I don’t really do New Year’s resolutions, but I do think that the end of a calendar year is a good time to reflect on what I can do better, more, or differently. Even if these musings only inspire a moment of reflection, then I think they’ve more or less served their purpose.
My goals last year were things like play more chess (which I think that I managed to do: I played just under 800 games of chess on chess.com and Lichess in various formats (5 minute blitz games, 10+5 games, 3 Day games, and even some “bullet” games, just for fun). I started writing more in my notebook. I exercised consistently. And I finished my Bakken book. I tried to do more for others, which in hindsight is probably not something that I should designate a resolution.
In 2026, I have two routine goals.
1. Write 100 Notebook Entries. Last year, I managed about 65 and felt like there were times when I wanted to write and had things to write, but for some reason just didn’t do it. I think that 100 is within easy reach. After all, it’s just two per week right?
Beyond the nice round number, I feel like 100 entries will be enough for me to figure out whether writing regularly in a notebook will help me become a better writer and thinker. My biggest concern is whether short, thoughtful writing exercises, like a notebook promotes will help me refine my writing in ways that longer, more relaxed, and digitally mediated exercises don’t.
2. Take Photos. I don’t really keep track of how many photos I take, but I know that I sometimes grow lazy and don’t carry my camera with me when I’m out on walks, I’ve struggled to make time to work on some interior photographs (which I have planned for a little photo essay), and I don’t necessarily take photographs with any sense of discipline. As a result, I accumulate random snapshots, poorly composed pictures, and sometimes go days without using a camera. This, of course, isn’t the recipe for becoming a better (or more satisfying) photographer.
There are two specific goals:
3. Finish PKAP II. This manuscript is killing me. This is the second volume documenting my work with David Pettegrew and Scott Moore at the sites of Pyla-Koutsopetria and Pyla-Vigla on Cyprus. At some point around 2014, we had 75% of the volume complete … and then it stalled. It stalled for a many reasons: I started working at Polis and in the Western Argolid; some of our authors enjoy fieldwork more than writing; David and I started editing the Oxford Handbook of Early Christian Archaeology; Scott became a Distinguished Professor; David and I worked together to publish EKAS, and so on. Over the last two years, we’ve managed to close the gap to about 95%. We’re waiting on ONE contributor who has promised us her chapter “by the end of the month” (which month was not entirely clear, but a promise is a promise). We have the rest of the bits and bobs in place. We have to finish this now.
4. Get North Dakota Quarterly on more sound financial footing. As readers of this blog know, the University of Nebraska Press pulled the carpet out from under NDQ at the end of the summer forcing us to scramble to raise money for a subvention to keep our relationship with that press. This wasn’t a great situation, but things like this happen. Publishing is a proverbial “frog eat frog” business. I’ll post a longer note on this later in the year.
Things are still in flux for the Quarterly, although I feel confident that we have at least two more years of issues ahead of us. My goal is to get NDQ funded through volume 100 and then some time between volume 95 and 98 step aside as editor so that someone else can shape the Quarterly knowing that they have a stable funding situation.
There are two larger “big picture” goals:
5. More Discipline, Less Habit. Over the last year, I’ve found myself becoming pretty habitual with things. I write my blog, I exercise, I play chess, I read stuff, keep on top of my classes, and try to be a good departmental citizen. My abiding concern is that some of this has become just habit. In other words, I’m doing stuff because it’s the stuff I do.
Most days, routine involves playing a listless game of chess or moving my legs on my indoor bike just to do exercise (rather than with a plan on improvement or even enjoying the moment). It’s here that any sense of discipline lapses and instead routine takes over. I want more days where I do things intentionally and fewer where I just shuffle through my routine.
6. Community. Our department has been going through a rough spot lately. I think it was prompted by a combination of new blood and the disappointment that comes when expectations elevate ever so slightly. To be clear, new blood and elevated expectations aren’t bad in and of themselves, but sometimes our eagerness for change outpaces the capacity of institutions and colleagues to change. As a result, things get tense and community breaks down.
This year, I’m going to think more about community and how we can create a department, institution, classroom, and society that feels more committed to each other than to some kind of ideal, goal, or outcome. I’m not entirely sure what this will involve in practice, but I am very certain that it will involve listening more than I speak (never an easy thing for a middle-aged dude), not looking for problems to solve (and indulging my savior complex), but for opportunities to celebrate, and keeping my fucking head down.
Happy New Year, everyone!