disney ϟ belle and the beast

Let's try an undrunk post!!!

But only because I have to go to work in two and a half hours, let's be honest here. Also because it is 11:30 AM.

Anyway HEY I guess I mostly wanted to post about how my life is different now. LET'S CATCH UP THEN I GUESS???
January through July was still MAGICAL DEPRESSION HOUR so there is honestly not much to report. Spent an unacceptable amount of time indoors, an unacceptable amount of time in bed, an unacceptable amount of time yelling at myself to get out of bed. There were lots of highlights, though! But I would rather break down the entire year in separate entries because I've decided to stop giving a fuck about how I come off on my own personal blog and actually WRITE thing here. Yes.

IN SUMMATION, in 2012 I lost lots of things I cared about -- people, the last remaining bits of my faith, my pride in some ways, my sense of security, fifteen pounds (which I later gained back and lost and gained back and lost and so on, fuckin bodies are weird), and a lot of things precious to me. But I gained freedom and so far that has been the most valuable thing in my entire life. 2012 has really been one of, if not THE most important year of my life.

For reference though, I now live in North Carolina with my sister, am the POS Coordinator at a retail-ish store here, am 21 years old wooooo getting my drink on, and feel more like myself than I have in three years or so which is a GREAT feeling and yeah i'm bored of writing now
disney ϟ wonderland pink

Safe Place Post

Nabbed this from kaelakaelakaela because it is lovely.

This post is public. The comments will be screened. I will link it to my user info so that you will be able to find it when you need it. The purpose of this post is to vent and I will listen. Maybe we're very close or maybe we're not, but it doesn't matter because I will still listen all the same. You can say whatever you want: you can cry, you can complain, you can ask for advice, you can get off your chest something that has been weighing on you, you can ramble on and on randomly just for a distraction, or anything else you want to say. I will not judge, but rather celebrate in the fact that I am being trusted with a secret. I will not tell anyone what you say in this post and there's nothing that you can't tell me. I will be happy to PM or email you a response, just let me know your preference.

Also, if you feel like LJ comments aren't cutting it, you can contact me using

LJ private messaging obviously!
AIM: alasynnchains - if I am online, I am on AIM. Just let me know your screen name.
e-mail: [email protected] same here. If I am online, I have my e-mail open.

You guys should never have to feel like there's no one who will listen. Hopefully this post will prevent that from ever happening. ♥