Dear person I am writing for and apologies especially because I think I may possibly know who you are. I am trying, I promise. And I'm not going to give up because I know its there somewhere, its just that every attempt I've made so far has progressed a short distance and then reached an abrupt stop. But there are little flickers of words and pictures that will eventually become something whole I swear. And furthermore I think I may actually have an ending now, I just have to get to it. And possibly it will only be five hundred words long when I do and possibly it will be five hundred bad words and it will be awful. But whatever they turn out to be I know they're in there somewhere and I'm determined to get them out. But it will be late, later, even. And I'm very, very hideously sorry for that. :(