As a friend, I really think you need to stop drinking, not even cut back. It sounds like you have a lot of emotions that you need to deal with, and I don't think drinking is working for you. I know it would be hard, but I honestly think that it would be an improvement. I am worried about you and your emotional state.
You can have virgin drinks when you go out for the social aspect of it, but you shouldn't rely on alcohol in order to have fun. You have a long life ahead of you, and you really should work on learning to connect with people without alcohol.
You need to move away from your family soon if they are really saying those kinds of things to you. You need to start to care about yourself and your self esteem and you need to be in a healthy place to do that.
I really recommend setting some goals on how to start changing things around so you are happier. You deserve it, and you can't let anyone convince you otherwise. Keep your head up and smile. It works wonders.
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