Fur real...
I've let my reasonings & the following actions play out for all to see
Friends have died, family has turned a blind eye to the result
I'd rather have been alone while they pretend such following was any different than a cult
It bothers me when other don't see the basics, the reasons to stop talking & keep walking
Their social understanding is very much non-existent, saddening & maddening all the same
For a face clueless, it fills me as another person, with heavy-hearted shame
We grow differently, but share so much
Painful it is others don't learn, don't have the chance for such a mentally caring touch
One-sided, but claiming to see the world round
The look of doubt they have, what they never realize is deafening to see with no sound
I've noticed a sad lacking of such reasoning among friends I call fellow furs
The fandom has at times, too much for me to stomach in crystal clear reflections
To see, somewhat understanding, different by miles of easily shown neglections
How I wish I could share reasonings with proof to change the numbers staggering in red
Though, I know, such shattering of self-reassured fantasies, delusions, would leave many broken, crying in their bed
I have no high hopes for the furry fans world round
I only have expectations of a roller coaster out of control, only stopping when it hits the ground
In this, there's relaxed thoughts for better places
For now, I cherish however I can, sometimes smiling faces...
Cheers to those who aren't in the dark claiming bright lights with a single spark
Delusions fine for a dream, but life is more than such a moment, a flash of what could of been
I hope to see less shadows from those who walk beside me, who wake, in such a time, maybe I'll see you then...
---Thanks for reading---
---Always---
But seriously, this is my life. In detail.