[i]Because it won't be returned.[/i]
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I've had a problem for a long time of thinking I couldn't love. Then thinking I could. I finally realized that I can love for about a month. Then spend forever figuring out if I hate their very existence or cherish them. An answer I never find. It's a constant cycle of infatuation and hatred which ends up hurting other people even if they did nothing wrong.
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Art and character (c) Cervides/Magicien