tree falling in the forest if no one is there to hear it. Does it
make a noise? Is this becoming slowly more clear? Or does it
simply confuse and hurt the head?

In this manner we were taught by parents, or at the laps and later

the schools, classrooms etc. of others. The illusion passes from
one to the others. The common illusion becomes firmly
established and accepted as true and valid. Yes, we all “know”
that Vlad was a really evil and terrible person; but was it really
so?

None of this necessarily requires or actually really proves

“linear time” – it CAN all occur in an eternal universal “now”
state. It is perception or experiences that change, and change
only infers or implies time elapsed. This plus the reality of
other entities or Individuals entering (as new beings or
otherwise) or leaving our allowable, perceivable and
personal/Individual “now” reality, give us an impression of past
and future. In other words we give a special name to thoughts
of events that are obviously not actually taking place in our
current “now” state.

Back to where we began this section. The mind cannot

distinguish real (by whatever definition) from imaginary (again
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by whatever definition) events. The mind treats even the most

obvious illusion as a reality. (Do we not cry etc. in movies?)
We adopt the perceived reality of others and demonstrably allow
such to become our own reality.

In this sphere we see things made that rust, rot, fall apart, get
lost and ultimately recycle into the recycling cosmos. Is
anything new in a cosmos seen as unknown billions of years old
that has given life experience to undreamed of numbers? Could
well be that untold thousands of years ago in perceived linear
time man on earth made planes and bombs also, and dreamed he
was the ultimate purpose of “it all”. It cannot be doubted that
undreamed of numbers of life cycles must have passed and that
it is increasingly obvious that this tiny span of existence here
and now is not the reason for the existence of an entire cosmos.
(What a waste of resources if that were the case) It is an
indisputable reality that other Individuals enter and leave our
personally experienced cosmos.

LEARNING AND EXPERIENCE

We may ask, why is nothing new (to us) being dreamed up?
Why are we not now at the stars? Why do we still use petrol in
cars using rubber tyres on road surfaces? I think it has to do
with capacity and overload. Or that we do share a common
illusion. Each participant in this existence has to start at the
very beginning and learn, for example, that 1 plus 1 does equal
2. Further, that math does have meaning, not just as a
combination of words or as an abstract thought. By the time one
has become the rocket scientist or physicist, their time is about
all gone. He “blinks” into and out of the “now” state.
Transmitted and shared knowledge has become so vast people
are forced to specialize in ever narrowing fields of study.

So much for the learning. People do not gain wisdom or

experience from learning, but from the participation in and
doing of things, and in the doing of things all people, as pointed
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out, being somewhat all mentally wired up the same, make the
same choices and judgments, and thus make the same mistakes.
So yes, Napoleon and Adolf both thought the Russian plains
invasion was a good idea. Both made the same mistake as no
doubt countless un-named others in antiquity have, and yet
future others will also. We cannot and will not learn from books
or history, because our mentality and perceptions are that we
alone are “special”. Thus some blunder on, oblivious to the fact
that the hordes facing them are each unto themselves equally
“special” and not sharing our plans or dreams. Endlessly
repeating history.

OUR POTENTIAL
Perhaps its time to move on from this and turn thoughts to such
things as “what then is our individual potential?” Perhaps we
should gently prod at that which was previously held or believed
to be the impenetrable, imponderable mysteries. I think there is
a ray of light and understanding shining from behind the doors
closed on knowledge. Maybe we CAN gain that knowledge and
in the words of Genesis, “become as one of” the gods. I believe
that in asking the right questions in the right sequence we can
build upon understanding until a perfect knowledge is attained.

Above all, there surely is a sequence to be followed to get there,

just as surely as there is a sequence that needs to be followed in
the understanding of, say, mathematics. If you do not learn
basic mathematics, the simple counting, add, subtract, multiply
and divide, then you may never understand what lies beyond
that stage, say of geometry, economics, or of quantum physics
etc. Even then, if one does not master that higher or advanced
stage, how shall we proceed to where we can design then later
with yet more ability, build pyramids, bridges, cars, or rockets,
and perchance ultimately even build worlds, planets, galaxies, or
new universes.
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Now, about our future potentials once we unite our fragmented

Individual selves….
(Or is that the state some visualize as or call a “resurrected
body”?)

It could be that what we call “death” is just really “walking” out

of this “now” room, and opening a door and going into another
“now” room. My memory certainly plays back the actual
experience that the death, no matter how painful and slow it may
have appeared to onlookers, was really quite painless and
instant. Onlooking witnesses to my deaths in May 2003
reported and recorded the most horrible of convulsions,
gurgling, and such things. It was only in the coming back to this
side of mortality that the pain was experienced with almost
unbearable “reality”, such as all my ribs broken, sternum
broken, tongue chewed to an ugly blacked useless mass, and
other not nice things.

(I recommend you mentally play around with that universal

eternal “now” concept – but do take a break once your mind or
head starts to hurt because of its stretching and bending looking
for comprehension.)
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005 – “WHY” ARE WE?

Men occasionally stumble on the truth, but most of them pick themselves up and
hurry off as if nothing had happened.
Winston Churchill
The whole key to understanding each seemingly isolated fact is
to ask “why”, or “how” or other appropriately phrased question
that will lead to the full understanding of the issue and give
ability to correlate it with other information or facts. Only then
can a full, clear, and cohesive explanation or understanding be
achieved. It’s kind of like a jigsaw puzzle. You see the piece,
and get some vague idea of where it goes, but until you have
built up the pieces around it, you cannot be totally sure if your
thinking was right. Perhaps it is a talent, but it surprises me that
so few else seem to come up with the same big picture that once
understood, is capable of fully explaining everything quite
satisfactorily and without the dogma and trappings of science or
religion. Perhaps one has to look for things in a specific manner
to get a “big picture”.

SOME THINGS THAT YOU REALLY MUST LEARN AND

NEVER FORGET:

If you haven’t done so already that is. These are generally not
understood, and will have a profound effect on how your life
will unfold henceforth.

1: You are not your body. That body, a bag of flesh and bones
etc., elements of this temporal earth is really “just” a bio-
mechanical device that the true you uses solely while operating
in this temporal, earther, mortal, or call it what you will,
dimension. When a body is “dead” and being buried or
otherwise disposed of, it is not that person that is being buried
or whatever, but literally just the mortal star stuff remains. If
you have trouble understanding this, then go back to bobslegacy
and have a read or re-read of the appropriate sections. “You”
get around in it, and view only a limited amount of what is
available (because the mortal eyes and senses are effectively
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limited or dumbed down to see or perceive a mere fraction of

what really exists) through those windows we call eyes. (Some
have senses that are less restricted, and are able to effectively
“see” more. These are they who we call seers, sensitives,
psychics, etc. or generally refer to as nutters.) Understand
“You” are not just mere star stuff. The body of flesh is just one
of the bodies available and on call for our use.

Remember that dream body? When used, we and our

intelligence are located within that dream body, and “out there”
interacting with other entities, doing things, having adventures,
doing heaps, all without the flesh body we often mistake as
“us”. Start to take note of and remember dreams. You will find
that your true intelligence operates effectively with all the
senses, emotions, and feelings we assume to be available only to
awake states. You will taste the dust in your mouth, feel the full
range of emotions. It’s every bit as complete as the awake state,
but with additional abilities. Enough on this now, but start
really thinking about it all.

Then there is also the whole subject of “astral projection” or

the same phenomena by whatever name you may call it. Paul in
the bible had an interesting way of saying it: “I knew a man in
Christ above 14 years ago, (whether in the body, I cannot tell;
or whether out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth) such an
one caught up to the third heaven. And I knew such a man,
(whether in the body, or out of the body, I cannot tell: God
knoweth:) How he was caught up into paradise, and heard
unspeakable words, which it is not lawful for a man to utter.” 2
Corinthians Ch 12. (King James Version) Some may call it
spirit separation, some may call it hallucination or a bad “best
forgotten” experience, even drugs. However once you have
done the journey, you will have no doubt that here is yet another
body one can experience without taking the star stuff mortal
body in tow. Intelligence is exteriorized from the mortal body,
and finds itself operating within a fully functional alternative
body.
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Additionally there is a body that is manifest when the mortal

body is in a dead or dying state. For the entire personality,
memory, and contents of the mind of an individual is preserved
in full, with all those memories, personal traits, etc. able to
resume normal life should it later restore itself to within the star
stuff body. This is how a brain dead flatlining body may be
successfully resuscitated and the individual fully restored to
functional life. The true “self” was effectively “parked up” and
external to the body of flesh and bones for a while to allow time
before an irreversible decision to fully and permanently vacate
the body of flesh.

Bottom line: get to know, understand, and accept your true

nature and who or what exactly you are. You are not a mortal
body, and demonstrably able to survive without that body.

2: Your brain is not the seat or center of your intelligence

etc. The brain is an element and part of the mortal body,
composed of star stuff, and “just” part of the hardware package
that comes with life and a body suitable for this mortal
dimension. “Just” is so inadequate however, for it is an
extremely fine quantum interface that connects the true you to
the controls of the mortal body. (To continue the analogy,
“you” are the software without which the hardware is useless,
inactive, and literally mere dead elements) Remember you can
stop using the physical brain, as in coma or brain dead, and find
later that if or when the mortal body and brain is taken up for
use again, the same true you is restored to the driver’s seat.
Again, this is why some resuscitations are successful, and the
person “returns” to function within the body again, while in
other unsuccessful cases, though life may be preserved, and the
body alive, it remains brain dead. Too much damage and it
becomes useless for its true purpose, that of quantum interface.
Such a damaged body is rejected by the individual and left for
recycling.
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Oh dear, numerous case histories exist of near death experiences

wherein people have said they were “told” to return to the body,
or pushed back into it. They are only called “near death
experiences” simply because permanent death did not occur, but
rest assured, in most cases they were really “dead”. Or as Lyall
Watson may have it, at least a little bit dead. Yes, there are such
things as “a little bit dead” and “temporary death”. At times
death is reversible.

I leave it to you to do the research and get the details, but

personally I have experienced a “little bit dead” and “quite
considerably dead” and come back to reclaim the body and the
brain for further use. All the memories, personality, the entire
package that manifests as “me”, that was “parked up”
somewhere while the body was flatlining and shutting down,
dead (resulting in a totally inactive brain) restored to the body,
reactivated the brain and body, reclaiming it for further use.
Though doctors expected a brain dead drooler to result at best,
the resuscitations proved effective simply because the true self
returned from wherever it went for the time it took to make the
star stuff body suitably habitable and useful again. The death
was reversed, and life re-instated.

3: Don’t blindly believe the so-called experts or authorities.

Their track record is not too good. People were killed once for
disagreeing with their assertions that the earth was no only flat,
but the center of all that there is or can be. Men like Galileo
often had to hide their discoveries. Do the research; doctors and
the medical profession actually cause the death of more people
than from any other cause. Dentists still cram teeth with proven
deleterious amalgam fillings containing some 40% mercury,
one of the most dangerous of heavy metals. Then of course the
health experts of the various ministries, the governments etc., all
under guidance of the “experts”, dump the most toxic of
chemicals into our water supplies, I speak mainly of fluoride.
Do some research on fluoride, for instance, do a google on
“fluoride and Nazis”. The issue of fluoride will be taken up in
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more detail later when we come to consider its true purpose in

being force-fed to populations. The list of experts in error is
almost endless.

So if the dentist says you need a root canal, or a doctor says you
need chemotherapy or radiotherapy, you may probably be
much better off not taking that advice. Learn to think for
yourself and to doubt or at least reserve decision on all things till
you have done a full job of researching for the truth.

Learn to ask an appropriate question, then seek the answer

yourself.

4: Your personal guru or mentor will not show up, they

don’t exist. Many decades ago, when this body was much
younger (see how “that” thinking should work?) and the world’s
population was about half of what it is now, I read that “when
you are ready, your guide, guru or mentor will turn up” and I
kind of believed that or hoped it would be the case. Wow what
a nice quick fix that would be for the void in understanding,
knowledge and wisdom.

Some 40 years later, the guru has not showed up. What did
show up were a lot of teachers of falsehoods and errors. If you
look for the quick fix, it is almost guaranteed you will be
shunted down a sidetrack to become anchored and stunted in
some total dead end and erroneous path. I know of many good
people blindly believing they have achieved ultimate heaven on
earth, truth or wisdom, singing their hymns, or chanting the
mantras while anchored with a teacher at a “dead end going
nowhere” or “no further than here” state. Although things may
feel good at first, however like eating tasty but bad oysters,
ultimately it’ll do you no good. So be wary of the feel good
proselyters, the select groups that may promise heaven either
now on earth or later as some vague unearned reward. You
must learn all things for yourself, and you must prove all things
for yourself. You will need to question all things and accept
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absolutely nothing on faith, or simply because “someone”

makes claims or assertions expecting them to be accepted ,
believed or followed on their say so.

I know of one religious group which teaches that once the leader
has spoken or made a proclamation, then it is not the prerogative
of members to even think about the issue, but to accept it as the
word of god himself. (Yes “himself”) Now that’s a guaranteed
recipe for disasters at all sorts of levels.

You cannot idly ask about the meaning or purpose of life,

expecting to find enlightenment, without first knowing about
and understanding your true, full and precise nature correctly. If
you want answer to those questions then it will only make any
sense if you know “yourself”. However do you really want to
know the purpose or meaning of life?

Have you ever vaguely felt that there is more going on than you
may have full understanding or knowledge of? Have you ever
felt or suspected that a lot of what has been happening, reported
on, or claimed as fact in this world may all be a con? Have you
ever really wondered why or marveled about the sheer amount
of disharmony, conflict, confusion, and abuses of all sorts so
prevalent in the world? Are you a little concerned about the
seeming progressive impoverishment and enslavement of the
world’s populations?

All this and more, lots more, will be dealt with as we progress.
We will make every effort to present all things without the
trappings of awe, mystery, and all of the pompous
pretentiousness common to those expounding matters that touch
on religion and science. I make no claims for the accuracy of
anything, and certainly do not present anything as one with
authority or a mandate from undisclosed “higher sources”.
These will be the reasonings, correlations, and thinking of Bob
alone. Please do not be offended if somethings so presented go
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against your personal bias or accepted beliefs, but understand

that most commonly accepted dogma are contrary to other
dogma, and thus at best, highly suspect of not being really
totally correct.

A word of warning: Be prepared to become very uncomfortable,

and very, very afraid. Some of the content will certainly be very
disturbing for many.
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006 – OTHER’S WISDOM, new conclusions

"The great tragedy of science - a beautiful hypothesis slain by an ugly fact.” -
Thomas Huxley

Paul Davies, SUPERFORCE, 1984 Simon & Schuster

hardcover.

“The weird effects of quantum physics and relativity on our

traditional ideas of space and time imbue the world with a
vagueness and subjectivity the belies its everyday normality.
Normality is a consequence of the exceeding limited range of
experience with which we are familiar. In our daily lives we
never travel at speeds great enough for timewarps and
spacewwarps to become noticeable, and most of us do not delve
into the fuzzy and nebulous realm of the atom. Yet the rational,
orderly, commonsense world of experience is a sham. Behind
it lies a murky and paradoxical world of shadowy existence and
shifting perspectives.

The nebulous surrealism exposed by the new physics is

particularly acute when it comes to matter. The solid
dependability of, say, a rock, reassures us of the concrete
existence of objects in the external world. Yet here again closer
scrutiny undermines commonsense impressions. Under a
microscope the material of the rock is revealed to be a tangle of
interlocking crystals. An electron microscope can uncover the
individual atoms, spaced out in a regular array with large gaps
in between. Probing the atoms themselves, we find that they
are almost entirely empty space. The tiny nucleus occupies a
mere trillionth (10 to –12) of the atoms’s volume. The rest is
populated by a cloud of neither-here-nor-there ephemeral
electrons, pinpricks of solidity whirling about in oceans of
void. Even the nucleus, on closer inspection, turns out to be a
pulsating package of evanescent particles. The apparently
concrete matter of experience dissolves away into vibrating
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patterns of quantum energy.” ------“Especially attractive is the

strong holistic flavour of the new physics.” (pages 37/38)

“….we shall see how two particles, even when apparently

isolated by great separation, are nevertheless linked into a
coherent pattern of behavior…..In some mysterious way the
electron encodes information about a comparatively vast
structure in its neighbourhood, and responds
accordingly…..evidently the macroscopic and microscopic
worlds are intimately interwoven.” (sounds like the ancient “as
it is above so it is below, as it is below, so it is above.”
Philosophy. Also reminds me of the principle of “super
position” where something can be in two locations at the same
time. Also smells like the old claims of clairvoyants, that
everything has its own vibration and aura. Spooky? Yes we
will get to “spooky” later in the natural sequence once thought
altering concepts have been presented.)

“…The best known lepton is the electron. Like all leptons it

appears to be an elementry point like object. As far as we can
tell, an electron has no internal structure, i.e. it is not ‘built out
of’ anything……another well known lepton, ….of the chargeless
variety is the neutrino…. In spite of their intangibility,
neutrinos enjoy a status unmatched by any other known particle,
for they are actually the most common objects in the universe,
outnumbering electrons or protons by a thousand million to one.
In fact the universe is really a sea of neutrinos, punctuated
only rarely by such impurities such as atoms. It is even
possible that neutrinos collectively outweigh the stars, and
therefore dominate the gravity of the cosmos.” (pages 83/84)

“It is a curious fact that the ordinary matter in the universe is

made from just the two lightest leptons (the electron and its
neutrino) and the two lightest quarks (up and down). If the
other leptons and quarks suddenly ceased to exist it is probable
that very little would change in the world.” (page 90)
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“…The German physicist Otto Frisch, the discoverer of nuclear

fission, describes the classical picture as follows: ‘It takes the
line that there is definitely an outside world consisting of
particles which have location, size, hardness and so on. It is a
little more doubtful whether they have colour and smell; still,
they are bona fide particles which exist there whether or not we
observe them.’

“We might call this classic philosophy ‘naïve realism’.

“In quantum physics this simplistic classical relationship

between the whole and its parts is inadequate. The quantum
factor forces us to perceive particles only in relation to the
whole. In this respect it is wrong to regard the elementary
particles as things that collectively assemble to form bigger
things. Instead the world is more accurately described as a
network of relations.

“To the naïve realist the universe is a collection of objects. To

the quantum physicist it is an inseparable web of vibrating
energy patterns in which no one component has reality
independently of the entirety; and included in the entirety is
the observer.” (pages 48/49)

“The source of the trickery can be traced to Heisenberg’s

uncertainty principle as it relates to the behaviour of energy. In
Chapter 2 it was explained how the law of energy conservation
can be suspended by quantum effects for a very short interval of
time. During this brief duration energy can be ‘borrowed’ for
all manner of purposes, one of which is to create particles.
Any particles produced in this way will be pretty short lived,
because the energy tied up in them has to be repaid after a
minute fraction of a second. Nevertheless, the particles are
permitted to pop out of nowhere, enjoy a fleeting existence,
before fading once again into oblivion. This evanescent
activity cannot be prevented. Though space can be made as
empty as it can possibly be, there will always be a host of these
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temporary particles whose visit is financed by the Heisenberg

loan. The temporary ‘ghost’ particles cannot be seen, even
though they may leave physical traces of their existence. …

“What might appear to be empty space is, therefore, a seething

ferment of virtual particles. A vacuum is not inert and
featureless, but alive with throbbing energy and vitality. A
‘real’ particle such as an electron must always be viewed
against this background frenetic activity. When an electron
moves through space, it is actually swimming in a sea of ghost
particles of all varieties – virtual leptons, quarks, and
messengers, entangled in a complex melee…” (pages 104/105)

One could go on and on, quoting the words. But just the few
words above give us some unbelievable information. Factual
information based on physics.

My, what a wonderful world and time we live in. We can

understand laws and principles. We can understand some
mechanics of the universe. We can begin to understand life,
how it may have originated. We have insights into creation, and
just possibly we can in truth begin to intelligently (without need
for “faith”) perceive what we call GOD. And we can get an
insight into how ‘little old us’ fits in to all ‘this’. Or do we? Do
we even have the capacity to mentally correlate and digest it all
and its meaning? Some will, some may in part, some will not,
most will not care. Ask yourself why this is, why such a variety
of interest/response? Now, let us try to make some
understanding out of all the “data”.

I am going to try to write this as intelligently and sequentially

relevant as possible. This will take countless revisions before
the result you are reading will be released. Even then, it may
not be coherent enough. I pray to be able to write in language
that all may understand, for in the understanding of this writing,
one will have access to all that there is. To all that our capacity
will allow understanding and access.
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Here Goes.

We have before us two seemingly opposing views on and of

reality. Each will seem to deny not only the existence of the
other, but even of it’s possible existence. The well proven
knowledge of quantum physics and of the ultimate
‘construction’ of matter as we know it, will prove it an illusion.
The above quotes seem to me to be adequate evidence of that.
Simply put, we do not exist, nothing exists, there is only a
seething ‘quantum sea’, a ‘solid’ universe of particles that
creates and uncreates and is, yes “alien” to our understanding.
There is not even the tiniest area within one trillionth of the area
within the space of the components of a subatomic particle that
this force is not present. It is this force which denies and
‘proves’ we do not exist and are not real.

That “force” exists. Call it what you will. Background

radiation, Prana, Aether, Spirit, It simply does not matter
what you call it, it exists. It is in fact the fabric of the
universe. Once we can mentally digest that this exists, then
and only then can we proceed with our quest. If you cannot
or do not have the capacity to understand this, then stop
reading this section now. Have a nice life.

If you do understand this, then one can go further. Heck, can

one go further with a ‘quantum sea’ of unlimited power? And
we are part of it? The “God stuff” and not the “star stuff” I
wrote about earlier? Buckle up and go for a ride.

The quantum sea is the fabric upon which all things seem to be
painted, the origin of all we can see, understand, that can exist
ever in any dimension. It IS THE CANVAS. THIS IS WHERE
“GOD” BEGINS TO ENTER MORTAL THINKING. What is
interesting is that for millennia we have heard of it through the
“mystics”, as prana, the spirit world etc etc. By logic it
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evidences nothing can be real or exist beyond its own self-

existence.

“Mortal life” is our current actual experience and

awareness. It is all we know, and the sum total of awareness
and existence. It is where “ME” is located, and “me” really
experiences a here and now that seems denied by quantum
physics. Try as one may to understand Quantum physics,
and its ramifications, “I” still do exist, have life, and see a
universe whose existence is repudiated by quantum physics. To
me time and space actually exist and have tangible reality.
Matter is solid, time passes, I have a past, present, and future. I
can even bleed. My reality cannot be denied as it is experienced.

And thus far we have just two seemingly contradictory

conditions. There may well be more dimensions. There is a
well-reported and recorded so-called “astral world”. Please do
not sigh and mentally turn off. Read on and understand. It is a
dimension wherein one is located when one's intelligence is
separated from the physical body and ventures off “ex parte”.
Not talking about dreams etc, but when one leaves the physical
body and “drifts” or “flys” off with awareness of the event as it
is actually happening. This is not “dead” nor a near death
experience etc. It is a temporary separation of mind and body,
well documented which I do not intend to go into here, do the
research if you doubt,

More than these, shall we say three levels, there are lots more.

Most familiar with mortals is the dream world. A dimension of

mind and experience that “seems” to have no actual or tangible
reality. In this state we experience events almost exactly like we
do in mortality, including memory of the “events” experienced
during the dream.. Only careful observation and recording will
reveal that a lot of “memories” that we have do not originate in
normal waking state mortal life but to this dream state. (actual
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experience: walking through supermarket in waking life and

seeing glue sticks at $2.95, I recalled how I knew they were at
80 cents at the $2 shop, but was once charged $4.95 for the
same item and objected. This “knowing they were 80 cents etc”
part was in reality memory of a dream event where I objected to
being asked for $4.95) Such are the specifics of memories made
or caused by dreams. Hell, I can accurately recall KNOWN
DREAM EVENTS FROM OVER 40 YEARS AGO, and if I
have such recall, then others must also have that ability.

Recall that the mind of man cannot distinguish real from

imaginary events. Do not try to tell me this dimension of reality
does not exist. Even our imaginings can create long-term reality
type memory, later possibly confused with actual real events.
Where else is the source of so many great novels, movies etc.
Events from those can find their way into our personal
memories, and confused as ‘ours’.

Figure me this: If my dreams that seem uniquely centered on

me, and are and become my reality that can be remembered for
life, just as my first marriage, then what is real? NOW answer
this: HOW MANY REALITIES EXIST? 6 billion to match the
worlds inhabitants? Each has his own reality. And covered
earlier, each has his own cosmos and universe.

Does reality become a little clouded yet? But wait there’s more.

All of these pale into insignificance when we consider the

realm of “MIND”.

The dimension of the mind seems to be the bridge between the

Quantum Sea of the first reality and the “earth” existence of the
other. Thought is intangible, but the results of its actions to the
mind are as real as any event experienced by the ‘physical’ body
in mortality. Dream events can become totally absorbed into
the mind’s memory of events and indiscernible from any
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other memories. There becomes no difference or distinction.

This ability underlines and causes one of the dangers of
“hypnotism”.

The dimension of mind transcends time and space. Its operating

ability speed exceeds that of light.

The mortal body is anchored in star stuff. Made of star stuff.

The “mind” possesses it, animates, and uses it, for a short time
only. The mind expresses itself via the mortal body although it
is not a natural component of star stuff flesh.

The mind can only experience “NOW”, for the mind can only
exist in “NOW”. Accept that this “NOW” as known by the
mind can recall. It can ‘recall’, ‘re-live’, ‘project’ etc, but
observe when doing so it must momentarily release the
possession of it’s current concept or observations of “now”. In
reality, it is only changing its patterns and concepts of a current
or “now” reality to visualize the memory or thought, and that is
still happening “NOW”. This is the mind that earlier I proposed
was the actual author of all we experience. I suspect that is true,
as the mind also experiences our dreams which in memory
terms have equal validity to claim as factual events. This
“NOW” is seemingly given substance by our ever-changing
experiences on earth. But as the “NOW” changes, that which
was mentally viewed or reviewed before, is gone and only
available as memory, just as are dreams. And these dream
memories we must admit are as acceptable and real as, if not at
times better than, reality on earth. Oh dear, what is real, what is
better??

Now where was I again?

So we have quantum sea, earth life, maybe astral worlds, certain

dream worlds, and worlds of mind and imagination. That’s not
all, you have only 4 dimensions so far. My Hospital experience
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told me that we have access to only “4 or so” out of some “11”.

I had no idea what that was about at the time. Stay with the
thought.

There are other dimensions.

Like it or not. Accept it or not. Deny it or not.

I wrote from my hospital bed to the world in 2004 of the reality

of all these (other) dimensions. I Wrote how I would not
remember them, how I “died” etc. and regained life and
awareness seemingly in a different place, not of this mortal
world. Whatever, here it comes, we are not alone either in this
world or in the universe.

Now you have always already known or been prepared for that..

We were told or taught of angels, demons, elves, spirits, by

whatever names, not us “non worldly” entities. For millennia
we have been told there exist beings called such names as Imps,
devils, fairies, goblins, little people, and innumerable other
names. The legends and stories are too global to glibly dismiss
all as fanciful, but perhaps they do exist in another dimension
we do not all normally perceive.

Then of course there is the realm of the dead. Or is there, or is

that one of the above, or one of pure fanciful imagination?
However there are those who claim to be, or are capable of
communicating with the dead. This opens many doors for many
associated phenomena often attributed to the dead, whether
rightly so or not. It could very well be that an extremely large
percentage of such phenomena are the result of the “PK” effect,
or ESP, etc. Recordings on tapes, film, etc. hauntings etc. all are
probably phenomena that are reality events, but not necessarily
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“belonging” to this everyday mortal dimension in which we

seem to live.

Dare we create another category for Aliens/UFOs? It has been

well illustrated by others that the UFO and alien phenomena
have all the same hallmarks of the ghosts and demons
“industry”. Again there could well be that PK effect link at the
root of a lot of events on record.

We could add a lot of other phenomena. Let’s call the list

‘ULTIMATE PHENOMENA” AND ADD EVERY THING
WE DO NOT UNDERSTAND OR ACCEPT, whether it be
faith healing, levitation, “mind over matter”, mere spoon
bending, dowsing, telepathy, seeing the future, revealing the
past, psychometry, spells, materialization’s, visions, “seeing”,
and countless other attested manifestations of psychic or occult
events.

Everything that can exist, happen, or occur must have its roots
in the quantum sea because that quantum sea, the very fabric of
the universe, permeates and contains the entire cosmos. That
obviously includes our minds, our mortal bodies of this
dimension, and all the various phenomena to which we have
alluded. The interesting question is: “At what level or depth
within the Quantum Sea does each have its origin or roots, and
across how many levels or realities does each extend, to be
discernible from our level?”

In our mortality we discern only a dim view of a seemingly

material universe where time and space, including “empty”
space are seen as reality. Anything outside of this observable
universe of our mortality state, is seen as “unreal”, “alien” or
just dismissed as not possible. Thus those who claim to have
experienced or are able to actually practice or use, even
implement some of the “phenomena” are often equally
dismissed as devoid of reality, deluded, deranged, or plain
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charlatans, On rare occasions however, there has been ample

unimpeachable testimony to establish the actuality of some
individuals claims or ability, and some are accepted by the
community at large and the giftee called a “saint” or similar.

Given that we operate in a strictly limited and restricted sphere

or range in mortality, and that the phenomena referred to
probably lie embedded perhaps much deeper within the
Quantum sea, it becomes obvious why there is always lacking
the much demanded element of proof or repeatability. There is
always the element of uncertainty inherent in quantum events,
and the uncertainty is magnified or multiplied when events or
phenomena must need cross or operate at several levels, spheres,
or dimensions within the sea, more so when the connection at
the mortality end is just one individual. It is remarkable there
are any “hits” at all in such a “hit or miss” situation, and more
so if witnesses are available to observe the rare “hits”. Note that
it also recorded in quantum physics that the mere presence of an
observer and the very act of observation also cause a variable
effect on any quantum event.

It is tempting to venture into the question of the point of origin

of any given phenomena. However that would require the
reality of space and time. It could even be just possible that the
origin of all and any events and phenomena lie within each
individuals own mind. After all the mind can create within and
of itself entire universes of imagined reality. (Hence the novels
and movie scripts etc.) But I do not intend to venture into that
area of speculation, as my purpose in this writing is only to
analyze “what is” or “what can be” and to present it logically to
one’s understanding. Each individual then may speculate as one
will, and indeed create their own universe and learn how to
“become good gods”.

In this mortal world we are as a mere “point” on a two

dimensional surface. As all seeing and knowing as a dot on a
sheet of paper. We would see only very limited amounts in
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extremely restricted directions and know of nothing other that

what lies on our two-dimensional surface, so far as no line or
other device blocks and limits our line of vision. In no way
could we begin to comprehend that there is an unfathomable
dimension called “above”, or that there is an alien creature that
is vastly more than a “point” but has “mass” and exists in (to us)
unknowably more dimensions than we comprehend, and that he
is observing us. A 2 dimensional world does not allow for such
and its inhabitants live in ignorant bliss perhaps.

Perchance if an individual on that two dimensional surface

claimed knowledge of the Observer, or that he had learned to
elevate himself above the level of the surface at times,
(whatever that would be supposed to mean) who would believe
him if he could not perform the “miracle” on demand? I am
sure the analogy is understandable. Whether a fellow “point”
person believes his story of “other dimensions”, or “other beings
not like us” but living outside of their known universe is of
course of absolutely no consequence other than to confirm their
blindness and ignorance, perhaps arrogance also. Denial does
not repudiate another’s real ability to discern or know what is
generally unknown.

I believe most of the phenomena and manifestations one hears

about are likely to be factual, but that our understanding or
interpretations of what exactly they are leaves a lot to be
desired. I suspect a large percentage of phenomena have origin
within the operating ranges of individual mental ability, and that
individuals really can dip into the quantum soup bowl at times
and extract such as is necessary to create or cause that which is
desired, be it an healing, a curse, or a levitation, in short, for
whatever purpose is one’s will.

The “trick” is to be able to develop the ability to so dip into the

quantum sea at all, then to learn to manipulate the “force”, then
to be able to do so at will. That could be interesting couldn’t it?
That ability must approach the privileges and powers we assign
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almost exclusively to “god”. Thus perhaps a “god” is

exclusively a multidimensional being who can operate at many
levels and dimensions to cause his will to become manifest.
However I really think that if it were generally so “permitted”,
then it would spell disaster for this entire mortal cosmos.
Imagine an Adolf Hitler dipping endlessly into the “soup bowl”,
and the potential abuse becomes frightening.

In this manner, I believe that many claimed apparitions or

manifestations may also have a very real element to them, but
because of the nature of their Quantum Sea origin in other
depths or dimensions, and that the vast majority of mortals are
too conditioned to this sphere to have ability to discern them,
they are not more generally or widely observed. In short, some
are gifted with discernment and observational ability that most
lack, and they get to witness the “intrusions” into our dimension.
(Just as some animals have greater discernment of sight or
sound ranges to the human species.)

So here we are imprisoned within our “x” dimensional universe,

generally blissfully unaware of what reality is all about. We
bumble about in what we believe is the only time and space that
exist, and yes, believe that matter is “solid” and space is
“empty”. Few will want to know anything beyond Newton’s
physics. Most believe that we are the sole occupants of the
cosmos, the highest level of all that is, unless a god is
considered as a possible reality. Perhaps we concede a god to
cover the contingency that just maybe we don’t have all the
answers or understand it all, and need to invoke an “all
powerful” to intervene and save us in our ignorance.
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007 – WAKING UP.

“The genius of men like Newton and Einstein lies in that:

they ask transparent, innocent questions which turn out to
have catastrophic answers. Einstein was a man who could
ask immensely simple questions.” (The Ascent of Man –
Jacob Bronowski)

HAVE YOU EVER…?

Felt like a stranger in this world? You are aware of your own
conscious intelligence and that you have a body, but it is just
that, a body that is not “you”. You are not the entity of flesh
and blood that is using the body, but that you are the stranger
within that body and merely looking out through the windows
called “eyes”, observing this world.

Felt that this whole world and system you find yourself in is
somehow not real? Although it all seems and appears solid and
tangible, you suspect that somehow “things” are just not right. It
is as though it’s all unreal, a stage as the great bard once said,
and we are mere actors on some cosmic stage.

Felt that the sky could “crack open” at any time and reveal an
underlying reality that you are sure is just below the visible
threshold of all you see? Reality is there but it’s hidden from us.

Wondered why it is that in a dream you can do anything you

determine to do, and you have seemingly no limits? Yes you
can fly; easy. Have you ever marveled at the similar (but not as
obvious) state in mortality, the conscious waking state, where it
is truly said, “You can become what you think about”, and a
whole host of similar sayings?

Have you ever wondered, “is this life and world all a dream, or
is any of all this real? What if none of this is real?”
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Ever wondered why and how our mind, or presumably the mind,
for that is what we are “told”, creates or enables things and
events, and just how and why do or can we become what we
think about? (“The Secret” etc. etc. Success Through a Positive
Mental Attitude. 1000’s of books deal with the transmutation of
desire, thoughts etc. into (terrestrial) reality.) Is there a “power”
or “force” that causes or enables all things and that we are
generally and in most people’s cases, unaware of it?

How come some people seem to have unbelievable “luck” when

I have none?

Hopefully this section will help us to understand all of those

things, and a lot of other questions and issues. There should be
no mystery about anything, no, not about anything. All things
should be able to be revealed and understood, and that is the
purpose of this section. As Einstein once said, “I’d like to
know the mind of God, then all the rest are just details.”

WATSON’S CONCLUSIONS: (Lyall Watson “The Romeo

Error”)

(From the chapter, “Conclusion”)

“…….I am confronted with something rather alarming. There
is a barrier in action. Not just a limit to understanding brought
about by our lack of knowledge, but an absolute embargo on
certain kinds of information. ……….it appears that some
things cannot or will not be known. Or at least not by our
present approach.

So we try to find new and less direct approaches, but it seems

that there is a line beyond which we cannot move at any one
time. ……….It is possible that we are doing battle on these
frontiers with our own unco-operative unconscious minds; or,
as some suggest, that we are kept in check in our planetary
kindergarten by a cautious cosmic nanny.
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I do not know the answer, but I am beginning to learn that the

builder of this barrier is not necessarily always benign. I will
go on with the search for a new way to gain the understanding
we need, but I must admit that right now on the edge of this
unexpected chasm, I am a little afraid.”

With those words Lyall Watson ended his remarkable book

“The Romeo Error”, in 1974. I recommend it as vital reading.

A UNIFIED THEORY:

I am currently re-reading a book, “Hyperspace”, by Michio

Kaku, a well-qualified physicist who reveals an interesting
parallel from the science of physics. (More recently he
produced a 4-part documentary called “Time”.) Not only does
his book deal with the problems Watson (above) attempts to
resolve, but also provides valuable additional data and
methodology that quite probably are the key to fully resolve a
truck load of seemingly unrelated issues. We will list some of
those issues soon, and that list will not by any means be an all-
inclusive or complete list of such seemingly unrelated,
unresolved, or contentious issues.

The problem facing physicists, including Einstein, was that there

is a lot of known data and established facts that just simply
“don’t add up”. Each phenomena has its own set of formula,
math’s, and equations. Each has its own devotees, for want of a
better description of the followers in its area. The areas are
Strong nuclear force, weak nuclear force, electro-magnetism,
and gravity. 4 forces. Each force is undeniable, but they do not
seem to fit in together so as to provide an understandable
working “whole” that is simple, elegant, and understandable.
Logically they should all fit into one harmonious whole with
one set of rules; not 4 seemingly separate “disciplines”. In the
section immediately following this one it will be shown that in
the 1800’s Reimann and Maxwell both came to some
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astounding conclusions that would fully resolve the seeming

incompatibility issues. Unfortunately both died prematurely
before completion and publication, and in the case of Maxwell,
his works were “edited” after his death to leave us with the
electromagnetic equations alone in tact.

The search for a unified theory has since baffled the best minds
for decades. Proof as always is elusive. Trouble is the scientific
community and such like always seek some sort of repeatable at
will demonstrable physical evidence. I believe this is a
completely invalid criteria or approach, and at best has limited
value to settling disputed or dubious matters solely limited to
this “mortal and temporal world”. Such an attitude prohibits
those demanding it from acceptance of obvious facts. Such as:
where is the evidence that faith healing works, when there are
people produced that say they have been so healed; there is no
proof that aliens, UFO’s etc. exist when thousands give
testimony of them; etc. etc. In any case, why should one even
bother with such attitudes as to vainly attempt to convince such
that proof exists? We shall see that many things are in fact
incapable of being proven.

As these issues in Physics are not the subject under discussion,

regardless that it is very intimately related to all issues, I will be
brief here. By introducing the mathematics of added
dimensions all the unresolvable clear up and a clear unified
theory emerges. It is still, alas, not accepted as fact for the want
of “proof”. But the elegance and logic is just too good not to be
right.

THE PROBLEM.

For many decades I have been vaguely uneasy and troubled by

the seeming lack of logical correlation of all the many claimed
“phenomena”. No acceptable “proof” existed for almost all of
them, yet the circumstantial evidence and testimonies of many
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made for a most compelling case for the reality and actuality of
many different and varied phenomena.

But not only was I troubled by the lack of correlation of causes

and types of “phenomena”, but of other matters relating to
mortality, religion, and more, that should have some logical
explanation and all form part of what should surely be one
intelligible, understandable harmonious whole. Things should
not be, nor remain shrouded in mystery. This is why I have
always asked questions, and actively mentally pursued the
question until a beautifully simple underlying fact emerged.
(For example in the 1970’s I was asked to give a
discourse/lesson to a group of priesthood on the “fact” that there
was only two sources of “power”, that of God and that of the
Devil. Is was thus believed that if a healing for instance,
occurred that was not under the hands of god’s acceptable
servants, then it must be of the devil. I studied the matter and
formed lots of questions. Questions that asked: shall I conclude
all claimed miracles except for a small number at the hands of a
select group of Christians, be of the devil? It rapidly led me to a
search for other “sources of power” and of course very soon I
found there were other sources of “power” readily identifiable.
The lesson was given, but not fully what was expected at all.)

So the “problem” was and is to find the common source, cause,

correlation, and explanation of all phenomena, so that none
stand-alone, are isolated or left out from what must be a grand
unified theory of phenomena.

The interesting thing is that parts of it were “given” to me years

ago, but at the time I did not even realize that I was looking for
any such thing. Re-reading “901 Notes from the hospital” and
“902 notes from the edge” (Printed in “Bob’s Legacy”) I find
some of the answers given then, but not fully understood nor
correlated correctly. I also re-discover that it was given to me in
part as recorded in 016, “reality goodbye”. Well I guess now is
the time to deal with that issue, as I proposed one day to do.
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Personally:

I have experienced many things. I have found myself dead a

few times, and been dead a few times, and returned to tell about
it. I have been fully awake, alert, and conscious, but separated
from my physical body, of which I had full awareness in its
place and position as I found myself in a different world. I have
full awareness of the vitality of the dream body with its ability
to have memory of former experiences, and to be fully pro-
active in the dream. Also at rare times to be aware that it is a
dream body and that a physical body exists elsewhere, even
where it exists. And of course I function in the temporal mortal
world. Further I have participated in levitation, numerous
healings, and ouija boards that gave uncanny information,
among many other “phenomena” experienced. These things are
not said to boast, but to elaborate on the diversity of phenomena
that commonly exist and the need some rationalization and
correlation to reveal one common cause or origin,

Without further ado here is a non-exclusive list of phenomena or

situations that needed correlation and understanding under an
harmonious whole.

SOME OF THE THINGS THAT NEED SORTING,

CORRELATING, AND EXPLAINING:

These are not in any special sequence or considered order of

importance or merit.

The seeming pointlessness of life:

In a cosmos of incomprehensible age and size, of what value is a

mortal life of a few decades in such an insignificant world as
this temporal earth?
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The injustice and inequity of mortal states:

One is born into wealth, luxury, and abundant opportunity.

Another is born into poverty or slavery. One was born a
primitive ‘savage’, another into a world of wondrous technology
and plenty. Without resort to ‘karma’ or whatever is offered of
a similar ilk, what can one say about equal opportunity? Fair?

The very briefness of mortal life:

70 or 80 earth years if one is lucky, now is that meaningful in

any way when one considers the endless eternity of space/time,
or of that promised by various religions? Are we to be eternally
judged as is claimed for what is as “one day in the life of John
Doe”?

Death itself should have some logical place and purpose:

Our body is programmed to die. Once that hayflick (?) limit is

reached, then its goodbye from all of us to all that we know or
experience in mortality. Why are our bodies designed to self-
terminate? Is this a huge cosmic waste of time, resources,
energy and resources? Is it “mindless” or is there a purpose?

What is death and what is recycled:

Is it just a body, flesh and bones etc. which is dust of this earth,
star stuff, returning to that which gave it, or is it the total end to
the intelligent entity that ‘used’ the body? Are we laying to rest
just an empty shell, or is it what was once the total person?
Something that logically fits in to a “big picture” would be
helpful in understanding so many different ideas put out about
death and survival of death, or perhaps understanding the real
situation that is involved with death.

Why do we, and how can we have dealings with those

“known” to be dead:
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There seems to be a body of evidence to support this statement.

No “proof” of course. But I suspect most people have
encountered and had dealings with those deemed as “known” to
be departed, dead to mortality. I know this as such have
frequent interaction with me, and therefore with others, in the
dream world. Is this just a mental construct or is there some
reality basis for such experiences?

Why do or can some deal with known dead in their everyday

mortal awareness state:

Then there is a body of evidence indicating some “sensitives”

have such interaction when awake and their conscious state of
mortality. Is this a genuine experience limited to those tuned in
to more “frequencies” than is common to man, or are they
deluded by themselves, or dare I say it, by “demons”?

What is claimed reincarnation really all about?

So many variations on this subject exist as to cause total

confusion. What flavor of reincarnation is one talking about at
any given instance? The “case” looks really like solid evidence
in many cases, too solid to simply dismiss out of hand, but how
seriously should one take it? Is it important, even if it can be
established as an irrefutable reality? Like, should we lose sleep
over it even if it’s a genuine event? What can it possibly mean,
and what does this do to various religious creeds?

What exactly is “Astral Projection” and is it real:

I’ve been there and experienced that several times, or so it

seems to me. My mental jury has been “out” on that subject and
the experiences for decades mainly because I was unable to
correlate the claimed (and experienced) phenomena with
anything else. It would not “fit” into my perceived or accepted
reality. I read lots of materials and case histories but had been
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left confused, totally puzzled as to what it “means”. Let’s face

it, it’s a reasonably common event for those in mortality, but is
it a real phenomena or is it a mental creation? If it is only a
mental construct, then it creates real and valid life like
memories. If it’s physically real, its earth shattering in its
importance. So what is it really? Or where is it really? It
would be nice to place it in an acceptable and understandable
niche so there is neither confusion nor misunderstanding.

Multitude of seemingly unrelated phenomena manifest:

There are just so many different phenomena manifest that it

becomes difficult to even attempt to list them. The following is
again a non-exclusive list of some of some more commonly
reported types, and forgive me if you can name many more that
I have failed to list. They all have a few elements in common:
there is no “proof” for any of them, there are many accounts that
seem unimpeachable, and all are difficult to understand or fit
within a framework to our satisfactory understanding. One
would hope there is one single underlying cause for all such
phenomena.

Why do some people see and or deal with a multitude of

seemingly unrelated phenomena when others do not, or can not,
should they even try or believe in them. One sees a ghost; the
one next to him does not. Not everyone present at Fatima saw
the manifestations.

UFOs sightings and contacts. Real or imagined? From near or

far far away?
Ghosts and/or haunting, poltergeist activity.
Contact with or by spirits of known or presumed dead (no
known identity)
Ability to manifest PK phenomena of various types (such as the
Geller type)
Foretell future events or see past events.
Why are some seeming effective mediums and others not?
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Foretell future events accurately.

Have an ability to “read” or get information from objects.
(psychometry)
Some can cause healing, or perform psychic surgery etc.
Some can be healed others not, even if they “believe”
Some have visions of various types.
For some the ouija board gives new unknown information.
Some claim past life memory and produce convincing evidence.
Some have “dreams” then wake up with new knowledge or
discoveries.
“Seeing at a distance” seems valid, but impossible.
People or things can “disappear”, and things can be made to
appear, literally out of “thin air”.
And what exactly is this “channeling” all about?

All such events if “real” should have some understandable

place and cause in a unified reality.

But what if all such phenomena and events were the by-
products or minor manifestations of a single cause, of one single
reality, a reality before us, but just unseen and unrecognized?

Why do we experience a lack of capacity to understand?

Let’s be real here. Some things really hurt the head to try to
understand or figure out, and I’m not just talking about physics
in all its disciplines. And lets also ask, why do some have
greater capacity than others? Could it be that some are more
awake than others, speaking of capacity only, and not
opportunity.

Why does “proof” evade us or not exist:

Proof is almost always missing for the really interesting things.

Could it be simply that the paradigm used is all wrong. The fact
that one has experienced, seen, or heard constitutes proof to that
individual and perhaps should be acceptable as proof to us also
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so far as that individual, and perhaps phenomena is concerned.

Although “proof” can be used to identify fraudsters and liars,
generally a requirement of “proof” is simply a method of denial
used by people wanting to claim “authority” for whatever
personal reasons, and to establish that they “know better, are
better, and should be recognized and treated or favored as such.
How dare we question or claim otherwise.”

Just who am “I” in the center of “my cosmos” and experience:

I have dealt with the uniqueness of each individual’s personal

cosmos elsewhere in these writings. It is remarkable that each is
different. It would be nice to be able to understand why so
many different individuals exist, what is the purpose, and why in
fact so many and so diverse. Then there is the individuality of
all partakers of all forms of life to be considered.

Why is it said most of “us” are “asleep in mortality”?

Why is it suggested in mortality that we use only about 10% of

our capacity?

If this is in fact so, then what is the potential or capacity of our

mind and indeed of ourselves? Can or will we ever use a larger
percentage of our individual potential or capacity?

Can anyone ever fully understand sleep and dreaming?

I continue to read that “science” is still baffled by the whole

thing.

What is meant by all is “illusion” what is the “illusion”:

We have all heard it said or read it. The claims of the sages, the
mystics etc. that this entire world is illusion. Now what does or
can that possibly mean? Seems solid and real to me, so should I
attempt to understand this claim? I mean, so many for so long
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have given this as the sum total of their wisdom. Ravings or

real? How important?

Does quantum physics have any relationship to, or reveal these

matters:

Now this gets decidedly uncomfortable because now the

physicists, not only the religious mystics, also claim that all is
illusion, that ultimately it’s all energy that creates matter, that
creates space and time. How does this sit with what we have
been led to understand and believe since infancy? I for one
would love to understand where “I” fit into all this illusion, after
all its really only all about me!! And of course ‘you’ are
another ‘me’ – the difference is: you are not me and you have
your own cosmos of which you are the centre.

I have a copy of a recent documentary called “The Day I

Died”, and I am going to seriously recommend that all get a
copy and watch it carefully. It is a really solid in-depth study of
life itself, and more so of consciousness and intelligence. The
absolute earth shattering information starts at 37 minutes into
the show, when one eminent physician categorically states the
evidence is that information (personal memory etc.) is retained
outside of the brain, and later fixed in the memory circuits
when successful resuscitation occurs. In other words, the brain
of the individual has ceased to function, is literally inactive or
brain dead. Yet later after a “good” resuscitation, that person has
a restoral of personal memory. However the brain was not
functioning and thus could not have nor retain any form of
memory under conventional understanding of human
physiology.

Now this is exactly the case and what happens to a “good”

resuscitation. I know, for I have been there twice. Flat lining,
and that for a period of time that forced the doctors and
emergency staff to pronounce that, although later resuscitated
and functionally restored physically, I may well be permanently
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brain dead, or at best, probably a “human vegetable”. However

“I” came back into the body. My memories seem to be all
there. (How would I know if some were not?) Yet in some
resuscitations, the “bad” ones, the result is a human “shell”,
physically alive, but as it is said, “no one is home”. Why is
this? What makes the difference? Does one’s exteriorized
intelligence decide “yes the body is now OK, I can go back? It
will continue to serve me.” Or perhaps conversely decide “No
it’s too far gone to be used by me, I’m out of here now.” While
the medical staff continue to keep a body (empty of the
intelligent consciousness) merely physically functioning.

At 38 minutes into the show, a Professor Stuart Hamarov who

is working in conjunction with Penrose, discusses his discovery
and work with microtubules that are deep within the brain. He
refers to them as quantum computers, and states that everything
is interconnected with everything else, that particles can be
in two or more places at the same time, called
“superposition” in space/time geometry. This reveals the very
fabric of the universe. When one goes into the space within the
structure of an atom, between the subatomic or quantum
particles, there is a “wave” manifest, and that “wave” carries
information. It is that wave and information he says, that gives
rise to our individual and very own consciousness. The
microtubules are the “receptors” that bring the information into
individual intelligent consciousness within what we call the
human body.

From this starting point surely everything else becomes just

“details”. We have now exposed the very fabric of our
universe, as that which carries information, energy. This is what
I have referred to previously and will still call it so, the
quantum soup. Thus we are indeed creatures of the quantum
soup now clothed in “star stuff” and taking on the appearance of
a mortal body for this particular universe.
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Who were the once so active “Gods” and where are they now,
1000s of years later?

I deal with the gods and my mental indigestion in another

section. But still there is a case to answer. There are gods of
countless cultures that are recorded as actively dealing with
men, and then we have millennia of silence. Why is that? Are
the records mere fiction, over-imagination or is there a factual
background? Why are so many religions jumping on the
bandwagon and teaching confusingly different things? And let’s
ask the question that should be basic here: “What exactly
constitutes a god? How can we define the requirements to
enable identification or qualification for being deemed a god?”

If there is a truth out there, it should be identifiable, found,

and revealed. More, it should make obvious sense without
resort to "imponderables” or “mysteries”.

Do “gods” exist?

The ultimate aliens, or at least “not humans”. Are all those

accounts pure fiction or are there some intelligent beings not of
“our” species active now or in the past in this world? Are they
from a different reality and more powerful than us in mortality?
Are we in fact gods ourselves, or will be ever reach such a level
or status? Some religions think so and teach such.

And what about this “heaven” by whatever name, claimed as the

abode of any of the various gods? Real, myth, fable, or true?

What are angels, guardian angels, devils and demons all about?

Here again we have no “proof” of existence such as the

scientific community would demand, but the sheer weight of
testimony must confirm to any jury that a case is established.
Men have been hanged on less evidence than we find supporting
claims for these subjects.
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So if such as these exist and are not only in the minds of man,
what are they, where are they and why is there a seeming
interaction between them and us? Genesis (bible) seems to
indicate at one time some of such came and lived and bred with
mortal humanity. Now that’s one huge claim not to be ignored
surely.

A coherent true unified theory should be able to fully explain,

identify and show the origin of such unworldly aliens. “Aliens”
in as much as they are not of our mortal species nor world.

What of the “others”, elves, fairies and mythical peoples:

So much myth, legend, folk lore from all over the world, from
so many cultures and different ages exist that one is almost
compelled to accept that there just may be some actual and
factual basis for perhaps some such claims. Even if of the same
origin and realm as the angels, devils and demons, they demand
some intelligent understanding and placement in the order of
things.

Is there life after death or is death just a part of the cycle life:

This type of question has been posed for the entire history of
man. Obviously it is of vital importance and interest to all.
Alas it is also the cause of so much confusion and so many
conflicting claims, not to mention the cause of so much
contention and abuse.

I think perhaps a better question may well be “do we in fact

exist concurrently in many other dimensions”? Is it possible
that this mortality is just one of many lives being experienced
and shared by the individuals intelligent consciousness? We can
establish that even in this mortal life we have full awareness of a
duality, two states of existence, sharing with a “dream world”.
If this were so then saying farewell to mortality on this earth is
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merely closing one chapter of a larger than we imagine life. Is

this why we only access a small percentage of our capacity in
this world and life?

Is there really an eternal battle of “good” versus “evil”?

This is of course a fascinating question, but too vast to deal

exhaustively with in this series of writings. However if we can
come to a basic understanding of ultimate reality, then we can
formulate the question more meaningfully. We shall touch upon
it later in this book.

How or why is it that we can become or achieve whatever we

really want?

Why is it said we become what we think about most of the

time?

Is “the secret”, so called, for real:

What power or potential is really available for us? In fact, who

or what are “us” even? One cannot understand what is at stake
or what potential exists unless one understands the nature of
“self”. So long as an individual intelligence remains asleep in
mortality, which mortality itself perhaps is a form of sleep, then
that individual intelligence cannot achieve or realize, nor even
understand the potential.

Can we become whatever we want to become? Really? That

sure needs some deep explaining and understanding. Surely
mere flesh and blood, star stuff of this earth, cannot be
empowered with such ability.

Why do our thoughts and minds vastly exceed our physical

potential/ability?
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Physically we cannot deny we are star stuff. Elements of the

earth that will return to the earth. But without question there is
something about the animated mortal body that is truly an
amazing gestalt. Intelligence inhabits those mortal elements and
it is far above and beyond the nature of the mortal elements.
What is it, and what are its source, potential, objectives, and
destination? Why is it housed in an unsuitably inferior body
that is incapable of remotely fulfilling our imaginings?

Why and how can our minds create a sustained illusion that
becomes our reality?

Perhaps you are familiar with the phenomena of false memory.

It’s a memory that is simply not based on actual physical events
as we know them. It became notorious and recognized as the
cause of a lot of persons imprisoned for offences not committed
by them. They were (falsely) accused as a result of (false)
statements taken from the supposed memory of children in the
USA and elsewhere. Children produced memories of abuse and
worse at the interrogation and suggestion of “counselors” and
psychologists etc. Those memories were simply not true.

So often I read in claimed alien abduction cases, that the

information came to light only after the alleged abduction victim
has been subjected to hypnosis. Strangely I am no longer
surprised to find so much claimed phenomena is only uncovered
and revealed after hypnosis.

One often reads of the same underlying origin in the case

histories of claimed reincarnation with monotonous regularity.
The claimant was the subject of hypnotic regression, and once
regressed so far, having nowhere else to go, presents a previous
life memory for the hypnotist who is in all probability willing
such an event to manifest. There is abundant evidence that
shows that an observer, the therapist, can dramatically effect
the result, and in fact cause or implant the suggestions to the
other party. If the “PK” effect is real, and it seems this may be
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the case, then the thoughts or suggestions do not even have or

need to be vocalized. We discover that most false memories are
literally made to order for the precise requirements of the so-
called therapist involved. They want such a memory or
statement for whatever reason, and the subdued “patient” or
other participating party obliges as a result of the implanted
expectation.

The interesting thing is that the mind cannot distinguish the

difference between real and imaginary events, and acts on all
thoughts as though they are real actual events. I had this
actually demonstrated to me once, and was subsequently able to
prove the reality of this to a group of about 30 participants at
one time. It is a simple demonstration involving mere
suggestion, and can be done without any prior preparations or
conditions required. It’s a nice simple demonstrable undeniable
fact.

WARNING: To submit to hypnosis may effectively be

giving someone the ability effectively to re-write your
memories of your life, together with your attitudes, habits,
beliefs etc. In fact, they can re-write your entire being.

Brain washing is a term which probably almost everyone has

heard. Same type of process involved. Subdue the subject’s
will by hypnosis, drugs, fatigue, or whatever, as it all leads
down the same path. Once adequately submissive and
receptive, the desired new mental programs can be installed and
become operative, reality, without question.

Now a conclusion from Watson:

“It seems that we each have within us all the necessary

mechanisms for producing elaborate, coherent and sustained
images without any of the external stimuli that form the basis of
normal waking perception. ….” (“The Romeo Error” page 105)
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Why is the human gifted with such ability? Flesh and blood, the
products of this temporal world surely would or should not be so
advanced “mentally”.

We read of physical manifestations of things, flowers, etc. etc.

How and what gives?

In the late 1800s and early 1900s the mediums materialized

ectoplasm, so called. Recently one Baba of India manifests
flowers, gifts, and ash, fairly much you name it and he can
literally produce it out of “nothing” and in front of witnesses.
How can this possibly be? We are talking about the ability to
“create” matter. The phenomena are reasonably common and
often reported or claimed.

Lyall Watson records in “The Romeo Error” of witnessing,

within a few feet of the events taking place, the actual and real
physical creation and manifestation of organs, tissue, blood etc.
by “psychic surgeons” in the Philippines. Sure, we all know
there is much fakery and fraud in some cases, but the testimony
is in and is valid. Strange and actual manifestations of material
“things” are actually occurring.

Now how can this be? How does one get to satisfactorily
explain this type of phenomena?

Are we really just animals of a temporal world?

How does Psychic Surgery work? Do hands enter into the

patient’s body?

Quite apart from the manifesting of physical things mentioned

above, there are these recorded witnessed account of (some)
psychic surgeons actually inserting their hands into the body of
another mortal. It gets better and stranger, there are no scars,
incisions or any subsequent evidence of any form of intrusion.
Healings are validly effected. How can one possibly occupy the
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same space/time used by another? How can two parties be

within the same place at the same time? Not environs, but the
same temporal space or position.

Do we dismiss these claims because we find no ability or

capacity to understand or explain what has happened? Do we
put it down to illusion, suggestion, faith healing that we would
deny as a stand-alone claim, or is it just possible there is a way
for it to actually happen as claimed and witnessed? It sure needs
a good explanation, and deserves one. Well, the news is that
there is a good explanation.

SHARING:

Let me start off here with a bold statement. I no longer think

that my individual intelligence, personality, memories, all those
things that make the whole mortal “me” as one conceives the
body housing me, is at all unique and exclusive to this terrestrial
or mortal star stuff world or universe. I am forced to conclude
that I am not a “one off” entity unique to and in this world
alone. This waking mortal world conscious body is not the sole
or only manifestation of “me”.

I seriously started to wonder when after two resuscitations, I

was able to still be “me”. Brain ceased functioning, all
supposed contents erased, all life signs ceased. The head nurse
in emergency department told me, that the first time
resuscitation took 18 minutes. Yes 18 minutes, surely that is
irreversibly dead. So I thought. So we all are told and believe.
I am told the 2nd time that it took 45 minutes, which frankly I
find staggeringly unbelievable. Certainly I would not accept it
if someone made such a claim to me. Surely they must have
some misunderstanding of something. It becomes an
inescapable fact then, that if these statements by those actually
doing the hands on resuscitations are true, then my memories,
personality, and goodness knows what else, had to either have
been “backed up” somewhere to enable a later “restoral”, or else
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I had vacated the body and somehow returned later to take it up

again. Smells mighty like “superposition”.

Most of us will readily agree, know, and have personal

experience with their own dream world and of their participation
and activities within it. They bring back memories of some
events that transpired in that “universe” and carry the memory
over to be accepted as a valid and real memory of such events
into the star stuff body of this world. Later those memories
originating in dreams will be indistinguishable from “mortal
life” memories. There seems so little doubt that it is the same
“us” that is experiencing the dreams that we know as “us” in
waking mortality that it barely is worth pursuing. Thus “Us”,
“me”, by whatever name, participates in this manner in – so far -
two separate or distinctly different realities or “universes”.

Some people have or do get to experience what is commonly

called “astral projection”. I do not intend to go deeply into
either the subject or techniques that may or may not be involved
here. Sufficient to say, that for those who have experienced it, it
is a very real occurrence. The body and conscious intelligence
do find themselves in two separate places, but still “somehow”
connected perhaps. (Superposition of the mind/body) My point
here is this: The realm into which that exteriorized conscious
intelligence ventures is not exactly the same one as that to which
the star stuff mortal body finds itself restricted. It is in fact a
different reality or universe, another dimension if you will, into
which we either stumble by accident, or as claimed by many,
venture intentionally. Be that as it may, the fact is that it is the
same “me” or “us” that finds itself functioning in another reality
with “another changed or different” body. We note the structure
and laws of nature and physics are different in that realm. Here
then is a third reality or universe that our conscious intelligence
can access and participate. Interestingly one can easily bring
back and retain memories of events within that “astral” universe.
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Now lets cut this short and look at just one more inescapable
conclusion. A conclusion that reveals yet another (the 4th so far
in this limited count) realm into which our conscious
intelligence has access. The documentary “The Day I Died”
reveals many people whom have literally had a very real “death”
experience. It is salted with validating commentary from
physicists, researchers etc., and the evidence would be
acceptable in a court of law, but not to “proof seekers”. There is
no doubt these people went “somewhere” and had various
experiences, and yes, brought back memories of events that
transpired at the time. Many more must have experienced that
realm, including myself, because there seems no other
explanation as to how or where their individual conscious
intelligence survived when the body and brain had ceased their
functioning. They came back to a repaired and restored body as
themselves, complete with all attributes and memories, and at
times even slightly improved or “changed” a little. (My
personal “changed a little” included the immediate ability to
change my entire lifestyle without any difficulty. Then there are
the “mental” and “value” changes…..)

It would seem that, and be reasonable to accept that these

various realities or universes are not all subject to the same
“laws of nature” or physics as we know and experience them on
this temporal mortal world. Certainly it could be said that we
know this is the case with the universes of the dream and astral
worlds, and I am sure that it equally is true of the “world” of
those dead to, or removed from this temporal and mortal world,
regardless of how permanent or temporary that departure may
be.

In short we are beings that inhabit and exist within multiple

dimensions simultaneously. Certainly it is the same “us” or
individual conscious intelligence that manifests and
experiences these realms. The above information only counts
four such dimensions, and I see no reason whatsoever why that
is the final count.
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The implications of this are staggering to imagine. It may well

be that there are an infinite number of dimensions, alternative
universes, call them what you will, that all exist simultaneously
in space/time wherein we manifest ourselves and participate in
life or existence.

Let me quote Michio Kaku, that great physicist who for

decades has worked on string theory and quantum physics.

“The problem, we see, is that there are also millions upon

millions of other solutions describing universes that do not
appear anything like our universe. In some of these solutions,
the universe has no quarks or too many quarks. In most of
them, life as we know it cannot exist. Our universe may be lost
somewhere among the millions of possible universes that have
been found in string theory.” (“Hyperspace” page 170)

It seems to me that there are an infinite number of intelligent

individual entities or consciousnesses, of which we each are
(most likely) but one, these existing within and over an infinite
number of dimensions, universes, or realities. It seems such can
travel via the wave information and form that is stated as the
very fabric of our universe and is identified within and below
subatomic structure levels. The name we give them is not the
important issue, but the understanding of what I am saying is
important. Further it seems that we as such an individual
intelligence or consciousness, have the ability to exist
simultaneously within some, if not all, of those dimensions. We
are after all, bathing within and are a component part of the
fabric of the universe. Perchance we are merely just not
consciously aware of such existence by that small percentage of
our capacity accessible to us in this mortal life and world. Our
individual conscious intelligence manifest here (while merely
inhabiting temporal star stuff elements of this universe) is not
unique or restricted to this temporal state in which we now find
ourselves. We are in fact, sharing ourselves around. This life it
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seems may be only one small facet of our real selves, the true
“us” if you will.

Now obviously temporal space and the availability of suitable

star stuff on this temporal and mortal world that we daily
experience is somewhat finite and limited. It cannot
simultaneously contain the infinite numbers of entities that
evidently exist; thus we see a real reason why physical death is
not only inevitable, but also required. Hence our star stuff
temporal bodies are programmed to destruct after a given
maximum span of time on this world or dimension, and no
escape from it is allowed. (The “hayflick limit”) After our turn
on this temporal world in this dimension, (and our collecting our
brownie points or badge) for a span of life, existence,
experience, etc. it becomes a requirement that the star stuff be
broken down to be recycled. Recycled to allow organizing into
more new bodies, more new carrots to be consumed by those
new bodies, and more new trees to consume and help recycle
those bodies. The cycle of life finds a coherent explanation.

UNIFIED THEORY OF ALL THINGS:

The reality of hyperspace, of multiple dimensions, and our

being conscious entities within them, all part of the quantum
soup, now presents us with the working space and the ability to
be able to find the reasons, the mechanics, and the reality of
almost any phenomena that seems to exist or can be claimed to
exist. Aliens, so called, that pop in and out of perception, along
with ghosts, angels, demons and a whole host of unworldly
entities now become understandable and explainable. So also
the ability to effectively “create” or produce matter or artifacts
seemingly out of nothing has its explanation. With a little
thought, it can now be a simple matter of mental exercise to
establish the probable cause of most, if not all, phenomena. It is
now only individual details that need to be considered and
understood with regard to any of the many things listed above.
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Simply put, we are multiple dimensional entities existing in

more than this one temporal dimension, and the many puzzling
phenomena have their origin and cause within another “part” or
dimension of this multidimensional hyperspace that is simply
just not perceived by the ordinary (normal or usual, common)
abilities of the temporal mortal body. We err if we look for the
cause or origin of many such things as being “on this earth”, and
contained solely within our knowable time/space. For this
reason we are unable to understand so much phenomena. For
this reason any “proof” eludes us, cannot be found, nor
phenomena repeatable “on demand” as science would require.
That scientific paradigm is just not valid in such a far-reaching
operational realm as is hyperspace. Our earth is contained in
merely one dimension of the probably infinite number of
dimensions literally surrounding us.

The majority of us are tuned, and finely so, to perceive and

interact solely within the temporal star stuff earth and its limited
dimension. Some it seems are not so limited in their range of
perceptions or interactions, and it is this that enables them to
witness or perform a host of events and manifestations that are
incomprehensible, alien, or just unacceptable, not to mention
unbelievable, to most of humanity. Now we can understand
why not all see the same UFO or manifestation or the claimed
visions and manifestations at Fatima etc.

Just as the acceptance of hyperspace allows quantum physics

and mechanics the “space and room” to successfully incorporate
all of the 4 forces, and thus understand them each in relationship
to the others, so the same hyperspace puts everything into its
place with regard to all phenomena that can exist.

WAKING UP:

This so far is a bare bones overview and summary of what “it is

all about” and the underlying cause of so many puzzling effects
and phenomena. That is the sole purpose of this writing. It
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behooves each individual to mentally digest and understand the

basic principles outlined here, then by asking the right questions
in a logical sequence, (I doubt there is a preferred or “right”
sequence.) one is capable to coming to a full and total
understanding of all things. Yes, of all things. Sure some of the
details may be brushed over and not bothered with. For
instance, who would want to do the math’s involved in quantum,
hyperspace or string theory? Indeed that is not necessary, as
that is just details.

It is hoped the contents of this section will come as a wake up

call. That it will stir the sleeping giant within each of us, to
realize and recognize that in truth each of us is truly a grand and
cosmic individual intelligence with unlimited potential.

APPLICATION, OR WHERE TO FROM HERE:

Once one understands the situation we are currently in, then one
will become able to more fully understand the self, its place and
potential in the grand scheme of things. Then when one so
understands and appreciates the greater reality situation, one
will be able to see past the dream of mundane mortality and
(hopefully) gravitate naturally towards higher ideals than most
mortals ever see or realize.

With mental exercise and this working model you will now be
able to answer those questions posed above. You will
understand that we swim in a sea of cosmic quantum realities,
and that we are, in the mortal state, generally tuned to perceive
just one reality, and that reality is just an illusion. You will
soon be able to figure out for yourself who the gods are and
from whence they come. Likewise you will figure out the logical
cause of any and all phenomena. You will no longer be subject
to blind faith or ignorance.

RELUCTANCE TO MAKE PUBLIC:

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I had been reluctant to publish this sort of information for some

time because I see potential for misuse or outright abuse of such
information. I can visualize untold scams resulting, as mortals
tend to find a way to gather personal gain or power and
authority from almost anything.

Some of the facets of this information would be capable of

supporting sectarian type of groups making almost all sorts of
claims and/or promises. All for money or domination over
others of course. And of course the larger percentage of mortals
would just be too nieve or lazy to bother to understand or to
“wake up” and thus be unwitting victims of the scammers.

Some will claim to reveal your true self. Some will claim to be
“jedi knights” in other dimensions and thus attempt to gain your
wealth and adoration. Some will seek to gain followers based
on such claims and to gain great personal dominion. No doubt a
false Christ or so will arise with marvelous claims. Given time,
competition and persecutions could follow. Eventually even
wars could result.

Any reformer or revealer of information would look back and

wonder if it was all worth while. However I believe all this
information is already “out there”, and even if that is not so,
then few if any will even bother with this knowledge or
information. Nonetheless I do hold reservations about the
wisdom of publishing all of this information in this order and
form in the one place. I do believe however it will do more
good for more individuals than any harm that could result. Pray
I am right.
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008-HYPERDIMENSIONAL PHYSICS

"When you once see something as false which you have

accepted as true, as natural, as human, then you can never go
back to it" - J. Krishnamurti

Undoubtedly, the premier website with respect to

Hyperdimensional Physics is Richard Hoagland’s
<http://www.enterprisemission.com/hyper1.html>. The only
disadvantage of this particular website is that it has a lot of
information, and thus takes some time in consuming. (Which is
why portions of it are condensed here.) However, Hoagland’s
work is well written, has lots of intriguing graphics -- many of a
geometrical nature -- and is scientifically plausible. Highly
recommended as some intriguing, speculative material.

A briefer, Hoagland-style version is

<http://www.enterprisemission.com/physics.html>, where the
introductory portion discusses the field of hyperdimensional
physics as one based on geometry and mathematics, and which
involve other spatial dimensions. According to Hoagland (with
due regard to Tom Bearden, et al), hyperdimensional physics
goes back to the 19th Century, where mathematicians and
physicists began delving into “theoretical ‘non-Euclidian’
geometries (geometries involving spatial dimensions in addition
to ‘length, breadth and height’), and a set of specifically
predicted physical interactions of energy and matter determined
by those ‘non-Euclidian geometries.’”

This introductory site also includes “the results of continuing,

world-wide, contemporary physics and ‘free energy’
experiments... which are now confirming increasingly specific
predictions of the ‘hyperdimensional’ model.” This includes:
Zero-Point Energy, and the basis of Connective Physics,
although the latter is not referenced in the website.
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Nevertheless, <http://www.enterprisemission.com/hyper1.html>
is worth reviewing in detail (including its some five or six
detailed, elaborate webpages). Hoagland notes, among many
other things, that the anomalous energy being radiated by the
giant planets of Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, and Neptune can be
explained by Hyperdimensional Physics. In essence, these
planets’ energy output is “over unity”, i.e. they are giving off
more energy than is being absorbed from the Sun energy
impinging upon them. Furthermore, when Uranus and Neptune
are “normalized” (i.e. their different distances from the Sun are
taken into account), these two planets are roughly equal in their
output. Hoagland then explains that all of this can be accounted
for if we assume:

“The existence of unseen hyperspatial realities... that, through

information transfer between dimensions, are the literal
‘foundation substrate’ maintaining the reality of everything in
this dimension.”

That statement says quite a bit. Reread it and think about it.
Hmmmmmm...

Via <http://www.enterprisemission.com/hyper1.html> -- and the

continuation of the narrative on subsequent webpages --
Hoagland goes on to discuss the following:

z “Vortex atoms” -- tiny, self-sustaining “whirlpools”

in the so-called ether -- one envisioned by William
Thompson (1867), which he and his 19th Century
contemporaries “increasingly believed extended throughout
the Universe as an all-pervasive, incompressible fluid.” The
latter included James Clerk Maxwell -- undoubtedly the patron
saint of modern electromagnetic theory -- who developed a
mechanical vortex model of an incompressible ether in which
Thompson’s vortex atom could exist.
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z The use by Maxwell of quaternions (ordered pairs of

complex numbers), who made it clear in his writings that his
choice of quaternions as mathematical operators was predicated
on his belief that three-dimensional physical phenomena --
including quite possibly human Consciousness -- was dependent
upon higher dimensional realities! Some of these writings are
included herein as Hyperdimensional Poetry. A brief diversion.

z The disastrous “streamlining” after Maxwell’s death of

his quaternion equations by two 19th Century so-called
mathematical physicists, Oliver Heaviside and William Gibbs,
who simplified to extinction the original equations and left four
simple (if woefully incomplete!) expressions. This was done by
Heaviside’s drastic editing of Maxwell’s original work after the
latter’s untimely death from cancer. The four surviving,
“classic” Maxwell’s Equations -- which appear in every
electrical and physics text the world over, became the
underpinnings of all 20th Century electrical and electromagnetic
engineering -- from radio to radar, television to computer
science, and were inclusive of every hard science from physics
to chemistry to astrophysics that deals with electromagnetic
radiative processes. The classic equations never appeared in any
of Maxwell’s papers or treatises!

z The introduction in 1854 by Georg Bernard

Riemann the idea of hyperspace, i.e. the description and
possibility of “higher, unseen dimensions”, a fundamental
assault on the 2000-year old assumptions of Euclid’s The
Elements -- the ordered, rectilinear laws of ordinary three
dimensional reality. “In its place, Riemann proposed a four-
dimensional reality (of which our 3-D reality was merely a
‘subset’), in which the geometric rules were radically different,
but also internally self-consistent. Even more radical: Riemann
proposed that the basic laws of nature in 3-space, the three
mysterious forces then known to physics -- electrostatics,
magnetism and gravity -- were all fundamentally united in 4-
space, and merely ‘looked different’ because of the resulting
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‘crumpled geometry’ of our three-dimensional reality...” In lieu

of Newton’s “action-at-a-distance theories, Riemann was
proposing that all such apparent forces were the result of objects
moving through three dimensions, but distorted by an intruding
geometry of 4-space.

z The fundamental problem of an alleged lack of

experimental or experiential evidence of a fourth spacial
dimension. This was addressed in part in 1919 by Theodr
Kaluza, who suggested a solution to the mathematical
unification of Einstein’s theory of gravity with Maxwell’s
theory of electromagnetic radiation, via the introduction of an
additional spatial dimension. Kaluza also proposed that the
additional spacial dimension had somehow collapsed down to a
tiny circle -- an idea now prevalent in Superstrings! This idea
was expanded in 1926 by Oskar Klein, who applied the idea to
Quantum Physics and came up with the idea that Kaluza’s new
dimension had somehow collapsed down to the “Planck length”
itself -- supposedly the smallest possible size allowed by
quantum interactions -- thereby tying in with Heisenberg’s
Uncertainty Principle.

z A rebirth of hyperdimensional physics in the guise of

Superstrings (beginning in 1968), in which fundamental
particles and fields are viewed as hyperspace vibrations of
infinitesimally small, multi-dimensional strings -- with updated
versions of the old Kaluza-Klein theory; discussions of a
modern supergravity hyperspace unification model; and the
exotic “String Theory” itself. The enormous increase in interest
represents a fundamental revolution within a major segment of
the worldwide scientific community. A significant factor is the
number of dimensions: 10 (or 26, depending on strings rotation).
And still, all additional dimensions are still within the Planck
length!

z Discussions by Thomas E. Bearden, including,

“Maxwell’s original theory is, in fact, the true, so-called ‘Holy
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Grail’ of physics... the first successful unified field theory in the

history of Science... a fact apparently completely unknown to
the current proponents of ‘Kaluza-Klein,’ ‘Supergravity,’ and
‘Superstring’ ideas....” “...In discarding the scalar component of
the quaternion, Heaviside and Gibbs unwittingly discarded the
unified electromagnetic/gravitational portion of Maxwell’s
theory.” “The simple vector equations produced by Heaviside
and Gibbs captured only that subset of Maxwell’s theory where
EM and gravitation are mutually exclusive. In that subset,
electromagnetic circuits and equipment will not ever, and cannot
ever, produce gravitational or inertial effects in materials and
equipment.”

z The unwarranted restriction of Maxwell’s theory, also

impacted Einstein who restricted his theory of general relativity,
and thus by fiat prevented the unification of electromagnetics
and relativity -- as well as experimental evidence of the general
theory due to any local spacetime curvature being excluded.

z The exclusion by quantum physicists of Bohm’s

hidden variable theory, “which conceivably could have offered
the potential of engineering quantum change -- engineering
physical reality itself.” “Each of these major scientific
disciplines missed and excluded a subset of their disciplinary
area...”

z The loss to science by the limiting of Maxwell’s

equations of: The electrogravitic control of gravity itself, in
effect, the ability to curve local and/or distant spacetime with
electromagnetic radiation. “Whittaker accomplished this by
demonstrating mathematically that ‘the field of force due to a
gravitating body can be analyzed, by a spectrum analysis’ into
an infinite number of constituent fields; and although the whole
field of force does not vary with time, yet each of the constituent
fields is an undulatory character, consisting of a simple-
disturbance propagated with uniform velocity.” [emphasis
added] Significantly, the waves would be longitudinal and
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require gravity to be propagated with a finite velocity, which

however did not have to be the same as that of light, and in fact
may be enormously greater.

z The measurement of the hidden potential of free space

by Yakir Aharonov and David Bohm in 1959, the resulting
“Aharonov-Bohm Effect” providing compelling proof of a
“deeper spatial strain -- a scalar potential -- underlying the
existence of a so-called magnetic force-field itself. This
potential is equivalent to the unseen, vorticular stress in space
first envisioned by Thompson.” “And stresses, when they are
relieved, must release energy into their surroundings!”

z Quantum Electrodynamics Zero Point Energy of space

-- vacuum energy -- in which is created, then relieved stresses in
Maxwell’s voticular ether (a process equivalent to tapping the
energy of the vacuum -- a vacuum which, according to quantum
physics, possesses a staggering amount of such energy per cubic
inch of space.

z “Given the prodigious amount of ‘vacuum energy’

calculated by modern physicists (trillions of atomic bomb
equivalents per cubic centimeter...), even a relatively minor
but sudden release of such vast vacuum (ether) stress potential
inside a planet... could literally destroy it.” Or alternatively, in a
far more controlled fashion, provide the anomalous infrared
energy output of the planets Uranus, Neptune, Saturn, and
Jupiter; or even the same source of energy for stars, including
the Sun.

z A model of hyperdimensional physics based upon

angular momentum -- the mass of an object and the rate at
which it spins -- but an orbital momentum connected to four-
space, and simultaneously affected by the planets’ satellites (or
in the case of the Sun, the planets, or even companion stars
where applicable). A plot of total angular momentum of a
planet or solar system against the total amount of internal energy
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being radiated into space, results in a “striking linear

dependence which seems to hold across a range of luminosity
and momentum totaling almost three orders of magnitude.” The
resulting math, equivalent to E = mc2, is that a celestial object’s
total internal luminosity seems dependent upon only one
physical parameter, it’s total system angular momentum (the
celestial body, plus all orbiting satellites), and given by L = mr2.
[L is the total system angular momentum, m each of the
individual masses at a distance, r, from the center of the
rotation.]

z The Earth-Moon system constituting yet another

example of over-unity radiating of energy (as opposed to the
Earth’s internal energy being derived from “radioactive
sources”). Implications involve major effects on past and future
geological and climatological events, which may be driven, not
by rising solar interactions or by-products of terrestrial
civilization (e.g., accumulating greenhouse gases from burning
fossil fuels), but by hyperdimensional physics!

z An explanation of the missing neutrinos from the Sun,

where the assumed thermonuclear reaction model to account for
the Sun’s output should be resulting in over twice the number of
neutrinos actually observed. But when the Sun’s primary
energy source is hyperdimensional (i.e. its angular momentum --
including the planetary masses orbiting it), the problem can be
addressed. [The Sun has 98% of the solar system mass, but only
2% of its total angular momentum -- the latter due to the
variable r, the distance of the mass from the center of rotation!]
But in the hyperdimensional solution, another big planet (or a
couple of smaller ones) far beyond Pluto are needed! (In this
theory, about 30% of internal energy is still expected from
thermonuclear reactions.)

z Hyperdimensional physics requires that energy

generation in planets and stars be variable -- in effect, a
mechanism resulting from an ever changing hyperspatial
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geometry. In effect, the changing pattern (gravitationally and

dimensionally) of interacting satellites in orbit around a planet
or star must change the stress pattern, in something of a
geometrically twisted ether. [This tends to explain Astrology,
but Astrology does not directly incorporate the ellipsoidal
motion of the planets, which has a dramatic effect on r, the
orbiting distance parameter. I.e., the time-variability of the
hyperdimensional geometry -- yet more Cycles! -- is a central
hallmark of the theory.]

z Application of hyperdimensional physics to

technologies based on the same ideas -- and which may explain
free energy machines, electrochemical Cold Fusion, and the
reduction of radioactivity in nuclear isotopes (or the acceleration
of the process such that half-lifes are dramatically reduced).
“The implications for an entire ‘rapid, radioactive nuclear waste
reduction technology’ -- accomplishing in hours what would
normally require aeons -- is merely one immediate, desperately
needed world-wide application of such ‘Hyperdimensional
Technologies.’”

z A hyperdimensional explanation of the anomalous

motion of the Giant Red Spot on the planet Jupiter with
variations in longitude and latitude -- not the result of gravity or
tidal actions by the moons of Jupiter, but due to the lever (the
“r”) of angular momentum.

z Hyperdimensional astrology, where variations in

energy output from planets would be due to the constantly
changing hyperdimensional stress due to their relative
interactions, and variability in orbits. The “changing interactive
stresses in the ‘boundary between hyperspace and real space’ (in
the Hyperdimensional Model) now also seem to be the answer
to the mysterious ‘storms’ that, from time to time, have
suddenly appeared in the atmospheres of several of the outer
planets. The virtual ‘disappearance,’ in the late 80’s, of
Jupiter’s Great Red Spot is one remarkable example; Saturn’s
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abrupt production of a major planetary ‘event,’ photographed by

the Hubble Space Telescope in 1994 as a brilliant cloud
erupting at 19.5 degrees N. (where else?!), is yet another.”

z Variability of solar phenomena -- such as solar flares,

coronal disturbances, mass ejections -- in terms of the sunspot
cycle -- 11 years (or closer to 20 for the complete solar cycle).
The observation of short-wave radio communications and their
connection to the sunspot cycle, and to the motions of the major
planets of the solar system, the latter an astrological correlation
between the orbits of all the planets (but especially, Jupiter,
Saturn, Uranus and Neptune), and major radio-disturbing
eruptions on the Sun! What had been “rediscovered was
nothing short of a ‘Hyperdimensional Astrology’ -- the
ultimate, very ancient, now highly demonstrable angular
momentum foundations behind the real influences of the Sun
and planets on our lives.” The research also noted that when
Jupiter and Saturn were spaced by 120 degrees [an astrological
trine -- interpreted as an excellent aspect] -- and solar activity
was at a maximum! -- radio signals averaged of far higher
quality for the year than when Jupiter and Saturn were at 180
degrees [an astrological opposition -- interpreted as
challenging], and there had been a considerable decline in solar
activity! In other words, the average quality of radio signals
followed the cycle between Jupiter and Saturn, rather than the
sunspot cycle!!

z Recognition that hyperdimensional physics allows for

a disproportionate effect on the solar system by the planets due
to the lever arm (“r”) of the angular momentum equation, a
physical mechanism -- Maxwell’s changing quaternion scalar
potentials -- to account for anomalous planetary energy
emissions, and the reason for sunspots at the predominant
solar latitude of 19.5 degrees.
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z Noting and explaining the observed (by Voyager)

polar hexagon around the north pole of Saturn, and with five
radii extending from the center!

z The implication of extremely distant undiscovered

planets of this solar system, which theoretically (via Kepler’s
Third Law) could involve orbital periods of thousands (if not
tens of thousands) of years -- and which because of their
disproportionately large effect on the leveraged angular
momentum could account for long-term cycles in the Sun’s total
luminosity. Given that Jupiter and Saturn return to their
same geometrical positions roughly every 20 years (i.e. the
complete solar sunspot cycle), then it is equally plausible
that unknown planets in our solar system could have a much
longer term effect, and may be causing a cyclical increase
and decrease of the misnamed solar constant, with the result
of the already observed increase in solar energy, which may
trigger profound, millennia-long climatic changes on Earth -
- “Including, melting ice caps; rising ocean levels; dramatic
changes in jet stream altitudes and activity; increased
tornado intensities; increased hurricane wind velocities...
and a permanent “El Nino” (whose warmest waters, satellites
report, are at ... ~19.5 degrees).” Hyperdimensional physics
then might explain the very long term Cycles observed by
Browning.

z Conclusion by Thomas Van Flandern “that Mars’

uniquely elliptical path around the Sun (of all the inner
planets) is highly consistent with its ‘escape’ from... a
‘missing’, former member of the solar system.”
Hyperdimensional physics could then be utilized to consider
whether or not entire worlds within our solar system might
have been destroyed. Alternatively, to consider “the
demonstrable, historically-unprecedented changes currently
occurring in our own environment -- from mysteriously-rising
geophysical and volcanic activity (some of the most significant
now occurring at that suspicious “19.5 degrees!”), to
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increasingly anomalous climatological and meteorological

activity (does anyone notice that hurricanes have always been
born at an average latitude of... 19.5 degrees?) -- verifying the
effects of a changing ‘hyperdimensional physics’ in our own
neighborhood.”

z An accelerating slow-down of the Earth’s spin on its

own axis over the last 20 years -- a progressive phase-shift now
occurring between the rotation of the Earth and the quantum
standards of an atomic clock. Additionally, the experimental
observation of a change in the Gravitational Constant by as
much as 0.06%, such that the suggestion that gravity during the
era of the dinosaurs was less (to allow the dinosaurs to be able
to stand) and that simultaneously, the Moon was precisely at a
distance of 60 times the radius of the Earth... suddenly, these
ideas are no longer far-fetched. In fact, hyperdimensional
physics predicts such variations. [See also, Hyper-D Physics
Connection and/or Planet X.]

z And finally, Hoagland suggests an intrinsically

changing physics, “affecting every known system of
astronomical, physical, chemical and biological interaction
differently over time -- because it affects the underlying,
dynamical hyperspace foundation of ‘physical reality’ itself.”
“And now, according to all accumulating evidence and this
centuries-old physics... we are simply entering once again (after
‘only’ 13,000 years...) a phase of this recurring, grand solar
system cycle ‘of renewed hyperdimensional restructuring of that
reality ." [emphasis added]

Hoagland <http://www.enterprisemission.com/hyper1.html>
thus makes an excellent argument that Hyperdimensional
Physics is not only good science, but is highly relevant to our
modern world.
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The mathematics of Hyperdimensional Physics -- including

quaternions -- are not trivial, but some simplified mathematics
can be instructional.

For example, in connection with the Golden Mean, it is

instructive to consider the ratios of various tangents of angles
which predominate in any 5-fold geometry. These angles are
18°, 36°, 54°, and 72°. The Table shows these angles and others
which have the common property of reducing to 9. (In
Numerology, reducing a number is simply adding each of the
digits (and adding again if necessary) until a single digit is the
sum. For example, the number, 314.8884 reduces to
3+1+4+8+8+8+4 = 36 = 3+6 = 9.)

Table

tan 18° / tan 36° = tan 54° / tan 72° =

0.447213595... = 1 / Ö5

tan 18° / tan 54° = tan 36° / tan 72° =

0.236067977... = Ö5 - 2

tan 36° / tan 54° = 0.527864045... = 3 -

4f

tan 18° / tan 72° = 0.105572809... = ( 3 -

4f)/5

A summary of the Table would suggest the ratios of tangents

which involve the Golden Mean are intimately associated with
5-fold geometries. This ties in the trigonometric angles
associated with 5-fold geometries, and the relationship Ö5 = F +
f. Tangents are also important in ancient and modern of
monuments, on and off Earth! See, for example, the
connections between Southwest England and the Cydonia
region of Mars.
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Another interesting revelation involving the trigonometric

tangents derives from the relationship defining a particular
angle, q, i.e. Ö5 = f + F = 2p tan q, from which we can calculate
q to be equal to 19.5897...°. To within an accuracy of 99.39%,
this angle is related to the tangent squared of 30° by the
identities: tan2 30° = 1/3 = sin j, where j = 19.4712...°. This
latter angle turns out to be of critical importance in
Hyperdimensional Physics (the latter which may be thought of
as a modern day child of Sacred Geometry).

For example, if one inscribes within a sphere, a tetrahedron

with one point of the tetrahedron at the pole of the sphere,
then the other three points of the tetrahedron will lie at 120°
intervals along a latitude of 19.4712...°.

This latitude corresponds, on a planetary scale, to possible

sources of immense energy from the internal regions of a planet.
For example: 1) Mauna Loa volcano in Hawaii, 2) Iztaccihuatl
and Popocatepetl volcanoes near Mexico City, 3) the absolutely
huge Mare Orientale on the Moon’s far side (but near the edge
of the Earth-side/far-side interface), 4) Olympus Mons on the
planet Mars, (the solar system’s largest volcano), 5) the Great
Red Spot on Jupiter, 6) the Great Blue Spot on Neptune, and so
forth, are all located at or very near to 19.5° latitude. In
addition, The Great Pyramids of the Sun and Moon at
Teotihuacan, Mexico are also located near this latitude,
suggesting the ancient architects may have had an inkling of this
“energy source”.

The significance of this hypothetical, inscribed tetrahedron is

due to the somewhat esoteric belief that this geometrical
anomaly may be connecting with other dimensions (outside of
the four dimensional space-time continuum), and therefore
represent the stuff of “tapping into the Zero-Point Energy” as
envisioned by such researchers as Moray King [1] and others.
Additionally, Chris Tinsley [2] has recently reported on an
anti-gravitational effect (which may be tapping into the
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ZPE) by rotating a disc composed of superconducting

material. This suggests that perhaps the more ideal
experiment would be to rotate a tetrahedron shaped object -
- or better yet a Merkaba (two tetrahedrons interlocked
within an inscribed sphere). In either case, if the
tetrahedrons were composed of superconducting material,
the results could be stunning.

One might also wish to incorporate in any new energy system

design the slight difference between q and 19.4712...° -- which
was on the same scale as the relationships connecting the
planetary orbits. One can show, for example, the following
approximate equalities:

p = 3.14159... @ (6/5) F2 = 3.14164...

(within 99.85% accuracy)

p = 3.14159... @ 4/ÖF = 3.144606...

(within 90.41 accuracy)

e = 2.71828... @10 x (ÖF - 1) = 2.720196...

(within 92.96% accuracy)

Similarly, if Ö5 = f + F = 2p tan q, where q = 19.5897...° @ j =

19.4712...°, and 1/3 = sin j, then Ö5 = f + F @ 2p tan
(19.4712...°) = p / Ö2, or

f + F @ p / Ö2

Ö5 @ p / Ö2 or Ö10 @ p

(both within an accuracy of 99.35%)

The slight inexactitudes of these three Transcendental Numbers

(and which may be thought of as one of the properties of the
transcendental numbers) is extremely note-worthy. Just as the
universe would rapidly collapse were it not due to angular
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momentum (and/or spin), it may be that the nature of

transcendental numbers have similar properties with respect to
the design and construction of effective energy systems based
on Zero-Point Energy, and/or The Fifth Element of Connective
Physics.

Nevertheless, there is clearly a connection here between

hyperdimensional physics and Sacred Geometry, or the
Golden Mean!

Another website, possibly worth investigating (and which has

considerably more hard science) is
<http://www.rialian.com/rnboyd/physics.htm>.

Finally, <http://www.enterprisemission.com/corbett.htm> asked

the question of how long have the powers-that-be been aware of
hyperdimensional physics? [Strangely of all the enterprise
mission webpages, this one is now missing. Hmmmm...] In any
case, the argument may evolve down to much of the information
about everything being already known to some, but not being
given to the world at large, except in measured, carefully
selected parcels. There may also be the supposition that 94% of
the people will never get it, but that portions of the other 6% -
those slated to be capable of joining the Education elite -- will.
And that, perhaps is enough. [The above website also used to
include an excellent picture of the Apollo 13, “Orion” patch --
where you could just scroll about 40% of the way down. Is that
why it's now missing?]
References:

[1] King, Moray, Tapping the Zero-Point Energy, Paraclete

Publishing, Provo, Utah, 1989.
[2] Tinsley, Chris, “Table-Top Antigravity?”, Infinite Energy
Magazine, Concord, 1997.

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INTERLUDE and OVERVIEW

THE UNCHANGED HUMAN CONDITION

It also gives us a very special, secret pleasure to see how
unaware the people around us are of what is really happening
to them." ~Adolf Hitler
Is it that we humans as a species just do not learn from past
obvious mistakes, or is it that we have been designed with a
defect in our mental ability? It may be because a little of each
element is involved that we find ourselves in our condition. In
one section of these writings we look into the “who or what” is
responsible for our very being and make up as well as the
“purpose” for our being on this planet. If that is an accurate
proposition then it would validate the claim that the human
species has all the hallmarks of a domesticated species.

Regardless of the nature of our origin or purpose (if any) for

being on this planet, it would appear to me that there is in place
a cunning, carefully designed and implemented plan (or plot) to
direct our path and mould or shape our collective races in a
specific manner. Call it the mother of all conspiracy theories if
you will. If all of this is totally wrong, it makes an interesting
interpretation out of a lot of given facts and established data, and
should be entertaining reading. When one looks at the evidence
that will unfold in the next several sections one may not only
agree with that premise, but one may also start to feel rather
insecure and afraid. It is not the purpose of this book to frighten
or alarm, but to open our eyes, make us aware of possibilities,
forewarn us, and show that regardless of our worst nightmare
becoming manifest, there is truly light at the end of the “tunnel”.

For a long time now, in some cases for many decades, various
voices have been raised in protest and to enable public
awareness of various real dangers being foisted upon humanity.
They have largely been ignored, and the small percentages that
have not ignored the warnings but joined the aware group of
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protesters have been unable to cause any change to the adverse

situations. Frankly we have been “attacked” on too many fronts
simultaneously and the defending ranks are too thin to enable
effective defence in so many diverse directions as to ensure
safety for our species. Warnings about most obvious and in
many cases self-evident dangers are blatantly ignored by the
“powers that be”, those who could make changes. Over the
course of these writings we will identify the “powers that be”.

The absolute dangers to mankind in the use of fluoride in water

supplies, amalgam fillings (loads of toxic mercury) in dental
work, vaccines, chemotherapy, radiotherapy, electroshock
treatments, microwaves (not only in stoves), and a host of
similarly dangerous issues has been not only ignored, but
actively and willfully suppressed. (If you doubt this, then do
some Internet research to establish all issues and concerns.)
These and other issues are loudly and vehemently declared as
quite safe for use or implementation by the “authorities”. The
media carries that biased one-sided opinion, the dictates of
“authority” without question and gives little to no coverage of
the nature and issues of concern. This has been going on for
decades, it has not changed and probably will never change.
Protest is virtually useless. Why is this?

It is as though there really is an orchestrated assault against

mankind on as many fronts as can be found.

Authority goes unquestioned in or by the media, allowing the

most ludicrous of claims to become established as indisputable
facts in the minds of the populations. It is well known that if
someone shouts the most obvious of lies loud and long enough it
will come to be accepted by most.

Therein is a key to a lot of problems. A lot of people simply do

not think for themselves, and are accepting of what
“authorities” dictate. Think about this. What is an expert or
authority in most cases? Most are merely people who have gone
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through some educational institutions and learned what to

accept, what to think, what to say, and having proven by
examination that they can effectively recite the dogma of their
branch of study, they are awarded some certification to that
effect. These then become new peers to the closed group that
monitor all aspirants and venturers into their field of “expertise”.

Thus such a self-perpetuating closed group of “experts”,

custodians of the sacred dogma, forever control any given
branch of learning or endeavour. Thus they can ignore protest
with impunity, for they and their gospel will outlive any given
protesters. A good example of this in action is the age of the
Sphinx issue. The evidence of geologists presented decades ago
is still totally ignored by “Egyptologists”, who shifted the
discussion to how “insensitive” the protesters were. The real
issues have never been addressed or answered, as ignoring them
has proven the most effective of manner in which to deal with
such embarrassing (for them) questions or issues. This same
tried and proven effective method is used with regular
monotony whenever experts or authority (political leaders are
skilled in its use) are faced with indisputable valid evidence of
error in their thinking and dogma.

We see questions and error ignored in many fields. Theory of

evolution is one dealt with in this book. “Big Bang” theory is
quite nonsense and impossible to reasonably understand or
accept. There are numerous cloudy issues we are asked to
blindly accept because we are told to and quite simply that is the
way things are. If “they” speak, we are expected to remain
silent and accepting for the thinking has been done on our
behalf. Religion is rife with “don’t think about it” issues.

Why don’t most people think?

We will look into that very basic question in a section that deals
with the education system imposed upon us by our diligent and
vigilant government authority. We are carefully brought up and
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educated so as not to think independently. Our common

religions train us in acceptance and not to think for ourselves.
And should you join any military force, then in most cases and
issues you become forbidden to think.

The populations at large are mostly compliant and subservient

to the authority and experts that they enable and allow to rule
and preside over them. We will look into this issue as well. We
will see that there may indeed be “something in the water” that
should give us all cause for major concern. Yes collectively we
drink the reticulated water, eat the processed foods, have our
vaccine shots, take the medications of corporates, then wonder
why there is an epidemic of early deaths or the populations are
obese and unhealthy. We are addicted to and enslaved by an
epidemic of alcohol, tobacco, and addictive drugs. Organized
crime is almost in control in some areas.

Most religions are far from user-friendly. We will look at this

claim in more detail later and see that untold human misery and
death result because of this insidious control method. Now
understand that there is a huge difference between “religion”
and “spirituality”. I am not against the latter, but assuredly
have no more time for the former. Essentially “spirituality” is
what one has or feels from “within”, it is an expression of self.
“Religion” is from “without”, extraneous to the self and is a set
of proscribed scripture, doctrine, dogma, beliefs, creeds, etc. It
is control and regulation. It is rarely conducive to peace and
harmony. Also understand that I am not against “GOD”, but
that I have no time for and am against those named entities
proclaimed as gods by the many “religions” or sects. “GOD”,
or the intelligent field of the universe has absolutely nothing
whatsoever to do with religion. Yes I know we have all been
brought up and trained quite differently than to even think that
kind of thought.

A huge troublesome issue with most religions it that they are

frequently used as a vehicle by some to impose their will and
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way (often narrow, self-promoting, sometimes nefarious) upon

others. Such will generally find within their acceptable
scriptures some text or quote, interpret it (generally out of
context) to validate or justify the imposition of their will to
establish their ends. They loudly proclaim that it’s from the
very words of god, and thus must not be questioned but obeyed
and implemented. Thus holy crusades were launched and entire
cities and populations perished. Too many people let the
religions and its leaders do the thinking for them.

Additional to all the above controls over mankind we are also

subject to others, and one of the more far-reaching and
devastating is the use of almost total control of “finance” to
dominate and control the bulk of humanity. This method of
control is used against us in such forms as taxation’s, prices of
essential energy sources and commodities, price gouging
monopolies, price-fixing, dependency on banking and interest
rates, finance availability and qualification for, property values,
wage levels, profit margins allowed, employment conditions,
etc. The “etc.” is simply too vast to elaborate further here. I see
it as a real economic warfare against the bulk of populations, a
form of literal enslavement and ever increasing impoverishment.

Nothing succeeds like a “good” financial crisis and market

crash to put the average worker in fear or actual loss of
employment and in his “rightful” subservient and dependent
place. In this way the “working class” can be easily
manipulated to work for minimum wage or even less, and even
made thankful for being “lucky enough” to have even the most
menial of jobs. Meanwhile the rich actually do get richer and
more established in their control and ownership of whatsoever is
their will. I suspect such crises may generally have their origin
in power plays and struggles to capture even more wealth and
power by the “elite” highest in the social order.

So there we have a simplified overview of some of the many

issues and problems assaulting mankind. Not only have we
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been seriously cheated, but also we have been misled and

blatantly told great lies.

Generally individuals do not even know their true nature, their

actual and real identity. This has been withheld from them.
They believe they are a mortal body and being. They are
vaguely told they “have” or will have a spirit and even its fate is
determined by their degree of obedience and subservience.
They are governed property. They are compliant, obedient and
blindly accepting of whatever is told or given them. They don’t
know what they want or what to do with this life, yet look
forward to another life that will be “eternal”. They are taught
that they must pray to some god, that they are “sinners”, need
forgiveness always and need his mercy and grace. They have no
clear understanding of what the whole “god” thing is all about,
and thus know almost nothing of reality. They trust the
religions and its leaders for their vague future salvation and
pleasure in an ill-defined heaven, if they’ve paid their “dues”.
They view this “hologram” of a world as a reality and look for a
god as “the man behind the curtain”, one who will make it right
and see to justice in the next world or life.

Generally fearing death, they do not know how to die with grace
or dignity, and often do not know how to live with grace and
dignity. Worst of all, few will ever question the “status quo”
and seek to understand anything that is not available at the mall.
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PART THREE

MAN AND GOD

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WHAT OF GOD? WHICH, WHO, AND WHERE?

“A truth’s initial commotion is directly proportional to how

deeply the lie was believed…When a well-packaged web of lies
has been sold gradually to the masses over generations, the
truth will seem utterly preposterous and its speaker, a raving
lunatic.” --Dresden James

This essay comes with a caution. I cannot guarantee it or any

section or segment of it is correct in any way or at all. It is to be
read purely as a mind opening exercise to guide you along many
avenues of thought. Neither is it intended in any way to be a
definitive statement of fact or in fact my final opinion in any
area at all. Perhaps it will be an ongoing essay and updated
from time to time, for such is the nature of human
understanding, wisdom, unknown prejudices etc etc.

The initial iteration was dated 16 October 2006. Bob is still

alive years after the dark clouds gathered over him. Do not
therefore consider this the final words on any thing contained
herein. But I’d be reasonably sure the general concept would
remain virtually unchanged.

I asked myself seriously just once, for one serious asking is

enough on this vital matter, if it is indeed serious in intent,
“What am I to make of this Jehovah thing?” Call him Jehovah,
Lord, or 100 other names, it is the traditional god of Israel to
which I refer. We all know that to which I refer. The god of
“Genesis”, of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. I finally dared to
address and form my unasked questions that I secretly
harboured but denied expression for too long.

Let’s get some perspective.

Our earth has existed, we are told, some 4-5 billion years, and
the known or perceived universe some 15 or more billion years.
At the edges of our perceived (bubble shaped?) universe
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galaxies are receding from us at near the speed of light, and

galactic expansion ultimately means that some will forever be
lost to our perceived “universe” (“universe” being used herein
to describe the collection of galaxies that can be detected by or
know to us) As the distances and expansion factors grow they
will retreat logically, faster than the speed of light surely (the
red shift thing), or get real close. And what of a creature on
those distant galaxies seeing us depart at near light speed? Now
he is the centre of his “universe” (or bubble) and surely, looking
the about face from our direction he is privy to and sees galaxies
lost to our view. In essence, by extension of the same factors
and logic, surely his universe overlaps our known universe, and
includes another of which we have no knowledge, for parts of
his known universe having receded long ago from us. Those
parts must lie beyond our perception range. And if our
perceptible range is the 15 odd billion years old, what age is
attributed to that which logically lies beyond? Infinite time and
space takes us to a new level of understanding if we can
perceive a chain of “observable universes” from the viewpoint
of a being on the “edge” of the prior universe in the chain. By
the same extension, this must occur in every direction possible
from any given starting point.

Or has ‘science’ got it all wrong? Are we just marbles in a

super alien’s marble bag? Remember our atoms are mostly
space, almost no “solid” – just like out there in the vast reaches
of “space”. A distant galaxy looks as though solid yet we are
told 2 galaxies could pass one through the other with barely two
component stars colliding. “Solid” is an illusion it seems.

How many universes are there then? The question almost has
no meaning. It’s too vast to really come to grips with, as is its
age. Tens or possibly hundreds of billions of years according to
our time measure may be a painfully inadequate guess. This
principle of overlapping universes endlessly reaching out in
every direction from any starting point, consuming and creating
unimaginable space/time would severely damage the commonly
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accepted “Big Bang Theory”. Perhaps it is time for us all to

have a rethink about many things. Of what importance then is
“our” temporal earth time measure except for us to measure our
meagre life span or planetary cycles?

Yet for some reason we are asked to accept – and generally

blindly do so – that given this above overlooked scenario, He
who is the supposed creator of it all, who is omnipresent,
omniscient, omni “everything”, decides to slum it down to this
“nothing” of a planet, in this equally nothing special a galaxy.
He does this at this one unique time out of untold zillions of
years to fraternise with just one or two selected mortals out of
millions of such planetary mortals. He then identifies himself
and demands to be acknowledged for his ‘godship’. This
select few are then entrusted, so we are asked to believe, to be
responsible for the saving (whatever that means) of all
humanity. That’s it. A one time shot at it. Is it too bad, bad luck
indeed, for the countless generations existent before the event?
Or what of those in really remote non-local places? (Mormons
profess to address this seeming grotesque unjustness to those not
privy to this god’s timing or grace. Another story there.)

What gives? Does not sound right or equitable to me. Is he not

supposed to be always present? Or is his presence like a
McDonald’s special, for a limited time only? Have these gods
not got enough time to get around to all? Has he been busy
elsewhere for the countless years before his revealing of himself
to the most fortunate lucky few? As a Hebrew prophet once
mocked at other gods, “perchance he was in his ‘chamber’”.
What was wrong with say the Chinese, Indian, Negro, Celt or
whoever that they were not privy to this favour? If this is a
manifestation of a true god then it is frankly not good enough.

It seems and smells like the Jehovah thing is a very local and
probably unreal event indeed. Looking at it coldly in the light
of ancient literature discovered over the past 100 years or so, it
seems to be an adopted and adapted tribal thing. After all, other
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groups, tribes and nations around the earth had equally valid and
equally realistic claims to the sole revelation of (a) god.
Strangely and tellingly all these (local) gods have a prejudiced
favour for the ‘locals’. There is an almost uncomfortable
localness of each such claimed god. For decades I had
unformed questions as to why god would seem to be so local,
prejudiced, and secretive, not to mention so limited in the
allocation of his “dealing with us” time. Seems like one just
passing through. Sure all religions can seem to justify all those
issues, but that is all it is: justifying those things by apologists in
action. I submit they are all false and in error because of the
inconsistency and patent unjustness of the premiss. “The”
ultimate god could not be so inconsistent in dealing with his
claimed creations that he could only be judged as downright
nasty as times. A god who is recorded to be loving, jealous,
vengeful, destructive and gives obvious preference is surely not
to be trusted, especially when he operates for a limited time only
in a limited area with a select group. Generally of course he is
totally unknown and unrevealed to any others not of the
favoured group or generation. Also the god of Genesis is
obviously not omniscient.

I suggest and respectfully submit that any group who claim to

know or reveal a god that has a non-universal specific given
name, has a seeming limited sphere of control, authority or
influence who does not reveal himself freely and equally to all,
is under the influence of wishful thinking. Or contriving a
stratagem to control or entrap our species. Such claimants tend
to resort to persecution sooner or later. Generally they will kill
in ‘his’ name if they can get away with it. Jehovah has a
following with a most foul bloodstained history.

Blindness and ignorance of such adherents is symptomatic. For

instance by way of illustration, a Roman Catholic school
principal, who is surely presumed to be a reasonable authority or
agent of the god, claims that “animals have no spirit”. Think
deeply about that a moment. It just has to scream total
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ignorance or a totally deceiving limited authority god. Yet such

are sectarian leaders. My daughter protested this very issue to
me and rightly so for she could see and recognise unjustness,
limitations and error. The educator could not.

By definition, any god who is worth consideration has to be a

god that encompasses all that is, all that was, all that will ever
be, across endless universes at all times. (And that defines the
omnific fabric of the universe.) He does not hide on a mountain
or in a burning bush nor reveal himself as such to a select few or
many. (I use the He, him etc as a convenience, and as such in
no way presume to infer gender, race, shape, form, localisation
or any such things.) Indeed other articles point to my thoughts
and conclusions. Just as we are “star stuff” elements of the
earth, equally we are also “god stuff”, part of the life giving
intelligence given by the omnific fabric of the universe, the
quantum sea etc.

A true GOD must be an intelligence that fills and encompasses

the vastness of untold and limitless universes, overlapping
universes if you will, that is literally all present everywhere at
the same time, that has immediate knowledge of all events as
they happen, unhindered by limitations of time and space as we
see them. An intelligence and energy that is in fact the entire
sum total of all universes, that endlessly creates, re-cycles
within and of itself would indeed be GOD. Such a one needs no
name, nor preachers to reveal a hidden name or doctrine. Such a
one is GOD of all and to all, for all are not only his creation, but
in very fact part of GOD. Thus the true GOD must be
discernible and knowable to and by all without assistance or the
need for others, chosen or not, to reveal him to us. The real
GOD by nature of his very reality must become self evident
and self revealing. Otherwise such fail to qualify to be
acceptable or considered for the role. This accessibility of
necessity includes all life including non-humans such as we call
animals, (I wonder what they call us, each in their own tongue.
Most likely dangerous savage killers.) and any other thing or
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species not of our ‘kind’. All life, of whatever form, indeed all
matter of whatever form, is a creation of and part of the fabric of
the universe and constantly bathes within it.

So Jehovah, Enki, Enlil, Isis and all others, I do not question

whether or not you exist or existed in reality. I do challenge the
idea that such as you are GOD, for surely you like us, are also
star stuff enlivened by GOD stuff, and like us, will recycle. Is
that why such as you are not around today?
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202-MOULDING HUMANITY
"People do not like to think. If one thinks, one must reach
conclusions. Conclusions are not always pleasant."
-Helen Keller

This section presents ideas and materials that lead to a

conclusion that came as a surprise to me. While researching and
correlating materials, I gathered enough to be able to formulate
a plausible theory that encompasses data seemingly from quite
unrelated and different sources. Data that when thought about
for some time, correlates into one big picture that really makes a
lot of sense. It also is able to incorporate a lot of things that
when standing alone, do not seem to make any sense at all.
Additionally, almost all so called (current) “conspiracy theories”
fit very comfortably into the framework of the theory. There
emerges a possibly terrifying story that may well be able to
explain “it all”. Above all, it enables understanding and answers
to those big questions: “what is the meaning and purpose of
life?” and “is there an ongoing battle between good and evil?”
The whole “who is god and what is the relationship?” falls well
within the framework of this theory.

So far as I am aware, and please correct me if I am wrong, the

Bible seems silent as to the actual or any real reasons as to why
“God, GOD, or Lord GOD” created us at all. Certainly no
purpose is stated in Genesis. If you doubt this, take the time to
fully read it.

Let’s briefly discuss the bible and its source. The Old
Testament is a record of the race/nation of which the Jews and
Arabs seem the sole survivors. Others are only there because of
interactions. They trace and claim ancestry back to one
Abraham. (Abram) Abraham’s father, Terah, left Ur of the
Chaldees and is thus Sumerian of origin. Note that this Abraham
is also stated as commanding what amounts to a small army.
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There is a wealth of information in the records from both

sources, that of Israel and that of the Sumerians, and although
seeming unrelated, they are both in fact relating the same
elements of the early story or history. The Sumerian records
would seem to be the source materials for the initial chapters of
the book of Genesis, and those chapters contain the most
contentious issues and elements. These are the chapters relating
to the ante-deluvian period, the “pre-history” as it could be said.
Similar elements are found in, and come from Egyptian records,
more particularly relating to Isis, Horus, Set et al. It is when
researching the Sumerian records where names are given than
one finds the “purpose and reasons” for the creation of our
species.

Now I do not intend to document every or even many references

in this writing, but you can certainly locate them easily enough,
more so with the Internet search engines. Some of the
interesting and difficult to understand rationally (without a “big
picture” framework with which to work) are as follows.

Genesis gives two accounts of the creation, and they differ

considerably. Different entities seem implied as chapter one
recounts “God” as the creator, while chapter 2 introduces us to
“LORD God”. Chapter 2 appears to specifically relate to a
physical organization of man using elements of the earth. It also
more than strongly suggests that more than one entity is
involved in this organization of the human species. (“Aha”,
some Christians will shout, “but that is Jehovah and the Father
God.” Be that so, then we still have a situation of more than one
god in genesis, discussing and deciding issues as equals.)
Possible cloning using anesthetic or “deep sleep” is mentioned
in 2:21. In chapter 3:8 we find the creator/s seemingly walking
in some “gardens” talking audibly and overheard by the “man”,
and at 3:22 we have a group decision made and stated by them,
with a sentence pronounced. Fear of the “man’s” ability to “live
forever” is clearly expressed, and a decision is announced to
essentially terminate the species so recently organized. At some
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times the god seems quite nasty and destructive to man, and at
other times very helpful. This nastier and destructive nature of
the god/gods of Genesis is largely glossed over and certainly not
brought up by various “clergy” of Christendom who attempt to
convince us that god is always a god of love who would never
hurt or harm any of his “children”. What utter rubbish that is
and how easy to demonstrate gods genocidal and human hating
characteristics.

These things betray Genesis’ source materials, the Sumerian

records. In those records the gods are less mysterious, they are
simply beings who came to earth, have names, have family
groups, and have “issues” similar to us today. They argue and
disagree among themselves. They may live a hugely long life
span, have untold and unimaginable powers and abilities,
incredible technology, but they also appear to age and be mortal,
Now whereas Genesis is silent as to the reasons for the
organization of our species, the materials from Sumer give the
information. We were created to become laborers for them.
Manual labour on planet Earth did not suit them. Genesis 3:23
gives indication of the labour requirement, and chapter 4
introduces the fact that humans seem required to give “tribute”
to the creators. Seems like a straight up situation to me.

Now the interesting bits to correlate into the picture. From

Genesis we see the “gods” and the “sons of god” had free rein
on the earth, doing whatsoever pleased them. We read that in
time, they considered the human females as “fair” and took
them as “wives” fathering children with them. Those children
are specifically mentioned in Genesis. Some of the “gods”
treated man well, and interacted pleasantly with selected
humans. Enoch was removed from humans and taken into their
fold. Noah was warned of the impending destruction to befall
the planet. Later, much later, Abraham entertained a couple of
such beings as they visited him while he sat at his tent door.
Abraham gave them a meal; they organized for his wife Sara to
have a child, and then departed en route to destroy Sodom and
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Gomorrah. Abraham even reasoned with them, making an

agreement designed to save the cities. Presumably the same
beings then turned up at those cities, met Lot and his family and
saved them from the following destruction. They appeared as
humans among humans, and even the citizens of the doomed
city could not identify them as non-human, they wanted “their
way” with them.

An interesting aside here as it becomes relevant. The

deluge/flood/destruction recorded as in the days of Noah and of
which he was forewarned seems to have been a real event. I
will not address the implied biblical dating for it, but only within
the human context.

It seems that about some 12,000 years ago new cultures and
civilizations spontaneously seemed to spring up all over the
globe. We see various sciences saying that about then animals
were domesticated, crops and plants also developed (supposedly
by primitive man from wild varieties, but that is dealt with
elsewhere) and homo sapiens sapiens were established in the
world. Before this period there is almost no indications of
substantial culture to be had.

There is a remarkable amount of evidence indicating that the

great pyramid and sphinx of Egypt in fact date from about this
time, some 12,000 years ago, and that the Sphinx actually has
damage indicating water erosion is the real cause of most
damage to it. In the precession of the equinox, Leo was the sign
then, just as Aquarius is the up and coming one now. Leo and
the Sphinx makes a fascinating combination that I recommend
one follows up. All the materials are out there to validate all of
this regardless of the denials or more correctly, of the lack of
evidence to the contrary by the “expert Egyptologists”. It would
seem that Egypt was indeed a center of civilization some 12k
years ago, and that deluge was the cause of its destruction about
then. There are ancient Egyptian writings that would confirm
this, and also claim that its early pre-dynastic rulers individually
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lived for thousands of years, gods or demigods in fact. Of

course the modern men of science will have none of this, despite
the records. Could it be that the long lost original face from the
sphinx was that of one of these “gods”, the non-human residents
on the planet, those that organized our species?

Some writers state that there is no evidence that the Anunnaki

ever actually left this planet. I clearly recall reading that they
did so, perhaps only temporarily, at the time of the deluge.
Genesis says it was Noah warned, the Sumer records give a
different name for such a one warned by Enki, one of the
Anunnaki. The destruction was to be so vast, complete and
total, that they abandoned this planet, leaving their “created”
humans to their own fate and end. Genesis says it “repented”
god that he had made man, and that man was to be wiped out as
a species. It was to flee this pending destruction itself that they
left the planet to preserve themselves.

In the final segment of these writings there is an amount of

additional materials to read relating to the above issues. That
material is merely a small representation of what is freely
available on the Internet should one choose to search for
additional materials or verification of matters mentioned above.
I have reproduced the articles in full as they appear and were
extracted off the Internet as perhaps most people would not do
such a search or simply find it inconvenient to attempt or access
materials off the Internet.

SEEKING PURPOSE OR MEANING OF LIFE

I think it imperative that if one seeks to establish or find any

purpose or meaning for life that one must understand the true
nature of the human species, or at the least be aware of what
possible origins could be involved. Additionally one should
have a reasonably accurate knowledge of their own true nature
and self. It is prudent to go into the search divested of any rose
coloured glasses through which they may have viewed the world
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as the creation of a loving devoted individual deity that knows

and cares for each person individually. The reality and the
evidence even from the bible simply do not support that sort of
thinking or claim.

There are in fact those who fearlessly claim that the god of
Christendom is in fact quite an evil human hating “individual”,
and let’s face it, there is sufficient evidence and historical record
to give some credibility to that line of thinking. More on that
and associated issues as we progress. I am not presenting any
particular line of thought as absolute fact, but exploring and
analysing existing materials in an effort to make sense of so
many subjects that if considered alone simply make no sense,
have no seemingly valid cause, and appear totally unrelated to
anything else whatsoever.

Let’s now proceed to a review and analysis of some confusing

and worrying materials, and see if any sense can be made of the
“man” and “god” thing, and probe at those most vexing issues of
good and evil, and the ongoing conflict of good and evil. Once
again understand that my attitude is simply that all things should
and must be capable of being understood. I think it is merely a
matter of putting things in a more logical sequence and then
asking the “right” or appropriate question at the appropriate time
when one has as much relevant information as possible before
them. A good analogy is putting together a jig saw puzzle.
Individual pieces standing alone are impossible to understand or
place within the “big picture”. However when picked up at an
appropriate time, analysed together with other pieces that are
beginning to construct an intelligible picture, then questioned
about what it means and where it goes, those mysterious pieces
add to the picture until the entire scene is perceived.

MOULDING HUMANITY

At some time in our pre-historical past humans realized that it is

difficult or even impossible to control or use a herd of wild
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beasts. Before beasts that are now cattle could be made useful
for mankind they had to be tamed and domesticated. The same
holds true for all the beasts for which mankind has a regular use.

Once the herd is tamed and compliant it can be handled and

dealt with relatively easily. We are taught that all that it took
was some selective breeding, a little manipulation, and time.
That all seems straight forward and seemingly unquestionable,
and there probably is a large amount of truth in it. But it is not
entirely satisfactory and possibly a little flawed. We really
should address the question of just what it was that gave our
human species such a sudden surge of development that resulted
in culture, civilization, domestication of plants and animals,
technology. It seems unlikely at least to me that suddenly
primitive savages collectively gathered simultaneously around
the globe, and came to a united decision to become something
different from what they had been for the past supposed millions
or hundreds of thousands of years. I think that would need and
indicate some sort of organization.

However we have dealt with this issue in more depth earlier, and
I raise the issue again only as an introduction to discussion of
the likelihood that the entire human race is currently being
manipulated, domesticated, and make entirely compliant. I
suspect that the non-compliant will be among the first to be
eliminated if I am right, and that in due course, possibly quite
soon, a culling of the species may begin. Quite possibly the
killings such as are recorded in “203b-They’re Coming to Take
Me Away” may be merely a “practice run” to see just what can
be done with impunity. Pol Pot determined that his country’s
population would be reduced from some 7 million to just 1
million. No one stood in his way, and the killings continued
unabated with the “world’s Policeman”, the USA as it likes to
think of itself, and others, doing nothing about it. It took
neighbouring Vietnam, a communist country, to step in, invade
and end the slaughter, in about 1 month. That would evidence
to any reasonable person that if a country or amalgamation with
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arms at their disposal such as the USA has, the madness could
have ended much faster and far earlier. It need not have lasted 4
years. Why was this allowed to happen? Yes, “allowed to
happen”. Now it gets weird, really weird and uncomfortable.
The United Nations has supported the ideal that the world’s
population would be reduced from near its current 7 billion to
around 1 to 2 billion.

If what I fear is correct then we should be able to identify

specific indicators which warn us that all is indeed not well for
our human race globally.

Human compliance is assured by the implementation of specific

programs, often seemingly unrelated, but when put together
paint a sinister pattern that has the hallmarks of deliberate
organization. Viewed together we see a pattern of deliberate
erosion of liberty, a dumbing down of the entire population, a
definitely debilitating interference with the health of the
community at large, and chemicals imposed through the
absolute essentials of life that erode human health and will.
These items could be considered as recent (historically)
innovations to already tight control kept and maintained over
populations at large by direct impositions of governments and
religion and of what could now be called complete financial
control over all but the exclusively elite.
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203-THE WAR AGAINST HUMANITY.

“And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought
against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels,
And prevailed not; neither was their place found any more in heaven.
And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil,
and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out
into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.
(Revelations 12:7-9 KJV)

“Now there was a day when the sons of God came to present
themselves before the LORD, and Satan came among them.
And the LORD said unto Satan, Whence cometh thou?
And Satan answered the LORD, and said, From going to and fro
in the earth, and from walking up and down in it.”
(Job 1:6-7 KJV)

Those are just two quotes from the bible that are representative
of a vast amount of information from that book that should alert
us to the fact that there is indeed more going on, and more
agendas afoot than most people either know or care to know
about. Short verses that relate a story to the effect that in what
most people think of as a peaceful “heaven”, often presumed the
sole habitation of an enthroned God being constantly
worshipped and adored by hosts of (harp playing) devoted
angels, there is or has been serious disharmony that at some time
in an obviously past time resulted in war. The losers were
exiled to planet earth and literally walk among mankind.

It would be easy to dismiss this totally if it were the only such

source of such a seeming fanciful tale. However it is not the
only source of such tales, and its not only the ancient Hebrew,
Jewish (call it what you will) records that give us tales of wars
among the gods. Those from “India” give far more details of
the wars and methods, weapons, and destruction caused upon
this very earth as a consequence of the disharmony among the
gods. However I will not linger on this ancient aspect of the
wars that are so recorded, nor dwell on the sources of
information that have survived to be available today. What I
would like to establish is that these stories are almost certainly
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not fanciful imaginings written for amusement or teachings of

morals, but represent very real events that involved both planet
earth and venues not on planet earth.

By “venues not on planet earth” I mean precisely that. I do not

care to say if this is in some hyperdimensional space, in some
mythical heaven, or whether it is and was in our perceivable and
known universe. The establishable fact seems to be that the
wars as recorded spilled over and physically took place on our
planet, that human lives were lost, and civilizations destroyed in
consequence. If you determine to establish the facts from our
pre-history, a simple internet research will reveal a vast amount
of information regarding areas of ancient devastation scattered
around our globe.

Question is, were or are these “gods” spiritual beings, or are

they a little more physically substantial in our dimension or
world? Either way it probably makes little or no difference, for
the end result of the disharmony is evidenced by physical scars
on the planet.

A vastly more important question would be: Where are these

beings called “gods”, “angels”, and “devils” now? Then
perhaps we could seek to identify just who is being spoken of in
say the bible records, as God, LORD, Michael, Satan, devil,
dragon, etc.

Let’s paint a picture and see what that picture solves and
eliminates from our dusty “mysteries” folder.

EARTH & BEGINNINGS

An unknown long time ago (in the 100,000s of years ago
bracket) a super intelligent species or race that existed on this
planet (and possibly still exist here) came to a decision to
genetically modify another species found on the earth, for the
purpose of using the so modified species as workers and thus
remove from them the burdens of tedious manual work. It could
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be likened to a decision being made today to genetically modify

and change say the gorilla or chimpanzee, give them more
intelligence, enhance their physical appearance and ability, then
train them for certain tasks. At this point of this proposal it does
not matter how long each species had been on earth, nor does it
matter at present if in both species were in fact native to this
earth.

Let us call the intelligent beings “species A”. And let us call
the lesser intelligent and inferior being or race “species Z”. It is
recorded (Sumerian) that the original modified humans (as we
now know them) were borne by selected females of “species
A”, and presumably thus born into the world in the normal way.
It is also recorded that the embryo of combined “species Z” and
“species A” was transplanted into the females of the latter
species. Thus the resultant new species, lets call them “species
X”, for in effect they are a crossbreed, were truly “in the image”
of their “creators”. In short, the genes of species “A” were
spliced in to those of species “Z”. Whereas even less than 100
years ago such a proposition would have been preposterous, not
to mention heresy, today in a world of cloned sheep, genetically
engineering of life forms including plants, perhaps even this is
not too far away from us, the descendants of species X.

It may well be that the “species A” were also of many different

races, as we understand the word, as ancient art certainly
indicates some of the “gods” as black. This together with the
information that many birthing mothers were used could well
explain the many different races now existent with us, “species
X”. Those of “species A” are thus the creators of modern man,
it was their earth, and they made all the rules. They are the ones
that had the fabulous flying machines that are recorded, the
weapons so well described in ancient writings, the
incomprehensible advanced civilisation of legends, and the
ability to use science and technology that is even still beyond
our understanding. These are they who built the vast structures
around the globe incorporating mathematics and techniques that
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still amaze or puzzle us today. Many of their personal names

are in fact recorded and known to us, as is the fact that they
apparently lived for what is to us an astounding, even
unbelievable, life span. Tens of thousands of earth years,
perhaps even hundreds of thousands of our years seem to be in
evidence. Some of them are named in the lists of ancient kings
for some of the ancient civilisations.

These are they who in council decreed “let us make man in our
image, male and female…” (Genesis) Bear in mind the title
“man” applies only to us, the “species X”. They are not and
were never “man”. (Man being Adam or earther) Some of them
played the part and role of “gods” to us, and remarkably this
exact scenario is central to the storyline of the movie “Zardoz”.
There an earth-based group of immortals lived isolated from
beastial mortals, but maintained communications through
certain of their ranks, some of whom played the role of being
gods to the lesser mortals. Quite a revealing movie to see, as it
reveals the god of the movie, (who calls himself Zardoz) as a
clever immortal playing at being the Wizard of oz, and
manipulating events, even to the hero’s breeding and birth, from
“behind the curtains”.

“Species Z”, the source of humans, seems to have either died

out, or been absorbed or incorporated into the current crop of
“species X”. Some write that the species to which I refer as
“species Z” was what is known as homo erectus, and that the
current earthly breed of humans did in fact really replace that
species with no evidence of ever cross breeding with them. I
suspect they may have been represented by the Neanderthal, and
have read excellent articles that go a long way to evidencing the
Neanderthals have in fact been absorbed into human stock with
the genetic code from them identifiable among us. Again this
contributes to explaining some of the vast differences in the
human species.
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In a nutshell, that was the start of the plot, and as they say, all
the rest is mere detail. However in splicing the genes together
the (genetic) engineer, called a “god”, made the new species a
little too smart for their proposed basic purposes and
specifications, and made them so that the final edition was
actually able to breed and self produce. Seems this was not in
the original production plans, and whether intentional or not,
became the source of huge problems. At least one of the chief
executive expressed horror with words along the lines of “who
told you that you are naked….” (Genesis again) And all of the
stuff that goes along with knowing about nakedness, sex, and so
forth.

Procreation, the ability to self produce and breed, was indeed the
“fruit” of the “tree of life” thing that it seems was expressly
forbidden and not allowed to this newly created species. Think
about it. The creating “gods” would have little control over a
species that had the ability and propensity to get out of control.
Worse still is the simple fact of mathematics involved in any
breeding, even if a single breeding pair is all that exists. Two
becomes four (or more) four becomes eight, eight becomes
sixteen etc. Recall the story of the horse shoes. The noble was
reluctant to pay a farrier’s price, so the farrier suggested 1cent
the first nail, and double it for each succeeding nail. The
ignorant noble agreed and the farrier laughed away to himself as
he placed the 16 nails. After 16 nails or generations, 65,536.
Worse, if the humans had long life spans as Genesis indicates,
we may have close to the sum total of the entire “breed” alive
simultaneously. That’s in excess of 130,000 per breeding pair in
a relatively short time. Words like “rabbits” and “small city”
come to mind. Control could get very difficult if not
impossible. No wonder an elimination decree was made later.
More on human numbers later.

After that revelation, he didn’t want to have anything to do with

the new species, they were not the requested specifications or
stock. So he rejected them, told them to get lost, threw them out
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of “the garden” (the residential compound of the superior

beings if you will) to fend for themselves in the big bad outside
world. He sent them out to die. “for from dust of the earth you
were taken, and to dust you will return”. This is us then, species
X, earthers, made of earth, eat, breathe, drink of the earth, live
and die, then recycle body back to the earth. Obviously the
evicting god was not omniscient, for indeed we did not perish
nor die out as a species. No, I don’t accept that his words
accompanying the eviction refer to a mere imposition of a
mortal death to mankind. That contention just does not fit into
the whole or “big” picture.

The good news is that the entire executive was not “anti” the
new species X mankind. It is recorded that some who are
named, including the engineer who “created” us, actually
protected and preserved us. But for mankind, a new species
trying to survive in a hostile world, our troubles were only
beginning. It is recorded that some of our species were so
favoured as to be able to live with and among some of them, and
they thus lived in “paradise”, ate the food of the gods, food that
gave them greater life span than those on the "outside” living in
“hell”. A real problem arose as it is recorded, when some of
those of species “A” decided that our human females were really
cute and desirable little creatures. They wanted them for more
than one wants mere brute labour or domestic pets. It is
recorded that some of these “sons of god” saw the human
daughters of men as fair and took of them wives…. (Genesis yet
again)

Introducing yet another new species, “species XA”. This

introduced another crossbreed to the human gene pool. It added
an immediate 50% boost for the offspring of such unions, to
their levels of “creator gods” species “A” genetic code. It goes
without saying that this welcome boost of presumably beneficial
and superior genetic code would be almost universally
distributed among the entire human species after even a few
millennia, but in the earlier days immediately after the events, it
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is recorded that it made a huge difference. It is recorded that the

offspring of those unions were mighty men of renown, perhaps
even giants. (I guess there are many definitions of “giants”, not
necessarily referring only to stature) It is not recorded if
females of species “A” took males of species “X” as partners,
and is probably of no consequence really, apart from the fact
that it would seem quite probable given what we already have in
the records. Almost universal legends exist often naming some
who are claimed to be fathered by the “gods” in union with
mortal women. Achilles, Hercules immediately spring to mind.
Oh yes, the Greek pantheon elaborates on the residence of the
gods on the mount and of their special food. (Ambrosia, food
and drink of the gods that gave everlasting youth and beauty.)

The scenario to just this level now indicates four humanoid

species contemporaneously upon the earth.

The “not us” creator engineers and their “species A”

The root stock of “us”, no longer extent, “species Z”
The newly organised work force, rejected “species X”
A crossbreed of human female and “them”, “species XA”

The latter crossbreeds, species XA in all probability enjoyed

vastly superior qualities than all but pure species “A”.
Assuming any of this is factual, then it gives us the clear reasons
why the keeping of who begat whom was so important. No
doubt about it all, selective breeding among humans and
pedigree records were all started countless millennia ago. Also
assuming any of this is factual, then I have little doubt that the
“species A” have not departed, died out, or totally disregard us.
If it happened once it will happen again, and they could take and
crossbreed with humans as they see fit. After all, it is their
planet and they make all the rules. They also probably have all
of the gold.

A strange and interesting aside here is that a high percentage of

“abduction” claims and reports involve the victim thereof
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claiming they were subjected to the experience of “medical” and

associated examination of the reproduction systems.

Lets take a break from the scenario, and figure out some of
what this means.

I can barely begin to present the full significance of these newly

developed (for me) ideas.

Several immediate issues need raising. Can a race or species

superior to earther humans secretly co-exist with us on this
planet, and if so, then how?

I was once asked why I spent so much time watching movies

and made the immediate reply that one could learn much from
movies of almost any type. Certainly one learns a lot about
human nature and attitudes, values, ethics etc. However a few
movies stand out because of the nature of what was presented.
One was “Zardoz”, which showed how easily an advanced
group of immortals can conceal themselves on earth among
mortals. Also, in “Beneath the Planet of the Apes” we saw
another movie wherein an advanced species secretly shared the
world with a more primitive species, wherein the lesser species,
the apes, were totally oblivious to the others’ presence till the
“crunch” day. Another was “Highlander”, wherein Connor
McLeod reveals how he lived undetected for centuries,
preserving his individual wealth using the anonymous structure
of corporate bodies. In fact the mysteries of the accumulating
wealth and power of corporations can clearly fall into place now
and find a purpose. That purpose could be very sinister indeed.
Yes, it a very simple matter for such a thing to be happening
right now with the bulk of humanity not having the vaguest idea
of what is really going on.

Also recall that it is recorded that they walk among us and are
not identifiable as “not us”. These are they who met physically
with Abraham at his tent door, who then went to Sodom and
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were taken as and assumed to be regular humans, homo sapien

sapien. These are they who saw the daughters of men were fair,
and took wives of them, interbred successfully and had “half-
breed” children who were described as mighty. Remember that
I said to be ready to be a little bit afraid? An increase of
knowledge and understanding may now give us cause to become
very much afraid. Genesis indicates permanent residence on
earth for those “cast down”. Oh yes, I guess it’s a reasonable
assumption and it is recorded that they also breed or procreate,
and not only with mortal women. Purebreed “species A”, the
descendants of the original “gods”, the next generations, must
surely be a reality.

A reasonable review of all the “imponderables” and “mysteries”

long held in abeyance seems to allow most, if not all, to be now
fully and reasonably resolved. Perhaps the best way to present
this is to overview briefly some of the different areas involved
in the great file of “unexplained”.

Ancient and pre-history

The probable fact that we are not the prime species on earth but
were preceded by a vastly superior race that in fact were
responsible for our existence, the then newly developed “homo
sapiens sapiens”, resolves the following issues from a huge
portfolio of ancient mysteries:

The lack of that transition species, commonly called the missing

link; The whole “what happened to Neanderthal?” issue. The
seeming tracability of human ancestry to a common individual
or source. This latter is now well documented “out there”.

Who were responsible for the construction of the megalithic

structures that still amaze and puzzle us in the 21st century?
Contradictory claims exist for the ages assigned to various
structures to fit into a preconceived “text book” of human
history that is loudly declared by the “experts” as the only
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possibility and truth. (The old “if these structures exist, and
they do, then they have to be built by us, -because there is no
one else- and that means they cannot be more than “x” years
old.” way of thinking.) At least we have advanced from the
older school of belief still held by some fundamentalists that
nothing can pre-date 4004 BC because that was when god
created the earth.

Why there was a sudden and almost global flourishing of

civilisation for the new homo sapiens sapiens with newly
manifested civilisations, agriculture, writing, religions,
domestication of animals, abandonment of cannibalism, use of
metals, engineering, etc. Why was there a universal quest for
gold?

The unbelievable ages assigned to the names of some of the

ancient kings of the ancient kingdoms; Strangely the authorities
accept those named on such lists that have what are now
considered acceptable “normal” mortal ages that appear after the
anomalous names and years. Also the great ages claimed for
Genesis’ patriarchs finds resolution.

Numerous archaeological anomalies that have failed to be

suppressed; The consistent and global legends of super
civilisations preceding the “flood”, and that had global
influence; Why some ancient writings contain information far
beyond the assumed knowledge held at the time. Flying
machines, weapons that have to be nuclear, astronomy,
knowledge of the earth, of dilated time and space. (That constant
and nagging statement that “1000 years is as a single day”. Also
the ancient spacefaring human who when asking if he could
return home, was told his peers were then long dead.)

Religion

All of the seeming inconsistencies of the Christian Bible now

find resolution as Jehovah becomes just one of the super race
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and his obvious localised sphere of influence becomes fully

understandable. The reason why there has never been revealed
to man a universal, global, or cosmic creator god is now
obvious. All our earth records are manmade and deal with
localised powerful super beings and not true gods. It now
becomes evident that the records of the “gods” of many cultures
and races now prove every bit as valid as those of Judaism,
Moslem, and Christianity, all of which are Jehovah (by
whatever name or spelling) based. It would seem that all these
are at least kinfolk of Enlil who is almost certainly the same one
known as Jehovah and clearly identifies as him.

Once this is mentally digested and understood, then we will see

that the time has fully come to put aside all animosity and
division based on what are spurious claims foisted upon us as or
in the name of religion. If one claim is false, then it is possible
all claims are false, and in view of the self-evident
contradictions that exist even within just one religion, there is
unimpeachable evidence of false claims or statements.

I say beware of religion. This has nothing whatsoever to do

with spirituality, which is what we should really be seeking and
desire as our true wealth and treasure. Those that are religious
are not necessarily spiritually inclined in any way whatsoever.
Indeed quite the opposite, “religious” are often closed minded,
bigoted, prejudiced, and foster persecution and pogroms.

The occult stuff

I cannot think of anything, real or claimed, that does not now

“fit in” and find acceptable explanation and understanding
within the framework of these theories. Let me just go into the
“UFO” situation briefly.

There are just so many theories and so much evidence scattered

among probably millions of publications that are believable.
Only a few things are certain. One is that they are probably not
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“ours”. “Our” being mortal earther humans. Whether they are

multi and interdimensional or single universe space vehicles is
mere detail, probably if real they are both. Perchance they may
be restricted to just our observable 4 dimensional time/space,
and manned by unbelievably long living super beings. Whether
they are physical to this dimension and used for real space travel
across vast distances or merely within our solar system again is
irrelevant and mere detail. (Unless of course we are
individually invited to go along for the ride in one of them.)

The issue here is that they now become understandable, have a

logical origin or at least base, and become acceptable. It has
long been suspected by some that any such vehicles must be of
this earth. No proof even of existence is required, and no proof
will be forthcoming. Proof would shatter the illusion that we
are alone and masters of our planet if not the galaxy. “They”
would be revealed to all, but obviously would wish to remain
hidden from a species that can now “do whatsoever they
imagine to do”. (The Genesis concern of “god”) It is recorded
that this was the foundation of their fear of us. I have little
doubt that the pitchforks would be taken up and torches would
be lit across the globe to eradicate them should they be made
manifest or exposed as real. Doubtless “they” would know this,
and just how nasty the humans are. If legends are right, they
have manipulated and used us for wars and use us to self
destroy. Now how many movies have shown you the autopsy
room prepared for the visiting alien? It was an unsettling
element of the movie “Starman”.

The ghosts, demons, aliens, healings, psychic abilities etc. have

been dealt with elsewhere in these writings, so I’ll just re-state
that they now no longer need be mysteries. Again no proof is
forthcoming, and can only be had by participation or
understanding. In other words, it becomes something that is
your individual responsibility to find, and not something given
to you from outside of yourself.
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Remember that just because you have not seen or experienced

something does not mean it is not real or does not exist. That is
an arrogance of the scientific method, and effectively stunts
individual learning and development. I doubt you will find
anything that will not fit in with the two grand theories outlined
herein.

Current world issues

I have long puzzled over the issue of corporate bodies. (see

next section: Corporate Rule) They are indeed artificial
individual entities, with individual and legal status, and have
unlimited if not true immortal life status. They are now the
front line for ownership of the world in a very real sense with
many well acknowledged as richer and more powerful than
individual nations. Additionally, being transnational, they need
respect no national boundaries, and can control world wealth
along with virtually any commodity that can be named.
Unimaginable wealth, endless existence, being free from any
form of government, censure, or punishment coupled with total
unaccountability within any named country and control of the
world’s resources makes them truly powerful world owners.
They control all the media, the governments, the banks,
medicine, and I guess about everything you could name that
touches our life every day. The Highlander’s hiding place
perhaps.

We can now also begin to appreciate why the sciences are so

rigidly controlled and even from within and including the field
of education. Further we can now see reasons why state
education is vigorously enforced with home and private
education absolutely forbidden in many countries. People are
going to prison in some places for teaching their own children.
New ideas, insights, even ways of thinking and values etc., that
are contrary to the accepted dogma of the professed
“authorities” simply do not get a hearing or publicity, and no
chance of promotion, funding for research or anything else. The
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ruling authorities are as the blinded “flat earthers” of old and

preach an unchanging dogma. I read of a German, Alfred
Wegener, who near a century ago claimed what we now know
as “plate technology” as fact, but was laughed and mocked into
oblivion. It simply was not what the authorities had learned and
therefore was scientific heresy. (The implication is that if
“they” do not know of a thing, then that “thing” cannot be a
reality.) Same sort of thing happened to Velikovsky and his
claims, many of which are stunningly accurate and acceptable
some 50 and more years later today.

Big bang theory and evolution are rigidly taught as fact, not
theory, and to contradict or question them is to run the reality of
ridicule and personal attack. It would be self-evident that any
super race upon the earth with control of its wealth and
governments in its hands would surely demand these be taught.
This way dumbed down humans would not question their own
origin, but accept it as a mere accident of nature, an evolution of
matter. Creation or intervention need to be excluded simply
because it could lead to their discovery by us. Sure, the current
and accepted “scientific” way tells we are alone and supreme in
a galaxy devoid of intelligence apart from our own. It would be
difficult to imagine a more effective censorship and embargo on
information than the enforced teaching, acceptance and
adherence to these flawed theories. As one great writer once
said: Theory = best guess. There is none so ignorant as one who
thinks he already knows all there is that is knowable.

This is another reason why scientific authority is so vigorously

stressed as final and unquestionable. (Other reasons being given
elsewhere in these writings.) The largely unlearned and
ignorant public must never be allowed to believe any
alternatives even exist or are possible other than those that they
dictate to us. After all “everybody knows” that only “ignorant
fools” dare to claim otherwise, or contrary to the dictates of
“authority”. This after all is precisely what the equally
controlled corporate mass media proclaim, and any who dare
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venture to voice alternative views, or provide evidence or

information contrary to accepted and official dogma, are simply
ignored, ridiculed, slandered, or otherwise sent to oblivion.

We’re no threat so long as we just don’t know anything other

than what the controlled education systems are instructed to give
us. And yes, they do know that some of us “know”, but that just
does not matter. You see the knowing among us will die,
hopefully of old age and not at a heretic’s pyre. The Wegener’s
and Velikovsky’s have passed on. But the spurious dogma
along with those immortal corporates and institutes will out-live
us individually. So we as individuals, no matter how loudly we
shout or how many hear or even believe us, simply do not
matter. Also so long as the vast majority either don’t know or
don’t care, our voices are simply drowned out, and that is very
easy when “they” control the sideshows of all mass media.
Thus we have an endless as it is mindless procession of trite
rubbish dished up, even on the 6 o’clock news. “Gee, what are
Ange and Brad doing now? And what about that Jen? Get a life
of your own now Jen!” I’m sure you see how futile it gets.

It is of course well known by those who control things, that

when times get rough and tough for the populace that all they
want and need in the end are bread and circuses. They also
know the principle that predicts that if you beat people up long
and hard enough, that when you stop or ease it up they will be
grateful for the relief and thank you for it. Of course they will
then willingly accept a situation far worse for them than that
which existed before the times of trouble.

I am just 63 now, and I have noticed a massive dumbing down

of the entire education system since I finished formal education
in the 1960s. I have often wondered why this is so, and why
such spurious and inconsistent theories are pushed so
vehemently upon us. We become prevented from achieving
self-actualisation, but then, if any of this be true, that would be
among the last things “they” would want or allow.
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Perhaps these theories’ possible realities create the main reasons

why so many suspected hidden agendas and so-called
“conspiracy theories” are rampant now. Theories that if true are
not theories but are conspiracy facts. I mean things like
fluoridation of water, vaccinations, “war on terrorism”, toxic
food additives, control over media, the emerging fascist
governments, proliferation of war and arms, the absolute
infiltration of drugs into society at all levels, the handing over
and virtual control of health to “big pharma” drug companies
etc.

So many things, almost too numerous to mention here, all work

against the human species, and effectively lead to our individual
and collective destruction or at least to our debilitation. Why?
The “alternative media” is flooded with reports and information
from vast numbers of people who clearly see that there is
“something” really wrong with the way mankind is being
destructively manipulated. Unfortunately the list of topics is as
huge as it is dismal. If my proposed theories have any validity
then we can also see why the world is now also in financial
chaos. A chaos and control that began implementation probably
well before world war one with bankers funding both sides.
There is absolute evidence “banks” have continually supported
and financed all sides in wars and armed conflicts. It is said, “in
confusion there is profit”, let it be said, “in war banks make big
billions”. A burning question is: for whose benefit or for what
purpose is the profit and misery generated?

The movie “Zardoz” shows that if the immortals pretending to

be gods give the mortal beasts enough guns and weapons, plus
teach them intolerance and hatred, they will kill themselves off,
saving the real masters the task of the culling. Genocide is
rampant in our history. Further, we can see why in
implementing genocide the more intelligent and influential are
selected first for the kill. For these reasons wars, logically
seemingly avoidable and undesirable, are generated, started, and
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kept going regardless of the human toll or cost to the human

species. It defies what would be normal human logic or reason.

Good versus evil.

Is there really an ongoing battle between “good and evil”? I

don’t think so as such. Apart from being largely subjective
principles, it is obvious that what is “good” for one may not
obviously be good to another. For instance, it was “good” for
the Nazis to take and occupy Russia in WW2, but certainly
“evil” in the eyes of the Russians who were victims of cruel and
merciless genocide.

However there is certainly much evidence of a conflict of a most

serious nature involving the human race on the one side, and a
very difficult to identify protagonist. Even the bible tells us we
face an ongoing conflict. Certainly it does involve us
individually and as a species, the human race. Equally obvious
to all who will see is the absolute fact that it involves “forces”
that are beyond the range of mortal’s normal perception. At
times the unseen forces are clearly working against the human
inhabitants on the earth, and death and destruction rain
mercilessly and unceasingly upon us. Our gods fail to hear us
and fail to render aid. We are obviously individually and
collectively totally abandoned, regardless of how apologists may
try to disguise that painful fact. You cannot expect a reasonable
person to accept that a Jehovah allowed millions of Jews to
perish wretchedly and miserably in death camps so either their
persecutors may be justly “punished”, or that they become
martyrs and thus “saved”. On rare occasions however a benign
influence is discerned.

My contention is that the unseen “forces” that are so often

assumed to be, or called, demons and angels (by whatever
actually used names or titles) with leaders called God and Satan,
(the devil, or some equivalent names however called) can now
be revealed. They are all inhabitants of this very earth, existent
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before our human race was fashioned, and that we are unwitting
participants in their conflicts. I see none as exclusively on “our”
side. I do not see the “angels” as totally benign white clad
winged and halo wearing entities endlessly singing the praises
of god while seeking good works to perform among mankind.
Sorry about that, in plain language they are “not us” and have
their own agenda and concerns, and we represent one of those
concerns. I also believe they are now dealing with those
concerns.

It is recorded that even “the gods” had wars among themselves

upon our planet in our ancient past, and that is not just from one
source. (Sumer, Egypt, India, Jewish, specifically) It is
recorded that in those wars among themselves the human
species were effectively used, taught the arts of death and war,
then used to fight in their wars and that on all sides of such
wars. Soon ensuing wars between one group of humans and
another were fostered. Our gods decreed wars upon us. We still
oblige them, and the most effective method of culling our
species, the humans, is to get us to do the killing ourselves.

World Populations

We have another issue to face and it is probably a major cause

of the critical situation we face right now. That is the sheer
numbers of us and (to “them”) our terrifying rate of increase.
The following figures come from Readers Digest “Book of
Facts” (1987, 3rd reprint) world population.

About 14ad estimated 256 million

About 350ad estimated 254 million
About 600ad estimated 237 million
About 1000ad estimated 280 million
About 1340ad estimated 378 million
About 1600ad estimated 498 million
About 1750ad estimated 731 million
About 1900ad estimated 1668 million
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About 1950ad estimated 2525 million

About 1980ad estimated 4432 million
About 2008 we n