{"@attributes":{"version":"2.0"},"channel":{"title":"The Divine Flame Goddess and her Cow","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/","description":"The Divine Flame Goddess and her Cow - LiveJournal.com","lastBuildDate":"Sat, 30 Apr 2011 19:44:21 GMT","generator":"LiveJournal \/ LiveJournal.com","image":{"url":"https:\/\/l-userpic.livejournal.com\/37013561\/4699698","title":"The Divine Flame Goddess and her Cow","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/","width":"94","height":"77"},"item":[{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/15390.html","pubDate":"Sat, 30 Apr 2011 19:44:21 GMT","title":"quotes","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/15390.html","description":"So I was reading a story and came across a really cool quote from a dancer.  But of course she is so much more than a dancer.  Just wanted to share a few!<br \/><br \/>Living is a form of not being sure, not knowing what next or how. The moment you know how, you begin to die a little. <br \/>Agnes de Mille <br \/><br \/><br \/>No trumpets sound when the important decisions of our life are made. Destiny is made known silently. <br \/>Agnes de Mille <br \/><br \/><br \/>The creative urge is the demon that will not accept anything second rate. <br \/>Agnes de Mille <br \/><br \/><br \/>The universe lies before you on the floor, in the air, in the mysterious bodies of your dancers, in your mind. From this voyage no one returns poor or weary. <br \/>Agnes de Mille <br \/><br \/><br \/>And the one I live most by:<br \/>To dance is to be out of yourself. Larger, more beautiful, more powerful. This is power, it is glory on earth and it is yours for the taking. <br \/>Agnes de Mille <br \/><br \/><br \/>Hope you were enriched by her as I was after reading more about a wonderful talented woman!","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/15390.html?view=comments#comments","category":"quotes"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/15313.html","pubDate":"Sat, 30 Apr 2011 14:59:08 GMT","title":"Writer's Block: It's always summer","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/15313.html","description":"I would pick Fall oddly enough.  It is the tail end of summer, so still very warm days but the nights are starting to get cool and of course that means...blankets!!!<br \/><br \/>I love sleeping with the slightest nip in the air.<br \/><br \/>Plus there is an explosion of colors in the air and all around.  Homes start to be saturated in smells, hearty filling smells and the family gathers back together around a dinner table.","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/15313.html?view=comments#comments","category":"writer's block"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/15070.html","pubDate":"Fri, 21 Jan 2011 15:43:30 GMT","title":"AAAARRRGGGHHH Why do I work the field I do?","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/15070.html","description":"So I've come to the conclusion that 1-I should never work full time 5 days in a row ( I grow very irritable and cruel) 2 - I don't think I can take LOUD older folks.  Right now I am listening to a of my residents screaming in pain and after 30min solid the only thing I want to do is say, \"It's your daughter's fault and probably all in your head!\"<br \/><br \/>Horrible.  That God for Friday.  I somehow gather back my sympathy and smiles over the weekend...only to have the bloodsucking, soulless people (only some of them, but don't they always have a way of coloring everything?) steal it away during the week.<br \/><br \/>I need ways to uplift myself!  Wonder if anyone has any?","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/15070.html?view=comments#comments","category":"what a day!~work"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/14816.html","pubDate":"Wed, 20 Oct 2010 10:32:45 GMT","title":"Spirit Day","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/14816.html","description":"Originally posted by <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"neo_prodigy\" lj:user=\"neo_prodigy\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/neo-prodigy.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/neo-prodigy.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>neo_prodigy<\/b><\/a><a class=\"i-ljuser-badge i-ljuser-badge--pro\" data-badge-type=\"pro\" data-placement=\"bottom\" data-pro-badge data-pro-badge-type=\"1\" data-is-raw hidden href=\"#\"><span class=\"i-ljuser-badge__icon\"><svg class=\"svgicon\" width=\"25\" height=\"16\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" viewBox=\"0 0 33 24\"><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M19.326 11.95c0 2.01 1.47 3.45 3.48 3.45 2.02 0 3.49-1.44 3.49-3.45 0-2.01-1.47-3.45-3.49-3.45-2.01 0-3.48 1.44-3.48 3.45Zm5.51 0c0 1.24-.8 2.19-2.03 2.19-1.23 0-2.02-.95-2.02-2.19 0-1.25.79-2.19 2.02-2.19s2.03.94 2.03 2.19ZM7.92 15.28H6.5V8.61h3.12c1.45 0 2.24.98 2.24 2.15 0 1.16-.8 2.15-2.24 2.15h-1.7v2.37Zm1.51-3.62c.56 0 .98-.35.98-.9 0-.56-.42-.9-.98-.9H7.92v1.8h1.51ZM18.3802 15.28h-1.63l-1.31-2.37h-1.04v2.37h-1.42V8.61h3.12c1.39 0 2.24.91 2.24 2.15 0 1.18-.74 1.81-1.46 1.98l1.5 2.54Zm-2.49-3.62c.57 0 1-.34 1-.9s-.43-.9-1-.9h-1.49v1.8h1.49Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M2 8c0-2.20914 1.79086-4 4-4h20.5c2.2091 0 4 1.79086 4 4v7.9c0 2.2091-1.7909 4-4 4H6c-2.20914 0-4-1.7909-4-4V8Zm4-2.5h20.5C27.8807 5.5 29 6.61929 29 8v7.9c0 1.3807-1.1193 2.5-2.5 2.5H6c-1.38071 0-2.5-1.1193-2.5-2.5V8c0-1.38071 1.11929-2.5 2.5-2.5Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/a><\/span> at <a href=\"http:\/\/neo-prodigy.livejournal.com\/866100.html\" target=\"_blank\">Spirit Day<\/a><div class=\"\">&nbsp;<img alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/i87.photobucket.com\/albums\/k145\/kshandra\/spirit_day.png\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>It&rsquo;s been decided. On October 20th, 2010, we will wear purple in honor of the 6 gay boys who committed suicide in recent weeks\/months due to homophobic abuse in their homes at at their schools. Purple represents Spirit on the LGBTQ flag and that&rsquo;s exactly what we&rsquo;d like all of you to have with you: spirit. Please know that times will get better and that you will meet people who will love you and respect you for who you are, no matter your sexuality. Please wear purple on October 20th. Tell your friends, family, co-workers, neighbors and schools.<br \/><br \/>RIP Tyler Clementi, Seth Walsh (top)<br \/>RIP Justin Aaberg, Raymond Chase (middle)<br \/>RIP Asher Brown and Billy Lucas. (bottom)<br \/><br \/>REBLOG to spread a message of love, unity and peace.<br \/><br \/><br \/><form method=\"GET\"><input type=\"hidden\" name=\"repost\" value=\"http:\/\/neo-prodigy.livejournal.com\/866100.html\" \/><input type=\"submit\" value=\"Post this to your journal!\" \/> <\/form><\/div>","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/14816.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/14353.html","pubDate":"Sat, 02 Oct 2010 23:26:46 GMT","title":"Spirit Day","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/14353.html","description":"Originally posted by <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"neo_prodigy\" lj:user=\"neo_prodigy\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/neo-prodigy.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/neo-prodigy.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>neo_prodigy<\/b><\/a><a class=\"i-ljuser-badge i-ljuser-badge--pro\" data-badge-type=\"pro\" data-placement=\"bottom\" data-pro-badge data-pro-badge-type=\"1\" data-is-raw hidden href=\"#\"><span class=\"i-ljuser-badge__icon\"><svg class=\"svgicon\" width=\"25\" height=\"16\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" viewBox=\"0 0 33 24\"><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M19.326 11.95c0 2.01 1.47 3.45 3.48 3.45 2.02 0 3.49-1.44 3.49-3.45 0-2.01-1.47-3.45-3.49-3.45-2.01 0-3.48 1.44-3.48 3.45Zm5.51 0c0 1.24-.8 2.19-2.03 2.19-1.23 0-2.02-.95-2.02-2.19 0-1.25.79-2.19 2.02-2.19s2.03.94 2.03 2.19ZM7.92 15.28H6.5V8.61h3.12c1.45 0 2.24.98 2.24 2.15 0 1.16-.8 2.15-2.24 2.15h-1.7v2.37Zm1.51-3.62c.56 0 .98-.35.98-.9 0-.56-.42-.9-.98-.9H7.92v1.8h1.51ZM18.3802 15.28h-1.63l-1.31-2.37h-1.04v2.37h-1.42V8.61h3.12c1.39 0 2.24.91 2.24 2.15 0 1.18-.74 1.81-1.46 1.98l1.5 2.54Zm-2.49-3.62c.57 0 1-.34 1-.9s-.43-.9-1-.9h-1.49v1.8h1.49Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M2 8c0-2.20914 1.79086-4 4-4h20.5c2.2091 0 4 1.79086 4 4v7.9c0 2.2091-1.7909 4-4 4H6c-2.20914 0-4-1.7909-4-4V8Zm4-2.5h20.5C27.8807 5.5 29 6.61929 29 8v7.9c0 1.3807-1.1193 2.5-2.5 2.5H6c-1.38071 0-2.5-1.1193-2.5-2.5V8c0-1.38071 1.11929-2.5 2.5-2.5Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/a><\/span> at <a href=\"http:\/\/neo-prodigy.livejournal.com\/866100.html\" target=\"_blank\">Spirit Day<\/a><div class=\"\">&nbsp;<img alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/4e95a23422383e3023c43fb9e031f50d95dec85239863b5ecf8d5a605a8ab6b9\/P2WlxyVijxKgh2tm8clVVkMdsf-ah7h0jRvMSrdXhtGd5w3Zl823RkkpDQhjC0BzulBqkGTQYRpcTHVbrkkq_U5Wk2LAadbUvQoergFmaA8:8IMyCqnyu9d62Pap26MokA\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>It&rsquo;s been decided. On October 20th, 2010, we will wear purple in honor of the 6 gay boys who committed suicide in recent weeks\/months due to homophobic abuse in their homes at at their schools. Purple represents Spirit on the LGBTQ flag and that&rsquo;s exactly what we&rsquo;d like all of you to have with you: spirit. Please know that times will get better and that you will meet people who will love you and respect you for who you are, no matter your sexuality. Please wear purple on October 20th. Tell your friends, family, co-workers, neighbors and schools.<br \/><br \/>RIP Tyler Clementi, Seth Walsh (top)<br \/>RIP Justin Aaberg, Raymond Chase (middle)<br \/>RIP Asher Brown and Billy Lucas. (bottom)<br \/><br \/>REBLOG to spread a message of love, unity and peace.<br \/><br \/><br \/><form method=\"GET\"><input type=\"hidden\" name=\"repost\" value=\"http:\/\/neo-prodigy.livejournal.com\/866100.html\" \/><input type=\"submit\" value=\"Post this to your journal!\" \/> <\/form><\/div>","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/14353.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/14329.html","pubDate":"Wed, 15 Sep 2010 15:41:34 GMT","title":"Meme","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/14329.html","description":"So I promised edom I would when I filled her's out so here we go!!  And I would love to have people comment!<br \/><br \/>01. Your middle name, or explain your chosen name:<br \/>02. Mental age:<br \/>03. Single or taken:<br \/>04. Favorite book:<br \/>05. Favorite song or album:<br \/>06. What do you believe is your calling in life? Your greatest passion?<br \/>07. What's your worst recurring nightmare\/biggest fear?<br \/>08. Faith, have you any? And if so, what, and if not, why not?:<br \/>09. Do we know each other outside of LJ? Do we want to?<br \/>10. What's your philosophy on life?<br \/>11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?<br \/>12. Would you tell me something painful if it was in my best interest?<br \/>13. What is your favorite memory of us?<br \/>14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?<br \/>15. Tell me one odd\/interesting fact about you:<br \/>16. You can have three wishes what are they?<br \/>17. What is your favorite food?<br \/>18. Which country is your spiritual home?<br \/>19. What is your big weakness?<br \/>20. Do you think I'm a good person?<br \/>21. What was your best\/favorite subject at school?<br \/>22. Describe your accent:<br \/>23. If you could change anything about me, would you?<br \/>24. What do you wear to sleep?<br \/>25. Gender identity?<br \/>26. Affectionate\/sexual orientation?<br \/>27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? <br \/>28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/14329.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/13912.html","pubDate":"Mon, 22 Mar 2010 16:55:34 GMT","title":"Wow...huh!","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/13912.html","description":"So I took this test and some of it I could see...it's why I am a submissive, duh!, but others...I don't know.<br \/><br \/>Disorder | Rating<br \/>Paranoid: Moderate<br \/>Schizoid: Low<br \/>Schizotypal: High<br \/>Antisocial: High<br \/>Borderline: Low<br \/>Histrionic: High<br \/>Narcissistic: Low<br \/>Avoidant: Low<br \/>Dependent: High<br \/>Obsessive-Compulsive: Low<br \/><br \/>URL of the test: <a target='_blank' href='http:\/\/www.4degreez.com\/misc\/personality_disorder_test.mv' rel='nofollow'>http:\/\/www.4degreez.com\/misc\/personality_disorder_test.mv<\/a><br \/>URL for more info: <a target='_blank' href='http:\/\/www.4degreez.com\/disorder\/index.html' rel='nofollow'>http:\/\/www.4degreez.com\/disorder\/index.html<\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/13912.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/13730.html","pubDate":"Wed, 03 Feb 2010 03:39:36 GMT","title":"The day I was born muzak...","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/13730.html","description":"So most of the people I respect have done this meme.<br \/><br \/>So the #1 Billboard Hit on the week I&nbsp;was born, was &quot;Everything she Wants&quot; by Wham...weird!<br \/><br \/>Here is a link to their music video...wow takes me back<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=AcUd1pB8UPQ\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=AcUd1pB8UPQ<\/a><lj-embed id=\"1\" \/><br \/>","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/13730.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/13480.html","pubDate":"Wed, 07 Oct 2009 20:25:10 GMT","title":"meme","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/13480.html","description":"because I promised here is a post!<br \/><br \/>01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?<br \/>02) What was your dream growing up?<br \/>03) What talent do you wish you had?<br \/>04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?<br \/>05) Favorite vegetable?<br \/>06) What was the last book you read?<br \/>07) What zodiac sign are you?<br \/>08) Any Tattoos and\/or Piercings? Explain where.<br \/>09) Worst Habit?<br \/>10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?<br \/>11) What is your favorite sport?<br \/>12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?<br \/>13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?<br \/>14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?<br \/>15) Tell me one weird fact about you.<br \/>16) Do you have any pets?<br \/>17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?<br \/>18) What was your first impression of me?<br \/>19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?<br \/>20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?<br \/>21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?<br \/>22) What color eyes do you have?<br \/>23) Ever been arrested?<br \/>24) Bottle or can soda?<br \/>25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?<br \/>26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?<br \/>27) Do you believe in ghosts?<br \/>28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?<br \/>29) Do you swear a lot?<br \/>30) Biggest pet peeve?<br \/>31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?<br \/>32) Do you believe\/appreciate romance?<br \/>33) Favorite and least favorite food?<br \/>34) Do you believe in God?<br \/>35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/13480.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/13300.html","pubDate":"Wed, 04 Mar 2009 06:20:31 GMT","title":"Birthed back into the world","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/13300.html","description":"I have been home for 3 weeks and I finally feel in a frame of mind that I can post of my doings again.&nbsp; That consists of nothing right now.&nbsp; I think my brain is taking a vacation as well.<br \/><br \/>But one thing I thin every soldier has to deal with is the inevitable question of how was it over there.&nbsp; Most want me to lie and say it was horrible and I condemn Bush as an evil bastard.&nbsp; But honestly it wasn't too bad.&nbsp; In a way coming home is like the much vauntedbirth of a child.&nbsp; It is wonderful to be able to be given choices and have your voice heard but the security and certainty of&nbsp; your day and identity of self is overwhelming.&nbsp; I miss it truly.","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/13300.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/12934.html","pubDate":"Sat, 10 Jan 2009 17:46:31 GMT","title":"WOW!!","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/12934.html","description":"<br \/>Just got one hell of a pick-me-up!!<br \/><br \/><br \/>&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;<br \/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Your result for The What type of MAN turns you on Test...<br \/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &lt;\/em&gt;&lt;\/p&gt;&lt;h3&gt;Buff bad boy&lt;\/h3&gt;&lt;p&gt;You scored 30% masculine, 59% athletic, 45% exotic,&nbsp; and 44% refined!&lt;\/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;text-align:center&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;<a href=\"http:\/\/cdn.okcimg.com\/php\/load_okc_image.php\/images\/0x0\/0x0\/0\/242229917777942383.jpeg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">http:\/\/cdn.okcimg.com\/php\/load_okc_image.php\/images\/0x0\/0x0\/0\/242229917777942383.jpeg<\/a>&quot; width=&quot;238&quot; height=&quot;300&quot; \/&gt;&lt;\/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;You like your men with a boyish or feminine face but a manly body.&nbsp; You like him to posess bad boy looks while still maintaining some innocence.&nbsp; He looks like the all-American kind of hunk and I bet you love someone like.......Travis Fimmel.&nbsp; But let's face it, the whole point of this was to look at a bunch of hot guys.&nbsp; If you liked what you saw, please rate my test!&lt;\/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.helloquizzy.com\/tests\/the-what-type-of-man-turns-you-on-test\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">http:\/\/www.helloquizzy.com\/tests\/the-what-type-of-man-turns-you-on-test<\/a>&quot;&gt;<br \/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Take The What type of MAN turns you on Test&lt;\/a&gt; at &lt;a href=&quot;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.helloquizzy.com\/%22&gt;&lt;b\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">http:\/\/www.helloquizzy.com\/&quot;&gt;&lt;b<\/a> style=&quot;color:#131313&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color:#ac000c&quot;&gt;H&lt;\/span&gt;ello&lt;span style=&quot;color:#ac000c&quot;&gt;Q&lt;\/span&gt;uizzy&lt;\/b&gt;&lt;\/a&gt;&lt;\/p&gt;","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/12934.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/12764.html","pubDate":"Sat, 10 Jan 2009 16:02:55 GMT","title":"interesting things about myself","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/12764.html","description":"When taking a test the&nbsp;result of my quiz unearthed some unsettling feelings.&nbsp; As much as I&nbsp;want to fully claim it as mine I&nbsp;wonder how much of it is true.&nbsp; I&nbsp;do love to adventure (I wouldn't be in Iraq if I&nbsp;didn't) but more than anything I'm a nest building creature.&nbsp; I&nbsp;love making a space my own and having something permanent to come home to.&nbsp; Soft snuggles and rituals.&nbsp; Just weird thoughts today.&nbsp; Must be the prospect of going home soon!&nbsp; AS well as the unsettling knowledge that I&nbsp;truely have a submissive personality.&nbsp; I like being taken care of, not to worry about the big things.&nbsp; To realize as much as I&nbsp;roar like a tigress I'm just that housecat that lets her humans own her but in reality wouldn't know what to do without there praise and worship.<br \/><br \/>I have a loving fiance that is exactly what I need and not all at the same time.&nbsp; Enough whining, I'm done now.","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/12764.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/12516.html","pubDate":"Fri, 05 Dec 2008 20:13:03 GMT","title":"How much I suck right now","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/12516.html","description":"So, I'm sitting at work on my day off and listening to one of my favorite bands play from the new Twilight movie.  I think I'm depressed.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>One:  I can't get siked up form my PT test, I need to pass it.  I have absolutely no wish to exercise and better myself.  Nevermind I'm beating myself up everyday about the way I look.  I hate only one part of my body and that is the love handles\/stomach I've developed and can't seem to get rid of.  I have to say if only thing comes from my trip far far away it is that I definately don't play well away from others.  I'm a horny depressed fat soldier and have absolutely no way to change myself.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Two:  I'm only half excited about my wedding at this point. Some part of me is screaming that I will regret doing this...usually when I haven't talked to the hon in a while.  And that's the other thing. I'm horrible about talking to him.  Sometimes I don't want to be bothered with the pointless facts that will be dribbling from his mouth as soon as a lull comes to our conversation.  I just feel tons of hurt.  I always act tough but I want to be swept off my feet and get the undying protestions of love.  I'll probably laugh but inwardly it will be the first time someone has taken the time and effort to find out what makes me happy; makes me tick and done something about it.  I've had to protect so much of my tender self that instinctively I do what is neccessary to make someone else happy and am disappointed when it is not receprecated.  I mean I find out what you want, usually through battering ram efforts but never the mind, and no one has bothered to push through my walls and see the inner me that wants to be the pretty pretty princess just once.  Growing up, in my very racist school system, I was never the pretty one.  The one voted most anything dealing with beauty.  I could blow that off and all that schmalze but in all my relationships not once was did I feel like I thought I should.  Which is sad.  I've had some amazing people love me.  Writing my feelings I see that most of it is me.  Man I thought I worked through most of this!  Guess not.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Anyhoo Three:  Money.  I'm really bad with it.  I mean I finally have the means to point at something and get it right on the spot.  No thinking.  Which has gotten me some cool things...That I know have to make payments on.  So back to the budgeting.  I have never thanked god so heartily for my mom before in my life.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>I think I'll end otherwise much whining will ensue.  And I sure as shit don't tolerate that unless it is bitching for the sack of bitching...  No that made no since unless you are me.","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/12516.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/12271.html","pubDate":"Wed, 19 Nov 2008 06:44:35 GMT","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/12271.html","description":"After saying that I would start to update, there was still a long dry spell on this journal.<br \/> Not because the urge to write has left me but more to the point of OPSEC.  Yes I know, Army acronims strike again!<br \/>But I a lot of my gripes and complaints can't be said because it might affect something else.  Do I think I'm being a little 'me-ish' maybe but you don't work where I do and talk to the people I talk to and not learn to keep your mouth shut.<br \/>So I guess I can attempt to talk around my problems, leaving lots of pitfalls for the unwary, but that would be retarded (yes I went unPC...typically care but this is my journal damnnit and I can do that!).  <br \/>Most of my problem can be attributed to the simple fact that I am ready to come home.  I've hit my provincial wall of tolerance and goodwill and I'm all for damning the walls and full speed ahead.  But then again I always get like this when it's time for me to leave the place where I have settled and called home, but not to close.  Right now I'm less than 90 days out and I can feel the wind pushing against the plane's body soaring me towards home and clothes that aren't a monochrome color.  It haunts my dreams and fills my days.  I'm lonely for my bed and my family.  Lonely for the simple problems of home and not having to watch my tongue and smile kindly at every Iraqi national I meet; yes I do know that inwardly they are maligning me, my country and heritage but god forbid they say it or they might lose all the money our country pours into theirs.<br \/>I'm tired of their petty fighting about stupid things (who pays for the uniforms of the completely useless traffic cops!!  Yes they are useless, I've almost been hit everytime I've stepped foot into a car) but letting the commnon people live in squalor.  I came to do and see the good our country does and I have!! Smiling children with new schools we helped build, and little girls having a chance to be more than baby makers!  But the shuffling snail pace is excrushiating!  But Rome wasn't built in a day, and people can't change a whole culture in 7 years so I grin and bear it, knowing in the end, even if no one praises Mr. Bush, that I say the good that came of this war and no personal sacrifice come easy or with heaps of rewards.<br \/>So I write my feelings, purging the malignant tumor of repressed rage, smile at Omar, and count one more day off my tour here.  80-some more to go!","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/12271.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/11796.html","pubDate":"Thu, 23 Oct 2008 14:21:59 GMT","title":"Abstract of me","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/11796.html","description":"I think when I took this test and got a result i had an ahhh ha moment.  The picture is so me and my style.  Though the explanation is a bit off!<br \/><br \/>Many things have changed for me, being in Iraq has changed me for better or for worse.  My fiance was right, I am a new person here.  I think I will update this more often.  I have much to get off my chest.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><p><em>Your result for What Your Taste in Art Says About You Test...<\/em><\/p><h3>Non-conformist, Visionary, and Independent<\/h3><p>3 Abstract,  -2 Islamic,  2 Ukiyo-e,  -4 Cubist,  -2 Impressionist and  -10 Renaissance!<\/p><p style=\"text-align:center\"><img src=\"https:\/\/cdn.okcimg.com\/php\/load_okc_image.php\/images\/0x0\/0x0\/0\/12277452859599324131.jpeg\" width=\"300\" height=\"401\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/p><div><p><span style=\"font-size:x-small;\"><strong>Abstract art<\/strong> uses a visual language<a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Visual_language\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><\/a> of form, color and line to create a composition which exists independently of  what may appear to others as visual realities.  <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Western_art\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><\/a>Western had been underpinned by the logic of perspective and an attempt to reproduce an illusion of visible reality.  It allowed the progressive thinking artists to show a different side to the world around them.  By the end of the 19th century many artists felt a need to create a 'new kind of art' which would encompass the fundamental changes taking place in technology, science and philosophy.  Abstract artists created art that was diverse and reflected the social and intellectual turmoil in all areas of Western culture.<\/span><\/p><br \/><p>People that chose abstract art as their preferred artform tend to be visionsaries.  They see things in the world around them and in people that others may miss because they look beyond what is visual only with the eye.  They rely on their inner thoughts and feelings in dealing with the world around them instead of on what they are told they should think and feel.  They feel freed from the tendancy to be bound by traditional thought and experiences.  They look more toward their own ideas and experiences than what they are told by their religious upbringing or from scientific evidence.  They tend to like to prove theories themselves instead of relying on the insight or ideas of others.  They are not bound by common and mundane, but like to travel and have new experiences.  They value intelligence, but they also enjoy a challenge.  They can be rather argumentative when they are being forced or feel as if they are being forced to conform.<\/p><\/div><p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.helloquizzy.com\/tests\/what-your-taste-in-art-says-about-you-test\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Take What Your Taste in Art Says About You Test<\/a> at <a href=\"http:\/\/www.helloquizzy.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b style=\"color:#131313\"><span style=\"color:#ac000c\">H<\/span>ello<span style=\"color:#ac000c\">Q<\/span>uizzy<\/b><\/a><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/11796.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/11522.html","pubDate":"Tue, 16 Oct 2007 01:15:33 GMT","title":"Catching up to do","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/11522.html","description":"well lots has happened since i last posted. i've moved twice to diffrent units and i'm being deployed in March. I leave end of Oct. to do some training in Ft. Meade Maryland.  I have wireless now so i can talk waaay more.  I'm serious about my guy, gonna live together when i get back and planning for a baby.  Oh and Sets put to rest any lingering first love feelings...le sigh but it was good for me.  Oh and i'm typing on my new Toshiba laptop.  Yay!!!<br \/>Oh and i'm tiger striped right now..my hair that is.  First time my boyfriend is dating a blonde..black he is familiar with.<br \/><br \/>Tootles!<br \/><br \/>Lord and Master of the Camo colored space cows...who are addicted to Drawn Together (so wrong..but so right)","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/11522.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/11457.html","pubDate":"Mon, 08 Jan 2007 17:06:19 GMT","title":"Some Drill Sargeants need to go Home","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/11457.html","description":"So as i'm sneaking this journal entry in and trying not to get caught (nasty little things Article 15's) there really isn't much i want to talk about.  I hate AIT, its worse than basic...yes somehow someway it is worse...probably because of a certain drill sargeant by the name of Evan aka PMSing Demonboy.<br \/><br \/>He pretty much punishes everyone for a few peoples mistakes; its suppose to build team togetherness or some other shit like that but all its doing for me is making me say fuck it!!!  I just will arrive exactly on time, not 10 min early because we're just going to get smoked anyway!  And if it continues i'll just be late all together.<br \/><br \/>So right now hating what i'm doing but i get 10 gees outta this so hurray for Feb. 15 Graduation Day!!!!!!","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/11457.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/11010.html","pubDate":"Wed, 30 Aug 2006 19:48:58 GMT","title":"day is just sucky","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/11010.html","description":"guess what? i'm ugly!!<br \/><br \/>Well no more fiance because he was tired of feeling guilty for not putting me first in his life\/not having enough time for me and he didn't want to compound his mistake by having sex with me and i should really wait till i'm married like i wanted to do it.<br \/><br \/>ie: i'm fat and ugly, wouldn't give it up fast enough and he has gone on to greener and skinnier pastures.<br \/><br \/>i should want to say fuck you and move on but...i just want to curl into a little ball and well...bawl!<br \/><br \/>i have never been more greatful for a change in my life til now.  i can't wait till the 19th when i can go and come back and be all hard muscled and beautiful then tell him to take a flying fuck off the nearest jet engine..oh and get shredded too!<br \/><br \/>i should have just stuck with girls.<br \/><br \/>The priestess has taken a hiatus from the Cow to go think up demonically evil things to do to ex boyfriends...that and stick a couple pins in his voodoo doll.  oh i think i hear him screaming...he he he","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/11010.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/10792.html","pubDate":"Thu, 17 Aug 2006 16:04:45 GMT","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/10792.html","description":"well its official i'm in the military and i ship out for Basic on Sept. 19.<br \/><br \/>i'm scared and so excited...but i have to lose some more pounds...damn physical.<br \/><br \/>FlameQueen","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/10792.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/10625.html","pubDate":"Wed, 02 Aug 2006 04:05:12 GMT","title":"nah nah no tellling yet","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/10625.html","description":"well i lied. i'm not telling \"yes you nick no matter how you bitch me out deal w\/ it...none the less i'm talking to you }]\"<br \/><br \/>anyway not much happens to me..my bf is possibly cheating, i'm definately (sp) cheating w\/ a certain someone and i think when i get my news it is capute w\/ me and the bf.<br \/><br \/>now i'm depressed so i'm going to stop now.<br \/><br \/>Bowing down in sorrow at the shrine of my wond'udder'ful cow goddess Geb...she decided to expand her herizons...go figure...it is the very cold Flame Goddess Rei<br \/><br \/>FlameQueen Rei","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/10625.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/10347.html","pubDate":"Tue, 01 Aug 2006 02:12:22 GMT","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/10347.html","description":"At first i was horrified than i thought about it and it made lots of sense...figure!<br \/> <br \/>Also i might have some news tomorrow about something so i'm just waiting till the guy calls me back...man its been 11 days of exercising my ass off and now i'm down to biting my nails.<br \/><br \/>JUST FUCKING CALL ALREADY!!!!!!!  GRRRRrrrrr....pant...man i need to worship in my fav temple in cooooow town.  peace out yall....and i can't believe i just said that...so wrong...so very very wrong.<br \/><br \/>Rei<br \/><br \/><br \/><div style=\"width:px;_height:px;min-height:px;background-color:rgb(216,233,237);text-align:center\"><br \/>\t<div style=\"background:rgb(129,172,201);height:4px\"><br \/>\t\t<img src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/9117be52d8cdcbe9fd21af47825fd7546627a23a147a8060e763d1ca096c7013\/P2WlxyVijxKgh2tm8clVV0Mdsf-ah7h0yFmVCaNGhsra_xTV28KqBQUvDUZwG14-tE5AmQLacQh6Hl0ekx0prggIgnGNJQ:YcNjwAhem-BFf6n1UhMeMQ\" style=\"float: left\" height=\"4\" hspace=\"0\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><br \/>\t\t<img src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/1ff7ba4e150b38a6d634dd553ac51cef2c3357b82e41f9415c7436d212f416fe\/P2WlxyVijxKgh2tm8clVV0Mdsf-ah7h0yFmVCaNGhsra_xTV28KqBQUvDUZwG14-tE5AmQLacQh6Hl0ekx0prQgIgnGNJQ:0vkKt18KDWLuWcZmT2WVtA\" style=\"float: right\" height=\"4\" hspace=\"0\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><br \/>\t<\/div><br \/>\t<div style=\"background:rgb(129,172,201);padding:0pt 0pt 5px\"><br \/>\t\t<span style=\"font-size:px; color:rgb(255,255,255); padding:3px; font-family:Arial;\"><strong>With Which Harry Potter Male Are You Most Sexually Compatible?<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\t<\/div><br \/>\t<div style=\"padding:5px;text-align:left;font-size:px;font-family:arial;background-color:rgb(216,233,237)\"><br \/><br \/><center><img src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/d63e30b04015a110e49176440b9ba1ae7eab55103da353bd782b3751726ea2b8\/P2WlxyVijxKgh2tm8clVV0Mdsf-ah7h01kODQLdAwcHG-gLdmc2kRkkpDQhEUX50pFJQkinXcEwUTQZfxU1iqBBetGTHKPiU5EBEqxwvIALrUf4:uXp00WAv_mBYGEHvCKsM0g\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/>Compatible with...Tom Riddle!<br \/>Take this <a target=\"_blank\" style=\"color:rgb(0,0,0)\" href=\"http:\/\/quizilla.com\/redirect.php?statsid=17&amp;url=http:\/\/www.quizilla.com\/users\/Serpentis\/quizzes\/With+Which+Harry+Potter+Male+Are+You+Most+Sexually+Compatible%3F\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">quiz<\/a>!<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.quizilla.com\/redirect.php?statsid=18&amp;url=http:\/\/www.quizilla.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><br \/><img border=\"0\" src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/15c7b2957b4da90d14cabf8efcceae247e0418e0793a9b0ad13e1f772f77bac5\/P2WlxyVijxKgh2tm8clVV0Mdsf-ah7h0yFmVCaNGhsra_xTV28KqBQUvDUZwG14-tU1RmS3fcBdADh1fzQkh80kIhDnIMe_D8A:BfOMKb6JtUn0ZZxLX8muhg\" style=\"padding:2px;\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/><span style=\"font-family:Arial;font-size:;\"><br \/><br \/><a style=\"color:rgb(0,0,0);\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/www.quizilla.com\/redirect.php?statsid=18&amp;url=http:\/\/www.quizilla.com\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Quizilla<\/a> | <br \/><a style=\"color:rgb(0,0,0);\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/www.quizilla.com\/redirect.php?statsid=21&amp;url=http:\/\/www.quizilla.com\/register\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Join<\/a> <br \/><br \/>| <a style=\"color:rgb(0,0,0);\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/www.quizilla.com\/redirect.php?statsid=20&amp;url=http:\/\/www.quizilla.com\/makeaquiz.php\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Make A Quiz<\/a> | <a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/www.quizilla.com\/redirect.php?statsid=42&amp;url=http:\/\/www.quizilla.com\/users\/Serpentis\/quizzes\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">More Quizzes<\/a> | <a style=\"color:rgb(0,0,0);\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/www.quizilla.com\/redirect.php?statsid=19&amp;url=http:\/\/www.quizilla.com\/codepastes\/?quizid=37971\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Grab Code<\/a><\/span><br \/><\/div><\/div><\/center>","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/10347.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/10027.html","pubDate":"Sun, 23 Jul 2006 17:27:30 GMT","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/10027.html","description":"<img src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/fcc284e238214cecaf9624749d109c9aca6d9c82c828db3df77a9c6ecd3d5f71\/P2WlxyVijxKgh2tm8clVV0Mdsf-ah7h0yFmVCbBcgN3A4x3RkY-mB0dpBUBlH115v0FG02WIMgoWU1UFm1om:IvnQvZfQFw0cW-ke-Vm5KQ\" border=\"0\" title=\"Adopt_one_today_from_pickle-green.com\/egraphics!\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/ecdd45382ba3ccae3a912621ca784c973676fab2a5e5fa4abd251a3b2a91269b\/P2WlxyVijxKgh2tm8clVV0Mdsf-ah7h0yFmVCbBcgN3A4x3RkY-mB0dpBUBlH115v0FG0y3SdFsUU1UFm1om:L4ILJK5forpvUqHL0SzPWA\" border=\"0\" title=\"Adopt_one_today_from_pickle-green.com\/egraphics!\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>i wanted to get them all but i decided not to be greedy.  ON another note: Aug 1 is special for another reason.  All my paperwork should be done and....well i'll tell on Aug 1 what i'm waiting for.","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/10027.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/9961.html","pubDate":"Sun, 16 Jul 2006 02:39:13 GMT","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/9961.html","description":"yeah right!!!<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><table width=\"350\" align=\"center\" border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"2\"><tr><td bgcolor=\"#FEA7B6\" align=\"center\"><font face=\"Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif\" style=\"color:black; font-size: 14pt;\"><b>Your Kissing Purity Score: 51% Pure<\/b><\/font><\/td><\/tr><tr><td bgcolor=\"#FFCED6\"><center><img src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/e43fc34a1012853e450bb40a29b269a33fb744a6b24158428bc230b194171d99\/P2WlxyVijxKgh2tm8clVV0Mdsf-ah7h01kODQLdAwdLf_B_AncirD1loA0h6UUZ4pVFckjrOdhFMCUsYmAsvsE0GmGScduOR6hhN:OKji1YEez297hOZdbrG6Xw\" height=\"100\" width=\"100\"><\/center><font color=\"#000000\"><br \/>For you, kissing isn't a casual thing<br \/><br \/>Lip to lip action makes your heart sing<\/font><\/td><\/tr><\/table><div align=\"center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.blogthings.com\/kissingpuritytest\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Kissing Purity Test<\/a><\/div>","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/9961.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/9658.html","pubDate":"Sun, 04 Jun 2006 12:15:13 GMT","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/9658.html","description":"<p>My japanese name is <b>&#26494;&#23614; Matsuo (tail of a pine tree) &#26126;&#26085;&#39321; Asuka (fragrance of the bright day)<\/b>.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/rumandmonkey.com\/widgets\/toys\/namegen\/969\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Take your real japanese name generator! today!<\/a><br \/><small>Created with <a href=\"http:\/\/rumandmonkey.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Rum and Monkey<\/a>'s <a href=\"http:\/\/rumandmonkey.com\/widgets\/toys\/namegen\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Name Generator Generator<\/a>.<\/small><\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/9658.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/9340.html","pubDate":"Mon, 29 May 2006 05:03:11 GMT","author":"rei_chan013","link":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/9340.html","description":"It's my bday!!!!  Yay! 21 beyatchs!!!!","comments":"https:\/\/rei-chan013.livejournal.com\/9340.html?view=comments#comments"}]}}