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Autobiography and the Quest for ... Nothing

1997, JCT: Journal of Curriculum Theorizing

In this piece, I attempt to portray literary autobiography, depending mainly on the 'scholarship' of poets and the evocations of my own memory. The portrait is less a linear journey than a spiralling series of concentric circles. Rather than explain or describe the details of my past, I create images of experience of such a nature that I trust the reader may identify with them. The story I tell is a phenomenology of time, language, memory, and return; but it is also a phenomenology of the experience of lifewriting: an inner autobiography of soul, if you will. Interspersed with this are reflections on the narrative process as I undergo it. In this manner, I hope to reveal the lived reality of this particular human being through processes of fear and desire, as well as of teaching and learning.