{"@attributes":{"version":"2.0"},"channel":{"title":"la vie en violet","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/","description":"la vie en violet - LiveJournal.com","lastBuildDate":"Fri, 08 Feb 2008 01:42:30 GMT","generator":"LiveJournal \/ LiveJournal.com","copyright":"NOINDEX","image":{"url":"https:\/\/l-userpic.livejournal.com\/89259106\/6984184","title":"la vie en violet","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/","width":"100","height":"100"},"item":[{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/44588.html","pubDate":"Fri, 08 Feb 2008 01:42:30 GMT","title":"Happy day!","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/44588.html","description":"I'm moving back to Portland!!!  Wheeeee!!!!<br \/><br \/>I love Seattle best, but most of my main non-family people are in Portland, and I need to be less solitary.  As of today, I have the job situation squared away, and I'm aiming for an early April landing date.<br \/><br \/>So much work to do between now and then.  Ugh.  It'll be worth it, though.  Hooray!!!<br \/><br \/>Cobras tomorrow in Portland, Saturday in Seattle!  Dance party!  Speaking of Cobras, this clip seriously makes me laugh and laugh and laugh every time I watch it.  Ryland!<br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/DGKjKeLfKg0&amp;rel=1\" class=\"\" title=\"Click here to block this object with Adblock Plus\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><\/a><lj-embed id=\"5\" \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>I need to make some Cobras icons, obviously.","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/44588.html?view=comments#comments","category":["cobras","portland","bandom","rl"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/44463.html","pubDate":"Tue, 15 Jan 2008 09:36:59 GMT","title":"Bears!","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/44463.html","description":"My current obsession is with knitting.  Not specifically with knitting bears.  It just <i>happens<\/i> that today's updates are all about bears.<br \/><br \/>First, there's Dunkin, my most ambitious and successful knitting project to date.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/knitting\/Dunkinstands.jpg\" width=\"288\" height=\"431\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/>I <a href=\"http:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/43991.html\" target=\"_blank\">posted about him<\/a> before Christmas, but he's found a home and a name since then, and gained a basketball.<br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/knitting\/Dunkin.png\" width=\"633\" height=\"425\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>It took me a few weeks, off and on, to knit the teddy bear.  It was a minor challenge, a lot more sewing than I like to do, but not a huge deal.  Just follow the pattern, step by step.  The uniform, though, was a creation from scratch, and it was a major pain.  I love problem solving, and it was fun to improvise - The jersey from a baby's tank top pattern, the shorts from a pattern for baby jeans, freehand improvisation on all the colors on the uniform, the number, deciding how to embroider the team name, etc.  But it was also tedious and long, and I finally had to put it aside to get the rest of my Christmas gift projects finished so I wouldn't show up at home with a lovely handmade gift for my mom and a bunch of gift cards for everybody else.  So I ended up knitting the basketball at my parents' house, much of it in front of my mom.  I was convinced she would guess what the entire project was if she saw the color of the yarn, but that was the result of being too close to the project, and too obsessive about it for too long.  Because I was in a rush and a little bit tired of it by that point, the basketball is a little messy, and I'm not fully satisfied with it.  But it's done.  I made my mom open my gift the night before Christmas Eve.  I'd been working on the thing for months, and because I had to make so much of it up, <i>thinking about it<\/i> for that whole time.  I had to tell her all about it once she opened it, so having her open it early allowed me to focus on being part of the group, enjoying the rest of the family instead of needing to tell her all about my project.<br \/><br \/>She loved him as much as I hoped.  She named him \"Dunkin\", which, much as I don't love strange spellings, is all about basketball.  She says the crowd will cheer, \"Dunk! Dunk! Dunk!\" when he's on the basketball court.  He's been watching all the games with her, and she's giving me updates on how he thinks the team is doing.<br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>That is not the only bear on my knitting portfolio this winter, though.  Oh, no!  There is also my sister's new bear hat.<br \/><br \/><br \/>Last year, my sister requested a teddy bear hat, and <a href=\"http:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/21132.html\" target=\"_blank\">I made her an ivory one<\/a>.  She was appropriately grateful, but she also requested I make her a brown one, if I ever got in the mood to make another teddy bear hat.  I don't love making the same things over and over, but I do love my sister and I find it hard to say no to her, so she got this for her birthday, 12\/27.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/knitting\/bear.jpg\" width=\"204\" height=\"149\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>My brother-in-law is a smartass (which is what allowed him to seamlessly join our family), and he said he wanted a bear hat, too, but he only wanted the bear butt.  So I made him one for Christmas.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/knitting\/hatbutt.jpg\" width=\"239\" height=\"226\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>Don't they make a dignified couple?<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/knitting\/fullbear.jpg\" width=\"356\" height=\"178\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>My b-i-l is a grown man, a responsible adult professional and all that, and he doesn't have much in the way of winter-wear, having recently moved from Portland to a place that actually has enough winter to require snow tires.  So I figured I'd make his hat respectable, with the added bonus of the gag.  I put a couple of yarn-over holes in the back of the hat, about 3 inches from the bottom.  I made the pom-pom out of the yarn I used as an accent on the bear hat, and I attached a long piece of yarn to it.  I then threaded the tie through the holes and tied on the tail.  And presto!  Bear butt!  Just untie to become a respectable adult.  Except he says he will never wear the hat without the tail, no matter where he goes or who he might see.  So the removable tail was for nothing, but it was kinda fun to do.<br \/><a name='cutid2-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>There has been other knitting, but these were the most dramatic of my gifts so far this season.  I'm currently knitting a garish but soft wrap\/poncho in alpaca yarn for L in her favorite colors.  It's a bit frightening, but she'll love it.  Will post photos once it's finished.<br \/><br \/>Later this week: my new knitting cupboard!  I cleared out an armoire, bought a bunch of bins to organize, tidied away my stash, and I suddenly feel like I've gained an entire room in my apartment!","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/44463.html?view=comments#comments","category":"knitting"},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/44243.html","pubDate":"Sun, 06 Jan 2008 22:14:54 GMT","title":"Knitting for giants","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/44243.html","description":"I am knitting the most boring hat in all of creation.  It's a black folded-brim hat in stockinette stitch, with a couple of hideously bright green stripes as trim.  It looks like a hat you'd buy for $5 on clearance.  I promised my friend with the enormous head that I'd knit him a hat, though, and he selected the colors and style.<br \/><br \/>And in case that \"enormous head\" thing sounds too mean...His head is 27\"!!!  The average human head runs 22\"-24\".  I consider MY head to be huge -- I'm at about 23.5\", and I can only rarely ever put on \"ONE SIZE\" hats in most stores.  So, yeah.  His head is huge, and he's never had a winter hat that fit him.  So I'm knitting and knitting and knitting this thing that currently looks like a small sweater.  Seriously, his head is bigger around than my sister's waist is!!<br \/><br \/>I have to finish it, though, because I want these needles for another project I'm anxious to start.  Also, because I'm getting really bored with the endless stockinette in black superwash wool.","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/44243.html?view=comments#comments","category":"knitting"},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/43991.html","pubDate":"Fri, 21 Dec 2007 19:40:54 GMT","title":"Christmas update","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/43991.html","description":"Hello to all my LJ friends I've neglected for so long!  I haven't been a good community member, and have neither posted my own or commented on other people's posts recently.  But I'm still following all your lives, wish you excellent things for the New Year.<br \/><br \/>I've been surviving, and am actually doing a lot better with the depression and all than my lack of posts might indicate.  I'm not fixed yet, but I have been making progress.  And I've started treatment for my sleep apnea, so I should no longer be chronically fatigued once I adjust to sleeping with a mask and have gotten back in the habit of going to bed at the same time every night.  I would have updated more regularly, but my posts would have contained fascinating details like, \"Today I went to work without beating myself up too hard.  Yay me!\" and \"Today I took a sick day and read fic all day, and then I beat myself up about it.\"  Truly boring stuff.<br \/><br \/>But!  That's not what this post is really about.<br \/><br \/>I'm off to my parents' house for Christmas this evening, and I've finally finished the teddy bear I've made for my mom.  I have not yet finished his basketball, but he's healthy, happy, whole and dressed, which was the important thing.  And the basketball won't take too long.  I've done so much detail work on this uniform, though, that I occasionally get tired of it and have to run off and make a hat so that I can feel productive on a larger scale.  Because, yes, everybody is receiving knitted gifts from me this year.  I put all my energy into this bear for my mom, though, so everybody else gets hats.  Cute hats, though!  Fun hats customized to the individual.  But, yeah, hats.<br \/><br \/>Anyway.  Really this post is a \"YOU GUYS!!!  LOOKIT THE BEAR I MADE!!!!  I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW CUTE HE IS!!!\" update.  He's all finished here.  No disembodied heads, for those who were traumatized by my last Teddy photo post.  :-S  He's handmade, start to finish.  Everything is knit except the school name on the uniform (poorly embroidered) and the red edging (crocheted).<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Naked Teddy:<\/b><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/knitting\/Teddy2.jpg\" width=\"800\" height=\"600\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/knitting\/Teddy1.jpg\" width=\"800\" height=\"600\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Uniformed Teddy:<\/b><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/knitting\/Teddydressed.jpg\" width=\"800\" height=\"600\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/knitting\/Teddydressedstanding.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"800\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>I didn't finish him in time to take him in to work and have everybody admire him, so I'm showing him off here.<br \/><br \/>I used <a href=\"http:\/\/www.canadianliving.com\/crafts\/knitting\/bear_essentials.php\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">this pattern<\/a>, though my results were deliberately different, primarily because I used a yarn that...well, I guess it's officially an eyelash yarn, but I've never really wanted to call it that.  It's a discontinued Lana Grossa microfiber yarn with a wool foundation, and the fuzz is almost feathery, instead of the more common polyester or plushy feel.  I knit it with a double strand, which gave me the thickness and lushness I was looking for in a teddy bear fur.  And the fact that the foundation yarn is wool gave the body a natural give and flexibility that isn't very common in most eyelash yarns I've played with.  Elann.com had its remaining Micro Lungo on clearance for something like $3.75\/skein for a while there, so I bought enough that I have enough for probably three more bears if I get in the mood to make more.  These will definitely not be gifts my family and friends can commission from me, though.  It's too much work.  Given the number of hours I put in on it, I have to be excited about making the thing from start to finish.<br \/><br \/>In this case, though, I think this will be a perfect gift.  My mom has a substantial teddy bear collection, and there are certain annual collector bears we're always expected to buy her for Christmas every year.  ;-)  I assigned that to my dad this year, since I'm often the one who gets them.  And additionally, my mom has, in recent years, become a <i>fanatical<\/i> Gonzaga University basketball fan.  It's my alma mater and her (my old) hometown team, and she's gotten to the point where she has a huge variety of GU sportswear that she makes sure to wear every game day.  She had to go to a Christmas party on the day of a game, and was stressed out until she realized she had a keychain she could carry in her pocket since she couldn't wear a sweatshirt.  All fairly typical sportsfan behavior, but this is relatively new to her.  Now that I think of it, I can't imagine where I got my obsessive tendencies.  (My father deserves some credit there, too, in fairness.)<br \/><br \/>I hope everybody has a merry Christmas, a happy new year, a pleasant winter solstice, and a happy any other winter holiday you're celebrating!","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/43991.html?view=comments#comments","category":"knitting"},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/43328.html","pubDate":"Thu, 15 Nov 2007 04:26:18 GMT","title":"I have a teddy bear head","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/43328.html","description":"O Spamful Day!<br \/><br \/>I'd abandoned my knitting a while ago, and just recently realized that I needed to pick it back up and use it as a stress reliever.  It hasn't <i>totally<\/i> worked yet, because my current project is a crafty one that requires a lot of problem solving and pattern adaptation, which makes me obsess.  But it's fun!<br \/><br \/>I'm knitting my mom a teddy bear for Christmas with a very soft micro-fiber eyelash yarn.  The head has been giving me fits, because it's the key.  If the bear has a cute face, the whole thing is made.  I've redone the ears from scratch, and re-placed the eyes twice, but I'm finally really happy with it.<br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/knitting\/TeddyBearHead.jpg\" width=\"485\" height=\"345\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>Yay!  All happy now!","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/43328.html?view=comments#comments","category":"knitting"},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/42294.html","pubDate":"Thu, 18 Oct 2007 17:55:45 GMT","title":"Sleep deprived Thursday","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/42294.html","description":"I keep waking up to my radio station proclaiming that they're live in NYC this week, and then I go back to sleep to strange dreams about Seattle being a suburb of NYC or something.  An easy solution would be to NOT hit the snooze button and go back to sleep, but that's not an option for me.  I'm a snoozer.<br \/><br \/>*<br \/><br \/>My parents are coming to visit me the first weekend in November.  I enjoy hanging out with my parents, but it's a whole weekend of them in my little one-bedroom apartment.  My one-bedroom that I live in more like a studio, since the bedroom is separated from the living room by French doors.  <br \/><br \/>I've been bugging them to come visit in Seattle for years, but now that they are, I'm nervous.  What are we going to do together?  So I need suggestions.<br \/><br \/>If you live in Seattle, what do you usually do with out-of-towners?  Any sure bets?<br \/><br \/>If you live elsewhere and have visited Seattle, does anything stand out to you as extra fun from your trip?<br \/><br \/>There are a few limitations:<br \/><ul><li>My parents are in their 50s, so age is not an issue.  But my mom has M.S.  She doesn't have any disabilities from it so far, but she gets fatigued very easily.  So, for instance, we might swing by Pike Place Market for the standard wander, but an entire afternoon shopping, etc. on the waterfront would mean she'd be done for the day, and possibly the weekend.<\/li><li>My dad is going in for outpatient surgery today because he tore his bicep when he was playing on some contraption.  He swears he'll be recovered in no time, but we're all a little skeptical.<\/li><\/ul><br \/>Speaking of my dad and contraptions, his latest passion is the unicycle he recently purchased.  Nobody can say that I didn't come by my tendency toward non-standard obsessions naturally.<br \/><br \/>*<br \/><br \/>Interpol concert tonight with <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"raveninthewind\" lj:user=\"raveninthewind\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/raveninthewind.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/raveninthewind.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>raveninthewind<\/b><\/a><\/span>!","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/42294.html?view=comments#comments","category":["family","seattle"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/41794.html","pubDate":"Tue, 16 Oct 2007 07:52:23 GMT","title":"Heroes photos - 2x04","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/41794.html","description":"Okay, I <i>need<\/i> to go to bed.  However, I saw that the ep was available for download, and I was, like, <i>required<\/i> to stay up long enough to download it and post these photos.  Because it's important that we discuss them while I'm at work on Tuesday.<br \/><br \/>A Nathan picspam is pretty much guaranteed to come out of this episode, but I didn't have time for that tonight.  For now, I just needed to post this photo.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001q2b0\" width=\"484\" height=\"511\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/>The full photo for body language reference, though it's far away and fuzzy:<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001ryxa\" width=\"296\" height=\"438\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>I just...<br \/><br \/>I don't know.  Maybe Adrian hadn't read the script for even the pilot yet, and they brought him in for this photo shoot, and somebody played a practical joke on them and told them they were going to be actually getting married?  I just don't know how else to interpret these things anymore.<br \/><br \/><i><b>(If the photo is a link, click it for a cap double the size.)<\/b><\/i><br \/><br \/>Anyway.  The photos on the mirror:<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001yp2q\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001yp2q\" width=\"712\" height=\"400\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/>The whole pile of photos on the table, including Peter and his dogs.  Nathan obviously took the shot of Peter with his chin on his hands at the top.<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001sd4a\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001sd4a\" width=\"712\" height=\"400\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><\/a><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001t91t\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001t91t\" width=\"712\" height=\"400\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/>And Nathan is gorgeous, of course.  More on that later this week.<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001w1x1\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001w1x1\" width=\"712\" height=\"400\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><\/a><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001x9c4\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001x9c4\" width=\"712\" height=\"400\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><\/a><br \/><br \/>Okay.  Now scroll back to the top of the page and look at that wedding photo for a while longer.  Kthnx.  EEEEEE!!!!!!<br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/41794.html?view=comments#comments","category":["nathan","heroes","picspam"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/41639.html","pubDate":"Tue, 16 Oct 2007 05:57:17 GMT","title":"Heroes 2x04, \"The Kindness of Strangers\"","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/41639.html","description":"Below the cut: Nathan!squee.  And some other things about \"The Kindness of Strangers\".  And a casting spoiler for next week.<br \/><br \/>I had to pause <i>Heroes<\/i> to say:  OMG NATHAN, HOW CAN YOU BE SO GORGEOUS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!  I don't even understand!!!<br \/><br \/>And, yes, shaving for his boys is pretty cute.<br \/><br \/>OMG, NATHAN IS MAKING A PHOTO COLLAGE OF PETER!!!!!!  PHOTOS SPREAD OUT ALL OVER THE TABLE!!!!!  WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS SHOW????  IS THIS HOW BROTHERS ACTUALLY GRIEVE FOR EACH OTHER IN REAL LIFE?????  <i>I don't think so!!!<\/i>  Oh, poor poor woobie Nathan.  I can't wait to get this episode on my hard drive so I can cap it and pull out all the individual Peter photos that are visible.  DID YOU SEE THE ONE FROM NATHAN'S WEDDING????  At the bottom of the table, where Peter is grabbing Nathan's arm and Nathan is leaning toward him??????  Dude.  I can't even...<br \/><br \/>In non-Nathan reaction, I was pretty entertained by the Sylar storyline for a change.  And I like Monica so far, and I'm still not impressed with Claire's storyline this season yet, and West just makes that worse.  But the Haitian showed up!  If only briefly!  What's his name, Tim?  It's not cute anymore!!!!<br \/><br \/>Oh, Matt.  Try not to be an idiot, okay?  I was just starting to really like you.  Stop fighting with Mohinder and just stare at him for a while.  His blinding beauty will soothe you.  That always works for me.<br \/><br \/>Mostly, though, this episode was about the supernova of awesome that is Nathan Petrelli.<br \/><br \/><i><b>From next week's trailer:<\/b><\/i><br \/>I'm really kinda dreading Kristen Bell's appearance.  And to think she used to be a girlcrush of mine.  Oh, the bitterness wrought by feeling betrayed by your first fandom.<br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/41639.html?view=comments#comments","category":["nathan","heroes"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/41383.html","pubDate":"Fri, 12 Oct 2007 14:13:05 GMT","title":"TGI SGA Day!","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/41383.html","description":"Why is it still so dark out?  It's only October.  This is only one of many reasons that mornings are so hard for me.<br \/><br \/>Jimmy Eat World put on a good show last night, and I had a great time with <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"raveninthewind\" lj:user=\"raveninthewind\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/raveninthewind.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/raveninthewind.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>raveninthewind<\/b><\/a><\/span>.  I also enjoyed being able to ogle attractive band boys who are AN ENTIRE YEAR OLDER THAN I AM!!!  Quite refreshing.  I need to track down more of their earlier music now.<br \/><br \/>In TV news, why didn't any of you tell me how fabulous <i>Life<\/i> is?  You're all on notice!!!  Except, wait, I think pretty much everybody on my flist who talks about TV has said it's a great show.  So the question becomes, why didn't you sit me down and force me to pay attention long enough to watch it? I clearly need a keeper.  I've tracked down the first couple episodes but not watched them yet.  I saw this week's, because I finally remembered to set the DVR to record it.<br \/><br \/>Damian Lewis is amazing with his Average Joe looks and his out-of-left-field humor that makes him very attractive.  And did he actually track down his prison buddy and bring him to LIVE WITH HIM like a married couple???  I was watching the show yesterday with my jaw dropped open, going, \"Wait, what?\"  This is MY HUMOR and my outlook on life.  I'm watching a COP DRAMA that totally feels smart and interesting and funny in a sort of subversive way that made me feel like I was getting away with something, that the network didn't really realize what they were putting out there.<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>Hopefully my enthusiasm will stay high once I've seen more than a single episode.","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/41383.html?view=comments#comments","category":["tv","shows"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/40996.html","pubDate":"Thu, 11 Oct 2007 02:57:57 GMT","title":"could we","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/40996.html","description":"I'm watching Mick Jagger speak French.  His French isn't very good, but it's good for, like, somebody who's just taken classes and spent a little bit of time there.  That was random.<br \/><br \/>A group of raccoons crossed in front of me as I was leaving work at 6pm.<br \/><br \/>I'm really lethargic today.  This week, actually.  This does not bode well for Friday at work, since I have Jimmy Eat World tomorrow night.  And then Friday is SGA night!!  Hooray!!<br \/><br \/><i>Reaper<\/i> made its way off the list of things I watch last night.  <i>Moonlight<\/i> is threatening to follow closely behind.<br \/><br \/>It'll also be interesting to see how <i>Pushing Daisies<\/i> continues.  The pilot was fantastically charming, but I don't know if it'll be sustainable.  Or, they might be able to sustain the tone and the quality, but it might not hold my interest.  Test time!<br \/><br \/>Okay, back to work.  Stupid work projects at home.","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/40996.html?view=comments#comments","category":"tv"},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/40646.html","pubDate":"Sun, 07 Oct 2007 05:04:12 GMT","title":"I'll know when everything feels alright","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/40646.html","description":"Yay Portland!<br \/><br \/>I've been here corrupting L, turning her into <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"pinkstateofmind\" lj:user=\"pinkstateofmind\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/pinkstateofmind.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/pinkstateofmind.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>pinkstateofmind<\/b><\/a><\/span>.<br \/><br \/>I showed her some photos of Gerard Way as I was introducing her to my latest obsession.<br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/mcr\/Gerardsunglasses.jpg\" width=\"444\" height=\"500\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/>I mentioned that there's been talk of him moving to Portland.  Her response?  \"Yeah, we don't have enough people who look like that here.  We obviously need more.\"  So, I think he'll fit in okay if he does end up here.<br \/><br \/>I showed her some interview footage of him being all sincere and passionate about His Art.  She said he seemed almost immature in his idealism and optimism, like he hasn't seen enough of the world.  So I got spent some time thinking about this last night as I was falling asleep.  L and I are 31, so he's of our peer group, but part of what makes him an oddity is the fact that his absolute earnestness <i>doesn't<\/i> make him seem like he is of his generation of irony and jadedness.  I was passionate and idealistic in college, and my friends and I made a pact that we would stay that way, that we would have periodic check-ins to see that we were maintaining some idealism, because it felt like the only way to stay motivated to be an activist and change the world was to stay <i>passionately<\/i>, almost naively idealistic.  And we were probably right, but it's ten years later and we've all failed in varying degrees.  I feel like I'm the norm among my peer group, attitude-wise.  Not cynical, but definitely holding myself at a slight remove.  And Gerard just <i>doesn't do that<\/i> in his public persona, which makes him just an interesting guy to watch.  It's an artist thing, but it's also just a Gerard thing, I think.<br \/><br \/>She also spent a lot of time telling me how Gerard looks just like a woman.  My response was essentially, \"Yeah, but he's attractive as a woman <i>and<\/i> as a man, so I think it works out.\"<br \/><br \/>In conclusion:<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/mcr\/Group57.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"800\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/40646.html?view=comments#comments","category":["portland","gerard","mcr","picspam"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/40151.html","pubDate":"Wed, 03 Oct 2007 15:59:42 GMT","title":"An epic \"Bob Bryar Is Awesome\" spam","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/40151.html","description":"So, Bob Bryar.  I felt compelled to gather as much evidence of his awesomeness in one place as I possibly could.  I'm sure there's more, but broadband only forgives so much.  Here's Bob!<br \/><br \/><br \/><i><b>Goofiness with bandmates<\/b><\/i> | <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sendspace.com\/file\/6um6t6\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">DOWNLOAD BATCH<\/a> (8MB, AVI files)<br \/><ul><li> Bob and Gerard are blond, goofy and random together.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=1u99SvvTw6I\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">One<\/a> | <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=vnMh1VyNofA\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Two<\/a> | <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=MnR6UjyMGzA\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Three<\/a> <\/li><br \/><li> <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=EBjtE5Wljhs\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Bob Bryar's solo project<\/a> <\/li><br \/><li> <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=v6k-lzIpI6M\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Bob and Mikey<\/a> are cute, too. <\/li><br \/><li> <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=pC9N53guRCQ\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">As are Bob and Frank<\/a>. <\/li><br \/><li> There must be Bob and Ray silliness footage out there somewhere.  Link me? <\/li><br \/><\/ul> <br \/><i><b>General band fun<\/b><\/i> | <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sendspace.com\/file\/6a5aku\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">DOWNLOAD BATCH<\/a> (69MB AVI files)<br \/><ul><li> <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=RQUGj-eRtiE\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Gerard, Frank and Bob answer questions<\/a> about the best, worst superheroes, etc.  Frank mocks Bob mercilessly. <\/li><br \/><li> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=hlMveragKaU\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The guys talk about meeting Bob<\/a> and his background.  From LOTMS DVD. <\/li><br \/><li> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=wd_r3pZTcaY\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Bob talks about hating cameras.  Clip from LOTMS DVD.<\/a> <\/li><br \/><li> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=WkUQ2t2BJQc\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Bob tells of<\/a> hitting himself in the head over and over again during a show on Warped. <\/li><br \/><li> <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=EghHnZkBhsw\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Bob was Frank's first kiss<\/a>, and he was good enough to make the band.  I love these guys. <\/li><br \/><li> Public Bob-mocking.  Jonathan Ross fixates on Bob as the guys are sitting backstage, and he picks on him several times.  This must be watched.  Bob is the cutest thing ever!<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=hZndJbV7pDg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">One<\/a> | <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=HvbZLxGhA8s\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Two<\/a> | <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=NcWAVJvpLF4\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Three<\/a>.  (The clips are numbered out of order on youtube.) <\/li><br \/><\/ul> <br \/><i><b>Longer, more serious interviews<\/b><\/i> (No batch download because of size.  Download link below each streaming link.)<br \/><ul><li> <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=YqhGBnbTmAw\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Nice interview in Japan<\/a> with Gerard and Bob, talking about <i>The Black Parade<\/i>.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.sendspace.com\/file\/ptw10v\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">DOWNLOAD AVI FILE<\/a> (35MB)<\/li><br \/><li><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=N9YNerlD1gU\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Another long-ish interview<\/a>, this one on TasteitTV with just Gerard and Bob.  Among other things, Gerard talks about Bob's involvement in band business, and Bob talks about dealing with being uncomfortable in the spotlight.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.sendspace.com\/file\/srlaix\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">DOWNLOAD AVI FILE<\/a> (78MB)<\/li><br \/><li> Long Gerard\/Bob interview from the Virgin Festival, May 2007.  Or, you know, \"Gerard and Bob\" interview.  Whatever.  Bob is slashable with everybody. Bob & Gerard talk about the future of the band, having kids, the band's self-awareness, etc.  Gerard is earnest (Surprise!), and Bob is sweet and fairly articulate.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=dgpnxXXhB3o\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 1<\/a> | <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=whv_-z1oZ3Y\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 2<\/a> | <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=BLvk58QXzUw\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 3<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.sendspace.com\/file\/2gdydh\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">DOWNLOAD AVI FILES<\/a> (112 MB)<\/li><\/ul> <br \/><i><b>Bob on drums<\/b><\/i> | <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sendspace.com\/file\/7cd9q5\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">DOWNLOAD BATCH<\/a> (148MB, AVI\/MOV files)<br \/><ul><li> <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=8K3XXk1D-5c\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"> Bob drumming<\/a>.  This video features Bob drumming during a Black Parade show.  Guh. <\/li><br \/><li> <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=ncEbR_Gxm3I\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Bob playing<\/a>  'Welcome To The Black Parade' by himself as a demo.<\/li><br \/><li> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.vicfirth.com\/artists\/bob_bryar.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Nice video of Bob<\/a> talking about his drum sticks and kit on a vendor's page.  Select your quality level to view an interview and some video of Bob drumming. He also spends some time talking about his history as a drummer, and his musical influences.<\/li><br \/><\/ul> <br \/><b><i>Bob on his own<\/i><\/b> | <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sendspace.com\/file\/x3uyq1\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">DOWNLOAD BATCH<\/a> (19MB, AVI files)<br \/><ul><li> Bob on <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=PR_BSV8l2Q0\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Fuse, Part 1<\/a> <\/li><br \/><li> Bob on <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=6MBL7Y-818M\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Fuse, Part 2<\/a> <\/li><br \/><li> Bob on <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=jHp-SSDmPrU\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Fuse, Part 3<\/a> <\/li><br \/><li> Bob on <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=7Mm5HIgxsNo\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Fuse, Part 4<\/a> <\/li><\/ul> <br \/><i><b>The Making of the \"Famous Last Words\" video:<\/b><\/i> | <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sendspace.com\/file\/wrp0oc\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">DOWNLOAD BATCH<\/a> (63MB, AVI files)<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=qO2P7_S_CPA\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part One<\/a>: Bob talks about the cool fire and explosions he's excited to see, and there's discussion of the precautions they're taking so that Bob doesn't catch on fire.  Oh, the foreshadowing!<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=602_EqNc-XM\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part Two<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=pNzrQAbB1ss\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part Three<\/a>: The clip in which Bob is burned.  Aww, Bob!!<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=8bbTtPL1jRs\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Video<\/a><br \/><br \/><i><b>The Making of the \"Welcome to the Black Parade\" video:<\/b><\/i> | <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sendspace.com\/file\/w3r1xx\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">DOWNLOAD BATCH<\/a> (54MB, AVI files)<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=VeuFH6rk5So\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part One<\/a>: Mostly Gerard talking, presenting the video and the album concept<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=jpSS3KDnD48\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part Two<\/a>: Bob and Mikey talk briefly.  Mostly other people talking, though.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=2ss1Git7Pxk\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part Three<\/a>: Bob talks about wanting to hold the end product in his hand.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=kDWgsQhbaqU\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Video<\/a><br \/><br \/><i><b>The Black Parade Press Conference<\/b><\/i> | <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sendspace.com\/file\/hyx4mu\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">DOWNLOAD BATCH<\/a> (133MB, AVI files)<br \/>I love <i>all<\/i> these guys, but there's a lot of stuff here, and my focus is Bob.  So, with that in mind, I've put notes next to the link only if Bob speaks during the clip.  I still love you Gerard and Frank and Ray and Mikey!  Wait, does that make me sound stalkerish?  Because I'm totally not.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=7JpW8MsF00s\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 1<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=a7fkvwofEM0\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 2<\/a>: Favorite songs on the album.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=Gfp7XgbexSE\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 3<\/a>: Everybody looks cosmetically different.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=0P6hfa5E2u4\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 4<\/a>: Bob doesn't speak, but he laughs at Gerard a lot when Gerard talks about wanting to be in musicals.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=Ang0NG_WEt4\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 5<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=V-USt5Lp9GM\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 6<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=4l3zwzBGXdo\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 7<\/a>: Biggest influences\/inspirations<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=_xhJLJ3dz1Q\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 8<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=AeQTquAo8QY\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 9<\/a>: What would you bring to a desert island?<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=pUx3kd0ysHI\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 10<\/a>: The guys talk about their injuries on the \"Famous Last Words\" video, including Bob's burns and the way he stuck it out.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=J1s6rijxVbs\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 11<\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=0F0bMovmgZo\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Part 12<\/a><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>69 photos below the cut.  This is pretty much every single photo of Bob I've gathered from anywhere.  I'm sure there's a cache out there somewhere I haven't found, so point me there if I'm missing great Bob photos?<br \/><br \/>I did NOT include group shots of all of MCR, even the ones where Bob is especially adorable\/hot.  I wanted to, but there are just too many of those, and this post is at capacity already.<br \/><br \/><br \/>Grabbed from many, many places.  Let me know if I've posted something of yours here and you want credit\/me to take it down.<br \/><br \/><center><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/1Bobsunglassesguh.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/2Bobhot.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/3Bobdrumsticks1.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/4Bobdrumsticks2.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/5Bob1.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/06Bob5.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/7Bobanddog.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/08Bob9.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/09Bobdrums1.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/10Bob3.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/11Bobbookofcats.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/12Bobdrums17.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/13Bobdrums7.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/14Bobsleepy.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/15Bobsunglasses.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/16BobGerardMikeyRay.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/17BobandGerard1.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/20BobandMikey.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/21BobandMatt.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/22BobandGerard.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/23BobandRay.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/18BobandFrank2.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/19BobandFrank6.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/24BobandFrank3.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/26BobandFrank4.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/25BobandFrank1.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/27BobandFrankwrestle.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/28Bob7.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/29Bobfangirls.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/30Bobwalking.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/Bob1.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/32Bob14.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/Bob2.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/34Bob4.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/Bob3.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/36BobandWorm2.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/37Bobdrums15.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/Bob4.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/39Bobdrums3.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/40Bobdrums2.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/41Bobcigarette.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/42Bobcan.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/43Bobdrinking.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/44Bobsleeps2.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/45Boblook.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/46Bob8.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/47Bob21.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/48Bob19.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/49Bob18.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/50Bob17.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/51Bob20.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/52Bob6.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/53Bobclever.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/54Bobdrums10.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/Bob5.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/56Bobdrums13.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/58Bobdrums8.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/59Bobonbike.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/60Bobdrums5.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/61Bobdrums16.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/62Bobdrums4.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/63Bobdrums6.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/64Bobhat.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/65Bobhelmet.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/66Bobdrums9.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/67BobSoundBooth.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/68Bobsunglasses2.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/Bob6.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/bob\/69Bobtowel.jpg\" alt=\"BOB\" loading=\"lazy\"><br><br><br \/><\/center><br \/><br \/><a name='cutid2-end'><\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/40151.html?view=comments#comments","category":["bobbryar","mcr","picspam"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/39597.html","pubDate":"Tue, 02 Oct 2007 23:48:04 GMT","title":"Tuesday doldrums","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/39597.html","description":"I really want to be at home right now, playing with my epic Bob Bryar Appreciation post, which is primarily a Bob-related video roundup.  I'm sure there must be other primer-type Bob posts out there, but I've only found a few.  Link me if you have them, so that I'm not duplicating existing work too much?  In any case, I have been known to be obsessive on occasion, and my focus is currently turned toward Bob.  He's pretty awesome.  I think this is commonly agreed upon, but it's not really widely enough feted, because how could it be?  So I want to be at home doing my part.<br \/><br \/>***<br \/><b>Monday night television:<\/b><br \/>Heroes reaction in three sentences: I'm really enjoying the fact that I get to like Mohinder this season. He, the Haitian, and Bennet brought the only squee for me last night, really. In most everything else, including Nathan and Peter, I want to be in the next step already. Move it along, people!<br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/> ***<br \/> Chuck:  I'm thinking this show probably won't end up being for me.  Much as I love Adam Baldwin in it, I'm clearly not being caught up in the humor enough if I keep obsessing over how improbable the scenario is in that somebody who cares that much about his family would want to distance himself in order to stop putting them in danger.  And wondering why he hasn't yet wondered if he'll be killed if they manage to \"fix\" him.  And, you know, you forgive the ridiculous when you're enough in the flow.<br \/><a name='cutid2-end'><\/a><br \/> ***<br \/><span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"raveninthewind\" lj:user=\"raveninthewind\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/raveninthewind.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/raveninthewind.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>raveninthewind<\/b><\/a><\/span>  brought me new music on Friday, and I'm enjoying Rodrigo Y Gabriela quite a bit.  Among other things, it's really nice to have some fun instrumentals to listen to while I'm doing certain things at work that go a little better without lyrics in my head.<br \/> ***<br \/>Trying to decide if I'm going to Portland this weekend or not since I didn't make it the other week.  L has a bunch of plans I'd be dragged around to, but it might not be better another weekend.<br \/><br \/>That is all.  Dude.  I am the epitome of banality today.","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/39597.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/39356.html","pubDate":"Sat, 29 Sep 2007 23:17:36 GMT","title":"Reasons I love Patrick Stump","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/39356.html","description":"A few Patrick Stump videos for <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"elucidate_this\" lj:user=\"elucidate_this\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/elucidate-this.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/elucidate-this.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>elucidate_this<\/b><\/a><\/span>, who is only now starting to discover the Patrick love.<br \/><br \/><b>Streaming video links<\/b><br \/>&gt; <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=fgYZSHSU5OM\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Patrick warming up his voice<\/a> before a FOE show.  With added Andy and Joe cuteness.<br \/>&gt; <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=X8PH_N6QgG0\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Patrick drives his Honda<\/a> Civic around LA, just prior to HCT.  I love him.<br \/>&gt; Patrick <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=XPgwU3AOiRc\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">presents his \"office\"<\/a> during the Black Clouds and Underdogs tour in 2006.  He's so adorable I could cry.  Or, you know, squee.<br \/>&gt; Patrick <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=MU8VtwdOeWw\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">answers an interview question<\/a> and is a total goof and I love him.  I may have said that already.  It doesn't matter.  It bears repeating.<br \/>&gt; <a href=\"http:\/\/youtube.com\/watch?v=xygVXEseEQ8\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Drumming<\/a><br \/>&gt; For a long pre-FUCT interview interview with Patrick, select the \"Patrick Interview\" video from the list of video extras <a href=\"http:\/\/www.falloutboyrock.com\/falloutboy\/disco.php\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">on this page<\/a>.<br \/>&gt; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.fueledbyramen.com\/thehushsound\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Patrick with The Hush Sound<\/a>, talking about \"Like Vines\".  Watch them all!  Patrick talking about music!  And flirting with boys! and a girl!<br \/><br \/><b>For Download<\/b><br \/>&gt; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sendspace.com\/file\/eo2o44\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">A zipped upload of all the videos<\/a> I linked to above (except The Hush Sound ones).  They're all in AVI format except the pre-FUCT interview, which is Real Video.  140 MB<br \/>&gt; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sendspace.com\/file\/a4bzyo\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">A zipped file<\/a> of Patrick and The Hush Sound talking about a few songs on <i>Like Vines<\/i>.  AVI format, 58 MB.<br \/><br \/><hr><br \/><br \/>And because no Patrick post is complete without a few photos.  I totally didn't mean to make this into a picspam, but it has become one.  So, yeah.  Image-heavy.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Photos<\/b><br \/><br \/>Grabbed from many, many places.  Let me know if I've posted something of yours here and you want credit\/me to take it down.<br \/><br \/><b>Patrick by himself<\/b><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickPerforms.jpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"460\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickIsLove.jpg\" width=\"479\" height=\"600\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickHairdresser.jpg\" width=\"420\" height=\"300\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickBoy.jpg\" width=\"406\" height=\"600\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/Fedora-1.jpg\" width=\"400\" height=\"600\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/BouncyPatrick.jpg\" width=\"332\" height=\"500\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickTech.jpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"375\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/Patricklovespen.jpg\" width=\"277\" height=\"600\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickBitesLip1.jpg\" width=\"404\" height=\"600\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickBitesLip2.jpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"377\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Patrick with his band<\/b><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/MyBand.jpg\" width=\"800\" height=\"552\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/JoeLovesPatrick2.jpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"354\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/JoeLovesPatrick1.jpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"333\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickHug.jpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"337\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Patrick with Pete<\/b><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickandPete3.jpg\" width=\"400\" height=\"600\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickAndPete2.jpg\" width=\"286\" height=\"300\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatricksLips.png\" width=\"410\" height=\"540\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><br \/> <b>Patrick with others<\/b><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickPanic-1.jpg\" width=\"546\" height=\"600\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickFlirts2.jpg\" width=\"332\" height=\"500\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickFlirts1.jpg\" width=\"449\" height=\"600\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickTravis2.jpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"367\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickTravis1-1.jpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"333\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><hr><br \/><br \/><b>PATRICK IS TINY AND ADORABLE<\/b><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickCobra1.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"439\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickCobra2.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"439\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickCobra3.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"439\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickCobra4.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"439\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickCobra5.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"439\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickCobra6.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"439\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickCobra7.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"439\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/patrick\/PatrickCobra8.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"439\" title=\"\" loading=\"lazy\">","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/39356.html?view=comments#comments","category":["patrick","bandslash","picspam"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/39092.html","pubDate":"Fri, 28 Sep 2007 19:46:48 GMT","title":"Broody Nathan picspam: 'Heroes' 2x01","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/39092.html","description":"So, I'm kinda being won over by the beard.  I mean, I'm thrilled that Adrian shaved it in real life, and I'm glad we won't have a full season of it, but I've learned that I don't find Nathan any less hot in the <i>Heroes<\/i> season opener than I usually do.  Well.  Maybe a <i>little<\/i> less hot.  But not substantially.<br \/><br \/>Let me demonstrate.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><b><i>Caps by me.  Click for larger images.<\/i><br \/><br \/>It is revealed that Nathan has been living in Peter's apartment while looking like a homeless man.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/000025ze\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/000025ze\/s640x480\" alt=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/>Look at how broken they are.  Just like the glass in the photo Nathan is cleaning up.  Oh, the symbolism.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/00004b36\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/00004b36\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/>You know, I live in a city.  There are homeless men in my neighborhood.  I never look at them the way I look at this:<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/00008z07\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/00008z07\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/>This is the struggle I faced this summer when the photos of a bearded Adrian were making the rounds.  His beautiful face is all covered up!  Can't see it through that dense beard!  AND YET!!  Those LIPS peeking through!!!<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/000070kp\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/000070kp\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/>Mountain man!<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000bkh7\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000bkh7\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/>Eyes!<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000ekya\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000ekya\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000zbdh\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000zbdh\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/>Lips.  Eyes.  Guh.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/000141sk\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/000141sk\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/>If I had read about this image and the reason behind it last season, I would probably have assumed it was from a badfic.  And yet.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/00013w97\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/00013w97\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Oh, Nathan.  You're breaking my heart.  What is it you're seeing here?  You as you were?  As you should be?<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/00016q15\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/00016q15\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/00017fs4\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/00017fs4\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/000184ct\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/000184ct\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001kcyx\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001kcyx\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/>Look, Nathan!  Your brother will be okay!  He doesn't remember anything, but he's all whole and unscarred.  I mean, he even had time to cut his hair off.  Or, you know, his hair all burned off and this is four months growth.  Wait, is that what you're mourning?  The loss of Peter's emohair?<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/00019k22\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/00019k22\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/>Somewhere along the line, he had a chance to go jewelry shopping.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001b9fw\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001b9fw\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/><hr><br \/><br \/>Okay, Petrellis.  I'm going to let you go angst on your own for a while.  I had intended to make this just a Broody Nathan picspam, but I've discovered I can't neglect this.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001c6aq\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001c6aq\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/>I mean...Well, what do you even say to that?<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001ffsq\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001ffsq\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/>I just...Did you <i>SEE<\/i> Mohinder in this episode?????<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000tqwt\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000tqwt\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/>And he's working with Bennet!!  EEEEE!!!!<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000r3b5\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000r3b5\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/>You know, there's a reason I have an icon labeled \"Bennet's a badass\" in my userpics.  He rocks a lot.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000yqf2\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000yqf2\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/>In conclusion, Mohinder On The Bed.<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000gd26\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000gd26\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/>Oh, right.  And for <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"wynterwolf47\" lj:user=\"wynterwolf47\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/wynterwolf47.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/wynterwolf47.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>wynterwolf47<\/b><\/a><\/span>, assuming she looks at this post:<br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000fq51\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0000fq51\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001e7cc\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/marcolette\/pic\/0001e7cc\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a><\/b><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>Oh, men of <i>Heroes<\/i>.  How are you so pretty.  And hot.  And awesome.  HOW?????","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/39092.html?view=comments#comments","category":["mohinder","nathan","adrian pasdar","bennet","heroes","picspam"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/38625.html","pubDate":"Thu, 27 Sep 2007 23:37:44 GMT","title":"Bandish post","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/38625.html","description":"Bandslash things I like today:<br \/><br \/>1)&nbsp; Spencer and Brendon <a href=\"http:\/\/airgiodslv.livejournal.com\/349056.html\" target=\"_blank\">decide they need to make a sex tape<\/a>, and they're totally real boys while doing it.  Funny and dorky and somehow hot. (Rated NC-17)<br \/><br \/>2)&nbsp; Pete Wentz's ass has <a href=\"http:\/\/makesmewannadie.livejournal.com\/322356.html\" target=\"_blank\">inspired structured poetry<\/a>.&nbsp; She links to more.<br \/><br \/>Fandom wins.","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/38625.html?view=comments#comments","category":["rec","bandslash"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/38064.html","pubDate":"Wed, 26 Sep 2007 23:03:27 GMT","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/38064.html","description":"1) I have my initial consultation at the sleep clinic tomorrow at 7:30.  It's going to be challenging not to sleep through it.  I'll try not to joke with the sleep clinic staff about that fact, because I'm sure they hear it all the time.  I AM NOT AS FUNNY AS I THINK I AM!<br \/><br \/>***<br \/><br \/>2) I suck at training people.  Well, I mean, yes, software training is a fundamental part of my job, and I'm pretty good at that.  But training people to do a job like mine?  Totally not patient enough.  One of my goals in life is to never manage people, if I can avoid it and still have the kind of job I have right now.<br \/><br \/>***<br \/><br \/>3) It is Wednesday, and I have already watched a lot of TV.<br \/><br \/><i><b>Heroes<\/b><\/i>:  Well, I think my violent mass of flail on Monday speaks for itself.  I do a lot better with this show when I have no expectations, and I just enjoyed the heck out of it Monday.<br \/><br \/>***<br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><i><b>Journeyman<\/b><\/i>:  This show is kinda promising, as long as the relationship issues don't get overly soapy.  I kept having flashes of <i>The Time Traveler's Wife<\/i> while I was watching it, and then I would shake myself back into a, \"No, it's more a whacko Quantum Leap procedural thing\" mode.  Watchable, but I don't know that I'll seek it out if I get rid of my DVR.<br \/><br \/>***<br \/><a name='cutid2-end'><\/a><br \/><i><b>NCIS<\/b><\/i>:  I love Tony.  I loved the way Gibbs was watching him after the undercover reveal.  I could just see Gibbs cataloging all baggage Tony has been acquiring over the past year.  I'm obviously reading my own slashy things into it, but I felt like Gibbs was simultaneously regretting Tony's lost peace of mind\/emotional freedom, and kind of appreciating the fact that Tony is moving closer to being an emotional peer to uber-fucked-up Gibbs.<br \/><br \/>Also, is the director's totally unprofessional behavior going to eventually get her fired?  That would be neato.  I like the idea of a woman in that role, but I am hugely not a fan of Lauren Holly's \"Watch me act out loud, and not terribly well\" style.<br \/><br \/>***<br \/><a name='cutid3-end'><\/a><br \/>Minor nitpicky note:  Michael Weatherly really needs to be coached to hit the 'N' in Jeanne with confidence.  I know end consonants in French are weird for Americans, but if she goes by the French pronunciation, she would totally coach her boyfriend to say it consistently as something like <i>JHONN<\/i>.<br \/><br \/>When I was living in France, I would hear this lack of confidence in those of my American cohorts with a weaker accent.  It didn't matter that they had a strong knowledge of the language and that they knew the end of the word was theoretically silent.  <i>**There's a 'T' there, dammit!  Are you sure I shouldn't voice it?  Maybe just softly?  It'll be quick, you'll hardly notice it!**<\/i>  And the opposite is also true, obviously.  So many end consonants are silent or nasal that people aren't sure whether or not they should legitimately hit that final sound.  So they hedge their bets.  But really, it's either there or it's not.  No safe in-between.<br \/><br \/><br \/>***<br \/><br \/>Hmmm.  I watched <i><b>Chuck<\/b><\/i> and <i><b>Reaper<\/b><\/i> as well, and enjoyed them both quite a bit, but I don't know that I have anything to say about them.  Both were cute and entertaining, and had likable, Jim Halpert-esque leads, so it will just depend on how well they sustain the tone and the humor.  And, like, if they tell stories I care about.<br \/><br \/>***<br \/><a name='cutid4-end'><\/a><br \/>I think that's all the rambling I have to do.  I'm trying to get my apartment in order for people I don't know very well to see it on Friday evening for SGA and <i>A Dog's Breakfast<\/i>, but you guys will just have to forgive those stacks of mail and the shredding that needs to be done without judging me.  ;-)","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/38064.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/37813.html","pubDate":"Tue, 25 Sep 2007 05:46:28 GMT","title":"Heroes 2x01","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/37813.html","description":"How did I forget how much <i>FUN<\/i> this show is?  I'm actually pretty optimistic about the storylines they've set up.  And also?  EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!<br \/><br \/>1)  Nathan!!!  So pretty, even all hairy and sweaty and dirty, pining in your brother's apartment, abandoning your life because you miss Peter!!!!!!!!  How are you so hot???????<br \/><br \/>2)  Mohinder!!!  So gorgeous!  And scheming with Bennet!!!  Why can't I limit my exclamation marks?!?!<br \/><br \/>3)  David Anders!!!  So adorable and charming as a dissolute scoundrel!!  I feel compelled to call him over-dramatic things like that!!  Because that's what he is!!!<br \/><br \/>4) Claire!!!  So far reliving the exact same story as last year!  Except with excessive Noah hugs this year to make it better!  I'm sure her story will go somewhere new.  It's gotta.  But!!!  Then she calls her other dad!!!  To mourn Peter with him!!!<br \/><br \/>5) Where's the Matt\/Mohinder domestic fic OMG!!!!  I don't even care much about Matt, but he's set up house with Mohinder!!  Isn't there already fic about that out there somewhere???  It's canonical kidfic!!!<br \/><br \/>6) Hiro!  Being clueless and adorable!!  Okay, a little bit annoyingly naive, but did I mention DAVID ANDERS?????<br \/><br \/>7) New girl!  Maya and her hot brother and their intense touching!!!!  I think this year we'll here a lot of \"It's an Italian thing!  No, it's a Latin thing!  Italian!  Latin!  Whatever, those cultures with Romance languages touch each other a lot!  Don't read so much into it, you depraved weirdos!!!\"<br \/><br \/>Um.  There was a lot more.  It was fun.  I can't remember anymore because I keep going back to BROODY NATHAN WITH THE SAD, HOT EYES AND THE GROWLY VOICE!!  I WILL COMFORT YOU, NATHAN!!!  PETER IS STILL ALIVE AND YOU WILL GET TO SLEEP IN HIS BED <i>TOGETHER<\/i> AGAIN SOON!!!<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/37813.html?view=comments#comments","category":"heroes"},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/37505.html","pubDate":"Mon, 24 Sep 2007 18:46:27 GMT","title":"le sommeil me manque","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/37505.html","description":"So I didn't end up going to Portland after all.  :-(  Maybe next weekend.  Or the weekend after, since L is starting grad school today, and her first weekend of homework might not be the most fun time for me to be down there.<br \/><br \/>At least I was productive this weekend.  I got a lot of cleaning and most of my laundry done, in between sleeping and obsessing over band boys.  I kinda hate mopping my kitchen floor, because I'm always afraid my crack-baby cat, Colette, will go in and start licking the floor.  She does that sometimes.  She's been chewing on my hair lately - I think she likes my current hair products.  I hope she doesn't do it at night when I'm sleeping and can't bat her away.<br \/><br \/>***<br \/><br \/>New TV this week.  <i>Heroes<\/i>!  <i>SGA<\/i>!  <i>The Office<\/i>!  Overstimulation!  It'll be a big test week for me, because I'm seriously considering getting rid of my cable in order to reduce expenses.  This means I'll be left acquiring my TV in other ways, so I'll want to know in advance where my TV priorities are.  It's a strange thought, going without my TV and DVR, but I rarely ever just turn on the TV and see what's on.  I'm fairly obsessive about what I watch, but I don't watch anything else.  And I'll need to keep my high-speed internet, because, beyond my crazy internet addiction, I also work rather often from home.  So I'll get by with internet and no TV.  But I'm having a hard time cutting the cord.<br \/><br \/>***<br \/><br \/>I have nothing of fannish interest to say.  My current primary fandom is my apartment.  Shopping!  Decorating!  Cleaning!  There is no fic about my apartment, though.","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/37505.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/37323.html","pubDate":"Sat, 22 Sep 2007 04:12:47 GMT","title":"encore un vendredi soir chez moi","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/37323.html","description":"I received <i>A Dog's Breakfast<\/i> in the mail today.  Who wants to come over and watch it with me?<br \/><br \/>***<br \/><br \/>I had intended to be Portland-bound right now, but my cat threw up three times this afternoon, so I decided to stick around and make sure she's okay.  She seems fine now, so I'm pretty sure it was all just a ruse to make me stay home.  I'll be up and out of the house early instead.  I haven't seen L in...forever, really.  A long time.  It'll be good for me to see her, a little sanity check.  Well.  Sanity in the way where she's kinda like Pete Wentz, and it's good for me to be around that sometimes.<br \/><br \/>***<br \/><br \/>I ordered this rug yesterday, 63x94\" for my living room, and now I'm trying to decide what to put elsewhere in the apartment.  Probably just solid colored rugs.  I only need a couple others.  Why, yes, I <i>am<\/i> finally decorating my apartment four months after I moved in.<br \/><br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/i39.photobucket.com\/albums\/e166\/marcolette\/random\/Rug.jpg\" width=\"384\" height=\"384\" title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>***<br \/><br \/>PORTLAND!!!  Should I try to stalk Gerard Way while I'm there?","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/37323.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/36896.html","pubDate":"Wed, 19 Sep 2007 21:01:31 GMT","title":"Meaningful heading here","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/36896.html","description":"<a href=\"http:\/\/seattlepi.nwsource.com\/local\/332081_slut18.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Oh, Seattle<\/a>.  You try so hard and you fail all the time.  I love you anyway.<br \/><br \/> ***<br \/> <br \/>I am sooooooooo crabby today. Can I stop answering my phone, please? I mean, I do stop answering my phone often when I'm in the midst of a project and need to work uninterrupted. But I <i>should<\/i> answer it.<br \/><br \/>Training a new person is exhausting. It would be less so if the job were just a process, where I could say, \"Learn these motions and repeat them until they become routine.\" But instead I'm trying to teach him all the hows and whys of an entire micro-infrastructure so that he can go off on his own and create his own parallel micro-infrastructure from scratch on 32 hours a week. This is not cool!!<br \/><br \/>***<br \/><br \/>I don't know if I've mentioned in this space that <a href=\"http:\/\/community.livejournal.com\/fueledbynoodles\/42879.html\" target=\"_blank\">I totally love Patrick Stump<\/a>.<br \/><br \/><blockquote><i>I'm not really that popular with guys.  Then again, I don't think I'm that popular with girls either.<\/i><br \/><\/blockquote>Oh, Patrick. I wouldn't want to subject you to all the objectification we do of you on LJ, but are you seriously not aware of how huge you are among the geeky fangirl contingent? Just take my word for it. Seeking out evidence of it would traumatize you.<br \/><br \/> ***<br \/> <br \/>I've been thinking about why I'm so opposed to meeting the people I fangirl, and I've realized that I'm totally voyeuristic in my fantasy worlds. <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"wynterwolf47\" lj:user=\"wynterwolf47\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/wynterwolf47.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/wynterwolf47.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>wynterwolf47<\/b><\/a><\/span>&nbsp;&nbsp; told me that one of her friends isn't interested in slash because she can't put herself into the picture, which got me thinking. I don't think I have <i>ever<\/i> inserted myself into my fantasies. From a young age, all of my romantic\/sexual fantasies were stories I was watching from the outside.&nbsp; This has always been as true of my het fantasies as it is my slash ones.<br \/><br \/>The weird thing about RPS is that you start feeling like you actually know these people intimately, while you simultaneously know you'll never meet them in any sort of meaningful way. With bands, this means that I can read 30 stories in which William Beckett makes an appearance of some type, enough that I feel I know him. And then I go see him at the Showbox, where he's close enough that I could have a hollered conversation with him if there weren't hundreds of screaming fans between us.&nbsp; And I see him there both as the guy I feel like I know from videos, photos, and stories, and simultaneously as just a public figure I know nothing about, and there's this strange clash of those two roles he lives in in my head. And I think that this, fundamentally, is why I'm not interested in meeting these people, whether they be RPS figures like the band boys or the actors who portray my fictional obsessions, like Joe and David. Because walking into a situation where I'm a stranger, a fan saying, \"I really appreciate your work\" puts me in the picture and emphasizes the fact that it <i>is<\/i> all fiction and that I have no place in it.<br \/><br \/>I think that sounds more crazy-fan obsessive than it actually is.&nbsp; I don't know how to say it without it sounding stalker-ish, though.&nbsp; Except that it's kind of anti-stalker.&nbsp; I <i>know<\/i> it's all fiction, and I want to keep it all in my fiction box with the lid on tight.&nbsp; I'm happy to go to shows and see my guys, go to panels and hear my actor-guys talk, etc., but I'm not interested in going to signings and trying to exchange words with them, etc., because that gives me an intrusive presence that I don't want to have in my internal narrative about the guys.<br \/><br \/>I'm spinning in circles, so I'll leave that alone now.","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/36896.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/36459.html","pubDate":"Mon, 17 Sep 2007 18:05:25 GMT","title":"Monday.  Ugh.","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/36459.html","description":"I went to The Academy Is... concert last night as planned.  As I halfway expected, William Beckett totally charmed me in person in ways photos of him never have.  Which is good news for my fic-reading ventures, though I don't expect to find deep caches of TAI fic.  I met <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"raveninthewind\" lj:user=\"raveninthewind\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/raveninthewind.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/raveninthewind.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>raveninthewind<\/b><\/a><\/span>&nbsp; there, and the concert was that much more fun when we could holler slashy scenarios at each other over the music.  Everything is more fun with slash.<br \/><br \/>The concert was energetic, I got to ignore that fact that I was 10-15 years older than most of the audience by sitting in the bar area, and chances are good I'll meet up with <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"raveninthewind\" lj:user=\"raveninthewind\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/raveninthewind.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/raveninthewind.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>raveninthewind<\/b><\/a><\/span>&nbsp; again soon to share fannish glee.  Yay!<br \/><br \/>ETA: <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"elucidate_this\" lj:user=\"elucidate_this\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/elucidate-this.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/elucidate-this.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>neverneverfic<\/b><\/a><\/span>&nbsp;has <a href=\"http:\/\/neverneverfic.livejournal.com\/365171.html\" target=\"_blank\">an actual write-up<\/a> of the show.  She and her friend braved the crowds while Raven and I sat back being fogeys.<br \/><br \/>***<br \/><br \/>So my workstudy is looking for jobs and has asked to use me as a reference.  I'll obviously give her a good one because she's done pretty good work for me over the past year.  She hasn't been <i>phenomenal<\/i>, though.  I doubt the people calling me will press for hugely detailed references, but I've never had an employee before, so I've never been an official reference in this way.  She's good enough that I wish the best for her and will do what little I can to facilitate that.  But she could use a bit more drive before I'd call her independent.  You can always tell if she didn't like a task because it'll come back error-ridden.<br \/><br \/>Anyway.  I'll probably just be positive but not glowing if anybody actually calls me, but it's an interesting place to be.","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/36459.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/36114.html","pubDate":"Fri, 14 Sep 2007 18:03:14 GMT","title":"bient\u00f4t le weekend","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/36114.html","description":"I've been trying to come up with a reason to go in to the office, and I've totally failed.  I was up early this morning tweaking a report I'd messed up that I was having nightmares about.  Ugh.  Work shouldn't follow you in to your dreams.<br \/><br \/>On the slightly more positive side, I also had a minorly explicit Brendon\/Spencer dream.  Except that Spencer had his period, so there was no actual sex.  Yes, that was a totally literal bit of projection on my part.  But while I'll read and enjoy genderswap for fun, it's really not my thing, so I'm ignoring that part of it, and enjoying the part where Panic!'s next album was a Brendon\/Spencer love story.  Yeah, I don't know.  I swore I wouldn't get attached to these guys because they're such <i>babies<\/i>, but I ran out of new things to read, and then they sucked me in.  There are still bandslash stories out there I haven't read because the \"characters\" aren't very interesting\/appealing to me.  I'm going to see The Academy Is... on Sunday, so maybe William Beckett will charm me and a new avenue of reading will open up for me.<br \/>***<br \/>Going to a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.yarnharlot.ca\/blog\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Yarn Harlot<\/a> book signing this evening with a friend.  I tried to explain my plans to my mom, but I got mostly hysterical laughter for my trouble.  \"A...superstar of the <i>KNITTING<\/i> world?\"<br \/>***<br \/>I'm sure that most people who are interested in Nathan\/Peter fic are aware of <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-deleted  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"linaerys\" lj:user=\"linaerys\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/linaerys.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/linaerys.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>linaerys<\/b><\/a><\/span>'s epic, <a href=\"http:\/\/linaerys.livejournal.com\/541458.html\" target=\"_blank\">Lethe's Shore<\/a>.  It's an achingly sad reflection on memory and identity.  And the tragedy of being born a Petrelli, if I want to be all melodramatic about it.  Which I do.  <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"blithesea\" lj:user=\"blithesea\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/blithesea.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/blithesea.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>blithesea<\/b><\/a><\/span>'s accompanying trailer vid is excellent as well.  It seriously gave me chills.<br \/>***<br \/>Is it wrong that I'm totally obsessed with <i>The Black Parade<\/i> right now?  Like, I feel like I'm going through withdrawals when I'm not listening to it?  I mean, I'm limiting myself to once a day so that I don't grow to hate it.  But I don't know if I <i>would<\/i> grow to hate it.  It's not my typical music, with its epic earnestness and all, but I can't stop listening to it.  I guess I went through something similar when I was first listening to <i>Infinity on High<\/i>, but this is bigger.  I'd heard a lot of the songs here and there, but it wasn't until I started listening to the album in context that I fell in love.  I'm admitting this here because I only talk about the standard Seattle indie fare with people at work, etc., and people are all weird and judgmental about musical preferences, and I'm not enough of a rebel to ignore that and be honest with them about what's burning up my iPod all the time.  So I'm saying it here.  Yay MCR!!!<br \/><br \/>Okay, back to work.","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/36114.html?view=comments#comments","category":["rec","bandslash","heroes"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/35828.html","pubDate":"Tue, 11 Sep 2007 19:21:19 GMT","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/35828.html","description":"I feel like I'm missing a significant fannish cultural event in not reading <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"cesperanza\" lj:user=\"cesperanza\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/cesperanza.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/cesperanza.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>cesperanza<\/b><\/a><\/span> 's <a href=\"http:\/\/cesperanza.livejournal.com\/174095.html\" target=\"_blank\">Written By the Victors<\/a> immediately.  I love her work, and the world she's built looks amazing, but I'm just not in a very John\/Rodney (SGA) place right now.  Instead I'm just in a shallow place of wanting to watch Patrick <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mtv.com\/overdrive\/?id=1568782&amp;vid=174435\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">noodle on his guitar<\/a> while he grins adorably at Pete.<br \/><br \/>Ah, well.  It'll still be waiting for me once I'm ready to jump in and be absorbed.  And I'll get to follow it immediately by all the fanworks the story has inspired.","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/35828.html?view=comments#comments","category":["patrick","fob","sga"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/35553.html","pubDate":"Mon, 10 Sep 2007 19:44:52 GMT","title":"All alone","author":"marcolette","link":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/35553.html","description":"<span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"wynterwolf47\" lj:user=\"wynterwolf47\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/wynterwolf47.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=916.1\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/wynterwolf47.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>wynterwolf47<\/b><\/a><\/span>   is traveling today, so I'm a co-dependent with a co-.  It's very stressful.  She and I don't really have any fandoms significantly in common right now, but she's still my clone and we still spam each other all day long.  What am I going to dooooooooooooooooo without her?????<br \/><br \/>I went to the doctor this morning and she's referring me to a sleep clinic, where I'll probably have to do a sleep study.  She suspects sleep apnea.  I didn't tell her I'd already diagnosed myself on the interwebs, and thus approved of her medicine.  Anyway, I'm really looking forward to doing a sleep study, even though it'll be horrible.  Just the idea of going in and sleeping on purpose in front of people, and with things attached to you...it's kind of terrible and fascinating, and it's something I want to have experienced in my lifetime, so I'm actually excited about it.  Also, I might get a Darth Vader mask to sleep with, which is...actually a major hassle, but people say that getting sleep apnea treated changes your life, and that's what I'm hoping for.  I'd like to have energy again.  And sleep less than ten hours a day and actually FEEL like I've slept.<br \/><br \/>Here's a <a href=\"http:\/\/airgiodslv.livejournal.com\/324089.html\" target=\"_blank\">great little story<\/a> I ran across last night while wandering through del.icio.us looking for more bandslash.  I'm much less invested in Panic! at the Disco than I am other bands, but I've run out of stories in MCR and FOB, so I'm reading them.  It's a futuristic Spencer\/Jon AU, but it's worth a read even if it's not your fandom and\/or pairing.  It's a great commentary on the way classifying people into rigid categories of gay\/straight is unrealistically limiting, and it's entertaining at the same time.<br \/><br \/><blockquote><i>Spencer knows Ryan has been through this as well, or at least something like it. Ryan had been in a relationship with a woman until last year, steady and sincere and ready to commit, and then Brendon had waltzed in and turned his life upside down within a matter of days. Spencer doesn\u2019t know if Ryan would have been tagged pink if he hadn\u2019t met Brendon, although the government tells them the science of genetics doesn\u2019t lie, so he most likely would have. He doesn\u2019t know what Ryan would have done, but as it turned out it didn\u2019t matter, because Ryan got tagged and committed, and Brendon happily claims full responsibility for all of it.<\/i><\/blockquote><br \/>And now I should go try to make a dent in the huge list of emails that built up while I was on vacation.  Oh!  But I get a minion with a brain (hopefully) for a few weeks!  I need to train a new guy to be my counterpart in another part of the institution, and I plan to do it partly by giving him a lot of MY more tedious backlog to do.  Hands-on learning!  We both win!  His boss is in China for two weeks, so I should be allowed to bend him to my will, too, without interference.  Mwah hah hah hah!!!","comments":"https:\/\/marcolette.livejournal.com\/35553.html?view=comments#comments","category":["rec","bandslash"]}]}}