| Tuesday, April 17th, 2001 |
| 6:07 pm |
Well today was a rather uhm crappy day. I woke up with my jaw in total pain. Feeling like crap. Got maybe 4 hours sleep. Talked to mom today on Paltalk let her listen to my mp3's on the mic. Talked about bunch of stuff. Not going to go into detail though. Sitting on ur just checked email and the forum for updates. Feeling like utter shit right now so gonna keep this short. |
| Sunday, April 15th, 2001 |
| 1:25 am |
Welp today was a decent day cept i slept most of it away. Woke up went and played pool for a couple hours went to dinner with friends. Havent been on mud at all today so i finally get to play. Gotta take Poe to the vet hopefully it wont be more then 100$. Talked to Brutus and Gavie tonight. Brutus is back finally makes me happy we all missed him. Gav seems like hes in a odd mood so im gonna try to find out whats wrong.Not much to day ill update sometime soon. |
| Thursday, April 12th, 2001 |
| 3:05 am |
Lets see what did i do today.. Hmm. well i woke up late. Cleaned the house. Took shower went on Ur *my second home*. Had some china food. Played with Poe. James came home spent time with him. Watched tv. Gave poe a bath. CATS DO NOT LIKE HAIR DRYERS...Went on crud and kod with Rae for a while. Yes i did leave Ur for a little bit today. Went back on Ur talked to Drraagh and Airiel. spent some time there. Watched some tv with poe. and now its 3am and im back on ur.Hope to talk to gav some tonight miss our conversations and when we played game son yahoo. Sounds kinda pathetic but i dont care what anyone says i enjoy playin games on yahoo with gav.*sigh* Anyways im gonna go now |
| Monday, April 9th, 2001 |
| 12:19 am |
Welp today was a decent day. Got plane tickets to go to myrtle beach for the 20th. Should be interesting i get to talk to the media because im good with them i guess. I dunno i hope i have a good time. Im gonna miss the comp for like 3 days maybe i can sneak on a laptop to mud for a while. Poor gav i got a vm from him he sounds so bad. Sure hope he feels better soon.Rae got back from houston today. Didnt talk much oh well i guess. Miss brutus and them on the mud.Make cookies tonight no bake cookies are yummmyyyyy.anyways im gonna go mud again. |
| Friday, April 6th, 2001 |
| 8:31 pm |
Well today i was going through and reading friends live journals entries and i found someones and read it. After reading it i was very upset. I didnt know my way of joking with people could be taken so wrong. I guess i was wrong. People really dont understand me or how i think. Nor do most think what they write on these will hurt someone but they do. I said harsh words to the person who wrote it thinking it would make me feel better but it only made me feel worse. I feel bad for being so harsh and irrational. Next time i myself will have to think before i type/speak. Rae came over today brought her car to get checked out and washed it. I installed the simms today the expansion pack wouldn't install just kept freezing my box so i said fuck it for now. Went on the mud talked to a few people. Gonna wait and see if the person i upset will talk to me still. If not the i lost a great friend if so then i will learn from this experiance. Im gonan go now have company. |
| Friday, March 30th, 2001 |
| 1:03 am |
Welp today was a decent day. Got dsl up Poe is feeling better. I am starting to feel better. And it is friday for me now. Hopefully gonna put winblows on my comp soon so i can run programs. Rae is sick and so is Chris and Dave. I feel bad for them. Dave has the worst luck. And poor Chris his whole few days seem to have sucked. Been workin on the mud. Its nice to see new things happen on it. Alot of people been coming on. Its down today which sucks ass major but what can ya do. |
| Tuesday, March 13th, 2001 |
| 12:48 am |
*growl*
Well today i desided it would be a ok day to write in my journal was gonna wait till ig ot my dsl back up but not going to now. Tonight i read something on someone who i considered a friends journal and it really hurt me. Makes me feel like crap knowing people think i use them. Makes me wonder if i have ever been a good friend i guess not. Well i guess atleast i know what he thinks of me and what our friendship ment to him if there even was one.. I dont regret talkin to him i learned many things about him. No matter what i will always consider him a friend and care about him and wonder if he is ok. But he doesn't need to know that nor will i tell him. Bah im so mad now. Im gonna end this before i just get totally pissed. |
| Friday, February 16th, 2001 |
| 10:23 pm |
Today was a decent day. Went to the aquarium saw fishies and MONKEY!!! I love monkey's. Got a new monitor today from Fry's *computer store here in Tx*. Ani didnt come over today so hopefully she will come over tomorrow so we can wrap Stef's presents. Got another bearded dragon today cause the people who had it neglected it like they did the other lizard we got from them. So i get the be nurse Mar. And make him/her all better. Eatin french fries right now and talkin to ppl on icq. Talk to my mom brother and sister today. Got to hear my niece sing the alphabet it was so cute. Then my nephew told me about him soon to be starting school. Wish i could see them its been so long. Maybe sometime soon. Welp gonna get back to what i was doing. Bye |
| 4:03 am |
Welp today was a crappy say. I woke up feeling like crap. It was raining out. Plans got thrown out the window again. I got like four hours sleep last night. Rark got home at 7pm so the whole night was gone. I screwed my knee up which sucked but hey fuck it. Had dinner played with the lizards fed em. Came online talked to gavie and a few other friends. Gav wasn't int he best of moods tryed to make him feel better didnt work. Hey cant blame a girl for tryin right. Anyways im tired gonna finish this cig then im going to bed i have to go to the aquarium tomorrow and wrap presents for Stef. |
| Thursday, February 15th, 2001 |
| 3:11 am |
Today was a crappy day. I hate Val day. Its very depressing. Everyone being all kissy kissy with everyone makes you wanna throw up. Rark worked today so i spent Val day all by myself. Then when he got home we went to dinner with one of his friends they talked bout his work and such. BORING! Gav and brut had a bad day too so least i know im not the only one. Kinda made me cry when they told me about there day. Sucks yea i know but oh well i guess. Im going nuts i want the mud to come back up soon so i can go kill stuff. Anyways thats about it for today |
