Sup!

Yeah. I don't update this anymore. But hey. I have big big big adventures starting soon, and maybe somewhere less scary than my other blog would be a better place to document the changes in my life and how I feel about them on a much more emotionally involved level.

Check me with the long words. WOOOOOP!

Anyway. I just really want to document all these changes for myself. And... what I think about them. So. Here we go.

1) I'm uhhh... kind of going to Uni in a couple of weeks! STRANGE SHIT HUH?!

What do I think about it? Um... Well. First of I am over the fucking moon. (Not just a regular moon, but one that fucks. u.u) I am so excited and happy to finally be doing something I can be 100% totally and unreservedly happy about. I think it'll be great for me as a person and I'm glad I decided to do it. I'm heading to The University of Bedfordshire to study Criminology and Sociology which I am so excited to be doing!

2) I'm actually genuinely getting to the point where I'm totally comfortable in my own skin.

How do I feel about that? A mixture of: About time and pride. Not arrogance. Pride that I made it this far after so much crap happening and that things are finally looking up for everyone. Not just me!

3) Out and proud.

Loud, Out and proud. Totally LOVING it. Just... I can't even explain how nice it is not to have out shy away. And being able to take negative reactions too it on the chin as well. Some people don't like it. WELL GUESS WHAT!? I don't like them.

I can't wait for Uni to start. I'm really looking forward to being a student again. OH! I finally ordered my GOD DAMN PROVISIONAL LISCENCE!!! 8D That means I can prove I am of age. Which will be ESSENTIAL for my Uni-style life. Hopefully I won't kill my liver. But then again, I don't really drink that much so... it's kind of impossible for me to be all

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

snagged from saratogaroad

♥

So, that was harder than I initially thought. But I fixed it. I'm okay.


WORKING ON MORE FUN THINGS:

absnscythe - Arumat P. Thanatos. SEXY AND MY NEWEST MUSE. He's so gorgeous and it's fun playing an ass hole. And not an Uke. HE IS THE TOP HERE BITCHES. Which Lucy's Itachi I am sure does not appreciate in silly AIM RP WORLD. [for now...]

In other news:

OUR GAME IS OPENING SOOON! Just 5/6ish players to go!!

city_of_cydonia OUR BABY IS GROWING UP FAST LUCY!!!! I can't wait to run this thing. It's gonna go well because our mod team is FREAKING EPIC. NO EXCEPTIONS. ♥ And our players so far are epic too x3

I can't wait till we get it running! S.A.M.M ACCOUNT CALLS TO ME!!! x3

Goodbye is a hard word.


But I'm afraid you made that so much easier. I think.

We were all concerned. Something we'd done? Something we'd said? Something we'd done to you? Nope. You stopped contact with us. We tried. Multiple times each. With the same excuse, with the same ending. But what can I say? Maybe I just give up.


I'm not glad you two are out of my life. But I think it's better off this way. It's not fair to talk about you publicly behind your back, but you two didn't seem to mind when it was about us. Though there was one comment I need to address because old habits die hard.

-- I take that bit back. There is no point. I don't want any more bad blood.

Take what you want from my behaviour, I think I grown into a person that can take peoples opinions of me most of the time. So hey! If you want to think I'm a terrible person, I probably am. But, that bounces off of me now. Which surprises even me. Not even a month ago that would have destroyed me. But there we go. I'm off my anti-depressants and I took a blow. Go me.

I'm sorry to you, and to her and, Goodbye.

I wish you both the best, I think.

- Adieu,

Nemo.

Well, I got a little bit carried away with the not posting. My forté it would seem.

A list of stuff I can remember that you, Mr. Journal do not know about:

○ I became a mod at theblackpriests
○ I was part in founding a game with Lucy my girlfriend. (x3 Much Hilarity.)
○ I became a year older. And it seems several years less wise
○ I have a volunteer job at the Rowans Hospice charity shop.
○ I have nearly recovered from my depression I think. Just getting back into the habit of positives.
○ I recently cut a few people from my life... For good this time.
○ I, for the first time in a long while, Am REALLY enjoying my RP
○ HOPE AND BYAKUYA. THEY ARE THE SHIZNIT YO'.
○ BAYONETTA. LOVE HER TO DEATH.


That's all for now. I need to stuff you with friends rly.

PAULA DEEN.

SO I DECIDED TO LAWL UPDATE :|


I live here now theblackpriests and I'M LUVIN IT!


God it feels good to properly RP again. In a place where people love me!



STAYING AT DILLYS WAS AWESOME! COMING HOME WAS NOT :(

and shout out of the moment:


I LOVE YOU LUCY! LUV LUV LUV!

Here we have some Claire Redfield - Resident Evil Degeneration Icons! Please remember to credit Nemoded!

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Yay! It was my birthday this week,

Yay 18!!

But now, I feel like Craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap~ My ear hurts, and I'm actually having to concentrate on not vomiting. Hurrah~


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Sympathy plox?

This is my RP journal list. Reorganized.

--- RP JOURNALS ---
Active
absnscythe - Arumat P. Thanatos
fields_of_red - Claire Redfield
ooobodies - [OC] Lord Dairen Tsuj
noras_boy - Hope Estheim - theblackpriests
goddessofscooby - Willow Rosenberg
butterfly_sight - Yuuko Ichihara - theblackpriests


--- RP JOURNALS ---
Retired

moarfireplox - Dilandau Albatou
theredoutfit - Elektra
oath_maker - Kairi
shesgettinghurt - Paine (FFX-2)
ewitsabug - Yuffie Kisaragi