2014-2

Issue No. 694

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Males Behind Violence?—2 Why was the Great Wall of China

Freewill and The Nature of …Really Built?—11
…Attitudes—3 Is the Universe a Hologram?—11
Choosing to Incarnate at this Time—4 The Cosmic Bank Account—12
Predicting the Future is Impossible What You Should Be Doing as the Old
…Says Awareness—5 …Materialistic Ways Fall Away—13
Is There Arsenic in Rice?—6 More About the 12 Aspects of the
Controversy: Scientists and the Near- …Soul—14
…Death Experience—7 Concerning the ‘Clear Light’—14
Who were the Mysterious Olmecs?—8 Living in the Here and Now—15
The Death of actor Paul Walker—9 The Major Arcana of the Tarot
What Caused the Lion attack at …Interpreted by Paul Shockley—15
…Dallas Zoo?—10 Key Number 0—The Fool—16

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CAC General Reading November 12, 2013; Will Berlinghof Interpreter, Your entertainment industry emphasizes this con-
Zoey Zen, Energizer and Questioner. stantly. Your news reporting emphasizes this constant-
ly. Your preachers and social workers and politicians
and all professions emphasize this constantly, but is it
ARE MALES BEHIND THE RISE IN so? Or is it so in the mind of the perceiver, the eye of
WORLD VIOLENCE? the beholder?
QUESTIONER:
This is an intense area that has much energy con-
nected to it, for many would point the finger at the
This is from a member who does not give his name, aggressive males and say, “See? There they are! They
and is about Alpha Males and Beta Males, and what are the ones! Women are not doing this!” This
this has to do with Ascension. The basic premise of Awareness would indicate it is more often women that
the article the member sent in is that two Alpha Males are pointing the finger and that are holding this
aren’t fighting against other Alpha Males, or out on a position. This Awareness would say that there are
win/win situation. They’re just taking it as it comes, many women who are Alpha Women who are in the
confident in themselves, and it is the Beta Male, dark, who are negative equally in nature.
including some of the ones in sports, who cause a lot In the satanic cults it is not the male that is normally
of problems on earth at this time. Could Awareness the only leader. There is always a matriarchal figure as
please comment on that? well, a woman that also directs the actions and
COSMIC AWARENESS: attentions toward evil and evil expression and satanic
ritual. This is perhaps not seen as readily, for many
This Awareness does not quite perceive the im- would hold that the weaker sex could not commit such
portance of this question. It is irrelevant. This Aware- atrocities, such crimes; and while it is generally so that
ness has nothing to speak on regarding this matter. the feminine is the submissive, is the receptive, is the
nurturing, it is not completely the truth that women
QUESTIONER: cannot display such violence or such actions.
All right. I guess a question the energizer herself has Therefore what is necessary is to recognize gender
is that there seems to be a lot of violence by males equality in all matters: good and bad. There are men
against women and children around the world, and who are evil and violent, Alpha Men who hold great
actually to some extent it seems to be increasing— power to do evil, but there are also women who are
random acts of violence in the United States and in equal to these men. Equally there are men who are
many places, domestic violence. Could Awareness gentle in nature; giving, loving and nurturing, and this
please comment on what it is in the male makeup at too needs to be seen and acknowledged.
this time that is lending to so much acting out violent-
ly?
The Need For Going Beyond Stereotypes
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness would start by saying these com- At this time there is great national debate upon what
ments presume it is the fault of males, and does not is called Post Stress Disorder Syndrome of the many
then recognize that this is not correct. This is an returning from combat situations. Many men who have
erroneous assumption and is largely based on the been forced into such situations, such violence, such
energizer’s own perception of masculine energy being hatred and evil are deeply and profoundly affected to
violent energy, harmful Alpha Male dominant energy. the degree that they cannot cope upon their return to
This would never allow for the solution of this normality. Their lives are destroyed and many commit
problem or the recognition of the true problem in the suicide, for their nature has been so tampered with, so
first place. destroyed that they cannot find the good in themselves
Humanity, both male and female, needs to step up, any more.
needs to move beyond certain criteria and behavior This is an example of the submissive, caring and
and beliefs that are held, both by the males and the loving nature of men, and men and women—but men,
females, not simply by the males alone. This Aware- in particular in this instance, for more men are in the
ness could say that while it may seem that there are military even though it is open to females—are deeply
more aggressive males, more testosterone energy and profoundly affected by what they experience; so
available that is violent in nature, this Awareness much so it destroys them and they cannot cope, they
would ask: Why is it that the feminine allows this? cannot return to normality. They cannot forget what
One cannot simply say, “Because women are weak- they have seen and what they have done.
er than men!” for this reinforces the belief system that This would seem to argue that the true human
men are more powerful, that men are more violent, nature is not that of violence, of destruction, of death
and that men are the problem. Both are the problem. and maiming and aggression, and when one is forced
Not simply men or women. What is needed is a raising to experience this, it in actuality shatters the true
of the bar, the standard of acceptable behavior, and it human psyche. Remember always that these wars are
must be recognized that at this time, many hold a manufactured by those in control to benefit them, and
reality wherein the masculine is dominant, the mascu- that they convince many that they are morally just and
line is violent and ugly in its nature, and the feminine many go to war thinking that they are doing their
is weak, the feminine is incapable of resisting or patriotic duty and in the doing of their service discover
standing up. that there is deep incongruity to what they thought
This is simply a perception and a belief system that they were there to do and what they are actually doing.
will see reinforcement when one looks out into the Thus, human nature is not the violent male aggres-
visible display presented in society that continually sive one. It is a gentle loving nurturing character that
emphasizes this matter. is being forced into inhumane situations with results
that are devastating.
 Therefore again, one must look at one’s perception effect upon the situation in which an entity finds
of society, of gender roles, of the belief that it is only oneself.
men who are doing this to everyone and they are at This Awareness indicates that it may not be possible
fault, for if one holds this to be true, they will see the for entities to change the world, but it is possible for
evidence of this all around them. entities to change their attitude about the world. This
It is so that this is being reinforced at this time. If Awareness indicates the likelihood of changing the
one goes beyond this, one would understand that world for the better is found in an attitude that is
humanity, male and female are loving, giving, and capable of changing toward the better, while the entity
nurturing in nature and if left to their own design lives within his or her world.
would be cooperative with one another, would assist This Awareness suggests that entities begin to exam-
one another, and would give to one another what is ine their attitudes toward their lives, toward their
needed for sustenance, what is needed for shelter and situations, toward one another, and watch to see if
for quality of life. these attitudes are chronic, that is, being consistently
Humanity has not been allowed to proceed along its the same. If these attitudes are changeable, what
more natural course, but has been misdirected over elements or activities, or expressions, or situations
and over, continually down through the Halls of Time change the attitude and trigger certain types of
themselves, and the attitude expressed by the energizer responses or attitudes as compared to other types of
is reflective of such a belief that aggressive Alpha men responses or attitudes from other triggering experienc-
are responsible. es?
The preceding question asked if it was Beta men For example, does the presence of another entity, or
who were the problem, and that Alpha men would the particular tone of voice used by a particular entity
cooperate. The reason this Awareness said this was an create a specific response from you, causing an
irrelevant question lies in the answer just given. This is attitude to come forth that is triggered each time that
irrelevant for it is too simplistic of a theory, a thought, entity speaks, or each time that entity speaks in that
a belief, and must be expanded upon, must be broken particular manner?
through and surpassed so that humanity finally This Awareness suggests that this be examined and
recognizes that all human beings have within them the watched within yourself to see what kind of attitudes
potential for violence, anger, aggression and hatred, emerge for different situations and experiences. This
but equally they all have within them the propensity Awareness wishes entities to begin to examine these
toward love, nurturing, harmony and peace. attitudes, not to find fault within themselves, but to
It is choice. It is a matter of perspective. It is will- discover the nature of attitudes so that these attitudes
ingness to see it one way or another, and to question may be more deeply understood, so that these attitudes
those attitudes that suggest it is the responsibility of are not simply surfacing, likened unto serpents whose
one gender over another, one type of male over heads pop out of the box when the lid is opened.
another, one type of woman over another—all of this It is better that these attitudes be brought forth from
must be questioned now and the deeper answer seen, the box likened unto the serpents which are trained;
felt, perceived and understood so that humanity can go whereby, when one is called forth, its head pops out
forward, so that men and women can become blended and the others remain inside. This Awareness indicates
human beings and gender issues are no longer tolerat- that in this manner entities may begin to regulate,
ed or needed. This Awareness is complete at this time. understand, and have a kind of control over their own
attitudes, whereby they may use these attitudes to be
CAC Reading 78-2; Paul Shockley Interpreter; Avaton & Vicki T more responsive.
energizers and questioners
This Awareness indicates that, essentially, the only
free will entities have upon this plane is expressed in
attitudes. This Awareness indicates that experiences
'FREE WILL' AND THE NATURE OF occur to entities, and entities occur to experiences, and
‘ATTITUDES’ the relationship of cause and effect is a never-ending
relationship. What is a cause to one is an effect from
another level, and that effect is equally a cause from
The Sunflower Meditation another point.
COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that causes are effects, and
This Awareness wishes to begin calling attention to effects are causes. It is likened unto billiard balls or
the nature of attitudes. This Awareness indicates that dominoes, wherein each strikes the next, and the next
attitudes do have their effect upon situations in the is struck by that. To be able to trace back to the first
same manner as weather has its effect upon the cause would be a nearly impossible task in terms of
growing season of plants. This Awareness indicates examining all of the activities to reach that understand-
that an attitude of coldness may be likened unto the ing of the First Cause.
cold weather of a Northern or wintery climate upon a This Awareness indicates that the need for under-
plant. standing that there is no free will is only crucial when
This Awareness indicates that wherein an attitude is entities begin to become more deeply aware of
consistent, this is likened unto a zone wherein the themselves. This Awareness indicates that many
weather is consistently warm, cold, temperate, or dry, entities believe themselves to have free will, believe
damp, or sunny, or cloudy. This Awareness indicates their choices to be their own, when, in reality, those
that wherein attitudes are changeable, that this may be choices and the very nature of their choice mecha-
likened unto seasons of changeable weather patterns. nisms are programmed by causes which occurred in
This Awareness wishes entities to experience the childhood, causes which occurred in previous lifetimes
changes of attitude, whereby entities may begin to in terms of preferences, in terms of values, in terms of
understand the nature of attitude as that which can be needs and in terms of motivations.
controlled from within one’s self and can have its
 This Awareness indicates that one entity may be- of this emanating from your face as a sunflower,
lieve that he or she has chosen this action; but in radiating outward in golden rays.
reality the choice was made by a value that this entity This Awareness asks you to use this meditation for a
received as a child or in a previous lifetime. This few moments, for a few minutes, while you experience
Awareness indicates that the value may have been this attitude of sustenance, warmth, and well-being.
placed upon this entity by a situation from a previous This Awareness indicates that after this has been
lifetime that was so deeply imbedded in the psyche completed, you then may continue to carry this
that the entity could not shake it, nor could the entity attitude with you throughout the rest of the day.
even look deeply to see if this value was of his or her
own choice. This Awareness asks you to continue experimenting
with the feelings of attitudes, and this Awareness shall
This Awareness indicates that this value, being again give you information and address you in regards
imbedded deeply within the entity, continues in the to such attitudes, wherein various meditative tech-
soul of the entity and emerges when there is the niques may be given to allow you to experience other
possibility of a situation arising wherein this value is attitudes so that you become acquainted with the
brought forth to make its voice known in that which nature of your own free, or nearly free, will.
appears to be choice in the matter.
This Awareness suggests that entities look to their
This Awareness is indicating that there is no such closest associate or friend, visualize a sunflower,
thing as free will in the ultimate sense. There is only a visualize themselves as a sunflower. Feel yourselves
free will in levels of attitudes, and this also is influ- standing together, experiencing the sun upon your
enced by the experiences that entities have had. faces, sharing the oneness of that sun, whereby you
This Awareness indicates that entities are capable of look to the light, finding sustenance together, and
responding to urgencies that they come in contact enjoying each other's presence. This Awareness
with, and by responding to these urgencies from suggests that wherein you can meditate together as
moment to moment, motivation of behavior for the sunflowers, creating an attitude of warmth, sustenance,
entity is stimulated by the urgency. and the feeling of harmony, this attitude can carry you
This Awareness indicates in this manner, rather than through many difficulties and allow greater energies to
an entity expressing his so-called free will, which is an enter into your lives.
illusion, the entity is motivated by external forces of This Awareness suggests that you begin these medi-
tuning in to the urgency of the moment, and that tations, first with yourself, then with your friends, then
urgency becomes the motivation, rather than the adding more friends or members of your family as is
apparent inner will of the entity. appropriate, for this shall assist you in finding greater
This Awareness indicates these are two different prosperity through the uplifting attitudes.
ways of approaching motivation. Wherein an entity
wishes to move beyond the personal level of will, and CAC General Reading, December 11, 2013, Will Berlinghof, Interpret-
wishes to move into response-ability, that the urgen- er; Zoey Zen, Energizer and Questioner.
cies of the moment and the urgencies of greater
duration may begin to have their effect upon the entity.
At this time the entity may feel overwhelmed by the CHOOSING TO INCARNATE AT THIS
situations and urgencies, or the entity may feel TIME
completely capable of attending these urgencies.
This Awareness indicates this as a matter of attitude. QUESTIONER:
Some entities cannot handle responsibility wherein What I am doing personally, even in casual conver-
others can. This Awareness wishes entities to examine sations is saying, “Well, we chose to incarnate at this
carefully that which is attitude, for the attitude is that time!” and actually I choose to feel rather cheerful
which colors the outcome of the situation and one's about the year 2014, whatever may come. I chose to
approach to that situation. incarnate at this time, and I’ll do all in my power to
This Awareness shall assist entities in affecting that make it a positive reality, and just flow with it. Do you
portion of consciousness known as attitude, for the have any added messages for CAC members from
attitudes are what are the closest to free will than any what I said?
other activities which entities can become involved in.
This Awareness wishes you to become acquainted COSMIC AWARENESS:
with your attitudes, become acquainted with how you This Awareness would take the latter part of your
may create attitudes, or how you may get caught up comment, that you will “just flow with it” as that
and entrapped by attitudes which are malicious and which should again be emphasized. You flow with the
damaging to yourself and others. energies and let those energies take you through
This Awareness now asks entities to simply explore whatever chaos-spin you may be experiencing,
one attitude, to examine it and discover the feeling of a whatever the events occurring around you may bring.
particular attitude at this moment. This Awareness Trusting that you are in the Divine Flow will bring you
suggests that, for example, you consider the attitude of to the safety that lies ahead, even if during the journey
warmth, sustenance and well-being. This Awareness through the troubled waters may be challenging you.
asks you to pause after listening or reading this portion Know that it is important to trust the flow of Spirit’s
and visualize yourself as a sunflower. Guidance and Direction. It has not abandoned you, nor
This Awareness asks you to lift your eyes upward, will It ever abandon you. What is true however is that
close your eyes, feel your face lifted upward, allowing many in troubled times of upheaval and chaos or
the face to turn slightly toward the East, looking at the challenge abandon Spirit, for Spirit has not done it the
sun with the eyes closed, please. This Awareness asks way they wanted it done. Of course, this creates a
you to experience this for a few moments as you curiosity of mind, for on one level this Awareness has
visualize the sun moving across the sky, feeling its said you are the creator being, and can create your
warmth coming down upon your face. Feel the petals own timeline and your own reality.
 One could easily say that, “If this is so and things do and therefore because they are not getting their wishes
not happen that I wish to have happen and other events fulfilled they have anger and resentment. If this is a
happen instead, then how can I be the creator of my realization that you come to, it can then be used to
life?” This could create a contradiction for the individ- grow up and to step forward in the journey toward
ual that could be negative for them. Therefore, this greater maturity and recognition that you are not being
Awareness will explain that while you are in the punished.
energy of your own ability to create your life as a You are being given what is needed for your greatest
creator being, you are also co-creator with Spirit, and benefit and as you submit to this guidance and to the
often that which is the knowledge held on the physical flow of Spirit, you will find that you will truly be led
by one in physical form and in physical experience is where you need to be, not where you think you should
not that which is of the highest level. be, where you think you must be, but where you truly
Therefore, when you think you should have material need to be.
things held in place for you, and Spirit knows that you Therefore, the statement from the energizer that she
need to shift and move, and the trap of materialism is accepts what is happening and is light-hearted about it
holding you back, it may well develop that your and then goes with the flow is exactly the correct
material assets are destroyed or removed or disappear. attitude to assume and to follow. This Awareness is
Would this be in contradiction to these words of complete in Its answer.
Awareness that has said that you are the creator being?
They need not be, for if your soul and Spirit know QUESTIONER:
that for you to be fully protected by them, you are to Thank you Awareness. Do you have a message
move and change your situation and that you are about current events in the world?
entrapped in a material reality that must be destroyed
so that a new reality of spirit can intercede and replace COSMIC AWARENESS:
that material attitude, then it may be that your experi- This Awareness does not. It will rely on questions
ence reflects this in some way, shape or form. It is that are presented to be the focus of today. If there are
when one is in alignment with Spirit and heeds Spirit, questions on current matters and affairs, this Aware-
and goes with the flow of Spirit, that one will create ness will use the questions to answer that which is the
the events and circumstances that will be beneficial to matter of current affairs. Therefore, please proceed
the individual and will move the individual forward with your questions.
with ease and relaxed focus.
If a child were to insist to the parent that it must
have candy for dinner and if the child refused to eat Multidimensionality and Possible Timelines Make
anything but candy, would the parent submit to the
child? Would it give only candy for the child’s dinner Predicting the Future Impossible
or would the parent insist the child eat good whole-
some food? The parent would of course insist the child
eat wholesome food. QUESTIONER:
If the child then had a temper tantrum because it was The first question is from VT, head of Cosmic
not getting its own way and the parent had to insist on Awareness Communications. She asks for a forecast
a time-out for the child, removing the child from the for CAC during 2014.
dinner table and putting the child in his or her room, it
would be of course that the child would think that the COSMIC AWARENESS:
parent is being unfair, unjust and there might be great
anger expressed at the loving concerned parent, or As this Awareness said in Its Opening New Year
parents, for those who are in partnership; that this Message, It will not forecast events. It will not any
energy of anger directed at them would be the inap- longer choose to present to members specific events
propriate energies of the child. and only those events when there are a multitude of
events that are possible. In the past forecasts were
It is understandable however that the child would made, for it was the correct thing for those times given
be angry for not getting its own way, for in its limited the stage of events and the level of consciousness, but
understanding and perception it is only responding to consciousness has shifted. The multidimensionality of
its wants and desires as it, the child, sees the matter in events and possible events and timelines has been
that moment, but the responsible parents see it from a comprehended now to a much greater degree.
higher more informed level, and in their responsibility
to their child, they may have to inflict this level of Therefore, this Awareness will not choose to fore-
punishment so that the child breaks out of the temper cast events, but will rather say there will be major
tantrum it is in. events in the political and economic fronts, the social
fronts and the global arena. This Awareness is com-
It is so with humanity. Many are children in nature plete on this matter for now.
and want what they want when they want it. If God
does not provide this, they often become angry with QUESTIONER:
God or the Divine. They often have temper tantrums Thank you Awareness. Would it be true to say that
and act out their anger. This Awareness is asking you there are so many energies in motion that predicting is
all to reflect on this matter. Are you acting out when
your needs are not being met, when what you think is not the same as it was years ago?
your intent is not met? Are you having temper tan- COSMIC AWARENESS:
trums against Spirit because It is not providing what
you want? This is so, for years ago there was not a considera-
Many will begin to realize they are not in harmony tion of multiple timelines by the majority of people.
with their higher spiritual nature, which has their best Individuals were taught that there is only one timeline,
interest at heart. They are not in alignment with Spirit, and as this Awareness was responding to the prevalent
levels of consciousness at that time, even though those
who have been members of CAC for a time have follower who would hold that others are responsible
always had a greater understanding and connection, it for their lives and their destinies.
was still so that for the majority, they wished such a It is now the requirement that all begin to grow up
singular temporal line to be predicted for them, and as and mature on this matter, but it is not necessarily an
many of the long-time members have realized, it was easy task. Be patient with yourselves. Know that even
seldom the case that the predictions of this Awareness if you do not always get it right, as long as you learn
came true. from the example or the event that it then is opportuni-
Sometimes there was accuracy, but on the whole, ty for growth and development, opportunity to move
many of the predictions did not seem to come about. forward in comprehension and understanding and to
This does not mean that they did not occur on other truly take up the active role of a creator being in
timelines, but as the specific timeline of experience for alignment and co-creating with the Divine Creator
each individual was such that they did not experience Itself. This completes the answer. Please proceed.
those events, the assumption made was that Cosmic
Awareness was wrong and did not accurately predict
the future, the forecasts for the year. IS THERE ARSENIC IN RICE?

It is Now YOUR Responsibility! QUESTIONER:

The next question is from CL in Japan, and he won-
Now, many are beginning to deeply appreciate the ders about arsenic in rice. There have been articles
complexity of predicting all events in one single lately that rice in particular grabs trace minerals of
timeline that must happen for all. It simply is not how arsenic from the soil. Of course it varies from place to
it is, and as one begins to accept this and realize this, place, but overall, do we need to worry or avoid rice
one is put in a different role altogether. Whereupon because of the arsenic?
Cosmic Awareness previously was expected to be the
one to predict the future and was responsible for such COSMIC AWARENESS:
predictions, it is now the case that the individual is
responsible for their own future, for the energizing of This is a difficult question to answer only in that this
certain timelines of possibility. Awareness does not know where the rice comes from
that the entity CL may be eating. There is a possibility
One could most easily energize a timeline of strife to discover where the rice is coming from, and to
and upheaval, of chaos and turbulence, especially if make decisions upon the purchase of rice that he can
one is tied in to the masses and the mass manipulation enact to his own benefit. Generally speaking it is so
of the physical reality that many hold to be true. But as that arsenic and other heavy minerals are absorbed into
one steps away from this, as one truly begins to take the rice in areas where there may be high arsenic
on board many of the concepts this Awareness has levels or high levels of contamination.
been sharing, especially the concept of being a creator
being, of being in alignment and in connection with For example, rice grown in the area around the
Spirit and that this can lead one to create the reality Fukushima nuclear power plant may be very high in
and partake in the reality or timeline that is favora- heavy metals and radiation and toxic elements. If one
ble—as more and more comprehend this and actualize knew their rice was coming from that area around
this they will find that their life experiences are Fukushima, and this is not just the immediate area, but
positive, no matter what is occurring around them. hundreds of miles away even, they might not choose to
eat rice from the regions around Fukushima.
For those who are still being buffeted around in the
turbulent waters, it may be time to realize that there is Equally, rice is grown in other areas where there is
a life raft that has been sent to you, but you must still high contamination in the ground itself and absorbed
find it, you must still crawl into it so that you will be into the rice, and this is not declared, thus many will
safe from the turbulent waters. Spirit always extends eat contaminated rice, never realizing it is high in
such a life raft for any and all who look for it and who arsenic or other substances of a toxic nature. The
are willing to accept that there is another reality other problem is further compounded when the sheaf of the
than that which has been force-fed to them and rice is removed and it becomes white rice versus
accepted by them. brown rice. The coating of the rice is also that which
must be considered here, and refined food, generally
It is a complex arena that many are now in, a com- speaking, is not as good as natural food.
plex reality that is not as simple as it once was: the
predictions of this Awareness being seen to tell the However in this matter, even if one is eating brown
future and one’s looking to such predictions to justify rice that was grown in contaminated regions, the
themselves and their reality. Now, this Awareness says contaminants would be in the sheaf of the rice plant
that the individuals themselves must make their own itself, and for those who feel that eating brown rice is
predictions, hold their own thoughts and beliefs, find better for them, while generally the truth, in this case
the connection within and align themselves to Spirit. they would be mistaken because the sheathing, the
covering of the rice itself also contains contaminants.
This is the way forward. It is the higher evolved Therefore, a difficult situation is created here whereby
enlightened way. It is the path of an Ascended Being, most do not know whether or not the rice they are
and those who hold that this Awareness or any other eating is coming from a contaminated area or not,
source should predict the singular solitary track of whether or not it holds high levels of arsenic or other
experience that will lead them forward is erroneous. toxins.

To put this upon another, be it this Awareness Itself, One could decide then not to eat rice at all, and this
the Divine Expression of that which is the Godhead, or would be a solution, but one would then need to
political and religious leaders, family or friends is not replace the rice with something else.
the act of an Ascended Spiritual Being, but the act of a
 Another solution is to do research, and find a place CONTROVERSY AMONG SCIENTISTS
where organic rice is sold that does not come from
heavily contaminated fields. This type of rice would ABOUT NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCES
be much more preferable to the mass rice that most QUESTIONER:
people would pick up in their local grocery store. It
does take effort. It means a level of responsibility for Thank you Awareness. That will help many people.
what one is eating must be assumed. The next question is about near-death experiences,
from LJ. There’s a lot of controversy about near-death
If one is willing to do this, then this Awareness experiences. Some scientists are isolating compounds
would say that the individual, in this case CL, would involved apparently in near-death experiences, and
feel much better knowing that the rice he is eating is some hypothesize that as one nears death these
not contaminated with arsenic or any other contami- hallucinogenic chemicals are released which possibly
nants. explains why some have similar near-death experienc-
This Awareness must add that while It has been es, like going through the tunnel of Light, and could
talking specifically about rice, it can also be said that Awareness comment on this general topic? Thank you.
the arguments of this Awareness apply equally to all
other crops grown in all other regions of the planet. In COSMIC AWARENESS:
North America due to the heavy spraying and the use This Awareness will start by saying: What else
of chemicals, the grains are heavily affected and even would scientists say? For the majority of scientists do
toxic. Wheat is high in this category. not accept or endorse Spirit. They are troubled by
Then, if one also understands that genetically modi- Spirit. They do not understand Spirit. It does not fit
fied strains of wheat are now planted and used, this their small-mind paradigms of reality that are based
problem becomes even greater. Corn is another crop only on physical definition. There is no room in their
that is heavily affected by spraying and what is in the lexicon of terms and words to express Spirit. It is not
earth being absorbed into the corn itself. found in their dictionaries.
Again, the majority will never consider this matter Therefore, those purveyors of the physical and how
and simply assume that the wheat or corn or grains the physical works are obliged to provide explanations
they are eating are all right, because the FDA says that that hold a physical explanation for the events of near-
the fertilizers and sprays are okay. Most never ques- death experiences. They are ill equipped to see beyond
tion this matter and most then simply absorb the high the reality of their belief systems and will not do so for
toxicity of the plant and take in the contaminations. fear that they will be ridiculed by their peers and seem
This is having an extreme effect on the health and to be out of touch.
well-being of all human beings in those countries in This Awareness would make the recommendation
particular that are highly industrialized: the Western that when one reads such reports, to always remember
nations. who are making these reports, where they come from,
Ironically, those in Third World countries where and what their vested interests are in the matter. The
such sprays and such heavy metals are not as prevalent vested interests of these scientists is to deny Spirit, and
are in fact eating a much healthier diet. The problem is to deny anything that they cannot understand and do
of course is that they do not have enough to eat when not accept.
they have their crop failures and their droughts. There is a danger here, in that many scientists are
For those areas where there is availability of crops regarded as experts and authorities. For those who
that are naturally grown in smaller fields and not subscribe to the physical being only as that which
through the industrialized farm corporations that are exists and there is nothing else, even if they go to
now so prevalent, these ones are eating much healthier church on Sundays or the Sabbath or whenever, these
and simpler foods. ones can be misled by these “experts.”
If CL or any other individual wishes to eat healthily, Therefore as one reads such reports, always remem-
they need to do their research. They may be required ber it is but a description of physical factors that may
to stop eating rice if they cannot find organic safe rice, be occurring in the process, but does not in any way,
but there are other alternatives. There are those ancient shape or form address the deeper issues that lie beyond
grains such as spelt, and amaranth that are available. the ken of these scientists, these deniers. If one wishes
There is Quinoa from South America, which is highly to believe these authorities, then of course the magic
recommended by this Awareness and can easily be and the wonder of Spirit Itself, the Divine Energies,
used as a substitute for rice. must be denied.
If individuals are unwilling to diversify and substi- However, the majority of spiritual seekers do see
tute other products, other grains for what they have through these scientists, these researchers, these
traditionally eaten, then they will unfortunately find experts and authorities. The unfortunate matter still at
that their health, even though they thought that they these times on this planet is that these authorities of
were eating healthily, is impacted and even destroyed. third-dimensionality and its physical expressions are
It is a challenge, but it is not impossible if one is the accepted authority by the politicians, by the
willing to take these extra steps to still eat healthily governors of the nations and therefore are given power
and still provide the body with its needs, and not injure and the moneys to continue researching. There is no
the body or incapacitate it. money provided for those who would search in higher
spiritual levels, but this is another matter altogether.
This Awareness is complete with Its answer. In some ways, what this has created is a need to
choose between the alleged experts and authorities and
one’s own personal experiences of Spirit, of looking
toward a higher understanding of realities that seem to
be beyond most scientists and researchers.
The problem here is that most do not believe in their
own authority, the authority of their own personal
experiences, and still seek to have their experiences because they are the ones who you are told are
confirmed by these “experts” and “authorities.” credible, or if you wish to trust your own experiences
This is part of a process of having to break away or the experiences of others that you have heard about,
from the experts and authorities and to find one’s own perhaps even encountered and witnessed.
expertise, one’s own authority in one’s own life, These are the times now where each individual is
putting oneself in the center of one’s circle and not being asked to find a level of their own authority on
forfeiting their own power, their own validity and such matters and to follow their own authority and
authority to others who are assigned by society itself their own inner connections. Many are being dissuad-
these positions of authority. ed from Spirit more and more in these “civilized”
times, and yet the roads are diverging. The road which
is speculation of Spirit, acceptance of Spirit, opening
Most Have Been Brainwashed to Spirit, is leading many to higher consciousness and
to Believe the Experts awareness that they may be challenged to live and are
being challenged to live.
A very powerful example of this is the whole ques- The other path is taking many away from Spirit.
tion of medical treatment. Doctors are put forward as This is what this Awareness would generally call the
the authorities and experts and even if one does False Path, but it may still be the soul’s need to have
believe in other forms of healing and treatment, when these experiences, and therefore this Awareness
one suddenly finds they may have a most serious cannot find fault with this path, cannot condemn it, or
problem such as cancer, they run to the doctor and suggest that others do not travel it. It simply says that
follow the prescribed treatment, no matter how hostile it is the path that the soul needs to experience. Those
and brutal to the body and soul. who do not need to experience the False Path must
now begin to truly accept their own authority and
They cannot, even if they have previously followed expertise in their lives and to let this be their standard
alternative medicine, believe in alternative medicine, and the way-shower to the path ahead.
for they are being challenged at a most crucial level
and the indoctrination of the masses is that the This Awareness is complete with this question.
individual is not the expert when it comes to their own
health and that the doctors and the medical system are.
Thus, one will forfeit one’s own power and submit WHO WERE THE MYSTERIOUS OLMEC
oneself to allopathic treatment because one is afraid PEOPLE OF SOUTHERN MEXICO?
that if they do not do so, they will die. It must be clear
here that this Awareness is not saying, “Do not go
to allopathic doctors. Do not get treatment from the
medical allopathic system.” It is saying that the choice QUESTIONER:
of authority is such that most have been brainwashed Thank you Awareness. The next question is from JS,
to believe the experts that are held by society itself, and he is asking questions about the Olmec people in
and not their own inner knowing and inner truth. Southern Mexico. They left behind giant sculpted
There are those who have gone to allopathic doctors stone heads. No one really knows much about them.
and received cures for their problems, but many have There are several theories; one, that the heads repre-
gone and have died as a result. It is a difficult matter, sented kings; two, that they represent sports or military
and again, this Awareness does not say one should not heroes. There are no records to show who these Olmec
go to a doctor if there is a serious problem, but one people were. One theory is that they were a tribe of
must remember that you are dealing with those laws Africans who made it across the ocean like Thor
and rules that apply to physical health as it is seen by Heyerdahl. I am wondering if Awareness could shed
the medical system and by the medical doctors who some light on the ancient Olmec people who predate
are the authorities and experts in that medical system. the Aztecs and Mayans.
If you can, work with them and still hold your per- COSMIC AWARENESS:
sonal faith and trust, then these ones can offer you
solutions, but the abdication of one’s own authority Indeed, they did predate the Aztecs and the Mayans.
and power, the delivery of one’s own Light into the Many of the heads that have been discovered are
hands of these ones is something that must come to an immense in size and often found in locations where it
end, and with time it will, for new medical treatments is obvious the stone itself is not natural to the region
are being made. Doctors are beginning to see their and needed to be transported to where it was found.
roles differently and are becoming healers once again. There are techniques of carving on these heads that
There is progress that is being made, and it can only seem to be impossible for the times, for if it is so that
occur when there are questions asked, when challenges the Olmecs were a primitive people, how could they
are made to the experts and authorities and when one have achieved such accuracy with their carving of the
follows their own instincts, intuition and guidance to faces and the details of the head? They had technology
receive the type of treatment that would be of most not of a primitive nature.
benefit to them, even if this turns out to be traditional These ones were peoples from Africa, not ones who
allopathic medicine. This applies most definitely to sailed the seas on primitive reed boats as many are
those scientists who have been studying near-death conjecturing, but rather ones who were transported by
experiences. space vessels, terrestrial space vessels to South
They, as the experts, are given credibility, and those America, to that region where they are most known,
who have had personal experiences are denied. from Africa. These ones were certain peoples who
were followers of the entity that is known as Enki, the
Anunnaki brother of Enlil.
It is therefore the choice of each and every individu- These ones had dominion of the planet many, many
al, whether one wishes to believe the authorities thousands of years ago, and Enki was given the
Southern hemisphere as his domain, and Enlil the of the beloved actor Paul Walker in a fiery car crash
Northern hemisphere. It was Enki who transported on November 30th?
these people, his people, from Africa to that region of
South America and Mexico in particular where COSMIC AWARENESS:
evidence of these ones is found. This is why the heads This Awareness is aware that there is speculation
are Negroid in their features and why it is such a that this accident was more than it seemed to be. There
strong knowing as seen through the carvings of the are conspiracy theories that are presently circulating
heads of tribal leaders and others. that he was somehow taken out. There are even stories
As to the matter of who these heads represented, of a drone missile hitting the car and causing the
they represented a plethora of individuals; kings and accident and the death of this one and his friend.
high royal ones, respected members of societies, even However, this Awareness must say that it is not
sports heroes, but generally speaking they were those seen that any of these reports have accuracy. What is
who had high status for whatever reason in their seen is an unfortunate accident because of speed and
world. The heads were thought to evoke a connection certain drugs that both had taken, and this was not a hit
to the gods themselves, who had largely disappeared, upon this individual, although many would like it to
but the tools had not; the techniques of carving had be, for it would align with their own theories on such
not. Thus, those who were the Toltec, Olmec as well, matters.
for they are one and the same, did have the equipment Unlike certain ones such as John Lennon or Jimi
and the technology in those times to do the carvings. Hendrix or other well-known singers or actors that
Also, when this Awareness said that their gods had have been taken out in the past by authorities, this one
largely disappeared, what is being referred to is that is not seen to be of such an ilk. Those who have been
they were not under complete everyday control of taken out in the past such as John Lennon were
these masters any longer. They had through the exterminated because they had too much influence of a
various battles between Enki and Enlil, retreated, and positive nature on the masses, in particular John
they were left alone for a time, but Enki did visit them Lennon. He was universally known as a man of peace
again, and it was in such visitations that earthly and even though his own life was a troubled one, he
legends occurred of their gods. It is also from this did come to find true peace and acceptance in his own
where certain prophecies were made, when the Aztecs life in the last 5 years.
experienced Cortez and his people came to the lands As long as he stayed quiet, the officials were allow-
of Mexico and walked along the sacred highways and ing him to live, but he did come back after 5 years of
roadways. absenteeism, and did announce he was back and
The Olmecs were people who had some higher recorded an album which was released. This was seen
knowledge due to their gods and masters, but also on as a threat to the authorities and the Powers That Be,
another level were slaves to these ones, their servants who were afraid that he would once again begin to
and their workers and thus were at a lower level as influence many and thus, he was exterminated 33
well. They had their priests, the royal family, the years ago.
highly significant members of their society who were However, unfortunately, the entity Paul Walker is
given the teachings of their gods and the stories of not seen to be one of the level of John Lennon or
those gods and their own people and how they were others who had a positive influence and it is not seen
blessed and favored by the gods and taken in by them. that he was targeted by the Powers That Be because he
This would be an explanation of their enslavement, represented some threat to them. It is seen rather that
but it was interpreted as the blessing of their gods and he and his friend were irresponsible on the day, did
their great love and care for the people. It is so, and it take drugs, and did drive too quickly in a zone that
is true that Enki did have a great fondness for human required a slower speed and thus, had the accident that
ones, his creation as a genetic scientist, or rather killed them both.
perhaps more accurately, as one who was in charge of All is not always what one would wish it to be if one
the genetic program to create a slave race for the is looking for other reasons and sometimes something
Anunnaki. He had a soft spot in his heart and did try to is more than what it seems to be, but in this case it is
treat his people well, but this could not be said of all of what it is being said to be: an unfortunate accident that
the Anunnaki, and others did not treat these ones as claimed two lives.
well as Enki.
However, generally speaking, the Olmecs had high
regard for their gods and in the carvings of these Pop Stars of the 60’s & 70’s Actually Had Some-
heads. Although they were carvings of members of
their own society, it was a form of devotion to the thing to Say and Were Therefore
gods and aligning themselves again with them, even if Considered Dangerous
they were no longer present to them. There are other
treasures yet to be discovered; more carvings and more QUESTIONER:
technology that is hidden at this time in many of the Awareness, in light of what was just said about the
mounds in the Yucatan peninsula and parts of South actor Paul Walker, in the late 60’s and early 70’s a lot
America to yet be discovered. of musicians died or were killed, such as Janis Joplin,
supposedly given street heroin; Jimi Hendrix, suppos-
This completes the answer to this question by this edly given battery acid, Bob Marley supposedly given
Awareness. cancer, the drummer for the Beach Boys, and many
others. What was the difference between this actor
THE DEATH OF ACTOR PAUL WALKER Paul Walker and the group of musicians I just spoke
of?
QUESTIONER:
This one is from member J, and his question is:
Does Awareness have any comments about the death
COSMIC AWARENESS: and that went out of control, crashed and killed him
One must remember that the times of the 60’s and and his friend.
70’s were unique in nature. Many of the youth were This was not a karmic matter in that there was noth-
turning away from the establishment, were challenging ing that through his death he was karmically released
and fighting the establishment, and therefore those from, but this Awareness would say that his soul plan
who were the popular leaders of the counter- was such that it never had the design or plan for him to
revolution, the counter-culture, were considered as have a long life, thus in this matter this Awareness
dangerous to the plans of the Powers That Be. would say that it was his soul purpose and destiny to
These plans were such that all of humanity was to be have a life where he rose up to some prominence, did
brainwashed to only those levels of banal entertain- have a good life, misused it, abused it and then
ment that would not make people think and not departed early.
challenge people. The youth embraced their unelected This completes the answer of this question at this
leaders, leaders such as Joplin, Hendrix and such as time.
John Lennon. There are others who were leaders at the
time who were warned to either play the game or risk WHAT CAUSED THE LION TO KILL THE
actions against their person and their families. They LIONESS AT THE DALLAS ZOO?
did not play the game, but others did and went on to
have longer careers, not spectacular any more, but QUESTIONER:
mundane and ordinary. Thank you Awareness. The next question is from
JG. There was an incident at the Dallas Zoo that
McCartney Without Lennon Equals Mediocrity stunned zookeepers and the people watching. A male
lion attacked and killed a lioness. There were two lions
Paul McCartney is seen as such a one by this and three lionesses all that had been raised in captivity.
Awareness. Many of the old hippies from the 60’s and Seemingly unprovoked, a 5 year old male bit a lioness
70’s remember the White Album, and the Abbey Road in the neck and another lion joined in on the attack.
album where there were subliminal messages reported While lions may be aggressive they don’t usually
to be contained in the songs themselves, one in attack others in their pride. This is a very rare and
particular that proclaimed that Paul was dead. It unfortunate occurrence and in his 35 years as a
wasn’t that he had actually been killed dead, but it was veterinarian in zoos he’s never seen this happen, and
a disclosure that the entity Paul McCartney had joined he says, “I would have to think that something caused
the opposition, and was no longer at the same level the male to react, something they do not normally see
with the same purpose and plans as the others, in every day.” Could Awareness please comment on this
particular, John Lennon. incident at the Dallas Zoo?
If one is to review the life of the entity Paul COSMIC AWARENESS:
McCartney, especially with his marriage to Linda
Eastman, one will see that he did become more middle This Awareness says that this incident at the Dallas
of the road, and aside from some earlier work as an Zoo cannot be interpreted as “normal” for the lives of
individual artist and as the Band on the Run, that he captured animals held in captivity are not normal. If
has fallen into mediocrity. However, this Awareness is this pride of lions were in the wilds, this event would
not saying that this man has no greatness in him, It is not have occurred. There is a strict social order
saying that he did heed the warnings and subscribed to amongst the lions and it is in actuality the lioness that
the mundane, became a spokesperson, and his friend is the true leader of the pride; one in particular, the
John did not. others are subject to her.
This is why Paul McCartney in this stage of his life The males are the protectors of the lionesses and
has been knighted, and is seen as a spokesperson in the their cubs, and while it is thought that they are at the
Olympics celebrations in London in 2012, the voice of top of the pecking order, in truth it is not so. They are
the Powers That Be. Others never seceded to these more powerful than the lioness generally speaking, but
ones, did not listen, and carried on being radical they are not the true leader of the pride. One Alpha
leaders for the youth, and those who were in power, Female will adopt that role, and in the wild this is
the old Elite, felt they were a danger to their social known by the entire pride.
plans and purpose and had these ones eliminated. There is of course an equal Male Alpha, but he will
The entity Paul Walker, while he is known, was not always be subservient to the Female Alpha. However,
one who was involved in leading his generation this naturalness of their being is completely disrupted
forward. His movies were not of any deep social when these animals, and all animals are caged and
commentary, and it is not seen on any level that he confined to an incredibly small area instead of their
was one akin to the old rock and rollers, the old actors natural habitat, such as in Africa. This affects the
and activists, and thus in this case, this Awareness is animals, all animals. It was seen to be so when
again saying that he was not a threat to the Powers zookeepers started to observe the behavior of their
That Be. animals when they were impounded in smaller cages.
He was not one who could lead a social revolution This led to a general movement amongst zoos the
and upheaval. He was not a spokesman for his time or world over to increase the habitat and environment of
the people of these times. He was a good entertainer. their animals, and now they are bigger than the 8x15
He played in a popular show, but this was not what got cages that they once were confined in, but even so,
him executed or exterminated, for he was not executed these areas that they are living in that are their new
or exterminated by the Powers That Be. He was cages, even if larger, are not large enough. They are
simply one who through his own actions and the not free to hunt other animals—the antelope and the
actions of his friend, put himself in danger by being a zebra and other creatures of the African veldt.
passenger in the Porsche that was traveling too fast This therefore is missing in the ones who are cap-
tured, even those who were born in captivity. This will
have an effect, a profound influence over time. It building of the Great Wall of China, but there was
could be said that captured and captive animals held in another reason as well, and this other reason has more
zoos are not natural and are not acting in accordance to to do with the definition and defining of the lands
their natural programming. owned by the Emperor, and by defining them so,
In this case it is seen that the male lion flipped out. intensified his claim of rulership, and that by actually
The aggressiveness, that in a natural environment creating a line, a visible line, the Wall itself, the
would be taken out on the prey he was hunting could vastness of the Emperor’s claim was made manifest.
not find expression and did then find expression when They could not sell the project on this reason alone,
he went into combat with the female, the lioness. He and therefore justified the building of the Wall as
became the Lord of the Savannah, the Veldt, and defense against the Mongols. This Awareness sees that
killed the lioness, who was not as strong as he was. the primary reason was to give justification to the
Normally, this simply would not occur in the wilds emperor of the time and the use of the excuse of the
of Africa, but it was not the wilds of Africa, it was an Mongols as secondary to the real reason. This com-
enclosed pen in Dallas. It was the natural response of a pletes this answer.
captured, caged creature that was expressing itself (Ed’s Note: In Revelations of Awareness Issue 86-4, Awareness
naturally, but unfortunately, against another member confirms the writings of a book by JW of Jupiter called Why We Are Here
channeled by Gloria Lee, which claims that the real reason the Great Wall
of his own pride. of China was built was to keep out dinosaurs and other creatures that were
In some ways it was an expression of insanity as considered extinct. Awareness also cites the Cayce material that says heads
of various countries and cultures came together to see what could be done
often animals held in such captivity who are used to about these creatures. Is there a contradiction here, or is this part of
wild open expanses are driven insane and it was thus multifaceted reality? Perhaps further questions on this topic will reveal
an insane action, an action not unexpected at this time more.)
when energies are now circulating the planet that are
affecting creatures at deep levels and those creatures
often are responding now in strange ways. IS THE UNIVERSE A HOLOGRAM?
There are many reports of whales beaching them-
selves now, of birds flying astray, of other creatures QUESTIONER:
acting erratically and strangely, both in captivity and The next question is from VV, and she is wondering
outside. For example, in Toronto, Ontario, Canada about the universe being a hologram. Physicists are
recently, a Tiger turned on his handler and attacked saying it is possible, and this ties in with the intricate
him. This Tiger had never done such a thing before world of string theory and solves the apparent incon-
and there was no reason for it, but this animal too was sistencies between quantum physics and Einstein’s
responding to something that had stressed it. Such was theory of gravity, and she finds this interesting
the case with the lion in Dallas as well, and because of because one of the great debates on earth is whether
their situation of captivity, both cats turned their we are actually beings in a physical body, or whether
natural aggression on another. In Dallas, it was against we’re some kind of mass-hallucination in a temporal
the lioness that was killed, and in Toronto it was world.
against the handler who was severely wounded. In any case, she would like the Awareness to com-
These creatures cannot be blamed for they were ment on the universe as a hologram, including Planet
simply expressing their wildness. Ultimately, zoos will Earth.
become a thing of the past for it will be eventually
recognized that it is not the right of humans to capture COSMIC AWARENESS:
creatures and hold them in captivity, even if it is It is so that the earth and all on it are projections of
justified by those who suggest they are protecting the Spirit into a dimensional context, this being a third
species. Much else must change first before the lions dimensional physical context. Most understand
and the zebras and the wild creatures are returned to holograms to be 3-D projections of light and color,
their natural habitats and zoos become a thing of the with no substance, no solidity, and this is what many
past. This ends the commentary of this Awareness on consider to be a hologram, and therefore, the concept
this matter. of humans being a hologram, or hard physical objects
as being light projections is difficult for most people.
Most would reach out and touch the wall and claim,
WHY WAS THE GREAT WALL OF CHINA “There is no lightness here. My hand does not pass
REALLY BUILT? through this wall! It touches the wall and is stopped by
a physical surface. It cannot pass through the wall.”
QUESTIONER: Thus, in this case of third dimensionality, it cannot be
Thank you Awareness. The next question is from said that the earth and all of her beings and projections
RT, and he would like to ask Awareness as to why the are that—projections. It cannot be said that they are
Great Wall of China was built, the real reason, not just projections of Light in a third dimensional form for
to keep the Mongols out. And he wants to thank they have physical qualities that are accepted and that
Cosmic Awareness for all the work you do and your are real for most people. But are they truly real? Are
crew. these definitions of reality that are so accepted by all
actually valid?
COSMIC AWARENESS: If one were to analyze the wall that would normally
This Awareness would not discount that a major part stop one’s hand, if one were to go down into its atomic
of the building of the Great Wall of China was to keep and subatomic structure, one would begin to under-
the Mongols out of China. The Mongols were greatly stand that what is a physical barrier, a wall, is com-
feared. The entity Genghis Khan was one who had posed of atoms and nuclei and protons and quarks and
shown the Chinese how dangerous and deadly they many other things that the physicists are aware of.
were, and there was a fear by the Chinese of these If one were to take this in a perspective of distance
Mongols. It is a major part of the reason for the for example, from the electrons to the nucleus, one
would see that there are great spaces between the I am now on the path which, is the only thing now of
particles of the atoms. These spaces are equivalent for importance.
example, to the spaces between stars and planets. For
example, the 93 million miles between earth and the COSMIC AWARENESS:
sun would be the equivalent in one way of the distance This Awareness indicates that much of your present
between an outlying electron to its nucleus. experience in this lifetime has been the working off of
In other words, it is not solid between the two, but certain karmic debts from previous lifetimes. The
rather there is space between the two. There is more exact event of your abandonment at the young age was
space between the particles of the atom than there is a duplication of a previous action in a previous
solidness. Therefore, if one were to collapse the space lifetime by yourself, wherein you abandoned another
between the particles of the atom and create solidness, at a young age. This abandonment was a repercussion
the human body for example, would collapse to a or karmic reaction to the same situation and the same
small tablespoon of substance, but it is not so. entity being involved who was previously abandoned.
The perception that is experienced is one of solid- This Awareness suggests that in your present
ness in defined space. A human body is not simply lifetime, there is a coming together of many karmic
seen to be the spaces between the particles of the actions which can create an integrated flow of energies
atoms that compose the body, but something that is from many lifetimes back, which can be brought into
projected and understood to be solid, just as the wall is focus and redirected from self-interests of previous
projected to be solid. If it was possible, one could lifetimes into the course which begins to flow into that
move one’s hand and the spaces of that hand between which is known as co-creation, wherein you begin
the spaces of the molecules and atoms in the wall. It working with others, according to your own inclina-
would be the equivalent of a comet moving between tion yet without the motivation being strictly related
earth and the sun, not coming close enough to run into unto self-promotion. This Awareness suggests that the
either for there is such space between both, promotion and the motivation of growth being that
There has been in the history of humanity, many which serves everyone, including yourself.
teachings that teach this. Many shamans and magi- This Awareness suggests that your discernment of
cians have been taught in their mystery schools how your motives as that which reflects a growing aware-
one can walk through a wall by simply vibrating their ness within your psyche. The movement into these
molecules through the spaces between the molecules areas of discernment must be to allow you greater
of the wall. Thus it is that the perception of solidness understanding of who, in fact, you really are, and
that most assume to be the wall and to be the body is what, in fact, is the reality, but must not be used as a
illusionary. form of self-condemnation, of self-rejection or any
It is but a projection. The sense of solidness is part form of action which causes you to feel inferior to
of the definition of physicality that is assumed when certain ideals which you might project.
the Spirit enters into a physical body, and this truth is This Awareness suggests that you do not judge
taught to one and all and is unquestionable, because yourself, but that you discover yourself; and from that
most believe they cannot walk through walls. It is discovery comes the growth and freedom and the
simply impossible as held by a human being, as most movement toward a New Being.
do hold it so. But in truth, it is but a projection. The
physical state is a type of hologram therefore, that has QUESTIONER:
a perception of solidness to it. Is my present situation a condition of karma, and if
This is what this Awareness would say is the case so, have I made any progress that will allow the Law
here. While one can understand this example as a type of Grace to eliminate this karma?
of hologram, it is not of a nature as normally consid-
ered to be holographic and yet it is still a projection, it COSMIC AWARENESS:
is still a vessel used by Spirit to house Spirit, so that It In regard to the grace earned, this Awareness wishes
can have its experiences in this third dimensional you and others to understand entities can move in
physical reality. This completes the answer from this areas whereby they build up certain amounts of
Awareness at this time. grace—this likened unto a Cosmic Bank Account, and
the storage of these funds and energies and activities
CAC Reading 77-6, Paul Shockley Interpreter; Avaton & Vicki T, and motivations may build into a large amount of
energizers and questioners grace, particularly wherein entities do not make
continuous withdrawals from these deposits.
THE "COSMIC BANK ACCOUNT" This Awareness suggests that often entities will
(A COSMIC REASON WHY THE 'GOOD GUYS'
SOMETIMES LOSE spend an entire lifetime building grace in the cosmic
AND THE 'BAD GUYS' SOMETIMES WIN) bank account. Then, following that lifetime, they may
draw on that grace and that cosmic bank account, and
may spend another lifetime in revelry, in violation of
QUESTIONER: others, and in actions which would appear to make evil
profitable. This Awareness indicates the appearance of
I was abandoned as a child of two weeks and have negative actions promoted by these entities can often
lived a life that followed a path of pain, that is, a path appear to be serving them, and serving them well.
of separateness, without monetary gain or any gain of
self or ego. I have felt helpless and depressed much of This Awareness suggests that this is but an action of
the time, with a feeling of great hopelessness. Even drawing upon the grace that they have earned in
though I felt for years that I was working for the good previous times. This Awareness suggests that when
of others, I see now that my motivation was really that grace is gone, they then shall receive the full
more of a sense of self-pity that would feed the ego- reward for their karmic debt, and shall then find
self. The error was not in knowing the Law of One, the themselves in spiritual poverty, needing to rebuild
Law of Love as Awareness has pointed out. I feel that their lives through proper actions and attitudes.
 This Awareness suggests that likewise, in your WHAT YOU SHOULD BE DOING AS THE
particular case, there has been certain karmic indebt-
edness, and your bank account was overdrawn when OLD MATERIALISTIC WAYS BEGIN TO
you entered into this lifetime. For the past period of FALL AWAY
your life, there has been much struggle, and through-
out much of this time, there have been efforts on your
part to do that which was appropriate and necessary,
and which was in violation to no one. This Awareness indicates the intensities that have
been occurring are now in the midst of change. These
This Awareness indicates this as that which is now are being reflected in both physical events as well as
placing within your cosmic bank account large sums in the psychic levels, and are beginning to shift in their
of grace and energy, which you may withdraw and manifestation.
use. There is also within your own psyche a desire to
pour more into that account, rather than withdrawing Two pictures are beginning to unfold for entities to
and riding on the energies which have been placed into view in consciousness; one of these being the image of
the account. This Awareness suggests that the interest values, structures and various social situations as
placed into that cosmic bank account, by allowing going down the drain, and great chaos and impending
these energies to remain there, shall grow and shall doom threatening. This Awareness indicates this is in
bring forth benefits to you. reference particularly to economic and agricultural
This Awareness suggests that you also have it within
and other forms of materialistic securities.
your right to draw upon this account and to invest this The other picture emerging is that of a new begin-
energy, this grace which you have saved, into some ning, a new society beginning to build itself on
form of work which will benefit not only yourself, but humanitarian principles of sharing, principles of
others, and in this kind of investment, you may find mutual concern for one another, principles of spiritual
that you are capable of building your "stash" of grace values, principles whereby goods, services, communi-
even more quickly, whereby your accumulated cation and the sharing of happiness is that which
prosperity begins to grow through the investment of begins to create new values and new lifestyles.
that grace which you have saved, into those actions Entities who focus on the old materialistic society,
which are of the nature of co-creative activities— who concern themselves with what is happening to
activities which are sound investments, yet which their old world, who cling to the old materialistic
serve many. values, seeing that structure going down the drain,
This Awareness suggests that this be done with great trying to prop it up, trying to grab onto parts of it
care and not foolishly wasted or invested in pipe before it is all gone –these entities are in grave danger
dreams or some other form of illusionary business. of going down the drain with the old system.
This Awareness suggests that as you invest your This Awareness suggests that entities forget the old
grace and place this energy into levels of relationship and leap for the new, pouring their energies into what
with those kind of entities who can be responsive to is building and growing, and allow the old to simply
you, and to whom you can respond equally, whereby fade away.
relationship and communication flows smoothly; this This Awareness suggests that entities begin thinking
is that type of investment which can allow your in terms of working with others, co-creating with
activities and your prosperity, in the spiritual sense, to others, working to build a new world rather than trying
grow even more abundantly than the mere savings of to save the old ways, or lamenting about the loss of the
your grace in the cosmic bank account. old materialistic world.
This Awareness suggests that energy put into Entities who have been working with their own
action, grace put into action and into service, and well inner space research, moving toward higher levels of
placed, begins to bring about greater returns. This awareness, shall soon begin recognizing that their
Awareness suggests that you have basically repaid lifestyle and their well-being has catapulted them into
your karmic debt and do have a modest saving in your higher levels and that they are beginning to experience
cosmic bank account and this can be used as seed for the rewards from the Law of Gratitude.
sowing other actions that lead to spiritual gardens Entities who are still competing and searching for
within your life and the life of others. their own particular needs may continue for a while
This Awareness indicates the reference to the previ- longer. This Awareness suggests that entities who do
ous analogy as not referring to material wealth, but to not have their own ship in order need yet to continue
spiritual wealth through the energies of service, working on this. Wherever it is possible for you to
through the energies of relationship and communica- give energy and service to others, that this is the area
tion. This being distinct from actual physical material where your rewards shall come from.
wealth, yet having some reflections into these areas of Self-servicing is but a maintaining of the level
the material plane, for as the spiritual wealth of entities where you are, and servicing others is that action
begins to grow, so likewise the material shall be made which brings greater rewards and allows you to move
manifest. The tree that is healthy strikes deep roots into levels whereby you have greater opportunities for
into the earth beneath, and the two compliment one serving even more.
another.
In these opportunities, you shall find your own
Likewise, the spiritual growth of an entity that is situation being such that you have more personal
healthy in the spiritual sense does also reflect into the freedom to do so.
physical and social welfare of that entity.
 MORE ABOUT THE 12 ASPECTS Light influence the other aspects of that entity that are
existing on other levels?
OF THE SOUL,
COSMIC AWARENESS:
THE MOMENT OF DEATH, AND THE This Awareness indicates this tunes the entity into
CLEAR LIGHT the other aspects. Understand that in the highest levels
QUESTIONER:
of consciousness all these aspects come together. One
of the aspects is this Awareness. The other aspects are
those higher realms of vibratory rates known as
In a question from GC of Ft. Mill, SC, which refers angels, and other aspects are in between. Other
to the 12 aspects of the soul or entity, there is a quote aspects are also in lower realms.
from Seth Speaks, page 372, referring to the entity Wherein an entity can come together with those
known as Christ, “There are reasons why the entity did higher aspects of oneself, with the aspects known as
not return as one person. For one thing, the full angels, with the aspect known as the Higher Self, with
consciousness of an entity would be too much for one the aspect known as this Awareness; wherein entities
physical vehicle.” can come together with this, there will be a lightening
In the Spiritual Development Course (Aries, Vol. 1, effect upon their lives and upon their souls.
Lesson 1, Page 4) “Often these 12 aspects integrate This Awareness indicates these aspects are a vibra-
together and this then becomes that level which may tion that can be called Love or Light, or whatever you
be likened unto Christ Consciousness, wherein a total wish to call them, but the aspects are of a high bliss
integration occurs, and the entity is moved into nature and are of Light. In order to remain in that level
extremely high levels of awareness.” without tuning into the other levels, the lower realms
She says, “There seems to be a contradiction here. of one's identifications, the entity would need to
Will Awareness please elaborate?” remain in the Clear Light and not move.
Wherein an entity should leave the Clear Light,
COSMIC AWARENESS: looking at other lesser lights and moving toward them,
This Awareness indicates that wherein these 12 that entity may find himself moving back toward the
levels come together that there is no room for person- plane of rebirth and enter again upon these lower
ality to be included. This Awareness indicates that the realms. That entity cannot possibly bring all of that
personality, the entity functioning as a person, cannot Light into these lower realms, for the entity now has
contain all 12 levels of consciousness at any given also taken on physical form which is capable of
point, except in those trance levels, and only for very suffering, which is capable of needing, which is
few moments at any given time. capable of wanting and having its environment which
This Awareness suggests that the entity, Walter influences it.
Russell experienced this for approximately 25 days in This Awareness indicates this as coming down to a
high levels, and then a tapering-off period as some of question of whether it’s possible to have a body and at
these aspects of consciousness departed. To live an the same time not have a body, in terms of the physical
entire life totally integrated on all 12 planes of body. The Clear Light, the Pure Bliss of conscious-
consciousness, an entity would find great difficulty in ness, the Buddhahood Light, that which occurs at the
coping with any particular plane, and would need to be moment of death, cannot occur with a physical body
taken out of that plane and put into a monastery, or present, wherein that physical body is aware of itself,
mental institute, or some other place where the entity or wherein that consciousness is aware of the physical
would not have to function in any manner other than body.
simply as an awareness vehicle. This Awareness indicates that wherein entities have
This Awareness indicates that the 12 aspects of those moments of Cosmic Consciousness; they cannot
consciousness do enter and leave and can come be putting attention, upon their physical body. There-
together briefly in an entity's consciousness. This fore, the indication is that the physical body must be
occurs at the moment of death. This occurs in lesser placed aside, at least temporarily, for these kinds of
degrees in deep levels of trance, and this occurs in a energies to occur, for entities to move into levels of
similar degree, though lesser, wherein an entity has consciousness to this extent.
those rare moments of cosmic consciousness that There appears to be confusion about what was
simply happen without explanation or understanding, meant by 12 aspects of consciousness, 12 aspects of
such as with Bucke with those whom he wrote of, and the soul. This Awareness indicates these aspects are
with Walter Russell. not physical bodies. These are levels of consciousness.
(Ed’s Note: Walter Russell, author of Atomic Suicide; The Secret of Certain of these levels of consciousness are very much
Light; and Richard Bucke, author of Cosmic Consciousness; all of which oriented toward physical gratifications. Other levels of
are available through CAC)
consciousness cannot conceive of physical gratifica-
tions. Therefore, these two levels of consciousness
cannot be brought together at the same time for any
CONCERNING THE "CLEAR LIGHT' great intensity on the part of each other.
This Awareness indicates there is the possibility of a
QUESTIONER: kind of reconciliation, whereby the 12 aspects move
toward the center of the soul and become one, and in
One question relating to this that occurred yesterday this reconciliation, the 12 becomes the 13th, or the
during the Correspondence Lesson where Awareness first, or number one, a single unit. This can occur as
indicated that at the moment of death, if the entity can an experience known as Cosmic Consciousness, as the
face the White Light and move into it, that he can leap Christ Consciousness, or as Enlightenment, depending
lifetimes ahead and carry this Light with him through on the degree and the terminology used to describe the
subsequent lifetimes. My question would be, does this experience.
 CAC General Reading, December 11, 2013, Will Berlinghof, Interpret-
er; Zoey Zen, Energizer and Questioner. THE MAJOR ARCANA
LIVING IN THE HERE AND NOW OF THE TAROT
INTERPRETED BY PAUL SHOCKLEY
QUESTIONER: Introduction:
Awareness, do you have a closing message?
This Awareness indicates that you visualize a
COSMIC AWARENESS: point before you. This point is a point of focus. This
The closing message that this Awareness has is that Awareness indicates that you visualize an intense
of looking forward, not backwards. Many live their concentration upon this point. This Awareness
lives looking backwards to their past, to the events that indicates that you visualize behind you a space so
have occurred to them, to their expectations of what broad and so vast that it is almost seen from the sides
they thought would constitute their lives and would be of your eyes, and is felt in its entirety by the space that
their lives, and how often what they once thought is behind you. Now visualize moving all that space
would be so did not manage to manifest itself. which is behind you toward that point on which you
concentrate before you.
There are many disappointments from the past that This Awareness indicates that as this space is
many have created story lines around and many live moved toward that point, that the space becomes more
their lives by these stories that are repeated endlessly, and more compressed to the same degree as it was
first to themselves and then to others who would moved toward that point. This Awareness indicates
listen. Negative stories of this nature are seen to be that as this compression takes place, space begins to
anchors for ones who are seeking to move forward. change in its substance and becomes matter.
Looking backwards into one’s life or holding to things
of the past that they thought defined them will not As consciousness focuses toward a point with
allow the individual to see where they are going in the concentration, it creates matter. The greater the
present. matter, the greater the mass— the greater the matter,
Imagine if you will, one walking forward over a the greater the gravity—this is in terms of the gravity
rough landscape, but always looking backward, not of a situation as related to material having gravity and
looking forward, not looking down, but only looking mass.
backwards. Sooner or later one will always walk into This Awareness indicates when there is enough
something, stumble over something and fall into a hole concentration of energy into a point, the material that
because one is not focused on the Here and Now. One becomes manifested, which has moved from mind into
is not present in the Moment of the Now, and one matter, as that which becomes the grave. This
certainly cannot move forward toward their destiny if Awareness indicates that the grave is that which is
one is looking backwards to what has been. holding the dead, the stagnant, the non-moving. This
Treat your lives in this way. Know that many who may be symbolized as the earth. This may be symbol-
are holding onto the past have their stories, their ized as the tomb. Whatever the symbolism, this as the
thoughts and beliefs of what has happened to them and point into which consciousness has moved and is
what was wrong with their past. Some have a thought being held.
that the past was golden, the best time of all, and they This Awareness indicates that when enough
are looking backward to this ‘best time’ and again, consciousness is moved into a space and when that
they are not looking forward or looking down. One space has become so small, so concentrated that it can
must turn one’s head and look forward, engage in the no longer hold consciousness, then consciousness
moment of your experience in the Now. This will help begins to radiate. This Awareness indicates that when
you walk the path you are on at this time and in this this radiation takes place, the movement from the
moment. point outward, back to that expansive state from
This will help you move in the direction that you are whence it came, is that which is called anti-matter.
meant to be moving toward and along, and to the The greater the distance from a focal point, the greater
future and the destiny that lies ahead. Remember this the anti-matter.
for the times ahead. Do not look backwards to what This Awareness indicates that what science calls
once was. Do not even perhaps look too strongly into anti-matter is in reality negative matter, but these are
the future thinking that there must be something better. polarities of matter. This Awareness indicates that
Look down, look ahead of that moment by minutes, anti-matter is that which is non-polarized in the sense
not weeks and months. that it is radiating outward and has no mass and is
In other words, when one is walking, look around releasing itself from mass. This Awareness indicates
yourself, look ahead a distance, but do not pine for the that anti-matter is in essence space, and the greater the
distant future. You will arrive there eventually, but space, the greater the anti-matter.
when you locate yourself in the here and now, in the This Awareness indicates in this movement from
present moment and attend to that which is around you the point, or radiation, this has been called in ancient
and directly in front of you, you will negotiate your symbolism, fire. The movement toward the point in
way and reach that distant point along the way. This is magnetism has been called water. The point itself may
the closing message today from this Awareness. be termed earth. The movement to or fro may be
termed air. This Awareness indicates that water is
related to magnetism and emotion. Fire is related to
Ed’s Note: Starting with this issue, and continuing in the months that
follow, we will be presenting a special treat for the membership that we spirit and radiation. Earth is related to substance and
discovered in the vaults here at CAC HQ recently. This material was matter and stability. Air is the movement back and
originally channeled in the 1970’s and has never been presented anywhere forth between two objects and is termed mind.
previously in any shape or form.
 This Awareness indicates that these four ele- material, more and more material manifestations
ments: fire, earth, air, water - or spirit, physical, began to occur.
mental and emotional make up the four aspects which This Awareness indicates that at this time, when
create what is termed the physical world. material manifestations are of less importance to
This Awareness indicates that the 5th element, consciousness than what lies between them, beyond
Akasha, includes all these four, and permeates all the physical – at this time, consciousness begins to
these four, and moves in essence throughout all things. release its hold on matter. This is likened unto having
This Awareness indicates this is likened unto a gelatin once frozen matter and now releasing the process by
that holds the images of these four elements, on which which matter was frozen.
these four elements act. This Awareness indicates that This Awareness indicates that as this release occurs,
these elements are as qualities. matter itself begins to radiate and is likened unto that
This Awareness indicates that the movement to which is burning. This Awareness indicates this as
the point by focus is that which is associated with the related to the ancient symbolism of the Earth being
self, and by identification with the point, becomes the destroyed by fire. This as radiation, and this is not
self-interest. In this manner, the selfishness leads to destruction, but is a change that occurs between this
death. This Awareness indicates this also is related to age and the last.
the concept of greed –trying to gather to a point all This Awareness indicates that the flood of an-
that which is around. cient times is related also to the movement inward
This Awareness indicates that the movement from toward the point of cooling down which led to
the point, from the gravity of a situation, from the materialism. This as water, and this may be likened
gravity of being, the movement from this point unto the element water moving into the point.
outward is associated with love, with expression, with This Awareness indicates that manna and mag-
giving and with releasing. netism are two words for electricity, which were used
This form of radiation indicates the loss of ego or by the ancients. This Awareness indicates that these
self and the awareness of what is occurring around and two words referred to the waters of the alchemist.
about the point. This Awareness indicates that this is This Awareness indicates that now the movement
often termed consciousness in expansion. The other is out from the point begins to change from concentra-
consciousness being concentrated. tion on matter, into concentration on emotion, from
This Awareness indicates that the focus of atten- concentration on emotion into concentration on
tion to the point may be likened unto the scorpion feeling, and eventually, from concentration on feeling,
stinging itself and bringing about death, which then to the Awareness state of That Which Is.
moves into a new birth, for every death is a birth, and This Awareness indicates that concentration
every birth is a death. leads to the point; that emotion leads one step away
This may be seen in relation to the figure 8, the from the point. Feeling allows one to experience that
infinity sign. When the energy is moved from one which is around without focusing on anything in
side to the middle, to the point, it comes out on the particular other than the feelings. The Awareness state
other side in an equal and opposite reaction. focuses on nothing in particular, but experiences all
This Awareness indicates that this movement of the things.
scorpion sting is as the infinity of life and death, and is This Awareness indicates that movement through
what may be related to the death of the Beast in The these levels is likened unto a movement to the point
Book of Revelation and the birth of the New Being. which is the mineral or mind, the focus, the thing
When the one dies, the other is born. itself, and out from this point, shifting levels, as
This Awareness indicates that this also relates to though there were certain things which are similar to
the cosmic cycle of the solar day and night, and to the walls around the point.
universal day and night. The solar day and night This may be visualized as an onion in which the
moves in the 25,960-year cycle in which half of it is in center part of the onion is matter, the next part is a
a state of radiation from points, and the other half is in light plasma - this as emotion, the next part as a
a state of magnetism toward points. glowing light - this as feeling, and the final part as a
This Awareness indicates that when the earth moves very clear light, an almost invisible clear light - this as
through the dayside of the cycle, the matter begins to Awareness which is flowing and permeating through
release its energy and radiation occurs on all levels of all. This as Akasha, which is pure being.
matter. The matter itself begins to radiate and lose its
gravity and lose its stability. This Awareness indicates
that this is what is occurring in space and in con- Key Number Zero - The Fool
sciousness at this time.
This Awareness indicates that the Aquarian Age This Awareness indicates this chapter is related to
is the beginning of the dayside of this cycle. This the Fool in the Tarot. The first chapter represents the
Awareness indicates that the Virgo Age, which began zero.
over 10,000 years ago, began the cooling down of This Awareness indicates the universe itself is
earth consciousness in the water of the universe. The represented by the zero. The zero is Akasha, and the
cooling down process brought about magnetism. zero is Awareness. The great nothing that is the
The magnetism itself in becoming over-balanced universe, is that which is alive and is aware of itself
began to create the denser and denser material forms. and all of its parts. This Awareness indicates that the
This led to a greater focus –a greater focus to the point parts of the universe are merely polarities of this
and a greater focus on the material. Awareness, of these movements of Akasha.
This Awareness indicates that as this occurred and This Awareness indicates that when something
movement of consciousness began to focus on the begins to move, there is left behind it that area which
has greater emptiness than what has moved.
 The movement itself has become a thing. That that "to be" means to have an identity and "not to be"
which was left has become a vacuum. means to give up identity, or have no identity.
The vacuum and the thing are moving into greater This Awareness indicates that in this context, the
separation, creating matter and anti-matter. This Fool would have no identity, and the Magician would
Awareness indicates that with anti-matter is a vacuum, have an identity. In reality, the Fool is identified with
and with matter is the thing. the All and the Magician is identified with himself.
This Awareness indicates there are certain matters This Awareness indicates that in this way, matter,
that are incompatible to each other. These create the things, names, and separateness became the experi-
so-called Yin/Yang or negative and positive matters. ence.
This incompatibility creates the relationship of things
to each other, and this allows the material level to
continue to have relationship, knowledge, and under-
standing.
Eventually, all these things will move back toward
the vacuum, but in doing so, they will pass on beyond
and come out the other side, and that which was
positive matter becomes negative, while that which
was negative becomes positive. There is a continuous
undulation of this type that goes on eternally in this
universe.
There have been many who have asked how this
all starts. This Awareness indicates that in the begin-
ning, there was the void with Akasha, and the Akasha
was that which was aware.
The Awareness became capable of gathering itself
into certain areas, into certain densities. This density
which gathered in one area, allowed what was not
within this area to become less dense than it had been
before.
This would be likened unto a gelatinous-type fish
that had been diluted into water when it was dispersed,
and spread among the waters so that all waters held an
equal amount of this fish. If suddenly this fish moves
and gathers itself back into a point or an area, this
leaves the waters around it in a less dense space as the
result of this gathering.
This Awareness indicates when Akasha drew
itself into an area this was done merely through the
concept of feeling a center. This is done with each
individual who concentrates on himself as a center.
When one reaches this identity of self, and the
center and the point becomes strong - so definite that
an individuality is developed, then he/she may begin This Awareness indicates that once this became
experimenting with the release of self. This is what the experience; that which was the separateness, the
has been termed in modern times as 'spacing out.' God, drew itself through the universe in different
This Awareness indicates that when Akasha areas. Where it moved from one point to another, it
moved inward and became a center, this is what has created an after-glow or memory of where it had been.
been called ‘God.’ This God was the first identity. This after-glow created within it the attempt and the
The identity came about by creating a duality—that desire to see what it looked like; thus, the God began
which is dense enough to have identity, as opposed to to desire to see Itself.
that which is the void, that which is around it. This Awareness indicates that this movement
This may be related to the Magician. The Magician quickened, and in Its effort to move quick enough to
created its own identity by drawing into itself, a point see Itself, set up a vibration which continues even unto
from the Akasha, from the void. the present time in which there is the movement and
This Awareness indicates that when this occurred, the attempt to reflect back on the movement.
this identity had around it the whole universe on which This is termed the spirit and the matter. The spirit
to act. This universe that remains is likened unto that moves without being seen. What is seen is the memory
which is called the High Priestess, this as the Virgin, and the after-glow.
the Void, the pure untouched universe. This has been This Awareness indicates that which was called
termed the Great Mother. The thing that drew itself in evil is that which is in reality the memory and the
to the point has been termed the Father. after-glow of spirit. Where Lucifer was termed vanity,
This First Cause was not the first thing; the first the vanity is in reality the reflection of God, that which
thing was Akasha. The First Cause was also the First would like to have been God; the movement from one
Effect. place to another with such speed that would allow God
When these two became separated by the action of to reflect upon Himself as that which is Lucifer.
one part creating an identity, this may be likened unto In more psychological terms, Lucifer is the mind
the question, "To be or not to be?" and the assumption that thinks about what is happening. This Awareness
indicates that evil, and Eve, and evening are related, in
the sense that they are the condensation, the cooling to what is occurring, he brings about reconciliation
down, and the moving into material image of that between the polarities that exist. This Awareness
which was spirit. indicates that this is the meaning of "Awareness” and
This Awareness indicates that wherein spirit the “Age of Aquarius." When entities move into this
moves and creates an attitude, an idea or a concept, level, they all will live eternally—there shall be no
that this does eventually move into material levels. death, and time shall be no more.
This may be likened unto the movement of gas
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that all is there, that there is nothing anywhere and PRINTED RATES:
everything everywhere. INDIVIDUAL: $52 per year or $15 quarterly
This Awareness indicates that as he steps from the CONTRIBUTING: $77 per year or $25 quarterly
cliff, the holy ground, whether it be life or death,
stands before him, and that life or death matter not, for SPONSORING: $144 per year or $40 per quarter
they are both the same. BENEFACTOR: $500 per year or $150 per quarter
This Awareness indicates that he stands on the point PATRON: $1000 per year or $250 per quarter
of the figure 8, at the vortex of the infinity symbol. He ANGEL: $5000 per year or $1500 per quarter
stands between the parts of the paradox. There is
nothing in either direction that frightens or lures him
toward choosing what would be more favorable or less
favorable.
This Awareness indicates that he merely gives
attention to what is occurring, and in giving attention