{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias","title":"Tempest of Conviction","subtitle":"at a moment's notice","author":{"name":"total_alias"},"link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"service.feed","type":"application\/x.atom+xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom","title":"Tempest of Conviction"}}],"updated":"2011-09-26T05:13:35Z","entry":[{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:30328","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/30328.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=30328"}}],"title":"Pandora Hearts Retrace LXV","published":"2011-09-26T05:11:39Z","updated":"2011-09-26T05:13:35Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"discussion"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"review"}}],"content":"<p>Ah, you all deserve so much better than me. I didn&#39;t even give you a discussion last month. *hangs head in shame*<br \/>What&#39;s important is that I&#39;ve returned to properly discuss just in time for this OMGWTFWHYWOULDYOUTROLLMELIKETHATSENSEI chapter. ^^ So here we go.<br \/><\/p><p> <span style=\"font-size:smaller;\"><strike>YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW LONG THIS TOOK ME TO DO.<\/strike><\/span><\/p>IT&#39;S SO LONG AND I&#39;M SORRY BUT THIS CHAPTER IS LONG SO.<br \/><br \/>&quot;I don&#39;t want friends or status. All I want is to be with you.&quot; What a way to begin, hmm? I suppose the question to be asked here is just who exactly is speaking. My first impulse is to say Leo. But that wall looks incredibly familiar. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-24667-34\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-38.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Chapter 38, yes?<\/a> With that in mind the quote could easily be a Vincent quote, right? I&#39;ll remember that. But who really says it? Jack. HM. HMMM. What are these similarites, why you draw them. Sensei?<br \/><br \/>So in the fourth panel on page 4, there are black feathers surrounding Rufus. And since Dodo&#39;s ability is illusion, something in this situation is not really happening. Or someone is not really there. I wonder what. Or who. And what reason would he have for using his chain? I&#39;ve kind of got Rufus on the same level as Break when I can&#39;t understand his actions. I just go ahead and assume he knows what the heck he&#39;s doing. It&#39;s always worked so far. I have no idea what the point was in injuring Sheryl and <i>purposely<\/i> leaving her alive. And obviously his relationship with the Baskervilles is one of those things where Sensei drops one or two hints to make you think you know, but she&#39;ll drop the real A-bomb on you later. And I really wish I had a clue what was going on in your head, Barma, but hey. You&#39;re not exactly the most talkative, though you are very strategic. So go on with your bad self, Ruf!<br \/><br \/>The reason why Break didn&#39;t care that Rufus had aligned himself with the Baskervilles is because Break knows that everyone has reasons for the things they do. And they don&#39;t always want to talk about it. I think Break understands, more than anyone, Oz&#39;s philosophy about good and evil, and it giudes his judgement. All this time Break has certainly not been proclaiming his true intentions, and even he tried to ally with the Baskervilles at one point. Two points, actually. He doesn&#39;t care that Rufus is trying to reach his objective,whatever that may be, he only cares that in order to get waht he wanted, Sheryl had to get hurt. And of course Break doesn&#39;t approve of that. And I feel the need to point out, once again, that even though Rufus had to attack Sheryl, he did leave her alive. If he had any real malicious intent toward her, or if he hadn&#39;t cared for her at all, he would have just killed her with that same apathetic expression on his face. Instead, he didn&#39;t do the full job, only what was necessary to achieve what he wanted. And he still hesitated to do even that.<br \/><br \/>I don&#39;t know why but I really like this scene between Gil and Alice. It was short, and all about Oz, but I dunno. It was nice to see, I guess.<br \/>Also, I can&#39;t stand the idea of Alice fighting Echo. Don&#39;t really get that one either... Just. *twitches*<br \/>Come now, Gilbert. Why so shocked? It&#39;s no surprise that Vince loves you so hard that he&#39;s willing to kill for you. What I am wondering at, though, is Gil&#39;s shocked expression when Vincent says it&#39;s all for him, and then the switch to the deadpan when Vincent drops the L-word. &gt;_&gt;<br \/><br \/>Because I&#39;m preeety sure Gil already knew about the whole, &quot;I&#39;m doing it for you,&quot; thing, and he obviously already knew of Vince&#39;s *ahem* affections. That would explain the facial of, &quot;Oh, you just had to pull that one out, didn&#39;t you?&quot;<br \/>But I still don&#39;t get why Vincent&#39;s not-so-new reveal was such a big thing that Gil made that face. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-24662-8\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-33.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Because look here<\/a>, Gil already knows that Vincent is up to something, he just didn&#39;t have anything to go on at the time. Now he does.<br \/><br \/><span style=\"font-size:smaller;\"><strike>If it isn&#39;t obvious, my favorite character is Gilbert and I spend excessive amounts of time looking at his face.<\/strike><\/span><br \/><br \/>Ahem. Sensei. What exactly was your motive for having Gil tackle his brother and straddle him on the ground while yelling a lecture 100 years overdue? I mean, I understand the lecture part but um. Yes. Mhmm. *clears throat* Well then. Comment on that if you will. Moving on.<br \/>o\/\/\/o<br \/><br \/>EQUES. LOOKS. SO. COOL. I need that icon. Like now.<br \/><br \/>Sheryl&#39;s chain produces a thread that will lead her to Rufus always and forever? And it seemed to have been wrapped around the pinkie (as well as the hand). RED STRING OF FATE. So there. I really don&#39;t care if it&#39;s actually <i>red<\/i> or not. This ends it. RUFUS AND SHERYL ARE LEGIT AND MY HEART WILL GO ON.<br \/><br \/>Rufus knows you&#39;re following him. He knows. I&#39;d put money on it. He&#39;s taking you somewhere. He wants you to follow. That happens to you a lot, doesn&#39;t it, Break? I don&#39;t really feel like drawing parallels, but if anyone would like to do my work for me, <i>please do<\/i>. *bows*<br \/>Also, Rufus took back the earring he had given Sheryl. Does this mean that the promise they made is now broken? Seems like it to me. Meaning that maybe Rufus is going along with the whole Tragedy deal. Once again, Barma. You have your reasons. I respect them, and I trust that you know what you&#39;re doing.<br \/>Ah, and the earring was also the key. Iiiinteresing, considering that Rufus was the one to have given it to her...<br \/><br \/>THE HELL SINCE WHEN DOES THE JABBERWOCK HAVE ARMS AND LEGS. O_O Y-you&#39;re really evolvin with that artwork, Sensei...<br \/><br \/>Random note: I had thought before that the change of clothes signaled a new stage in the series. And although I still definitely think that, you think maybe the more practical reason would be that Oz is a man now, and wears adult clothes?<br \/><br \/>We see more Oz putting on a brave face for Gil, which I love. To pieces. He does that quite often. I wonder why Gil doesn&#39;t say anything. ;w;<br \/>Before Oz goes off to fight Leo, he apologizes to Alice. What are you sorry for, Oz? For using her powers like you know she doesn&#39;t want you to? Something else? What?<br \/><br \/>OZ YOU LOOK SO BADASS HOLDING THAT SCYTHE LIKE THAT.<br \/><br \/>And his silhouette at the bottom of the page (24) looks... not quite like himself. I would like to attribute it to the fluttering of his clothes, but something just seems off about him there. Anybody else think so? He&#39;s always a bit <i>different<\/i> when he&#39;s using B-Rabbit&#39;s powers.<br \/><br \/>&quot;We&#39;re just two people who met through someone called &quot;Elliot.&quot; Oh... so this is all just grief. See how Leo distanced himself from Elliot&#39;s memory? And then later (I&#39;m going to skip ahead), it wasn&#39;t until Oz mentioned Elliot and gave Leo a much-needed Elly!punch in the face, that Leo softened a bit. This is definitely one of the most touching scenes we&#39;ve had so far.&nbsp;The fact that Leo and Oz were both crying made me want to cry too. As a matter of fact, it looked as if he was going to turn things around, and all he needed was Elliot.<p><\/p><p>BUT HE DIDN&#39;T GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO TURN THINGS AROUND BECAUSE... DUN DUN DUNNNN<br \/> Friends, Fans, (Countrymen?), I regret to inform you that we have been mindfucked and trolled, once again, by the great and powerful Mochizuki Jun-Sensei.<br \/>JACK! JACK REALLY? WHAT FUCKERY IS THIS.<br \/> <br \/>Moving backward a bit, it seems that Oz&#39;s seal has advanced again. Alice screams out not to let it move anymore, and Echo notes that Alice&#39;s<br \/>body has grown transparent. You know what this means? This means that the series is ending. It&#39;s almost over. Sensei is grabbing the rope to close the curtain as we speak. It means that Oz&#39;s seal has reached its finality. This is the last tick on the clock. If it moves any more, Oz and Alice will go hurtling into the Abyss.<br \/>I seriously doubt that they will be saved in time to avoid the Abyss. But I also doubt that the series will end with them going into the Abyss. They&#39;re gonna go there and shit&#39;s gonna go down, then there will be some kind of resolution and then the end.<br \/> <br \/>Leo says, &quot;I want to destroy it, to smash it, I can&#39;t stand it!&quot; And what exactly is &#39;it&#39;? What is he referring to? I suppose it doesn&#39;t make too much of a difference, considering how Oz responded, but you can never be too careful with Sensei.<br \/> <br \/>Is it just me or does Lily in particular have something against Gil? Here, she&#39;d rather stay and stop Gil than go to the seal like Lottie told her. Lottie is obviously the leader here, I might add. Also in chapter 55 Lily seeemed more angry about Raven than any of the others. I wonder if that means anything? Maybe it has something to do with whatever happened back before the Tragedy...<br \/> <br \/>Am I the only one who misses Fang?<br \/>And let&#39;s not even talk about Elliot. ;A;<br \/> <br \/>The other day, the brilliant <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"gommyommy\" lj:user=\"gommyommy\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>gommyommy<\/b><\/a><\/span> pointed out the most ingenious thing to me, and it explains everything. Gilbert is a Baskerville.<br \/>Vince says that if Gil were to remember everything, he would have to return to his responsibilities... [as a Baskerville].<br \/>The reason why he survived a fatal stab in the back? Baskerville.<br \/>The reason why he survived practically everything he&#39;s been through? Baskerville.<br \/>The voices in his head? Baskerville.<br \/>And it makes much more sense as to why he would be brainwashed by the old hag, who I still think is Miranda making use of her magic.<br \/>Becuase if Glen was Gil&#39;s master, then that would explain the need for absolute loyalty in the first place.<br \/> <br \/> <strike>And look at Gil, taking bullets for his brother, getting stabbed for his master, protecting Oz &quot;until the end&quot; Well isn&#39;t he my little knight in shining armor :D<\/strike><\/p>But oh my goodness, please don&#39;t tell me that Jack is powerful enough to actually tamper with people&#39;s memories. That&#39;s a <i>very<\/i> dangerous path, and I really don&#39;t swing that way. :\/<br \/><br \/>Oh. Hello, Oz Vessalius. He even says &quot;ore&quot; and looks considerably more childlike and Oz-like in his expressions than any &quot;Jack&quot; has ever made.<br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"> <a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001q372\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001q372\" style=\"width: 249px; height: 357px; \" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/a><\/div><br \/>So there, to all of you (including myself) who stuck with their theories that Oz was around before the Tragedy, you payoff is coming. And it starts now.<br \/><br \/>This doesn&#39;t really fit anywhere, but I think Leo looks gorgeous when you can see his eyes through his glasses. &lt;3<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:30170","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/30170.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=30170"}}],"title":"Rhetorical Questions","published":"2011-08-22T13:27:51Z","updated":"2011-08-22T19:04:31Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"elliot"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"manga"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"fic"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"leo"}}],"content":"Okay Here we go! I've got a fic for all of you! :D<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Title:<\/b> Rhetorical Questions<br \/><b>Characters:<\/b> Elliot, Leo<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Eh, ElliotLeo slightly (about as much as canon?)<br \/><b>Words:<\/b> 1,878<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> Ah, K?<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> Spoilers for the never-ending string of madness that took place after the HH arc.<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> \"The Leo I know isn\u2019t all of that. He wouldn\u2019t do any of those things. Not <i>my<\/i> Leo. My Leo would... Well. You should already know, so I won\u2019t tell you.\u201d<br \/><br \/><br \/>Big thanks to <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"gommyommy\" lj:user=\"gommyommy\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>gommyommy<\/b><\/a><\/span> for working her magic all over this. :DD<br \/><s>is LJ being mean to anyone else too?<\/s> ):<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><u>Rhetorical Questions<\/u><br \/><br \/>Baskervilles tend to work under cover of darkness. Whether the appeal of the moon and stars was the cause or the mere fact that the night fit well with the mood of their goings on, who was to say. But whatever the reason, it was not until long after the sun had passed that the Head of the Baskerville house bid his own followers goodnight (or good morning, if you will).<br \/><br \/>Leo Baskerville walked with heavy feet down the long corridor leading to his chamber. Upon arriving, he wasted no time in discarding his heavy, bloodred cloak and changing into his nightclothes. He could just hear his bed calling him. Oh, he was exhausted. The time of preparation must be one of the busiest of all. Soon, the Baskervilles would make a very decisive move, so everything had to be perfect. Every detail precise; every obstacle prepared for.<br \/><br \/>And on top of that, Leo was a bit anxious for the next move. He knew what the end result would be, and what it would cost. He didn\u2019t like it in the least; he had always been one to avoid the unpleasant. But what must be done must be done, he supposed. And it was for everyone\u2019s benefit in the end. So it was okay, right?<br \/><br \/>But all that could wait until morning. Right then, what he needed was sleep. He slid wearily and rather unceremoniously into bed and closed his eyes. Finally, finally he could get some sleep. He could rest his body and mind and feel better in the morning.<br \/><br \/>Only a few moments later he opened his eyes again, but when he did, he was no longer lying down. There was no bed at all, in fact. He was no longer in his chamber. He was somewhere completely unfamiliar.<br \/><br \/>The room -- was it a room? -- he had found himself in was distictly divided, one side was only black, and the other was only the purest of whites. But in the middle, there was no line separating the two. It was impossible to determine where the light ended and the dark began, but somewhere in the middle, Leo was standing right in it. There was an exceptionally large black birdcage in the darkness -- or was the darkness inside the bircage? -- and in the light there was a white grand piano. Or perhaps the light was exuding from the piano. It was impossible to tell.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHey,\u201d a voice said.<br \/><br \/>Where was it coming from, this voice? It sounded so familiar. It was deep, it was warm, it...<br \/><br \/>\u201cLeo.\u201d<br \/><br \/>...It called his name.<br \/><br \/>Oh, Leo knew that voice. He was certain, it couldn\u2019t belong to anyone else.<br \/><br \/>He looked toward the piano, and there he was. Sitting on the bench in his school uniform was light itself. \u201cElliot?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Elliot smiled at him. Leo hadn\u2019t seen that smile in... he didn\u2019t know how long it had been. <br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat\u2019s up?\u201d he asked, and Leo was taken aback by the casualness of his tone. But then again, it was exactly like Elliot to say \u201cWhat\u2019s up?\u201d as if they had seen each other just yesterday. As if they had bid each other goodnight just last evening and just this morning Leo had roused him from bed, promising that they would be late to class if he didn\u2019t get up <u>that<\/u> <u>instant<\/u>. As if, just this morning, he had let Elliot sleep a few minutes longer, because he knew his friend had nightmares that frequently disturbed his sleep.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNothing, really,\u201d he said shakily. Memories of those times brought a lump to his throat. He was thankful for his thick glasses, hiding the tears that welled in his eyes.<br \/><br \/>But hadn\u2019t he stopped wearing glasses?<br \/><br \/>He was certain there was a pair in his bedside drawer, but he hadn\u2019t worn glasses since Oz\u2019s coming of age ceremony, so how were they currently on his face?<br \/><br \/>But Elliot just motioned him over to the piano bench, so he put the question of glasses aside and went over to him. It wasn\u2019t the strangest of things in this place anyway (he was also wondering just how he had ended up back in his Lutwidge school uniform, which should be in his closet at the Nightray house). <br \/><br \/>\u201cSo how\u2019s it going?\u201d Elliot asked as he approached.<br \/><br \/>\u201cAh, it\u2019s been alright.\u201d Leo answered, taking a seat on the bench.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo really. <i>How\u2019s it going.<\/i>\u201d He spoke with the air of one who already knew the answer to his question.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Elliot rolled his eyes. \u201cI mean, how\u2019s it <i>over there<\/i>?\u201d He jabbed a thumb in the direction of the blackness to his right.<br \/><br \/>Leo blinked. Over there? In all that darkness? \u201cI still don\u2019t understand.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYeah? Me neither!\u201d<br \/><br \/>At this point, Leo was beyond confused. He rubbed a hand over his eyes. \u201cElliot, please.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat!\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou tell me!\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat!\u201d Elliot\u2019s voice rose in pitch as he pointed once again to his right.<br \/><br \/>Leo took a deep breath. \u201cOkay, what about it?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWell, what are you doing over there?\u201d<br \/><br \/> Two black eyebrows rose above the rims of his glasses. \u201c<i>I\u2019m<\/i> over there?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cNot right now you\u2019re not.\u201d Elliot raised his hands in frustration. \u201cUgh, you know what? Nevermind.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Thank goodness. He hadn\u2019t the slightest idea what Elliot was getting at, or what the dark mass on the other end of the room even was. A change of subject would be a great idea.<br \/><br \/>Elliot crossed his arms and leant back against the piano. \u201cSo how\u2019s my brother doing?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Gilbert? How was Gilbert doing? Leo didn\u2019t know how to respond. \u201cWell...\u201d he began. He really had no clue how Gilbert was doing. \u201cI haven\u2019t really spoken to him.\u201d That was true, right? He\u2019d been rather... busy as of late. He hadn\u2019t really spoken to anyone at all, other than the Baskervilles, Vincent, Echo and...<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat about the shrimp then?\u201d Leo thought he detected the hint of an edge to Elliot\u2019s voice. It was almost as if he <i>knew<\/i>. As if he knew that the \u201cshrimp\u201d in question was about to enter a very dangerous situation. And that Leo would be the one to put him there. And kill so many innocent people just as he caused the death of his own best friend. Did Elliot know?<br \/><br \/>Oh but that was nonsense. There was no way Elliot could know what he\u2019d been up to. How could he possibly know? He couldn\u2019t. But... did he? Did he know? What did he know? What would he think of it?<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou haven\u2019t spoken to my brother and you haven\u2019t seen the shrimp.\u201d Was Elliot eyeing him suspiciously? \u201cSo what <i>have<\/i> you been up to then?\u201d It was a casually phrased question, but Leo felt as if he were being interrogated. <br \/><br \/><i>I hold Elliot in very high esteem.<\/i><br \/><br \/>And it was true. There was no one he thought higher of than Elliot. So he didn\u2019t want to tell him. What would he say in return? He didn\u2019t want him to know. What if he knew already?<br \/><br \/>\u201cDo you like it?\u201d Elliot, apparently, was perfectly fine with recieving no answers. Perhaps his questions were rhetorical? \u201cYour life? You like whatever it is you\u2019ve been doing?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Leo feared the questions that would follow if he were to remain silent. He feared the answers to those questions, whether Elliot demanded them or not. So he tried to stay vague. But how long would that last with Elliot? \u201cIt\u2019s complicated.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHow is it complicated?\u201d Oh no. These were just the things Leo had been dreading. He really didn\u2019t want to tell him. But why couldn\u2019t he? He told everyone else his position and his plans (within reason; he obviously didn\u2019t give out classified information) without hesitation. But Elliot... Elliot wouldn\u2019t understand. That was it, right? Elliot wouldn\u2019t understand... because he wasn\u2019t the sort to... do... what Leo was doing...<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019s... difficult to explain.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou mean you don\u2019t <i>want<\/i> to explain.\u201d Elliot fixed him with a look that pierced him straight through. \u201cOkay then, I won\u2019t force you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Leo let out a breath he didn\u2019t know he had been holding. But he didn\u2019t feel any more relieved. He still felt... heavy. He felt heavy, like his entire soul was being weighed down by a thousand bricks.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019s like you, though,\u201d Elliot continued, \u201cComplicating things. I swear you must have something against simplicity.\u201d He shook his head. \u201cBut that\u2019s the only part that\u2019s like you. I still don\u2019t know what you\u2019re doing over there, but you don\u2019t understand it yet so whatever. Just... All that,\u201d he said, nudging his head in that direction, \u201cthe Leo I know isn\u2019t all of that. He wouldn\u2019t do any of those things.\u201d He stood from the bench. \u201cNot <i>my<\/i> Leo. My Leo would... Well. You should already know, so I won\u2019t tell you.\u201d And with that, Elliot turned and began walking off into the brightness.<br \/><br \/>The heavy, sickening feeling Leo had felt before was nothing compared to the fear and emptiness that descended on him as his friend walked away. \u201cElliot!\u201d he screamed. \u201cElliot, come back!\u201d<br \/><br \/>And then there was Elliot, sitting beside him on the bench once again. \u201cWhat?\u201d he asked pointedly.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI... I\u2019m sorry.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Elliot gave him a look. One of those incredulous, signature \u201cElliot\u201d looks. \u201cWell don\u2019t apologize to me! Are you kidding?\u201d He stood up abruptly from the bench, towering over Leo in his frustration. \u201cApologies are for when there\u2019s nothing left you can do! If you\u2019re so sorry, make things right.\u201d He closed his eyes and took an audibly deep breath, calming himself.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI always thought you looked better without your glasses,\u201d he continued after a time. \u201cYour eyes are so beautiful.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Leo hoped Elliot couldn\u2019t see the way those same eyes widened behind his glasses, which had proven useful for the second time since the encounter began. He also hoped he hadn\u2019t exposed the comment\u2019s effect in any other visible way, and that the heat in his face didn\u2019t show. Quite embarassing.<br \/><br \/>But it was okay if it was just Elliot, right?<br \/><br \/>Elliot continued on as if he hadn\u2019t seen anything. \u201cBut you just insisted on wearing those glasses,\u201d he said. \u201cThere was no persuading you, no. And now you wait until after I leave to take them off?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Leo\u2019s hands fidgeted in his lap. \u201cWell, that wasn\u2019t really the reason--\u201d<br \/><br \/>Much to his surprise, he was interrupted by a pair of hands reaching forward to remove his glasses.<br \/><br \/>Elliot folded the glasses, placed them on top of the piano and turned back toward his friend. \u201cYou know,\u201d  he said, \u201cjust because you don\u2019t wear the glasses anymore, doesn\u2019t mean that you should stop trying to see.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Leo didn\u2019t call after him this time, he only watched as his closest friend dissappeared where he stood; into the light with a small smile painted on his face.<br \/><br \/>He remained still for a few moments, taking in what had just happened. After a minute or so he turned around on the bench to face the piano. He straightened his back, held his head high, put his fingers to the keys and began to play. He hadn\u2019t the slightest idea what he was playing, he just was. And it almost felt as if Elliot was there playing with him.&lt;\/lj&gt;"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:28542","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/28542.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=28542"}}],"title":"Pandora Hearts Retrace LXIII Discussion","published":"2011-07-20T05:43:39Z","updated":"2011-07-20T05:49:23Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"discussion"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"manga"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"review"}}],"content":"...I was going to wait for the scanlation, but we've all been waiting long enough so...<br \/>Here we go.<br \/><br \/><br \/>Letting you all know before we start, I have nasty cold (among other ailments) right now and I'm really not all there *does Cheshire Cat magic trick*, so please excuse any lapses of coherency... or sanity. ^^' I'm just sick, is all. My marbles haven't been lost... Or maybe Sensei stole them.<br \/><br \/><br \/>We're all mad here.<br \/><br \/>&nbsp;<br \/>Okay, it seems like every time something's about to go down, we get Rufus and Cheryl talking it over. Crazy omniscient bamfs that seem more like they're watching over the story than participating in it. I want to know more about them and how exactly they have a hand in all this. Because they totally do.<br \/><br \/><br \/>... So we're getting a totally &quot;normal&quot; Leo here at the beginning. Nothing too crazy so far, not so Baskerville-like. It's good to know that assuming his role as head of the Baskervilles hasn't caused him to behave differently. Lately I've been dreading the possibility that the role would eventually (or quickly) consume him.<br \/><strike>Honestly though, I was more attracted to his long-hair self... sans glasses.<\/strike> Oh but he's very cute. &lt;3<br \/><br \/>Aww, Vince. You cut Leo's bangs away just like Jack cut yours! Did you give him a hug and tell him that you loved his eyes <strike>because they had golden specks that remind you of Gil's<\/strike>?<br \/><br \/>&quot;I've come for you, you know, &quot; Leo says. And Oz is startled because he said that so suddenly. But that's always Oz's excuse, isn't it? &quot;It happened so suddenly, I <em>can't<\/em> have a reaction.&quot; First example that comes to my head is <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-24638-19\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-9.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">in chapter 9<\/a>. But I'm sure that it's happened several times already. Now, don't tell me Oz actually believes this stuff he tells other people. I suppose when you say something enough you start to believe it, but this is quite the problem if I'm understanding correctly.<br \/>&quot;This is one more chance for me to invite you out, although this time it might go on a bit longer.&quot; WHAT. When was the <em>last<\/em> time you <strike>kidnapped<\/strike> &quot;invited Oz out&quot;??? o__o<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Whoa whoa. You don't <em>need<\/em> to kidnap him, Vince? Please explain what you're doing by taking him then? Or are you saying he'll go willingly?<br \/><br \/>BIRDCAGE! BIRDCAGE BIRDCAGE BIRDCAGE! on page 8! And what is that <em>box<\/em> inside? Pandora's, perhaps (just a thought)? I do hope someone else noticed that. Sensei loves birdcages, and I have yet to determine a meaning to it all. But oh boy, does it have &nbsp;meaning. What are you guys' thoughts?<br \/><br \/>The way Vince calls him master is starting to creep me out. I've grown to associate that word with Gil and Oz, and now I'm like... &quot;Ew.&quot; Anybody care to compare and contrast? Sensei has shoved it in our faces, we may as well.<br \/><br \/>What's this mention of Duke Barma? Yes, of course, he knows all. And has always known all. And what is his true role in this story? I really feel like he's going to turn up at the end of the series and be like, &quot;What! I knew it all along, b*tches!&quot; <strike>The Izaya of Pandora Hearts<\/strike>, only less of a bastard.<br \/><br \/>I wonder how Gil feels, knowing that he was supposed to be the one in Leo's current position? I wonder if he's gone so far as to figure out that him and Elliot would be all cool bffs and chillin' if Gil had only received Glen's soul when he was supposed to. I wonder if he even remembers that much about his past. &nbsp;I know he got some memories, but all? And how much about Elliot's death did The All-Knowing Rufus tell? Again, I'd assume all but... Oh that smells like a fic. *shot*<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>People close to Leo were mysteriously dying, the folks around the little village he lived in started to speculate... Sounds like Lily's backstory. Oh wait... isn't she a Baskerville too? ...Perhaps Lily's people were a bit less kind.<br \/><br \/>LEO. LOOKS. LIKE. ALICE.<br \/>But I feel like I talk about this one every month, so I'm not even going there.<br \/><br \/>But I will go here, because it <em>needs<\/em> to be done:<br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001ew7z\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"156\" height=\"187\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001ew7z\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/a>&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;<a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001fr4w\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"160\" height=\"178\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001fr4w\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a>&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;<\/div><br \/><br \/>The images aren't really the same, but I'm pointing out that they're both sitting on a wall. That's totally Alice's thing (she also sat atop a stack of boxes <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-24639-20\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-10.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">in chapter 10<\/a>). I assumed it has something to do with liking the elevation. Being both symbolically and literally above others... Now then, Sensei. What are you trying to tell us about Alice and Leo, hmm? How are they similar?<br \/>And look how he points his toes on the wall. How elegant.~ *shot* No one but me cares about pointed toes, lol.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Elliot.. ;w; Oh, this is heartbreaking. I-I can't take this anymore. *quits PH forever*<br \/><br \/>...<br \/><br \/>*comes running back*<br \/><br \/>He said everyone else told him that it was just a dream. As in, not just Elliot. Everyone. Leo must have told quite a few people about his adventures in the chasm. I wonder all of who knew about this, and how that's affected their actions. *cough*Duke Nightray*cough cough*<br \/><br \/>Okay, on page 21, hearing that everything that happened in the chasm was a dream, Leo reaches out and grabs Elliot's sleeve. Despite the crazed look in his eyes, I think he's reaching out to Elliot for support. Because he certainly needs support in this. He's confused and probably scared and again recognizing that he is so different from everyone else (even though those were Leo's words in narration, I believe he was telling Oz his thoughts at this time) and he needs Elliot to keep him sane.<br \/><br \/>All this time, he was able to keep Glen at bay, until Elliot was hurt, then he fell to Glen's influence. But after that time, until Elliot died, Leo again ignored Glen. But after Elliot's death Leo gave up the fight, accepting &quot;Glen's&quot; soul and his role as the leader of the Baskervilles. So how likely is it that it wasn't Leo thinking all the while that he was &quot;strange&quot;, but Glen telling him so?<br \/><br \/>I really love how Elliot carries his sword with him all the time. Like being prepared to protect the Nightray household was <em>the<\/em> most important thing to him. I wonder if he valued his family's honor more or less than Leo... I guess I'd still say less, since his last words were an apology to Leo even though he was the one who, indadvertedly, destroyed the Nightrays.<br \/><br \/>&quot;Sometimes our conversations don't mesh together.&quot; Now I have to wonder just how much HD was influencing Elliot. Apparently, it was doing more than just covering it's tracks in regards to HH incidents... What else did it mess with? And why?<br \/>We know that it changed Elliot's memory of the song. Perhaps that was because it was protecting Leo? Hiding his identity as the next &quot;Glen&quot; maybe?<br \/><br \/>Why are you broken, Leo honey?<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>You guys know what I always have to say about feathers.... and lookie there. *points*<br \/><br \/>Oh you heard about Fianna from Barma? Did you, Oz. Figures. RUFUS KNOWS ALL. I'M TELLING YOU GUYS.<br \/><br \/>Leo didn't want Yura to know about his friendship with Elliot, so he hid their connection and that was why he couldn't go. Go where? To live with Elly (Elly *sniff*)? That's what it seems like, but it doesn't make any sense.<br \/><br \/><br \/>Okay, THIS. Hello, Alice.<br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001gsdt\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"278\" height=\"235\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001gsdt\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a>&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;<a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001hw0d\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"242\" height=\"253\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001hw0d\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">Tell me you see the similarities here.<\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/>Dude, when Leo makes his little announcement about Alyss, Echo looks so sad. I really, really feel for her right now. She seems like she wants to be on the other side so badly, but she has no choice because of Zwei and Vincent. Poor darling. *pets*<br \/>Btw, that should be some indication of what a good idea it would be to kill Alyss. I <em>know<\/em> Echo is in on all the Baskerville plans because of Zwei, but even still, understanding everything, she thinks it's a bad idea. We should be paying close attention to her from now on.<br \/><br \/>It seems like everyone has new clothes now! Does this symbolize a new stage in the series, Sensei? I think it does. Yup.<br \/><br \/>And Break you're up! Yay! <strike>Where's Reim?<br \/><\/strike><br \/><br \/>&quot;Save Alice,&quot; she says. Save her. What sort of danger is Alice in, I wonder? What does Alyss know about what is to come that we don't? Now <em>that's<\/em> a question. And the answering of it, I believe, will mark the end of this series.<br \/><br \/>Whoa, right here (from page 31) what's that behind Break? It slightly resembles Mad Hatter, but Break didn't have Mad Hatter at the time. He only got Mad Hatter after joining Pandora, because that was his legal contract. So what is that shadowy thing?<br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001kg21\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"326\" height=\"171\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001kg21\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><\/a><\/div><br \/>And on the bottom right-hand corner of page 32.. are those rocks? What are they? And why are they there? And, once again, what is Sensei trying to say?<br \/><br \/>Oh I do <em>not<\/em> like seeing Leo in that robe.&nbsp;<br \/><br \/>At the bottom center of page 34, Leo very deliberately steps on a white feather. And what in the world does this one mean? It just screams &quot;symbol&quot; to me.<br \/><br \/>Are you telling me that the people who we always thought were the bad guys just might be the good guys after all? Damn. You go Sensei.<br \/>I've never really considered Glen or the Baskervilles as villains, just victims of circumstance and someone else's choices, like everyone else in this series. But now, NOW. Mochizuki Jun-sensei, I bow to you.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>&quot;I don't like brandishing the word justice... THere's no justice nor evil, only the wills of people.&quot; Um, excuse me, but <strong>I believe this may be the theme of the whole damn series<\/strong>. OZ. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. <strike>Sometimes I think, just for a fleeting moment, that I might love him even more than Gil.<\/strike> But then I banish that thought and huggle my imaginary Gilbert. But I do admire Oz to the ends of the earth, I'll tell you that. And this has only magnified it.<br \/><br \/>And then, on page 38, there is no longer a white feather beneath Leo's foot, but a black feather on the ground in front of his foot. ...Seeeennnnseeeeeeiiiii~ What do you meeeeaaaaannnnn???? I don't understaaaaaaaaaaand! D:<br \/><br \/>So Oz is part of what's making Alyss unstable? I wonder how, and all places this could go.<br \/><br \/>&quot;By the Jabberwock's chain of conviction, I will judge you!&quot; &nbsp;Everyone's got that? Okay, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-24631-39\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-2.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">now check this out<\/a>. OH. DANG. LEO. WHAT. ARE. YOU. PLANNING.<br \/><br \/>(It is Jabberwock, btw, not Jabberwocky. Jabberwocky was only the name of the poem, not the creature itself.)<br \/><br \/>Also, that was Zai, not Glen. I'm wondering if all of Glen's dark-winged birds possess the chain of conviction, if he was able to &quot;bear&quot; it too... But if that's the case, then Rufus and Gil also... (as well as either Sheryl or Shelly) have way more power than they realize at this point.<br \/><br \/>But what am I talking about? It's Rufus, of course <em>he<\/em> knows, what <em>doesn't<\/em> he know?!<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Alright, this was <em>too long<\/em>. And messy. Fooling with bullet point is just too much work for me right now; and it's time consuming, so no.<br \/>I hope you all got through okay anyway! :D<br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>So! Let's discuss!"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:26692","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/26692.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=26692"}}],"title":"PH Retrace 62 (and it's about time)","published":"2011-06-29T06:56:32Z","updated":"2011-06-29T07:42:01Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"discussion"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"ozbert"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"giloz"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"review"}}],"content":"I said I would post this today so here you go.<br \/><br \/>So this isn't an official discussion (if it was it would have come out a week ago) ^^' So this is going to have much fangirling and I'll try to keep the keyboard smashing to a minimum. I don't think there's anyone on my f-list who dislikes GilOz... but just to be safe, if you don't like it, CLICK AWAY NOW. &lt;_&lt;<br \/><br \/>Telling you ahead of time, I'm too tired and lazy to hunt through the whole entire manga to fill this discussion with links like I normally do. Be happy that I cut two images for you.<br \/>^^'<br \/><br \/><br \/>Now! To start:<br \/><br \/>&nbsp;I didn't realize that the day I would find Oz sexy would come so soon, but it has. I guess it has something to do with his recent growth as a character. It makes him seem less childlike, so it's easier for me to be attracted to him. On that note: OZ. WET YOUR FACE MORE OFTEN.<br \/><br \/>&quot;You should leave more work for your servant.&quot; Gil says. &quot;Waking you up, helping you get dressed and stuff.&quot; ...Wait, what?! Can we hear that one again? I could have sworn Gil just said he wants to help Oz <em>change<\/em> his <em>clothes<\/em>. As in, <em><u><strong>taking off<\/strong><\/u><\/em> the old ones and putting on the new ones (and whatever they choose to do in between). Gil wants to help with that. djsahfudhfk. I know its typical servant stuff, but not when you're Gilbert Nightray. hduashfilf. Oh Gilbert.<br \/><br \/><strike>I'm not going to quote everything. Probably just innuendo.<\/strike> And then Gil says, &quot;Last night you couldn't seem to fall asleep. And then you woke up early this morning.&quot; Did he now? Let me ask you this: HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT, GIL? How do you know, not that Oz stayed up late, but that he had trouble falling asleep? That requires some pretty close watching, Gil. And from what vantage point was this? I need to know. I mean, I had <em>assumed<\/em> that they were sleeping in separate rooms... but <em>apparently<\/em> you never know with these two!!<br \/><br \/>Oz wants to be treated as an adult, but Gil just thinks it's cute. Okay, my heart just exploded into a million little tiny hearts that fly around my head. Can I have that fic now, please? If I wasn't buried under such a mountain, I'd write it myself. Maybe I'll take this to the kink meme...<br \/><br \/>&quot;Hurry up, Papa!&quot; &quot;That name brings back [bad] memories!&quot; You guys all remember that scene back in chapter 5, don't you?<br \/>Whether you do or not, I feel compelled to direct you to this video. <a href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/t-zAX1PsagM\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">It's short, don't worry<\/a>.&nbsp;<br \/><br \/>Nice dress, Sharon. Very cute. Everyone's got new clothes now! Maybe it signifies a new stage in the storyline...?<br \/><br \/>That scene with Break and Sharon was adorable. Points for Sharon being a strong woman! I've really grown to love her. I didn't care for her at all at first, because she didn't seem important to me. Sensei wasn't giving us any significant information about her, so I figured she was just.... meh. And, I think it was in the Crown of Clown chapter, when she resolved to be strong for Break and for herself, that I started to like her. And it's grown ever since! :D And now she's giving the Red Eyed Ghost a talking to and a shoulder to lean on like a strong, sophisticated woman! :D<br \/><br \/>So uselessness is contagious? And Gil's spreading it around? Lol *snort* I-I mean, aw, everyone picks on my darling... *pats Gil* ):<br \/><br \/>Oz, why do you all of a sudden need to loosen your tie on page 18? When you talk about the seal... you know, the one on your chest... What does that have to do with your tie, hmm? Well, he has taken his clothes off to show Gil the seal before... And one of the times Gil took them off himself <strike>(he was too impatient to wait for Oz to do it. If Oz hadn't made that hurtful comment, maybe he would have gotten some)<\/strike>...<br \/>And then when Gil tells him to take it off (he's been trying to get Oz naked all day) Oz calls him a <a href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/Nt4xlYXh0Fw\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">freak<\/a> and refuses, like he hadn't been dropping some not-so-subtle hints with the loosening of his tie... As a matter of fact, in one of the translations I read, Oz went so far as to call Gil a pervert... &lt;_&lt;<br \/><br \/>And the way he's kneeling... it's very interesting because Gil's <em>always<\/em> the one who does the kneeling. ALWAYS. And now Oz is kneeling, and talking about something so important as the seal. I really don't know what could be happening here, but I keep getting the feeling that this image will mean something later.<br \/><br \/>And this whole scene with Alice sitting on the wall, does that remind anyone else of that one chapter where Gil tells about Oz's father-issues?<br \/><br \/>Speaking of which, let's talk about Alice. Up until veery recently, <strong>I did not like Alice.<\/strong> I loved her at the beginning because she was just so cool, and I love badass females. But then Sensei starts focusing on other characters and not Alice. And then she focuses on and gives characterization and depth to nearly everyone <em>but<\/em> Alice. I found this weird, since she was supposed to be the main heroine. Eventually I grew to believe that maybe Sensei had trolled us once again and that maybe Alice was only meant to be a plot-device, because that was all she was doing. So there was no reason for me to feel anything special for her; she just wasn't interesting. And then recently (I honestly can't remember what chapter started it), I started thinking that there just might be more to Alice than what Sensei had given us thus far... But I still didn't care for her. And then this chapter came out. And, tada! Thank you, Sensei! Thank you for giving us strong female characters who can hold their own and have lovely and deep (although belated) personalities! :D<br \/>So yes, Alice now interests me. Officially. And to celebrate, I went out and got myself an icon of her! Woohoo! Look! *points*<br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001c6q2\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"266\" height=\"368\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001c6q2\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/a><\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><br \/>And, oh look! Let's add Alice to my group of characters who extended their left arms reaching out as if to help someone up.<br \/><br \/>&nbsp;<br \/>&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">...In other news, Oz Vessalius has just been...<br \/>&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001dwqe\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"325\" height=\"292\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001dwqe\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><br \/><em>~Touched by an Angel~<br \/>XD<\/em><\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/>HO SHIT, LEO! HOW DID YOU GET HERE!? And what's with the wings and feathers? What do they mean? Some of them were white, and some were black, it seemed. That's new. <em>Somebody<\/em> was just using their chain... I know it wasn't Vincent's so it must be yours, Leo~. So.... What's your chain, and what else can it do?<br \/><br \/>Because of the way Sensei portrays it on page 29, I think that Leo was definitely not visible to anyone other than Oz. Actually, I think that Oz and Leo may have been in their own little... dimension? totally separate from the restaurant. But Oz's body was still in the restaurant. If that makes sense. Kind of like the way that Oz was literally in Alice's room in chapter 1, but at the same time he was still standing at Lacie's grave with Gil. This theory is still very shaky, I'm not sure if I support it 100% yet... I'll need more info from the next chapter.&nbsp;But I do know that Leo was using his chain to make that cool little magic trick.<br \/><br \/>And on page 30, Gil senses that something's up. <em>Interesting<\/em>.<br \/><br \/>&quot;I've come for you&quot; And then Sensei asks, &quot;What hides within those words?&quot; Sensei, are you explicitly telling me that that statement means something...? Because I don't know what it means.<br \/>I'm not sure if I like short-hair!Leo, but I guess I'll get used to him...<br \/><br \/><br \/>Oh gee, and here I thought this post was going to be short...<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:25607","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/25607.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=25607"}}],"title":"Rereading PH: Sheryl","published":"2011-06-02T06:37:37Z","updated":"2011-06-29T06:57:19Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"rereading"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"sheryl rainsworth"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"manga"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}}],"content":"I've been doing a lot of posting lately. Is that a good thing or no?<br \/><br \/>&nbsp;Okay, so I was rereading PH (surprise surprise) and I came across this image in chapter 46. I have absolutely no idea how I didn't catch this the first time around. I mean, I barely remember this scene at all. Though, that's probably because I was laughing too hard from the revealing of &quot;the real me&quot;, and the following, &quot;Brother, that girl is no good.&quot; ROFL still.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>So what I never noticed here was Break's expression, indicating that he hadn't told her about his eyesight, and yet she knew anyway<br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img width=\"333\" height=\"244\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0001896b\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><br \/><br \/>Dayum. You go, woman! You go!<br \/><br \/>My love for Sheryl officially has increased tenfold. By the way, are there any panels showing her with her eyes open? <strike>Because she would just be that much more emosewa if she was freaking blind.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><\/strike>And also this, from earlier in the scene. This is definitely going up in the &quot;best quotes of PH&quot; list<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/00019f30\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"417\" height=\"205\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/00019f30\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><br \/><br \/>Not old-ladyish, just poetic! :D&nbsp;Besides, Sheryl is the <em>farthest<\/em> thing from an &quot;old lady&quot;.<br \/><br \/>I've always liked her, but now it's official. And I'll say it once and for all: <strong>S<\/strong><strong>HERYL RAINSWORTH IS A BOSS.<\/strong><\/div><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><div style=\"text-align:center\"><br \/><br \/>&nbsp;<\/div>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:23984","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/23984.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=23984"}}],"title":"Pandora Hearts Retrace LXI Discussion","published":"2011-05-22T00:07:05Z","updated":"2011-05-22T18:25:27Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"discussion"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"manga"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}}],"content":"It's that time again guys! Let's discuss!<br \/><br \/>This chapter broke my heart, but what else is new?<br \/><br \/>Gah, every time we get a chapter that focuses on Vincent I end up loving him even more. Even when he's doing bad things! I can't help it. *hangs head in shame*<br \/><br \/><ul><li>Oh dear, now Gil just has that much more to worry about...<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>We might as well start off on a light note, since this isn't a light-hearted chapter: lol at Vincent's face on pg6, when the Pandora agent poked him with his gun. Since ch60 ended with Vince in nearly that same pose, hand extended to Leo, this is a direct continuation. Not quite sure why it made me laugh, but I'm pretty sure it's the only laugh I'll get out of this chapter.<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>I have to wonder why Vince left that one guy alive when he killed the rest. I <em>know<\/em> he didn't just overlook him. He specifically wanted everyone back at HQ to find out about his chain. What are your motives, Vince darling?<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>Ah, so you killed Fred, did you? And all the rest?&nbsp;<span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"gommyommy\" lj:user=\"gommyommy\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>gommyommy<\/b><\/a><\/span>&nbsp;, it seems <strike>our<\/strike> your theory about Vincent offing all other victims was correct.<\/li><\/ul><ul><li><em>&quot;Demios&quot;<\/em>. &quot;Terror&quot;. &quot;Executioner.&quot; I still haven't seen any Demios in AiW or Looking Glass... Has anyone? Because I would like to know where Sensei pulled this from. Of course it may just be her own genius, but she's tied chains and characters to AiW throughout the entire series, why break the pattern now?<\/li><\/ul><ul><li><em>&quot;You still don't get it do you? How I managed to avoid being swallowed by the Abyss.&quot;<\/em> Woah. Vince? What exactly do Demios, HD and Elliot have to do with your involvement in the Tragedy of Sabrie? And when exactly did you contract with this chain?<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Return of Zwei! And she looks so cute!... Wait... what? I don't like Zwei. Never mind. Probably because she looks like Echo right now. :\/ But I wonder why Vince swapped her out. And I'm not sure if it was ever confirmed that Echo can use Doldum, since no one ever said so, and we've never seen her use it. Maybe Vince just needed people controlled, so he pulled out Zwei. ),: And, going back to last month's discussion, I still don't know if Echo is in on Vincent's actions. She wasn't in any of his flashbacks this chapter; she wasn't in this chapter at all. She's never around when he does anything vicious... She may not have a clue. But I'm also not sure if maybe she watches life from the inside similar to Oz\/Jack? If that was the case, then she definitely knows. And so I guess Vincent's reasons for using good!girl for good deeds and bad!girl for bad deeds would just be the fact that Echo might rebel? ...I think I just had a conversation with myself that led around in a circle. *facepalm* Sometimes I need to write things out in order to understand them. XD That's why I love doing these discussions. :)<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>Poor Leo can't even fathom why he would be the one to house Glen's soul. That being said, I do believe that both Glen and the other Baskervilles are chosen at or even before birth. <strike>I believe I've had this conversation before<\/strike>. But the thing about that is, Lily said that the Baskervilles were <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-55575-17\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-51.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">chosen by the Abyss<\/a>, and, by extension, Alyss. Even though she said that they become Baskervilles when they receive the light, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-55575-19\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-51.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Lottie said that those chosen tend to warp the lives of those around them<\/a>, and that had been happening since birth. So. But Alyss was born into this world at the same time that Alice was. And Alice was only a young girl at the time of the Tragedy. Certainly much younger than, say, Fang and Doug. And definitely much younger than Glen. So... unless Alice herself is a Baskerville, as someone (I can't remember who -- own up, smarticle one!) previously suggested.... No. That's the only way I can think of for everything to work together without any chinks in the reasoning. Unless someone else has an alternative idea?<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>&quot;Those eyes see a grain\/whatever you wanna call it of golden light that the others cannot see.&quot; And the way you hold your hands, Vince, makes it seem like you want to cover it up... Or possibly take it from him. Not forming any theories yet simply based on one image, but let's not forget that Vincent Nightray ALWAYS has his own agenda. He does things HIS way. Just putting that out there.<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>Woah, man. All up on him. Let's not talk about the super-squicky VinceLeo that just exploded on the kink meme... XD<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>*gaspeth* ...C-Could it be...? That, so many chapters ago (lol, I think it was only 3) when I predicted that those bubbles signaled something Abyss-related... I was right...? WOAH. I've been saying that a lot about this chapter. Anyhow, so all this time, when Sensei showed us the Abyss-bubbles, we were simply seeing in Leo-vision. And that's what Lily meant <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-55575-15\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-51.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">in chapter 51<\/a> when she mentioned seeing golden particles of light.<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>Also, that panel at the bottom of pg15 wins for being the most beautiful in this chapter. Right next to pages 44 and 47. Gahh, MochiJun-sensei has given us such a gorgeous manga. *sparkle eyes*<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li><span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"ryoura\" lj:user=\"ryoura\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/ryoura.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/ryoura.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>ryoura<\/b><\/a><\/span>! Your lights!Abyss theory is becoming more and more legit! So apparently Vincent was the one who planted those lies... or were they completely lies... and I assume Creeper got them from Duke Nightray then, and spread them around.<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>So that child really was the original contractor. Okay. Funny how twice in a row, HD's contractor died before his seal had finished a rotation. Am I seeing a pattern? Maybe there's something special <strike>especially horrid<\/strike> about this chain?<\/li><\/ul><ul><li><em>O<\/em><em>f course<\/em> he was killing for Gil. And targeting him makes so much sense. You poisoned him and then nursed him back to health? That's <strike>sick, twisted, crazy, wrong,<\/strike> really sweet, Vince. &lt;3 See! I can't hate him! There's so much love behind his actions, I just can't! And I <em>never<\/em> thought I'd get to <em>this<\/em> point but, I starting to seriously admire him after this chapter.<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>But on the top panel of pg31, Gil is staring at a dead body. <strong>With blood on his face<\/strong>. Do you see the hand in the bottom right corner? And I assume that the whiteness around it is supposed to be blood. Could it be that Gil really is in on Vince's actions? <strike>Well, he's in on it now<\/strike>... but I meant all along. Normally when Sensei uses that sort of background it is for a flashback... What does Gilby know...?<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>pg34: Vincent... are you trying to clear Elly's good name?? &lt;3 CDFEGRFDSERTGFDTYHJGYUKJHUKIJ NO! STOP!!<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Vince looks a bit taken aback on the 2nd panel of pg35. Because of Duke Nightray's claim to have saved him? Questioning his loyalty? <em>Should<\/em> he be loyal to this man? Interesting that this had any effect on him at all... But in the end, it's all about Gil. So that's that.<\/li><\/ul><ul><li><em>&quot;You did it for your own self interests!&quot; 'It's like looking in a mirror, so disgusting.'<\/em> Oh really? I think that Vincent's trying to keep Miranda's secret about who caused the Tragedy was quite selfish, and nothing to do with Gil whatsoever. But now I think he is seeking redemption.After all, he got veeery emotional in this chapter. He seems quite invested in these concepts of loyalty, love, family and selfishness...<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>And he killed Duke Nightray because he was furious. Because of what he did. What he did reminded Vincent of himself. Which made him angry enough to kill the culprit. Who is just like himself. Vincent wants to die. How tortured. Poor thing. And then Elliot, the opposite of his father and brothers (including Vincent) was the one he admired. This scene with Elliot's last moments is the sweetest thing, I can't even tell you. Lol, I'm sure someone was absolutely disgusted. I just can't hate Vincent okay? <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-24667-42\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-38.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">How can anyone hate this child?<\/a><\/li><\/ul><ul><li>And I suppose that changing the past to erase his existence was why he contracted with that chain. Because simply committing suicide would hurt Gil.<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>Okay. Compare: middle panel on page 44, and <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-24664-30\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-35.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">this third panel from chapter 35.<\/a>&nbsp;That panel on pg.44 reminded me of the one from chapter 35. Now that I look, I'm not sure if there's any connection, but I'd like to hear what you think about it.<\/li><\/ul><ul><li><em>&quot;Your very existence made someone close to you suffer.&quot;<\/em> QUOTE. OF. THE. MONTH. Also, compare it to Oz's 'very existence being a sin'...<\/li><\/ul><ul><li><em>&quot;They really look like...&quot;<\/em> Hey now, don't end the chapter like that! They really look like what, Vincent? What?! *frustrated*<\/li><\/ul><br \/>Okay! That's the end for this month!<br \/>GilOz! Where is it!? Sensei! Can't you ever give me what I want? D:<br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:23411","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/23411.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=23411"}}],"title":"Kaze-kun! &lt;3","published":"2011-05-15T20:29:24Z","updated":"2011-05-15T20:31:15Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"kazehaya"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"anime"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"manga"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"kimi ni todoke"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"kaze x sawako"}}],"content":"Ah! Well, today is May 15th, and it is Kazehaya's birthday! That seems like a good enough reason to me to pimp an emosewa manga and anime, so happy birthday to Kazehaya Shouta from Kimi ni Todoke! :D<br \/><br \/>Okay, now picspam! 8D<br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><br \/><br \/><img width=\"240\" height=\"153\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000xepa\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/>&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;<br \/>anime episode... 1?<br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000y9cs\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"304\" height=\"480\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000y9cs\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">manga volume 7 cover<a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000y9cs\/\" target=\"_blank\"><br \/><\/a><br \/><br \/> <br \/>&nbsp;<img width=\"182\" height=\"277\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000z2fr\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/>Kaze-kun in the live action movie<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img width=\"532\" height=\"304\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/00010pt1\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/>&lt;3<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/00011g3x\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"300\" height=\"168\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/00011g3x\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;<div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<\/div><\/div><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:22662","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/22662.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=22662"}}],"title":"I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THIS","published":"2011-05-09T07:57:04Z","updated":"2011-05-09T08:27:14Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"ozbert"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"random"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"lolz"}}],"content":"&nbsp;I just so happened to stumble across this on&nbsp;<span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-deleted  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"phoenixofborg\" lj:user=\"phoenixofborg\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/phoenixofborg.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/phoenixofborg.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>phoenixofborg<\/b><\/a><\/span>'s journal <strike>not that I know this person<\/strike>, and I just had to share it with you all. I tweaked it a bit to fit my purposes though.<br \/><br \/>This fails epically and is extremely random but I had fun so here we go:<br \/><br \/><br \/>Hello, authors.<br \/><br \/>Look at <a href=\"http:\/\/tvtropes.org\/pmwiki\/pmwiki.php\/Main\/OneTruePairing\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">your pairing<\/a>, now back to <a href=\"http:\/\/i688.photobucket.com\/albums\/vv247\/aYumiHikari\/Scans\/PH%20-%20Baka%20Rabbit\/PH2011-002.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">my OTP<\/a>, now back at <a href=\"http:\/\/tvtropes.org\/pmwiki\/pmwiki.php\/Main\/CrackPairing\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">your pairing<\/a> (if you ship this, you may need to re-read the manga), now back to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.square-enix.com\/jp\/magazine\/top\/img\/shoei\/9784757531864.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">my OTP<\/a>. <a href=\"http:\/\/tvtropes.org\/pmwiki\/pmwiki.php\/Main\/ShipToShipCombat\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Sadly, they aren't my OTP<\/a>. But if they stopped using <a href=\"http:\/\/techbuddha.files.wordpress.com\/2008\/11\/vader-fail.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">bad stereotypes<\/a> and switched to <a href=\"http:\/\/ep.yimg.com\/ca\/I\/animebooks-com_2157_2495184719\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">actual characterization<\/a>, they could read like they're <a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/evilisdaily\/pic\/00026cgr\/\" target=\"_blank\">my OTP<\/a>.<br \/><br \/>Look down, back up. Where are you? <a href=\"http:\/\/www.fanfiction.net\/s\/5189872\/1\/Gunplay\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">You're in a fic with the pairing your pairing could read like<\/a>. <a href=\"http:\/\/i651.photobucket.com\/albums\/uu238\/BleedingVampireLove\/ph9-00.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">What's in your hand?<\/a>&nbsp;Back at me. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.cosplayisland.co.uk\/files\/costumes\/498\/15648\/Oz%20gil.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">I have it<\/a>. It's a computer with two links to that <a href=\"http:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/_FFr_CL_FHPk\/Sdrkp0updSI\/AAAAAAAAJ80\/sA7TnmyOt2U\/s400\/pandora01-00019.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">hurt\/comfort<\/a> you love. Look again, <a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/evilisdaily\/pic\/00024swf\/\" target=\"_blank\">the hurt\/comfort is now smut<\/a>. <a href=\"http:\/\/eck.deviantart.com\/gallery\/#\/d31v4tu\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Anything is possible<\/a> when your pairing reads like <a href=\"http:\/\/eck.deviantart.com\/gallery\/#\/d34coxm\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">actual romance<\/a> and not <a href=\"http:\/\/howlingforjustice.files.wordpress.com\/2011\/04\/epic-fail.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">IKEA Porn<\/a>.<br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/belarus-58420-lotti.deviantart.com\/art\/Gil-and-Oz-Motivational-182370871\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">I'm on a laptop.<\/a><br \/><br \/>PS. Here is real <a href=\"http:\/\/tvtropes.org\/pmwiki\/pmwiki.php\/Main\/IKEAErotica\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">IKEA Porn<\/a>, if you didn't know...<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:18104","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/18104.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=18104"}}],"title":"THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY I JUST HAD TO POST IT","published":"2011-04-22T20:34:19Z","updated":"2011-05-14T05:49:21Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"random"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"lolz"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"fun"}}],"content":"&nbsp;PH has been so depressing lately, we need fun amvs like this one.<br \/>Really, it's so cute I can't even.<br \/>I didn't make it but I just had to share.<br \/><br \/><br \/>HAVE FUN!! 8D<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<lj-embed id=\"21\" \/>&lt;\/lj-embed&gt;<\/div><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:16371","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/16371.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=16371"}}],"title":"Pandora Hearts Retrace LX Discussion","published":"2011-04-18T06:23:31Z","updated":"2011-04-18T06:38:30Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"discussion"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"manga"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"review"}}],"content":"<div>Okay! Chapter 60 is out and we have lots of things to talk about! Prepare yourselves! This chapter was short but it was action-packed!<\/div><div>Sorry I haven't looked this over since I wrote it, I'll probably do it later, please excuse any typos. ^^'<\/div><br \/><br \/><ul><li>Let's start with that gorgeous cover! Oz, Gil and Alice in mourning clothes surrounded by yellow flowers. Oz. Looks. Beautiful. Alice's face is covered, and Gilbert is completely turned away in addition to the majority of out view of him being blocked by the flowers. Those are <a href=\"http:\/\/moehisayo.livejournal.com\/4658.html\" target=\"_blank\">the same flowers<\/a> Sensei painted Oz with after the earthquake and tsunami, right? The ones that symbolize overcoming adversity (see this post)? They sure look like the exact same.<\/li><li>Gilbert's face is completely turned away. For some reason this makes me think that he will turn out to be the one most affected by this whole ordeal.<\/li><li>Oz is boldly looking directly in front of him. I think this symbolizes more growing up on his part: facing his problems head on (and overcoming adversity) rather than pretending that they aren't there like he used to do at the beginning of the series.<\/li><li>And Alice, I don't know.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>&quot;He and his beaming smile disappear into the light.&quot; Really. He's an illegal contractor, isn't he? Technically, he should be going to darkness. I think this quote has a double meaning. One being something regarding the Abyss, the other, more obvious one, being that he died in such an admirable way that it was almost a positive thing.<\/li><li>And the chapter is titled &quot;Eggshell&quot;. I hope everyone's been paying attention to the titles, &quot;Humpty Dumpty Sat On a Wall&quot;, &quot;Humpty Dumpty Had a Great Fall&quot;, and now &quot;Eggshell&quot;. In other words, he can't be put back together again. Meaning that Elliot isn't coming back. Sorry, guys.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Even Rufus looks stressed. This must be big. Even bigger than we already know right now.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Sharon implying that maybe the Baskervilles didn't want to kill Reim? I wonder why? I know that Lottie gave orders not to kill anyone, but are there other motives here?<\/li><li>Gil's creepy face on page 11: I think this was brought about by Sharon's identification of Oz as a negative force. Looks like a bit of the brainwashing if you ask me. She said, &quot;Being with Oz will only add to your worries.&quot; This is true, but I think the reaction in the face was, &quot;How dare you say something like that about my master.&quot; in his defense. Brainwashing. Definitely.<\/li><li>I think that, with Vincent, Elliot, worrying about Break (and Reim) and trying to be there for Oz, Gilbert is definitely too burdened right now (explaining his position on the cover). Poor thing needs to take a break with a blanket, a hug and some hot chocolate.<\/li><li>&quot;My master still hasn't shed a single tear. How could I, as his servant, shed them?&quot; Why this quote struck me, I don't know. But it's totally the line of the month.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Sharon got everyone else out using Eques while she (and mystery speaker, I couldn't tell who) found a way out of the burning building on their own? She didn't even think about herself there, not for one moment. I'm so proud of Sharon right now, all grown up &lt;3 *sigh*<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Oz has a new vest. And it's far too similar to the one Jack wore <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/pandora-hearts\/57\/30\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">in chapter 57<\/a>. The whole outfit isn't the same, only the vest. Sensei doesn't do stuff like that on accident (she doesn't do anything on accident). She's got to be trying to tell us something by having <strong>Oz<\/strong> and <strong>Jack<\/strong> wear the same clothes. And in this situation. What do you think it is?<\/li><li>&quot;The sky is so beautiful. In spite of what happened, the sky is so clear. As if nothing was the matter, a new day arrives. This, and many other things, are strangely irritating.&quot; CAN WE GIVE OZ A ROUND OF APPLAUSE RIGHT NOW? RIGHT &nbsp;NOW? Here we have Oz, facing hardship and taking it as is. Not ignoring or &quot;adapting&quot; to it, but acknowledging that it's there and that he isn't quite ready to accept it. And that maybe the world should stop funcitoning for a little while becuase God dammit, Elliot is dead. And Oz is in mourning. He has very slowly been progressing since the start of the series but this is a huge turning point for him. I wouldn't hesitate to say that PH is a coming-of-age story of sorts, and Oz has just come of age. And it was at his coming-of-age ceremony too, interesting. Maybe that's why the first one was interrupted: because he wasn't ready. Yes I know there were specific plot reasons why the ceremony was interrupted, but I'm thinking more lit-analysis.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>And I still don't know why the heck Alice bit his ear? I know she relates biting cheeks to making a person feel better, but if Sharon has been showing Alice books with ear-biting (which I doubt) I would have to raise an eyebrow at Sharon. Besides, Alice didn't just bite him. She bit him, ground her teeth in and kept them there until she drew blood. I'm not sure what the point was, but I think Alice's goal was to make Oz bleed. Especially since Sensei emphasized the single drop of blood (&quot;will carve the way into his land&quot; is how the rest of the prophesy goes, though I'm not sure if that is relevant). And oh look! More Abyss bubbles!<\/li><li>Look at the left image in the second row on page 25 (in reading order, the 4th panel). I was going to cut it out and just put it on the post but LJ's being difficult *shakes fist* What the heck is going on there?! And why does it look totally separate from the rest of the scene (even though Oz's dialogue is still there)<\/li><\/ul><br \/>*sees Yura's fur-trimmed coat, flowery heels and ugly hat* o_o ...<br \/><em>...Cruella de Vil~ Cruella de Vil~ If <\/em>that<em> doesn't scare you, no evil thing will~!<br \/><\/em><br \/><ul><li>The descendants of the sorcerers were most likely consumed by the power of the Abyss (consumed in a bad way). Is that even possible? It seems like something that would happen. Especially since they were corpses still in their clothes.<\/li><li>I have to wonder how much of Yura's revelation was actually what was recorded and how much of it was his own twisted interpretation. I'm banking on the latter.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>So Leo is still being plagued by Glen. I wonder how long this has been going on for. Possibly since Leo accepted him in Sabrie to save Elliot (though not likely, because it would have come up earlier). But it seems from Leo's tortured screaming that Glen left him alone for the duration of Elliot's life, and now he's back to wreak havoc on poor Leo's mind.<\/li><li>I'm assuming that Papa Nightray's disappearance was him going into hiding, since things are so quickly coming to light. And apparently whatever he was up to or was planning did not agree with Vincent's plans. Snip snip! A little snippy in the right place (the artery in the throat) can be quite effective, I'm sure. ;D<\/li><li>I'm curious as to what he will really tell Leo. Hoping against hope here, but I really don't want Vince to make things worse for Leo (or tarnish Elliot's good name).<\/li><\/ul><br \/>Wanting for next chapter:<br \/>For Break to wake up.<br \/>For Break and Reim to have some time to really discuss what happened with his &quot;death&quot;.<br \/>For Oz and Gil to comfort each other, because they need it (or at least have some kind of time together! I'm starting to go into withdrawal from my favorite duo, Sensei, that's not good!)<br \/><br \/><br \/>But, knowing Sensei, she probably won't give me any of those things next chapter, just because I want them to happen (maybe she'll do just one?)<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:13937","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/13937.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=13937"}}],"title":"Oz = Elliot??? Yes, Yes he does","published":"2011-04-12T21:36:39Z","updated":"2011-04-16T17:12:26Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"analysis"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"manga"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}}],"content":"<div style=\"text-align:left\">Hello there! I'm being a dork and analyzing PH again! :D<br \/>Well, for the most part I'm analyzing the relationships between Elliot &amp; Leo and Oz &amp; Gilbert. As far as I can see, they're so similar it's uncanny, for more reasons than just the master&amp;servant relationship. Also, I had to scale the images a bit to conserve space and make them easier to compare, so they may look a little icky. ^^'<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:left\">Okay! Let's start at the beginning, shall we?<br \/>When it all began~<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><br \/><img width=\"312\" height=\"236\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000k881\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/>&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;<a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000pfs3\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"312\" height=\"282\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000pfs3\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a>&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:left\"><br \/><br \/>I'm not the only one seeing the similarity in these images, right? Here we see the &quot;moment we became friends&quot; scenes. Oz \/ Elliot openly invites Gil \/ Leo into the friendship, and the other accepts. But eventually, it will be Gil \/ Leo who throws himself wholeheartedly into the friendship, doing anything and everything possible to keep the other by his side. Both of these involve killing, might I add.<br \/><br \/>-Gil attempted to kill Alice, and Leo caused Elliot to kill his entire family. Now, I know that the whole incident with Alice was the result of Gil being brainwashed, and he didn't go through with it because of his growing attachment to her and aversion to murder. But that doesn't take away from the fact that he very much wanted her dead, if it &nbsp;would save Oz. He just couldn't go through with it.<br \/><br \/>-Leo put Elliot in a position that would compromise his ideals; made him live in a way that he would hate to live. We haven't been told whether or not Leo was aware of the effects of Humpty Dumpty from the beginning, but if not, he certainly found out somewhere along the way, or he would have had no reason to apologize so profusely. He basically disregarded Elliot himself, because he had already grown so attached. He needed Elliot, so he did what he had to do to keep him. <strike>What he's going to do now, I'm not even sure if I want to know... &nbsp;what am I talking about? Of course I want to know!<br \/><\/strike><br \/>-Not to mention that both Gilbert and Leo were tormented by voices in their heads. Gilbert's &quot;voice&quot; was that of the hag&nbsp;who brainwashed him, this voice caused him to lash out at Break, attack Zai (twice!) and attempt to kill Alice. A voice from the past made him do bad things. Although the brainwashing is potent anywhere, it seems to be most effective in Sabrie, as we never saw a even a hint of it anywhere else, but suddenly it was far too much for him to handle once they visited the capital.<br \/><br \/>-Also in Sabrie (more specifically, in the chasm), Leo was suddenly bombarded with countless past Glens, trying to influence his actions. And the most recent Glen<b>&nbsp;<\/b>speaks to him and causes him to save (if you would call it that) Elliot, in turn killing many people. A voice from the past made him to bad things. And <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/pandora-hearts\/58\/16\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Glen said to him<\/a> that Leo had been repeatedly rejecting his consciousness, but in the depths of Sabrie, he was no longer able to resist.<br \/>&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000r1p3\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"327\" height=\"264\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000r1p3\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a>&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;<img width=\"301\" height=\"229\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000sre0\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/>&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:left\">Hold on, Oz. You're going to do what? No matter what happens? No matter what it takes? Because this is who's job? A master's?&nbsp;And what was it that Elliot did again? Someone remind me.<br \/><br \/>-And he even did so at the expense of his family. Yes, he was under Humpty Dumpty's influence, but let's face it: he could have come out of it at any time. He just didn't. What it took was willpower. And my opinion is that deep down inside, Elliot did not want to admit to himself that what he did was wrong. It couldn't be wrong, because he did it to protect Leo, right? But it was still murder. And we all know the high value Elliot places on his morals. What he did was seriously wrong, even if he did it for the sake of someone important to him.&nbsp;However, in the end he did what he knew was right, even though it meant that he would lose his life and no longer be able to protect Leo.<br \/><br \/>-So far, Oz had performed no such actions, but that doesn't mean that he won't do so in the future. Oz wouldn't hesitate to protect Gilbert, and his life <em>is<\/em> in danger... This worries me, I'm more than anxious that Oz will share in Elliot's fate. Now, I'm not saying that Oz will definitely die at the end of the series just because Elliot did, but this makes it 10x more likely. Besides, Oz's death has been a definite possibility since the beginning of the series.<br \/><strong>Note:<\/strong> if Oz does die, this doesn't mean that he will die the same way that Elliot did.<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><br \/><br \/>Let's complicate things further, shall we?<br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000tdwg\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"206\" height=\"309\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000tdwg\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a>&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;<img width=\"319\" height=\"471\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000w1ta\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><div style=\"text-align:left\"><br \/><br \/>You're seeing this, right? <u><em><strong>Right?!!?<\/strong><\/em><\/u>&nbsp;&nbsp;Both of these images came from chapter 38, from Gil's memories in Sabrie. He was remembering his first meeting with Oz, then he turns a corner and sees a younger version of himself, which leads him to Jack, who reaches out to him in the same pose. Perhaps that's why GIl was making that face, eh? Now, folks, what does this mean?<br \/><br \/>This new development is painful for my brain, so I'm going to ask you guys to figure it out. I know you'll all have great ideas and you noticed things that I didn't. So together we'll figure this freaking complicated manga out.<br \/><br \/>We've always known that Oz = Jack. But now we know that Leo = Glen and Elliot is probably Lacie. Let's review the Pre-Sabrie story then. First Glen was in love with Lacie. Lacie died. Then Glen became extremely close with Jack. Glen attempted transfer his consciousness to Gilbert (meaning that Gil would have and should have been the next Glen, aka. in Leo's shoes), and then the Tragedy happened. I know I skipped many points, but this is what I want to look at right now.&nbsp;So here we have:<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><br \/>Oz = Jack ...&nbsp;Gil = Glen ... extremely close? <strong>Yes.<\/strong><br \/>Leo = Glen ... Elliot = Lacie ... star-crossed? <strong>Ding ding ding!<\/strong><br \/><br \/>But then you have to throw in the similarities between Oz and Gil's relationship and Elliot and Leo's relationship. And that is the part where my brain shuts down. Is anyone following this? Is somebody getting it? Because I'm not. Help! It's very possible that this is where the similarities end and there is no need to look further. That would make everything so much better and easier. But what about this series is good and easy? So... did anybody catch anything that I didn't notice?<br \/><br \/><strike>It's also very possible that I'm reading too much into it with all of this. But look at all the evidence! How could Sensei set all that up on accident?!&nbsp;<\/strike>&nbsp;<\/div><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<\/div>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:12353","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/12353.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=12353"}}],"title":"Manga: Seven Days","published":"2011-04-08T02:34:42Z","updated":"2011-04-08T04:04:36Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"seven days"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"manga"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"review"}}],"content":"Well I'd been hearing a lot about this <em>Seven Days <\/em>lately, and the idea of it was intriguing. I took a looksie over at the artwork and since that was nice too I decided I'd read it. So earlier today I sat down with the intention of &quot;starting&quot; Seven Days. I tend to read manga slowly because I don't want to get stuck in an arc that I don't have time to read all the way through. So I decided I'd only read the beginning. Four hours later I'd finished the thing. <strike>It wasn't very long, to be honest.<br \/><\/strike><br \/><br \/><br \/>I have to say, any manga that could keep me hooked for four hours straight is worth mentioning. Actually, it would have kept me reading until I was finished with it, no matter how long it was; <strike>it just so happened to be short.<\/strike><br \/><br \/>I put my lunch on hold for those guys, and it was worth it.<br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000e88h\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"446\" height=\"267\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000e88h\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/a><\/div><br \/><br \/>First, there is Seryou Touji (right), who has fallen into the routine of agreeing to date the first person who asks him out on Monday (trust me, someone <em>will<\/em> ask him <em>every<\/em> Monday). But if he can't fall in love with them by the end of the week, he'll break up with them. And just like that, it's on to the next girl on Monday. He's the perfect boyfriend to whoever it is that he's currently dating, but it always ends with the week because he's just never able to fall in love. Of course, there's more to that point that I'm not telling you ;)<br \/>And then there's Shino Yuzuru (left). He looks like every girl's dream. <strike>He sure is <em>my<\/em> dream!<\/strike> Stoic, handsome, quiet. Cool. But that's only how he looks. In reality Yuzuru is outspoken, impulsive, highly opinionated, and not always agreeable. Lots of girls confess to him too, because he's so gorgeous and he looks so cool. So he gets a lot of girlfriends too. But they quickly find out that he's not so cool and that will be the end of that relationship.<br \/><br \/>Although Yuzuru and Seryou don't know each other well, Seryou's reputation proceeds him. On a certain Monday, the two just <em>happen<\/em>&nbsp;to find themselves in each other's company. So they get to talking,&nbsp;<em>&quot;So do you really date a new girl every week?&quot;<\/em> Upon finding that Seryou is still single, Yuzuru asks him out on a whim (since the conversation was there anyway). Just to see how the guy would react.&nbsp;And of course, Seryou took it seriously.<br \/>So they become a couple and the manga spans their week together. It was very interesting to watch the days go by and the tension grow as they began developing feeling for each other, because they both knew it was going to end soon. A relationship takes on a whole new meaning when you put a time limit on it. Sunday was just looming over their heads the entire time. It was awesome.<br \/><br \/>Overall, I have one complaint about this story: it wasn't long enough. The two volumes were adorable and I loved them to no end. But honestly, had Takari-sensei and Tachibana-sensei intended to make the manga longer rather than go on their day-by-day setup, they would have been able to better detail each day. TWO GUYS FELL IN LOVE IN SEVEN DAYS (less than, actually). What was there was great, but I feel like there could have been more. Also, I'm not satisfied with the way it ended. The story should have extended into the next week. The boys still had a lot of growing to do (not that they didn't grow throughout the story as well) and they still had obstacles to get over... We know over all how they ended up, (can you tell I'm trying not to spoil? <strike>Though it's pretty obvious how it ends<\/strike>) but I would have liked to see the rest of the journey there.<br \/><br \/>Even though I would have liked more, I still loved it. When I finished, I instantly wanted to go back and read it again. That hasn't happened to me since Pandora Hearts, so you know it's good. No, it isn't anything like PH. Or anywhere near as good, but it was lovely in it's own way &lt;3 And it made me a very happy fangirl for about two hours after I was done.<br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img width=\"450\" height=\"270\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000fygs\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Seryou's thigh may not be the most comfortable pillow for your nap, Yuzuru, but <em>it'll just have to do<\/em> ;)<\/div><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<\/div>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:11855","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/11855.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=11855"}}],"title":"10 characters meme","published":"2011-03-26T05:06:43Z","updated":"2011-03-26T05:08:25Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"meme"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}}],"content":"<br \/>Oh geez, this took far too long and I have things to do. <strike>What happened to my self-control? Where'd it go???<\/strike><br \/><br \/><br \/><strong>Directions: Choose 10 characters (preferably from the same fandom) and answer the questions that follow. No peeking until your list is done!<\/strong><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>1. Gilbert<br \/>2. Oz<br \/>3. Break<br \/>4. Elliot<br \/>5. Alice<br \/>6. Ada<br \/>7. Reim<br \/>8. Sharon<br \/>9. Jack<br \/>10. Lottie<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>1. Characters 4, 9 and 10 are at an arcade. What game do they choose to play, and who wins?<\/strong><\/div><div>Elliot, Jack and Lottie are at an arcade. Elliot won't quit muttering about how stupid it all is, Jack pwns at all the games and has a ball, Lottie frowns at how childish he's being before seducing one (or more) of the employees.&nbsp;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>2. <strong>Make up an e-mail address for 6.<\/strong><br \/>magic_chick4206@voodoomail.com<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>3. <strong>If 8 had an iPod or some kind of music player, what kinds of songs would you find in it?<\/strong><br \/>Sharon would listen to all that pop music you hear on the radio. ):&lt; Maybe as she grows up a bit, <strike>because I like Sharon and want her to listen to better music than that, <\/strike>she might start listening to... maybe Regina Spektor.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>4.<strong> What would you do if 9 suddenly paid you a visit?<\/strong><\/div><div>Scream? Die? Fangasm? We'd have lunch, and then we'd play a game or something!<strike> It's Jack, not Yogi XD<br \/><\/strike>...And then I'd ask where Oz was...<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>5. <\/strong><strong>Do you think 6 and 4 are made for each other?<\/strong><br \/>Ada and Elliot? I think she had a crush on him way back when, but no. I don't think Elliot would put up with her... <em>hobbies<\/em>... or her personality as a whole. I don't even know what to say about them because they have basically nothing between them. If they were meant to be, there would be some indication. Now, Ada and <em>Vincent<\/em>;&nbsp;<em>that's<\/em> something I can talk about. Elliot and Leo as well, but I don't want to go into pairing rants...<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>6. 1 challenges 3 to a no-holds-barred duel. Who will win and how?<\/strong><\/div><div>Gilbert challenges Break? Why he would openly seek conflict is beyond me. XD No chains, right? Gil probably wouldn't fight to his full capacity, not wanting to hurt Break (I, personally think Break is Gilbert's closest friend after Oz).&nbsp;Then again, I'd have to assume that if Gil were to challenge Break, then he'd mean business... Still, I get the feeling that Break would kick his butt.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>7. 7, 2 and 1 order a pizza. What toppings does each one request, and what do the others think of the choices?<\/strong><\/div><div>Reim, Oz and Gilbert order a pizza. Reim seems like a cheese guy. No need for crazy toppings (he may like a vegetarian pizza as well?) Oz's taste would depend on his mood: maybe he'd want extra cheese, maybe he'd want a billion crazy toppings because it sounds interesting and fun. And of course Gil wants whatever Oz wants... <strike>Wouldn't it be easier if Gil just cooked the pizza?<\/strike><\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>8. What subject would 1 teach if s\/he were a teacher\/professor?<\/strong><\/div><div>Ah, but Gil <em>is<\/em> a teacher! I'd go for English Literature. I can see him sleeping with his battered old copy of &quot;Catcher in the Rye&quot; and dreaming of his &quot;Jane Gallagher&quot;, aka. Oz. &nbsp;:D<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>9. 5 and 10 go on their first date. Where would they go, and what would they do?<\/strong><\/div><div>Alice and Lottie? Seeing as it <em>is <\/em>Lottie, I believe for their first date she would take Alice to her bedroom, and I'm sure you all know what they do in there ;D Nah, they'd probably go out somewhere nice and have sex someplace semi-public XD<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>10. 6 sings karaoke and dedicates a song to 7. What song would s\/he dedicate and why?<\/strong><\/div><div>Ada sings to Reim? Are they even acquainted?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>11. How would 9 court 6?<\/strong><\/div><div>How would Jack court Ada? Aww, he'd be the perfect gentleman. He'd take her to nice places and bring her flowers and hold the carriage door open for her, and they'd giggle and blush and be all things cute &lt;3 I never even considered this pairing before. They are very similar... but I don't think they'd get irritated with each other for it, either.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>12. Describe the relationship between 2 and 8 in the canon. Would you change it? Why?<br \/><\/strong>Oz and Sharon? He's attracted to her, since she's such a pretty girl. But they don't like each other<em> that<\/em> way. Sharon seems to like Break (correct me if I'm wrong) and of course Oz and Gilbert are meant to be. It's hitsuzen. *nods*<br \/>Anyway, Oz and Sharon are great friends. No I would not change it?<strike> Are you crazy, meme?!<\/strike><\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>13. In your list, who do you think is the perfect match for 3 and why?<\/strong><br \/>Break? Why, Reim, of course! No question. Those two have one of the deepest relationships in the series. &nbsp;I absolutely adore how... They're so... Gah, I can't explain them. It all works out perfectly in my head, but I can't get it out to make sense. Maybe I need to write for them... that should help.<br \/>They're not my OTP, but I ship it like a sailor. Trust me, there's &nbsp;a lot to them. A LOT. And I like that.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>14. 2 has a dream where 10 tells him\/her to save 1, who is facing certain doom. What would 2 do?<\/strong><\/div><div>Oz has a dream where Lottie tells him to save Gilbert, who is facing certain doom. I'm quite sure that if Lottie is in on Gil's impending doom, she also has a hand in it (while the other hand is in his pants). So it's most likely a trap. She doesn't want Gil, she's using him as bait to get to Oz, and figures she might as well have some fun while she's at it. Oz, with his hero-complex and undying love for Gilbert, storms in there without thinking the situation through because he knows that both Gilbert and his virtue are in danger. He unleashes B-Rabbit's powers and goes batshit crazy on Lottie, Lily, Zwei and Doug (no more Fang D8 ). He kicks their asses -- mainly focusing on Lottie -- but they manage to get away because Oz is not so keen on killing people. As they head off with their tails between their legs, Oz unties Gilbert, kisses him, and apologizes for taking so long. Gil makes a comment on his uselessness for getting himself captured to which Oz happily agrees, inducing much angry sputtering. He then orders Gilbert never to worry him again -- and then suddenly the scene will stop and take a time-out for an exhausted Oz to suddenly fall into Gil's arms. Gil will sit and hold him in his lap for several minutes before the scene starts back up again*. This will be followed by much blushing and eye-averting.<br \/>Break, being his awesome self, had arranged a carriage for them -- at least Oz thought to tell somebody where he was going and why before insisting on going alone -- and the two head home. &nbsp;Later, when Zwei reports back to Vincent, he gets angry that Gil was put in danger and swaps Zwei out for Echo as punishment. 8D<br \/>Oh, and then Oz and Gil establish a common law marriage (there will be a ceremony, it just won't be a legally-binding marriage), move into Gil's cozy little apartment, make love and live happily ever after.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>15. 9 and 6 are about to get married, until 3 crashes their wedding and abducts 9 against his\/her will. 6 follows them, but must forge an uneasy alliance with his\/her archrival, 1. They must then hijack some form of transportation from 8 in order to get to 3&rsquo;s lair, where they must fight against 3&rsquo;s evil zombified minions. What will happen next?<\/strong><br \/>Jack and Ada are getting married because they are so compatible as I mentioned earlier. ;) Break suddenly pops out from under the altar and grabs Jack, exclaiming, &quot;Finally! Finally I will find out the truth!&quot;&nbsp;He then pulls Jack right back underneath the altar. But when Ada knelt down to retrieve her husband-to-be, both he and his kidnapper had vanished! Poor Ada, in distress at the loss of her beau, has no other choice but to contact her ex, Gilbert, as she knew he and Break were friends. The two hadn't talked since Oz's return, upon which Gilbert promptly left her. Eventually she was able to understand that he had never really loved her, and was only with her to ease his pain at the absence of his<em> true<\/em> love. Bitter and confused, she hadn't spoken to him since. However, time heals all wounds, and they reconciled for the sake of saving Jack. Gilbert, however, has no idea where Break's lair is, and the pair seek out Mistress Sharon. She swoons at Ada's story of determination and true love, and sends them with Eques to Break's lair.<br \/>Upon their arrival, they come across the sinister -- wait, that's not a zombified minion, that's Reim, lacking sleep. He'd just finished a mountain of Break's paperwork is all. You work yourself too hard <strike>Break works him too hard<\/strike>, Reim-san! ...He does it for love &lt;3<br \/>Ada casts a spell on Reim too dissuade him from fighting (<em>these are not the droids you are looking for<\/em>) and he heads back inside to warn Break about the intruders. Ada confuses Break as well and he and Reim go on their merry way off to PH!Vegas to get hitched and live happily ever after.<br \/>Ada runs to Jack and collapses into his arms, however, after all that work, she feels incredible bored. She notices the frown on Jack's face as well. &quot;What's wrong?&quot; she asks him. &quot;Why isn't Glen here?&quot; he asks forlornly. That was the last straw. She was sick and tired of men who left her for other men. So she magicks up a time-machine and sends Jack home to Glen. She then turns to the mystery man hiding in the shadows. &quot;Marco!&quot; she yells. &quot;Polo~&quot; the man replies, emerging from the shadows and revealing himself to be Vincent. Vincent! Ah, that's who she had been wanting all along! Someone who wouldn't leave her (despite his feelings for Gilbert), someone who tolerated her habits, indulged occasionally in her fetishes, and who truly needed her, <strike>because he wasn't quite right in the head.&nbsp;<\/strike>Upon finally understanding her emotions, Ada confesses her love and devotion to Vincent (who grins evilly for whatever reason). They return to her torture-chamber and Gilbert returns home to his loving husband, Oz &lt;3<br \/><strike>This is how you know I write fanfiction<\/strike> ^^'<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>16. 9 receives a gift from 1. Does s\/he open it or not? If so, what is inside?<\/strong><\/div><div>Jack receives a gift from Gil? How sweet! Of course he opens it! It's some adorable, hand-crafted little trinket\/drawing, Pre-Abyss<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>17. 4 is walking home when s\/he sees a cute fluffy creature, which promptly begins rubbing itself against his\/her legs. Will s\/he kick it away, or take it home?<br \/><\/strong><\/div><div>ROFLOL, Elliot will try to shake the darn thing off his leg, fails, and ends up stomping home with a cute little critter clinging to his leg. Leo giggles, Elliy gets angry, but eventually he grows to love it.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>18. 8 is dared by 4 to strip while pole-dancing in front of 7. Write a short dialogue about this.<\/strong><\/div><div>Sharon is dared by Elliot to strip while pole-dancing in front of Reim. Whyyyyyyy<br \/>&quot;Okay, Ms. Sharon,&quot; Elliot smirked, &quot;Strip off your clothes and work that pole for Reim-san here.<br \/>Sharon grinned an evil grin and walked over to Elliot with a regal gait. &quot;You dare command me, you filthy pig?&quot; While Oz's eyes shone with unidentifiable emotions, Elliot recoiled: at this close proximity Sharon's alcohol-laden breath was unbearable (not that his was any better).<br \/>&quot;Well, it just so happens to be far too hot in here. Maybe I wanted to take my clothes off all along.&quot;<br \/>As Sharon slipped out of her clothes in front of an equally drunk Reim (how this happened, I do not know), Oz elbowed Elliot lightly, &quot;See, I told you she was a Queen.&quot;&nbsp;Elliot only nodded in his drunken state as Oz burst into laughter.<br \/>Oz's attention was soon recalled by Reim's slurring voice as he angrily -- and loudly -- scolded Sharon for 'working that pole'<br \/><br \/>I REJECT THIS SCENE. NO. JUST... NO. &nbsp;WHERE BREAK IS I DO NOT KNOW. BUT HE WOULD NOT ALLOW THIS.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>19. What smiley\/emoticon would best describe 5?<br \/><\/strong>&gt;D<br \/>Doesn't it look like Alice? XD<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div><strong>2<\/strong><strong>0. If you had the chance to rewrite 1&rsquo;s life, how would you change it?<\/strong><br \/>Gil would not have gone through such a traumatic childhood. His parents wouldn't have abandoned him, he never would have been brainwashed or developed all the problems that he currently has. However, Oz would have also lived 100 years ago (another reason to support my theory), the two of them would have fallen in love and lived happily ever after &lt;3 But that ending part isn't much of a stretch from the original, is it? &nbsp;;D They just wouldn't have had as many serious problems<strong><br \/><br \/><\/strong><br \/>*See episode 15!<br \/><br \/>-Please tell me you got the Star Wars reference!<\/div><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><div>&nbsp;<\/div>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:11638","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/11638.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=11638"}}],"title":"Writer's Block: No reservations required","published":"2011-03-25T20:59:31Z","updated":"2011-03-25T20:59:31Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"writer&apos;s block"}},"content":"<lj-template name=\"qotd\" lang=\"en_LJ\"><br \/>Gilbert Nightray would cook me dinner at his place, obviously! And Oz would be there too, so I'd be able to sit across the table and watch them spoon \\o\/<br \/>Well, Oz would spoon and Gil would blush 8D &lt;333<br \/><br \/>The perfect dinner, right? XDD<br \/>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:11403","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/11403.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=11403"}}],"title":"Cancer... ):","published":"2011-03-25T03:39:46Z","updated":"2011-03-25T03:39:46Z","content":"<strong>&nbsp;In memory of family and friends who have lost the battle with cancer; and in support of the ones who continue to conquer it! Post this on your LJ if you know someone who has or had cancer. 93% won't copy and paste this. Will you?<\/strong><br \/><br \/>NO I WILL NOT!!! ):<br \/><br \/>Hnn, I hate these things. I mean, the purpose is nice, and this one in particular isn't bad. I guess it stemmed from getting all those &quot;Forward\/repost it or you'll have bad luck&quot; and the &quot;You had better forward\/repost this. If you don't.... \\insert freaking irritating threat\\&quot; That kind of stuff irks me. But I guess this one has a nice cause so...<br \/>My grandmother was a cancer survivor... She died of other things a few years back though."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:11246","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/11246.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=11246"}}],"title":"Pandora Hearts Retrace LIX Discussion","published":"2011-03-20T06:51:05Z","updated":"2011-04-09T03:27:40Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"discussion"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"elliot"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"review"}}],"content":"<span style=\"display: none; \">&nbsp;<\/span><br \/><div>Chapter 59 is finally here and we have <em>so<\/em> much to talk about...<br \/>&nbsp;<\/div><ul><li>I wonder if it truly was Oz's intention to kill Yura all along. He'd been chanting Yura's demise for several chapters before actually killing him, but when it happened, it wasn't him to do it, it was Jack. And now Oz looks quite traumatized (guilty?) so I have to wonder just how much of all that talk was Oz and how much was Jack. And that would raise more questions about the extent of Jack's influence over Oz...<\/li><li>The sword protruding from Yura's body on page 3 resembles a grave, doesn't it? How fitting. And his silhouette makes him look almost like he's wearing a crown. Like a king... or maybe a Queen. Of Hearts. You know, from the Disney movie (not the book, in this case). Anyone else see the resemblance?<\/li><li>The memory on page 6 was from Oz's coming of age ceremony. And Oz says that he &quot;did the same&quot;. I assume he is referring to Alice when she fought the Baskervilles. Perhaps he is beginning to realize that he is truly becoming B-Rabbit. The bond between him and Alice is only getting stronger as time passes, after all. And he's never been too comfortable with killing. Remember in Sabrie, he even&nbsp;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-24667-16\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-38.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">went out of his way not to kill anyone<\/a>...<\/li><li>Or maybe he is remembering something we haven't been made aware of yet. I'm still looking for more information to prove my theory that Oz was alive 100 years ago (I don't have quite enough to back it up yet, but I'll stick with it until I'm proven wrong) and here Oz is seeing flashbacks of the tragedy... He does know what it looks like either way, because he saw Alice's memory of it, but what would that have to do with his guilt over killing...? I wonder~... And the Alice <u>in his memory<\/u> called his name. Oh, this topic is going to need a separate post.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Oh man you guys, Rufus knows <em>all<\/em>. Sensei wouldn't just randomly show him sitting there for no reason. He <em>knows<\/em> something. We need to talk to <em>him<\/em> again.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Ah! Gil's hand is hurting. Meaning that Oz's seal has moved again. It may have something to do with the Glen!seal, but most likely it's Oz's contractor seal. Making it at 6:00 now? Geez, that's a bit too close for comfort...<\/li><li>And I am more than looking forward to seeing Oz and Gil together again next chapter. I've missed them ):<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>That's an absolutely horrid image on page 20. So the chains are going berserk in an attempt to kill B-Rabbit. While they may not know what B-Rabbit looks like, they'll recognize the it's power, which is currently in Oz's possession...<\/li><li>And the word used was &quot;wish. The wish of The Will. Break was supposed to be after this as well, wasn't he? And if it involves killing Alice, perhaps that was why he never carried it out...?<\/li><li>This black area that Elliot is lying (floating?) in on page 21 seems to resemble the Abyss. Both when <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-24659-16\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-30.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Kevin first entered the Abyss<\/a> and -- strangely enough -- when Oz, Gil, and Alice were confronted by <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-24637-16\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-8.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Alyss' white rabbit<\/a> in chapter 8.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Now I'm <em>so<\/em> curious as to how Elliot became aware of Gilbert and Echo in his semi-conscious, possibly Abysmal state.<\/li><li>&quot;You are already...&quot; Ah, and Elliot is <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mangareader.net\/350-24656-39\/pandora-hearts\/chapter-27.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">remembering his own words<\/a> that he said to Oz. Hopefully so that he can apply them to himself.&nbsp;&quot;A step ahead&quot; is what comes next. &quot;From now on you will do whatever you like! Do you want to keep moving on, or head backwards, or walk a completely different path? Everything... you can decide on your own!&quot; This, by the way, is why Elliot has always been one of my favorites.<\/li><li>And then he stabs himself in the hand. What is exceptionally touching about this scene is that, through all of this, being manipulated, deceived and everything else, Elliot never lost who he was. &lt;3<\/li><li>Though I'm not sure what the direct result of stabbing himself was. Or why he did it. I know there was a specific purpose, one that gave him (morally) an advantage over Humpty Dumpty, but I can't figure out what it is. Was he simply trying to reject of Humpty Dumpty?<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>&quot;How could I burden that brat with the weight of my life?&quot; You see *smiles through tears* still the same old stubborn, morally upright Elliot :)<\/li><li>How ironic that Elliot ended up taking his own life. He would have avoided it, of course, had death not been inevitable at this point, but the only way out would go against everything he stood for. And I, personally, rather liked how he died so gallantly.<\/li><\/ul><br \/>There's no coming back from this one, guys. I have this gut feeling that Sensei is not pulling our leg here. The fact that he was not just dead but literally gone (as far as we could see, there was no corpse) suggests that he may have gone into the Abyss. Meaning that he also may be able to come back. But let's not get our hopes up.<br \/><br \/>Now go discuss these new developments while I go cry in a corner...<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:10637","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/10637.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=10637"}}],"title":"New Manga: Gate 7","published":"2011-03-06T04:47:59Z","updated":"2011-04-09T03:35:09Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"gate 7"}},"content":"CLAMP's working on a new manga!<br \/>Gate 7 first appeared as a oneshot in December <strike>how was I not aware of this?!<\/strike> and began continuation last month. So far, one chapter is out, the next will be released sometime at the end of this month? It's a monthly magazine, so I'd assume so.<br \/><br \/>So, about Gate 7. I definitely like it. I know it sounds weird to say, but <em>it's so CLAMP<\/em>. The artwork, for one, looks like a mesh between xxxHolic and Tokyo Babylon, which is interesting. One of the characters even slightly resembles Subaru, and another, Watanuki. The fighting (spellcasting) is also very much like Tokyo Babylon. &nbsp;But none of these similarities are enough to distract from the story. Although the story is still somewhat vague. Basically we are presented with <strike>Watanuki<\/strike> Takamoto, a high school boy who visits Kyoto for the first time from Tokyo. There he somehow runs into three people with fantastic --&nbsp;<em>magical? --<\/em> abilities (that apparently have no effect on him) and it's all downhill from there. More information is given, but I'm not trying to write a summary.<br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000byck\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"446\" height=\"306\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000byck\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/a><\/div><br \/>Hana (above), whose gender was not stated (and probably won't be), is as cute as anything. Incredibly small with a surprisingly mature face, Hana is also more than capable of kicking your butt. That is cool.<br \/><br \/>Hana is one of the three people that Takamoto meets, the other two being <strike>Subaru<\/strike> Tachibana (there are also moments where he slightly resembles Doumeki) and&nbsp;Sakura. I think that needs to be written twice: <em>Sakura<\/em>. Just the name itself should be setting off worldwide alarm bells. For more reasons than the fact that I've never met a male Sakura before. CLAMP has a thing for &quot;Sakura&quot;, both the tree and name. I'm instantly reminded of the phrase &quot;swept away by the Sakura&quot; from Tokyo Babylon. Also there was Sakura the Cardcaptor who prevented the world's end, Sakura from TRC, one of the most powerful beings in CLAMPverse, and Seishirou <em>Sakura<\/em>zukamori, the <strike>awesome<\/strike> dangerous assassin (also from Tokyo Babylon). And now we are presented yet again with a character named Sakura. This has <em>got<\/em> to mean something.<br \/><br \/>After reading the pilot and chapter 1, I'd say that the series is off to a great start, and I'm more than excited for the next chapter :D<br \/><br \/>...And I really like Hana.<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:10304","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/10304.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=10304"}}],"title":"Happy (would be) Birthday to Touya","published":"2011-03-02T00:26:59Z","updated":"2011-03-09T03:41:34Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"touya"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"ccs"}}],"content":"<div style=\"text-align:center\"><div style=\"text-align:left\">Touya's birthday didn't come this year! D8<\/div><div style=\"text-align:left\">Oh well, wishing a happy would-be birthday to Touya Kinomoto, the awesome older brother from CardCaptor Sakura. His birthday was supposed to be February 29. ):<\/div><div style=\"text-align:left\"><br \/><br \/>So, in honor of Touya's birthday, it's time for picspam! :D<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/00005d9q\/\" target=\"_blank\"><br \/><\/a><\/div><\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><div style=\"text-align:left\"><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/00005d9q\/\" target=\"_blank\"><br \/><br \/><\/a><\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/00005d9q\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"148\" height=\"341\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/00005d9q\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/a><\/div><a name='cutid2-end'><\/a><\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000ah9t\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"500\" height=\"375\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000ah9t\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><strike><br \/><\/strike>&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;<a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/00007t16\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img width=\"346\" height=\"480\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/00007t16\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><\/div><div><div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">You really can't have Touya without at least <em>mentioning<\/em> Yukito. They just go together. &lt;3<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img width=\"640\" height=\"431\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/00009z1k\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\"><img width=\"500\" height=\"380\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/total_alias\/pic\/0000813c\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">And this, because it made me laugh ;D<br \/>&nbsp;<\/div><div class=\"\" embedid=\"9\" style=\"text-align:center\"><div class=\"\" embedid=\"10\" style=\"text-align:center\"><lj-embed id=\"11\" \/><\/div><\/div><\/div><div style=\"text-align:center\">&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:left\">&nbsp;<\/div><div style=\"text-align:left\">&nbsp;<\/div><a name='cutid2-end'><\/a><div style=\"text-align:left\">&nbsp;<\/div>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:9375","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/9375.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=9375"}}],"title":"Pandora Hearts Chapter 58 Discussion","published":"2011-02-19T21:34:05Z","updated":"2011-02-20T04:40:12Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"discussion"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"review"}}],"content":"<br \/>Alright guys, Retrace LVIII has just been released, which means it's time for the discussion! 8D<br \/>EDIT: Please excuse my incompetence! I couldn't get the discussion up fast enough! I'm sorry! *cries*<br \/><br \/><br \/><ul><li>I'll begin by saying that I knew it! Didn't I say this last discussion? Elliot's entire motivation for killing his family was protecting Leo.<\/li><li>And kudos to everyone who predicted that Leo was the new Glen. ^^<\/li><li>I have a feeling that this will spell out some kind of confrontation between Oz and Leo somewhere along the line (you know, because of the Glen&amp;Jack-ness)...<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>The children in the chasm at Sabrie had been impaled by something. I wonder why they were run through rather than slashed, beheaded, or anything else. And Elliot said that they were lying in a &quot;puddle of blood&quot;... Hold on now, isn't &quot;Puddle of Blood&quot; the title of this chapter? That has <em>got<\/em> to mean something.<\/li><li>Now, when Humpty Dumpty was approaching Leo on page 9, there was a little girl sitting above them on the ledge\/whatever right by its mouth. That wasn't Helen though. Leo was still holding her. But some other random -- and very much alive -- little girl was just sitting there right next to it. Who was she? What is her purpose in being there? She obviously isn't the original contractor, that is soon to be Elliot, and you can't just trade chains. What's she doing up there?<\/li><li>It looks as if Humpty only impaled Elliot with his tongue, rather than cut off his head. Oh wait... *looks up* Perhaps that was what happened to the children as well? But I still have to wonder why he didn't use his signature move...<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>Who's hand grabbed Leo's shoulder on page 14? You could assume it to be Glen's, but that wrist looks decidedly feminine. Celia maybe? She was the previous Glen!Contractor...<\/li><li>Ah, and Leo didn't want to see because he didn't want to see Glen. MochiJun-sensei, I applaud you again. ^^&nbsp;I'm suddenly noticing that Leo looks decidedly similar to Glen (note that all the other Glens had the same shaped silhouettes). So Leo grew out his hair so that he could avoid seeing <em>who he was<\/em>...<\/li><li>And if Leo is Glen, then that explains why his mind was unaffected by Doldum's strings the second time they went down there (chapter 38\/39?)<\/li><li>Leo repeatedly told Glen to shut up. In Sabrie. Gilbert did the same when he was tormented by the voice\/voices in his head as well, did he not? And this was In Sabrie... I'm not sure if it has any significance, I'm just making connections.<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>Something I especially love about this chapter were the images that were slowly revealed to us. We hand no idea what they meant at the time, but now we realize that they were bits and pieces of a flashback that Elliot was trying to bring to the surface. Oh MochiJun-sensei, I didn't think I could love you more, but I was wrong... &lt;333<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>Wow, I wasn't expecting Elly's beloved Ernest to be so vicious. Gonna kill murder Gil and Vincent and blame it on the Head Hunter. But I have to wonder what in the world happened to Fred? He was the first to go. It seems like Elliot took no part in Fred's death like everyone else. So how did he die? That was blamed on the Head Hunter as well. I would hate to find that his death was Ernest and Claude's doings as well, but...<\/li><li>Time to draw a parallel! In the last chapter it was hinted to us that Glen had little social interaction outside of the Baskervilles and Jack. No one else really approved of him. Jack felt the need to show others Glen's more positive side, to show them that &nbsp;he is just like everyone else. And Leo has been more than shunned by the Nightrays. He has the other contractors (orphans and Elliot) and then he has Oz. Okay! Random tidbit! You guys can think about that one if you want.<\/li><li>For whatever reason, Ernest's facial expression on page 27 and 28 looks very similar to Vincent... I don't think that means anything. Just saying... <strike>Or is that just the standard evil face?<\/strike><\/li><\/ul><ul><li>I am more than shocked at Vanessa's violence towards Leo. I can't imagine why it so surprised me, but it doesn't diminish my opinion of her in the slightest.<\/li><li>That panel in the top 1\/2 of page 37 (Vanessa with Elliot standing behind \/ above her) is the most epically and beautifully horrible image ever.&nbsp;<\/li><\/ul><ul><li>Please tell me he isn't dying from the wounds he received in Sabrie. Glen said Humpty Dumpty would seal them, but he didn't say <em>for how long<\/em>. This is bad. I don't want Elly to die *sniff* D8<\/li><\/ul>Poetic quote of the month: &quot;How could I fail to see \\ that it was me?&quot;<br \/><br \/>Okay! Now that I've talked my mouth off, let's discuss.<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:9127","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/9127.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=9127"}}],"title":"Fic: Static","published":"2011-02-15T05:28:17Z","updated":"2011-02-15T08:09:34Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"fanfic"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"ozbert"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}}],"content":"<div><strong>Title:<\/strong> Static<\/div><div><strong>Manga:<\/strong> Pandora Hearts<br \/><strong>Characters: <\/strong>Gilbert and Oz<\/div><div><strong>Rating:<\/strong> Rated: K+<\/div><div><strong>Genre:<\/strong> Hurt\/Comfort<\/div><div><strong>Words:<\/strong> 1,661<br \/><strong>Summary:<\/strong> You weren't cut out to be a murderer. You're just Gil. You're the same Gil I've always known.<br \/><strong>Writer's Note:<\/strong> Thanks to&nbsp;<span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"gommyommy\" lj:user=\"gommyommy\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>gommyommy<\/b><\/a><\/span>&nbsp;&nbsp;for beta-reading! :D<br \/>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>P.S. These (#) are footnotes!<br \/>&nbsp;<\/div><div>If I owned Pandora Hearts, *CHAPTER 57 SPOILER* Elliot would live to the end of the series. If MochiJun-sensei kills him off... OMG... DD8<\/div><div><br \/>* * * * *<br \/>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Static - adjective<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>1. pertaining to or characterized by a fixed or stationary condition.<\/div><div>2. showing little or no change<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>... ... ...<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Gilbert's stomach was in knots the entire ride back to Rainsworth manor. He needed to get out of this cramped compartment; he needed to get away from this. He leaned toward the open window, but the fresh air provided only minimal comfort. The sun was entirely too bright, as if it was mocking his pain. But he infinitely preferred it to this wretched carriage that jolted over every pebble on the road and made his head pound along with it. This happened every time. Why couldn't he handle it?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>He shivered and gripped his arms, trying to appear irritated rather than ill. Everything was spinning. They hadn't been far from the estate to begin with. Weren't they almost there yet?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>When they did arrive Gilbert quickly and quietly retreated from the group, making his way outside to the forest-like greenery behind the estate. (1) As soon as he had deemed himself far enough away, he fell to his knees beside a small bush and emptied his stomach.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Blood. Blood that he'd spilled...<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>The acid burned in his throat, but who was he to complain? It was surely nothing compared to the pain of death. Certainly the Abyss must burn through souls faster than the vomit in his mouth. And far more painfully, the extent of which he could only imagine. Such horrible things people experience, even after death. According to Break, humans who spend enough time in the Abyss become chains. The stupid rabbit turned into a chain...<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Vivid images flashed through his mind. A young boy lying lifeless on the ground, blood still gushing from the wound in his chest. And Gilbert's own gun, still held in his then firm hand. The nausea always took a few minutes to set in.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>The boy couldn't have been any older than Oz, and Gilbert had ended his life, simply because he had been told. It was his assignment. The child was dangerous. He had to be eliminated. But there was a bright side: death on Earth would save him from life in the Abyss. Or that's what he had been told.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Normally, the worst part of carrying out an assassination was getting rid of the body. Collecting the remains of the life he destroyed almost always resulted in the loss of his lunch. But this time, there had been no need to dispose of any bodies: t<em>he Abyss had taken care of that<\/em>.<br \/><br \/>Gilbert heaved again as the bright purple light of the Abyss flashed before his mind's eye. At the very least, there had been no screams of terror. There was only silence as the ground lit up and the corpse was dragged into the Abyss, pulled in by his chain. Not even Oz or the stupid rabbit had made a sound. Gilbert had felt small hands grip his sleeve, but was unable to tear his gaze away to meet the surely terrified eyes.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>It is a known fact that one always feels better after throwing up, but Gilbert didn't believe it. He clutched at his sides and shuddered as the pain continued to engulf him.<br \/><br \/>* * * * *<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Certainly Oz was able to tell when something was bothering Gilbert. As a best friend and master, it was among the least of his duties. A greater of these was comfort. He had watched him nervously in the carriage, but knew that Gilbert wouldn't want to talk in front of Alice. So he followed him outside upon their arrival, but quickly fell behind and lost sight of his quick-paced servant.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>It was obvious that Gilbert was shaken by this particular mission, but only once had Oz seen him this upset.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&quot;My movements are so unstable, I can barely stand anymore.&quot; (2)<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>He had run away that time too. Oz wondered just how much of Gilbert's reaction was brought about by his memories and how much was the mere concept of murder. He couldn't picture Gilbert being comfortable with death in any case, - especially when it came to killing people himself - although he so often feigned apathy. Oz often marveled at his strength. But was it really?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&quot;There was nothing to be done. Not by me, and not by you.&quot; (3)<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>How many times had Gil put on a brave face for him? Oz had no doubt that the mask was off as he finally found Gilbert, doubled over at the edge of a clearing.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&quot;Gil,&quot; he whispered, kneeling beside the man. Gilbert didn't acknowledge his presence, but his shaking lessened at the feel of Oz's hand on his shoulder.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Oz rubbed small circles on Gilbert's back as his companion continued to heave, despite the fact that there was nothing left to disgorge. Eventually Gilbert calmed and shifted backward to sit cross-legged, still not meeting Oz's eyes. Oz sat in the same way facing him. He scooted forward so that their knees were almost touching and leaned his chin on one hand. He figured that he would still be safe at this proximity: since Gilbert had just been dry-heaving, there was nothing left in his stomach to discard.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&quot;You should get some water,&quot; Oz said. Gilbert nodded, but made no move of getting up. Oz lifted his other hand and weaved it into Gilbert's hair, as he so often did when the man was distraught over something. Gilbert looked up at him and was met with a small smile. He didn't return it, though he did slightly lean into the touch.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&quot;I'm not a murderer, Oz... But I... I am.&quot; Oz was more than confused by this statement, so he waited for his friend to elaborate.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&quot;I've already killed so many people. Heartlessly. I should be used to it by now. But, every time...&quot;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Oz slid his hand out of Gilbert's hair to smack him on the forehead with the back of his hand. &quot;Well obviously you're not heartless, if it makes you so upset. And of course you won't get used to it, you're not some killer, you're Gil. You're the same Gil I've always known.&quot;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&quot;Oz, I've already told you I changed -&quot;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&quot;For goodness' sake, Gil! Didn't we have this conversation a long time ago? Yes, things change. Time passes and situations change. People change. But that doesn't mean they become new people altogether.&quot;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Oz reached up once again and pinched Gilbert's cheek. &quot;You'll always be Gil.&quot; Gilbert responded with only mild irritation: not a good sign. It meant that he was still bothered by this.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>They sat for a few moments, but Oz still felt as if he hadn't addressed the full issue. He had to choose his words carefully. &quot;Listen, Gil, killing people is not a good thing. But what you're doing... You're doing what you have to. And... I'm proud of you for that.&quot; This time when Oz ruffled his hair, Gilbert scrambled to grab his hands and held them down between them.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&quot;Oz!&quot; he yelped, an exasperated blush coloring his features. Much better.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Oz laughed at his friend's antics and scooted over to sit beside him, leaning on his shoulder. The two lapsed into a comfortable silence as they sat, each lost in their own thoughts.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Emerging from his reverie after a few minutes, Oz turned to look at his friend. Gilbert was hunched over slightly, staring at the ground. Oz reached up and mussed up his hair once more for good measure.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&quot;Oz, stop it!&quot;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>&quot;Quit whining,&quot; Oz said, still not removing his hands from Gilbert's hair. &quot;It's not like seaweed needs to be orderly anyway.&quot;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Gilbert responded with several muted noises that could possibly be interpreted as whining.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Oz noticed this disobedience (cute as it was), but decided to overlook it in favor of another detail. He laughed. &quot;You sound just like you did when you were fourteen!&quot;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>... ... ...<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>(1) Picture the place where Oz and Gil sat during the omake when he tried to quit smoking.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>(2) This is a quote from chapter 35 of the manga. It takes place right after Gil tried to kill Alice.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>(3) This one's from chapter 6, when Oz was upset about the death of the flower girl.<\/div><div><br \/>* * * * *<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div>-TotalAlias-&nbsp;<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:8571","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/8571.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=8571"}}],"title":"Favorite Fictional Characters Meme","published":"2011-02-09T05:53:46Z","updated":"2011-02-09T06:26:12Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"szs"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"maid sama!"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"tmohs"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"durarara!!"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"meme"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"07ghost"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"kimi ni todoke"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"xxxholic"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"tsubasa"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"ccs"}}],"content":"Got this from&nbsp;<span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"gommyommy\" lj:user=\"gommyommy\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>gommyommy<\/b><\/a><\/span>&nbsp;and &nbsp;<span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"phoenix089\" lj:user=\"phoenix089\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/phoenix089.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/phoenix089.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>phoenix089<\/b><\/a><\/span>&nbsp;(they both posted it at almost the same time).&nbsp;List fifteen of your favorite characters from different fandoms, and ask people to spot patterns in your choices, and if they're so inclined, to draw conclusions about you based on the patterns they've spotted.&nbsp;<br \/><br \/>&nbsp;I&rsquo;m using anime and manga, because if I used books, you&rsquo;d get people like Holden Caulfield, and Tom Sawyer, and Mr. Jaggers, and.... ;D Let's just say... NOT EDWARD CULLEN. Ooh, I hope I didn't just offend someone <strike>not like I care<\/strike>. XD<div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>I tried to choose characters that I really fell head-over-heels for. Like, it&rsquo;s an event whenever they come on the screen (or manga panel) for most of these guys.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<br \/>&nbsp;<\/div><div>HERE WE GOOOO....!!!!!<br \/><br \/>1) Gilbert Nightray- Pandora Hearts<\/div><div>2) Tomoyo Daidouji- Cardcaptor Sakura<\/div><div>3) Oz Vessalius- Pandora Hearts<\/div><div>4) THE MAIN CAST OF TSUBASA RESERVOIR CHRONICLES (see below)<\/div><div>5) Teito Klein- 07 Ghost*<\/div><div>6) Haruhi Suzumiya - The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya<\/div><div>7) Shizuo Heiwajima- Durarara!!<\/div><div>8) Izaya Orihara- Durarara!!<\/div><div>9) Kazehaya Shouta- Kimi ni Todoke<br \/>10) fem!Ranma- Ranma 1\/2<\/div><div>11) Yuko- xxxHolic<\/div><div>12) Maria-chan (Sekiutsu Tarou) - Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei<\/div><div>13) Usui Takumi - Kaichou wa Maid Sama!<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>*TRC: I know I fail because I can&rsquo;t choose. But I loooove all of them so much... except for Sakura pre-Acid Tokyo. I didn&rsquo;t really care for her at first, but once the spoiler happened, she put on some shorts and got down to business and I couldn&rsquo;t help but let out a &ldquo;YEAH, SAKURA!!!&rdquo; But that doesn&rsquo;t apply to CCS. I always loved her there &lt;3<\/div><div>So yeah. My favorite characters? Syaoran, Sakura, Fai, and Kurogane. Notice I how snuck Yuko in there too XD<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>I was really close to using the main casts of Durarara!! and Pandora Hearts as well. But the casts of those two are kind of extensive, so I just picked the ones I love the most. Sorry Moekado! Kida-kun! Xerxes! Elliot!<br \/><br \/>*Teito: I still haven't read very far into 07Ghost, but I thought Teito deserved a spot in here because this is the first time I've had this much love for a main character. But I'm not going to go into what I think my tendencies are, I'll let you decide them.<br \/><br \/>Also, I have giant hearts and sparkle eyes for the first two characters, Gilbert and Tomoyo. I'm pretty sure I love the two of them the most &lt;333<\/div><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><div>&nbsp;<\/div>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:8261","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/8261.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=8261"}}],"title":"The Meme of 35","published":"2011-01-26T01:08:21Z","updated":"2011-03-09T03:42:19Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"meme"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"life"}}],"content":"<div>&nbsp;<\/div>As to my &quot;music&quot;: Finding new music is fun! :D Found that song in <a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/QBKlUCYSFTg?hd=1\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">this adorable little amv \/ mep part<\/a>. After listening to \/watching it about 10 times back-to-back, I realized that I really needed to find that song. Free publicity for that person. Yay!<br \/>Anyway, I really love that song now...<br \/><br \/><div>Got this from&nbsp;<span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"gommyommy\" lj:user=\"gommyommy\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>gommyommy<\/b><\/a><\/span>&nbsp;. *beats head against wall* Reply in a comment thread with your answers, if you feel so inclined.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>02) What was your dream growing up?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>03) What talent do you wish you had?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>05) Favorite vegetable?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>06) What was the last book you read?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>07) What zodiac sign are you?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>08) Any Tattoos and\/or Piercings? Explain where.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>09) Worst Habit?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>11) What is your favorite sport?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>15) Tell me one weird fact about you.<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>16) Do you have any pets?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>18) What was your first impression of me?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>22) What color eyes do you have?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>23) Ever been arrested?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>24) Bottle or can soda?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>27) Do you believe in ghosts?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>29) Do you swear a lot?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>30) Biggest pet peeve?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>32) Do you believe\/appreciate romance?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>33) Favorite and least favorite food?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>34) Do you believe in God?<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?<\/div><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><div>&nbsp;<\/div>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:8149","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/8149.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=8149"}}],"title":"Pandora Hearts Chapter 57 Discussion","published":"2011-01-21T01:03:52Z","updated":"2011-02-15T08:37:55Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"discussion"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"review"}}],"content":"<div>&nbsp;<br \/>This is also <a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/community.livejournal.com\/pandorahearts\/503143.html?view=3846759#t3846759\" target=\"_blank\">on the PH comm<\/a>, but for all of my friends who aren't watching it... here you go.<br \/>Sorry to everybody who had to see it in their inboxes twice ^^' <strike>g<\/strike><strike>reat idea's deserve to be seen more than once right?<\/strike> XD *shot*<br \/>&nbsp;<\/div><div>Retrace LVII is finally here!<\/div>I have a new computer that I'm still getting used to, and I'm having trouble viewing the downloaded scanlation, so I'm using Olivine's translation (:<br \/>Even though I wrote quite a lot for this chapter, I'm not commenting on everything I see. Only things that struck me as odd or confusing or that might have some kind of significance later on in the series (with the exception of one or two things like Gil's seaweed-makeover).<br \/><br \/>So here we go!<br \/><br \/><ul><li>Let's start with Gil's makeover~~~ I don't know if that got scanlated but oh my god. LMAO. Yakuza? BALD?? Tehe, and Oz and Break's faces were hilarious. Personally though, I love the seaweed &lt;3<\/li><li>It's a good thing that &quot;time is vague&quot;, Gil, because I'm pretty sure it's been more than 10 minutes. MochiJun-sensei slowed down the clock for him, for sure.<\/li><li>And Break says, &quot;Eat the soul&quot; What the hell does that mean? Somebody care to enlighten me? Whenever somebody says soul I normally think of Jack and Glen... Yeah... and I still have no clue.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>&quot;Could you possibly be related to the girl called &ldquo;Alice&rdquo; who was killed by someone in the midst of the Tragedy of Sablier&quot; How on Earth does Creeper know about Alice??? We all know he's a Jack fanboy, but wasn't she locked in a tower? That's a bad thing. No way would Glen broadcast that -- or anything he was doing -- to the public So no one should know about her, right?<\/li><li>Alice just said she doesn't remember her death, but she remembers Jack... interesting... Anybody wanna interpret this?? I'm assuming it's just because she hasn't gotten that memory back.<\/li><li>Oz is acting the same way that he was in Cheshire's dimension. Except that time he said he would destroy everything that scared her. This time it's &quot;everything that hurts you&quot; which to me sounds so, <em>so<\/em> much like Gilbert. Let's take a looksie at chapter 35 shall we? Gil's words were, &quot;Anyone that harms my master&quot;. Sounds pretty similar to me. And both of those attempts (in Cheshire's and in Sabrie) ended in an attempt to kill Alice. I'm really starting to wonder about this, Oz. We know that Gil was brainwashed, but you...? What happened to you?<\/li><li>&quot;Snakeface&quot;... Very fitting... I like it! I think I'll start calling him that now...<\/li><li>&quot;All time is vague&quot; Pfft, whatever. That idiot Snakeface just rand out of time or forgot about the time and was trying to cover it up. :|<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>When Mama Nightray said that Elliot had been punished, I originally thought she was referring to the slap (twice in one night, I must add, Elly) but now that I look again I'm thinking that she might be referring to the pain that Elliot felt in his chest after the &quot;Boom&quot;. Obviously this was his seal moving. But that would mean that Mama Nightray knows that Elly is an illegal contractor. Maybe because of the lies Snakeface told her about the Abyss being a paradise? But then why would that be a punishment for his seal to move? This needs to be a discussion topic, guys.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>I really like how it switches off between showing Jack and showing Oz, even though we know it is Jack in Oz's body. It makes it feel more real.<\/li><li>&quot;The miracle of the black light swallowing up the city!&quot; I thought Yura didn't believe the lies he told his followers?? Either way he seems to be morbidly obsessed with death and destruction... and Jack... so he's still insane in my book.<\/li><li>Glen said that the Abyss used to be a beautiful world? Oh did he now? Is that where Creeper got the idea? But the key words are &quot;used to be&quot; we all know that the Abyss isn't like that now. But what I want to know is whether or not there may be some kind of connection between Yura and Glen...<\/li><li>&quot;This must be hard for you (Alice)&quot; Um... why? For some reason he means something other than Oz stealing her powers...<\/li><li>And that was the end of Isla Yura: Snakeface. GOODBYE CREEPER!! 8D&nbsp;<strike>you had better not be messing with us this time, MochiJun-sensei. Yura had better be dead. And he had better not ever come back!!<\/strike><\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Aw, Glen napping with a birdie on his head! &lt;3 I never thought he'd be so tame! Maybe that's why he and Jack are friends &lt;33<\/li><li>So Humpty Dumpty is searching for the soul then... Which makes sense as to why it was around at Riatsu's place where the first seal was. And here where the second seal is.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Now, if you read closely, you'll notice that Elliot said he hated the <em>source<\/em> of the existence that has destroyed the Nightrays (not exact phrasing). And that it is the root of all evil... that is Glen Baskerville, yes? I wonder how much he knows. As far as his consciousness extends, shouldn't HH be the problem? But Elly wants whatever caused the problem that was HH. I think there are many things he knows but is not aware of, probably from the influence of Humpty Dumpty.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Funny how the scenes of Elliot stabbing his mother and Elliot stabbing Claude and Ernest are so similar? What is MochiJun-sensei trying to tell us, hm? Obviously the situations were different, but maybe the motivation was the same? In chapter 50 Elliot said that his siblings didn't approve of him taking in Leo as a servant. Mama Nightray was about to stab Leo. All three of them ended up dead at Elliot's hand. And oh look, there's Leo, <em>apologizing<\/em>. The eyebrow is raised, folks.<\/li><li>Now, Papa Nightray also did not approve of Leo. And then suddenly after they took a trip down to the chasm (whatever) in Sabrie he suddenly lets up. They went to where the power of the Abyss is strong and then...?<\/li><li>Also interesting is that Fred was never shown. Elliot said that his siblings did not approve, and then we saw Claude and Ernest. I'm sure we either forgot about him or assumed that he was already dead. Or was he? What happened to Fred? And when??? I wonder if he had any connection to Leo. I wonder if Elliot killed him? Or was he just a catalyst to get this whole HH thing going? It was implied that he was the first victim, after all.<\/li><li>Note how Vanessa was not mentioned among those who disapproved of Leo. Also note how, then though she died, Elliot did not stab her before she lost her head like all the rest.<\/li><li>But why is Papa Nightray still alive then?! ...Maybe because he's working with Yura and helped to set all this up?<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Oh, so Elliot was not seeing Glen's memories of the Tragedy, he was having premonitions of this moment. And Leo composed Lacie. Making it extremely likely that he is Glen instead of Elliot. &quot;It just popped into my head pre-made!&quot; Did it now? Didn't Glen say that the new Glen receives the memories of the old???<\/li><li>Ah, and Elliot's Humpty is white, meaning that he is the original contractor. And holy crap his seal is already 3\/4 full! D8 Hm, let's say 1\/4 empty instead so that I don't get so depressed by this. I love Elliot... *sniff*<\/li><li>Now who is speaking to Elliot about &quot;make yourself forget&quot;? That&quot;s a question. People with voices in their heads? Sounds a lot like Gilbert, <em>again<\/em>. And there's a struggle. External that looks internal, <em>again.<\/em>&nbsp;Poor Elly with his moral conscious wants to know what's going on, but that voice won't let him. Whose voice is that?<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>And Leo says &quot;Say the name&quot; once again. There's a bit of confusion as to whether it is &quot;the&quot; or &quot;my&quot; but I have several (soemwhat) Japanese-speaking friends who have said that &quot;the&quot; was more accurate. So several beats one in my book. I've only seen it as &quot;my&quot; in TBA's scanlation. And if it is in fact, &quot;the&quot;, it means that this could have something to do with a chain. Oz had to call out Alice's name to form a contract with her. He also called out her name when he nullified her powers. Break had to call out Alyss' name in order for her to listen to his request to change the past. So the name is very important here. And we have yet to hear Elliot call out anyone's name (that doesn't mean that he hasn't and we just weren't shown that part). So look out for Elly calling someone\/something's name. It'll mean something.<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Now let's talk about the final page~ Alright guys, I've heard a lot of people freaking out over this cliffhanger-y ending. But calm yourselves. Elliot isn't dead. Or injured. That was a flashback. For one thing, the image is grayed, like the other flashbacks. And two, look at his clothes. That's exactly what he was wearing in Sabrie in chapters 36 and 39-41. Remember that Elliot and Leo were attacked by Lottie and Zwei while they were in the big hole-thingy. Leo's body was controlled by Doldum, but not his mind. After a small bit of struggle, Lottie told them that Oz &amp; Co. was already ahead of them. And then the scene was cut. The next time we saw Elliot he was already meeting Oz who had finished with Jack's (his?) memories. So we don't know what happened in between. This is definitely when the flashback must have occurred.<\/li><li>Also in that image, Leo looked like he very much owed a certain someone an &quot;apology&quot;... Look at him. He might as well be saying, &quot;What have I done?!&quot; However, I'm not saying for sure that Leo was the one to hurt Elliot. But it might be something along the lines of not being able to stop this from happening...<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>Another thought: to break a contract all you have to do is kill the chain right? Meaning that Elliot and all the rest can be saved, riiiiight? Don't make this tragic, MochiJun-sensei. I want Elly to live.<\/li><li>By the way, have we ever actually seen Leo's contractor seal? I don't believe we have. If I'm correct, that could mean some very good things about Leo. *whistles*<\/li><\/ul><br \/><ul><li>All in all, the things I want most from next chapter (even though they probably won't happen) is:<\/li><\/ul> <ol><li>To find out what Leo knows about all this.<\/li><li>Some Gil badassness. \\o\/<\/li><li>Some BreakxReim hugging and fluff.&nbsp;They need it.&nbsp;<\/li><\/ol><br \/>So what do you guys think?<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:7003","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/7003.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=7003"}}],"title":"Random Durarara!! stuff...","published":"2011-01-10T06:55:09Z","updated":"2011-01-10T07:49:07Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"kimi ni todoke"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"english dub"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"durarara!!"}}],"content":"&nbsp;I'm so happy I feel like postin'!<br \/><br \/>So I'd been hunting all over the place for an English translation of the Durarara!! light novels but I could never find them. Baka Tsuki had been doing them, but halfway through the first volume they said that someone else was going to take over, and stopped. And then no one picked it back up!<br \/><br \/>I'd totally given up on finding them, and then earlier today for whatever reason I decided to search for it one more time. And there it was! On LJ! Right under my nose! And it's been there since last month *facepalm* That must have been during the time when I was away from LJ. I had intended to clear out my whole inbox (as in read every post), but I eventually just gave up and deleted everything XD<br \/>Anyway, now I get to read Durarara!! 8D And I suggest everyone else does too, because what I've read so far is really good.<br \/><br \/>Plus, it was one of the best animes of 2010, so that should mean something. I kind of miss it. I think I'm going to watch it again :D<br \/><br \/>Also, while I was searching for the novels I found out that it's being English-dubbed! D: Yeah yeah, I know I should give it a chance, but I just don't want it dubbed. I want Daisuke Ono and Mamoru Miyano and all those amazingly talented people that made Drrr!! so much fun.<br \/><br \/>Celty will be played by Kari Wahlgren, who played Sakura in the second Cardcaptor Sakura movie. &nbsp;Oh excuse me, it's just Cardcaptors since we're talking about the English. *stabs* She didn't play Sakura all the way through, but even being associated with the <span style=\"font-size: large; \"><strong>worst English dub of all time<\/strong><\/span> is enough for me to throw a fit.<br \/><br \/>...Well, it's the worst if you don't count everything dubbed by 4Kids XDD Especially OnePiece DX<br \/>Heh, I just looked it up, and it turns out that 4Kids bought out the station that had originally broadcasted &quot;Cardcaptors&quot; *snicker* Figures.<br \/><br \/>Izaya's voice actor will be Johnny Yong Bosch. Ichigo, Lelouch, Renton. I'm curious as to how this will work out. (since he has done quite well in past dubs, I won't be so upset with the fact that he was also in the &quot;Cardcaptors&quot; movie...)<br \/>Shizuo's VA will be Crispin Freeman. Oh, now that will be fun.<br \/><br \/>But what I really want to know is how they will dub the Shizu-chan's and Dota-chin's. IZAYA'S NICKNAMES MUST STAY!<br \/><br \/>However it turns out, I'll watch it like the loyal fan I am (:<br \/><br \/>P.S. Kimi ni Todoke is gorgeous just like the first season! &lt;33<br \/><br \/>IIIIIIZAAAAAAAYAAAAAAAAAAA-KUUUUUUUUUUUUUN............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 8D<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:total_alias:6679","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/6679.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/total-alias.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=6679"}}],"title":"What Brothers Are For","published":"2011-01-03T08:12:53Z","updated":"2011-01-06T02:54:23Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"elliot"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pandora hearts"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"fic"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"gil"}}],"content":"<div><strong>Title:<\/strong> What Brothers Are For<br \/><strong>Fandom:<\/strong> Pandora Hearts<br \/><strong>Characters:<\/strong> Gilbert and Elliot<br \/><strong>Rating:<\/strong> K+<br \/><strong>Genre:<\/strong> Family<br \/><strong>Words:<\/strong> 2,438<br \/><strong>Disclaimer:<\/strong> I don't own Pandora Hearts. If I did, I would probably give it back to MochiJun-sensei.<br \/><strong>Writers Note:<\/strong> Thanks to&nbsp;<span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"gommyommy\" lj:user=\"gommyommy\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/gommyommy.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>gommyommy<\/b><\/a><\/span>&nbsp;&nbsp;for beta-reviewing! :D<br \/><strong>Summary:<\/strong> Gilbert and Elliot's first encounter was meaningful for multiple reasons. Years later, Gilbert uses this memory to influence an important decision.<\/div><br \/><div><br \/>***<br \/><br \/>-What Brothers Are For-<br \/><br \/><br \/>Elliot Nightray ran in random circles around the Nightray courtyard, waving his arms in the afternoon sun. Without warning he stopped and stood perfectly still. He clenched his fists as he gathered his wits and summoned his secret weapon: &ldquo;Raven!&rdquo;<br \/><span class=\"\" style=\"white-space:pre\"><br \/><\/span>And then he was in motion again. &ldquo;Caw! Caw!&rdquo; he cried, flapping his wings this time. But soon after he became Raven, he transformed back into Elliot, running back to his original spot. &ldquo;Get &lsquo;em, Raven!&rdquo; Elliot shouted, pointing at the bad guy a few feet away.<br \/><br \/>&lsquo;Raven&rsquo; did just that. Surging forward, he tackled the villain to the ground. The captured enemy was enveloped in black wings as Elliot once again appeared. His pose could be described as nothing short of epic as Raven vanished, leaving Elliot to loom over the evil one. &ldquo;You&rsquo;re under arrest,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;What do you have to say for yourself?&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;...&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Ha. That&rsquo;s no excuse for breaking the law.&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;...&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Maybe you should have thought of that first.&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;...&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Whatever. Backup from Pandora will be here soon. You just stay where you are,&rdquo; Elliot commanded as he tied the man up.<br \/><br \/>Soon enough, Pandora arrived to take the criminal into custody. Once all of that had been taken care of, Elliot congratulated himself and his chain for a job well done. &ldquo;Success!&rdquo; he exclaimed, throwing his hands in the air. &ldquo;As expected of the amazing team: Elliot and Raven! Fighting the bad guys and kicking their butts!&rdquo; He fell backward into the grass with a satisfied sigh.<br \/><br \/>Catching his breath, the boy felt a pair of eyes upon him. He didn&rsquo;t quite like being watched. So he got up and walked over to the other boy sitting in a chair by the door.<br \/><br \/>Gilbert looked up from his book as he heard Elliot&rsquo;s approach. Originally he had been reading Holy Knight, but with Elliot was making so much noise, Gilbert gave up reading and just watched him play. The kid looked like he was having a lot of fun, running around and yelling stuff. He slightly reminded Gilbert of a younger Oz, with his bright eyes and even brighter smile. Gilbert missed him, but it wasn&rsquo;t too bad. He had been missing Oz all day, but happy memories made it hurt less.<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Your name&rsquo;s Gilbert, right?&rdquo; Elliot asked, interrupting his thoughts. Gilbert nodded.<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;And you know my name&rsquo;s Elliot, right?&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>He nodded again. He&rsquo;d only been with the Nightrays for a few days, but he certainly knew the name of the youngest son of the house.<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Okay, so um...&rdquo; Elliot looked down at his shoes. &ldquo;You wanna... um... you wanna play with me?&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>Play with him? This noble kid wanted Gilbert to play with him? &ldquo;Me?&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>Elliot&rsquo;s face fell flat, &ldquo;Well there&rsquo;s no one else here.&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>Gilbert blushed, embarrassed with his obvious question. Why on Earth would Elliot want to play with him? &ldquo;H-how come you&rsquo;re not playing with your brothers?&rdquo; That&rsquo;s what he normally did.<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;They&rsquo;re busy working or something.&rdquo; Elliot&rsquo;s voice dropped and he began to mumble, &ldquo;It&rsquo;s cool that they&rsquo;re protecting the family and all, but why can&rsquo;t they do that at home more*?&rdquo; His voice brightened up again, &ldquo;Vanessa can&rsquo;t play anything. And you&rsquo;re already out here.&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>Gilbert didn&rsquo;t exactly feel like playing, but it wouldn&rsquo;t hurt anyone. He might as well humor the boy. &ldquo;O-okay. What are you playing?&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Well, I was playing &lsquo;Contractor&rsquo;. But I&rsquo;m tired of that game. I&rsquo;m not gonna contract Raven anyway.&rdquo;&nbsp;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Why not?&rdquo; Gilbert asked timidly.<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Cause I&rsquo;m youngest. Ernest is gonna get Raven before I&rsquo;m big enough.&rdquo; Elliot paused, pondering his next statement, &ldquo;It&rsquo;s okay... As long as it&rsquo;s a Nightray protecting everyone. Well, everybody else can help too, but Nightrays do it best!&rdquo; he said with a beaming smile. &ldquo;I know Ernest, he&rsquo;ll do good.&rdquo; And that was the end of that. &ldquo;So what should we play now...?&rdquo; Gilbert watched him tap his jaw with his forefinger in thought, the way Ernest often did.<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Hmm... What to play... I know! Let&rsquo;s play &lsquo;runaway train&rsquo;!&rdquo; Elliot grabbed Gilbert&rsquo;s arm and dragged him out to the middle of the grass. But once they got there, Elliot ran away from him to the other end of the courtyard. Gilbert hadn&rsquo;t the slightest idea what he was supposed to do, so he just stood and watched as Elliot pushed the invisible buttons and flipped the invisible switches that surrounded him. The younger boy tugged twice on a rope that was supposedly above his head, and the game began.&nbsp;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Woo woooooo! Here we go, boys! We won&rsquo;t stop &lsquo;till we reach Reveille!&rdquo; He ran around the yard in his train for a few moments, but upon noticing Gilbert -- again -- he stopped. &ldquo;Gilbert, what are you doing?&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;What am I supposed to do?&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Whatever you want for now... Haven&rsquo;t you played this game before?&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;No.&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Oh. That&rsquo;s okay, the disaster&rsquo;s about to start anyway.&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;D-disaster?&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Oh no! There&rsquo;s a damsel tied to the tracks!&rdquo;<\/div><div><br \/>Gilbert looked toward where Elliot was pointing. He, of course, saw no damsel. And he still didn&rsquo;t know what sort of role he was supposed to be playing. Elliot cleared his throat, &ldquo;Ahem, Gilbert! There&rsquo;s a damsel tied to the tracks!&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>Elliot seemed to be growing impatient, and Gilbert, in a moment of panic and confusion (the train was hurtling toward him, after all), scrambled to the ground and lay down on the &lsquo;tracks&rsquo;.<br \/><br \/>At this, the smaller boy had no choice but to pause the game. &ldquo;Gilbert?&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Y-yes?&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;You&rsquo;re a boy! Don&rsquo;t be the damsel! Save the damsel!&rdquo; Gilbert felt sheepish. He should have known better, but whenever he played with Oz, he had always been the one in distress.<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Okay!&rdquo; Gil shouted back from the train tracks. He knelt beside the poor girl and set to work untying her with expert fingers.<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Hurry, Gilbert, hurry!&rdquo; Elliot called, &ldquo;The train&rsquo;s coming! I can&rsquo;t stop it!&quot;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;I&rsquo;ve almost got it!&rdquo; Gil shouted, working on the last knot.<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Here it comes!&rdquo; Elliot said, quickly approaching them. But Gil managed to free the young woman and the two of them avoided the coming train in the nick of time. He felt the wind rush past his face as Elliot hurtled by them.<br \/><br \/>But the game wasn&rsquo;t over yet. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s gonna crash!&rdquo; Elliot turned around and screamed at them from his spot in the conductor&rsquo;s seat. &ldquo;I have to jump!&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Jump!&rdquo; Gil encouraged. The damsel cheered him on as well.<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Here I gooooooooo!&rdquo; Elliot jumped from his runaway train and tumbled into the grass, his crew landing safely behind him. There wasn&rsquo;t a scratch on any of them, of course. He took a few seconds to recover and then stood and walked over to Gil and the girl. &ldquo;That was close,&rdquo; he laughed, wiping the sweat from his brow.<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Yeah.&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Nice job, Gilbert. I don&rsquo;t know what I would have done if somebody had been hurt because of me.&rdquo;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>***<br \/><br \/>Gilbert rolled over in his massive bed. Perhaps lying on his back would work, he wasn&rsquo;t getting any sleep on his side. He threw his arm over his eyes and groaned quietly. He didn&rsquo;t know what to do. He knew it was pathetic, but he rarely had this problem before: indecisiveness. His whole life had revolved around Oz up till now. His priorities had been all sorted out long ago: wait for Oz, save Oz, bring Oz back.<br \/><br \/>But this had nothing to do with Oz. This was something he had to decide for himself. It was overwhelming, and Gilbert felt somewhat helpless.<br \/><br \/>If he went through with this, wouldn&rsquo;t it make him just like Ernest, Claude, and Fred? Abandoning the family in hopes of saving it, leaving them to fend for themselves? The only difference was that, unlike them, Gilbert would live. He had to, he had a purpose and a goal to reach. So he wouldn&rsquo;t die, but someone might get hurt if they were near him when trouble struck. On the other hand, how would everyone fare without him? Without the older brothers dead and him gone, how would Vincent and Elliot defend themselves? What he needed to know was who was in more danger: him or them?<br \/><br \/>Gilbert liked to think of positive things when he was upset. Fond memories helped the best. They reminded him that no matter what shape his life was in currently, there was some happiness in it. And if he had been happy once, he would be happy again in time. Tonight he had remembered Oz, naturally. He remembered Oz, Ada, Oscar, and Oz again. He hadn&rsquo;t expected to recall anything else. So he was surprised to catch his mind drifting back to another occurrence.<br \/><br \/>I know! Let&rsquo;s play &lsquo;runaway train&rsquo;!<br \/><br \/>Without a doubt a happy memory, but shocking nonetheless. This had come out of the darkest period of his life. It was in the beginning, when loss and loneliness hurt the most. He had almost forgotten it. How fitting that it would return to him now, so relevant to his dilemma.<br \/><br \/>They&rsquo;re protecting the family, but why can&rsquo;t they do that at home?<br \/><br \/>Someone softly rapped on the door. At this time of night? He sat up. &ldquo;Come in.&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>The door opened slowly and Elliot entered the room, dressed in his nightgown. He closed the door gently behind him. &ldquo;Hey, uh, Gilbert... So I had, um... I had this dream...&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>Gilbert needed no further persuasion to scoot over to the other side of the bed. Elliot&rsquo;s screams from down the hall had woken him more than once, and his nightmares had been growing more frequent as of late. There had been no screams tonight, but he was certainly spooked. Gilbert wanted to ask about it, but it wasn&rsquo;t his place to pry. He wouldn&rsquo;t know how to ask anyway. So he kept his mouth shut and just patted the space beside him on the bed.<br \/><br \/>As Elliot approached him, Gilbert noticed that his face was much paler than usual. The poor boy looked exhausted and wide awake at the same time.<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;I&rsquo;m not getting under the sheet,&rdquo; Elliot said, pushing back some of the covers.<span class=\"\" style=\"white-space:pre\"><br \/><\/span><br \/>Gilbert scoffed and lay back down as Elliot climbed in beside him and rolled over to face the opposite wall.<br \/><span class=\"\" style=\"white-space:pre\"><br \/><\/span>But just before he turned his back, Gilbert finally got a good look into his eyes. The icy blue just wasn&rsquo;t the same as before. Where had the light gone? The light that coaxed Gil into having fun all those years ago?<br \/><br \/>Did it leave with his brothers? Had they still been here, Elliot would have surely taken refuge with one of them, rather than Gilbert. He watched the boy&rsquo;s back through the darkness. This tragedy took its toll on everyone, but it hit Elliot the hardest. His brothers were dead, his mother was mad, and Elliot was still here -- on Earth, in reality, and in this room -- and he needed help. Gilbert had to help him, to protect him. He couldn&rsquo;t be the damsel.<br \/><br \/>Poison. That&rsquo;s what Vince told him. Gilbert wondered how Vincent was the only one who hadn&rsquo;t been targeted, but then again, that didn&rsquo;t mean that it wouldn&rsquo;t happen soon. Vincent was safe for now, but Elliot... Elliot was in more danger than anyone else. Fred, Claude, and Ernest had been brutally murdered, leaving Elliot as the Nightray heir. Whoever was killing his family would surely come after him as well. So Gilbert needed to be here to protect him, right?<br \/><br \/>Or maybe... maybe Elliot wasn&rsquo;t the next target. Everyone else had been dispatched swiftly and silently, around the same time. The thought made Gilbert&rsquo;s skin crawl, but wouldn&rsquo;t Elliot be dead already if they intended for him to die?<br \/><br \/>I don&rsquo;t know what I would have done if someone had been hurt because of me.<br \/><br \/>Gilbert, on the other hand, would certainly be attacked again. He knew it. The first trial had been unsuccessful, so the killer would use a different method. Gilbert didn&rsquo;t want Elliot or Vincent to be there when his life was put in danger. He didn&rsquo;t want anyone to be there. He didn&rsquo;t want anyone to get caught in the crossfire. He knew what he had to do.<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Gilbert?&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;Yeah?&quot;<br \/><br \/>&ldquo;...Thank you.&rdquo;<br \/><br \/>Gil reached over and patted Elliot&rsquo;s shoulder. &ldquo;What are brothers for?&rdquo;<\/div><div>&nbsp;<\/div><div>***<br \/><br \/>Gilbert made his decision and was successful. He managed to protect his brothers from afar as well as himself. And better still, his master returned. He&rsquo;d accomplished everything he&rsquo;d set out to do and was happy again.<br \/><br \/>But a more accurate statement would be that he was only happy in general, because currently, his head was throbbing. The remnants of a hangover hung about him as he sank down next to Oz on the sofa.<br \/><br \/>Gilbert listened as best he could through his headache as Oz retold all that he had missed during their recent visit to Ada&rsquo;s school. He couldn&rsquo;t believe so much had taken place in his absence, but reminded himself that there was one event in particular that he had been present for. He remembered it all very clearly. Oz had attempted to stomp on his head for spoiling his &ldquo;dramatic moment&rdquo; and &nbsp;Elliot had yelled at him and &nbsp;tried to slash him with a sword. Elliot. Gil was thrilled at being reunited with his brother, but Elliot had only seemed angry. Very angry.<br \/><span class=\"\" style=\"white-space:pre\"><br \/><\/span>He hadn&rsquo;t expected it at all, but it made sense. Of course Elliot was upset with him for leaving. Elliot had suffered alone, without any brothers to help him. Because all his brothers had left. Most of them died, and the only one that didn&rsquo;t never came back. After that, he could never be the same happy child he used to be.<br \/><br \/>Gilbert left when Elliot needed him, and that must have hurt. Maybe he really was just like Ernest, Fred and Claude. Had his decision really brought success?<br \/><br \/>Gilbert&rsquo;s attention was reigned back in near the end of Oz&rsquo;s story. There was something about the way Elliot reacted to Oz&rsquo;s selflessness that forced the raven to rethink himself. From what Gilbert had gathered, Elliot&rsquo;s actions were aggressive, but his reasoning was sound. He had seen past the guise of selflessness and stripped it down to its basic elements: fear and self-interest. It takes more than sagacity to reach such understanding. What is required is experience, and that experience will continue to shape his decisions for the rest of his life.<br \/><br \/>Hearing just how strong his brother had become, Gil hadn&rsquo;t a doubt in his mind that his actions had been for the best.<\/div><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><div>&nbsp;<\/div>"}]}