{"@attributes":{"version":"2.0"},"channel":{"title":"Trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/","description":"Trobadora - LiveJournal.com","lastBuildDate":"Wed, 02 Feb 2022 09:59:11 GMT","generator":"LiveJournal \/ LiveJournal.com","copyright":"NOINDEX","image":{"url":"https:\/\/l-userpic.livejournal.com\/36802677\/4151405","title":"Trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/","width":"100","height":"100"},"item":[{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/779926.html","pubDate":"Wed, 02 Feb 2022 09:59:11 GMT","title":"PSA","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/779926.html","description":"It looks like crossposting from Dreamwidth is <a href=\"https:\/\/dw-maintenance.dreamwidth.org\/86004.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">permanently broken<\/a>, due to LJ's lack of cooperation.<br \/><br \/>I won't be manually crossposting, so I'm sorry to say that that this looks like it's finally, after all these years, going to be the end of an era.<br \/><br \/>I hope that those of you who haven't already are going to come find me <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">over on Dreamwwidth<\/a>. &hearts;","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/779926.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/779557.html","pubDate":"Wed, 19 Jan 2022 21:41:20 GMT","title":"update","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/779557.html","description":"<ul><li>I had a bit of a relapse, or perhaps just another migraine, but either way - I'm sick of this! GO AWAY!<\/li><br \/><li>Also, I've had anxiety dreams before (mainly the \"brakes or steering wheel on the car not working\" or \"tap won't shut off properly, water everywhere\" kind), but last night was the first time I dreamed about getting an assignment email for an exchange I didn't remember signing up for. What the hell!<\/li><br \/><li>I'm trying to actually participate in Chinese practice over at <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/guardian-learning.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/guardian-learning.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>guardian_learning<\/b><\/a><\/span>, but I'm way behind everyone else, so I'm feeling very silly about it. (I <i>know<\/i> there's no way to learn a reasonable amount of words or characters without actually studying, but I already have too many things in my life I can't keep up with. So I get in a week or two and then stop again for a few months, which is ... not ideal. On the positive side, even like that, every time I watch something I understand a little bit more, so something's happening in the language-learning part of my brain while I'm not paying attention. *g*)<\/li><br \/><li>Not that I've watched much of anything lately. I just tried to remember what the last new thing I watched was, and other than the one-episode-per-week watchalong of <i>Imperial Coroner<\/i> it was probably the new Matrix movie? And nothing else since, idk, November. I see people posting about all the things they watch, and I have no idea how they do it. (And then, of course, I go and binge-watch ten episodes a day. :p)<\/li><br \/><li>Writing is going slowly, but it is happening. Less than two weeks now to reach my January goals, but that should be plenty. :)<\/li><\/ul><br \/><b>ETA:<\/b> I meant to add - comment notifications appear to be <a href=\"https:\/\/dw-maintenance.dreamwidth.org\/85512.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">delayed<\/a> right now. Here's hoping it'll be fixed soon!\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1135304.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1135304.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1135304\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/779557.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/779270.html","pubDate":"Wed, 19 Jan 2022 00:05:12 GMT","title":"Fandom size meme","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/779270.html","description":"Fandom size meme, last seen at <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/china-shop.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/china-shop.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>china_shop<\/b><\/a><\/span>'s:<br \/><br \/><b>How big are your fandoms? List them in order of the number of works posted for them at AO3.<\/b><br \/><br \/>Not counting original work, I have two or more fanworks in 18 fandoms:<br \/><br \/><ol><li><b>Sherlock (TV)<\/b><br \/>126,996 works total (114,884 in English); I have 5 (0% of total in English)<\/li><br \/><li><b>Doctor Who (2005)<\/b><br \/>48,896 works total (47,215 in English); I have 87 (0.2% of total in English)<br \/><br \/>Note that 16 of mine are tagged with \"Torchwood\" as well.<\/li><br \/><li><b>Torchwood<\/b><br \/>19,054 works total (18,407 in English); I have 17 (0.1% of total in English)<br \/><br \/>Note that 16 of mine are tagged with \"Doctor Who (2005) as well.<\/li><br \/><li><b>\u9547\u9b42 | Guardian (TV 2018)<\/b><br \/>7,988 works total (3,693 in English); I have 27 (0.7% of total in English)<\/li><br \/><li><b>Sherlock Holmes - Arthur Conan Doyle<\/b> <br \/>7,695 works total (6,716 in English); I have 4 (0.1% of total in English)<\/li><br \/><li><b>Grimm (TV)<\/b><br \/>2,908 works total (2,660 in English); I have 12 (0.5% of total in English)<\/li><br \/><li><b>Xena: Warrior Princess<\/b> <br \/>2,290 works total (2,172 in English); I have 2 (0.1% of total in English)<br \/><br \/>(The total number is kind of ridiculously low for what used to be a huge fandom, but most of that was long before the time of AO3.)<\/li><br \/><li><b>Legend of the Seeker (TV)<\/b><br \/>1,452 works total (1,438 in English); I have 12 (0.8% of total in English)<\/li><br \/><li><b>Little Red Riding Hood (Fairy Tale)<\/b><br \/>420 works total (377 in English); I have 2 (0.5% of total in English)<\/li><br \/><li><b>Once Upon a Time in Wonderland (TV)<\/b><br \/>378 works total (361 in English); I have 6 (1.7% of total in English)<\/li><br \/><li><b>\u7ec5\u63a2 | Detective L (TV<\/b>)<br \/>289 works total (96 in English); I have 3 (3.1% of total in English)<\/li><br \/><li><b>Coldfire Trilogy - C. S. Friedman<\/b><br \/>244 works total (242 in English); I have 7 (2.9% of total in English)<\/li><br \/><li><b>She-Ra: Princess Of Power (1985)<\/b><br \/>199 works total (196 in English); I have 4 (2% of total in English)<br \/><br \/>(Also, I'm sure at least some of these works are mis-tagged ones for the recent adaptation, so I'm not sure how accurate these numbers are.)<\/li><br \/><li><b>A Study in Emerald - Neil Gaiman<\/b><br \/>116 works total (91 in English); I have 4 (4.4% of total in English)<\/li><br \/><li><b>L'Or\u00e9al \"Time Engraver\" Commercials<\/b><br \/>17 works total (all 17 in English); I have 4 (23.5% of total)<br \/><br \/>Note that two of mine (and most of the others) are crossovers with Bai Yu media.<\/li><br \/><li><b>Rai-Kirah - Carol Berg<\/b><br \/>15 works total (all 15 in English); I have 2 (13.3% of total)<\/li><br \/><li><b>Starfire Series - Various Authors<\/b> (2)<br \/>13 works total (all 13 in English); I have (15.4% of total)<\/li><br \/><li><b>Exit Sherlock Holmes - Robert Lee Hall <\/b><br \/>2 works total (all 2 in English); I have 2 (100% of total)<\/li><\/ol><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>Sparkly twirl for that last fandom! 100%! SCORE! :p\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1134876.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1134876.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1134876\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/779270.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/779179.html","pubDate":"Wed, 12 Jan 2022 17:24:01 GMT","title":"green peppercorns","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/779179.html","description":"I recently tried out a recipe for pork medallions with peppercorn sauce (nice but not so great I'll make it often), and now have rather a lot of pickled green peppercorns that I should probably do something with at some point. <br \/><br \/>Anyone have favourite recipes with green peppercorns?\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1134740.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1134740.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1134740\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/779179.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/778956.html","pubDate":"Tue, 11 Jan 2022 21:07:19 GMT","title":"Fandom Trees reveals","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/778956.html","description":"And oh, I have a <a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/41102.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">bounty of delightfulness<\/a>! Seriously, look at it all, it's fantastic:<br \/><ol><li><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/41102.html?thread=430734#cmt430734\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Shen Wei Watercolour Protrait<\/a> by <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/kingstoken.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/kingstoken.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>kingstoken<\/b><\/a><\/span><\/li><br \/><li><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/41102.html?thread=432270#cmt432270\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Grimm icons<\/a> by <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/tarlanx.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/tarlanx.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>tarlanx<\/b><\/a><\/span><\/li><br \/><li>Fic: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35789056\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">ghosts, clouds, branches<\/a> by <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/peachpai.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/peachpai.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>peachpai<\/b><\/a><\/span> (Word of Honor, Wen Kexing\/Zhou Zishu, Luo Fumeng & Wen Kexing, Gu Xiang & Wen Kexing)<\/li><br \/><li>Fic: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/36133399\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">gather your armour, raise your shield<\/a> by <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/kat-lair.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/kat-lair.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>kat_lair<\/b><\/a><\/span> (Guardian, Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan)<\/li><br \/><li>Fic: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/36187393\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">In Service<\/a> by <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/navaan.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/navaan.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>navaan<\/b><\/a><\/span> (ACD Sherlock Holmes, Holmes\/Moriarty)<\/li><br \/><li>Fic: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/36212440\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Sartorial Emergency<\/a> by <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/laireshi.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/laireshi.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>laireshi<\/b><\/a><\/span> (Guardian, Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan)<\/li><\/ol><br \/><br \/>I'm so sorry I didn't manage to finish anything in time myself. Like I said under flock, I've been ill, but I'm getting better, and my plan is to finish all the treats I've started by the end of the month. <br \/><br \/>But first, I'm going to look at the <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/collections\/fandomtrees2021\/fandoms\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">collection<\/a> and everyone else's <a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">trees<\/a>! This fest is such a joy. &hearts;\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1134423.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1134423.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1134423\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/778956.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/778403.html","pubDate":"Thu, 06 Jan 2022 16:33:11 GMT","title":"Dear Chocolate Box creator","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/778403.html","description":"Dear <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/chocolateboxcomm.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/chocolateboxcomm.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>chocolateboxcomm<\/b><\/a><\/span> creator,<br \/><br \/>thank you so much for writing a story or creating art for me! I'll be absolutely thrilled about anything you can create about the relationships I requested, and everything important is in the requests themselves, but if you'd like even more info, general likes etc., here you go:<br \/><br \/><b><u>General Preferences<\/u><\/b><br \/><br \/><b>Likes:<\/b><br \/><ul><li><u>types of fic\/art<\/u>: missing scenes, codas, romance, porn (including porny plots\/plotty porn), canon-related angst, canon divergence, action-adventure, canon-typical cases, post-canon settings, getting together, established relationship ...<\/li><br \/><li><u>themes<\/u>: strange bedfellows; unlikely heroes; unlikely allies or friends or lovers; trust or friendship\/relationships or alliances being tested; conflicting loyalties; making difficult choices; overcoming seemingly insurmountable differences or difficulties; willingness to sacrifice; against-all-odds relationships (particularly ones that shouldn't work out but somehow do) ...<\/li><br \/><li><u>tropes<\/u>: (should-be-)enemies to friends\/lovers; found\/chosen family; (mutual) protectiveness, (unexpected) gestures of loyalty; amnesia; time travel do-over; forced to work together\/rely on each other; trapped together; h\/c (especially if stoic characters remain stoic throughout); (unexpected) competence; BAMF characters; redemption ...<\/li><\/ul>Generally I prefer settings close to canon - canon-compliant or canon divergence. Canon-style plots and settings are always good; if I request fanworks for a canon, it's because I love it and would be thrilled about more just like it. Likewise, the what-if of canon divergence always appeals to me - pick any point where something might have gone differently, and I'll want to see how it might turn out. And exploring a canon's worldbuilding always makes me happy. I love ensemble\/team fic or art just as much as I love a focus on just two people, and when it comes to shipping I like established relationship as much as getting together. <br \/><br \/><u>For porn<\/u>: For fic, I usually prefer a little plot to go with it, even if it's just the context of the sex. I like improvised\/unnegotiated\/under-negotiated BDSM and explorations of power dynamics, but for the most part I'm not much into stories where a kink itself is the focus, and entirely vanilla is great, too. I'm generally looking for emotional intensity and a sense of connection, not particular sex acts.<br \/><br \/><u>For art:<\/u> I love art that focuses on one tiny moment in canon and puts it in the spotlight, AU moments of what might have been, or missing scenes. Action or domestic, romantic or angsty or both. Characters touching, or looking at each other. I also love portraits and depictions of scenery and worldbuilding objects ... Or more symbolic artwork that doesn't depict any particular scene. <br \/><br \/><b>Dislikes\/DNWs:<\/b><br \/><ul><li>permanent death of requested characters; partner betrayal; unrequested pairings for requested characters; humiliation; noncon; woobification; mundane AUs and other unrequested changes to the canon setting or premise; unrequited pining; fake dating (except for Guardian's Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan); soulmates (except in the zhiji sense); A\/B\/O; mpreg; immortals becoming mortal\/nonhuman characters becoming human; unmitigated fluff; permanent separation of requested ships; unhappy endings (ambiguous ones are fine)<\/li><br \/><li>first or second person narration (I'm generally too picky about that - with an exception for imitating the canon voice, where applicable)<\/li><br \/><li>A lot of characters I love are introverted control freaks, sometimes with a dark edge and\/or a Machiavellian mindset. If such a character appears in your work, please don't 'cure' them of (or punish them for) those traits.<\/li><br \/><li>I also have a huge embarrassment squick, so fish-out-of-water scenarios are usually not my thing.<\/li><\/ul>I hope this is useful for telling you about the kinds of things I like in general. <br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>Now for the fandoms and relationships I requested, in no particular order - note that some sections are expanded compared to the sign-up form:<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>\u5c71\u6cb3\u4ee4 | Word of Honor: Wen Kexing\/Zhou Zishu, Wen Kexing\/Zhou Zishu & Luo Fumeng<\/b><br \/><br \/><i>[Note: this section is identical to what's in the sign-up form.]<\/i><br \/><br \/><u>Fandom-specific DNWs:<\/u> submissive or exclusive bottom Wen Kexing; fighting over who tops (fighting over who gets to choose is fine, but please no \"winning equals topping\"); extensive use of \"wife\" and \"husband\" without switching up the roles; focus on shidi\/shixiong relationship; Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu giving up immortality (never gaining it is fine).<br \/><br \/>Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu are both killers; they can be terrifyingly dark and violent and cruel - and yet both of them are also capable of immense kindness and gentleness. I would love something that leans into that. I love them at their deadliest (Wen Kexing especially got me first at his most unhinged-and-murdery), and I love them soft, playful, fighting, protecting each other, and I especially love the contrast between those two sides. I also love wuxia and fight scenes, insane competence, found family stuff with Chengling and Gu Xiang, Valley Master Wen Kexing, and the women from Ghost Valley, so anything including some of that would be awesome. I'm especially intrigued by Luo Fumeng and her relationship with Wen Kexing - the way he cuts her more leeway than anyone but Gu Xiang but doesn't quite trust her, the way she doesn't fear him but also doesn't know his goals, and so on. I would love to see her perspective on Wenzhou, or Zhou Zishu getting to know her, or anything that combines her with Wenzhou.<br \/><br \/>Some ideas: in-between canon, when exactly did Wenzhou get together? how? when did Zhou Zishu first realise Wen Kexing must be the Ghost Valley Master? when did he really understand what that means? what if it had happened earlier\/under different circumstances? Or something after the end - what do they do, other than sit on top of that mountain? Or a different ending for them - where could things have gone differently? How about a canon divergence AU where they end up living together with their found family, either in Four Seasons Manor or in Ghost Valley? (Building a life in Ghost Valley would be fascinating! So would them having to learn how to actually lead a functional sect. And what if Luo Fumeng and her women joined them at Siji Manor?) Maybe a time travel do-over scenario - I can never get enough of those. Or something that explores the canon ending and makes its somewhat disjointed parts more coherent. Or how about early canon divergence where Zhou Zishu doesn't get away cleanly from Window of Heaven at the start, and ends up in Ghost Valley instead? Also, Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu both, despite all evidence to the contrary, keep thinking the other will be all right if they die. What would it take for them to realise that won't happen? and what would happen next?<br \/><br \/>I'm not as much into the early-episode dynamic where we can't quite tell how serious Wen Kexing is with his flirting just yet (or when he starts being fully serious about Zhou Zishu), or how serious Zhou Zishu's grumpy rejection is (or when he starts being genuinely invested). And unless it's canon divergence that goes very differently, I'd prefer something set no sooner than their first falling-out when Zhou Zishu discovered the plot with the duplicated Glazed Armor pieces. If you'd like to include novel elements, or go for an ending more similar to the novel, feel free.<br \/><br \/>For porn, I find Wen Kexing topping hotter, but in general I prefer them to switch. When it comes to D\/s, though, I'm on the side of dom!Wen Kexing. Both because he'd be absolutely terrifying if he let his extremes come out to play even a little, and I think Zhou Zishu would be into it - and because Zhou Zishu holds so tightly on to his self-control, and I'd love to see him give some of it up to Lao-Wen. I'm also here for fighting and violent sex, both of them letting themselves be not-so-careful about each other, letting their violent\/darker sides out to play. Kink, trust, make them fight and play hard, but whatever it is, I want them both to be enthusiastically into what they're doing.<br \/><a name='cutid2-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><b>Grimm: Nick\/Renard, Nick\/Renard\/Juliette, Renard\/Juliette, Renard & Henrietta, Renard & Elizabeth, Elizabeth\/Kelly<\/b><br \/><br \/><i>[Note: this section is expanded compared to what's in the sign-up form.]<\/i><br \/><br \/><u>Fandom-specific DNWs:<\/u> submissive Renard; Nick\/Adalind as more than a passing mention.<br \/><br \/><b>Generally:<\/b> I've always been fascinated with Renard and his place in the world of the show: the royal bastard allying with the Resistance, the Zauberbiest allying with a Grimm, the police captain who balances all of that. I'm also fascinated with Hexenbiests\/Zauberbiests, their psychology, their relationship with the rest of the Wesen world and with the Royals, and with the Wesen world in general, the roles of Royals and Grimms, and the unorthodox places both Renard and Nick carve out for themselves in that world. Worldbuilding is always welcome - I'd love anything that explored or showed some details of the worldbuilding around Wesen, Grimms, Royals, the Gesetzbuch-Ehrenkodex and the Wesen Council, Nick's inheritance of Grimm paraphernalia, and the various kinds of Wesen and how they interact with the mundane world.<br \/><ul><li><b>Nick\/Renard:<\/b> I've been fascinated by the dynamic between Nick and Renard from the start - the Grimm who has a badge and a conscience, and his captain the royal bastard. Two people who have been antagonists and allies, who have protected and deceived each other, who have every reason to distrust each other at times - and yet they always ended up setting their differences aside when it mattered, turned away from confrontation and toward cooperation. Renard may be ruthless, he may plans of his own, and the two of them may often trust each other only so far, but they've also saved each other's lives and implicitly relied on each other. Even after the massive breakdown in late season 5\/early season 6, even after trying to kill each other in all seriousness, they still ultimately ended up on the same side. <br \/><br \/>I would love anything that explored their dynamic, whether early on or after things have started to break down. Some suggestions: Nick and Renard forced to rely on each other while things are tense; trapped or hiding together; getting together after Juliette breaks up with Nick; Nick deciding to get involved when he sees Renard getting taken in by Black Claw. Or a complete AU - we've been given some hints about the history of Grimms working for Royals; what would their relationship have looked like under those circumstances? I'm particularly fond of anything that involves trust issues, demonstrations of loyalty, and unexpected (unexpectedly public?) displays of support, but most of all I want the two of them ultimately being good for each other.<\/li><br \/><li><b>Renard\/Juliette:<\/b> I always thought that after Juliette and Renard were cured of Adalind's curse, a certain mutual attraction remained. They avoided each other afterwards and barely interacted, never really dealing with the aftermath or any remaining feeling. Juliette turning into a Hexenbiest gave them something fundamental in common, and I loved her turning to Renard for help when she didn't know what to do, trusting him to help when she felt her entire life crumbling around her. Unfortunately in the end, Renard was too caught up in his own issues to help much. And in season 5, even when they were working together, Eve's disconnection and the complicated situation with Black Claw meant they never actually connected again.<br \/><br \/>I would love anything about the two of them that builds on that foundation; I really want to see what it could be under better circumstances. Some suggestions: the two of them confronting their residual feelings from the curse; bonding over the Hexenbiest issue; getting together after Juliette breaks up with Nick; Eve seeing Renard getting taken in by Black Claw and trying to stop it; or just having copious amounts of UST. I'm particularly fond of anything that involves trust issues, demonstrations of loyalty, and unexpected displays of support, but most of all I want the two of them ultimately being good for each other.<\/li><br \/><li><b>Nick\/Renard\/Juliette:<\/b> Considering the above, but also Nick's and Juliette's relationship that was very solid for a long time and then spectacularly broke down, exposing all the things they'd never really dealt with before, I would love anything that brings all three of these characters together to overcome whatever bad things the world throws at them. Perhaps Nick and Renard manage to stop Juliette's downward spiral before it goes too far, or she never ends up with Hadrian's Wall and manages to come back from it all with Nick's and Renard's help. Perhaps season 5 takes a different turn when Nick and Renard manage to reconcile with each other before things fall apart completely, and\/or they manage to break through Eve's conditioning. Perhaps Eve sees Renard getting taken in by Black Claw, and recruits Nick to stop that. Maybe post-season 6, they have a chance to reconsider everything that happened, and to come together after all. But I'd also love something set earlier in the show, perhaps all three of them having to work together closely for some reason, or one or two of them saving the other(s), and a closer connection ensuing. Perhaps Juliette and Renard confront their residual feelings from the curse while Nick and Juliette are still together. Or an AU where they all meet under different circumstances - maybe Juliette met Renard first, and they're already involved when Nick appears on the scene? I'm particularly fond of anything that involves trust issues, demonstrations of loyalty, and unexpected (unexpectedly public?) displays of support, but most of all I want the three of them ultimately being good for each other.<\/li><br \/><li><b>Elizabeth Lascelles & Sean Renard:<\/b>Renard's backstory is intriguing, particularly his relationship with his parents, and his mother running away with him to save him - but we know so little of it. I really adored the obvious fondness between Renard and his mother, and the way it's clear that they trust each other, even while paranoia is the key to survival for both of them. I would love anything about their relationship, from backstory to future - Elizabeth running away with her child, teaching him about survival and politics and Hexenbiest\/Zauberbiest things, keeping in touch over the years (what do they talk about?), her thoughts about what he's doing in Portland ... How does she react as he begins to ally with Nick? What does she think about Nick, once she meets him? A lot of bad things happened to Renard after she left in season 4, and I'd love to see why she was out of touch for so long, and how she reacts to what happened in her absence. Does he resent her for that? Or alternately, an AU where she comes back in time to help deal with any of the later problems from Jack the Ripper to Black Claw!<br \/><br \/>I'm also fascinated with Renard's relationships with Hexenbiests in general, so anything that includes that would be awesome.<\/li><br \/><li><b>Henrietta & Renard:<\/b>  Renard's backstory is intriguing, particularly his relationship with his parents, and his mother running away with him to save him - but we know so little of it.  Henrietta was part of the show only for a short time, but she also fascinates me immensely. She is old, a friend of Elizabeth's, has a relationship of some kind with Renard and was involved in trying to help Juliette at Renard's request. I'd love to see more of her, in the context of any of that. Henrietta reacting to what's going on in Portland and with Renard, at any time during the show. The way her relationship with Renard must have changed over the years as he made his own place in Portland; Renard going to Henrietta for help; Henrietta's reaction to Renard working with a Grimm; an AU where Henrietta mentors Juliette while Renard attempts to help; something from when Elizabeth and young!Renard first came to Portland ... any of that would be fantastic. Or an AU where she survives and plays a part in later events - perhaps making a difference for Renard's path?<br \/><br \/>I'm also fascinated with Renard's relationships with Hexenbiests in general, so anything that includes that would be awesome.<\/li><br \/><li><b>Kelly Burkhardt\/Elizabeth Lascelles:<\/b> I've wanted these two women to meet ever since Elizabeth announced she was going to go looking for her granddaughter in season 4. Kelly Burkhardt is a darker and more traditional Grimm than her son, and she opts for violence much more readily; Elizabeth is a powerful Hexenbiest even Monroe is a little afraid of, and she must have been as baffled by the company her son chooses to keep as Kelly was by Nick befriending a Blutbad. They're both powerful and cynical and not easily swayed, and I would love to see how a confrontation between them might play out, and how they would relate to each other. It could so easily end in disaster (\"I don't want my mother to kill your mother!\"), but Kelly did work with Team Grimm, Renard included (despite him trying to kill her sister once), and ended up with a baby Hexenbiest in her care. Elizabeth was instrumental in returning his Grimm powers to Nick. And they have a lot in common; I think it would probably be instant chemistry. I'd love to see them deal with that! Maybe Kelly is all right with Nick's friends now, but what would she do if she found herself attracted to a Hexenbiest? and Elizabeth to a Grimm? They're both used to being the most dangerous person in the room - do they each constantly try to get the upper hand, or is it a relief to be pretty evenly matched? Seriously, anything with the two of them together would be great.<br \/><br \/>I'm also fascinated with Hexenbiests in general, so anything that includes that would be awesome. Maybe Kelly, through Diana and Elizabeth, confronts some of her pre-conceived notions about Hexenbiests?<\/li><\/ul><a name='cutid3-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><b>\u9547\u9b42 | Guardian (TV): Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan, Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan & Ye Zun, Ya Qing\/Zhu Hong<\/b><br \/><br \/><i>[Note: this section is expanded compared to what's in the sign-up form.]<\/i><br \/><br \/><u>Fandom-specific DNWs:<\/u> novel worldbuilding or characterisation; reincarnation; a focus on pining; Shen Wei being passive, na\u00efve, submissive, shy and\/or totally out of his depth (even in his youth); depowered Shen Wei; Ye Zun in a sexual and\/or romantic relationship.<br \/><ul><li><b>Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan, Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan & Ye Zun: <\/b><br \/><br \/>I adore Shen Wei and Zhao Yunlan - their moebius strip relationship, in which each of them first falls in love with a version of the other who already loves him, how intense and weird they are about each other, and also each of them separately. Shen Wei's steel under the unassuming professor's surface and the kindness under the black mask - the way the person beneath isn't merely the professor or the Envoy, but not really not them, either. The same way Zhao Yunlan isn't just the bad boy rebel he seems at first glance: they're both very much performing their public personas, and are more alike than they outwardly seem. They both care deeply about the work they do and the people they're protecting, are willing to sacrifice themselves for others' sake. And I adore Zhao Yunlan's cleverness, flirting and boundary-pushing almost as much as I do Shen Wei's understated competence, iron self-control, and general BAMF-ness. <br \/><br \/>I also love the drama itself in its entirety - the Haixing vs. Dixing conflict, the cases of the week, the found family of the SID team, and so on, including the worldbuilding (aliens, yes!) and the ending (both Shen Wei and Zhao Yunlan using their own death to wring victory from disaster, and also that promise to meet again - for more of my feelings about the ending, see my comments in <a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/226059.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">this discussion<\/a>.)<br \/><br \/>And I love Ye Zun in all his tragic, (self-)destructive drama-queen glory - ripped from his brother, abused and radicalised and taught to blame his brother for all his suffering, while Shen Wei never quite understood why he hated him so. Ye Zun was a villain under his own power for a pretty short time before he ended up imprisoned in a pillar and left there to stew in his own resentments for 10,000 years. He does terrible things - it would be very hard to come back from that, and I don't think he'd be willing or able to hear the truth or move forward until he's hit absolute rock bottom - but where he's coming from is understandable, and it was so satisfying to see him and Shen Wei reconciling in the end, for both their sakes.<br \/><br \/>I'd love anything that shows off Weilan's strengths and connection - with or without Ye Zun - whether in a case of the week, something related to the overarching plot, a PWP, a shared quiet moment, or anything else. Angst or porn, canon-typical cases or romance, worldbuilding or character exploration - it's all good. UST early in canon during a case; navigating an established relationship during canon; getting together late in canon, during or after the blindness arc or even post canon; canon divergence where Zhao Yunlan gets closer to the Envoy before he knows he's Shen Wei; early canon divergence where Zhao Yunlan finds proof that Shen Wei is Dixingren, with less time to first adjust his thinking about Dixing; something post-finale where they find each other again - and Zhao Yunlan has to deal with Ye Zun being part of Shen Wei's life now. Anything about the time loop and the way they both help shape the person they already met; the aftermath of the canonical Envoy reveal (when Zhao Yunlan finds out, or when others do), or different ways it could have happened; working together on Dixing-related cases, or the aftermath of one, with Shen Wei getting protective, aggressively taking care of Zhao Yunlan, and\/or h\/c in either or both directions; time travel with a chance for a do-over.<br \/><br \/>I'd love something focused on Dixing worldbuilding, too, especially with good things about Dixing, maybe Zhao Yunlan coming to like Dixing? Or just them spending personal time there. Or something involving the origins of Dixingren and Yashou! Also, anything involving Shen Wei in Envoy cloak, especially if it's an action scene, or something romantic or sexy. (Or all of the above!) <br \/><br \/>For porn, I prefer Shen Wei topping or domming, and sex involving Dixing powers would be awesome. For h\/c, I like it when there's a focus on the characters' resilience and ability to keep doing what needs doing regardless. For angst, I'd love to see more Zhao Yunlan angst.<\/li><br \/><li><b>Ya Qing\/Zhu Hong:<\/b><br \/><br \/>Ya Qing is one of the most fascinating of Guardian's side characters to me. She's dedicated to advancing the Crow Tribe, dissatisfied with the state of affairs (Yashou basically in hiding while human society advances), and for a long time, she thinks working for\/with Ye Zun will gain her what she wants. To her, that end justifies her means - but in the end, she's forced to realise that all her efforts did nothing to further her goals, and instead nearly led to disaster. I'd love to see more of what drives her, and the aftermath and the consequences of her choices.<br \/><br \/>As for Zhu Hong, I like the respectful way canon treats her unrequited feelings for Zhao Yunlan, and the way she ultimately finds her place as Yashou High Chief, but I would have loved to see more of her coming into her own. I think the intersection of that and Ya Qing's story would make for an amazing pairing - and Ya Qing might be just Zhu Hong's type, with her superficial cockiness and sincere intentions underneath, no matter how misguided. For the two of them, I'd particularly love to see something post-canon, or maybe diverging late in canon. How does Zhu Hong deal with an Elder who was on the wrong side until not so long ago? How does Ya Qing deal with Zhu Hong becoming High Chief? Zhu Hong could perhaps learn leadership skills from Ya Qing, but what would actually make her listen? Attraction might be quick, but what would it take to give in to it - for either of them? What would Ya Qing do to win Zhu Hong's trust? What would convince Zhu Hong? Or do they end up in bed together before they actually trust each other? Alternately, a time travel do-over is always good! What if Ya Qing got the chance to do things differently? Or canon divergence where something sets Ya Qing on a different path sooner. Either way, I'd especially love to see how Ya Qing's relationship with Zhu Hong is shaped by Ya Qing's own bad choices and their consequences.<\/li><\/ul><a name='cutid4-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>\u7ec5\u63a2 | Detective L: Huo Wensi\/Luo Fei, Huo Wensi\/Luo Fei & Qin Xiaoman, Huo Wensi & Luo Fei, Huo Wensi & Luo Fei & Qin Xiaoman<\/b><br \/><br \/><i>[Note: this section is identical to what's in the sign-up form.]<\/i><br \/><br \/><u>Fandom-specific DNWs:<\/u> sub or exclusive bottom Huo Wensi.<br \/><br \/>I adore Luo Fei - he's quick and smart; he's sometimes sweet, sometimes abrasive; he can be a total mess. (Particularly regarding Captain.) And Huo Wensi's calm cleverness and amused reaction to Luo Fei intrigued me from the start, but what particularly hit me was seeing him being beaten up in a prison courtyard while the look on his face said he was exactly where he wanted to be. Together, they absolutely fascinate me.<br \/><br \/>Dr Huo brings out very intriguing reactions in Luo Fei. Luo Fei is prickly and rude towards him without apparent reason, right from the start. He distances himself during their interactions, standing or sitting off to the side, looking away, or walking right out. He claims not to believe in psychology, but at the same time repeatedly puts considerable stock in Dr Huo's professional opinion, even after Dr Huo is in prison. Luo Fei wants nothing to do with Dr Huo - but doesn't even turn him down when Dr Huo asks him to help him court Xiaoman. And when Luo Fei desperately wants someone to confirm his theory that Captain is faking, he appeals to Dr Huo. I would love anything that plays on this dynamic or explores where it's coming from - and I ship them, but gen is just as welcome. In most of their scenes, Qin Xiaoman is stuck right in the middle of it all, talking to Dr Huo when Luo Fei won't, and being almost-courted by Dr Huo. She trusts his good intentions, for the most part, but doesn't always accept his conclusions, and I'd love to see how her inclusion might affect any of the scenarios Luo Fei and Huo Wensi might find themselves in.<br \/><br \/>Some ideas: A missing case where Luo Fei and Dr Huo (and mabye Xiaoman) work together? A missing scene in between - maybe they were lovers once (a bad breakup could explain their weird dynamic!), and they have a relapse. Maybe Dr Huo manipulates Luo Fei into it, or maybe he's carried away himself. (Maybe both.) I also like the parallels between them, right down to them solving cases from the same clues, and would love something that played into that. What does Xiaoman think about the similarities and differences between them? What does Dr Huo think about Xiaoman? Or something about Dr Huo's role as a psychologist, in a case that has nothing to do with his extracurricular affairs? Enemies to friends or lovers is one of my all-time favourite tropes; lovers to enemies to lovers would also be delightful in this case. Plot or PWP, it's all good.<br \/><br \/>At the end of the show, Luo Fei is certain that he has outwitted Dr Huo. Has Dr Huo lost control of his own plan? When he detonates the bombs, is he choosing suicide as his only way out? (Does he survive despite that?) Or is Dr Huo that good an actor, and it's still all going according to his plan, whatever that might be? He has previously demonstrated a willingness to get himself arrested and beaten up in order to achieve his purposes ... And if Captain was faking all this time - what if Dr Huo and Luo Fei end up working together against the real Captain after the bridge, despite everything? Or what about an alternate ending? I always thought the sequence after Dr Huo's escape from prison felt too straightforward and rushed; I would love to see another take on an ending. Something twisty and evil on Dr Huo's part that's directed at Luo Fei is also very welcome, so long as it doesn't end entirely unhappily for either character. Likewise, redemption for Dr Huo would be great, but them remaining on opposite sides is also good, so long as there's some genuine mutual connection there.<br \/><br \/>(For even more of my thoughts on Detective L, I have detailed <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1058657.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">episode reactions<\/a> up to episode 18.)<br \/><a name='cutid5-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><b>Legend of the Seeker: Cara Mason\/Darken Rahl<\/b><br \/><br \/><i>[Note: this section is identical to what's in the sign-up form.]<\/i><br \/><br \/><u>Fandom-specific DNWs:<\/u> exclusive sub or bottom Darken Rahl; exclusive sub or bottom Cara. I also see Cara and Darken as very much attracted to each other, even if perhaps unwillingly at times, so regardless of circumstances, time frame and possible consent issues, please no outright noncon. (Dubcon is fine, though!)<br \/><br \/>Ever since <i>Reckoning<\/i> I've been fascinated by the complicated power dynamics between Cara and Darken Rahl. Even when she's unequivocally serving him she's not at all afraid to challenge him, and then in season 2 when she's with Kahlan, Richard and Zedd, he keeps wanting her back even though she's betrayed him in the worst way. Not to mention that Darken's relationship with the Mord'Sith in general is fascinating - many of them are loyal to him in a way that can't be explained simply by his being Lord Rahl, and he's entirely comfortable around them, and with handling an agiel. Darken Rahl's own history - his upbringing (with a father who explicitly told him he'd one day be killed by his brother), his early deal with the Keeper, which he's later desperate to escape from - only adds to my fascination.<br \/><br \/>Cara herself is so many things that I love, a formerly evil character with a redemption arc; a stoic, closed-off introvert giving tantalising glimpses into her emotional landscape while remaining mostly closed off and an introvert. A bisexual woman whose sexuality is never censored. I would love to see more about how she became who she is and what role Darken Rahl played in it, but I'd also love to see them interacting after everything that happened, and how they relate to each other now. I love Cara's redemption arc and her learning how to connect with people who aren't Mord'Sith or Darken Rahl, but I'd also love her reconnecting with people from her past and maybe finding that there's something real there after all. Lovers to enemies to lovers would be great, but I'd love anything that explored Cara and Darken Rahl and the complexities between them at any point in time while Cara serves him or after she's left. Set in the past or in the future, or during canon - anything would both be great. For something set later, \"forced to work together\" or \"trapped together\" tropes would be fun, and\/or exploring both their relationships with the Mord'Sith, or the situation of the Mord'Sith after the fall of the D'Haran regime - is there a future for any part of their lifestyle, and should there be? I'd love to see them grappling with that. I'd love a redemption for Darken, but I'm also happy to have them remaining on opposite sides, so long as there's more between them than merely enmity. Or Agiel porn, that's just as good. *g*<br \/><a name='cutid6-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><b>Sherlock (BBC): Jim Moriarty\/Sherlock Holmes, Jim Moriarty\/Sherlock Holmes & Eurus, Jim Moriarty & Sherlock Holmes, Jim Moriarty & Eurus Holmes<\/b><br \/><br \/><i>[Note: this section is identical to what's in the sign-up form.]<\/i><br \/><br \/><u>Fandom-specific DNWs:<\/u> Please no \"Moriarty faked his death\" (a failed suicide attempt is fine), no \"Eurus manipulated Moriarty into killing himself,\" and no Sherlock\/John of any kind (canon-level friendship is great, though).<br \/><br \/><ul><li><b>Sherlock\/Moriarty:<\/b><br \/><br \/>From the moment Sherlock recognised Moriarty's boredom as his own, they both keep equating themselves with each other, right up to \"you are me\". And it's not just about intellect: they understand each other in ways Sherlock and Mycroft clearly don't. I've always been fascinated with that almost telepathic mutual understanding, and their delighted admiration of each other's brilliance. I would love anything that explored that connection and took it in a slashy direction. Enemies to lovers is one of my all-time favourite tropes.<br \/><br \/>What if they'd met again sooner after TGG, not in the context of Moriarty's endgame? I'd love to see them forced to, or choosing to, temporarily work together for a common interest, or ending up trapped together, or just playing. I also like enemies unexpectedly saving\/protecting each other, banter, deductions, competence and competitive genius. Plot or PWP, it's all good. (For porn, I love the idea of BDSM with Sherlock and Moriarty competitively domming each other. And with this pairing, dubcon is more than fine - ulterior motives would hardly be a surprise - but please no noncon.)<br \/><br \/>But Moriarty being suicidal doesn't come out of nowhere in TRF. He created a vast criminal network to keep himself entertained, and despairs when everything becomes too easy to manipulate. He doesn't connect with anyone enough to mitigate that, and he can't find a way out of the trap. He's certain from the start that even anything he and Sherlock do must eventually grow repetitive and dull. To me it's clear he never intended to survive the showdown in TRF; he only meant for Sherlock to die with him. What would it take to avert Moriarty's suicide, or for him to put his endgame on hold? I also like the idea of Moriarty surviving his suicide attempt and waking up from having been in a coma for a while.<br \/><br \/>I also love mind palace Moriarty and the way Sherlock keeps recurring to him. He's both a threatening figure and actually helpful to Sherlock (HLV: it's Moriarty who spurs him into clawing his way back to life; TAB: it's Moriarty who reminds him he's trapped in his mind palace), not to mention blatantly sexualised in TAB. Something that happens entirely in Sherlock's mind would be great, too!<\/li><br \/><li><b>Eurus: <\/b><br \/><br \/>I'm fascinated with Eurus and her utter isolation - partly due to her own mind, partly due to being locked away for most of her life. She can get into anyone's head, can impersonate normal people so perfectly even Sherlock can't tell anything is amiss, and yet doesn't really understand or relate to people at all. She's still reaching out to Sherlock, though, even if she does it in the worst way possible, and wants to be found by him, to connect with him after all. There's only one person I'd say Eurus did share a genuine, instant connection with, brief though it was: Moriarty. They seemed entirely delighted with each other, and Eurus clearly still thinks well of him in TFP. She uses Moriarty's image because she knows it gets to Sherlock, but I'd argue it's also for herself. Moriarty, in turn, with his own endgame in mind, doesn't use Redbeard against Sherlock, but instead helps Eurus with her own game, and makes it his failsafe: if Sherlock survives him, Eurus is waiting. (As Eurus says: \"His revenge apparently is me.\")<br \/><br \/>I'd love to see more of her, and her relationship with Sherlock and Moriarty, whether pre-TRF, canon divergence or post-s4. Pre-TRF, something about Eurus and Moriarty making plans together - what with all the videos Moriarty prepared for her, they must have had more contact than merely those five minutes. How about Eurus getting out of Sherrinford for the first time, experiencing the outside world with Moriarty? What if TRF had happened differently and Moriarty hadn't died - or what if he'd survived the attempt? How about Eurus and Moriarty developing a friendship, and\/or dealing with the fallout from their joint and separate plans? Bonding over their mutual obsession with Sherlock? After series 4, does Eurus communicate other than via violin? Where does her relationship with Sherlock go, and what would happen if you added Moriarty to the mix again?<\/li><\/ul><a name='cutid7-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><b>Crossovers: Luo Fusheng\/Luo Fei, Time Engraver\/Luo Fei, Time Engraver\/Jiang Yang, Time Engraver\/Zhao Yunlan<\/b><br \/><br \/><i>[Note: this section is expanded compared to what's in the sign-up form.]<\/i><br \/><br \/><u>Fandom-specific DNWs:<\/u> sub or exclusive bottom Luo Fusheng; sub or exclusive bottom Time Engraver; breaking up Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan.<br \/><br \/><ul><li><b>Luo Fusheng\/Luo Fei:<\/b><br \/><br \/>What I love best about Luo Fusheng is that he can be a terrible person, but he also has a giant soft streak. He's a jerk, and he's cruel, and he's violent, but if he cares about someone he'll do anything for them. He can be absolutely awful and absolutely sweet, and it always fits; it's always integrated; it never feels out of place. He's a joy to watch when he's having fun, and a joy to watch when he's suffering; a joy when he's violent and when he's tender, and everything in between. He's also incredibly good at what he does. And I desperately want more of him (and him being a BAMF).<br \/><br \/>I also adore Luo Fei - he's quick and smart; he can be a total mess - and he shares Luo Fusheng's ability to be abrasive as hell while also being incredibly sweet at times. They both really need someone to be good to them. I'd love them to find that in the most unlikely of places! What would it take for Luo Fei to trust someone with Luo Fusheng's background? Luo Fusheng is the sort of person to go all-in and never look back - how would Luo Fei deal with that? How could Luo Fusheng fit into the world of Detective L, or vice versa? Plot-wise, I'd also love Luo Fei and Luo Fusheng both discovering Captain's network from two very different directions\/approaches, and ending up working together against Captain.<br \/><br \/>This is a criminal\/detective ship, and I'm here for all the associated tropes, and the tension and balance between the characters. Some ideas: mutual cat-and-mouse games; working together against a common enemy; undercover operations and divided loyalties; criminal turning consultant or informer; redemption stories; detective turned vigilante ... For should-be-enemies ships, I always enjoy characters figuring out another's soft spots, and anything that plays with trust\/loyalty issues. As I said in my general likes, I absolutely love ships that by all rights shouldn't work out, and yet somehow do - so even if they do remain enemies I'd really love to see them be ultimately good for (and to) each other.<br \/><br \/>For sex scenes, I prefer Luo Fusheng to top (or dom), but switching is also good.<\/li><br \/><li><b>Time Engraver crossovers: <\/b><br \/><br \/>I love these commercials (<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=9KB7a0PWVa4\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">2019 commercial<\/a> | <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=1EWacyj4YS0\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">2020 commercial<\/a>). Despite also being a vehicle for an \"O NOES NOT THE WRINKLES\" product, they're fantastic little mini-films. Back when the first commercial came out in 2019, I immediately fell in love with the character and concept of the Time Engraver - the mythology, the way he chats at and about his subjects, the way he relates to the world. All the worldbuilding possibilities about who exactly he is, how his world works. He's a character who could exist anywhere, interact with anyone - which makes him perfect for crossovers.<br \/><br \/>And I've always been fascinated by mortal\/immortal relationships, so that's what I'm looking for here. Whether with someone who's leading an ordinary life like Jiang Yang, or someone who's already immersed in the non-mundane like Zhao Yunlan, either would be equally fascinating. Tragedy is sort of baked into the concept of this kind of relationship, and I'm all here for a lot of angst, but would very much prefer something ultimately hopeful. And for this, reincarnation tropes would be awesome. I would love to see the Time Engraver waiting for his lover's reincarnation, or finding them again and again across time. <br \/><br \/>For sex scenes, if applicable I prefer the Time Engraver topping or domming.<br \/><br \/><ul><li><u>Time Engraver\/Zhao Yunlan<\/u> in particular:<br \/><br \/>I'm thinking in the context of a world where there is no Shen Wei, or where Shen Wei <i>is<\/i> the Time Engraver, rather than the Black-Cloaked Envoy. A Guardian fusion would be lovely! <a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/49079.html?thread=366263#cmt366263\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Here<\/a> is an old thread playing with that concept - I'm not wedded to any of the ideas there, but I thought it might be useful for inspiration. Or (with thanks to <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/laireshi.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/laireshi.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>laireshi<\/b><\/a><\/span> for the brilliant idea) how about incorporating Guardian's time loop - what if, a long time ago in the past, the Time Engraver encountered someone who, impossibly, recognised him? And then that person vanished - but here he is again, except he doesn't know him yet ... Or you could import Zhao Yunlan's character into the Time Engraver's world - I'd love to see that, too.<\/li><br \/><li><u>Time Engraver\/Jiang Yang<\/u> in particular:<br \/><br \/>I would love something that gives Jiang Yang some happiness - he deserves all the good things! But I also love Jiang Yang's canonical ending, and the way he uses his own death to finally succeed and achieve justice, so feel free to keep the canonical character death - I don't count that as an unhappy ending. (Full disclosure: I've <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/28135728\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">written this pairing<\/a> myself, and would also totally be on board with anything that played with that fic's version of the ship.)<\/li><br \/><li><u>Time Engraver\/Luo Fei<\/u> in particular:<br \/><br \/>I adore Luo Fei - he's quick and smart; he's sometimes sweet, sometimes abrasive; he can be a total mess. (Particularly regarding Captain.) He's always very confident of his own abilities, and when he can't solve something he keeps worrying away at it, sometimes for years, until he can. How about confronting him with something that can't be solved with real-world logic? I would love to see what he made of the Time Engraver, and how their respective worlds might mesh.<\/li><\/ul><\/li><\/ul><a name='cutid8-end'><\/a>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1134025.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1134025.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1134025\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/778403.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/777742.html","pubDate":"Mon, 03 Jan 2022 18:00:22 GMT","title":"Reminder: fandomtrees - getting close!","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/777742.html","description":"<span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>fandomtrees<\/b><\/a><\/span> deadline approaching! Reveals are on the 6th, so it's time to actually finish some things now. :D<br \/><br \/>(Yes, I mean me. I need to finish some things. *g*)<br \/><br \/>There's a <a href=\"https:\/\/docs.google.com\/spreadsheets\/d\/1mBLI8uraB1OPKbh81ARyDSfAWyh6V3Di-_VgInTd6Jw\/edit?usp=sharing\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">list of trees<\/a> that still need gifts.<br \/><br \/>And for easy finding of trees relevant to your interests:<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/67051.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Masterlist of trees<\/a> | <a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/tag\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Fandom and media tags<\/a><br \/><br \/>(My own tree is <a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/15032.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">here<\/a>, btw.)\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1133558.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1133558.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1133558\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/777742.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/777669.html","pubDate":"Sun, 02 Jan 2022 14:37:05 GMT","title":"FIC: Shiver (Detective L: Huo Wensi\/Luo Fei) [M]","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/777669.html","description":"<ol><li><b>Music:<\/b><br \/><br \/>I spent some time yesterday on Gong Jun's <a href=\"https:\/\/weibo.com\/7585281336\/L8CYAE05E\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">delightful NYE performance<\/a> (weibo link because I couldn't find a good quality version on youtube) - it's <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=mV5IQbd0o0U\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">this Nicholas Tse song<\/a>. Oh no, I have been earwormed again ...<\/li><br \/><br \/><li><b>Yuletide author reveals, part 2:<\/b><br \/><br \/>With Heart Attack running so close into Yuletide, I thought I wasn't going to manage any treats at all, but I got this one finished just in time!<br \/><br \/>And I didn't expect anyone to comment other than the recipient (<span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/shadaras.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/shadaras.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>shadaras<\/b><\/a><\/span>, of course, who shares my love for Huo Wensi and this rarepair in an already-rare fandom), but another person did comment! So that was a delighful surprise. :D<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><b>Title:<\/b> Shiver<br \/><b>Fandom:<\/b> \u7ec5\u63a2 | Detective L <br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> M<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Huo Wensi\/Luo Fei<br \/><b>Content tags:<\/b> Lovers to Enemies to Allies, UST, Simmering Violence, or is it Simmering Desire, (it's both), Post-Canon<br \/><br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Huo Wensi will not cut Luo Fei's throat. Luo Fei is almost sure of it.<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35932507\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>Shiver<\/b><\/a><\/li><\/ol>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1133225.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1133225.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1133225\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/777669.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/777355.html","pubDate":"Sat, 01 Jan 2022 15:19:28 GMT","title":"2021 End-of-Year Writing Meme","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/777355.html","description":"This, as usual, is mostly the same meme I've done before - in January of <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1106339.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">2021<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1064237.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">2020<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1028889.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">2019<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/985096.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">2018<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/608927.html\" target=\"_blank\">2017<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/575294.html\" target=\"_blank\">2016<\/a> and <a href=\"http:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/520505.html\" target=\"_blank\">2015<\/a>, taken, mixed and adapted from a variety of memes and people.<br \/><br \/><b>Total number of posted stories in 2021:<\/b> 20 (one fewer than last year - but unlike last year, none of them were drabbles, and this is still the year with the third highest number)<br \/><br \/>(However, unlike last year, I once again - like in 2018 and 2019 - didn't post so much as a single fic that wasn't for an exchange or fest.)<br \/><br \/>As I've done since 2014, I kept track of my writing in a spreadsheet which I originally got via <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/inkingitout.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/inkingitout.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>inkingitout<\/b><\/a><\/span> and then modified for my own purposes. And I've totally failed at checking in both at <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/inkingitout.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/inkingitout.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>inkingitout<\/b><\/a><\/span> and at Write Every Day this year, but I did write at least an alibi sentence every day - my streak since January 2015 is still unbroken. \\o\/<br \/><br \/>Once again too much of my year was alibi sentences - I don't even know why, other than generalised exhaustion, which has been ongoing since 2019. <br \/><br \/>Anyway, here are some word count statistics:<br \/><br \/><b>Total word count (posted):<\/b> 74,471 - that's about 20k more than last year, and 22k more than the year before! (Not up to the nearly 98k of 2018, but still!) All thanks to <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>heartattackexchange<\/b><\/a><\/span>, I suppose, which added 21k to my word count in December. *g*<br \/><b>Total word count (written):<\/b> 132,536 - about 9k more than last year, which was 15k more than the year before. Still nowhere near the consistently-above-200k word counts of 2016-18, but definitely crawling upwards.<br \/><b>Highest monthly word count (posted):<\/b> 25,252 (December) - about 8k more than last year, and still 4k below December 2019, even though I wrote a 20k monster again. *g*<br \/><b>Highest monthly word count (written):<\/b> 37,781 (December) - about 12k more than last year's highest, about 1k below 2019's, and 12k below my best from 2018.<br \/><br \/><b>Most words written in a day:<\/b> 7,662 (9th December) - bringing me more than 2k above last year's highest. (Nowhere near 2019's 11k, but that was very, very much a unique outlier.)<br \/><b>Fewest words written in a day:<\/b> 1 (12th May) - at least I had a one-word alibi sentence only once this year, unlike the three times of 2020?<br \/><br \/><b>Months I actually posted fic:<\/b> 9 - two more than last year, equal to my previous best year (2016)<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Fandoms written in:<\/b> <br \/><br \/>Guardian & adjacent: \u9547\u9b42 | Guardian (10), Time Engraver (2, one of them a crossover with the Bai Yu Pizza Hut Commercials), \u7ec5\u63a2 | Detective L (3)<br \/>Sherlockiana: Sherlock Holmes - ACD (1), BBC Sherlock (1)<br \/>Other: \u5c71\u6cb3\u4ee4 | Word of Honor (1), Once Upon a Time in Wonderland (1), Original Work (1)<br \/><br \/><b>Fandoms I wouldn't have expected to write this year:<\/b><br \/><br \/><i>Word of Honor<\/i>, because it didn't exist yet. *g* It's the one new fandom I got into this year, and I fell completely in love with it, even though Guardian is still first in my heart. I haven't written anything for it since that first story, though, because I don't feel solid enough on the canon and never had enough time or energy to properly rewatch it all - I couldn't even keep up with the once-a-week rewatch over at <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/ghost-valley.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/ghost-valley.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>ghost_valley<\/b><\/a><\/span>. (Going to catch up, though! And I definitely want to write more for it afterwards. I have ideas, just not the foundation to pull them off yet.)<br \/><br \/>Also <i>Detective L<\/i> - not because I didn't previously want to write for the fandom or the ship, but because I didn't quite feel like I could do it justice. And I'm still sort of feeling my way towards a more substantial story, but I'm having fun playing around with it, and as you can probably tell, having found someone else who is into my rarepair has been inspiring. *waves at <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/shadaras.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/shadaras.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>shadaras<\/b><\/a><\/span>*<br \/><br \/>Everything else is something I've written before. (Well, not the Pizza Hut commercials, but they're not the thing I'm fannish about with this particular crossover. *g*)<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Looking back, did you write more fic than you thought you would this year, less, or about what you'd predicted?<\/b> <br \/><br \/>By story numbers, it's about what I hoped for, almost the same number as last year. Word count-wise - well, it's getting better, but I really hope I can get back to my previous word counts. (No word count count graph this year either; it's too depressing to look at. Maybe next year?)<br \/><br \/>I'm happy to have posted fic in so many months, though! Only three without anything at all, and I've never yet managed more.<br \/><br \/>Regarding goals:<ul><li>In 2015, I hit my then-100,000 word target in mid-September; in 2016 and 2017 I was at 100k toward the end of April, and in 2018 at the start of April. In 2019, I only reached it in December; in 2020 I got there in mid-November. In 2021 I didn't reach 100k until early December.<\/li><li>In 2016, I hit my then-goal of 200,000 words in early November; I reached those in mid-October in 2017, and at the end of August in 2018. Didn't get anywhere close in 2019, 2020 or 2021.<\/li><li>My goal of 300,000, I never managed to reach - not even 2017 or 2018, much less the following years.<\/li><\/ul>Needless to say, I've signed up for a 300,000 word <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/inkingitout.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/inkingitout.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>inkingitout<\/b><\/a><\/span> pledge yet again. One day I'll actually make it!<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>What's your own favourite story of the year?<\/b> <br \/><br \/>Not an obvious choice this year at all, but I think ultimately it's this one:<br \/><blockquote><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/29270469\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong> How We Save Each Other<\/strong><\/a> (5317 words) [Teen And Up]<br \/><b>Fandom:<\/b> \u9547\u9b42 | Guardian (TV 2018)<br \/><b>Relationship:<\/b> Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan<br \/><b>Characters:<\/b> Shen Wei, Zhao Yunlan<br \/><b>Content Tags:<\/b> Episode Related, Episode 33, Missing Scenes, Rescue, Hurt\/Comfort, Hurt Shen Wei, Mutual Comfort, Getting Together, Dixing Worldbuilding<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Zhao Yunlan has rescued Shen Wei from the chains of the Heavenly Pillar, but Shen Wei is badly wounded, and getting back to Haixing is not as simple as they'd like.<\/blockquote><br \/><br \/><b>My best story of this year:<\/b> <br \/><br \/>Either <i>How We Save Each Other<\/i> (see above) or my <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>heartattackexchange<\/b><\/a><\/span> fic:<br \/><blockquote><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35452021\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>Worst Case Scenario<\/strong><\/a> (21598 words) [Teen And Up]<br \/><b>Fandom:<\/b> \u9547\u9b42 | Guardian (TV 2018)<br \/><b>Relationships:<\/b> Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan, Shen Wei & SID, Shen Wei & Ye Zun<br \/><b>Characters:<\/b> Shen Wei, Zhao Yunlan, Chu Shuzhi, Guo Changcheng, Da Qing, Zhu Hong, Lin Jing, Ye Zun<br \/><b>Content Tags:<\/b> Temporary Character Death, Time Loop, (not just the canonical one), Time Loop Aftermath, Double Identity, Secret(s) Revealed, Dixing-Haixing Politics, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Episode Related, Episode 4, Fix-It<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Shen Wei curved Zhao Yunlan's cold hand around the Sundial beneath his own. The Hallow lit up immediately, a golden glow that came with an oppressive hum, a heavy, black energy-laced thrumming against Shen Wei's senses.<br \/><i>Take whatever you need,<\/i> he thought. <i>Whatever I have, just give him back.<\/i><br \/>The Hallow's power pulsed through him, through Zhao Yunlan's body, and then it fizzled out. Shen Wei opened his eyes. Zhao Yunlan was not moving. Was not breathing. Was still - dead.<\/blockquote><br \/><br \/><b>My most popular story of this year: <\/b> <br \/><ul><li>Most popular by AO3 hit count: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/29270469\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">How We Save Each Other<\/a> (Guardian, Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan)<\/li><li>Most popular by AO3 kudos: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/29270469\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">How We Save Each Other<\/a> (Guardian, Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan)<\/li><li>Most popular by AO3 bookmarks: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/31741711\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">before the dawn<\/a> (Word of Honor, Wen Kexing\/Zhou Zishu)<\/li><li>Most popular by AO3 comments: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/31382084\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">hold, together<\/a> (Guardian, Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan)<\/li><\/ul>No clear winner this year!<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Story of mine most under-appreciated by the universe, in my opinion:<\/b> <br \/><br \/>I could name all the rare fandoms and pairings - the <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works?utf8=%E2%9C%93&amp;work_search%5Bsort_column%5D=revised_at&amp;work_search%5Bother_tag_names%5D=Huo+Wensi%2FLuo+Fei&amp;work_search%5Bexcluded_tag_names%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bcrossover%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bcomplete%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bwords_from%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bwords_to%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bdate_from%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bdate_to%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bquery%5D=&amp;work_search%5Blanguage_id%5D=&amp;commit=Sort+and+Filter&amp;user_id=Trobadora\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Detective L fic<\/a>, the <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/28569477\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Once Upon a Time in Wonderland fic<\/a>, the <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works?utf8=%E2%9C%93&amp;work_search%5Bsort_column%5D=revised_at&amp;work_search%5Bother_tag_names%5D=L%27Or%C3%A9al+%22Time+Engraver%22+Commercials&amp;work_search%5Bexcluded_tag_names%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bcrossover%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bcomplete%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bwords_from%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bwords_to%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bdate_from%5D=2021-01-01&amp;work_search%5Bdate_to%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bquery%5D=&amp;work_search%5Blanguage_id%5D=&amp;commit=Sort+and+Filter&amp;user_id=Trobadora\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Time Engraver fic<\/a> - because they all deserve the universe's love! But I never expected differently for them, and I'm happy with the reception they got. Whereas of the ones that do have had a larger audience, <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35452021\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Worst Case Scenario<\/a> is decidedly underperforming on kudos and comments so far.  Maybe that'll change with time ... or maybe it just isn't most people's thing, idk.<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Most fun story to write:<\/b> <br \/><br \/>Also not an easy choice! But after a lot of deliberation and trying to remember the writing process, I'm settling on this one:<br \/><blockquote><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/33990391\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>The Cat's Priorities<\/strong><\/a> (1829 words) [Teen And Up]<br \/><b>Fandom:<\/b> \u9547\u9b42 | Guardian (TV 2018)<br \/><b>Relationships:<\/b> Da Qing & Shen Wei, Da Qing & Kunlun<br \/><b>Characters:<\/b> Da Qing, Shen Wei<br \/><b>Content Tags:<\/b> Da Qing's Memories, Time Loops, Angst, Missing Scenes, Episode Related, Episode 27, Episode 34<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Da Qing has regained his memory, but he's still putting together the pieces.<\/blockquote><br \/>Even though it took me a long time between starting and finishing, Da Qing's POV is just a lot of fun to write! :D<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Sexiest story\/story with the single sexiest moment: <\/b> <br \/><br \/>Idk, everything involving <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works?utf8=%E2%9C%93&amp;work_search%5Bsort_column%5D=revised_at&amp;work_search%5Bother_tag_names%5D=Huo+Wensi%2FLuo+Fei&amp;work_search%5Bexcluded_tag_names%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bcrossover%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bcomplete%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bwords_from%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bwords_to%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bdate_from%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bdate_to%5D=&amp;work_search%5Bquery%5D=&amp;work_search%5Blanguage_id%5D=&amp;commit=Sort+and+Filter&amp;user_id=Trobadora\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Huo Wensi\/Luo Fei<\/a> is automatically the sexiest for me right now. *g* But I think the SHL fic is probably a more meaningful and less me-personally-right-in-this-moment choice here, for the central sex scene:<br \/><blockquote><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/31741711\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>before the dawn<\/strong><\/a> (6908 words) [Mature]<br \/><b>Fandom:<\/b> \u5c71\u6cb3\u4ee4 | Word of Honor (TV 2021)<br \/><b>Relationship:<\/b> Wen Kexing\/Zhou Zishu<br \/><b>Characters:<\/b> Zhou Zishu, Wen Kexing<br \/><b>Content Tags:<\/b> Hurt\/Comfort, Episode Related, Episode 23, Canon Divergence, Zhou Zishu's Nails, Zhou Zishu's Senses, Sensation Play, Developing Relationship<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> <i>It was a gradual fading now. Taste, smell, touch, hearing, sight, speech - they were all going to leave him, bit by bit.<\/i><br \/>Zhou Zishu is losing his senses. Wen Kexing has opinions about that.<\/blockquote><br \/><br \/><b>Hardest story to write:<\/b> <br \/><br \/>The <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>heartattackexchange<\/b><\/a><\/span> fic, <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35452021\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Worst Case Scenario<\/a>, because it went through so many different iterations! I think it's because it started out as a merging of two particular concepts, and I had a lot of trouble letting go of one of them when it ended up not actually fitting the story as it emerged. Each change I made, that element got reduced further, and in the final version it's completely gone. (Maybe one day I'll do something else with that concept, if I can think of a better framing for it ...)<br \/><br \/>Anyway, because of that, the only parts of the fic that didn't fundamentally change over the course of writing are the flashbacks and the scene that ended up being (but wasn't originally) the very first one.<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Did you take any writing risks this year?<\/b> <br \/><br \/>Does signing up for <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>heartattackexchange<\/b><\/a><\/span> count? Especially since the schedule meant it overlapped with <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/femslashex.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/femslashex.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>femslashex<\/b><\/a><\/span> and was squeezed in just before Yuletide. And then it got delayed and ended up significantly encroaching on my Yuletide writing time, which meant I didn't have time to write more than one treat, and almost didn't manage even that ... <br \/><br \/>10k in two weeks is eminently doable, but the schedule really made it difficult to start early, which then meant the story very much benefitted from the delays. At a different time of year, and without that kind of overlap with other exchanges, I'd totally do it again!<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Do you have any fanfic or profic goals for the New Year? <\/b> <br \/><br \/>Finish some things for <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>fandomtrees<\/b><\/a><\/span>.<br \/>Write my assignment plus at least one treat for Chocolate Box.<br \/>Write something for SHL (and maybe TYK too).<br \/>Finally finish <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/26252920\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Leave the Sea<\/a>, and hopefully some other WIPs as well.<br \/>Write some fic without any deadlines!<br \/><br \/>Reach my <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/inkingitout.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/inkingitout.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>inkingitout<\/b><\/a><\/span> pledge of 300,000 words on my sixth try.<br \/>Post fic in at least as many months of the year as I did in 2021.<br \/>Write more in general than I did in 2021.<br \/>Post more stories than I did in 2021.<br \/><br \/>I think that's more than enough, for a start. As I said last year already: mostly I just want to get back to normal, writing-wise.<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Stories I haven't yet written, but intend to: <\/b> <br \/><br \/>I don't have any open assignments currently, but I still have have things for <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>fandomtrees<\/b><\/a><\/span> that I haven't started ...<br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><b>I'd like to thank the academy ...<\/b> <br \/><br \/>People I couldn't have done without: <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/china-shop.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/china-shop.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>china_shop<\/b><\/a><\/span>, <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/navaan.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/navaan.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>navaan<\/b><\/a><\/span>, <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/shadaras.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/shadaras.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>shadaras<\/b><\/a><\/span>, and the Write Every Day crowd (even though I failed so badly at checking in all year). Thank you so much, all of you! &hearts; &hearts; &hearts;\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1132873.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1132873.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1132873\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/777355.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/777027.html","pubDate":"Sat, 01 Jan 2022 13:26:07 GMT","title":"FIC: A Staircase, Winding (Time Engraver) [Teen]","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/777027.html","description":"Yuletide author reveals happened while I was asleep! I wrote Time Engraver fic again, so now I've got four Time Engraver stories up, two of them ZYLBY crossovers (<a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/28135728\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><\/a>this and <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/34260016\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><\/a>this), and two of them not - last year's <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/28273566\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">White and Marble<\/a>, and this year's new one. Here it is:<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><b>Title:<\/b> A Staircase, Winding<br \/><b>Fandom:<\/b> L'Or\u00e9al \"Time Engraver\" Commercials<br \/><b>Characters:<\/b> The Time Engraver, The woman who doesn't smile<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> Teen<br \/><b>Content tags:<\/b> 2020 commercial, worldbuilding<br \/><b>A\/N:<\/b> <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/topaz-eyes.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/topaz-eyes.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>topaz_eyes<\/b><\/a><\/span> asked about the change in setting\/aesthetic between the commercials - here's one in-universe way it might work.<br \/><br \/><b>Summary:<\/b><br \/><br \/>The Time Engraver snaps his fingers. A laughing woman in a red dress, a cocktail in her hand, vanishes from his workshop with new crinkles around her eyes.<br \/><br \/>Another snap of his fingers; another woman appears - and the workshop changes around him. <br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35766736\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>A Staircase, Winding<\/b><\/a>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1132735.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1132735.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1132735\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/777027.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/776886.html","pubDate":"Fri, 31 Dec 2021 23:00:44 GMT","title":"Prosit Neujahr!","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/776886.html","description":"<font size=\"24\"><b>Happy New Year, everyone! :D<\/b><\/font>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1132386.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1132386.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1132386\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/776886.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/776472.html","pubDate":"Fri, 31 Dec 2021 19:57:34 GMT","title":"last post of the year","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/776472.html","description":"<ul><li><b>State of the Dora:<\/b> I've been thinking about posting this for a while, but I've been holding off due to the paranoid feeling that as soon as I said it it would go away. Anyway - shock, surprise, it turns out that brain fog, tiredness and an inability to focus are actually three separate things, not just one indistinct blob of fuzziness?! Who would have thought. :p<br \/><br \/>In short, vitamin B12 supplements made the brain fog go away, and getting to sleep in this week means I'm not as tired either. Focus is still a work in progress, though. *g*<\/li><br \/><li><b>Pandemic:<\/b> I got my third vaccine jab yesterday! Moderna this time, and so far (30 hours later) I have no side effects other than my arm hurting, not even the tiredness I had last time. It's a more localised pain and swelling this time, too - with both previous Biontech doses, my entire upper arm was a little swollen; this time the area around the injection is swollen more, but the rest isn't (or not noticeably so). Fascinating!<br \/><br \/>Also, I got a look at the shopping district today when I came past on my daily walk, and wow, those were some crowds ...<\/li><br \/><li><b>Food:<\/b> I was going to make scallion pancakes today ... but then I made them yesterday instead. *g* Today it was improvised hot and sour soup to use up some leftovers, and I'll have smoked salmon on bread later.<\/li><br \/><li><b>Writing:<\/b> Still having trouble getting back in the saddle after Yuletide, but I'm going to make a serious effort to a) get as much as possible done for <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>fandomtrees<\/b><\/a><\/span> (I have a list!) and b) write more consistently again this year. (I'll do my usual retrospective tomorrow, after Yuletide authors have been revealed.)<\/li><br \/><li><b>Watching:<\/b> I haven't watched a single thing in what feels like forever now, other than canon revision for writing purposes. I really want to find the time for that again, too.<\/li><br \/><li><b>Reading:<\/b> Other than fanfic, the only thing I've read recently has been rereads (mainly Nantucket Trilogy and Starfire) and the German translation of MDZS, which I'm still in the middle of. (It's a very smoothly readable translation; I'm enjoying it! My main complaint is the sloppy\/nonexistent proofreading.)<\/li><br \/><li><b>New Year's Eve:<\/b>Three hours until midnight! I'm going to watch an episode of Imperial Coroner with the group watch in a bit; that's my only plan for tonight. What's everyone else doing this New Year's Eve?<\/li><\/ul>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1132180.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1132180.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1132180\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/776472.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/775980.html","pubDate":"Thu, 30 Dec 2021 00:00:52 GMT","title":"Yuletide recs for 2021","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/775980.html","description":"The other day I mentioned to a friend that I used to be able to go through the entire Yuletide collection on the 25th, at least for a first pass, and that it never took me more than one full evening to read everything in all the fandoms even remotely of interest to me. I can't any more - and it turns out the reason is in fact that there are a lot more fandoms in the collection that I'm sufficiently familiar with and interested in than there used to be. Not complaining! *g*<br \/><br \/>Anyway, here's an assortment of fic I enjoyed in this year's collections - 17 stories in 12 fandoms:<br \/><br \/>(Fandoms: Cadfael Chronicles - Ellis Peters, Coldfire Trilogy - C. S. Friedman, \u7ec5\u63a2 | Detective L, \u5929\u6daf\u5ba2 | Faraway Wanderers - priest, L'Or\u00e9al \"Time Engraver\" Commercials, Legend of Good Women - Geoffrey Chaucer, \u76d7\u5893\u7b14\u8bb0\u91cd\u542f | The Lost Tomb Reboot, Mary Reilly - Valerie Martin, Miss Marple - Agatha Christie, Murder, She Wrote, Robot Series - Isaac Asimov, \u838a\u5b50 - \u838a\u5468 | Zhu\u0101ngz\u01d0 - Zhu\u0101ng Zh\u014du)<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35470711\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>Through the Eye of a Needle<\/strong><\/a> (6490 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/Cadfael%20Chronicles%20-%20Ellis%20Peters\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Cadfael Chronicles - Ellis Peters<\/a><br \/>Rating: General Audiences<br \/>Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br \/>Characters: Brother Cadfael, Sister Magdalen (Cadfael Chronicles)<br \/>Additional Tags: Winter, Embroidery, Case fic but without the violence<br \/><br \/>Summary: On a winter morning in the 1140s, a parcel is left at the door of the abbey church in Shrewsbury. When its contents turn out to be as contested as they are confounding, Brother Cadfael finds himself with some unexpected expert help.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35931013\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>Enharmonic<\/strong><\/a> (1100 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/Coldfire%20Trilogy%20-%20C*d*%20S*d*%20Friedman\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Coldfire Trilogy - C. S. Friedman<\/a><br \/>Rating: General Audiences<br \/>Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br \/>Relationships: Gerald Tarrant & Damien Vryce<br \/>Characters: Gerald Tarrant (Coldfire Trilogy), Damien Vryce, Hesseth sa-Restrath, Jenseny Kierstaad<br \/>Additional Tags: Mid-Canon, Yuletide Treat, does Erna have pianos?, This author says yes<br \/><br \/>Summary: Damien felt himself oddly hungering for a dissonant note somewhere, a roughness, some small spark of flawed humanity to come through underneath the cold perfection.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35640397\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>Inexorable:  An Interlude<\/strong><\/a> (1058 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/Coldfire%20Trilogy%20-%20C*d*%20S*d*%20Friedman\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Coldfire Trilogy - C. S. Friedman<\/a><br \/>Rating: Explicit<br \/>Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br \/>Relationships: Gerald Tarrant\/Damien Vryce<br \/>Characters: Gerald Tarrant (Coldfire Trilogy), Damien Vryce<br \/>Additional Tags: Character Study, Porn with Feelings, Missing Scene<br \/><br \/>Summary: They can ill afford to waste a single moment of their attempt to destroy Calesta; Tarrant's longmonth of guaranteed life steadily passes, and Damien despairs that time enough to solve either problem, let alone both of them, exists.  Still, when Tarrant reaches out to him, deliberate and unmistakable in intent, Damien sets down the volume he's been studying and leans into Tarrant's touch.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35756557\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>Source of Untold Fears<\/strong><\/a> (4215 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/Coldfire%20Trilogy%20-%20C*d*%20S*d*%20Friedman\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Coldfire Trilogy - C. S. Friedman<\/a><br \/>Rating: Teen And Up Audiences<br \/>Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence<br \/>Characters: Damien Vryce, Gerald Tarrant (Coldfire Trilogy)<br \/>Additional Tags: Nightmares, Damien Vryce Needs a Hug, Dark Fantasy, Horror, Gerald isn't a vampire but he isn't NOT a vampire<br \/><br \/>Summary: Damien Vryce agreed to feed the Hunter on the substance of nightmares, within certain limits. When it appears those limits have been broken, they figure out why.<br \/><br \/>Slight AU for Black Sun Rising, set after crossing the Canopy.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35962477\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>Posterior Motives<\/strong><\/a> (2535 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/%E7%BB%85%E6%8E%A2%20%7C%20Detective%20L%20(TV)\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">\u7ec5\u63a2 | Detective L (TV)<\/a><br \/>Rating: Explicit<br \/>Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br \/>Relationships: Huo Wensi\/Luo Fei<br \/>Characters: Huo Wensi, Lu\u00f3 F\u0113i<br \/>Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Pre-Canon, Dom\/sub, Undernegotiated Kink, Rough Sex, Door Sex, Canon-Typical Manipulative Huo Wensi<br \/><br \/>Summary: Luo Fei is barging through his waiting room and picking the lock into his personal office, which means he's taken silence as an invitation, which means he's bored. Therefore, Huo Wensi thinks, he's here for sex.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35776180\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>strawberry days<\/strong><\/a> (2564 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/%E7%BB%85%E6%8E%A2%20%7C%20Detective%20L%20(TV)\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">\u7ec5\u63a2 | Detective L (TV)<\/a><br \/>Rating: Teen And Up Audiences<br \/>Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br \/>Relationships: B\u011bn Ji\u00e9 M\u00edng\/Lu\u00f3 F\u0113i<br \/>Characters: B\u011bn Ji\u00e9 M\u00edng, Lu\u00f3 F\u0113i<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35763343\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>Lessons Learned<\/strong><\/a> (6419 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/%E5%A4%A9%E6%B6%AF%E5%AE%A2%20%7C%20Faraway%20Wanderers%20-%20priest\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">\u5929\u6daf\u5ba2 | Faraway Wanderers - priest<\/a><br \/>Rating: Teen And Up Audiences<br \/>Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br \/>Relationships: Wen Kexing\/Zhou Zishu<br \/>Characters: Zhou Zishu, Wen Kexing, Zhang Chengling<br \/>Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Post-Canon, Future Fic, Found Family, Swimming, And Other Life Lessons, jianghu conspiracy and clown romance, True Love<br \/><br \/>Summary: \"Why would we want that?\" Wen Kexing said, resting all his weight against Zhou Zishu's side. Even with the dark water running through his robes, he was warm; Zhou Zishu didn't lean away. \"A-Xu and I have our own business here.\"<br \/>\"Which is what, again?\" Chengling said, smiling. Wen Kexing turned to grin at him. <br \/>\"This is a lake town,\" he said. \"We're going swimming, of course.\" <br \/>-<br \/>Zhou Zishu's family teaches him how to swim.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35834476\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>Written in the Red and the Green<\/strong><\/a> (1293 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/%E5%A4%A9%E6%B6%AF%E5%AE%A2%20%7C%20Faraway%20Wanderers%20-%20priest\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">\u5929\u6daf\u5ba2 | Faraway Wanderers - priest<\/a><br \/>Rating: Explicit<br \/>Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings<br \/>Relationships: Wen Kexing\/Zhou Zishu<br \/>Characters: Wen Kexing, Zhou Zishu<br \/>Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Fighting for the Right to Top, Biting, Kissing, Mild Comeplay, mild bloodplay, Pillow Princess Zhou Zishu, Erotic Citation of Poetry, Scars as Romantic Tokens, Brief Oblique Mention of Wen Kexing's Childhood Trauma<br \/><br \/>Summary: Wen Kexing wins a duel and claims the right to top. Zhou Zishu is more than happy to let him.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35874700\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>Entrapping Time<\/strong><\/a> (1434 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/L%27Or%C3%A9al%20%22Time%20Engraver%22%20Commercials\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">L&#39;Or\u00e9al &quot;Time Engraver&quot; Commercials<\/a><br \/>Rating: Teen And Up Audiences<br \/>Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings<br \/>Relationships: Time Engraver (L'Oreal \"Time Engraver\" Commercials) & Bai Yu characters<br \/>Characters: Time Engraver (L'Oreal \"Time Engraver\" Commercials)<br \/>Additional Tags: Bai Yu\/Zhu Yilong Character Combinations, Worldbuilding, guess the Bai Yu character<br \/><br \/>Summary: <em>As far as time stretches, the Time Engraver has been content with his tower and workshop and one-sided discussions with those on whom he works his delicate craft - the small niche time carved itself simply for being, outside yet within its intangible, implacable nature. <\/em><br \/>And then one soul sparks his curiosity.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35529331\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>Palimpsest<\/strong><\/a> (1643 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/L%27Or%C3%A9al%20%22Time%20Engraver%22%20Commercials\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">L&#39;Or\u00e9al &quot;Time Engraver&quot; Commercials<\/a><br \/>Rating: Teen And Up Audiences<br \/>Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br \/>Relationships: The Time Engraver & Original Female Characters<br \/>Characters: The Time Engraver, Original Female Characters<br \/>Additional Tags: Don't copy to another site, Yuletide 2021, Worldbuilding, Pre-Canon<br \/><br \/>Summary: <i>The first thing that he sees when he opens his eyes is a shattered burin.<\/i><br \/><br \/>palimpsest<br \/>\/\u02c8pal\u026am(p)s\u025bst\/<br \/>noun<br \/>a manuscript or piece of writing material on which later writing has been superimposed on effaced earlier writing.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35395687\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>New perspectives on Chaucer's Aldris: Editor's introduction<\/strong><\/a> (2082 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/Legend%20of%20Good%20Women%20-%20Geoffrey%20Chaucer\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Legend of Good Women - Geoffrey Chaucer<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/Beowulf%20(Poem)\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Beowulf (Poem)<\/a><br \/>Rating: General Audiences<br \/>Warnings: Major Character Death<br \/>Characters: Grendel's Mother (Beowulf)<br \/>Additional Tags: Pseudo-scholarship, AU: Chaucer Lives Till 1404, Heroic Grendel's Mother, Etymology, Crack Treated Seriously, Implied\/Referenced Suicide<br \/><br \/>Summary: Feminist readings of Aldris are, of course, some of the most prominent. While some early voices see Aldris as simply assuming a masculine role, Carol Clover's 1993 \"Flyting as gender performance\" examines Aldris's reproach of Earl Roger and his knights...<br \/><br \/>AU: Chaucer lives four more years and writes a tale about Grendel's mother in his Legend of Good Women. Hundreds of years later, academics are still arguing over the details, because of course they are.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35872066\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>the rime dictionary of Wu Xie<\/strong><\/a> (7433 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/%E7%9B%97%E5%A2%93%E7%AC%94%E8%AE%B0%E9%87%8D%E5%90%AF%20%7C%20The%20Lost%20Tomb%20Reboot%20(TV)\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">\u76d7\u5893\u7b14\u8bb0\u91cd\u542f | The Lost Tomb Reboot (TV)<\/a><br \/>Rating: Mature<br \/>Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br \/>Relationships: Wu Xie\/Zhang Qiling, Wang Pangzi\/Ye Piaopiao, Wang Pangzi & Wu Xie & Zhang Qiling<br \/>Characters: Wu Xie (DMBJ Series), Wang Pangzi, Zhang Qiling, Ye Piaopiao, Huo Daofu (DMBJ Series), Xiao Mei, Wu Erbai, Li Jiale (DMBJ Series)<br \/>Additional Tags: Piaopiao lives, Post-Canon, Canon Flashbacks, canonical illness, fun with the common cold, Hurt\/Comfort, Emotional Hurt\/Comfort, Handwaved SI Recovery, Canon-typical Ershu Infodump, Quasi-History-Compliant, Yuletide Treat<br \/><br \/>Summary: This is why (even now) Wu Xie shouldn't be let out alone-<i>one<\/i> trip out to the provinces, and he comes home with a bad cold and an unsolved mystery.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35930596\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>The Mary Reilly Papers<\/strong><\/a> (1975 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/Mary%20Reilly%20-%20Valerie%20Martin\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Mary Reilly - Valerie Martin<\/a><br \/>Rating: Teen And Up Audiences<br \/>Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br \/><br \/>Summary: <br \/>@heyitsannemarie<br \/>\"I brushed my hair down and let it fall over my breasts and I thought, is this a sight my master would care to see?\" oh GIRL you are down BAD. <br \/><br \/>@princessbeeeeeee<br \/>@heyitsannemarie is this a romance novel<br \/><br \/>@heyitsannemarie<br \/>@princessbeeeeeee LMAO NO<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35711779\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>Painted Murder<\/strong><\/a> (7507 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/Miss%20Marple%20-%20Agatha%20Christie\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Miss Marple - Agatha Christie<\/a><br \/>Rating: General Audiences<br \/>Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br \/>Characters: Jane Marple, Dolly Bantry<br \/><br \/>Summary: When a murder stirs up memories of the Tuesday Night Club, Miss Marple ventures forth into stately drawing rooms, artists' studios, and London art galleries to unravel the mystery in the way that only she can do, and to find justice for an old friend.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35589781\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>Body Number One<\/strong><\/a> (4922 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/Murder%20She%20Wrote\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Murder She Wrote<\/a><br \/>Rating: Teen And Up Audiences<br \/>Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br \/>Characters: Jessica Fletcher<br \/>Additional Tags: Yuletide Treat<br \/><br \/>Summary: One time when Jessica didn't solve the mystery, and five times when she did.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35816143\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>Training Data<\/strong><\/a> (3156 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/Robot%20Series%20-%20Isaac%20Asimov\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Robot Series - Isaac Asimov<\/a><br \/>Rating: General Audiences<br \/>Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br \/>Characters: Susan Calvin, Original Characters, Original Robot Character(s)<br \/><br \/>Summary: CSNDR-4 didn't work.<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35777350\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><strong>5 Ways To Rewrite Zhuangzi<\/strong><\/a> (1326 words)<br \/>Fandom: <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/tags\/%E8%8E%8A%E5%AD%90%20-%20%E8%8E%8A%E5%91%A8%20%7C%20Zhu%C4%81ngz%C7%90%20-%20Zhu%C4%81ng%20Zh%C5%8Du\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">\u838a\u5b50 - \u838a\u5468 | Zhu\u0101ngz\u01d0 - Zhu\u0101ng Zh\u014du<\/a><br \/>Rating: General Audiences<br \/>Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br \/>Characters: Zhuangzi (The Zhuangzi), Huizi (The Zhuangzi), Xunzi, Ezra Pound, W. V. Quine<br \/>Additional Tags: Translation Theory, Linguistic Sacrilege, Philosophical Sacrilege, Sacrilege In General, Not Quite Crossover, random guest appearances, Yuletide Treat, Crack, But also not quite crack, 5 Things<br \/><br \/>Summary: The Way, transmitted<sup>1<\/sup>. <br \/><br \/><small><sup>1<\/sup> Sorta.<\/small><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1131615.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1131615.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1131615\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/775980.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/775724.html","pubDate":"Sun, 26 Dec 2021 22:15:55 GMT","title":"Yuletide bounty!","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/775724.html","description":"<font size=\"5\"><b>Happy Yuletide, everyone!<\/b><\/font><br \/><br \/>I'm still at my mother's and don't have much internet time, so I haven't even touched the rest of  the collections yet, but I got <i>three<\/i> gifts, two in the main collection and one in Madness! And they are all excellent! :D<br \/><ol><li>Two very different Time Engraver worldbuilding fics, with different takes on what kind of being the Time Engraver is:<br \/><br \/><ul><li><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35529331\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Palimpsest<\/a> (1643 words) [Teen]<br \/><u>Relationship:<\/u> Time Engraver & OFC<br \/><u>Summary:<\/u> <i>The first thing that he sees when he opens his eyes is a shattered burin.<\/i><br \/>palimpsest<br \/>\/\u02c8pal\u026am(p)s\u025bst\/<br \/>noun<br \/>a manuscript or piece of writing material on which later writing has been superimposed on effaced earlier writing.<\/li><br \/><li><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35874700\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Entrapping Time<\/a> (1434 words) [Teen]<br \/><u>Relationship:<\/u> Time Engraver & Bai Yu characters<br \/><u>Summary:<\/u> <em>As far as time stretches, the Time Engraver has been content with his tower and workshop and one-sided discussions with those on whom he works his delicate craft \u2013 the small niche time carved itself simply for being, outside yet within its intangible, implacable nature.<\/em><br \/>And then one soul sparks his curiosity.<\/li><\/ul><\/li><br \/><li>And one Detective L fic with porn for the tiny rarepair of my heart:<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35962477\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Posterior Motives <\/a> (2535 words) [Explicit]<br \/><u>Relationship:<\/u> Huo Wensi\/Luo Fei<br \/><u>Additional Tags:<\/u> Established Relationship, Pre-Canon, Dom\/sub, Undernegotiated Kink, Rough Sex, Door Sex, Canon-Typical Manipulative Huo Wensi<br \/><u>Summary:<\/u> Luo Fei is barging through his waiting room and picking the lock into his personal office, which means he\u2019s taken silence as an invitation, which means he\u2019s bored. Therefore, Huo Wensi thinks, he\u2019s here for sex.<\/li><\/ol><br \/>Yuletide is simply the best, and I can't wait to discover what other gems are in this year's collections. :D<br \/><br \/>Hope everyone else is having a great Yuletide too! \u2764\u2764\u2764\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1131351.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1131351.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1131351\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/775724.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/775628.html","pubDate":"Thu, 23 Dec 2021 12:34:48 GMT","title":"FIC: Worst Case Scenario (Guardian: Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan, Shen Wei & SID, Shen Wei & Ye Zun) [Teen]","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/775628.html","description":"<span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>heartattackexchange<\/b><\/a><\/span> author reveals happened this night! And <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35316526\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">my gift<\/a> (Grimm, Nick\/Renard\/Juliette) turned out to be exactly by the person I thought it was. :D I'll have to write a proper rec post, because it's brilliant, but ... after Yuletide. *looks over shoulder, runs from BEARS*<br \/><br \/>And here's my own fic - 21k of early-episodes Guardian. I didn't remember until later that I'd already used the title once before, on a Doctor Who <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/314562\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">double drabble<\/a> back in 2012. The danger of using established phrases!<br \/><br \/>**<br \/><br \/><b>Title:<\/b> Worst Case Scenario<br \/><b>Fandom:<\/b> \u9547\u9b42 | Guardian (TV)<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> Teen<br \/><b>Relationships:<\/b> Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan, Shen Wei & SID team, Shen Wei & Ye Zun<br \/><b>Characters:<\/b> Shen Wei, Zhao Yunlan, Chu Shuzhi, Guo Changcheng, Da Qing, Zhu Hong, Lin Jing, Ye Zun<br \/><b>Content tags:<\/b> Temporary Character Death, Time Loop, (not just the canonical one), Time Loop Aftermath, Double Identity, Secret(s) Revealed, Dixing-Haixing politics, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Episode Related, Episode 4, Fix-It<br \/><br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> <br \/><br \/>Shen Wei curved Zhao Yunlan's cold hand around the Sundial beneath his own. The Hallow lit up immediately, a golden glow that came with an oppressive hum, a heavy, black energy-laced thrumming against Shen Wei's senses.<br \/><br \/><i>Take whatever you need,<\/i> he thought. <i>Whatever I have, just give him back.<\/i><br \/><br \/>The Hallow's power pulsed through him, through Zhao Yunlan's body, and then it fizzled out. Shen Wei opened his eyes. Zhao Yunlan was not moving. Was not breathing. Was still - dead.<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35452021\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>Worst Case Scenario<\/b><\/a>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1131256.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1131256.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1131256\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/775628.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/775292.html","pubDate":"Tue, 21 Dec 2021 01:03:40 GMT","title":"state of exchange!Dora","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/775292.html","description":"<ol><li><b>Exchanges\/Fests:<\/b><br \/><br \/>I've been meaning to make a proper update post for a while, but it's not going to happen before Yuletide reveals, so here's at least a partial one: it's been a bit of a mess lately, on the exchange front.<br \/><br \/><span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/femslashex.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/femslashex.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>femslashex<\/b><\/a><\/span> had delayed reveals, and because I'm constitutionally incapable of stopping my fiddling with stories until they are live and out of my hand, that ate somewhat into my <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>heartattackexchange<\/b><\/a><\/span> writing time. I'm happy with <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35239756\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">the story I wrote<\/a>, though - including the bit I changed at the last minute. Also, it was great writing original fic again - I missed it!<br \/><br \/>Then <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>heartattackexchange<\/b><\/a><\/span> had multiple delays, and that ate <i>massively<\/i> into the Yuletide writing period. On the other hand, I fought with the story and its revisions a lot, and tossed out a lot of words during the revision process to replace them with something completely different. (Looking at my word count spreadsheet, only 58,6% of the words I wrote actually ended up in the final version, which, uh, is not a great percentage.) The story is much better for it, though, so I can't regret it - I'm very pleased with the ultimate result. (It's still anonymous; author reveals are on the 22nd.)<br \/><br \/>So, <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/yuletide.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/yuletide.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>yuletide<\/b><\/a><\/span> ... I made the deadline without too much panicking, but the story is still in need of revision, because after that I simply crashed for two days. Finally feeling awake again now! And I'm not worried about whipping my assignment into shape, for once. So today is the first day since October that I've had any time to even give thought to Yuletide treats. I originally had a huge list of potential ones; I've narrowed it down to three that are still possible, plus maybe another Madness treat if I have brain left on the 25th. We'll see how much (if any) I can still finish. Fingers crossed!<br \/><br \/>And of course after Yuletide comes <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>fandomtrees<\/b><\/a><\/span>! I have a whole list for that as well, and am really looking forward to tackling it after the holidays. <br \/><br \/>How's everyone else's exchange\/fest life going?<\/li><br \/><li><b>Other:<\/b><br \/><br \/>Once I can find a little energy and time I'm also going to go back and comment on the last few <a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/tag\/type:+scene+discussion\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">scene discussion posts<\/a> over at <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>sid_guardian<\/b><\/a><\/span> that so far I've only bookmarked. These are always so fun! Still looking forward to talking to people there.<br \/><br \/>And speaking of, sign-ups for the <a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/379335.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">next round<\/a> are open - not just for scene discussion posts, but for all kinds of meta, , etc. Which means I need to decide what to tackle next round! I thought I'd had an idea recently, but I can't seem to remember now. Anyone have suggestions? <a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/338832.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Here's<\/a> the list of scenes that have already been tackled.<\/li><\/ol>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1130964.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1130964.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1130964\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/775292.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/774978.html","pubDate":"Mon, 20 Dec 2021 19:19:07 GMT","title":"AO3 averages meme","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/774978.html","description":"Last seen at <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/shadaras.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/shadaras.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>shadaras<\/b><\/a><\/span>'s, <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/sanguinity.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/sanguinity.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>sanguinity<\/b><\/a><\/span>'s and <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/muccamukk.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/muccamukk.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>muccamukk<\/b><\/a><\/span>'s: I've enjoyed seeing this around, so here's mine.<br \/><br \/>I'm not counting works that are unrevealed or still anonymous, because that way I'm looking at exactly 200 works!<br \/><br \/><b>Average word count:<\/b> 3,449.6 (mean) or 1,941 (median)<br \/><b>Average hit count:<\/b> 1,379.9 (mean) or 921.5 (median)<br \/><b>Average kudos count:<\/b> 109.5 (mean) or 75 (median)<br \/><b>Average number of comment threads:<\/b> 6.5 (mean) or 4 (median)<br \/><b>Average number of bookmarks:<\/b> 20.6 (mean) or 10 (median) - public bookmarks: 6 (median)<br \/><br \/>(I know no easy way to get the total number of public bookmarks, so I left that out.)<br \/><br \/><b>Work(s) closest to the average word count:<\/b><br \/><br \/><u>Mean:<\/u> one original f\/f (3,350 words), and one rare-these-days het pairing (3,549 words). In some ways the original work is probably closer to my usual fare, but even so, less than 12% of my works are labelled f\/f. On the other hand, while it's a rarepair and my only fic in this fandom, the second one is pretty much my typical close-to-canon slots-neatly-in kind of writing.<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/7285222\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Castle of Spun Bridges<\/a> (Original fantasy f\/f) [M]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/11391429\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Set Us Free<\/a> (The Pretender: Miss Parker\/Jarod) [Teen]<br \/><br \/><u>Median:<\/u> one original f\/f again (1,936 words), and one Doctor\/Jack fic (1,946 words). Since Doctor Who\/Torchwood is about 44% of my total output and Doctor\/Jack-related stuff about 86% of that, I feel it's fairly representative! *g*<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/8341858\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Queen's Blade<\/a> (Original fantasy f\/f) [Teen]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/1122779\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Cold Poison<\/a> (Doctor Who: Ten\/Jack) [M]<br \/><br \/><b>Work(s) closest to the average hit count:<\/b><br \/><br \/><u>Mean:<\/u> a Xena hetfic (1,387 hits)! Given that I really only wrote (well, finished) two Xena fics, and het (like femslash) is only about 12% of my output ... not at all representative. (The dynamic is fairly typical for my enemy ships, but, well, they all are. *g*)<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/337510\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Unchained<\/a> (Xena: Xena\/Ares) [Teen]<br \/><br \/><u>Median:<\/u> Doctor Who, twice (914 and 929 hits)! Doctor\/Jack, even! Very typical, see above.<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/57126\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Shall Reap the Whirlwind<\/a> (Doctor Who: Ten & Jack) [Teen]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/306660\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">A Time For Lasts<\/a> (Doctor Who: Ten\/Jack) [Teen]<br \/><br \/><b>Work(s) closest to the average kudos count: <\/b><br \/><br \/><u>Mean:<\/u> oh look, it's two Doctor\/Jack works again (108 and 109 kudos)! <br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/1172937\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Stretch and Strain<\/a> (Doctor Who: Ten\/Jack) [Teen]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/916278\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Under the Skin<\/a> (Doctor Who\/Torchwood: Twelve\/Jack) [Teen]<br \/><br \/><u>Median:<\/u> I have five works at 75 kudos - one Guardian double drabble, one Guardian drabble, one original f\/f, and two Doctor Who fics: <br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/26082844\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Rascals<\/a> (Guardian: Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan) [Teen]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/26026411\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Within Reach<\/a> (Guardian: Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan) [Teen]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/8341858\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Queen's Blade<\/a> (Original fantasy f\/f) [Teen]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/7637359\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Lethe Gate<\/a> (Doctor Who: Ten\/Jack) [Teen]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/306660\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">A Time For Lasts<\/a> (Doctor Who: Ten\/Jack) [Teen]<br \/><br \/><b>Work(s) closest to the average number of comment threads: <\/b><br \/><br \/>Not going to list these, because there are 21 works with 6 or 7 comment threads, and another 21 with four.<br \/><br \/><b>Work(s) closest to the average number of bookmarks:<\/b><br \/><br \/><u>Mean:<\/u> oh look, gasp, shock, it's three Doctor\/Jack fics at 21 bookmarks:<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/57119\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Lifeline<\/a> (Doctor Who: Ten\/Jack) [Teen]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/2817272\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Get Off<\/a> (Doctor Who: Eleven\/Jack) [M]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/1056345\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Volcano Day<\/a> (Doctor Who: Nine\/Jack) [Teen]<br \/><br \/><u>Median:<\/u> four works at 10 bookmarks - one Guardian, one het rarepair, two Doctor Who:<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/1185057\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Benefits<\/a> (Doctor Who, Ten\/Jack) [M]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/54717\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Archimedean Point<\/a> (Doctor Who, Nine & Jack) [G]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/2383574\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Red Queen's Race<\/a> (Once Upon a Time in Wonderland, Ana\/Will) [Teen]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/26163079\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">In This Fading Hour<\/a> (Guardian: Shen Wei & Ye Zun, Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan) [T]<br \/><br \/>And for 6 public bookmarks, I have five works - <i>Benefits<\/i> and <i>Red Queen's Race<\/i> from above, plus one more Doctor Who fic, one m\/m rarepair and one f\/f rarepair:<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/58496\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Terrible<\/a> (Doctor Who: Ten\/Jack) [M]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/42235\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">More Real Than Life<\/a> (Neverwhere: Marquis de Carabas\/Richard Mayhew) [T]<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/605603\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Zone F: Fandom Primer<\/a> (She-Ra: Princess of Power: Adora\/Catra) [Teen]<br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>It's not really surprising that a lot of my \"average\" works are Doctor Who, or more precisely Doctor\/Jack because that fandom and that ship defines the average by being the majority of my works. *g* (I have 87 fics tagged Doctor Who, and the next-largest, Guardian, only has 26 so far.)<br \/><br \/>Still, at first I was a bit surprised that my newer main fandoms are so underrepresented in this list. But thinking about it, Doctor Who being an old fandom and many of these works being originally or additionally posted somewhere else, even if all else were equal Guardian and Grimm both would still end up having generally \"above-average\" stats ...\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1130531.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1130531.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1130531\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/774978.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/774648.html","pubDate":"Mon, 06 Dec 2021 11:37:14 GMT","title":"FIC: The Fourteenth Kingdom (Original: Conquering Kingslayer\/Newly Widowed Queen f\/f) [M]","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/774648.html","description":"I haven't been around much lately (really need to get back to posting here!), but the other day I posted about <i>Guardian<\/i>'s <a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/378257.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">episode 1 intro narration<\/a> over at <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>sid_guardian<\/b><\/a><\/span>, <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>fandomtrees<\/b><\/a><\/span> <a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/34783.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">sign-ups<\/a> are on their last 12 hours (my tree is <a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/15032.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">here<\/a>), I'm deep into my regularly scheduled panic over my current exchange fic (<span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>heartattackexchange<\/b><\/a><\/span> - wish me luck), and <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/femslashex.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/femslashex.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>femslashex<\/b><\/a><\/span> had author reveals last night. So, hi? *waves*<br \/><br \/>For FemslashEx I wrote original fic for the first time in a while, and had fun with the worldbuilding - here it is:<br \/><br \/><b>Title:<\/b> The Fourteenth Kingdom<br \/><b>Fandom:<\/b> Original Work<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> M<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Original Female Character\/Original Female Character: Conquering Kingslayer General\/Newly-Widowed Queen She Marries to Legitimize Her Rule<br \/><b>Characters:<\/b> Conquering Kingslayer General, Newly-Widowed Queen<br \/><b>Content tags:<\/b> Political Marriage, Marriage of Convenience, Alternate World, Fantasy Politics, Developing Relationship, Enemies to Lovers<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> \"You do not see? I came here for a queen.\"<br \/><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/35239756\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>The Fourteenth Kingdom<\/b><\/a>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1130084.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1130084.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1130084\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/774648.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/774202.html","pubDate":"Fri, 26 Nov 2021 18:36:48 GMT","title":"quick Fandomtrees reminder","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/774202.html","description":"<a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/34783.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Sign-ups are ongoing<\/a> over at <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>fandomtrees<\/b><\/a><\/span>, and I'm really hoping for some more requests in my fandoms.<br \/><blockquote><strong>Fandomtrees<\/strong> is a mulitfandom gifting fest similar to <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/fandom-stocking.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/fandom-stocking.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>fandom_stocking<\/b><\/a><\/span> or <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomgiftbox.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomgiftbox.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>fandomgiftbox<\/b><\/a><\/span>. Participants sign up with information about the fandoms, prompts, etc, they want, as well as any DNWs.  Other people will then leave gifts under the trees, and the mod(s) will reveal those on the reveal date. <br \/><br \/><strong>Schedule:<\/strong> <br \/>Sign-ups: November 18 - December 6<br \/>Gifting: November 20 - January 5<br \/>Reveals: January 6<\/blockquote><br \/>Hope to see more of you there - give me prompts to write for! *grabby hands*\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1129905.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1129905.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1129905\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/774202.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/773644.html","pubDate":"Sat, 20 Nov 2021 16:30:55 GMT","title":"MDZS in German","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/773644.html","description":"I just preordered the first volume of the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.tokyopop.de\/cat\/index\/sCategory\/1769\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">German MDZS translation<\/a>, which is coming out in December, and look at this! This is actually for once a good blurb that tells you something meaningful about what the book is like:<br \/><blockquote>Wei Wuxian, der Yiling-Patriarch und Begr\u00fcnder des d\u00e4monischen Kultivierungswegs, ist f\u00fcr seine erschreckende Macht bekannt und als Verr\u00e4ter seiner eigenen Sippe verhasst. Daher beschlie\u00dfen die gro\u00dfen Clans, ihn umzubringen.<br \/><br \/>Zehn Jahre vergehen, bis er durch ein Opferritual zur\u00fcck in die Welt der Lebenden holt wird! Wei Wuxian versucht, seine wahre Identit\u00e4t geheim zu halten, trifft jedoch auf einen alten Bekannten \u2013 den \u00fcberaus attraktiven und rechtschaffenen Lan Wangji. Leider scheint dieser mittlerweile immun gegen Wei Wuxians Neckereien zu sein \u2013 was diesen nat\u00fcrlich nicht von den Versuchen abh\u00e4lt, die ruhige Haltung Lan Wangjis ins Wanken zu bringen. Als die beiden unfreiwillig in die Geschehnisse der Kultivierungswelt hineingezogen werden, m\u00fcssen sie sich gemeinsam gef\u00e4hrlichen Geistern, b\u00f6sartigen D\u00e4monen und feindseligen Clan-Mitgliedern stellen, um Licht in all die d\u00fcsteren Wahrheiten um sie herum zu bringen!<\/blockquote><br \/>It's going to be very weird to read it in German, but I'm hoping the language switch will also be helpful, since I don't have any preconceived opinions on how any of the fandom-specific terms should be translated. *g*\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1129448.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1129448.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1129448\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/773644.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/773603.html","pubDate":"Sat, 20 Nov 2021 00:56:44 GMT","title":"Fandomtrees! \\o\/","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/773603.html","description":"Woohoo! <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>fandomtrees<\/b><\/a><\/span> <a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/34783.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">sign-ups<\/a> are here, and the first trees have already gone live!<br \/><br \/>This fest was so much fun last year, just like the old <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/fandom-stocking.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/fandom-stocking.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>fandom_stocking<\/b><\/a><\/span>, and I'm really looking forward to it. It's a low-key fest - no commitments, no assignments - and yet it always makes me write, and it's a great start into the year. (It reveals on the 6th.)<br \/><br \/>For the record, my own tree is already up <a href=\"https:\/\/fandomtrees.dreamwidth.org\/41102.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">here<\/a>, and this is what I requested:<ul><li>Grimm: Nick\/Renard\/Juliette, Nick\/Renard, Renard\/Juliette, Nick\/\/Hexen!Juliette<\/li><li>Guardian: Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan, Shen Wei & others, Ya Qing\/Zhu Hong<\/li><li>Legend of the Seeker: Cara\/Kahlan, Cara\/Darken Rahl, Cara\/Dahlia<\/li><li>BBC Sherlock: Sherlock\/Moriarty, Eurus<\/li><li>ACD Sherlock Holmes: Holmes\/Moriarty<\/li><li>Detective L: Huo Wensi\/Luo Fei<\/li><li>Time Engraver (& crossovers): Time Engraver & any, Time Engraver\/any<\/li><li>Word of Honor & Faraway Wanderers: Wen Kexing\/Zhou Zishu<\/li><li>Crossover: Luo Fusheng\/Luo Fei<\/li><\/ul><br \/>F_S used to be one of the highlights of the fannish year for me, and it's so great to have something just like it back on the calendar. Hoping to see lots of you there!\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1128975.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1128975.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1128975\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/773603.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/773356.html","pubDate":"Fri, 12 Nov 2021 23:07:26 GMT","title":"Dear Heart Attack writer","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/773356.html","description":"Dear <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/heartattackexchange.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>heartattackexchange<\/b><\/a><\/span> writer,<br \/><br \/>thank you so much for writing a story for me! I'll be absolutely thrilled about anything you can create about the relationships I requested, and everything important is in the requests themselves, but if you'd like even more info, general likes etc., here you go:<br \/><br \/><b><u>General Preferences<\/u><\/b><br \/><br \/><b>Likes:<\/b><br \/><ul><li><u>types of stories<\/u>: missing scenes, codas, romance, porn (including porny plots\/plotty porn), canon-related angst, canon divergence, action-adventure, casefic, futurefic ...<\/li><br \/><li><u>themes<\/u>: strange bedfellows; unlikely heroes; unlikely allies or friends or lovers; trust or friendship\/relationships or alliances being tested; conflicting loyalties; making difficult choices; overcoming seemingly insurmountable differences or difficulties; willingness to sacrifice; against-all-odds relationships (particularly ones that shouldn't work out but somehow do) ...<\/li><br \/><li><u>tropes<\/u>: enemies to friends\/lovers; found\/chosen family; (mutual) protectiveness, (unexpected) gestures of loyalty; amnesia; time travel do-over; forced to work together\/rely on each other; trapped together; h\/c (especially if stoic characters remain stoic throughout); (unexpected) competence; redemption ...<\/li><\/ul>Generally I prefer settings close to canon - canon-compliant or canon divergence. Canon-style plots and action\/adventure are always good; if I request fic for a canon, it's because I love it and would be thrilled about more just like it. Likewise, the what-if of canon divergence always appeals to me - pick any point where something might have gone differently, and I'll want to see how it might turn out. And exploring a canon's worldbuilding always makes me happy. I love ensemble\/team fic just as much as I love stories that are focused only on a pairing, and when it comes to shipfic I like established relationship as much as getting together. <br \/><br \/>For porn, I usually prefer a little plot to go with it, even if it's just the context of the sex. I enjoy improvised\/unnegotiated BDSM and explorations of power dynamics, but for the most part I'm not much into stories where a kink itself is the focus, and entirely vanilla is great, too. I'm generally looking for emotional intensity and a sense of connection, not particular sex acts.<br \/><br \/><b>Dislikes\/DNWs:<\/b><br \/><ul><li>permanent death of requested characters; partner betrayal; unrequested pairings for requested characters; humiliation; noncon; woobification; mundane AUs and other unrequested changes to the canon setting or premise; unrequited pining; fake dating (except for Guardian); soulmates (except in the zhiji sense); A\/B\/O; mpreg; nonhuman characters becoming human; unmitigated fluff; permanent separation of requested ships; unhappy endings (ambiguous ones are fine)<\/li><br \/><li>first or second person narration (I'm generally too picky about that - with an exception for imitating the canon voice, where applicable)<\/li><br \/><li>A lot of characters I love are introverted control freaks, sometimes with a dark edge and\/or a Machiavellian mindset. If such a character appears in your work, please don't 'cure' them of (or punish them for) those traits.<\/li><br \/><li>I also have a huge embarrassment squick, so fish-out-of-water scenarios are usually not my thing.<\/li><\/ul>I hope this is useful for telling you about the kinds of things I like in general. <br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>Now for the fandoms and relationships I requested, in no particular order:<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Grimm: Nick Burkhardt\/Sean Renard\/Juliette Silverton<\/b><br \/><br \/><i>[Note: this section is identical to what's in the sign-up form.]<\/i><br \/><br \/><u>Fandom-specific DNWs:<\/u> submissive Renard; Nick\/Adalind as more than a passing mention.<br \/><br \/>I've been fascinated by the dynamic between Nick and Renard from the start - the Grimm who has a badge and a conscience, and his captain the royal bastard. Two people who have been antagonists and allies, who have protected and deceived each other, who have every reason to distrust each other at times - and yet they always ended up setting their differences aside when it mattered, turned away from confrontation and toward cooperation. Renard may be ruthless, he may plans of his own, and the two of them may often trust each other only so far, but they've also saved each other's lives and implicitly relied on each other. Even after the massive breakdown in late season 5\/early season 6, even after trying to kill each other in all seriousness, they still ultimately ended up on the same side.<br \/><br \/>I also always thought that after Juliette and Renard were cured of Adalind's curse, a certain mutual attraction remained. They avoided each other afterwards and barely interacted, never really dealing with the aftermath or any remaining feeling, until Juliette turning into a Hexenbiest gave them something fundamental in common. I loved her turning to Renard for help when she didn't know what to do, trusting him to help when she felt her entire life crumbling around her. Unfortunately in the end, Renard was too caught up in his own issues to help much. And in season 5, even when they were working together, Eve's disconnection and the complicated situation with Black Claw meant they never actually connected again.<br \/><br \/>Considering the above, but also Nick's and Juliette's relationship that was very solid for a long time and then spectacularly broke down, exposing all the things they'd never really dealt with before, I would love anything that brings all three of them together to overcome whatever bad things the world throws at them. Perhaps Nick and Renard manage to stop Juliette's downward spiral before it goes too far, or she never ends up with Hadrian's Wall and manages to come back from it all with Nick's and Renard's help. Perhaps season 5 takes a different turn when Nick and Renard manage to reconcile with each other before things fall apart completely, and\/or they manage to break through Eve's conditioning. Perhaps Eve sees Renard getting taken in by Black Claw, and recruits Nick to stop that. Maybe post-season 6, they have a chance to reconsider everything that happened, and to come together after all. But I'd also love something set earlier in the show, perhaps all three of them having to work together closely for some reason, or one or two of them saving the other(s), or they're otherwise forced to rely on each other while things are tense, or trapped or hiding together, with a closer connection ensuing. Perhaps Juliette and Renard confront their residual feelings from the curse while Nick and Juliette are still together. Or an AU where they all meet under different circumstances - maybe Juliette met Renard first, and they're already involved when Nick appears on the scene? I'm particularly fond of anything that involves trust issues, demonstrations of loyalty, and unexpected (unexpectedly public?) displays of support, but most of all I want the three of them ultimately being good for each other.<br \/><br \/>I'm also fascinated with Hexenbiests\/Zauberbiests, their psychology, their relationship with the rest of the Wesen world and with the Royals, and with Renard's place in all of that, but also with the Wesen world in general, the roles of Royals and Grimms, and the unorthodox places both Renard and Nick carve out for themselves in that world. I'd love anything that explored the worldbuilding around Wesen, Grimms, Royals, the Gesetzbuch-Ehrenkodex and the Wesen Council, Nick's inheritance of Grimm paraphernalia, and the various kinds of Wesen and how they interact with the mundane world.<br \/><br \/>Also, I ship these three in every combination, as well as as an OT3, so if you'd like to start with two of them already involved, I'd be happy with any of the potential pairings, canon or AU. :)<br \/><a name='cutid2-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><b>\u9547\u9b42 | Guardian (TV): Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan, Ya Qing\/Zhu Hong<\/b><br \/><br \/><i>[Note: the Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan section is expanded compared to what's in the sign-up form.]<\/i><br \/><br \/><u>Fandom-specific DNWs:<\/u> novel worldbuilding or characterisation; reincarnation; a focus on pining; Shen Wei being passive, na\u00efve, submissive, shy and\/or totally out of his depth (even in his youth); depowered Shen Wei.<br \/><br \/><u>Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan:<\/u><br \/><br \/>I adore Shen Wei and Zhao Yunlan - their moebius strip relationship, in which each of them first falls in love with a version of the other who already loves him, how intense and weird they are about each other, and also each of them separately. Shen Wei's steel under the unassuming professor's surface and the kindness under the black mask - the way the person beneath isn't merely the professor or the Envoy, but not really not them, either. The same way Zhao Yunlan isn't just the bad boy rebel he seems at first glance: they're both very much performing their public personas, and are more alike than they outwardly seem. They both care deeply about the work they do and the people they're protecting, and are willing to sacrifice themselves for others' sake. And I adore Zhao Yunlan's cleverness, flirting and boundary-pushing almost as much as I do Shen Wei's understated competence, iron self-control, and general BAMF-ness. Most of all I want something that shows off their strengths and their connection, whether that's in a case of the week, something related to the overarching plot, quiet moments in between, or building a life (and a world) together. Angst, porn, casefic, romance, worldbuilding, character exploration - I love it all.<br \/><br \/>I also love the drama itself in its entirety - the Haixing vs. Dixing conflict, the cases of the week, the found family of the SID team, and so on, including the worldbuilding (aliens, yes!) and the ending (both Shen Wei and Zhao Yunlan using their own death to wring victory from disaster, and also that promise to meet again - for more of my feelings about the ending, see my comments in <a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/226059.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">this discussion<\/a>.)<br \/><br \/>Some ideas: mutual protectiveness and willingness to sacrifice; UST early in canon during a case; navigating an established relationship during canon; getting together late in canon, during or after the blindness arc or even post canon; canon divergence where Zhao Yunlan gets closer to the Envoy before he knows he's Shen Wei; early canon divergence where Zhao Yunlan finds proof that Shen Wei is Dixingren, with less time to first adjust his thinking about Dixing; something post-finale where they find each other again; anything about the time loop and the way they both help shape the person they already met; the aftermath of the canonical Envoy reveal (when Zhao Yunlan finds out, or when others do), or different ways it could have happened; working together on Dixing-related cases, or the aftermath of one, with Shen Wei getting protective, aggressively taking care of Zhao Yunlan, and\/or h\/c in either or both directions; time travel with a chance for a do-over.<br \/><br \/>I'd love something focused on Dixing worldbuilding, too, especially with good things about Dixing, maybe Zhao Yunlan coming to like Dixing? Or just them spending personal time there. Or something about the origins of Dixingren and Yashou! Also, anything involving Shen Wei in Envoy cloak, especially if it's an action scene, or something romantic or sexy. (Or all of the above!) <br \/><br \/>For porn, I prefer Shen Wei topping or domming, and sex involving Dixing powers would be awesome. For h\/c, I like it when there's a focus on the characters' resilience and ability to keep doing what needs doing regardless. For angst, I'd love to see more Zhao Yunlan angst!<br \/><br \/><u>Ya Qing\/Zhu Hong:<\/u><br \/><br \/>Ya Qing is one of the most fascinating of Guardian's side characters to me. She's dedicated to advancing the Crow Tribe, dissatisfied with the state of affairs (Yashou basically in hiding while human society advances), and for a long time, she thinks working for\/with Ye Zun will gain her what she wants. To her, that end justifies her means - but in the end, she's forced to realise that all her efforts did nothing to further her goals, and instead nearly led to disaster. I'd love to see more of what drives her, and the aftermath and the consequences of her choices.<br \/><br \/>As for Zhu Hong, I like the respectful way canon treats her unrequited feelings for Zhao Yunlan, and the way she ultimately finds her place as Yashou High Chief, but I would have loved to see more of her coming into her own. I think the intersection of that and Ya Qing's story would make for an amazing pairing - and Ya Qing might be just Zhu Hong's type, with her superficial cockiness and sincere intentions underneath, no matter how misguided. For the two of them, I'd particularly love to see something post-canon, or maybe diverging late in canon. How does Zhu Hong deal with an Elder who was on the wrong side until not so long ago? How does Ya Qing deal with Zhu Hong becoming High Chief? Zhu Hong could perhaps learn leadership skills from Ya Qing, but what would actually make her listen? Attraction might be quick, but what would it take to give in to it - for either of them? What would Ya Qing do to win Zhu Hong's trust? What would convince Zhu Hong? Or do they end up in bed together before they actually trust each other? Alternately, a time travel do-over is always good! What if Ya Qing got the chance to do things differently? Either way, I'd especially love to see how Ya Qing's relationship with Zhu Hong is shaped by Ya Qing's own bad choices and their consequences.<br \/><a name='cutid3-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><b>L'Or\u00e9al \"Time Engraver\" Commercials: The Time Engraver, The Time Engraver &\/ the woman who doesn't smile<\/b><br \/><br \/><i>[Note: this section is identical to what's in the sign-up form.]<\/i><br \/><br \/><u>Fandom-specific DNWs:<\/u> sub or exclusive bottom Time Engraver.<br \/><br \/><u>Canon links:<\/u> <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=9KB7a0PWVa4\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">2019 commercial<\/a> | <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=1EWacyj4YS0\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">2020 commercial<\/a><br \/><br \/>I love these commercials. Despite also being a vehicle for an \"O NOES NOT THE WRINKLES\" product, they're fantastic little mini-films. Back when the first commercial came out in 2019, I immediately fell in love with the character and concept of the Time Engraver - the mythology, the way he chats at and about his subjects, the way he relates to the world. All the worldbuilding possibilities of what can be done with a concept like that, and a character who could exist anywhere, interact with anyone.<br \/><br \/>I would love anything about the Time Engraver and his world, about the people he encounters, about him actually interacting with the world. Something plotty or introspective, more mythic or more grounded, or a romance - gen, het, slash, anything would be great. There's fascinating worldbuilding to play with and expand on: who\/what is the Time Engraver? is he an anthropomorphic personification of time? one of many aspects of such, each with their own workshop? something else? Does he interact with other supernatural entities? What powers exactly does he have? Why does he present himself as a craftsman? He's talking at his subjects, but has he ever talked to humans directly? Does he sometimes venture out into the human world - can he? What if one of his subjects wakes up, or otherwise finds out about him? What happens if he develops an interest in a mortal? What if he falls in love?<br \/><br \/>I've always been fascinated by mortal\/immortal relationships, romantic or otherwise, so I'd love to see some of that. Whether with someone who's leading an ordinary life, or someone who's already immersed in the non-mundane, either would be equally fascinating. And for something shippy, I would absolutely love the Time Engraver falling in love with a mortal, and vice versa. Tragedy is sort of baked into the concept of this kind of relationship, and I'm all here for a lot of angst, but would very much prefer a hopeful ending. And for this, reincarnation tropes would be awesome. I would love to see the Time Engraver waiting for his lover's reincarnation, or finding them again and again across time. <br \/><br \/>For relationships, it could be anyone the Time Engraver meets, so feel free to create an original character. From the commercials, I have a particular fondness of the woman who doesn't show emotions in the 2020 commercial and would love to see more of her, and the effect the Time Engraver has on her life. What if she remembers him? What if she seeks him out? I'd also totally be here for a crossover with various characters played by Bai Yu. (I have some listed below in the crossover section, but would be happy to see others, including ones from commercials.) For sex scenes, if applicable I prefer the Time Engraver topping or domming.<br \/><br \/>I preferred the first commercial's aesthetic, but find the white aesthetic in the newer one intriguing. I'd also love an exploration of why his workshop looks so different - minimalist, and more like a museum - in the 2020 commercial. (Which one is earlier in his timeline? I could see it going either way.) And if you'd like to subvert the \"O NOES WRINKLES\" aspect of the commercial somehow, that would be great too. :)<br \/><a name='cutid4-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><b>Crossovers: Luo Fei\/Luo Fusheng, The Time Engraver\/Zhao Yunlan, The Time Engraver\/Luo Fei, The Time Engraver\/Jiang Yang<\/b><br \/><br \/><i>[Note: this section is identical to what's in the sign-up form.]<\/i><br \/><br \/><u>Fandom-specific DNWs:<\/u> sub or exclusive bottom Luo Fusheng; sub or exclusive bottom Time Engraver; breaking up Shen Wei\/Zhao Yunlan.<br \/><br \/><u>Luo Fusheng\/Luo Fei:<\/u><br \/><br \/>What I love best about Luo Fusheng is that he can be a terrible person, but he also has a giant soft streak. He's a jerk, and he's cruel, and he's violent, but if he cares about someone he'll do anything for them. He can be absolutely awful and absolutely sweet, and it always fits; it's always integrated; it never feels out of place. He's a joy to watch when he's having fun, and a joy to watch when he's suffering; a joy when he's violent and when he's tender, and everything in between. He's also incredibly good at what he does. And I desperately want more of him (and him being a BAMF).<br \/><br \/>I also adore Luo Fei - he's quick and smart; he can be a total mess - and he shares Luo Fusheng's ability to be abrasive as hell while also being incredibly sweet at times. They both really need someone to be good to them. I'd love them to find that in the most unlikely of places! What would it take for Luo Fei to trust someone with Luo Fusheng's background? Luo Fusheng is the sort of person to go all-in and never look back - how would Luo Fei deal with that? How could Luo Fusheng fit into the world of Detective L, or vice versa? Plot-wise, I'd also love Luo Fei and Luo Fusheng both discovering Captain's network from two very different directions\/approaches, and ending up working together against Captain.<br \/><br \/>This is a criminal\/detective ship, and I'm here for all the associated tropes, and the tension and balance between the characters. Some ideas: mutual cat-and-mouse games; working together against a common enemy; undercover operations and divided loyalties; criminal turning consultant or informer; redemption stories; detective turned vigilante ... For should-be-enemies ships, I always enjoy characters figuring out another's soft spots, and anything that plays with trust\/loyalty issues. As I said in my general likes, I absolutely love ships that by all rights shouldn't work out, and yet somehow do - so even if they do remain enemies I'd really love to see them be ultimately good for (and to) each other.<br \/><br \/>For sex scenes, I prefer Luo Fusheng to top (or dom), but switching is also good.<br \/><br \/><u>Time Engraver crossovers: <\/u><br \/><br \/>I'm mainly looking for a mortal\/immortal relationship here. For thoughts about the Time Engraver commercials, see the fandom section above.<br \/><br \/><ul><li><u>Time Engraver\/Zhao Yunlan<\/u> in particular:<br \/><br \/>I'm thinking in the context of a world where there is no Shen Wei, or where Shen Wei <i>is<\/i> the Time Engraver, rather than the Black-Cloaked Envoy. A Guardian fusion would be lovely! <a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/49079.html?thread=366263#cmt366263\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Here<\/a> is an old thread playing with that concept - I'm not wedded to any of the ideas there, but I thought it might be useful for inspiration. Or (with thanks to <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/laireshi.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/laireshi.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>laireshi<\/b><\/a><\/span> for the brilliant idea) how about incorporating Guardian's time loop - what if, a long time ago in the past, the Time Engraver encountered someone who, impossibly, recognised him? And then that person vanished - but here he is again, except he doesn't know him yet ... Or you could import Zhao Yunlan's character into the Time Engraver's world - I'd love to see that, too.<\/li><br \/><li><u>Time Engraver\/Jiang Yang<\/u> in particular:<br \/><br \/>I would love something that gives Jiang Yang some happiness - he deserves all the good things! But I also love Jiang Yang's canonical ending, and the way he uses his own death to finally succeed and achieve justice, so feel free to keep the canonical character death - I don't count that as an unhappy ending. (Full disclosure: I've <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/28135728\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">written this pairing<\/a> myself, and would also totally be on board with anything that played with that fic's version of the ship.)<\/li><br \/><li><u>Time Engraver\/Luo Fei<\/u> in particular:<br \/><br \/>I adore Luo Fei - he's quick and smart; he's sometimes sweet, sometimes abrasive; he can be a total mess. (Particularly regarding Captain.) He's always very confident of his own abilities, and when he can't solve something he keeps worrying away at it, sometimes for years, until he can. How about confronting him with something that can't be solved with real-world logic? I would love to see what he made of the Time Engraver, and how their respective worlds might mesh.<\/li><\/ul><a name='cutid5-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><b>\u5c71\u6cb3\u4ee4 | Word of Honor: Wen Kexing\/Zhou Zishu<\/b><br \/><br \/><i>[Note: this section is identical to what's in the sign-up form.]<\/i><br \/><br \/><u>Fandom-specific DNWs:<\/u> submissive or exclusive bottom Wen Kexing; fighting over who tops (fighting over who gets to choose is fine, but please no \"winning equals topping\"), Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu giving up immortality (never gaining it is fine).<br \/><br \/>Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu are both killers; they can be terrifyingly dark and violent and cruel - and yet both of them are also capable of immense kindness and gentleness. I would love a story that leans into that. I love them at their deadliest (Wen Kexing especially got me first at his most unhinged-and-murdery), and I love them soft, playful, fighting, protecting each other, and I especially love the contrast between those two sides. I also love wuxia and fight scenes, insane competence, found family stuff with Chengling and Gu Xiang, Valley Master Wen Kexing, and the women from Ghost Valley, so anything including some of that would be awesome.<br \/><br \/>Some ideas: a story set in-between canon: when exactly did they get together? how? when did Zhou Zishu first realise Wen Kexing must be the Ghost Valley Master? when did he really understand what that means? what if it had happened earlier\/under different circumstances? Or something after the end - what do they do, other than sit on top of that mountain? Or a different ending for them - where could things have gone differently? How about a canon divergence AU where they end up living together with their found family, either in Four Seasons Manor or in Ghost Valley? (Building a life in Ghost Valley would be fascinating! So would them having to learn how to actually lead a functional sect.) Maybe a time travel do-over scenario - I can never get enough of those. Or something that explores the canon ending and makes its somewhat disjointed parts more coherent. Or how about early canon divergence where Zhou Zishu doesn't get away cleanly from Window of Heaven at the start, and ends up in Ghost Valley instead? Also, they both, despite all evidence to the contrary, keep thinking the other will be all right if they die. What would it take for them to realise that won't happen? and what would happen next?<br \/><br \/>I'm not as much into the early-episode dynamic where we can't quite tell how serious Wen Kexing is with his flirting just yet (or when he starts being fully serious about Zhou Zishu), or how serious Zhou Zishu's grumpy rejection is (or when he starts being genuinely invested). And unless it's canon divergence that goes very differently, I'd prefer something set no sooner than their first falling-out when Zhou Zishu discovered the plot with the duplicated Glazed Armor pieces. If you'd like to include novel elements, or go for an ending more similar to the novel, feel free.<br \/><br \/>For porn, I find Wen Kexing topping hotter, but in general I prefer them to switch. When it comes to D\/s, though, I'm on the side of dom!Wen Kexing. Both because he'd be absolutely terrifying if he let his extremes come out to play even a little, and I think Zhou Zishu would be into it - and because Zhou Zishu holds so tightly on to his self-control, and I'd love to see him give some of it up to Lao-Wen. I'm also here for fighting and violent sex, both of them letting themselves be not-so-careful about each other, letting their violent\/darker sides out to play. Kink, trust, make them fight and play hard, but whatever it is, I want them both to be enthusiastically into what they're doing.<br \/><a name='cutid6-end'><\/a>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1128763.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1128763.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1128763\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/773356.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/773086.html","pubDate":"Wed, 03 Nov 2021 21:07:43 GMT","title":"\u77e5\u5fc3 (or, Shen Wei being Very Shen Wei&trade;)","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/773086.html","description":"I quoted something in the comments of the current Guardian scene discussion post over at <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/community.png\" alt=\"[community profile] \" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>sid_guardian<\/b><\/a><\/span>, and it occurred to me that actually, I could share it here as well! So I'm doing that, because I want to get back into the habit of posting anyway. *g*<br \/><br \/>The scene in question is <a href=\"https:\/\/sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org\/375172.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Shen Wei and Zhao Yunlan walking in the park at night<\/a>, from episode 4 (write-up by <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/sakana17.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/sakana17.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>sakana17<\/b><\/a><\/span>). In this scene, Shen Wei says:<br \/><br \/>\u4e24\u4e2a\u670b\u53cb\u4e4b\u95f4, \u8d35\u5728\u77e5\u5fc3\u3002<br \/>What is precious between friends is intimacy.<br \/><br \/>The word he uses is \u77e5\u5fc3 - and I remembered a quote from <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/arrghigiveup.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/arrghigiveup.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>arrghigiveup<\/b><\/a><\/span> in <a href=\"https:\/\/disgracetoscholars.dreamwidth.org\/5336.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">this post<\/a>, from back in 2018:<br \/><br \/><blockquote>The subtitles use \u201cintimacy\u201d as a pretty close approximation of \u77e5\u5fc3 (zh\u012b x\u012bn). \u77e5=know, \u5fc3=heart. It\u2019s a term that can be applied to family, friends, and lovers, but if you call someone your \u77e5\u5fc3 you are saying they are your confidant, someone who gets you so well they know your heart. This is the term Shen Wei uses in reference to his and Zhao Yunlan\u2019s friendship. A friendship that, from Zhao Yunlan\u2019s point of view, has only existed for how many days now?! If I knew someone for only that length of time, I\u2019d hesitate to call them much more than an acquaintance, let alone \u77e5\u5fc3.<\/blockquote><br \/><br \/>In conclusion: SHEN WEI. :D\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1128521.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1128521.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1128521\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/773086.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/772429.html","pubDate":"Thu, 28 Oct 2021 21:30:12 GMT","title":"Yuletide, and a cooking question","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/772429.html","description":"I just realised it's been ages since I posted, AGAIN. Still haven't finished that Kissathon ficlet! Time isn't real, or something. Time thieves. Whatever.<br \/><br \/>Anyway: Yuletide assignments are out, and <a href=\"https:\/\/yuletide-admin.dreamwidth.org\/89653.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">all requests have been revealed<\/a>. Consequently (thanks to some searching through that giant text file on my lunch break) I now have not only an assignment, but also a list of potential treats! Seven of them, as a matter of fact, in six different fandoms. (For reference, I have never in my life managed more than three treats in an exchange, and very often I have managed none at all. Will this stop me from making lists? NO, IT WON'T.)<br \/><br \/>Also, something completely different: after last month's fan meet-up and an excellent dinner, I've been trying to recreate that place's Chinese-style garlic sauce. Alas, so far I have failed (though the results were still tasty). It never comes out quite right - and most importantly, never garlicky enough! Anyone have a favourite recipe?\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1128134.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1128134.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1128134\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/772429.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/772147.html","pubDate":"Mon, 18 Oct 2021 00:21:42 GMT","title":"Where did the weekend go? I don't know.","author":"trobadora","link":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/772147.html","description":"I made some inroads on my inbox, at least, even if I didn't manage to catch up on half the things I meant to catch up on. I also finished my <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1127556.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Yuletide letter<\/a>! And took a look at the <a href=\"https:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/collections\/yuletide2021\/signups\/summary\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">sign-up summary<\/a> - I'm already matchable on both offers and requests, which doesn't always happen this early! (Well, except for the three years I was requesting\/offering big-for-Yuletide fandoms that were about to grow out of Yuletide - Grimm in 2014, Guardian in 2018 and 2019.) I'm sure a few more of my fandoms will end up getting requested\/offered by someone who isn't me, too, so hopefully there'll be some surprise about which fandom I'm getting assigned to, and which I'll receive.<br \/><br \/>In other news, <span style=\"white-space: nowrap;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/undeadrobins.dreamwidth.org\/profile\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/img\/silk\/identity\/user.png\" alt=\"[personal profile] \" width=\"17\" height=\"17\" style=\"vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/undeadrobins.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>undeadrobins<\/b><\/a><\/span> has a <a href=\"https:\/\/undeadrobins.dreamwidth.org\/40932.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Kissathon<\/a> going again. There's some great stuff in the collection already, and I'm still hoping to finish at least one ficlet for it. Fingers crossed!\n\n<p><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\"><strong>xpost:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1127899.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">https:\/\/trobadora.dreamwidth.org\/1127899.html<\/a> | <img src=\"https:\/\/www.dreamwidth.org\/tools\/commentcount?user=trobadora&amp;ditemid=1127899\" width=\"30\" height=\"12\" alt=\"comment count unavailable\" style=\"vertical-align: middle;\" \/>comment(s) @ DW<\/span><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/trobadora.livejournal.com\/772147.html?view=comments#comments"}]}}