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The Selected Ravings of NyteKat
Just the rantings of this disabled "old chick".
nytekat
I have never felt so alone. Even if I'm really not, I feel like I am. All if if I really want to do is cry! And I start getting dark thoughts which leads to Tina who I can't think about without crying.
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nytekat
I get TIRED of going through looking like an idiot! Can I PLEASE have something go my way for once!
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nytekat
I don't like to be like everyone else. But once? Just ONCE? It we kinda nice! My brain injury is similar to everyone else. But, as I've found different for each person..

Which is kinda neat! But isolating too,
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nytekat
Or is it anxiety??! Either way?

IT SUCKS!!; all I want to do is cry! I don't know why!!! I'm scared and all umi want to make it go away!
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nytekat
My day was good. I guess. Am now hoping my parents come this weekend. Hope I get a whirlpool this weekend

Bad thing is I have to ask mom for it! Mom doesn't do things unless she has too!.
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nytekat
So I should be overjoyed that don't have any. Right??

WRONG!!

We don't have snow. But think of ALL those people whose livelihood depends on it! They can survive a down season or two! But it is happening more of5en!
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nytekat
Yes! I had to use the calendar to make sure. That's how I can make sure, you see. Every day is usually same. Of course, I like to do different thing.

Not that. matters.
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nytekat
I am OLD!! (ok. So the didn't say this SPECIFICALLY, but it's implied. I am to get or cortisone shot in my back.)
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nytekat
I have decided that already. My parents are going to be here tomorrow and then on Monday. Monday, I get to meet my new potential Warden. (Personally, I don't really need one? Well. Companionship, I guess,.
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nytekat
The realization that the life you know now? WILL never going to get better. This, indeed, is your life. BUT!!! You CAN reinvent yourself. That's where I find myself now. And I also find mom isn't on your side. She's lazy like you are! (Where do you think you got it!!)
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