"fuck you, silver. rot in hell alone, since you obviously don't want any friends." ...guess I deserved that. Don't know what else I was expecting, with what I posted.  You said you were trying to offer support, but if this is your first reaction to a hurt girl "yelling" at you via AIM? You didn't have much support to give, apparently. I didn't want hugs, or coddling, or any of that kind of thing. I wanted logic; someone to tell me I'm getting off light compared to others, compared to the rest of the world. I needed someone to smack the sense into me, TK, not love.

But if that's the way you reacted...I guess you didn't have any left to give. And that's fine. I understand that. It was fun; roleplaying the Vincent to your Kairi. Now I just have to move on. We both do. I'm not letting you chase me off, no matter how many people you send after me to call me a bitch. I've left that game; you'll get another Vincent. This is just something I have to do for myself.

I tell my sister she has to stand up for herself; to get up and keep moving forward no matter what life throws her way. It's my turn now.

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

snagged from sibilantmacabre

More like everyone on it~ <3333333 You're amazing, each and every one of you. /hugs/

Posted an apology to Discedo as a whole on my old main when I introed as Nate. Finally got the nerve to check the comments on it tonight....they may just be lying or acting, but...the ones that commented don't seem to be mad, or angry.

I haven't felt this relieved since God knows when. I'm an emotionally over-reactive bitch, but this has been a weight on my shoulders since July. And now it's finally been lifted. Maybe 2010 won't end on such a bad note after all.


...my priorities are just so screwed up it's not even funny.

Pick 10 people you roleplay. Don't look at the questions before you've made your list.

1. Zack
2. Lightning
3. Hitsugaya
4. Bitty!Sora
5. Kairi
6. Kirk
7. Cortana
8. Prince
9. Ed
10. Auron
( xDDCollapse )

It's official. My Hitsugaya muse is just...dead. Flown the coop, busted himself out, he's dead and buried now. I dunno. Maybe it's my fear of returning to Discedo with a different character, or how much it hurt to watch him fall like that in 293, or whatever else the reason could be. But it's been a long time coming, too. He'd been dying since June, so I guess this was the downfall that I was expecting. Maybe another day he'll come back, but damn...I really did like playing him.

In better news, though, Route 29's Anon-Meme made me realize how much I love it there. Lightning is generally rather withdrawn, but at Route she doesn't have a choice but to get involved with Team Shota and Rise, and that's all but forcing her from her shell. I love it; with the exception of Paradise Lost, I've never felt more at home in a game.

And Dear Mun? Made me realize I've been spoiled by Jay's Sephiroth. Dear God, that other Sephiroth just....urgh. /headdesk/ The AU idea his mun had? Great, similar to Nibelheim Never Happened, but Sephiroth himself? Yeah no. Paradise spoiled me so badly, and I don't care.


Also, NOTE TO SELF: Get that damned moodtheme installed. /busy busy busy