RileyWolfTX
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A Quick Note:
I am a high-functioning Autistic (Asperger's Syndrom), and was undiagnosed growing up. As such, I was not barred from military service, and after two consecutive tours in the Middle East I have returned with combat-related complex-PTSD. I have a service dog who helps me deal with my issues stemming from both of these things, and a very supportive chosen family. Due to my unique brain wiring and medical issues, I have a tendancy to be over-talkative on subjects I have been or am obsessed with and I regularly fail to read or misread social cues which ends up making things awkward.
How I Identify on the Human Sexuality Spectrum:
After much thought and consideration, I chose to come out the day before San Antonio Pride 2018 as bi-gender (both male & female). For now I am still identifying as demi-sexual, pan-everything else, however that may change over time as I work through things. I am no longer attempting to distance myself from anything female, and am accepting myself as I am. With this in mind, I have chosen to shave my beard, and attempt to present myself in a more androgynous fashion. I see myself as both male and female, equally, and at the same time. I think a more androgynous look befits how I feel inside, and I hope over time to accomplish this with ever increasing success.
Like many, I grew up in a household where I was not allowed to question my gender or sexual orientation. When I tried to question these things I was quickly instilled with such a fear of these thoughts to the extent that I actually feared abandonment by my family if I entertained these thoughts any further.
A few years ago I began to re-examin how I felt about my sexuality, and came to calling myself demi-sexual, pan-everything else because I felt safe with this lable. While I may still feel this way, in light of my recent processing of some very strong feelings and emotions regarding my gender identity I am now revisiting my evaluation of my sexual orientation as well. It is unlikely this will change, however I feel it requires some re-evaluation.
I also identify as polyamerous. I do have a girlfriend, and I do (and I will continue to) share all information with her regarding any new relationship I become involved in. She is currently overseas, so meetings with her will (for the time being) be done over Skype. My girlfriend and I both believe that it is possible, and indeed healthy, to love, and be in a loving relationship with multiple people.
About Who I Am:
I am a generally laid-back individual, who prefers compromise and a peaceful solution to fighting. That doesn't mean I avoid a fight if it is necessary, but I find most conflicts can be resolved without things getting out of hand.
I am an introvert, and I prefer calm and quiet most of the time. I consider my home to be my sanctuary. It is where I find my zen and recover the energy spent dealing with society while away from home. This doesn't mean I am anti-social, though at times my PTSD will cause me to come across that way. In reality, I enjoy the company of others provided I have a regular opportunity to find peace and quiet and “recharge".
My personal core values are honesty, integrity, and loyalty. These things drive everything I do. My entire worldview is based on these. Sometimes I'm a bit less than tactful when I'm honest, and that is rarely intentional. I will always take responsibility for my actions, even if the consequences are negative; in my opinion, that's just part of being an adult. While it generally takes some time to earn my trust and loyalty, once earned rarely if ever is it rescinded. I have been called loyal to a fault, and I feel that there are worse ways to be described.
This is only a brief overview of me, and like any other human being on the planet I'm rather complicated (especially the more you get to know me). I am a generally friendly person, and if you'd like to know more about me please feel free to send me a message, or to introduce yourself at an event.
I am a high-functioning Autistic (Asperger's Syndrom), and was undiagnosed growing up. As such, I was not barred from military service, and after two consecutive tours in the Middle East I have returned with combat-related complex-PTSD. I have a service dog who helps me deal with my issues stemming from both of these things, and a very supportive chosen family. Due to my unique brain wiring and medical issues, I have a tendancy to be over-talkative on subjects I have been or am obsessed with and I regularly fail to read or misread social cues which ends up making things awkward.
How I Identify on the Human Sexuality Spectrum:
After much thought and consideration, I chose to come out the day before San Antonio Pride 2018 as bi-gender (both male & female). For now I am still identifying as demi-sexual, pan-everything else, however that may change over time as I work through things. I am no longer attempting to distance myself from anything female, and am accepting myself as I am. With this in mind, I have chosen to shave my beard, and attempt to present myself in a more androgynous fashion. I see myself as both male and female, equally, and at the same time. I think a more androgynous look befits how I feel inside, and I hope over time to accomplish this with ever increasing success.
Like many, I grew up in a household where I was not allowed to question my gender or sexual orientation. When I tried to question these things I was quickly instilled with such a fear of these thoughts to the extent that I actually feared abandonment by my family if I entertained these thoughts any further.
A few years ago I began to re-examin how I felt about my sexuality, and came to calling myself demi-sexual, pan-everything else because I felt safe with this lable. While I may still feel this way, in light of my recent processing of some very strong feelings and emotions regarding my gender identity I am now revisiting my evaluation of my sexual orientation as well. It is unlikely this will change, however I feel it requires some re-evaluation.
I also identify as polyamerous. I do have a girlfriend, and I do (and I will continue to) share all information with her regarding any new relationship I become involved in. She is currently overseas, so meetings with her will (for the time being) be done over Skype. My girlfriend and I both believe that it is possible, and indeed healthy, to love, and be in a loving relationship with multiple people.
About Who I Am:
I am a generally laid-back individual, who prefers compromise and a peaceful solution to fighting. That doesn't mean I avoid a fight if it is necessary, but I find most conflicts can be resolved without things getting out of hand.
I am an introvert, and I prefer calm and quiet most of the time. I consider my home to be my sanctuary. It is where I find my zen and recover the energy spent dealing with society while away from home. This doesn't mean I am anti-social, though at times my PTSD will cause me to come across that way. In reality, I enjoy the company of others provided I have a regular opportunity to find peace and quiet and “recharge".
My personal core values are honesty, integrity, and loyalty. These things drive everything I do. My entire worldview is based on these. Sometimes I'm a bit less than tactful when I'm honest, and that is rarely intentional. I will always take responsibility for my actions, even if the consequences are negative; in my opinion, that's just part of being an adult. While it generally takes some time to earn my trust and loyalty, once earned rarely if ever is it rescinded. I have been called loyal to a fault, and I feel that there are worse ways to be described.
This is only a brief overview of me, and like any other human being on the planet I'm rather complicated (especially the more you get to know me). I am a generally friendly person, and if you'd like to know more about me please feel free to send me a message, or to introduce yourself at an event.