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Name 10 things that bring you joy and tag 5 other people to do it!

1. Worlds finest chocolate bars
2. The beach
3. Sex and the City
4. Laughing
5. Cheerleading
6. Chyna's Buick
7. Mandorsil Fin
8. Amazing movies
9. Shows
10. Crespos

...TAGGED!
Anyone who happens to be as bored as myself at the moment

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Mr. Walters class is the epitome of boring. Now for some pros and cons.

+ I'm the new hostess with the mostess at Hops
+ They have damn good rolls.
+ Panic! at the Disco on Saturday, although I'm way more excited about The Academy is.
+ I learned all the words, I'll be singing along like a crazy women.
- I'm so tired, I haven't gotten more than 6 hours of sleep all week.
+ May 25 is approaching oh so quickly. (yes, I am graduating early.)
+ My Dad is considering Valencia.
+ Mandy wrote that Miami makes her happy. =)
+ Eric Moss took the break up on Valentines more smoothly this year.
- I'm fiending for a Red Bull.
+ Elizabeth got a new car, a silver beetle to be exact, meaning no more jonesing for rides.
- I have to wear a tie at hops & I couldn't find one that fit.
+ My Aunt Salva is down from the N.C
- Fighting = gay
+ My Chynita started driving as well.
+ Tumbling privates ;)
+ Cheerleading
- I have to wait till the 20th to start running tumbling.
+ The weather should be warming up, La Playa on Monday!
+/- Interims, they weren't bad but they could have been better.
+ Dinner tonight with my bitch <3
+ Grills
+ Paul Wall haha

<3 if you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud. Otherwise the moment just... Passes you by.

Jules

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Life has been going downhill for awhile..and the only thing left to do is crack up about it on the phone with Mandy and try to stop fucking up.

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The good news:

+ The Curriculum Fair went well and now it's over!
+ I'm getting along with my Maja
+ I've gotten to see Liz more than usual in the past couple weeks :)
+ As promised, I'm doing good in school.
+ My routine for cheerleading is almost all done (we have our music and everything)
+ Queer-Cat writing is over!
+ I'm getting along good with everyone around me (Mandy, Tony and Liz lol.)
+ Hugging Eric. (that's always good news) :)
+ The notebook comes out on DVD Febuary 8th
+ Might go visit Mandy next weekend..ROAD TRIP :: crosses fingers ::
+ I finally have my John lennon Chuck Taylors.
+ Death Cab for Cutie
+ I found someone besides Mandy and Liz who like Rocket Summer. I <3 Estee!
+ New Layout
+ I LOVE the Cure

and as you know with everything good comes some bad so here it is..the bad news....

- I still miss Mandy more than ever.
- Liz leaves for a week on friday.
- My dad thinks he's Hitler.
- I have a project due on Valentines Day.
- Mrs. Nesstorsen is Crazy.
- I miss Mandy...yea I know I already said this, but saying it once isn't enough..I really hope she comes down this weekend.
---- Things change :(

Well I guess that's it. I'm going to try and get started on my project. I'm doing it on "Boy meets world" so it can't be that bad. Right? right. Hopefully I get to see my Elizabeth Crespo today..I think I may kidnap Micheal Hamane so I can get some one on one time with Liz, you know, so we can fornicate. I kid, I kid.

<3 I swear I'll runaway with you <3

*Jules*

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Alright, I suppose this will be a quick update.

Winterbreak = lots and lots of fun. There was some bad but the bad I choose to forget. Nevermind, scratch that, to forget would be to not learn from my mistakes...so I take that back.

Shhh..don't tell anyone, I like Eric Moss alot, alot. :)

Oh yea I almost forgot my cousin came down for about a week and we had a lot of fun together. Even though she lives so far away when she comes down things start right where they left off.

"Time to die Gus"

"Where I go I hope there's RUM"

"gay, GAY, GAY"

"lova me now or lova me not"

Lol. I love her, Jimmy Buffet and Dave Chapelle.

My counsin and I were talking about the Sesame Street edition of the Chapelle show...

"You know I hate sesame street. The show teaches little kids to tease and ridicule other people. Oscar you're mean. Oscar you're a grouch. Fuck, you'd be a grouch too if you lived in a trash can. Oscars the poorest nigga on Sesame street."

It went something like that lol.

My New Years resolution was to become a better student..yes I know this sounds lame but it is very much needed. So this semester I'm going to be organized and I'm going to get straight "A's" Don't laugh, I know I'm a lazy procrastinator but it can be done.
Especially because I'm not taking math.

My new schedule is..

Biology I honors- I have like no friends in that class but I also have Mr. Marshalleck and I had him before for earth space so getting an "A" in this class should be a piece of cake.
Peer Counseling- Best class ever. I already love Mrs.Mucha
Leadership- Epstien has new pin striped pants,nuff said.
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English II honors- Mrs. Nesstorsen (sp?) Eric says she's hard but I'm usually good at english so boo ya.

I miss coo coo (that comes from nothing but love) Maloski, alot.
Tortellini and a movie night for sure. Movie: Garden state Food: tortellinis of course

Did I mention I saw Garden State? Well I did. I think I'm a little late on this because the rest of the free world seems to have already seen it..but if you haven't you should. It's a really good movie.

Just in case Liz reads this..I love you Liz. Lol Just kidding, its just I feel the need to say I love liz when I say anything about mandy..just so they know they are both equally loved. :)

Hell, I love everyone. I'm in a really good mood. But now that I've said that I've probably jinxed myself lol.

I guess this update was longer than expected but now It has come to an end..sad, I know.

<3 Shu..shut the fuck up

Jules

oh no! there is one more random topic I forgot to discuss.

Six words..Pet supermarket, Hamster, very big balls. (I hope supermarket is one word)

Ok its for real this time...Bye <3

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Christmas for me has been good. Matthew is here and that makes me happy...sucks having him gone all the time. I didn't get lots of stuff this year but the stuff I did get is way cool.

My dad got me two books..

of Mice and Men and one I had never heard of, Its called "the five people you meet in heaven." The title is pretty intriguing so I decided to ditch the family for a little and start it and so far its awesome. I also got a whole John Lennon collection with a full color book..its really nice. I actually happen to be listening to it right now. Its got quotes of his and the songs written in his handwriting which is so cool to me plus the fact that the music is amazing. There's a lot of acoustic recordings and thats wonderful.
My mom got me some clothes, some underwear and a digital camera. The digital camera is super nice and I love being able to take pictures and delete them if you think they came out bad lol. I'll definitely be using it when I go to Islands of Adventure with R.S.I I can't wait for that, its going to be so much fricken fun. I love them so much they don't even know.

With all the people surrounding me that I love I still feel a little emptiness somewhere inside and I can't pinpoint nor figure out why it's there....

I love you all. Happy Christmas :)

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I feel horrible and this effing fever won't go away.

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Hola Livejournal...I think it's safe to say I'm dying or that I've been "Mostly dead all day" (Princess bride is the best movie ever) I talked on the phone last night and then went to bed around 11 (I think) only to wake up at 4:00 a.m with a 102 degree fever. So I've basically been lying down or sleeping alllll day and it blows. My mom and Dad are both at work so I have no one to take care of me :( I must get better by friday! I'm determined.

Are the ladys in the clinic or student affairs or whatever you want to call it mean?..or is it just me?


Anyway I'm off to take a shower and then lay down again.

Comment if you'd like.

Oh yea and if you are sick..I feel your pain. Get better soon!


<3 Jules

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Don’t tryin asking
Cause I never know what to say
Except just everything
A few minutes later in the day
How come everybody else seems so happy
And have intelligent things to say
Cause you know that isn’t me
I think I’d be happy if it was a Saturday

And yeah if only it was Saturday, Saturday
Things would be better in every way, every way
And I would be ok

Cause then I would start
To try to find a way to say
Hey there you are
I need to find a way to be and sound smart
I need to find a way but man it’s so hard
I need to think it’s just not anything will do
I need to think this time
Just time for me and you
To be in phrase that I would always use
In the context like I belong to you

And yea if only it was Saturday, Saturday
Things would be better in every way, every way
And I would be ok
And yea if only it was Saturday, Saturday
Things would be better than was today, is today

I would surely say that
That I’d be here for you
And I hope that you’d be too
And I’ll tell the truth
Say that I need you
Yeah I do
But I know you might not come
But I need you everywhere
Take a breath and close my eyes
And just think about this and say

I need you please to save me
I wanna be your baby
I wanna see you and me
Together this Saturday

And yea if only it was Saturday, Saturday
Things would be better in every way, every way
And I would be ok
And yeah if only it was Saturday, Saturday
Things would be better than was today, is today
And I would surely say
All the times I’ve been afraid
Well I’m gonna make it this Saturday

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Schools been going by pretty slowly but it's all good because I try to make the best of it and have as much fun as possible without getting into too much trouble.

I can't wait till Christmas vacation...I started thinking about Christmas and everything when I was at Caity's house..She was celebrating Hannukuh, which is kind of Ironic because It made me think of Christmas.lol

While I was at her house she said the most Jewish thing ever..This one is definitely going down in the history books folks.

Caity (stressed and frustrated): "I still have to wrap my Hannukuah presents!"

That was one of my better laughs of today. lol.

Christmas break is going to be awesome. My brother is coming down and he didn't get to come down for thanksgiving, so I've missed him a lot. I'm also gonna have a lot of time to hang with R.S.I. Usually we are all super busy and it sucks going from seeing them every single day to being busy during the week and Mandy being so far away. And of course I get to hang out with Eric..It feels good to have him, especially during the holidays. :)

On a totally unrelated subject, My mom has been calling my name from downstairs in some weird foreign accent...she thinks she's funny. Parents = Gay, but, you gotta love em' even if they do constantly annoy you. Hmmm, Moving right along...

Liz's birthday in 6 days! She's turning 16..Yay for that, soon she will be able to drive me around. Her partay is in 4 days which excites me..its going to be mucho fun. I still have to get an outfit and her present, although I will not be able to top the gift from Mandy and I. It's going to be the best everrrr.

Well I think thats about all the updating I have for today.

How did it come to be
That you and I must be
Far away from each other every day?
Why must I spend my time
Filling up my mind
With facts and figures that never add up anyway?
They never add up anyway

No, I'd never make it through with out you around

love you all,
Jules

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Today was really frustrating..ya know? Just one of those days where you don't wanna wake up..Ok, enough with the Limp Biscuit lyrics. But honestly today had its really shitty moments...then again, I can't totally forget about the good stuff either. For one, I'm "grounded" and in the whole history of my life I really can't ever remember actually being grounded for real. This may sound odd..but it's the truth.

It all started this morning or rather last night when I had a dream and in my dream the next day was saturday..so as I'm being woken up..I suddenly realize "Damn, Its friday" and then the day began...

1st hour- Not too shabby...got to jamm out to the beatles so I can't complain there.

2nd hour- Drama..thats always pretty fun..unless you're stressing about math homework!

3rd hour- More Math homework! God, I am such a procrastinator. Anyway, Caity and I set up desks outside so we could actually get some work accomplished and in the midst of me stressing out, who happens to turn the corner?..Eric, of course. That made me very happy, actually it was probably one of the only things that made me happy all day. :)

4th hour- I don't want to talk about it. Lets just say it wasn't good.

and then I come home to my mother yelling at me for just about everything she could possibly think of. Sorry Caity for having to deal with my yelling. lol. And yes ladies and gentlemen this brings me to where I was at the beginning of this entry...Grounded, so consumed in boredness I actually updated my livejournal.


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Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
Yea, you found me.

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Homecoming week and homecoming was a lot of fun, now that it's over everything seems to be going back to normal, which sucks.

Why can't anything good in my life be constant? Why do things have to change?
Mandys in Melbourne, Sean is leaving and I wasn't even able to say goodbye & Liz is always busy. Getting through school today was quite a task, considering I went in crying. I hate the stupid cycle we're all forced to go through: wake up, go to school, come home, go to sleep, wake up, go to school..It never ends. The weekend comes and goes and then It starts all over. I just want summer back, Its a little late for that,I know,but I miss not worrying about anything. "You sleep all day and stay up all night" My mom put it quite nicely lol..thats seriously the way things should be. I just feel time slipping away and I hate it. I need a good hug. lol.

Anyway, today is election day. I hope Kerry wins. Although, I don't like Bush, this is not why I want Kerry to win. I want Kerry to win because if he doesn't my dad will be in the worst mood. I can just see it now..."Juliane, Do ya know what this means for your future?","Juliane, you can't eat tuna anymore, Its poisoned with mercury." My dad seriously believes he is Kerrys campaign manager and it is so annoying. We'll be in walgreens and he'll randomly start handing out Kerry flyers. Lets put it to you this way when I ask my dad for money he almost always bitches about how he is going to go broke, yet today I walk outside to find a white van that he rented in order to transport voters to the election. All I have to say is, God help me if Bush wins.

John Mayer, I love you, you relax me.

In closing, Homecoming was worth it, School needs to die, summer needs to be ressurected,Kerry needs to win, and John mayer needs to continue being wonderful.


<3 and thats the way this wheel keeps working now.

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You got a phone, pick it up, call me


How come we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
And I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grape vine we even beefin now
After all the years we been down
Aint no way no how, this bullshit can't be true
We family and aint a damn thing changed, unless it's you

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Julie has a math test..therefor Julie is not in math class. However, Julie is in the library. Why am I referring to myself in the third person?

Anyway, tommorow is twin day, Caitlyn and I are going to be twins. We have to make shirts! "Partners in Crime"

This week is going to be fun but very stressful. I have to get all the stuff for the dress up days & the finishing touches for my homecoming dress. And I also have to get my nails done.

I miss Liz & Mandy.I don't know why, but I feel the need to say this every entry. What can I say, whenever we don't get to hang out I miss them.

This weekend was good. My brother is down from tallahasse & recooperating from his former emoness. I never get to hang out with him so him being down is a definite plus. I also hung out with Chloe, who I hadn't hung out with in awhile. On saturday the russians called me from the spill canvas show in West palm. I heard him play "the tide" & "all hail the heartbreaker" But the best by far was hearing Nick say "Hey Julie" on the microphone. I had to hold myself back from cheering like the rest of the crowd because I was on the phone. lol Liz also got me an autographed poster.

Seans should be arriving today and we get to hang out. :) Hopefully Liz will come too.

Well, as always I don't have much to say so I'll be going.

<33 Jules.

Finally got my homecoming dress! : ] ...I'm excited lol.