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  • Meet the Makers: Tawapa

    Phoebe Minona’s Tawapa is celebrating its 30th anniversary this year, but the company is still having new firsts. From its start as an early vendor of bone and horn jewelry to now pushing technical boundaries with its first-ever titanium line, Tawapa has always tried to stay one step ahead. Leveraging a decadeslong passion for jewelry, a background in cultural anthropology, and boundless creativity, Phoebe hints that she’s far from finished taking Tawapa — and body jewelry — to new places.

    I talked to Phoebe about Tawapa’s new titanium line, her design process, and her journey into the body jewelry industry.

    This interview has been edited for length and clarity. 

    BME:

    Jumping right in: how did you first get started with jewelry? Were you initially focused on body jewelry?

    PM:

    I started making jewelry in high school. Then I went to university, and I studied cultural anthropology and fine arts. I got really into jewelrymaking and photography. My inspiration is kind of a combination of those things, an interest in design, jewelry, cultures around the world, body adornment, and cultural anthropology. 

    My connection to cultural anthropology extends to worldwide subcultures as well. I’ve always been more interested in unique groups of people, I guess, and that’s how I got into the body jewelry world. But I specifically got into it in the mid and late 90s. I was traveling around the world, open to anything happening with my interest in design and photography and jewelrymaking, and I ended up in Bali. I started making a clothing line, and my carvers for the buttons, I realized suddenly, could make body jewelry. It was at a time that almost nobody in the U.S. had seen the horn and bone jewelry …

    I was really blown away by the artistry that I found there. I realized that I could work with these people and use my own designs, that they could make anything that I could dream. That just blew my mind. So that’s sort of what started it. I started making horn and bone designs in the very, very beginning. Like, there was maybe one or two other people doing horn and bone back then. That would have been Borneo Joe — bless him — and maybe Wildcat was around back then. So I was one of the very first people to bring horn and bone jewelry to the United States, and nobody had seen it. That really propelled my career in the body jewelry world.

    BME:

    I didn’t know you had gotten started that way. Just on a tangent — what’s it been like seeing trends change so much? Bone and horn was super popular for a while, but it’s really declined in popularity.

    PM:

    It’s both intimidating and exciting. Back then, in the beginning, there was nobody else doing it, so I had a corner of the market. Then, within a couple years, it exploded, and I felt very threatened momentarily. Then I realized that as long as I stayed on top of things, we could persevere. My whole arc in this industry has been like that. It’s been a challenge of evolving and staying creative and inspired. I feel like that’s what our success is about, too. That initial threatening feeling, I transferred it into inspiration. Since then, I’ve been consistently trying to redevelop who we are, recreate who we are, and redesign. I’ve been trying to think outside of the box and always be one step ahead in designs, materials, and all of that. That’s been the challenge in this world that’s small and super competitive.

    BME:

    Definitely competitive, and I’m sure it’s only increased since you’ve started.

    PM:

    It’s crazy. Every time that we pivot, it seems like the whole industry pivots. It’s just about finding the flow and staying ahead. I feel like I really thrive on creativity and design, and so luckily we’ve been able to continue. Like I feel like there’s no end to inspiration and design, and so that’s what keeps us going, keeps me going. I’m the one who designs everything.

    BME:

    Speaking of designs, would you say you have one specific aesthetic? Is there a way that you would describe the look you usually create?

    PM:

    If I look at my designs compared to the industry, I feel like I have a very feminine touch … Feminine and ornate, I would say. I try to expand my ideas and my look inspiration as much as possible, and I try to do stuff that nobody else is doing. I don’t know how to define it exactly. I would say feminine more than anything — not that that’s just for women, you know? Just as an aesthetic. It’s more feminine, delicate.

    BME:

    Delicate came to mind for me as well. Moving on, what’s your favorite part of what you do?

    PM:

    I love art. My favorite part, in one thing, is the design process. I love the creative process. I love the alchemy that goes from a thought into drawings into a 3D model — which I do all myself, by the way — into a piece of wax that then turns into a beautiful hard piece of jewelry. The whole process, I’m still enamored with it after all these years. Thirty years.

    BME:

    That’s really cool, especially doing all of your own CAD. I know outsourcing is common for jewelry, but I’m sure that skill is super helpful.

    PM:

    That was a big learning curve for me. I went to school for a few years for it as 3D modeling was coming into the world. It’s part of my creative process. Once I’m drawing it three dimensionally, other ideas and inspirations come to me that I wouldn’t be able to create if I hired somebody.

    BME:

    Switching gears a bit, I know you recently launched the titanium line. I’m curious, why now?

    PM:

    The titanium line came because I actually went back on the road. In the beginning, I was my own rep. Then Jenella joined me, and Jenella became the main road person. Now we have Melissa and Marybelle as reps, and I stay more creative and Jenella stays more office. 

    A couple of years ago, we branched out. We decided to — Jenella and I — decided to tag team Europe and go on the road. Mostly because we couldn’t really afford to hire reps to go on the road, so we did it ourselves in Europe as an experiment. It was so eye-opening for me to be back on the ground talking to all of our clients and seeing what was happening in the market. It was already a time where the price of gold was soaring, the economy was touch and go, and I met a lot of people who were like, “Oh, we would love to buy from you, but our clients just can’t afford gold, they just want titanium.” And so I thought, what if we did titanium that was unique and high-end in the titanium world, so that the people who can’t afford gold could have something that was signature Tawapa? Our style, something that really stood out from the rest of the titanium in the industry. I started that process a couple of years ago. You know, Jenella even, in the beginning, was like ‘titanium, it’s so cheap. I don’t know.’ And I feel like we found a way to make a higher-end titanium collection that feels quality, feels substantial, with designs that are really uniquely Tawapa. I feel like that was a hole in the market.

    BME:

    Absolutely, I was excited to see the soft launch at APP, and I think there’s definitely a desire for that in the market with the crazy gold prices, like you said.

    PM:

    Yeah. We don’t want to replace gold, but we want everybody to be able to wear Tawapa.

    BME:

    Right, more options. So as you were working on this line, did you have any challenges with using titanium for that type of design?

    PM:

    Yes, that was a learning curve. Titanium is not cast like gold is cast. I had to learn a whole new process of manufacturing. I spent a lot of time in the factory, in the production facility. 

    Titanium is made by CNC, so it’s cut out, right? So we have to rethink designs. At the same time, I feel like we are working with the factory to make things that they’ve never even considered making in titanium … We’re figuring out ways to do more 3D CNC in titanium, which I think is unique to the industry now too. The actual manufacturing process has been a challenge, but a welcome challenge. We’re learning it, and we’re working with it.

    BME:

    How does that shape the way you design pieces?

    PM:

    I definitely have to think about what is possible using CNC as opposed to casting, which is limitless. I’m definitely considering what we’re able to create with the titanium, but we’re also figuring out how to make things that felt impossible before. It’s kind of a push-pull of like, can we go there with titanium? 

    Sometimes it’s impossible, but we’re finding new ways. For example — should I share my secrets here? I’ll just say that we’re developing ways to make a much lower-profile gem setting that is unique. We’re rethinking the way that things are made in order to work with the material.

    BME:

    That’s exciting! When you’re able to share more, I’d love to hear about it. I think these innovations in jewelry are very interesting, and it’s, like you said, staying one step ahead. I imagine this will set an example because there is that desire for more medium-priced jewelry that has the luxury feel without the luxury prices.

    PM:

    Exactly. We’re trying to be that medium range. Not cheap titanium, not gold, but high-end titanium.

    BME:

    It’s a completely new part of the market, I’m excited to see how it develops.

    PM:

    It’s going amazing. The launch has been incredible, and even before the soft launch was phenomenal. People were really excited to see our designs in titanium.

    BME:

    On your designs, more generally — do you have specific places where you get your inspiration, or is it more sketching until something resonates?

    PM:

    I design seasonally, I would say, like half the year. APP would be our marking point. Right now, I’m in a ‘catch-up on everything else’ mode, but December through APP is all design time. It’s like a switch that you turn on. Once I’m in design mode, it’s a snowball effect. It’s like a faucet that’s on, and I get inspiration everywhere that I see. 

    These days, I try to start with themes. I start with interesting, unique themes that I could branch out of. Usually, we have a discussion in the office, Jenella and I talk about it. Our reps, everybody, share their input. I take the input, write down a few ideas to branch out of, weird things. For example, last year we did like, ‘what if the aliens built the pyramids?’ We grew from that and did a bunch of like you Egyptian and outer space kind of jewelry. Usually I try to come up with some fun ideas and then let things grow out of those concepts.

    BME:

    That’s a really cool approach, and I like that it doesn’t immediately evoke a specific aesthetic. There’s a lot of places you could go with it.

    PM:

    That’s kind of how I work creatively, there’s a flow to it. I always wish that I was one of those people that write everything down, that plan ahead and have everything organized. But I have to grow off of my inspiration, so I like to give myself some seeds and then grow from there.

    BME:

    What’s your favorite gemstone?

    PM:

    Well, I’m a Sagittarius, and so turquoise is like a favorite gemstone, but it’s not something that I wear in my like piercing jewelry. Maybe aquamarine, too.

    BME:

    My favorite is also my birthstone. Is there anything you want to add that I haven’t asked about?

    PM:

    I think it’s important, this is our 30th year anniversary.

    BME:

    Congratulations!

    PM:

    Thank you. Thirty years ago, it was just little me in the world, and then a few years later, Jenella joined me. We’re an all-women, half queer, Latina, that’s Jenella . We’re not all-women exclusive, but that’s how it went down and it’s such an amazing environment that we have in Los Angeles. The uniqueness of our company is that, and Jenella and I as partners, which wasn’t really intentional. They were working for me for years, and we’re just such amazing complements to each other with the creativity and the sales. They run the office and I run the creative. We have a lot of gratitude for each other, that’s a big part of our strength and foundation.

    BME:

    It seems important to have someone to bounce ideas off of, someone to share the load on all of this.

    PM:

    Yeah, so I’m very grateful for Jenella. We’re both Sagittarians, by the way, but at first when it was my own business, I was afraid of sharing it. Once they became a partner, it really blossomed, I think because of our unique partnership.

    BME:

    That’s great. And just one follow-on question since you’re at an anniversary point — is there anything you’re excited to do in the future?

    PM:

    I’m excited about the outreach we’ve been doing in the world, but that’s just more who I am as a person. I like getting to know people all over the world, and I like the feeling that Tawapa is being worn all over the world, and the relationships that we’re creating. We have a lot of things going that I’m excited about for the future. I won’t talk about all of them, but we’ve got a lot going on, and we’re really excited about where we’re going.

  • Meet the Makers: Modern Mood Body Jewelry

    When Modern Mood Body Jewelry founders Monica Bern and Michelle Ma started working together at a fine jewelry store, they never expected to wind up running their own body jewelry business. But after a very successful visit to the Tucson Gem Show and inspiration from the ear constellation trend, they started down the path to creating today’s Modern Mood: a playful, minimalist jewelry brand built for mixing and matching. 

    I talked to Michelle and Monica about starting Modern Mood, the transition to body jewelry, and their creative process. 

    This interview has been edited for length and clarity.

    BME:

    How did you first break into the jewelry industry?

    Michelle:

    For me the jewelry journey began because of my mom. She was a ceramic artist, and she helped me explore and study art. I ended up going to the University of Georgia for jewelry making and metalsmithing, and I got my bachelor’s of fine art there. Then, my first nice job out of college was working at a local jewelry store, where I met Monica.

    Monica:

    I was always interested in jewelry as a kid. Looking back at old photos, I always had layers of necklaces on, whether it was like made from string, or — I remember this one colorful ring that I used to wear that had a bunch of different colors of stones. I don’t know if they were real. My grandmother was very into jewelry as well. Her birthday was in April, so she was very interested in diamonds, and I always had an interest in it, too. And when I found out that you could go and become a gemologist, I was like, “oh, this can make my rock-tumbling dreams of being a kid come true.” Every day could be a fun time with gemstones. So I worked with a diamond dealer for a little bit, and after that I went and worked at the fine jewelry store, which is where I met Michelle.

    BME:

    How did you go from working together to starting your own jewelry company?

    Michelle:

    I had been there for four years and Monica had been there for about two. We sat next to each other, and both of us, while it was a beautiful environment, it just wasn’t really satisfying our needs of wanting to be creative. So after a long while, our boss gave us a little bit of budget to go buy some jewelry for the store, and we were really excited, because it was one of the very first times we were allowed to pick and choose what we were selling on the floor. Our interaction was different than how it was in the office, where we kind of worked side by side on our own projects. Here we had to work together to pick and choose the right kind of jewelry, make sure we stayed in the budget. We realized that we didn’t fight once, and we worked so well together. So then I asked her, would you like to be my business partner?

    Monica:

    And I said yes! It was on our way back from the Tucson Gem Show. I was driving, and Michelle’s like, “do you want to work together, like be my business partner?” I’m like “absolutely.” We were still working at the jewelry store at the time, and after hours we would meet up at my house and do Modern Mood.

    BME:

    Based on your website, you started out with non-body jewelry, right? Fine jewelry. How did you transition to body jewelry?

    Michelle:

    Our experience was always in fine jewelry, and we worked with some gorgeous things, like 10-carat diamonds engagement rings, watches that are like $100,000. We grew appreciation for those things. Antique jewelry that people came to sell, estate jewelry and watches, so those things were some of our favorites. We started to sell our own regular jewelry, necklaces, bracelets, rings, and non-body jewelry earrings. 

    I think it was around 2017, 2018 that’s when the ear constellation was really in a full swing, and Monica and I, we personally wanted to get our ears curated. It really caught our attention and we really like dainty, sparkly things. So we wanted those stacked looks. We brought our designs to a local piercer, Marilyn Mena-Scott at HTC Uptown, and she said, “Well, those designs are really cute, but no, you cannot get pierced with them.” She showed us how threadless jewelry is supposed to look, so then we made a few batches. We sent it to her, and all of the pins broke. The first few batches, we just worked on perfecting it, and for about a year, they’re the ones that carried our jewelry exclusively. After about a year, we felt confident that we now had a product that works well and is also pretty, so Monica started visiting different studios one by one.

    Monica:

    At the time I had just moved to Ohio, so I went to Ohio and Michigan, and met with some people. One of my friends lives in New York, or she did at the time, and so I did some cold calling there, and a few people really liked it, it was well received. So then we went from there, and Michelle and I started going on the road as much as we could until Covid hit. That’s when we took a little break from the traveling. People were mostly online, which is still the case, but we do still travel and see people.

    Michelle:

    Oh, and I do want to mention that in 2019 we went to the [Association of Professional Piercers] conference in Vegas for the first time. We wanted to see what it’s all about. To be honest with you, we weren’t very exposed to the body modification world, other than some facial piercings, ear piercings, and such. So when we did go there, we were obviously stunned and fascinated, and there was so much to learn, and we loved the vibe.

    Monica:

    Yeah, it was really cool. I remember seeing some slides from the classes, and like, my jaw was on the floor. It’s like, wow, like, that is so cool, and that people are so passionate about it, and it makes them feel so good, and themselves. It was awesome. 

    And speaking of feeling themselves, working at that really nice jewelry store, while it exposed us to great customer service — how to work with jewelry, jewelry manufacturing, and all that — we had to put ourselves on a very specific standard. We had to look a certain way, we couldn’t have colorful hair, or even nails that are anything beyond white or red. Anything else is kind of looked down upon, and I had to wear blazers, work pants, and things like that. And we really missed just dressing for fun.

    Now, we can go to our meetings and whatever we want to wear, we can wear. If we’re feeling like getting dressed up, cool. If we want to wear leisure stuff, great. I think both of us really like that part of the industry, not having to be in that tiny little box all the time.

    BME:

    So, as you transitioned into body jewelry, what did you find challenging?

    Monica:

    I think, because we are not piercers, at first, people were like, “well, why should we buy from you?” Like, you’re not a piercer, you’re not from the body modification industry, type of thing. So we basically were like, we don’t claim to be that, and we want to learn as much as possible. We leaned on people within the industry to educate us, and we honed in on designs that we were good at. What we care about is good quality and these designs, and [piercers] can show us what the specifications are, how to make it safe and all these things. I think being more of a listener and a spectator, to this day, there are certain things that we reach out to close friends of ours in the industry to just say, “hey, we’re making this piece, what do you think about it? We like the way it looks, but how do you think it will function on the body?”

    Michelle:

    Another challenge is that the standards are constantly evolving as more medical things and more discoveries are made. So the challenge is that we not only need to keep a good standard, we always need to be on the lookout to renew ourselves. And on top of that, each piercer might have a certain preference and the standard varies a little bit from studio to studio and piercer to piercer. One example is that some piercers do not like to have any engraving on the side of the jewelry, even if it’s not touching the skin. We definitely keep the back of the designs solid, mirror finish, no texture, no engraving whatsoever. But for brand verification purposes — and sometimes verifying between natural diamonds and lab-grown diamonds quickly —  we do engrave “14 kt”, our logo, and maybe “L” for lab grown or “N” for natural, or CZ for CZs. We’ve had a few clients say, “Hey I don’t want to work with any jewelry that has engraving on the side,” so we have exchanged the jewelry for the ones that don’t have any engraving. We have always been able to find a solution, but we’re not expecting there to be no challenge in our upcoming future, we’re always ready for it.

    BME:

    In terms of brand verification, I know you’ve dealt with some copycat designs. What is it like as an artist to see your work copied?

    Michelle:

    It’s tough. Definitely doesn’t feel great. From contacting some of those companies directly asking for clarification, we have found out that there are some people who, one, just doesn’t care, or, two, they are not making their own designs — they’re just whitelabeling designs from certain manufacturers. They have told us, “hey, we did not know that this was a copy of your jewelry, we will stop selling this.” 

    We know that their goal is different than ours. Our goal is to have as many of our pieces be as unique as possible. I go to clothing boutiques sometimes and don’t care — or don’t know, because I’m not that well-versed in fashion — I just pick up a top, think it’s cute, and then maybe later I find out, “oh, this looks like a dupe of xyz.” If I wanted something really unique and authentic, then I would do a little bit more research and go to that specific boutique for that one thing. It’s just a different platform. 

    It’s interesting, it’s kind of been picking up a little bit more lately. It felt a little bit different seeing our designs being copied from places like Etsy, where they turn it into regular jewelry or they don’t have a ton of brand identity. Then there are some other body jewelry companies that are our contemporaries that are like, you know, millimeter-by-millimeter, and so that feels a little bit more uncomfortable. 

    But Monica, you have a good point on how teeny-tiny designs that just involve one or two gemstones, there’s only so many variations.

    Monica:

    And we try and put our own spin on everything. Where if you were to look at it, that finish is definitely Modern Mood, or whatever it is. But there is going to be some crossover, I think, just like in anything. But overall, we try and keep on designing and finding other pieces, and just keep going, because there’s really nothing we can, not much we can do about it.

    BME:

    So speaking about your designs, how do you find inspiration? What’s the process from initial idea to finish?

    Michelle:

    Especially at the very beginning stage of our company, we just wanted to stay as minimal and tiny as possible, because our goal is to be able to stack jewelry for the ear constellation. We were maybe using between one to five gemstones total for each design. Clean, high-polish, still very high-end looking, because that’s where we were coming from culture wise. Then it evolved into a little bit more dangle, we started making a lot more charms and chains maybe five or six years in. That’s become a big part of our identity, too, something playful. 

    Monica:

    Since we do have that Modern Mood DNA, a lot of our limited designs do have that essence, too, but because those gems are not cut in bulk or anything like that, it’s a fun way to do some other things that maybe we can’t do with all of our core designs.

    Michelle:

    Yeah, because they’re larger and colorful and that’s not typical for our collection per se, but we really do love designing with those gemstones. Especially you, Monica, you come from the gemology background and we’re just gaga over every little gemstone we find at the gem show, it’s fun.

    Monica:

    It’s so fun. And Michelle had mentioned before, but we really love all the different things that gemstones do, phenomena, like cat’s eye, or lighting up red under fluorescent light, or whatever it is. Those special things that, maybe if you just bought the piece, you wouldn’t know, but then you’re out one night and you’re under a light and it’s red. I feel like those things, some people seek them out and other people find out after a while, like, “oh, my jewelry does this cool things that I didn’t know it did before.”

    BME:

    I think that’s something really cool about gems, there are so many different natural formations.

    Michelle:

    Yeah, and jewelry itself is such a personal thing. The more we make jewelry and we hear how the end customer is using their jewelry for themselves, when we design engagement rings or a little name necklace we sometimes make for our friends and family, it’s all about the feelings. And each gemstone, if it’s somebody’s birthstone, you have a unique emotional attachment to it, and it’s literally as unique and personal as it gets. And that makes it even more fun for us.

    BME:

    How would you describe the vibe of Modern Mood?

    Monica:

    Sparkly. Happy. Dangly. Movement.

    Michelle:

    Yeah. Like, it’s a mood.

    BME:

    Your design perspective definitely really comes across, I feel like your pieces are very identifiable. 

    Last question: do you have a favorite gemstone?

    Michelle:

    We love a natural diamond. I think diamonds are perfect. I’ve had my engagement and wedding ring for 11 years, and every time I look at them, I get lost in it. And the fact that it’s all natural too, there’s no one that’s the same. In some ways they are all unique, so I love that.

    Monica:

    I’ve got to say diamond as well, I’m on that same page. They’re just really special, and the fact that they do come out of the ground. I know my [diamond’s] inclusion, I’m like, okay, this is mine, it has that little thing in it.

    Michelle:

    And a little diamond sprinkle on any design elevates everything.

  • Meet the Makers: Brien 9 Fingers

    Can’t find the jewelry you need? Why not make it? That’s how Brien (Brien 9 Fingers) got started making glass jewelry 12 years ago. Now, he’s a full-time glassworker who makes custom pieces, single-flare plugs, and pendants, including piercing-inspired pieces like pendants with needles or acrylic body jewelry. Glass plugs are a staple in jewelry cases or for anyone with larger gauge piercings, so I talked to Brien about how he got started making them, how it grew into a business, and what he likes about glassworking.

    This interview has been edited for length and clarity.

    BME:

    Diving right in — what did you get into first, body jewelry or glassmaking?

    Brien:

    II got into glass specifically to make body jewelry. I pierced my cheeks initially at a 14 gauge and I had them for 18 months, then decided to retire them and go bigger. We were going to start at two gauge, seven millimeters was the goal. So I went to the [Association of Professional Piercers] Expo two years in a row, I talked to some other makers, and a conch pin was like the closest thing that I could find in stone.

    I had a friend who was a pipe maker, and I hit him up, and I was like, “Hey, man, these are the exact dimensions I’m looking for” —  I remember buying him a metal digital caliper — “the flare’s got to be nine millimeters and the wearable has to be seven mil.” He gave it a try, and he ended up bringing me a whole bunch of things that were just comically out of spec. The flare on one of them was like the size of my thumb, all over the board. He finally got fed up — he’s a very free-form pipe maker, glass artist, the glass is going to be the size and shape that it wants to be, and so he was like, “you can come out and you can play around with rods on the bench and see if you can figure it out.” 

    It took me quite a few tries to make anything that even resembled a plug. My first pair of plugs, I found this rod on the bench that was perfectly seven millimeters, but it was a striking red color, so it starts clear and the more you flame work it over time, it develops more color and turns red. If you do this nice and evenly, it turns a transparent ruby. If you overwork it, it turns into a muddy brown red. It was my first time making anything, I overworked the hell out of it. [The plugs] looked blood colored. My first set of cheek plugs were like an inch long, they looked like catfish antennae, and they were just this terrible blood-red color. But I made them, and I was proud of them, because they fit the way they were supposed to. And then from then on I was figuring out how to make plugs.

    BME:

    It sounds like you got into it out of necessity, almost.

    Brien:

    Yeah, I couldn’t find what I was looking for, and it didn’t seem too hard to make. The equipment is what ended up being the biggest barrier. I worked in [my friends’] shop for quite some time, but saving up and buying all of the equipment needed to do it myself took years and years.

    BME:

    I’m sure there’s a lot involved, but can you give me a rundown of the basic equipment?

    Brien:

    Yeah, so I’ve got my torch and my kiln. My torch is a GTT samurai, it’s like a $4,000 torch, but I can do everything, from little tiny three mil plugs up to a two-inch, solid rod on that. I also have a lathe that spins the glass evenly for me, for making the cleanest flares and all that. The kiln is probably one of the bigger ones you can get of small, cheap kilns. I think my kiln was like $2,000 and for body jewelry, I can tile as much body jewelry as I can make in that thing. It’s mostly made for small vessels and trinkets, so body jewelry doesn’t take up a lot of space in it. 

    BME:

    Going a bit further back, can you tell me how you first got into body modification?

    Brien:

    I worked counter in quite a few tattoo and piercing shops. From an early age, I was always told that, like, piercing my ears was okay, but anything else was not okay. So I never pierced my ears, I only just recently, six months ago, finally pierced my ears for the first time. I jumped in for the face immediately when I was 16, I was like freshly kicked out of the house, and by the time I was 17, my lip on either side was stretched to like two gauge. When I finally stretched them that big, the angles that they were pierced at — because I got them both independently pierced when I was young and dumb — you could tell that they were off, so like I retired those ones. I had my cheeks done small, and cheeks done small were probably the worst piercing that I ever had. They abscessed. They felt sharp after a long day of smiling. It felt like my cheeks were just like cut up from all of the friction. One of the piercers that we had there, he was big into body mods, and his name’s Eric, hardcore piercer, he’s got implants all over his arms and stuff, and he was like, “you know, we could do them big,” and I was like, “man, what do you think about that?” And he’s like, “I don’t know, I mean, big things tend to heal better,” and I was open to that, so he ended up doing my cheeks at a two gauge. Then he did my philtrum at a two gauge.

    BME:

    It’s so counterintuitive that bigger things heal better.

    Brien:

    Yeah, the way that it was always explained to me is like, if you heal something small, your body kind of thinks of it like a splinter, where it’s gonna exert as much energy as it can to push that tiny little thing out. But if you get something giant lodged in your arm, your body’s gonna heal around it. I don’t know, it always seemed to work, and I’ve had a lot of people be like ‘cheek piercings are not viable in the long term,’ and I’m like, I don’t know, I’m going on 10 years and I don’t really have a single problem with them.

    BME:

    Well, that sounds pretty long term to me. 

    So, after you started making jewelry, how did you get to a point where you were selling to other people as well?

    Brien:

    When I was working counter and I was starting to make plugs, I was doing everything by hand and I had a few local people that I was selling to. But I just wasn’t scalable in the beginning until I ended up getting the lathe. Once I got the lathe, I had a few friends that were opening shops and didn’t yet have accounts with all of the bigger names, and so they reached out and were like, “Hey, I’m looking for an initial inventory for my shop, is that something that you would do?” And so it was small business helping small maker, and I kind of got into it that way, and then word of mouth has just slowly spread.

    BME:

    That’s great.

    Brien:

    Yeah, and now it’s been my full-time gig for like eight years now. I’ve been blowing glass for 12, but full time for about eight … It was definitely a ramp up. The thing about being a small business owner is I’m also new at marketing and photography and social media. There’s all of these facets to it that I never really thought I would be as much into as I am now. It’s a learning curve being like, okay, now you have to be the marketing guy, and you have to figure out what time posts do best, and like what format the media does best in for marketing. I’m getting a lot better at photography. Glass is notoriously hard to photograph, but I’m slowly figuring it out.

    BME:

    So, in addition to plugs, I know you make those needle pendants and other types of piercing-related non-body jewelry. When did you start doing that?

    Brien:

    The needle pendants actually started, I think 2017 and I did them kind of as an impromptu fundraiser to help raise money to go to Oslo Suscon. I did a big drop of them and I  sold out, I sold like 75 of them. There’s a picture on my Instagram of me holding a receipt that’s as tall as I am at the post office, grinning like crazy. Then they were just on my website for a long time, and they didn’t get much traction. Then I started doing them again as a monthly drop, and now that’s it’s a monthly drop, they sell out pretty fast every month.

    BME:

    I saw you also did two other things — the acrylic body jewelry and titanium shavings.

    Brien:

    [My partner] Lynn and I went and toured Body Circle, and we’re walking around, and Lynn was just like enamored with the shiny titanium scrap and these big buckets, and was like, “Brian, you should encase that,” and I was like, “okay,” and Lynn asked, “hey, do you think we could get like a little bit of that for Brian to encase?” and they gave us like a 55-gallon garbage bag full. It’s been a lot of fun. 

    It’s kind of a process with that. I learned what titanium fires are like, because when titanium catches on fire, it requires a special fire extinguisher. Once it catches on fire, it just doesn’t stop burning until it burns itself out, which is pretty quick in the small amounts that I’m using to encase. But if you accidentally catch it on fire while it’s sealing in, you just have to set it in the water bucket and look away.

    BME:

    I didn’t even know it could catch on fire.

    Brien:

    Oh, yeah, it doesn’t usually, but it only does because it’s such thin shavings, it’s basically just it hits its flash point super low. But they’re super fun. They catch the light really well. It’s kind of a piercing nerd thing because it kind of looks like steel wool, and you know, you’ll have to explain what it is to people.

    BME:

    It’s a cool piece, I like the nerd explanation.

    Brien:

    The piercer nerds love it, and the cool thing about it is that because it’s scrapped from [Body Circle’s] turning process, there will be, you know, a half-finished labret post in there, or like a circular that’s got threads sticking off of it, or random little chunks of body jewelry that didn’t make it.

    BME:

    That’s cool. And it sounds like you have a lot of scrap to work with.

    Brien:

    Yeah, it has to go through a process because it’s covered in machining oil when I get it, so I have to run it through the ultrasonic cleaner with alcohol to get all of that off. Otherwise, as soon as the tube gets warm at all, that machining oil turns jet black in the tube, and it just smokes out the inside. So there’s a lot of little trial and error with that.

    BME:

    WSounds like it. But the final result is very cool!

    Brien:

    Thank you! And then, the acrylic one, that was Lynn’s brainchild. Lynn was like, “there’s got to be a way you can encase a bunch of old crappy jewelry,” and that one turned out really fun, they’re really bright and vibrant, things we can’t do in modern body jewelry because we know better.

    BME:

    Right? Unfortunate that we can’t get some of that vibrancy, but the pendants sound like the next best thing. Is it tough to avoid melting the acrylic pieces?

    Brien:

    Some of them do melt, and there’s a small amount of artistic “is that okay at the bottom?” I’d say there’s probably about a 40% fail rate with those, because their melt temperature is like 110 which is just so incredibly low with everything else that I’m sealing in. The whole tube can stand to get to about 400 degrees before any sort of tarnishing or discoloring happens, but yeah, with the acrylic, you’ll watch it as it’s, as it’s sealing in, you’re just like, “oh, that one’s a little too soft,” and then as it sets, sometimes it’ll make a cute little puddle on the bottom of it, where it all looks like it’s just melting cleanly. And then sometimes it’ll just all kind of turned black, and, melty.

    BME:

    Hazard of the medium, I guess.

    Brien:

    Yeah, but like there’s other things I’ve done, moss encapsulations, I do the coyote teeth and moss, and again it’s a learning process. I never thought that I would know what burning teeth smell like, but like we live, we learn, we figure out our processes.

    BME:

    I think it’s cool the diversity of things you’ve encapsulated.

    Brien:

    Thank you. It’s a simple technique to do, and a hard technique to do cleanly. When I started encapsulating things, my tubes were super extra long to try and keep the heat away from the things, and now I feel like I’m able to get them really short and tight and controlled, especially when I’m sealing matches. It’s really fun.

    BME:

    As you’ve been doing all of this, is there anything you’ve found unexpectedly difficult when it comes to body jewelry specifically?

    Brien:

    Custom body jewelry is tricky. The thing I love and hate about body jewelry is that there is no standard. I’ll have people be like, “hey I just need a pair of plugs for my ears, whatever is standard,” and it’s just like, I don’t know what that means. Somebody ordering a pair of six millimeter plugs from me, standard for some people is a quarter inch wearable, and standard for other people is a half inch or more wearable, and there is sort of an industry agreed upon, acceptable length, but it also tends to be a little bit long for most people, because it’s safe, it’ll fit. One of the most difficult things is getting people to figure out their own measurements, so that I can make the thing that they actually need. It’s also really rewarding, though. That’s like one of my favorite things about making body jewelry, is being able to make something that actually fits somebody like it needs to.

    BME:

    Right, the pros and cons of making it to size.

    Brien:

    The long and short of it is that measuring yourself is hard, and measuring what you need and want versus what you’re wearing can be difficult to get. Even for professional piercers, it can be trying, but that’s one of the unexpected difficulties, because if I make something standard, there’s still like a 50/50 chance that it won’t fit, because what they needed was not a standard plug.

    BME:

    Yeah, you can only have a standard if there’s a standard ear or whatever, and there isn’t. 

    So, the opposite of that question, what have you found most rewarding or fun as you’ve done this?

    Brien:

    I actually really like the monotony of making runs of single flare plugs. It’s almost zen-like to sit down and, like, today I’m making three-millimeter plugs, and I’m going to make them in clear and black and green and yellow, and just sitting down, and making every one to spec. I thought that I would hate that part, because it seems like just monotonous labor, but it’s really rewarding to watch the little pile of what you’re making grow in the kiln.

  • Meet the Makers: Hialeah Fine Jewelry

    Lanie Ferrans, founder of Hialeah Fine Jewelry, can’t get enough of what she does. On top of 12-to-15-hour days at the bench — sandwiched between getting her eldest son ready for school and making it back in time for dinner — she reads about jewelry history in the snatches of free time she finds. 

    It’s hard not to understand Hialeah’s success after talking to Ferrans. After struggling to find the things she wanted from existing body jewelry lines, she decided to start making them, and quickly focused on chains, which were becoming a popular addition to ear projects. Eventually, Hialeah grew enough to allow Ferrans to leave the piercing shop she worked at. Later, her husband did the same for his corporate career. Now, he’s the administrative complement to Ferrans’ artistic passion — she’s a self-described hurricane — and Hialeah is the go-to for chains, charms, and tassels, from the minimalist to the very maximalist.

    I talked to Ferrans about her upcoming mixed metals collection, how she balances business and family, and her drive to keep growing as a designer and artisan, even when she’s short on time.

    This interview has been edited for length and clarity.

    BME:

    How did you first get involved with body modifications?

    LF:

    I think I always had an inkling towards them, coming from where I came from. My father, he’s a biker and my mom is a hippie. And I have four older brothers, my oldest brother is, like, 10 years older than me. So when I was coming up, he was growing up in the ’90s and he was modifying himself. I remember being young and looking at his tongue ring and his nipples. And my mom, she had a huge dragon wrapping around a cross on her back. I kind of grew up around them, and so as soon as I turned 18 years old, I got into it. I already, by then, had tattoos and piercings, and I was already doing piercings. I think I did my first piercing on my best friend in middle school or some shit. We were always putting things through our bodies. We were dirty punk kids you know? …

    And then, when I had to get a job, there was always an opportunity. When I was a kid, working at a flea shop or something, that’s easy. I got a job pretty young, so I was working at my friend’s booth when I was 14 or 15, just to have money. 

    Everyone was pressuring me around 18, like, ‘what are you going to do?’ I thought to myself ‘Well, maybe I should just be a piercer or something.’ All the other girls were becoming hairdressers, and that was cool. I was like, ‘Maybe.’ [But then, I thought] ‘No, just do piercings.’ Because I’ve already done piercings, I’ve done my own piercings. Why not?

    So I got a job at a studio answering phones and hoped they would teach me how to pierce. And that happened. Since 18, I did that forever, until I did [Hialeah.]

    BME:

    Did you end up learning how to pierce? Or did you stick with a front-of-house position?

    LF:

    Back when I was learning to pierce, really, I was learning from a group of tattooers, if that makes sense. Like, all of them could pierce, but they just did piercings because people came in the shop needing piercings. It was kind of annoying for them. So when I came in all enthusiastic, 18 and ready to go, I’m, like, cleaning their shit and just calling myself the piercer. I kind of just proclaimed it. And they were all, like, ‘Yeah, that’s cool, you just got to make sure you get your license.’ So I did that. Every piercing that came in for a while, they did them, and I watched. [They said I] should keep watching, and I just guest spotted and traveled around and watched my friends pierce. I took a few classes and worked in a street shop. It was walk-ins, cash only, and I’d just pierce. It was really cool, I got to build up a clientele in a place where there wasn’t really a piercing clientele. There was another tattoo shop that pierced, like, 20 miles away, but I was the only person and I was excited. So it worked out well.

    BME:

    I imagine your time at street shops was interesting! You get to meet a lot of people, which I suppose is both a positive and a negative.

    LF:

    Oh yeah. To be honest with you, I feel like when I exited full-time piercing — it was around 2017, 2018 — before then, with private piercing studios, I felt like I could name them all, almost. Especially in my area alone. I’m in Florida, so piercing is like the Wild West down here a little bit. So private shops and piercing-only, that wasn’t a thing. Even tattoo shops, if you’re going to have a piercer there, it’s more of a street shop. And I grew up along the beach, so piercing — there’s a belly piercing right now for $20 around 10 miles from me. So it’s still a thing.

    Street shops are fun because you do meet a lot of different people. Especially for a person who’s learning, [you see] so many different anatomies. [You think] ‘I’ve seen every type of belly button’ until the next belly button walks in, you know? And then, people on vacation, it’s a horrible time to get pierced! But lucky for me, I’m working at a street shop next to the beach, so here I am doing a pair of nipples on someone who’s here with their parents at, like, 19, and snuck away. So yeah, it was awesome. 

    BME:

    So when did you pick up jewelry making? Did you go into that with the idea of transitioning careers, or did it start as a hobby?

    LF:

    So, I still like to think that I’m going to die a piercer. I still feel very much a piercer. I started picking up jewelry-making sort of the whole time I was into piercing, I wanted to understand jewelry better. Working in street shops, working in the studios I did, I wanted to understand how I could get better jewelry. And I didn’t know how to describe better jewelry other than trying to look at it and comparing companies and seeing what works …

    Later, towards, I guess, the end of my career, it sort of happened organically. I was piercing, and I wasn’t happy in my studio. I felt like I could never find a home shop. And then, I’m in love and I want to have children, and I was already making seam rings at the shop. I guess that’s the introduction to it, because I was making seam rings, and I could make tops. I was like ‘Easy enough, I could do that’ just as threadless came around. I was just like ‘oh, you just use gold pins or whatever.’ I was always into it.

    Once I really decided I was going to get into jewelry making, chains sort of peaked. I mean, I saw a glimmer of it in 2016, 2017, I saw more chain. I know, obviously, chains have been a thing in the past, all throughout history, chains have been a part of us decorating ourselves. But in body jewelry, it wasn’t so much a thing. When I saw it, I was like ‘Man, that’s dope.’ And I started making chains for our shop, just different chain links. It really started with nostrils, across paired nostrils. And then it was lobes …

    I realized I was making a lot of jewelry at the shop I was working at, and I didn’t really like the shop. Well, it wasn’t that I didn’t like it, it’s just that, I don’t know, I was getting older. I was like ‘What the fuck am I doing here? This music sucks. I just want to be at home. This is not what I want to be doing right now.’ …

    I started selling [jewelry] to other people outside my friend group, like other piercers. Even piercers that I looked up to. I was like ‘Oh shit, you’re buying my chain. The fuck?’ So that started happening and it really took off, especially when I started making more ornate designs and hanging things, like little gold bits and bobs and different findings that I’d come across. The community really loved it, so it really grew on its own, fast and hard. I was happy about it because, like, I could quit my job.

    It just so happened that right in that time, I got pregnant with me and my husband’s first child. So I was like ‘This is dope, I can just sit at home and make jewelry and be pregnant and figure this whole thing out.’ And that’s what I did. My husband was working full-time at the time.

    So in 2017, 2018, that’s when Hialeah became a real business, like when I made the name. Before that, it was just like ‘send me some money and I’l send you some chains’ … and even in the beginning, for the first few years of Hialeah, I had something I called The Total Drip. I would make an array of different things, and people would just send me money and say to make really cool stuff. And I’d make as much as I could with the budget they gave me. And it grew and grew.

    It was wild. I felt like the community needed it or something, and that’s what I felt when I started. Not that I’m a revolutionary, I’m just doing something else. But I felt like, maybe, right at that moment jewelry just wanted something different, and it just took off from there.

    BME:

    Do you think that might have been related to the rise of ear projects and ear curations, especially online?

    LF:

    Yeah! Curated ear was one of the first hashtags that we tried to hop on, because everyone was doing curated ears … It was awesome. It made my business, it was right when that happened. People who were getting pierced and collecting jewelry or whatever, I guess they thought it was a little bit different, but also a way to enhance what they have. It wasn’t necessarily saying that what you have needs to be changed. It’s adding, like a patch or button to your vest, it’s adding to the dopeness of what you have going on. It was like a complement to who you are already. 

    I felt like that had something to do with the ease of it. It was like ‘I like that, toss is on where it fits.’ And that part is super cool and punk rock to me, you know?

    BME:

    Totally. And personally, I don’t know if other people feel this way, but I like the interchangeability of it, how you can change your look without buying new pieces.

    LF:

    That was a big part of it, too … [In street shops] when I had chains going on, they loved it because it wasn’t as much of a commitment of, like, do I need this top? Does it fit? 

    It was easy and, even now, it’s funny because I’m seeing the first generation of Hialeah chains and now I’m turning them into charms and other things. People send me stuff that I originally made. So it’s even cooler, because it’s interchangeable in our body and it’s interchangeable, like, on the earth. 

    The chains and charms and tassels and all that are just so versatile to me. Take them off and be more demure, or you can put all of them on and be extra. It’s really just, ‘Who do you want to be?’ I think it’s cool, I love it, and that’s why I live in that lane …

    So that’s how Hialeah started. I just had a conversation with someone else, giving an interview, and I said something — it was really corny — but it was that it all led to this. But really, I mean all of it, because I used to go to Home Depot and Ace Hardware with my dad, and they would get chain clippings. And I would make jewelry and body chains. I had this chain that wrapped all around my body, went around my neck, down my abdomen, around my waist, and it had a little tail that hung out of the side of my body with a lock at the bottom. This happened, like, 15 years before Hialeah. So it’s just interesting that we’re here.

    BME:

    I wanted to ask about something you mentioned earlier. The something drip?

    LF:

    Total drip.

    BME:

    Yes! The Total Drip. I saw it on your website as well and it seemed really unique. Can you tell me more about how it works?

    LF:

    So, The Total Drip has now evolved into something else. But originally, that’s how we really started. I would make all sorts of things, I would post them on Instagram, and people would be like ‘Oh my god, I want that, that’s really cool. I don’t want that so much. Could I just take all of this and leave that out?’ For me, I wanted to find a way where I could make less work for the both of us. I’d be like ‘Well, if you liked this, I’ll just do a bunch of this. Send me $1,000 and I’ll just make a whole bunch for your studio.’ … I sell more Total Drips than I sell anything else, which is astonishing to me, number one because of the amount of trust that happens with that. That means someone is really vibing with what I’m doing, which is so flattering …

    Now, how Total Drips work is that I use those as a place to drop off. Say, like, if I measure when I’m packaging up an order and I’m like ‘Oh, shit, this chain is supposed to be 32 mm, but it’s measuring at 33mm.’ I put it in a bag, put it in a bucket, and, sometimes, those pieces end up in Total Drips. So mis-measurements, special makes that I make for people and they don’t want, or pieces where I’m working out a design for my next drop. It’s kind of odds and ends, but, also, if I have something that’s very popular — right now, our junk charms are very popular — I’ll put a junk charm in there … It’s really cool because a lot of people get one-off designs in their total drips, and they’re like, ‘Holy shit, this is awesome, I didn’t know you made this.’ And I’m like ‘I didn’t know I made this, either!’ … 

    I’ll go through a studio’s Instagram when they place a Total Drip order, and I’ll try to touch the vibe of the studio, or the piercer that paced the order, and I try to make the jewelry fit … The Total Drips are really my thing. I love them. It breaks up the monotony of orders, where studios are fulfilling large chain orders and they want, like, four of every millimeter option in one chain style. So your brain, you’re like a robot putting them together. And I’m grateful for them, I’d never talk shit about that kind of an order, because it’s an order. I’m forever grateful to all of them. But the Total Drips are cool because I can just pick up a piece of gold and be like ‘I need to figure something out’ and then just make it, and they take it, and they’re like ‘This is awesome.’

    BME:

    You mentioned you’re still learning this. What’s it been like running a business when you also feel like you’re also learning it?

    LF:

    I feel like everybody is doing that, right? And if you’re not doing that, then I don’t know what they fuck you’re doing, because I feel like I learn every single day with everything I do. As far as learning jewelry, specifically within this business, it’s funny because I tell people a lot — and I’m honest with them — ‘I don’t know how to do that.’ I wish I did, but I don’t know how to do it yet. And a lot of it, too, is that I’m learning at what’s appropriate for my family’s pace. I just can’t go balls to the wall, take all these classes, completely 100% all of the way immerse myself into learning the trade, because I’m doing the trade, and I’m also a mom and a wife, you know? 

    I take classes and I do try and take small steps forward in jewelry education, and I read a lot about the history of jewelry, history of jewelry-making in my free time. It is my hobby, even though it’s still my business. Some people think it’s creepy when people are really, really into their job, but I’m just really into what I do. If I’m not doing this, I’m with my family. And 90% of the time — my husband and I work together — we’re talking about Hialeah or our kids …

    Maybe it’s just a me thing, but I just like learning. I’m always going to be learning, and I wish I could learn faster. I wish I could learn more. I wish I had more money for classes, as well, and more time. But I’m doing my best over here.

    BME:

    And it seems like it’s working well for you! The pieces you put out are really cool.

    LF:

    I appreciate that. And like I said, I do take steps ahead, and I’m like ‘Okay, last time I did it like this, let’s do it like that.’ And I have really great vendors that I work with that have become people that also really vibe with what I’m doing … The people that do my castings, they’re like, ‘Hey, wouldn’t it be cool if we did this design? We could add, like, an extra dimple here, and here,’ and they further designs. Or they’ll introduce me to people within the industry … It’s really cool. It’s a network of people, and I feel like we’re learning from each other, figuring it all out, and just trying to create things and make people look cool.

    BME:

    I really like that very human aspect of jewelry. Not just that it’s being worn by someone, but the collaboration that can go into making a piece. And how many people can be involved.

    LF:

    It’s funny, whenever I design a piece, I design for a make-believe person in my head. It’s a very weird thing that I do, and a lot of times, I’ve named the piece after the person. Like, the person has a whole personality and I’m also imagining their setup. Or I meet someone and I’m like ‘She is so fucking dope, she had this whole vibe’ and I make something from that person. But also in jewelry history, that is also how it went, right? Makers throughout time have made pieces inspired by us as humans, just as much as nature … I joke with my husband, like ‘Future archaeologists are in for one on this design!’ Because when they dig up the person wearing it, they’re going to be like ‘What the fuck where they on?’ And I think about it all the time because, you know, there’s people out there, I’m sure, that are wearing my things beneath the earth. 

    It’s very human. It’s very personal. People pass down their jewelry to their loved ones. Jewelry has always been so much a part of human beings and our culture and who we are as people. To me, it’s a very human form of expression, just as much as body modification in general, like tattoos and piercings, jewelry just fits into that.

    BME:

    Absolutely. I think I’ve always felt something like this — I learned to make basic jewelry from my grandmother, so it’s always been a very social experience.

    LF:

    That’s awesome. I sometimes wonder what my grandmother would think of me making jewelry. She always wore a bunch of jewelry, she always wore these fat Cuban link bracelets. And I think about them all the time now, because I’m like, man, I know she’s down there with at least 10 grand on her right wrist, you know what I’m saying?

    Everyone in our family — my mom’s from Louisiana, and Cajuns, at least Cajuns in my family, they always wear gold, even the guys. They wear gold chains and gold rings and nugget pinky rings. 

    BME:

    I think we’ve talked about your inspirations a bit, but can you tell me more about what inspires your designs?

    LF:

    It’s funny, because I very much come across as — I look alternative, like a punk rock chick. But my house is decorated like the Golden Girls, right? My kids look like little wild Thornberry children. So my life has so many different personalities, and I know that about other people. So when I design, I’m very much inspired by hidden parts of myself. I’ve made pieces inspired by how I felt about my mother’s death. I’ve made pieces just looking at a person. I literally made a chain and sent it to a person, I was like ‘I made this piece of jewelry for your bridge. I don’t know if you need a piece of jewelry, but I felt like it would have gone with your setup.’ I’m so inspired by everything around me and everything around me very much excites me … 

    All of it is inspiring to me. I love life. I love all of it. I know that I’m privileged to be here and be alive, and I love all of it. And so I like to use that in my jewelry. I look at things, and I’ll see something when I’m, like, buying other gems and think it’s really cool, it looks like the ocean, and I’ll buy it and name the piece Ocean. Like, how original, right? But it worked. And, I don’t know, what else do people get inspired by, other than what they see and feel?

    BME:

    Right, yeah. I think ultimately people’s answers circle around that same idea, but it’s interesting to see what they focus on and how they describe it. I’m curious from the outside, as well, it’s interesting to get into the mind of a designer in that way.

    LF:

    It’s funny because I’m very much a bubbly, happy-go-lucky type person. And when you look at Hialeah as a brand, color-wise and all that, it makes more sense, you know what I’m saying? So as you talk to different makers and look at their jewelry brands or how they brand their companies, I’m sure you’re like ‘Okay, I get it now.’

    BME:

    Absolutely! And the different techniques people use and what they specialize in. It feels like a richer way to look at their work. Just a few more questions: How do you feel your approach has changed over time?

    LF:

    I feel like it’s less aggressive, personally less aggressive. When I first started making jewelry, I wanted it to look and feel like me as a person. It was so much of an overbearing thing. I didn’t want to stray away. As I’ve gotten older and as I’ve gotten, I guess, more secure with Hialeah itself, I kind of let that go. I started just making designs that I thought were pretty sometimes, or just cool. I even looked at stuff and thought ‘I would never wear that, but it is so cute.’ I let go of this weird personal attachment that I had to every single thing. And it opened the door so much to actually teaching me what I thought I liked — number one, because I was wrong. And number two, it taught me that not everything is about me, and especially if I’m making things for other people. Like, it’s okay for it not to be for me but still come from the heart, if that’s not lame to say …

    I really feel like it’s taught me a lot about myself design-wise. I really thought that I was only into one type of gold. I thought that this type of gemstone was, like, my gemstone. And then as you work through designs, you sort of grow and you change, too … The need to be self-expressive in every piece, that was very much the angsty punk rock girl inside of me who was like ‘if someone’s wearing it, it has to look like Hialeah.’

    BME:

    I wanted to ask: what’s it like working with your husband on this?

    LF:

    Anyone who knows my husband will know that he is literally a sweet baby angel. He is the nicest guy ever. So working with him is nice in that aspect, because he always treats me respectfully, even when he’s frustrated with me because I’m overbearing. I’ll just say it — I’m overbearing, I’m abrupt, I’m, like, very much an artist, you know? I work all hours. It’s crazy. I am a hurricane, but he enjoys me, and he also does everything in his power to facilitate whatever I need to move forward. He’s the perfect partner, really. I mean, one, he’s my husband, so he knows me in that aspect. He knows what I expect, work-wise, or what I need work-wise. He’s good about it. It’s just natural, really. 

    I was going to touch on that a little bit, because my husband does not necessarily come from a body modification background. I mean, he’s heavily tattooed, he has really nice work, but he didn’t grow up in it. He started getting tattooed when he was younger, so he always liked it. He’s a hardcore kid, big Morrissey fan, total weirdo. But he grew up in the corporate world, and so when I met him, I was like, ‘Oh my god, he has a job, and I’m, like, a dirty piercer chick,’ you know what I’m saying? … But, yeah, he left his corporate job after 18 years of working there, and came to work at Hialeah full time. I call him full time because he has to work all the time for me, anytime I’m working. But he’s also at home, raising our children while I do Hialeah 12-to-15 hours a day, you know? … We really miss each other a lot because he is with the kids, and he does all of his stuff is remote so he’s not in the studio. I’m in the studio, I’m at the bench. I’m polishing. welding, setting a stone, or whatever I’m doing. But all of his stuff he takes care of at the house, so there is a separation … Sometimes it’s a lot, just because we’re raising two children. I recently had my second child, so we have a baby and a seven year old. And a business, so it gets hard, but I picked a good one. He’s awesome and he’s hot. So it all worked out.

    BME:

    What’s it like balancing being a mom with 12-to-15-hour days?

    LF:

    The balance, I’m still learning how to do it with a business. My kids are great though. I have a living room set up here at Hialeah, and so they come here and they’re welcome anytime. So they’re in and out of the studio all day. And, I mean, obviously I sleep and wake up with my kids. I get to work every morning at like, six in the morning, so we do the morning routine together with the baby and my son. We partially get him ready for school, and then my husband gets him off to school and I work all day. He picks up our son, and I’m still working. I somehow get home right as dinner is happening, and I just sort of swoop in to have dinner and get to read and hang out with my kids before bedtime. So it’s a fine balance, and that’s why sometimes tensions are high, but I am so grateful. I love life and I love my life. I’ve created this beautiful world for myself and for our family — me and my husband have done it together. It’s awesome to see all of our hard work working, you know? I don’t know about paying off, I don’t know what that means, but our hard work is, like, happening, you know? It’s all really fucking cool. And I feel so blessed. My children are healthy. And my business, we get orders all the time. What else could anyone ask for? 

    And then my kids are really cool. My son wants to be a jeweler. Can you believe it? How lucky am I? I’m just elated that he’s into it, and we try and do things that are jewelry-related for him. He has his own station at Hialeah and he also makes all the boxes. I don’t know if the world knows this, but my son makes all the Hialeah boxes, which is really cool, and he takes his job very seriously. It’s very much a family situation. And I love having them here. I love that they like to be here. I think it’s working out cool, you know? And I’m lucky to say that it’s working out. But we, me and my husband, try every day, really hard to make it work. We’re fucking tired, but we’re doing it.

    BME:

    It’s great to hear things are going so well!

    LF:

    I’m not gonna lie, this gold hike this year was horrible. But at the same time, I feel like everything’s always gonna go up, right? We made it through. I was telling my husband the other day, we made it through the hardest year. Literally being pregnant, giving birth in my bathroom, then two days later going back to doing orders. We made it. We’re here. We’re at the end of the year. We have another year. We have people placing orders. We have people waiting for orders. Things are moving. Like, how cool, but it was a hard year. This was a hard year, I feel like, for body jewelry. For jewelry in general, but for body jewelry, I feel like this was a tough year. We lost a few companies. There were a lot of piercing studios that closed this year. I see a lot of piercers that had to pull back from piercing full time. This year was a rough year for piercing. 

    Has anyone else said that? Or am I alone in this feeling?

    BME:

    People have definitely talked about gold prices, but I hadn’t heard as much about studio closures.

    LF:

    Well, I’m in fine body jewelry exchange and equipment groups and  I see people selling off their piercing collections. I’ve seen multiple piercers leave piercing. It’s fucking heartbreaking. I talk about it with some of my piercer friends and we all have our theories for it. Regardless of why it happens, I feel it sucks. I feel like it was a hard year for piercing and body jewelry and gold. But through all of that, some of the small makers were really killing it this year. They came out with some of the dopest designs I’ve ever seen. Some of the people that I look up to the most are people that are creating outside of the box. I think with the tensions with the gold prices, it’s caused makers to look elsewhere. And I think that’s rad. Through concrete we grow. 

    I know, me personally, with the gold hike and people ordering less, and people kind of holding on to their pockets — and rightfully so — it’s caused me to sort of step out of the box of the typical things that I do. Not necessarily to sell to people, but to also give people inspiration for what they can do with the jewelry that they have. I’ve hyped up working with titanium, trying to find more affordable options, and keeping it in fine jewelry. And that’s what our next drop is all about. We have a drop coming in February, and the next drop is, it’s all mixed metals, the theme of the drop. The name of the drop is “New Metal by Hialeah.” I’m basically taking all of the metals that are used in fine jewelry and in classic body jewelry, and we’re turning it into a fucking metal extravaganza. Because there’s other things than gold. So with that came this awesome drop that we’re doing … I’m so excited about it, I feel like it’s a big opportunity for people to see that body jewelry is not just gold, and that the gold market doesn’t define body jewelry at all.

    BME:

    Yeah. I’ve heard some people describe the piercing industry as stagnant for a little bit, but this is changing that. In some ways, it’s an exciting time.

    LF:

    You know, it’s funny. You said stagnant. That’s how I felt when Hialeah started. I want to reiterate, I did not fucking invent anything right? Like, I saw something that was dope, and I was like, I can do that, right? That’s what happened. But I felt like I was seeing a lot of setups — this is when gold jewelry really was taking off — and I was just like, ‘Yeah, this jewelry is really pretty.’ But, like, I kind of felt like my fucking rich aunt was gonna wear it, you know? … I was happy to see us able to go into another market, but I feel like we almost, not lost, but got so excited with the gold jewelry that everybody who is alternative, everyone’s setups, went straight to gold. Which is dope, right? Because we’re elevating ourselves, but like there’s also those other people that didn’t necessarily want to go to gold. And alongside this stagnation, when Hialeah was happening, I was like, ‘I need to see movement. I want to see texture. I want to see some more punk rock.’ It just felt so classical and classic and classy … 

    I feel like it’s up to us, the makers of said things, to keep pushing it, to change with the times and move in your lane, making things better, and designs cooler and pushing the boundaries.

    BME:

    I’m thinking back to what you said earlier — if you’re not continuously learning it, what are you doing?

    LF:

    Yeah. I’m probably 100% positive that you have not spoken to a maker that knows everything. Every single maker that you know is still learning, and I’m sure every single one of us is like, ‘I guess I’m a jeweler.’ I don’t know. I question myself fucking heavily, even now. I’m at school functions with my kid, and parents small-talk, and they’re like, ‘Oh, what do you do?’ And I’m like, ‘I’m a jeweler.’ And it’s still fucking weird to me.

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  • Eyes on Keratopigmentation

    You are scrolling on your favorite social media platform when a video of a California elite appears on your dashboard. They have brightly colored irises, so bright that you aren’t sure if you’re witnessing a filter, AI, or reality. The video prepares you for their reaction to their eye color, and a doctor hands them a mirror. The patient gasps in awe and gleefully exclaims, “I love my new eyes!” What is going on here?

    Top to bottom: Before and after images of high-, medium-, and low-intensity honey gold keratopigmentation. Images courtesy of Dr. Brian Boxer Wachler.

    The grand majority of these Reels and TikToks are produced by the Boxer Wachler Vision Institute in Beverly Hills, directed by ophthalmologist Dr. Brian Boxer Wachler. Like sclera tattoos, his trademarked ColorEyes procedure is a form of keratopigmentation.

    Keratopigmentation is the umbrella term which describes any injection of pigment (via needle, instrument, or laser) into the cornea, the thin, clear, frontmost layer of the eye. Boxer Wachler and many other ophthalmologists assure the public that it is safe, and while it certainly has the highest success rates compared to any other eye color change treatments (1,2), the American Academy of Ophthalmology has issued a warning against any elective cosmetic eye surgeries. Despite the risks, videos of piercing grey eyes garner thousands of views, and searches for “eye color surgery” have only continued to rise.

    Humans have a long history of attempting to transform their eyes. Medicated eye drops have no proven success rates, though several companies continue to manufacture them using ingredients which successfully inhibit the production of melanin in the skin. In 2006, iris implants were popularized in Panama, only to be accompanied by a wide array of serious complications, many of which cause blindness; for this reason, they are regarded as unsafe by the AAO and ophthalmologists alike. In 2011, there was news of a laser depigmentation procedure which targeted the melanin in brown eyes to reveal blue underneath, but no additional colors were possible. Few studies have been conducted regarding the practice, and following the procedure three patients experienced blockage to the eye’s natural drainage system, leading to increased pressure and damage to the optic nerve (1,2,3). 

    Cross-section of a human eye.
    Image courtesy of ScientificAnimations.com, CC-by-SA 4.0. Via Wikimedia Commons.

    The earliest attempt at permanent eye color change was a form of what we’d now call keratopigmentation. In 150 CE, Galen of Pergamon applied pigments to a freshly cauterized eye in order to conceal the cloudy sheen of its opacified front layer. Eye coloration was later revived in France during the late 1800s by oculoplastic surgeon Louis de Wecker, who used China ink and a grooved needle. Thus, modern keratopigmentation was born. Now, it’s all over Instagram’s For You Page.

    Dr. Brian Boxer Wachler is a cornea specialist who has pioneered some cornea procedures: “I’ve been making channels in corneas for 27 years for the placement of Intacs implants to improve vision with Keratoconus. I was being tagged to review keratopigmentation videos on social media … I reviewed the research and was impressed with the high safety record: not a single infection nor blindness in 16 years.”

    According to Boxer Wachler, laser keratopigmentation was originally “developed for eyes with white cornea scars to improve the cosmetic appearance.” It is now applied to a multitude of afflictions, such as the cholesterol-related condition called arcus senilis in which yellow rings form around the irises. However, “[t]he procedure evolved to electively change eye color as we know it today,” and most ColorEyes patients seek to transform their biological eye color, not to restore it.

    Before and after of a patient with arcus senilis who underwent the ColorEyes procedure. Image courtesy of Dr. Brian Boxer Wachler.

    With the exception of those who have certain medical conditions (ex: eye diseases, autoimmune issues, medication complications, certain prior eye surgeries), most adults are considered suitable candidates for the ColorEyes operation. All patients undergo a consultation where Boxer Wachler assesses their medical history and discusses goals for color/intensity. He even has a simulation program where you can digitally “try on” the seven shades to get an idea of your final look.

    The surgery lasts roughly fifteen minutes and involves three steps. First, “an advanced laser creates a circular channel just under the surface of the cornea.” Then Boxer Wachler uses “specialized instruments [he] designed to extend the edge of the channel to match the curvature of the cornea.” Because the cornea is not round, some artistry comes into play when creating a natural-appearing limbal ring, the dark outer portion of the iris. Finally, “ink manufactured for the cornea is placed in the channels to change the eye color. The amount of color determines the intensity: low, medium, or high.”

    The limbal ring surrounds the iris. (via Wikimedia Commons, edited)

    Despite promising results, the AAO cautions against all elective eye color change procedures as they “carry serious risks for vision loss and complications,” and states that anyone “contemplating these procedures for cosmetic reasons alone must weigh these serious risks against the potential gain.” The most frequent complication is short-term light sensitivity with any prolonged irritation improving after medication, but Boxer Wachler says that the sweeping majority of his patients return to their regular lives the morning after the operation. While the dryness/photophobia occasionally lasts longer, one study which followed 166 eyes after cosmetic keratopigmentation showed that almost all side effects were either completely gone or unnoticeable after twelve months.

    That said, a much longer list of possible risks has been documented in a literature review of keratopigmentation throughout history, including abnormal blood vessel growth, allergic/toxic reaction, color fading or change, holes in the cornea , infection, light sensitivity, pigment migration, vision impairment, and possibly MRI alterations, though allergic reactions have decreased significantly with the advent of newer pigments. In one unique yet notable case, a cosmetic keratopigmentation patient reported prolonged light sensitivity for two years after his procedure. In an attempt to rectify the issue, he underwent a pigment washout procedure which involved “reopening the channel formed initially by the femtosecond laser to access and remove the previously placed pigment.” Two weeks later, he presented with an open sore on his cornea, received treatment, and ultimately suffered permanent damages to his vision. Doctors hypothesized that the washout procedure activated a reaction to the pigments used.

    Even though adverse reactions have been documented after elective cosmetic keratopigmentation, medical literature widely agrees that it is the safest and most documented way to permanently change one’s eye color (1,2). 

    People in the alternative underground are long familiar with modifying their eyeballs; the modification closest to ColorEyes is the sclera tattoo. Yet ColorEyes patients predominantly come from traditional upper-middle- and upper-class households — people we associate with condemning the heavily modified lifestyle. Describing the difference between ColorEyes and sclera tattoos, Boxer Wachler remarked, “I’ve done scleral tattoos (one version of our WhiterEyes procedure) for a condition called nevus of Ota. Here, ink is placed under the conjunctiva to cover the scleral pigment. ColorEyes is placing ink under the surface of the cornea, so it is different anatomy.” Boxer Wachler emphasizes that sclera tattoos “should only be performed by an experienced ophthalmologist, not in a tattoo parlor,” but he does not categorize them apart from the type of surgeries he is performing in his office. Though ColorEyes has a drastically different mechanism to achieve its final result, it theoretically isn’t far from the eye modifications our community has coveted for years.

    ColorEyes patients currently have seven color options to choose from, with low-, medium-, and high-intensity. Image courtesy Dr. Brian Boxer Wachler

    For this reason, it is honestly surprising that iris color change hasn’t made waves in the modified world. The most likely reason behind this is its high price point — think anywhere from $6000 to $15,000 USD depending on location and practitioner, not to mention travel costs. There are also limited color options. Many people engaging in extreme body modification aim to defy beauty norms, and changing one’s eye color to something naturally occurring simply does not support that goal. Furthermore, the necessary laser equipment is extremely specialized and complex, so we cannot expect modifiers to gain access to it. Nonetheless, Boxer Wachler’s videos are going viral, and the recovery is low-stakes compared to many other heavy modifications. He maintains that this technology “[i]s already at a very advanced stage,” so it only makes sense that further progressions will hone into new aesthetics rather than improved machinery, and iris keratopigmentation could enter alternative spaces in the near future.

    There is no record of such a thing just yet, but Boxer Wachler mentioned that his office “can order custom colors or do custom mixes,” so it is not unreasonable to imagine future ophthalmologists who push the boundaries of traditional beauty and begin to offer fantasy colors. After that, we can only hope they focus their attention to new techniques in customizing the limbal ring into shapes, like a heart. Popular alternative eye modification is currently limited to eyelid tattoos and solid or multicolor scleras. Iris-specific keratopigmentation opens the doors to a world of possibilities. Some of my favorite ideas are tye-dye coloring or a heart-shaped pupil in a round pink iris. If you could have the eyes of your dreams, what would they look like?

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