The
Fog
Lifts
By
Joyce
Williams
Silent
as
the
stars
appear,
the
fog
moved
insurrounding
my
small
grey
patio
home.
I
watched
the
white
fluff
obliterate
red
velvet
amaryllis,
pink
pots
of
begonias
and
mounds
of
asparagus
fern.
My
mind
drifted
back
to
another
morning
when
fog
enveloped
the
quadraplex
where
I
lived
near
downtown
San
Antonio.
At
that
time,
I
was
employed
as
a
school
administrator.
I
was
following
my
usual
morning
routine.
Reluctantly,
I
crawled
out
of
bed
when
the
alarm
sounded
at
5:40
a.m.
and
my
day
began.
My
upstairs
bedroom
window
was
a
perfect
frame
for
the
slender
steeple
of
Trinity
Baptist
church.
Spotlights
penetrated
the
night
sky.
As
I
watched,
shivering
I
wished
for
a
heavier
nightgown,
but
refused
to
go
to
the
closet
for
my
robe.
I
stared,
deep
in
thought,
recalling
the
schedule
for
the
day
ahead.
As
I
meditated,
the
time
clock
at
the
church
clicked
off
and
the
illuminated
steeple
disappeared.
I
moved
away.
Dressing
was
automatic.
I
applied
my
make
up
with
quick
strokes,
and
then
moved
from
the
dressing
table
back
to
the
window.
At
the
base
of
the
steeple
a
pink
glow
was
creeping
into
the
eastern
sky.
I
watched
it
come
alive.
Moment
by
moment,
inch
by
inch,
the
outline
of
the
steeple
became
distinct.
In
recent
months
San
Antonio
had
been
plagued
with
multiple
days
of
fogmore
than
I
ever
remembered.
Some
mornings
my
window
framed
only
haze,
mist
and
fluffy
white
puffs.
This
morning,
the
steeple
has
sharp,
distinct
outlines,
but
as
I
watched,
a
mist
began
rolling
toward
me.
In
seconds
the
steeple
was
completely
obscured
by
fog.
I
was
fascinated couldnt
move.
Soon
the
fog
completely
engulfed
my
building.
I
had
the
sensation
of
being
smothered--
lost
in
the
mist!
A
quick
look
at
my
watch
told
me
I
needed
to
move
or
I
would
be
late
for
school.
I
collected
my
purse
and
briefcase
and
headed
for
the
garage.
But
the
smothered
feel
stayed
with
me.
I
headed
to
my
car
and
moved
into
a
stream
of
traffic,
stopped
for
a
red
light,
then
was
able
to
increase
my
speed.
I
traveled
the
same
route
to
school
for
almost
twenty
years
so
driving
was
somewhat
automatic
and
I
continued
to
ponder
my
early
morning
experience.
In
my
minds
eye
I
could
reconstruct
the
steeple,
I
knew
it
well.
Within
minutes
I
arrived
at
school,
pulled
into
my
parking
space
and
dropped
my
head.
Show
me,
Lord.
Teach
me!
Help
me
understand.
With
head
bowed
and
eyes
closed,
I
thought
about
the
steepleits
brilliance
in
the
spotlights;
glorious
in
the
pink
eastern
sky;
or
slipping
into
total
darkness.
Then
I
knew!
The
steeple
was
solidsecurean
anchor,
even
if
I
could
not
see
it.
Silently,
I
prayed.
Thank
you,
Lord,
for
your
presence
--for
the
ability
to
walk
by
faith,
--not
by
sight
--for
the
assurance
that
the
sun
will
rise
again
and
silhouette
the
steeple
--for
the
hope
that
comes
with
each
new
day.
Ten
years
later,
I
am
gone
from
my
treetop
apartment.
Still,
I
think
of
the
familiar
church
and
reflect
on
that
morning
so
long
ago
when
the
fog
enveloped
me.
I
have
pondered
the
experience
often.
Now,
the
lesson
is
clear.
I
must
hold
fast
to
my
faithfaith
that
although
fog
may
cloud
my
visionthe
steeple
remains.