I consider my self a Therian wolf, but I don't really like the definition of it since , I don't shape shift as wolf, I am not transforming into a wolf, the moon do not influence me to be wolf or not, I am wolf always wolf 24/24 - 365 1/4 day.

But then why I don't walk on 4 and behave totally as a wolf? because I was granted this human form, I can talk think and do things that as wolf I can't do, why? I don't know why...I wish I knew.

I make wolf costume to peace a little my mind, I commision some too, I feel I'm a wolf all my soul, all my spirit, but I feel sometime I was punish somewhat to be a human, or I just don't know what is my goal here into this human form, when I wear this costume I know it's totally fake, I see it this way, imagine someone who had lost his arm or a member, he wear a fake arm or member even if he know it's fake and sometime even useless , he wear it to feel more completed, I wear the wolf costume in such manner, I know it's totally fake but I feel somewhat a little more wolf and completed...if there was a way for me to be totally real wolf with some kind of DNA manipulation, I would probably sign for it right now.

For me family is the most important thing there is to be, I lost my mom in 2002 and I still miss her badly...I light a candle in her memory every day ever since too, now my Dad is very sick, he as a chronic obstructive pulmonary desease (c.o.p.d.) so I care for him all I can, he;s on oxygene home 24/24, the most difficult for me is to see him slowly get wose and I can't do nothing about it.

I'm strait, I have no mate, never had any Wolf-lady in my life yet, but I hope one will walk my path one day, only male had offer to get out with me so far, I even though that it was the only way I was going to have love, and did tried to get out with a male, but I wasn't able to do anything, I wasn't happy even if I was trying to be, I wasn't able to give him the love he was hopping for and deserved, I am strait and I can't change my nature, I was sadly looking only for the attention and presence, and it all end that I hurt someone feelings very badly and lost a very good friend too with this, I just hope he will ever forgive me one day for this.

I am also a furry, but the word furry for me mean game, there is so many different definition for the word furry, depending of who you ask, but for me, the furry is a role play game, when I wear exemple my bears ; deer ; dog or one of the many character costume I created in fursuit, then I play a role, it's only for good fun , it's a role play furry game then to me, but when I put the Wolf costume, even if I put my toony wolf one, for me it's not a furry game then,it's as I explain before, me wearing a wolf costume to feel more compleated and not looking human, I don't play wolf, I won't behave like i am totally wolf like you see in the nature, I'm me as me, I am still talking and behaving as if I wasn't wearing the costume, since I am still me, the wolf soul into a human beign who as the human abilities.

So that's who I am basically, thank you to have took the time to read.

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