well then...this should be fun. im that kind of class A fuck up that you see lonley because of my own minor...okay and major problems  that ive brought opon myself. my first mate was heart broken because of me the second one same damn thing. the first one i started doing alot of drugs again and left him he actually started writing a story about us called fell and blue even after i hurt him you should read it it'll be good he has talent in that and many more fields....and we could have lasted forever but ya my falt not his...second one i hurt again this time it was simply because of me not having my head on strait. had alot of problems yada yada yada but i would like to start anew here soon i hope. ill be writing stories from here on out because i now have alot of them heh there very sad for the most part but hey im writing about events in MY life...the one ive fucked up...ya itll be sad but hey ill put a few laughs in there ya and by the time im done who knows i might actually be good enough to get that happy ending you all love to see...basicly im looking for another chance a chance to right the wrong and a chance to improve on myself and if you can look past how badly ive fucked up in the past and say hi...well hi:3