{"@attributes":{"version":"2.0"},"channel":{"title":"Queer as Fray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/","description":"Queer as Fray - LiveJournal.com","lastBuildDate":"Wed, 23 Mar 2016 17:00:28 GMT","generator":"LiveJournal \/ LiveJournal.com","copyright":"NOINDEX","image":{"url":"https:\/\/l-userpic.livejournal.com\/119461486\/55086548","title":"Queer as Fray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/","width":"100","height":"100"},"item":[{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/108457.html","pubDate":"Wed, 23 Mar 2016 17:00:28 GMT","title":"A Belated Farewell","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/108457.html","description":"It started with this:<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/152019\/152019_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/>And ended with this:<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/152245\/152245_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>Thank all of you for almost three years of fucking, flames and fun.  It's been quite a ride.  I'll never forget this fandom and all the wonderful people I met both online and off.  My writing skills grew by leaps and bounds writing for this fandom.  Brian is an endlessly fascinating character, and even though I have run out of stories, there are others who never will and some who are only just discovering QaF.  It's a rare and lucky fandom that still has an active scene so long after a show has ended.  Cherish it - and even more importantly, cherish each other.<br \/><br \/>Yours always,<br \/><br \/>Fray<br \/><br \/><br \/>P.S. I wrote a multi-chapter story under a pen name that some of you might be familiar with.  I'm posting it again under my real name.  You can follow it here <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/6333109#main\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Knocked Up<\/a>.  As for my other QaF stories on AO3 - I'm keeping most of them, but discarding a couple unfinished ones.  I hate leaving up unfinished fics when I leave a fandom.","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/108457.html?view=comments#comments","category":"good-bye"},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/108044.html","pubDate":"Sat, 12 Sep 2015 20:39:33 GMT","title":"Letters to Sunshine","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/108044.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4581318\/chapters\/10435179\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Letters to Sunshine<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> Post-series<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warning:<\/b> Canon-compliant references to childhood abuse and neglect<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian and Justin are married, but Justin still knows little about Brian's child and young adulthood. It's a source of tension, but Brian (surprise, surprise) has a hard time talking. Writing letters makes things a little easier.<\/font><br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/151180\/151180_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4581318\/chapters\/10947368\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Eighth Letter<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/108044.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","my fic","justin's pov","multi-part fic","brian's pov","gapfiller","multiple points of view","ic characters","pre-show backstory","letters to sunshine","canon","jack","brian's shitty family","post 513"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/107889.html","pubDate":"Fri, 04 Sep 2015 19:55:33 GMT","title":"Pig Shit to a Hog Farmer","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/107889.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> Pig Shit to a Hog Farmer<br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Frayach<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Brian\/Justin<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> Season Two<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> None<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian lands another account.<\/font><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/151423\/151423_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"5\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4727225\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Pig Shit to a Hog Farmer<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/107889.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","my fic","brian's pov","gapfiller","advertising","ic characters","canon","season two"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/107638.html","pubDate":"Tue, 01 Sep 2015 19:54:10 GMT","title":"Letters to Sunshine","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/107638.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4581318\/chapters\/10435179\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Letters to Sunshine<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> Post-series<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warning:<\/b> Canon-compliant references to childhood abuse and neglect<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian and Justin are married, but Justin still knows little about Brian's child and young adulthood. It's a source of tension, but Brian (surprise, surprise) has a hard time talking. Writing letters makes things a little easier.<\/font><br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/151180\/151180_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4581318\/chapters\/10749335\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Seventh Letter<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/107638.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","my fic","justin's pov","multi-part fic","brian's pov","gapfiller","multiple points of view","scene interpretation","ic characters","pre-show backstory","letters to sunshine","canon","brian's shitty family","post 513"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/107504.html","pubDate":"Tue, 25 Aug 2015 19:19:37 GMT","title":"Letters to Sunshine","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/107504.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4581318\/chapters\/10435179\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Letters to Sunshine<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> Post-series<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warning:<\/b> Canon-compliant references to childhood abuse and neglect<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian and Justin are married, but Justin still knows little about Brian's child and young adulthood. It's a source of tension, but Brian (surprise, surprise) has a hard time talking. Writing letters makes things a little easier.<\/font><br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/151180\/151180_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4581318\/chapters\/10619334\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Sixth Letter<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/107504.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","my fic","justin's pov","multi-part fic","brian's pov","gapfiller","marriage","multiple points of view","ic characters","pre-show backstory","letters to sunshine","canon","brian's shitty family","monogamy"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/107135.html","pubDate":"Sat, 22 Aug 2015 18:57:51 GMT","title":"Letters to Sunshine","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/107135.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4581318\/chapters\/10435179\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Letters to Sunshine<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> Post-series<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warning:<\/b> Canon-compliant references to childhood abuse and neglect<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian and Justin are married, but Justin still knows little about Brian's child and young adulthood. It's a source of tension, but Brian (surprise, surprise) has a hard time talking. Writing letters makes things a little easier.<\/font><br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/151180\/151180_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4581318\/chapters\/10560954\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Fifth Letter<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/107135.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","my fic","justin's pov","multi-part fic","brian's pov","gapfiller","multiple points of view","scene interpretation","ic characters","pre-show backstory","letters to sunshine","canon","brian's shitty family","post 513"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/106954.html","pubDate":"Wed, 19 Aug 2015 17:07:17 GMT","title":"Letters to Sunshine","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/106954.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> Letters to Sunshine<br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> Post-series<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warning:<\/b> Canon-compliant references to childhood abuse and neglect<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian and Justin are married, but Justin still knows little about Brian's child and young adulthood. It's a source of tension, but Brian (surprise, surprise) has a hard time talking. Writing letters makes things a little easier.<\/font><br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/151180\/151180_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4581318\/chapters\/10507521\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Fourth Letter<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/106954.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","my fic","justin's pov","multi-part fic","brian's pov","gapfiller","marriage","multiple points of view","angst","ic characters","pre-show backstory","letters to sunshine","canon","brian's shitty family","post 513"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/106701.html","pubDate":"Tue, 18 Aug 2015 21:56:36 GMT","title":"Letters to Sunshine","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/106701.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> Letters to Sunshine<br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> Post-series<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warning:<\/b> Canon-compliant references to childhood abuse and neglect<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian and Justin are married, but Justin still knows little about Brian's child and young adulthood. It's a source of tension, but Brian (surprise, surprise) has a hard time talking. Writing letters makes things a little easier.<\/font><br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/151180\/151180_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4581318\/chapters\/10492653\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Third Letter<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/106701.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","my fic","justin's pov","multi-part fic","brian's pov","gapfiller","multiple points of view","letters","ic characters","pre-show backstory","letters to sunshine","canon","brian's shitty family","post 513"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/106363.html","pubDate":"Tue, 18 Aug 2015 00:54:57 GMT","title":"Letters to Sunshine","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/106363.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> Letters to Sunshine<br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> Post-series<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warning:<\/b> Canon-compliant references to childhood abuse and neglect<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian and Justin are married, but Justin still knows little about Brian's child and young adulthood. It's a source of tension, but Brian (surprise, surprise) has a hard time talking. Writing letters makes things a little easier.<\/font><br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/151180\/151180_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4581318\/chapters\/10478892\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Second Letter<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/106363.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","my fic","multi-part fic","brian's pov","gapfiller","ic characters","pre-show backstory","letters to sunshine","canon","brian's shitty family","post 513"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/106015.html","pubDate":"Sat, 15 Aug 2015 21:09:39 GMT","title":"Letters to Sunshine ","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/106015.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> Letters to Sunshine<br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> Post-series<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warning:<\/b> Canon-compliant references to childhood abuse and neglect<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian and Justin are married, but Justin still knows little about Brian's child and young adulthood. It's a source of tension, but Brian (surprise, surprise) has a hard time talking. Writing letters makes things a little easier.<\/font><br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/151180\/151180_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4581318?view_adult=true\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The First Letter<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/106015.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","my fic","multi-part fic","brian's pov","gapfiller","letters","ic characters","pre-show backstory","letters to sunshine","canon","brian's shitty family","background fic","post 513"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/105769.html","pubDate":"Sun, 02 Aug 2015 20:51:53 GMT","title":"Actions Speak Louder Than Words - 6\/6","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/105769.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4168692\/chapters\/9410010\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Actions Speak Louder Than Words<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Brian\/Justin<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> All seasons and a post-show chapter, too<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> None<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian may not be able to say \"I love you\" in words, but then again, as they say, actions speak much louder. Now if Justin can just learn to read them . . .<br \/><b>Author's Note:<\/b> Yes, I know. Another story. I'm waiting to hear back about a couple of jobs I applied for, and writing is the only thing that can distract me from my anticipatory angst.<\/font><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/145830\/145830_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4168692\/chapters\/10195682\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Season Six<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/105769.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","my fic","justin's pov","multi-part fic","gapfiller","completed fic","actions speak louder than words","what-if","ic characters","canon","drabbles","post 513"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/105618.html","pubDate":"Fri, 31 Jul 2015 21:17:30 GMT","title":"Dirt, Bones and Steel","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/105618.html","description":"<font size=\"3\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4470545\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Dirt, Bones and Steel<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Brian\/Justin<br \/><b>Time Period:<\/b> Season Five, episode 13<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> None<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian decides to keep the rings.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/151028\/151028_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"5\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4470545\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"> That promise is as unassailable as the elements it was made from.  As enduring as a burning coal seam.  As ancient as dirt and bone and steel.<\/a><\/font><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/105618.html?view=comments#comments","category":["my fic","season five","otp","episode 13","gapfiller","wedding","ic characters","canon","rings"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/105251.html","pubDate":"Thu, 30 Jul 2015 15:23:29 GMT","title":"Unfinished - Parts Five","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/105251.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4437116\/chapters\/10081196\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Unfinished<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> NC-17<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> None<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> This is a collection of started but unfinished stories. Some are short and others are multi-chaptered. Some are dead as a doornail and others are stories I'd love to pick-up again at some stage (and thus would really appreciate feedback).<br \/><b>Author's Note:<\/b> I am one of those writers who, for every story I post, there are three that I don't, and it's not because some of them aren't promising. I just sometimes run out of steam or get distracted and have a hard time finding my way back. It seems a shame that the good ones will never see the light of day in one way or another, so this collection is a way of digging them out of the hard drive, blowing off the dust and sharing them with you guys. I hope you enjoy them. I'll be posting them alphabetically.<\/font><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/149986\/149986_600.png\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4437116\/chapters\/10137674\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"> Before I Met You<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/105251.html?view=comments#comments","category":["ic characters","pre-show backstory","canon","season one","unfinished","gapfiller"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/105027.html","pubDate":"Wed, 29 Jul 2015 13:44:09 GMT","title":"Unfinished - Parts Three & Four","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/105027.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4437116\/chapters\/10081196\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Unfinished<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> NC-17<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> None<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> This is a collection of started but unfinished stories. Some are short and others are multi-chaptered. Some are dead as a doornail and others are stories I'd love to pick-up again at some stage (and thus would really appreciate feedback).<br \/><b>Author's Note:<\/b> I am one of those writers who, for every story I post, there are three that I don't, and it's not because some of them aren't really promising. I just sometimes run out of steam or get distracted and have a hard time finding my way back. It seems a shame that the good ones will never see the light of day in one way or another, so this collection is a way of digging them out of the hard drive, blowing off the dust and sharing them with you guys. I hope you enjoy them. I'll be posting them alphabetically.<\/font><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/149986\/149986_600.png\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4437116\/chapters\/10106573\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"> A Love Song for New York City<\/a><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4437116\/chapters\/10116971\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Back from the Brink<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/105027.html?view=comments#comments","category":["ic characters","season five","canon","unfinished","gapfiller","post 513"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/104837.html","pubDate":"Tue, 28 Jul 2015 13:49:18 GMT","title":"Unfinished - Part Two","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/104837.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4437116\/chapters\/10081196\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Unfinished<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> NC-17<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> None<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> This is a collection of started but unfinished stories. Some are short and others are multi-chaptered. Some are dead as a doornail and others are stories I'd love to pick-up again at some stage (and thus would really appreciate feedback).<br \/><b>Author's Note:<\/b> I am one of those writers who, for every story I post, there are three that I don't, and it's not because some of them aren't really promising. I just sometimes run out of steam or get distracted and have a hard time finding my way back. It seems a shame that the good ones will never see the light of day in one way or another, so this collection is a way of digging them out of the hard drive, blowing off the dust and sharing them with you guys. I hope you enjoy them. I'll be posting them alphabetically.<\/font><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/149986\/149986_600.png\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4437116\/chapters\/10082468\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"> A Desire Once Granted<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/104837.html?view=comments#comments","category":["seasons 1-5","ic characters","unfinished","gapfiller","what-if","post 513"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/104534.html","pubDate":"Mon, 27 Jul 2015 16:07:27 GMT","title":"Unfinished - Part One","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/104534.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4437116\/chapters\/10081196\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Unfinished<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> NC-17<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> None<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> This is a collection of started but unfinished stories. Some are short and others are multi-chaptered. Some are dead as a doornail and others are stories I'd love to pick-up again at some stage (and thus would really appreciate feedback).<br \/><b>Author's Note:<\/b> I am one of those writers who, for every story I post, there are three that I don't, and it's not because some of them aren't promising. I just sometimes run out of steam or get distracted and have a hard time finding my way back. It seems a shame that the good ones will never see the light of day in one way or another, so this collection is a way of digging them out of the hard drive, blowing off the dust and sharing them with you guys. I hope you enjoy them. I'll be posting them alphabetically.<\/font><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/149986\/149986_600.png\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4437116\/chapters\/10081196\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"> A Day In The Life . . .<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/104534.html?view=comments#comments","category":["seasons 1-5","my fic","ic characters","unfinished","gapfiller","what-if","post 513"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/104278.html","pubDate":"Wed, 22 Jul 2015 01:49:26 GMT","title":"Discovering Brian (Season Two)","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/104278.html","description":"<font size=\"5\">This is the fifty-third part in an on-going discussion about Brian.  Please come join us at AO3.  You don't need an account to post a comment.  You can find the first chapter in Season One <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/1893681\/chapters\/4081005\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">HERE<\/a>, you don't need to start with the first post to join the conversation - each post is a stand-alone.<\/font>  <br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/106742\/106742_600.jpg\" alt=\"Brian Discovered Banner\" title=\"Brian Discovered Banner\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"5\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/2494934\/chapters\/5537987\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Chapter Twenty-Three - This is the End, My Friends . . .<\/a><\/font><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/149533\/149533_600.gif\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\">","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/104278.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","meta","discovering brian","episode 20","scene interpretation","ethan era","season two","episode 19"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/104123.html","pubDate":"Mon, 20 Jul 2015 15:32:27 GMT","title":"Actions Speak Louder Than Words - 5\/6","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/104123.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4168692\/chapters\/9410010\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Actions Speak Louder Than Words<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Brian\/Justin<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> All seasons and a post-show chapter, too<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> None<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian may not be able to say \"I love you\" in words, but then again, as they say, actions speak much louder. Now if Justin can just learn to read them . . .<br \/><b>Author's Note:<\/b> Yes, I know. Another story. I'm waiting to hear back about a couple of jobs I applied for, and writing is the only thing that can distract me from my anticipatory angst.<\/font><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/145830\/145830_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4168692\/chapters\/9949535\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Season Five<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/104123.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","my fic","season five","justin's pov","multi-part fic","gapfiller","scene interpretation","actions speak louder than words","ic characters","bombing","canon","drabbles","i love you"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/103910.html","pubDate":"Sun, 19 Jul 2015 16:46:41 GMT","title":"Actions Speak Louder Than Words - 4\/6","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/103910.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4168692\/chapters\/9410010\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Actions Speak Louder Than Words<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Brian\/Justin<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> All seasons and a post-show chapter, too<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> None<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian may not be able to say \"I love you\" in words, but then again, as they say, actions speak much louder. Now if Justin can just learn to read them . . .<br \/><b>Author's Note:<\/b> Yes, I know. Another story. I'm waiting to hear back about a couple of jobs I applied for, and writing is the only thing that can distract me from my anticipatory angst.<\/font><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/145830\/145830_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4168692\/chapters\/9931172\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Season Four<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/103910.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","my fic","justin's pov","season four","multi-part fic","gapfiller","pink posse arc","scene interpretation","actions speak louder than words","ic characters","canon"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/103441.html","pubDate":"Sun, 19 Jul 2015 03:44:06 GMT","title":"Special K","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/103441.html","description":"Thank God, Justin didn't take it!  And no wonder Brian trashed the loft.  Crazy shit.<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/gawker.com\/5880557\/ketamine-is-the-worlds-dumbest-drug\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Ketamine is the World's Dumbest Drug<\/a><br \/><br \/>This article's informative, scary . . . and hilarious.  Check out the writer's description of being on E.","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/103441.html?view=comments#comments","category":["season one","random"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/103423.html","pubDate":"Fri, 17 Jul 2015 00:35:25 GMT","title":"Actions Speak Louder Than Words - 3\/6","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/103423.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4168692\/chapters\/9410010\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Actions Speak Louder Than Words<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Brian\/Justin<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> All seasons and a post-show chapter, too<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> None<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian may not be able to say \"I love you\" in words, but then again, as they say, actions speak much louder. Now if Justin can just learn to read them . . .<br \/><b>Author's Note:<\/b> Yes, I know. Another story. I'm waiting to hear back about a couple of jobs I applied for, and writing is the only thing that can distract me from my anticipatory angst.<\/font><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/145830\/145830_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4168692\/chapters\/9886775\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Season Three<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/103423.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","my fic","justin's pov","multi-part fic","gapfiller","ethan\/justin","scene interpretation","actions speak louder than words","ic characters","canon","multiple episodes","drabbles","i love you"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/102943.html","pubDate":"Thu, 16 Jul 2015 20:00:58 GMT","title":"A Timely Article","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/102943.html","description":"<a href=\"http:\/\/www.washingtonpost.com\/opinions\/we-cannot-let-the-internet-trolls-win\/2015\/07\/16\/91b1a2d2-2b17-11e5-bd33-395c05608059_story.html?tid=pm_opinions_pop_b&amp;hpid=z5\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Trolls are Winning the Battle for the Internet<\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/102943.html?view=comments#comments","category":["comments","basic etiquette","troll"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/102705.html","pubDate":"Wed, 15 Jul 2015 15:23:13 GMT","title":"New Low","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/102705.html","description":"There's a new low in QaF trolldom:<br \/><br \/>\"U know I think ur a bitch & ur story sucks seriously Brian marrying other ru out of ur fucking or what you bitch if u hAv any shame or selfrecpect remove this fucking story ur discussting ur a slut becos of u I hAv to stop reading stories on this site I pray to god u die.....I think ur a prostitute u bitch I spit on ur face for this fucking story n what ever that gal said & Abuse u she did right thing u.....fuck off u bitch\"<br \/><br \/>This wasn't posted in response to any of my stories, but the recipient is a friend of mine.  Readers, please think of this comment whenever deciding whether to leave a review on a story that you liked.  We writers know rationally that we should ignore stuff like this (and the stuff I got in response to my recent story), but that's easier said than done.  Positive feedback - even if it's something as quick as \"I really enjoyed reading this\" helps to offset the hurtful (sometimes scary) \"feedback\" we sometimes get.","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/102705.html?view=comments#comments","category":["comments","basic etiquette","troll"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/102652.html","pubDate":"Thu, 09 Jul 2015 18:51:27 GMT","title":"Breath Stopping","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/102652.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4305174\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Breath Stopping<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> NC-17<br \/><b>Pairing:<\/b> Brian\/Justin<br \/><b>Era:<\/b> Pink Posse Arc<br \/><b>Warning:<\/b> Breath play<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Justin comes home horny as all hell after his first taste of vigilantism.<br \/><b>Author's Note:<\/b> This story is about breath play, which is the act of restricting breathing for erotic purposes. I am not promoting the act, which can be very dangerous (and even deadly) if not practiced safely and in the presence of someone you trust completely (hence Michael's freak-out when he found Brian practicing auto-erotic asphyxiation).<\/font> <br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/148988\/148988_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4305174\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Breath Stopping<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/102652.html?view=comments#comments","category":["brian\/justin","breath stopping","season four","gapfiller","pink posse arc","breath play","ic characters","canon"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/102363.html","pubDate":"Wed, 08 Jul 2015 01:07:36 GMT","title":"The Mandala - FINAL CHAPTER","author":"queerasfray","link":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/102363.html","description":"<font size=\"4\"><b>Title:<\/b><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4243167\/chapters\/9600975\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Mandala<\/a><br \/><b>Author:<\/b> Me, Fray<br \/><b>Rating:<\/b> R<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> MAJOR CANONICAL CHARACTER DEATH!!<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> Brian dies in a car accident on the night of the launch party. This is the story of what happened afterward.<br \/><b>Author's Note:<\/b> This story includes the <b>death of a major canonical character<\/b>.  It's about grief, guilt and healing.  It's not an easy read to the say the least.  If you think you might not be in the right place to read a story like this, DON'T DO IT!!  <br \/><br \/>If you're interested in reading stories stories I've written that are happy and fun, I recommend \"The Roommate Diaries,\" \"Sunshine is a Fucking Dick,\" \"On the Edge of Falling,\" \"One Night at Babylon,\" \"The Kinney Collection,\" \"A Feeling of Forever,\" Justin and the Sea Monkeys,\" \"No Pain, No Gain,\" and any story in the \"Everything He Knows\" collection.  You can find all of these stories <a href=\"http:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/79840.html\" target=\"_blank\">HERE<\/a><br \/><br \/>In writing about Brian's death, I have relied on this article: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.afterellen.com\/tv\/190814-when-is-it-ok-to-kill-lesbian-and-bisexual-character\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">When Is It OK To Kill Lesbian\/Bi Characters<\/a>.<\/font><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/ic.pics.livejournal.com\/queerasfray\/55086548\/149426\/149426_600.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><font size=\"6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/4243167\/chapters\/9728679\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Chapter Five - The Mandala<\/a><\/font>","comments":"https:\/\/queerasfray.livejournal.com\/102363.html?view=comments#comments","category":["canon divergence","brian\/justin","my fic","justin's pov","multi-part fic","the mandala","completed fic","ethan\/justin","what-if","angst","au","ic characters","season two","grief","major character death"]}]}}