A Past Life Memory's Journal

(ambrosialvision)

11:21PM - Past Life Recollection

Hi, I'm new here.

I was curious though, I've recently been interested in researching my past lives, and was wondering what methods you have found most effective (as much detail as possible would be greatly appreciated).

Thank-you for your help!

(dark_fire18)

2:12PM - New member!

Hi everyone! I'm dark_fire18 but you can call me Neko for short if you wish. I had about 11 past lives so far, that I've remembered. Originally I'm an Angel from Heaven sent to Earth for some reason, I don't remember. I've had about two past lives in Ancient Egypt, about three in Japan (One in Fredal Japan), about three as princesses, one as a normal person, one as a warrior girl, etc. I wish I could the rest of them but I don't have time. ^___^ Just to let you guys know I'm about 18 years old now. So I'll leave you to comment on this.

(sasidy)

9:52PM

gawd i can't stop crying. i was told today that this lady i worked with made up some stories about me and was really upset. and i don't know why, she seemed so nice and sweet. she reminded me alot of my grandma. we talked about alot of things when we first met i told her that i feel like i have mete her before like i knew her but then i never mete her. and her husband that passed away i felt like i knew him too but that is all i said to her she was smiling and said that some people have that gift. then weeks later she asked me if i talk to him and i said no, i can't talk to people on the other side. i just can sense when i have known someone from before. she was so sweet we always talked about poodle skirts and what it was like to grow up in the 50's. i'm facinated by the era and so i asked questions. she seemed fine and liked to talk about elvis and such. then today i find out that after i left she went to the supervisor and cried saying that i told her that i talk to her dead husband. i was like OMG i did not. my heart feels so broken right now. this lady acted like my friend saying she wanted to keep in touch and all. she wanted to exchange numbers and hated the thought of me moving out of state she said she would really miss our talks. so why would she do that??? why?? i'm not some crazy freak that talks to the dead not that they are crazy they just have gifts. mine is sensing when i have known someone in another life. but i don't go out and say that i knew them from another life, i just say i feel like i know you for some reason. why is it everyone in my life has always called me weird. why? because i can sense things because since i was born i have had abilities out of my control. i can't help it. i just want to understand why people go out of their way to make me feel like an outsider or the ones who are jealous go out of their way to bad mouth me and make crap up. does anyone out there in this world feel the same as i do? if so please respond because as of now i feel very alone.

(sasidy)

7:13PM - past life reading

I did a past life reading on myself. Not sure if what i read is true but here is what i gathered.

I was a man, which is weird always thought i was a woman. I was very greedy and lacked confidence in myself. That is why I wasn't able to have a relationship with my soul mate. I allowed myself to be all about money, low self esteem. I guess i felt I wasn't worthy for anyone so that is why i was more into the money. I lost my chance at being with my soul mate in that life. And it said that in this life i still won't be with my soul mate because i still have alot of learning. I have to learn in this life to have compassion for people and that I will most likely have money problems and have to work in places that well help me understand how the other side live (proverty side i guess). Which is so true. I went from office to factory work and hate it. But in my next life I return as a man and am full of compassion and understanding and am finally able to live life with my soul mate. Makes me wonder if my soul mate in my past life was either poor and i was rich or i was poor and they were rich. Somehow we were on opposite sides of the track. I didn't know you could be an opposite sex from a past or future life. I just assumed that you stay the sex you are. Which is a bummer considering I really enjoy being a woman and I really truely thought I was a woman in my past life. But my reading has given me a different look on things thats for sure.

here is a question: does this mean that for example a lesbian, in her past life was a man and that is why she is born with having feelings for a woman because in her subconscience mind remembers being a man and loves woman, without knowing it? if that makes sense lol. what do you think? same goes for gay men.

(sasidy)

3:22PM - my dream

I had such a vivid dream last night. It may be a bit graphic but here it is.

I walked in on my husband and my sister. she was propped up on top of a toilet and he was shaving her between the legs. (I don't know where the hell this dream came from mind you. I'm not into any of this. Plus my sister lives in california and we are in arkansas and my sister doesn't like my husband very much.) Anyway I remember that this was my way out. I packed my bags and disowned my sister and went to my mother and told her what happened and that i was leaving my husband. I remember meeting a woman who was at a house I lived in when i was about 12 yrs old. I remember wondering what happened to our stuff. She took me to another place, which happened to be a trailor and I remember there being bugs all over the floor. I was so disgusted and tried to walk through to the dining room area to sit but as soon as i got to that side, I got grossed out and had to go out side. Then I was at a dirt road but not a dirt road. It was weird because the dirt was sort of piles up on one side. Some of the details from her and out are sketchy. I was trying to get to someone i think and had to walk on this pile of dirt. and there was stuff getting in my way. don't remember what it was. my dream seemed to at this point jump back and forth to this and the house i had lived in. and finding my stuff like a mattress and etc that i slept on i the house. then i remember telling the person that lived there they can have my stuff because it was old and used and i wanted nothing to do with it. there are parts of my dream that i can't remember. but in almost every dream i'm trying to get to someone. Like a soulmate. weird.

(digitalsilver)

8:44PM

'everyone's' past life sounds like a freakin' movie......

I am somewhat skeptical.

(raspberry_kris)

7:45PM

Hullo.

I just recently joined, in hopes of figuring out a delicate situation I've experienced lately.

I've had visions of a past life in Egypt for quite a while now, but they've been more-or-less vague. Recently, however, I had a dream. I posted the details of this dream on my personal journal, and I can't describe it any better here than there, so I'll simply paste it...

There was a platform of sorts in the middle of the room...an altar sat upon it. The scent of incense was heavy in the air, a pleasing, thick odor. She stood behind me, at the door, as was her custom. She was a warrior, not a Priestess...she was not allowed to cross the threshold of that Chamber. Somehow, I knew that.

I heard a commotion behind me. I jerked around quickly, for no one was to interrupt my work, not even the Pharoh. This was a rite to secure the prosperity of all Egypt. It was essential it be finished, but it never was...not by me.

She fought to keep the rebel men from the Chambers. I remember fear, fear not for my lands, but for her. For one not permitted to step into the Chamber, crossing that thin barrier was death.

They pushed her into the room, and I screamed out nonsensically. I dropped the bowl I held, and it shattered into thousands of shards, the liquid -- I cannot remember if it was water or wine or blood or what -- seeped onto the floor. The shards cut my ankles, and my blood mingled with the liquid.

They used her own powers against her, burning her with her fire. They sliced her with daggers...they slapped her as if she were a child's plaything.

And when I tried to rush over to protect her, the two largest me grabbed me. They held my shoulders...I can still feel their calloused hands against my shoulders, the imprints burned into my memory for all ages. I can still smell the musky sweat from their bodies, I can feel the heat of their bodies against my cheek. I can still hear the one on my left giving an order to the one on my right, then yelling the same words across the room.

I struggled against them, shouting curses and prayers to Isis...I watched her life slip slowly away from her...and by the end, all I could scream was "I love you, I love you".

They dragged me from the Chambers through the entrance only the Lower Priestesses were to use. I cursed them again as she slid from my sight, her chest barely moving.

The last thing I saw before they shoved the door shut was her hands, the hands that clutched a staff I had carved for her, go limp. I heard the clatter of the wood against stone blocks...and then I awoke.

I don't know what I'm looking for...advice, I suppose. Just...help?

(spookycupcake)

12:30PM - I'm new and here is a quick summary of what's going on.

i always new i lived with my husband in a past life, but i just found others.

Lately, i've been having the SAME dreams over and over again. i recently set up a blind date for two of my friends....and we all discoved we had the same dreams as well. Then i met my friend joanna's girl friend. she also had the same dreams.

I seemed to be a high priestess/witch/midwife of some kind.
my husband was a skilled swordsman
my best friend dan was my brother, and a warrior
joanna was my student...and also a female warrior
lacy was of noble blood...possibly royalty. my job was to be her advisor.
there is one person missing.

Now, you may think i'm nuts, but i do believe i have strong psychic abilities.
something is going to happen on halloween. it feels like something very good will happen...but i can't pick up the details.

Does this all sound weird to you?

Also, i dream in german. now, i have never even talked to a german person before. this is strange, but i am embracing it.

(rebelliouseyes)

6:43PM

(rebelliouseyes)

9:30PM - Run Away Baby........