With all life has to offer, there's so much to be enjoyed; but the pleasures of insomnia are the ones I can't avoid.
I guessed I napped a little too long when I got home from school. Now I can't sleep. I am so tired my head feels hollow; but I have been lying in bed for an hour without success. Is this my body's way of telling me to go back the gym already? Yes, yes it is.
I wanted to get stuff done today; but I spent most of the day working on proving the associativity part of proving that that elliptic curves form an abelian group. Only then to realize that I had been proving all the cases we were specifically excused from proving. Ugh.
I should have canceled meeting to work on the assignment. I was too tired-stupid to be working on it.
Edit: (5:50am)
I am still awake. I finally gave up on sleep and went and did some outstanding Russian homework. The difference in my handwriting between the work I did now and the work I did before is perceptible even to me. But my eyes are burning, and my eyelids are heavy, so I'll try to sleep again.
Four undesirable options to choose from:
-Stay home, again, today and catch up on my sleep and try to get something done
-Stay home, again, stay awake, get little done; but have a better chance at being sane by Wednesday
-Go to classes, get nothing out of them, go home, then try to sleep and then do work thereby utterly ruining my chance to be sane by Monday
-Go to class, get nothing out of them, go home, then stay awake and do little and try to be sane by Monday
I am leaning towards the first option. I don't like this not going to class habit I am falling into; but I don't think I'd get enough benefit out of them to make up for the loss of productivity.
I guessed I napped a little too long when I got home from school. Now I can't sleep. I am so tired my head feels hollow; but I have been lying in bed for an hour without success. Is this my body's way of telling me to go back the gym already? Yes, yes it is.
I wanted to get stuff done today; but I spent most of the day working on proving the associativity part of proving that that elliptic curves form an abelian group. Only then to realize that I had been proving all the cases we were specifically excused from proving. Ugh.
I should have canceled meeting to work on the assignment. I was too tired-stupid to be working on it.
Edit: (5:50am)
I am still awake. I finally gave up on sleep and went and did some outstanding Russian homework. The difference in my handwriting between the work I did now and the work I did before is perceptible even to me. But my eyes are burning, and my eyelids are heavy, so I'll try to sleep again.
Four undesirable options to choose from:
-Stay home, again, today and catch up on my sleep and try to get something done
-Stay home, again, stay awake, get little done; but have a better chance at being sane by Wednesday
-Go to classes, get nothing out of them, go home, then try to sleep and then do work thereby utterly ruining my chance to be sane by Monday
-Go to class, get nothing out of them, go home, then stay awake and do little and try to be sane by Monday
I am leaning towards the first option. I don't like this not going to class habit I am falling into; but I don't think I'd get enough benefit out of them to make up for the loss of productivity.