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Tas
03 April 2008 @ 01:47 am
Anyone have any idea what nationality a person would have if their name was Lamphou Xamountry? I evidently ran across them some time ago and noted down their name to ask/post about, and lost the paper. Until I just found it, lol. Thoughts? *is having a breather for a few minutes before she falls over*
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Tas
21 September 2007 @ 11:41 pm
I just saw someone who's put as their name: my boobs need their own zipcode. Ahahahahaha! *needs that on an icon or something*

strippedpink and angelicus! Here be an icon post that is entirely, completely, unashamedly PINK. :D I had to link you two! ♥
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Current Music: Don't Take Your Love Away - VAST
 
 
 
Tas
19 April 2007 @ 02:08 am
I like names, in case y'all haven't realised that yet. I have a Post-It pad at work that I use just to write down names that catch my attention for being interesting or weird; I have a little collection of filled-out notes in a box in my bookcase here. Someday they'll make it into a spreadsheet, lol. Sometimes, it boggles the mind how a parent could inflict a certain name on a child. The top two prior to today were Bland Justis, and Chastity Marrier. Today a third was added: Charity Slogan. *winces and feels slightly guilty that she can't help but laugh*

I have my ticket for TBS tomorrow night. I'm glad I did go down and get it this morning since as I suspected, there weren't a whole lot left and the bookstore clerk said he figured they'd be gone by end of day today. I didn't bother asking if anyone wanted to come. The only person I know who *might* enjoy the music wouldn't have a clue who I was talking about. I'd rather go alone and know that I, at least, will appreciate it. I just have to figure out exactly where I'm going, LOL. I've never gone to this particular bar before. Most of the alt rock acts used to go to Stage Nine, but alas it closed in January. :-(

Aaaaand that's it. Nothing exciting here, folks. Keep scrollin' along...
 
 
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Tas
15 May 2005 @ 01:27 am
I feel like such a dork because I'm still totally excited by Angel's phone calls.  And of course it's partially because it was *Angel*, who I love dearly, but I couldn't really hear her much, lol.  What I could hear was Billie Joe talking and singing, and music and cheering behind that.  I remember telling Mel that I was trying to get a ticket to the GD concert anyway, even if I ended up paying through the nose for it (which thankfully I did not), because I hadn't felt this way about a band for a really long time, and I estimated since 15/16 or so.  I checked allmusic.com and in fact, I was thirteen when Bon Jovi's Slippery When Wet officially came out, and of course there were singles released long before that.  That band, and that album, led to me forming a bond with a girl at camp who a few years later was my best friend throughout high school when we ended up at the same HS.  So for me to feel this way about American Idiot and Green Day is HUGE - especially because it's been almost twenty years since the last time!  (Ouch, lol.)  My favourite band for the last 5 years has been matchbox twenty, and they still are sharing that title, but even MTYTYA (my fave album of theirs) didn't quite incite the same kind of visceral reaction for me as AI does. 

And maybe that's in part b/c I'm in a completely different emotional space than I was when Mad Season and even MTYTYA came out.  midwest_punk and Anne have been throwing music at me for the last few months and I'm finding that what I'm gravitating towards is a lot edgier and, well, angrier than in the past.  I keep joking that I seem to have found my inner bitch, lol, but in a way it's true.  I've developed an attitude that says I'm me and if you don't like it, fuck off.  That's something I never had before.  You're supposed to do all that attitudinal stuff in your teens, lol, and I just didn't.  I can think of one whole weekend that qualified as open rebellion and that was really about it, sadly.  I used to be that person who everyone else walked over, and I just took it.  When we went on the ski trip and there was one too many people to stay in one room, I was the one who got shuffled over.  Same for 2 other trips, actually.  Stupid shit like that and I resented it but never said a word.  And then with A, of course, who constantly belittled me and made me feel like an incompetent idiot.  But I'm not that person anymore, and I don't doormat now.  It's taken me a long time to get to this point but here I am, and I make no apologies for being me.

Interestingly, I think that all of this is closely tied into why my screenname has become a truer expression of who I am than my given name is.  My given name is associated with all that shit that happened previously.  And of course, I don't intend or want to wash away my entire life from my memory or anything, but with becoming a different person, it has a deeply significant symbolism to also take a new name.  It's just something I've been thinking about since Anne posted the link to that article about HP fanfic on mugglenet.com, and the subsequent discussion about screennames and the like.  For all intents and purposes, I *am* Tas, regardless of my legal ID.  And more, I like being Tas.  It's almost as if I'm more ME than I have been forever.  Depression stole that from me--stole me, period.  Now that I've worked through all of that and come out on the other side, it's impossible to *not* be a different person.  I've lived through too much.  And at the very same time I've returned to who I was in the beginning, before everything began to go to hell.

Intense thoughts for this late at night, although that does seem to be when I get them, lol.  But hey, it all boils down to me being me being me!  And being obsessed with Green Day and Billie Joe Armstrong, LOL, which is what I had intended to post about when I started.  Side tracks are good too, though; who needs to be on the main roads all the time?  You miss all the good stuff that way. ;-)
 
 
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Tas
26 April 2005 @ 11:10 pm
From piper47 : "If there is at least one person in your life whom you consider a close friend, and whom you would not have met without the internet, post this sentence in your journal."

Where do I start???  LOL.  The people who once qualified as my "real-life friends" essentially disowned me when I got married, believing that I was making a mistake.  As it turned out, they were correct, but when I was young and desperately in love, none of them bothered even talking to me about it.  They stood up at my wedding and then gradually cut me out of their lives.  By the time A and I split up, they were all engaged or married and starting families...and still had no place for me.

Between my first post-grad job place going bankrupt, my next one being a long commute downtown, and then moving 1800 kms to a totally new city where I didn't know anyone except my parents, finding and keeping friends who live in close geographical proximity has been difficult.  Plus, it's not easy for me to make friends; I'm often too shy, at least in person.  Now that I'm settled into a steady job instead of temping all over the place, I'm at the beginning of that process with people I work with, who live in my city, and I'd say that so far I have one good friend, lol.  It's a work in progress. ;-)

But my best friends, the people I love dearly and consider an integral part of my life?  I met them all online. :D  Every last one of 'em.

cookie2697 and I technically met in person before we really became friends, lol (the same night Shannon and I met!).  But since then, Anne's camped on my couch while we toured Toronto when I was still living there, and helped me carry Ikea into the apartment LOL!  (Smooches to muffinkath7 and her sister for also helping, even though I'd only just met her sister hee.)  I camped on her couch last spring and we road-tripped up the California coast so I could see both her cities.  We'd drifted a little bit apart in recent months but at the core of it, Anne is one of the few people who I can go to and babble ridiculously about utter nonsense and somehow she gets it, and then it's all okay.  She just understands me on that level and I don't want to ever have to do without her.  Who the hell else could I have endless conversations about American Idiot with, who would actually understand what I'm talking about and even crazier, agree?!  Or road-trip with while cycling through the Matchbox Twenty albums in order and discussing them all?  (We need a GD road-trip now!)  Music partially defines our friendship b/c we're always talking about it, but it's only part of the package.  Anne's my chickiboo and my best friend.

mockingbird39 is just a force of nature, and I love her to pieces.  Talking to and being with Mel always makes my brain shake loose and my inner strength soar.  She is just such an incredibly inspirational person.  We generally manage at least one long weekend together a year, just hanging out and talking.   I'm going to see her this weekend and I could not BE more excited about it!!  I miss her terribly during her busy work times.

Man, I can't go on at this length about everybody or I'll be here all night, LOL.  Shortlisting it a little.

angela_o, muffinkath7, emluv, and janajoh are also beloved friends, as are several people not listed in LiveJournal: De, Blanca, Micha.  I treasure my time with all of these women, who are part of what I think of as my life-support group, lol.  As in, we support each other in our lives. :-)

Can't forget angelicus and strippedpink, my fellow admins and darlings at LOD.  Because of them I actually got into moderating after avoiding it like the plague for the last four years, lol.  Persuasive and wonderful. :D  Also excellent at handholding while I hyperventilate!

Other dear friends I've met through LOD or other message boards are my gutter child, midwest_punk; my art mentor and brain-sharer Liz aka LongTimeFan; and my Western half, Cris aka Lolita.  And new friends from LJ too: my over-caffeinated pixie linzeestyle, and my new/old knight in shining tiara, piper47!

And there are lots more lovely, lovely people too, who I enjoy chatting and exchanging emails with.

Um, yeah.  You'll notice that I am definitely, definitely a nickname kind of person...  lol.  Take it as a sign of love. :-)
 
 
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Tas
12 April 2005 @ 01:00 am
Anne is evil, but in a good way LOL.  Fun quiz, even if it does drive me batty when I KNOW I know the answer but it stubbornly refuses to climb out of the depths of my brain.  I mean, I could Google them, but that takes all the fun out of it!  This is why I did not and will never join up for Enigma at DAS, lol.  I'd rather sit behind the scenes with Ed and get all the answers unofficially. :D  What's strange is that I don't really think of myself as being competitive, but certain things apparently just get me going!

Another thoroughly unproductive evening.  I didn't even bother opening Word tonight.  Though I should, since I wrote another poem over the weekend and I haven't typed it out yet.  Actually, what I really should do is haul my sorry ass to dreamland, because there are things I need to do in the morning before work.  Like the stuff I had planned to do *this morning* before work, and didn't manage to drag myself out of bed in enough time to do, lol.  Mini slump, I suppose.  It happens.  Well, some of it is sort of a lingering constant, like the housework avoidance.  I'm going to get slapped upside the head soon if I don't improve that, and rightly so.  But since I'm talking and laughing and reveling in music, I'm thinking things ain't too bad. :-)

Oh, something funny happened at work today.  I guess Jeff knows me better even than I figured she did, lol.  Five months of chats will do that to ya.  Anyway, I muttered something at lunch along the lines of, "Is it the 19th yet?" and when I explained that Rob's CD is released that day, she started to laugh and said that she could guess what'd be glued to my ears for at least a month following.  Hmm.  I haven't even said anything to anyone at work about going to the concert, since I'm not really supposed to be taking the day off, lol, so she's basing this conclusion completely on prior gushing.  And possibly the printout of the lovely Rob wallpaper Liz made me for my birthday last year--pinned up right with the Green Day one she made me for this year, on my cubicle wall. :D  They look awesome.  I did reply that I'd have to at least take time out for minimum one daily revolution of American Idiot in its entirety.  Really, priorities!!!

And Jeff is obviously not my female friend's real name, LOL.  She's Jeff, I'm George, and Mutt is the invisible guy who's responsible for having done anything that might get us into trouble...  It's a running joke.  I think it started because she's going to come with me to Mardi Gras next year and we'll be staying at Fred's, who is also female, and she kept calling Fred, George, by accident, and transferred it to me.  And then someone brought up Mutt and Jeff, and we decided we needed a fall guy, LOL.  So Mutt is the one responsible whenever our manager's collection of stuffed pandas is rearranged...in a huddle...sunbathing with shades...having a drunken brawl...LOL.  I'm not a troublemaker, really.

Really! :D
 
 
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