So this afternoon I posted the latest fic in a series padawanhilary and I are writing. It's a kinky RPS series and I didn't even hesitate or blink while posting.
I also made a post to audiography because this week's theme is folk/country and I really wanted to share some Kate Wolf music with people. After making that post, I still feel a little weird, like I've shared something incredibly intimate with people I don't know.
It's strange how that works. The album Back Roads is so tied up with certain periods of my life and certain feelings that I really can't separate it from me. Even more than with the porn--and the latest Complicated piece actually has a serious kink of mine in it--I feel like I'm letting a bunch of strangers into my head and I'm worried about what they're going to think about what they find there.
I'm not sure if it's that I feel utterly confident in my porn writing abilities whereas I feel much less confident about ability to talk about music. After all, when you go assigning so much meaning to a song or album, your ability to judge it purely on its artistic merit tends to disappear. But you can do that with fic as well, so I'm not sure if that's it or not.
So just out of curiosity, are there things that work this way with you? Are there certain types of posts that give you an unexpected "OMG I'm kinda emotionally naked here" feeling?
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I don't know if you'll ever see this comment but i wanted to tell I loved every word of this. Amazing truly and this comes from someone who is very very careful about noncon. Thank you for sharing…
Hello! I've had this in my memories since you first posted it, and have made it often. We had it again last night, and it was delicious as always! Thanks for sharing it initially, and keeping it up…
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