Going back to therapy

I’m going to be starting therapy with a new person this week and I’m equal parts excited and nervous. I’m looking forward to having space to process and think through things but also feel nervous that talking about things is going to make them harder. I am looking forward to it though, and happy to have access to it.

My mom came to visit last week and that was good. I miss being near her and my siblings… She started getting teary when she was leaving and it surprised me. It makes me sad to think about it. She’s so sweet and I’m so thankful that I get to have time with her that isn’t compromised by my dad.

I’m sleepy and don’t want to get myself all upset since I need to go to bed soon so I’ll pause here.