{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit","title":"Li-Chi's Journal, under a lychee's peel.","subtitle":"Inside the life and mind of a (semi) little china girl.","author":{"name":"Li-Chi Young"},"link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"service.feed","type":"application\/x.atom+xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom","title":"Li-Chi's Journal, under a lychee's peel."}}],"updated":"2010-10-08T18:52:59Z","entry":[{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:120211","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/120211.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=120211"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2010-10-08T11:40:00","published":"2010-10-08T18:40:52Z","updated":"2010-10-08T18:52:59Z","content":"I think today stands as a really great example of what kind of person I am.<br \/><br \/>Faintly remember I had a dream about Utena\/Juri yuri (non-smutty, but shoujo-ai isn't a real word) ; glad I started rewatching Utena previous night.<br \/><br \/>I woke up this morning slightly before my alarm clock (very typical for me); lie in bed failing to sleep more but oh so wanting to.  Alarm starts buzzing (I could set it to music or to 'nature sounds' but the latter is too relaxing and both are not nearly as annoying as the buzzing), I hit the snooze button once every 10 minutes for about half an  hour.  Clock reads 7:30, which  means it's 7:20 since my alarm clock is 10 minutes fast; in the morning I'm not aware enough to remember this.<br \/><br \/>I have a headache; I rub tiger balm on my face, start feeling better within 15 minutes, over which I pull my laptop out from under my bed and check my e-mail and RPs.  I then go to do hygene things, followed by cereal, because damn it it's morning and I don't want to cook in the morning and this is way faster.  I double check that my bag has all its necessities (Japanese homework I did, textbooks, laptop, USB keyboard (because my laptop keyboard is trashed right now), wacom tablet, copic markers, light board traced line art that I'd made the other day, bottle of water, more tiger balm, DS, PSP).<br \/><br \/>I catch the bus, go to the BART station, and realize the cute asian girl sitting behind me has a Petit Charat laptop bag and is playing the Hatsune Miku PSP game (I was coloring pin-up art of Subaru Nakajima I drew, and would have been playing P3P except I hate the Sleeping Table).  I work up the nerve to distract her between songs and ask her about the game; shared that she has Petit Charat bag, I have DiGi Charat pins on my bag, comment that you don't meet someone everyday who has such things and plays video games on BART; she's not that talkative though (not that I fault her).  Didn't hit it off, but oh well, miss every shot you don't take (first time I've met someone new I was attracted to since the summer, though).<br \/><br \/>So the train comes to last stop, at which point I realized I got on the wrong train, and am now in Richmond rather than San Francisco.  The cute girl meets up with some guy who she gives is a quick kiss.  I'm so single, FML ;D &lt;3 --_-- Proceed to imagine how shoujo manga-y it would be to meet a would be girlfriend by getting on the wrong train and losing track of time by talking to her about immediately apparent common interests.<br \/><br \/>I give up on making it to class (won't make it in time) and pick up a train going the other way.  I get to El Cerrito Plaza; was planniing to come here after classes to meet Isabel and make liqueurs for Yaoi Con; it is 11 AM; Isabel will not be happy if I disturb her before noon.  I sit down outside the StarBucks (not buying anything, mind you) and pull out my laptop to e-mail my professor in Japanese about how I got the wrong train accidentally and I'm sorry I won't make it in time to get to class and my homework is attached, I hope you will accept it etc etc, then color my art some more before going into the Gamestop.<br \/><br \/>I consider buying Fallout 3 for my 360, but decide against in favor of Disgaea Infinite and the recent Professor Layton game (both of which I only buy rather than pirate because I want to support their developers and see further releases(I do pirate most of my DS and PSP games though) ).  Console myself over not buying Fallout 3 over the knowledge that I hate Bethesda and I still have Mass Effect 2.  Reading the back of Disagea Infinite, I consider that I really should continue reading the Kanon VN so I can start the Clannad VN (no, one is not a requirement for the other but I want to read Kanon because it came first).<br \/><br \/>The only thing about my day that has been uncharacteristic of me was catching the wrong train and I'm updating my LJ at all; <i>though my rambling, tl;drness is incredibly like me<br \/><br \/><\/i>I&nbsp;think the only thing my day has not included about me is my exercise, my creative writing, and my love of listening to and playiing music<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>tl;dr lol at the writers of my shoujo manga-y life<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>For the sake of stimulating discussion (though at the risk of sounding like an lj-meme), what does your morning routine say about you?"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:119995","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/119995.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=119995"}}],"title":"Waaugh so ronery","published":"2010-06-17T23:34:48Z","updated":"2010-06-17T23:34:48Z","content":"There's this reaaaally cute Japanese like... j-punk goth dressing girl in my Edo Culture class, and we've been getting friendly talking about Otome games. &nbsp;I was hoping maaaaybe she might be one of those bisexual or gay yaoi fangirls.&nbsp; Waaaugh I saw her computer's desktop today; there was a photo of a guy. &nbsp;I&nbsp;asked her about it and... as I guessed, it's her boyfriend~ ._.<br \/><br \/>I haven't been attracted to someone in so long too. lol Oh well~"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:119626","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/119626.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=119626"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2010-05-31T09:10:00","published":"2010-05-31T14:10:09Z","updated":"2010-05-31T14:10:09Z","content":"Well, I'm coming back to the Bay Area this evening. &nbsp;Wedding was, but <strong>augh spending so much time with so many people I&nbsp;don't really like.<\/strong><strong> &nbsp;<\/strong>Weddings.&nbsp; At least I <strike>can get out of the state before anyone finds the bodies<\/strike> got through the week without killing any one.&nbsp; My favorite thing about New Orleans is, no surprise, the jazz clubs. &nbsp;God, Preservation&nbsp;Hall is so cool.<br \/><br \/>It's this run down, almost literal hole where the slate rock is falling off the concrete walls, the benches are uncomfortable, there's mostly crowded standing room only, and there's no bar, restroom or air conditioning, and <strong>yet <\/strong>the line to get in goes down the block. &nbsp;That's how good the music is.<br \/><br \/><strong><span style=\"font-size: medium;\">Hey guys if I ran a 4th edition D&amp;D&nbsp;game online with an online client like... maptools or gametable, would you participate? &nbsp;I could get you PDFs and help you build characters, and would help you learn the system if you don't know it~ It's a fairly intuitive edition~<\/span><\/strong>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:119364","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/119364.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=119364"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2010-05-25T17:46:00","published":"2010-05-26T00:46:27Z","updated":"2010-05-26T05:50:37Z","content":"Well I'm better than yesterday by some degree. &nbsp;More irritable and less depressed.&nbsp; My mother needs to stop mentioning things I'm having problems with to other people. &nbsp;Especially my sister. &nbsp;She's so damn judgmental.<br \/><br \/>EKG&nbsp;says my heart's fine, with the exception of just plain beating fast, but that was probably just from all this anxiety.&nbsp; I'm having some lab work done, but it seems probable I have some tiny tears in my pectoral from one of my coughing fits.<br \/><br \/>As much as most of me wants to go on this trip, some part of me would have been vaguely relieved if my doctor told me not to take this flight."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:119046","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/119046.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=119046"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2010-05-24T16:41:00","published":"2010-05-24T23:41:40Z","updated":"2010-05-24T23:41:40Z","content":"I think it's just a bit of a muscle pull, I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow about some very minor chest pains I've been having for about a week now.&nbsp; Even so, I'm incredibly anxious about the whole thing.<br \/><br \/>It scares me.<br \/><br \/>That anxiety and fear is kind of doing a crazy number on my emotional state. &nbsp;I haven't feel so insecure and depressed in a long while...<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>In other news, my mother and I have a flight Wednesday morning to New Orleans for my sister's wedding.&nbsp; It'll be a busy trip, but I hope I'll be able to make it a jazz club or two."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:118602","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/118602.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=118602"}}],"title":"Li-Chi is being silly and there's absolutely no need to read this.","published":"2010-02-13T17:17:56Z","updated":"2010-02-13T17:17:56Z","content":"Dear youknowwhoyouare,<br \/><br \/>You are truly the love of my life.&nbsp;Never have I met nor will I ever meet someone who&nbsp;I love as much as you.&nbsp; You're witty, intelligent, attractive, share all of my hobbies, have spectacular taste in music... Sure, you blather on a lot since you're incredibly self absorbed, but circumstances equate to that being forever in my benefit.&nbsp; No one could ever be as understanding of me as you are.&nbsp; I truly am glad that you are so supportive of me and that you will never leave me.<br \/><br \/>You really have no idea how grateful I am that you were not someone else.&nbsp; Oh, sure, you have flaws, and I won't lie, there are things I would change about you if I could, but it doesn't matter that much.&nbsp; Just as you've accepted my short comings, I've accepted yours.<br \/><br \/>I look forward to the life we will lead together forever, though maybe not so much the growing old part.&nbsp; I'll deal with it, but I'd really much rather have eternal youth, I think.<br \/><br \/>So chin up, and have a happy Valentines Day tomorrow, Li-Chi&nbsp;Maerylyn Young.<br \/><br \/>Love, Li-Chi Maerylyn Young"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:118293","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/118293.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=118293"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2010-02-04T13:50:00","published":"2010-02-04T21:50:38Z","updated":"2010-02-04T21:50:38Z","content":"On a less directly depressing note, I&nbsp;find it amusing that nearly all cultures of the world and in history, many entirely on their own, found some way of producing alcohol. &nbsp;Vodka from potatoes, rum as a part of sugar production, whiskey from rye, sake from rice, wine from grapes, beer from barley...<br \/><br \/>I propose that it is an interesting statement on the human condition that essentially all the people of the worlds, by hell or high water, have developed alcohol, out of some kind of need or desire.<br \/><br \/>...&nbsp;I need to edit this entry for voice and post it to SRWUG as Alex."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:118219","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/118219.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=118219"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2010-02-04T13:28:00","published":"2010-02-04T21:28:41Z","updated":"2010-02-04T21:28:41Z","content":"San Francisco Chronicle front page today?<br \/><br \/>City College of San Francisco cancels summer classes due to budget cuts.<br \/><br \/>Sad.<br \/><br \/><br \/>To get on a bit of a soapbox, budget cuts are at least partially because people who lose homes don't pay property taxes and a general lack of employment.<br \/><br \/>We're in a depression.  Has anyone remembered <b>how<\/b> we got out?  Public work projects were a large part of it.  Whether or not the budget is <b>bleeding<\/b> all over the place, jobs <b>have<\/b> to be made or we're probably just going to spiral down.<br \/><br \/>Ugh.<br \/><br \/>The budget cuts have kind of sort of eliminated 'electives' for the Japanese department.&nbsp; In general, 6 units of electives are being offered a semester.&nbsp; I couldn't get into the other elective this time because it required JAPN 309, which I'm taking right now.&nbsp; So I had to take Business Japanese. &nbsp;Next semester I will have pretty much all possible pre-reqs, and I will have to take whatever 6 units of electives being offered to graduate.&nbsp; Budget cuts have negated my electives; I don't have them.&nbsp;&nbsp;I have whatever non-essential, specialized courses were offered at the time.<br \/><br \/>I'm also still trying to add classes, but it's really hard. &nbsp;With less classes due to budget cuts it's not as easy to add is it once was.<br \/><br \/>If the budget cuts result in only one Japanese elective being offered next semester that means I won't be able to graduate at the end of the Fall semester. &nbsp;I don't know just yet how that'll impact my ability to apply for the JET&nbsp;Program. &nbsp;I should look up the date of Spring 2011 graduation and compare it to the deadline for having your BA for applying to JET&nbsp;this year, but I haven't yet.<br \/><br \/>Of classes I want to add, I <strong>really<\/strong> want to add world of tea. &nbsp;We'll be learning tea ceremony!&nbsp; <strong>Tea ceremony...!<\/strong> &nbsp;I would love to learn tea ceremony, but I&nbsp;don't know if I'll be able to add the course, because there are tons of people ahead of me who are just taking for the requirement. &nbsp;It sucks; not only do I want the requirement but I really really want to take <strong>this one<\/strong> as opposed to whatever course they offer next semester.<br \/><br \/>And I am getting so sick of the Business Japanese textbook being sold out at Kinokuniya; I'm getting a classmate to let me photocopy pages from the book.\ufeff<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:117857","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/117857.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=117857"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2010-02-02T13:05:00","published":"2010-02-02T21:05:47Z","updated":"2010-02-02T21:05:47Z","content":"You know, studying history, I have to wonder what it is psychologically that allowed so many people in history to, upon 'discovering' another country met life there that was quite clearly humans, even if they had different features, languages, ways of life and skin colors, and so easily dehumanize them.<br \/><br \/>Is it just Darwinism?  That it came out because it's advantageous to ally yourself with your group and exploit others?<br \/><br \/>I'm not sure, I but I wonder if it might be.<br \/><br \/>More importantly, I'm curious, what do you think?"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:117536","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/117536.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=117536"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2010-01-25T11:53:00","published":"2010-01-25T19:53:02Z","updated":"2010-01-25T19:53:02Z","content":"Oh my god, you guys, my Advanced Japanese teacher's power point presentation for the class orientation had an motivational poster of <b>Courage Wolf<\/b> in it."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:117267","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/117267.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=117267"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2010-01-25T11:03:00","published":"2010-01-25T19:03:53Z","updated":"2010-01-25T19:03:53Z","content":"Well, I'm sitting in class right now, waiting for the teacher to show up.  I might complain more, but I know so many people have already started classes.  I'm amused that one of my classes doesn't a teacher listed for it.  I'm just waiting to find out that no one was ever assigned to teach it or something.  I have astounding faith in the educational system, don't I?<br \/><br \/>I hope I can get into the class World of Tea tomorrow, but that's a big gamble. lol I wish they offered more electives; we basically have to take whatever they offer any given semester if we want to try graduating any time soon. If only they were offering introduction to translation.<br \/><br \/>Right now my schedule is only Mondays, Wednesdays, Fridays, but World of Tea is on Tuesday; I'm still looking to add a class... there'll be <b>something<\/b> more on there.<br \/><br \/>I think today was the first time I had been up as early as I was in basically a month.  It fills me with <s>caring<\/s> apathy."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:117163","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/117163.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=117163"}}],"title":"KANJI VICTORY, FUCK YEAH","published":"2010-01-03T05:58:22Z","updated":"2010-01-03T05:58:22Z","content":"I got my grades back on intensive study of kanji!  I passed!  I never have to take that class again!  I can study kanji on my own terms~!<br \/><br \/>I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW<br \/>I WOULD SAY 'YOU HAVE NO IDEA' BUT SOME OF YOU MIGHT"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:116990","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/116990.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=116990"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2009-12-27T21:14:00","published":"2009-12-28T05:14:22Z","updated":"2009-12-28T05:14:22Z","content":"There's something about the music of bell towers that strikes me as very romantic.  I'm not sure just what it is, somehow there's something about it that resonates with me.  I find it has a sort of lonely, haunting beauty, and I wonder if anyone hears quite what I do.  I know I'm not the only one listening, but I want to feel like there's someone else who enjoys it.  Someone else to enjoy it with.<br \/><br \/>Haah, I'm so single... It's so hard to be interested in someone new when, somewhere inside, I seem to feel that they have to stand up to the loves I've idealized so in the past.<br \/><br \/>To those who think it's nice to have never had an ugly break up, it is, but there is a drawback to always amiably parting: you don't hate them."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:116716","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/116716.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=116716"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2009-12-25T10:06:00","published":"2009-12-25T18:06:48Z","updated":"2009-12-25T18:06:48Z","content":"Happy Holidays, everyone~!  Finals were over last Monday and since then I've pretty much been spending almost all my time playing the Devil Summoner: Raidou Kuzunoha vs ____ series.  Great games, though not without some flaws.<br \/><br \/>I'm havin' a Merry Christmas and will be back to checkin' LJ again what with finals not looming over me.  With any luck I passed kanji and will never have to take it from that awful teacher again.<br \/><br \/>I also wanted to throw a special thank you out to Greer for getting me involved in Yuletide.  It was a lot of fun and I definitely want to do it next year.  I liked what I got, and it was very fun to write for (even if I wasn't entirely satisfied with what I wrote), but that's okay since, actually, my recipient seemed thrilled with it. &lt;3  I think reading the comment they left was the most rewarding part of the experience.  I checked their personal LJ again this morning even. lol  They really do seem quite thrilled with it. ^^"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:116387","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/116387.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=116387"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2009-11-27T19:04:00","published":"2009-11-28T03:04:42Z","updated":"2009-11-28T03:04:42Z","content":"<s>It's time to give Persona 3 and 4 another tongue bath<\/s>  I hate a lot of RPG design ethic in the last ... I'm gonna generalize to fifteen years.  That's about when FFVI came out.<br \/><br \/>A lot of JRPGs in general, but Square is especially guilty of reinventing the wheel.  They make a game, it has a system, and when the game is over, that system is thrown out the window so that the next game can operate nigh independently of the old system.  It's like brain washing yourself before doing your next project to make sure you can't benefit from any of your prior experience.<br \/><br \/>I think what I really hate though is that because of this I doubt FFXIII (not that I own a next gen system) will probably not have the Gambit System, which is a shame, because even though I hated the Gambit System, I hated it due to it's poor execution.  It had a lot of potential, they just didn't meet it.<br \/><br \/>But why is it that game designers won't do more often what Square did during the old FFs, where the game mechanics were largely similar, or <s>insert tongue bath here<\/s> what MegaTen did with Persona 3 and 4?  Or what Nippon-Ichi does with Disgaea?  All those examples took the system from the existing game, a solid base that worked, then <b>improved upon it,<\/b> creating a game that was better designed.  This is the world of console gaming here; the games don't get radical patches to the mechanics.  The only time concrit from the playerbase can be incorporated is in a sequel.<br \/><br \/>Ah whatever..."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:116007","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/116007.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=116007"}}],"title":"Why Persona 3 and 4 ruined my Harvest Moon marriage","published":"2009-11-26T01:01:59Z","updated":"2009-11-26T01:01:59Z","content":"I used to love the Harvest Moon games, but I just can't get behind it any more.  I don't know why.  Maybe it's I have better taste in games now or something, I don't know, it's just... the farming feels mindless any more, like I could replace it with a trained chimp.  In the past few years since Harvest Moon has lost its magic, I want my games to require more thought, or be more demanding on my timing; some sense of challenge works well too, though that's a slippery slope since most games don't have a decent concept of scalable difficulty.  A good story is nice too, but a good game doesn't exactly need one either.<br \/><br \/>One of my favorite things to do with the Harvest Moon games though was to name my farmer Kaji, and name my farm Melons, then get all the farming out of the way to go run around and woo the women, often with special focus on the local drunk, but as the title says, Persona 3 and 4 have ruined my Harvest Moon marriages.<br \/><br \/>All the Harvest Moon love interests do is wander around, forcing you to go seek them out and talk them and give them gifts, hearing them blather the same phrases over and over again, with a handful of little events (like 5) marking points milestones in the relationship, and the milestones, cute and entertaining as before, are so thinly spread it's like finding a rare dixie cup of water in the vast desert.<br \/><br \/>By comparison, all your social links in Persona 4 have more content and take less time to complete.  Also rather than making up the stupid &quot;I like swords\/Welcome to Corneria&quot; dialogue, it just admits that you and soandso spent time together, leaving it up to your imagination.  Not to mention that the characters are more interesting in the first place.<br \/><br \/>So that's it I guess.  I just can't get behind Harvest Moon any more.  Objectively speaking the  latest one is really good if you like the HM games still.  It's just that <strong>I'm<\/strong> not having fun with it."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:115871","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/115871.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=115871"}}],"title":"Oh, yeah, I'm not dead.","published":"2008-08-31T03:38:49Z","updated":"2008-08-31T03:38:49Z","content":"And I'm checking LJ again.<br \/><br \/><br \/>School started; SFSU. &nbsp;I have to be in San Francisco every week day.&nbsp; I like the campus a lot, and the commute isn't so bad, but regarding commutes...<br \/><br \/>...&nbsp;I don't think I've ever seen so many souless seeming people. &nbsp;A lot of commuters look miserable or empty, and alone.<br \/><br \/>Over the summer, too, I might've gone a long time without a lot of human contact, and I think I&nbsp;could go a good while not seeing to or talking to anyone, but just one day of being surrounded by lots of people and yet not having a real conversation witha&nbsp; single one of them... was sorta lonely seeming.&nbsp; I'm so glad I met with Trisha the next day. &nbsp;having a friend there is nice.<br \/><br \/>I'm also starting to get to know people in my classes. &nbsp;Admittedly, most of them are people who I think are gyrating towards me because I know the answers in class and they didn't.&nbsp; I guess Persona 3 is right: giving the right answer <em>does<\/em> raise your charm. &nbsp;Just among people I&nbsp;might not consider entirely competent.<br \/><br \/>My weekend has been pretty good for free time, thank goodness, but during the school week I seriously spent perhaps around 80% of my waking hours studying, and yet, in some Franziska von Karma like workaholic manner (I swear RPing her has increased my discipline),&nbsp;I've been enjoying all the studying I'm doing. &nbsp;I guess that's a sign that majoring in&nbsp;Japanese was a good idea.<br \/><br \/>... jeez I am such a weeaboo.<br \/>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:115156","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/115156.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=115156"}}],"title":"My precious thing broke.","published":"2008-04-06T02:11:32Z","updated":"2008-04-06T02:43:47Z","content":"Just now, as I was taking it out of my hair, my precious thing broke... my blue butterfly hair clip that she gave me.&nbsp; One of the wings just... snapped off.&nbsp; I have it sitting on my night stand... glued together... hoping the glue will set...&nbsp; I don't know if I'll really be able to wear it any more.<br \/><br \/>Maybe I shouldn't have worn it almost every day, but I enjoyed feeling it there.&nbsp; I suppose it will become more of a special occasion item now, if I can still wear it...?<br \/><br \/>Mrrew... ._."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:114738","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/114738.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=114738"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2008-04-04T18:17:00","published":"2008-04-05T03:49:10Z","updated":"2008-04-05T03:49:10Z","content":"I think radio shows were really cool.&nbsp; Sometimes I want to have some entertainment while I'm doing something, say, chores, and I want something that tells a story, and thusly not all music does that.&nbsp; Old radio shows are great to put on in the background while you sew or do laundry or clean the house, because all they require is that you listen.<br \/><br \/>Yeah, I can multitask, but for the most part that's limited to typing something unrelated to watching some anime or something like that (actually, I can listen to one thing, watch a different thing, and type something else entirely, but that's about my limit, and I don't particularly like doing it; it really tires me out after a few hours).&nbsp; Point in case, I need my eyes when I do a lot of things (like cleaning) and putting some anime on in the background just distracts me, but radio shows are <i>perfect<\/i>.&nbsp; I can be entertained while doing less engaging but more pressing matters.<br \/><br \/><br \/>As for chess, my chess game is improving, but I've noticed that the strongest part of my game is the opening, and that I can handle open games very well, but queen pawn openings and the Sicilian Defense throw me for a bit of a loop.&nbsp; I need to work more studying and playing other kinds of openings, and also work on other parts of the game more than the middle.<br \/><br \/>Progress has been made, thoughI still feel like an amateur.&nbsp; <br \/><br \/>Don't you think for a moment, though, that I'm being down on myself.&nbsp; I'm very happy lately~"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:114636","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/114636.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=114636"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2008-04-01T23:01:00","published":"2008-04-02T06:08:08Z","updated":"2008-04-02T06:08:08Z","content":"So I have to take this health class as a transfer requirement, and it's the same crap again and again that we've already gotten about practice safe sex, don't do drugs, eat proper, exercise, stuff that for the most part seems like common sense ...<br \/><br \/>... but studying for this class, I have learned a lot I didn't know about the effects of alcohol.&nbsp; And, well...<br \/><br \/>... let me begin with saying this.&nbsp; I've smoked a little bit socially before.&nbsp; Not too often, not too many, but I didn't really understand why I did it, and I knew it was bad for me, so I stopped.<br \/><br \/>And now I've kind of come to that point for alcohol.&nbsp; I've finally decided that even though I like drinking, I don't need to do it, it's not good for me, I just don't feel like I want to any more.<br \/><br \/>That said, I understand people wanting to have a few good drinks, so I don't really want all my alcohol to go to waste.&nbsp; So I guess I'm giving it up to whoever wants it.&nbsp; I'm going to put a list of my bottles of liquor behind a cut, and if you live close enough to me that I can like see you in person and bring you a bottle, let's get together sometime and you can claim your free alcohol.<br \/><br \/><font size=\"5\">Happy April Fools Day.&nbsp; I still love a good occasional drink.<br \/><\/font>&lt;\/div&gt;"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:114409","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/114409.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=114409"}}],"title":"Save the best for last~?","published":"2008-03-31T02:50:34Z","updated":"2008-03-31T02:50:34Z","content":"<font size=\"2\">My break hadn't really gone how I'd planned it. I mean, on Tuesday I got sick and that stuck with me through Friday, so I was staying in bed being a good little girl in order to ensure my swiftest recovery, except for the portion of Friday I had to help my mother out on errands, which turned into a major bout of mama drama, but that's not what I wanna talk about~~<\/font> <p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\"><br \/> <\/p> <p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\"><font size=\"2\">I had a great day today; it would've easily been the best day of my break if I <\/font><font size=\"2\"><i>didn't<\/i><\/font><font size=\"2\"> get sick.  We saw Shutter together, and , well, I have to say, I tend not to see horror movies not because I dislike being scared, but because more than most bad movies, I don't want to watch bad horror movies (unless they're really funny).  Shutter was a spectacular horror movie though.  We really enjoyed it~ &lt;3  I have to go recommend you see it~ -^~-<\/font><\/p> <p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\"><br \/> <\/p> <p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\">Oh, and today I was finally taught how to braid hair.&nbsp; ^^; It's so simple i feel sort of foolish~<br \/><\/p>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:113634","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/113634.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=113634"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2008-03-15T15:56:00","published":"2008-03-15T22:58:39Z","updated":"2008-03-15T22:58:39Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"mama_drama"}},"content":"I think I've finally managed to put into concrete terms why I get annoyed or distant with my mother at times: because I don't want to deal with her when she's going to harass me.<br \/>&lt;\/div&gt;"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:113190","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/113190.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=113190"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2008-03-14T20:46:00","published":"2008-03-15T06:49:45Z","updated":"2008-03-15T07:12:50Z","content":"<i>She bought me flowers~! &lt;3&nbsp; <\/i>::giggle::&nbsp; I don't think anyone has ever bought me flowers before~ -^^-&nbsp; When she gave them to me I'm <i>still<\/i> downright <i>elated<\/i> &lt;3 -^^-&nbsp; Liiiiike... when I opened my eyes, an already wonderful day <i>blossomed<\/i> before me. &lt;3&nbsp; I felt light and giddy and.... ::dreamy sigh:: --^^--<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Allow me to be a <i>nerd<\/i> here.&nbsp; I've been practicing my chess.&nbsp; I'm getting better.&nbsp; I won't say I'm good, but I don't think I'm especially bad any more.&nbsp; My father and I have set up a little table in the hall outside of our rooms, and whenever we pass it, we make a move and write down on the white board what we did.&nbsp; Thusly, there's <i>all the time in the world to think<\/i>.&nbsp; So it's not great at making me think faster, but it's good at developing tactics and strategy, and honestly, I'll focus on faster after I have it down at all.&nbsp; Learn how to do something well before learning how to do something fast, right?<br \/><br \/>Well, I think the game is going pretty well.&nbsp; I presently control the center as black, while white is cramped.&nbsp; Let me say this right now: chess brings out the worst in me, I think.&nbsp; When I play chess, I believe I begin to think in the same sort of way Yagami Light does: vicious plotting.&nbsp; I've downright capitalized on one mistake my father made during the opening.<br \/><br \/>Here's the moves we've gone through thus far<br \/><br \/>1) e4 e5 (open game)<br \/>2) Nc3 Nf6 (Vienna game)<br \/>3) Bc4 (I don't understand this move) Nxe4 (potential for Frankenstein - Dracula variation?)<br \/>4) Bxf7+ (I don't understand this move either) Kxf7<br \/>5) Nxe4 d4<br \/>6) Qf3+ Ke8<br \/>7) Ng3 Nc3<br \/>8) Ne2 g6<br \/>9( d3 Bc4<br \/>10) Nc3 Be6<br \/>11) Kg1 Rf8<br \/>13) Qe2 b6<br \/>14) a3 a5<br \/><br \/>And that leaves us where we are.&nbsp; I don't really understand 3) Bc4 unless you're going to move into Frankenstein-Dracula, which didn't happen.&nbsp; What are the potential adventages of 3) Bc4 in the first place, let alone Bf7 without anything to support it?&nbsp; Sure, he avoided 4) ... d5 to fork the bishop and the knight, but I still took the center of the board, and have managed to maintain that fairly well, having a good deal of open space while cramping his, <i>I think.<\/i>&lt;\/div&gt;"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:112958","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/112958.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=112958"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2008-03-13T09:39:00","published":"2008-03-13T16:53:02Z","updated":"2008-03-13T16:53:02Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"mama_drama"}},"content":"I know some people who can <i>really<\/i> talk an ear off, like, \"shut up up already\" or who won't ever let you get into the conversation, but no one is really worse at this than my mother.&nbsp; She <i>rants and rants and rants<\/i>, and she wonders why people don't want to talk with her sometimes.&nbsp; It's because she doesn't let them talk, and because she spends most of her time complaining.&nbsp; Keeping in mind that she talked my ear off last night, and I was kind of annoyed with her for it, when she contacted me via the intercom this morning, I reached for a stopwatch and a pencil and paper on my night stand.<br \/><br \/>According to the clock on my night stand, the conversation began at 9:16 AM.&nbsp; The conversation went until 9:29 AM, a total of 23 minutes.&nbsp; Using the stop watch, I kept track of the amount of time I vocalized anything in the conversation, which was 2 minutes and 13.76 seconds, or roughly 10% of the conversation.<br \/><br \/>Keep in mind, I try to say things, and she interrupts me and keeps ranting, and if I call her on it, it turns into an argument.<br \/><br \/>Also, though I do get chances to talk, but she doesn't really talk about things I have any interest in.&nbsp; It is mostly complaints which I really can do nothing about.&nbsp; Speaking of complaints, over the course of that 23 minutes, counting making the same complaints at different times in the conversation ( didn't hear it the first time, damn it?), she made a total of 37 complaints, which means she makes at least one complaint every minute, and often two.<br \/><br \/>Now I know this isn't scientific or anything.&nbsp; I haven't clearly defined what a complaint was, and I could try and talk more if I really wanted to, but... I don't want to.&nbsp; More often than not, those little chats suck the enthusiasm for life out of me.<br \/><br \/>I sure am glad I bounce back into that enthusiasm so easily.&nbsp;&nbsp; The power of having good things and people in your life to think about.&nbsp; I'll feel better within an hour.<br \/> &lt;\/div&gt;"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lichifruit:112518","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/112518.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/lichifruit.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=112518"}}],"title":"lichifruit @ 2008-03-11T13:09:00","published":"2008-03-11T20:15:37Z","updated":"2008-03-11T20:15:37Z","content":"Trying to make today a good productive day.&nbsp; So far, so good.&nbsp; I'm accomplishing things.<br \/><br \/>Pattern drafting went great yesterday.&nbsp; I never realized that shirring and princess line bodices were so easy. ^^;&nbsp; I was a little afraid they might be harder.&nbsp; But it went well.&nbsp; I've got an interesting idea for a lolita dress using a princess line bodice from waist to shoulder, using the center piece as a contrasting material, and then having the waist of the side piece shirred.<br \/><br \/>I've also drafted a pattern block for Royce last night, so I can start using it to make miniature test garments for things I sew to test my patterns and get sewing practice on something before doing the larger project.<br \/><br \/>I'm going to buy some muslin today, I think.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>As an entirely side note, i think that some of the names of \"people\" who send you spam are hilarious.&nbsp; \"Monopoli Surprise\" ?&nbsp; XD My spam mail filter is almost like a Phoenix Wright name generator.&nbsp; I swear, if I ever, for any reason, want an unconvincing psuedonym, I'm totally checking my spam."}]}