{"@attributes":{"version":"2.0"},"channel":{"title":"not a game for one","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/","description":"not a game for one - LiveJournal.com","lastBuildDate":"Sat, 04 Jan 2014 20:32:34 GMT","generator":"LiveJournal \/ LiveJournal.com","copyright":"NOINDEX","image":{"url":"https:\/\/l-userpic.livejournal.com\/95128393\/6757278","title":"not a game for one","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/","width":"100","height":"100"},"item":[{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/69868.html","pubDate":"Sat, 04 Jan 2014 20:32:34 GMT","title":"New Year's Resolutions 2014 ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/69868.html","description":"Long time no post, yes?  <br \/><br \/>1.) Health: Exercise at least 3x on weekdays, 1x on weekends (hiking counts). <br \/>  a.) Join a gym. IMA (my university's gym): $240 \/ 1 year. 6 am - 10:30 p.m., M-F. <br \/>  b.) Lose 20 lbs. (No worries, I'm within my BMI now, and losing that amount would simply put me at the lower end of that BMI range).<br \/>  c.) Learn at least one new healthy recipe every month. <br \/>  d.) Limit sweets. For heavy-calorie desserts, no more than 1 per week. (I have a terrible sweet tooth, and the law school is always exploding with free sweets and food). <br \/>  e.) New schedule: bed by 11:30, up by 6:30. 7 hours is pretty good for me. <br \/><br \/>2.) Write for 2 hours on weekdays and 3 hours on weekends, for total of 16 hours (note: 168 hours in a week, so that's about 10%). I'm hoping waking up earlier and leaving work earlier means it will be easier for me to feel energized for exercise and writing. Note that it's pitch-black here at 4 pm now. :( <br \/>(Side note: Maybe attend some of the Clarion West's daily workshops in Seattle. Springing for the 6-week course seems a bit intense and expensive now, though.) <br \/><br \/>3.) Limit Internet time. No more than 1 hour\/day on weekdays.  <br \/><br \/>4.) Buy a used car. Probably the one from my friend. <br \/><br \/>5.) Get a raise or get a new job. Then plan a new budget.","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/69868.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/69346.html","pubDate":"Sun, 11 Nov 2012 22:07:26 GMT","title":"VICTORY!!! THIS...IS...THE NETHERLANDS!!! (Cry, Rove, Cry.) ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/69346.html","description":"Subtitle of my post: <i>In which Ontogenesis engages in far more schadenfreude than is healthy.<\/i> OR: <i>Is that just the math you do as a Republican to make yourself feel better?<\/i> <br \/><br \/>OBAMAAAAAAAAAA!!!! MORE WOMEN IN OFFICE!!! MORE MINORITIES IN CONGRESS!!! GAYS IN OFFICE AND NO ONE REALLY CARES!!! EQUAL MARRIAGE RIGHTS!!! <small>Yes, the people have spoken, despite the best results of the GOP to suppress the vote, forcing voters in Florida to stand in line for nine hours due to the severely reduced number of voting days. Latinos and blacks and Asians and young people turned out in even greater numbers than 2008 to vote. Holla. (And our new 113th Congress is more diverse than ever, electing the first Japanese female senator, first lesbian senator, first gay Asian rep, first Hindu rep, first Thai rep (female war hero), and 20 female senators! We've got a long way to go, but this is a step in the right direction).<\/small> <br \/><br \/>Did I wake up in the Netherlands? <br \/><br \/>For the first time ever, gay marriage WON at the ballot: Washington legalized gay marriage along with Maine and Maryland. Minnesota (home of \"Crazy Eyes\" Bachmann) refused to put anti-gay discrimination into their state constitution. Washington and Colorado (hi <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"februaryfour\" lj:user=\"februaryfour\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/februaryfour.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/februaryfour.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>februaryfour<\/b><\/a><\/span> and <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"doubt72\" lj:user=\"doubt72\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/doubt72.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/doubt72.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>doubt72<\/b><\/a><a class=\"i-ljuser-badge i-ljuser-badge--pro\" data-badge-type=\"pro\" data-placement=\"bottom\" data-pro-badge data-pro-badge-type=\"1\" data-is-raw hidden href=\"#\"><span class=\"i-ljuser-badge__icon\"><svg class=\"svgicon\" width=\"25\" height=\"16\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" viewBox=\"0 0 33 24\"><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M19.326 11.95c0 2.01 1.47 3.45 3.48 3.45 2.02 0 3.49-1.44 3.49-3.45 0-2.01-1.47-3.45-3.49-3.45-2.01 0-3.48 1.44-3.48 3.45Zm5.51 0c0 1.24-.8 2.19-2.03 2.19-1.23 0-2.02-.95-2.02-2.19 0-1.25.79-2.19 2.02-2.19s2.03.94 2.03 2.19ZM7.92 15.28H6.5V8.61h3.12c1.45 0 2.24.98 2.24 2.15 0 1.16-.8 2.15-2.24 2.15h-1.7v2.37Zm1.51-3.62c.56 0 .98-.35.98-.9 0-.56-.42-.9-.98-.9H7.92v1.8h1.51ZM18.3802 15.28h-1.63l-1.31-2.37h-1.04v2.37h-1.42V8.61h3.12c1.39 0 2.24.91 2.24 2.15 0 1.18-.74 1.81-1.46 1.98l1.5 2.54Zm-2.49-3.62c.57 0 1-.34 1-.9s-.43-.9-1-.9h-1.49v1.8h1.49Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M2 8c0-2.20914 1.79086-4 4-4h20.5c2.2091 0 4 1.79086 4 4v7.9c0 2.2091-1.7909 4-4 4H6c-2.20914 0-4-1.7909-4-4V8Zm4-2.5h20.5C27.8807 5.5 29 6.61929 29 8v7.9c0 1.3807-1.1193 2.5-2.5 2.5H6c-1.38071 0-2.5-1.1193-2.5-2.5V8c0-1.38071 1.11929-2.5 2.5-2.5Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/a><\/span> !) both legalized RECREATIONAL pot (I don't smoke, but I think making pot illegal makes about as much sense as Prohibition did -- yeah, if you want to benefit organized crime, keep it illegal. We, the state, might as well tax it and reap the huge profits). WA also elected a Democratic governor who wrote a book about green energy, supports gay marriage (he offered to preside over gay weddings), and is eager to implement ObamaCare. <a href=\"http:\/\/seattletimes.com\/flatpages\/politics\/2012-washington-election-results.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">A few results are not yet finalized, we vote by mail, it's slow<\/a>. <br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.capitolhillseattle.com\/2012\/11\/09\/celebrate-r74-with-a-free-slice-of-capitol-hills-biggest-rainbow-cake\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">ENJOY THE BIGGEST GAY CAKE EVER IN THE SHAPE OF WA STATE.<\/a> <br \/><br \/>Of course, as I said in a previous post, I was really invested in \"America's first pro-gay\" president getting re-elected, and he did, and some polls suggest that in swing states, that could have pushed him over the edge. Yes, but what probably helped is that LGBT have straight friends and families, who were willing to give Obama a second chance, perhaps because Obama was offering hope to gays, instead of Romney's recycled hate. (On a related note, I let the co-worker mentioned in a previous post know I am gay, 'cause she was starting to try to play match-maker.) <br \/><br \/>Onto the schadenfreude: Usually I believe one should be gracious in victory, and offer a conciliatory tone, and a handshake (you done your best, son), but this was about survival for me, as a gay female, and a state employee in education.  <br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/ibnlive.in.com\/news\/us-every-single-republican-rape-analyst-loses-election\/304621-2.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">ALL the \"Rape\" Republicans lost.<\/a> Yes, many women choose to carry pregnancies to full term even after a rape, but that's their choice. They don't want some old white man telling them they MUST, despite rape or incest. The GOP lost the \"War on Women,\" including one out of WA's new 1st district. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.policymic.com\/articles\/18805\/election-2012-aftermath-3-things-republicans-can-do-to-regroup-for-2014-and-2016\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"> PRO-TIP TO GOP: Women are 54% of the electorate!<\/a> I know y'all aren't so good at math, and don't believe in science, but c'mon... <br \/><br \/>Ah, Karl Rove. You asshole. I remember when during Bush's second run for re-election, you \"got out the faithful,\" by putting anti-gay measures on the ballot in thirteen states, including mine (Louisiana). You cynical jerk, it worked then. Well, guess what? The old party strategy of relying on the white, evangelical, old, and (increasingly) male vote just ain't gonna work anymore. We outnumber you. Welcome to the new, (comparatively) non-religious, increasingly non-white, gay-friendly America. Better get used to working with us, or get out of politics. And really, grow up and stop being afraid of minorities already. We're not the enemy, we are also America. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.politico.com\/blogs\/media\/2012\/11\/bill-oreilly-the-white-establishment-is-now-the-minority-148705.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">No, Mr. O'Reilly<\/a> Women and minorities don't \"want stuff.\" We just want a fair shake, instead of the wealthy always getting the break at our expense. And seriously, Congress, pass the DREAM act already. <br \/><br \/>Anyway, please enjoy Karl Rove's <a href=\"http:\/\/www.thedailyshow.com\/watch\/wed-november-7-2012\/post-democalypse-2012---america-takes-a-shower---karl-rove-s-math\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">SADS and SHOCK<\/a>, made worse by the Republican's refusal to accept MATH AND POLLS (well, the ones that weren't done by fiercely pro-Romney pollsters). <br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.slate.com\/blogs\/the_slatest\/2012\/11\/07\/karl_rove_on_fox_news_the_five_stages_of_conservative_grief.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">More sadz<\/a>. Rove's Crossroads, under the Citizens United ruling by SCOUTS, spent $300 million plus on various races, only to have like a 1% return (victories). Hahahahah. <br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.slate.com\/blogs\/the_slatest\/2012\/11\/08\/megyn_kelly_reminds_karl_rove_who_won_the_election_video.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Sorry, Rove, a loss is a loss!<\/a> <br \/><br \/>Seriously, there's a lot of work to be done, and we've got to keep a firm hand on our elected representatives to make sure they make the best decisions for ALL of America, not just the wealthiest. <br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/69346.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/68904.html","pubDate":"Tue, 06 Nov 2012 09:21:39 GMT","title":"Finally, Doomsday Is Here ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/68904.html","description":"In the US, it's the first Tuesday of November... Election Day. 33 Senate seats, all of the House seats, governorships, 4 states have gay marriage issues on the ballot, and of course the presidential race, which is very <a href=\"http:\/\/fivethirtyeight.blogs.nytimes.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">close<\/a> although seems to be in Obama's favor. I'm worried about the voter suppression issues, though, and ridiculously long lines in Florida (I want everyone to be able to vote easily, no matter who they are voting for). <br \/><br \/>I have to say I feel more personally invested in this election than any other. It's because for the first time, a president has stood up for LGBT rights in very real and significant ways, and I want him to be rewarded for that. If Obama fails, the media and politicians will probably point to that as the second reason (after the economy) that he did not get re-elected. I don't want that to happen, for supporting gay = political suicide to become linked. The Obama of 2008 was for civil unions but against gay marriage, and at the time even that was still welcome for me, escaping from my homophobic upbringing. But he's evolved, and I respect <a href=\"http:\/\/www.thedailybeast.com\/articles\/2012\/05\/09\/the-evolution-of-obama-s-position-on-gay-marriage-video.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">that<\/a>.  I do support Obama for a lot of other reasons, too. <br \/><br \/>I've also given money (for the first time) to political causes, and campaigned (also a first). Unfortunately, as WA State only requires that ballots be postmarked by Election Day, it could be <a href=\"http:\/\/seattletimes.com\/html\/editorspicks\/2019592584_votecount05m.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">up to a week before we have our results<\/a>. Everyone knows WA will go for Obama, but the governor's race and Ref. 74 (gay marriage) may be tight. <br \/><br \/>Today I received a bit of a nasty jolt from a co-worker who I just assumed was a supporter because she seems really logical and fair-minded... she told me that she thought marriage was religiously based so LGBT should only have civil unions (to which I calmly? said that I would be fine with that if everyone got civil unions with equal rights and then could get marriage licenses as a bonus, but pointed out that \"separate but equal\" hasn't worked out yet in reality, as per the Connecticut Supreme Court's review of a study on such, esp. in critical matters). I mentioned the cases of gay partners denied deathbed access. It's a real thing. It's horrible. <br \/><br \/>Oh well. I've been talking (when asked about what I've been up to) about campaigning for Ref. 74, so it's not like we don't talk about politics sometimes. I know where she's coming from (raised in South, religious background, blah blah). It still hurts, though.<br \/><br \/>I don't think she knows I'm gay, in retrospect. I have a policy of not telling people unless they ask (and I trust them). Stealth lesbian here.","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/68904.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/68779.html","pubDate":"Thu, 01 Nov 2012 06:41:44 GMT","title":"Hurricane Sandy Relief ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/68779.html","description":"I'm sure everyone is already well-aware of this horrible, disaster. I grew up where hurricanes, tornadoes, and tropical storms are a way-of-life... but this is mind-blowing, both in the damage and sheer number of people affected. <br \/><br \/>This isn't something the Northeast can handle on its own. <br \/><br \/>If you are able, please pitch in with a donation at a charity like:  <a target='_blank' href='http:\/\/www.redcross.org\/' rel='nofollow'>http:\/\/www.redcross.org\/<\/a>  Or a blood donation: all the blood drives for that huge affected area had to be cancelled, so any blood donation is appreciated. <br \/><br \/>(Collecting items isn't quite so useful due to the logistics of disaster relief, but your local food bank or charity would really appreciate those items...) <br \/><br \/><span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"aishuu\" lj:user=\"aishuu\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/aishuu.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/aishuu.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>aishuu<\/b><\/a><\/span>, I hope you will post as soon as you are able.","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/68779.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/67930.html","pubDate":"Thu, 22 Mar 2012 05:02:47 GMT","title":"All The News That's Not Fit To Print ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/67930.html","description":"<b>Exciting Reader Response Question:<\/b> Has your money ever inadvertently gone to a cause you detest? <br \/><br \/>I'm the sort of person who is happy to buy things to support the fundraisers of my co-workers' children -- it's always for some educational purpose, and heaven knows how much schools' budgets have been slashed. And it's usually Girl Scout cookies! NOM NOM. Anyway, last fall I ordered a magazine subscription for <a href=\"http:\/\/www.nationalgeographic.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">National Geographic<\/a>, a magazine my mother has ordered since I was young (I'm probably the only person in the family to read it cover-to-cover.) I don't live at home now so I've been missing my Nat Geo fix. <br \/><br \/>Well... come January, I'm expecting my monthly issue. By the time March rolls around, I figure there's a mistake and tell my co-worker. Today she gives me a link to the website where I can check the status of my order. It tells me I've been getting my issues since January... my issues of <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncregister.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">National Catholic Register<\/a>.  <br \/><br \/>The hilarious part is that I just sent a letter to NCR this week, asking them to please take me off their mailing list, and that I am not a Catholic.  I've been throwing their bi-weekly mags into the trash, trying to not even look at the headlines -- a bit unusual for a bookworm like me, I read compulsively -- but the headlines tend to be \"SAME-SEX MARRIAGE: WHAT ABOUT THE CHILDREN!\" or \"RELIGIOUS FREEDOM UNDER FIRE\" <small>(referring to birth control, 'cause women's lady-parts in America routinely try to maim bishops and priests and pastors).<\/small> As a gay woman, I am not their target audience. Well, I am their \"target\" as in their cross-hairs, I suppose. :rimshot: <small>(I have the honor of being the real threat to America, whereas the head honchos of the Catholic Church have trouble even saying sorry and meaning it for actual <a href=\"http:\/\/www.americablog.com\/2012\/02\/former-ny-cardinal-retracts-apology-for.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">pedophilic crimes<\/a>.)<\/small> <br \/><br \/>I got no beef with most Catholics -- I grew up in the only state in the union that has \"parishes\" instead of \"counties,\" for Pete's sake -- and we gotta thank 'em for Mardi Gras. And Catholic churches have awesome architecture. But the Vatican, and the head brass, yeah, we've got issues. They started it!   <br \/><br \/>This is a relatively minor thing, though. I'm pissed that $30 went to an organization that actively campaigns to destroy the lives of LGBT folk, yeah, but I think it was mostly vexing to learn this after I was reeling from the Saints' news. <br \/><br \/>A nice thing that happened! As I was getting off the bus (returning home), I heard something fall, but couldn't find it. A nice man jumped out of his chair to grab my cell phone from under a seat and hand it to me. Thank you nice guy! <br \/><br \/>I am also glad that my library procured a copy of <a href=\"http:\/\/www.rebo-publishers.com\/ri\/intdetailpage.asp?id=A0446&amp;cat=1\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">this 19th century guide<\/a> for my novel's research. I didn't want to drop $100 on it. Actually, I had to return it today, but I wanted to keep some decades for reference, so I put my new scanner\/copier\/printer into overdrive last night. ^_^","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/67930.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/67588.html","pubDate":"Thu, 22 Mar 2012 03:02:29 GMT","title":"God Is Punishing Me For Laughing At Timmy Yesterday","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/67588.html","description":"I'll admit it, I laughed yesterday when <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"reppu\" lj:user=\"reppu\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/reppu.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/reppu.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>reppu<\/b><\/a><\/span> posted this photo: <a href=\"http:\/\/news.fanfeedr.com\/2012\/03\/20\/tim-tebows-prayers-were-answered-by-god-in-the-form-of-peyton-manning-oops-photo\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">You have to admit, it is a pretty funny photo mashup<\/a>. <small>And LSU fans have reasons to dislike Timmy (when he was the Florida Gators' QB, he made sport of taunting the LSU student section, according to my little sister - of course, the LSU fans proceeded to get ahold of his cell phone number... and spam the heck out of it.<\/small> <br \/><br \/>Today, though, the NFL Commissioner announced the penalties for the New Orleans Saints' \"bounty\" <a href=\"http:\/\/www.nola.com\/saints\/index.ssf\/2012\/03\/quick_breakdown_of_the_new_orl.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">system.<\/a> To put it into perspective, these are the harshest penalties in the history of the NFL, ever. But it seems the Saints were indeed encouraging the defensive players to severely harm their opponents (like Bret Favre) -- Greg Williams, the defensive coordinator, was involved with the bounties. Sean Payton (head coach) knew about it and did nothing to stop it even after being warned. It went on for three years, from the Super Bowl Championship season through last year's season. <br \/><br \/>That a team who was turned around in large part by the talents, leadership, and character of a QB (Drew Brees) who was thought to never again be able to throw -- for that team to deliberately set out to injure other quarterbacks is unforgivable. I can cheer for a team who loses games. I can't cheer for a team who lost its integrity. Not even the team credited with bringing hope back to New Orleans through its victories (both on the field, and off the field with charity work). <br \/><br \/>Can't help thinking that this is why the Saints slapped Brees with the franchise tag (which means although his new contract hasn't been signed, he can't speak to any other teams until July, I think). As much as Brees loves NO, and NO loves him back, the Saints knew this report would shake him -- I think he really does believe in honor -- so they wanted to cling to him. (If they hadn't thought this was the case, why not use the franchise tag on Colston or Meachem?) Just feel kinda sorry for him, reading his letter on his website. He adores Payton. <a target='_blank' href='http:\/\/drewbrees.com\/' rel='nofollow'>http:\/\/drewbrees.com\/<\/a><br \/><br \/>I think the Saints will lose Brees. I think they've lost me.","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/67588.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/67412.html","pubDate":"Mon, 19 Mar 2012 07:09:44 GMT","title":"3 Recs! (Two Webcomics & A Band) ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/67412.html","description":"1. <b>Splashdown<\/b> is a band with a unique, intriguing sound, and the lead singer has an absolutely enchanting voice. Some of you may have heard their song \"A Charming Spell\" on the series <i>Charmed<\/i>. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.injected.org\/splashdown\/downloads.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Legal Downloads of All Their Songs.<\/a> Since their albums aren't available, the band put the music up to be shared. <br \/><br \/>2. <b>Artifice<\/b> is a gay sci-fi webcomic, and my goodness is it well-written *and* well-drawn! The comic takes place in a psychologist's office, and the main characters are Dr. Maven (the psychologist) who works for an evil corporation, and Deacon, a killer android created by said corporation. Basic plot: Deacon was sent to a colonist planet to wipe out all inhabitants, but he spared one young colonist. Dr. Maven wants to know why: Deacon is extremely valuable to the corporation, but not if he can't be controlled. Basically, it's a psychological mind game between the two, and the life of the young colonist hangs in the balance. Warnings for violence, sexual situations, etc. If you like sci-fi, go <a href=\"http:\/\/webcomics.yaoi911.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">now!<\/a><br \/><br \/>3. <b>The Prince of Cats<\/b> is a tender-hearted comic with hints of high-school <a href=\"http:\/\/princeofcats.thecomicstrip.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">BL<\/a>. It's just getting started at about 45 pages, but the characterization and soft pastel coloring drew me in. I also like that the main pair is interracial. (Too much of mainstream media is white, white, even to the point of recasting POC stories as white. That doesn't reflect the multiracial America I know). Also, you may enjoy her <a href=\"http:\/\/korimichele.deviantart.com\/gallery\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">gallery<\/a> (No. 6, Natsume, Tiger & Bunny, Sailor Moon). <br \/><br \/>Here's an excerpt from the author's \"About\" section: <br \/><i>Lee's story isn't about cats.  He's seventeen, and all he should have to worry about is getting into a college where he can study biology. And maybe trying to not ruin the relationship he has with the only real friend he's got.  Frank has been his best friend since grade two, and didn't doubt Lee for a second when he announced that he suddenly had the power to talk to cats.  But things are changing between them, and Lee has to learn to be sensitive to the economic and social differences between them if he's going to save their relationship.<\/i>","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/67412.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/67229.html","pubDate":"Fri, 16 Mar 2012 07:33:01 GMT","title":"Time To Strike Back: April 28th, 2012: 50 States: 1 Message","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/67229.html","description":"I am certain none of you could have failed to notice the utter fail and sheer number of misogynistic bills circulating throughout the United States. I know many of you don't live in the US, but some of these bills, such as Arizona's <a href=\"https:\/\/www.google.com\/search?q=arizona+birth+control+employer&amp;ie=utf-8&amp;oe=utf-8&amp;aq=t&amp;rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&amp;client=firefox-a\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">your employer can pester you about *why* you need birth control<\/a> to Virginia's <a href=\"https:\/\/www.google.com\/search?q=virginia+transvaginal+ultrasound+bill&amp;ie=utf-8&amp;oe=utf-8&amp;aq=t&amp;rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&amp;client=firefox-a\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Probalicious Fun<\/a> are so utterly horrific that I am certain they've made international news. <br \/><br \/>I'm pretty pissed, as someone who believes in the dignity of the individual above all. Granted, I was raised pro-life, but I don't like men telling me or other women how to live, and especially not when they believe they have the right to step between women and their doctors. Especially NOT to the exclusion of women's voices: <a href=\"http:\/\/abcnews.go.com\/blogs\/politics\/2012\/02\/birth-control-hearing-was-like-stepping-into-a-time-machine\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">my state Senator, Patty Murray, had it right: time machine indeed<\/a>. <br \/><br \/>Well, I predict the misogynists propagating this BS are going to get trashed at the polls come November, especially by moderates and Independent female voters. But let's ensure a trashing, and reclaim the rights of women by mobilizing, and letting our voices be heard. <br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.wearewoman.us\/2012\/02\/mission-statement.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Mission Statement of the March's Organizers<\/a>. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.wearewoman.us\/p\/facebook-page-and-groups.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Join your state's march.<\/a> If you live outside of the US and want to support women here, your messages to political leaders are still welcomed by us! Especially if you harass them on Facebook in an entertaining <a href=\"http:\/\/www.dailykos.com\/story\/2012\/03\/13\/1074013\/-Hilarious-VA-Right-Wingnut-Sen-Ryan-McDougle-Gets-a-Taste-of-His-Own-Transvaginal-Medicine-\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">manner<\/a>.  <br \/><br \/>:Edit: If you're interested in the Seattle march, LMK. It starts in Capitol Hill. <br \/><br \/>Regardless of pro-life or pro-choice, I think it's disconcerting what sort of anti-woman language is being used by these legislators, and it's obvious they think women's bodies are to be controlled. Rick Santorum doesn't even think women should be allowed to use birth control! <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=C2MKZZ9c4kQ\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">In his own words<\/a>. He claims he (if elected president) won't block it, but thinks it's harmful. States can block it, though, he's OK with that. <br \/><br \/>We women <i>are<\/i> powerful, and we can roar. Let's go for it.","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/67229.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/66843.html","pubDate":"Sun, 19 Feb 2012 06:57:08 GMT","title":"The Secret World Of Arrietty + A Whine","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/66843.html","description":"<a href=\"http:\/\/www.rottentomatoes.com\/m\/the_secret_world_of_arrietty\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">I love you, Hayao Miyazaki<\/a>. Just saw this movie, on opening night yesterday. I'm so glad Miyazaki's movies can start out in wide release (<i>Princess Mononoke<\/i> was his first movie to make the big screen in America, but it was limited release). It's based on the children's classic, <i>The Borrowers<\/i>, and Miyazaki does an excellent job of capturing the sense of wonder and strength of children. It's a relatively narrow slice of life and environment compared to the usual Studio Ghibli fare, but it works because the main heroine is only about two inches tall. The movie does a perfect job of showing what the life and ethos and culture of \"little people\" would be like. My only complaint was that it's dubbed; I would like to see it in Japanese (I liked most of the English voice actors, though, with the exception of the young human male. Arrietty and the father and housekeeper were particularly good). <br \/><br \/>In short, magical and it made me feel alive, like so many Miyazaki movies. <br \/><br \/>In the ugly real world... this is what a theocracy looks <a href=\"http:\/\/www.washingtonpost.com\/blogs\/blogpost\/post\/birth-control-hearing-on-capitol-hill-had-all-male-panel-of-witnesses\/2012\/02\/16\/gIQA6BM5HR_blog.html?tid=pm_national_pop\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">like<\/a>. Anytime a group of people is called forth to speak about the fate of a people who is entirely (or almost entirely) EXCLUDED from the discussion, bad shit is going down. Men are the experts on women's reproductive rights and health, apparently. Religious authority male figures &gt; real women. <br \/><br \/>The Republican rationale for excusing the young female college student from giving her testimony was that she was not a religious \"authority,\" but I think it's sad that they themselves did not produce a single female religious figure. <br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Also, they keep screaming that religion is being infringed upon -- but it's not. Places of worship are exempt; but religious-affiliated and TAXPAYER-funded organizations like colleges and hospitals are not. If you take money from the government, I believe you can't discriminate based on your \"own conscience\" and discriminate against certain parts of the public -- who are GIVING your their tax money. <br \/><br \/>Now if you're really dead-set on discriminating, stay within the religious organization itself, and you can refuse to serve GLBT, give women the medicine they need, and fire sick people and the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.addictinginfo.org\/2012\/01\/11\/supreme-court-says-churches-can-discriminate-against-religious-employees-for-any-reason\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">disabled<\/a>. What would Jesus do? Apparently fire a women who had been sick. But the Supreme Court, the highest court in America, upheld that religious \"freedom\" to act like a giant jerk. <br \/><br \/>I think the Republicans* are unwittingly politically suicidal (so caught up in their self-righteousness and rhetoric), and they couldn't have given the Democrats a better early November gift at the polls. Religious and conservative women also cherish their right to choose for themselves (especially something as simple as birth control), and women don't like being told to shut up by men. <br \/><br \/><small>*I was raised Republican, very Christian evangelical, and used to vote conservative. So yes, this is the bitterness of an ex speaking.<\/small> <br \/><br \/>Lest we forget, women haven't even had the right to vote in America <i>for 100 years yet<\/i> (19th Amendment was passed in 1920). We (everyone, everywhere) must remember that we must all do our part to protect the intrinsic rights of every human being.<br \/><br \/>I end with a quote from Sojourner Truth, who was a totally badass self-liberated slave: <i>Man is so selfish that he has got women\u2019s rights and his own too, and yet he won\u2019t give women their rights. He keeps them all to himself.<\/i> <br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/66843.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/66742.html","pubDate":"Thu, 16 Feb 2012 07:31:36 GMT","title":"Best Valentine's Ever. ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/66742.html","description":"HAPPY BELATED GAY VALENTINE'S DAY!! You are welcome. :blows kiss: ~Washington State<br \/><br \/>Anyway, 7 is a lucky number. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=eTtFQZWe6tY\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Gov. signing the bill for equality.<\/a> <br \/><br \/>In related news, Rick \"Lord Voldemort\" Santorum was in Tacoma, summoning up his army of Dementors to suck the inappropriately fab. right out of the state. <a href=\"http:\/\/seattletimes.nwsource.com\/ABPub\/zoom\/html\/2017500884.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Google \"Santorum\" for kicks, this is why you don't cross a popular gay columnist, Rick<\/a>. (Seriously, that picture looks creepy... bad lighting. Actually, the green glow reminds me of Scar's \"Be Prepared\" number in the Lion King. Considering Santorum's views on sick people, women, and gays, he'd be perfect for a contemporary Disney villain).<br \/><br \/>There's a very good chance that the illogical, theocracy-demanding ones will get enough signatures to petition for the bill to go on the ballot in November. I don't like civil rights being put to a vote; it usually doesn't favor minority groups (e.g., women and the right to vote; interracial marriage, black civil rights, etc.) However, if WA gets enough progressives out, polls show that WA will become the first state to win marriage equality on the ballot. Public opinion has shifted dramatically in the last few years, so much that even conservative demagogues are beginning to cool down their rhetoric. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.huffingtonpost.com\/2012\/02\/12\/cpac-2012-republican-party-gay-marriage_n_1271709.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Wimps.<\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/66742.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/66158.html","pubDate":"Sat, 19 Nov 2011 20:16:23 GMT","title":"My Letter on Evil Internet Laws and Occupy","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/66158.html","description":"<b>edit<\/b> Just watched an Occupy video from UC Davis. I am so furious. <br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.huffingtonpost.com\/2011\/11\/19\/uc-davis-police-pepper-spray-students_n_1102728.html?ir=Politics\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">HuffPo video<\/a>. I will probably have to make a post about the Occupy movement later... it's wrong. Those students were just sitting in the Quad (a gathering area for students, not a road or anything), totally non-violent, and the cop pepper-sprayed them!  What is worrisome if you watch near the end of the video, this one cop looks like he feels intimidated by all the protestors, and he's starting to point his $##@ gun, but then the protestors start chanting \"you can go!\" (that is, don't feel trapped, just leave) and the cops slowly back up and leave. I thought we were about to see a Kent State reenactment for a moment. <br \/><br \/>Just sent my senators a letter, which is at the bottom under a cut if you want to use it (not my most eloquent, but I have actual homework to finish, haha). Have to say I like this Open Congress website (Americans only) 'cause it makes it easy for you to read about a bill, then type in your address and your Senators and Reps are displayed and you get a letter format to customize and send them. <br \/><br \/><a target='_blank' href='http:\/\/www.opencongress.org\/bill\/112-h3261\/show' rel='nofollow'>http:\/\/www.opencongress.org\/bill\/112-h3261\/show<\/a><br \/><br \/>The crux of this bill is that it's sponsored by Hollywood, the RIAA, and other groups who don't like the freedom of access provided by the internet. (Opposed by YouTube, Google, and ebay). Under the guise of stopping piracy, they would give themselves such power that they would designate the government watchdogs of the internet with the DUTY to swoop in and punish YouTube if some kid posts a video of himself singing a copyrighted song (FYI: Happy Birthday is copyrighted). In my letter, I wonder aloud if this bill in practice could even be used to remove disturbing Occupy! Footage. Like an 84-year-old woman being pepper-sprayed by Seattle police, or a veteran being shot in Oakland for peacefully standing on the sidewalk in Oakland as a protest. This is America. And it can be taken from us, and they (the 1%) will happily take it piece-by-piece. (I am not saying I necessarily agree with all of Occupy's tactics, but I am happy to see people so engaged in the democratic process, shaking off chains of apathy. I am enraged by the violence some of the peaceful demonstrators have been met with.) <br \/><br \/><br \/>Originally posted by <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"write_light\" lj:user=\"write_light\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/write-light.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/write-light.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>write_light<\/b><\/a><a class=\"i-ljuser-badge i-ljuser-badge--pro\" data-badge-type=\"pro\" data-placement=\"bottom\" data-pro-badge data-pro-badge-type=\"1\" data-is-raw hidden href=\"#\"><span class=\"i-ljuser-badge__icon\"><svg class=\"svgicon\" width=\"25\" height=\"16\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" viewBox=\"0 0 33 24\"><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M19.326 11.95c0 2.01 1.47 3.45 3.48 3.45 2.02 0 3.49-1.44 3.49-3.45 0-2.01-1.47-3.45-3.49-3.45-2.01 0-3.48 1.44-3.48 3.45Zm5.51 0c0 1.24-.8 2.19-2.03 2.19-1.23 0-2.02-.95-2.02-2.19 0-1.25.79-2.19 2.02-2.19s2.03.94 2.03 2.19ZM7.92 15.28H6.5V8.61h3.12c1.45 0 2.24.98 2.24 2.15 0 1.16-.8 2.15-2.24 2.15h-1.7v2.37Zm1.51-3.62c.56 0 .98-.35.98-.9 0-.56-.42-.9-.98-.9H7.92v1.8h1.51ZM18.3802 15.28h-1.63l-1.31-2.37h-1.04v2.37h-1.42V8.61h3.12c1.39 0 2.24.91 2.24 2.15 0 1.18-.74 1.81-1.46 1.98l1.5 2.54Zm-2.49-3.62c.57 0 1-.34 1-.9s-.43-.9-1-.9h-1.49v1.8h1.49Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M2 8c0-2.20914 1.79086-4 4-4h20.5c2.2091 0 4 1.79086 4 4v7.9c0 2.2091-1.7909 4-4 4H6c-2.20914 0-4-1.7909-4-4V8Zm4-2.5h20.5C27.8807 5.5 29 6.61929 29 8v7.9c0 1.3807-1.1193 2.5-2.5 2.5H6c-1.38071 0-2.5-1.1193-2.5-2.5V8c0-1.38071 1.11929-2.5 2.5-2.5Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/a><\/span> at <a href=\"http:\/\/write-light.livejournal.com\/301158.html\" target=\"_blank\">BAD Internet Laws Heading Your Way<\/a><div class=\"\"><form method=\"GET\"><input name=\"repost\" type=\"hidden\" value=\"http:\/\/write-light.livejournal.com\/301158.html\" \/><input type=\"submit\" value=\"Click to repost in your LJ\" \/><\/form><br \/>From the flist:&nbsp;<br \/><br \/><center><a href=\"http:\/\/americancensorship.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/justmyb0nes\/pic\/002q4gwp\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/a><\/center><br \/><br \/>Spread the word, even you&#39;re not a US citizen, it is important for everyone!! It easy to do and it can change everything. More info by clicking on the banner.<br \/><textarea>&lt;center&gt;&lt;a \nhref=&quot;http:\/\/americancensorship.org\/&quot;&gt;&lt;img \nsrc=&quot;http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/justmyb0nes\/pic\/002q4gwp&quot;&gt;&lt;\/a&gt;&lt;\/center&gt;&lt;textarea&gt;<\/textarea><br \/><div class=\"\"><div class=\"\"><div class=\"\"><h4>Website Blocking<\/h4><p>The government can order service providers to block websites for infringing links posted <b>by any users.<\/b><\/p><\/div><div class=\"\"><h4>Risk of Jail for Ordinary Users<\/h4><p>It becomes a felony with a potential 5 year sentence to stream a copyrighted work that would cost more than $2,500 to license, even if you are a totally noncommercial user, e.g. <i><b>singing a pop song on Facebook<\/b><\/i>.<\/p><\/div><div class=\"\"><h4>Chaos for the Internet<\/h4><p>Thousands of sites that are legal under the DMCA would face new legal threats. People trying to keep the internet more secure wouldn&#39;t be able to rely on the integrity of the DNS system.<\/p><\/div><\/div><\/div><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/boingboing.net\/2011\/11\/11\/stop-sopa-save-the-internet.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Read this analysis from boing-boing.net<\/a><br \/><br \/>Get on the phone and call your representative. Express your disapproval. Tell him or her exactly how you feel, and that you don&#39;t support this. Tell your friends to call their representatives, their Congressperson, and complain. Mention that you are a registered voter that takes your civic responsibility seriously and that you will use that vote to express your feelings about this.<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.rollcall.com\/issues\/57_60\/Internet-Companies-Boost-Hill-Lobbying-210345-1.html?pos=olobh\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">http:\/\/www.rollcall.com\/issues\/57_60\/Int<wbr>ernet-Companies-Boost-Hill-Lobbying-2103<wbr>45-1.html?pos=olobh<\/a><br \/><br \/>&ldquo;We support the bill&rsquo;s stated goals &mdash; providing additional enforcement tools to combat foreign &lsquo;rogue&rsquo; websites that are dedicated to copyright infringement or counterfeiting,&rdquo; the Internet companies wrote in Tuesday&rsquo;s letter. &ldquo;Unfortunately, <i>the bills as drafted would expose law-abiding U.S. Internet and technology companies to new uncertain liabilities, private rights of action and technology mandates that would require monitoring of websites.&rdquo;<\/i>&nbsp; The chamber-led coalition <b>in support<\/b> of the bill includes Walmart, Eli Lilly &amp; Co. and Netflix.<br \/><br \/>Google and other <b>opponents <\/b>of the legislation argue that restricting the Internet in the U.S. sets a bad international precedent and that the language defines infringing too broadly.<br \/><br \/><form method=\"GET\"><input name=\"repost\" type=\"hidden\" value=\"http:\/\/write-light.livejournal.com\/301158.html\" \/><input type=\"submit\" value=\"Boost the Signal\" \/><\/form><\/div><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>S.978 Commercial Felony Streaming Act<br \/>I am writing as your constituent in the 7th Congressional district of Washington. I oppose S.978 - Commercial Felony Streaming Act, and am tracking it using OpenCongress.org, the free public resource website for government transparency and accountability.<br \/><br \/>I see that Google and Yahoo and eBay oppose this bill, on the basis that \"We support the bill\u2019s stated goals \u2014 providing additional enforcement tools to combat foreign \u2018rogue\u2019 websites that are dedicated to copyright infringement or counterfeiting. Unfortunately, the bills as drafted would expose law-abiding U.S. Internet and technology companies to new uncertain liabilities, private rights of action and technology mandates that would require monitoring of websites.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Freedom of the internet is important. Yes, making money and protecting business interests is important, but haven't the pictures from the Occupy! Protests shown us quite clearly who the government is interested in protecting to the exclusion of the 99%?* This S.978 will ultimately not protect the consumer or freedom of speech on the internet, but big business interests and Big Brother.<br \/><br \/>*Not to say that I agree with all the tactics of Occupy, but it seems wrong that even here in Seattle an old lady gets sprayed in the face for exercising her free speech, whereas Congress falls all over itself to protect the banks and Wall Street who benefited from exploiting the law. We're always complaining that Americans have become too apathetic about voting, yet our police will attack those who are \"too\" engaged?<br \/><br \/>The videos on YouTube show us how utterly unprovoked some of these beatings and pepper-sprayings are. I wonder if S.978 passes if these videos will be allowed to remain. It certainly gives broad powers to Big Business and the government over the internet, and places increased burdens on the providers like YouTube.<br \/><br \/>I see that you have received money related to this bill. I hope you will consider this bill in relation to your average constituent and not the privileged 1% who need no additional protections or powers.<br \/><br \/>Senator Murray: Good work on veterans' rights. Please remember the veteran Scott Olsen in CA who was brain-damaged by police because he was peacefully exercising his free speech rights. (You can see the YouTube video for evidence... for now).<br \/><br \/>With kind regards,<br \/><br \/>Your Supporter<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/66158.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/65817.html","pubDate":"Sat, 08 Oct 2011 06:06:13 GMT","title":"And The Name Is.... :Drumroll Please: ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/65817.html","description":"<i>Catfish<\/i>!   <br \/><br \/>Yeah, you're probably thinking \"<i>what the.....<\/i>?   But as <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-deleted  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"mikkeneko\" lj:user=\"mikkeneko\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/mikkeneko.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/mikkeneko.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>mikkeneko<\/b><\/a><\/span> pointed out, her whiskers are really long (at least 4-5 inches) and they are super-white, so they show up against her all-black face. That made me think of one of my favorite fish (to eat, not admire), the catfish (Louisiana staple). They have very long whiskers.  <br \/><br \/>I did like \"Spats,\" but decided it sounded a little too similar to \"<i>spat<\/i>\", as in, \"<i>the cat hissed and spat at me<\/i>,\" which doesn't describe her personality at all. She didn't even hiss at the vet when the vet inserted the thermometer in *ahem* very delicate area. Poor kitty. Still, since she didn't claw or bite at the vet, I think I can try clipping her nails and brushing her teeth eventually myself. <br \/><br \/>Bad cell phone pics: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/j_2\/6222300674\/in\/photostream\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Pic 1<\/a>. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/j_2\/6222300670\/in\/photostream\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Pic 2<\/a>. I've got an actual camera on order. :p   Still, you can clearly see her cute tuxedo markings. <br \/><br \/>In the background, that green ball you see is a \"food dispenser\" toy I just got today. 50% of American cats are overweight, in large part because they eat too much and don't get enough exercise. Although Catfish is not overweight, the vet said she shouldn't gain any more weight, and recommended making her \"work \/ play for her food.\"  The ball has cut-outs, so if she bats it around, food will fall out sometimes. I also want to get a laser pointer for her to chase. So far she doesn't show interest in the toys, but I think it's too soon for that. <br \/><br \/>So who else has a pet[s]?  How do you play with your pet?","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/65817.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/65757.html","pubDate":"Mon, 03 Oct 2011 04:16:31 GMT","title":"Err... Hi?  (Help Me Name My Cat!) ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/65757.html","description":"Sorry guys. Long time no update. ^^;;   Well, the beginning of the new school year has just started here (Seattle schools start <i>late<\/i>, maybe so everyone can enjoy the short summer. Hahha. <br \/><br \/>This year's incoming Master of Laws class seems really bright and well-adjusted overall (difficult when many of the students are living abroad for the first time). 16 countries represented! This is the first \"cycle\" through for me; that is, I've seen these students through the entire application process, so I actually already know them somewhat. <br \/><br \/>I've also started a Japanese class, paid for by the Employee Tuition Exemption program. Yay! It's everyday, 8:30 to 9:20 a.m., so I don't go into work much later than usual (I usually start around 9 a.m.). I'm excited to be in class again. It's 200-level, so some of it is a little below my level, but my grammatical skills need a lot of work. <br \/><br \/>Well, I adopted a pet! She's an American short hair with Tuxedo markings. I've been kind of down lately, in part because it's hard always coming home to a quiet apartment. (That is why I initially moved into a \"house\" situation here, but that failed miserably, as some of you may recall.)  <small>yeah i also turned 30 boo.<\/small> <br \/><br \/>I realized I wanted a pet last week when a little black cat adopted me by running into my apartment -- very sweet, but I found out she does actually have an owner (she and her owner are from Bordeaux!). Although her owner admitted it's not very safe for her to roam around our very urban area, apparently kitty grew up hunting in a garden in Bordeaux and doesn't like being indoors all the time. (This weekend, she's come back to visit me, and leave dead mice in our courtyard as offerings). <br \/><br \/>Anyway, my new cat is around a one year, a kitty I got from a local pet store \/ rescue. She is gorgeous (well-proportioned, large green eyes), although this isn't the best picture of her: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.petfinder.com\/petdetail\/19965722\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Petfinder Adoption Page<\/a>. <br \/>Apparently her usual temperament is quite playful so she likes to play with cameras instead of sitting still, but I'll have plenty of opportunities to get better pictures of her to spam y'all with. :p <br \/><br \/>Right now she's being kept in my bathroom to help her adjust (recommended smaller space, as cats are very sensitive to their environments), and she's been really subdued and shy, staying in her cat carrier most of the time. It seems she didn't like sharing space at the pet store with the more outgoing, larger cats who pushed her around. I think I just have to give her time and be patient. She will eat the wet cat food if I put it in her carrier, and she's been using the litter box. <br \/><br \/>She has a white chest, and four white paws, so I'm thinking of calling her \"Ms. Spats.\"  (Socks was already claimed by a more famous cat, lol). Suggestions?  \"Tux\" for \"Tuxedo\" would be cute, but as that is the name for this type of coloration, pretty common I bet. <br \/><br \/><small>On a related note, I'm buying pet insurance. Treatment in Seattle, if needed, is *really* expensive. Spent a few hours doing research and found a vet who has put up comparisons online -- some of these pet plans are not very good at all.<\/small> <br \/><br \/>Also, recently hiked Mt. St. Helens. It was awesome, and did not explode under our feet. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/j_2\/6205975069\/in\/photostream\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Mediocre Cell Phone Pic<\/a>.","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/65757.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/65479.html","pubDate":"Wed, 04 May 2011 19:47:53 GMT","title":"Regarding Osama Bin Laden","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/65479.html","description":"I am glad a horrible man has been stopped... I remember watching the second plane crash into the tower live (I had arrived at my student job at LSU, and the TV had been turned on). It was nationally psychologically-scarring incident, and a wake-up call similar to Hurricane Katrina several years later. We realized that America isn't invincible. <br \/><br \/>However, I can't understand the celebrations (Google \"US students celebrate death\" and you'll see students at campuses across America cheering at the news). I felt some sense of resolution, tempered by sadness at the huge human cost (soldiers from many countries, and innocents caught in the crossfire). I read a quote in the local paper from a UW student who said something like \"I was in middle school when it happened, so it was like my innocence had been taken from me. I had nightmares about terrorists.\" So I guess perhaps I can't quite comprehend the reaction of the younger generation. I am quite certain my younger sister and her friends did not celebrate, but they are mature thinkers. <br \/><br \/>Here's a good HuffPo article: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.huffingtonpost.com\/pamela-gerloff\/the-psychology-of-revenge_b_856184.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Psychology of Revenge.<\/a> <br \/><br \/>I don't think I could ever cheer anyone's death, nor would I want to be capable of doing so.","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/65479.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/64368.html","pubDate":"Wed, 06 Oct 2010 07:24:57 GMT","title":"Hikaru no Go Fic: A curious visitor. (Blind Go Entry, Round 10) ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/64368.html","description":"First off, <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"sawedmountain\" lj:user=\"sawedmountain\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/sawedmountain.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/sawedmountain.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>sawedmountain<\/b><\/a><\/span>, thanks for the Yorkie! Poms are my favorite little dogs, but Yorkies are pretty darn cute too. :) <br \/><br \/>:drumroll: I was <b>chahan<\/b> and I wrote <a href=\"http:\/\/answer-key.livejournal.com\/109104.html\" target=\"_blank\">A curious visitor<\/a> for <b>Round 10<\/b> of <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     \"  data-ljuser=\"blind_go\" lj:user=\"blind_go\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/blind-go.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/community.png?v=556&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/blind-go.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>blind_go<\/b><\/a><\/span>. Congrats to <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"lacygrey\" lj:user=\"lacygrey\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/lacygrey.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/lacygrey.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>lacygrey<\/b><\/a><\/span> who correctly guessed me. She gets a drabble! (<span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-deleted  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"mikkeneko\" lj:user=\"mikkeneko\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/mikkeneko.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/mikkeneko.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>mikkeneko<\/b><\/a><\/span>, did you correctly guess me? That official guessing post won't be unscreened so I can't see your guess). <br \/><br \/><span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"penguin474\" lj:user=\"penguin474\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/penguin474.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/penguin474.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>penguin474<\/b><\/a><\/span> was my beta for this story, although I barely got her the story in time! Since I started my new job during the writing period, I was rather busy and tired. Usually I finish entries with plenty of time to spare, but in this case, I wrote at least 1,5000 words the day before the entry was due. (Unfortunately, there was a glitch and <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"penguin474\" lj:user=\"penguin474\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/penguin474.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/penguin474.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>penguin474<\/b><\/a><\/span>'s lovely fic wasn't received in time, but you can read it <a href=\"http:\/\/penguin474.livejournal.com\/88696.html\" target=\"_blank\">here!<\/a>)<br \/><br \/>According to one of the moderators of <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     \"  data-ljuser=\"blind_go\" lj:user=\"blind_go\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/blind-go.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/community.png?v=556&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/blind-go.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>blind_go<\/b><\/a><\/span>, I was rather easy for people to guess! But I wasn't actively trying to disguise myself <strike>because I'm lazy<\/strike> because I had an artistic vision. I already knew what story I wanted to write as soon as I saw that the theme was \"Sai\", so I just wrote it without bothering to disguise my style. I'm sure my verbosity was a big clue. I am not known for my brevity. <br \/><br \/>Of course, anyone who had read my previous Touya Kouyou-centric story (<a href=\"http:\/\/community.livejournal.com\/fifthmus\/11868.html\" target=\"_blank\"><i>The Journey<\/i><\/a>) already had a big, blinking clue. This story is a companion piece of sorts to <i>The Journey<\/i> -- I liked having Touya Kouyou hang out with monks, so I decided to continue that theme in this story by giving him a background as the son of an abbot at a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.katinkahesselink.net\/tibet\/renzai-soto.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Rinzai Zen<\/a> temple (note that Japanese monks may marry). However, his father disapproves of Touya Kouyou deciding to become a professional go player, and TK more or less cuts ties with his past. However, he maintains a sensitivity to the spiritual realm which is one reason (in canon, I believe) that he can accept the idea of <b>s a i<\/b> as a floating spirit. <br \/><br \/>It was challenging to write the Sai\/TK interaction scenes without having TK figure out Sai's identity, but Sai was not allowed to reveal this information... and plus, if TK had discovered Sai's identity, the knowledge would have completely overtaken TK's thoughts (but I wanted to reflect on his whole life, not just his rivalry). I'm surprised at how strong the parallels between the two characters' lives are, and how easy it was to write the dream sequences. I struggled with the dialogue, but the dreams flowed easily.  <br \/><br \/>Well, enough chit-chat. If you haven't read the story yet, please check it out under the cut! :) <br \/><br \/> <br \/>___________________________________________________________________________________<br \/><br \/><b>Title:<\/b> A curious visitor.<br \/><b>Spoilers:<\/b> For the entire series (this is set post-series).<br \/><b>Warnings:<\/b> None. It deals with some \"serious\" issues, but nothing you don't see in canon itself.<br \/><b>Word Count:<\/b> 5,700<br \/><b>Notes:<\/b> As always, comments and constructive criticism are welcome. This was an entry for Blind Go, Round 10. The theme was \"Sai.\" You can view this story as a companion piece to The Journey. Thanks to <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"penguin474\" lj:user=\"penguin474\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/penguin474.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/penguin474.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>penguin474<\/b><\/a><\/span> for the beta!<br \/><b>Disclaimer:<\/b> These lovely characters are the creation of Yumi Hotta and Takeshi Obata. Not mine, I'm just playing in their sandbox.<br \/><b>Summary:<\/b> As Touya Kouyou nears the end of his life, he makes an unusual acquaintance.<br \/><br \/>___________________________________________________________________________________<br \/><br \/><br \/>Touya Kouyou looks down, surprised to see that he is wearing black, coarsely-spun robes. His small feet are bare, cold against the wooden planks. The robes are not uncomfortable, but Kouyou is rather certain he had been wearing different clothes that morning.<br \/><br \/>Kouyou pads across the room and slides the shouji door open. The soft drone of monks chanting a sutra  echoes down the bare hallway, and Kouyou starts involuntarily. He is late for the morning prayer, and his father will not pleased. <br \/><br \/>His father? Slowly, Kouyou blinks in dawning recognition. His father has been dead for many years, dead from the same heart condition that is now leeching Kouyou's last reserves. <br \/><br \/>As if responding to Kouyou's logic, the black robes fade obligingly into the familiar gray outfit he has adopted lately. Hospital clothes. <br \/><br \/>Even though Kouyou realizes he is dreaming, he resists the urge to sigh. Self-pity is not an attractive attribute, even if the only audience is one's own self. <br \/><br \/>However, Kouyou has no qualms about informing his subconscious that next time, he'd prefer a more desirable dream. (Old men, Kouyou reasons, are allowed to be a little demanding on occasion.) Yes, a better dream, preferably a go-themed one. <br \/><br \/>He slips into a deeper dream, a colorless, soundless space. There is only a goban, dimly lit amid the shadows, scattered with careless stones.   <br \/><br \/>Instinctively, Kouyou reaches out to sort them, and finds them cold as bone. <br \/><br \/>He is nearly done when he sees a flicker of white, a faint outline of robes. Kouyou squints, and perceives a long, graceful hand surrounded by sleeves. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou is surprised to find that he is not afraid. <br \/><br \/>Then Kouyou realizes the figure is moving away from him, deeper into the shadows. Kouyou stands up abruptly, somehow certain than he cannot let it -- <i>him<\/i> -- simply leave. The goban -- surely, they are meant to play. <br \/><br \/>Wait, Kouyou says. Come back. Let us play. <br \/><br \/>Just once more. <br \/><br \/>___________________________________________________________________________________<br \/><br \/><br \/>Kouyou wakes up abruptly, his mouth dry, the unheard words caught in his throat. There is a pitcher on the nightstand, left there by a thoughtful nurse. Kouyou pours himself a glass of lukewarm water. <br \/><br \/>The meaning of the dream is painfully obvious to Kouyou. Nearly ten years have passed, and he still cannot quite bring himself to accept that he will not play Sai again.  <br \/><br \/>Kouyou furrows his brows. Perhaps it is inevitable that he have at least one regret. Human nature always fixates on the things out of reach, even when one has been fortunate  in life  like Kouyou. Then Kouyou thinks of Akiko and Akira, and the lines ease from his face. Even if he had never played a single game of go, he would not feel unaccomplished, having raised such a fine son with his devoted wife. That Kouyou also found success and fulfillment in his chosen path is merely a bonus. <br \/><br \/>(Still, just one more game would have been rather nice. The techniques Kouyou has mastered in Beijing -- how would Sai respond to them?) <br \/><br \/>Kouyou gets out of bed and begins his daily ablutions: washing his face, shaving, brushing his teeth, combing his hair. He picks out an outfit. Always, Kouyou is mindful to move slowly, at a half-pace that annoys him sometimes, but he must: recently, even a minor exertion or burst of speed provokes an answering protest within his chest. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou has told neither Akiko nor Akira this. They could only worry, and Kouyou does not want to spend his final days a burden on his family. It was the specter of one of them finding his lifeless body in the house that prompted Kouyou to check himself into the hospital, even though it has been months since he was discharged after his last attack. <br \/><br \/>So Kouyou invented a convenient half-truth, that he has been feeling a little tired lately (probably a cold, he says) and wants to recuperate at the hospital. It isn't an implausible story: the hospital is quite nice and furnished tastefully, and the familiar staff are attentive without being obtrusive. Even his cardiologist easily accepts Kouyou's story, optimistically stating that Kouyou will be back to his usual self within two weeks, provided that he rests enough and avoids certain foods and drinks. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou listens to the cardiologist and says nothing. He thinks of the bamboo water pipe in his garden, unceasingly measuring out each drop of water with an admirable precision. Everything has its time. His affairs have been put into order, and his family will not want for anything. <br \/><br \/>(Except for him, but Kouyou cannot grant himself more time.) <br \/><br \/>Downstairs, Kouyou has a breakfast of oatmeal and fruit, then retires to the common room. He is reading an article about coral reefs in Okinawa when he becomes aware of a young man sitting in the lounge chair across from him. The young man has no magazine; instead, he seems content to simply stare at Kouyou. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou politely pretends he has not noticed the staring by avoiding direct eye contact, hoping that the young man would recall his manners soon or simply grow bored and wander off. <br \/><br \/>He immerses himself in the article, studying the glossy photographs of marine fish with interest. He wonders if Ogata has ever considered scuba diving. His student has always been quite fond of fish, and seems to regard his pet fish with more tenderness than any human (Kouyou has overheard Ogata crooning to his fish in a soft voice on more than one occasion; Ogata does not know that Kouyou's hearing is actually quite sharp, and Kouyou sees no need to correct this misperception). <br \/><br \/>The young man is still staring by the time Kouyou finishes his article. Maybe the young man is a go fan and simply overzealous. He really can't think of any other reason for a youngster to be so fascinated with an old man. Kouyou lowers his magazine, intent on addressing him kindly (even retired, pros must always represent go well to fans), but finds himself momentarily speechless at his first proper glimpse of the young man. <br \/><br \/>He is startlingly beautiful, with a gentle smile and thick, long hair. Then Kouyou notices the black robes: they are the same style and cut worn by monks in his father's temple. Could this young man have been sent from the temple? Kouyou thinks quickly: perhaps someone has sent word to the temple that Kouyou is in the hospital, and the temple felt obligated to send a representative. But why now? They have never sent anyone before. Indeed, Kouyou has had no contact with the temple ever since his rather strained parting with his father. <br \/><br \/>Of course, this young man is not necessarily from the temple in Kyoto. The sect is a rather common one with temples all throughout Japan, and several in and around Tokyo as well. Kouyou is also curious about the unshaven hair and the earrings, both of which he has never seen on a monk before. However, Kouyou has heard that temples are having trouble recruiting; apparently today's youth are not so interested in devoting themselves to a lifetime of asceticism, divorced from modern technology and conveniences. Kouyou thinks of Shindou's outrageously bleached-blond hair and the ripples of indignation it caused among some of the older professionals, and resists the urge to smile. <br \/><br \/>Perhaps, like the go world, the spiritual world has also had to make a few concessions. <br \/><br \/>\u201cI like fish,\u201d the young man says. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou blinks, abruptly shaken out of his musings. \u201cAh, were you waiting for this magazine?\u201d He starts to pass it to the young man, but the young man shakes his head. <br \/><br \/>\u201cNo, I've been waiting for you,\u201d he says, and his smile widens. <br \/><br \/>There is a deep sincerity in the young man's tone, and Kouyou feels his cheeks heat. Kouyou is not a man to express emotion easily, so receiving adulation from strangers has never been particularly comfortable for him, even though he supposes he should be used to it (he <i>did<\/i> hold multiple titles for some years). \u201cDid you come from the Kyoto temple?\u201d Kouyou says, carefully arranging his features to placidity. <br \/><br \/>\u201cI am from Kyoto,\u201d the young man not-quite-answers, and there's a sparkle in his bright eyes, as if he knows an amusing secret he's keeping from Kouyou. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou wonders why he isn't annoyed. He doesn't usually like people who rely on sly words or evasion, considering them to be indicators of ill intentions. \u201cWho sent you?\u201d Kouyou asks, wondering if any of the abbots he knew are still alive. <br \/><br \/>The young man hesitates. \u201cI believe... it would be more accurate to say I was allowed the privilege of visiting you, Sensei.\u201d <br \/><br \/>A fan, then. Kouyou wonders what he wants: an autograph? The young man doesn't appear to have a notebook, though, or any sort of possessions at all. A game, then. There is an unoccupied goban nearby, and Kouyou has made it a personal code never to turn down a game, ever since Sai. If the young man asks, Kouyou will play him. <br \/><br \/>\u201cDo you miss Kyoto?\u201d <br \/><br \/>Again, Kouyou finds himself surprised. He hasn't lived in Kyoto since following his sensei to Tokyo, where his go career began. It seems an odd question for a fan to ask. But the young man is looking at him with that same eager sincerity as if the answer deeply matters to him, so Kouyou considers the question with respect. \u201cThe Kyoto I remember was a quieter place without so many cars, yet it was more lively.\u201d The young man nods respectfully, and Kouyou continues, surprised to find himself talkative with a stranger. \u201cThere were food stalls in every neighborhood, where people would eat and talk with their neighbors. The homes were simple and beautiful, and always open to each other. It is... different now.\u201d <br \/><br \/>\u201cIt sounds wonderful.\u201d The smile on the young man's face grows wistful. <br \/><br \/>\u201cBut I suppose that is not the Kyoto you would recognize,\u201d Kouyou says gently. This young man does not know what the city looked like before they erected that ugly tower. Perhaps he cannot understand why someone of Kouyou's generation might find the new, sleek train station offensive while still able to admire its gleaming architecture and modern design. (It <i>is<\/i> a lovely station, but it does not belong to Kyoto -- or in Kyoto). <br \/><br \/>Thus, Kouyou is content to remain in Tokyo and simply recall the Kyoto of his memories. <br \/><br \/>\u201cI do not recognize this Kyoto either,\u201d the young man says quietly.<br \/><br \/>Kouyou tilts his head, considering the young man's robes. If the old Kyoto is to be found anywhere, it must be in the temples, some of them relatively unchanged for centuries. A monk wandering from an isolated temple into the city might experience a sense of disconnect, although Kouyou has occasionally seen one riding the Yamanote, and even texting on a cellphone. But Kouyou cannot picture this young man with a cellphone. The soft, entrancing cadence of his voice belongs to a different era, one in which people studied the art of conversation for its own sake. <br \/><br \/>\u201cMay I ask why you stopped wearing your hakama to go events?\u201d <br \/><br \/>By this point, Kouyou is no longer surprised by the odd turn of the conversation. \u201cI had worn it as an acknowledgment of the connections we go players have to Japan's past. But by the time I began travelling abroad, I had realized that go is beyond any one country or tradition or player. Or time. Go exists in the future as well as the past.\u201d <br \/><br \/>A glow spreads over the young man's face, the lingering wistfulness transformed. \u201cSensei is wise.\u201d <br \/><br \/>Kouyou suddenly realizes he wants to see what kind of go this unusual young man will play. <br \/><br \/>But before he can ask, the young man is standing up. He bows with an uncommon grace. \u201cI'm afraid I have kept you for too long. If it isn't too much trouble...\u201d <br \/><br \/>Kouyou understands the unspoken request. \u201cYes, I would like to see you again.\u201d The young man beams, and Kouyou is about to ask his name when a voice from across the room distracts him. <br \/><br \/>\u201cThere you are, Sensei!\u201d says a clipboard-wielding nurse. She hurries over to Kouyou's chair. \u201cI'm afraid your EKG scan was suddenly rescheduled for this afternoon; we had a cancellation. I hope it won't be too much of an inconvenience.\u201d <br \/><br \/>Kouyou waves aside her concerns. \u201cNot at all. Just a moment, please.\u201d He turns to his companion, only to find the young man is gone. Kouyou frowns. \u201cDid you see where the young man standing here went?\u201d he asks the nurse. <br \/><br \/>The nurse purses her lips, and pushes at the thick glasses on her nose as she glances around the large commons. \u201cI can't say I noticed anyone else here. Just you, Sensei.\u201d <br \/><br \/>Kouyou nods, and brushes aside the sudden disappearance. <br \/><br \/>The young man will return. <br \/><br \/>___________________________________________________________________________________<br \/><br \/>Kouyou resists the urge to shift on his knees, and forces himself to focus on the goban in front of him. Tanemura-sensei is a kind man who has tutored Kouyou on a few occasions before, but he will not hesitate to scold Kouyou after the match if he believes Kouyou has played an unfocused game (one would hardly expect any different from the holder of the Kisei and Oza titles). Much is expected of Kouyou, and he will not be excused for a poor showing even in his shodan game. <br \/><br \/>A hanekomi, or a kakari? Which would be the most advantageous at this point? Kouyou weighs his options carefully before deciding to go after Tanemura-sensei's lone corner stone. <br \/><br \/>After placing the move, Kouyou watches Tanemura-sensei's expression carefully. Kouyou knows his ability to read his opponent is still unrefined, but Kouyou has discovered that he has more luck with people he has played frequently. He doesn't read anything on Tanemura's face, though.<br \/><br \/>Kouyou still wants to fidget. It isn't the kneeling position that bothers him; being granted a plump pillow for seiza is an outright luxury compared to kneeling on a rough wooden floor for prayer. It's the suit: Kouyou has never worn one before today, and the stiff fabric feels too tight across his shoulders, too demanding around his neck. <br \/><br \/>Another dream, Kouyou realizes. He's had many years to grow accustomed to (or resigned to) the unique discomforts of Western formal wear. Now it's his knees that bother him, although he still prefers to kneel for games against challenging opponents. Seiza, Kouyou maintains, engenders both the necessary humility and awareness within a player. <br \/><br \/>Well, dreaming or not, it is nice to play Tanemura-sensei again. The game had been a satisfying beginning to his career, and Kouyou has found he can glean much from replaying games, even very old ones.<br \/><br \/>Kouyou dips his hand into the goke again, but nearly recoils at the contact of flesh against stone. In the space of a hand, the stones have grown as cold as ice. Kouyou forces himself to draw a freezing stone out --it would be rude to leave a game incomplete, even a dream game-- but as he raises his hand to the board, he realizes the stone between his fingers is white, not the black customarily granted to a shodan. Also white are his sleeves, which flow around his wrists like water when he moves.  <br \/><br \/>Even the game itself has been transformed. The game Kouyou had played with Tanemura-sensei had revealed respect: respect of a fledging pro towards a teacher whom he must now face as an equal; respect of a teacher for an inexperienced yet precociously talented student, now a rival. Tanemura had shown Kouyou the true strength of his claws, but for the purpose of inculcating Kouyou with awe for the level of the game as played by pros, not to crush Kouyou's spirit. <br \/><br \/>Not so this game. White's play is sensitive and elegant, but Black is deaf to White, answering beauty with force, tearing and gouging at White's shapes with a single-minded objective: to win. Kouyou cannot make sense of Black's patterns, although the stones are hardly ineffective in their results. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou feels a stabbing ache deep in his stomach. This is no conversation; there can be no dialogue without two willing participants. <br \/><br \/>It is only a dream, Kouyou reminds himself, but his pulse is hammering as he raises his eyes across the goban. The man seated there is not Tanemura-sensei, with his firm but kind eyes. This man is a stranger, and he has eyes that are as black and flat as his stones. The stranger glares at Kouyou with a hatred so intense that Kouyou can scarcely breathe. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou breaks eye contact, refusing to allow the man to dominate him any further. He returns his attention to the board, determined to win this strange, sick game, if only to prevent Black from triumphing with such unworthy methods. <br \/><br \/>Then, with a jolt of clarity, Kouyou realizes he was wrong about Black's stones lacking coherency: there is indeed a message here, repeated over and over in stones as cold as death. <br \/><br \/><i>I will destroy you. I will destroy you. I will destroy you.<\/i> <br \/><br \/>Kouyou's eyes widen, and he looks up in disbelief at his opponent. The stranger is sneering in open triumph now, and Kouyou watches in mute horror as the man casually removes a stray white stone from his goke, and drops it into his captured stones bowl. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou knows he should say <i>something<\/i>, but he is so shocked by what he has witnessed that he cannot force the words out of his throat. <br \/><br \/>The dark stranger lifts his accusing finger, and Kouyou is trapped by his merciless eyes.  <br \/><br \/><i>Cheater.<\/i> <br \/><br \/>___________________________________________________________________________________<br \/><br \/>Kouyou relaxes in the small garden behind the hospital, glad that it is a sunny, cloudless day. He has not been able to shake the specter of last night's dream, so he is grateful for the warmth to drive that sick, damp sensation from his bones. He wonders why he has been dreaming so lucidly as of late: has a prescription changed, and his mind is reacting? Kouyou doesn't know: he takes too many medicines nowadays, and doesn't care to memorize all their purported side effects. <br \/><br \/>The koi stir lazily in the pond, occasionally drifting near Kouyou's bench, as if in hope that he has suddenly discovered some bread to share with them. Kouyou half-chuckles to himself. They are already quite plump for koi, and could probably live off their reserves for a good month or two. <br \/><br \/>\u201cMy, what a lovely fish.\u201d <br \/><br \/>Kouyou glances to his side. He is not surprised to see the young man from yesterday, although he <i>is<\/i> surprised to notice that the black robes have been exchanged for a black suit and a blue tie. Perhaps the young man had decided he ought not wear the robes after admitting to Kouyou that he was not here on an official temple visit, but still felt the need to maintain some formality. <br \/><br \/>Regardless, the young man wears the suit well, as if it has been tailored for him. <br \/><br \/>The young man moves closer to the pond, open delight on his face as an orange koi with gold flecks swims towards him. \u201cI have never seen such a breed before. His fins are so long and graceful, and his scales are brilliant in the sunlight.\u201d Despite his suit, the young man squats beside the pond, dipping his fingers into the water. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou smiles at the young man's simple pleasure. Since retirement, Kouyou has found himself watching people more closely (not just other go players), and he's observed that youth are as stressed as their elders, over-scheduled with cram schools and daily club activities and incessant, relentless tests. They don't allow themselves the luxury of appreciating nature, perhaps because it seems to have no real relevance to their lives. <br \/><br \/>(Maybe it doesn't: knowing how to use cell phones and computers and spreadsheets gets one jobs. Knowing how to appreciate beauty or how to bask in the glory of a quiet afternoon are pleasures that have no market value.)<br \/><br \/>Sometimes, Kouyou wonders if he has done his son a slight injustice by exposing him to go -- a sedentary, indoor pursuit -- at such a young age. Perhaps Kouyou ought to have spent more time outdoors with his son, throwing a ball around, getting dirty, or climbing trees, but those activities were alien to Kouyou. As a child himself, he hadn't been allowed time for playing. So Kouyou had simply introduced Akira to <i>his<\/i> idea of fun; Akira had been entranced, and Kouyou never gave it a second thought beyond occasionally taking Akira to the zoo or on a picnic.  <br \/><br \/>But Akira loves go, the go that he has chosen for himself. Courtesy of Shindou, Akira is even getting some fresh air. When Akira visited two days ago, he spent a considerable amount of time complaining about how Shindou had \u201cforced\u201d him to attend a casual football scrimmage. Apparently, Shindou had coaxed him into playing, and Akira's favorite purple slacks had gotten stained. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou suppresses a knowing smile. He suspects Shindou doesn't care for Akira's fashion sense anymore than he does. <br \/><br \/>\u201cYou must be thinking of someone dear to you.\u201d The young man sits down on the bench, finished with wiggling his fingers at the koi. <br \/><br \/>\u201cMy son,\u201d Kouyou says. After a pause, he adds \u201cAnd his partner.\u201d Kouyou likes Shindou; although he is often brash and thoughtless, he has a good heart. Accepting that his son is in a serious relationship with another man still feels surreal to Kouyou (maybe he's more old-fashioned than he thought), but Akira is happy, and Akiko approves of Shindou. It's enough. <br \/><br \/>The young man nods happily as if Kouyou has said nothing unusual. \u201cIt's comforting for parents to see their children happy.\u201d <br \/><br \/>\u201cYou don't have children, do you?\u201d Kouyou scrutinizes the young man more carefully. Kouyou had thought him to be around Akira's age, but the young man could easily be thirty, despite his unlined face and youthful exuberance. There's a hint of experience in his beautiful eyes that Akira and Shindou don't have yet. <br \/><br \/>The young man looks startled, then lets out a little laugh. \u201cNo, actually. I suppose I should have while I had the chance, but I was too focused on other things. I've always liked children, though. They're so alive, and it's a lot of fun to play with them because every experience is new and exciting.\u201d <br \/><br \/>The phrasing disturbs Kouyou. \u201cEven if your past relationships didn't work out, it's certainly not too late for you to have a child. Because I married late, I did not have my son until I was forty.\u201d Kouyou almost offers to introduce him to some nice women of his and Akiko's acquaintance before remembering that he barely knows this young man. Kouyou is surprised at himself, but there's something indefinable about the young man that resonates with Kouyou. Kouyou knows that he can trust him. <br \/><br \/>The young man smiles in appreciation, but the smile is faint, offered out of politeness. \u201cI've made some bad decisions. Ones that can't be unmade,\u201d he says softly. <br \/><br \/>Even thirty seems far too young to match the utter bleakness in those eyes, Kouyou thinks, and wonders what could have wounded the other so.  He doesn't know what to say in response, so he says nothing. <br \/><br \/>The silence is not uncomfortable. They sit in companionship, enjoying the autumn sun and the light breeze that stirs the small maples in the garden. The koi occasionally rise to the surface of the pond  to gulp at insects, forming ripples that spread across the water. <br \/><br \/>After awhile, the young man closes his eyes, folding his hands in his lap. He is motionless as a statue for a long time, and Kouyou wonders if he's mediating. <br \/><br \/>\u201cThey'll be alright, you know.\u201d <br \/><br \/>\u201cWho?\u201d Kouyou asks, surprised to hear the young man speak again. His eyes are still closed. <br \/><br \/>\u201cThe people you love. They'll be sad, of course, but they have each other to rely on, and the memories you've built with them to sustain their hearts. They will have good, long lives.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Kouyou is both comforted and chilled. Comforted to hear the words of benediction, but chilled at the young man's utter certainty. The young man is referring to his death, which even Kouyou's doctors have not foreseen, despite their complicated machines and never-ending battery of tests. Nor does Kouyou appear outwardly ill. But the young man <i>knows<\/i>, just as Kouyou knows. <br \/><br \/>\u201cWhy did you come?\u201d Remarkably, Kouyou's voice sounds calm, at least to his own ears. <br \/><br \/>\u201cBecause you asked me to. Because I wanted to,\u201d the young man says. Then he turns towards Kouyou and places a hand upon his cheek. His eyelids rise slowly as if he's waking from a dream, and when he locks eyes with Kouyou, Kouyou realizes that he cannot be twenty, or thirty. Or even human. <br \/><br \/>The hand is gentle upon Kouyou's face. \u201cWe'll meet again soon,\u201d the man says. There is something resembling compassion in those ancient eyes. <br \/><br \/>Then he is gone. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou looks at the empty space on the bench, too overwhelmed to even think. Finally, his mind seizes upon one piece of information: the man will be back. He promised. Kouyou doesn't have much time. <br \/><br \/>So Kouyou goes back to his room and picks up his cell phone. <br \/><br \/>\u201cHello, dear,\u201d Akiko answers. In the background, Kouyou can hear quarreling.<br \/><br \/><i>Only an <b>idiot<\/b> would play such a risky move during yose!<\/i> Akira's voice is full of righteous indignation, and Kouyou can imagine his flushed face, and his fingers twitching as if he's one second away from strangling Shindou. <br \/><br \/><i>Well, what do you call someone who's been beaten by an idiot? A <b>double<\/b>-idiot?<\/i> Shindou's tone is calculatingly smug. He enjoys riling Akira, and he's quite an expert at it. <br \/><br \/>The knots in Kouyou's stomach unwind. <br \/><br \/>\u201cThings are rather lively around here today, as I suppose you can guess,\u201d Akiko says. <br \/><br \/>\u201cWho kicked them out of the salon? Ogata-kun or Harumi-chan?\u201d Kouyou asks dryly. <br \/><br \/>Akiko laughs. \u201cActually, Ashiwara-kun! They were being extremely bratty, he says, and disturbing his tutoring games.\u201d <br \/><br \/>\u201cI am certain they were. Good for him. And how are you? How are your bonsai?\u201d <br \/><br \/>(Recently, Akiko has expanded her gardening interests to bonsai. Akiko has always been deft with her hands, and Kouyou likes watching her nimble fingers coax the miniature limbs and leaves into tasteful shapes. There is one sitting on a table in Kouyou's hospital room, a pine that Kouyou has been strictly warned not to water himself.)<br \/><br \/>\u201cI'm well, dear. I'll send your cell a photo of that new one, the maple you like -- you can use it as your wallpaper.\u201d <br \/><br \/>\u201cThank you,\u201d Kouyou says, although he doesn't remember how to change his wallpaper. He'll pester a nurse to do it for him. <br \/><br \/>\u201cYou're welcome.\u201d Akiko pauses. \u201cAre you feeling rested? When do you think you'll be ready to come home?\u201d <br \/><br \/>Kouyou doesn't like lying to his wife and has rarely done so. But he doesn't want her to come to the hospital because he doesn't want her to see him die. He doesn't want to see tears on her face. <i>I am a selfish old man<\/i>, Kouyou thinks as he says, \u201cI've been doing well. Very soon, I think.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI'm glad. I'll make preparations then,\u201d Akiko says happily. <br \/><br \/>\u201cPut me on the speaker phone, please. I want to talk to the boys.\u201d Kouyou has been able to overhear most of the quarrel, enough to visualize the parts of the game in question. <br \/><br \/>The phone beeps as Akiko changes modes, and Kouyou clears his throat. \u201cShindou-kun. Akira is right to warn you about that move. Had he noticed sooner, he could have played a karami to split your groups apart.\u201d Kouyou senses a shift, and knows that Akira is resisting smirking at Shindou only by virtue of his mother being in the room. <br \/><br \/>\u201cHowever,\u201d Kouyou continues, \u201cit's a perfectly valid move for yose, if you are careful to protect beforehand, which you apparently did not. I trust next time you will both play better. And stop causing trouble in the go salon, or I'll give Ogata-kun permission to punish you two however he wishes.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYes sir,\u201d the boys say in unison.  <br \/><br \/>A surge of emotion rushes through Kouyou and he can't decide if he wants to laugh or cry. \u201cI love you,\u201d he says suddenly. <br \/><br \/>There is a surprised silence on the other end. Kouyou is not prone to such statements of open affection. <br \/><br \/>\u201cDo you mean me, or Mother?\u201d Akira says tentatively. <br \/><br \/>\u201cObviously he means <i>me<\/i>,\u201d Shindou says cheekily. \u201cHe said <i>my<\/i> play was 'perfectly valid.' I love you too, Dad.\u201d He's half-joking and half-serious, and Kouyou is glad that Shindou -- with his strange secrets and deep strength and outrageous hair -- is a part of the family now. <br \/><br \/>\u201cHe's <i>my<\/i> father,\u201d Akira grumbles. \u201cI... love you too. Come home soon.\u201d <br \/><br \/>There's a beep as Akiko switches the mode back. \u201cThat was sweet of you to say, dear. Akira is blushing now. You know I love you too.\u201d <br \/><br \/>\u201cI do,\u201d Kouyou says, and his voice catches in his throat. \u201cGoodbye.\u201d <br \/><br \/>He hangs up. <br \/>___________________________________________________________________________________<br \/><br \/>Kouyou is clad in black and gray and he is getting married. Akiko is wearing white, and she smiles at him, radiant as a star under her traditional billowing hood as she slowly moves across the plaza. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou wants to keep his face stern as befitting a man in a solemn Shinto ceremony, but he cannot keep himself from smiling back at her before he looks ahead again, walking to his own position. <br \/><br \/>Akiko is so beautiful and full of life, and Kouyou knows he will never be alone again, not with her by his side, and perhaps even the children they both hope for. He's not so certain that he will be good at being a father, but Akiko will be an excellent mother. Maybe she can teach him. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou sneaks another glance at Akiko, but she is gone, replaced by a black-garbed man. <br \/><br \/><i>That<\/i> man. The one with the cold black eyes. He sneers, and Kouyou's skin crawls. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou wants to demand an explanation for his unceasing hatred, but Kouyou cannot speak. He is too weary and drained. Defeated. His limbs tremble as if they can barely tolerate the burden of heavy robes he's wearing. He trudges out of the palace as the black-eyed man watches victoriously. He is an outcast. An unwanted thing. <br \/><br \/>He moves forward numbly, with no destination in mind other than <i>away<\/i>, away to where his shame cannot be witnessed. Vaguely, he is aware of his end, and what will not be. He will never have a wife. He will not hold his child. He will not grow old. He only had go, and that was enough, but now that has been ripped from him along with his honor and rank. He is utterly alone. <br \/><br \/>He walks and walks and walks until the river is before him. It is black and fast and gleaming under the moonlight. He does not hesitate as he steps into it, welcoming the icy blast that soaks his robes and chills his skin. Humans are cruel, but the river is merciful, enveloping his body,  concealing his shame. <br \/><br \/>He sinks deep, dragged by the weight of his sodden robes. His lungs scream for air. As he dies, one last thought blazes across his mind like a comet streaking across the sky. <br \/><br \/><i>I still want to play.<\/i> <br \/><br \/>___________________________________________________________________________________<br \/><br \/>Kouyou wakes up abruptly, his body drenched in cold sweat. Agony wracks his body, and Kouyou digs his nails into his palms, vaguely aware of monitors shrieking in the background. Soon the doctors and nurses will come, but it won't matter. It's time. <br \/><br \/>A cool hand touches his cheek, and Kouyou turns into it and the solace it offers. <br \/><br \/>The man is standing by his bed, his ageless eyes sad as they gaze upon Kouyou with compassion. \u201cI'm sorry I can't ease your pain.\u201d <br \/><br \/><i>Kannon,<\/i> Kouyou's overloaded mind insists, grateful for a distraction. The goddess of mercy, embodied in this androgynous beauty. \u201cYou did come.\u201d <br \/><br \/>\u201cHow could I not? You asked me to,\u201d the  man whispers, stroking Kouyou's face gently. He is wearing familiar white robes. <br \/><br \/>\u201cYou... were the one in my dreams? Why?\u201d <br \/><br \/>The man understands. \u201cYou were sharing my memories.\u201d <br \/> <br \/>Kouyou doesn't. Why would he ask a stranger or a goddess to come? Why share his memories? His chest is being crushed and he is losing sensation in his limbs. <br \/><br \/>\u201cYou've lived a good life. Your family is taken care of. There is nothing to fear,\u201d the man says,  words invoked like a mantra to calm as the pain tears Kouyou apart. <br \/><br \/>The doctors and nurses rush in, flitting about the room with equipment and bags and devices but Kouyou's attention remains wholly focused on the man, whom they cannot see. <br \/><br \/>If the man is the goddess, he will know. \u201cThe one I played on the Internet... will I meet him again?\u201d Kouyou hopes he isn't failing some sort of divine test by selfishly asking after his own desire in his final moments, but he must know.<br \/><br \/>A radiant smile breaks out on the man's face and it is the most beautiful sight Kouyou has ever seen and he hurts terribly but there is nothing to fear and his family will be alright and he loves them so much and he wants to play Sai---<br \/><br \/>The man leans down and whispers his secret in Kouyou's ear, his lips brushing against Kouyou's skin. <br \/><br \/>Kouyou feels his heart explode with joy. <br \/><br \/>Everything goes black. <br \/><br \/>___________________________________________________________________________________<br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/64368.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/64148.html","pubDate":"Tue, 28 Sep 2010 07:07:59 GMT","title":"Be A Bad Reader: Banned Books Week! (Meme For Bibliophiles) ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/64148.html","description":"Those of you who live in America and are patrons of a library have almost certainly heard of \"Banned Books Week.\" To those of you not in the know, here's a description from the American Library Association's <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ala.org\/ala\/issuesadvocacy\/banned\/bannedbooksweek\/index.cfm\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">webpage<\/a>:<br \/><br \/><quote><i><br \/>Banned Books Week (BBW) is an annual event celebrating the freedom to read and the importance of the First Amendment.  Held during the last week of September, Banned Books Week highlights the benefits of free and open access to information while drawing attention to the harms of censorship by spotlighting actual or attempted bannings of books across the United States.<\/i><\/quote><br \/><br \/>This year, BBW lasts from <b>September 25, 2010<\/b> through <b>October 2, 2010.<\/b> <br \/><br \/>:drumroll: And 2009's <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ala.org\/ala\/issuesadvocacy\/banned\/frequentlychallenged\/21stcenturychallenged\/2009\/index.cfm\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Top Ten Banned Books<\/a> are: <br \/><br \/>1. ttyl; ttfn; l8r, g8r (series), by Lauren Myracle<br \/>Reasons: drugs, nudity, offensive language, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group<br \/>2. And Tango Makes Three, by Peter Parnell and Justin Richardson<br \/>Reasons: homosexuality<br \/>3. The Perks of Being A Wallflower, by Stephen Chbosky<br \/>Reasons: anti-family, drugs, homosexuality, offensive language, religious viewpoint, sexually explicit, suicide, unsuited to age group<br \/>4. To Kill A Mockingbird, by Harper Lee<br \/>Reasons: offensive language, racism, unsuited to age group<br \/>5. Twilight (series) by Stephenie Meyer<br \/>Reasons: religious viewpoint, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group<br \/>6. Catcher in the Rye, by J.D. Salinger<br \/>Reasons: offensive language, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group<br \/>7. My Sister\u2019s Keeper, by Jodi Picoult<br \/>Reasons: homosexuality, offensive language, religious viewpoint, sexism, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group, violence<br \/>8. The Earth, My Butt, and Other Big, Round Things, by Carolyn Mackler<br \/>Reasons: offensive language, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group<br \/>9. The Color Purple, by Alice Walker<br \/>Reasons: offensive language, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group<br \/>10. The Chocolate War, by Robert Cormier<br \/>Reasons: nudity, offensive language, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group<br \/><br \/><b>Instructions<\/b>: In recognition of <i>Banned Books Week<\/i>, <b>bold<\/b> the books you have read in your own journal, and of those, write a brief recommendation <strike>so you can corrupt someone else.<\/strike> It doesn't matter what country you live in, only that you support free speech and love books. &hearts; Books are for READING, not BURNING. &hearts; <br \/><br \/>My list is under the cut. <br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>1. ttyl; ttfn; l8r, g8r (series), by Lauren Myracle<br \/>Reasons: drugs, nudity, offensive language, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group<br \/>2. And Tango Makes Three, by Peter Parnell and Justin Richardson<br \/>Reasons: homosexuality<br \/>3. The Perks of Being A Wallflower, by Stephen Chbosky<br \/>Reasons: anti-family, drugs, homosexuality, offensive language, religious viewpoint, sexually explicit, suicide, unsuited to age group<br \/>4. <b>To Kill A Mockingbird<\/b>, by Harper Lee<br \/>Reasons: offensive language, racism, unsuited to age group<br \/>5. Twilight (series) by Stephenie Meyer<br \/>Reasons: religious viewpoint, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group<br \/>6. <b>Catcher in the Rye<\/b>, by J.D. Salinger<br \/>Reasons: offensive language, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group<br \/>7. My Sister\u2019s Keeper, by Jodi Picoult<br \/>Reasons: homosexuality, offensive language, religious viewpoint, sexism, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group, violence<br \/>8. The Earth, My Butt, and Other Big, Round Things, by Carolyn Mackler<br \/>Reasons: offensive language, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group<br \/>9. <b>The Color Purple<\/b>, by Alice Walker<br \/>Reasons: offensive language, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group<br \/>10. The Chocolate War, by Robert Cormier<br \/>Reasons: nudity, offensive language, sexually explicit, unsuited to age group<br \/><br \/><b>Recommendation<\/b>: <i>To Kill A Mockingbird<\/i> by Harper Lee is one of the most gripping, beautiful stories I've read. It's a powerful narrative, convincingly told through the eyes of a ten-year-old girl living in Alabama in during the Great Depression. She's perceptive but innocent, and often doesn't recognize the ugly racism or nuances of the adult world. <br \/><br \/>Many stories that deal with \"issues\" handle them in a ham-fisted, Hallmark-y way, but TKAM never feels like anything less than a compelling story with lovely, effective prose. It's been years since I read the story, but I can still name many of the characters and even describe them, so obviously Lee has a talent for creating individuals. Also, Lee is a Southerner, so you can expect accuracy and sensitivity regarding Southern culture. <br \/><br \/>Hmm, I'm surprised that <i>Huckleberry Finn<\/i> didn't make the list this year... and I've only read three of these books! I need to read <i>And Tango Makes Three<\/i>! It's a children's book about the (real) gay penguins that lived in a zoo, IIRC. I also want to read <i>The Chocolate War<\/i>. Because I like eating chocolate... and studying wars. XD!!! <br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/64148.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/63756.html","pubDate":"Thu, 23 Sep 2010 07:41:59 GMT","title":"Blind Go Guessing Post! Win A Drabble. ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/63756.html","description":"<b>Edit:<\/b> Unscreening as reveals are up! <br \/><br \/>OK, this is my first time participating in <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     \"  data-ljuser=\"blind_go\" lj:user=\"blind_go\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/blind-go.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/community.png?v=556&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/blind-go.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>blind_go<\/b><\/a><\/span>! Explanation: Blind Go is a guess-the-writer challenge for Hikago fen. You read the fics for Round 10 <a href=\"http:\/\/community.livejournal.com\/blind_go\/48344.html#cutid1\" target=\"_blank\">here<\/a>, and try to guess which fic[s] I wrote by replying to the Blind Go screened post with my author ID. Also, give me a drabble prompt (I prefer Hikaru no Go since it's fresh in my mind, but you can ask me for any series that you know I'm familiar with) in case you guess correctly. You get only one guess because I'm mean, and no hints. Wehehehehe. <br \/><br \/>...hmm, I suppose I should wait to tell guessers if they're correct until after the official reveals are posted? Not sure how that works...  (You can also guess at the official post for a chance to win a prize.) <br \/><br \/>I don't know how hard or easy it will be to guess me, so only the first three to guess me correctly will get a drabble. ^^;; <br \/><br \/>Excluded: <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"penguin474\" lj:user=\"penguin474\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/penguin474.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/penguin474.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>penguin474<\/b><\/a><\/span>, who betaed for me! &hearts; I really ought to exclude <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"februaryfour\" lj:user=\"februaryfour\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/februaryfour.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/februaryfour.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>februaryfour<\/b><\/a><\/span> (Ai, my long-time beta) 'cause she could probably pick me out with both of her eyes shut, but I won't. LOL. <br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/9608.html#cutid1\" target=\"_blank\">My complete fic archive<\/a>. <br \/><br \/>Anyway, definitely check out the fics if you haven't already. This is the Sai round, and I'm certainly impressed with quite a few of the entries.<br \/><br \/>:edit: I guess you should reply to the Blind Go screened post with your guesses! (I can't read them for another week, but we can all just wait, ahhah).","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/63756.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/62169.html","pubDate":"Tue, 31 Aug 2010 05:39:32 GMT","title":"Best Of Craigslist. ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/62169.html","description":"So I've been spending so much quality time with Craigslist, but I just now checked out the \"best of Craigslist\" (which is something users nominate). <br \/><br \/>I thought this one was pretty funny. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.craigslist.org\/about\/best\/sea\/1619190174.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Bitter Alum<\/a>. <br \/><br \/>Any other amusing ones?","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/62169.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/61573.html","pubDate":"Sat, 28 Aug 2010 08:30:36 GMT","title":"Books, Books, Always My Friends, Often Free. ","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/61573.html","description":"Here are my brief reviews of the books I've read since coming to Seattle. My tastes currently run towards science fiction, Japanese writers \/ books about Japan, fantasy, and kick-ass women. If you want me to expound upon any review, just ask.<br \/><br \/>While I'm on the subject... isn't this the coolest library <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Seattle_Central_Library\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">ever?<\/a> Looks like the mothership just beamed down, laden with books. <br \/><br \/> <br \/><br \/><br \/>Title: The Fox Woman<br \/>Author: Kij Johnson<br \/>Rating: 5 stars (out of 5)<br \/> <br \/>Review: Wow, now I see why so many people have written glowing reviews of this story. It's set in Heian-era Japan, and the format is alternating journal entries, one written by the fox character, one by the nobleman, and one by the wife. The lyrical poetry of the story is gorgeous, and it's obvious that the author put in a lot of loving care into her research in order to make the setting feel authentic. The author explores her characters with a depth that I always appreciate, while keeping the pacing and plot driving relentlessly forward.<br \/><br \/>If you're interested in ancient Japan and the beliefs and values of that time, I definitely recommend this book. (However, if the frank portrayal of sex bothers you, including male-male relationships, you might want to give this one a pass).<br \/><br \/> <br \/><br \/>Title: Tongues of Serpents (Book 6 of the Temeraire Series)<br \/>Author: Naomi Novik<br \/>Rating: 4 stars<br \/><br \/>Review: Novik's continued exploration of her Napoleanic-era universe continues with Australia in this book. Since Laurence and Temeraire have been exiled to this penal colony for their \"treasonous\" ways, we have a truncated cast -- but Laurence and Temeraire both get a lot of screen time, so I was happy.<br \/><br \/>However, the book seemed to drag somewhat, since it's basically \"Australia's GONNA GET YOU!!\", an often joyless survival story that drags through the desert. The pacing and plot didn't quite pop like previous books, except for the last third, IMHO.<br \/><br \/>Also, it was too short. I still love Novik (she signed this book for me at University Books!) and the characters; I just hope the next installment is a little more... peppy?<br \/> <br \/><br \/>Title: Hokkaido Highway Blues: Hitching Japan<br \/>Author: Will Ferguson<br \/>Rating: 4 stars<br \/>Review: Now this book really interested me, since like the author, I've also lived in Japan as a foreign English teacher. I recognized a lot of the attitudes and types of people that Mr. Ferguson encountered, although I'd have to say his Japanese must be much better than mine, judging from the level of the conversations he has!<br \/><br \/>The book's an interesting read because of his philosophical bent and impish desire to provoke or prod the drivers who pick him up. Sometimes the conversations left me flabbergasted, sometimes amused, and a few times a bit misty-eyed (in particular, those elderly Japanese who were in the war). Ferguson can be rough on the people he encounters, but he's also rough on himself, not hesitating to reveal his own flaws and biases (in particular, his habit of trying to hit on any cute Japanese woman would be annoying if not for the way he's mocking himself constantly).<br \/><br \/>Unfortunately, the book ends rather abruptly, on a desolate note, but I can see why the author made that artistic decision, while wishing for a better resolution.<br \/><br \/><br \/>Title: Coin Locker Babies<br \/>Author: Ryu Murakami<br \/>Rating: 4 stars<br \/>Review: Well, of course I had to check out this book, since I recognized the title from Miyavi's eponymous song. This book is set in a dystopian Japan in the not-too-distant future, one where unwanted babies are discarded in coin lockers at train stations. Two such babies end up being adopted as brothers, but they're rather messed up psychologically, as you might expect... Murakami's storytelling is seductively hypnotic, unceasingly violent, and extremely imaginative.<br \/><br \/>However, I kept reading out of a curiosity to see what would happen, rather than an actual investment in any of the characters. Perhaps it was the unending violence that prevented me from bonding with any of the characters? Still, a great read.<br \/><br \/>Title: Real World<br \/>Author: Kirino Natsuo<br \/>Rating: 4<br \/><br \/>Review: I've made it a point to explore more Japanese authors lately, especially since many of the translated authors seem to explore sociology and science fiction, subjects which interest me.<br \/><br \/>\"Real World\" falls into the \"sociology\" grouping since it follows a group of four Japanese high school girls and their entanglement with a boy who's killed his mother. It's a disturbing read, but one that captures that unique brand of alienation that can afflict Japanese youth. I didn't find myself \"rooting\" for any of the characters, though, but I don't think that's the author's aim anyway...<br \/><br \/><br \/>Title: The Hotel at the Corner of Bitter & Sweet<br \/>Author: Jamie Ford<br \/>Rating: 2 stars<br \/>Review: I mentioned in a previous review that I'm wary of books that receive copious accolades. This book would be a prime example of why: it's mediocre at best. However, I can see why people in the Pacific Northwest in particular would latch onto it: it's about the friendship and romance between a young Chinese American boy and a Japanese American girl during the years of the Japanese American internment. The internment is a subject that needs more exploration and understanding, but this book handles the storytelling in a cloying, clumsy way. For example, the main character's best friend just happens to be a wise African American street musician (not that jazz players aren't awesome, but the use just felt contrived for maximum sappiness points, not natural at all).<br \/><br \/>Basically, I felt like I was reading the plot for a Hallmark movie. Or the Travel Channel, with all the numerous references to real \/ historical places.<br \/><br \/><br \/>Title: The Body Artist<br \/>Author: Don DeLilo<br \/>Rating: 4 stars<br \/><br \/>Review: I have to say that I think \"White Noise\" was superior, although I haven't read \"White Noise\" since college. This book is still... well, classic DeLilo, though. By that, I mean it left me feeling vaguely dissatisfied, while impressed with just how distinctive a writer DeLilo is.<br \/><br \/><br \/>Title: The Life of Pi<br \/>Author: Yann Martel<br \/>Rating: 5 stars<br \/><br \/>Review: This is one of those books I was a little leery of, since it made the NYT Bestseller list and received a lot of acclaim. (I've had some bad luck with those kinds of books, since my tastes are not necessarily in line with the mainstream ones). However, I thoroughly enjoyed this book. The plot: a philosophical Indian boy, the son of a zookeeper, is stuck on a lifeboat with only the company of an orangutan, a hyena, and a tiger named Richard. After a few days, it's just Pi and the tiger left, and Pi must rely on his wits to convince Richard not to devour him.<br \/><br \/>The book left quite an impression on my mind, especially since I've always liked \"survival\" stories like Robinson Crusoe or The Lord of the Flies. But as imaginative as the author is, there's a lot of meaty substance to ponder as well because the narrator is a very deep thinker.<br \/> <br \/><br \/>Title: Blood Cross (Book 2 of the Jane Yellowrock Series)<br \/>Author: Faith Hunter<br \/>Rating: 5 stars<br \/><br \/>Review: The sequel to Skinwalker doesn't disappoint. Jane remains kickass; several villains\/characters from the first book reappear, which means the plot adds levels of complexity and intrigue. One aspect of the books that I enjoy is that Jane is often stuck between a rock and a hard place when she's having to make decisions -- like real life -- and she has to deal with the fallout from those decisions. No fairy godmother here. Also, her relationships with male characters don't detract from her portrayal, but rather enhance it (always a plus in my book). Finally, this series definitely passes \"The Bechdel Test\" with flying colors (if you don't know what that test is, I recommend Googling it).<br \/><br \/>Seems the next book will also be set in New Orleans.<br \/> <br \/><br \/>Title: Skinwalker (Book 1 of the Jane Yellowrock Series)<br \/>Author:  Faith Hunter<br \/>Rating: 5 stars<br \/><br \/><br \/>Review: Now *this* is the sort of urban fantasy heroine I dig. Jane Yellowrock is tough, self-sufficient, with a bit of wry humor tossed in. She reminds me a lot of Patricia Briggs' Mercy character, but definitely unique. It's really nice to see a Cherokee main character as well -- toss in a well-done New Orleans setting, and I'm hooked.<br \/> <br \/><br \/>Title: Storm Born<br \/>Author: Richelle Mead<br \/>Rating: 3 stars<br \/><br \/><br \/>Review: Eh, not bad for urban fantasy, I suppose... but the heroine was a little too dependent on the male characters. Her relationships with them defined her more than her own character, IMO. I'm not going to bother with the other books in this series, even though I like kitsune (there's a kitsune character in the book).<br \/> <br \/><br \/>Title: Morris Berman<br \/>Author: The Twilight of the American Culture<br \/>Rating: 5 stars<br \/>Review: Extremely cogent argument: even though this book was published about a decade back, the author's ideas are quite compelling.<br \/><br \/><br \/>Title: The Temple of the Golden Pavillion<br \/>Author: Yukio Mishima<br \/>Rating: 4 stars<br \/>Review: A classic Japanese work of art. Interesting but a bit confusing at times due to the philosophical turns.<br \/><br \/><br \/>Title:  Fudoki<br \/>Author: Kij Johnson<br \/>Rating: 5 stars<br \/>Review:(Ah, this is probably the last book I'll finish for the Summer Reading program. Well, 17 isn't too shabby a number).<br \/><br \/>I really enjoyed the first book of this series (\"The Fox Woman\") so I had to read this one also. (\"Fudoki\" has some recurring characters from \"The Fox Woman,\" so please read them in order). Johnson's style is lyrical and well-suited for the subject matter of Heian-era Japan, and as in the first, there are many insightful observations and ideas. The characters are strong and unique, and touching in their imperfections.<br \/><br \/>The frame of the plot is \"a story within a story,\" narrated by a dying, elderly princess who claims she is just making up a story (her final act on earth) about a female cat who is turned into a human warrior by the gods, but of course reality is not quite so simple. Both the princess and the cat are compelling characters, and I'm always glad to read books with deep female leads.<br \/><br \/>Title: Bloodchild and Other Stories<br \/>Author: Octavia E. Butler<br \/>Rating: 5 stars<br \/>Review: Ms. Butler is definitely one of my favorite science fiction writers. Her writing is powerful, and her unique background (African-American, feminist, social philosopher) always lends such a unique slant to her writing. For example, the title story of this short-story collection revolves around male-impregnation (the humans are refugee colonists on a world where sentient bug-like aliens use them as incubators for their eggs in exchange for land). Fascinated? Then you should check Butler out. Horrified? Maybe you should read anyway, haha.<br \/><br \/>All of Butler's stories are the result of her thought-experiments into the human psyche, and how we communicate, and relate to each other through the veils of gender, race, disability, age, and class. Sounds heady, but the characters are always intriguing, and the plots are original.<br \/><br \/>Title: Lost Japan<br \/>Author: Alex Kerr<br \/>Rating: 5 stars<br \/>Review: This was a book that I definitely had mixed feelings about, since I have lived in Japan and I have grown to dislike Westerners who always moan about Japan's problems and what needs to be fixed. (Yes, Japan certainly has its share of problems, and an outsider can provide fresh insight into those problems, but it's rather arrogant for Westerners to think they have all these magic solutions for a culture that is very different from their own).<br \/><br \/>That said, I'm giving this book 5 stars because Mr. Kerr is actually quite insightful. He has lived in Japan for decades, immersed himself in various aspects of Japanese culture, befriended many artists, restored several old homes, and has a genuine love for the traditional way of life. This love is apparently what prompted him to write this book; he wants people to realize the beauty of the environment and the old arts before they disappear completely (the book was originally published in Japanese).<br \/><br \/>A few of my objections were erased by the very last chapter, in which Mr. Kerr states that he does think a sort of artistic revival is taking place, and he ends on a hopeful note. (This book was published quite some time ago, so some of Mr. Kerr's statements are no longer true -- for example, Tokyo is indeed a fashion capital now rather than a stagnant scene, and Japanese culture has made inroads worldwide via the mediums of anime and manga).<br \/><br \/>A definite must-read for those seriously interested in Japanese culture.<br \/><br \/><br \/>Title: Silver Phoenix<br \/>Author: Cindy Pon<br \/>Rating: 4 stars<br \/>Review: Wonderful YA book for those interested in Chinese culture, fantasy, and strong female heroines. The story follows the adventures of Ai Ling, a teen who flees her hometown to avoid an unwanted suitor and to rescue her father. Along the way she has to learn how to deal with her emerging power, her romantic feelings, and her ethics.<br \/><br \/>I liked the author's imagination and use of Chinese culture in a fantasy setting (esp. the descriptions of food, which made me hungry). It was also quite nice to see a fleshed-out female lead who is neither weak nor 100% badass, but realistic. However, I think that the character's inner thought life could have been developed a bit more... it seemed to me that there was room for more nuance. (But I don't read YA often, so perhaps I'm being harsh).<br \/><br \/>Warning: this is definitely for older teens (or mature ones) since there are several instances of attempted rape, violence, and rather gruesome mythological baddies.<br \/><br \/>END OF REVIEWS, yo. <br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/61573.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/61052.html","pubDate":"Fri, 30 Jul 2010 08:46:29 GMT","title":"Total Eclipse Of The Heart (With Bonus LAZOR Eyes).","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/61052.html","description":"Gather, my karaoke-loving friends, for I have a vision of horror to regale you with. Many times have we sung this song, this paean of all that is 80s' power ballads, our voices entwined together in pure nostalgia and camp. But never have we seen this... this... <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=840B27zYfOk\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">music video<\/a>. <br \/><br \/><small>I will not be held liable. Also, radioactive half-naked boys with... a cougar-esque lead in white and ninjas? Wow.<\/small> <br \/><br \/>Going to a Southern-style potluck in the park on Saturday! Some of my neighbors in this house are throwing it. Anyway I wanted to make a Cajun dish but I can't find the spice mixes here, and I don't know how to do it from scratch. So I'll just fry some catfish.","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/61052.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/60701.html","pubDate":"Fri, 23 Jul 2010 09:58:47 GMT","title":"Naomi Novik Book Signing Report","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/60701.html","description":"So <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"cienna\" lj:user=\"cienna\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/cienna.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/cienna.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>cienna<\/b><\/a><\/span> texted me on Tuesday to inform me that Naomi Novik would be signing her <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Tongues-Serpents-Temeraire-Naomi-Novik\/dp\/0345496892\/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;s=books&amp;qid=1279875292&amp;sr=8-1\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">new book<\/a> at a bookstore in Seattle this Wednesday! Even better, one very close to me, which is good since I usually ride my bike everywhere. I had thought I would just order it on Amazon at some point since it's cheaper, but heck, I couldn't miss a chance to see Novik, who is one of the few authors who not only embraces fanfiction, but openly and proudly states that she started out writing fanfic.  <br \/><br \/>Anyway, the event was held at the University Bookstore in the U-District. I got there a bit early and saw Novik off in a nook with some store employees. So of course I pretended to be browsing nearby so I could <strike>spy<\/strike> flip through an interesting book about biracial students. She was autographing some books for the employees, I think. One of the employees suggested that she go ahead and autograph some books for the people who would be in the line later, but she said that she thought it was more exciting for the fans to actually see her sign it. It's hard for me to convey her tone and everything, but she just seemed really down-to-earth and at ease, the sort of person who gets along well with everyone. <br \/><br \/>There were about 50ish people at the signing, and one person dressed as a cosplayer! Her outfit was a nice rich green velvet with a hat, complete with a quill feather in the brim. (I have a picture, but I'll have to wait for my card reader to arrive before I can post it). I think that's Laurence's outfit...? <small>(One minor complaint about Novik's works: she doesn't really describe the characters at all, not after their initial introductions, and when their initial introductions were several books ago, I tend to forget details.)<\/small> Novik herself was very petite, with curly red hair, and quite pregnant. Because she's so small, she's really showing, and I mistakenly thought she must be in her third trimester (she's due in December). <br \/><br \/>She read a short story that she submitted for this anthology called <i>Zombies v. Unicorns<\/i> that is coming out in September; apparently the anthology was birthed from an internet argument over which species is superior. Since Novik is a clever woman, she naturally chose unicorns (c'mon, magical horses vs. rotting corpses?! No contest). Anyway, the story was hilarious, and she's really talented at doing the voices. <br \/><br \/>Then she took drabble prompts, one word and a character's name -- you can read the ones she's already written <a href=\"http:\/\/naominovik.livejournal.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">here<\/a>. I kinda wanted to give her the prompt: \"Temeraire: Fatherhood,\" but I didn't, figuring someone had already given her that, and also the 6th book already has Temraire in a pseudo-father role since he's watching over three eggs. <br \/><br \/>I did, however, ask her a question during the Q\/A session. I asked her, \"Are you going to write more White Collar threesome fic?\" XD!!! Just joking, <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"cienna\" lj:user=\"cienna\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/cienna.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/cienna.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>cienna<\/b><\/a><\/span>! I wouldn't ask her that in front of everyone. LOL... I bet you would, though. What I said was: \"I really like the dragon designs in the books. It seems you put a lot of thought and research into them, so they seem realistic. Where do you get your inspiration from?\" Novik laughed and said something like \"Why yes, thank you, I am that smart\" (implying that my question was flattering to her, and perhaps that I was giving her too much credit) and then she said that she tries to base them on real animals, and that she uses particular themes for dragons from each country. For the British dragons, it's the designs of butterflies; Temeraire is based on the <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Black_Swallowtail\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">black swallowtail.<\/a><br \/><br \/>Tidbits: she said that next summer she's doing a manga team-up with artist Yi Shan Li. It's about superheroes who attend vocational school in an alternate universe, which sounds promising. Also, the next book is taking placing in South America since it has a plot involving the <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Inca\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Inca<\/a>. <br \/><br \/>Next was the lineup for the signing. I had considering showing her the message <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"cienna\" lj:user=\"cienna\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/cienna.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/cienna.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>cienna<\/b><\/a><\/span> had texted me about the fanfic, but I was too embarrassed to mention threesomes in public. So instead I said \"I have a friend who says 'Thanks for the White Collar fanfic, and please write more.'\" Novik looked pleasantly surprised to have fanfic mentioned, and she said \"I've been sick, so I'm behind on the show, but I want to catch up and write more. And tell your friend 'thanks.'\" (She's apparently been dealing with bad morning sickness, and wasn't sure if she'd be able to do the book tour, but it seems she's gotten over it, according to her <a href=\"http:\/\/naominovik.livejournal.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">LJ<\/a>.  She signed everyone's book with a choice of their dragon character -- I chose Temeraire, of course, so I have a cute little squiggle dragon with a few sound waves representing the Divine Wind! &hearts; <br \/><br \/>Well I need to finish reading the book... it's set in Australia. Unfortunately it's shorter than the others. Haha, I guess Novik isn't going the Rowling route.","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/60701.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/60369.html","pubDate":"Mon, 05 Jul 2010 08:39:19 GMT","title":"Being An American Is Rad.","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/60369.html","description":"Man, I should have posted earlier... oh well. I'm American, I do whateva' I want. <br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/beatonna.livejournal.com\/57630.html\" target=\"_blank\">This, my friends, is the epitome of being American<\/a>. <br \/><br \/>Happy Fourth, and Happy Birthday Dad! And Happy Birthday Uncle David, up in the Great Beyond. <br \/><br \/>Oh yeah. Seattle tried to keep me and Tanya down (also a Baton Rougean, up in Seattle for a Microsoft internship) by raining on us at the <a href=\"http:\/\/family4th.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">fireworks site<\/a> so we retreated for chai. Then we ventured out for bowls of pho at a Vietnamese restaurant... and the rain had generously stopped by the time the fireworks were set off at 10 p.m. Hahhaah. It was pretty awesome. <br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.lg.com\/us\/mobile-phones\/LG-VX11000.jsp\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">My new phone.<\/a> It's an LG enV touch. Pretty cool messaging features and sharp resolution, but the downside is that the internet access kinda sucks. Mainly, I can't access Google Maps, which is a very important feature to someone who has no car and bikes everywhere or takes a bus. Oh well. I might just cancel 'net access on it if I decide it's not worth it. <br \/><br \/>I can't believe I actually experienced a Fourth of July that was 60 degrees F. Please warm up, Seattle. I'm a reptile. I need warmth and sun.","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/60369.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/59922.html","pubDate":"Fri, 02 Jul 2010 19:03:12 GMT","title":"Phone Woes.","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/59922.html","description":"Well, I think it was fate... first, <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"cienna\" lj:user=\"cienna\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/cienna.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/cienna.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>cienna<\/b><\/a><\/span> accidentally took my cell phone charger at <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-deleted  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"thehoyden\" lj:user=\"thehoyden\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/thehoyden.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/thehoyden.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>thehoyden<\/b><\/a><\/span>'s house upon leaving Chicago. No big, right? She just put it in the mail. <br \/><br \/>Then last night, I was leaving the Seattle Asian Art Museum (free entrance day, yay) and dropped it onto the lovely flagstone entrance. I've rarely dropped it, and never upon such a hard surface. Now I'm getting the white screen of death... It's an old discontinued model (SCH-a930 Samsung) which was given to me by my aunt-in-law, so if Verizon can't fix it, I'll just have to get a new one. <br \/><br \/>:sighs: Well, I'm off to the store then. I can't do without a phone, and I certainly can't apply for jobs without one. I'll bring some books along... seems like the cell phone stores around here always involve a long wait, according to internet reviews. Maybe two hours like the DMV. :shrugs: <br \/><br \/>Sorry if you try to call or text me. Just e-mail me or post here.","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/59922.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/59869.html","pubDate":"Sat, 12 Jun 2010 22:03:07 GMT","title":"Furniture... GETTO!  (And Chicago-bound!)","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/59869.html","description":"Hey everyone, sorry I've been mostly offline lately. I've been busy getting my room ready for the grand arrival of my furniture. The walls and doors needed some massive TLC, due to not-so-swell paint jobs of previous tenants, and enough holes to make swiss cheese cry. I had to spackle and paint everything twice. -_- And clean previous paint off the windows (I'm sorry, that's just sloppy to let \/ leave paint on the window, people.) But I'm happy with the results; it's a very serene green color (\"Long Meadow\" by Dutchboy) with white doors. There are a lot of yellow undertones in the green, which will help balance out the dark oak of my furniture, and the short winter hours Seattle gets. <br \/><br \/>Pics under cut! <br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/s196.photobucket.com\/albums\/aa313\/ontogenesis_album\/?action=view&amp;current=escape.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/i196.photobucket.com\/albums\/aa313\/ontogenesis_album\/escape.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"room entrance\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><\/a><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/s196.photobucket.com\/albums\/aa313\/ontogenesis_album\/?action=view&amp;current=grandentrance.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/i196.photobucket.com\/albums\/aa313\/ontogenesis_album\/grandentrance.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"room rug\" loading=\"lazy\"><\/a><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/s196.photobucket.com\/albums\/aa313\/ontogenesis_album\/?action=view&amp;current=window.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/i196.photobucket.com\/albums\/aa313\/ontogenesis_album\/window.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"Window\" loading=\"lazy\"><\/a><br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>My furniture is supposed to arrive on Tuesday. :crosses fingers: After that, I need to start looking for a job... <br \/><br \/>I'm going to Chicago on June 25th!! Gonna hang with my ex-Japan homies, <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"takadainmate\" lj:user=\"takadainmate\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/takadainmate.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/takadainmate.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>takadainmate<\/b><\/a><\/span>, <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"cienna\" lj:user=\"cienna\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/cienna.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/cienna.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>cienna<\/b><\/a><\/span>, <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"reppu\" lj:user=\"reppu\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/reppu.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/reppu.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>reppu<\/b><\/a><\/span>, <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-     \"  data-ljuser=\"compaigne\" lj:user=\"compaigne\" ><a href=\"#\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo-disabled.gif?v=25801&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"#\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"  style=\"color:#FF0000;\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>compaigne<\/b><\/a><\/span>, and we're staying with <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-deleted  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"thehoyden\" lj:user=\"thehoyden\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/thehoyden.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/thehoyden.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>thehoyden<\/b><\/a><\/span>. Sweet, ne? Too bad it's peak traveling season. Don't ask me how much my plane tickets cost. x_X","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/59869.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/59635.html","pubDate":"Wed, 02 Jun 2010 04:16:01 GMT","title":"Seattle Peeps: Thursday?","author":"ontogenesis","link":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/59635.html","description":"Hey, first Thursdays of the month are free at the museums and such, as you probably already know. I'm thinking it would be fun to get together and visit the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.seattleartmuseum.org\/visit\/visitsaam.asp\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Seattle Asian Art Museum<\/a> this Thursday, and then we could have tacos at my place for lunch (it's like three minutes away). <br \/><br \/>Let me know if you're interested!<br \/><br \/>Sorry if I haven't been posting much. I've been preoccupied with picking out new furniture for my house. I'm going for a Japanese-style room... that will coordinate well with all my Japanese art, and I just also really like the clean lines of Japanese design. I've ordered <a href=\"http:\/\/www.haikudesigns.com\/hiro-platform-bed.htm\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">this<\/a> platform bed set (with the bed, chest, and nightstand), although from a different site 'cause the shipping was cheap! It's a lot of furniture for a room that's about 10' by 11', but I managed to find a tiny simple writing desk for my laptop. I'm also picking out an Asian-esque rug and lighting fixtures. :is excited:","comments":"https:\/\/ontogenesis.livejournal.com\/59635.html?view=comments#comments"}]}}