Chobo-Ji Autumn 2008 Updates and Events
Chobo-Ji Autumn 2008 Updates and Events
Dear!members!and!friends, Angeles, after planting, with his friendsCadman was our Dai Tenzo (Chief Cook)
D. T. Suzuki and Soen Nakagawa Roshi, and his assistant was Dee (Seishun) En-
It has been a particularly warm, wet and the seeds of Zen in the West. These seedsdelman. Daiki's meals were often original
have been tended by the many Zen priests and always delightful. Mary (Choko)
colorful autumn. Change is all around us,
to arrive after him, Eido Roshi, Joshu Cabaniss-Ballard was our Shika (manager)
and the country has made a real shift.
Sasaki Roshi, Genki Takabayashi Roshi and ably oversaw our samu (work assign-
Perhaps, as someone put it to me, collec-
and the late Shunryu Suzuki Roshi and ments). Choko has now served our
tively we have broken through the 49 yard
Taizan Maezumi Roshi immediately come Sangha in every temple post. Our Jiki-
line, and we are now at the 53 yard line
to mind. Now it is our responsibility to jitsu (timekeeper) was Michael (Mukan)
with a first down and only 47 yards to the
carry forward their work and build upon Blome, and he was backed up by Bob
goal of becoming as civilized as most of
the foundation they have given us. As (Daigan) Timmer. They held the course
the other democratic nations on the planet.
Chobo-Ji gets ready to expand, I hold in true. Rev. Zenmu Nightingale held the
post of Densu (chant
As I mentioned in leader). Like all be-
the last issue of ginning densu, she
PMN, I attended had a slow begin-
the 40th Anniver- ning but soon was
sary Sesshin and able to pick up the
celebration of pace and keep the
Shobo-Ji, the New beat. Once again
York zendo Peggy (Kochi)
founded by Eido Smith-Venturi
Shimano Roshi. served as my assis-
The picture here on tant and kept me
the front page rolling along. At
shows the hundred this sesshin, Diane
or so participants (JoAn) Ste. Marie
at the conclusion and Kochi com-
of the celebration pleted a long project
on September of making new tea
14th. Front and napkins for the
center is Eido Ro- zendo. Midweek, as
shi, with Aiho- has become our cus-
san, his wife, tom, several Sangha
seated on his right. members spent their
Seated to Roshi's left is the Shobo-Ji 40th Anniversary Participants samu time down at the Arbore-
guest speaker, Buddhist scholar, deep gratitude the many sacrifices these tum Japanese Garden. Rev. Genko Black-
Professor Robert Thurman. Standing just pioneers made for us and hope to honor man Ni-Osho delivered a fine Dharma
behind Roshi, most everyone will recog- their work with our own. How appropri- Talk on Case 44 of the Mumonkan. In-
nize Roko Ni-Osho, of Syracuse Zen Cen- ate that the city where Nyogen Senzaki cluded as a transcription in this issue of
ter, who can now be called Roko Roshi. I landed has a strong Sangha (Buddhist PMN is my Teisho on the first case of the
am standing to her left and just behind me community) inspired by his life, message Mumonkan, “Joshu's Mu.” For a new-
is Junpo Denis Kelly of Hollow Bones and actions. A new book, Eloquent Si- comer’s look at Autumn Sesshin 2008,
Zen Center in Ashland, Oregon, who is lence, has just been released with many of see Jaye Morris's account of his “Most
Eido Roshi's first Dharma Heir. It was a his heretofore unpublished works. It is a Excellent Choboji Adventure” found on-
very joyous occasion, and I was very must read, edited by Roko Sherry Chayat line as the October 5th entry of his blog
happy to represent Chobo-Ji at this auspi- with a forward by Eido Roshi. Genko Ni- named Digital Zendo
cious event. (http://www.digitalzendo.com).
Osho has ordered a dozen copies for pur-
chase or it can by ordered from the fea-
It has been a little more than a hundred tured page of Chobo-Ji's online bookstore. On Sunday, October 12th, I attended the
years since Nyogen Senzaki, the first Zen “Acknowledgement” ceremony for my
priest to take up residence in the United Autumn Sesshin (9/27 - 10/3) was full Dharma Sister Roko Sherry Chayat at
Sates, arrived by freighter in Seattle. He but we were not bursting our seams, as
dropped his body fifty years ago in Los has often been the case of late. Daiki Continued on next page…
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Continued from previous page… Here is a list of upcoming events: York the first eight days of December.
This year Daigan, Rodger (Tozan) Park
Hoen-Ji in Syracuse. It has been ten years Sensei, and I will be going to join Shin-
since she received inka from Eido Shi-
This coming weekend, 11/14 - 11/16, I
kon, Myodo and Seimu who are already
will be returning after a long hiatus to
mano Roshi and became the first Ameri- training there.
Walla Walla, WA to do a one-day sit at
can woman Dharma Heir in the
the Vista Hermosa Retreat Center. There I
Rinzai/Hakuin/Torei Dharma lineage. At The zendo will be closed from the eve-
will be visiting my old friends Janaki and
the ceremony in October, Eido Roshi ac- ning of November 26th through the morn-
Chris Howard who are helping to sponsor
knowledged that Roko has shown all the ing of Saturday, November 29th, and then
this event.
promise of living up to the responsibili- again from the evening of December 24th
ties and expectations associated with this through the end of the year.
path. Therefore, he assented that it was On Sunday evening, November 16th,
time to begin referring to Roko as Roshi. Rev. Claude Anshin Thomas will give an
Henceforth, it is now appropriate to refer informal Dharma Talk after zazen. As We will have a New Year's Day potluck
many are aware, he is the author of the brunch and chanting service beginning at
to Roko Ni-Osho as Roko Shinge Roshi
book At Hell's Gate: A Soldier's Journey. 10 a.m. Daily zazen resumes briefly for
or simply Roshi. Roshi means Elder.
Any donations collected that night will go January 2nd and 3rd and then the Seattle
Once again I was honored to represent
to support Anshin's work. zendo will be closed until January 13.
Chobo-Ji at this propitious moment and
to lend my own support and encourage-
ment to Roko Roshi. On Sunday, November 23rd, the North- Further in the future, I want to announce
west Interfaith Community Outreach will that a tentative date for Myodo's and Se-
A lso in October, I helped lead a three-day be hosting “A Celebration of Gratitude at imu's unsui (Zen monk) ordination has
Thanksgiving” from 2:30 to 4:00 p.m. at been set for June 3rd, 2009.
sesshin, 10/17 - 10/19, at Bucks County
Aikido in Doylestown, PA with George Saint Patrick's Catholic Church, 2702
In addition to the Teisho transcription
mentioned above, this issue of PMN has
an update on our expansion efforts, an
open letter announcing our capital pledge
campaign, a report of Chobo-Ji's gift to
Genki Roshi and Genei of a new (used) car
in celebration of Genei's 77th birthday,
and reservation information for Chobo-Ji's
Rohatsu Sesshin. Please allow me to
wish everyone a Happy Thanksgiving and
holiday season; we truly have a lot to be
thankful for. May this season of change
lead to a productive and transformative
new year.
With gassho,
Genjo
Expansion Report
by Daigan Timmer
Lyons Sensei. Bucks County Aikido Sesshin Broadway East, in
There were twenty Seattle. The cele-
participants; on middle day we did several bration will include a service structured The Zendo Expansion Committee met
from lessons learned from America's in- with the larger Sangha on October 5. At
hours of Boken (wooden practice sword)
training. This is exhausting exercise for digenous people, and I have been invited that meeting the group reviewed and re-
those who are not use to this kind of to be one of the interfaith celebrants. vised the draft mission, vision, and values,
training, and it gave me a humbling re- Celebrants will address the following the draft practice model, and the alternative
minder of how difficult zazen can be for themes: “We Are People of the Earth, We building models. After this review, the
those who are not well versed in it. Are All Related, We Are All Wounded group reached consensus that Chobo-Ji is
Thankfully, I once again had Carl (Yuho) and We Will Heal Together.” Those at- ready to proceed with the next steps: look-
Baldini as my guide for this part of the tending the service are asked to bring an ing at properties, gathering conditional
weekend. Patti Lyons and Robert item to include in a community basket. pledges of financial support, and doing the
(Ryugan) Savoca were the Tenzo (cooks) research, including consulting knowledge-
for this sesshin and their offerings were Rohatsu sesshin will
be held at Dai Bo- able experts on how to put together a fi-
superb. satsu Zen monastery Rohatsu in New nancially sound and responsible process.
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Continued from previous page… what's already here. You can dip any- disorder. Over time, our life becomes
where. You can dip internally. You can more and more narrow. If we never ap-
“Mu.” However, if we settle for a sylla- dip externally. Wherever you look, hear, proach something we don't do well, we
ble, wouldn't that be ridiculous? Behind see, touch, feel, think, there it is! It's al- will likely never stretch into the reaches of
this syllable is an experience, a feeling, a ready out, already revealed. There is noth- what we do well. Why? Because we want
realization of what This is. What is the ing to attain, nothing to find. But to ex- to be safe. As we are uncomfortable fac-
origin of all of this, everything seen and perience it is why we're here, not to say it, ing our limitations and shortcomings, we
unseen, from before the beginning-less be- not to name it, and certainly not to settle don't go there. We live life playing it
for the syllable “Mu.” As we dip into the safe. Through Zen training we learn how
experience, we are restored, renewed, not to play it safe. We learn to take risks.
healed, held and become fundamentally We learn to stretch into the depths of de-
okay! OKAY! No matter, when or where pression, the heights of joy! We learn to
or what's going on, it is all okay! face our limitations, advance on our short-
comings and reach towards the heights of
Maybe, in your life, there's a great sad- our talent! Warning: the depths of human
ness or loss. Perhaps someone close to experience are not one-sided. For example,
you has died, moved away, or is no longer if you want deep joy, you must be able to
in contact. Or maybe something really digest deep sadness.
wondrous has happened for you recently,
such as a great completion, success or re- To go deep in this life we must open our-
alization. These too can become distrac- selves to the experience of “Muuuuuuu.” It
tions and hindrances. may go by many other names, and it can
be encountered through many different
Without Zen practice or something like paths; however, if we hope to reach true
it, when we experience one of these highs depth and fulfillment in this life, the expe-
or lows, we can easily be tipped over. rience is indispensable. It only requires
And, for someone who is very easily that we risk everything. Our approach and
tipped over by the range of human experi- attitude towards life is completely different
ences, it becomes a disorder. As a psycho- after we have directly experienced “Mu.”
therapist I know this may be called bipolar
disorder and was previously referred to as Because we are the most complex, multi-
manic-depressive. Someone with this dis- dimensional manifestation of stardust in
order is not okay with the highs and lows this quadrant of the galaxy, we don't have a
of life. At the highs they become easily very easy time opening to or sustaining
manic, at the lows they become overly de- Muuuuuuu. So, sesshin after sesshin,
pressed. Likewise they are not okay with year after year, we investigate this matter.
ginning? “No such thing,” you say. the depths of the unconscious or indeed We dig down past our complexity to this
Well, right. Right down the rabbit hole of with the breadth of consciousness. They root experience and make space for the ex-
the origin of creation. It's like two mir- are easily distracted or worse by the inevi- perience of Mu to flow up. Genki Taka-
rors reflecting each other. They reflect in- table joys and sorrows that occur through- bayashi Roshi, our founding abbot, con-
finitely, an infinite depth. What is this out the life and death journey. It is impor- stantly told us, “It bubbles up!” In truth
infinite depth that manifests as these in- tant to develop the potential to be funda- there's really nothing to bubble up. It's
credible myriad mysterious forms, as eve- mentally okay no matter what the circum- everywhere you look. It's every experi-
rything seen and unseen? What is This? stances. ence, everything you feel. Look in the
When Joshu was asked, “Does the Dog mirror, there it is. It's already out! You
have this mysterious original nature?”
Does a wounded, dying dog have this vital
We all do some things well. We all have don't have to do “Muuuuuuuuu” to make it
talents. We also do some things in an come out. It's already out! But to experi-
inexhaustible mysterious nature? Joshu ence it, we have to sit here, learn how to
idiosyncratic way, which is often perceived
said, “Mu.” be really okay with things just as they are,
to be very limited. We all have limita-
tions that hinder our flexibility and pro- and then indeed a new awareness bubbles
But however Joshu said this one syllable, ductivity. Are we okay with this? If we up. In the midst of our tears, pain, and fa-
“Mu”, he felt “Muuuuuuuuuuuuu.” are not okay with limitations and idiosyn- tigue, in the midst of the simple joy of a
crasies we will find ourselves scrambling, taste of tea or cracker or the sound of the
Our koan, our practice, our journey is
to running away from our shortcomings and wind chimes or the squawk of a seagull -
repeatedly dip into this experience of towards only the things that we know how sometimes these simple sensations can be
“Muuuuuuuuu.” It's not something we to do well. Always moving away from so glorious and wondrous that our world is
have to find, is it? No, just dip into our dislikes and towards our likes is also a rocked. After such an experience it is
tempting to be grandiose, and we might attachments to this and that and right and fears of doing it well or poorly; we risk
even be manic because it's so magnificent! wrong, we eventually come to the place again and again exposing ourselves to the
However, that's not the point! The point where we not only see Joshu clearly, but vast void that is vibrant Mu. [Dog barks
is to be okay with the width, breadth and we see with the same eye he sees with, downstairs]. That's right! Melanie says,
depth of reality just as it is. Only when hear with the same ear and it is wonderful! “That's right, Dad! Yeah, you tell them!”
we are okay with the lowest lows and the (laughter)
highest highs can we say there is some It'ssimple to pass through this barrier.
maturity in the Way. Do you want to know how? Just throw “Cast away your illusory discriminating
your whole self into Mu “…with your 360 consciousness and knowledge accumulated
Allow yourself to be touched by the expe- bones and 84,000 pores, making your up until now, and keep on working
rience of “Muuuuuuu.” Then there will be whole body one great inquiry.” What is harder.”
no problem vocalizing it, whether it's vo- This? That's the inquiry. What is This?
calized as “mu” [soft as a feather] or “Mu” Don't superficially answer, “Mu”. NO! Mu has nothing to do with what you
or “MUUUUUUUUUU!” [shout]. Doesn't Investigate! Engage in deep inquiry with think it is. It's not what you think of it.
matter. It's only a syllable. If it comes every bone and fiber of your being, inves- What we think about Mu is of very little
from the experience of importance. In your in-
“Muuuuuuuuuuu” it vestigation of this matter,
doesn't matter how it is let yourself feel it, as best
shared. you can. As we transcend
all opinions and opposi-
I'm the luckiest guy be- tions like right or wrong,
cause somehow, karmi- this or that -or even life
cally, I've needed so many and death- then, indeed, in
sesshins to stay sane. It a moment of realization,
has worked out that I do we're like a person who's
six weeklong sesshins and had a wonderful dream.
several three-day sesshins We can't even speak about
every year. I need every it; we have little desire to
one of them! Between say or think anything. At
sesshins, I can feel clar- the moment of realization
ity, centeredness and equa- there is a deep joy. In
nimity fading. I can feel that moment, there is
my complexity, history only samadhi (harmony
and personality begin to with what is). And your
interfere with the feeling face will astonish those
of “Muuuuuuuu.” Re- around you. If you look
turning to sesshin I can into a mirror, you too
get back to the simplicity will be astonished. And
that is the koan Mu. What a relief! This tigate! Open the inquiry with each sit, when you look into the face of the tree,
koan is such a blessing in my life. In the each breath, day and night. How do you star, moon, grass, rock or even the dog
midst of my complexity, hopes, dreams, do it at night? When you put your head shit, you are amazed.
joys, desires, sorrows and fears I am more down on the pillow -if you're not doing
than ready to get back to “Muuuuuu.” Yaza [unstructured zazen]- do so with the In that magnanimous moment, we have
intent of dreaming “Muuuuuuuu.” Noth- no fear about where we've been, where we
“Now tell me, what is the barrier of Zen? ing but Mu. After a short night's sleep, are, or where we might be going. We
Just this Mu.” But really it's no barrier at be sure to return to the zendo with a re- have no idea where we might be going and
all because nothing is hidden; it's all re- newed dedication to Mu. Continue your we're okay with that. At such a time we
vealed. When there is a penetrating expe- investigation; continue to open to the ex- easily dispense with the Buddha or the an-
rience of Mu, then all doubts are temporar- perience of Mu. What a gift! We must cient masters. Why? Because we realize
ily dispelled and life in true faith is possi- have developed some good karma some- we are not separate from them, we are see-
ble. By persistently working with Mu, how. Our karma allows us to come to ing with the same eye and hearing with the
our mind eventually settles and simplifies. this small zendo, to be with this intimate same ear. We feel the ancient masters
The chakras open from our root to our Sangha and do nothing else but transcend within and we also feel every master to
crown. As they do, we feel an awareness our own crap, complexity, neurosis, come. In other words, there are no
bubbling up, a vibrant awareness of Mu. hopes, desires and range of emotions. By Buddhas or masters there is only this Mind
Because all we have to do is sit here and allowing them all and transcending them
open up and let go of our preferences and all we open to Mu. We push past our
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Continued from previous page… Autumn Sesshin 2008 don't plan departure flights before 2 p.m.
pervading the universe. There is no Closing Incense Poem If you are coming from the airport you
thought or attachment to tradition or line- can take Shuttle Express, (800) 487-7433,
age. When our eyes are open, when our Light rain moistens the moss. about $30 per person (discounts available
chakras are open from root to crown, we Seagull cries hauntingly. for groups and roundtrips), 45 minute
see with the same eye, hear with the same travel time. Or, you can take the #194
ear and we know intimately that we are on Leaves brighten and fall. Metro buses from baggage claim to down-
the brink of life and death. Right now! town, and then transfer to either the #12 or
We realize that this could be our last “What is this?” #43 to Capitol Hill and the Zendo (travel
breath, and you know what? We're okay! “Who's asking?” time is about 1.5 hrs.). Bus fare is $1.75.!
“Yes, this could be the last breath of this
physical form.” Okay. Please bring a zabuton and zafu if you
Students of the Way investigate. have them.! Bring clothes for cold, wet
When we live this way, we are in com- Fortunately, weather (layers are best), and sturdy shoes
plete freedom. “Now how should one no answer was found. for outdoor kinhin (walking
strive? With might and main work at this meditation).!Bring a sleeping bag, pillow,
Mu.” There is no way to towel, washcloth and
impose Mu; Mu must be flashlight.! Eating bowls
allowed to bubble up from and utensils will be pro-
our root. Be Muuuuuuu. vided (bring traditional
Truly, if we don't stop or nested bowls if you have
waver in our intention, in them).
our effort or dedication,
when we allow ourselves We serve three vegetar-
to see things as they al- ian meals, one large tea
ready are, then even the and two small teas per
darkness is vanquished. day.! Leftovers may be
And why? Because the available for snacking at
darkness is the vast Void! the cook’s discretion.!
Darkness is it. That's It! Hot coffee and tea will be
The primordial night that available most of the
is Mu gives rise to every- time.! If you want food
thing, that's it. How then to munch on, you will
can This scare us? There have to bring your own.!
is no fear when we realize The kitchen and provi-
that we have always been sions in Totem Lodge are
one with This. reserved for the planned
meals. Totem has two
The dog! The Buddha Nature! Autumn Sesshin Participants dormitory wings (male & female) with
The Truth is manifested in full. bathrooms, and in Chak Chak, about 50
A moment of yes-and-no yards from zendo, there are semi-private
(or “this is it” and “this isn't it”); rooms. Do NOT use cell phones at Ro-
Lost are our body and soul.” hatsu!
Rohatsu Sesshin
We say the core of Zen practice is to just Morning wake-up bell is at 4:00 am.
sit. Well, we have made a place to just sit Please make your reservations! by Dec. There are 30 min. breaks after each meal.
and here we are, but let's not sit like a 15th.! The cost of sesshin is $350 (less Structured sitting will adjourn at around
lump on a log. No, we must sit with dues). No part-time participation is 10:30 PM the first two nights and goes
every bone and fiber of our being. Sit allowed.! We will leave from our Zendo, later and later the following nights, yaza
with the intention of opening to the expe- 1811 20th Ave., by 4 pm on Sunday, Jan. (personal sitting) follows this.
rience of Mu. Sit deeply and then more 4th, 2008.! Please be at the Zendo by
deeply again. Just sit, and be 3:00 pm so that we can pack up and make
“Muuuuuuu.” car pool arrangements to Camp
Indianola.!Formal! zazen will begin after
With gassho, Genjo a light! dinner. Rohatsu ends around 10:00
a.m. on Monday, January 12th. Please
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