{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya","title":"a wish, a dream.","subtitle":"8 colours, one life","author":{"name":"\u7dbe\u4e43 \u2015pudding thief"},"link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"service.feed","type":"application\/x.atom+xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom","title":"a wish, a dream."}}],"updated":"2014-11-22T15:39:58Z","entry":[{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:134452","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/134452.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=134452"}}],"title":"I've moved.","published":"2014-11-22T15:39:58Z","updated":"2014-11-22T15:39:58Z","content":"It has been many many good years here on livejournal. A close friend recently moved to Wordpress and frankly speaking, I thought I&#39;d do the same. Time to start afresh, so I&#39;ll c&#39;ya around on the internet, friends &lt;3<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/sleepytroll.wordpress.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><span style=\"font-size:1.8em;\"><i>http:\/\/sleepytroll.wordpress.com\/<\/i><\/span><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:134002","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/134002.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=134002"}}],"title":"hickery-dickery-dock.","published":"2014-09-09T03:38:21Z","updated":"2014-09-09T03:41:15Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"ayapost"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"2014"}}],"content":"every few months i gather my thoughts or so, just to pen them down on the internet. of good, of bad, of everything i&#39;ve felt when life threw me curve balls, of both stupid and smart decisions i&#39;ve made, none without regret.<br \/><br \/>so since my last proper post in july, i&#39;ve come to realise that i&#39;ve been having so much fun despite the stress built from work. there have been ups and downs lately, but none so bad that i fall face first in the dirt.<br \/><br \/>the momentum keeps going, the drive is there, and as long as it is then... what better way than to enjoy it all?<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>work has been <i>crazy<\/i>, i&#39;m not going to lie, but as out of hand as it gets, there was moral support from all around. helping hands from colleagues, words of encouragement from friends. and let us not forget the voices in songs, those beautiful, soothing sounds.<br \/><br \/>and inbetween running from office to office, one meeting to the next, day after day after day, i still had the time to plan my trip.<br \/><br \/>i&#39;m off again to japan this year accompanied by my true partner in crime. what initially was Tokyo and Osaka quickly became Tokyo, Yokohama, Nagoya, Kyoto, and Osaka, a trip just to watch our boys shine.<br \/><br \/><i>All last,<\/i> as one would say for me because last it will be, and it should be nothing less than to go out with a <i>bang<\/i>.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>and even with cramped schedules with planning and preparing for the new launch of my library, i talked myself into joining a fic-exchange. quite a few thousands of words in a span of four days. quite scary.<br \/><br \/>so here i am in my office before my shift starts, writing this little nugget whilst still getting the jitters for December. thinking to myself: <i>September, October, and November<\/i>. come the Twelfth, it will be a trip that i will for the rest of my life remember."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:133689","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/133689.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=133689"}}],"title":"process process process.","published":"2014-09-01T03:59:45Z","updated":"2014-09-01T03:59:45Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"ayapost"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"2014"}}],"content":"i posted my goals of 2014 last December. i haven&#39;t even noticed that i&#39;d already done half of what i said i would :3<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"2014\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/142688\/142688_600.png\" title=\"2014\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/div>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:131883","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/131883.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=131883"}}],"title":"youtube fanfest 2014","published":"2014-05-25T17:38:24Z","updated":"2014-06-16T05:44:24Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"#ytff"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"youtube"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"i have lived up to this moment"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"2014"}}],"content":"<div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/142454\/142454_600.jpg\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><span style=\"line-height: 1.4;\">so this and a lot of other epic things happened on saturday, aka the best day of my life. details to come. 24\/05\/2014 was <\/span><i style=\"line-height: 1.4;\">iconic<\/i><span style=\"line-height: 1.4;\">. <\/span>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:131494","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/131494.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=131494"}}],"title":"THIS IS HAPPENING.","published":"2014-04-26T12:16:19Z","updated":"2014-04-26T12:21:58Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"youtubers"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"youtube"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"ytfsingapore"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"this is happening"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"2014"}}],"content":"so, im hella into YouTube. my #1 is the self-proclaimed senpai of the universe <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/pewdiepie\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">PewDiePie<\/a>, #2 Queen himself <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/tyleroakley\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Tyler Oakley<\/a>, #3 <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/pointlessblog\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Pointlessblog<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/connorfranta\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Connor Franta<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/chaoticmonki\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Cryaotic<\/a> &amp; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/funforlouis\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">FunForLouis<\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>then this happened: <a href=\"http:\/\/x-clusive.sg\/2014\/04\/25\/youtube-fanfest-with-hp-singapore-2014\/\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">YouTube Fanfest 2014 Singapore<\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>and then i screamed <i>-literally SCREAMED-<\/i> in my room because <i>Tyler Oakley<\/i>, <b>QUEEN himself <\/b>(along with Troye Sivan!!!), is going to be in MY country on those dates. not to mention that those dates both fall on my off days on work. what did i do? ofc i bought a ticket. i am mad sad i wont be able to watch Ryan Higa, Jenna Marbles and ||Superwoman|| (;A;) but damn gurl, i get to see my queen and Troye Sivan himself so ;;;;;;;;;;;;; <a href='https:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/rsearch\/?tags=%23troyler'>#troyler<\/a> *explodes into glitter*<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>there&#39;s that, so if you arent subscribed to him yet, <u><i>what are you doing with your life<\/i><\/u>. here is some shameless promo of my queen himself:<div style=\"text-align:center\"><br \/><br \/><\/div><div><br \/><br \/><a href='https:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/rsearch\/?tags=%23MYLER'>#MYLER<\/a> singing with Helium<\/div><lj-embed id=\"136\" \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><a href='https:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/rsearch\/?tags=%23MYLER'>#MYLER<\/a> fanfiction comes to life<br \/><lj-embed id=\"137\" \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Embarrassing university stories <br \/><lj-embed id=\"138\" \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>The ONLY life advice you need<br \/><lj-embed id=\"139\" \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><a href='https:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/rsearch\/?tags=%23SELFIE'>#SELFIE<\/a> Q&amp;SLAY #17<br \/><lj-embed id=\"140\" \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><a href='https:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/rsearch\/?tags=%23TROYLER'>#TROYLER<\/a> tumblr tag<br \/><lj-embed id=\"141\" \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Me vs. Spider on my Shoe<br \/><lj-embed id=\"142\" \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>du<b>BAIIIIIIIIIIIIIII<\/b><\/div>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:131246","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/131246.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=131246"}}],"title":"the limit does not exist! (it is also a Mean Girls 10 year Anniversary soon.. i think)","published":"2014-04-23T03:46:46Z","updated":"2014-04-23T03:46:46Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"writing"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"2014"}}],"content":"the month has been <i>craz<\/i>y as of late, but as crazy as it is here at the new branch, all is well. i am constantly busy (and on days that i am not, i make myself busy) and i am so so tired but it&#39;s all so rewarding when it comes to work~<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>but this post is not about work, nor my personal life. lately ive felt so irritable and my brain feels like it&#39;s stagnant. as if there is no new input, and i just cant deal with it. i need it to constantly be thinking and learning and taking in as much information as it possibly can when i am active (or even send me related dreams while i am asleep). so ive taken an interest in reading the daily crime news from different countries (mainly japan) every now and then since late last year and yesterday i found and interesting read about a woman who went missing. her skeleton was found a year later i believe, in a forest. it got be curious and i started wondering how fast a human body decomposes.&nbsp;so i googled, and found <a href=\"http:\/\/science.howstuffworks.com\/body-farm1.htm\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">this nifty little article regarding Body Farms<\/a> and eventually, <a href=\"http:\/\/cdn.preterhuman.net\/texts\/literature\/general\/Cornwell_Patricia\/Cornwell,%20Patricia_The%20Body%20Farm.pdf\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">a fiction book of the same topic<\/a>. (the article was really interesting, you guys should take a look :O )<br \/><br \/><br \/>anyway how does that relate to this post you ask? well, ive been working on a big life-project lately and this incident hit me like a book (it literally did, a kid threw a book at me yesterday u_u) and that is to keep my brain <i>alive<\/i>. and how do i do that? by learning. ive decided that each month, i should will myself to study or read up about a certain topic, then, with all my findings i&#39;ll document them on one of the files that i have nicely stashed on my writing shelves for future references if i need any (and believe me, i&#39;ll definitely need them). this month im reading up on &#39;Body Farms&#39; as much as i can (it&#39;s REALLY interesting) but next month and the following ones... i have no idea!!<br \/><br \/><br \/>help me, flist, drop me random topics in the comments if you can so that i can have different things to read up on each month! it can be totally at random from Alcohol mixing, to Resin crafting, to even the many many MANY aircrafts and ships that have been swallowed up by the Bermuda Triangle!<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>wow this post got long. uh, bye!"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:130806","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/130806.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=130806"}}],"title":"turtle_aya @ 2014-03-28T23:28:00","published":"2014-03-28T15:28:14Z","updated":"2014-03-28T15:28:14Z","content":"im falling so far down again, i dont know what to do&nbsp;"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:130334","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/130334.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=130334"}}],"title":"subaru","published":"2014-03-27T10:51:16Z","updated":"2014-03-27T10:51:16Z","content":"days like these, i thank god for subaru&#39;s existence. i have a nervous breakdown, i listen to everything i can try to on my playlist and nothing works. then i remember, hidden somewhere i <i>do <\/i>have one or two of his songs on my phone and i give those a listen and i literally feel my frustrations, my anxiety and thoughts just... disappear. <br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>it&#39;s something i can&#39;t explain. like magic. shibutani subaru&#39;s voice is like a calm spell."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:129855","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/129855.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=129855"}}],"title":"breaking the wall.","published":"2014-03-05T05:58:15Z","updated":"2014-03-05T05:58:53Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"ayapost"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"big things"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"2014"}}],"content":"<div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"\" border=\"0\" src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/97f8c54ef0260cee7fc5c426426c0a9e854a272fb50fe2dae563d5263b4454f9\/P2WlxyVijxKghGtp8M1fVkMdsf-ah7h0jRvMSrdXhtGd5w3Zl823RkkpDQh0ShUlshFTmW_bO1QVSQdeyUlp_EIO2SHLb7jSuV9Wol51Px_uH_Gmu9IbmmlIiyhiTDoI9VCv_jNKffclWGcANgCc_U0:HAiXXUP0A9uMw_tUHevatA\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>this week, something truly marvelous has happened! it&#39;s just something small, something that i happened to remember staring at -a drawing, if you must (no, not the one above). then came a thought, and following that, a question.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>then, <b><i>inspiration.<\/i><\/b><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>but not the kind of inspiration that is driven by mere fic-ideas, no. this is... something much bigger. you know that feeling when you just <i>know <\/i>that&nbsp;it&#39;s something <i>more<\/i> than just normal? something that -if a lot of effort is put into- will hopefully become that one thing youve worked pretty much all your life for? exactly, that feeling. the feeling of finally getting a sledgehammer and taking that first hit on a wall that&#39;s probably been there all your life. i&#39;m so so pumped right now that i just, literally cannot contain it! and i have a good friend that can help me with this, and with her first input, i think i can finally take that next step.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>honestly, literally can&#39;t wait to meet her later this month and tell her my plans. she was the only one who ever believed in my dream anyway.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>that, <i>&#39;aya will one day, write a book. she&#39;ll never give up.&#39;<\/i>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:129772","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/129772.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=129772"}}],"title":"turtle_aya @ 2014-02-18T21:37:00","published":"2014-02-18T13:10:44Z","updated":"2014-02-18T13:10:44Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"2014"}},"content":"<div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"\" border=\"0\" src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/a406fe5993412c64782a170e8f893a6188b8b5483636ddfffc74d079c5130a6e\/P2WlxyVijxKghGtp8M1fVkMdsf-ah7h0jRrMSrdXhtGd5w3Zl823RkkpDQgmHx93skYEyGqJYVEQGApUzhxurxNY03GcYerTtQNS9F51Px_uH_Gmu9NZi35IqDxFZDoL_hHk4HNKffclWGcAOxmd_U0:oEBctMGJc6Ke630M1mL6VQ\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>to anyone and everyone that remembered and sent me messages, thank you so much! it means a lot that ya&#39;ll did (:<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"\" border=\"0\" src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/2b1d59d479b51ed44bfd469007cf43a8e5257107c3f177bf897e4b395821d291\/P2WlxyVijxKghGtp8M1fVkMdsf-ah7h0jRvMSrdXhtGd5w3Zl823RkkpDQgjGxsm5kFXxGuONlESTAUIz0to_UUJjiLLYLqEvANVpl51Px_uH_Gmu9JD0WxTmxh0MToLp0Hp8XNKffclWGcAOxmd_U0:L3J3anGw-P1EUwEGJb_jLw\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>i am alive, and well and though it&#39;s all just starting from here on, i&#39;ll take everything head on. to everyone that has stuck with me this long, i thank you -for both sticking with me, and for the times to come. for sharing a part of my burden, my pain, my laughter, my sadness, for just being in my life.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"\" border=\"0\" src=\"https:\/\/31.media.tumblr.com\/bbfd57d643ac710dcdc1cf8b007fb4bd\/tumblr_n0wd3vhrX61rf3uloo1_500.gif\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><br \/>Love, Aya &lt;3<\/div>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:128753","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/128753.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=128753"}}],"title":"BAM!","published":"2014-01-16T13:27:38Z","updated":"2014-01-16T13:27:38Z","content":"<div style=\"text-align:center\">aya is alive, that&#39;s a surprise! i was going to post, then i got lazy. so ask me stuff so i can post things about my boring life so far :9<\/div>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:127656","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/127656.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=127656"}}],"title":"Halloween(ie)... wait what?","published":"2013-10-23T11:44:56Z","updated":"2013-10-23T11:59:40Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"halloween"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"magical post"}}],"content":"<p><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><img alt=\"\" border=\"0\" src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/85d5874c0c0f035606ef3a427a3a8f58037a1afac80d301604c17a116a190979\/P2WlxyVijxKghGtp8M1fVkMdsf-ah7h0jRvMSrdXhtGd5w3Zl823RkkpDQhjC0BzulBqkWiOZRpGSFldvkkq_FUBhWTAadbUvQoeoxhnaA8:Ide4k1BQA1aphCgNGdFf2Q\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><br \/><br \/>hello, and OMG an actual post from Aya :O<\/p><p><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>so halloween&#39;s just right around the corner, and i absolutely <b>LOVE<\/b> halloween even though we dont really celebrate it here where im from. idk who still reads LJ but i just wanted to do a little compilation post of all things scary and some not-so-scary halloween videos\/posts that ive stumbled upon the internet. most of them are videos <i>(pewdiepie&#39;s are a lot of scary gameplay)<\/i>, unless stated so have fun clicking around :D <strike>(who says ive spent my all time on YouTube?!)<\/strike><br \/><br \/><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size:0.7em;\"><strike>also if this post gets enough comments i&#39;ll do a voicepost where i tell my own personal encounters XD not that anyone wants to hear anyway<\/strike><\/span><\/p><p><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><u><b>NON-SCARY SHIT! <\/b><\/u><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/CutiePieMarzia\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">CutiePieMarzia<\/a>, DIY <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=3Z2uOCTIL1s\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Bloody Marshmallows<\/a><br \/>CutiePieMarzia, DIY <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=CM26zMyPEmI\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Eyeball Drink<\/a><br \/>CutiePieMarzia, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=SfFu-hqXEWc\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Halloween Makeup Tutorial<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/DailyMixTV\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">DailyMix<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=ogUn2F92bxM\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Spooktacular Challange with Jim | ThatcherJoe<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/MarcusButlerTV\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">MarcusButlerTV<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=-q0ZNWxzo9g\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Halloween Pumpkins<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/PointlessBlog\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">PointlessBlog<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=_RNFJz5sGz8\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Halloween Cookies<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/ThatcherJoe\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">ThatcherJoe<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=bDzeCBld7Mw\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Carving Pumpkins with Zoella | ThatcherJoe<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/WatchUsLiveAndStuff\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">WatchUsLiveAndStuff<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=i-5469Ofgjw\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Spooky Pie!<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/zoella280390\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Zoella280390<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=qsxq_d7l-RA\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Halloween Cupcakes with Pointlessblog | Zoella<\/a><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/candlelithope.tumblr.com\/post\/64830696937\/antoniofernandezcarriedo-amberspirit\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Free! Iwatobi Swim Club: A Horror Story<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/theonepiecelove.tumblr.com\/post\/62936694104\/askcaptaintashigi-everyone-puts-on-costumes\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Give Zoro his damn Candy<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/screaming-brook.tumblr.com\/post\/35627263146\/my-parents-are-coming-home-in\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">My Parents are Coming Home<\/a> <br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><u><b>SCARY SHIT! <span style=\"font-size:0.9em;\">(and some really funny)<\/span><\/b><\/u><br \/>CutiePieMarzia, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=1RtaB9LUntM&amp;list=PLt051WnT6RqWewlAcJsu_3eOm_I-Sgo5_\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Creepy Videos Playlist<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/ChaoticMonki?feature=watch\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Cryaotic<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=KFpOKxxdkmg&amp;list=PL100E6F8D8D47702F\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Cry Reads Playlist<\/a> (<span style=\"color:#ff0000;\"><b>PLEASE WATCH THESE,<\/b><\/span> they are really spooky stories he reads)<br \/>Cryaotic, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=9QzwVMGXdbY\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Outlast (First Impressions, 1 hour gameplay)<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/PewDiePie\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">PewDiePie<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=mTDQp8zLe3k\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Amnesia Halloween Special!<\/a><br \/>PewDiePie, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=ihsqEbaM3S4\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Among the Sleep (demo)<\/a><br \/>PewDiePie, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=_vI0Wmxc2cY&amp;list=PL0BBF61F69D97D7F2&amp;index=1\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Bong Chong Dong Ghost<\/a> <span style=\"color:#ff0000;\">*beware!!*<\/span><br \/>PewDiePie, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=s_DZpwwCO4c\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Ghost Story Time with Pewds<\/a><br \/>PewDiePie, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=uVnKUDNgKn0\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Rise of Nightmares<\/a><br \/>PewDiePie, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=GP5k7I70qlI&amp;list=PLYH8WvNV1YElgJa3uulGCNSMoGtp-_i0G\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Outlast Gameplay Playlist<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/SmoshGames\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Smoshgames<\/a>, Outlast (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=fVvUFTwIqVE\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Sohinki<\/a> | <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=csnPqHvSQkA\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Mari<\/a>)<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/otaku-streamers.com\/info\/2482\/Ghost_Hunt\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Anime: Ghost Hunt<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/creepypasta.wikia.com\/wiki\/Pok%C3%A9mon_Lost_Silver\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Creepypasta: Pokemon; The Lost Silver<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/creepypasta.wikia.com\/wiki\/How_I_Became_a_Japanese_Urban_Legend\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Creepypasta: TekeTeke<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.creepypasta.com\/the-rake\/\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Creepypasta: The Rake<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/parargore.tumblr.com\/post\/53587675460\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Gateway of the Mind<\/a><br \/>Movie: Thir13en Ghosts <span style=\"color:#ff0000;\">*FAV HORROR MOVIE EVER*<\/span><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/aishahsun.tumblr.com\/post\/64667203390\/bonvivantx-spooky-movies-masterpost-recovery\" style=\"line-height: 1.4;\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Spooky Movies Masterpost!<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/creepystories.tumblr.com\/post\/55935897511\/robertdowneyjrspants-eeriie-sometime-during\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Disappearence of Ashley, Kansas<\/a>, read by Cryaotic -&gt; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=pQ4ROd2dKwE\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">here<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/fuckyeahcharacterdevelopment.tumblr.com\/post\/64537421184\/thewritingcafe-another-halloween-themed-post\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Writing References: Creatures and More<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/referenceforwriters.tumblr.com\/post\/63556870736\/thetrolliestcritic-writing-ghosts-three\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Writing References: Ghosts<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/referenceforwriters.tumblr.com\/post\/63812689270\/howtofightwrite-thewritingcafe-and-now-for-a\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Writing References: Superstitions and More<\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><b><span style=\"font-size:1.8em;\">Happy Halloween!<\/span><\/b><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><img alt=\"\" border=\"0\" src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/81fe83e6c9954076aa50159d8d70b067101a804037e761034a51a9813e6fda20\/P2WlxyVijxKghGtp8M1fVkMdsf-ah7h0jRvMSrdXhtGd5w3Zl823RkkpDQglTxso4EZWxDnaNwBDSwsOzUlsqxRe03SYYLyA61lVoV51Px_uH_Gmu81P2n4AugJ9TjoLohnl_HJKffclWGcAOxmd_U0:HcrKhKDSm-a57krlMDjvoA\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/p><p><\/p><p><\/p>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:127124","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/127124.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=127124"}}],"title":"turtle_aya @ 2013-10-09T21:22:00","published":"2013-10-09T13:01:37Z","updated":"2013-10-09T13:01:37Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"kat-tun"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"jimushit"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"dont touch me"}}],"content":"i never thought id had to make a post like this again. i never thought it could come to KAT-TUN being four. i never thought.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Keep The Faith, they said."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:126582","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/126582.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=126582"}}],"title":"Your Creative Autobiography.","published":"2013-08-25T05:46:25Z","updated":"2013-08-25T05:46:25Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"memes"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"your creative autobiography"}}],"content":"<span style=\"display: none;\"> <\/span><span style=\"display: none;\"> <\/span><span style=\"display: none;\"> <\/span><span style=\"display: none;\"> <\/span><span style=\"display: none;\"> <\/span><lj-embed id=\"132\" \/><span style=\"display: none;\"> <\/span><span style=\"display: none;\"> <\/span><span style=\"display: none;\"> <\/span><span style=\"display: none;\"> <\/span><span style=\"display: none;\"> <\/span><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>i stumbled upon &gt;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.theintelligentcrowd.com\/kmblog\/creativity\/your-creative-autobiography-twyla-tharp-the-creative-habit\/\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b><u>this<\/u><\/b><\/a>&lt; in my school library a couple of months back, but never really had the time\/motivation to try it out. so i figured that if every time i told myself id make some progress on my fic and actually end up on <i>tumblr<\/i>, i&#39;ll have to answer at least 3 of these questions. so! while you are reading this very boring thing, please have a listen to what I&#39;m listening to right now, it&#39;s really pretty (n_n)<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>1. What is the first creative moment you remember?<\/b><br \/>i was probably five, and i <i>really<\/i> liked reading as a child. i remember how i was always always always reading Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs to myself being an only child then. i recall there being some sort of celebration going on at the kindergarten that i was at and i was practicing the different tones that i could do with my shrilly voice. i like reading, i liked to show that i <i>could<\/i> read and i liked hearing my voice in different frequencies. i guess playing around with different octaves to practice before i go up and read in front of my class counts as the spur-of-the-moment creativity?<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>2. Was anyone there to witness or appreciate it?<\/b><br \/>but of course! my friends, mum and dad, teachers and well, my puppy-crush at the moment :x<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>3. What is the best idea you&rsquo;ve ever had?<\/b><br \/>to write. it&#39;s the most troublesome and nerve-wrecking idea that I&#39;ve ever had, but it is an idea that i would never un-think. it is the kind of idea that if given the chance to go back into the past and rewind everything -and i mean change everything- i wouldn&#39;t for the love of god change this one decision. i don&#39;t really remember when i thought of writing, but i do know what spurred it: a teacher. i still keep my old journals and diaries from school and i find it hilarious that my english was utterly atrocious back then <i>(well it&#39;s still pretty sucky now, i can&#39;t even spell restaurant properly without running to a dictionary to double-check. there i did it again)<\/i> and don&#39;t get me started on my grammar and vocabulary.<br \/><br \/><br \/>but i like it. love, even. it is something that stresses your mind to it&#39;s breaking point. something that makes you want to throw yourself through a god damn wall. something that you find so darn troublesome because of all the extensive research that you <i>need<\/i> to do before you even begin to type out the words <b>&#39;CHAPTER ONE&#39;.<\/b> you have to go through checklists of characteristics and qualities for your characters, develop a plot, set a voice, find the right music&hellip; the list goes on.<br \/><br \/><br \/>it&#39;s still the best idea that I&#39;ve ever had, really.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><u><b>(3\/33)<\/b><\/u>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:125730","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/125730.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=125730"}}],"title":"Beautiful Sunday \u2665","published":"2013-07-15T09:07:52Z","updated":"2013-07-15T09:13:52Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"beautiful sunday"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"kiriyama akito"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"omg i get to use my akito icon!!1!"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"god i love this kid so much"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"stageplay"}}],"content":"<s>i should really be writing my fic out but my brain doesnt work without food so.<\/s><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>ive been meaning to write this out for god-knows-how-long and i think i finally found the time and energy to do so! this is Beautiful Sunday, a stageplay about 3 main characters: Hiroki <i>(Kiriyama Akito)<\/i>, Akihiko <i>(Katsurayama Shingo)<\/i> and Chihiro <i>(Sena Jun)<\/i>. It&#39;s about love, friendship and courage.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-14 at 17.57.52\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/128735\/128735_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-14 at 17.57.52\" width=\"600\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>We start off, in a cold morning in Japan and you see Akihiko awaken from his slumber, complaining about how the person next to him has taken the sheets once again. He clears up the apartment a little, making as little noise as possible so that his sleeping buddy doesnt wake. Then we realise that that sleeping lump&hellip; isnt Hiro at all! Enter, Chihiro! Your quirky, really noisy single woman that just likes company.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-14 at 18.07.06\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/128986\/128986_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-14 at 18.07.06\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/>Akihiko and Hiro mustve had a fight the night before, because Akihiko asks &#39;Hiro&#39; what time he came home, if he&#39;s eaten, etc. Without a response, Akihiko grins and apologises for forgetting about whatever it was that he has forgotten. And here, he pulls the covers and discovers Chihiro under the covers XD<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-14 at 18.16.07\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/129088\/129088_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-14 at 18.16.07\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/>Unable to explain herself (and threatened by Akihiko), Chihiro asks if he can see her. Ghost disguise, failed of course. Anyway, Chihiro was apparently drunk (or came back too late) and the nearest place was this place, which happens to be her old home (she even has the old key). In-between, Akihiko&#39;s mother phones for a visit and Akihiko is all flustered because&hellip; basically his mother is coming. This man also doesnt have a cellphone. Akihiko&#39;s mother has also set him up for omiai(s), which Akihiko reluctantly always agrees to . He also loses his 500 000yen and accuses Chihiro of stealing it. She then dares him to search her, which he does (reluctantly) until&hellip;<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-14 at 18.27.02\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/129718\/129718_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-14 at 18.27.02\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Enter, Your sassy, awesome personality, homo character. He tells Akihiko that it&#39;s so much safer to keep the 500 000yen under his pillow than in the drawer(?) because it is more logical to do so XD Hiro also <s>forces<\/s> asks Akihiko to apologise to Chihiro because he&#39;s accused her of something she hasnt done. <s>Hiro of course, pouts and gives his angry puppy face which always kills me :x<\/s> AKIHIKO HAS A TANTRUM LIKE A 6 YEAR OLD \/o\\ Here we discover that Akihiko and Hiro are \/kinda\/ in an obvious relationship, because Hiro grabs him by the arm and oh-so-cutely announces that they&#39;re having a party to celebrate a third anniversary :3 Hiro and Chihiro also discover that they have a few things in common and breaks into song enthusiastically <s>akito displays good singing ability!!!1!!!<\/s> and they try to annoy Akihiko to the max XD<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.14.12\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/130009\/130009_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.14.12\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/>Phone rings!!!! This is where it is <i>pretty<\/i> obvious that Akihiko is hiding the fact that his mother is coming for a visit from Hiro :x Akihiko asks why Hiro is giving her like&hellip; attention (for lack of better word) and Hiro says it&#39;s because she looks lonely. In the following scene, we see the kind of relationship that Hiro and Akohiko have -the sort of &#39;love&#39; they have for each other. Akihiko asks where Hiro was, and not to push himself too much and Hiro looks pleased because the man cares for his well-being. He even looks a little shy as he takes his medicine (note that we are not aware that Hiro has a sickness yet). And we break into a lovely duet by Hiro and Chihiro &hearts; At the end of the song (which is quite preppy and happy), we see Hiro kind of&hellip; staring off above with a longing look in his eyes.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.16.23\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/130111\/130111_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.16.23\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/>Akihiko gets back from grocery shopping just to find Chihiro in <i>just<\/i> a bathrobe. She asks what he has bought and he mentions a ton of things -most of which, are Hiro&#39;s favourite food &hearts; Mother has also called, but Chihiro answered (she is now on the shinkansen!!!1! she&#39;s a pretty hip lady, going to watch concerts and such XD) Enter Hiro half-naked <s>cue my death<\/s> and Hiro announces that Chihiro and he got into the bath\/shower together along with an akito-cackle XD <s>someone please stab me<\/s> Praise for Chihiro&#39;s nice body but too bad she doesnt have big boobs :x Ah, yes! Hiro also receives fan-letters for his artwork for when his friend posts photos of his work on the blog :D<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.17.14\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/130328\/130328_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.17.14\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/><s>akito does this hair flick jfc im going to faint<\/s> We then find out how Hiro realises that he&#39;s a homo -during highschool during soccer club practice, it suddenly poured so hard and this dude Ezaki well, got drenched and stuff and that was when he realised XD (we have that, but also, well, you can stare at his body movements as he explains) They move onto another topic, one that kind of makes Hiro feel a little uncomfortable (you can see it in his face) and Hiro asks if Chihiro and himself should wed (so they dont feel lonely). Hiro desperately tries to lighten the atmosphere by poking fun at Akihiko&#39;s omiai partner&#39;s photo and Chihiro asks why he&#39;s even going for it anyway. Hiro answers, telling Chihiro that it&#39;s just to ease Mother&#39;s worries. They go a little deeper into the topic and Hiro&#39;s tone changes, trying to maintain his usual spunk. His expression is painful to watch and the small silences in-between everything awkward&hellip; lonely.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.19.13\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/130646\/130646_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.19.13\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/>We move onto an omiai rehearsal which is pretty fun and lively where they make fun of Akihiko quite a lot \/o\/ However, in-between things starts to get serious. Chihiro talks about an old flame, which i cant really explain so much because until now, i dont get either. Moving on! Hiro goes out to buy food, and Chihiro asks Akihiko where he and Hiro first met. Nichibata, and it wasnt a nampa, but when Hiro was working at a shop that was selling t-shirts and accessories. Chihiro asks what he likes about Hiro and Akihiko avoids the topic, but blushes. Also, Mother is in Tokyo already.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Here, we find out that Akihiko actually buys some of Hiro&#39;s paintings in secret. The cute scene sort of backfires because Chihiro thinks that it&#39;s selfish to do this. It feels like a lie, and that Hiro wouldnt be happy about it. &quot;Reality? Well what is the truth of it all anyway. As long as he doesnt give up his passion, that&#39;s all that matters.&quot; Wise words from Akihiko. Hiro comes back from buying stuff, and Chihiro kind of freaks out because i think she realises that her ex-lover has probably lied about his sickness and actually left her. I cant say for sure, since i seriously dont get her background so much.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Everything goes downhill from here, just as we&#39;re nearing the date for the anniversary party. &quot;Reality&hellip; is actually painful, isnt it?&quot; Chihiro says in tears. Hiro comes back into the scene, asking Chihiro if she would like to help him make confetti for the party and she livens up a little. They talk, and we find out that Hiro is aware of the fact that Akihiko is buying some of his paintings from the gallery. He finds that quite charming. Then&hellip;<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.20.14\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/131371\/131371_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.20.14\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/>Hiro accidentally cuts himself with a scissors. He tells Chihiro not to worry, and not to touch the scissors as well because he is HIV+. Chihiro thinks he&#39;s lying (i thought so too but ;;;;; ) Hiro tries to make the situation better, but things like that just doesnt go that way. Hiro apologises, telling her that it&#39;s the first time he&#39;s told someone aside Akihiko and Chihiro starts crying. Akihiko tells her not to cry. That people have their own worries\/problems. It&#39;s just unfortunate that Hiro&#39;s is a sickness. One that cannot be cured, and things get sadder.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.20.44\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/131631\/131631_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.20.44\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/>The day of the Anniversary. The two set the table together, and Hiro seems super excited. But Hiro realises that Chihiro is missing. Akihiko asks if Hiro wants to hang the ball-thing up, and Hiro says yes with a melancholic look. Hiro somehow suggests to Akihiko that the man should marry Chihiro, the conversation stops there and Hiro asks if Akihiko can help him give a trim. They talk about the first time they met, and Hiro tells him how happy he was. You see how close they are, how open they are with their feelings. They care not that they&#39;re guys, or even with the age gap. There is friendship, there is comfort. There is even a little playful flirting going on -with Hiro pouting and complaining about what was before. When Hiro leans onto Akihiko, when he lies on his lap just because he wants to, and Akihiko puts an arm around him to comfort him a little&hellip; there is nothing but sadness in the air. They talk about the time when Hiro told Akihiko that he was positive and the moment is broken when Chihiro finally comes back.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>The party then begins on a slight high, with food and italian wine and the three friends together. Chihiro drinks a little too much, and funny things happen and high is mellowed down when Hiro tells Chihiro that if he werent homo, he&#39;d go for her because he thinks that she&#39;s the world&#39;s #1 woman. He praises her, tells her that she should have more confidence in herself and they proceed with the party which results into chaos.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Gift exchange. Akihiko &gt; Hiro, vice-versa. Akihiko has blueprints to the future house where he will live with Mother&hellip; and Hiro as well. The two will have a room together, of course. Akihiko is honest, happy and proud about this, but it causes Hiro to back off a little. Hiro&#39;s character becomes smaller on stage, his presence is less&hellip; attractive and confident. Hiro gives his present and Chihiro is excited upon seeing it but Akihiko knows something is up. At this point, Hiro refuses to meet Akihiko&#39;s eye. Hiro pulls the string and it&#39;s a breakup. As Hiro explains himself, with a smile that&#39;s too painful to look at, Akihiko looks at his partner in complete disbelief and we find out that Akihiko is completely straight.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Hiro&#39;s character dives into insanity at this point. He wont stop talking, wont stop explaining how this relationship will <i>never<\/i> work because he is a homo and that Akihiko is straight. How they will have a relationship where sex is void because he is HIV+. Hiro thinks Akihiko is just pushing himself, trying for Hiro. Was it because he pitied Hiro? By this time Hiro is angry, he&#39;s sad and completely heartbroken. He feels like he&#39;s an eyesore towards Akihiko but the man tries to put it straight that being HIV+, being a homo, all that doesnt matter to him which sets Hiro into a maniacal cackle because he thinks that Akihiko means that he doesnt care about Hiro after all.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.21.40\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/132089\/132089_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.21.40\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/>Here Hiro also admits that he&#39;s done jobs that is rid him of his dignity (i presume, maybe this was how he became HIV+) because they needed money (or, along the lines of that). The both of them break into a telling match, and Akihiko finally gets onto his knees to look Hiro (who&#39;s on the ground) right in the eye. They come to some sort of&hellip; understanding for a split second and you&#39;d think that everything will be all right. Akihiko suggests that Hiro should go to a hospital, to try and get treated properly but Hiro declines. He doesnt want to be with Akihiko and the man is confused and heartbroken beyond belief and resorts to force to prove that he DOES care for Hiro. When Hiro pushes Akihiko off of him, he asks why Hiro is doing this and boy finally breaks. &quot;I like you! I dont want us to be together because I like you!!&quot; is what Hiro says in tears. Hiro feels that for the person he loves, he cant take away his freedom.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Chihiro throws pebbles at them, yelling at them that theyre both dumb as fuck. So what if Hiro has AIDS? What difference does it make anyway? Love is love, at least they have each other&hellip; unlike her. She&#39;s lonely, always lonely. We&#39;re interrupted by the sound of an ambulance and we go into Chihiro&#39;s story a little, so i&#39;ll just skip this portion since i still have to figure this out DX<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.22.18\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/132237\/132237_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.22.18\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/>All is forgotten for a while and there is this moment where Chihiro grabs Akihiko by the arm for a little too long for comfort and support and they finally move back to the living room. Akihiko admits to her that he really isnt gay\/homo, but he feels this sense of comfort when he&#39;s in the same bed as Hiro. THEY FORGOT ABOUT THE TELEPHONE, basically, Mother and when they finally plug the line in, it rings. Mother says that she&#39;s in a hotel right now, and Akihiko tells that to Chihiro. Mother asks if it&#39;s Hiro and Akihiko says it&#39;s no- BUT WAIT. HOW DOES MOTHER KNOW ABOUT HIRO? She&#39;s known for the longest time actually, but has not said a word.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.23.10\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/132426\/132426_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.23.10\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/>Apparently (i think) Mother is a fan of Hiro&#39;s works. He goes through Hiro&#39;s fanmail and sees one from Mother. Chihiro reads it and it is a heartwarming one. One that thanks him for taking care of her son. One of acceptance and Akihiko cries at that. Chihiro tells Akihiko that she sees no reason for them to breakup. Hiro loves him after all, with all his heart. Hiro stands at the entrance and overhears Akihiko telling Chihiro that he loves Hiro as well aaaaanddd it gets a little awkward and shy (\/w\\)<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.23.52\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/132801\/132801_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-07-15 at 17.23.52\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/>The live atmosphere is restored, everyone looks like their hearts have been put at ease and they end on a high note (with Hiro joking about stuff and trying to make Chihiro laugh). Im not sure how it really ends because again, my Japanese is limited and I can only understand so much. The cast ends with the three of them singing the theme song wonderfully and one thing&#39;s for sure:<br \/><br \/><br \/>All is well.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>---<br \/>I really loved this play. tbh when Akito was chosen for the role i got a little scared because to take on a role like this was truly difficult, what more for a person who is inexperienced. Sure he&#39;s had shounentachi and kabuki etc but this was his first lead role by himself along with 2 others and they werent from Johnnys. Also, he cant use kansaiben, which i rmbr him saying was one of the hardest thing for him.<br \/><br \/><br \/>This was a stageplay with just 3 cast members, one badass pianist and good simple plot that carried a lot of meaning. it started off fun and lively but then when it was nearing towards the anniversary date, things took a turn for the worst. I think Akito portrayed Hiro quite well (his role was convincing enough tbh, body movements, slight shy glances towards the one he likes) but it wasnt over-exaggerated. I dont even have to talk about the other two because man they were good.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>This post was really random, but thank you if anyone read it &hearts;<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:125583","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/125583.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=125583"}}],"title":"Paramore- the band, the album","published":"2013-05-20T07:26:24Z","updated":"2013-05-20T07:27:52Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"music"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"paramore"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"2013"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"album review"}}],"content":"<div style=\"text-align:center\"><img alt=\"paramore\" height=\"162.00000000000003\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/128358\/128358_600.png\" title=\"Screen Shot 2013-05-20 at 15.19.43\" width=\"600\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Paramore<\/b>&ndash; <i>Paramore<\/i>.<ol><br \/><li>Fast In My Car<\/li><br \/><li>Now<\/li><br \/><li>Grow Up<\/li><br \/><li>Daydreaming<\/li><br \/><li>Interlude: Moving On<\/li><br \/><li>Ain&#39;t It Fun<\/li><br \/><li>Part ||<\/li><br \/><li>Last Hope<\/li><br \/><li>Still Into You<\/li><br \/><li>Anklebiters<\/li><br \/><li>Interlude: Holiday<\/li><br \/><li>Proof<\/li><br \/><li>Hate To See Your Heart Break<\/li><br \/><li>(One Of Those) Crazy Girls<\/li><br \/><li>Interlude: I&#39;m Not Angry Anymore<\/li><br \/><li>Be Alone<\/li><br \/><li>Future<\/li><br \/><\/ol><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>I kind of never do this but O M G i just <b>must<\/b> for this album. i&#39;ve been a fan of Paramore since 2006 and i keep getting mindblown on how <i>amazing<\/i> they still are. i mean seriously this is a band that i cannot simply find a song to dislike! yesterday the lovely <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-deleted  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"annezack\" lj:user=\"annezack\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/annezack.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/annezack.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>annezack<\/b><\/a><\/span> stopped by my workplace and passed me my late birthday present which was, youu guessed it, the latest Paramore album! i gave it a listen immediately when i got home and OMFG.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Paramore, the self-titled album of 2013. 17 new tracks (seriously, so many for an album!!! ;o;) and all seventeen so inspirational and so fresh\/new in terms of sound but still so Paramore-ish. one thing i absolutely adore about this band is the fact that when i am unsure about how a song is, i take one look at the lyrics and i just. fall. in. love. <strike>(cue future earworm song x_x)<\/strike> ilove how the lyrics for their songs are because they completely drag youu in and <i>speak<\/i> to youu. this whole album is so inspirational and it teaches youu so many different things on the aspect of life, about society&#39;s eyes and how to hope\/depend on yourself and your abilities. It&#39;s a growth album, i like to call it. if youre not a fan of Paramore, just give them a listen and if youre unsure of their sound (i&#39;ve been a fan for more than six years so basically everything from them to me sounds rad u_u), take a look at their lyrics. you&#39;ll definitely find something &lt;3<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>\u266a Paramore, Last Hope. \u266a<\/b><br \/><blockquote cite=\"turtle-aya.livejournal.com\"><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><i>And the salt in my wounds isn&#39;t burning anymore than it used to<br \/>It&#39;s not that I don&#39;t feel the pain it&#39;s just I&#39;m not afraid of hurting anymore<br \/>And the blood of these veins isn&#39;t pumping any less than it ever has<br \/>And that&#39;s the hope I have the only thing I know that&#39;s keeping me alive<br \/>Alive<\/i><\/blockquote>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:125288","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/125288.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=125288"}}],"title":"WITL - DAY 7\/7 -Crazy Enough: Page|Line","published":"2013-05-17T13:54:46Z","updated":"2013-05-17T13:54:46Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"meme"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"photography"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"witl"}}],"content":"Week in the Life Meme<br \/><br \/><br \/><u><b>Rules:<\/b><\/u><br \/><br \/><i>1) You must take between 6 &amp; 8 new photos per day<br \/>2) Your WitL posts must be consecutive, no skipping days<br \/>3) You must post your photos at the end of that day, sometime after the last picture is taken<br \/>4) Each photo must have the time taken beneath and a title, with no other explanation<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"8:05\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/126958\/126958_600.jpg\" title=\"8:05\" width=\"448\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><br \/><b>8:05<\/b><br \/><i>&quot;-until I could get myself alone&quot;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"12:03\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/127106\/127106_600.jpg\" title=\"12:03\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><b>12:03<\/b><br \/><i>&quot;-asleep on her feet, she drifted in a zigzag path back to the stove to refill-&quot;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"13:10\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/127361\/127361_600.jpg\" title=\"13:10\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><b>13:19<\/b><br \/><i>&quot;Friends referred to them as &#39;the golden couple&#39;. My dad, an-&quot;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"13:12\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/127526\/127526_600.jpg\" title=\"13:21\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><b>13:21<\/b><br \/><i>&quot;-a healthy six-foot one, one blue eye, one green eye with jet-black-&quot;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"21:20\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/127832\/127832_600.jpg\" title=\"21:20\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><b>21:20<\/b><br \/><i>&quot;&#39;-depressed&#39;, said the depression expert. Schizophrenia, multiple personality-&quot;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"21:45\" height=\"351\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/128235\/128235_600.jpg\" title=\"21:45\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><b>21:45<\/b><br \/><i>&quot;He said simply, &#39;How do you tell a four-year old that her mommy wants to die?&quot;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>And thats it! I&#39;m sorry I skipped a few days (partly because I have been unwell, partly because LJ is under some shit. bleah). The book which lines I have taken from is called <i>Crazy Enough: A memoir<\/i> written by <b>Storm Large<\/b>, a woman whom I love and adore and respect greatly. It is a story about her life -growing up with a mentally unstable mother and living her life as a musician with the high possibility that she would one day also go insane. But she never let that stop her, she always pushed forward even if her life was getting a little crazier as days passed.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Storm Large<\/b> -yes thats her real name-, larger than life itself.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:125072","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/125072.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=125072"}}],"title":"WITL - DAY 6\/7 -Favourite Lyrics","published":"2013-05-13T15:05:19Z","updated":"2013-05-24T13:46:56Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"music"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"lyics"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"cough cough"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"photography"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"witl"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"sickkkkkkkkkkkkk"}}],"content":"Week in the Life Meme<br \/><br \/><br \/><b><u>Rules:<\/u><\/b><br \/><br \/><i>1) You must take between 6 &amp; 8 new photos per day<br \/>2) Your WitL posts must be consecutive, no skipping days<br \/>3) You must post your photos at the end of that day, sometime after the last picture is taken<br \/>4) Each photo must have the time taken beneath and a title, with no other explanation<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"8:03\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/125209\/125209_600.jpg\" title=\"8:03\" width=\"448\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><br \/><b>8:03<\/b><br \/><i>&quot;Loving everything of you but I can&rsquo;t say it well&quot; -\u30c4\u30d6\u30b5\u30cb\u30b3\u30a4, Kanjani8<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"08:30\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/125547\/125547_600.jpg\" title=\"08:30\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><b>08:30<\/b><br \/><i>&quot;Every time that you lose it sing it for the world -SING, My Chemical Romance<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"08:47\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/125886\/125886_600.jpg\" title=\"08:47\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><b>08:47<\/b><br \/><i>&quot;Don&#39;t you ever go give up on your life. This is far from over&quot; -Calling Unforgiven, Switchblade Glory (Lukas Rossi)<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"10:56\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/125988\/125988_600.jpg\" title=\"10:56\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><b>10:56<\/b><br \/><i>&quot;Making the excuse that it&#39;s all memories, I take a step forward&quot; -\ube44\uac00 \uc624\ub294 \ub0a0\uc5d4, BEAST<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"16:45\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/126323\/126323_600.jpg\" title=\"16:45\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>16:45<\/b><br \/><i>&quot;With all the strength of a ranging fire&quot; -I&#39;ll make a man out of You, Mulan OST<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"22:56\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/126481\/126481_600.jpg\" title=\"22:56\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><b>22:56<\/b><br \/><i>&quot;Tokyo&#39;s gonna know&quot; -Akanishi Jin<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:124888","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/124888.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=124888"}}],"title":" WITL - DAY 5\/7 -Love","published":"2013-05-11T13:59:19Z","updated":"2013-05-24T13:47:14Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"meme"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"photography"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"witl"}}],"content":"Week in the Life Meme<br \/><br \/><br \/><b><u>Rules:<\/u><\/b><br \/><br \/><i>1) You must take between 6 &amp; 8 new photos per day<br \/>2) Your WitL posts must be consecutive, no skipping days<br \/>3) You must post your photos at the end of that day, sometime after the last picture is taken<br \/>4) Each photo must have the time taken beneath and a title, with no other explanation<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/123460\/123460_600.jpg\" title=\"\" width=\"448\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>12:15<\/b><br \/><i>I love cooking &hearts;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/123717\/123717_600.jpg\" title=\"\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>18:35<\/b><br \/><i>I love being part chinese &hearts;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/123941\/123941_600.jpg\" title=\"\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>20:56<\/b><br \/><i>I love working in a library &hearts;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/124396\/124396_600.jpg\" title=\"\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>21:22<\/b><br \/><i>I love the view from the 11th floor &hearts;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/124598\/124598_600.jpg\" title=\"\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>21:30<\/b><br \/><i>I love turtles &hearts;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/124722\/124722_600.jpg\" title=\"\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>21:40<\/b><br \/><i>I love attending lives &hearts;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/125162\/125162_600.jpg\" title=\"\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>21:45<\/b><br \/><i>I love music &hearts;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Love is always about two, it doesnt matter what, or whom because there should always be two &hearts;<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:124445","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/124445.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=124445"}}],"title":"WITL - DAY 4\/7 -Start","published":"2013-05-10T15:57:09Z","updated":"2013-05-24T13:49:06Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"memes"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"photography"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"witl"}}],"content":"Week in the Life Meme<br \/><br \/><br \/><u><b>Rules:<\/b><\/u><br \/><br \/><i>1) You must take between 6 &amp; 8 new photos per day<br \/>2) Your WitL posts must be consecutive, no skipping days<br \/>3) You must post your photos at the end of that day, sometime after the last picture is taken<br \/>4) Each photo must have the time taken beneath and a title, with no other explanation<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"7:25\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/121433\/121433_600.png\" title=\"7:25\" width=\"400\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>7:25<\/b><br \/><i>I start the day with 154 whatsapps<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"7:38\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/121770\/121770_600.png\" title=\"7:38\" width=\"400\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>7:38<\/b><br \/><i>I start the bus ride with 9 singing pirates<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"8:10\" height=\"448\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/121891\/121891_600.jpg\" title=\"8:10\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>8:10<\/b><br \/><i>I start school everyday with this<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"12:00\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/122123\/122123_600.jpg\" title=\"12:00\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>12:00<\/b><br \/><i>I start lunch with stalkerish pictures of people with nice bags :x<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"16:13\" height=\"448\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/122527\/122527_600.jpg\" title=\"16:13\" width=\"600\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>16:13<\/b><br \/><i>I start to breathe heavily, so i find books to calm myself down<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"17:13\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/122736\/122736_600.jpg\" title=\"17:13\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>17:13<\/b><br \/><i>I start to shiver, so i went outside<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"21:00\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/123127\/123127_600.jpg\" title=\"21:00\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>21:01<\/b><br \/><i>I start to admire the beauty of things that i love<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"22:12\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/123374\/123374_600.jpg\" title=\"22:12\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>22:22<\/b><br \/><i>I end today with pudding (n_n)<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Sorry today&#39;s theme is meh. i caught a bug from home and it developed in school after since it&#39;s always so cold &gt;_&gt; also, pudding looks unappetizing because in the bus some idiot bumped into me therefore x_x medicine taken, sleepytaim now~<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><s>i love kiriyama akito :x<\/s><br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:124033","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/124033.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=124033"}}],"title":"WITL - DAY 3\/7 -Shape","published":"2013-05-09T11:55:40Z","updated":"2013-05-24T13:47:40Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"meme"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"photography"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"ayaface"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"witl"}}],"content":"Week in the Life Meme<br \/><br \/><br \/><b><u>Rules:<\/u><\/b><br \/><br \/><i>1) You must take between 6 &amp; 8 new photos per day<br \/>2) Your WitL posts must be consecutive, no skipping days<br \/>3) You must post your photos at the end of that day, sometime after the last picture is taken<br \/>4) Each photo must have the time taken beneath and a title, with no other explanation<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"12:21\" height=\"400\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/119966\/119966_600.jpg\" title=\"12:21\" width=\"400\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>12:21<\/b><br \/><i>The shape of creativity<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"13:07\" height=\"400\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/120221\/120221_600.jpg\" title=\"13:07\" width=\"400\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>13:07<\/b><br \/><i>The shape of friendship<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"16:33\" height=\"400\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/120340\/120340_600.jpg\" title=\"16:33\" width=\"400\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>16:33<\/b><br \/><i>The shape of nostalgia<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"17:45\" height=\"400\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/120926\/120926_600.jpg\" title=\"17:45\" width=\"400\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>17:45<\/b><br \/><i>The shape of Love<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"19:10\" height=\"400\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/121270\/121270_600.jpg\" title=\"19:10\" width=\"400\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>19:10<\/b><br \/><i>The shape of gifts<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"19:45\" height=\"533.3333333333335\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/120793\/120793_600.jpg\" title=\"19:45\" width=\"400\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>19:45<\/b><br \/><i>The shape of...<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:123716","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/123716.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=123716"}}],"title":"WITL - DAY 2\/7 -Saw","published":"2013-05-08T12:52:08Z","updated":"2013-05-09T08:59:09Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"meme"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"photography"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"witl"}}],"content":"Week in the Life Meme<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Rules:<\/b><br \/><br \/>1) You must take between 6 &amp; 8 new photos per day<br \/>2) Your WitL posts must be consecutive, no skipping days<br \/>3) You must post your photos at the end of that day, sometime after the last picture is taken<br \/>4) Each photo must have the time taken beneath and a title, with no other explanation<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"5:20\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/117870\/117870_600.jpg\" title=\"5:20\" width=\"448\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>5:20<\/b><br \/><i>I saw the colour black<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"12:30\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/118235\/118235_600.jpg\" title=\"12:30\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>12:30<\/b><br \/><i>I saw the colours red, brown and yellow<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"12:45\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/118478\/118478_600.jpg\" title=\"12:45\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>12:45<\/b><br \/><i>I saw the colours green and red<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"14:32\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/118691\/118691_600.jpg\" title=\"14:32\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>14:32<\/b><br \/><i>I saw the colour lime green<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"17:13\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/118823\/118823_600.jpg\" title=\"17:13\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>17:13<\/b><br \/><i>I saw the colours blue and white<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"19:03\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/119206\/119206_600.jpg\" title=\"19:03\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>19:03<\/b><br \/><i>I saw the colour onigiri green<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"19:57\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/119415\/119415_600.jpg\" title=\"19:57\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>8:20<\/b><br \/><i>I saw the colour orange<\/i><br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:123425","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/123425.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=123425"}}],"title":"WITL - DAY 1\/7  -Heard","published":"2013-05-07T13:52:27Z","updated":"2013-05-24T13:46:24Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"meme"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"photography"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"witl"}}],"content":"Week in the Life Meme<br \/><span style=\"font-size:0.9em;\"><i>(taken from <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"yararanger\" lj:user=\"yararanger\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/yararanger.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/yararanger.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>yararanger<\/b><\/a><\/span> :D)<\/i><\/span><br \/><br \/><u><b>Rules:<\/b><\/u><br \/><br \/><i>1) You must take between 6 &amp; 8 new photos per day<br \/>2) Your WitL posts must be consecutive, no skipping days<br \/>3) You must post your photos at the end of that day, sometime after the last picture is taken<br \/>4) Each photo must have the time taken beneath and a title, with no other explanation<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"6:58\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/116061\/116061_600.jpg\" title=\"6:58\" width=\"448\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>6:58<\/b><br \/><i>Heard kid brother playing Ironman 3&#39;s OST on his phone.<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"8:50\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/116399\/116399_600.jpg\" title=\"8:50\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>8:50<\/b><br \/><i>Heard POTC&#39;s OST from dude&#39;s desktop in the lab.<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"10:40\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/116571\/116571_600.jpg\" title=\"10:40\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>10:40<\/b><br \/><i>Heard the nurse asking, &quot;Please squeeze the ball.&quot;<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"11:00\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/116801\/116801_600.jpg\" title=\"11:00\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>11:00<\/b><br \/><i>Heard the dude beside me humming to Adele.<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"12:30\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/117137\/117137_600.jpg\" title=\"12:30\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>12:30<\/b><br \/><i>Heard the cries of a baby in a stroller.<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"16:56\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/117471\/117471_600.jpg\" title=\"16:56\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>16:56<\/b><br \/><i>Heard my ex-classmate talking about her job.<\/i><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img alt=\"19:45\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/turtle_aya\/19320493\/117661\/117661_600.jpg\" title=\"19:45\" width=\"448\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><b>19:45<\/b><br \/><i>Heard daddy going, &quot;Hurry! The lift is here!&quot;<\/i><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:123308","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/123308.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=123308"}}],"title":"turtle_aya @ 2013-05-06T22:47:00","published":"2013-05-06T14:24:51Z","updated":"2013-05-06T14:24:51Z","content":"one step forward, ten steps back."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:turtle_aya:121465","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/121465.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/turtle-aya.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=121465"}}],"title":"yoroshiku~","published":"2013-03-16T09:29:14Z","updated":"2013-03-16T09:29:14Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"shameless pimping"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"comm"}}],"content":"<div style=\"text-align:center\">:D<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     \"  data-ljuser=\"kt_quotes\" lj:user=\"kt_quotes\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/kt-quotes.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/community.png?v=556&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/kt-quotes.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>kt_quotes<\/b><\/a><\/span><br \/><span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     \"  data-ljuser=\"kt_quotes\" lj:user=\"kt_quotes\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/kt-quotes.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/community.png?v=556&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/kt-quotes.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>kt_quotes<\/b><\/a><\/span><br \/><span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     \"  data-ljuser=\"kt_quotes\" lj:user=\"kt_quotes\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/kt-quotes.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/community.png?v=556&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/kt-quotes.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>kt_quotes<\/b><\/a><\/span><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>&hearts;&hearts;&hearts;<\/div>"}]}