{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tixing","title":"stars wheeling overhead","subtitle":"christie","author":{"name":"christie"},"link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/tixing.livejournal.com\/"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/tixing.livejournal.com\/data\/atom"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"service.feed","type":"application\/x.atom+xml","href":"https:\/\/tixing.livejournal.com\/data\/atom","title":"stars wheeling overhead"}}],"updated":"2016-03-16T06:46:01Z","entry":[{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tixing:2101","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/tixing.livejournal.com\/2101.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/tixing.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=2101"}}],"title":"Tripping (onto your dick)","published":"2016-03-16T06:41:50Z","updated":"2016-03-16T06:46:01Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"rating: nc-17"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"ot3: suchenlay"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"length: oneshot"}}],"content":"<b>Title:<\/b>\u00a0Tripping (onto your dick)<br \/><b>Base fic:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/91daes.livejournal.com\/4708.html\" target=\"_blank\">Unexpected<\/a> by\u00a0<span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"captainjunmoney\" lj:user=\"captainjunmoney\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/captainjunmoney.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/captainjunmoney.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>captainjunmoney<\/b><\/a><\/span><br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> NC-17<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Chen\/Suho, OT3<br \/><b>Length:<\/b> 3.8k<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b>\u00a0Remember that call boy whom that one meddling asshole\u2014yeah, Baekhyun\u2014once ordered to \u2018fix\u2019 Junmyeon and Jongdae\u2019s sex life? Yeah, that one. Well he did a really great job at fixing it. No really, he did a fantastic job. So much so that the two of them can\u2019t seem to help themselves because they keep coming back for seconds.<br \/><b>Tags:<\/b> threesome, unprotected blowjob, double penetration, rimming, comeplay, voyeurism, sounding, breathplay<br \/><br \/><b>Notes:<\/b>\u00a0Written for the <a href=\"http:\/\/91daes.livejournal.com\" target=\"_blank\">91daes<\/a> fic fest.<br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: justify;\"><tbody><tr><td>If you ask Junmyeon, he wouldn\u2019t be able to tell you how they got here.<br \/><br \/>\u2018Here\u2019 meaning him getting the pounding of his life from none other than the rent boy that the current bane of his existence, Baekhyun, had ordered for them three weeks ago.<br \/><br \/>He still doesn\u2019t know if the gift was a blessing or a curse, given his sex life has shot through the roof in the past few weeks, but really, did it have to happen in the fashion that it did?<br \/><br \/>It\u2019s just that Yixing was at the club they visited tonight, and Junmyeon didn\u2019t know he could dance like that\u2014hell, how <i>anyone<\/i> could dance like that, to be honest\u2014and Yixing had recognised them and waved and bought drinks with them and willingly caught the taxi home with them and somehow they ended up here, on their plush bed with Yixing trying to fuck the inebriation out of him.<br \/><br \/>You know, he really thought he enjoyed the sex he\u2019d been having with Jongdae.<br \/><br \/>Seriously.<br \/><br \/>But that one night with Yixing took his world and turned it on its head.<br \/><br \/>Yixing really was a breath of fresh air and opened Junmyeon\u2019s eyes to a world where you can have sex with more than one person at a time. It\u2019s a lot to take in, really. But he can\u2019t deny that it wasn\u2019t enjoyable. Hell, <i>this<\/i> is enjoyable, him grappling at the sheets as Yixing hauls him up and fucks into him harshly, growling, <i>I want to hear you moan, Junma<\/i>, and <i>fuck<\/i>, Junmyeon is ruined.<br \/><br \/>You know, with the logic he just came up with, Junmyeon should really thank Baekhyun for introducing him to Yixing, but why on earth would he want to do that, really.<br \/><br \/>It\u2019s not like this will happen again, they\u2019re just three very <i>very<\/i> drunk males who happened to know each other and also have pre-existing sexual history with each other. This is just a one-off, he tells himself, eyes shutting in pleasure as his orgasm finally comes to fruition.<br \/><br \/>Yeah, a once-off only.<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: center;\"><tbody><tr><td>***<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: justify;\"><tbody><tr><td>He spoke too soon.<br \/><br \/>He currently has a lapful of a bouncing, moaning Yixing, whose cries can probably be heard on the other side of town from how loud they are. Junmyeon could ask him to tone it down if he wanted to, but he\u2019s always liked vocal partners in bed, his boyfriend being no exception to that rule.<br \/><br \/>Said boyfriend is currently lying on the other side of the bed, spent from Yixing ploughing into him earlier, and watching them with sleepy eyes.<br \/><br \/>When Jongdae suggested they go out for dinner and then drinks, he didn\u2019t expect to end up on a dance floor grinding against Yixing, who happened to be in the club with Baekhyun and a couple of others he didn\u2019t know. Junmyeon\u2019s recollections of the events leading up to this are blurry at best, so he hones his focus in on the way he\u2019s pushing into Yixing instead.<br \/><br \/>\u201cGo to the left more,\u201d Jongdae tells him, gauging Yixing\u2019s subsequent reaction and altering his directions to elicit an even better response.<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon grins and lets Jongdae control the pace and the angle, and soon has Yixing milking warm come onto his stomach as he finishes.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh my god, fuck <i>me<\/i>,\u201d Yixing gasps when he dismounts and flops onto the mattress between Junmyeon and Jongdae.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI just did,\u201d Junmyeon can\u2019t help but quip, and Yixing swats him blindly with a laugh.<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: center;\"><tbody><tr><td>***<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: justify;\"><tbody><tr><td>Yixing is really good at blowjobs.<br \/><br \/>Really good.<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon supposes this is somewhat expected of someone who is a sex worker, but still. Yixing is fucking amazing.<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon wishes he could say he was blind drunk, but he\u2019s not, he\u2019s more tipsy than anything. He has Baekhyun\u2014fucking Baekhyun\u2014to thank for this, the younger male celebrating his shared birthday with his housemate Dasom at their apartment one night. Double birthdays mean double the people crowded into one room, and also double the drink being handed around. The sheer amount of alcohol available could explain why Yixing locks the three of them in the bathroom and crowds Junmyeon against the wall before dropping to his knees and worshiping his dick.<br \/><br \/>His dimple looks even better when he\u2019s smiling around a mouthful of Junmyeon\u2019s erection.<br \/><br \/>Christ.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae watches them seated on the toilet with his hand stuffed down his pants, and Junmyeon muffles his moans against his curled fist to prevent them from echoing against the tiles. When he\u2019s finished, Yixing all but dives for Jongdae\u2019s crotch and gives him the same treatment, and then he\u2019s gone from the bathroom with a flirty smile like this is something he does every day.<br \/><br \/>Which he does, come to think of it.<br \/><br \/>It leaves Junmyeon and Jongdae absolutely in the lurch, anticipating at least reciprocating the other man\u2019s actions, but he\u2019s gone before they can act. The two of them end up making out hotly for the next hour instead, rutting against each other to completion for a second time that evening.<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: center;\"><tbody><tr><td>***<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: justify;\"><tbody><tr><td>Junmyeon would like to say they\u2019re drunk this time, and that\u2019s how he winds up sucking Yixing off while Jongdae drills into him.<br \/><br \/>He\u2019s not drunk, however, none of them are. This event came about by Junmyeon waking up to a text the morning after Baekhyun\u2019s birthday from Yixing, and he vaguely remembers trading numbers later on in the night when he finally mustered enough self-control to extract himself from Jongdae\u2019s grasp in the bathroom. Nothing better to cure a hangover than morning sex, right?<br \/><br \/>He lets Jongdae kiss Yixing, watches Yixing\u2019s tongue curl against his boyfriend\u2019s, and grins as Jongdae stutters out a moan when Yixing gropes him through his pants. When Yixing kisses him, it\u2019s while he has two fingers curled against his boyfriend\u2019s prostate as Jongdae whines beneath him.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI wanna try something\u2014<i>god<\/i>\u2014\u201c Jongdae struggles to get out.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYeah?\u201d Yixing asks, and god, he\u2019s always so soft and teasing.<br \/><br \/>It\u2019s terribly attractive and arousing.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat do you want to try, baby?\u201d Junmyeon says, and Jongdae bites his lip.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDouble penetration,\u201d he says as he roll this hips down on Junmyeon\u2019s fingers, and Junmyeon nearly chokes.<br \/><br \/>When they do get around to the actual double penetration, Jongdae is probably thanking the heavens right now that Junmyeon fingered him until he cried. He wasn\u2019t so thankful at the time, struggling with overstimulation and cursing Junmyeon loudly, but it\u2019s made the slide in for Yixing that much easier, so hopefully Jongdae is thinking the sensory overload was worth it.<br \/><br \/>Yixing\u2019s cock is hot, fitted snugly up against Junmyeon\u2019s inside Jongdae, and Junmyeon is in awe of how well his boyfriend is accomodating both of them at the same time. Jongdae is lying on Junmyeon\u2019s chest, trembling, face buried in his neck as his hot breath hits Junmyeon\u2019s skin in staccato puffs.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHow are we doing this?\u201d Yixing murmurs, pressing tender, sloppy kisses to Jongdae\u2019s back.<br \/><br \/>\u201c<i>Just fuck me<\/i>,\u201d Jongdae answers, voice muffled yet strained, and so Yixing and Junmyeon obey.<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: center;\"><tbody><tr><td>***<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: justify;\"><tbody><tr><td>This is getting out of hand.<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon blames Yixing for being far too good at kissing.<br \/><br \/>It\u2019s probably a good idea they didn\u2019t kiss Yixing the first time they had sex, because Yixing\u2019s tongue is doing absolute wonders and seems hellbent on trying to make him come using only the nerves in his mouth.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae is currently eating Yixing out while the other fucks Junmyeon\u2019s mouth with is tongue, and Junmyeon idly wonders if this weekend morning sex is a beneficial habit that they should all adopt. Jongdae screws into Yixing deeply while Junmyeon strokes his and Yixing\u2019s cocks in unison, and when Jongdae finishes he pulls out halfway through to pull the condom off and come all over Yixing\u2019s ass.<br \/><br \/>\u201cFuck me,\u201d he whispers, before dipping his head to lick at the mess he\u2019s created, and Yixing ends up coming while moaning into Junmyeon\u2019s mouth. Junmyeon orgasms when Yixing slurps up the semen he\u2019s made pool on Junmyeon\u2019s stomach and leans up to feed it to him through a heated kiss.<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: center;\"><tbody><tr><td>***<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: justify;\"><tbody><tr><td>Jongdae\u2019s punishing him, he can feel it.<br \/><br \/>It\u2019s so so horrible but oh so delicious at the same time. Yixing\u2019s fucking Jongdae against the wall opposite the bed, and Junmyeon\u2019s wrists are tied to the headboard, rendering him helpless and able to only watch the two. Whenever he shifts, he can feel the plug lodged up his ass shift and graze his prostate, sending a ribbon of pleasure to zip through his body, and he groans.<br \/><br \/>Yixing\u2019s thighs flex powerfully as he pins Jongdae halfway up the sky blue plaster, and Jongdae slaps his hand against the wall in response to a particularly hard thrust. \u201cFuck, Yixing, yes, don\u2019t stop,\u201d he wails, and Yixing claims his lips in an uncoordinated kiss.<br \/><br \/>They don\u2019t make it last, but Junmyeon aches anyway, turned on beyond belief with no way to relieve himself. When Yixing stutters in his movements and comes with his head buried in Jongdae\u2019s neck, Jongdae\u2019s legs fall from his waist to the floor and he walks over to Junmyeon shakily.<br \/><br \/>\u201cEnjoy the show?\u201d He says coyly, voice slightly hoarse from screaming so loudly, and Junmyeon can only whine in response.<br \/><br \/>\u201cPlease, Jongdae,\u201d he says, and Jongdae shushes him with a kiss.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019ve got you,\u201d he says, before lowering himself onto Junmyeon and riding him until he sees stars.<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: center;\"><tbody><tr><td>***<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: justify;\"><tbody><tr><td>You know, it\u2019s sort of hit that stage where Junmyeon sees them as being friends with benefits with Yixing, rather than three people who know each other and suddenly find each other and have sex.<br \/><br \/>Hm.<br \/><br \/>Somehow that crept up on them. He\u2019s not entirely sure how, but when someone once told him, <i>you never actively find a friend to have benefits with, it sort of just happens<\/i>, it hadn\u2019t made sense then, but it does now.<br \/><br \/>Oh boy, does it make sense now.<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon has never thought this much while having sex. He reasons he\u2019s trying to distract himself from the slight pain of Yixing carefully inserting the sound into his dick. How Yixing even convinced him to try this is beyond his comprehension right now. How Yixing even brought the idea up in the first place is another thing. Yixing said this was supposed to feel good, but it doesn\u2019t, fuck, it does <i>not<\/i> feel good. He feels like someone is peeling the inside of his dick with electricity, and it\u2019s something <i>right<\/i> on the border of pain and pleasure, and <i>man<\/i>, is it uncomfortable.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYixing,\u201d he whimpers slightly, and Jongdae is in his face, stroking his cheeks and feeding him sweet kisses.<br \/><br \/>\u201cShh, it\u2019s okay,\u201d Jongdae soothes. \u201cYou\u2019re doing so well, Junmyeon, so well, just a bit more, okay? You\u2019re amazing, I love you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon nods, and takes a deep breath, before he lets Jongdae continue sucking on his tongue. There comes a point in time when the resistance Yixing is pushing against disappears, and Jongdae stops kissing him to let him watch as the sound slides down of its own accord, before coming to a natural stop at the base of his cock. Fuck. There\u2019s still an inch of glass sticking out of his dick\u2014Christ, what the hell are they doing, and why did he volunteer?<br \/><br \/>He was curious, yes, but really, Yixing\u2019s description\u2014<i>you insert a glass rod in your cock<\/i>\u2014should have warned him to stay away from this.<br \/><br \/>\u201cGood,\u201d Yixing says softly. \u201cAre you okay?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYeah,\u201d Junmyeon gives a shaky nod. \u201cYeah, I\u2019m good. I\u2019m good.\u201d<br \/><br \/>It\u2019s actually pretty fascinating, this whole process. Yixing strokes his thigh, gently holding the base of Junmyeon\u2019s cock to stabilize it, and then he reaches up with his free hand to give an experimental flick against the sound, and <i>fuck<\/i>\u2014<br \/><br \/>\u201c<i>Oh my god<\/i>,\u201d Junmyeon gasps at the indescribable sensations shooting through him, and Jongdae rewards him with a wet kiss.<br \/><br \/>The two of them take turns gently fucking him with the sound still wedged in him, and he\u2019s sobbing when he comes, completely wrecked and strung out.<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: center;\"><tbody><tr><td>***<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: justify;\"><tbody><tr><td>\u201dWatch,\u201d Junmyeon mutters in Jongdae\u2019s ear darkly.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae flickers his eyes open to view their reflections in the mirror and moans loudly, hand gripping Junmyeon\u2019s thigh desperately. \u201c<i>Fuck<\/i>, Junmyeon,\u201d he whispers as Junmyeon lowers him onto his cock slowly.<br \/><br \/>Yixing is leaning against the headboard, watching both of them with a hand curled around himself and stroking lazily. He lets the two of them fuck gently for a while, eyes trained on their reflections, before scooting over behind Junmyeon and easing his mouth over the skin of Junmyeon\u2019s shoulder. \u201cReady?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon nods, Jongdae falling forward to rest on his hands as Junmyeon folds himself over his boyfriend\u2019s back. Yixing presses in slowly, and Junmyeon moans, torn between plunging forward into Jongdae or back onto Yixing\u2019s cock. Yixing sets the pace, moving in measured thrusts that aim at optimising Junmyeon\u2019s experience, and god, it\u2019s really hot, all three of them watching themselves have sex in front of the floor-length mirror Jongdae bought on a whim.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou like that?\u201d Yixing asks him, voice low, and Junmyeon nods. \u201cWrap your hands around his throat.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat?\u201d Junmyeon breathes, and Yixing noses the corner of his jaw.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou heard me. Choke him. Wrap your fingers around his throat. He wants you to.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon\u2019s about to protest, but Jongdae chokes out, \u201cDo it,\u201d from where his hands are scrabbling with the sheets, each thrust punching desperate noises out of his throat.<br \/><br \/>\u201cAre you sure?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201c<i>Yes<\/i>,\u201d Jongdae says. \u201cFuck, do it, I\u2019ve wanted you to do it for a while.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOkay,\u201d Junmyeon agrees shakily. He turns to Yixing, \u201cWhat do I do?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Yixing guides his fingers to press in on either side of Jongdae\u2019s Adam\u2019s apple, snug against his pulse. \u201cHere, baby,\u201d he says, slowing his thrusts slightly to allow Junmyeon stabilise his grip on Jongdae\u2019s throat. His ass goes sloppy, loose, and Junmyeon slides in that little bit deeper thanks to Yixing\u2019s movements.<br \/><br \/>When Yixing picks up the pace again, Jongdae starts wheezing, and his body starts tightening up, and Junmyeon would appreciate the sudden pressure on his cock if he weren\u2019t so worried about his boyfriend\u2019s wellbeing.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDon\u2019t let go yet,\u201d Yixing tells him sharply, maintaining his tempo, and Junmyeon nearly doesn\u2019t listen, too concerned about hurting Jongdae, but Jongdae slaps a hand over his when he tries to withdraw it and shakes his head frantically.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo,\u201d he gasps. \u201cDon\u2019t stop\u2014\u201c<br \/><br \/>\u201cLet go,\u201d Yixing says, and when Junmyeon does, Jongdae sucks in as much air as he can between thrusts and moans prettily, voice cracking from pleasure.<br \/><br \/>\u201c<i>Fuck<\/i>, Junmyeon, fuck!\u201d He all but shouts, swaying on his hands and knees and letting his front fall forward onto the mattress dazedly.<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon\u2019s more confident the second time around, cutting of Jongdae\u2019s air supply and letting Yixing dictate his movements, and Jongdae suddenly comes when he eventually lets go. When Junmyeon pulls out of him and lets him collapse next to them, he\u2019s the one on all fours, Yixing\u2019s hips pushing into his and Yixing\u2019s fingers pushing into his throat.<br \/><br \/>And fuck, if this is what Jongdae was feeling, then no wonder he came so quickly. Jongdae strokes a warm palm over Junmyeon\u2019s side as he cries out in pleasure, and his orgasm hits him with the rush of dizziness that comes when Yixing releases him a third time.<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: center;\"><tbody><tr><td>***<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: justify;\"><tbody><tr><td>Junmyeon wonders if he\u2019s taking advantage of Yixing\u2019s services because they\u2019ve never paid him for all of the times they\u2019ve had sex with him. Which is rotten, really, because maybe Yixing has been too nice to broach the subject, and here Junmyeon and Jongdae have been consuming his services without a care in the world. They\u2019re taking up his time and money, and it\u2019s not through drunken hookups anymore.<br \/><br \/>\u201cShould\u2026\u201d Junmyeon starts, then trails off, losing his gumption and finding the whole topic incredibly awkward. \u201cShould we be, like, paying you? No offence.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Yixing gives him a funny smile, \u201cNo.\u201d When Junmyeon\u2019s frown deepens, he shakes his head and leans in to press light, sucking kisses along Junmyeon\u2019s jaw. \u201cDon\u2019t pay me for this.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh,\u201d Junmyeon says, feeling guilty for taking Yixing\u2019s weekends when the other is a sex worker and probably needs those times to make money or something. \u201cOkay.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cStop worrying,\u201d Yixing says airily. \u201cI do have a job outside of servicing others, you know.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh,\u201d Junmyeon nods, because of course, why limit Yixing to just one occupation? How closeted of him. \u201cThat\u2019s um. I\u2019m sorry. For boxing you in.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019s okay,\u201d Yixing smiles. \u201cYou\u2019re so na\u00efvely ignorant. It\u2019s kind of cute.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOkay,\u201d Junmyeon breathes, and Yixing kisses him tenderly.<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: center;\"><tbody><tr><td>***<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: justify;\"><tbody><tr><td>This\u2026this should not be happening.<br \/><br \/>Probably.<br \/><br \/>Yeah, it probably shouldn\u2019t. When he voices his thoughts, Yixing looks up at him darkly, and Junmyeon\u2019s gut clenches at the sight. He pulls off, however, much to Junmyeon\u2019s dismay, and wipes his lips on the inside of Junmyeon\u2019s thigh\u2014<i>shit, that\u2019s hot<\/i>\u2014before levelling Junmyeon with a curious gaze.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhy not?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cJongdae\u2026isn\u2019t home, and just.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYet,\u201d Yixing\u2019s fingers curl over Junmyeon\u2019s thigh smoothly. \u201cHe\u2019s not home yet. But he will be soon.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u2018Soon\u2019 turns out to be three hours later, when Jongdae drunkenly trips through the front door to discover Junmyeon with his tongue up Yixing\u2019s ass as the other writhes on the carpet. Junmyeon\u2019s expecting an inflammatory response from his boyfriend walking in on him effectively cheating on him\u2014even if he <i>is<\/i> three hours late, probably having gone out to dinner with Baekhyun and Chanyeol\u2014but Jongdae merely grins and drops to his knees to greet both men with sloppy kisses.<br \/><br \/>\u201cStarting without me,\u201d he slurs, swinging a leg over Yixing\u2019s chest and undoing his pants with uncoordinated fingers.<br \/><br \/>Yixing moans as Junmyeon alternates between licking and fingering him, and finishes Jongdae\u2019s task with hands unaffected by alcohol.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOpen up,\u201d Jongdae chuckles darkly, and Yixing grips his ass cheeks possessively and meets him halfway.<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: center;\"><tbody><tr><td>***<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: justify;\"><tbody><tr><td>Before Junmyeon really realises it, Yixing becomes a part of his and Jongdae\u2019s weekend life. Initially, they used to meet up purely for sex, but one day Jongdae invites him over for dinner instead. From then on, it seems, Yixing ingratiates himself into their routines, watching television with them and bouncing around the kitchen blasting music from his phone.<br \/><br \/>He\u2019s very endearing.<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon likes this, whatever this is. This whole arrangement with Yixing makes him happy. His relationship with Jongdae is going spectacularly, and his weekends are mostly filled with him rolling around his bed with two equally gorgeous guys.<br \/><br \/>The only problem is that Yixing doesn\u2019t just feel like a friend anymore. There\u2019s something else, and Junmyeon\u2019s a bit scared to think of it. It\u2019s just that Yixing is always there. Yixing\u2019s there to destress him after a super shitty day at work, and he\u2019s there when Junmyeon can\u2019t make it home on time to help Jongdae with the shopping. He\u2019s there cooking breakfast with Junmyeon in the morning, and he\u2019s there vacuuming when Jongdae decides it\u2019s time for a spring clean of the apartment.<br \/><br \/>He sends sweet messages into their group chat to wish both of them a good day during the week, and he\u2019s always at their place come Friday night, sometimes with a bag of lollies, sometimes with a movie to watch on the weekend. He quits being a sex worker, admitting he took the job for the extra money and to give him something exciting to do. <i>But now I have you two<\/i>, he tells them, and Junmyeon feels his heart kick a bit harder than normal, and Jongdae engages him in a long kiss that ends up with the three of them having sex on the couch.<br \/><br \/>He\u2019s still there when Jongdae\u2019s birthday rolls around, complete with a bouquet of flowers and a bottle of wine. He plies them with chocolate for dessert, and holds their hands when they go to the movies together, and somehow half of his wardrobe migrates into Junmyeon and Jongdae\u2019s. Yixing places sticky notes around the apartment with uplifting words and smiley faces, and leaves little items of food around the place with attached explanations of <i>you mentioned you needed this<\/i> and <i>this is the book I was telling you about<\/i>.<br \/><br \/>It\u2019s a lot to take in.<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon\u2019s hunting around for the needle and thread to sew a new button onto his worksheet when it hits him. He wants to date Yixing. Hell, they might as well already be dating now. He considers consulting Jongdae for his opinion, but never gets around to doing it, because Jongdae\u2019s slamming him against the pantry door when he gets home from work and big, heavy discussions aren\u2019t really the best for situations that involve him screwing his boyfriend while he\u2019s blindfolded with Junmyeon\u2019s tie.<br \/><br \/>The idea festers for a couple more days, Junmyeon failing to find an appropriate time to bring it up to either Yixing or Jongdae. In the end he takes it upon himself to address the situation on a Sunday afternoon when the three of them have cleaned up and are seated in the kitchen drinking green tea. <br \/><br \/>\u201cYixing? I, uh, I just\u2014this isn\u2019t\u2014I haven\u2019t talked to Jongdae about this, but\u2014you just, you\u2019re amazing and hot and everything Jongdae and I have been missing, and I just. I really like you. A lot.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOkay\u2026?\u201d Yixing laughs good-naturedly, fingers curled around his cup and voice unsure.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat are you getting at?\u201d Jongdae asks, clearly amused, a smirk residing on his lips.<br \/><br \/>\u201cJongdae, I don\u2019t know about you, but\u2014I want\u2014\u201d Junmyeon takes a deep breath, \u201cI really\u2014I want Yixing to be our boyfriend. If\u2014if that\u2019s alright with you, of course. Both of you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>He waits with bated breath for Jongdae\u2019s answer, and he\u2019s pretty sure Jongdae will be alright with the proposal, but he can\u2019t be sure, because hell, he thought their sex life was amazing until their first with Yixing came along and highlighted Jongdae\u2019s sexual dissatisfaction in their relationship, so who knows what Jongdae will think, and really, what about Yixing? What if Yixing doesn\u2019t want him like he does, oh god.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae doesn\u2019t say anything, only lets his smirk grow, and he turns a raised brow to Yixing. \u201cWell?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Yixing smirks right back, his adorable dimple on display, and says in a voice that sounds like he\u2019s trying to hold back laughter, \u201cUm. I live at your place every weekend, I kind of thought I already was your boyfriend.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Oh.<br \/><br \/>Wait, what\u2014<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh,\u201d Junmyeon utters blankly. He frowns, \u201cWhy didn\u2019t you tell me?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae laughs, \u201cI don\u2019t think it really needed explaining, given his constant presence was probably enough of a clue.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh,\u201d Junmyeon says again, and really, he thought his vocabulary was better than witless monosyllabic answers.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYeah,\u201d Yixing smiles, rising from his chair to shuffle closer and cradle Junmyeon\u2019s face in his hands. \u201c<i>Oh<\/i>,\u201d he says, before kissing him, and Junmyeon laughs, giddy with joy.<\/table><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tixing:1964","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/tixing.livejournal.com\/1964.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/tixing.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=1964"}}],"title":"Piano Fingers","published":"2016-03-16T06:39:57Z","updated":"2016-03-16T06:42:41Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"rating: nc-17"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"ot3: suchenlay"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"length: oneshot"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pairing: suho\/chen"}}],"content":"<b>Title:<\/b>Piano Fingers<br \/><b>Base fic:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/91daes.livejournal.com\/4318.html\" target=\"_blank\">Like a Morning Dream<\/a> by\u00a0<span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-     \"  data-ljuser=\"psharp_10\" lj:user=\"psharp_10\" ><a href=\"#\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo-disabled.gif?v=25801&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"#\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"  style=\"color:#FF0000;\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>psharp_10<\/b><\/a><\/span> <br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> NC-17<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Chen\/Suho, OT3<br \/><b>Length:<\/b> 2,254<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Jongdae sees him reading in the caf\u00e9 he visits with his boyfriend, Junmyeon, and is instantly fascinated with the way his fingers cradle his book. When Junmyeon offhandedly comments about how he would buy the stranger a drink if they were in a nightclub, Jongdae decides to pick up the idea and let it run away with itself<br \/><b>Tags:<\/b>smut, nc-17, blowjob, threesome<br \/><br \/><b>Notes:<\/b>\u00a0Written for the <a href=\"http:\/\/91daes.livejournal.com\" target=\"_blank\">91daes<\/a> fic fest<br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: justify;\"><tbody><tr><td>He\u2019s seated alone and is reading a thick novel that probably has minuscule writing on it, given the long periods of time that lapses before he turns each page. Jongdae is immediately drawn to the way his slim fingers are spread to hold the book open with one hand while his free fingers thumb the top corner of the page until he turns it.<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon stumbles into him, having followed Jongdae into the caf\u00e9 with his eyes on his phone. He lets out a small grunt in surprise, before looking up and around for the source that caused his boyfriend to stop in his tracks so suddenly, \u201cJongdae?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae turns to him with a secretive smile, before leading Junmyeon over to the cashier to order. \u201cThe one reading the book,\u201d he explains as he looks at the menu board behind the counter and tries to decide on what to get.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWho\u2026?\u201d Junmyeon says, even as his eyes roam the caf\u00e9. \u201cWait, him?\u201d<br \/><br \/>He curls his hand over Jongdae\u2019s shoulder and gestures to the correct person, eyes passing over the man\u2019s dark blue button up and black slacks curiously.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae nods, pleased, \u201cWhat do you think?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe\u2019s easy on the eyes,\u201d Junmyeon smiles softly. He points to the board, \u201cIf this were a bar, I\u2019d buy him a drink.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae looks at his boyfriend amusedly, \u201cYou can still by him one here?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon laughs, thumb stroking the base of Jongdae\u2019s neck, \u201cSerious?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhy not?\u201d Jongdae says easily, always the more spontaneous of the two. \u201cHe\u2019s cute, you\u2019re cute, and I\u2019m an avid supporter of all things endearing and attractive.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat if he doesn\u2019t like the drink?\u201d Junmyeon frowns, and Jongdae grins, knowing he\u2019s already won.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYeah, but who doesn\u2019t like getting free food?\u201d Jongdae reasons, and Junmyeon relents, moving forward to order.<br \/><br \/>The girl who serves them has a charming smile and a personality pleasant enough to rival Junmyeon\u2019s. She doesn\u2019t question them when Junmyeon asks her to deliver a caramel latte to the current object of affection, complete with a cute drawing of a sheep on a napkin that Junmyeon quickly doodles along with his number.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae\u2019s opinion of her gets even higher when she doesn\u2019t comment on how he then asks her to deliver a green tea frappe to the same man, his own personalized napkin included. Jongdae smiles widely and inwardly commends the caf\u00e9 for hiring such an excellent staff member.<br \/><br \/>\u201cShe deserves a promotion,\u201d he tells Junmyeon when they\u2019re seated, their table strategically selected to optimize their view of the man reading his book.<br \/><br \/>\u201cShe does. I\u2019ll have to talk to her manager,\u201d Junmyeon laughs. \u201cI can\u2019t believe I just bought that guy a coffee. What if he\u2019s <i>straight<\/i>, oh my god\u2026\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHey, what\u2019s the worst that could happen?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cNothing,\u201d Junmyeon smiles, fiddling with one of his buttons absently.<br \/><br \/>\u201cExactly,\u201d Jongdae says, leaning back in his seat to gaze at his boyfriend. \u201cI love you,\u201d he says quietly, thankful to the heavens he found someone who understood him so well and was so open to everything.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI love you too,\u201d Junmyeon replies easily. He kisses the pads of two of his fingers and reaches across the table to press them to Jongdae\u2019s lips, and Jongdae laughs. \u201cLook at me, canoodling with my partner in my own store.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cLucky no one knows you own this place, then,\u201d Jongdae grins, before one of the caf\u00e9 workers approaches their table with their order.<br \/><br \/>\u201cAhhh, that means he\u2019ll get his drink shortly,\u201d Junmyeon laughs nervously once the worker has gone, setting his coffee aside in favor of picking up a menu and pretending to read it.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae snorts as he watches Junmyeon try to look casual as the girl who served them delivers his gift. His attempt at looking unaffected would be plausible if he wasn\u2019t gripping the card so hard and frowning at the words like they offended him<br \/><br \/>\u201cHey, relax,\u201d Jongdae says, even though he feels a slight frisson of anxiety zip up his own spine.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIs the coffee too obvious?\u201d Junmyeon asks, and Jongdae nearly laughs out loud.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe\u2019re giving him our numbers and you\u2019re asking if the coffee is too obvious?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhy did I let you talk me into this?\u201d Junmyeon groans. \u201cWhy couldn\u2019t you go first?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cBecause you ordered first? Calm down, he hasn\u2019t thrown your coffee away in disgust, it\u2019s fine.\u201d  Jongdae\u2019s eyes wander over to the man in question and his chest squeezes with excitement as he sees his own drink being carried over to him on a tray. \u201cOh look, she\u2019s taking my coffee over now.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon snatches his eyes up away from the menu to look at their objective. The man in question goes to his second drink with a confused smile, before he suddenly looks at their table and flushes once he sees Jongdae and Junmyeon watching him.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOkay\u2026\u201d Junmyeon says, turning back to Jongdae. \u201cBut he didn\u2019t see the note? Was it too much?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHey, I thought it was pretty cute,\u201d Jongdae says, eyes still on the other man.<br \/><br \/>The man looks at them again, and Junmyeon snaps his head away faster than lightning, but Jongdae just smirks at him. Surely he\u2019ll have gotten the message by now? As if to answer his question, the guy tilts his head in slight confusion, before his gaze drifts down to Jongdae and Junmyeon\u2019s interlocked fingers.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae watches the guy\u2019s eyes shutter in even more confusion\u2014and slight displeasure\u2014so he turns to his partner for the solution. \u201cShould we go talk to him?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon nods quickly. \u201cYeah. Yeah, we should do that. Or I will. God, I will, I need to do something before I explode\u2014this is so awkward\u2014\u201c<br \/><br \/>\u201cJunnie, just go,\u201d Jongdae squeezes his hand encouragingly, and then his boyfriend is up out of his seat and approaching the stranger determinedly.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae watches his boyfriend initiate conversation with the attractive guy and nearly laughs out loud at how flustered Junmyeon looks, even if he knows his boyfriend is speaking in his normal calm and confident voice. Junmyeon goes for a handshake, and Jongdae snorts at the formality, even as their object of affection returns the greeting amiably.<br \/><br \/>The two converse for a short while longer, Junmyeon gesturing to him at one point while his pinky is looped around the stranger\u2019s. He frowns when the man appears to ponder over a question he asks, before shaking his head and saying something with a dazzling smile.<br \/><br \/>Whatever his boyfriend said worked, at least, Jongdae reasons, as Junmyeon leads the man over to their table with his book, drinks and napkins.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThis is Yixing,\u201d Junmyeon introduces them, and Jongdae laughs inwardly at himself when he automatically goes for a handshake. So much for ridiculing his boyfriend when he did it before.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHi,\u201d Jongdae greets him smoothly, letting his hand linger longer than necessary, and keeping his eyes trained on Yixing.<br \/><br \/>Christ, he\u2019s even more attractive up close.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI have to admit, I\u2019m kind of confused,\u201d Yixing laughs, taking a seat. \u201cYou two are together?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae grins, \u201cAh, right. I saw you were confused before. Junmyeon and I\u2014we\u2019re boyfriends, yes, but we also date other people as a unit?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOkay\u2026\u201d Yixing says slowly, and Jongdae laughs.<br \/><br \/>\u201cGod, we\u2019re not propositioning you, oh my god,\u201d he says quickly, and Yixing laughs as well.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh good,\u201d he says. \u201cI mean, I\u2019d be flattered, since you two <i>did<\/i> buy me drinks, so yeah, I wouldn\u2019t be surprised if you\u2019d had an ulterior motive.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cActually we just bought you the drinks because we thought you were hot,\u201d Junmyeon blurts out, and earns himself another round of laughs.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThank you,\u201d Yixing smiles, and Jongdae watches his boyfriend reach out to poke his dimple gently. \u201cPeople are always fascinated with my dimple, I swear,\u201d Yixing says, voice warm with amusement.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWell, it is an oddity,\u201d Jongdae shrugs. \u201cBut it\u2019s cute.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cAre you always this generous with your compliments?\u201d Yixing teases, and Jongdae\u2019s gut curls in pleasure.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOnly when good-looking acquaintances are involved,\u201d he offers slyly, and Junmyeon scoffs.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou are such a flirt,\u201d he accuses Jongdae.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYes, but you love me for it,\u201d Jongdae retorts, and Junmyeon grasps his hand with the one not holding Yixing\u2019s.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI still ask myself why,\u201d he jokes, before turning to Yixing sweetly. \u201cTell me about yourself.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat do you two want to know?\u201d He asks, and Junmyeon shrugs.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhatever you\u2019ll let us have,\u201d he says easily, and Yixing flashes his winning smile again.<br \/><br \/>The three of them wile away the hours in the caf\u00e9 talking over banana bread and coffee, unravelling each other\u2019s information gently. Jongdae keeps smiling like an idiot, because Yixing keeps ticking figurative boxes on the non-existent list of Attributes of Junmyeon and Jongdae\u2019s Boyfriend.<br \/><br \/>Yixing, like Jongdae, is a music teacher, though he teaches at the high school in the next suburb, rather than the nearby school where Jongdae is positioned. Yixing likes rabbits and sheep, which is rather endearing, and he\u2019s born in October, aged right between Junmyeon and Jongdae.<br \/><br \/>He admits he preferred the green tea frappe to the caramel latte, but enjoyed the gesture anyway, and Jongdae says smugly, <i>I told you the drink choice didn\u2019t matter<\/i>, to Junmyeon, who rolls his eyes, but squeezes his hand anyway.<br \/><br \/>Yixing is great.<br \/><br \/>He\u2019s flirty, and sweet, and attractive, and most importantly, he\u2019s interesting. He shares enough common ground with the two of them to identify him as being compatible, yet has enough Unknowns to keep them intrigued. Jongdae just wants to unravel him as much as Yixing will let him, and he hopes Junmyeon feels the same.<br \/><br \/>All too soon, they\u2019ve managed to talk away the entire day, and they\u2019re the only remaining people in the caf\u00e9. Jongdae jokes about Junmyeon getting kicked out of his own store, and his boyfriend shakes his head in exasperation. Jongdae almost sighs, not wishing for their date to be over.<br \/><br \/>He\u2019s trying to think of what they should do on their next date\u2014and when that will occur\u2014when Yixing asks, \"Would you guys like to come over for dinner?\"<br \/><br \/>Jongdae looks at Junmyeon in surprise, but he\u2019s already agreed in his head.<br \/><br \/>\"Not to brag,\u201d Yixing continues, \u201cbut I can cook pretty well.\"<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe\u2019d love to have dinner with you,\u201d Junmyeon says for both of them, and Yixing\u2019s smirk grows into a full-grown beam.<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: center;\"><tbody><tr><td>***<\/table><br \/><br \/><table width=\"80%\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" border=\"0\" style=\"margin:0px auto; text-align: justify;\"><tbody><tr><td>\u201cOh god,\u201d Yixing gasps, shirt rucked up to expose his abs and hands fisted in Jongdae\u2019s hair tightly. \u201cThis isn\u2019t what I meant when I invited you over for dinner.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae pulls off and slurps his excess spit into his throat to swallow. \u201cThat\u2019s fine, I mean, this doesn\u2019t usually happen on the first date, I swear.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh,\u201d Yixing says dumbly, gasping as Jongdae\u2019s lips slide down his length again. \u201cOh god, I don\u2019t mind, really\u2014<i>fuck<\/i>\u2014\u201c<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou\u2019ve got a mouth on you,\u201d Junmyeon\u2019s voice is light with glee, and he kisses Yixing deeply, who moans in response.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae\u2019s telling the truth when he says this doesn\u2019t usually happen on the first date, but hey, there is always a first for everything. In this case it involves him working between Yixing\u2019s spread legs while Junmyeon attempts to kiss the life out of the man. How they got here, Jongdae doesn\u2019t really know, but it does have something to do with the fact that he wanted to feel Yixing\u2019s piano fingers in his hair, having admired the man\u2019s hands slim hands all day.<br \/><br \/>He could have just gotten Yixing to card his fingers through Jongdae\u2019s hair absently, but where is the fun in that?<br \/><br \/><i>Where is the fun in that indeed<\/i>, Jongdae thinks on all fours, as Yixing drives into him from behind and uses those lovely hands of his to pull Jongdae flush against his chest and whisper dirty words in his ears. One minute he was progressively working three fingers into himself and watching Yixing attempt to pull Junmyeon\u2019s soul out through his dick, and the next he was here, stuck between Yixing and a very hard place (aka Junmyeon\u2019s erection stuffing his cheeks).<br \/><br \/>One particularly hard thrust has him groaning incredibly loudly, and Junmyeon gasps, <i>oh god, I\u2019m coming<\/i>, before Jongdae\u2019s mouth is filled with warm semen. He lets it spill over his lips as he suckles Junmyeon\u2019s cock gently, and Yixing slows to let him gradually work Junmyeon down.<br \/><br \/>Once Junmyeon\u2019s lying next to him, however, Yixing\u2019s turning him over onto his back and chasing his own release. He doesn\u2019t linger inside when he\u2019s finished, preoccupied with swallowing Jongdae\u2019s dick\u2014and oh <i>god<\/i>, he\u2019s so close\u2014and stuffing three fingers back into him, right up against his prostate.<br \/><br \/>God.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m not averse to how spectacularly that first date went,\u201d Jongdae interrupts the silence as he stares at the ceiling, sated.<br \/><br \/>Yixing laughs lightly and his hand finds Jongdae\u2019s on the bedspread. \u201cI really did mean dinner,\u201d he says, and Junmyeon rolls over onto his front to kiss Yixing softly.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe can go make dinner now, if you want.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI already ate,\u201d Jongdae jokes, and Yixing groans loudly while Junmyeon throws a pillow at him.<br \/><br \/>\u201cShut up,\u201d Yixing laughs, but he sits up and leans over to peck him on the cheek, before shimmying into his underwear and exiting the bedroom. \u201cDinner will be ready in twenty minutes.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Junmyeon scrambles to follow him and half-drags Jongdae off the bed in the process. \u201cWe\u2019ll help,\u201d he says, and Jongdae makes a noise of agreement, following his two lovers into the kitchen once he\u2019s semi-dressed to begin cooking.<\/table><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tixing:1421","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/tixing.livejournal.com\/1421.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/tixing.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=1421"}}],"title":"between the lightning and the peace","published":"2016-02-16T10:51:11Z","updated":"2016-02-16T10:53:55Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"rating: nc-17"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"ot3: suchenlay"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"length: oneshot"}}],"content":"<b>Title:<\/b> between the lightning and the peace<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> NC-17 (PG-13 for most of it until the end)<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Chen\/Lay, Suho\/Chen\/Lay<br \/><b>Length:<\/b> 8.7k<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> when yixing suggested they should do running training on top of their frequent visits to the gym, jongdae was less than enthusiastic, especially when he saw the hill his boyfriend wanted them to sprint up. then he met junmyeon, the man who lives in the blue house on the side of the hill.<br \/><br \/><b>Notes:<\/b> apologies if this makes no sense, the idea came to me and ran away with itself. pun not intended (\u2265\u25bd\u2264) if the spelling is weird, it\u2019s because i\u2019m australian and it\u2019s weird trying to use american spelling. written for the <a href=\"http:\/\/91daes.livejournal.com\" target=\"_blank\">91daes<\/a> fic fest (\u25d5\u203f\u25d5). also it took forever to cross-post because of the formatting smh<br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">\u201cremind me why i am here?\u201d jongdae whines as yixing bounds out of the car and over to the foot of the grassy hill that they\u2019re parked next to.<br \/><br \/>\u2018hill\u2019 does not give the turf-covered monster they are about to run up any justice to its menacing stature. it rises out of the ground in a semi-regular 45-degree slope for the first twenty meters of its ascent, before making a dramatic slant that might as well be vertical, its uneven climb marked at irregular intervals by seven short trees sticking rather pathetically out of the ground.<br \/><br \/>to the right of the crooked line of trees is a concrete footpath curling up the hill, with other early birds jogging or walking up it and over to the other side. the left side of the hill has a collection of double-story houses jammed into it like colorful, uneven steps; apricot, cream, indigo blue, and one house painted an ugly shade of maroon with gaudy white railings.<br \/><br \/>yixing\u2019s enthusiasm for their imminent training session is poorly matched by jongdae\u2019s apprehension.<br \/><br \/>\u201cdon\u2019t complain, dae, this is good for your fitness,\u201d yixing tells him.<br \/><br \/>yixing goes on to outline what they\u2019re doing, and jongdae\u2019s saturday morning gets progressively worse from there. they\u2019re doing suicides using the trees dotting the slope of the hill, and jongdae\u2019s legs are already tired from thinking about running, never mind actually doing it.<br \/><br \/>\u201cwhat was wrong with just doing gym this morning?\u201d jongdae asks, and his boyfriend tuts.<br \/><br \/>\u201cdae, your body is amazing, but your fitness sucks. this will help.\u201d yixing chucks his drink bottle and keys at the foot of the first tree at the base of the hill, before breaking into a light jog. \u201ccome on! let\u2019s do a warm up run to the first tree!\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae hopes yixing\u2019s energy will rub off on him, at the very least. he needs it.<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">ten minutes into the session and jongdae is ready to call it quits and never run again.<br \/><br \/>they\u2019ve just finished sprinting to the fourth tree when a voice floats over to them from one of the houses, \u201cyou\u2019re not even trying.\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae looks up from where he\u2019s hunched over and in the process of dying and finds the genial critic smiling at them from where he\u2019s leaning on his fence. he\u2019s from the house with indigo blue walls and black railings, and jongdae\u2019s indignant retort dies when he sees how attractive the man is.<br \/><br \/>yixing laughs, \u201ccome out and join us, then.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201ci\u2019d rather watch you,\u201d the brunet laughs back, raising his mug as an excuse.<br \/><br \/>jongdae raises a brow at the brunet\u2019s response, but is too busy trying to remember how to breathe to say anything back at the moment. the sleeves of his white shirt are too long, bunching up at his wrists and only letting his fingers and thumb out to hold his mug.<br \/><br \/>\u201csuit yourself,\u201d yixing smiles at the stranger, before tapping jongdae and leading him back down to the base of the hill. \u201ccome on! time for the fifth tree.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cyou\u2019re going to kill me,\u201d jongdae complains, latching onto yixing\u2019s singlet and letting his boyfriend essentially drag him down the hill, away from the beautiful man from the blue house.<br \/><br \/>\u201cyou\u2019ll thank me for this when you don\u2019t die in a zombie apocalypse because you were able to run more than 10 meters,\u201d yixing says, and pokes him in the stomach.<br \/><br \/>\u201cyes, but chances of that happening are minimal,\u201d jongdae points out. \u201cbesides, you\u2019ll be there to save me, because the zombie will eat you first\u2014ah!\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing grins at jongdae\u2019s response to his playful slap, \u201cand they say romance is dead.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cbaby, it\u2019s very much alive,\u201d jongdae says, then groans when yixing laughs and takes off up the hill yet again. he chases after him, \u201cyou didn\u2019t even give me a countdown!\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cif you\u2019ve got enough energy to talk, you\u2019re not trying,\u201d yixing calls back, before seemingly putting in an extra burst of effort and running to the fifth tree with ease while jongdae scrambles to follow him.<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">\u201cfinished already?\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae barely finds the energy to lift his head from where he\u2019s spread out like a starfish on the grass to look at the man from before. \u201ci can\u2019t feel my legs,\u201d he admits.<br \/><br \/>yixing is squatted down next to jongdae and pats his arm patronizingly. he tells the man, \u201cwe\u2019re trying to increase his fitness.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201clooks like he needs it,\u201d the man teases, and he\u2019s smiling again. he has a very sweet smile.<br \/><br \/>\u201ci\u2019d like to see you try run up this monster; i feel like i\u2019m going to pass out,\u201d jongdae grumbles at him, before letting his head fall back onto the ground.<br \/><br \/>he\u2019s absolutely dripping with sweat and he feels disgusting, plus he has a feeling he won\u2019t be able to walk tomorrow. yixing proved to be quite the drill sergeant, running jongdae\u2019s heartbeat through the roof and his wellbeing into the ground. whoever created suicides couldn\u2019t have named them better, really.<br \/><br \/>\u201cmaybe another time,\u201d the man replies, and yixing tilts his head curiously.<br \/><br \/>\u201cmaybe,\u201d yixing says, then peels jongdae up off the ground, before starting their return to the car with a friendly wave to the stranger. \u201csee you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cwe\u2019re never running up this hill again,\u201d jongdae vows when he\u2019s in the car with the air-conditioner blasting in his face, even if the view isn\u2019t bad, and by view, he means mr. blue house.<br \/><br \/>yixing only smiles at him wittingly and starts the engine, before driving out of the carpark.<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">one week later, he\u2019s back at the foot of the bane of his existence, yixing\u2019s excitement radiating off him and, unfortunately, failing to permeate jongdae\u2019s unenthusiastic attitude.<br \/><br \/>\u201cdon\u2019t be such a sourpuss,\u201d yixing scolds him lightly. \u201cthe sooner we start, the sooner we can finish!\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae needs to tap into his boyfriend\u2019s seemingly endless well of motivation. jongdae\u2019s ideal saturday morning exercise involves mussed bedsheets and quiet moans of pleasure, not sprinting up a hill through a blanket of humidity that threatens to suffocate him. he\u2019s sweating already, and they haven\u2019t even started their warm up.<br \/><br \/>\u201cyixing, it\u2019s hot,\u201d he says, even as he leads their jog up to the first tree.<br \/><br \/>maybe he could burn the trees down, and they wouldn\u2019t have any markets to run to. it feels like it\u2019s 100% humidity, probably due to the storm cells that have been pushing through the area over the week, and the temperature is ridiculously high, sapping at jongdae\u2019s energy and making him feel wrung out.<br \/><br \/>\u201cpush through it, babe,\u201d yixing grins, ever the beam of positivity. \u201cthis is good fitness and endurance!\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201ci don\u2019t care enough about that at the moment,\u201d jongdae huffs, returning to the starting tree.<br \/><br \/>\u201cyou should,\u201d yixing says, pressing a sloppy kiss to jongdae\u2019s sweaty cheek before they start their first short sprint.<br \/><br \/>jongdae wonders if it\u2019s possible to water a plant with one\u2019s sweat, because that\u2019s what he feels will happen by the end of the session. his shins are sweating\u2014he didn\u2019t even know that was possible\u2014and he knows if he shakes his head he\u2019ll probably turn into a human garden sprinkler. brilliant.<br \/><br \/>\u201cbesides,\u201d yixing pants after their second run. \u201cfitness is good for sex\u20143, 2, 1, go!\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cisn\u2019t it good anyway?\u201d jongdae asks, struggling to keep up with yixing as they sprint up to the third tree.<br \/><br \/>\u201ccould be better,\u201d yixing shrugs. at jongdae\u2019s indignant look of shock, he bursts out laughing. \u201ci\u2019m kidding, i\u2019m just trying to motivate you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201ci was going to say,\u201d jongdae moues, turning to descend.<br \/><br \/>\u201cthe sex is amazing, dae, don\u2019t worry,\u201d yixing pats him, and jongdae beats him on the next two sprints just to prove a point.<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">\u201cis he okay?\u201d<br \/><br \/>the familiar voice has jongdae\u2019s eyes opening from where he\u2019s lying on his side trying to recover. yixing is sitting next to him, legs outstretched, and past him is mr. blue house leaning picturesquely against his fence, mug in hand.<br \/><br \/>\u201cdid you mean to match your house?\u201d jongdae asks instead of answering his question, and yixing\u2019s dimple appears in agreement.<br \/><br \/>the man looks down at his sky-blue shirt and jeans, then back to jongdae with a smile, \u201chappy coincidence.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cit\u2019s like you\u2019re trying to makeup for the weather,\u201d jongdae comments, turning his head to look at the heavy grey sky that is as bleak as the possibility of him being able to move after this session.<br \/><br \/>\u201cperhaps.\u201d mr. blue house says with a little nod of his head. \u201cam i succeeding?\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing gives him an obvious once-over and shrugs, \u201ci think so. dae?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201ci\u2019m too tired to think right now,\u201d is all jongdae says, rolling onto his back and questioning his life choices that made him date a running enthusiast.<br \/><br \/>a droplet of sweat rolls into his ear and he jerks to get it out. he feels like melting into the grass. working out in the gym for seven hours is preferable to this level of pain. his heartbeat is still pounding and his legs feel like jelly, and he really needs a drink, but yixing\u2019s bottle is all the way at the foot of the starter tree, and jongdae doesn\u2019t think he has the courage in his balance and core strength to make it down the hill in one piece.<br \/><br \/>maybe he could roll down the hill like a log. that could work.<br \/><br \/>he\u2019s about to test out his idea when yixing pauses in his conversation with mr. blue house to stop him with both hands on his torso, \u201cwhere are you going?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201ci\u2019m trying to turn into a wheel of cheese,\u201d jongdae says. \u201cyou know, like that race they have somewhere that they roll a wheel of cheese down a hill?\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing looks at him incredulously, \u201cwhat?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cengland,\u201d mr. blue house supplies. \u201cit\u2019s held in england.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cright,\u201d jongdae nods, flopping onto his front. \u201cxing, i\u2019m tired and hot and thirsty, can we please go?\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing rolls his eyes but stands up anyway, bidding farewell to mr. blue house and helping jongdae to the car. jongdae decides to focus on emptying yixing\u2019s drink bottle instead of talking, and yixing raises a brow, smirking.<br \/><br \/>\u201cwhat, no more complaints about the hill?\u201d he says as he reverses out of the car park and navigates his way to the main road.<br \/><br \/>jongdae finishes draining yixing\u2019s bottle and gasps noisily. \u201ctoo thirsty.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201ci think you like the hill now,\u201d yixing says, and jongdae scoffs.<br \/><br \/>\u201chardly, xing. if we weren\u2019t dating, i would probably have killed you by now.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201chardly, you love me too much,\u201d yixing says cockily.<br \/><br \/>\u201cfar too much,\u201d jongdae agrees, but he laughs and leans over to plant a slimy, sweaty kiss on yixing\u2019s neck, and his boyfriend swerves in reaction, before quickly righting the car. <i>jongdae<\/i>, he whines, but jongdae just settles into his seat smugly, and tries to ignore the way his ass cheeks are quivering in pained exhaustion.<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">mr. blue house is leaning against the starter tree when they arrive the next saturday morning. jongdae starts in surprise, but yixing merely offers a genial smile and throws his drink bottle and keys at the man\u2019s feet.<br \/><br \/>\u201cmorning!\u201d he says.<br \/><br \/>jongdae wonders where yixing gets all of his early-morning enthusiasm. he also wonders how both mr. blue house and yixing both manage to look so attractive and put-together this early in the morning on a weekend. jongdae\u2019s wearing the shirt he fell into bed with, along with the first pair of shorts he could find as he stumbled out of the house into the car. the other two are wearing clean clothes suitable for exercising in, and are both chirpy as heck, charming smiles gracing their faces.<br \/><br \/>\u201cmorning,\u201d mr. blue house greets them easily. he addresses jongdae, \u201cyou wanted to see me run.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201ci did.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cit\u2019s great you could finally join us,\u201d yixing says. \u201ci\u2019m yixing, by the way.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cjunmyeon,\u201d mr. blue house answers.<br \/><br \/>jongdae\u2019s glad for the name, because now he can stop calling him mr. blue house. \u201ci\u2019m jongdae.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cnice to meet you guys,\u201d junmyeon says. \u201cwhat\u2019s the plan for training, then?\u201d<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">junmyeon is good at running.<br \/><br \/>as good as yixing. that leaves jongdae trailing after the pair pathetically on every sprint up the hill, which is far from ideal. the temperature is still high, but the humidity is somewhat reduced, so the sweat isn\u2019t pouring out of jongdae like a fountain, much to his relief. small miracles.<br \/><br \/>\u201cwell, you\u2019re not all talk and no bite,\u201d jongdae says at the end of the session, close to passing out where he\u2019s flopped on the ground.<br \/><br \/>\u201ci don\u2019t bite unless asked,\u201d junmyeon laughs, lifting the edge of his shirt to wipe the sweat from his brow, and jongdae\u2019s breathing trips over itself when the movement reveals a set of well-defined abs hiding under his clothes.<br \/><br \/>jongdae looks away to distract himself, and catches yixing tearing his eyes away from the same sight. they make more small talk, lounging on the grass that\u2019s damp from the humidity. junmyeon owns a major water technology company, providing consultations for surface water and waterway management in numerous countries in the world. surprisingly, his favorite color isn\u2019t blue, it\u2019s actually a toss-up between purple and gold; he attributes the color of his house to the previous owners who built it before eventually selling it to him.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon lives alone, though sometimes his younger brother sehun stays with him. junmyeon\u2019s older than yixing by a few months, and is an avid volunteer for a number of causes. jongdae doesn\u2019t know why he isn\u2019t surprised by this information, but then again, junmyeon certainly gives off the kind, caring vibe, and seems like the type of person who would establish a water system in an impoverished village or make frequent trips to the hospital to play with sick children, or maybe even run a marathon to raise money for war veterans and their families.<br \/><br \/>jongdae finds himself even more curious about junmyeon than when they first started their conversation by the time yixing finally brushes himself off and picks jongdae up off the floor to go home and shower. it\u2019s unsatisfying, asking questions and only wanting to raise more of them once they\u2019ve been answered.<br \/><br \/>\u201csee you next week?\u201d yixing ventures.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon smiles. he smiles a lot, and he does it with his whole body, eyes crinkling up, high cheekbones rising in mirth. \u201csure.\u201d<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">jongdae actually finds himself growing excited for his saturday runs, and, though he hates to admit it, a lot of it has to do with the fact that junmyeon has joined them for the past three weeks. jongdae always enjoys making new friends, and spending time with junmyeon is enjoyable at least. he\u2019s only slightly disappointed that even though they\u2019ve been running together for almost a month, they\u2019re still only making small talk, and no real progress in the friendship is being made.<br \/><br \/>jongdae really wants to spend time with junmyeon, and though he knows he should probably feel bad for being attracted to someone when he already has yixing, he comforts himself with the knowledge that he\u2019s only admiring junmyeon as person that he wants to be closer with platonically. besides, yixing is always with him by default when he\u2019s around junmyeon, so there is no harm being done, really.<br \/><br \/>the only weird thing is that junmyeon openly flirts with jongdae, which shouldn\u2019t be unusual, except he also flirts with yixing just as openly. he\u2019s aware that the two of them are together, or would have assumed by their behavior anyway, and any doubts he may have had would have been obliterated last week when he arrived late last week to find yixing trapped against the starting tree with jongdae trying to kiss his ticklish neck. junmyeon\u2019s knowledge of their relationship doesn\u2019t seem to stop his advances, and jongdae thinks he should feel offended at his brazenness, but finds himself being intrigued instead.<br \/><br \/>it\u2019s hard not to like junmyeon, with his sweet, sweet smile and his genuine concern when he asks if jongdae is okay when he collapses to the ground in exhaustion, even as he asks with a teasing lilt to his voice. he\u2019s easy on the eyes, too, even if his clothes cover the majority of his body and only provide a hint of the musculature hiding beneath. jongdae resists taking those types of thoughts any further when they occur and always kisses yixing extra hard instead.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon isn\u2019t there on what would be their fourth week together when they turn up. the session seems to go on longer than usual, yixing making him run to the top of the hill three times instead of twice on account of jongdae\u2019s second-last effort apparently being sub-par. jongdae dallies around after they\u2019re finished, pretending to stretch his jelly-like legs without making it painfully obvious what he\u2019s really hanging around for, but still junmyeon doesn\u2019t show up. it\u2019s slightly disappointing, but jongdae doesn\u2019t voice anything, even when he\u2019s sure yixing feels the same.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon is there the next week however, and the relief that jongdae experiences crashing through him is a lot bigger than he expected. he\u2019d convinced himself all week that junmyeon wouldn\u2019t show up, which was fine really, because it wasn\u2019t as if he had a contract with them, or was obliged to run with them. maybe junmyeon had been busy, or just didn\u2019t want to run with them anymore. jongdae quashed that thought, because it was ridiculous to think of, and instead put junmyeon\u2019s absence down to him probably having something pop up, or even him simply missing his morning alarm.<br \/><br \/>the thought makes jongdae want to get his number, or some form of contact so that they can organize ahead next time. he\u2019ll also be able to converse more with junmyeon, as a friend, of course, and they can develop their friendship and finally take their conversations past the frivolous small talk.<br \/><br \/>\u201cgood morning!\u201d jongdae greets junmyeon when he sees him, in a voice that is far brighter than he normally uses so early in the day. he then says, before he can stop himself, \u201cwhere were you last week?\u201d<br \/><br \/>junmyeon\u2019s face lifts in slight confusion and then pleasant surprise. \u201coh. yeah, sorry, i was held back at work putting out fires and, well. i spent the night there.\u201d he smiles, hesitant, then says, \u201ci would have told you guys, but. well. i had no way of telling you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae pounces on his opportunity, \u201coh. well then just give us your number.\u201d<br \/><br \/>junmyeon flashes another pleasantly surprised smile, before digging his phone out of his pocket and placing it in jongdae\u2019s outstretched hand. yixing hooks his chin on jongdae\u2019s shoulder and peers down at the screen as jongdae enters his and yixing\u2019s numbers into junmyeon\u2019s contacts, before texting their phones so junmyeon can share his number with them.<br \/><br \/>he hands the phone back with a satisfied grin, and yixing pokes him in the side, prompting him to start their warm up. junmyeon is wearing a tank top today, the first time he\u2019s opted to forgo wearing a shirt, and jongdae laughs at his past self for wishing junmyeon would show more skin. he\u2019s thankful that yixing is wearing a shirt today, because he doesn\u2019t think he could survive seeing that much skin from the two of them.<br \/><br \/>he needs to control his lust, honestly.<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">\u201cyour thirst for junmyeon is palpable,\u201d yixing comments out of nowhere on the drive home, voice dry and amused.<br \/><br \/>\u201cmy what?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cjunmyeon,\u201d yixing prompts. \u201cyou kept staring at him, i felt like putting your eyes back in your head.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cwhat?\u201d jongdae laughs disbelievingly. \u201clooking at him does not equate to being thirsty for him.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cno, but looking at him while giving him bedroom eyes does,\u201d yixing quips.<br \/><br \/>\u201ci was not giving him bedroom eyes,\u201d jongdae huffs, gripping the steering wheel tighter, and yixing\u2019s hand skims over his.<br \/><br \/>\u201crelax, babe,\u201d he says. \u201cand you were, don\u2019t deny it. when you look at me like that, you\u2019re moments away from shoving your hands down my pants.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cyou love it,\u201d jongdae says, trying to redirect the conversation, to no avail.<br \/><br \/>\u201cyou know it,\u201d yixing hums, eyes closing as he tips his head back against the headrest. \u201ci don\u2019t blame you, i mean, he\u2019s good-looking. i\u2019d have to be blind not to think that.\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae mulls over yixing\u2019s reply, glad his boyfriend shares his opinion, so he knows he\u2019s not going crazy. yixing\u2019s answer, however, raises another question, and jongdae frowns, before venturing, \u201c\u2026shouldn\u2019t you be jealous?\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing opens his eyes and looks at him, \u201care you?\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae starts to say <i>yeah, duh<\/i>, but then stops himself to think over the question more. he\u2019s driven three blocks in silence before he realizes he hasn\u2019t answered, and that\u2019s while he\u2019s in the middle of turning down the wrong street. damn.<br \/><br \/>he doesn\u2019t know what to say. he\u2019s not jealous of yixing finding junmyeon attractive. in fact, he\u2019s pleased that yixing thinks that way, is possibly\u2026<i>attracted<\/i> to junmyeon like jongdae is. he\u2019s been dating yixing for almost three years now, and nothing like this has ever happened before. usually, it\u2019s only one person coming in between them, and either of them get jealous and they have to patch things up and reassure each other that they\u2019re the only ones in this relationship, that no one is leaving anyone for someone else.<br \/><br \/>it\u2019s always the same. someone fresh breaks into their lives, and jongdae admires their attributes platonically, and knows his heart lies with yixing, or vice versa. but now, meeting junmyeon\u2014smiley, flirtatious, good-looking junmyeon\u2014has thrown a spanner in the works, because jongdae has never wanted someone as much as he wants junmyeon since he\u2019s been with yixing, and it scares him.<br \/><br \/>he worries that feeling this way identifies a gap in his and yixing\u2019s relationship that needs bridging, like he\u2019s subconsciously searching for something that\u2019s missing in junmyeon. then again, if yixing\u2026if yixing feels the same way, then what does that mean about their relationship? he would have thought that dating for almost three years\u2014and going through all of the ups and downs associated with being in a relationship for so long\u2014would have smoothed out any complications and he wouldn\u2019t be feeling so fickle so far down the track, but he is.<br \/><br \/>this is new.<br \/><br \/>both of them admitting someone is attractive so openly to each other isn\u2019t an everyday occurrence, something jongdae attributes to not wanting to say anything that might be inappropriate given they\u2019re in a relationship together. it\u2019s a lot to take in all at once.<br \/><br \/>jongdae\u2019s brows furrow in thought, and when he sneaks a peek at yixing, his boyfriend is staring out the window thoughtfully.<br \/><br \/>\u201cwhat does that mean?\u201d jongdae says quietly, because his lack of an answer to yixing\u2019s question was answer enough.<br \/><br \/>\u201ci don\u2019t know,\u201d yixing says softly. \u201ci\u2014i just\u2026pull over.\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae pulls over to the side of the road wordlessly, then decides to just park and turn the engine off. yixing reaches out to take jongdae\u2019s hand in his, searching his eyes, and jongdae fights the urge to squirm under yixing\u2019s serious gaze. he looks down, then out the window past yixing\u2019s head, because he doesn\u2019t know how to feel about this conversation going ahead. he doesn\u2019t like confrontation, always wanting to be the mood maker instead, and while yixing would also prefer to avoid it, he can be a lot more serious than jongdae when he thinks he should be.<br \/><br \/>\u201cjongdae,\u201d yixing says to get his attention, and jongdae reluctantly stops staring at the tree outside yixing\u2019s window to look at his boyfriend instead.<br \/><br \/>\u201cyeah,\u201d he says, chewing his lip.<br \/><br \/>yixing takes a big breath, \u201ci don\u2019t know how you feel but\u2014and this is\u2014i could be wrong, this could just be like, my dick speaking or whatever\u2014which is shouldn\u2019t, but it might\u2014and i\u2019m sorry if this hurts you, but again, i don\u2019t know\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cyixing\u2014babe,\u201d jongdae interrupts him. \u201cget to the point.\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing stares at him, eyebrows raised in concern, then he nods. \u201cjongdae. i love you, i do. i love you a lot, please don\u2019t ever doubt that. but. there\u2019s something about junmyeon. i like him. and not\u2014not just as a friend. i want\u2014i want to kiss him and hold his hand and\u2014and i know i shouldn\u2019t, but i still love you? i don\u2019t want to break up with you, god no, and i don\u2019t want to do anything about junmyeon, but\u2014but yeah. i don\u2019t know.\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae lets out the breath he was holding and nods as well, eyes falling down onto his shorts, \u201c\u2026okay\u2026i love you too. and\u2014and i think i feel the same. you know. about junmyeon. i want to do that too. as in, kiss him\u2014actually, okay, i\u2019ll be blunt, he\u2019s really hot, and i want to get down on my knees for him and hear him moan my name, and i shouldn\u2019t say this, but he\u2019d be good in bed, because he\u2019s fit, like you are, and well, you\u2019re fucking amazing in bed, and both of you\u2014like, i have to train on weekends with two really good-looking guys, one of which is my boyfriend, while the other openly flirts with me, but also you at the same time, and\u2026i don\u2019t know what to think, either.\u201d jongdae finishes his rambling with a sad laugh, picking at the cover of the passenger seat, before chancing a glance up at yixing.<br \/><br \/>\u201cthat makes two of us,\u201d yixing is still watching him, the hint of a smile tugging at his lips. \u201cwhat are we going to do?\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae shrugs glumly, \u201cwhat do you think we should do?\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing doesn\u2019t say anything for a beat, then answers, \u201clet\u2019s just\u2026not do anything about this.\u201d he squeezes jongdae\u2019s hand, \u201cyou\u2019re enough for me.\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae nods dumbly, and forces a smile. he wishes he didn\u2019t feel disappointed, but seriously, what was he to think, that yixing would suggest something as outlandish as having a fucking threesome or, god forbid, a three-way relationship? he wants to say you\u2019re enough for me, too, but deep down he knows he\u2019d be lying, and he feels terrible for even thinking that but he needs to know where his rice bowl lies.<br \/><br \/>\u201cokay,\u201d he says, instead of voicing his concerns about the state of their relationship, and then he turns the engine back on and pulls out into the stream of traffic to avoid letting the conversation continue any further than it already has.<br \/><br \/>the rest of the ride home is silent, yixing\u2019s thumb stroking slowly over the back of jongdae\u2019s hand, both of them lost in thought. jongdae\u2019s disappointment hangs over him like a gloomy storm cloud, and he unlocks their apartment quietly, immediately heading to their bedroom to strip and shower away the sweat, bad mood, and confused thoughts.<br \/><br \/>yixing is in the middle of pulling his shirt off, jongdae watching the way his abs flex with the movement, when he thinks of the way junmyeon\u2019s abs are hiding under his clothes all the time, and how he wants to know what they taste like, and he suddenly blurts out, \u201cor like, we could just have a threesome with him to get it out of our systems.\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing finishes throwing his shirt off, blinks at him, then breathes out, \u201coh, thank god,\u201d before crowding jongdae against the nearest wall and kissing him fervently. \u201cwe can do that,\u201d he says between sloppy kisses, \u201cwe can definitely do that,\u201d and jongdae grins and wraps his arms around yixing\u2019s neck and kisses him back.<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">getting around to actually having the threesome happen is something completely different. for starters, neither of them have any idea how to broach the subject with junmyeon, worried they might be reading things wrong. he could just be a naturally flirtatious person, who, well, flirts with anyone and everyone. he might not even realize he\u2019s flirting with them, and could just be trying to be friendly. what if he\u2019s already in a relationship?<br \/><br \/>it\u2019s so much harder to consider raising the idea when saturday actually rolls around, and junmyeon is standing in front of them, an easy smile gracing his lips, completely clueless to jongdae\u2019s inner turmoil of cluelessness on how to initiate anything with the brunet and his boyfriend at the same time. the cloud cover is as heavy as jongdae\u2019s mood, doing nothing to alleviate his internal war, and he doubles his efforts while he sprints to try and distract himself and not openly check out junmyeon\u2019s ass when he runs.<br \/><br \/>god.<br \/><br \/>yixing keeps smirking at him, finding everything to be a lot funnier and entertaining than it actually is, and jongdae wants to hit him for taking so much pleasure in his struggles. junmyeon\u2019s seemingly oblivious to yixing and jongdae\u2019s silent exchanges about him, merely clapping either of them on the backs and setting off up the hill with constant eagerness.<br \/><br \/>it starts spitting when they\u2019re on the last sprint to the top of the hill, and jongdae\u2019s glad for the wet respite from the thick humidity that\u2019s clogging up the air. when he\u2019s on the ground groaning in relief that he can stop running after they\u2019ve finished, the heavens suddenly open up and it absolutely pours, pedestrians running for the shelter of their cars and abandoning the area.<br \/><br \/>jongdae moans as the rain cools him immediately, soaking his clothes and making him feel like a soggy popsicle. to his left, junmyeon\u2019s laughing at his response, his deep brown hair plastered against his face and his singlet clinging to his body in all the right places, and jongdae\u2019s eyes rake down his form before he can stop himself. when he detaches his eyes from junmyeon\u2019s body and up to his face again, junmyeon is smiling at him enigmatically, and jongdae turns his attention to the grass, feeling his body sag gladly under the weight of the rain.<br \/><br \/>\u201cthis is so great,\u201d junmyeon sighs, lying down next to jongdae and reveling in the heavy downpour being unleashed upon them. \u201ci love the rain.\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing drapes himself half over jongdae\u2019s chest and blinks down at junmyeon, \u201cis that why you have a water company?\u201d<br \/><br \/>junmyeon laughs, \u201cpossibly. it used to be only be a small sector of my family\u2019s corporation, but i built it up to be bigger and have it stand by itself.\u201d he gazes at yixing and jongdae, turning onto his side to prop his head on his hand, \u201cwhy did you two decide to chase your current occupations?\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing shrugs, \u201ci always wanted to be stuck in a lab. i guess my interest in hematology stemmed from the fact that my blood can\u2019t form clots properly that well.\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae pushes some of yixing\u2019s hair out of his eyes and strokes his cheek. \u201ci\u2019m just the guy who tells the architects that they can\u2019t design buildings that are impossible to construct.\u201d he gives an impish grin, \u201cmaybe i just like to stir shit up.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cyou would,\u201d junmyeon says, amused, half-rolling onto his front and peering up at jongdae and yixing through the rain with droopy eyes.<br \/><br \/>jongdae lets out a big sigh of relief and closes his eyes, feeling yixing\u2019s warm pulse beating into him from where he\u2019s still lying on jongdae\u2019s chest. junmyeon\u2019s new position has him pressed lightly up against jongdae\u2019s side. jongdae can feel junmyeon\u2019s chest expanding and retracting as he breathes, and he revels in the closeness. he wonders what the three of them look like to passersby who are braving the relentless rain, or to junmyeon\u2019s neighbors, who can see the trio lying in a saturated heap together. they probably just look like a pack of drowned rats.<br \/><br \/>they run inside when the lightning starts, because it is incredibly close, the flash-to-bang count lasting less than ten seconds, and while jongdae would rather stay outside and enjoy the storm, he also would appreciate not being fried alive. the thunder cracks frighteningly loudly over their heads, and jongdae watches fork lightning rupture the sky in awe.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon\u2019s house is a splash of greys, blues and blacks. aside from the crisp color palette, it\u2019s nothing like what jongdae imagined, being slightly messy in a lived-in way. where jongdae expected clear floors and spotless rooms, he\u2019s met with out-of-place cushions, scraps of paper littering random horizontal surfaces, and different items of clothing strewn around the house. there are shoes everywhere, different kinds tucked into various corners in the house, like junmyeon took them off and forgot to return them to his near-empty shoe rack at his front door.<br \/><br \/>they end up seated at junmyeon\u2019s kitchen bench as the brunet makes them hot chocolate, both of them wearing borrowed shirts and pants. jongdae had showered alone, yixing waiting outside in favor of talking to junmyeon\u2014about what, jongdae has no idea, but when he came out, yixing had been shirtless and he\u2019d caught junmyeon\u2019s eyes flickering over his boyfriend\u2019s bare chest.<br \/><br \/>they leave when the storm abates, not wanting to outstay their welcome, even though junmyeon assures them that they\u2019re welcome to hang around. jongdae wants to accept his extended offer, but yixing holds him back, slow, jongdae, and tells junmyeon that they\u2019ll stay another time.<br \/><br \/>\u201csee you next week?\u201d junmyeon asks when they prepare to leave.<br \/><br \/>\u201cof course,\u201d jongdae says with ease. \u201cbesides, we have to give your clothes back sometime.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201ckeep them,\u201d junmyeon waves him off with a smile.<br \/><br \/>\u201cdon\u2019t tell us that, we\u2019ll never take them off,\u201d yixing jokes.<br \/><br \/>\u201cthat could really be a problem,\u201d junmyeon says, and oh god, there he goes with his innocent innuendos again, and jongdae just wants to drag both men into junmyeon\u2019s room and have his way with them, but he holds himself in check, helped by yixing\u2019s fingers slotting together with his firmly.<br \/><br \/>yixing hums in agreement, then turns to tug jongdae to their car, away from junmyeon, and away from temptation.<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">\u201care you two doing anything tonight?\u201d junmyeon says halfway through their session two weeks later, chest heaving with exertion.<br \/><br \/>jongdae hedges to prevent himself from immediately replying in the affirmative, \u201ci think we\u2019re free?\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing looks him like <i>really?<\/i> \u201cwe\u2019re free.\u201d<br \/><br \/>junmyeon gives a small, pleased nod, leading them to the starter tree. \u201cgreat. there\u2019s this really nice restaurant a couple of blocks from here.\u201d he takes a drink from his bottle and jongdae shamelessly watches the way his throat works when he swallows. \u201ci was thinking we should go there.\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing agrees readily, junmyeon\u2019s face breaking into a happy grin, and jongdae blames his racing heart on his poor fitness.<br \/><br \/>they eat at a small barbecue restaurant down the road from junmyeon\u2019s house, tucked below a block of apartments, and jongdae assumes junmyeon is a frequent customer, given the fact that the staff greet him by name when he arrives with them. both yixing and junmyeon are wearing all black, yixing\u2019s low neckline showing off his collarbones while junmyeon\u2019s rolled-up sleeves showcase his forearms. jongdae wants to eat them both.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon insists on paying for dinner, even though jongdae and yixing protest, but they eventually cede to his wishes when he suggests that they just buy him dessert afterwards. they end up buying gelato, and thank god junmyeon chose the mint chocolate cone, because the mess he is making on his lips should be illegal. jongdae dreads to think what his thoughts would be like if junmyeon\u2019s ice cream was white instead of peppermint green.<br \/><br \/>yixing is in the same boat, hand clenching jongdae\u2019s knee harshly under the table as junmyeon licks a runaway droplet up the side of his cone, before closing his lips over the top of the ice cream and biting off a mouthful of green. jongdae needs to rein in his hormones, honestly.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon seems to be oblivious to the pair\u2019s silent inner floundering, and jongdae gives yixing a sidelong glance of pained frustration, but then junmyeon smirks at him, and jongdae doesn\u2019t know if he wants to hit him or kiss him for being such a tease. yixing laughs when jongdae accidentally gets ice cream on his chin\u2014because he was too busy staring at junmyeon\u2019s slicked lips\u2014and junmyeon leans across the table to swipe it off with a napkin, and it just feels so much like a date, and something warm curls in jongdae\u2019s stomach at the thought.<br \/><br \/>they part ways two hours later when their yawning is overtaking the conversation, and jongdae regrets having to see junmyeon go.<br \/><br \/>\u201cwe should do this again,\u201d he says, and junmyeon offers him one of his soft smiles.<br \/><br \/>\u201cyou pick the place next time,\u201d junmyeon says, before loping off to find his car with a see you soon, and jongdae quashes the exhilaration bubbling up inside him.<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">jongdae decides to gather some confidence and form a group chat with junmyeon and yixing later the following monday when he\u2019s at work and needs a break from telling minseok, the architect he\u2019s currently working on a project with, that he can\u2019t actually use the roof design he wants on his building given the significant complications with lighting and electricity that such as structure would present.<br \/><br \/>the move sparks instant conversation between all three of them and ends with them setting a second dinner date the next evening. jongdae doesn\u2019t know if he\u2019s being too presumptuous, referring to their dinners as dates, but the last one certainly felt that way, given junmyeon shouted them dinner while they paid for dessert, all combined with the fun, harmless flirting on the side.<br \/><br \/>he\u2019s trying to button his shirt up as yixing hinders his effort by sucking on his neck when he voices a thought, \u201ci don\u2019t want a threesome with him.\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing kisses his way up to jongdae\u2019s ear, whispering, \u201cwait, what? why not?\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae snickers as yixing tongues the corner of his jaw, \u201cwrong word choice. i still want to screw him. and you. both of you\u2014<i>ah<\/i>\u2014yixing, let me do my shirt up\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing doesn\u2019t listen, unbuttoning his shirt faster than he can close it and sliding his hands over jongdae\u2019s waist, gripping his hips and licking the other side of jongdae\u2019s neck. \u201cbut you don\u2019t want a threesome?\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae starts a feeble attempt at finishing getting dressed, to no avail. \u201cno, i mean, i like him, and i want to have that damn threesome, but i\u2026\u201d he trails off, the weight of what he wants to say heavy on his tongue and rendering him speechless.<br \/><br \/>he can\u2019t just ask yixing to change their dynamics and introduce a third person into this relationship. he doesn\u2019t even know if yixing wants anything more than the physical side of junmyeon, and besides, they did make this agreement on the basis of \u2018getting it out of their systems\u2019, nothing more than that. nothing more serious than that, and yet here jongdae is, wanting to turn everything on its head and enter a poly relationship.<br \/><br \/>there have been many times where yixing has done something that made jongdae fall in love with him even more than he thought possible, but he\u2019s still dumbfounded when yixing says, \u201clet\u2019s date him,\u201d before sinking his teeth into jongdae\u2019s skin and sucking hard.<br \/><br \/>\u201creally?\u201d he says, incredulous, and yixing\u2019s hair tickles his ear when he nods. \u201care you serious?\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing pulls away to bite his puffy lip, \u201cyeah. i mean. i\u2019ve never done this before, but we\u2019re already in this deep, so. yeah, why the hell not?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201ci didn\u2019t think you liked him,\u201d jongdae says, confused, and yixing pats his cheek sardonically.<br \/><br \/>\u201cneither,\u201d he admits. \u201cbut he\u2019s just\u2026i guess i\u2019ve been stuck on him for a bit. i keep imagining him fitting into situations with us, and\u2026and yeah, i like it. a lot. it\u2019s so weird, willingly imagining dating someone who isn\u2019t you, because i\u2019ve loved you for so long, and even weirder is the fact that i want to share you with this new person, as in, i still love you even as i fall for this other person, junmyeon, and i want to have both of you in my life with equal significance, and do stupid things together and argue over what to watch on tv and figure out what to have for dinner and\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae cuts him off by kissing him fiercely, pouring all his relief and elation into the gesture. \u201c<i>thank you<\/i>,\u201d he whispers, before surging forward to slot their lips together again and press all the words he can\u2019t say into yixing, wondering how on earth he found someone so understanding.<br \/><br \/>\u201ci love you,\u201d he says as he tugs yixing close using the belt loops in his jeans, and yixing breathes out a laugh as he divests jongdae of his damned shirt.<br \/><br \/>\u201ci know you do,\u201d he chuckles, sliding his hands into jongdae\u2019s underwear.<br \/><br \/>they end up being late to dinner.<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">junmyeon grins at them knowingly when they arrive at their table ten minutes behind time, but doesn\u2019t question them, waving a waiter over and ordering drinks for them. after dinner, they find a chocolatier for dessert, and enjoy a chocolate fondue together. jongdae decides a fondue probably wasn\u2019t the brightest idea as he watches yixing\u2019s lips wrap around a piece of banana, tongue coming out to swipe his lips clean of excess chocolate.<br \/><br \/>bad idea indeed.<br \/><br \/>it shouldn\u2019t bother him, but only two hours ago yixing\u2019s lips were wrapped around something else, and he was looking up at jongdae through dark eyes as his throat worked around jongdae\u2019s cock, and great, now he\u2019s getting aroused thinking of that memory\u2014<br \/><br \/>jongdae shifts in his seat and stabs a strawberry viciously with his fondue fork, because yixing is doing it on purpose\u2014if the way he smirks at jongdae when he\u2019s finished is any indication\u2014and watching his boyfriend eat shouldn\u2019t be affecting him this much.<br \/><br \/>\u201cyou okay?\u201d junmyeon tilts his head curiously, and then suddenly his hand is soothing lightly over jongdae\u2019s knee.<br \/><br \/>his eyes skim over jongdae\u2019s nodding face, inadvertently drifting down and settling on the massive hickey yixing sucked into his neck before dinner. junmyeon\u2019s eyes have been catching on the bruise all evening, because it is ridiculously large and noticeable, even under a rushed layer of concealer, and jongdae watches him amusedly, junmyeon\u2019s cheeks turning pink when his eyes flicker up to meet jongdae\u2019s.<br \/><br \/>\u201cnice pre-dinner snack?\u201d he asks yixing nonchalantly, and jongdae chokes on his food.<br \/><br \/>\u201cmm, you should try it sometime,\u201d yixing hums, ignoring jongdae\u2019s imminent death by choking in favor of making his stupid joke, and jongdae wonders what cosmic entity is out to get him by saddling him with two lame, attractive men who seem to exist to make his life hell.<br \/><br \/>\u201c<i>oh my god<\/i>,\u201d he wheezes, and the two fuckers on either side of him laugh loudly at his pain.<br \/><br \/>he manages to settle down after a few sips of water, and junmyeon doesn\u2019t remove his hand from his knee, so, feeling brave, jongdae reaches down and covers junmyeon\u2019s hand with his own. junmyeon gives him a dazzling smile and supinates his hand to lace their fingers together, before turning his attention on dipping a marshmallow into the fondue, and jongdae tries not to have a heart attack.<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">their third date is a marathon of all six star wars films, suggested by junmyeon, because he likes them, and seconded by jongdae, because he\u2019s never seen them. that revelation had junmyeon adamant that jongdae needed educating in the franchise, and so after their weekly running session, they\u2019re all squashed onto one of jongdae\u2019s couches, sitting far too closely together than necessary, sides pressed up against one another, drinking berry and banana smoothies that yixing made.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon saying that he liked the films was a severe understatement. he laughs all the time while watching the films, and quotes the lines along with the characters to yixing and jongdae with funny faces, and he also fills jongdae in with explanations when he\u2019s confused as to what\u2019s happening, with bonus trivia, and jongdae\u2019s heart squeezes because he has so much affection for this ridiculously attractive man who also happens to be a complete nerd over star wars.<br \/><br \/>jongdae extracts himself from the squishy grip of the couch after they\u2019ve finished the second film to grab a drink of water. he\u2019s drinking at the bar, watching as junmyeon changes the disc to the third episode, then returns to yixing on the couch. yixing is smiling, watching him draw near, dimple on display, and junmyeon settles down half-facing him, reaching up to poke it.<br \/><br \/>jongdae watches yixing reach down hesitantly, before curling his fingers gently over junmyeon\u2019s. yixing\u2019s small smile is met by junmyeon\u2019s wide, open grin, and he blinks in surprise when junmyeon suddenly leans in to press a soft kiss to the corner of his eye. it\u2019s progress in the right direction, and jongdae\u2019s heart kicks against his ribcage. when jongdae returns to the couch, junmyeon reaches for his hand without hesitation, and all three of them end up almost snuggling for the next two movies before they get sick of watching tv and opt to eat instead.<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">he kisses junmyeon on their fourth date at his and yixing\u2019s apartment, while washing the dishes they made from cooking lunch. yixing wanted to teach junmyeon how to make a traditional changsha dish\u2014which jongdae still struggles to pronounce, even with yixing\u2019s invaluable help in learning mandarin\u2014and jongdae wasn\u2019t one to protest to watching his two favorite people flirt and cook together.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon is elbow-deep in suds as jongdae dries and yixing cleans up the kitchen around them. one minute he\u2019s toweling bowls for yixing to put away, and the next junmyeon\u2019s easing a soggy hand over his cheek and easing their lips together, and jongdae lets out a breath of surprise and elation at finally, <i>finally<\/i> kissing him.<br \/><br \/>\u201chey, where\u2019s mine?\u201d yixing says and slides his hands around junmyeon\u2019s waist from behind, nosing at junmyeon\u2019s cheek until he stops kissing jongdae to kiss him instead. it\u2019s soft and sweet, but sincere, junmyeon\u2019s eyes dopey yet alluring, wet fingers clawed in jongdae\u2019s shirt.<br \/><br \/>eventually all three of them migrate to the bedroom, dishes forgotten in favor of removing their clothes. junmyeon fucks jongdae hard and fast, and litters yixing\u2019s chest with hickeys, and later on jongdae finally finds out what junmyeon\u2019s abs taste like under his tongue. yixing swallows jongdae\u2019s cock and jongdae fingers junmyeon until his eyes water from too much pleasure, and yixing laughs when the first condom jongdae opens tears.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon rolls his hips down on yixing\u2019s as he slides into him, lying on his side to make out lazily with jongdae, and yixing licks at junmyeon\u2019s throat.<br \/><br \/>\u201ctook\u2014<i>ah<\/i>\u2014your\u2014<i>mm<\/i>\u2014time\u201d, junmyeon murmurs as yixing thrusts into him more powerfully, and when yixing pouts in confusion, jongdae reaches up to swipe his bottom lip with his tongue. \u201ci was wondering when you two would make a move.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cwell, we had to take you out to dinner first,\u201d jongdae jokes.<br \/><br \/>\u201chad to wine and dine me, hm?\u201d junmyeon pants. he moans, eyes sliding shut in pleasure, \u201c<i>oh<\/i> god, yes, yixing.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cwell yeah,\u201d yixing says, trying a different angle with his thrusts and gauging junmyeon\u2019s reaction. \u201cwe want to date you, not just bang you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cgo left,\u201d junmyeon directs yixing, hand stroking jongdae\u2019s cock gently. he moans again when yixing follows his advice, \u201cthat\u2019s good.\u201d he raises his eyebrow at jongdae playfully, \u201cyou want to date me?\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae kisses him, \u201cha, we didn\u2019t exactly expect to ask you out properly during sex, but i guess we are?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cromantic,\u201d junmyeon says dryly.<br \/><br \/>\u201cenjoyable, at least,\u201d jongdae counters.<br \/><br \/>\u201cis that a yes?\u201d yixing asks, and junmyeon pretends to think about it, but the effect is ruined when he groans on a particularly hard thrust from yixing right against his prostate.<br \/><br \/>\u201cif your cock being buried in my ass isn\u2019t a yes, then i don\u2019t know what is,\u201d he huffs charmingly. \u201cof course i want to be your boyfriend.\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing laughs and kisses him sloppily, jongdae grinning and shuffling closer to smooth their lips together when yixing pulls away. he presses his elation into junmyeon\u2019s mouth and bucks into junmyeon\u2019s fist as his fingers stroke over yixing\u2019s cheek.<br \/><br \/>boyfriend.<br \/><br \/>it sounds nice finally coming from junmyeon\u2019s lips.<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:center;margin-left:150px;margin-right:150px\">***<\/div><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\"><i>epilogue<\/i><br \/><br \/>jongdae wakes with a start to the sound of voices in his kitchen and the smell of something delicious floating through the house. folding himself up off the couch, he pads into the kitchen to find his boyfriends plating dinner, both of them gravitating toward him once they notice his presence to plant kisses on his cheeks.<br \/><br \/>\u201cyou\u2019re awake,\u201d junmyeon says, cupping his cheek and easing a soft kiss onto his lips.<br \/><br \/>yixing squeezes his hand and steers him onto a barstool, before serving his plate in front of him and raising a piece of meat to his mouth to eat, hand cupped under the chopsticks. \u201clong day?\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae nods sleepily. his firm has been finishing up their latest project, which has him dealing with multiple personnel from different departments and companies. it\u2019s been a long week, a draining one, jongdae running low on sleep, so much so that he went out like a light on the couch after he got home at six, still dressed in his work clothes. it\u2019s the end of the week though, so he has the weekend to unwind and reboot in time for next monday, and the onslaught it will bring.<br \/><br \/>dinner is slow, yixing feeding him at random times and junmyeon prompting him to eat when he sighs in exhaustion. yixing tells him about how his research is faring so far, and junmyeon eases the knots out of his shoulders and neck. they fall into bed together when they\u2019re finished, junmyeon nestled in between yixing and jongdae snugly.<br \/><br \/>\u201ci love you,\u201d yixing tells both of them, voice hushed and reverent.<br \/><br \/>\u201clove you too,\u201d jongdae sighs, eyes closing as he noses junmyeon\u2019s shoulder.<br \/><br \/>they fall quiet, jongdae\u2019s body letting go of all the tension that has built up over the week and melting into the mattress. this is his favorite part about his day, falling asleep with his two lovers in his arms. four months into this relationship, and he has no regrets, glad junmyeon has merged into his and yixing\u2019s shared life so seamlessly.<br \/><br \/>\u201chey,\u201d he says into the darkness, even though he\u2019s two seconds from losing consciousness, and even though he can hear his partners\u2019 breathing patterns starting to slow down. junmyeon hums quietly to tell him he\u2019s listening, and yixing squeezes his hand. he admits, \u201ci didn\u2019t think we would work out so well.\u201d<br \/><br \/>the other two are silent for a moment, then yixing speaks, \u201cme neither.\u201d<br \/><br \/>junmyeon chuckles, \u201cso little faith.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cseriously, jongdae says. \u201ci didn\u2019t even know if you liked us back, or if you were just a flirt.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201ci only flirted with you two,\u201d junmyeon says, and jongdae can hear his smile, even if he can\u2019t see it. \u201ci liked you two immediately.\u201d he doesn\u2019t say anything for a beat, then speaks, \u201ci wanted both of you and it scared me.\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing kisses him, \u201cwe were scared, too.\u201d he strokes his thumb over jongdae\u2019s hand, \u201cwe didn\u2019t know how to ask you out, and we thought you would be freaked out by us.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201ci worried that it wouldn\u2019t work and all three of us would split up,\u201d jongdae confesses.<br \/><br \/>\u201cwell, we\u2019re still here,\u201d junmyeon says, before his voice adopts a teasing lilt. \u201ci think think i did a pretty good job of bringing us all together.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201chmm, you did talk to us first,\u201d yixing agrees sleepily. \u201cthank you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cthank you for letting me,\u201d junmyeon says.<br \/><br \/>jongdae laughs at their serious tones, and summons the energy to sit up and lean over to kiss yixing goodnight, then junmyeon as he lies back down. he\u2019s so exhausted and wrung out. tomorrow morning, they\u2019re still doing their weekly running session, but he\u2019ll burn that bridge when he gets to it. right now, he\u2019s only concerned with the gentle rise and fall of junmyeon\u2019s chest as he breathes, and on yixing\u2019s fingers tangled in his.<\/div><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tixing:1256","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/tixing.livejournal.com\/1256.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/tixing.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=1256"}}],"title":"missing numbers","published":"2016-02-15T14:15:07Z","updated":"2016-02-16T10:57:21Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"pairing: suho\/lay"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"length: oneshot"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"rating: pg-13"}}],"content":"<b>Title:<\/b> missing numbers<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> pg-13<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> suho\/lay<br \/><b>Length:<\/b> 2.5k<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> junmyeon doesn't often hook up at parties, usually regretting his actions the morning after when his brain is handling the hangover, but zhang yixing, his fellow graduate, is the first person he wishes he stayed in contact with.<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> idk, a lot of kissing?<br \/><br \/><b>Notes:<\/b> okay, okay, this is incomplete, but i needed to get this part out, and i'll edit it later on and provide the sequel dw. and yeah, don't ask about the names of the clubs, the names just came to me orz.<br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">graduation is a blur of smiles, handshakes, too many photos, and a lot of celebratory drinks. junmyeon\u2019s smile is wide as anything, and he\u2019s nervous as he reaches out to shake the chancellor\u2019s hand and receive his certificate.<br \/><br \/><i>don\u2019t trip, don\u2019t trip, don\u2019t trip<\/i>, he says to himself inwardly, doffing his trencher and walking across stage as his name is read out. a firm handshake, a flash as the cameraman takes a photo, and then he\u2019s walking to the podium, standing in front of over a thousand people.<br \/><br \/><i>breathe<\/i>, he tells himself, shuffling his notes and swallowing the lump in his throat.<br \/><br \/>he opens his speech, and the words flow out of him like water, measured and precise, just like he practiced. his confidence spikes, and he surges through the rest of his valedictory address, and before he knows it, he\u2019s finished, and he\u2019s saying <i>yes<\/i> along with his fellow graduates as the charge of the university is read out to them.<br \/><br \/>another round of applause, another flash of the camera, and then he\u2019s outside with his friends, glasses of champagne in their hands, huge grins on their faces as they toast each other\u2019s success. it\u2019s photo after photo after photo with various people congratulating him on his graduation and his speech, but junmyeon couldn\u2019t stop smiling\u2014four years of late nights, immeasurable stress and far too much coffee have lead to this, this glossy piece of paper clutched in his hand, but it\u2019s so so worth it.<br \/><br \/>dinner is a massive affair, given the amount of friends who actually show up, much to junmyeon\u2019s surprise. sehun and jongin argue over who gets to sit next to junmyeon, since his older brother is already sitting on his right when they arrive. junmyeon\u2019s parents look on in fond exasperation at the pair\u2019s quibbling, and kyuhyun settles the argument by taking the available seat instead.<br \/><br \/>jongin pouts and sits next to taemin, letting kyungsoo pat him sardonically in sympathy, and sehun opts to slump into the seat between chanyeol and juhyun. baekhyun is tipsy before they\u2019ve even finished entrees, much to sueji\u2019s delight as she takes photos of him flailing his hands around dramatically, <i>for future reference<\/i>, she says. jonghyun and yiyun keep trolling himchan when he tries to make a toast by cracking lame jokes over the top of his voice, and soojung rolls her eyes as taemin and minho laugh their heads off.<br \/><br \/>they wrap up dinner at 9pm, junmyeon\u2019s family staying at his apartment for the night, and junmyeon\u2019s friends drag him to chanyeol and baekhyun\u2019s dorm to change for grad party.<br \/><br \/>the university has booked three clubs along the city's glitter strip for the night, allowing their students to flit between their options as they please. the first club, <i>narcissus<\/i>, is small and relatively quiet for a nightclub, with dim red lighting and girls bartending in black corsets and stockings. sehun unashamedly checks them out as kibum orders shots for everyone, even though jongin and taemin are already on the dance floor together, and juhyun and sueji disappear into the bathroom together.<br \/><br \/>the dance floor has an elevated level lining one side, something akin to a mini balcony, complete with a metal railing to prevent people from falling onto the lower dance floor. the platform separates the dance floor from the private booths hidden behind it via a ceiling-to-floor wall of chains, and there are fifteen or so bodies moving together atop it. the opposite side of the floor has another small level filled with people, its floor tiled with lights that pulse in time with the music.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon's friends pull him onto the floor and surround him, and junmyeon lets himself go loose and move to the beat, feeling giddy and lightheaded. he isn't drunk yet, but he will be in a couple more shots. sehun separates from the group to climb the tiled stage and dance there instead, grinding on one of the stripper poles of the stage as yiyun gleefully videos the event.<br \/><br \/>good lord.<br \/><br \/>they visit the second club half and hour later, kibum keen to dabble in the next club available. <i>fall from grace<\/i> is much larger, split into multiple levels and sections. junmyeon runs into soonkyu, who takes him to the bar to meet up with sooyeon and order him 'his graduation present' in the form of another shot. the following hour is spent following jonghyun and kyuhyun around the club as they try to settle on a single place to dance, along with more gifted drinks from various people he stumbles across.<br \/><br \/>taemin and minho go missing, though jonghyun tells him jinki took them to get food at one of the late-night vendors, so junmyeon drops his worry. kyungsoo suggests they return to <i>narcissus<\/i> when junmyeon tires of the dj, so they exit the club, and junmyeon thanks the owners for adding signs to guide people to the exit, because the entry to <i>fall from grace<\/i> is a short, winding tunnel of fluorescent turquoise light that's confusing enough to send drunken junmyeon insane.<br \/><br \/><i>narcissus<\/i> is absolutely packed when they descend inside, the dance floor a lot more heavily populated than before, now that the majority of people have finished their graduation dinners and flocked to the party. they migrate to a free corner of the floor, junmyeon enjoying the change in dj and the fresh music being played. jongin and kyungsoo depart after ten minutes to 'get some air', and chanyeol and sehun go to the bar, leaving junmyeon with baekhyun and sueji. the pair climb onto the platform lining the private booths, somehow finding enough room for themselves as well as junmyeon, who they pull up to join them.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon lets them, moving his head lazily because his thighs are feeling fatigued. baekhyun has dropped to the floor and is looking up at sueji with bedroom eyes, and junmyeon laughs, because other people must think the two are together, even though baekhyun\u2019s actually gay, and sueji has a boyfriend.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon\u2019s gaze catches onto a figure standing behind baekhyun and sueji, hands on the railing as he looks over the gyrating crowd on the main dance floor.<br \/><br \/>zhang yixing.<br \/><br \/>baekhyun accidentally bumps into yixing, and the blond turns to see who it is, before smiling easily and moving out of the way, away from the edge of the mini-stage further into the centre. he ends up in front of junmyeon, who offers an almost shy smile, one akin to <i>hi, i know you, but not really at the same time<\/i>.<br \/><br \/>yixing half-faces him, holding a half-full plastic cup, while junmyeon pretends to be focussing on the dancing pair next to him to distract himself. he\u2019s known about yixing\u2019s existence for a semester or two now, having been on a club committee with him and also sharing a number of mutual friends, but they\u2019ve only talked together once before while running an event together, and even then, the conversation was less than five minutes long.<br \/><br \/>\u201care you still on the philanthropy association?\u201d junmyeon decides to ask, having to yell to be heard over the pounding music and hoping he doesn't sound as awkward as he feels.<br \/><br \/>\u201cyeah,\u201d yixing says. \u201ccongratulations on graduating today!\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cyou too!\u201d junmyeon grins, feeling elation all over again.<br \/><br \/>\u201ci liked your speech,\u201d yixing continues. \u201cit didn\u2019t put me to sleep, so thank you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cyou\u2019re welcome?\u201d junmyeon laughs slightly awkwardly.<br \/><br \/>\"yeah,\" yixing says. his dimple is quite endearing.<br \/><br \/>\"what now?\" junmyeon says, even though this conversation is probably better suited to an outing at a cafe or restaurant instead of in a loud nightclub.<br \/><br \/>\"work,\" yixing shrugs.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon frowns, because he's pretty sure yixing is still on the philanthropy council. that's what baekhyun\u2014who is actually the president of the association\u2014told him anyway. \"wait, so how are you still in the club when you're not a student anymore?\"<br \/><br \/>\"i don't really know, to be honest. baek didn't want me to leave. i'm never there, anyway, i work 9 - 5 everyday.\"<br \/><br \/>\"you're not doing more study?\" junmyeon's frown deepens. \"where do you work?\"<br \/><br \/>\"i have no time. i work for baekhyun's dad.\" yixing sips his drink, \"what about you? more studying?\"<br \/><br \/>\"postgrad,\" junmyeon says, and when yixing replies <i>what<\/i>, he steps closer to speak into yixing's ear instead.<br \/><br \/>\"sounds awesome,\" yixing grins. \"what in?\"<br \/><br \/>junmyeon's <i>masters<\/i> is lost because the crowd suddenly erupts in cheers at the sound of a new popular song starting. junmyeon repeats himself, to no avail. this conversation is definitely not the right one to have right now.<br \/><br \/>\"i'm going to be completely honest, i can't hear a thing you're saying, i'm sorry,\" yixing admits.<br \/><br \/>\u201care you sober?\u201d junmyeon asks, amused.<br \/><br \/>\u201ci\u2019m 100% single,\u201d yixing answers, complete with a wave of his hands like he\u2019s crossing out something. \u201cno worries there.\u201d<br \/><br \/>right. he\u2019s drunk.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon can't help but laugh at him, \"come on, dance! you're just standing there.\"<br \/><br \/>yixing echoes his chuckles, placing his cup aside somewhere, before moving forward to settle his hands on junmyeon's sides, \"you are as well.\"<br \/><br \/>junmyeon holds yixing's shoulders and sways slightly, \"i saw you the other day at uni? what about work?\"<br \/><br \/>\"picking up grad robes,\" yixing explains.<br \/><br \/>\"ahh\u2026that makes sense.\" junmyeon leans in to talk in yixing\u2019s ear again, and yixing\u2019s lips graze his cheek like he is expecting a kiss. oh. junmyeon isn\u2019t usually the type to hook up at a party, but something makes him want to kiss yixing, even though he still wants to talk to him for a bit longer.<br \/><br \/>\u201ci don\u2019t know you,\u201d junmyeon shouts.<br \/><br \/>\u201ci\u2019m yixing?\u201d the blond replies, slightly confused, and junmyeon shakes his head.<br \/><br \/>\u201cno, like, i know you studied environmental science, but i don\u2019t <i>know<\/i> you,\u201d junmyeon says. \u201ci was on the same student club with you for a whole semester, and i don\u2019t even know you at all.\u201d<br \/><br \/>he pulls back to pout at yixing, because yixing is nice guy, and junmyeon feels bad for being so close with everyone on the committee except for him. he vaguely registers baekhyun and sueji bouncing around together next to him, and yixing is smiling softly.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon smiles back, silently daring yixing to kiss him and hoping he gets the message. yixing starts forward, hesitates, and then gently presses his lips to the corner of junmyeon\u2019s mouth. <i>we\u2019ll go with that<\/i>, junmyeon decides, turning to properly kiss yixing's lips.<br \/><br \/>yixing tastes sweet. very very sweet, which is weird, because junmyeon is used to tasting flavourless spit, but he presses forward with more enthusiasm at the surprise, eager to lick the remaining taste from yixing\u2019s lips.<br \/><br \/>\u201cwhat have you been drinking?\u201d junmyeon breaks the kiss to ask, and yixing offers him another dimpled smile.<br \/><br \/>\u201cred bull vodkas.\u201d<br \/><br \/><i>mixing an upper with a downer is bad for you<\/i>, junmyeon thinks for a split second, but he says, \u201cyou taste so good,\u201d instead, and kisses yixing again.<br \/><br \/>the night zeroes in on the slick slide of yixing's lips against his, the taste of sugar fading and being replaced with yixing's wandering hands pulling him close, holding him firmly, his knee parting junmyeon's legs to slot in between his thighs and gently rut against him. yixing's kisses are warm and so so wet, and junmyeon isn't usually a fan of this much tongue action, but yixing is seemingly determined to map out the inside of junmyeon's mouth.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon turns them so that he has yixing back up against the chains. yixing winds one hand into junmyeon's hair and rests the other on the swell of his ass, and junmyeon grips two of the chains hanging down on either side of yixing's face. he almost feels powerful, crowding yixing up against the wall of metal links and returning as much as the blond gives him. yixing is kissing him sloppily, not opening his mouth enough, so junmyeon leads him by pouting his lips and accentuating the way he grasps yixing's lower lip between his own to pull on.<br \/><br \/>yixing catches on, letting junmyeon kiss him more smoothly better, tongue running up on the inside of junmyeon's upper lip lightly and making his mouth tingle. junmyeon releases one of the chains in favour of gliding his hand over yixing's front, pressing even closer and moving his hips slightly to the beat. yixing answers with a roll of his hips that ends smoothly with junmyeon panting into his mouth, unwilling to part for longer than necessary.<br \/><br \/>\"i have to come home with you tonight,\u201d yixing sighs, and junmyeon sucks on his top lip.<br \/><br \/>his family is back at his apartment, and junmyeon groans to himself. he settles for shrugging and smiling benignly, pushing yixing against the chains again instead of replying.<br \/><br \/>yixing indulges him, undoing junmyeon's top button and curling his hand around junmyeon's neck. junmyeon wonders how he got here, in the middle of the dance floor making out with a guy he hardly knows, surrounded by drunken friends and partygoers, contemplating going home with said acquaintance. baekhyun and sueji are probably laughing at him in shock, not used to him randomly hooking up with strangers at parties. either that, or they're not even paying attention. junmyeon can't find it in himself to care at the moment, preoccupied with tracking his left hand as it slips between yixing's shirt and blazer to coil around the small of the blond's back.<br \/><br \/>\"i really, really have to come home with you tonight,\" yixing says again.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon bites his lip, \"my family's staying at mine tonight.\"<br \/><br \/>yixing tilts his head, \"okay. we can go back to mine?\"<br \/><br \/>\"yeah?\"<br \/><br \/>yixing softly kisses his way from junmyeon's chin to his ear, \"yeah.\" he tightens his grip on junmyeon's waist, \"there's six inches in my pants right now that want to be buried in your body. right now.\" yixing sucks lightly on junmyeon's neck, \"i'm going to take you home, get you out of these clothes, and find out what you're hiding under these buttons.\" he punctuates his words by untucking part of junmyeon's shirt and sliding his hand up along junmyeon's ribs, \"and you're going to take me home, get me out of this suit, and learn how dancers can move their hips.\"<br \/><br \/>\u201cha, and then what?\u201d junmyeon smiles, entertained, then laughs loudly when he realises how much of a fuckboy he accidentally sounds like.<br \/><br \/>\u201cwell, we\u2019ll just have to find out, won\u2019t we?\u201d yixing plays along, and junmyeon pulls him in with a hand in his collar.<br \/><br \/>the music changes to an even heavier beat that filters through junmyeon's hazy consciousness and draws his awareness away from yixing's mouth and toward his lower body instead. yixing jerks his hips perfectly in time, the movements sharp and concise, driving his thigh into junmyeon's crotch with the perfect amount of pressure, and it drives junmyeon wild.<br \/><br \/>god, he can really move his hips. junmyeon is so turned on right now, it\u2019s ridiculous.<br \/><br \/>he opens his mouth to tell yixing to follow him outside and catch an uber home, but then suddenly there's a hand shaking his arm and sueji is in his peripheral vision saying it's time to go home, because they said they'd only stay for another half hour, and it's been over an hour already. junmyeon deflates, and yixing smiles at him ruefully.<br \/><br \/>\"i'm sorry,\" junmyeon says, upset.<br \/><br \/>\"another time,\" yixing says genially, leaning forward to kiss him.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon sighs, enjoying the wet press of yixing's mouth on his once more. \"next time,\" he affirms with another kiss.<br \/><br \/>yixing nods, and junmyeon curls in close again, but then baekhyun's tugging him away more forcefully, <i>let's go, junma<\/i>. on a sudden impulse, junmyeon latches onto yixing's neck and sucks hard, wanting to mark him even though it hurts his mouth to pull so hard in order to bruise yixing so quickly. he bites firmly to help speed up the process, swiping his tongue over yixing's skin to seal the deal, and then he's pulled away, yixing blinking after him hazily.<br \/><br \/>the street outside is wide open and cold, with people traipsing around the street looking lost or dropping into convenience stores for gum or calling taxis. kyungsoo, being the most sober person, orders the uber and piles everyone who is still with them inside, playing GPS for the driver and passing around a bottle of water to those who need it.<br \/><br \/>\"so,\" juhyun starts. \"who was that guy?\"<br \/><br \/>junmyeon presses his lips together, \"yixing. zhang yixing.\"<br \/><br \/>\"hmm,\" juhyun smiles enigmatically.<br \/><br \/>baekhyun smirks, \"you two were going at it for a while.\"<br \/><br \/>sueji grins, \"yeah, like a full forty minutes.\"<br \/><br \/>the rest of the group's catcalls drown out junmyeon's mortified groan. chanyeol tells junmyeon to vent his regret to him in the morning when he's sober and reflecting on tonight's activities, and sehun tries to hi-five him. junmyeon feels like he should regret hooking up with yixing, as he always does, but he finds the only thing he currently regrets is the fact that he'll probably never see the blond again, given his graduation and busy work hours.<br \/><br \/>the thought disturbs him more than it should, and he doesn't know why. <\/div><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tixing:931","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/tixing.livejournal.com\/931.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/tixing.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=931"}}],"title":"Dizzy From the Pace of Us","published":"2016-02-15T05:47:25Z","updated":"2016-02-16T10:55:29Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"rating: nc-17"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"length: oneshot"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"pairing: chen\/lay"}}],"content":"<b>Title:<\/b> Dizzy From the Pace of Us<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> NC-17<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Chen\/Lay<br \/><b>Length:<\/b> 4.2k<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Jongdae has a terrible day at work, but Yixing is there to help wind him down.<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> PWP, barebacking, creampie, dirty talk, felching, rimming, unprotected blowjob, overuse of the word \u2018fuck\u2019<br \/><br \/><b>Notes:<\/b> This is just filth, I\u2019m so sorry. Title from <a href=\"http:\/\/tylerknott.com\/post\/53688408626\/typewriter-series-453-by-tyler-knott-gregson\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Typewriter Series #453<\/a> by Tyler Knott Greyson. Written for the <a href=\"http:\/\/91daes.livejournal.com\" target=\"_blank\">91daes<\/a> fic fest.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">Jongdae sighs heavily when he gets in from work, dumping his bag on the floor and flopping onto a barstool. Yixing\u2019s in the kitchen with a bowl of cereal, and he looks up from his phone with a frown at Jongdae\u2019s dejected appearance.<br \/><br \/>\u201cEverything okay?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae nods half-heartedly, \u201cYeah, just had a long day.\u201d When Yixing looks at him disbelievingly, he slumps forward onto the bench. \u201cOkay, I had a terrible day at work. Shit-fucking-terrible day.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHow can I help?\u201d Yixing asks, tipping the rest of his cereal into his mouth using the lip of the bowl and ignoring Jongdae\u2019s disapproving look.<br \/><br \/>\u201cKill my co-worker?\u201d Jongdae jokes glumly.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m in the wrong line of work,\u201d Yixing says wryly, trying to lighten the situation. When Jongdae\u2019s scowl doesn\u2019t lessen, he chucks his bowl in the sink and circles the bench to drape himself over Jongdae\u2019s neck. \u201cHey, Mr. Grumpy Gills. What happened?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae buries his head in his arms, \u201cI made a massive faux pas and forgot to submit this form, and then this guy yelled at me about it, even though nothing went wrong\u2014he\u2019s not even in charge of anything, but he kept saying he\u2019d lose his job and it\u2019s all because of me\u2014and he shouldn\u2019t lose his job, seriously, but he made such a big deal of it to me, and then he rang my superior and complained, and she was fine with everything and said it was okay, but it just set the day up so bad.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Yixing kisses the back of his neck softly, \u201cWell, that\u2019s good that you\u2019re not in trouble.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYeah, I guess.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Yixing sighs in sympathy, \u201cHey. Do you want to go get dinner or something?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou just ate,\u201d Jongdae protests.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI can eat more,\u201d Yixing shrugs, pulling back to massage Jongdae\u2019s shoulders, and Jongdae almost moans at how good it feels when he finds a particularly stiff knot and firmly works it out. \u201cOr do you want to go for a bath? Something other than wallowing, at least.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cMight go for a shower,\u201d Jongdae sighs.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHow about a shower, and then dinner?\u201d Yixing suggests, voice hopeful, and Jongdae nods, knowing he\u2019s only trying to help, and Jongdae\u2019s being nothing but a moody storm cloud.<br \/><br \/>He\u2019s just turned the water on when he hears Yixing enter the bathroom, then feels Yixing\u2019s chin on his shoulder. He raises a brow, \u201cAre you joining?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Yixing nods, \u201cI didn\u2019t go for one yet. Plus, I bought new Radox\u2014you could use some.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae gives a small smile at how Yixing\u2019s caring side has kicked into overdrive, and indulges him, because there\u2019s no point in resisting his persistent boyfriend. Yixing soothes the Radox into his tense shoulders and back as the water beats down on them, and it\u2019s just what he needs, feeling relaxed under Yixing\u2019s fingers on his skin and his lips on his, gentle but firm.<br \/><br \/>Yixing lets him slump against the wall tiredly, kissing Jongdae softly with his face cupped between his hands. His arousal slowly builds up as Yixing keeps pressing him with attention, crowding him against the tiles with arms either side of his head as he fucks his tongue into Jongdae\u2019s mouth unhurriedly, and he lets it grow for as long as he can before he pulls away to gasp for more.<br \/><br \/>Yixing smiles, pleased, and leads him out of the bathroom, continuing to kiss him as he towels off roughly, then pushing him down on their bed. He reaches down to open one of the draws in the base of the bed, retrieving a condom and lube and putting them aside as he nudges Jongdae\u2019s legs open and goes back to merging their lips. Jongdae lets him, happy to card his fingers through Yixing\u2019s damp hair and rut up against him lightly.<br \/><br \/>When it gets too much, Yixing sits up, hand easing down Jongdae\u2019s side, before wrapping around his thigh. He turns his hand so his thumb is hooked under Jongdae\u2019s knee, then pushes his leg up and to the side so he can kiss the inside of his thigh. \u201cLet me open you up.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae lets Yixing move him how he wants to, hands curled loosely beside his head, watching Yixing handle him with gentle authority. Yixing drizzles lube over his right hand and lubricates his fingers, before reaching down to Jongdae\u2019s entrance and slowly pushing his index finger in.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOkay, baby?\u201d He asks, and Jongdae inwardly preens at the term of affection as he nods.<br \/><br \/>Yixing mouths wetly at the junction of his groin and leg as his finger pushes in further, before he twists his wrist and pushes up against his front wall. \u201cWhere are you,\u201d Yixing murmurs to himself distractedly, breath warm on Jongdae\u2019s skin, exploring with firm strokes of his finger, and then Jongdae feels him locate his prostate when a frisson of desire blooms up his spine.<br \/><br \/>\u201cAh, there,\u201d Jongdae says, and Yixing keeps rubbing over the area as his middle finger prods gently at Jongdae\u2019s entrance.<br \/><br \/>\u201cReady for another one?\u201d Yixing asks, even as he slowly rotates his wrist to allow his second finger to screw in alongside the first. Yixing dips his head to mouth at Jongdae\u2019s balls, licking one into his mouth as his fingers flex in and out. He releases Jongdae from between his lips and starts sucking kisses into the underside of Jongdae\u2019s erection, and Jongdae moans softly in appreciation.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh, Yixing,\u201d he says, eyes slipping closed at the fleeting touches that are turning him on even more. \u201cYeah, that feels so good.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cGood,\u201d Yixing whispers, before scissoring his fingers, tonguing the crown of Jongdae\u2019s cock to detract from any pain.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae tangles his hands in Yixing\u2019s hair to give him something to do so he doesn\u2019t feel completely useless as Yixing pleasures him. He groans as Yixing gradually swallows his erection, bobbing his head in time with his fingers until his nose is pressed against Jongdae\u2019s pubic bone.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh,\u201d Jongdae utters softly, and then Yixing looks up at him, lips stretched around his member and eyes dark as he gives a slow, deliberate swallow around the girth.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae groans loudly as Yixing\u2019s throat constricts around him, and he involuntarily clenches on Yixing\u2019s fingers, making Yixing moan and send vibrations over his cock. Yixing\u2019s eyes flutter shut and he draws in a shaky breath through his nose, hesitantly swallowing again as his tongue flicks shyly against Jongdae\u2019s member. He slows his hand inside Jongdae and carefully inserts a third finger, lazily tonguing at Jongdae\u2019s cock as he does it. Jongdae doesn\u2019t know what to focus on, stretched tight around Yixing\u2019s hand while Yixing laves at his erection.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou look amazing like this,\u201d Jongdae says, and he moans as Yixing\u2019s eyes blink open at his words.<br \/><br \/>Yixing\u2019s laugh hums over his erection, but his eyes close again and he sucks <i>hard<\/i>. Jongdae gasps at the increased suction, Yixing\u2019s mouth feeling like a vacuum, like he wants to pull Jongdae\u2019s soul out of him through his dick, and Jongdae lets him try because it\u2019s so so <i>so<\/i> damn good. Yixing slides over Jongdae\u2019s length noisily, his free hand holding Jongdae\u2019s hips down as he bucks up into the wet heat of his mouth. He moves faster, cheeks hollowed around Jongdae\u2019s cock as he fingerfucks him, and Jongdae guides his head with his hands mixed up in Yixing\u2019s hair, voicing encouragement.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYixing\u2014\u201d Jongdae chokes out all too soon. \u201cWait\u2014I\u2019m gonna come, stop\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>Yixing doesn\u2019t pull off like Jongdae expects him to, instead sucking even harder and groaning encouragingly as he pumps his fingers faster. Jongdae comes with a broken <i>oh, fuck<\/i>, and Yixing only smiles around his length, lips slowing as he swallows.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYixing, it\u2019s too much,\u201d Jongdae pushes at Yixing\u2019s shoulders weakly when Yixing keeps sucking him off and fingering him, even though he\u2019s going soft and it\u2019s becoming too sensitive.<br \/><br \/>Yixing pulls off with a wet <i>schflip<\/i> but continues the steady thrusting of his fingers inside Jongdae. \u201cYou okay, Dae?\u201d Jongdae all but whines at his continued movements, but Yixing shushes him with a kiss to his hipbone. \u201cShh, I\u2019m not done with you yet.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae gives a slightly hysterical laugh, almost embarrassed that he already. \u201cWe haven\u2019t even started?\u201d He says, already exhausted from work and the Radox shower, and now his orgasm.<br \/><br \/>\u201cExactly,\u201d Yixing grins and kisses his hipbone again. \u201cI can\u2019t wait to be inside you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae bites his lip and smiles shyly. Yixing sits up and uses his free hand to push Jongdae\u2019s right leg further into the mattress, before easing a fourth finger into him, thrusting shallowly to work past the resistance he meets. Jongdae groans, head falling back.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI know, baby, I know,\u201d Yixing soothes, gently spreading his fingers to stretch Jongdae open even more. \u201cDoes that feel good?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae gives a bitten-off whimper, squirming under Yixing, who pushes his right leg down again to keep his legs spread. \u201cY-Yixing\u2014\u201d Jongdae stutters as Yixing curls his fingers and drags them across his prostate, and it\u2019s too much but not enough at the same time, because he\u2019s just orgasmed and yet Yixing insists on trying to make him come again. \u201cAh\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cJust like that,\u201d Yixing says, repeating the movement and smirking as Jongdae lets out a low whine. \u201cYou like that?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2014<i>yes<\/i>,\u201d Jongdae kicks his right leg up and Yixing forces it back down.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019ll make you feel good,\u201d Yixing says reassuringly, lowering his head to suck a hickey into Jongdae\u2019s leg. His thrusts gradually start to gain power, fingers shoving into Jongdae with more force and Jongdae rolls his hips back onto them, a groan stuttering out of his chest.<br \/><br \/>\u201cAre you actually going to fuck me, or do I only get your fingers?\u201d Jongdae pants, feeling himself start to harden again.<br \/><br \/>Yixing laughs lowly, \u201cYou\u2019ll get me, just wait.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae growls and grinds down on Yixing\u2019s fingers harder as he starts to become impatient. \u201cI think you\u2019ve stretched me enough, seriously.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cJust a bit more,\u201d Yixing blinks at him with faux innocence, voice calm, even as his hand speeds up, and Jongdae closes his eyes at the sensation of having four fingers fucking into him powerfully.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYixing,\u201d he whines. \u201cYixing, please\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>He grasps Yixing\u2019s left hand from where it\u2019s holding his leg against the mattress and uses it to pull him closer, stretching up to kiss him. Jongdae sinks his fingers into Yixing\u2019s hair and curls the fingers of his other hand around Yixing\u2019s neck, keeping him close to taste the algal bitterness of his come still lying on Yixing\u2019s tongue. Yixing breathes hotly in between kisses, unwilling to part further than necessary, and his free hand slides over Jongdae\u2019s body, reverent yet possessive. He kisses Jongdae fervently, his relaxed, teasing fa\u00e7ade cracking slightly as he slots their lips together over and over to the beat of his fingers moving against Jongdae\u2019s prostate.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYixing\u2014\u201d Jongdae groans as his next orgasm suddenly nears its peak without warning. \u201cStop, I\u2019m going to come again\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>Yixing laughs, but he stops his hand and eases his fingers out, sucking on Jongdae\u2019s lower lip, and Jongdae is simultaneously disappointed at loss of his orgasm and pleased of the promise of Yixing\u2019s dick filling him instead.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIs this the part where you finally fuck me?\u201d Jongdae murmurs, then devilishly blows on his neck.<br \/><br \/>Yixing laughs and jerks away from the attention, \"Oh my god, Jongdae, no\u2014ah!\"<br \/><br \/>Jongdae retreats with a smug grin and Yixing tries to look at him sternly but fails.<br \/><br \/>\"What am I going to do with you?\" He smiles fondly, fingers slipping into Jongdae to further stretch his loosened entrance.<br \/><br \/>\"Fuck me good,\" Jongdae says breathily, hands curling in the sheets as he grinds down impatiently.<br \/><br \/>\"I can do that,\" Yixing chuckles. He sits up and Jongdae immediately misses his warmth, but then Yixing takes his cock using the hand that was just inside Jongdae, and Jongdae bites down on a moan at the sight of Yixing touching himself.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDon't tease me,\u201d Jongdae whines, frustrated.<br \/><br \/>Yixing bends down and bites the inside of his thigh, smirking. He sits back on his knees and lines himself up with one hand, breath tripping out in a faltered moan as he pushes in slowly.<br \/><br \/>\u201cUgh, <i>fuck<\/i>\u2014\u201d Yixing's voice falters, and he moved his hips forward in gentle thrusts. \u201cFuck, Jongdae.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019s kind of the plan here,\u201d Jongdae jokes, muscles fluttering around him.<br \/><br \/>Yixing bottoms out, hushing Jongdae\u2019s quiet groans of pleasure by merging their lips hotly, tongue licking into Jongdae\u2019s mouth. He circles his hips slowly, letting Jongdae get used to his size, asking, <i>is this okay<\/i>, and Jongdae is so full and stretched wide that he nods and both his hands grasp at Yixing\u2019s ass, \u201cMove, Yixing, please\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>Yixing moans and pulls out before pushing back in, and then his thrusts progressively build up in force as he fucks Jongdae long and hard. \u201cJongdae\u2014<i>Jongdae<\/i>\u2014fuck, you feel so good\u2014<i>fuck<\/i>.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae can only hold onto Yixing as the other moves inside him with such force, mouth open and head thrown back as Yixing\u2019s length fucks into him. Their mouths meet in a messy kiss and Jongdae whines into Yixing\u2019s mouth\u2014<i>Yixing, oh, yes<\/i>\u2014as Yixing slips words of encouragement in the spaces between the movements of their lips.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019s it, you\u2019re so good for me, so good, <i>so good<\/i>\u2014\u201d Yixing wraps his hand around Jongdae\u2019s member and pulls on it as he shoves into him, his grip firm and his pace demanding, and Jongdae can feel his next orgasm approaching rapidly.<br \/><br \/>\u201cUgh, I\u2019m going to come again, fuck\u2014don\u2019t stop, don\u2019t stop\u2014fuckfuckfuck\u2014\u201d Jongdae babbles, but then Yixing suddenly slows and lets go of Jongdae\u2019s cock, moving to cup his face instead and stroke along his cheekbone, \u201c\u2014<i>Yixingwhatthefuck<\/i>\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cShh,\u201d Yixing eases his mouth over Jongdae\u2019s and licks at Jongdae\u2019s lips.<br \/><br \/>\u201c<i>Yixinggg<\/i>,\u201d Jongdae whinges, reaching down to touch himself, but Yixing bats his hand away. \u201c<i>Yixing, whyyy<\/i>\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cPatience, baby,\u201d Yixing says, before slowly picking up his pace again, and Jongdae moans loudly. \u201cIt\u2019ll be worth it.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cFuck, why did you have to do that, I was so close and you just stopped\u2014\u201d Jongdae says as Yixing\u2019s cock slides against his prostate. \u201cWait, there, there, fuck, keep doing that, <i>oh<\/i>\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cLike that?\u201d Yixing huffs, pressing in deep and grinding his hips against Jongdae\u2019s ass.<br \/><br \/>\u201cY-yeah\u2014oh god\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>Yixing sits up with a growl\u2014<i>fuck, I just want to fuck you all day<\/i>\u2014and pulls Jongdae\u2019s hips into his lap as he pounds into him. The new position gives more drive to his movements and Jongdae lets out a series of watery mewls. Yixing builds him up again as he makes filthy comments with each thrust\u2014<i>so tight, so tight around my cock, even as I fuck you open, Dae, Dae, shit, I want to be buried in you all the time, are you going to come for me again, sweetheart? Come on, baby, you were so close before<\/i>\u2014<br \/><br \/>Jongdae wraps his hand around his erection and strokes himself rapidly, a litany of <i>Yixingyixingyixing<\/i> falling from his lips, and he\u2019s so close again, he can feel himself nearing the peak again\u2014<br \/><br \/>Yixing accidentally slips out and both of them swear loudly, and Jongdae could cry from sexual frustration because it\u2019s the second time he\u2019s been brought to the edge and then denied.<br \/><br \/>\u201cUgh, fuck me,\u201d Jongdae whinges as Yixing drives into him once again, still cursing.<br \/><br \/>\u201cFucking\u2014fuck, sorry\u2014<i>ugh<\/i>,\u201d he grits out, hips moving angrily, cradling Jongdae\u2019s legs in the crooks of his elbows. Yixing lets go of one of Jongdae\u2019s legs to reach down and stroke him erratically instead, \u201c<i>Fuck\u2019s sake<\/i>.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don't want a fucking apology, I just want to come,\" Jongdae plants his feet on the mattress to thrust against Yixing. \"I swear to fuck, let me come, please, please, I just want to come\u2014Yixing, please.\"<br \/><br \/>\u201cBaby,\u201d Yixing croons, the wet <i>schluckschluckschluck<\/i> of his hand moving on Jongdae\u2019s erection sounding loud over the wet smack of their hips. \u201cBaby, it\u2019s okay, it\u2019s okay\u2014come on, come for me, baby, come on\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae gasps as he comes, hips pushing up feebly as he rides out his orgasm, walls clenching, and Yixing utters a long, drawn-out moan as he comes shortly afterwards. Yixing lets his cock slip out again, come pulsing over Jongdae\u2019s reddened hole, but he feeds it back into Jongdae at his request, \u201cNo, no, come back.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m here, I\u2019m here.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae sighs as Yixing fucks his come back into him firmly. \"Just fill me up.\"<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou like that?\u201d He smirks, hand messing with the puddle of Jongdae\u2019s come on his stomach. He coats his fingers in Jongdae\u2019s release, then wraps them around his softening cock and pulls as he fucks him. \u201cDoes that feel good?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae whimpers at the feeling of it all being too much, \u201cGod, yeah.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cFuck, I just want to stuff you full of my come,\u201d Yixing mutters, cock throbbing as it empties inside Jongdae. He pulls out after a few thrusts and swears adoringly at the way Jongdae\u2019s puffy hole clenches at the loss of him. Yixing rubs the head of his erection over Jongdae\u2019s entrance, you look so abused, before fucking in shallowly just to hear the wet slide of Jongdae around his length again.<br \/><br \/>\u201cBaby,\u201d Yixing breathes, pulling out and looking up at Jongdae with slight disbelief on his face. \u201cFuck, look at you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>He lowers his head and noses at Jongdae\u2019s balls, bypassing them as his hands push Jongdae\u2019s thighs toward his chest and he exhales over Jongdae\u2019s entrance instead.<br \/><br \/>\u201cXing?\u201d Jongdae asks uncertainly, then moans when Yixing flattens his tongue over his hole and laps at him like a dog.<br \/><br \/>\u201cJongdae,\u201d Yixing murmurs as he licks.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYeah?\u201d Jongdae struggles to lift his head and see Yixing, but Yixing\u2019s not looking at him, eyes closed as he mouths away at Jongdae like he\u2019s the best thing he\u2019s ever tasted.<br \/><br \/>Yixing seals his lips over Jongdae and slurps noisily, sucking his come out of Jongdae and letting it spill from the corners of his mouth, and Jongdae whimpers at the sight. It\u2019s so filthy to hear, never mind watch, as Yixing eats him out thoroughly, tongue wriggling into him, and Jongdae\u2019s spent cock kicks pathetically from where it\u2019s resting against his stomach. Yixing\u2019s hands curl over Jongdae\u2019s thighs possessively, and he opens his eyes to grin up at Jongdae.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIs my baby getting turned on again?\u201d He teases, breath hot against Jongdae\u2019s skin.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo,\u201d Jongdae grumbles, despite the fact he can feel himself hardening. He\u2019s not even sure if he can come again., and he\u2019s too fatigued to even consider the idea. \u201cYixing, it\u2019s too much, stop.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Yixing hums with his tongue buried inside Jongdae, fingers petting the creases of Jongdae\u2019s thighs. He fucks his tongue in and out a few times, before pulling out to lave the flat of his tongue over Jongdae\u2019s hole. His eyes have slid shut again, drawing in fractured breaths as he licks Jongdae into a writhing mess, their moans mingling.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYixing,\u201d Jongdae says feebly, his arousal building, despite his strong doubts. \u201cStop, I\u2019m getting hard again\u2014\u201d<br \/><br \/>Yixing detaches his lips from Jongdae\u2019s puffy rim and shit, he shouldn't look so innocent when he's just finished fucking Jongdae into next year and also had his tongue shoved up Jongdae's ass, but it's that damn dimple bracketing his smile.<br \/><br \/>\"That\u2019s the point,\" he grins, and Jongdae laughs incredulously.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat\u2014no, not again,\" Jongdae protests when Yixing returns to kissing his entrance. \"I can\u2019t, Yixing. <i>Yixing<\/i>,\u201d Jongdae tries to lift Yixing away by his hair but is shaken off.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou\u2019ve got another one in you, baby,\u201d Yixing looks up at him, turning his head to bite at Jongdae\u2019s thigh. \"And I am a patient man.\"<br \/><br \/>He kisses his way down to the curve of Jongdae\u2019s knee, before switching to the other leg and making his way back up, lips pulling the skin into his mouth and sucking softly.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae whines at the attention, \u201cYixing, I already came twice\u2014<i>oh<\/i>.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae sighs as Yixing presses a hickey into his skin, pleased, and he\u2019s so tired, totally wrung out from his earlier orgasms, but Yixing\u2019s eating him out so tenderly that he thinks he really will come again just from the gentle touches and soft encouraging noises Yixing\u2019s making.<br \/><br \/>\u201cTouch yourself,\u201d Yixing murmurs as he soothes his tongue over Jongdae\u2019s hole.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae bites his lip and hesitantly takes himself in hand, carding his free hand into Yixing\u2019s hair. \u201cYixing,\u201d he moans softly, handling himself delicately to bypass the sensitivity.<br \/><br \/>\u201cGod, you drive me crazy,\u201d Yixing says, then drags his tongue up under Jongdae\u2019s balls and carefully wraps his lips around them.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae\u2019s strokes gradually become stronger as he hardens fully, and Yixing makes a noise of approval, the vibration reverberating through his groin. Yixing reaches down to touch himself idly, still sucking lightly on Jongdae\u2019s balls, then he lets them go with a quiet pop, sitting up to kiss his way along Jongdae\u2019s abdomen.<br \/><br \/>\u201cBaby?\u201d He asks as he mouths along Jongdae\u2019s ribs. \u201cWill you let me fuck you again?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae wants to protest, but then decides <i>fuck it<\/i>. \u201cYeah, fuck it, why the fuck not,\u201d he says, reaching up to pull Yixing down into a kiss, but Yixing tries to duck away.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWait, no, I\u2019ve just been eating you out\u2014\u201d he protests, but Jongdae tries to pull him down again, sitting up to kiss him instead when Yixing won\u2019t come closer.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t care,\u201d he says, then slides his tongue between Yixing\u2019s lips, ignoring Yixing\u2019s objections. \u201cYixing, for fuck\u2019s sake, just kiss me, I don\u2019t care what you taste like.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSorry,\u201d Yixing still apologises anyway, but Jongdae kisses him into silence.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae picks up both of their cocks and strokes them together, fingers trembling from how raw everything is, and how utterly fucked out he feels already, hands slippery with semen and lube and sweat.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIf it's too much, we'll stop,\u201d Yixing says sincerely, hips moving sluggishly into the ring of Jongdae\u2019s fingers, and he breaks their kiss to let his tongue slip over Jongdae\u2019s cheek, sucking a light mark into the corner of his jaw.<br \/><br \/>\"You know me,\" Jongdae laughs, reaching down to pull Yixing inside him once again. \"I always love a challenge.\" He huffs out a contented sigh as Yixing\u2019s length stretches him open once again. \u201cYou going to make me come again?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cAre you going to give it to me?\u201d Yixing answers his challenge, but his dimple is on display as he undulates his hips steadily, and Jongdae\u2019s heart squeezes with affection.<br \/><br \/>\u201cCome here,\u201d he says, and Yixing lowers his chest to rest atop Jongdae\u2019s, eyes soft and warm.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae kisses his dimple and rolls his hips as Yixing continues to lunge into him, before drawing Yixing close to feed quiet moans into his mouth, and Yixing scoops his arms under Jongdae\u2019s shoulders to cradle his face with shaking hands and whispers of <i>you\u2019re so beautiful, Jongdae, so beautiful, I love you<\/i>. Their coupling this time is mellow and gentle, the pleasure growing in waves, and Yixing thumbs the soft skin at the corner of Jongdae\u2019s eyes, cheeks flushed, mouth open in a slackened smile.<br \/><br \/>Jongdae utters low sobs as Yixing punches the air out of him with each oscillation of his hips, feeling overwhelmed by the sheer amount of sensations he\u2019s being subjected to, and he can feel himself getting close to the edge, but it's also threatening to hurt\u2014<i>Yixing, Yixing, I can\u2019t, it's too much<\/i>\u2014and Yixing shushes his fears with sloppy kisses and tender fingers to join Jongdae\u2019s hand on his own cock.<br \/><br \/><i>It's okay, it's okay, you can do it, do it for me, just one more, baby, just one more<\/i>, he whispers, and Jongdae nods weakly, eyes watering at the inundation of <i>toomuchtoomuchtoomuch<\/i> on his senses. He arches his back as he comes with a broken cry, aching with the blur of <i>painpleasurepainpleasure<\/i>, and Yixing\u2019s cooing at him as he continues thrusting, <i>you did it, baby, I knew you could do it.<\/i><br \/><br \/>Jongdae nods, completely wrung out but pleased. He sucks in a rattled breath and wills himself to find the energy to clench down on Yixing\u2019s cock, whispering, \u201cXing, look at me.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Yixing tears his eyes away from where their bodies are joined to Jongdae\u2019s face, mouth open as he pants from exertion, breaths catching on his throat and making him emit soft, desperately high noises as he moves. \u201cBaby?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jongdae holds his eyes in his and slips two shaky, come-slick fingers between his lips, and Yixing comes at the sight with a stifled groan, hips slowing as he rides out his high, before eventually coming to rest. Jongdae curves his arms over Yixing\u2019s back, nuzzling into his neck, feeling sated and relaxed, his shitty morning forgotten and replaced with Yixing\u2019s loving touches.<br \/><br \/>They lie there in a sweaty, hazy mess until Yixing taps Jongdae\u2019s side to persuade him into a shower, Yixing peeling himself away as flakes of dried come fall onto the bedspread.<br \/><br \/>\u201cFeeling better?\u201d He asks as he leads Jongdae to the bathroom and pushes him under the warm spray, hands working into Jongdae\u2019s muscles, and Jongdae has never felt more thankful for dating a physiotherapist.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYes,\u201d he sighs in pleased exhaustion. \u201cThank you,\u201d he whispers as he kisses Yixing sweetly, and Yixing just pulls him closer and hugs him, murmuring <i>happy to help<\/i> into his wet hair.<\/div><a 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rel=\"nofollow\">typewriter series #395<\/a> by tyler knott gregson. written for the <a href=\"http:\/\/91daes.livejournal.com\" target=\"_blank\">91daes<\/a> fic fest at 2am in the morning when i was craving krispy kremes and ot3 interactions.<br \/><br \/><div style=\"text-align:justify;margin-left:100px;margin-right:100px\">\u201c<i>junmyeonnieee<\/i>\u2026\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae\u2019s voice is distorted and crackly from being squeezed through his receiver into junmyeon\u2019s ear, and he gives jongdae a bleary yeah? while he checks the time. \u201cjongdae, what\u2014it\u2019s 12:30, go to bed.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201c<i>but i want doughnuts<\/i>,\u201d jongdae protests.<br \/><br \/>\u201cat midnight?\u201d junmyeon groans, trying to stay quiet so he doesn\u2019t wake his roommate up.<br \/><br \/>\u201c<i>yes. please? i\u2019ll love you forever<\/i>.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cwhy me?\u201d junmyeon asks as he seriously contemplates just hanging up on his friend\u2019s whines. his bed is too warm to leave and it will be cold outside.<br \/><br \/>\u201c<i>because i want to eat doughnuts with you<\/i>,\u201d jongdae says, and junmyeon smiles, before realising there\u2019s probably a second part to jongdae\u2019s explanation. and there is: \u201c<i>plus it\u2019s cold out and you have a car<\/i>.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cfine,\u201d junmyeon sighs and then laughs softly as jongdae cheers. \u201cwhere are you?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201c<i>outside your building<\/i>,\u201d jongdae says, and junmyeon sits up in alarm.<br \/><br \/>\u201calone?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201c<i>yes?<\/i>\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201ci\u2019ll be down in a sec,\u201d junmyeon says, concerned that jongdae is outside in the wee hours of the morning all by himself. nothing would happen to him, probably, but junmyeon feels slightly guilty for being so reluctant at first, considering jongdae's been outside for god knows how long after being holed up in the library cramming for final exams.<br \/><br \/>junmyeon quietly jams his feet into his shoes and picks up his jacket from the foot of his bed, putting it on as he swipes his phone and wallet off his bedside table. his hand is on the doorknob when his roommate stirs and sits up with a sleepy, <i>junma<\/i>\u2014?<br \/><br \/>\u201csorry, yixing, go back to sleep,\u201d junmyeon apologises.<br \/><br \/>yixing slips out of his bed, hair sticking up at all sorts of angles and pads over to junmyeon, \u201cwhere are you going?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cjust going out for a bit with jongdae.\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing\u2019s dimple appears at the mention of jongdae, and he reaches back to pick up his own jacket. \u201ci\u2019m coming with you,\u201d he says, before slinging a scarf around his neck as he tucks one around junmyeon's. \"don\u2019t want you catching a cold.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cthanks,\u201d junmyeon grins and lets yixing wrap his fingers around his wrist and lead him out of their room downstairs to jongdae.<br \/><br \/>\u201cmorning!\u201d jongdae greets the two of them loudly when they arrive outside, and junmyeon rolls his eyes.<br \/><br \/>\u201chow much coffee have you had?\u201d he asks, amused at jongdae\u2019s hyperactivity.<br \/><br \/>\u201ctoo much,\u201d jongdae says, linking his arm with yixing\u2019s and tugging them towards junmyeon\u2019s car. \u201cthe doughnuts are calling and i\u2019m actually really fucking freezing so can we go?\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing makes a moue of concern and threads his fingers with jongdae\u2019s, gasping at the stark difference in their temperatures. \u201cjongdae, you\u2019re freezing!\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201ci did say that,\u201d jongdae points out, throwing his bag into junmyeon\u2019s backseat before clambering in after it and pulling yixing in with him. \u201cwarm me up?\u201d<br \/><br \/>junmyeon laughs in exasperation, climbing into the driver\u2019s seat and starting the car, before leaving the university to head to the nearest gas station. yixing sits curled up on the floor, on the middle part of the back, holding jongdae\u2019s hands in his and blowing on them softly to heat them up, and jongdae tells them about the assignment he only just managed to submit before the midnight deadline. junmyeon chuckles and tells him <i>the same thing still happens as you get older, you just get better at dealing with the stress<\/i>, and yixing hums in agreement.<br \/><br \/>when they reach the gas station, jongdae scrambles out of the car and drags junmyeon and yixing with him inside, before plucking a box of 12 assorted krispy kremes and trotting over to the counter, beaming expectantly at junmyeon. yixing laughs as junmyeon pays, then pokes jongdae\u2019s ribs.<br \/><br \/>\u201cso that\u2019s why you woke him up.\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae winks, \u201cdon\u2019t lie, that\u2019s also why you came.\u201d<br \/><br \/>junmyeon holds his hand over his heart as he feigns hurt. \u201ci thought you just loved my company.\u201d<br \/><br \/>jongdae gives him a cheshire cat grin and gets back in the car, yixing following him. they go back to junmyeon and yixing\u2019s room and sit on yixing\u2019s bed, nestled between all of his blankets\u2014<i>seriously, xing, how do you have so many<\/i>\u2014with the box of krispy kremes between them.<br \/><br \/>\u201cthis was a good idea,\u201d yixing says, and his lips are frosted with icing sugar. \u201cthanks, junma.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cyou\u2019re welcome,\u201d junmyeon smiles back from where he\u2019s located at the foot of yixing\u2019s bed.<br \/><br \/>jongdae places his doughnut back in the box and pats the bed on either side of him. \u201ccome here, i\u2019m still cold.\u201d<br \/><br \/>both of them scoot over to him, yixing tangling their legs and junmyeon entwining their fingers.<br \/><br \/>\u201cyou\u2019re not cold,\u201d junmyeon snorts, head resting on jongdae\u2019s shoulder.<br \/><br \/>\u201cyeah, but i want hugs,\u201d jongdae sniffs, picking his doughnut up again. \u201cplus it worked.\u201d<br \/><br \/>yixing titters and his socked feet move against jongdae and junmyeon absently. they only finish half of the donuts, opting to place the unfinished box on the floor and shuffling around to lie pressed up against each other, bundled up in yixing's mountain of blankets.<br \/><br \/>yixing holds junmyeon's hand and rubs circles into it with his thumb. jongdae hums different songs and makes the other two guess the tunes. junmyeon smiles, good idea, jongdae, nuzzling his shoulder. it starts to rain outside, jongdae joking how he can't go back to his room anymore, and junmyeon hushes him, saying he wouldn't let him leave anyway.<br \/><br \/><i>sleep<\/i>, yixing murmurs into jongdae's hair, and junmyeon's eyes fall shut to the steady drumming of the rain on the ground outside.<\/div><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"}]}