ErythWolf
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It's strange to reflect in the past and consider how time has passed and life has changed. I first joined this site years ago when I was looking for friendship and to try to solidify my strange new interest, where I was a wolf, where I was something different, and strong. It was amazing meeting people with this same interest and fun to explore the enticing personalities of the people I'd met. But I also learned that like all places, this was a place with drama. I had a close friend, and though I didn't mean to, I let him down. Ever since, I've been stuck in the past, thinking of where it all went wrong. I obviously moved on, but sometimes I wonder what could have been if we still talked, if we had managed to work things out.
Some time has passed since then. I no longer see myself as a wolf, and to connect further with my personality, and body size, I find myself identifying as a coyote these days. I'm 5'6, 24 years old, and live in Southern California. I'm in love with a guy that makes me happy and we're going on to our 4th year together. Despite some set backs in my life and goals, things are well. I'm happy.
And yet, 6 years ago, when my friendship with my close friend ended, I cut all ties and links to these people.
...Yet even now their memory persists.
Even now, I wonder how their fates went on, and how things went for them. I find myself wanting to seek them out. My boyfriend is from the same state as the old friend of mine, you see. Perhaps I'll look him up. I'll most likely be blocked again, but curiosity is a fickle thing. They say it killed the cat, but lesser known is that satisfaction brought it back.
Anyways, I'm back. And taking back all I can take and deserve. Wish me luck and strength.
Some time has passed since then. I no longer see myself as a wolf, and to connect further with my personality, and body size, I find myself identifying as a coyote these days. I'm 5'6, 24 years old, and live in Southern California. I'm in love with a guy that makes me happy and we're going on to our 4th year together. Despite some set backs in my life and goals, things are well. I'm happy.
And yet, 6 years ago, when my friendship with my close friend ended, I cut all ties and links to these people.
...Yet even now their memory persists.
Even now, I wonder how their fates went on, and how things went for them. I find myself wanting to seek them out. My boyfriend is from the same state as the old friend of mine, you see. Perhaps I'll look him up. I'll most likely be blocked again, but curiosity is a fickle thing. They say it killed the cat, but lesser known is that satisfaction brought it back.
Anyways, I'm back. And taking back all I can take and deserve. Wish me luck and strength.