who wears short shorts? I WEAR SHORT SHORTS!
Mmmm you know what sounds really good? Macaroni and cheese with tuna. You should try it. Just mix in like half a can of tuna after you add the cheese. It spices it up a bit :p
Hmmm well I've decided that I want the girtina pokedoll and any of the, I guess you could say, "baby" pokemon? Like pichu,mime jr., happiny, cleffa, etc.
Ugh they are too cute. I would like to just collect plushes and dolls but something tells me I'm gonna collect the tomys and kids too o3o
But there's nothing wrong with that ^w^
So casper is a goofball. Everything is okay between us. But idk... I'm just getting tired. I don't know what he wants. I know I know I need to stop bitching and talk to him already. But I am so afraid of conflict and I'm afraid he'll leave and then I won't have any friends what so ever and I really hate dating people my age. I hate dating in general because of all the shit that comes with it. That's why I'm so happy with casper. Why he's so perfect for me. He knows how to have fun but isn't a whiny little bitch. Well there's more to it than that. Idk. I thought I was in love when I was with my ex, but I wasn't. But I know that I'm in love now. Its weird. I seriously don't give a flying fuck what casper looks like, I love him for who he is, not what he looks like. I guess its just a plus that he does look good though, lol :) but I mean I feel like he's at war with himself sometimes. Trying to be dominant but gentle at the same time :/ idk how to explain it. I wish I could though...hmmmm. He's just so fun and happy and cozy one second, then I blink and suddenly he's upset about something I did or said. I annoy him so easily. I don't mean to though, its just sometimes I think he thinks I'm dumb or something. I guess I'm a little ditzy on the outside, but that's not me. I guess I just act cute to make him smile. I'm not cute though. I'm honestly really caring and outgoing and cuddly and cold all in one. He pisses me off so much but I have to hold myself back because if I get mad at him he gets realllly...strange and mean. But if he gets mad at me, I try to make things better. Its almost like he doesn't care how I feel. I feel like I don't know him. I feel like I'm letting a stranger I'm madly in love with stay over all the time. I mean I KNOW HIM but there's so much he isn't telling me.
U_u *sighs*
I think I'm done rambling for now. Gonna go look for stuff online. Ugh.
Hmmm well I've decided that I want the girtina pokedoll and any of the, I guess you could say, "baby" pokemon? Like pichu,mime jr., happiny, cleffa, etc.
Ugh they are too cute. I would like to just collect plushes and dolls but something tells me I'm gonna collect the tomys and kids too o3o
But there's nothing wrong with that ^w^
So casper is a goofball. Everything is okay between us. But idk... I'm just getting tired. I don't know what he wants. I know I know I need to stop bitching and talk to him already. But I am so afraid of conflict and I'm afraid he'll leave and then I won't have any friends what so ever and I really hate dating people my age. I hate dating in general because of all the shit that comes with it. That's why I'm so happy with casper. Why he's so perfect for me. He knows how to have fun but isn't a whiny little bitch. Well there's more to it than that. Idk. I thought I was in love when I was with my ex, but I wasn't. But I know that I'm in love now. Its weird. I seriously don't give a flying fuck what casper looks like, I love him for who he is, not what he looks like. I guess its just a plus that he does look good though, lol :) but I mean I feel like he's at war with himself sometimes. Trying to be dominant but gentle at the same time :/ idk how to explain it. I wish I could though...hmmmm. He's just so fun and happy and cozy one second, then I blink and suddenly he's upset about something I did or said. I annoy him so easily. I don't mean to though, its just sometimes I think he thinks I'm dumb or something. I guess I'm a little ditzy on the outside, but that's not me. I guess I just act cute to make him smile. I'm not cute though. I'm honestly really caring and outgoing and cuddly and cold all in one. He pisses me off so much but I have to hold myself back because if I get mad at him he gets realllly...strange and mean. But if he gets mad at me, I try to make things better. Its almost like he doesn't care how I feel. I feel like I don't know him. I feel like I'm letting a stranger I'm madly in love with stay over all the time. I mean I KNOW HIM but there's so much he isn't telling me.
U_u *sighs*
I think I'm done rambling for now. Gonna go look for stuff online. Ugh.