I relapsed on Wednesday and I feel so fucking guilty about it when I shouldn't fucking even idgi

I've had the heroin flu fucking since then cause I won't put anymore into my system cause it was only fun for like the first couple hours then I threw up and got all sweaty and I don't know why it was a good idea in the first place

I had like three months clean, or however long it's been since 4th of July and now I have to start over

fml and FUCK THE DOPE FLU 

But I'm bored, and stole it from ivavros . I'm not holding my breath (especially since it seems very anime based,) but worst that can happen is nothing, right? :D

Yes, yes and no, but yes!

The people I've met and talk the most to off of LJ are shotsofvodka, miss_bilvy, electrohurtz, and blck_cherry.  (I've also met cool dudes like saint_sorrows and saint_viticus but I just met them and don't wanna sound like a creeper by saying I'd meet up with them yet lol.)

But I am at shotsofvodka's house RIGHT NOW and want to will go to Australia someday.

What makes me happier than anything else in the entire world?



KITTIES! And aww, my poor Bunny is getting over a cold. Hence why her eyes are so icky. ;(



Also, I haven't shown any pictures of this kitty yet. I adopted her with Colby Quinn, and since I adopted a Quinn... well, she was named Bert. And I can guarantee it was all shotsofvodka's fault, too.

( And under the cut is like, 20 blurry photos of infant apple headed kittens. Collapse )

Go for it. I do it sometimes, mainly at parties. I think it can be sexy. It pisses me off when non-smokers walk by someone who's smoking and cough. Way to make yourself look like a jackass. (And that I live in NYS, you can only smoke outside now. So it makes you look like a giant jackass. My Mom does it, pisses me off like hell.)

I'm gonna start answering these more so that I have some public LJ posts. Even though it usually only causes controversy lol wutevs bro.

Twilight.
Teenage girls don't need to read that crap, they're bad enough already.


And i'm leaving this public so no Twilight fanfag tries to friend me someday.

Tis I, xstunt_pilots , the only person quite possibly more obnoxious than Hayden. I just redid his journal because I am so rad, and now I'm leaving irritating entries on my way out the door. So yeah. HI HAYDEN. HI HAYDEN'S FLIST. LOOKIT THE PRETTY NEW JOURNAL.

xo
julia

Untitled [1/1]
Author: nightehfaice
Rating: G
Pairing: Parental Jeph/Bert
Warnings: None it's G. The fluff might burn your eyes though.
Notes: Since I can't write my nano, I envision other little off-shoot scenes in my head. On the way from Detroit, I was stuck in the Toledo bus station for two hours. So, I wrote this. Takes place in the late 1920's, when Jeph and Bert are still itty bitty living in an orphanage, several years before my actual nano is gonna take place. Mainly just a drabble, 887 words. Beta'd by xstunt_pilots
Summary: Robby's favourite person in the orphanage, is Jeph. For obvious reasons.

( D'awww bus station drabbles.Collapse )

Sold My Soul [1/1]
Author: nightehfaice
Rating: nc-17
Pairing: Quinn/Bert
Warnings: Character death, drug use, swearing, gross stuff, sex, shitting all over certain parts of the christian religion, cheesyness, and general weirdness.
Notes: Written for strangefrontier as part of the usedfic exchange. Scifi AU. This was originally meant to come out all serious, but ended up kind of cartoony, I guess. Thanks to many of my friends for listening to me bitch but then just telling me to stfu and write, my cat for chilling with me for the past three days as I worked on this, and xstunt_pilots for the beta (because testosterone makes my mind stupid) and confidence boost. (Even if she told me to kick my cat out.) 7,904 words.
Summary: Bert dies, and is brought back as an angel for a second chance. His second chance makes airplane masks for a living.


( So all in all, the odd bullshittery of it all worked out, in some weird mind of McCracken way. Collapse )