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It was a really bad day! my laptop broke down so i have to get it fixed. I specifically asked him to back up mu files before reformatting and he assured me that he will do so. after 2 days i got my laptop back and hey! my files are all gone..!! all my downloaded e-books are gone! the worst is that all the stories that i've been typing for months are gone!! i cried when i realized how much i lost.. sometimes you just can't trust people!


Speaking of trust, a recent crime happened just a few blocks away from my home. a 21 year old girl was seen dead and naked. it was assumed that she was snatched while going home, raped and killed. It was scary for my part because i almost always come home at around 1 am from my shift in the hospital. It was also a surprise because i really consider my hometown safe compared to other places in my country. anyways, 3 suspects were arrested. I hope the guilty ones will rot in jail! Why can't they just go to a red district where girls are willing and not snatch some innocent girl who were only trying to get home after her work..

I don't know if I've told that I'm posting my story online. Anyways,my work was plagiarized. I didn't comment on her work for days and actually waited for other readers to notice it. yesterday,someone actually noticed it and that was then she admits that her story was based on mine. she said that she asks for my permission but the problem is i didn't gave it to her. maybe,it was also my fault for not rejecting her frankly. now, i am having qualms to post the next chapter because she obviously writes better. i am really confused as to what to do. i really dont want to disappoint my readers for not finishing it but then i felt insecure. ugh, i am really frustrated and angry.
oh yeah, i messaged her and told her that i was greatly offended.
please help! what should i do?

I have dry cough and fever that I was forced to take an absence from work. How am I going to help my patients if am feverish? It would be funny if I collapse and become a patient. ;)

Anyways I am feeling a lot better after taking a rest for two days. I just hope we don't have too many patients tomorrow. I think the stress from work affected my health. Our ward have 50 patients for the last three days and there were only 3 nurses and 1 NA to cater their needs. We were so busy that we don't have time to eat add to it the changing weather. The nurses from other wards would joke if we were having some feasts because there were many people during visiting hours

I want to tell something about my family. I have a dad and mom and the second child in a brood of four girls. my eldest sister already have her own family while me and my other sister are single and is currently living with my parents ( It is perfectly normal in my country to see grown-up children still living with their parents). The three of us all have jobs and are planning to work overseas as soon as good opportunities arise.
So, We are all prepared to leave our parents and so are they.

My dad is a good provider and father. He is a bit strict especially when we were younger but he gave us freedom now that we are all grown-up. I truly love my dad. But the thing is, he is not a good husband. He cheats on my mom ever since we were little. My mom caught my dad several times but she couldn't leave him because of us, her children. She would read sex text messages from my dad's phone. I know about dad's infidelity but i tried to ignore it because I don't want them to separate. Anyways, 3 nights ago, As i was getting off at work at 12mn. My mother texted me to call my father and asked him to fetch me from the hospital since it was raining so hard. My dad's phone was off. She then told me that she tried calling his phone and a girl's voice answered it before it hungs up. I was a bit irritated and angry at my dad because i immediately realized what he is up to. When i got home, my mom was out. My youngest sister told me that mom went to look for my dad. It was about 1:30 AM, I have dozed off to sleep when i heard shouting and banging of doors. I went out of the room to see my parents fighting. and my other sister in between them. My mom then related to us what happened. she caught my dad getting out of motel with a girl, she followed them until my dad let the girl get out of his car at the highway. My mom then run to the girl and pulled her hair and started to kick the girl, who fell to the ground. My dad then took hold of my mom in a firm grip to let the girl take a cab and go. My mom then started biting my dad so that he would let go of her and my dad bit her in return at the cheek.
It was at that scene that my sister ( she's riding her motorcycle) saw them.

After i heard the story i really got angry at my dad and told him so. All three of us then told my mnom that she can go and leave dad if she wants. The next morning, my eldest sister( we told her what happened) bought my mom a ticket and by afternoon, she was riding the airplane. I know my mom is set to never come back and i wouldn't blame her for that but a small part of me, still wants them to make up and live together again. I really hope my dad would change his ways and be contented with my mother. I just hope that he will soon realized my mom's worth.

Sometimes, i just want to just get away from my life. I want to go to the different side of the country just to be far away from my dad! He is a good father and i love him but he just treats us, with my sisters, like we're still kids that needs his guidance. I am already a 26 year old woman who can firmly make her own decisions!

I know this the cons of living with your parents! I so want to move out if I only have the resources and money to do so. Why , oh , why is it hard to look for a job that pays well!!

I've been gone for weeks and now I'm back! I just hope some of my LJ friends are still here.. I am having a hectic but fun month. I've been assigned to work at PICU and enjoys it. I got to spend some quality time with cute babies while learning new knowledge and skills everyday. I think I might have spoiled those babies because they wouldn't stop crying unless i carry and coo at them.. :)

On other topics, I found myself spending some time watching anime. I have just finished Mirai Nikki and actively searching for more. My new found friends from church were actually surprised to know that I am an anime fan. They thought I'm the serious type and not into the "cartoons" especially considering my age(?).. Now, we have more things to talk about.

My sister just purchased her first canon DSLR. She asked my mom to buy it in Singapore and she's gonna get it tomorrow. I am excited for her. We already have plans to take zillion photos. Maybe I'll post some of my edited photos( that makes me pretty and sexy!)..Maybe...

My writing has taken a back seat for now. I just don't have the zest to write. I will try harder, I know how it feels to wait for so long for an update..

So that's all what i want to say... I'll be happy for some anime recommendation. I'll be happy to check whatever genres, well except yuri ( not fond of it).

Yehey!! I am back! I had a very busy December. Me and my family decided to attend a family reunion on new year's eve. I cannot go on leave for the new year because it will be busy on the hospital. so I decided to do double shifts so that there will be someone to work on my shift. i was really tired that i wasn't able to visit LJ. Then came the reunion/ vacation. All my efforts and double shifts totally paid off as i really enjoyed myself.

We planned to stay for a week but we extended and so had a vacation of 3 weeks.! Almost all my savings were gone as I enjoyed shopping with my relatives and eating out. My uncle is a food explorer. He searched restaurants which offers food specialties from other countries. We have tried the serbian,mexican, korean,thai and japanese food. With all these pigging out, I gained 3 kgs!! I have to start dieting to lose the weight I gained during the holidays. !

Can anyone suggest some foods to try? >wink<

Happy New Year everyone!!!

There are just some people who doesn't know how to act professionally. We have this senior nurse who comes prancing in our ward and would start yelling and telling us that we are stupid just because we couldn't do what she wants! We are busy as hell, we don't even have time to sit and eat and she wants us to clean! We ignored her through out her tirade so she became more furious and starts kicking the trash cans, probably to emphasize how dirty our ward is for her.
After she left, we started laughing at her. Hell, she couldn't hear us and it's our way to ease the frustration we felt.
Oh, We cleaned the nurse's station before we left..

After a month of writing I finally won and reached my 50000 words. I have experienced to sleeping late just to finish my day quota of words. There were times that I was totally inspired that I was able to write good scenes. There were also times that I just hate my novel and thought everything I write is crap ( I found my way again to like my novel!)

I was able to squeeze writing in my irregular work schedule and all the hustle and bustle of real world.
In the end, I was able to reach my goal. My story is still not finish with one or two more chapters to go. Then I have to edit it come December and the months to follow before I decides to show it to my friends..

I was just really glad that I took the Nanowrimo challenge after I just rediscovered my love for writing. It was an experience that taught me to do something I love and to never give up.

IT's been a week after Haiyan Typhoon hit my beloved country. Many lives were lost and up till now my countrymen are still struggling to survive. The videos, pictures and stories of the survivors are heartbreaking. Many have resorted to begged for food on the street while others resorted to looting.
In spite of all these hardships, I am happy to share the goodness of people. People and organizations around the world is helping my country to stand up again. Just remembering the help we are receiving brought tears to my eyes. It is heartwarming to think that we are not alone in this fight. From The bottom of my heart, I want to tell to all the men, women, young and old, of different colors and of different nations my HEARTFELT GRATITUDE. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. :)

Some pictures to share. I got it from google.

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debris after the typhoon




A ray of hope as relief operations and help reach the affected people


Stranded tourists help out instead




Empire State Building and Houston City Hall lights blue, red and yellow ( The colors of Philippine flags) to show support to the victims









Children from around the world helps in their small way.