Entertaining in a Disturbing Way

I return, triumphant!

Not that I was posting regularly, but you don't think about how much you casually scroll, etc., until you're stuck without a working personal computer. :P

During the painfully horrible (month end close sucks) first week of January, I finally managed the right combination of things which finished off my hard drive. I couldn't boot into regular Windows. I could manage safe mode! So I started in on the task of buying a drive to back my data up. Which didn't work with the first drive I bought (it was slightly cheaper than some of the others, and was corrupted very quickly, apparently). So I bought a Seagate and pulled everything off. Again.

I knew it had to be the drive (well, guessed), because I couldn't get into the recovery environment, and it couldn't wipe and reinstall Windows.

So with my roommate's help, we flipped it upside-down and pulled out the old drive, cleaned the fan, swapped in new memory and... she also downloaded the restore utility - and then applied it.

So now I have a shiny new hard drive (with more space, after all, why not upgrade while I'm at it). And all of my files to add (music is all added back except for the variances between the one backup and the newer one).

But it does mean re-downloading all of my games. I'm not sure if I can just shove them back on the computer (I pulled all of them but the really stupid Pride and Prejudice one, oh, and fucking Time Gap, off the old computer). (also, who knows if all of the files are ok) Cross-posted from Dreamwidth. (comment wherever)

This is mostly just quick thoughts, but gets a bit long. Covers episodes 1-25ish, I think, with one or two not listened to.

The monthly range seems to vary in era and continuity, and while I listened to them generally in order, I don't think it's actually required (outside of a couple linked ones, like the Andy + Norton or Andy + Owen ones).
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I'm splitting these in two, so the Torchwood ones can faff about with themselves.

There's only one Companion Chronicle that I listed to, and it was
The Many Deaths of Jo Grant - while at the heart, this is a common SF trope, it still managed to be interesting, if only because of Jo's sheer perseverance in the face of adversity. I sometimes forget how very courageous and brave she is, and this one really encapsulates that. Not to mention her penchant for self-sacrifice. This one just made me love Jo more than I already did, which I was surprised by.

Diary of River Song, series 6 (Series 1-4 are smashing, 5 is the Masters one and also smashing) is a series with ties to four Classic Who episodes--some are closer than others, and except for one, all are prequels of a sort.
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I'll get the non MCF game out the way first:

Amaranthine Voyage: The Tree of Life. I love the design in this one--it's steampunk. However, they repurposed a spacey game for it, so the base is a crashed spaceship buried in the jungle, with a castle built on top of it! It's a ridiculous mash of periods, and I LOVE it. The game does suffer from bad acting from Real People (photo-realistic), and the one dude tends to just stand around with his bare feet looking confused. You can click to speed up the dialog without losing anything. The mythology backstory is mostly entertaining. Mostly, though, I drool at the buried spaceship.

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Have survived most of 2021.
Got my booster shot for Covid (yay)
Went down and visited family for the holidays (also yay).

Watched Queens of Mystery with my mother, and it was cute (and I want to bang Julie Graham, no lie).

Also have now re-watched all of season one of Leverage Redemption, and I still love it. (reading the comments on imdb/amazon, though, is hilarious. People, if you didn't see the clear Woke Bias in Leverage original flavor, you were fucking blind. And it's a bit disturbing how many people think Breanna calling out Nazis is racist...)

It's like when people go on about how in Their Day, Doctor Who wasn't Political at all. (uh-huh)

I have listened to a bunch of Torchwood audio, played some games, listened to some other audios... I'll post separately for those.

My life isn't particularly interesting. Cross-posted from Dreamwidth. (comment wherever)

Still working what feels like five peoples' jobs. October was just. I don't even know how to describe it, but I never felt like I had a moment to come up for air at all, and I didn't manage to do anything for Sparktober outside of that first week or so (which was mostly occasional comments in discord, and a watchalong).

Mom and I have two more Leverage Redemption episodes to go, and then we'll be through the season. Definitely enjoying the revival.

Not entirely through my fall down the Narnia rabbit hole (I've still got some of fanfiction.net to get through), but I've found that I am done with Susan Pevensie fic that list any of the following as a tag or description:
forgiveness
redemption
the problem of
solves the problem of
fixes the problem of
earns her way back into Narnia
remembers
etc.

basically. No. No, I do not give a fuck about the problem of Susan. I'm just fine with her being competent and practical, and do not need her to earn her ~rightful place and ~apologize for living in the real world.

It's not my fault I read National Service (well, the one with Susan, first) before I'd ever read any other Narnia fic and imprinted on the Susan in it.

Also, Susan/Caspian just doesn't work for me unless you're crossing the movie Susan with Samuel West's BBC Caspian. And then it's hot, and I'm all right with it (I just. Ben Barnes is not that interesting looking, ok. And West has this ridiculous hair.)

I'm sure I'll have more thoughts at another time.

On another hand, I watched Peppermint (yes, the Jennifer Garner gets revenge movie) and enjoyed the competence porn all over the place. Then I re-watched Ava. I also watched Mr. Right which is very entertaining (and if you liked Grosse Point Blank, you should watch it.) I basically then wanted a crossover of Mr. Right and Peppermint and Ava, with the latter two being like "...the fuck?" and the MR two being like ":):):):) Don't mind us, you're doing good things, sorry about the assassins on our tails. BYE."

I cannot fucking wait for The 355, btw. That will be a 90-minute smorgasboard of "yes, this, and more of this. Thanks." (I mean. Hopefully) Cross-posted from Dreamwidth. (comment wherever)

Probably set season 8ish for SG-1 and Redemption for Leverage:

Smiling, Parker clapped her hands and beamed around the room, including at their surprise guests. "Let's go steal a system lord."

"Did you just say that seriously?" Hardison did not look impressed as he traded a look with Eliot.

Obviously doing her best not to roll her eyes, Colonel Carter shifted in her chair, cleared her throat and said, her tone dry, "I'm not sure you understand the seriousness of the situation, Ms. Parker."

The smirk on Parker's face deepened, "Oh, I understand. I just trust my team to be better than anything they can throw at them."

"The goa'uld, Parker. This isn't some dimestore mall cop. This is Jaffa Warriors who will want to kill us." Again, Hardison was doing the objecting. While it warmed his heart that she trusted them, and thought they were equal to the task, these were evil aliens bent on ruling the galaxy. Those were much harder to fight against than corporate lackeys. Cross-posted from Dreamwidth. (comment wherever)

1. So, DragonCon. As we lost someone in my team at work there was 0 chance I could fly down or have any days off the week of month end close. This meant that I took the Thurs/Fri before off, packed and flew down to stay with my sister. Which, was awesome, because I don't get to see my sister that often. But also sucked, as I then worked Monday-Friday.

1A. Sis roped me into watching Stranger Things, through season two. I... I liked parts of it? I feel no one should be surprised that I came out a) shipping Jonathan/Nancy/Steve (and disappointed at the straightness, jesus), b) disinterested in the little kids, c) wanting to climb Hopper like a tree (even if I think he's kind of an asshole). I'm aware my taste can be a little sad at times. Otoh, can I just say that MARTINE AS A HOUSE WIFE took a lot to get used to (I mean, I didn't. I kept waiting for her to shoot someone). And Ryder was absolutely amazing (also, I really appreciated that the "there is Something Happening" is not dragged on for too long with people going "you're just hallucinating" for twenty episodes).

1B. Bad news, though, my nephew was home from school as he didn't feel good. Ended up testing positive for Covid on Wednesday. Both sis and I are vaxed, so I wasn't that worried, but she was, so she stayed away from me most of the week (sadly). I suppose I got a lot of work done. Neither I nor my sister have Covid.

2. DragonCon was entertaining, even with masks and not a lot of things I wanted to see/do. I spent Thursday working, then took an uber in and got our hotel room. Friday was all work (including a 8 am meeting taken in one of the long hotel corridors on the 3rd floor. Thank goodness for comfy chairs and everyone sleeping in.). I didn't see a lot, but I watched some stuff on DC TV, and had dinner with GreyCoupon one of the nights.

3. I did watch the first episode of Sense8 a while back. I liked it, and I will watch it -- I just need to carve a time out to bury myself in it.

4. I also re-watched the first Walden Narnia movie while with my sister, and, uh, then proceeded to fall down a Narnia fic-reading rabbit hole (I cannot count how many times I've re-read National Service, and it's hard to find stuff that matches that exact super-competent flavor that hits my id so deliciously---which is not to say I didn't find a lot). I find myself not wanting any of them to be domesticated. I blame Leverage. (now there's a crossover for you)

5. I did read some Stranger Things fic, but as I don't care about the pre-teens, nor for a lot of what I found so, I sort of gave up after a while (OT3 or not, I am sooo vanilla, ok. D/s is just not my thing, no matter who it is, and there's a few too many "Steve and Jonathan love each other more than they love Nancy, who's there to facilitate their screwing" framings for my taste; also, I might want to climb Hopper, but I do not want smut with him, ok.)

6. Mom and I have looped back around to season two of Leverage in our watching. It has been interesting, as I don't think I've re-watched this season quite as much as 1, 3 and 4? We have reached Tara, and I still love her so. Cross-posted from Dreamwidth. (comment wherever)

Not sure how long or spoilery this is. But yes! I've watched the first eight. Mom and I have been watching Leverage together every two weeks, so the season half got split. And now I've seen all eight, and I'm so so glad this show is back, even if the corporate/bad guy getting away with it stuff is still utterly depressing.
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So, Gunpowder Milkshake crossed my radar a month (two? three?) ago, and reading the cast list was like someone dangling a carrot in front of a giant-ass rabbit.

Lena Headey? Karen Gillan? Angela Bassett? Carla Gugino? Michelle Yeoh? ALL IN ONE MOVIE, and it ISN'T about women falling in love and learning to realize they're Beautiful Inside?

Is it my birthday?

(and not to mock movies about women in love and finding beauty and stuff, lbr, my thing for Carla Gugino happened during her stint as Nan in The Buccaneers, and so did my Mira Sorvino thing. And I suffered a Woody Allen movie for the latter, so, like. No stones here.)

It has been released on Netflix, and in some theaters. I'm still not leaving the house, so I watched it on Netflix. I sort of want to see it on the big screen, too.
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1. 100ships is now a thing. I am still working on my list of pairings (no duplicate people is making it more difficult, but I really should have more than 100 pairings, dammit. I've just forgotten some. Oooo, like Dee/Lee, thanks, icon)

2. Someone in my department is leaving this week. That means my workload has doubled. Awesome. Also, someone I've known for almost the entire time I've been here is leaving another department this week. SOBS. End of an era. She's had my back for almost a decade, how will I cope now? A different person is leaving, too.

3. (I wasn't joking when I said my inner life was writing fanfiction and reading internet arguments. It also includes watching tv?)

4. (eta) I was just reminded, and highly amused by the fact that in Burton's Alice in Wonderland film, Ronald Merrick is married to Sarah Layton. Cross-posted from Dreamwidth. (comment wherever)

This got longish, so cutting (also, like, spoilers for episodes that are a decade old?)
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I'm in season seven, fyi.

I said goodbye to Jonas. I watched Sam, Jonas, and Teal'c be THE WORST at sneaky. But also, Sam was really hot.

She was also really hot a lot of the rest of the time.

I really really hate and loathe Felger, and wish they'd never invented his smarmy ass. Ugh. He's so gross.

Fragile Balance just made me want more mini Asgard clones, particularly at the end where mini!Jack gets to the high school. There should have been, like, a group who were like, "Finally! You got here!" at him, with mini!Teal'c's smug look.

("Carter?" "Blame Thor, sir." "Or Loki." "Indeed." "Why am I here?" "You missed hair gel." "Right. Hey, Colonel." "I'm not a colonel, for cryin' out loud.")

The Tok'ra are decimated, at this point, they keep losing bases. And the Anubis vs System Lords constant back and forth is sort of hilarious to watch. He keeps recruiting them, then they keep betraying and attacking him.

And then, there I am, watching Daniel get captured in South America, and Jack has to go rescue him. And suddenly, Elias is giving Jack O'Neill a tour of the jungle and rescuing people. And all I can think is that this is prep for teaching high schoolers, and fits just fine. (meanwhile, Daniel is just like, "Oh. Torture. This is... new. *yawn*")

I'm trying to work out just how to do a POI/SG-1 crossover, that includes Elias being Burke, but sort of failing. The timing doesn't really work. But someone trying to kill Jack, Daniel, or Sam in NYC is feasible. Perhaps the NID is trying to remove a threat (does Finch know about the Stargate program?), and NYC is such a busy murder city.

On the shipping side:
1. Sam and Jack do these occasional... things, which make me go, "oh, right. That's why I shipped it."
2. Sam regretted never telling Daniel something, I'm good with it being Emotions.
3. The order of s6 is off - Paradise Lost should have come prior to the one where Ba'al tortures Jack, as PL is the one Sam has a break-down in, and felt a bit off with the timing. That said, Teal'c hugging her is excellent.
4. Teal'c and Daniel and their conversations. <3
5. Team orgies are still a thing. There was a lot of tying Daniel to things once he was back. Cross-posted from Dreamwidth. (comment wherever)

A new Garbage album dropped last month, and it's so so good. I think I've listened to it almost four times a day since I grabbed it. (Shirley is soooo angry!)

The deluxe version comes with some very delightful b-sides, too.

Fave tracks:
The Men Who Ruled The World
A Woman Destroyed
Flipping the Bird
Waiting for God
The Chemicals (b-side)
Godhead (it's incredibly catchy, and not work appropriate at all)
This City Will Kill You
The Creeps
Destroying Angels (b-side)
Starman (b-side, Bowie cover)

I mean, I like the rest, too. But are the ones I'm constantly bopping to. Cross-posted from Dreamwidth. (comment wherever)

1. I finally got around to listening to the second series of Big Finish's ATA Girl. It was all right? But I'm a little bit over the constant framing of Women's Stories as All About Rape and Sexual Assault (seriously, can I please please please have some media about women that isn't centered on Women as Abuse Victims In a System That hates them, and the Family/Society that Keep Them Down. Please). In addition, the series had far too many male characters. Men already have a massive glut of stories about their time during WW2. Can we fucking stop talking about them. Please.

I'm also very over people talking enthusiastically about how they were able to show vulnerability in x female character, which is totally new and different and AWESOME. The interviews with ATA Girl, had every.single.woman state that as though it's a fucking selling point. NO IT ISN'T. Women are CONSTANTLY VULNERABLE in media, ffs.

2. Aside from that, my mother and I are re-watching Leverage together, and I had some thoughts (I know, a decade late) about Sophie and her acting and, just, character arc stuff from season one. ( Read more...Collapse )

3. Netflix is streaming Stargate: SG-1 again, so I've been randomly re-watching stuff. I hit up some s5 and 4, then went back to 3, and then to 1, and now I'm near the end of 2. I have skipped any episode I don't have interest in (which is... a lot). And Daniel's floppy hair is distracting (as are Janet's hair changes!) I've been enjoying it, though. And I'd forgotten how FROWNY FACE Teal'c is for most of season 1, and some of 2. I wonder if they asked him to soften for the later seasons, or if he just softened on his own.

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1. We are all still working from home (earliest back in office is end of June). Work is not making vaccination mandatory. FFS.

2. Get my second jab on Saturday (we are a Pfizer apartment, and I'm the last to get the second jab).

3. Mom and I have been re-watching Leverage together. I don't recall why, but we started in s4 and are almost to the end. Time to re-start!

4. Speaking of Leverage, the trailer for the new Leverage series dropped and looks pretty good. Still worried that Wyle's character will be the focus the way Nate was. Do not want.

5. Been re-watching MASH, too. Season ten is full of really depressing things (there are funny bits, but there's a lot of serious stuff, too). But, man, Margaret is still so hot. Cross-posted from Dreamwidth. (comment wherever)

I finally caught up on these (I plowed through them in a couple of days), and I'm far behind the curve, I'm sure, but I have some thoughts.
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- I set the toaster oven on fire last night with bacon. Tsk, me. It seems to have survived, though. Also, it's covered in baking soda. This did however show us that the smoke alarm wasn't working (oops).

- Still re-watching Blake's 7. I am stuck right before Terminal, as I know I have to plow through everything up to Traitor, otherwise, I'll watch Power and just start ranting and lose steam. Ugh. Ben Steed is the fucking worst, and that's said with full knowledge of Allan Prior and Robert Holmes' inability to give women lines that aren't, "But Doctor, explain everything to me?"

- Have also been re-watching Midsomer Murders during work (it's excellent background), and there are some of the episode writers who are almost Ben Steed level of asshole with their treatment of women (if the episode ends with Tom Barnaby thinking a woman getting beaten to death is awesome, the author is an asshole). OTOH, there's also episodes with really good authors (Talent for Life is fun). As always, it's been fun spotting people multiple times. Samantha Bond, especially (yes I would).

- Otherwise, Dragoncon did not happen (obvious), but they had a Virtual Masquerade on Friday (didn't watch) and Sunday night. And Sunday night, we did watch and it was... y'know, the DC Masquerade, with Eddie & Tony chattering away (they're fun), and it went over like an hour (DUH, of course it did). AND THEN. DC tradition is Duck Dodgers while the judges do their thing, y'know? So of course they can't SHOW it. Because copyright is expensive. BUT BUT they did THEIR OWN VERSION. I may have sniffled.

- And work is still work. Cross-posted from Dreamwidth. (comment wherever)

Which isn't very inspiring. Eh.

I live! It's been a long February. I'm not looking forward to March unless it brings warm air to melt the stupid ice.

BSG News: Trucco posted this BSG cast reuniony thing: https://www.instagram.com/tv/B8rpIGlnR9I/?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet

(OMG MY brain. THOSE STUPID DORKS I LOVE THEM) (I am probably also way late to the party but augh0

Halfamoon is over. I wrote a post about my favorite games and managed to write nothing. I had some plans and failed at them.

There is this now: Friends will be friends - a multifandom friendship fic (and art) fest, v8.0 https://ruuger.dreamwidth.org/1070567.html (I suckered myself into writing some Benny, Seven & Ace over there, don't know why. My brain is tired?)

And I posted my River Song-centric ficlets on AO3. https://archiveofourown.org/works/22747246

My toes are cold. To the bed-mobile and blanket-cave.

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1. Someone scheduled a 6:30 am meeting tomorrow morning. I assume it was to accommodate the Bratislava team-members joining. But ffs, people. I am not awake that early. Or at least not functional.

2. This month end has just been... the worst.

3. Have a River + Thirteen ficlet that I posted to tumblr. No spoilers, mostly an excuse for Anne of Green Gables jokes.
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4. I also finally polished the Twelve + Queenie Glasscock fic I had floating around in my brain. It's posted on AO3. Vague s10 spoilers? Lighter and More Distant Than a Snow Fall - requires having listened to Big Finish's The Magic Mousetrap.

5. I recced a bunch of my silly games on halfamoon: https://halfamoon.dreamwidth.org/346728.html

6. Speaking of which, Halfamoon is happening! Prompt Table and I keep trying to write something (I have almost finished a Clara + Me + Thirteen bit which is spoilery for this season of DW).

7. I keep listening to random bits of Bekdel Test, and just. Missy calls her Rivs at least once, it is ridiculous.

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