{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead","title":"The master of disaster","subtitle":"Me love you long time","author":{"name":"The master of disaster"},"link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"service.feed","type":"application\/x.atom+xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom","title":"The master of disaster"}}],"updated":"2004-06-25T05:08:31Z","entry":[{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:64256","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/64256.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=64256"}}],"title":"close your breath and hold your eyes...","published":"2004-06-24T22:08:31Z","updated":"2004-06-24T22:08:31Z","content":"from now on... friends only. A select few will be taken off of my friends list, commect to be re-added. thank you."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:64154","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/64154.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=64154"}}],"title":"put a quarter in your ass cuz ya played your self","published":"2004-06-22T13:46:26Z","updated":"2004-06-22T13:46:26Z","content":"you know you had a good night when you wake up at 4 in the afternoon the next day.

later"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:63927","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/63927.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=63927"}}],"title":"rapethedead @ 2011-06-21T23:42:00","published":"2004-06-21T20:45:19Z","updated":"2004-06-21T20:45:19Z","content":"i finally said those three words that single people hate to hear other people say. it was the perfect time too, we were completely alone in the middle of nowhere. :) I love her voice... i love to listen to her when she sings... mmmmmmmm... I love her, i love Andrea.

no more self inflicted injuries, ever. I promise."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:63659","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/63659.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=63659"}}],"title":"rapethedead @ 2011-06-21T13:48:00","published":"2004-06-21T10:50:37Z","updated":"2004-06-21T10:50:37Z","content":"Last night: deirt ot timmoc edicius eciwt, delruc pu ni a llab no ym deb dna deirc.


plans for today:take a shower, call andrea and see if she wants to come over and watch a movie, or go out and do whatever... maybe pick up some more NES games or whatever she wants to do.

Well, later..."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:63293","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/63293.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=63293"}}],"title":"ch3apsex is a faggot and looks like one too","published":"2004-06-20T19:46:46Z","updated":"2004-06-20T19:46:46Z","content":"Everyone needs to own the new beastie boys cd, it's the fucking shit. make sure to pick up the old ones to though.


this weekend, was great. I love seeing Andrea everyday... but soon she's going to college, she'll still be able to come see me but i'm gonna miss the sleep overs :( it's not like shes going away forever though, so its alright. James told me before we were going out that she was going. I'll miss her every second, not that i don't miss her every second already RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR! I wish i was still with her right now.


I busted out my NES this weekend! i even bought new fucking games for it! Andrea let be borrow TMNT:manhattan and double dragon II. I spent about 40 bucks on NES games this weekend... I need more! It's not a want its a need, i'm addicted to NES and ATARI 2600... HEY MATT MACERI, YOU WANT TO SELL ANY OF YOUR NES GAMES? LET ME KNOW DUDE!<\/b><\/big>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:63081","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/63081.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=63081"}}],"title":"Hey look! It's steve the pirate!","published":"2004-06-19T16:44:37Z","updated":"2004-06-19T16:44:37Z","content":"\u00d7 \u00b7 I N F O R M A T I O N \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Name: Richard Allan Andres
Single or taken: Taken
Sex: Male
Birthday: 8\/28\/84
Sign: Virgo
Siblings: Breeanna
Hair color: dark brown\/natural light brown highlights
Eye color: Blue\/green\/yellow
Height: 5'9

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 R E L A T I O N S H I P S \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Who are your best friends?: James, Allison, Andrea, thats really about it, i havn't seen anyone else in so long...
You have a boyfriend\/girlfriend?: Andrea, she's well, Andrea ;)

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 F A S H I O N | S T U F F \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Where is your favorite place to shop: hottits, toyz \"r\" us, ummmmmmmmm crap stop
Any tattoos or piercings: Piercings 1: 4 guage in left ear

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 S P E C I F I C S \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Do you do drugs?: Just alcohol
What kind of shampoo do you use?: it doesn't matter because it's purple
What are you most scared of?: Getting left behind
What are you listening to right now? cars driving by... a wind chime... and my dad mashing the buttons on my 8-bit
Who is the last person that called you?: James, matt actually but i didn't answer it
Where do you want to get married?: somewhere nice, not to hot\/not to cold, and no bugs dammit
How many buddies are online right now?: 2...
What would you change about yourself?: my teeth

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 F A V O R I T E S \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Color: green and purple
Food: pizza
Boys names: Cornelious, leonardo, raphael, raziel, jasper
Girls names: andrea, penelope
Subjects in school: math and science
Animals: cats, ferrets, EIN!

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 H A V E | Y O U | E V E R \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Given anyone a bath?: mmmmm besides myself... nope
Smoked?: yup
Bungee jumped?: no
Made yourself throw up?: no
Skinny dipped?: no
Ever been in love?: yea
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no, i'd just play some video games
Pictured your crush naked?: Who hasn't
Actually seen your crush naked?: partially
Cried when someone died?: yes, anyone in the FF series, and legends of the dragoon
Lied: purposely no, jokingly (sarcasm) yes, other than that no
Fallen for your best friend?: yea
Been rejected?: all te time
Rejected someone?: sorta
Used someone?: nope
Done something you regret?: who hasn't

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 C U R R E N T \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Clothes: green psychopathic shoplifter shirt, raiders pajama pants
Music: the music from double dragon III
Make-up: ummmm
Annoyance: My dad currently mashing the buttons on my damn 8-bit
Smell: i have that \"new shirt\" smell roaming around me
Desktop picture: the backyard
Book you're reading: i stick to comics now but i read some books
CD in player: none here but there 60 in my cd player at home
DVD in player: none

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 L A S T | P E R S O N \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
You touched: Andrea
hugged: Andrea, if i could i'd never let go
You imed: Kristy, she always talks to me... and she lives in illinois
You yelled at: james, hes so fucking hairy!!
You kissed: Andrea Approx. 30 minutes ago... thats to long

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 A R E | Y O U \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Understanding: yeah
Open-minded: yeah
Arrogant: I think everybody is to a point
Insecure: slightly
Random: Fucking Chuck Norris!
Hungry: always
Smart: yea
Moody: only when I don't feel good
Hard working: when I want to be
Organized: i know where my stuff is...
Healthy: pretty much
Shy: sometimes
Difficult: ?wonk ot stnaw ohw
Attractive: i know one person that thinks i am, and thats all that matters
Bored easily: definately
Obsessed: I can be but not usually
Angry: there was one time... i never tell people about it...
Sad: sometimes
Happy: yep
Hyper: not really
Trusting: definately


\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Kill?: Bush
Get really wasted with?: Andrea and James and I KNOW allison would be really funny drunk
Get high with: no one
Talk to offline: Andrea and anyone
Talk to online: anyone but smarter child, hes gotten so boring, but he still cool
Sex it up with: muahahahahAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA *cough**cough**cough*

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 R A N D O M \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
In the morning I am: tired
All you need is: a license! lmao
Love is: in the air
I dream about: i usually dont dream...
Sexual preference: straight as an arrow... unless jhonny depp strolls on by....
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: eyes, lips, ass mmmmmm i love butts

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
Flowers or candy: candy
Tall or short: short

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 W H O \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Makes you laugh the most: james
Makes you smile: Andrea
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him\/her: Andrea

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 D O | Y O U | E V E R \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: yes...
Save conversations: not in a long time
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: i have
wish you were younger: ha, no... i'd like to be 21 for the rest of my life though
Cried because someone said something to you?: yup

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 N U M B E R \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Of times I have had my heart broken: a few
Of hearts I have broken: i know of one.... and i'm sorry
Of CD's I own: lets see... 128 booklet full... 200 booklet full... 2 drawers full still in cases... about 500
Of scars on my body: lots
Of things that I regret: lets just say that there are some

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 Y O U R | T H O U G H T S \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
I know: what you wanna know... and i ain't gonna tells ya
I want: everything (zug song title)
I have: nipples! and damn are they sore...
I wish: Andrea was herre
I hate: assholes (people not actual ass holes, those are just kinda wierd)
I fear: things that bite... accept one :)
I hear: same as before
I search: for money on the ground
I wonder: what she is thinking right... now
I love: old school games! and theres this one person... i think everyone knows already ;)"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:62726","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/62726.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=62726"}}],"title":"rapethedead @ 2011-06-18T14:49:00","published":"2004-06-18T11:48:02Z","updated":"2004-06-18T11:48:02Z","content":"mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmoot!"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:62641","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/62641.html"}},{"@attributes":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is a faggot and looks like one too","published":"2004-06-16T17:50:40Z","updated":"2004-06-16T17:50:40Z","content":"its a code... figure it out... whatever... its the easiest one you'll ever do

9...1-13...9-14...12-15-22-5...23-9-20-8...1-14-4-18-5-1



james, allison, jamie, andrea and i went to chuck e cheese's today... it was the shit... i have 305 tickets..."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:62315","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/62315.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=62315"}}],"title":"rapethedead @ 2011-06-14T21:20:00","published":"2004-06-14T18:22:27Z","updated":"2004-06-15T01:29:44Z","content":"\"title

http:\/\/www.printroom.com\/_vti_bin\/ViewImage.dll?shopperid=S144TCCM36FK9N4EJT3TU3ACHBUJ9DC7<\/a>\" alt=\"title or description"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:62010","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/62010.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=62010"}}],"title":"ch3apsex is a faggot and looks like one too","published":"2004-06-07T14:01:22Z","updated":"2004-06-07T14:01:22Z","content":"\"Green
Your Heart is Green


 What Color is Your Heart? <\/font><\/a>
brought to you by Quizilla<\/a><\/font>

\"My

My inner child is sixteen years old!<\/b>


Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


 How Old is Your Inner Child?<\/font><\/a>
brought to you by Quizilla<\/a><\/font>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:61801","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/61801.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=61801"}}],"title":"stole from manda","published":"2004-06-06T21:40:24Z","updated":"2004-06-06T21:40:24Z","content":"\u00d7 \u00b7 I N F O R M A T I O N \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Name: Richard Allan Andres
Single or taken: pretty much taken
Sex: male
Birthday: 8\/28\/84
Sign: Virgo
Siblings: Breeanna Marie Symchych (sim-chick)
Hair color: Dark brown with natural light brown highlights
Eye color: blue AND green with yellowish rings around the pupil
Height: 5'10

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 R E L A T I O N S H I P S \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Who are your best friends?: James, Craig, Scott, Jay, ... drawing a blank... ummm theres others... i dunno
You have a boyfriend\/girlfriend?: pretty much

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 F A S H I O N | S T U F F \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Where is your favorite place to shop: Hot hits
Any tattoos or piercings: 1 piercing: 4 guage hatchetman in ear and 1 tattoo: \"rub on\" disturbed believe simbol

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 S P E C I F I C S \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Do you do drugs?: nope
What kind of shampoo do you use?: its purple and thats all that matters
What are you most scared of?: living...
What are you listening to right now? zug izland - hate
Who is the last person that called you?: the last person that... called me... no one calls me...
Where do you want to get married?: on a beach on halloween... at night with hundreds of lo's and lette's holding lit black candles wearing face paint...
How many buddies are online right now?: 13, 9 of which are away
What would you change about yourself?: the size of that thing that never gets used in my pants... you know what i'm talking about *nudge**nudge*

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 F A V O R I T E S \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Color: purple and green
Food: pizza
Boys names: Cornelious
Girls names: Rosetta
Subjects in school: science
Animals: ferrets

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 H A V E | Y O U | E V E R \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Given anyone a bath?: no
Smoked?: yup
Bungee jumped?: no
Made yourself throw up?: no
Skinny dipped?: no
Ever been in love?: yea
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: tried.
Pictured your crush naked?: yup :)
Actually seen your crush naked?: yep
Cried when someone died?: of course
Lied: never
Fallen for your best friend?: yea
Been rejected?: yea wtf is wrong with me, i mean them
Rejected someone?: no...
Used someone?: nope
Done something you regret?: yea

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 C U R R E N T \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Clothes: zug cracked tiles t-shirt, black bondage zip off shorts\/pants with blue stitching
Music: zug izland - feel... didnt they already ask this?
Make-up: fags
Annoyance: having to get popsickles outta the freezer every five minutes
Smell: the tommy hillfiger calogne i sprayed on at james' 5 hours ago
Desktop picture: its all blue
Book you're reading: the complete works of shakespear
CD in player: fucking zug izland 3:33 didnt you fucking ask about the music enough yet?
DVD in player: theres not one in it right now but the last one that was, was blazing saddles

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 L A S T | P E R S O N \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
You touched: jessi gave me a big hug!
hugged: fucking jessi i just told you that you bastard
You imed: uhhhh crystal
You yelled at: me
You kissed: crystal at prom... (i know, that was a long time ago but i'm a loser)

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 A R E | Y O U \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Understanding: yeah
Open-minded: yeah
Arrogant: dont know dont care
Insecure: no
Random: fuck you! i like boobs
Hungry: yup
Smart: people say i am... and so do tests
Moody: nah
Hard working: sometimes
Organized: i know where everything is
Healthy: i feel ok
Shy: yea
Difficult: its always fun to be
Attractive: from what i hear
Bored easily: yes i want to go play a fucking video game but i'm in the middle of this
Obsessed: a bit
Angry: no ones ever seen that side of me
Sad: yes
Happy: no
Hyper: no
Trusting: sometimes


\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Kill?: brad, and every \"thug\" wannabe that crystal hangs out with
Slap: meghan, crystal, jessi... you didnt say where ;)
Get really wasted with?: meghan
Get high with: no one
Talk to offline: any fucking one!
Talk to online: anyone...
Sex it up with: ... anyone... (loser)

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 R A N D O M \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
In the morning I am: fucking bored
All you need is: a life
Love is: in the air
I dream about: i'm actually such a loser that i dream about being fucking bored
Sexual preference: ladies and no maybes
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: face ass and or age they look

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
Flowers or candy: candy
Tall or short: short

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 W H O \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Makes you laugh the most: james
Makes you smile: meghan
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him\/her: crystal

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 D O | Y O U | E V E R \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: yes...
Save conversations: heh, yup
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes
wish you were younger: fuck no
Cried because someone said something to you?: yup.

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 N U M B E R \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
Of times I have had my heart broken: how many females are on this planet? minus 2
Of hearts I have broken: how many male gays are on this planet? yeah all of THEM
Of guys I've kissed: zero
Of girls I've kissed: 4... i want to fucking die
Of CD's I own: 400+
Of scars on my body: lots
Of things that I regret: 1

\u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7 Y O U R | T H O U G H T S \u00b7 \u00d7 \u00b7
I know: that i'm missing my fucking tv shows
I want: her... and her... and them... and her...
I have: an empty bed...
I wish: i lived by meghan
I hate: bush
I fear: spiders... and centipedes...
I hear: fucking zug izland - virgo's tale remix
I search: for porn
I wonder: why i'm still filling this out
I love: music and girls"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:61531","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/61531.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=61531"}}],"title":"ch3apsex is a faggot and looks like one too","published":"2004-06-06T21:02:50Z","updated":"2004-06-06T21:02:50Z","content":"the new zug izland cd is bad ass.

friday i hung out with crystal and james. (stayed the night at james')

saturday i went to hot hits and got zug izland (stayed the night at james')

sunday i went to james' dads with him and we took two truckloads of baby stuff to the salvation army. later we hung out with angie and jessi."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:61372","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/61372.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=61372"}}],"title":"rapethedead @ 2011-06-03T18:01:00","published":"2004-06-03T15:00:30Z","updated":"2004-06-03T15:00:30Z","content":"You don't wanna see me in my b-boy stance!"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:61103","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/61103.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=61103"}}],"title":"ch3apsex is a faggot and looks like one too----- i stole this from Lucas, hes cool and wont mind lol","published":"2004-06-02T21:12:06Z","updated":"2004-06-02T21:12:06Z","content":"1. FIRST NAME: Richard

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?: my dad

3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?: not since i was with... her...

4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE?: right index

5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?: 2 saturdays ago

6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: yes

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?: meat is gross

8. ANY BAD HABITS?: sometimes i chew the skin off my lips

9. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?: natalie imbruglia - left of the middle, would be my most embarrassing if i were embarrassed of anything...

10. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?: maybe

11. ARE YOU A DAREDEVIL?: sometimes

12. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?: no becuase i usually forget them by the end of the conversation

13. DO LOOKS MATTER?: to a certain extent...

14. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?: I hold it in... until a certain point and then it comes out... and i do... stuff...

15. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?: my dads

16. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?: usually

17. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?: Mother fucking teenage mutant ninja turtles! *caugh*which*caugh* i *caugh*still *caugh*have *caugh*

18. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS?: english...

19. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?: um... no... *rolls eyes*

20. DO YOU USE SARCASM?: i sure fucking do, look at the last question

21. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?: no...

22. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY\/GIRL?: me ;) jk... i dunno really, nothing? if we click we click

23. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?: rich, richie, ...dick bout it

24. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?: FUCK NO

25. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?: no

26. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE STRONG?: mind yes, body no

27. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?: chocolate chip mint

28. SHOE SIZE?: 10.5

29. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?: green and purple

30. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?: 2 are comming in... the other 2 are jews...

31. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?: everyone...
32. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE YOU SEND THIS TO, TO SEND IT BACK?: sure! (theres that sarcasm again)

33. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?: CKY - #8 on destroy rebiuild or whatever

34. LAST THING YOU ATE?: my graduation cake

35. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?: someone... they know who they are

36. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: face or ass, depening on what direction they're facing.

37.DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS BULLETIN?: i said he was cool already

38. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?: Tired...

39. FAVORITE DRINK?: pimp juice

40. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?: vodka

41. FAVORITE SPORTS?: swimming

42. HAIR COLOR?: red

43. EYE COLOR?: bright blue

44. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?: no

45. SIBLINGS?: breeanna my sister... half...

46. FAVORITE MONTH?: August (no holidays, and its my birthday that month)

47. FAVORITE FOOD?: pizza!

48. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?: paycheck, it was fucking cool

49. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?: halloween

50. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?: ha! yes

51. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?: Scary movies

52. SUMMER OR WINTER?: summer

53. HUGS OR KISSES?: both at the same time

54. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?: Relationships

55. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?: uhhhh huh

56. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?: yeah

57.WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?: none

58. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?: dont use one

59. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?: fucking monopoly dude

60. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?: ATHF, cowboy bebop, trigun, futurama, family guy, porn...

61. FAVORITE SMELLS?: weed, pussy, alcahol mmm i'm hungry now

62. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?: am i still alive..."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:60709","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/60709.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=60709"}}],"title":"rapethedead @ 2011-06-01T23:13:00","published":"2004-06-01T20:18:30Z","updated":"2004-06-01T20:18:30Z","content":"type your username with the following body parts:

nose: rapethedead
elbow: rapeeethercedzcd (lmao)
tounge: rapethedead
chin: fzldsgtfbdsxcdasd (almost)
foot: rappethjuedaaeeeed (blah)
eyes closed: rapetjedead (holy shit i only type with my index and my middle fingers)"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:60507","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/60507.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=60507"}}],"title":"rapethedead @ 2011-06-01T23:08:00","published":"2004-06-01T20:07:26Z","updated":"2004-06-01T20:07:26Z","content":"i graduate tomarrow night...
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Relax...it's over, you belong to me; I fill your mouth with dirt; Relax...it's over, you can never leave; I take your second digit with me...love...; You are...my first, I can barely breathe; I find you fascinating; You are...my favorite, lay you down to sleep; It's all that I can do to stop...Love...; So blue...so broken, paper doll decays; I haven't left you yet; So cold...subversive, your eyes are full of bleach; Tomarrow, I will go away again...love...; YOU ARE MINE, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE; I CAN TEAR YOU APART; I CAN RECOMBINE YOU; ALL I WANT IS TO COVET YOU ALL; YOU BELONG TO ME; I WILL KILL YOU TO LOVE YOU."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:60161","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/60161.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=60161"}}],"title":"rapethedead @ 2011-05-31T23:24:00","published":"2004-05-31T20:24:30Z","updated":"2004-05-31T20:24:30Z","content":"Tech mother fucking fest!!!!!!!!!!!!! was fucking awesome. We got there at about 5 and stayed till fucking 12. The dj's were the shit. We went sunday night."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:59979","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/59979.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=59979"}}],"title":"rapethedead @ 2011-05-27T22:17:00","published":"2004-05-27T19:30:15Z","updated":"2004-05-27T19:30:15Z","content":"http:\/\/www.thoseshirts.com\/images\/imao600.gif<\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:59832","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/59832.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=59832"}}],"title":"the things you find in other peoples journals....... damn","published":"2004-05-26T20:32:34Z","updated":"2004-05-26T20:32:34Z","content":"\"title

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What is your favorite..
gum: dentyne FIRE
restaurant: pizza hut...
drink: straight vodka or pepsi
season: summer
type of weather: rain
emotion: anger
thing to do on a half day: chill
late-night activity: walking
sport: frisbee golf
city: felch
store: hot hits
When was the last time you..
cried: sunday
played a sport: 3 saturdays ago
laughed: today
hugged someone: may 13th...
kissed someone: may 13th
felt depressed: just now you bastard quiz!
felt elated: i know you are but what am i
felt overworked: ...
faked sick: 11th grade
lied: never
What was the last..
word you said: gay
thing you ate: spaghetti
song you listened to: 4 those of you remix
thing you drank: chilk (chocolate milk)
place you went to: the bathroom
movie you saw: torque
movie you rented: TORQUE!!!!!!!
concert you attended: ...
Who was the last person you..
hugged: crystal
cried over: dont worry about it
kissed: crystal
danced with: crystal
shared a secret with: crystal?
had a sleepover with: craig, matt, amber, becca, and casey
called: james
went to a movie with: james, christina, justin, and allison
saw: the people in my 6th hour?
were angry with: EVAN
couldn't take your eyes off of: amber but shhhhhhh
obsessed over: crystal
Have you ever..
danced in the rain: no
kissed someone: yes
done drugs: sorta
drank alcohol: yyyyyyyyup
slept around: all the damn time
partied 'til the sun came up: saturday
had a movie marathon: sorry i'm not 4
gone too far on a dare: never had a dare...
spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes
taken a survey quite like this before: o god yes...


since my life has gotten alittle batter i think i'll start doing lyrics that i like again.

tonights will be Twiztid Cryptic Collection 3... it's such a badass cd, you all need to get it.
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Karate chopping muthafuckas like (Hiyah)
Lord of the Rings, I'll make the dragon breathe (Fiya)
It won't stop until my heart beat expires
************************************
We keep it darker than a vampire
With your body in my trunk, with my bumps and my spare tire
************************************
A wild germ set loose, I'm abused by most
I'm a plague that will wipe out most of the east coast
Come with me, run with me, try to escape
We love, not hate, now can you relate?
Burning me inside, with the pain of never knowing
Can't explain why the rain don't change, it keeps glowing
I'm a lightning rod
Rocking the dead, a little bit frightening and odd
But I never forget
************************************
I'm everywhere and nowhere at the same time
************************************<\/small>
Ears don't hear so clear cuz I stuck a pencil inside my temple
My blood escapes from outta the hole
your broadcast is white from every one of my channels
Nothin' but static remains, I ain't really changed.
I just disconnected and chucked all of my feelin's away.
I'm numb now, they call me dumb somehow.
I chose myself as a target to unleash and take all the pain out on
So I'm the victim of my own wicked torment
Spare me with the tears of sorrow, I quite enjoy it
I was never meant to belong
Odd shaped pieces never fit the puzzle of life society's built on
So here I sit with a hole in my head
I tried replacin' information and I wound up dead
Nothin' but static remains on my hands
and my brains are leakin' out on the floor
as I die screamin' in pain.

You dealin with a person who ain't got nothin to lose
type a mutha fucka hang himself with the lace inside his gym shoes
You better watch your back you better watch me
ain't no tellin where I might be or what I got with me
You dealin with a person who could really give a fuck
type of motha fucka get the stick and somebody gone get stuck
You better watch your back you better watch me
ain't no tellin where I might be or who I got with me.
**********************************
Man who you fuckin with?
I got no conscience
fuck the whole world is how i feel to be honest
walk up in a crowd of Gs
bust off hot lead
from the barrel of my gun
to the cheek now they dead
blood stained streets where they were standin
they bodies lay in sections
pick them up and put them in my collection.
don't start static always lookin for more
watch your back when its dark and you alone it's on<\/b><\/big>
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I...H-Hate...H-H-Hate...Everyone!
I hate everyone!
I-I-I-I-I....H-H-Hate...
Ya hear that? Bump....bump bump
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1 you just a ho (right)
2 you ain\u2019t a juggalo. (believe that)
Watch what you want your mouth to represent
you get your head split quick, some shit they can\u2019t stitch
I\u2019m a scrub for life, don\u2019t let the hairstyle throw it
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First off, (here we go)
whoever trippin get the sawed off
pointed to the back of your head,
actin like the dead, don\u2019t play
12 shells a day
still put it down for my g\u2019s around the way (hey hey)
ain\u2019t nobody tryin ta step to
better watch you mouth homeboy I\u2019ll powerplex you
into the mat, now picture that
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That's my family!
Criminals and wierdos
Outcasts and freakshows
And members of the carnival
That's my family!
Wicked clowns and dead folks
And lyrical assassins that'll slash ya throat
That's my family!
So put ya hands up! Put ya hands up! Put ya hands up!
That's my family!
Keep your hands up
And represent the Dark Carnival for life motha facko!
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Now come on where my family at (WOOP WOOP!)
Thats what the fuck I'm talkin about!
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Lable me whatever it never mattered to me
long as I'm related to your family tree
It's a gang of us all shapes and sizes
and the world'll be enlightened when the dark sun rises Despise us, go ahead
hate me to your friend
no matter what you say or do this'll never end
pretend it's a dream and it don't matter what I say
juggalos unite and represent at GOT-J
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I bump the best shit, only the best shit
And if it ain't a hatchet product it's bound to get ejected
This shit is protected by computron
And hard drives and main frames that it's downloaded on
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It's the carnival! Bumpin out the speakers in ya vehicle
Madrox, venomous nemesis
Deeper than a fat chicks cracks and crevices (Oh I bet it is)
Patience is a virtue and time waits for no man
It'd take forever dawg for some people to understand
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Keep it movin
(rollin till it ain't no wheels)
Keep it movin
(give it time to flex our skills)
Keep it movin
You ain't never seen a crew like us
the underground rumbles everytime we bust.
(Come on man)
you ain't never heard of the Carnival click
(Come on man)
we be deep n' on some family shit
(Come on man)
you can try to get as close as you can get
but you never come close to the Hatchet
********************************
And represent the Dark Carnival for life motha facko!
*********************************
I represent the East side, no peace
Fuck the police
We tell you to increase the deceased at least
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Mama think I'm a flake; Corn flake cereal killa
Fruitloop outta my mind like Godzilla
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I'm on time like a motherfucka
Leaving you hanging in the forest
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If my woman starts cheating, motherfuck her, bitch
I'm out for self
Green weed, fame and wealth
So take your hopes and dreams
And put that shit back on the shelf
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Nigga pass the blunt before you pass out
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Barricading your door for the raid
And in the shade is a sawed off double-barreled pump
Looking for mothafuckas who wanna jump
Cause I got 13 bullets in my pocket I'm a mad man
My trigger finger turning suckers to sand
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I don't wanna lose you, but I lost you!
I Can't Remember your face
Never gonna let go, never gonna back down
No One can take your place
Why did you leave? where did you go?
I don't know, why did you just go away
And Leave me here with all this pain and animosity?
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Let me shave that pussy!

make-make-make-make-makin' me itch
make-make-make-make-makin' me itch
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Don't read it time to shut em down, turn another page
put em in the Blender magazine crusade
kill em all, burn em all, take em to the streets,
another publicist dead page 153
only credit was a cover tag next month's issue
read all about fallen bands dissin you
here's a story for that ass Lotus ready to brawl
bringin you blood shock and awe bring it on.

You cant make or break me fuck MTV.
I'ma underground killa huntin VIP
murderous me followin Tom home
with a 12 inch shank about to bloody the chrome.
I cut his throat so deep nearly cut off his head
13 wounds found in the chest of his kids
and his wife...I still got his wife
she be suckin our dicks at the Pod as we write.
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As soon as I walk in the door I set it off
I slap Fred Durst and the guy who plays \"Ross\"
so tempted and just rushed the stage
and choke the shit outta Chris Cornell for ruinin Rage
lights go out mind doin again
and when they come back on I got my dick in Lil Kim
I pulled off the rubber and bitch slapped Danny Glover
now I swing on Ashton Kutcher and I bet I get the cover.
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(Chorus)
Shock (stab em up) and awe (watch em fall)
and then back into the underworld we crawl
(so fuck yall bitches)
Shock (stab em up) and awe (watch em fall)
and then back into the underworld we crawl
(so fuck yall bitches)
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Fuck the radio and all the songs they play
their playlist are wack and their DJ's are gay.
I ain't payin you shit to play my song
5 G's for rotation you know thats wrong
got to come with more money just to add my shit
gotta pay an A&R to straight suck ya dick
take ya to lunch get ya all drunk and shit
I'm like FUCK NAH fuck you and the mainstream bitch.
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(Madrox)
Some people call me the space cowboy, yeah

(Monoxide)
Some call me the gangster of love

(Madrox)
Some people call him Paulie

(Monoxide)
Cause I speak of the pompitous of love

(Madrox)
People talk about me, baby
Say I'm doin' you wrong, doin' you wrong
Don't you worry baby Don't worry

(Monoxide)
Cause I'm right here, right here, right here, right here at home

(Chorus)
I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I get my lovin' on the run...ooo...ooooo

(Madrox)
The Joker...The joker...th-the joker ...Joker...th-the joker...the joker...the joker...the joker...the jo-jo-...the joker

(Madrox)
You're the cutest thing That I ever did see

(Monoxide)
I really love your peaches Want to shake your tree

(Madrox)
Lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey all the time
ahhh shit Dig this baby
I'll sure show you a good time

(Chorus)
I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I get my lovin' on the run...ooo...ooooo

(Madrox)
People keep talking about me baby
They said I'm doin' you wrong
Well don't you worry, don't worry, no don't worry mama
Cause I'm right here at home

(Chorus)
I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I get my lovin' on the run...ooo...ooooo

GREAT FUCKING COVER LOVE THE WHOLE THING!
*********************************
Why does my family always have to fuck up everything I have goin? Are they jealous?\"
***********************************
I gotta deal with this, that I'm not everyone else,
and they're all just better than me
so FUCMYSELF!
Livin to die, dyin to live, hatin to give
into the bullshit, I wish but it won't quit
can somebody stop this, I need some fuckin help
Cause they're all just better than me
so FUCMYSELF!

Everybody spits in my face,
Everybody spits the same
and it really hits on the vein of me
This is the very meanin' of hate
The very reason I been commited and labeled a technical basket case
Please, I just can't take it anymore
Attackin' me from every angle soon as I walk in the door
Harder and harder you just kept pushin and pushin
til I was farther and farther away from all of the bullshit and Now
I'm the person you always wanted me to be
a loser just like my daddy to the highest degree
Well it ain't for me, that I go out in the glory
before my life is just a repeat of that mother fucker's story
this shit is legendary, you can like it or not
say what you say the other way or handle it on the spot
and my feelings are irrelevant to all the games and jokes
sometimes I feel a little provoked To Step Down
************************************
I don't respect you, or expect you to...
die for me, even though I would die for you
Cause life tries to manipulate, and dominate
bringin no one around you in emotional state
Man, I know that I ain't shit, it ain't no fuckin secret,
I never had shit, and I'll never be shit,
But I'm cool with it, I ain't even trippin a bit,
I'm A fake, I'm a phony, and the biggest false profit,
But you're lookin in the mirror and you're seein yourself
better than me, better than you, and everybody else
You're a high horse ridin, Oh so judgemental,
complex (MUTHA FUCKA!) and I'm so simple
but that's ok too, and rather than hate you,
I embrace you, to change the mood you relate to,
my feelings are irrelevant to all the games and jokes
sometimes I feel a little provoked To Step Down
********************************
I ain't shit!
SO FUCMYSELF
I'm just nothing!
SO FUCMYSELF!
Never be nothing!
SO FUCMYSELF!
Never be nothing!
SO FUCMYSELF!
********************************
Bump this shit
Bump this shit
(Tell me what you know good)
Bump this shit
Bump this shit
********************************
You don't wanna see me and my
(B BOY STANCE)
Whoever spat on my shit can watch your whole world
(Wing it)
I make em say (HO!)
I make em say (HO!)
I make em say (HOLD UP!)
(Tell me what you know good!)
You don't wanna see me and my
(B BOY STANCE)
Everybody's hypnotized as if they in a
(TRANCE!)
I make em say (HO!)
I make em say (HO!)
I make em say (HOLD UP!)
(Tell me what you know good!)
****************************
(Will it last for eternity?)

(Madrox)
Leave me all alone
There ain't nobody calling on my telephone
Because I ripped that bitch right up out of the wall
I apologize to any yall that tried to call
I haven't been myself lately
I've been slowly losing my mind and telling them it's Gravy
I'm looking hella shady and I haven't showered in weeks
I haven't washed my balls, I haven't brushed my teeth
All I see is demons everywhere that I look
Was it the Ouija, the Black Magic Warlock book?
I can't remember, but how can my memories leave me?
I can't believe the spirits would try to deceive me
But they did, just like a little kid
I was so eager to learn, so willing to give
But all they did was hate me, and break me
Use my body for a host and my mirror for the gateway

(Chorus)
Something is wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity?
Something is wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity?

(Madrox)
Please don't walk away
I want you to hear what I got to say
I never had anyone ever care for me
I never had anyone ever there for me
If you would listen to me instead of calling me names
I would explain why I'm shaking and why I'm going insane
My mind is on vacation, lack of conversation
I'm like a radio, with static on every station
Still I wanna know, will I be normal again?
You say it's bullshit and tell me that it's all pretend
But if it's false, then why don't the demons just disappear?
And if it's untrue, then why am I seeing them crystal clear?
Because I do, the mirror's turning blue
And soul after soul keeps walking right through
They're living in my house and living inside my head
Some sleep inside the closet, others sleep under the bed

(Chorus)
Something is wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity?
Something is wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity?
Why don't they just leave me alone?
Will it last for eternity?
Something's wrong inside my head
(Is it really my fault?)
I can't be alone

Why don't they just leave me alone?
Will it last for eternity?
Something's wrong inside my head
(Is it really my fault?)
I can't be alone

(Chorus)
Something is wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity?
Something is wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity?

ALSO AN AWESOME FUCKING SONG<\/small>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:58930","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/58930.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=58930"}}],"title":"rapethedead @ 2011-05-23T22:53:00","published":"2004-05-23T19:53:10Z","updated":"2004-05-23T19:53:10Z","content":"why do people smoke after sex? thats like saying \"i just had sex with you, now i'm going to slowly kill myself\" never thought about that huh?"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:58693","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/58693.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=58693"}}],"title":"ch3apsex is a faggot and looks like one too","published":"2004-05-23T19:49:07Z","updated":"2004-05-23T19:49:07Z","content":"All This (all this)...

I can't remember your face

All this (all this)...

No one can take your place

All this (all this)...

I can't remember your face

All this pain and animosity

(Monoxide)
It's not everyday I get to sit around and chat,
Sit down and think maybe even talk about,
that shit just drives me crazy, Fuckin' me up.
I'm outta luck like a slut with nobody to fuck,
Somebody talk to me, hear me out, lend me an ear,
Before I lose it on society and do it so Violently
Fearer of fear, hands sweaty, losin' my breath,
I'm sittin' with death, somebody sittin' on my chest
Best remedy's revenge on people who wouldn't listen
Cheeks glisten cuz I'm cryin', my vision is so violent
Didn't worry cuz I'm losin' it. Abusin' anybody that's
confusin this with lyin or me tryin to get attention,
Sention on my mind, all I think about is dyin
In spite of me livin' in Hell, breakin' me down
Outta touch with reality, fuck it I'm out,
Everybody in this motha fucka's hearin me now,

(Chorus)
I don't wanna lose you, but I lost you!
I Can't Remember your face
Never gonna let go, never gonna back down
No One can take your place
Why did you leave? where did you go?
I don't know, why did you just go away
And Leave me here with all this pain and animosity?

(ABK)
I'm so lost without my loved ones
can't seem to let go.
Why do I keep breathin? Does God want me to die slow?
On the edge I stand lookin at the past on
wondering how long I'm allowed to carry on
so many left that was just too close.
At times I feel all alone and I just can't cope.
Why did they have to go? Why did they have to leave?
If it's not family then it's the homies from the streets.
My mind's set not to take that shit,
but I gotta stay strong for the sake of my kids.
(Hi daddy)
How close does the soul gotta get
to make you want to slit your wrist after they heart quits?
It's so hard to you lose in life
but even harder to recover
specially when memories start to smother
you can't run so just take that pain,
cause I'ma always gonna hold on to your name rememberin....

(Chorus)
I don't wanna lose you, but I lost you!
I Can't Remember your face
Never gonna let go, never gonna back down
No One can take your place
Why did you leave? where did you go?
I don't know, why did you just go away
And Leave me here with all this pain and animosity?

(Madrox)
It's everyday that the anger seem's to be killing me off
It's kinda nice to have a chance to talk,
Or rather have you, listen to me,
You always listen to me no matter what
state of mind I appear to be visiting,
you were there for me
Even when I said I was outta my mind,
You were the one that said give it some time,
And I would find I could put the pieces back together again,
you were the one that trusted me til the end,
I can't pretend that I never had faith in you,
I was only afraid, I knew what was going on,
but didnt know what to say I was so young,
feeling like my soul was torn,
coming to grips with the fact you ain't comin home no more,
All this madness, and all this pain,
Made something break inside brain,
and all this hate, and all this time,
Made me realign my mind and I find that...

(Chorus)
I don't wanna lose you, but I lost you!
I Can't Remember your face
Never gonna let go, never gonna back down
No One can take your place
Why did you leave? where did you go?
I don't know, why did you just go away
And Leave me here with all this pain and animosity?

I don't wanna lose you, but I lost you!
I Can't Remember your face
Never gonna let go, never gonna back down
No One can take your place
Why did you leave? where did you go?
I don't know, why did you just go away
And Leave me here with all this pain and animosity?
<\/big><\/b>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:58413","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/58413.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=58413"}}],"title":"ch3apsex is a faggot and he looks like one too","published":"2004-05-19T19:05:10Z","updated":"2004-05-19T19:05:10Z","content":"*cries*"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rapethedead:58221","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/58221.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/rapethedead.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=58221"}}],"title":"ch3apsex is a faggot and he looks like one too","published":"2004-05-18T17:32:10Z","updated":"2004-05-18T17:32:10Z","content":"
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